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My Personal Process and Check in with Guides aroung MONEY · The Spiritual Shitshow Podcast

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  Welcome back to the Spiritual Shit Show.
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  This is Julie Has Questions.
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  I always say that I am right in the trenches with you, that, I teach from my own experience.
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  I teach what I am learning, and I love nothing more than learning alongside other people.
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  I'm always a little weary of those who portray or flex that you know it all, because my experience with working with the guides is they're giving a perspective.
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  if our entire life is just one big kaleidoscope of color, the guides come in and can change the lens a little bit so we get a different outlook, so we can get a different perspective, and/or they're only touching upon maybe one of the colors in the entire, um...
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  It's like macro, micro.
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  You see what I'm saying?
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  I've said before in a podcast that the guides have been very clear with me as well is that I am the authority.
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  They're like,"Yo, you are leaning on us too much.
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  Like, you are showing up when you're doing channeled messages because you trust us, but you're not trusting yourself.
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  So you need to learn how to trust yourself.
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  We're just guiding you.
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  You have to see yourself as the authority.
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  You have to see yourself as the teacher.
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  You have to see yourself as the leader.
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  You have to see yourself in your greatness, not just hiding behind us now." So that was really interesting.
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  Anyway, we're doing this manifestation series.
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  Again, I am right here with you, doing the work and I've stated in the last podcast that the energies have been feeling just a little crunchy.
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  It feels like the energies are bottlenecked up.
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  Um, there was a lot of momentum, and then, like, clarity, and then there's just kinda like this hold.
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  It feels like we're in this strange holding period.
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  When I checked in to see what that was about, they were saying that the energy's about to really, really pop, and this next wave of energy, we are all being encouraged to ride the wave because it's gonna be, like, the coolest, funnest wave ever.
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  And if you're not prepared for it, it's gonna feel like a tsunami.
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  It's gonna take you out.
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  So we're in this kind of holding right now and strongly encourage us to go a layer deeper, and that's what the, the guides are always saying too.
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  It's always like this line, like we're scuba diving down into ourselves to, like, check out what's on the inside, And then to know where your anchors are being placed.
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  So what is really anchoring you into who you are?
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  Your anchors are what you believe in.
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  I believe, um, I know my-- It's like my anchors are my knowing.
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  My anchors are my knowing, and I know no matter what age I am, no matter what I'm doing in my life, these are the things that I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know Okay.
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  Segueing into Julie's got questions.
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  In this hold, for me, everything's been on this upward trajectory.
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  everything has been s- so great.
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  And then the past two weeks, it's kind of been a little bit of a shit show.
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  And I'm in this money manifestation group right now, and again, things are doing great, like forward momentum, and then it kinda bottomed out.
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  So I have money questions today in this manifestation form, and I am processing this, but as I am processing it, I am recording it because maybe this might resonate with you too and collectively we can get the answers.
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  So where I am right now is, uh, it feels like every time money's coming in, it goes right back out.
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  There's never seems to be, um, a huge, uh, growth and, It just feels like there's a drain somewhere.
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  And I wanna know what that's about, and I wanna know if that's even a thing, and I wanna get more curious about, um, what money is and why it's seeming to pop in for me always as, like, you know, like$10 in,$100 out,$50 in,$5,000 out.
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  So I'm trying to get ahead of that curve.
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  My sweet friend said,"Ooh, this feels very generational." And I did have an intuitive hit, uh, about my parallel patterns between myself and my life and my parents.
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  So I have done that work, and I wanna do a little bit more because I really want to clean up these areas of money and try to get a handle on...
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  You know, I don't always wanna rely on my husband for, for the abundance, even though it's nice.
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  I wanna bring in abundance as well, uh, because I wanna feel that again.
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  You know, I, I, I...
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  Anyway.
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  All right.
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  So Julie has questions.
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  Today's money.
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  Talking through where I am regarding money, and I'm gonna close down and see, see where the guides wanna take us.
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  And I'm taking a little longer because I've been doing this work, so I want new energy.
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  I don't wanna regurgitate what's already been provided So for me right now, uh, they're coming down to the roots and there is a beautiful encouragement of sitting in my root chakra and getting a little curious about the root chakra And then my solar plexus.
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  So the root chakra is really being able to feel safe and anchored down in, in finances.
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  You know, that, uh, exploring, uh, my relationship with money, which I have been doing.
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  but does money actually feel safe?
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  Does it feel safe?
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  And the vision I'm getting for myself is that it's, um, like if money comes in, uh, I'm-- I feel like I, I have to protect it or somebody's gonna take it.
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  and so it's easier for me not to have it'cause then I don't have to protect it.
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  So that's interesting.
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  And that's at the root.
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  So exploring Why do i feel like if money's here that it's gonna be taken and i have to protect it or people are gonna be grabbing at it and then i'm gonna be left with nothing?
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  Interesting solar plex energy is Oh, that's nice.
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  They're saying practicing again your ability to be a bright light in the world and to be an inspiration for others just by being you and feeling worthy of the abundance, the financial abundance that comes with it.
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  So When I had my business and I had a business partner, our finances were not equal at all.
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  And it wasn't until I began my healing journey and really began working with the guides, the guides would be like,"Okay, let's look at your situation.
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  You both worked in the same business.
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  Yes.
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  You both then were- should be 50/50 generating the same m- money, right?" And I was like,"Yes." And they're like,"We want you to go back and look at your business partner's house, and their cars, and how they were able to spend money, and look at what, your house, and your cars, and how you were able to spend money." Uh, they...
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  Look, they're yin and yang.
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  One business partner was able to be in a state of abundance all the time, supporting her, the family, furnishing the her house.
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  lived in a really big house, nice house, and I had to settle for the smaller house.
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  And, you know, like, it's cute, and I had to spend like...
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  I had no money to spend on furniture, so I just did one room at a time.
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  And I was working all the time, and I, then I would go over to give people more, you know, because that's just me, and that's how sweet I am.
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  And so at the solar plexus for me, what they're offering is to sit with the energy of I am able now in my life to show up and be inspiring, um, be with moving bodies and have the ability to live abundantly.
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  Now, the cool thing here is for myself, I'm able to now see how this is tied to...
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  'Cause when I said I am now able to live abundantly, then I got the flash of me kind of protecting this pile of money.
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  Like, uh, like it's gonna go away or people are gonna steal it or I need to protect it.
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  So that's a deep dive for me to do, but definitely able to see in my energy field that a lot of what I'm feeling blocked in is at my root chakra and at my solar plexus, and then there's information there for me Kind of cool, isn't it?
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  You can do this too once you learn your energy field and learn how to ask the questions.
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  But in the meantime, when we work together, this is what I do.
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  I love it so much.
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  Okay, so let me see if I have any, any other questions or if that feels enough for me to, to be with now.
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  Yeah, so just in short, for myself, is to sit in my root chakra and continue to do...
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  They're saying, uh, when I say that there's leaks, it's all my energy is leaking at my root And then the energy leak is also attached to, my mind.
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  They're saying when I'm thinking about the past, when I'm thinking about what was done, when I'm thinking about, you know, wanting to tell my story, when I'm thinking about all of that, it is a direct line of losing, leaking energy, and it's impacting my root chakra.
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  So if I am in a space of desiring to build a foundation for myself, a new foundation for myself that's incorporating everything, all of my desires, all of, like, just a, a dream, beautiful, held, deserving life, it's all gonna start at my root chakra.
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  So if I am...
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  Again, in the last podcast I were talking about what alignment really is.
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  I am unable to manifest what it is that I want if I am continuously thinking about the past and thinking about, you know, my family, and thinking about those traumas, and thinking about all of that kind of stuff, because then it's, it's leaking.
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  It's, it's, it's not strengthening my root chakra, and my root is what is desiring to feel like this part inside of me that is held, that is solid, that is strong, that is able to build a foundation, that it doesn't need to protect.
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  It's not so fragile.
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  So that's really cool to be able to work with these three energy centers and to be able to see how my energy is really impacting my ability and/or inability to manifest, especially when it comes to money.
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  And then personally, at the solar plex then, then I have to practice receiving, uh, practice receiving financial exchange for the services that are, are offered and rendered, and Uh, this is, they're saying visualization.
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  So in my meditation, there's this encouragement for visualization, like visualize that it's really, for me, it's about energy.
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  Visualizing the energy of worthiness and my ability to be in my life in such a beautiful way, in honoring that all of, all of my experiences have brought me to this moment to be a really even better teacher because I've lived it.
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  I understand it.
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  And they're really doing hands-on on solar plexus and root Cool.
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  Well This would be really awkward if I was not recording this and just talking to myself,'cause I'm just talking to myself.
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  So thank you for listening.
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  Thank you for listening.
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  I hope that type of process and listening to that process is also helpful for you.
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  It gives a tone of, A, when we work together, how I work.
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  B, it's giving you some insight as to how to be able to sit and access this information for yourself And it's really helpful to be able to hear and, be able to identify that it's not always a block, that there's this energetic component or within our energy blocks as well.
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  And if we can get inside of those energy blocks, work with that intentionally, then we can also speed up whatever it is that we are desiring It's like, um, like they're showing like a balloon.
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  You know, if the, if a balloon has holes in it, then it's never gonna be like big and fun and something that you wanna hang up to bring joy to everybody else.
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  So Anjali has questions.
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  What I love this is because this pivot today has really been about, bringing way more awareness to our energetic frequency, and what are these energetic leaks that are causing our balloon to be deflated.
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  And you know how frustrating that is when you just blow it up and then it deflates, and then you blow it up and deflates, and you blow it up and deflates?
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  That then also to the last podcast is that's the expansion and the contraction, and expand...
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  Where the frustration comes in.
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  We have to be able to work with our energy centers because then we are creating.
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  They're like, it's like latex, like the, it's like the best latex, so you can't pop it.
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  That is where, um, yeah.
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  That's where today is going, is really pointing arrows at the energy field, and understanding the correlation between our own energy system and manifestation.
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  Fucking cool.
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  All right, y'all.
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  Thank you.
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  I love this.
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  I didn't know that, but now I know, and I'm excited to get into the next one.
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  All right.
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  Thank you so much.
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  Till next time.