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Episode #230: No One Can Love Me Better Than Myself · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Speaker 1: Hey, everybody, welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev.
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Speaker 1: It's up, sister, not a lot, are you liar? Fire?
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Speaker 2: I always say that. Then then it's like other information
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Speaker 2: comes forward. It's like, oh so I'm just as surprised
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Speaker 2: as everybody else is.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, mean to you. We just start chatting and then
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Speaker 1: all of a sudden something comes and we just run
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Speaker 1: with it and it works. And you know, to be honest,
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Speaker 1: if if we ever in four years and over four
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Speaker 1: years of doing this, we've never showed up and not
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Speaker 1: had a conversation, even though we've started with I have
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Speaker 1: no idea what we're going to talk about.
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Speaker 2: We have stuffed with that and.
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Speaker 1: Then we run. But I will tell you I typically
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Speaker 1: keep a card deck next to me in case we
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Speaker 1: ever have that moment where we have nothing to talk about.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, which is funny that you bring that up, because
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Speaker 2: it's I like doing the cards, especially when I get
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Speaker 2: out of my own way. I really do. I really
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Speaker 2: like the cards because they kind they kind of do
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Speaker 2: a pave a way for us in so many ways,
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Speaker 2: give you answers, It helps to center you, it helps
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Speaker 2: to I like to ask for information and then and
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Speaker 2: then it's remembering that I don't have to have all
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Speaker 2: the answers. So sometimes I'll be like, oh, they'll tell
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Speaker 2: me that and I'm like, Okay, that's what it is.
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Speaker 2: But then I don't say what does that mean? Like
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Speaker 2: what's that all about? I don't understand, you know, and
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Speaker 2: so E'X learning how they even ask more questions. So
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Speaker 2: a lot of it's really helped me. It's really helped
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Speaker 2: me as far as my evolution goes.
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Speaker 1: Really, yeah, you know, it's funny on social media. Today's
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Speaker 1: post is that some along the lines of have you
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Speaker 1: ever had a card that with speaking the truth? But
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Speaker 1: do you don't want to accept it? So you put
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Speaker 1: the card back in and shuffle and it pops back out.
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Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, I thinking, yeah, it's probably punked my
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Speaker 1: eye and throw punch me and all the.
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Speaker 2: Things exactly like it's flying down on the deck and
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Speaker 2: it's like, what ever, you're stupid? Like what else? That
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Speaker 2: tells you? Again in another way, like the same thing
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Speaker 2: to something. You'll find commonalities in your decks, you know
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Speaker 2: sometimes yeah, or even me, like I'd lay one deck
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Speaker 2: out and and I would be like, I'm not sure
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Speaker 2: about this, So then I would ask another oracle deck
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Speaker 2: about the same questions and the cards right over the
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Speaker 2: top over the I being right on top of the
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Speaker 2: other ones, and I'd be like another, this is this
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Speaker 2: is yes, and I don't I don't need belief systems.
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Speaker 3: Yeah, you're like, fuck off, that's that's right, because sometimes
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Speaker 3: we're just not ready for the answer.
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Speaker 2: Or just like when you know, when you're like pendulums.
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Speaker 2: If you when you're asking a pendulum a question and
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Speaker 2: you already have an angst about something, you know that
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Speaker 2: you have to know you're not in a neutral space,
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Speaker 2: and you're not going to get a good read. You're
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Speaker 2: not going to get good answers because there's you're too
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Speaker 2: attached to the outcome. So sometimes I'm like this, it
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Speaker 2: doesn't work. It works. It works because when then when
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Speaker 2: I'm neutral and I start asking questions, now I'm getting
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Speaker 2: different answers and I'm noticing I don't feel that heaviness
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Speaker 2: withinside of me. But if I'm attached to an outcome
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Speaker 2: for an answer and I'm kind of worried it's going
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Speaker 2: to be yes, and I want it to be a
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Speaker 2: know or vice versa, yeah, it's not for me to do.
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Speaker 2: So then you call up your friend Amy and say, hey,
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Speaker 2: all out the dick. I've got a couple of questions,
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Speaker 2: and then you're a neutral holding those cards, and then
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Speaker 2: information is going to come forward, and then you're going
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Speaker 2: to have information. So it's another thing to like reach
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Speaker 2: out to us if you guys want us to like, well,
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Speaker 2: a couple of cards for you give you a different perspective,
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Speaker 2: and you know it's nice and there's lots of people
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Speaker 2: out there that do it to do the same stuff.
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Speaker 1: Well, of course with Beb, I would say, Bev, you
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Speaker 1: already know the answer, and that's exactly what she roll
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Speaker 1: her eyes or sigh or just give me a dirty
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Speaker 1: look or that's right, that's right. I'll tell you. This
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Speaker 1: is so funny because I in my early thirties I
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Speaker 1: start seeing a psychic medium. I was curious, had no
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Speaker 1: idea what they did, how they did it. I was
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Speaker 1: really intrigued and I wanted to know more, right, but
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Speaker 1: of course I needed to work through a lot of
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Speaker 1: my stuff. But anyway, it got to a point where
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Speaker 1: I would see her two three times a year only
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Speaker 1: because I was working through some stuff, and she became
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Speaker 1: somebody I could talk to, so almost like a coach, therapist,
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Speaker 1: counselor type of person, even though her titles psychic medium,
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Speaker 1: but it was it was amazing for me at that time. Anyway,
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Speaker 1: it got to a point after seeing her, I'd ask
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Speaker 1: her a question and she would just look at me
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Speaker 1: and say the same. She would go, you already know
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Speaker 1: the answer, and I'm like, because I didn't want my answer.
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Speaker 1: I didn't want to know my I didn't want to
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Speaker 1: believe my answer. I didn't want to believe my intuition.
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Speaker 1: I wanted somebody else to tell it to me.
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Speaker 2: It's true, or you go in and get it done
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Speaker 2: in there, and it goes along the same lines. They're
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Speaker 2: telling you everything you've already freaking known. It's like I
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Speaker 2: came here for something different and you're not giving it
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Speaker 2: to me, right, So on that side of thing, yeah,
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Speaker 2: on that side of things, they're like disappointed because you
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Speaker 2: didn't get the information. But when you stop and look
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Speaker 2: at it, it was confirmations. That's what all were there
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Speaker 2: for you. That's like otherwise you're giving power to someone
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Speaker 2: else and saying they know what's better for you, and
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Speaker 2: they don't know what's better for you. We honestly know
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Speaker 2: what's better for us, Yeah, and surrender. Surrender is probably
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Speaker 2: one of the best things that we can do. I
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Speaker 2: surrender to my soul a lot. I talk to my
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Speaker 2: soul a lot, which is probably I mean, I look
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Speaker 2: at it. It's probably the same thing as God in
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Speaker 2: a lot of ways. But it's like, but I I
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Speaker 2: have a duality in that thought. So it's easier for
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Speaker 2: me to look at soul and I talk to my
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Speaker 2: soul and allow my soul to flow through me. And
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Speaker 2: it's like even like one before, I'd be so nervous
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Speaker 2: about what shit. I don't know what we're gonna talk
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Speaker 2: about today. I have nothing, nothing's on the radar, right,
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Speaker 2: And then as soon as we start talking, and would
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Speaker 2: just open up because I wasn't controlling it anymore. Right,
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Speaker 2: But it's it's interesting that we can we do those
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Speaker 2: things that otherwise I was restricting myself and not allowing myself.
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Speaker 2: But then I asked, I'll say, Universal Team, what do
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Speaker 2: you guys want to talk about today? And I gotta
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Speaker 2: wait and do it now. I'm just gonna tell people
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Speaker 2: this for me, this is what's worked for me. I
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Speaker 2: have to wait a few minutes because if I do
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Speaker 2: it like an hour, if I did it like two
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Speaker 2: hours ago, or before we ever even jumped on our recordings.
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Speaker 2: I would get So you get so much information because
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Speaker 2: as soon as you ask, it's like it's like when
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Speaker 2: you're on a computer and you or when you can
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Speaker 2: type in Google and you're like, ask about a certain cats.
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Speaker 2: Now you've got like fifty thousand different types of messages
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Speaker 2: or sites you can go to. It talks about a cat,
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Speaker 2: And that's almost like the same thing that happens. I
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Speaker 2: don't want you want to talk about today's spirit, and
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Speaker 2: it's like boom, all this information comes in. It's like
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Speaker 2: then it's up to me to kind of pick whatever,
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Speaker 2: whatever it's got my interest or whatever it's shining brighter,
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Speaker 2: which I'm saying this stuff in it all. That's no
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Speaker 2: different than speaking the spirit. It's the same freaking thing.
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Speaker 2: Like I want to say the F word, but because
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Speaker 2: this is like surprising me, but it's the same freaking thing,
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Speaker 2: and they all come around. It's just a matter of
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Speaker 2: being tuned into them. Holy shit, is that freaking easy?
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Speaker 2: This is how life been lately. I don't know what
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Speaker 2: to say about this kind of stuff. I really don't.
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Speaker 2: I don't know. As soon as we start getting out
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Speaker 2: of the way. That's what I would say for right now. Recently,
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Speaker 2: I've been getting out of my way. I have been exploring.
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Speaker 2: We talked about in the last video is looking at things,
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Speaker 2: and it's like, I'm sitting here during this time frame
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Speaker 2: and I'm like, why do why don't I? Why do
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Speaker 2: I resist that? Because that's a resistance for me, And
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Speaker 2: I watch any park videos, I'm always bringing up another
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Speaker 2: way of looking at it. It's always always just because
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Speaker 2: I don't want to see the things. I don't want
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Speaker 2: to see them. I don't want to see them because
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Speaker 2: I'm afraid that I did something wrong, or I don't
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Speaker 2: want to see them. There's a million reasons why. And
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Speaker 2: it's like, and then if I think about that out loud,
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Speaker 2: I don't want to see myself. I don't want If
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Speaker 2: I don't want to see myself and help, how's myself
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Speaker 2: a creator? You know what I mean. It's like I'm
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Speaker 2: trying to put myself over here in this box. So crazy,
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Speaker 2: but my mind's opening up a lot right now.
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Speaker 1: Just well, let me assure what I just thought about.
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Speaker 1: It just like dipped like pup, like this little planet. Okay,
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Speaker 1: so we don't want to see ourselves because of what
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Speaker 1: we've done. But yet everybody on the planet, everything on
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Speaker 1: the planet is an is an essence. So this is
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Speaker 1: again going through my belief system. And I know I
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Speaker 1: can say this to Bev because she's on the same
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Speaker 1: lines that everything on the planet as humans are an
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Speaker 1: essence of God. So God is seeing itself, Him, her,
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Speaker 1: whatever through all of us. And what if God said
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Speaker 1: I don't want to see myself now he's denying all
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Speaker 1: of us, which are a.
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Speaker 2: Piece of it, yes, and denying everything?
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Speaker 1: Is that crazy thought or what? You know?
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Speaker 2: It's right on wild It's like right, but it's true though,
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Speaker 2: and it's like it's it's that that's These are like
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Speaker 2: profound moments, really these are because it's it just shifts
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Speaker 2: the gears on everything and these little things that we
9:20
Speaker 2: were talking about right now that are huge for us,
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Speaker 2: but they're I mean it, it'll change everything. We'll start
9:26
Speaker 2: seeing things differently. We'll show up differently to work, We'll
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Speaker 2: show up differently with our partners, We'll show up differently
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Speaker 2: with our co workers, we show up differently with the public.
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Speaker 2: Everything is different because we've we we just let go,
9:37
Speaker 2: but we just released another layer we just realized s
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Speaker 2: Good's not gonna look at it. God's not gonna look
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Speaker 2: at itself and say that's not beauty. And that's the
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Speaker 2: one thing that's where I've been trying to find, or
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Speaker 2: not trying to find, I have and finding love for self,
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Speaker 2: because if I'm focusing on my heart, I've got to
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Speaker 2: love myself. And who's gonna I was hearing a song,
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Speaker 2: and uh, I don't know who, seems like right off
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Speaker 2: top of my mind where it's I know who sings it,
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Speaker 2: but I don't remember the name. But it talks about
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Speaker 2: loving yourself like I can love myself better. No one
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Speaker 2: could love me better, but I can love myself basically,
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Speaker 2: And it's really true. When I was listening, when I
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Speaker 2: was getting that message, my victim side probably was one
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Speaker 2: that was listening to that information and thought, no one
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Speaker 2: can love me better than myself. But on the other
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Speaker 2: side of that, the truth is, no one could love
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Speaker 2: me better than I could love myself, because I'm supposed
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Speaker 2: to love myself above all, because then I have such
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Speaker 2: a greater capacity to love everybody else.
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Speaker 1: Yes, and then I don't have.
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Speaker 2: Any restrictions or any limits. It's limitless. How you can
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Speaker 2: love everybody that's around you and everything around you because
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Speaker 2: everything is an aspect of God. How can I look
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Speaker 2: at somebody and be pissed off and in my heart no,
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Speaker 2: that's an aspect of God, Kevin. How can I still
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Speaker 2: be pissed off of that person? That is God that's
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Speaker 2: approaching me right now?
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Speaker 1: Yeah?
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Speaker 2: Instead we match energies. You got an attune and you're
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Speaker 2: walking towards me. If I'm not, if I'm at a
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Speaker 2: quarter of a tank on my energy, I'm probably gonna
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Speaker 2: match your energy. It's probably not gonna look very good.
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Speaker 2: It isn't not. When I get into my three quarters
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Speaker 2: of a tank and then I'm looking at I'm like,
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Speaker 2: what the fuck are you doing? Bit? And then I
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Speaker 2: get a full tank and I'm like, it doesn't matter.
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Speaker 2: Everything fine, experience, congratulations. Are you gonna do to gain there?
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Speaker 2: I didn't care for it too much. I'm gonna send
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Speaker 2: them love, that's right, Love and light, love and lights.
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Speaker 2: It's not love longer m effort. It's just loving light
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Speaker 2: to everybody because they all need it.
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Speaker 1: I love how you use a tank, a fuel tank
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Speaker 1: to measure that. That was awesome. So lower quarter tank
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Speaker 1: or lower you're gonna you're gonna be in it. You're
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Speaker 1: gonna be in crap. It's gonna yellow on bad do doo. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: you'll be sifted in that ship.
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Speaker 2: That's right.
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Speaker 1: Half a tank. You're gonna have more awareness of how
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Speaker 1: you're feeling and recognize that you are matching energies and
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Speaker 1: then you need to shift it. Like that's an awareness
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Speaker 1: and then I don't know, three quarters of tank, what
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Speaker 1: would you say there?
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Speaker 2: Three quarters of tank? I'm like in them, I'm in
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Speaker 2: four D right now, I'm thinking the happier thoughts that
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Speaker 2: things are getting better. I'm all. I mean, I'm about
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Speaker 2: to shift into full a full tank.
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Speaker 1: Really, cointaining your energy is what I'm gonna be able
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Speaker 1: to maintain my energy, not match their energy. And whatever
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Speaker 1: is happening outside of me is is is happening, and
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Speaker 1: I'm observing it, witnessing it. Whatever I'm not being, I'm
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Speaker 1: not absorbing the energy full tank like yep, yep, well
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Speaker 1: that happened. Here we are. Life's still great. It's gonna
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Speaker 1: get even better. Like it's a whole different mindset. So yeah,
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Speaker 1: I love that analogy. I was a good one.
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Speaker 2: That was good, awesome. It came from thank you. I know,
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Speaker 2: because I don't ever use that, but that's what popped
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Speaker 2: into my head. So, which isn't just such a great
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Speaker 2: reminder of you know, these things that I wanted to do.
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Speaker 2: It's just to me, it's like no different if I
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Speaker 2: wanted to be into our psychic or we're We're already
13:26
Speaker 2: all those things, and it's like wanting to be it
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Speaker 2: keeps it outside of grass. But recognizing and just being
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Speaker 2: in that intuition you already have it. It's already there.
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Speaker 2: It's already there. This is what my freaking team's telling me.
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Speaker 2: It's already there. What's your deal? You've been doing it
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Speaker 2: this whole time?
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Speaker 1: Yeah?
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Speaker 2: Yeah, get out of the fear. Get out of the fear. Honestly,
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Speaker 2: that's a big that's a big thing, the fear of
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Speaker 2: being seen. And that's where I've been practicing too, just
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Speaker 2: being me? What does that look like? So I have
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Speaker 2: to even ask myself in all aspects of my life,
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Speaker 2: how am I?
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Speaker 1: How am I not being me?
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Speaker 2: Actually I'm not asking how I'm not being me? I'm
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Speaker 2: asking me, how can I see me more? How can
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Speaker 2: I know that that's me? What do what does me like?
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Speaker 2: What is what did my soul come here to want
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Speaker 2: to experience and what because I've slammed the door on
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Speaker 2: a lot of things. Right, We've talked about that. If
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Speaker 2: I'm in the yellow don't I don't I'm my yellow
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Speaker 2: lights came on. I know that I've got like twenty
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Speaker 2: miles to go or twenty five miles that I can
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Speaker 2: go further on this tank and that's it until I
14:25
Speaker 2: get until I can stop and rest or, until I
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Speaker 2: can re fill up the red you know, full tank
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Speaker 2: again and put some extra gas in the cans in
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Speaker 2: the back of the truck, and you know, do all
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Speaker 2: that stuff, because otherwise we're not We're no longer we're
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Speaker 2: like giving away our control at that point, we really are.
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Speaker 2: It's like, well, whatever happens, that's gonna happen to me.
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Speaker 1: But we're not.
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Speaker 2: We're not that light because usually like it's it's heavy.
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Speaker 2: When you get into that space, everything feels heavy. Work
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Speaker 2: doesn't feel light, so everything shifts.
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Speaker 1: It just does. Yeah, well, my tank's been at the
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Speaker 1: half because I've been matching energy and it's not felt
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Speaker 1: good at all.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, but I know it's like a quarter you were
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Speaker 2: at a quarter a take.
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Speaker 1: I have the awareness though and I know I'm doing it,
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Speaker 1: and I'm like, Okay, what are you going to do
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Speaker 1: about it? Because that's on me?
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Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's a good question to ask self.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, So for the audience purposes, you know, when we're
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Speaker 1: matching energy, it's because you're allowing yourself to do it.
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Speaker 1: So if somebody's irritated, you're matching their irritation. That's on you.
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Speaker 1: That is your responsibility to maintain your energy, to not
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Speaker 1: match the people that are around you. And this week
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Speaker 1: I've been matching some energy. It hasn't been it's just
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Speaker 1: been more on an irritation level. So if I was
15:50
Speaker 1: to say frustrated, that's a little bit heavier energy to me.
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Speaker 1: So irritation not super heavy, but enough to get my attention.
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Speaker 1: And so now I have to have the conversation with
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Speaker 1: myself and decide what am I going to do to
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Speaker 1: shift my energy, to maintain my energy, to uh lift
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Speaker 1: up my energy. That's my responsibility. So I just want
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Speaker 1: to make that very clear with the audience that because
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Speaker 1: we don't have control of the people outside of us,
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Speaker 1: we have no control over them. We have no control
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Speaker 1: over their energy. I have control over mind, and what
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Speaker 1: am I going to do for me so I can
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Speaker 1: feel better, so my body feels relaxed, so I can
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Speaker 1: feel calm, so I can handle situations better, so I
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Speaker 1: can breathe deeper. What am I going to do? That's
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Speaker 1: on me?
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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, because how we feel is up to us.
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Speaker 2: It's not up to a single other person. It's nobody
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Speaker 2: else's responsibility. And I say that because I've actually put
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Speaker 2: it in someone else's responsibility numerous times.
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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, me too.
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Speaker 2: And even the stuff you've talked about, it's like I've
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Speaker 2: even done at this week, Like I've even had the
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Speaker 2: same moments these weeks this week, but I just don't
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Speaker 2: stay there and we evolve from it, and it's just
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Speaker 2: like a recognition of oh okay, well that's still you know,
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Speaker 2: that's shown up. But it's such a milder version. Everything's
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Speaker 2: different now. It's not the same that sometimes the heaviness,
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Speaker 2: Sometimes the heaviness feels unbearable with some of the things
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Speaker 2: that like for me from patterns, and then I have
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Speaker 2: to recognize I'm in I'm putting all my power out
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Speaker 2: here and I'm not holding it in here. Yeah, I'm
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Speaker 2: not focused on me. So it's like just asking for solutions,
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Speaker 2: still still asking for solutions. What's the best way for
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Speaker 2: me to go? Or how do I look at this?
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Speaker 2: What's the best answer I could give Amy or or
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Speaker 2: my kids or you know what's the solution for that?
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Speaker 1: Well, I'll tell you. In my ear my earlier version
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Speaker 1: of myself, I lived in anger every single day. It
17:50
Speaker 1: was my identity. It was horrible. And now and I'm
17:57
Speaker 1: not putting this out to test the universe, and I
17:59
Speaker 1: just want to hear the universe to hear me. This
18:02
Speaker 1: is not a test. But now it takes quite a
18:06
Speaker 1: bit for me to even get near anger because it's
18:13
Speaker 1: it doesn't feel good to me on such a huge level.
18:19
Speaker 1: Do I get irritated, Absolutely, I just admitted I get
18:21
Speaker 1: irritated because I've done it this week almost I would
18:26
Speaker 1: say three or four days out of the week this
18:30
Speaker 1: week I've been irritated. So yes, However, it hasn't pushed
18:37
Speaker 1: me to that anger, and it's it's very irritation energetically
18:42
Speaker 1: for me is very far from anger. It's like a
18:45
Speaker 1: huge distance. And so again, putting it out universe does
18:50
Speaker 1: not mean that you can test me about anger. Just
18:54
Speaker 1: want me that glare.
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Speaker 2: And then the thing is even if it does like
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Speaker 2: it's overdone so fast, it's not the same as it
19:03
Speaker 2: was before. Absolutely, and I feel like that's a huge
19:06
Speaker 2: improvement because it's you just know, it just feels good.
19:09
Speaker 2: You can feel the difference, and it just feels better
19:11
Speaker 2: to be in a space that feels good instead of
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Speaker 2: being the one that just doesn't feel good.
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Speaker 1: And it's still a celebration because I'm like, you know, me,
19:19
Speaker 1: I'm only getting irritated. I'm not flying off the handle
19:21
Speaker 1: being pissed off of the world and lashing out at
19:25
Speaker 1: everybody that I come in contact with because of an
19:29
Speaker 1: an experience over here, and everybody in my path is
19:34
Speaker 1: going to be like the Wrath of Amy, right, because
19:39
Speaker 1: that's the way it used to be.
19:40
Speaker 2: Just so you know, it was a thing for me,
19:43
Speaker 2: it really so just again.
19:46
Speaker 1: For the audience to understand, even me just acknowledging, yes,
19:52
Speaker 1: I've matched energy at the ear and being irritated. That
19:56
Speaker 1: is huge for me compared to myself earlier in my life.
20:02
Speaker 1: Comparison of myself is important to me because it's a gauge.
20:09
Speaker 1: It tells me where I am, how far I've come,
20:11
Speaker 1: which is leaps and bounds over where I was and
20:16
Speaker 1: just no different than a breathing technique. When you can
20:21
Speaker 1: gauge how deep of a breath you're taking, you use numbers.
20:25
Speaker 1: So if you count and you can only breathe into
20:28
Speaker 1: account of four and excel to account of four. But
20:33
Speaker 1: then you do that over a period of time and
20:35
Speaker 1: there you can do a count of six or account
20:37
Speaker 1: of eight or count of ten. Well, it's the same
20:41
Speaker 1: with emotional levels or energy energy levels. That for it's
20:47
Speaker 1: a gauge. The gauge is I'm matching irritation, got it? Okay,
20:53
Speaker 1: that's still awesome. That is so awesome for me.
20:58
Speaker 2: So even recognize, even if you did get angry, just
21:02
Speaker 2: recognizing it, that's huge. It is it's really to me, it's huge. Yeah,
21:06
Speaker 2: So that's.
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Speaker 1: Evolution you're seeing. You're seeing the current version of me.
21:11
Speaker 1: But if you would have known me thirty years ago,
21:15
Speaker 1: you don't know, Oh that Halloween was that Halloween we
21:19
Speaker 1: were wearing a mask, uh.
21:21
Speaker 2: Uh huh oh yeah, yeah, oh yeah, But that was
21:26
Speaker 2: the that was the only way that we could manage things.
21:28
Speaker 2: And that's trying to fit into everybody's boxes, like we
21:30
Speaker 2: can we can go so we can walk down that
21:32
Speaker 2: path and that would make you angry. Honestly, if you're
21:34
Speaker 2: having to fit in everybody else in's box, that's angry
21:36
Speaker 2: right there. Yeah, that's pretty huge me even thinking about that,
21:39
Speaker 2: And I think I was always trying to fit into
21:41
Speaker 2: someone's box, always, always, always, always, until I stopped. And
21:46
Speaker 2: then before you would have said you talked about being angry,
21:49
Speaker 2: because that's how I was. But you would have said, bed,
21:52
Speaker 2: are you angry? And I'd be like, no, I know,
21:54
Speaker 2: I don't know what you're talking about. So it's like
21:58
Speaker 2: it's like, you weren't I answered that way if you weren't,
22:03
Speaker 2: so it's like.
22:05
Speaker 1: Are you sure?
22:06
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then it's like, how dare you question me?
22:11
Speaker 1: Yeah?
22:12
Speaker 3: Whenever.
22:12
Speaker 2: Really, it was only a gauge to be like, well, yeah,
22:15
Speaker 2: I guess I am. But I was so disconnected from self. Yeah,
22:20
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, how would I have known?
22:21
Speaker 1: How would I have known?
22:22
Speaker 2: I never gave I never allowed myself the opportunity to
22:25
Speaker 2: have the experience to recognize how I felt, because I
22:29
Speaker 2: was too busy origin ahead, yes on someone else's plan,
22:33
Speaker 2: fitting into someone else's box.
22:35
Speaker 1: Yes, yeah, yeah, Yeah, there's a pivotal point. A lot
22:40
Speaker 1: of people say it's fifty where you just like you
22:43
Speaker 1: kind of really start taking an evaluation of yourself of
22:48
Speaker 1: why am I doing this? I heard them? Why am
22:53
Speaker 1: I not doing this for me? And I want to
22:57
Speaker 1: get to know myself? So yeah, yeah, it's really interesting.
23:02
Speaker 1: Age is interesting. I've noticed different stages of when things happen. Ah,
23:09
Speaker 1: it's a it's an interesting thing to witness and observed it.
23:14
Speaker 2: And I don't know. For me, I'll resist the age
23:17
Speaker 2: part and say wisdom because it's like I feel like
23:19
Speaker 2: the longer that we're here, we have more experience on
23:22
Speaker 2: this plane. We have more experience from here, but we
23:25
Speaker 2: don't have to be coming from here. So it's like
23:29
Speaker 2: it's and it's learning. It's learning how how to be different?
23:33
Speaker 2: How to how can love lead the way for everything
23:37
Speaker 2: that I say? How can love guide my day? How
23:39
Speaker 2: can love? It's just asking those kind of questions. It's
23:43
Speaker 2: so simple. I've gotten so wrapped up and we talked
23:47
Speaker 2: about the cards, you know, credit cards and all that stuff,
23:49
Speaker 2: and we can get so wrapped up and all that stuff,
23:52
Speaker 2: and we just lose sight of what we really want
23:54
Speaker 2: and well, ultimately that is to be happy. It really is.
23:58
Speaker 2: Does everything else matter? Does is my credit card? Company
24:01
Speaker 2: really going to give a ship if when I die, now,
24:04
Speaker 2: let us write it off because this is another debt
24:06
Speaker 2: that didn't get paid because that person died. That's It's
24:09
Speaker 2: just that's just the way it is. Does it really
24:11
Speaker 2: matter in the full scheme of things? Is it bigger
24:14
Speaker 2: than God?
24:15
Speaker 1: No? Yeah, nope, nope.
24:17
Speaker 2: But we've gotten We've wrapped ourselves up in it and
24:19
Speaker 2: made it like it. That's that's the most important. So
24:22
Speaker 2: it's like looking at the looking at our scale again,
24:25
Speaker 2: like what what do you value? Some of the things
24:29
Speaker 2: that we're valuing aren't aren't really that important? They really aren't.
24:35
Speaker 1: Just I'm listening to Robert Holden's teachings and he's a
24:42
Speaker 1: he's a teacher about happiness. He's a uh, he's from England.
24:49
Speaker 1: So if you know anything about people from England, they
24:52
Speaker 1: don't live from that space of happiness. And that was
24:56
Speaker 1: interesting to him. So he wanted to study that and
24:58
Speaker 1: now he teaches it, been teaching it for several years. Anyway,
25:02
Speaker 1: his comment is, and this goes along with what you're saying,
25:05
Speaker 1: is you'll never be happy until you're happy with yourself. Yeah,
25:10
Speaker 1: and so if you changed, and I'm just putting this
25:14
Speaker 1: piece in is put love. You will never be able
25:18
Speaker 1: to love fully until you love yourself.
25:21
Speaker 2: Yeah, and they love it and love you better than you. Yeah,
25:28
Speaker 2: that's that was that song too, same thing. Yeah, and
25:31
Speaker 2: that's true. So from a non victim standpoint, it was true.
25:34
Speaker 2: It's it's true.
25:36
Speaker 1: It is true.
25:37
Speaker 2: Maybe from a victim standpoint it's true too. But it's
25:39
Speaker 2: just having an awareness of that. And really that's the
25:42
Speaker 2: most that's the valuable information out of everything that's been
25:45
Speaker 2: we've been saying, that's probably the most valuable. It's to
25:48
Speaker 2: be in that space and that matters more than anything.
25:50
Speaker 2: But we've it's so easy to get caught up, but
25:56
Speaker 2: it's also so easy to just be in the space
25:59
Speaker 2: of love. It is. And then what we say, I
26:02
Speaker 2: don't know how to do it because I didn't, and
26:04
Speaker 2: I don't know how to get there, And because I didn't,
26:06
Speaker 2: I just kept asking questions and then it's like, slowly
26:09
Speaker 2: but surely, things that probably needed to be released for
26:12
Speaker 2: me at that time frame would come to the surface
26:14
Speaker 2: and I'd let them go and I would see it
26:16
Speaker 2: things from a different perspective. Yeah, the views change the
26:20
Speaker 2: more you let go of this stuff. It's like the
26:22
Speaker 2: it's like the rose covered glasses get even brighter.
26:25
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, absolutely, or the view from the mountain top
26:30
Speaker 1: is amazing.
26:32
Speaker 2: True.
26:34
Speaker 1: All right, friends, this was a good conversation. When we
26:36
Speaker 1: started out, didn't have no idea.
26:39
Speaker 2: No idea. I love it.
26:42
Speaker 1: We went from cards card readings for yourself too. Uh.
26:47
Speaker 1: You know what, You got to be happy with yourself
26:50
Speaker 1: in order to be happy in your life. So there's that.
26:52
Speaker 1: So thank you for having the conversation, Bev and and
26:56
Speaker 1: being here and sharing in this time that we get
27:00
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27:06
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27:14
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27:24
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27:27
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27:31
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27:33
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27:35
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27:38
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27:55
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28:00
Speaker 2: I want to thank you because you're you're the one
28:02
Speaker 2: that orchestrates all this all the time. Honestly, you do,
28:05
Speaker 2: because if it wasn't for you, you know, you look at
28:08
Speaker 2: me and you're like, I can only imagine you're probably
28:09
Speaker 2: smacking your head sometimes too, it's like that's the day
28:12
Speaker 2: we're supposed to be doing this, and now she's doing that,
28:14
Speaker 2: or you know, because it's because I just kind of
28:16
Speaker 2: go with the flow of spirit or whatever, and it's
28:18
Speaker 2: like sometimes that can be challenging. So thank you for
28:21
Speaker 2: always coming in and listening to it and guiding our
28:26
Speaker 2: you know, making sure that we're getting together and doing
28:28
Speaker 2: this because it is so beneficial. It's so beneficial for us,
28:31
Speaker 2: and so I know it's a ripple effect, and I
28:34
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28:37
Speaker 2: and thank you everybody else for showing up.
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Speaker 1: Thank you for the acknowledgement. I appreciate that all are
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Speaker 1: my friends. Tea time with Amien Bab. Thanks for hanging out.
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