Latest / Abide Meditation App / _Lord Forgive Me_ - Psalms of Repentance
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- 0:02Speaker 1: Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger, or discipline
- 0:08Speaker 1: me in your wrath. Have mercy on me, Lord, for
- 0:12Speaker 1: I am faint. Yield me, Lord, for my bones are
- 0:16Speaker 1: in agony. My soul is in deep anguish. How long, Lord,
- 0:24Speaker 1: How long, turn Lord and deliver me? Save me? Because
- 0:31Speaker 1: of your unfailing love among the dead, no one proclaims
- 0:37Speaker 1: your name, who praises you from the grave. I am
- 0:43Speaker 1: worn out from my groaning all night long, I flood
- 0:48Speaker 1: my bed with weeping and drench my couch with tears.
- 0:53Speaker 1: My eyes grow weak with sorrow. They fail because of
- 0:56Speaker 1: all my foes. Away from me, all you who do evil.
- 1:01Speaker 1: For the Lord has heard my weeping. The Lord has
- 1:05Speaker 1: heard my cry for mercy. The Lord accepts my prayer.
- 1:11Speaker 1: All my enemies will be overwhelmed with shame and anguish.
- 1:18Speaker 1: They will turn back and suddenly be put to shame.
- 1:24Speaker 1: Blessed is the one whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins
- 1:28Speaker 1: are covered. Blessed is the one whose sin the Lord
- 1:32Speaker 1: does not count against them, and whose spirit is no deceit.
- 1:38Speaker 1: When I kept silent, my bones wasted away through my
- 1:43Speaker 1: groaning all day long, for day and night, your hand
- 1:48Speaker 1: was heavy on me. My strength was sapped as in
- 1:51Speaker 1: the heat of summer. Then I acknowledged my sin to
- 1:56Speaker 1: you and did not cover up my iniquity. I said,
- 2:01Speaker 1: I will confess my transgressions to the Lord, and you
- 2:05Speaker 1: forgave the guilt of my sin. Therefore, let all the
- 2:09Speaker 1: faithful pray to you, while you may be found. Surely
- 2:14Speaker 1: the rising of the mighty waters will not reach them.
- 2:18Speaker 1: You are my hiding place. You will protect me from
- 2:22Speaker 1: trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. I will
- 2:27Speaker 1: instruct you and teach you in the way you should go.
- 2:32Speaker 1: I will counsel you with my loving eye on you.
- 2:36Speaker 1: Do not be like the horse or the mule, which
- 2:38Speaker 1: have no understanding, but must be controlled by bit and bridle,
- 2:43Speaker 1: or they will not come to you. Many are the
- 2:47Speaker 1: woes of the wicked, But the Lord's unfailing love surrounds
- 2:52Speaker 1: the one who trusts in him. Rejoice in the Lord,
- 2:56Speaker 1: and be glad you righteous, all you who are upright
- 3:02Speaker 1: in heart. Lord, do not rebuke me in your anger,
- 3:09Speaker 1: or discipline me in your wrath. Your arrows have pierced me,
- 3:15Speaker 1: and your hand has come down on me. Because of
- 3:19Speaker 1: your wrath. There is no health in my body. There
- 3:22Speaker 1: is no soundness in my bones because of my sin.
- 3:25Speaker 1: My guilt has overwhelmed me like a burden too heavy
- 3:28Speaker 1: to bear. My wounds fester and are loathsome. Because of
- 3:34Speaker 1: my sinful folly. I am bowed down and brought very low.
- 3:41Speaker 1: All day long I go about mourning. My back is
- 3:45Speaker 1: filled with searing pain. There is no health in my body.
- 3:48Speaker 1: I am feeble and utterly crushed. I groan in anguish
- 3:55Speaker 1: of heart. All my longings lie open before you, Lord.
- 3:59Speaker 1: My sighing is not hidden from you. My heart pans,
- 4:03Speaker 1: My strength fails me. Even the light has gone from
- 4:07Speaker 1: my eyes. My friends and companions avoid me because of
- 4:12Speaker 1: my wounds. My neighbors stay far away. Those who want
- 4:17Speaker 1: to kill me set their traps. Those who would harm
- 4:21Speaker 1: me talk of my ruin all day long. They scheme
- 4:26Speaker 1: and lie. I am like the death who cannot hear,
- 4:30Speaker 1: like the mute who cannot speak. I have become like
- 4:34Speaker 1: one who does not hear, whose mouth can offer no reply.
- 4:39Speaker 2: Lord. I wait for you. You will answer, Lord, my God,
- 4:47Speaker 2: For I said, do not let them gloat or exalt
- 4:51Speaker 2: themselves over me when my feet slip, for I am
- 4:55Speaker 2: about to fall and my pain is ever with me.
- 4:59Speaker 2: I conf profess my iniquity. I am troubled by my sin.
- 5:06Speaker 2: Many have become my enemies without cause. Those who hate
- 5:09Speaker 2: me without reason are numerous, those who repay my good
- 5:13Speaker 2: with evil, large accusations against me. Though I seek only
- 5:17Speaker 2: to do what is good. Lord, do not forsake me.
- 5:24Speaker 2: Do not be far from me. My God, Come quickly
- 5:29Speaker 2: to help me, my Lord and my savior. I waited
- 5:36Speaker 2: patiently for the Lord. He turned to me and heard
- 5:40Speaker 2: my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
- 5:44Speaker 2: out of the mud and mire. He set my feet
- 5:47Speaker 2: on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand.
- 5:52Speaker 2: He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn
- 5:55Speaker 2: of praise to our God. Many will see and fear
- 5:59Speaker 2: the Lord and put their trust in him. Blessed is
- 6:04Speaker 2: the one who trusts in the Lord, who does not
- 6:07Speaker 2: look to the proud, to those who turn aside to
- 6:10Speaker 2: false gods. Many, Lord, my God, are the wonders. You
- 6:14Speaker 2: have done the things you planned for us. None can
- 6:19Speaker 2: compare with you. Were I to speak and tell of
- 6:22Speaker 2: your deeds, they would be too many to declare sacrifice
- 6:28Speaker 2: and offering. You did not desire, But my ears, you
- 6:34Speaker 2: have opened burnt offerings and sin offerings you did not require.
- 6:41Speaker 2: Then I said, here I am, I have come. It
- 6:46Speaker 2: is written about me in the scroll. I desire to
- 6:50Speaker 2: do your will, My God, Your law is within my heart.
- 6:55Speaker 2: I proclaim your saving acts in the Great Assembly. I
- 6:58Speaker 2: do not seal my lips. Lord, as you know, I
- 7:02Speaker 2: do not hide your righteousness in my heart. I speak
- 7:05Speaker 2: of your faithfulness and your saving help. I do not
- 7:08Speaker 2: conceal your love and your faithfulness from the Great Assembly.
- 7:13Speaker 2: Do not withhold your mercy from me. Lord.
- 7:16Speaker 1: May your love and faithfulness always protect me for troubles
- 7:21Speaker 1: without numbers around me. My sins have overtaken me, and
- 7:25Speaker 1: I cannot see. They are more than the hairs of
- 7:29Speaker 1: my head, and my heart fails within me. Be pleased
- 7:35Speaker 1: to save me. Lord, Come quickly, Lord to help me.
- 7:40Speaker 1: May all who want to take my life be put
- 7:43Speaker 1: to shame and confusion. May all who desire my ruin
- 7:48Speaker 1: be turned back in disgrace. May those who say to
- 7:52Speaker 1: me aha ha ha be appalled at their own shame.
- 7:58Speaker 1: But may all whose seek you rejoice and be glad
- 8:03Speaker 1: in you. May those who long for your saving help
- 8:06Speaker 1: always say the Lord is great. But as for me,
- 8:13Speaker 1: I am poor and needy. May the Lord think of me.
- 8:19Speaker 1: You are my help and my deliverer. You are my God,
- 8:25Speaker 1: do not delay. Blessed are those who have regard for
- 8:31Speaker 1: the weak. The Lord delivers them in times of trouble.
- 8:35Speaker 1: The Lord protects and preserves them. They are counted among
- 8:39Speaker 1: the blessed in the land. He does not give them
- 8:42Speaker 1: over to the desire of their foes. The Lord sustains
- 8:46Speaker 1: them on their sick bed and restores them from their
- 8:48Speaker 1: bed of illness. I said, have mercy on me, Lord,
- 8:54Speaker 1: heal me, for I have sinned against you. My enemies
- 8:58Speaker 1: say of me in malice, when will he die and
- 9:02Speaker 1: his name perish? When one of them comes to see me,
- 9:06Speaker 1: he speaks falsely while his heart gathers slander. Then he
- 9:11Speaker 1: goes out and spreads it around. All My enemies whisper
- 9:15Speaker 1: together against me. They imagine the worst for me, saying
- 9:19Speaker 1: a vile disease has afflicted him. He will never get
- 9:22Speaker 1: up from the place where he lies. Even my close friend,
- 9:28Speaker 1: some one I trusted, one who shared my bread, has
- 9:33Speaker 1: turned against me. But may you have mercy on me, Lord,
- 9:37Speaker 1: raise me up, that I may repay them. I know
- 9:41Speaker 1: that you are pleased with me, for my enemy does
- 9:44Speaker 1: not triumph over me because of my integrity. You uphold
- 9:48Speaker 1: me and set me in your presence for ever.
- 9:53Speaker 2: Praise be to.
- 9:54Speaker 1: The Lord, the God of Israel, from ever lasting to
- 9:58Speaker 1: ever lasting. Amen and Amen. Have mascy on me, o God,
- 10:09Speaker 1: according to your unfailing love, according to your great compassion.
- 10:14Speaker 1: Blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity, and
- 10:20Speaker 1: cleanse me from my sin. For I know my transgressions,
- 10:25Speaker 1: and my sin is always before me against you. You
- 10:30Speaker 1: only have I sinned and done what is evil in
- 10:32Speaker 1: your sight. So you are right in your verdict and
- 10:35Speaker 1: justified when you judge. Surely I was sinful of birth,
- 10:40Speaker 1: sinful from the time my mother conceived me. Yet you
- 10:44Speaker 1: desired faithfulness even in the womb. You taught me wisdom
- 10:49Speaker 1: in that secret place. Cleanse me with hissop and I
- 10:53Speaker 1: will be clean. Wash me and I will be whiter
- 10:56Speaker 1: than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness. If the
- 11:00Speaker 1: bones you have crushed, rejoice. Hide your face from my sins,
- 11:05Speaker 1: and blot out all my iniquity. Create in me a
- 11:10Speaker 1: pure heart, o God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me.
- 11:16Speaker 1: Do not cast me from your presence or take your
- 11:18Speaker 1: holy spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of
- 11:22Speaker 1: your salvation and grant me a willing spirit to sustain me.
- 11:28Speaker 1: Then I will teach transgressors your ways so that sinners
- 11:32Speaker 1: will turn back to you. Deliver me from the guilt
- 11:36Speaker 1: of bloodshed. O, God, you who are God my savior,
- 11:40Speaker 1: and my tongue will sing of your righteousness. Open my lips, Lord,
- 11:46Speaker 1: and my mouth will declare your praise. You do not
- 11:51Speaker 1: delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it. You do
- 11:55Speaker 1: not take pleasure in burnt offerings my sacric If so,
- 12:00Speaker 1: God is a broken spirit, a broken and contrite heart,
- 12:05Speaker 1: you God will not despise. May it please you to
- 12:09Speaker 1: prosper zion to build up the walls of Jerusalem. Then
- 12:15Speaker 1: you will delight in the sacrifices of the righteous, in
- 12:19Speaker 1: burnt offerings offered whole. Then bulls will be offered on
- 12:24Speaker 1: your altar. Save me, o God, for the waters have
- 12:31Speaker 1: come up to my neck. I sink in the miry depths,
- 12:36Speaker 1: where there is no foothold. I have come into the
- 12:39Speaker 1: deep waters. The floods engulf me. I am worn out,
- 12:44Speaker 1: calling for help. My throat is parched, my eyes fail
- 12:51Speaker 1: looking for my God. Those who hate me without reason
- 12:56Speaker 1: outnumber the hairs of my head. Many of my enemies
- 13:00Speaker 1: without cause, those who seek to destroy me. I am
- 13:05Speaker 1: forced to restore what I did not steal. You, God
- 13:10Speaker 1: know my folly. My guilt is not hidden from you, Lord,
- 13:17Speaker 1: the Lord Almighty. May those who hope in you not
- 13:21Speaker 1: be disgraced because of me, God of Israel. May those
- 13:25Speaker 1: who seek you not be put to shame because of me.
- 13:29Speaker 1: For I endure scorn for your sake, and shame covers
- 13:33Speaker 1: my face. I am a foreigner to my own family,
- 13:38Speaker 1: a stranger to my own mother's children. For zeal of
- 13:42Speaker 1: your house consumes me, and the insults of those who insult.
- 13:47Speaker 2: You fall on me.
- 13:50Speaker 1: When I weep and fast, I must endure scorn. When
- 13:55Speaker 1: I put on sackloth people make sport of me, those
- 13:59Speaker 1: who at the gate mock me, and I am the
- 14:02Speaker 1: song of the drunkards. But I pray to you, Lord,
- 14:07Speaker 1: in the time of your favor, in your great love
- 14:10Speaker 1: of God, answer me with your sure salvation. Rescue me
- 14:16Speaker 1: from the mire. Do not let me sink. Deliver me
- 14:19Speaker 1: from those who hate me, from the deep waters. Do
- 14:22Speaker 1: not let the flood waters engulf me, or the depths
- 14:25Speaker 1: swallow me up, or the pit close its mouth over me.
- 14:31Speaker 1: Answer me, Lord, out of the goodness of your love,
- 14:35Speaker 1: in your great mercy, turn to me. Do not hide
- 14:40Speaker 1: your face from your servant. Answer me quickly, for I
- 14:44Speaker 1: am in trouble. Come near and rescue me. Deliver me
- 14:50Speaker 1: because of my foes. You know how I am scorned, disgraced,
- 14:56Speaker 1: and shamed. All my enemy before you, scorn has broken
- 15:03Speaker 1: my heart and has left me helpless. I looked for sympathy,
- 15:07Speaker 1: that there was none, for comforters, that I found none.
- 15:13Speaker 1: They put gall in my food and gave me vinegar
- 15:17Speaker 1: for my thirst. May the table set before them become
- 15:21Speaker 1: a snare. May it become retribution and a trap. May
- 15:25Speaker 1: their eyes be darkened so they cannot see, and their
- 15:28Speaker 1: backs be bent forever. Pour out your wrath on them.
- 15:34Speaker 1: Let your fierce anger overtake them. May their place be deserted.
- 15:40Speaker 1: Let there be no one to dwell in their tents.
- 15:44Speaker 1: For they persecute those you wound, and talk about the
- 15:48Speaker 1: pain of those you hurt. Charge them with crime upon crime.
- 15:55Speaker 1: Do not let them share in your salvation. May they
- 15:58Speaker 1: be blotted out of the book of life and not
- 16:01Speaker 1: be listed with the righteous. But as for me, afflicted
- 16:06Speaker 1: and in pain, may your salvation God protect me. I
- 16:12Speaker 1: will praise God's name and song and glorify him with thanksgiving.
- 16:18Speaker 1: This will please the Lord more than an ox, more
- 16:21Speaker 1: than a bull with its horns and hoofs. The poor
- 16:25Speaker 1: will see and be glad. You who seek God, May
- 16:30Speaker 1: your hearts live. The Lord hears the needy and does
- 16:34Speaker 1: not despise his captive people. Let heaven and earth praise him.
- 16:40Speaker 1: The seas and all that move in them. For God
- 16:43Speaker 1: will save Zion and rebuild the cities of Judah. Then
- 16:48Speaker 1: people will settle there and possess it. The children of
- 16:53Speaker 1: his servants will inherit it, and those who love His
- 16:57Speaker 1: name will dwell there, O, God, The nations have invaded
- 17:05Speaker 1: your inheritance. They have defiled your holy temple. They have
- 17:09Speaker 1: reduced Jerusalem to rubble. They have left the dead bodies
- 17:14Speaker 1: of your servants as food for the birds of the sky,
- 17:17Speaker 1: the flesh of your own people for the animals of
- 17:20Speaker 1: the wild. They have poured out blood like water all
- 17:24Speaker 1: around Jerusalem, and there is no one to bury the dead.
- 17:28Speaker 1: We are objects of contempt to our neighbors, have scorn
- 17:32Speaker 1: and derision to those around us. How long, Lord, will
- 17:38Speaker 1: you be angry forever? How long will your jealousy burn
- 17:42Speaker 1: like fire? Pour out your wrath on the nations that
- 17:47Speaker 1: do not acknowledge you, and the kingdoms that do not
- 17:50Speaker 1: call on your name, for they have devoured Jacob and
- 17:54Speaker 1: devastated his homeland. Do not hold against us the sins
- 17:59Speaker 1: of past generations. May your mercy come quickly to meet us,
- 18:04Speaker 1: for we are in desperate need. Help us, God, our savior,
- 18:08Speaker 1: for the glory of your name, Deliver us and forgive
- 18:11Speaker 1: our sins for your name's sake. Why should the nations
- 18:15Speaker 1: say where is their God? Before our eyes? Make known
- 18:21Speaker 1: among the nations that you avenge the outpoured blood of
- 18:24Speaker 1: your servants. May the groans of the prisoners come before
- 18:29Speaker 1: you with your strong arm, preserve those condemned to die.
- 18:35Speaker 1: Pay back into the lapse of our neighbors seven times
- 18:38Speaker 1: the contempt.
- 18:39Speaker 2: They have hurled at you. Lord.
- 18:43Speaker 1: Then we your people, the sheep of your pasture, will
- 18:48Speaker 1: praise you forever. From generation to generation, we will proclaim
- 18:55Speaker 1: your praise out of the depths to you, Lord, Lord,
- 19:02Speaker 1: hear my voice. Let your ears be attentive to my
- 19:07Speaker 1: cry for mercy. If you, Lord kept a record of sins, Lord,
- 19:14Speaker 1: who could stand? But with you there is forgiveness, so
- 19:19Speaker 1: that we can with reverence serve you. I wait for
- 19:23Speaker 1: the Lord, my whole being waits, and in his word
- 19:28Speaker 1: I put my hope. I wait for the Lord more
- 19:33Speaker 1: than watchmen wait for the morning, more than watchman wait
- 19:37Speaker 1: for the morning. Israel, put your hope in the Lord,
- 19:42Speaker 1: for with the Lord is unfailing love, and with him
- 19:45Speaker 1: his full redemption. He himself will redeem Israel from all
- 19:52Speaker 1: their sins. Lord, hear my prayer, listen to my cry
- 19:58Speaker 1: for mercy. When your faithfulness and righteousness come to my relief,
- 20:04Speaker 1: do not bring your servant into judgment, for no one
- 20:07Speaker 1: living is righteous before you. The enemy pursues me. He
- 20:12Speaker 1: crushes me to the ground. He makes me dwell in
- 20:14Speaker 1: the darkness like those long dead. So my spirit grows
- 20:19Speaker 1: faint within me. My heart within me is dismayed. I
- 20:25Speaker 1: remember the days of long ago. I meditate on all
- 20:28Speaker 1: your works and consider what your hands have done. I
- 20:33Speaker 1: spread out my hands to you. I thirst for you
- 20:37Speaker 1: like a parched land. Answer me quickly, Lord, my spirit fails.
- 20:45Speaker 1: Do not hide your face from me, or I will
- 20:48Speaker 1: be like those who go down to the pit. Let
- 20:52Speaker 1: the morning Bring me word of your unfailing love, for
- 20:55Speaker 1: I have put my trust in you. Show me the
- 20:58Speaker 1: way I should go, for to you I intrust my life.
- 21:03Speaker 1: Rescue me from my enemy's lord, for I hide myself
- 21:06Speaker 1: in you. Teach me to do your will, for you
- 21:10Speaker 1: are my God. May your good spirit lead me on
- 21:15Speaker 1: level ground. For your name's sake, Lord, preserve my life
- 21:21Speaker 1: in your righteousness. Bring me out of trouble. In your
- 21:24Speaker 1: unfailing love. Silence my enemies, Destroy all my foes, for
- 21:31Speaker 1: I am your servant.