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- 0:00Chapter one of Death in Venice by Thomas Mahnn. On a spring afternoon of
- 0:07the year nineteen blank, when our continent lay under such threatening weather for whole
- 0:12months, Gustav Oschenbach or Fawn Oschenbach, as his name read officially, after
- 0:19his fiftieth birthday, had left his apartment on the Prince Regentinstrasse in Munich and
- 0:26had gone for a long walk Overwrought by the trying and precarious work of the
- 0:31forenoon, which had demanded a maximum wariness, prudence, penetration, and rigor
- 0:37of the will, the writer had not been able, even after the noon
- 0:41meal, to break the impetus of the productive mechanism within him, that motus
- 0:46animi continuous, which constitutes, according to Cicero, the foundation of eloquence.
- 0:53And he had not attained the healing sleep, which, what with the increasing
- 0:58exhaustion of his strength, he kneaded in the middle of each day. So
- 1:03he had gone outdoors soon after tea, in the hopes that air and movement
- 1:07would restore him and prepare him for a profitable evening. It was the beginning
- 1:12of May, and after cold, damp weeks, the false Midsummer had set
- 1:18in the English gardens, although the foliage was still fresh and sparse, were
- 1:23as pungent as in August, and in the parts nearer the city had been
- 1:27full of conveyances and promenaders. At the Almeister, which he had reached by
- 1:34quieter and quieter paths, Achenbach had surveyed for a short time the Verstgarden,
- 1:40with its lively crowds and its border of cabs and carriages. From here,
- 1:46as the sun was sinking, he had started home outside the park across the
- 1:51open fields, and since he felt tired and a storm was threatening from the
- 1:56direction of feeling, he waited at the North Cemetery for the tram which would
- 2:00take him directly back to the city. It happened that he found no one
- 2:06in the station or its vicinity. There was not a vehicle to be seen,
- 2:09either on the paved ungr Strasse with its solitary glistening rails stretching out towards
- 2:16Schwabing, or on the fillinger Shau Sea. Behind the fences of the Stonemason's
- 2:23establishments, where the crosses, memorial tablets and monuments standing for sale formed a
- 2:30second uninhabited burial ground. There was no sign of life and opposite him,
- 2:36the Byzantine structure of the funeral hall lay silent in the reflection of the departing
- 2:40day, its facade ornamented in luminous colors with Greek crosses and hieratic paintings,
- 2:49above which were displayed inscriptions symmetrically arranged in gold letters and texts chosen to bear
- 2:55on the life beyond, such as they enter into the dwelling of the Lord,
- 3:00or the light of eternity shall shine upon them. And for some time
- 3:07as he stood waiting, he found a grave diversion in spelling out the formulas
- 3:12and letting his mind's eye lose itself in the transparent mysticism. When returning from
- 3:17his reveries, he noticed in the portico above the two apocalyptic animals guarding the
- 3:23steps the man, whose somewhat unusual appearance gave his thoughts an entirely new direction.
- 3:30Whether he had just now come out from the inside through the bronze door,
- 3:36or had approached and mounted from the outside unobserved, remained uncertain. Aschenbach,
- 3:42without applying himself especially to the matter, was inclined to believe the former
- 3:47of medium height, thin, smooth shaven, and noticeably pug nosed, the
- 3:53man belonged to the red haired type and possessed the appropriate fresh milky complexion.
- 4:00Obviously, he was not of Bavarian extraction, since at least the white and
- 4:04straight brimmed straw hat that covered his head gave his appearance the stamp of a
- 4:10foreigner, of someone who had come from a long distance. To be sure,
- 4:15he was wearing the customary knapsack strapped across his shoulders and a belted suit
- 4:19of rough yellow wool. His left arm was resting on his thigh, and
- 4:25his gray storm cape was thrown across it. In his right hand, he
- 4:29held a cane with an iron ferule, which he had struck diagonally into the
- 4:33ground, and with his feet crossed, was leaning his hip against the crook.
- 4:39His head was raised so that the Adam's apple protruded hard and bare on
- 4:44a scrawny neck emerging from a loose sport shirt, and he was staring sharply
- 4:48off into the distance with colorless, red lidded eyes, between which stood two
- 4:54strong vertical wrinkles peculiarly suited to his short, turned up nose. Thus,
- 5:00and perhaps his elevated position helped to give the impression. His bearing had something
- 5:06majestic and commanding about it, something bold or even savage. For whether he
- 5:13was grimacing because he was blinded by the setting sun, or whether it was
- 5:16a case of a permanent distortion of the physiognomy, his lips seemed too short.
- 5:23They were so completely pulled back from his teeth that these were exposed even
- 5:27to the gums, and stood out white and long. It is quite possible
- 5:32that Aushenbach, in his half distracted, half inquisitive examination of the stranger,
- 5:39had been somewhat inconsiderate, For he suddenly became aware that his look was being
- 5:44answered, and indeed so militantly, so straight in the eye, so plainly,
- 5:49with the intention of driving the thing through to the very end, and
- 5:54compelling him to capitulate that he turned away uncomfortably and began walking along by the
- 6:00fences, deciding casually that he would pay no further attention to the man.
- 6:04The next minute, he had forgotten him. But perhaps the exotic element in
- 6:10the stranger's appearance had worked on his imagination, or a new physical or spiritual
- 6:15influence of some sort had come into play. He was quite astonished to note
- 6:21the peculiar inner expansion, a kind of roving unrest, a youthful longing after
- 6:27far off places, a feeling so vivid, so new, or so long
- 6:31dormant and neglected that with his hands behind his back and his eyes on the
- 6:36ground, he came to a sudden stop and examined into the nature and purport
- 6:43of this emotion. It was the desire for travel, nothing more, although
- 6:47to be sure, it had attacked him violently and was heightened to a passion,
- 6:54even to the point of an hallucination. His yearnings crystallized. His imagination,
- 7:00still in ferment from his hours of work, actually pictured all the marbles
- 7:04and terrors of a manifold world which it was suddenly struggling to conceive. He
- 7:10saw a landscape, a tropical swamp land under a heavy, murky sky,
- 7:15damp, luxuriant and enormous, a kind of prehistoric wilderness of islands, bogs,
- 7:21and arms of water sluggish with mud. He saw near him and in
- 7:28the distance, the hairy shafts of palms rising out of a rank, lecherous
- 7:31thicket, out of places where the plant life was fat, swollen, and
- 7:36blossoming exorbitantly. He saw strangely misshapen trees, sending their roots into the ground
- 7:44into stagnant pools with greenish reflections. And here between floating flowers which were milk
- 7:49white and large as dishes, birds of a strange nature, high shouldered with
- 7:56crooked bills, were standing in the muck and looking motionless to one side.
- 8:01Between dense knotted stalks of bamboo, he saw the glint from the eyes of
- 8:05a crouching tiger, and he felt his heart knocking with fear and with puzzling
- 8:11desires. Then the image disappeared, and with a shake of his head,
- 8:16Aschenbach resumed his walk along past the fences of the Stonemason's establishments. Since the
- 8:24time, at least when he could command the means to enjoy the advantages of
- 8:28moving about the world as he pleased, he had considered traveling simply as an
- 8:33hygienic precaution which must be complied with now and then, despite one's feeling and
- 8:39one's preferences. Too busy with the tasks arranged for him by his interest,
- 8:45in his own ego and in the problems of Europe, too burdened with the
- 8:48onus of production, too little, prone to diversion, and in no sense
- 8:54an amateur of the varied amusements of the great world. He had been thoroughly
- 8:58satisfied with such knowledge of the Earth's surface as any one can get without moving
- 9:03far out of his own circle, and he had never even been tempted to
- 9:07leave Europe, especially now that his life was slowly on the decline, and
- 9:13that the artist's fear of not having finished this uneasiness lest the clock run down
- 9:18before he had done his part and given himself completely, could no longer be
- 9:24waived. Aside as mere whim. He had confined his outer existence almost exclusively
- 9:30to the beautiful city which had become his home, and to the rough country
- 9:33house which he had built in the mountains, and where he spent the rainy
- 9:37summers. Further, this thing, which had laid hold of him so belatedly
- 9:43but with such suddenness, was very readily moderated and adjusted by the force of
- 9:48his reason and of a discipline which he had practiced since youth. He had
- 9:54intended carrying his life work forward to a certain point before he moving to the
- 10:00country, and the thought of knocking about the world for months and neglecting his
- 10:05work during this time seemed much too lax and contrary to his plans. It
- 10:11really could not be considered seriously. Yet he knew only too well what the
- 10:16reasons were for this unexpected temptation. It was the urge to escape, he
- 10:20admitted to himself, this yearning for the new and the remote, this appetite
- 10:26for freedom, for unburdening, for forgetfulness. It was a pressure away from
- 10:31his work, from the steady drudgery of a coldly passionate service. To be
- 10:37sure, he loved this work, and almost loved the innovating battle that was
- 10:41fought daily between a proud, tenacious will, so often tested, and this
- 10:46growing weariness, which no one was to suspect, and which must not betray
- 10:52itself in his productions by any sign of weakness or negligence. But it seemed
- 10:58wise not to draw the bow overtightly, and not to strangle by sheer obstinacy
- 11:03so strongly persistent an appetite. He thought of his work, thought of the
- 11:09place at which, yesterday and now again to day he had been forced to
- 11:13leave off, and which it seemed would yield neither to patience and coaxing,
- 11:18nor to a definite attack. He examined it again, trying to break through
- 11:24or to circumvent the dedlock, but he gave up with a shudder of repugnance.
- 11:28There was no unusual difficulty here. What balked him were the scruples of
- 11:33aversion which took the form of a fastidious insatiability. Even as a young man,
- 11:39this insatiability had meant to him the very nature, the fullest essence of
- 11:45talent, and for that reason he had restrained and chilled his emotions, since
- 11:50he was aware that they inclined to content themselves with a happy approximation, a
- 11:56state of semi completion. Were these enslaved emotions now taking their vengeance on him
- 12:01by leaving him in the lurch, by refusing to forward and lubricate his art,
- 12:07And were they bearing off with them every enjoyment, every live interest in
- 12:11form and expression. Not that he was producing anything bad. His years gave
- 12:18him at least this advantage that he felt himself at all times in full and
- 12:22easy possession of his craftsmanship. But while the nation honored him for this,
- 12:28he himself was not content, and it seemed to him that his work lacked
- 12:31the marks of that fiery and fluctuating emotionalism which is an enormous thing in one's
- 12:37favor, and which, while it argues an enjoyment on the part of the
- 12:41author, also constitutes more than any depth of content, the enjoyment of the
- 12:48amateur. He feared the summer in the country, alone in the little house,
- 12:52with the maid who prepared his meals and the servant who brought them to
- 12:56him. He feared the familiar view of the mountain peak and the slopes which
- 13:01would stand about him, and his boredom and his discontent. Consequently, there
- 13:07was need of a break in some new direction. If the summer was to
- 13:11be endurable and productive, he must attempt something out of his usual orbit.
- 13:16He must relax, get a change of air, bring an element of freshness
- 13:20into the blood to travel. Then that much was settled. Not far,
- 13:26not all the way to the tigers, but one night on the sleeper and
- 13:30a rest of three or four weeks at some pleasant resort in the south.
- 13:35He thought this out while the noise of the electric tram came nearer along the
- 13:39Ungler Strasse, and as he boarded it he decided to devote the evening to
- 13:45the study of maps and timetables. On the platform, it occurred to him
- 13:50to look around for the man in the straw hat his companion during that most
- 13:54significant time spent waiting at the station, but his whereabouts remas uncertain, as
- 14:01he was not to be seen either at the place where he was formerly standing,
- 14:05or anywhere else in the vicinity of the station, or on the car
- 14:09itself. End of chapter one, Chapter two, the author of that lucid
- 14:18and powerful prose epic built around the life of Frederick of Prussia, the tenacious
- 14:24artist, who, after long application, wove rich varied strands of human destiny
- 14:30together under one single predominating theme in the fictional tapestry known as Maya, the
- 14:37creator of that stark tale which is called the Wretch, and which pointed out
- 14:41for an entire oncoming generation the possibility of some moral certainty beyond pure knowledge.
- 14:48Finally the writer, and this sums up briefly the works of his mature period
- 14:54of the impassioned Treatise on Art and the Spirit, whose capacity for mustering facts
- 15:01and further whose fluency in their presentation led cautious judges to place this treatise alongside
- 15:07Schiller's conclusions on naive and sentimental poetry. Gustav Aschenbach, then was the son
- 15:15of a higher law official and was born in El, a leading city in
- 15:20the province of Silesia. His forebears had been officers, magistrates, government functionaries,
- 15:28men who had led severe, steady lives, serving their king, their
- 15:31state. A deeper strain of spirituality had been manifest in them once in the
- 15:37person of a preacher. The preceding generation had brought a brisker, more sensuous
- 15:43blood into the family through the author's mother, daughter of a bohemian bandmaster.
- 15:48The traces of foreigness in his features came from her. A marriage of sober,
- 15:54painstaking conscientiousness with impulses of a darker, more fiery nature had an artist
- 16:00as its result, and this particular artist, since his whole nature was centered
- 16:06around acquiring a reputation, he showed himself, if not exactly precocious, at
- 16:11least thanks to the firmness and pithiness of his personality. His accent ripened and
- 16:18adjusted to the public at an early age, almost as a schoolboy, he
- 16:23had made a name for himself. Within ten years he had learned to face
- 16:27the world through the medium of his writing table to discharge the obligations of his
- 16:33fame in a correspondence which, since many claims are pressed on the successful,
- 16:38the trustworthy had to be brief as well as pleasant, and to the point
- 16:44at forty wearied by the vicissitudes and the exertion of his own work, he
- 16:48had to manage a daily mail which bore the postmarks of countries in all parts
- 16:53of the world, equally removed from the banal and the eccentric. His talents
- 17:00were so constituted as to gain both the confidence of the general public and the
- 17:04stable admiration and sympathy of the critical. Thus, even as a young man
- 17:11continually devoted to the pursuit of craftsmanship and that of no ordinary kind, he
- 17:17had never known the careless freedom of youth. When around thirty five years of
- 17:22age he had been taken ill in Vienna, one sharp observer said of him
- 17:26in company, you see Aschenbach has always lived like this. And the speaker
- 17:32contracted the fingers of his left hand into a fist, never like this,
- 17:37and he let his open hand droop comfortably from the arm of his chair.
- 17:41That hit the mark and the heroic. The ethical about it all was that
- 17:47he was not of a strong constitution, and though he was pledged by his
- 17:52nature to these steady efforts, he was not really born to them. Considerations
- 17:57of ill health had kept him from attending school as a boy, and had
- 18:02compelled him to receive instruction at home. He had grown up alone, without
- 18:07comrades, and he was forced to realize soon enough that he belonged to a
- 18:11race which often lacked not talent, but that physical substructure which talent relies on
- 18:18for its fullest fruition. A race accustomed to giving its best early and seldom
- 18:25extending its faculties over the years. But his favorite phrase was carrying through.
- 18:30In his novel On Frederick, he saw the pure apotheosis of this command,
- 18:36which struck him as the essential concept of the virtuous inaction and passion. Also,
- 18:42he wished earnestly to grow old, since he had always maintained that the
- 18:47only artistry which can be called truly great, comprehensive, yes even truly admirable,
- 18:53is that which is permitted to bear fruits characteristic of each stage in human
- 18:57development. Since he must carry the responsibilities of his talent on frail shoulders and
- 19:04wanted to go a long way, the primary requirement was discipline, and fortunately,
- 19:11discipline was his direct inheritance from his father's side. By forty fifty,
- 19:15or at an earlier age, when others are still slashing about with enthusiasm and
- 19:22are contentedly putting off to some later date the execution of plans on a large
- 19:26scale. He would start the day early, dashing cold water over his chest
- 19:30and back, and then with a couple of tall wax candles in silver candlesticks
- 19:37at the head of his manuscript, he would pay out to his art in
- 19:41two or three eager, scrupulous morning hours, the strength which he had accumulated
- 19:47in sleep. It was pardonable. Indeed, it was a direct tribute to
- 19:52the effectiveness of his moral scheme that the uninitiated took his Maya world and the
- 19:57massive epic machinery upon which the life of the hero Frederick was unrolled as evidence
- 20:03of long breath and sustaining power, while actually they had been built up layer
- 20:08by layer in small daily allotments, through hundreds and hundreds of single inspirations,
- 20:15and if they were so excellent in both composition and texture, it was solely
- 20:19because their creator had held out for years under the strain of one single work,
- 20:26with a steadiness of will and a tenacity comparable to that which conquered his
- 20:30native province. And because finally he had turned over his most vital and valuable
- 20:36hours to the problem of minute revision. In order that a significant work of
- 20:41the mind may exert immediately some broad and deep effect, a secret relationship or
- 20:48even conformity must exist between the personal destiny of the author and the common destiny
- 20:55of his contemporaries. People do not know why they raise a work of art
- 20:59to fame. Far from being connoisseurs. They believe that they see in it
- 21:03hundreds of virtues which justify so much interest. But the true interest for their
- 21:10applause is an unconscious sympathy. Aschenbach had once stated, quite plainly in some
- 21:17remote place, that nearly everything great which comes into being does so in spite
- 21:22of something, in spite of sorrow or suffering, poverty, destitution, physical
- 21:27weakness, depravity, passion, or a thousand other handicaps. But that was
- 21:33not merely an observation. It was a discovery, the formula of his life
- 21:38and reputation, the key to his work. And what wonder then, that
- 21:44it was also the distinguishing moral trait, the dominating gesture of his most characteristic
- 21:48figures. Years before, one shrewd analyst had written of the new hero type
- 21:56to which this author gave preference, and which kept turning up variations of one
- 22:00sort or another. He called it the conception of an intellectual and youthful masculinity,
- 22:07which stands motionless, haughty, ashamed, with jaw set, while swords
- 22:12and spear points beset the body. That was beautiful and ingenious, and it
- 22:18was exact, although it may have seemed to suggest too much passivity for to
- 22:22be poised against fatality. To meet adverse conditions gracefully is more than simple endurance.
- 22:30It is an act of aggression, a positive triumph. And the figure
- 22:34of Sebastian is the most beautiful figure, if not of art as a whole,
- 22:40at least of the art of literature. Looking into this fictional world,
- 22:45one saw a delicate self mastery by which any inner deterioration, any biological decay,
- 22:52was kept concealed from the eyes of the world. A crude, vicious
- 22:56sensuality capable of fanning its rising passions into pure flame, yes, even of
- 23:03mounting to dominance in the realm of beauty. A pallid weakness which draws from
- 23:07the glowing depths of the soul the strength to bow whole arrogant peoples before the
- 23:12foot of the cross, or before the feet of weakness itself, a charming
- 23:18manner maintained in his cold, strict service to form a false, precarious mode
- 23:23of living, and the keenly enervating, melancholy and artifice of the born deceiver
- 23:30to observe such trials as this was enough to make one question whether there really
- 23:34was any heroism other than weakness, And in any case, what heroism could
- 23:40be more in keeping with the times. Gustav Aschenbach was the one poet among
- 23:45the many workers on the verge of exhaustion, all those overburdened, used up,
- 23:51tenacious moralists of production, who delicately built and destitute of means, can
- 23:56rely for a time at least on wilp power and the shrewd husbandry of the
- 24:02resources to secure the effects of greatness. There are many such, There are
- 24:07the heroes of the period, and they all found themselves in his works.
- 24:11Here they were indeed upheld, intensified, applauded. They were grateful to him,
- 24:18they acclaimed him. In his time, he had been young and raw,
- 24:22and misled by his age. He had blundered in public, he had
- 24:26stumbled, had exposed himself. Both in writing and in talk. He had
- 24:32offended against caution and tact, but he had acquired the dignity, which,
- 24:37as he insisted, is the innate, good and craving of every great talent.
- 24:42In fact, it could be said that his entire development had been a
- 24:47conscious, undeviating progression away from the embarrassments of skepticism and irony, and towards
- 24:52dignity. The general masses are satisfied by vigor and tangibility of treatment, rather
- 25:00than by any close intellectual processes. But youth, with its passion for absolute,
- 25:06can be arrested only by the problematical. And Aschenbach had been absolute problematical
- 25:12as only a youth could be. He had been a slave to the intellect,
- 25:17had played havoc with knowledge, had ground up his seed crops, had
- 25:21divulged secrets, had discredited talent, had betrayed art. Yes, while his
- 25:26modelings were entertaining the faithful votaries, filling them with enthusiasm, making their lives
- 25:33more keen. This youthful artist was taking the breath away from the generation than
- 25:37in its twenties by his cynicisms on the questionable nature of art, of artistry,
- 25:44itself. But it seems that nothing blunts the edge of a noble,
- 25:48robust mind more quickly and more thoroughly than the sharp and bitter corrosion of knowledge,
- 25:55And certainly, the moody radicalism of the youth, no matter how conscious
- 26:00anxious, was shallow in comparison with his firm determination as an older man and
- 26:06a master, to deny knowledge, to reject it, to pass it with
- 26:10raised head, in so far as it is capable of crippling, discouraging,
- 26:15or degrading to the slightest degree our will, acts, feelings, or even
- 26:19passions. How else could the famous story of the Wretch be understood than as
- 26:26an outburst of repugnance against the disreputable psychologism of the times, embodied in the
- 26:32figure of that soft and stupid half clown who pilfers a destiny for himself by
- 26:37guiding his wife from powerlessness, from lusciviousness, from ethical frailty into the arms
- 26:45of an adolescent, and believes that he may, through profundity commit vileness.
- 26:51The verbal pressure with which he here cast out the outcast announced the return from
- 26:56every moral skepticism, from all fellow feelings. With the engulfed it was the
- 27:00counter move to the laxity of the sympathetic principle that to understand all is to
- 27:07forgive all. And the thing that was here well begun even nearly completed.
- 27:12Was that miracle of reborn ingenuousness, which was taken up a little later in
- 27:18one of the author's dialogues expressly and not without a certain discrete emphasis strange coincidences.
- 27:26Was it as a result of this rebirth, this new dignity and sternness,
- 27:30that his feeling for beauty, a discriminating purity, simplicity and evenness of
- 27:36attack, which henceforth gave his productions such an obvious, even such a deliberate
- 27:41stamp of mastery and classicism showed an almost excessive strengthening about this time. But
- 27:48ethical resoluteness in the exclusion of science, of emancipatory and restrictive knowledge. Does
- 27:56this not in turn signify simplification, the reduction morally of the world to two
- 28:02limited terms, and thus also a strengthened capacity for the forbidden, the evil,
- 28:07the morally impossible, And does not form have two aspects? Is it
- 28:14not moral and unmoral at once? Moral in that it is the result and
- 28:18expression of discipline but unmoral, and even immoral, in that, by nature
- 28:23it contains an indifference to morality, is calculated in fact, to make morality
- 28:29bend beneath its proud and unencumbered scepter. Be that as it may, an
- 28:34evolution is a destiny, And why should his evolution, which has been upheld
- 28:40by the general confidence of a vast public, not run through a different course
- 28:45from one accomplished outside the luster and the entanglements of fame. Only chronic vagabondage
- 28:52will find it tedious and be inclined to scoff. When a great talent outgrows
- 28:56the libertine chrysalis stage, learn to seize upon and express the dignity of the
- 29:02mind, and superimposes the formal etiquette upon a solitude which had been filled with
- 29:07unchastened and rigidly isolated sufferings and struggles, and had brought all this to a
- 29:14point of power and honor among men. Further, how much sport, defiance,
- 29:19indulgence there is in the self formation of a talent. Gradually, something
- 29:25official didactic crept into Gustav Boschenbach's productions. His style in later life fought shy
- 29:33of any abruptness and boldness any subtle and unexpected contrasts. He inclined towards the
- 29:38fixed and standardized, the conventionally elegant, the conservative, the formal, the
- 29:45formulated. Nearly, and, as is traditionally said of Lewis fourteen, with
- 29:51the advancing years, he came to omit every common word from his vocabulary.
- 29:56And about this time it happened that the educationtional authorities included selected pages by him
- 30:03in their prescribed school readers. This was deeply sympathetic to his nature, and
- 30:07he did not decline when a German prince, who had just mounted to the
- 30:12throne raised the author of the Frederick to nobility on the occasion of his fiftieth
- 30:18birthday. After a few years of unrest a few tentative stopping places here and
- 30:23there, he soon chose Munich as his permanent home, and lived there in
- 30:29a state of middle class respectability, such as fits in with the life of
- 30:33the mind in certain individual instances. The marriage, which when still young he
- 30:40had contracted with a girl of an educated family, came to an end with
- 30:44her death. After a short period of happiness, he was left with a
- 30:48daughter, now married. He had never had a son, Gustav Vawn Ochenbach
- 30:55was somewhat below average height, dark and smooth shaven. His head seemed to
- 30:59be too large in comparison with his almost dapper figure. His hair was brushed
- 31:04straight back, thinning out towards the crown, but very full about the temples
- 31:10and strongly marked with gray. It framed a high, ridged forehead. Gold
- 31:15spectacles with rimless lenses cut into the bridge of his bold, heavy nose.
- 31:21The mouth was big, sometimes drooping, sometimes suddenly pinched and firm. His
- 31:27cheeks were thin and wrinkled. His well formed chin had a slight cleft.
- 31:33This head, usually bent patiently to one side, seemed to have gone through
- 31:37momentous experiences, and yet it was his art which had produced those effects in
- 31:42his face, effects which are elsewhere the result of hard and agitated living.
- 31:48Behind this brow, the brilliant repartee of the dialog on war between Voltaire and
- 31:53the King had been born. These eyes, peering steadily and wearily from behind
- 32:00their glasses, had seen the bloody inferno of the lazarette in the Seven Years
- 32:05War. Even as it applies to the individual, art is a heightened mode
- 32:09of existence. It gives deeper pleasures, It consumes more quickly it carves into
- 32:15its servants faces the marks of imaginary and spiritual adventures, and though their external
- 32:22activities may be as quiet as a cloister, it produces the lasting voluptuousness over
- 32:29refinement, fatigue, and curiosity of the nerves, such as can barely result
- 32:35from a life filled with illicit passions and enjoyments. End of Chapter two,
- 32:44Chapter three, Part one. Various matters of a literary and social nature delayed
- 32:50his departure until about two weeks after that walk in Munich. Finally, he
- 32:55gave orders to have his country house ready for occupancy within a month and one
- 33:00day. Between the middle and the end of May, he took the night
- 33:05train for Trieste, where he made a stop over of only twenty four hours,
- 33:09and embarked the following morning for Pola. What he was hunting was something
- 33:15foreigned and unrelated to himself, which would at the same time be quickly within
- 33:21reach, and so he stopped at an island in the Adriatic which had become
- 33:25well known in recent years. It lay not far off the Eastrian coast,
- 33:30with beautifully rugged cliffs fronting the open sea, and natives who dressed invariegated tatters
- 33:37and made strange sounds when they spoke. But rain and a heavy atmosphere,
- 33:43a provincial and exclusively Austrian patronage at the hotel, and the lack of that
- 33:49restfully intimate association with the sea which can be gotten only by a soft sandy
- 33:54beach irritated him and prevented him from feeling that he had found the place he
- 34:00was looking for. Something within him was disturbing him and drawing him. He
- 34:06was not sure where he studied sailing dates. He looked about him questioningly,
- 34:12and of a sudden as a thing both astounding and self evident. His goal
- 34:16was before him. If you wanted to reach overnight, the unique, the
- 34:21fabulously different, where did you go? But that was plain? What was
- 34:25he doing here? He had lost the trail he had wanted to go there.
- 34:30He did not delay in giving notice of his mistake in stopping here.
- 34:36In the early morning mist a week and a half after his arrival on the
- 34:38island, a fast motor boat was carrying him and his luggage back over the
- 34:44water to the naval port, and he landed there just long enough to cross
- 34:49the gangplank to the damp deck of a ship which was lying under steam ready
- 34:53for the voyage to Venice. It was an old hulk flying the Italian flag,
- 35:00decrepit, sooty and mournful in a cave like artificially lighted inside cabin where
- 35:07Aschenbach immediately upon boarding the ship was conducted by a dirty, punchbacked sailor who
- 35:13smirked politely. There was sitting behind a table, his hat cocked over his
- 35:19forehead and a cigarette stump in the corner of his mouth, a man with
- 35:22a goatee and with the face of an old style circus director, who was
- 35:28taking down the particulars of the passengers with professional grimaces and distributing the tickets to
- 35:36Venice. He repeated Aschenbach's request as he extended his arm, then plunged his
- 35:42pen into the pasty dregs of a precariously tilted ink. Well to Venice,
- 35:47first class, at your service, sir, And he wrote a generous scrawl,
- 35:52sprinkled it with blue sand out of a box, let the sand run
- 35:57off into a clay bowl, folded the paper with sallow, bony fingers,
- 36:01and began writing again A happily chosen destination. He chatted on ah Venice,
- 36:08a splendid city, a city of irresistible attractiveness for the educated, on account
- 36:15of its history as well as its present day charms. The smooth rapidity of
- 36:20his movements and the empty words accompanying them had something anesthetic and reassuring about them,
- 36:27much as though he feared lest the traveler might still be vacillating in his
- 36:31decision to go to Venice. He handled the cash briskly and let the change
- 36:37fall on the spotted table cover with the skill of a croupier. A pleasant
- 36:43journey, sir, he said, with a theatrical bow. Gentlemen, I
- 36:46have the honor of serving you, he called out immediately after, with his
- 36:52arm upraised, and he acted as if business were in full swing, although
- 36:57no one else was there to require his attention. Haschenbach returned to the deck
- 37:02with one arm on the railing. He watched the passengers on board and the
- 37:07idlers who loitered about the dock waiting for the ship to sail. The second
- 37:12class passengers, men and women, were huddled together on the fore deck,
- 37:17using boxes and bundles as seats. A group of young people made up the
- 37:22travelers on the first deck, clerks from Pola, it seemed, who had
- 37:27gathered in the greatest excitement for an excursion to Italy. They made a considerable
- 37:31fuss about themselves and their enterprise, chattered, laughed, enjoyed their own antics
- 37:37self contentedly, and leaning over the hand rails, shouted flippantly and mockingly at
- 37:44their comrades, who, with portfolios under their arms, were going up and
- 37:49down the water front on business and kept threatening the picnickers with their canes.
- 37:54One in a bright yellow summer suit of ultra fashionable cut, with a red
- 38:00necktie and a rakishly tilted panama, surpassed all the others in his crowing good
- 38:06humor. But as soon as Aschenbach looked at him a bit more carefully,
- 38:10he discovered with a kind of horror that the youth was a cheat. He
- 38:15was old, that was unquestionable. There were wrinkles around his eyes and mouth.
- 38:21The faint crimson of the cheeks was paint. The hair under his brilliantly
- 38:25decorated straw hat was a wig. His neck was hollow and stringy, His
- 38:30turned up mustache and the imperial on his chin were dyed. The full set
- 38:36of yellow teeth, which he displayed when he laughed a cheap artificial plate,
- 38:42and his hands, with signet rings on both index fingers, were those of
- 38:45an old man. Fascinated with loathing. Aschenbach watched him in his intercourse with
- 38:52his friends. Did they not know, did they not observe that he was
- 38:57old, that he was not entitled to wear their bright, foppish clothing,
- 39:01that he was not entitled to play it being one of them? Unquestioningly and
- 39:07as quite the usual thing, it seemed they allowed him among them, treating
- 39:12him as one of their own kind, and returning his jovial nudges in the
- 39:15ribs without repugnance. How could that be? Haschenbach laid his hand on his
- 39:22forehead and closed his eyes. They were hot since he had had too little
- 39:27sleep. He felt as though everything were not quite the same as usual,
- 39:31as though some dreamlike estrangement, some peculiar distortion of the world were beginning to
- 39:37take possession of him, and perhaps this could be stopped if he hid his
- 39:42face for a time and then looked around him again. Yet at this moment
- 39:47he felt as though he were swimming, and looking up with an unreasoned fear,
- 39:52he discovered that the heavy, lugubrious body of the ship was separating slowly
- 39:57from the walled bank. Inch by with the driving and reversing of the engine,
- 40:02the strip of dirty, glistening water widened between the dock and the side
- 40:07of the ship, and after cumbersome maneuvering, the steamer finally turned its nose
- 40:12towards the open sea. Aschenbach crossed to the starboard side, where the hunchback
- 40:19had set up a deck chair for him and a steward and a spotted dress
- 40:22coat, asked after his wants. The sky was gray, the wind damp,
- 40:29harbor and islands had been left behind, and soon all land was lost
- 40:32in the haze. Flakes of coal dust bloated with moisture, fell over the
- 40:38washed deck, which would not dry. After the first hour. An awning
- 40:44was spread since it had begun to rain. Bundled up in his coat a
- 40:49book in his lap, the traveler rested and the hours passed unnoticed. It
- 40:53stopped raining, the canvas awning was removed, The horizon was unbroken, the
- 41:00sea empty, like an enormous disk lay stretched under the curve of the sky,
- 41:06but in empty inarticulate space. Our senses lose also the dimensions of time,
- 41:12and we slip into the incommensurate as he rested, Strange shadowy figures,
- 41:17the old dandy, the goateee from the inside cabin passed through his mind with
- 41:23vague gestures, muddled dream words, and he was asleep. About noon he
- 41:30was called to a meal down in the corridor like dining hall into which the
- 41:35doors opened from the sleeping cabins. He ate near the head of a long
- 41:39table at the other end of which the clerks, including the old man,
- 41:44had been drinking with the boisterous captain since ten o'clock. The food was poor,
- 41:50and he finished rapidly. He felt driven outside to look at the sky
- 41:54to see if it showed signs of being brighter above Venice. He he kept
- 42:00thinking that this had to occur, since the city had always received him in
- 42:05full blaze. But sky and sea remained dreary and leaden. At times,
- 42:09a misty rain fell, and here he was reaching by water, a different
- 42:15Venice than he had ever found when approaching on land. He stood by the
- 42:20force days, looking in the distance, waiting for land. He thought of
- 42:23the heavy hearted, enthusiastic poet, for whom the domes and bell towers of
- 42:30his dreams had once risen out of these waters he relived in silence, some
- 42:35of that reverence, happiness, and sorrow, which had been turned then into
- 42:39cautious song, and easily susceptible to sensations already molded. He asked himself,
- 42:46wearily and earnestly, whether some new enchantment and distraction, some belated adventure of
- 42:52the emotions, might still be held in store for this idle traveler. Then
- 42:58the flat coast merged on the right. The sea was alive with fishing smacks.
- 43:04The bather's island appeared. It dropped behind. To the left, the
- 43:07steamer slowly entered the narrow port, which is named after it, and on
- 43:13the lagoon, facing gay ramshackled houses, it stopped completely, since it had
- 43:17to wait for the bark of the health department. An hour passed before it
- 43:22appeared he had arrived, and yet he had not. No one was in
- 43:28any hurry, no one was driven by impatience. The young men from Pola,
- 43:34patriotically attracted by the military bugle calls which rang over the water from the
- 43:38vicinity of the public gardens, had come on deck, and warmed by their
- 43:44asti they burst out with cheers for the drilling Burslieri. But it was repulsive
- 43:51to see what a state the primped up old man had been brought to by
- 43:54his comradeship with youth. His old head was not able to resist its wine.
- 44:00Like the young and robust. He was painfully drunk, with glazed eyes,
- 44:05a cigarette between his trembling fingers. He stood in one place, swaying
- 44:09backwards and forwards from giddiness and balancing himself laboriously, since he would have fallen
- 44:16at the first step. He did not trust himself from the spot, yet
- 44:22he showed a deplorable insolence, buttonholed. Everyone who came near him, stammered,
- 44:27winked, and tittered, lifted his wrinkled, ornamented index finger in a
- 44:31stupid attempt at bantering, while he licked the corners of his mouth with his
- 44:37tongue in the most abominably suggestive manner. Aschenbach observed him darkly, and a
- 44:44feeling of numbness came over him again, as though the world were displaying a
- 44:49faint but irresistible tendency to distort itself into the peculiar and the grotesque, a
- 44:54feeling which circumstances prevented him from surrendering himself to completely, for just then the
- 45:01pounding activity of the engines commenced again, and the ship, resuming a voyage
- 45:07which had been interrupted so near its completion, passed through the San Marco Canal.
- 45:14So he saw it again the most remarkable of landing places, that blinding
- 45:19composition of fantastic buildings which the Republic lays out before the eyes of approaching seafarers.
- 45:27The soft splendor of the palace, the bridge of size on the bank
- 45:30of the columns with Lyon and Saint, the advancing, showy flank of the
- 45:36enchanted temple, the glimpse through to the archway, and the huge giant clock.
- 45:42And as he looked on, he thought that to reach Venice by land
- 45:45on the railroad was like entering a palace from the rear, and that the
- 45:50most unreal of cities should not be approached, except as he was now doing
- 45:55by ship over the high seas. Engines stopped, gondolas pressed in the gangway
- 46:02was let down. Customs officials climbed on board and discharged their duties perfunctorily.
- 46:09The disembarking could begin. Aschenbach made it understood that he wanted a gondola to
- 46:16take him and his luggage to the dock of those little steamers which ply between
- 46:22the city and the lido. Since he intended to locate near the sea,
- 46:25his plans were complied with. His wants were shouted down to the water,
- 46:30where the gondoliers were wrangling with one another in dialect. He was still hindered
- 46:35from descending. He was hindered by his trunk, which was being pulled and
- 46:39dragged with difficulty down the ladder like steps, so that for some minutes he
- 46:45was not able to avoid the importunities of the atrocious old man, whose drunkenness
- 46:51gave him a sinister desire to do the foreigner parting honors. We wish you
- 46:55a very agreeable visit, he bleeded, as he made an awkward bow.
- 47:00We leave with pleasant recollections, a revois excuse, and bonjour, your excellency.
- 47:08His mouth watered, he pressed his eyes shut, He licked the corners
- 47:13of his mouth, and the dyed imperial turned up about his senile lips.
- 47:19Our compliments, he mumbled, with two finger tips on his mouth, Our
- 47:24compliments to our sweetheart, the dearest, prettiest sweetheart, And suddenly his false
- 47:31upper teeth fell down on his lower lip. Haschenbach was able to escape to
- 47:37our sweetheart, Our handsome sweetheart. He heard the cooing, hollow, stuttering
- 47:44voice behind him. While supporting himself against the handrail, he went down the
- 47:49gangway. Who would not have to suppress a fleeting shudder, a vague timidity
- 47:54and uneasiness if it were a matter of boarding of Venetian gondola for the first
- 48:00time or after several years. The strange craft an entirely unaltered survival from the
- 48:07times of Baladry. With that peculiar blackness which is found elsewhere only in coffins.
- 48:14It suggests silent criminal adventures in the rippling night. It suggests even more
- 48:19strongly death itself, the bier and the mournful funeral and the last silent journey.
- 48:25And has it been observed that the seat of such a bark, this
- 48:30armchair of coffin black veneer and dull black upholstery, is the softest, most
- 48:36luxuriant, most lulling seat in the world. Oschenbach noted this when he had
- 48:42relaxed at the feet of the gondolier opposite his luggage, which lay neatly assembled
- 48:46on the prow. The rowers were still wrangling, harshly, incomprehensibly, with
- 48:52threatening gestures, but the strange silence of this canal city seemed to soften their
- 48:59voice, to disembody them and dissipate them. Over the water, it was
- 49:05warm here in the harbor, touched faintly by the warm breeze of the si
- 49:09racco. Leaning back against the limber portions of the cushions, the traveler closed
- 49:15his eyes in the enjoyment of a lassitude which was as unusual with him as
- 49:20it was sweet. The trip would be short, he thought, if only
- 49:24it went on forever. He felt himself glide with a gentle motion, away
- 49:30from the crowd and the confusion of voices. It became quieter and quieter around
- 49:36him. There was nothing to be heard but the splashing of the oar,
- 49:39the hollow slapping of the waves against the prow of the boat as it stood
- 49:45above the water, black and bold and armed with its halberd like tip.
- 49:50And a third sound of speaking, of whispering, the whispering of the gondolier,
- 49:55who was talking to himself between his teeth, fitfully in words that were
- 50:00pressed out by the exertion of his arms. Hachenbach looked up and was slightly
- 50:06astonished to discover that the lagoon was widening and he was headed for the open
- 50:12sea. This seemed to indicate that he ought not to rest too much,
- 50:15but should see to it that his wishes were carried out to the steamer dock.
- 50:22He repeated, turning around completely and looking into the face of the gondolier,
- 50:27who stood behind on a raised platform and towered up between him and the
- 50:32dun colored sky. He was a man of unpleasant, even brutal appearance,
- 50:37dressed in sailor blue with a yellow sash. A formless straw hat, its
- 50:44weave partially unraveled, was tilted insolently on his head. The set of his
- 50:49face, the blonde, curly mustache beneath a curtly turned up nose undoubtedly meant
- 50:54that he was not Italian, although of somewhat frail build so that one would
- 51:00not have thought him especially well suited to his trade. He handled the oar
- 51:05with great energy, throwing his entire body into each stroke. Occasionally he drew
- 51:10back his lips from the exertion and disclosed his white teeth, Wrinkling his reddish
- 51:16brows. He gazed on past his passenger, as he answered deliberately, almost
- 51:22gruffly, You are going to the Lido, Haschenbach replied, of course,
- 51:29but I have just taken the gondola to get me across to San Marco.
- 51:32I want to use the vaporeto. You cannot use the vaparareto, sir?
- 51:38And why not? Because the vaporetto will not aul luggage. That was so,
- 51:45Haschenbach remembered. He was silent put the fellow's harsh, presumptuous manner,
- 51:52so unusual towards a foreigner here, seemed unbearable. He said, that is
- 51:57my affair. Perhaps I want to put my things in storage. You will
- 52:00turn back. There was silence. The oar splashed, the water thudded against
- 52:07the bow, and the talking and whispering began again. The gondolier was talking
- 52:12to himself between his teeth. What was to be done? This man was
- 52:16strangely insolent and had an uncanny decisiveness. The traveler, alone with him on
- 52:22the water, saw no way of getting what he wanted. And besides,
- 52:28how softly he could rest if only he did not become excited. Hadn't he
- 52:32wanted the trip to go on? And on forever. It was wisest to
- 52:37let things take their course, and the main thing was that he was comfortable.
- 52:43The poison of inertia seemed to be issuing from the seat from this low,
- 52:46black upholstered armchair, so gently cradled by the oar strokes of this imperious
- 52:52gondolier behind him. The notion that he had fallen into the hands of a
- 52:57criminal passed dreamily across Oschenbach's mind, without the ability to summon his thoughts to
- 53:04an active defense. The possibility that it was all simply a plan for cheating
- 53:09him seemed more abhorrent. A feeling of duty or pride, a kind of
- 53:15recollection that one should prevent such things, gave him the strength to arouse himself
- 53:21once more. He asked, what are you asking for the trip? Looking
- 53:25down upon him, the gondolier answered, you will pay. It was plain
- 53:31how this should be answered. Haschenbach said, mechanically, I shall pay nothing,
- 53:37absolutely nothing, if you don't take me where I want to go.
- 53:42You want to go to the Lido, but not with you. I am
- 53:46rowing you well. That is so, he thought, and relaxed, That
- 53:52is so. You are rowing me well. Even if you do have designs
- 53:55on my cash and send me down to Pluto with a blow of your oar
- 54:00from behind, you have rowed me well. But nothing like that happened.
- 54:06They were even joined by others, a boatload of musical brigands, men and
- 54:10women who sang to guitar and mandolin, riding persistently side by side with the
- 54:16gondola and filling the silence over the water with their covetous foreign poetry. A
- 54:22hat was held out and Ashenbach threw in money. Then they stopped singing and
- 54:29rode away. And again the muttering of the gondolier could be heard as he
- 54:32talked fitfully and jerkily to himself. So they arrived tossed in the wake of
- 54:38a steamer plying towards the city. Two municipal officers, their hands behind their
- 54:45backs, their faces turned in the direction of the lagoon, were walking back
- 54:49and forth on the bank. Aschenbach left the gondola at the dock, supported
- 54:54by that old man who was stationed with his grappling hook at each one of
- 54:59venice landing places. And since he had no small money, he crossed over
- 55:05to the hotel by the steamer wharf to get change and pay the rower what
- 55:08was due him. He got what he wanted in the lobby. He returned
- 55:14and found his traveling bags in a cart on the dock, and gondola and
- 55:17gondolier had vanished. He got out in a hurry, said the old man
- 55:23with a grappling hook. A bad man, a man without a license.
- 55:28Sir, he is the only gondolier who doesn't have a license. The others
- 55:32telephoned here. Haschenbach shrugged his shoulders. The gentleman rode for nothing, the
- 55:39old man said, and held out his hat. Aschenbach tossed in a coin.
- 55:45He gave instructions to have his luggage taken to the Beach Hotel, and
- 55:50followed the cart through the avenue, the white blossomed avenue, which lined on
- 55:55both sides with taverns, shops and boarding houses. Rode runs across the island
- 56:00to the shore. End of chapter three, Part one. Chapter three,
- 56:08part two. He entered the spacious hotel from the rear by the terraced garden
- 56:14and passed through the vestibule and the lobby until he reached the desk. Since
- 56:20he had been announced, he was received with obliging promptness. A manager,
- 56:24a small, frail, flatteringly polite man with a black mustache and a French
- 56:30style frock coat, accompanied him to the third floor in the lift and showed
- 56:35him his room. An agreeable place, furnished in cherrywood, it was decorated
- 56:40with strong smelling flowers, and its high windows afforded a view out across the
- 56:45open sea. He stepped up to one of them after the employee had left,
- 56:51and while his luggage was being brought up and placed in the room behind
- 56:54him. He looked down on the beach, it was comparatively deserted in the
- 57:00afternoon, and on the sunless ocean, which was at flood tide and was
- 57:04sending long, low waves against the bank in a calm, regular rhythm.
- 57:09The experiences of a man who lives alone and in silence are both vaguer and
- 57:15more penetrating than those of people in society. His thoughts are heavier, more
- 57:21odd, and touched always with melancholy images and observations, which could easily be
- 57:28disposed of by a glance. A smile and exchange of opinion will occupy him
- 57:34unbearably, sink deep into the silence, become full of meaning become life adventure
- 57:40emotion. Loneliness ripens the eccentric, the daring, and estrangingly beautiful, the
- 57:47poetic. But loneliness also ripens the perverse, the disproportionate, the absurd,
- 57:53and the illicit. So the things he had met with on the trip,
- 57:59the ugly old f with his twaddle about sweethearts, the law breaking gondolier who
- 58:05was cheated of his pay, still left the traveler uneasy, without really providing
- 58:09any resistance to the mind, without offering any solid stuff to think over.
- 58:15They were nevertheless profoundly strange, as it seemed to him, and disturbing,
- 58:21precisely because of this contradiction. In the meanwhile, he greeted the sea with
- 58:27his eyes and felt pleasure at the knowledge that Venice was so conveniently near.
- 58:32Finally, he turned away, bathed his face, left orders to the chambermaid
- 58:37for a few things he still needed done to make his comfort complete, and
- 58:42let himself be taken to the ground floor by the green uniformed Swiss who operated
- 58:47the lift. He took his tea on the terrace facing the ocean, then
- 58:52descended and followed the boardwalk for quite a way. In the direction of the
- 58:57hotel Exalsior. When he returned, it seemed time to dress for dinner.
- 59:01He did this with his usual care and slowness, since he was accustomed to
- 59:07working over his toilette. And yet he came down a little early to the
- 59:12lobby, where he found a great many of the hotel guests assembled, mixing
- 59:16distantly and with a show of mutual indifference to one another, but all waiting
- 59:21for meal time. He took a paper from the table, dropped into a
- 59:25leather chair, and observed the company. They differed agreeably from the guests where
- 59:30he had first stopped. A wide and tolerantly inclusive horizon was spread out before
- 59:37him. Sounds of all the principal languages formed a subdued murmur. The accepted
- 59:43evening dress, the uniform of good manners brought all human varieties into a fitting
- 59:49unity. There were Americans with their long, wry features, large Russian families,
- 59:54English ladies, German children with French nurses. The lavic element seemed to
- 1:00:00predominate. Polish was being spoken nearby. It was a group of children gathered
- 1:00:07around a little wicker table under the protection of a teacher or governess. Three
- 1:00:12young girls apparently fifteen to seventeen, and a long haired boy about fourteen years
- 1:00:19old. With astonishment, Aschenbach noted that the boy was absolutely beautiful, his
- 1:00:25face pale and reserved, framed with honey colored hair, the straight sloping nose,
- 1:00:31the lovely mouth, the expression of sweet and godlike seriousness recalled Greek sculpture
- 1:00:37of the noblest period, and the complete purity of the forms was accompanied by
- 1:00:43such a rare personal charm that as he watched, he felt that he had
- 1:00:47never met with anything equally felicitous in nature or the plastic arts. He was
- 1:00:53further struck by the obviously intentional contrast with the principles of upbringing which showed in
- 1:01:00the sister's attire and bearing. The three girls, the eldest of whom could
- 1:01:05be considered grown up, were dressed with a chasteness and severity boring on disfigurement.
- 1:01:10Uniformly cloister like costumes of medium length slate, colored sober and deliberately unbecoming,
- 1:01:19and cut with white, turned down collars as the only relief, suppressed
- 1:01:23every possible appeal of shapeliness. Their hair, brushed down flat and tied against
- 1:01:30the head, gave their faces, a nunlike emptiness and lack of character.
- 1:01:35Surely this was a mother's influence, and it had not even occurred to her
- 1:01:39to apply the pedagogical strictness to the boy which she seemed to find necessary for
- 1:01:45her girls. It was clear that in his existence the first factors were gentleness
- 1:01:51and tenderness. The shears had been resolutely kept from his beautiful hair, like
- 1:01:57a prince charming's. It fell in curls over his forehead, his ears,
- 1:02:01and still deeper across his neck. The English sailor suit, with its braids,
- 1:02:07stitchings and embroideries, its puffy sleeves, narrowing at the ends and fitting
- 1:02:13snugly about the fine wrists of his still childish but slender hands, gave the
- 1:02:17delicate figure something rich and luxurious. He was sitting half profiled to the observer,
- 1:02:24one foot in its black patent leather shoe placed before the other, an
- 1:02:29elbow resting on the arm of his wicker chair, a cheek pressed against his
- 1:02:34fist, in a position of negligent good manners, entirely free of the almost
- 1:02:39subservient stiffness to which his sisters seemed accustomed. Did he have some illness,
- 1:02:45for his skin stood out as white as ivory against the golden darkness of the
- 1:02:51surrounding curls. Or was he simply a pampered favorite child made this way by
- 1:02:57a doting and moody love. Ushan sach inclined to believe the latter. Almost
- 1:03:02every artist is born with a rich and treacherous tendency to recognize injustices which have
- 1:03:08created beauty, and to meet aristocratic distinction with sympathy and reverence. A waiter
- 1:03:15passed through and announced in English that the meal was ready. Gradually the guests
- 1:03:21disappeared through the glass door into the dining hall. Stragglers crossed, coming from
- 1:03:27the entrance or the lifts inside. They had already begun serving, But the
- 1:03:32young poles were still waiting around the little wicker table, and Aschenbach, comfortably
- 1:03:37propped in his deep chair, and with this beauty before his eyes, stayed
- 1:03:43with them. The governess, a small, corpulent middle class woman with a
- 1:03:47red face, finally gave the sign to rise. With lifted brows. She
- 1:03:52pushed back her chair and bowed as a large woman dressed in gray and richly
- 1:03:59jeweled with perl girls entered the lobby this woman was advancing with coolness and precision.
- 1:04:04Her lightly powdered hair and the lines of her dress were arranged with the
- 1:04:10simplicity which always signifies taste in those quarters where devoutness is taken as one element
- 1:04:16of dignity. She might have been the wife of some high German official,
- 1:04:21except that her jewelry added something fantastically lavish to her appearance. Indeed, it
- 1:04:28was almost priceless, and consisted of ear pendance and a very long triple chain
- 1:04:33of softly glowing pearls as large as cherries. The children had risen promptly.
- 1:04:41They bent over to kiss the hand of their mother, who, with a
- 1:04:44distant smile on her well preserved, though somewhat tired and peaked features, looked
- 1:04:49over their heads and directed a few words to the Governess in French. Then
- 1:04:55she walked to the glass door. The children followed her, the girl's the
- 1:05:00order of their age, after them, the Governess. The boy last.
- 1:05:03For some reason or other, he turned round before crossing the sill, and,
- 1:05:09since no one else was in the lobby, his strange, dusky eyes
- 1:05:13met those of Ashenbach, who his newspaper on his knees. Lost in thought,
- 1:05:17was gazing after the group. What he saw had not been unusual in
- 1:05:23the slightest detail. They had not preceded the mother to the table. They
- 1:05:28had waited, greeted her with respect, and observed the customary forms on entering
- 1:05:32the room. But it had taken place so pointedly, with such an accent
- 1:05:38of training, duty and self respect that Aschenbach felt peculiarly touched by it all.
- 1:05:45He delayed for a few moments. Then he too, crossed into the
- 1:05:47dining room and was assigned to his table, which, as he noted with
- 1:05:53a brief touch of regret, was very far removed from that of the Polish
- 1:05:57family. Weary and yet intellectually active, he entertained himself during the lengthy meal
- 1:06:04with abstract or even transcendental things. He thought over the secret union which the
- 1:06:11lawful must enter upon with the individual for human beauty to result. From this,
- 1:06:15he passed into general problems of form and art, and at the end
- 1:06:20he found that his thoughts and discoveries were like the seemingly felicitous promptings of a
- 1:06:26dream, which, when the mind is sobered, are seen to be completely
- 1:06:30empty and unfit. After the meal, smoking, sitting taking an occasional turn
- 1:06:35in the park with its smell of nightfall. He went to bed early and
- 1:06:41spent the night in a sleep deep and unbroken, but often enlivened with the
- 1:06:45apparitions of dreams. The weather did not improve any The following day, a
- 1:06:51land breeze was blowing under a cloudy ashen sky. The sea lay in dull
- 1:06:57peacefulness. It seemed shriveled up with a close, dreary horizon, and it
- 1:07:02had retreated from the beach, bearing the long ribs of several sand banks.
- 1:07:08As Aschenbach opened his window, he thought that he could detect the foul smell
- 1:07:13of the lagoon. He felt depressed. He thought already of leaving once years
- 1:07:18ago, after several weeks of spring here. This same weather had afflicted him
- 1:07:25and impaired his health so seriously that he had to abandon Venice like a fugitive.
- 1:07:30Was not this old feverish unrest again, setting in the pressure in the
- 1:07:34temples, the heaviness of the eyelids. It would be annoying to change his
- 1:07:40residence still another time, But if the wind did not turn, he could
- 1:07:45not stay here. To be safe, he did not unpack completely. He
- 1:07:49breakfasted at nine in the buffet room provided for this purpose. Between the lobby
- 1:07:55and the dining room. That formal silence reigned here, which is the ambition
- 1:08:00of large hotels. The waiters who were serving walked about on soft souls.
- 1:08:04Nothing was audible but the tinkling of the tea things, a word half whispered
- 1:08:11in one corner obliquely across from the door, and two tables removed from his
- 1:08:15own. Oschenbach observed the Polish girls with their governess. He wrecked and red
- 1:08:21eyed their ash blonde hair, freshly smoothed down, dressed in stiff blue linen,
- 1:08:28with little white cuffs and turned down collars. They were sitting there,
- 1:08:32handing around a glass of marmalade. They had almost finished their breakfast. The
- 1:08:38boy was missing. Oschenbach smiled, well, little Fayoshian, he thought,
- 1:08:45you seem to be enjoying the pleasant privilege of having your sleep out, And
- 1:08:50suddenly exhilarated, he recited to himself the line a frequent change of dress,
- 1:08:57warm baths, and rest. Breakfasted without haste from the porter, who entered
- 1:09:02the hall holding his braided cap in his hand, he received some forwarded mail,
- 1:09:08and while he smoked a cigarette, he opened a few letters. In
- 1:09:12this way, it happened that he was present at the entrance of the late
- 1:09:15sleeper, who was being waited for over yonder, he came through the glass
- 1:09:20door and crossed the room in silence to his sister's table. His approach,
- 1:09:27the way he held the upper part of his body and bent his knees.
- 1:09:30The movement of his white shod feet had an extraordinary charm. He walked very
- 1:09:36lightly, at once timid and proud, and this became still more lovely through
- 1:09:42the childish embarrassment with which twice as he proceeded he turned his face toward the
- 1:09:47center of the room, raising and lowering his eyes, smiling with something half
- 1:09:53muttered in his soft, vague tongue. He took his place, and now
- 1:09:58as he turned his foll profile to the observer, Aschenbach was again astonished,
- 1:10:03terrified even by the really godlike beauty of this human child. To day,
- 1:10:10the boy was wearing a light blouse of blue and white striped cotton goods,
- 1:10:15with a red silk tie in front and closed at the neck by a plain
- 1:10:18white eye collar. This collar lacked the distinctiveness of the blouse, but above
- 1:10:25it the flowering head was poised with an incomparable seductiveness, the head of an
- 1:10:30eras in blended yellows of Parian marble, with fine, serious brows, the
- 1:10:36temples and ears covered softly by the abrupt encroachment of his curls. Good God,
- 1:10:44Aschenbach thought, with that deliberate expert appraisal which artists sometimes employ as a
- 1:10:50subterfuge when they have been carried away with delight before a master work. And
- 1:10:56he thought further, really, if the sea and the beach weren't waiting for
- 1:11:00me, I should stay here as long as you staid. But he went
- 1:11:04then passed through the lobby, under the inspection of the servants, down the
- 1:11:10wide terrace, and straight across the boardwalk to the section of the beach reserved
- 1:11:15for the hotel guests. The barefoot old man in dungarees and straw hat,
- 1:11:19who was functioning here as bathing master, assigned him to the bathhouse he had
- 1:11:25rented. A table and a seat were placed on the sandy board platform,
- 1:11:30and he made himself comfortable in the lounge chair, which he had drawn closer
- 1:11:33to the sea, out into the waxen yellow sand more than ever before.
- 1:11:40He was entertained and amused by the sights on the beach, this spectacle of
- 1:11:45carefree, civilized people getting sensuous enjoyment at the very edge of the elements.
- 1:11:50The gray flat sea was already alive with waiting children, swimmers, a motley
- 1:11:57of figures lying on the sand banks with arms bent behind their heads. Others
- 1:12:01were rowing about in little red and blue striped boats without keels. They were
- 1:12:06continually upsetting amid laughter. Before the long stretches of bathing houses, where people
- 1:12:13were sitting on the platforms as though on small verandas there was a play of
- 1:12:17movement against the line of rest and inertness behind visits and chatter, fastidious morning
- 1:12:25elegance alongside the nakedness which boldly at ease, was enjoying the freedom which the
- 1:12:30place afforded. Further in front, on the damp, firm sand, people
- 1:12:35were parading about in white bathing cloaks in ample, brilliantly colored wrappers. An
- 1:12:42elaborate sand pile to the right, erected by children, had flags in the
- 1:12:46colors of all nations planted around it. Vendors of shells, cakes and fruit
- 1:12:51spread out their wares. Kneeling to the left, before one of the bathing
- 1:12:57houses, which stood at right angles to the other and to the sea.
- 1:13:01A Russian family was encamped, men with beards and large teeth, slow delicate
- 1:13:08women, a Baltic girl sitting by an easel and painting the sea amidst exclamations
- 1:13:14of despair. Two ugly, good natured children, an old maidservant who wore
- 1:13:19a kerchief on her head and had the alert, scraping manners of a slave.
- 1:13:25Delighted and appreciative, they were living there, patiently calling the names of
- 1:13:30the two rowdy, disobedient children, using their scanty Italian to joke with the
- 1:13:34humorous old man from whom they were buying candy, kissing one another on the
- 1:13:40cheek, and not in the least concerned with any one who might be observing
- 1:13:45their community. Yes, I shall stay. Aschenbach thought where would things be
- 1:13:50better? And his hands folded in his lap, he let his eyes lose
- 1:13:56themselves in the expanses of the sea, his gaze gliding, swimming, and
- 1:14:00failing in the monotone mist of the wilderness of space. He loved the ocean
- 1:14:05for deep seated reasons, because of that yearning for rest, when the hard
- 1:14:11pressed artist hungers to shut out the exacting multiplicities of experience and hide himself on
- 1:14:16the breast of the simple, the vast, and because of a forbidding hankering
- 1:14:23seductive by virtue of its being directly opposed to his obligations. After the incommunicable,
- 1:14:29the incommensurate, the eternal, the non existent, to be at rest
- 1:14:33in the face of perfection is the hunger of everyone who is aiming at excellence.
- 1:14:40And what is the non existent but a form of perfection. But now,
- 1:14:45just as his dreams were so far out in vacancy, suddenly the horizontal
- 1:14:49fringe of the sea was broken by a human figure. And as he brought
- 1:14:54his eyes back from the unbounded and focused them, it was the lovely boy
- 1:14:59who there, coming from the left, and passing him on the sand.
- 1:15:03He was barefooted, ready for waiting, his slender legs exposed above the knees.
- 1:15:10He walked slowly, but as lightly and proudly, as though it were
- 1:15:14the customary thing for him to move about without shoes. And he was looking
- 1:15:18around him towards the line of bathing houses opposite. But as soon as he
- 1:15:24had noticed the Russian family occupied with their own harmony and contentment. A cloud
- 1:15:30of scorn and detestation passed over his face. His brow darkened, his mouth
- 1:15:35was compressed. He gave his lips an embittered twist to one side, so
- 1:15:41that the cheek was distorted, and the forehead became so heavily furrowed that the
- 1:15:45eyes seemed sunken beneath its pressure. Malicious and glowering, they spoke the language
- 1:15:51of hate. He looked down, looked back once more threateningly, then with
- 1:15:58his shoulder, made an abrupt gesture of disdain and dismissal, and left the
- 1:16:02enemy behind him. A kind of prudency or confusion, something like respect and
- 1:16:09shyness, caused Oschenbach to turn away, as though he had seen nothing.
- 1:16:15For the earnest minded, who have been casual observers of some passion, struggle
- 1:16:19against making use even to themselves of what they have seen. But he was
- 1:16:25both cheered and unstrung, which is to say he was happy. This childish
- 1:16:30fanaticism directed against the most good natured possible aspect of life. It brought the
- 1:16:36divinely arbitrary into human relationships. It made a delightful natural picture which had appealed
- 1:16:44only to the eye now seemed worthy of a deeper sympathy, and it gave
- 1:16:48the figure of this half grown boy, who had already been important enough by
- 1:16:54his sheer beauty, something to offset him still further, and to make one
- 1:16:59take him more so seriously than his years justified. Still looking away, Oschenbach
- 1:17:04could hear the boy's voice, the shrill, somewhat weak voice with which,
- 1:17:10in the distance now he was trying to call hello to his playfellows busied around
- 1:17:15the sand pile. They answered him, shouting back his name or some affectionate
- 1:17:20nickname, and Oschenbach listened with a certain curiosity, without being able to catch
- 1:17:27anything more definite than the two melodic syllables like ajio or still more frequently adieu,
- 1:17:34with a ringing you sound prolonged at the end. He was pleased with
- 1:17:39the resonance of this. He found it adequate to the subject. He repeated
- 1:17:44it silently, and satisfied, turned to his letters and manuscripts, his small
- 1:17:50portable writing desk on his knees. He began writing with his fountain pen and
- 1:17:56answer to this or that bit of correspondence. But after the first fifteen minutes
- 1:18:00he found it a pity to abandon the situation the most enjoyable he could think
- 1:18:05of in this manner, and wasted in activities which did not interest him.
- 1:18:11He tossed the writing materials to one side and he faced the ocean again.
- 1:18:15Soon afterwards, diverted by the childish voices around the sand heap, he revolved
- 1:18:21his head comfortably along the back of the chair towards the right to discover where
- 1:18:27that excellent little aggio might be and what he was doing. He was found
- 1:18:31at a glance. The red tie on his breast was not to be overlooked.
- 1:18:36Busied with the others in laying an old plank across the damp moat of
- 1:18:41the sand castle, he was nodding and shouting instructions for this work. There
- 1:18:46were about ten companions with him, boys and girls of his age, and
- 1:18:50a few younger ones, who were chattering with one another in Polish, French
- 1:18:56and in several Balkan tongues. But it was his name which rang out most
- 1:19:00often. He was openly in demand, sought after, admired. One boy
- 1:19:06especially like him, a pole, a stocky fellow who was called something like
- 1:19:12Joshu, with sleek black hair and a belted linen coat, seemed to be
- 1:19:16his closest vassal and friend. End of Chapter three, Part two. Chapter
- 1:19:27three, Part three, When the work on the sands structure was finished for
- 1:19:31the time being, they walked arm in arm along the beach, and the
- 1:19:35boy, who was called Joshu, kissed the beauty. Aschenbach was half minded
- 1:19:42to raise a warning finger. I advise you, Christobulus, he thought,
- 1:19:46smiling to travel for a year, for you need that much time at least
- 1:19:53to get over it. And then he breakfasted on large ripe strawberries, which
- 1:19:58he got from a peddler. It had become very warm, although the sun
- 1:20:02could no longer penetrate the blanket of mist in the sky. Laziness clogged his
- 1:20:08brain, even while his senses delighted in the numbing, drugging distractions of the
- 1:20:14ocean's stillness. To guess, to puzzle out just what name it was that
- 1:20:18sounded something like Ajio seemed to the sober man an appropriate ambition, a thoroughly
- 1:20:26comprehensive pursuit, and with the aid of a few scrappy recollections of Polish,
- 1:20:31he decided that they must mean Tasio, the shortened form of Tadeus, and
- 1:20:38sounded like Tasiu, when it is called Tasio was bathing. Aschenbach, who
- 1:20:44had lost sight of him, spied his head and the arm with which he
- 1:20:48was propelling himself far out in the water, for the sea must have been
- 1:20:53smooth for a long distance out. But already people seemed worried about him.
- 1:20:59Women's voice were calling after him from the bathing houses, uttering his name again
- 1:21:03and again. It almost dominated the beach like a battle cry, and with
- 1:21:09its soft consonants, its long drawn you note at the end it had something
- 1:21:14at once sweet and wild about it. Toadsio tadzio. He turned back,
- 1:21:20beating the resistant water into a foam with his legs. He hurried his head
- 1:21:26bent down over the waves. And to see how this living figure, graceful
- 1:21:30and clean cut in its advance, with dripping curls and lovely as some frail
- 1:21:35god, came up out of the depths of sky and sea, rose and
- 1:21:40separated from the elements. This spectacle aroused a sense of myth. It was
- 1:21:45like some poet's recovery of time at its beginning, of the origins of forms
- 1:21:49and the birth of gods. Aschenbach listened with closed eyes to the song ringing
- 1:21:56within him, and he thought again that it was pleasant he and that he
- 1:22:00would like to remain. Later, Tazio was resting from his bath. He
- 1:22:05lay in the sand, wrapped in his white robe, which was drawn under
- 1:22:10the right shoulder, his head supported on his bare arm, And even when
- 1:22:14Aschenbach was not observing him, but was reading a few pages in his book,
- 1:22:18he hardly ever forgot that this boy was lying there, and that it
- 1:22:24would cost him only a slight turn of his head to the right to behold
- 1:22:28the mystery. It seemed that he was sitting here just to keep watch over
- 1:22:31his repose, busied with his own concerns, and yet constantly aware of this
- 1:22:36noble picture at his right, not far in the distance, and he was
- 1:22:42stirred by a paternal affection, the profound leaning which those who have devoted their
- 1:22:46thoughts to the creation of beauty feel towards those who possess beauty itself. A
- 1:22:53little past noon, he left the beach, returned to the hotel, and
- 1:22:58was taken up to his room. He stayed there for some time in front
- 1:23:01of the mirror, looking at his gray hair, his tired, sharp features.
- 1:23:06At this moment he thought of his reputation and of the fact that he
- 1:23:11was often recognized on the streets and observed with respect. Thanks to the sure
- 1:23:15aim and the appealing finish of his words. He called up all the exterior
- 1:23:20successes of his talent which he could think of, remembering also his elevation to
- 1:23:26the knighthood. Then he went down to the dining hall for lunch and ate
- 1:23:30at his little table. As he was riding up in the lift after the
- 1:23:33meal was ended, a group of young people just coming from breakfast pressed into
- 1:23:39the swaying cage after him, and Tazio entered too. He stood quite near
- 1:23:45to Oschenbach for the first time, so near that Rauschenbach could see him not
- 1:23:50with the a loftness of a picture, but in minute detail, in all
- 1:23:55his human particularities. The boy was addressed by some one or other, and
- 1:24:00as he was answering with an indescribably agreeable smile, he stepped out again on
- 1:24:04the second floor, walking backwards and with his eyes lowered. Beauty makes modest,
- 1:24:12Aschenbach thought, and he tried insistently to explain why this was so.
- 1:24:16But he had noticed that Tasio's teeth were not all they should be. They
- 1:24:21were somewhat jagged and pale. The enamel did not look healthy. It had
- 1:24:27a peculiar brittleness and transparency, as is often the case with anemex. He
- 1:24:31is very frail, he is sickly. Aschenbach thought, in all probability he
- 1:24:38will not grow old, and he refused to reckon with the feeling of gratification
- 1:24:44or reassurance which accompanied this notion. He spent two hours in his room,
- 1:24:49and in the afternoon he rode in the vaporetto across the foul smelling lagoon to
- 1:24:55Venice. He got off at San Marco, took tea on the piazza,
- 1:25:00and then, in accord with his schedule for the day, he went for
- 1:25:03a walk through the streets. Yet it was this walk which produced a complete
- 1:25:08reversal in his attitudes and his plans. An offensive sultriness lay over the streets.
- 1:25:15The air was so heavy that the smells pouring out of homes, stores
- 1:25:18and eating houses became mixed with oil vapors, clouds of perfume, and still
- 1:25:25other odors, and these would not blow away, but hung in layers.
- 1:25:30Cigarette smoke remained suspended, disappearing very slowly. The crush of people along the
- 1:25:36narrow streets irritated rather than entertained the walker. The farther he went, the
- 1:25:43more he was depressed by the repulsive condition resulting from the combination of sea air
- 1:25:47and sea racco which was at the same time both stimulating and enervating. He
- 1:25:55broke into an uncomfortable sweat. His eyes failed him, his chest became tight.
- 1:26:00He had a fever. The blood was pounding in his head. He
- 1:26:03fled from the crowded business streets across a bridge into the walks of the poor.
- 1:26:10On a quiet square, one of those forgotten and enchanted places which lie
- 1:26:15in the interior of Venice, he rested at the brink of a well,
- 1:26:18dried his forehead, and realized that he would have to leave here for the
- 1:26:24second and last time. It had been demonstrated that this city, in this
- 1:26:29kind of weather, was decidedly unhealthy for him. It seemed foolish to attempt
- 1:26:33a stubborn resistance. While the prospects for a change of wind were completely uncertain,
- 1:26:40a certain decision was called for. It was not possible to go home
- 1:26:45this soon. Neither summer nor winter quarters were prepared to receive him. But
- 1:26:50this was not the only place where there were sea and beach and elsewhere these
- 1:26:56could be found without the lagoon and its malarial mists. He remembered a little
- 1:27:00watering place not far from Trieste, which had been praised to him. Why
- 1:27:05not there, and without delay, so that this new change of location would
- 1:27:11still have time to do him some good. He pronounced this as good as
- 1:27:15settled, and stood up. At the next gondola station, he took a
- 1:27:19boat back to San Marco and was led through the dreary labyrinth of canals under
- 1:27:26fancy marble balconies planked with lions around the corners of smooth walls, past the
- 1:27:32sorrowing facades of palaces which mirrored large, dilapidated business signs in the pulsing water.
- 1:27:40He had trouble arriving there, for the gondolier, who was in league
- 1:27:43with lace makers and glass blowers, was always trying to land him for inspections
- 1:27:48and purchases. And just as the bizarre trip through Venice would begin to cast
- 1:27:54its spell, the greedy business sense of the sunken queen did all it could
- 1:27:59to destroy the illusion. When he had returned to the hotel, he announced
- 1:28:03at the office before dinner the unforeseen developments necessitated his departure. The following morning.
- 1:28:11He was assured of their regrets, He settled his accounts, He dined,
- 1:28:15and spent the warm evening reading the newspapers in a rocking chair on the
- 1:28:19rear terrace. Before going to bed, he got his luggage all ready for
- 1:28:25departure. He did not sleep so well as he might, since the impending
- 1:28:30break up made him restless. When he opened the window in the morning,
- 1:28:34the sky was as overcast as ever, but the air seemed fresher, and
- 1:28:40he was already beginning to repent. Hadn't his decision been somewhat hasty and uncalled
- 1:28:45for, the result of a passing diffidence and indisposition. If he had delayed
- 1:28:50a little, If instead of surrendering so easily, he had made some attempt
- 1:28:56to adjust himself to the air of venice, or to wait for an improvement
- 1:29:00in the weather, he would not be so rushed and inconvenienced, but could
- 1:29:04anticipate another forenoon on the beach like yesterday's. Too late. Now he would
- 1:29:11have to go on wanting what he had wanted yesterday. He dressed, and
- 1:29:15about eight o'clock rode down to the ground floor for breakfast. As he entered,
- 1:29:20the buffet room was still empty of guests. A few came in while
- 1:29:25he waited for his order. With his tea cup to his lips, he
- 1:29:29saw the Polish girls and the governess appear rigid with morning freshness, their eyes
- 1:29:34still red, they walked across to their table in the corner by the window.
- 1:29:40Immediately afterwards, the porter approached him, cap in hand and warned him
- 1:29:45that it was time to go. The automobile is ready to take him and
- 1:29:48the other passengers to the Hotel Excelsior, and from here the motor boat will
- 1:29:54bring the ladies and gentlemen to the station through the company's private canal. Time
- 1:30:00is pressing. Haschenbach found that he was doing nothing of the sort. It
- 1:30:05was still over an hour before his train left. He was irritated by this
- 1:30:10hotel custom of hustling departing guests out of the house, and indicated to the
- 1:30:15porter that he wished to finish his breakfast in peace. The man retired hesitatingly,
- 1:30:20to appear again five minutes later. It is impossible for the car to
- 1:30:26wait any longer. Then he would take a cab and carry his trunk with
- 1:30:30him. Haschenbach replied in anger, he would use the public steamboat at the
- 1:30:34proper time, and he requested that it be left to him personally to worry
- 1:30:40about his departure. The employee bowed himself away, pleased with the way he
- 1:30:45had warded off these importunate warnings. Oschenbach finished his meal at leisure. In
- 1:30:51fact, he even let the waiter bring him a newspaper. The time had
- 1:30:56become quite short when he finally arose. It was fitting that at the same
- 1:31:00moment Tasio should come through the glass door. On the way to his table.
- 1:31:05He walked in the opposite direction to Oschenbach, lowering his eyes modestly before
- 1:31:12the man with the gray hair and high forehead, only to raise them again
- 1:31:15in his delicious manner, soft and full upon him. And he had passed
- 1:31:21good bye, Tasio. Aschenbach thought, I did not see much of you.
- 1:31:28He did what was unusual with him, really formed the words on his
- 1:31:31lips and spoke them to himself. Then he added God bless you. After
- 1:31:38this he left, distributed tips, was ushered out by the small gentle manager
- 1:31:44in the French frock coat, and made off from the hotel on foot as
- 1:31:47he had come, going along the white blossoming avenue which crossed the island to
- 1:31:53the steamer bridge. Accompanied by the house servant carrying his hand luggage, he
- 1:31:59arrived, took his place, and then followed a painful journey through all the
- 1:32:03depths of regret. It was the familiar trip across the lagoon, past San
- 1:32:09Marco, up the Grand Canal. Haschenbach sat on the circular bench at the
- 1:32:15bow, his arms supported against the railing, shading his eyes with his hand.
- 1:32:19The public gardens were left behind. The piazzetta opened up once more in
- 1:32:26princely splendor and was gone. Then came the great flock of palaces, and
- 1:32:30as the channel made a turn, the magnificently slung marble arch of the Rialto
- 1:32:35came into view. The traveler was watching. His emotions were in conflict.
- 1:32:42The atmosphere of the city, the slightly foul smell of sea and swamp,
- 1:32:46which he had been so anxious to avoid. He breathed it now in deep,
- 1:32:50exquisitely painful drafts. Was it possible that he had not known, had
- 1:32:57not considered, just how much he was at attached to all this? What
- 1:33:01had been a partial misgiving this morning, A faint doubt as to the advisability
- 1:33:05of his move now became a distress, a positive misery, a spiritual hunger,
- 1:33:13and so bitter that it frequently brought tears to his eyes, while he
- 1:33:16told himself that he could not possibly have foreseen it. Hardest of all to
- 1:33:21bear at times completely insufferable was the thought that he would never see Venice again,
- 1:33:28That this was a leave taking forever, since he had been shown for
- 1:33:32the second time that the city affected his health, since he was compelled for
- 1:33:36the second time to get away in all haste. From now on he would
- 1:33:42have to consider it a place impossible and forbidden to him, the place which
- 1:33:46he was not equal to, and which it would be foolish for him to
- 1:33:49visit again. Yes, he felt that if he left now he would be
- 1:33:55shamefaced and defiant enough never to see again the beloved, which had twice caused
- 1:34:00him a physical breakdown and of a sudden This struggle between his desires and his
- 1:34:08physical strength seemed to the aging man so grave and important. His physical defeat
- 1:34:14seemed so dishonorable, so much a challenge to hold out at any cost,
- 1:34:18that he could not understand the ready submissiveness of the day before, when he
- 1:34:24had decided to give in without attempting any serious resistance. Meanwhile, the steamboat
- 1:34:30was nearing the station. Pain and perplexity increased. He became distracted in his
- 1:34:35affliction. He felt that it was impossible to leave and just as impossible to
- 1:34:42turn back. The conflict was intense. As he entered the station. It
- 1:34:46was very late. There was not a moment to lose if he was to
- 1:34:49catch the train. He wanted to, and he did not want to,
- 1:34:55but time was pressing. It drove him on. He hurried to get his
- 1:34:59ticket and looked about in the tumult of the hall for the officer on duty
- 1:35:03here from the hotel. The man appeared and announced that the large trunk had
- 1:35:08been transferred, transferred already, yes, thank you to como to como.
- 1:35:15And in the midst of hasty running back and forth, angry questions and confused
- 1:35:21answers, it came to light that the trunk had already been sent with other
- 1:35:26foreign baggage from the express office of the Hotel Excelsior, in a completely wrong
- 1:35:31direction. Aschenbach had difficulty in preserving the expression which was required under these circumstances.
- 1:35:40He was almost convulsed with an adventurous delight an unbelievable hilarity, the employee
- 1:35:46rushed off to see if it were still possible to stop the trunk, and,
- 1:35:50as was to be expected, he returned with nothing accomplished. Aschenbach declared
- 1:35:57that he did not want to travel without his trunk, had decided to go
- 1:36:00back and wait at the beach hotel for its return. Was the company's motor
- 1:36:04boat still at the station. The man assured him that it was lying at
- 1:36:10the door. With Italian volubility, he persuaded the clerk at the ticket window
- 1:36:15to redeem the canceled ticket. He swore that they would act speedily, that
- 1:36:19no time or money would be spared in recovering the trunk promptly, And so
- 1:36:25the strange thing happened that twenty minutes after his arrival at the station, the
- 1:36:30traveler found himself again on the Grand Canal, returning to the lido. Here
- 1:36:35was an adventure wonderful, a bashing and comically dreamlike, beyond belief, places
- 1:36:42which he had just bid farewell to forever in the most abject misery. Yet
- 1:36:46he had been turned and driven back by fate, and was seeing them again
- 1:36:51in the same hour, the spray from the bow, washing between gondolas and
- 1:36:57steamers with an absurd agility, show the speedy little craft ahead to its goal,
- 1:37:02while the one passenger was hiding the nervousness in a buliance of a truant
- 1:37:06boy under the mask of resigned anger. From time to time he shook with
- 1:37:12laughter at this mishap, which, as he told himself, could not have
- 1:37:16turned out better for a child of destiny. There were explanations to be given,
- 1:37:21expressions of astonishment to be faced. And then he told himself everything would
- 1:37:28be all right. Then a misfortune would be avoided, a grave error rectified,
- 1:37:32and all that he had thought he was leaving behind him would be open
- 1:37:36to him again there at his disposal. And to cap it all, was
- 1:37:42the rapidity of the ride deceiving him? Or was the wind really coming from
- 1:37:46the sea. The waves beat against the walls of the narrow canal which runs
- 1:37:51through the island to the Hotel Excelsior. An automobile omnibus was awaiting his return
- 1:37:58there and took him above the rippling sea straight to the beach hotel. The
- 1:38:02little manager with a mustache and long tailed frock coat came down the stairs to
- 1:38:08meet him. He ingratiatingly regretted the episode, spoke of it as highly painful
- 1:38:14to him and the establishment, but firmly approved of Aschenbach's decision to wait here
- 1:38:19for the baggage. Of course, his room had been given up, but
- 1:38:24there was another one just as good, which he could occupy immediately. Passee
- 1:38:29de chance monsieur, the Swiss elevator boy smiled as they were ascending, and
- 1:38:34so the Fugitive was established again in a room almost identical to the other in
- 1:38:40its location and furnishings. Tired out by the confusion of this strange forenoon,
- 1:38:45he distributed the contents of his handbag about the room and dropped into an armchair
- 1:38:50by the open window. The sea had become a pale green, The air
- 1:38:56seemed thinner and purer. The beach, with its cabins en bas, seemed
- 1:39:00to have color, although the sky was still gray. Aschenbach looked out,
- 1:39:05his hands folded in his lap. He was content to be back, but
- 1:39:11shook his head disapprovingly at his irresolution, his failure to know his own mind.
- 1:39:16He sat here for the better part of an hour, resting and dreaming
- 1:39:20vaguely about noon, he saw Tasio in a striped linen suit with a red
- 1:39:26tie, coming back from the sea across the private beach along the boardwalk to
- 1:39:30the hotel. Aschenbach recognized him from this altitude before he had actually set eyes
- 1:39:36on him. He was about to think such words as well, Tasio,
- 1:39:42there you are again. But at the same moment he felt this careless greeting
- 1:39:46go dumb before the truth. In his heart, he felt the exhilaration of
- 1:39:50his blood, a conflict of pain and pleasure, and he realized that it
- 1:39:56was Tasio who made it so difficult for him to leave. He sat very
- 1:40:01still, entirely unobserved from this height, and looked within himself. His features
- 1:40:08were alert, his eyebrows raised, and an attentive, keenly inquisitive smile distended
- 1:40:14his mouth. Then he raised his head, lifted both hands, which had
- 1:40:18hung relaxed over the arms of the chair, and in a slow twisting movement,
- 1:40:24turned the palms downward, as though to suggest an opening and spreading outward
- 1:40:29of his arms. It was a spontaneous act of welcome, of calm,
- 1:40:33acceptance. End of Chapter three, Chapter four, Part one Day after day
- 1:40:43Now the Naked God with the hot cheeks, drove his fire breathing quadriga across
- 1:40:48the expanses of the sky, and his yellow locks fluttered in the assault of
- 1:40:54the east wind. A white silk sheen stretched over the slowly simmering punch.
- 1:41:00The sand glowed beneath the quaking silver blue of the ether. Rust colored canvasses
- 1:41:06were spread in front of the beach bathing houses, and the afternoons were spent
- 1:41:12in the sharply demarcated spots of shade which they cast. But it was also
- 1:41:16delightful in the evening, when the vegetation in the park had the smell of
- 1:41:21balsam, and the stars were working through their courses above, and the soft,
- 1:41:27persistent murmur of the sea came up enchantingly through the night. Such evenings
- 1:41:32contained the cheering promise that more sunny days of casual idleness would follow, dotted
- 1:41:39with countless closely interspersed possibilities of well timed accidents. The guest, who was
- 1:41:45detained here by such an accommodating mishap, did not consider the return of his
- 1:41:50property as sufficient grounds for another departure. He suffered some inconvenience for two days
- 1:41:59and had to appears in the large dining room in his traveling clothes. When
- 1:42:03the strayed luggage was finally deposited in his room again, he unpacked completely and
- 1:42:10filled the closet and drawers with his belongings. He had decided to remain here
- 1:42:15indefinitely, content now that he could pass the hours on the beach in a
- 1:42:19silk suit and appear for dinner at his little table again in appropriate evening dress.
- 1:42:27The comfortable rhythm of his life had already cast its spell over him.
- 1:42:31He was soon enticed by the ease the mild splendor of his program. Indeed,
- 1:42:38what a place to be in when the usual allurement of living and watering
- 1:42:42places on southern shores was coupled with the immediate nearness of the most wonderful of
- 1:42:47all cities. Aschenbach was not a lover of pleasure. Whenever there was some
- 1:42:54call for him to take a holiday, to indulge himself to have a good
- 1:42:58time, and this it was especially true at an earlier age. Restlessness and
- 1:43:03repugnance soon drove him back to his rigorous toil, the faithful, sober efforts
- 1:43:09of his daily routine, except that this place was bewitching him. Relaxing his
- 1:43:15will, making him happy in the mornings under the shelter of his bathing house,
- 1:43:20letting his eyes roam dreamily in the blue of the Southern Sea war on
- 1:43:26a warm night, as he leaned back against the cushions of the gondola,
- 1:43:30carrying him under the broad, starry sky home to the Lido from the Piazza
- 1:43:34di San Marco, after long hours of idleness, and the brilliant lights the
- 1:43:40melting notes of the serenade were being left behind. He often recalled his place
- 1:43:45in the mountains, the scene of his battles in the summer, where the
- 1:43:49clouds blew low across his garden, and terrifying storms put out the lamps at
- 1:43:56night, and the crows which he fed were swinging in the tops of the
- 1:44:00pine trees. Then everything seemed just right to him, as though he were
- 1:44:04lifted into the Elysian fields on the borders of the earth, where man enjoys
- 1:44:10the easiest life, where there is no snow or winter, no storms and
- 1:44:15pouring rains, but where Oceanus continually sends forth gentle, cooling breezes, and
- 1:44:21the days pass in a blessed inactivity, without work, devoted wholly to the
- 1:44:27sun and to the feast days of the sun. Aschenbach saw the boy Tadzio
- 1:44:32frequently, almost constantly, owing to the limited range of territory and the regularity
- 1:44:40of their lives. The beauty was near him at short intervals throughout the day.
- 1:44:45He saw him, met him everywhere in the lower rooms of the hotel,
- 1:44:50on the cooling water trips to the city and back, in the arcades
- 1:44:55of the square, and at times when he was especially lucky, ran across
- 1:45:00him on the streets. But principally and with the most gratifying regularity, the
- 1:45:05forenoon on the beach allowed him to admire and study this rare spectacle at his
- 1:45:11leisure. Yes, it was this guarantee of happiness, this daily recurrence of
- 1:45:16good fortune, which made his stay here so precious and gave him such pleasure.
- 1:45:21In the constant procession of sunny days, he was up as early as
- 1:45:27he used to be when under the driving pressure of work, and was on
- 1:45:30the beach before most people, when the sun was still mild and the sea
- 1:45:35lay blinding white in the dreaminess of mourning. He spoke amiably to the guard
- 1:45:41of the private beach, and also spoke familiarly to the barefoot, white bearded
- 1:45:45old man who had prepared his place for him, stretching the brown canopy and
- 1:45:51bringing the furniture of the cabin out on the platform. Then he took his
- 1:45:56seat. There would now be three or four hours in which the sun mounted
- 1:46:00and gained terrific strength, the sea a deeper and deeper blue, and he
- 1:46:05might look at Todsio. He saw him approaching from the left along the edge
- 1:46:11of the sea, he saw him as he stepped out backwards from among the
- 1:46:15cabins, or he would suddenly find with a shock of pleasure that he had
- 1:46:20missed his coming, that he was already here in the blue and white bathing
- 1:46:25suit which was his only garment now while on the beach, that he had
- 1:46:30already commenced his usual activities in the sun and the sand. A pleasantly trifling,
- 1:46:35idle and unstable manner of living, a mixture of rest and play.
- 1:46:41Todsio would saunter about, weighed, dig catch things, lie down, go
- 1:46:46for a swim, all the while being kept under surveillance by the women on
- 1:46:50the platform, who made his name ring out in their falsetto voices. TODs
- 1:46:57you, TODs you, then he would come running to them with a look
- 1:47:00of eagerness, to tell them what he had seen, what he had experienced,
- 1:47:05or to show them what he had found or caught, muscles, sea
- 1:47:10horses, jellyfish, and crabs that ran sideways. Aschenbach did not understand a
- 1:47:15word he said, and though it might have been the most ordinary thing in
- 1:47:19the world, it was a vague harmony in his ear. So the forimness
- 1:47:25of the boy's speech turned it into music. A wanton son poured its prodigal
- 1:47:30splendor down over him, and his figure was always set off against the background
- 1:47:35of an intense blue. This piquant body was so freely exhibited that his eyes
- 1:47:42soon knew every line and posture. He was continually rediscovering with new pleasure all
- 1:47:48this familiar beauty, and his astonishment at its delicate appeal to his senses was
- 1:47:55unending. The boy was called to greet a guest who was paying his respects
- 1:48:00to the ladies at the bathing house. He came running, running wet,
- 1:48:04perhaps out of the water, tossed back his curls, and as he held
- 1:48:09out his hand, resting on one leg and raising his other foot on the
- 1:48:13toes, the set of his body was delightful. It had a charming expectancy
- 1:48:17about it, a well meaning shyness, a winsomeness which showed his aristocratic training.
- 1:48:25He lay stretched full length, his bath towel slung across his shoulders,
- 1:48:30his delicately chiseled arm supported in the sand, his chin in his palm.
- 1:48:35The boy called Joshu was squatting near him and making up to him, and
- 1:48:42nothing could be more enchanting than the smile of his eyes and lips when the
- 1:48:45leader glanced up at his inferior, his servant. He stood on the edge
- 1:48:50of the sea, alone apart from his people, quite near to Ochenbach.
- 1:48:57Erecked, his hands locked across the back of his neck. He swayed slowly
- 1:49:01on the balls of his feet, looked dreamily into the blueness of sea and
- 1:49:05sky, while tiny waves rolled up and bathed his feet. His honey colored
- 1:49:13hair clung in rings about his neck and temples. The sun made the down
- 1:49:17on his back glitter. The fine etching of the ribs the symmetry of the
- 1:49:23chest were emphasized by the tightness of the suit across the buttocks. His armpits
- 1:49:29were still as smooth as those of a statue. The hollows of his knees
- 1:49:32glistened, and their bluish veins made his body seem built of some clearer stuff.
- 1:49:40What rigor what precision of thought were expressed in this erect, youthfully perfect
- 1:49:45body. Yet the pure and strenuous will which darkly at work could bring such
- 1:49:50godlike sculpture to the light, was not he the artist familiar with this?
- 1:49:57Did it not operate in him? Too? And he, under the press
- 1:50:00of frugal passions, would free from the marble mass of speech some slender form
- 1:50:06which he had seen in the mind, and which he put before his fellows
- 1:50:11as a statue and a mirror of intellectual beauty. Statue and mirror. His
- 1:50:17eyes took in the noble form there bordered with blue, and with a rush
- 1:50:23of enthusiasm, he felt that in this spectacle he was catching the beautiful itself,
- 1:50:28form as the thought of God, the one pure perfection which lives in
- 1:50:32the mind, and which, in this symbol and likeness, had been placed
- 1:50:38here quietly and simply as an object of devotion. That was drunkenness, and
- 1:50:44eagerly, without thinking, the aging artist welcomed it. His mind was in
- 1:50:49travail. All that he had learned dropped back into flux. His understanding threw
- 1:50:55up age old thoughts which he had inherited with youth, though they had never
- 1:51:00ever before lived with their own fire. Is it not written that the sun
- 1:51:04diverts our attention from intellectual to sensual things. Reason and understanding, it is
- 1:51:11said, becomes so numbed and enchanted that the soul forgets everything out of delight
- 1:51:16with its immediate circumstances, and in astonishment, becomes attached to the most beautiful
- 1:51:23objects shined on by the sun. Indeed, only with the aid of a
- 1:51:28body is it capable, then, of raising itself to higher considerations. To
- 1:51:33be sure, Ahmor did as the instructors of mathematics who show backward children tangible
- 1:51:41representations of the pure forms. Similarly, the God, in order to make
- 1:51:45the spiritual visible for us, readily utilized the form and color of man's youth,
- 1:51:51And as a reminder, he adorned these with the reflected splendor of beauty,
- 1:51:57which, when we behold it makes us flare up in pain and hope.
- 1:52:01His enthusiasm suggested these things put him in the mood for them, and
- 1:52:06from the noise of the sea and the luster of the sun. He wove
- 1:52:12himself a charming picture. Here was the old plane Tree, not far from
- 1:52:16the walls of Athens, a holy, shadowy place, filled with the smell
- 1:52:21of Agnus costUS blossoms, and decorated with ornaments and images sacred to Achelus and
- 1:52:29the nymphs. Clear and pure. The brook at the foot of the spreading
- 1:52:32tree fell across the smooth pebbles. The cicadas were fiddling, but on the
- 1:52:39grass, which was like a pillow, gently sloping to the head, two
- 1:52:43people were stretched out in hiding from the heat of the day, an older
- 1:52:47man and a youth, one ugly and one beautiful. Wisdom next to loveliness
- 1:52:54and amid gallantries and skillfully engaging banter, Socrates was instruck by Adrus in matters
- 1:53:01of desire and virtue. He spoke to him of the hot terror which the
- 1:53:06initiates suffer when their eyes light on an image of the eternal beauty. Spoke
- 1:53:12of the greed of the impious and the wicked, who cannot think beauty when
- 1:53:15they see its likeness, and who are incapable of reverence. Spoke of the
- 1:53:20holy distress which befalls the noble minded. When a godlike countenance, a perfect
- 1:53:27body appears before them, they tremble and grow distracted, and hardly dare to
- 1:53:32raise their eyes. And they honor the man who possesses this beauty. Yes,
- 1:53:38if they were not afraid of being thought downright madmen, they would sacrifice
- 1:53:43to the beloved as to the image of a god. For beauty ma faye
- 1:53:47Drus. Beauty alone is both lovely and visible at once. It is,
- 1:53:54mark me, the only form of the spiritual which we can receive through the
- 1:53:58senses. Else, what would become of us if the divine, if reason
- 1:54:03and virtue and truth should appear to us through the senses, should we not
- 1:54:09perish and be consumed with love as Samily once was with Zeus. Thus beauty
- 1:54:15is the sensitive man's access to the spirit, but only a road a means
- 1:54:19simply little Phaedrus. And then this crafty suitor made the neatest remark of all.
- 1:54:27It was this that the lover is more divine than the beloved, since
- 1:54:31the God is in the one but not in the other. Perhaps the most
- 1:54:35delicate, the most derisive thought which has ever been framed, and the one
- 1:54:41from which spring all the cunning and the profoundest pleasures of desire. Writers are
- 1:54:46happiest with an idea which can become all emotion, and an emotion all idea.
- 1:54:54Just such a pulsating idea, such a precise emotion, belonged to the
- 1:54:59lonely man at this moment was at his call nature. It ran shivers with
- 1:55:04ecstasy when the spirit bows an homage before beauty. Suddenly he wanted to write
- 1:55:12Eros loves idleness, they say, and he is suited only to idleness.
- 1:55:17But at this point in the crisis, the affliction became a stimulus towards productivity.
- 1:55:23The incentive hardly mattered the request. An agitation for an open statement on
- 1:55:29a certain large burning issue of culture and taste was going about the intellectual world
- 1:55:35and had finally caught up with the traveler. Here he was familiar with the
- 1:55:40subject. It had touched his own experience, and suddenly he felt an irresistible
- 1:55:45desire to display it in the light of his own version. And he even
- 1:55:49went so far as to prefer working in Tazzio's presence, taking the scope of
- 1:55:56the boy as a standard for his writing, making his stony follow the lines
- 1:56:00of this body, which seemed godlike to him and carrying his beauty over into
- 1:56:06the spiritual, just as the eagle once carried the Trojan stag up into the
- 1:56:12ether. Never had his joy in words been more sweet. He had never
- 1:56:16been so aware that eros is in the word as during those perilous, precious
- 1:56:21hours, when at his crude table under the canopy, facing the idol and
- 1:56:28listening to the music of his voice. He followed Tadzio's beauty in the forming
- 1:56:33of his little tract a page and a half of choice prose, which was
- 1:56:38soon to excite the admiration of many through its clarity, its poise, and
- 1:56:44the vigorous curve of its emotion. Certainly, it is better for people to
- 1:56:47know only the beautiful product has finished, and not in its conception its conditions
- 1:56:54of origin. For knowledge of the sources from which the artist derives, as
- 1:56:59in Spira, would often confuse and alienate, and in this way detract from
- 1:57:04the effects of his mastery. Strange hours, strangely enervating efforts, rare creative
- 1:57:12intercourse between the spirit and a body. When Aschenbach put away his work and
- 1:57:17started back from the beach, he felt exhausted or in dispersion even and it
- 1:57:24was as though his conscience were complaining after some transgression end of Chapter four,
- 1:57:31Part one, Chapter four, Part two. The following morning, as he
- 1:57:38was about to leave the hotel, he looked off from the steps and noticed
- 1:57:42that Tazio, who was alone and was already on his way towards the sea,
- 1:57:46was just approaching the private beach. He was half tempted by the simple
- 1:57:51notion of seizing this opportunity to strike up a casual, friendly acquaintanceship with the
- 1:57:57boy who had been the unconscious source of so much agitation and upheaval. He
- 1:58:02wanted to address him and enjoy the answering look in his eyes. The boy
- 1:58:08was sauntering along he could be overtaken, and Aschenbach quickened his pace. He
- 1:58:14reached him on the board walk behind the bathing houses, was about to lay
- 1:58:17a hand on his head and shoulders in some word or other, an amiable
- 1:58:23phrase in French was on the tip of his tongue. But he felt that
- 1:58:27his heart, due also perhaps to his rapid stride, was beating like a
- 1:58:31hammer, and he was so short of breath that his voice would have been
- 1:58:35tight and trembling. He hesitated. He tried to get himself under control.
- 1:58:42Suddenly he became afraid that he had been walking too long, so close behind
- 1:58:46the boy. He was afraid of arousing curiosity and causing him to look back
- 1:58:53questioningly. He made one more spurt, failed, surrendered, and passed with
- 1:58:58bowed head. Too late, he thought, immediately, too late? Yet
- 1:59:03was it too late? This step, which he had just been on the
- 1:59:08verge of taking, would very possibly have put things on a sound, free
- 1:59:13and easy basis, and would have restored him to wholesome soberness. But the
- 1:59:17fact was that Aschenbach did not want soberness. His intoxication was too precious.
- 1:59:25Who can explain the stamp and the nature of the artist. Who can understand
- 1:59:30this deep instinctive welding of discipline and license for to be unable to want wholesome
- 1:59:36soberness his license? Aschenbach was no longer given to self criticism, his tastes,
- 1:59:44the mental caliber of his years, his self respect, ripeness, and
- 1:59:48belated simplicity made him unwilling to dismember his motives and to debate whether his impulses
- 1:59:56were the result of conscientiousness nor of dissolution and weakness. He was embarrassed as
- 2:00:02he feared that some one or other, if only the guard on the beach
- 2:00:06must have observed his pursuit and defeat. He was very much afraid of the
- 2:00:12ridiculous. Further, he joked with himself about his comically pious distress. Downed,
- 2:00:18he thought, downed like a rooster with his wings hanging miserably in the
- 2:00:24battle. It really is a god who can, at one side of his
- 2:00:28loveliness, break our courage this way and force down our pride. So thoroughly
- 2:00:34he toyed and skirmished with his emotions, and was far too haughty to be
- 2:00:39afraid of them. He had already ceased thinking about the time when the vacation
- 2:00:45period which he had fixed for himself would expire. The thought of going home
- 2:00:49never even suggested itself. He had sent for an ample supply of money.
- 2:00:55His only concern was with the possible departure of the Polish family. By a
- 2:01:00casual questioning of the hotel barber, he had contrived to learn that these people
- 2:01:05had come here only a short time before his own arrival. The sun browned
- 2:01:11his face and hands. The invigorating salt breezes made him feel fresher. Once
- 2:01:16he had been in the habit of expending on his work every bit of nourishment
- 2:01:20which food, sleep, or nature could provide him. And similarly, now
- 2:01:27he was generous and uneconomical, letting pass off as elation and emotion. All
- 2:01:32the daily strengthening derived from sun, idleness and sea air. His sleep was
- 2:01:39fitful. The preciously uniform days were separated by short nights of happy unrest.
- 2:01:45He did retire early, for at nine o'clock, when Tazio had disappeared from
- 2:01:50the scene, the day seemed over. But at the first gray of dawn
- 2:01:56he was awakened by a gently insistent shock. He suddenly remembered his adventure.
- 2:02:00He could no longer remain in bed. He arose and clad lightly against the
- 2:02:05chill of morning. He sat down by the open window to await the rising
- 2:02:11of the sun. Revived by his sleep, he watched this miraculous event with
- 2:02:15reverence. Sky, earth, and sea still lay in glassy, ghost like
- 2:02:21twilight. A dying star still floated in the emptiness of space, but a
- 2:02:27breeze started up, a winged message from habitations beyond reach, telling that Eros
- 2:02:33was rising beside her husband, and that first sweet reddening in the farthest stretches
- 2:02:39of sky and sea took place by which the sentiency of creation is announced.
- 2:02:45The goddess was approaching the seductress of youth, who stole Cleatus and Cephalus,
- 2:02:50and, despite the envy of all the Olympians, enjoyed the love of handsome
- 2:02:56Orion. A strewing of roses began there on the edge of the world,
- 2:03:00and unutterably pure, glowing and blooming, childish clouds lighted and shined through floated
- 2:03:08like busy little cupids in the rosy bluish mist. Purple fell upon the sea,
- 2:03:14which seemed to be simmering and washing the color towards him. Golden spears
- 2:03:19shot up into the sky from behind the splendor, caught fire silently and with
- 2:03:26godlike power. An intense flame of licking tongues broke out, and with rattling
- 2:03:31hoofs, the brother's sacred chargers mounted the horizon. Lighted by the God's brilliance,
- 2:03:38he sat there, keeping watch alone. He closed his eyes, letting
- 2:03:43this glory play against the lids. Past emotions, precious, early afflictions and
- 2:03:48yearnings, which had been stifled by his rigorous program of living, were now
- 2:03:54returning in such strange new forms, with an embarrassed, astonished smile, he
- 2:04:00recognized them. He was thinking, dreaming slowly, his lips formed a name,
- 2:04:05and, still smiling, with his face turned upwards, hands folded in
- 2:04:11his lap, he fell asleep again in his chair. But the day which
- 2:04:15began with such fiery solemnity, underwent a strange mythical transformation. Where did the
- 2:04:21breeze originate? Which suddenly began playing so gently and insinuatingly, like some whispered
- 2:04:29suggestion about his ears and temples? Little white, choppy clouds stood in the
- 2:04:34sky in scattered clumps, like the pasturing herds of the gods. A stronger
- 2:04:40wind arose, and the steeds of Poseidon came prancing up, and along with
- 2:04:45them the steers which belonged to the blue locked God, bellowing and lowering their
- 2:04:50horns as they ran. Yet among the detritus of the more distant beech waves
- 2:04:57were hopping forward like agile goats. He was caught in the enchantment of a
- 2:05:01sacredly distorted world full of panic life, and he dreamed delicate legends. Often,
- 2:05:09when the sun was sinking behind Venice, he would sit on a bench
- 2:05:13in the park, observing Tazio, who was dressed in a white suit with
- 2:05:17a colored sash, and was playing ball on the smooth gravel. And it
- 2:05:21was Hyacinth that he seemed to be watching, Hyacinth, who was to die
- 2:05:28because two gods loved him. Yes, he felt Zephyr's aching jealousy of the
- 2:05:32rival, who forgot the oracle, the beau, and the lyre in order
- 2:05:38to play forever with this beauty. He saw the discus, guided by a
- 2:05:43pitiless envy, strike the lovely head. He too, growing pale, caught
- 2:05:47the drooping body, and the flower sprung from this sweet blood bore the inscription
- 2:05:54of his unending grief. Nothing is more unusual and strained than the relationship between
- 2:06:00people who know each other only with their eyes, who meet daily, even
- 2:06:05hourly, and yet are compelled by force of custom or their own caprices to
- 2:06:12say no word or make no move of acknowledgment, but to maintain the appearance
- 2:06:16of an aloof unconcern. There is a restlessness and a surcharged curiosity existing between
- 2:06:24them, the hysteria of an unsatisfied, unnaturally repressed desire for acquaintanceship and intercourse.
- 2:06:32And especially there's a kind of tense respect for one person loves and honors
- 2:06:39another so long as he cannot judge him, and desire is an evidence of
- 2:06:44incomplete knowledge. Some kind of familiarity had necessarily to form itself between Oschenbach and
- 2:06:50Jong Tazio, and it gave the elderly man keen pleasure to see that his
- 2:06:57sympathies and interests were not left completely unanswered. For example, when the boy
- 2:07:02appeared on the beach in the morning and was going towards his family's bathing house,
- 2:07:08what had induced him never to use the board walk on the far side
- 2:07:12of it any more, but to stroll along the front path through the sand,
- 2:07:16past Oschenbach's habitual place, and often unnecessarily close to him, almost touching
- 2:07:24his table or his chair. Even did the attraction, the fascination of an
- 2:07:29overpowering emotion have such an effect upon the frail, unthinking object of it.
- 2:07:34Aschenbach watched daily for Tasio to approach, and sometimes he acted as though he
- 2:07:41were occupied when this event was taking place, and he let the boy pass
- 2:07:45unobserved. But at other times he would look up and their glances met.
- 2:07:51They were both in deep earnest when this occurred. Nothing in the elderly man's
- 2:07:56cultivated and dignified expression betrayed any inner movement, but there was a searching look
- 2:08:03in Totsio's eyes, a thoughtful questioning. He began to falter, looked down,
- 2:08:09then looked up again charmingly, and when he had passed something in his
- 2:08:13bearing seemed to indicate that it was only his breeding which kept him from turning
- 2:08:18around once. However, one evening things turned out differently. The Polish children
- 2:08:24and their governess had been missing at dinner in the large hall. Oschenbach had
- 2:08:30noted this uneasily. After the meal. Disturbed by their absence, Oschenbach was
- 2:08:35walking an evening dress and straw hat in front of the hotel at the foot
- 2:08:39of the terrace when suddenly he saw the nun like sisters appear in the light
- 2:08:45of the arc lamp, accompanied by their governess, with Totzio a few steps
- 2:08:48behind. Evidently they were coming from the steamer pier after having dined for some
- 2:08:54reason in the city. It must have been cool on the water. Tazze
- 2:09:00was wearing a dark blue sailor overcoat with gold buttons, and on his head
- 2:09:05he had a cap to match. The sun and sea air had not browned
- 2:09:09him his skin still had the same yellow marble color as at first. It
- 2:09:15even seemed paler today than usual, whether from the coolness or from the blanching
- 2:09:20moonlight of the lamps. His regular eyebrows showed up more sharply, the darkness
- 2:09:26of his eyes were deeper. It is hard to say how beautiful he was,
- 2:09:30and Aschenbach was distressed, as he had often been before, by the
- 2:09:35thought that words can only evaluate sensuous beauty, but not regive it. He
- 2:09:41had not been prepared for this rich spectacle. It came unhoped for. He
- 2:09:46had no time to intrench himself behind an expression of repose and dignity. Pleasure,
- 2:09:52surprise, admiration must have shone on his face as his eyes met those
- 2:09:58of the boy. And at this time, this moment, it happened that
- 2:10:01Tasio smiled, smiled to him eloquently, familiarly, charmingly, without concealment,
- 2:10:09and during the smile his lips slowly opened. It was the smile of Narcissus
- 2:10:13bent over the reflecting water, that deep, fascinated, magnetic smile with which
- 2:10:20he stretches out his arms to the image of his own beauty, a smile
- 2:10:24distorted ever so little distorted at the hopelessness of his efforts to kiss the pure
- 2:10:31lips of the shadow. It was coquettish, inquisitive, and slightly tortured.
- 2:10:37It was infatuated and infatuating. He had received this smile, and he hurried
- 2:10:43away, as though he carried a fatal gift. He was so broken up
- 2:10:48that he was compelled to escape the light of the terrace and the front garden.
- 2:10:52He hastily hunted out the darkness of the park. In the rear,
- 2:10:56strangely indignant and tender admonitions wrung them out of him. You dare not smile
- 2:11:03like that. Listen. No one dares smile like that to another. He
- 2:11:07threw himself down on a bench in a frenzy. He breathed the night smell
- 2:11:13of the vegetation, and, leaning back his arms loose. Overwhelmed with frequent
- 2:11:18chills running through him, he whispered, the fixed formula of desire impossible in
- 2:11:24this case, absurd, abject, ridiculous, and yet holly even in this
- 2:11:31case venerable. I love you. End of chapter four, Chapter five,
- 2:11:39Part one. During his fourth week at the Lido, Gustav Fawaschenbach made several
- 2:11:46sinister observations touching on the world about him. First, it seemed to him
- 2:11:52that as the season progressed, the number of guests at the hotel was diminishing
- 2:11:56rather than increasing. German especially seemed to be dropping away, so that finally
- 2:12:03he heard nothing but foreign sounds at table and on the beach. Then one
- 2:12:09day, in conversation with the barber, whom he visited often, he caught
- 2:12:13a word which startled him. The man had mentioned a German family had left
- 2:12:18soon after their arrival. He added, glibly and flatteringly, but you are
- 2:12:22staying, sir, you have no fear of the plague. Oschenbach looked at
- 2:12:28him, the plague, he repeated. The gossiper was silent, made out
- 2:12:33as though busy with other things, ignored the question. When it was put
- 2:12:39more insistently, he declared that he knew nothing, and with embarrassing volubility,
- 2:12:45he tried to change the subject. That was about noon. In the afternoon
- 2:12:50there was a calm, and Aschenbach rode to Venice under an intense sun,
- 2:12:54for he was driven by a mania to follow the Polish children, whom he
- 2:13:00had seen with their governess taking the road to the steamer pier. He did
- 2:13:03not find the idol at San Marco. But while sitting over his tea at
- 2:13:09his little round iron table on the shady side of the square, he suddenly
- 2:13:13detected a peculiar odour in the air, which, it seemed to him now
- 2:13:18he had noticed for days without being consciously aware of it. The smell was
- 2:13:24sweetish and drug like, suggesting sickness and wounds, and a suspicious cleanliness.
- 2:13:31He tested and examined it thoughtfully, finished his luncheon, and left the square.
- 2:13:35On the side opposite the church, the smell was stronger where the street
- 2:13:39narrowed. On the corners, printed posters were hung, giving municipal warnings against
- 2:13:46certain diseases of the gastric system liable to occur at this season, against the
- 2:13:50eating of oysters and clams, and also against the water of the canals.
- 2:13:56The euphemistic nature of the announcement was palpable. Groups of people had collected in
- 2:14:01silence on the bridges and squares, and the foreigners stood among them, scenting
- 2:14:07and investigating. At a little shop, he inquired about the fatal smell,
- 2:14:13asking the proprietor, who was leaning against his door, surrounded by coral chains
- 2:14:18and imitation amethyst jewelry. The man measured him with heavy eyes and brightened up
- 2:14:24hastily. A matter of precaution, sir, he answered, with a gesture,
- 2:14:28a regulation of the police, which must be taken for what it is
- 2:14:33worth. This weather is oppressive, the siaco is not good for the health.
- 2:14:37In short, you understand an exaggerated prudence. Perhaps Ashenbah thanked him and
- 2:14:43went on also on the steamer back to the Liedo, he caught the smell
- 2:14:48of the disinfectant. Returning to the hotel, he went immediately to the periodical
- 2:14:54stand in the lobby and ran through the papers. He found nothing in the
- 2:15:00foreign language press. The domestic press spoke of rumors, produced hazy statistics,
- 2:15:05repeated official denials, and questioned their truthfulness. This explained the departure of the
- 2:15:11German and Austrian guests. Obviously, the subjects of the other nations knew nothing,
- 2:15:18suspected nothing, were not yet uneasy to keep it quiet. Aschenbach thought
- 2:15:24angrily as he threw the papers back on the table, to keep that quiet.
- 2:15:30But at the same moment he was filled with satisfaction over the adventure that
- 2:15:35was to befall the world about him. For passion like crime is not suited
- 2:15:39to the secure daily rounds of order and well being, and every slackening in
- 2:15:45the bourgeois structure, every disorder and affliction of the world must be held welcome,
- 2:15:50since they bring with them a vague promise of advantage. So Waschenbach felt
- 2:15:56a dark contentment with what was taking place cover of the authorities in the dirty
- 2:16:01alleys of Venice. This wicked secret of the city was welded with his own
- 2:16:07secret, and he too was involved in keeping it hidden. For in his
- 2:16:11infatuation he cared about nothing but the possibility of Tadzio's leaving, and he realized
- 2:16:18with something like terror, that he would not know how to go on living
- 2:16:22if this occurred. Lately, he had not been relying simply on good luck
- 2:16:26and the daily routine. For his chances to be near the boy and look
- 2:16:31at him. He pursued him, stalked him. On Sundays, for instance,
- 2:16:37the poles never appeared on the beach. He guessed that they must be
- 2:16:39attending Mass at San Marco. He hurried there, and, stepping from the
- 2:16:45heat of the square into the golden twilight of the church, he found the
- 2:16:48boy. He was hunting, bowed over a pre dieu praying. Then he
- 2:16:54stood in the background on the cracked mosaic floor, with people on all sides,
- 2:16:58kneel, murmuring and making the sign of the cross, and the compact
- 2:17:03grandeur of this oriental temple weighed heavily on his senses. In front, the
- 2:17:09richly ornamented priest was conducting the office, moving about and singing. Incense pouring
- 2:17:16forth, clouding the weak little flame of the candle on the altar, and
- 2:17:20with the sweet, stuffy sacrificial odor another seemed to commingle faintly the smell of
- 2:17:26the infested city. But through the smoke and the sparkle, Aschenbach saw how
- 2:17:33the boy there in front turned his head, hunted him out, and looked
- 2:17:37at him. When the crowd was streaming out through the opened portals into the
- 2:17:41brilliant square with its swarms of pigeons, the lover hid in the vestibule.
- 2:17:46He kept trader cover. He lay in wait. He saw the poles quit
- 2:17:52the church, saw how the children took ceremonious leave of their mother, and
- 2:17:56how she turned toward the piazzetta on her way home. He made sure that
- 2:18:01the boy the nun like sisters and the governess took the road to the right,
- 2:18:05through the gateway of the dock tower and into the Mercharia, and after
- 2:18:09giving them a slight start, he followed followed them furtively on their walk through
- 2:18:15Venice. He had to stand still when they stopped, had to take flight
- 2:18:20in shops and courts to let them pass. When they looked back, he
- 2:18:24lost them. Hot and exhausted, he hunted them over bridges and down dirty,
- 2:18:28blind alleys, and he underwent minutes of deadly agony when suddenly he saw
- 2:18:33them coming towards him in a narrow passage where escape was impossible. Yet it
- 2:18:39could not be said that he suffered. He was drunk, and his steps
- 2:18:43followed the promptings of the daemon, who delights in treading human reason and dignity
- 2:18:48under foot. In one place, Tasio and his companions took a gondola,
- 2:18:54and shortly after they had pushed off from the shore, Aschenbach, who had
- 2:18:58hidden behind them some structure a well while they were climbing in, now did
- 2:19:03the same. He spoke in a hurried undertone as he directed the rower with
- 2:19:09the promise of a generous tip to follow unnoticed and at a distance that gondola,
- 2:19:13which was just rounding the corner, And he thrilled when the man,
- 2:19:18with the roguish willingness of an accomplice assured him in the same tone, that
- 2:19:22his wishes would be carried out, carried out faithfully. Leaning back against the
- 2:19:28soft black cushions, he rocked and glided toward the other black peaked craft,
- 2:19:33where his passion was drawing him. At times it escaped. Then he felt
- 2:19:37worried and uneasy, but his pilot, as though skilled in such commissions,
- 2:19:43was always able, through sly maneuvers, speedy diagonals, and short cuts,
- 2:19:48to bring the quest into view again. The air was quiet and smelly.
- 2:19:52The sun burned down strong through the slate colored mist. Water slapped against the
- 2:19:58wood and stone. The call of the gondolier, half warning, half greeting,
- 2:20:03was answered with a strange obedience. Far away in the silence of the
- 2:20:07labyrinth, white and purple umbels with the scent of almonds, hung down from
- 2:20:13little elevated gardens over crumbling walls. Arabian window casings were outlined through the murkiness.
- 2:20:20The marble steps of a church descended into the water. A beggar squatted
- 2:20:24there, protesting his misery, holding out his hat and showing the whites of
- 2:20:30his eyes as though he were blind. An antiquarian in front of his den
- 2:20:35fawned on the passer by and invited him to stop, in the hopes of
- 2:20:39swindling him. That was Venice, the flatteringly and suspiciously beautiful, this city,
- 2:20:46half legend, half snare for strangers. In his foul air art once
- 2:20:50flourished gluttonously, and had suggested to its musicians suggestive notes which cradle and lull.
- 2:20:58The adventurer felt as though his eyes were taking him in this same luxury,
- 2:21:03as though his ears were being won by just such melodies. He recalled,
- 2:21:07too, that the city was diseased and was concealing through this greed,
- 2:21:13and he peered more eagerly after the retreating gondola. Thus, in his infatuation,
- 2:21:18he wanted simply to pursue uninterrupted the object that aroused him to dream of
- 2:21:24it when it was not there, and, after the fashion of lovers,
- 2:21:28to speak softly to its mere outline. Loneliness, strangeness, and the joy
- 2:21:35of a deep belated intoxication encouraged him and prompted him to accept even the remotest
- 2:21:41things without reserve or shame, with the result that as he returned late in
- 2:21:46the evening from Venice, he stopped on the second floor of the hotel before
- 2:21:50the door of the boy's room, laid his head in utter drunkenness against the
- 2:21:54hinge of the door, and for a long time could not drag himself away.
- 2:22:00Despite the danger of being caught and embarrassed in such a mad situation,
- 2:22:05yet there were still moments of relief when he came partly to his senses,
- 2:22:11where too he would think alarmed, where too, like every man whose natural
- 2:22:16abilities stimulate an aristocratic interest in his ancestry, he was accustomed to think of
- 2:22:22his forebears in connection with the accomplishments and successes of his life, to assure
- 2:22:28himself of their approval, their satisfaction, their undeniable respect. He thought of
- 2:22:33them, now, entangled as he was, in such an illicit experience,
- 2:22:39caught in such exotic transgressions. He thought of their characteristic rigidity of principle,
- 2:22:45their scrupulous masculinity, and he smiled dejectedly. What would they say? But
- 2:22:52then, what would they have said to his whole life, which was almost
- 2:22:56degenerate in its departure from theirs under the bane of art, a life against
- 2:23:01which he himself had once issued such youthful mockeries out of loyalty to his fathers,
- 2:23:07but which at bottom had been so much like theirs he too had served.
- 2:23:13He too had been a soldier and a warrior, like many of them.
- 2:23:16For art was a war, a destructive battle, and one was not
- 2:23:20equal to it for long these days. A life of self conquest and of
- 2:23:26in spite offs, a rigid, sober and unyielding life which he had formed
- 2:23:31into the symbol of a delicate and timely heroism. He might well call it
- 2:23:35masculine or brave, And it almost seemed as though the eros mastering him were
- 2:23:41somehow peculiarly adapted and inclined to such a life. Had not this eros stood
- 2:23:48in high repute among the bravest of peoples, Was it not true that precisely
- 2:23:52through bravery he had flourished in their cities? Numerous war heroes of antiquity had
- 2:23:58willingly borne his yoke, for nothing was deemed a disgrace which the God imposed,
- 2:24:05an act which would have been rebuked as the sign of cowardice if they
- 2:24:09had been done for other purposes. Prostrations, oaths, entreaties, abjectness.
- 2:24:15Such things did not bring shame upon the lover, but rather he reaped praise
- 2:24:18for them. In this way, his infatuation determined the course of his thoughts.
- 2:24:24In this way he tried to uphold himself to preserve his respect, but
- 2:24:30at the same time, selfish and calculating, he turned his attention to the
- 2:24:35unclean transactions here in Venice, this adventure of the outer world, which conspired
- 2:24:41darkly with his own, and which fed his passion with vague, lawless hopes.
- 2:24:46Bent on getting reliable news of the condition and progress of the pestilence,
- 2:24:52he ransacked the local papers in the city cafes, as they had been missing
- 2:24:56from the reading table of the hotel lobby for several days. Days Now,
- 2:25:01statements alternated with disavowals. The number of the sick and dead was supposed to
- 2:25:05reach twenty forty or even a hundred and more, and immediately afterwards every instance
- 2:25:13of the plague would be either flatly denied or attributed to completely isolated cases which
- 2:25:18had crept in from the outside. There were scattered admonitions, protests against the
- 2:25:24dangerous conduct of foreign authorities, certainty was impossible. Nevertheless, the lone man
- 2:25:31felt especially entitled to participate in the secret, and although he was excluded,
- 2:25:35he derived a grotesque satisfaction from putting embarrassing questions to those who did know,
- 2:25:43and as they were pledged to silence, forcing them into deliberate lies. One
- 2:25:48day, at breakfast in the large dining hall, he entered into a conversation
- 2:25:52with the manager, that softly treading little man in the French frock coat,
- 2:25:56who was moving amiably and solicitously about among the diners, and had stopped at
- 2:26:01Aschenbach's table for a few passing words. Just why, the guest asked,
- 2:26:07negligently and casually had disinfectants become so prevalent in venice recently? It has to
- 2:26:13do, was the evasive answer, with a police regulation, and is intended
- 2:26:20to prevent any inconveniences or disturbances to the public health which might result from the
- 2:26:24exceptionally warm and threatening weather. The police are to be congratulated, Aschenbach answered,
- 2:26:33and after the exchange of a few remarks on the weather, the manager
- 2:26:37left. Yet that same day, in the evening, after dinner, it
- 2:26:41happened that a little band of strolling singers from the city gave a performance in
- 2:26:46the front garden of the hotel. Two men and two women. They stood
- 2:26:50by the iron post of an arc lamp and turned their whitened faces up towards
- 2:26:56the large terrace, where the guests were enjoying this folk recital over their coffee
- 2:27:01and cooling drinks. The hotel personnel, bell boys, waiters and clerks from
- 2:27:07the office could be seen listening by the doors of the vestibule. The Russian
- 2:27:11family, eager and precise in their amusements, had had wicker chairs placed in
- 2:27:16the garden in order to be nearer the performers, and they were sitting here
- 2:27:20in an appreciative semicircle. Behind the ladies and gentlemen in her turban like kerchief
- 2:27:28stood the old slave mandolin. Guitar, harmonica and a squeaky violin were responding
- 2:27:35to the touch of the virtuoso beggars. Instrumental numbers alternated with songs, as
- 2:27:41when the younger of the women, with a sharp trembling voice, joined with
- 2:27:45the sweetly falsetto tenor in a languishing love duet. But the real talent and
- 2:27:50leader of the group was undoubtedly the other of the two men, the one
- 2:27:54with the guitar. He was a kind of buffo baritone with not much of
- 2:28:00a voice, although he did have a gift for pantomime and a remarkable comic
- 2:28:03energy. Often with his large instrument under his arm, he would leave the
- 2:28:09rest of the group, and, still acting, would intrude on the platform,
- 2:28:13where his antics were rewarded with encouraging laughter. Especially the Russians in their
- 2:28:18seats down front, seemed to be enchanted with so much Southern mobility, and
- 2:28:24their applause incited him to let himself out more and more boldly and assertively.
- 2:28:31Aschenbach set on the balustrade, cooling his lips now and then with a mixture
- 2:28:35of pomegranate juice and soda, which glowed ruby red in his glass in front
- 2:28:39of him. His nerves took in the miserable notes, the vulgar crooning melodies
- 2:28:46for passion blames the sense of discrimination and surrenders in all seriousness to appeals which,
- 2:28:52in sober moments are either humorously allowed for or rejected with annoyance At the
- 2:28:58clown's antik. His features bad twisted into a set painful smile. He sat
- 2:29:05there relaxed, although inwardly, he was intensely awake. For six paces from
- 2:29:09him, Tazio was leaning against the stone hand rail in the white belted coat
- 2:29:16which he often wore at meal times. He was standing in a position of
- 2:29:20spontaneous and inborn gracefulness, his left forearm on the railing feet, crossed the
- 2:29:26right hand on a supporting hip, and he looked down at the street singers
- 2:29:31with an expression which was hardly a smile, but only in a loof curiosity,
- 2:29:35a polite amiability. Often he would stand erect, and expanding his chest,
- 2:29:41would draw the white smock down under his leather belt with a beautiful gesture.
- 2:29:46And then too the aging man observed with a tumult of fright and triumph,
- 2:29:52how he would often turn his head over the left shoulder in the direction
- 2:29:56of his admirer, carefully and hesitatingly, or even with abruptness, as though
- 2:30:01to attack. By surprise, he did not meet Ashenbach's eyes, for a
- 2:30:07mean precaution compelled the transgressor to keep from staring at him. In the background
- 2:30:11of the terrace, the women who guarded Tatsio were sitting, and things had
- 2:30:16reached a point where the lover had to fear that he might be noticed and
- 2:30:20suspected. Yes, he had often observed with a kind of numbness. Now,
- 2:30:26when Totsio was near him on the beach in the hotel lobby in the
- 2:30:30Piazza San Marco, they called him back. They were set on keeping him
- 2:30:33at a distance, and this wounded him frightfully, causing his pride unknown tortures
- 2:30:39which his conscience would not permit him to evade. Meanwhile, the guitar player
- 2:30:45had begun a solo to his own accompaniment, a street ballad popular throughout Italy.
- 2:30:50It had several trophs, and the entire company joined each time in the
- 2:30:54refrain, all singing and playing, while he managed to give a plastic and
- 2:31:00dramatic twist to the performance of slight build with thin and impoverished features. He
- 2:31:05stood on the gravel apart from his companions, in an attitude of insolent bravado,
- 2:31:11his shabby felt hat on the back of his head, so that a
- 2:31:15bunch of his red hair jutted out from under the brim, and to the
- 2:31:20thrumbing of the strings, he flung his jokes up at the terrace in a
- 2:31:24penetrating recitative, while the veins were swelling on his forehead from the exertion of
- 2:31:28his performance. He did not seem a Venetian stock, but rather of the
- 2:31:33race of Neapolitan comedians, half pimp, half entertainer, brutal and audacious,
- 2:31:39dangerous and amusing. His songs were stupid enough so far as the words went,
- 2:31:46but in his mouth, by his gestures, the movements of his body,
- 2:31:50the way of blinking significantly and letting the tongue play across his lips,
- 2:31:56it acquired something ambiguous, something vaguely repulsive. In addition to the customary civilian
- 2:32:01dress, he was wearing a sports shirt, and his skinny neck protruded above
- 2:32:07the soft collar, bearing a noticeably large and active Adam's apple. He was
- 2:32:11pale and snub nosed. It was hard to fix an age to his beardless
- 2:32:16features, which seemed furrowed with grimaces and depravity, and the two wrinkles standing
- 2:32:22arrogantly, harshly, almost savagely between his reddish eyebrows were strangely suited to the
- 2:32:28smirk on his mobile lips. Yet what really prompted the lonely man to pay
- 2:32:33him keen attention was the observation that the questionable figure seemed also to provide its
- 2:32:39own questionable atmosphere, for each time they came to the refrain, the singer,
- 2:32:46amid buffoonery and familiar handshakes, began a grotesque circular march, which brought
- 2:32:50him immediately beneath Aschenbach's place, And each time this happened, there blew up
- 2:32:56to the terrace from his clothes and body a strong, long carbolic smell.
- 2:33:03End of Chapter five, Part one, Chapter five, Part two. After
- 2:33:09the song was ended, he began collecting money. He started with the Russians,
- 2:33:15who were evidently willing to spend, and then came up the stairs.
- 2:33:20Up here he showed himself just as humble as he had been bold during the
- 2:33:24performance. Cringing and bowing, He stole about among the tables, and a
- 2:33:30smile of obsequious cunning exposed his strong teeth, while the two wrinkles still stood
- 2:33:35ominously between his red eyebrows. This singular character collecting money to live on.
- 2:33:43They eyed him with a curiosity and a kind of repugnance. They tossed coins
- 2:33:48into his felt hat with the tips of their fingers, and were careful not
- 2:33:52to touch him. The elimination of the physical distance between the comedian and the
- 2:33:58audience, no matter how great the enjoyment may have been, always causes a
- 2:34:03certain uneasiness. He felt it and tried to excuse it by groveling. He
- 2:34:07came up to Oshenbach and along with him the smell, which no one else
- 2:34:13seemed concerned about. Listen, the reclose said, in an undertone, almost
- 2:34:20mechanically, they are disinfecting Venice. Why, the jester answered, hoarsely,
- 2:34:26on account of the police. That is a precaution, sir, with such
- 2:34:31heat and the sirocco. The sirocco is oppressive. It is not good for
- 2:34:35the health. He spoke, as though astonished that anyone could ask such things,
- 2:34:41and demonstrated with his open hand how oppressive the sirocco was. Then there
- 2:34:46is no plague in Venice, Oschenbach asked quietly between his teeth. The clown's
- 2:34:52muscular features fell into a grimace of comical embarrassment. A plague, what kind
- 2:34:58of plague? Perhaps our police are a plague, you like to joke,
- 2:35:03A plague of all things, A precautionary measure, you understand, a police
- 2:35:09regulation against the effects of the oppressive weather. He gesticulated very well, Maschenbach
- 2:35:16said several times curtly and quietly, and he quickly dropped an unduly large coin
- 2:35:22into the hat. Then with his eyes he signaled the man to leave.
- 2:35:28He obeyed, smirking and bowing. But he had not reached the stairs before
- 2:35:33two hotel employees threw themselves upon him, and, with their faces close to
- 2:35:37his, began a whispered cross examination. He shrugged his shoulders, he gave
- 2:35:43assurances, He swore that he had kept quiet. That was evident. He
- 2:35:48was released, and he returned to the garden. Then, after a short
- 2:35:52conference with his companions, he stepped out once more for a final song of
- 2:35:58thanks and leave tom. It was a rousing song which the recluse never recalled
- 2:36:03having heard before, a big number, an incomprehensible dialect with a laugh refrain,
- 2:36:11in which the troop joined regularly at the tops of their voices. At
- 2:36:15this point, both the words and the accompaniment of the instruments stopped, with
- 2:36:20nothing left but a laugh, which was somehow arranged rhythmically, although very naturally
- 2:36:24done, and the soloist especially showed great talent in giving it a most deceptive
- 2:36:31vitality. At the renewal of his professional distance from the audience, he had
- 2:36:37recovered all his boldness again, and the artificial laugh that he directed up towards
- 2:36:41the terrace was derisive. Even before the end of the articulate portion of the
- 2:36:46strophy, he seemed to struggle against an irresistible tickling. He gulped, his
- 2:36:52voice trembled, He pressed his hand over his mouth, He contorted his shoulders,
- 2:36:58and at the proper moment the ungovernable laugh broke out of him, burst
- 2:37:03into such real cackles that it was infectious and communicated itself to the audience,
- 2:37:09so that on the terrace also an unfounded hilarity, living off itself alone,
- 2:37:15started up. But this seemed to double the singer's exuberance. He bent his
- 2:37:20knees, he slapped his thighs, He nearly split himself. He no longer
- 2:37:24laughed, He shrieked. He pointed up with his finger, as though nothing
- 2:37:28were more comic than the laughing guests there. And finally, everyone in the
- 2:37:33garden and on the verandah was laughing, even to the waiters, bellboys,
- 2:37:39and house servants in the doorways. Aschenbach was no longer resting in his chair.
- 2:37:45He sat upright as if attempting to defend himself or to escape. But
- 2:37:50the laughter, the whiffs of the hospital smell, and the boy's nearness combined
- 2:37:56to put him into a trance that held his mind and his senses hopelessly captive
- 2:38:01in the general movement and distraction. He ventured to glance across at Tasio,
- 2:38:07and as he did so, he dared observe that the boy, in reply
- 2:38:11to his glance, was equally serious. Much as though he had muddeled his
- 2:38:16conduct and expression after those of one man, and the prevalent mood had no
- 2:38:22effect on him, since this one man was not part of it. This
- 2:38:26portentous, childish obedience had something so disarming and overpowering about it that the gray
- 2:38:33haired man could hardly restrain himself from burying his face in his hands. It
- 2:38:39had also seemed to him that Toadsio's occasional stretching and quick breathing indicated a complaint,
- 2:38:46a congestion of the lungs. He is sickly. He will probably not
- 2:38:50grow old, he thought repeatedly, With that positiveness which is often a peculiar
- 2:38:56relief to desire and passion, and along with pure solitude, he had a
- 2:39:01feeling of rakish gratification. Meanwhile, the Venetians had ended and were leaving.
- 2:39:07Applause accompanied them, and their leader did not miss the opportunity to cover his
- 2:39:13retreat with further jests. His bows the kisses he blew were laughed at,
- 2:39:20and so he doubled them. When his companions were already gone, he acted
- 2:39:24as though he had hurt himself by backing into a lamp post, and he
- 2:39:28crept through the gate seemingly crippled with pain. Then he suddenly threw off the
- 2:39:33mask of comic hard Luck, stood upright, hurried away, jauntily, stuck
- 2:39:39out his tongue insolently at the guests on the terrace, and slipped into the
- 2:39:43darkness. The company was breaking up. Tasio had been missing from the balustrade
- 2:39:50for some time, but to the displeasure of the waiters, the lonely man
- 2:39:54sat for a long while over the remains of his pomegranate drink. Night advanced
- 2:40:00time was crumbling in the house of his parents many years back, there had
- 2:40:05been an hour glass. Of a sudden, he saw the fragile and expressive
- 2:40:09instrument again, as though it were standing in front of him. Fine and
- 2:40:13noiseless, The rust red sand was running through the glass neck, and since
- 2:40:18it was getting low in the upper half, a speedy little vortex had been
- 2:40:22formed there. As early as the following day in the afternoon, he had
- 2:40:28made new progress in his obstinate baiting of the people he met, and this
- 2:40:33time he had all possible success. He walked from the piazza of Saint Mark's
- 2:40:39into the English Traveling Bureau located there, and after changing some money at the
- 2:40:43cash desk, he put on the expression of a distrustful foreigner and launched his
- 2:40:48fatal question at the attendant clerk. He was a Britisher. He wore a
- 2:40:54woolen suit and was still young, with close set eyes, and had that
- 2:40:58characteristic stolid reliability which is so peculiar and strikingly appealing in the tricky, nimble
- 2:41:05witted South. He began no reason for alarm, Sir, a regulation without
- 2:41:11any serious significance. Such measures are often taken to anticipate the unhealthy effects of
- 2:41:18the heat and the sirocco. But as he raised his blue eyes, he
- 2:41:22met the stare of the foreigner, attired and somewhat unhappy stare focused on his
- 2:41:28lips with a touch of scorn. Then the Englishman blushed at least, he
- 2:41:33continued in an emotional undertone. That is the official explanation which people are content
- 2:41:39to accept. I will admit there is something more behind it. And then,
- 2:41:45in his frank and leisurely manner, he told the truth. For several
- 2:41:50years now, Indian cholera had shown a heightened tendency to spread and migrate.
- 2:41:56Hatched in the warm swamps of the Ganges Delta, rising with the noxious breath
- 2:42:01of that luxuriant, unfit primitive world and island wilderness which is shunned by humans,
- 2:42:07and where the tiger crouches in the bamboo thickets. The plague had raged
- 2:42:11continuously and with unusual strength in Hindustan, had reached eastwards to China, westwards
- 2:42:18to Afghanistan and Persia, and following the chief caravan roots had carried its terrors
- 2:42:24to Astrachin and even to Moscow. But while Europe was trembling, lest the
- 2:42:31specter continue its advance from there across the country, it had been transported over
- 2:42:37the sea by Syrian merchantmen and had turned up almost simultaneously in several Mediterranean ports.
- 2:42:43Had raised its head in too long and Malaga had shown its mask several
- 2:42:48times in Palermo and Naples, and seemed permanently entrenched through Calabria and Apulia.
- 2:42:56The north of the peninsula had been spared. Yet in the middle of this
- 2:43:01May, in Venice, the frightful vibriuns were found on one and the same
- 2:43:05day in the blackish wasted bodies of a cabin boy and a woman who sold
- 2:43:11green groceries. The cases were kept secret, but within a week there were
- 2:43:16ten twenty thirty more and in various sections. The man from the Austrian provinces,
- 2:43:22who had made a pleasure trip to Venice for a few days, returned
- 2:43:26to his hometown and died with unmistakable symptoms, and that is how the first
- 2:43:31reports of the pestilence in the Lagoon city got into the German newspapers. The
- 2:43:37Venetian authorities answered that the city's health conditions had never been better and took the
- 2:43:43most necessary preventive measures, But probably the food supply had been infected, denied
- 2:43:50and glossed over. Death was eating its way along the narrow streets, and
- 2:43:54its dissemination was especially favored by the premature summer heat, which made the water
- 2:44:01of the Canal's lukewarm. Yes, it seemed as though the plague had got
- 2:44:05renewed strength, as though the tenacity and fruitfulness of its stimuli had doubled.
- 2:44:11Cases of recovery were rare. Out of one hundred attacks, eighty were fatal
- 2:44:16and in the most horrible manner. For the plague moved with utter savagery and
- 2:44:22often showed that most dangerous form, which is called the drying water from the
- 2:44:28blood vessels collected in pockets, and the blood was unable to carry this off.
- 2:44:33Within a few hours, the victim was parched, his blood became as
- 2:44:37thick as glue, and he stifled amid cramps and hoarse groans. Lucky for
- 2:44:43him, if, as sometimes happened, the attack took the form of a
- 2:44:48like discomfiture, followed by a profound coma from which he seldom or never awakened.
- 2:44:54At the beginning of June, the pest house of the Ausbudale Chivico had
- 2:44:58quietly filled. There was not much room left in the two orphan asylums,
- 2:45:03and a frightfully active commerce was kept up between the wharf of the Fundamenta Nuova
- 2:45:09and Saint Michel, the burial island but there was the fear of a general
- 2:45:15drop in prosperity. The recently opened art exhibit in the public gardens was to
- 2:45:20be considered, along with the heavy losses which, in case of panic or
- 2:45:24unfavorable rumors, would threaten business, the hotels, the entire elaborate system for
- 2:45:31exploiting foreigners. And as these considerations evidently carried more weight than love of truth
- 2:45:37or respect for international agreements, the city authorities upheld obstinately their policy of silence
- 2:45:45and denial. The chief health officer had resigned from his post and indignation,
- 2:45:50and been promptly replaced by a more tractable personality. The people knew this,
- 2:45:56and the corruption of their superiors, together with the predominating insecurity, the exceptional
- 2:46:03condition into which the prevalence of death had plunged the city, induced a certain
- 2:46:07demoralization of the lower classes, encouraging shady and antisocial impulses, which manifested themselves
- 2:46:16in license profligacy, and a rising crime wave. Contrary to custom, many
- 2:46:22drunkards were seen in the evenings. It was said that at night, nasty
- 2:46:26mobs made the streets unsafe. Burglaries and even murders became frequent, for it
- 2:46:31had already been proved on two occasions that persons who had presumably fallen victim to
- 2:46:37the plague had in reality been dispatched by poison by their own relatives. And
- 2:46:43professional debauchery assumed abnormal and obtrusive proportions such as had never been known here before,
- 2:46:50and to an extent which is usually found only in southern parts of the
- 2:46:54country and in the Orient. The Englishmen announced the final verdict on these facts.
- 2:47:03You would do well, he concluded, to leave to day rather than
- 2:47:05tomorrow. It cannot be much more than a couple of days before a quarantine
- 2:47:11zone is declared. Thank you, Aschenbach said, and left the office.
- 2:47:18The square lay sunless and stifling. Unsuspecting foreigners sat in front of the cafes,
- 2:47:24or stood among the pigeons in front of the church, and watched the
- 2:47:28swarms of birds flapping their wings, crowding one another, and pecking at grains
- 2:47:33of corn offered them in open palms. The recluse was feverishly excited, triumphant
- 2:47:39in his possession of the truth, but it had left him with a bad
- 2:47:43taste in his mouth and a weird horror in his heart. As he walked
- 2:47:48up and down the flagstones of the gorgeous court. He was weighing in action
- 2:47:52which would meet the situation and would absolve him. This evening, after dinner,
- 2:47:58he could approach the woman with the pearls and make her a speech.
- 2:48:01He had figured it out word for word. Permit a foreigner, madam,
- 2:48:07to give you some useful advice, a warning which is being withheld from you
- 2:48:11through self interest. Leave immediately with Tasio and your daughters. Venice is full
- 2:48:16of the plague. Then he could lay a farewell hand on the head of
- 2:48:22this tool of a mocking divinity, turn away and flee this morass. But
- 2:48:28he felt at the same time that he was very far from seriously desiring such
- 2:48:31a move. He would retract it, would disengage himself from it. But
- 2:48:37when we are distracted, we loathe most the thought of retracing our steps.
- 2:48:43He recalled a white building ornamented with inscriptions, which glistened in the evening,
- 2:48:48and in whose transparent mysticism his mind's eye had lost itself. And then that
- 2:48:54strange wanderer's form which had awakened in the aging man, the roving hanker of
- 2:49:00youth. After the foreign and the remote, and the thought of return,
- 2:49:05the thought of prudence and soberness, effort, mastery, disgusted him to such
- 2:49:09an extent that his face was distorted with an expression of physical nausea. It
- 2:49:16must be kept silent, he whispered heavily. I will keep silent. The
- 2:49:22consciousness of his share in the facts and the guilt intoxicated him, much as
- 2:49:26a little wine intoxicates a tired brain. The picture of the diseased and neglected
- 2:49:33city hovering desolately before him aroused vague hopes beyond the bounds of reason, but
- 2:49:39with an egregious sweetness. What was the scant happiness he had dreamed of a
- 2:49:45moment ago, compared with these expectations, What were art and virtue worth to
- 2:49:50him? Over against the advantages of chaos? He kept silent and remained in
- 2:49:56venice. This same night he had a frightful dream, if one can designate
- 2:50:01as a dream, a bodily and mental experience, which occurred to him in
- 2:50:07the deepest sleep, completely independent of him and with a physical realness, although
- 2:50:13he never saw himself present or moving about among the incidents, but their stage
- 2:50:18rather was his soul itself, and they broke in from without, trampling down
- 2:50:22his resistance, a profound and spiritual resistance by sheer force. And when they
- 2:50:30had passed through, they left his substance, the culture of his lifetime crushed
- 2:50:35and annihilated behind them. It began with anguish, anguish and desire, and
- 2:50:41a frightened curiosity as to what was coming. It was night, and his
- 2:50:46senses were on the watch. From far off, a grumble an uproar was
- 2:50:50approaching, a jumble of noises, clanking, blaring, and dull thunder,
- 2:50:56with shrill shouts than a definite whine in a long out yew sound. All
- 2:51:01this was sweetly, ominously interspersed and dominated by the deep cooing of wickedly persistent
- 2:51:09flutes which charmed the bowels in a shamelessly penetrative manner. But he knew one
- 2:51:15word. It was veiled, and yet would name what was approaching, the
- 2:51:20foreign god. Vaporous fire began to glow. Then he recognized mountains like those
- 2:51:26about his summer house, and in the scattered light from high up in the
- 2:51:31woods, among tree trunks and crumbling moss grown rocks, people beasts, a
- 2:51:37throng, a raging mob, plunged, twisting and whirling downwards, then made
- 2:51:41the hill swarm with bodies, flames, tumult, and a riotous round dance.
- 2:51:48Women tripped by overlong fur draperies which hung from their waists, were holding
- 2:51:54up tambourines and beating on them. Their groaning heads flung back. The others
- 2:52:00swung sparking firebrands and bare daggers, or wore hissing snakes about the middle of
- 2:52:05their bodies, or shrieking held their breasts in their two hands. Men with
- 2:52:11horns on their foreheads, shaggy haired girded with hides, bent back their necks
- 2:52:16and raised their arms and thighs, clashed brass cymbals and beat furiously at kettle
- 2:52:22drums, while smooth boys prodded he goats with wreathed sticks, climbing on their
- 2:52:28horns and falling off with shouts when they bounded. And the Baccans wailed the
- 2:52:33word with the soft consonants and the drawn out ue sound at once sweet and
- 2:52:39savage, like nothing ever heard before. In one place, it rang out
- 2:52:45as though piped into the air by stags, and it was echoed in another
- 2:52:50by many voices. In wild triumph with it. They incited one another to
- 2:52:54dance and to fling out their arms and legs. And it was never silent,
- 2:53:00but everything was pierced and dominated by the deep, coaxing flute. He
- 2:53:05who was fighting against this experience, did it not coax him too, with
- 2:53:09its shameless penetration into the feast and the excesses of the extreme sacrifice. His
- 2:53:16repugnance, his fear were keen. He was honorably set on defending himself to
- 2:53:22the very last against the barbarian, the foe to intellectual poise and dignity.
- 2:53:28But the noise, the howling, multiplied by the resonant walls of the hills,
- 2:53:33grew, took the upper hand, swelled to a fury of rapture.
- 2:53:39Odors oppressed the senses, the pungent smell of the bucks, the scent of
- 2:53:43moist bodies, and a waft of stagnant water, with another smell, something
- 2:53:48familiar, the smell of wounds and prevalent disease. At the beating of the
- 2:53:54drum, his heart fluttered, his head was spinning. He was caught in
- 2:53:58a frenzy, in a blinding, deafening lewdness, and he yearned to join
- 2:54:03the ranks of the god. The obscene symbol huge wooden was uncovered and raised
- 2:54:09up. Then they howled the magic word with more abandon Foaming at the mouth,
- 2:54:16they raged teased one another with ruddish gestures and caressing hands, laughing and
- 2:54:20groaning. They stuck the goats into one another's flesh and licked the blood from
- 2:54:26their limbs. But the dreamer now was with them, in them, and
- 2:54:31he belonged to the foreign God. Yes, they were he himself. As
- 2:54:35they hurled themselves, biting and tearing upon the animals, got entangled in steaming
- 2:54:41rags and fell in promiscuous unions on the torn moss and sacrifice to their god,
- 2:54:48and his soul tasted the unchastity and fury of decay. End of Chapter
- 2:54:54five, Part two, Chapter five three. When he awakened from the affliction
- 2:55:03of this dream, he was unnerved, shattered, and hopelessly under the power
- 2:55:07of the demon. He no longer avoided the inquisitive glances of other people.
- 2:55:13He did not care if he was exciting their suspicions. And as a matter
- 2:55:16of fact, they were fleeing, traveling elsewhere. Numerous bathing houses stood empty.
- 2:55:22The occupants of the dining hall became more and more scattered, and in
- 2:55:26the city now one rarely saw foreigner. The truth seemed to have leaked out.
- 2:55:33The panic, despite the reticence of those whose interests were involved, seemed
- 2:55:37no longer avoidable. But the woman with the pearls remained with her family,
- 2:55:43either because the rumors had not yet reached her, or because she was too
- 2:55:46proud and fearless to heed them. Tadzio remained, and to Oshenbach, in
- 2:55:52his infatuation, it seemed at times as though flight and death might remove all
- 2:55:58the disturbing elements of life around them. And he stayed here alone with the
- 2:56:03boy yes by the sea in the forenoon, when his eyes rested heavily,
- 2:56:09irresponsibly, unwaveringly on the thing he coveted, or when as the day was
- 2:56:15ending, he followed shamelessly after him through the streets where the hideous death lurked
- 2:56:20in secret. At such times, the atrocious seemed to him, rich in
- 2:56:24possibilities and laws of morality, had dropped away, like any lover he wanted
- 2:56:31to please, and he felt a bitter anguish lest it might not be possible.
- 2:56:35He added bright, youthful details to his dress. He put on jewels,
- 2:56:41and used perfumes. During the day, he often spent much time over
- 2:56:46his toilet and came to the table strikingly dressed, excited and in suspense.
- 2:56:52In the light of the sweet youthfulness which had done this to him, he
- 2:56:56detested his aging body. The sight of his gray hair, his sharp features
- 2:57:01plunged him into shame and hopelessness. It induced him to attempt rejuvenating his body
- 2:57:07and appearance. He often visited the hotel barber. Beneath the barber's apron,
- 2:57:15Leaning back in the chair under the gossiper's expert hands, he winced to observe
- 2:57:20his reflection in the mirror. Gray, he said, making a wry face.
- 2:57:26A little the man answered, due entirely to a slight neglect, an
- 2:57:31indifference to outward things, which is conceivable in people of importance. But it
- 2:57:37is not exactly praiseworthy, and all the less so, since such persons are
- 2:57:41above prejudice than matters of nature or art. If the moral objections of certain
- 2:57:48people to the art of cosmetics were to be logically extended to the care of
- 2:57:52the teeth, they would give no slight offense. And after all, we
- 2:57:56are just as old as we feel and unders in some circumstances, gray hair
- 2:58:01would actually stand for more of an untruth than the despised correction. In your
- 2:58:07case, sir, you are entitled to the natural color of your hair.
- 2:58:11Will you permit me simply to return what belongs to you? How is that?
- 2:58:16Aschenbach asked. Then the orator washed his client's hair with two kinds of
- 2:58:22water, one clear and one dark, and it was as black as in
- 2:58:28youth. Following this, he curled it with irons into soft waves, stepped
- 2:58:33back, and eyed his work. All that is left now, he said,
- 2:58:37would be to freshen up the skin a little. And like someone who
- 2:58:41cannot finish, cannot satisfy himself, he passed with quickening energy, from one
- 2:58:48manipulation to another. Aschenbach rested comfortably, incapable of resistance, or rather,
- 2:58:54his hopes aroused by what was taking place in the glass. He saw his
- 2:59:00brows arch more evenly and decisively. His eyes became longer, Their brilliance was
- 2:59:05heightened by a light touching up of the lids a little lower where the skin
- 2:59:11had been leatherish brown. He saw a delicate crimson tint grow beneath a deft
- 2:59:16application of color. His lips bloodless a little while past, became full and
- 2:59:22as red as raspberries. The furrows in the cheeks and about the mouth.
- 2:59:28The wrinkles of the eyes disappeared. Beneath lotions and cream. With a knocking
- 2:59:33heart, he beheld a blossoming youth. Finally, the beauty specialist declared himself
- 2:59:39content after the manner of such people, by obsequiously thanking the man he had
- 2:59:45been serving a trifling assistance, he said, as he applied one parting touch.
- 2:59:52Now the gentleman can fall in love. Unhesitatingly, he walked away,
- 2:59:56fascinated. He was happy as in a dream, Timid and bewildered. His
- 3:00:01necktie was red, His broad brimmed straw hat was trimmed with a variegated band.
- 3:00:09A tepid storm wind had risen. It was raining sparsely and at intervals,
- 3:00:13but the air was damp, thick, and filled with the smell of
- 3:00:16things rotting. All around him, he heard a fluttering, pattering, and
- 3:00:22swishing, and under the fever of his cosmetics, it seemed to him as
- 3:00:26though evil wind spirits were haunting the place, Impure sea birds which rooted and
- 3:00:33gnawed at the food of the condemned and befouled it with their droppings, for
- 3:00:37the sultiness destroyed his appetite, and the fancy suggested itself that the foods were
- 3:00:43poisoned with contaminating substances. Tracking the boy, one afternoon, Haschenbach had plunged
- 3:00:50deep into the tangled center of the diseased city. He was becoming uncertain of
- 3:00:56where he was, since the alleys, waterways, bridge and little squares of
- 3:01:01the labyrinth were all so much alike, and he was no longer even sure
- 3:01:05of directions. He was absorbed with the problem of keeping the pursued figure in
- 3:01:11sight, and driven to disgraceful subterfuges. Flattened himself against walls, hiding behind
- 3:01:18the backs of other people. For a long time, he did not notice
- 3:01:22the weariness, the exhaustion with which emotion and the continual suspense had taxed his
- 3:01:28mind and his body. Tazio walked behind his companions. He always allowed the
- 3:01:35governess and the nun like sisters to precede him in the narrow places, and
- 3:01:39loitering behind alone, he would turn his head occasionally to look over his shoulder
- 3:01:46and make sure by a glance of his peculiarly dark gray eyes that his admirer
- 3:01:50was following. He saw him and did not betray him. Drunk with the
- 3:01:56knowledge of this, lured forward by those eyes, eyes led meekly by his
- 3:02:01passion, the lover stole after his unseemly hope. But finally he was cheated
- 3:02:07and lost sight of him. The poles had crossed a short arching bridge.
- 3:02:11The height of the curve hid them from the pursuer, and when he himself
- 3:02:16had arrived there, he no longer saw them. He hunted for them vainly
- 3:02:20in three directions, straight ahead and to either side, along the narrow,
- 3:02:26dirty wharf. In the end he was so tired and unnerved that he had
- 3:02:31to give up the search. His head was on fire, his body was
- 3:02:35covered with a sticky sweat, his knees trembled. He could no longer endure
- 3:02:41the thirst that was torturing him, and he looked around for some immediate relief.
- 3:02:46From a little vegetable store, he bought some fruit strawberries, soft and
- 3:02:52overly ripe, and he ate them. As he walked. The very charming,
- 3:02:56forsaken little square opened up before him. He recognized it. Here he
- 3:03:01had made his frustrated plans for flight weeks ago. He let himself sink down
- 3:03:07on the steps of the cistern in the middle of the square and laid his
- 3:03:11head against the stone cylinder. It was quiet. Grass was growing up through
- 3:03:16the pavement. Refuse was scattered about among the weather beaten, usually tall houses
- 3:03:22surrounding him. There was one like a palace, with little lion covered balconies
- 3:03:28and gothic windows with blank emptiness behind them. On the ground floor of another
- 3:03:33house was a drug store. Warm gusts of wind occasionally carried the smell of
- 3:03:39carbolic acid. He sat there. He the master, the artist of dignity,
- 3:03:46the author of The Wretch, a work which had, in such accurate
- 3:03:50symbols renounced vagabondage and the depths of misery, had denied all sympathy with the
- 3:03:56engulfed, and had cast out the outcast. The man who had arrived and
- 3:04:01victor over his own knowledge, had outgrown all irony and acclimatized himself to the
- 3:04:07obligations of public confidence. Whose reputation was official, whose name had been knighted,
- 3:04:13and on whose style boys were urged to pattern themselves. He sat there,
- 3:04:20His eyelids were shut only now and then a mocking uneasy side glance slipped
- 3:04:26out from beneath them, and his loose lips set off by the cosmetics formed
- 3:04:31isolated words of the strange dream logic created by his half slumbering brain. For
- 3:04:37beauty, Phaedrus mark me. Beauty alone is both divine and visible at once,
- 3:04:43and thus it is the road of the sensuous. It is, little
- 3:04:48Fiadrus, the road of the artist to the spiritual. But do you now
- 3:04:52believe, my dear, that they can ever attain wisdom and true human dignity,
- 3:04:58for whom the road to the spiritual leads through the senses, Or do
- 3:05:01you believe? Rather, I leave the choice to you, that this is
- 3:05:05a pleasant but perilous road, a really wrong and sinful road which necessarily leads
- 3:05:13astray. For you must know that we poets cannot take the road of beauty
- 3:05:18without having Eros join us and set himself up as our leader. Indeed,
- 3:05:22we may even be heroes after our fashion, and hardened warriors, though we
- 3:05:28be like women, for passion is our exultation, and our desire must remain
- 3:05:33love. That is our pleasure and our disgrace. You now see, do
- 3:05:39you not that we poets cannot be wise and dignified, that we necessarily go
- 3:05:46astray, necessarily remain lesscivious and adventurers in emotion. The mastery of our style
- 3:05:52is all lies and foolishness. Our renown and honor are a farce. The
- 3:05:58confidence of the masses in us is highly ridiculous, and the training of the
- 3:06:03public and of youth through art is a precarious undertaking, which should be forbidden.
- 3:06:09For how indeed could he be a fit instructor who is born with a
- 3:06:13natural leaning towards the precipice. We might well disavow it and reach after dignity,
- 3:06:20But wherever we turn it attracts us. Let us say, renounce the
- 3:06:24dissolvent of knowledge, Since knowledge phaedrus has no dignity or strength. It is
- 3:06:31aware, it understands and pardons, but without reserve and form, it feels
- 3:06:37sympathy with the precipice. It is the precipice. This, then we abandon
- 3:06:41with firmness, and from now on our efforts matter only by their yield of
- 3:06:46beauty or in other words, simplicity, greatness and new rigor form and a
- 3:06:54second type of openness. But form and openness phaedrus lead to an intoxication and
- 3:07:01to desire lead the noble, perhaps into sinister rebels of emotion, which his
- 3:07:05own beautiful rigor rejects as infamous, lead to the precipice. Yes, they
- 3:07:11too, lead to the precipice. They lead us poets. There, I
- 3:07:16say, since we cannot force ourselves, since we can merely let ourselves out.
- 3:07:22And now I am going. Phedrius, you stay here, and when
- 3:07:26you no longer see me, then you go too. A few days later,
- 3:07:31as gustav On Oschenbach was not feeling well, he left the beach hotel
- 3:07:37at a later hour in the morning than usual. He had to fight against
- 3:07:41certain attacks of vertigo, which were only partially physical and were accompanied by a
- 3:07:46pronounced malaise, a feeling of bafflement and hopelessness. While he was not certain
- 3:07:52whether this had to do with conditions outside him or with his own nature.
- 3:07:58In the lobby he noticed a law larch pile of luggage ready for shipment.
- 3:08:03He asked the doorkeeper who it was that was leaving, and heard in answer
- 3:08:07the Polish title, which he had learned secretly. He accepted this without any
- 3:08:13alteration of his sunken features. With that Curt elevation of the head by which
- 3:08:18one acknowledges something he does not need to know. Then he asked. When
- 3:08:24the answer was after lunch. He nodded and went to the beach. It
- 3:08:31was not very inviting. Rippling patches of rain retreated across the wide flat water
- 3:08:37separating the beach from the first long sand bank. An air of autumn,
- 3:08:41of things past their prime, seemed to lie over the pleasure spot, which
- 3:08:46had once been so alive with color and was now almost abandoned. The sand
- 3:08:50was no longer kept clean. A camera, seemingly without an owner, stood
- 3:08:56on its tripod by the edge of the sea, and a black cloth thrown
- 3:09:00over it was flapping noisily in the wind. Tatsio, with the three or
- 3:09:05four companions still left, was moving about to the right in front of his
- 3:09:09family's cabin and midway between the sea and the row of bathing houses, lying
- 3:09:16back in his chair with a robe over his knees. Aschenbach looked at him
- 3:09:20once more. The game, which was not being supervised since the women were
- 3:09:26probably occupied with preparations for the journey, seemed to have no rules, and
- 3:09:31it was degenerating. The stocky boy with the sleek black hair, who was
- 3:09:37called Joshu, had been angered and blinded by sand flung in his face.
- 3:09:41He forced Totsio into a wrestling match, which quickly ended in the fall of
- 3:09:46the beauty, who was weaker. But as though in the hour of parting
- 3:09:50the servile feelings of the inferior had turned to merciless brutality and were trying to
- 3:09:56get vengeance for a long period of slavery, the victor did not let go
- 3:10:01of the boy beneath, but knelt on his back and pressed his face so
- 3:10:05persistently into the sand that Tasio, already breathless from the struggle, was in
- 3:10:11danger of strangling. His attempts to shake off the weight were fitful for moments,
- 3:10:16they stopped entirely and were resumed again as mere twitchings. Enraged Aschenbach was
- 3:10:22about to spring to the rescue when the torturer finally released his victim. Tasio,
- 3:10:28very pale, raised himself half way and sat motionless for several minutes,
- 3:10:35resting on one arm, with rumpled hair and glowering eyes. Then he stood
- 3:10:39up completely and moved slowly away. They called him cheerfully at first, then
- 3:10:46anxiously and imploringly. He did not listen. The swarthy boy, who seemed
- 3:10:50to regret his excesses immediately afterwards, caught up with him and tried to placate
- 3:10:56him. A movement of the shoulder put him at his distance. Tasio went
- 3:11:01down obliquely to the water. He was barefoot and wore his striped linen suit
- 3:11:05with the red bow. He lingered on the edge of the water with his
- 3:11:09head down, drawing figures in the wet sand with one toe. Then he
- 3:11:15went into the shallows, which did not cover his knees in the deepest place,
- 3:11:20crossed them leisurely, and arrived at the sand bank. He stood there
- 3:11:24a moment, his face turned to the open sea. Soon after, he
- 3:11:30began stepping slowly to the left along the narrow stretch of exposed ground, separated
- 3:11:35from the mainland by the expanse of water, separated from his companions by a
- 3:11:41proud moodiness. He moved along a strong, isolated and unrelated figure with fluttering
- 3:11:48hair placed out there in the sea, the wind against the vague mists.
- 3:11:52He stopped once more to look around, and suddenly, as though at some
- 3:11:58recollection some impulse, els with one hand on his hip, he turned the
- 3:12:03upper part of his body in a beautiful twist which began from the base,
- 3:12:07and he looked over his shoulder towards the shore. The watcher sat there as
- 3:12:11he had sat once before, when the first time these twilight gray eyes had
- 3:12:16turned at the doorway and met his own. His head against the back of
- 3:12:22the chair had slowly followed the movements of the boy walking yonder. Now simultaneously
- 3:12:28with his glance. It rose and sank on his breast, so that his
- 3:12:33eyes looked out from beneath, while his face took on the loose, inwardly
- 3:12:37relaxed expression of deep sleep. But it seemed to him as though the pale
- 3:12:43and lovely lure out there were smiling to him, nodding to him, as
- 3:12:48though, removing his hand from his hip he were signaling to come out,
- 3:12:54were vaguely guiding towards egregious promises, and as often before he stood up to
- 3:13:00follow him, some minutes passed before anyone hurried to the aid of the man,
- 3:13:05who had collapsed into one corner of his chair. He was brought to
- 3:13:11his room, and on the same day a respectfully shocked world received the news
- 3:13:16of his death. End of Chapter five. End of Death in Venice by Thomas Mann