Latest / Shades of Murder / 60: Children who Kill - Obsession with a Serial Killer
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- 0:00On July 23rd, 2015 in Elkhart, IN, firefighters arrived at the
- 0:06bizarre scene of an apartment building.
- 0:09Outside, near the door laid a bloody knife.
- 0:12Inside one of the bedrooms they discovered the body of a mother
- 0:17of two. Who was this victim and who was
- 0:20the monster who had murdered her and set the family's house on
- 0:25fire? Hello and welcome to Shades of
- 1:09Murder. I'm your host, Alita Caldwell.
- 1:12In this podcast, I discuss cases of murder from around the world
- 1:17and throughout history, attempting to unravel the layers
- 1:21of darkness that help make humans and are monsters.
- 1:25Please be forewarned that each episode contains specific and at
- 1:30times very graphic and disturbing details of the case.
- 1:34This show is not intended for all audiences and listener
- 1:37discussion is strongly advised. Late in the night of July 23rd,
- 1:412015, the first responding officer, Daniel Meyer, arrived
- 1:45on the scene of an apartment fire in Elkhart, IN.
- 1:49He observed a large amount of blood in the hallway of the
- 1:52building. There was a trail of blood that
- 1:55ran up the stairs and stopped on the 3rd floor.
- 1:59Near 1 of the doors he discovered a bloody knife.
- 2:03The apartment was overflowing with smoke.
- 2:07Officer Meyer donned a gas mask he had inside his car before
- 2:11entering the residence. When the fire department arrived
- 2:14and surveyed the apartment, they found a woman lying on the floor
- 2:18of one of the bedrooms. They rushed the woman to the
- 2:20hospital where she was pronounced deceased.
- 2:23The victim was identified as 50 year old Maria Torres.
- 2:26Autopsy results would reveal that the woman's official cause
- 2:29of death was from multiple stab wounds to her torso and face,
- 2:34including a stab wound made to her chest that was three and
- 2:38three quarter inches deep. Edwintors and his daughter were
- 2:41traumatized by the night's events, barely able to speak to
- 2:45officers about the horror that had transpired.
- 2:48The father told the police that his 12 year old daughter had
- 2:52attacked his wife, stabbed him, and set their home on fire.
- 2:55The girl, identified only as JT, had fled to unknown whereabouts
- 3:00after he had gotten the knife away from her.
- 3:02Officers were stunned by what they were hearing.
- 3:06A 12 year old girl who had stabbed her stepmother to death
- 3:11attacked her father and started a fire and hopes to kill them
- 3:16all, and APB was immediately dispatched to locate the missing
- 3:20child who was now a suspect in first degree murder and arson.
- 3:26Early the next morning, a man was abruptly awakened by an
- 3:29unexpected knocking at his front door.
- 3:32There stood two young girls he had never seen before.
- 3:36They claimed that they had been hiking in the area with their
- 3:39families, but somehow they got lost on the trail.
- 3:43The girls were very hungry and asked him if he had some food.
- 3:47The man, who was later identified as Zachary Slaver,
- 3:51found their claims to be a bit suspicious since there were no
- 3:55hiking trails nearby and he noticed that one of the girls
- 3:59was barefoot. He told them though he was happy
- 4:02to call their families, but they avoided this and never gave him
- 4:07any contact information. Mr. Sleeper told them that he
- 4:11would go inside and cook them something, but he wanted them to
- 4:13remain on the porch. Hungry, desperate and without a
- 4:18real plan. The girls obliged.
- 4:21He called the police while he made some food for the girls,
- 4:24believing them to be runaways. Little did he know he had just
- 4:28helped capture a murderer. When the police arrived at his
- 4:33residence, they immediately brought the girls into custody
- 4:36due to minor privacy laws. The 212 year old girls are
- 4:39referred to by their initials JT and JP.
- 4:43Inside one of the girls backpacks, officers discovered
- 4:47pants with blood stains. When investigators interviewed
- 4:50the girl, known as JP, she swore that the pants were not hers.
- 4:55She told them they belong to her friend JT.
- 4:59She also shared with the police how her friend JT had more than
- 5:03one personality. It was determined that the girl
- 5:05had no involvement in the crime and she was released into her
- 5:08parents custody. While under investigation, 12
- 5:12year old JT remained in custody at the Elkhart County Juvenile
- 5:16Detention Center. During the homicide
- 5:17investigation, it was learned that the following sequence of
- 5:20events occurred on the night of July 23rd, 2015.
- 5:25After she made plans via text to meet up with her friend JP.
- 5:28Later that night, 12 year old JT hung out with her family as if
- 5:32everything was normal. She talked with both her father
- 5:34Edwin and stepmother Maria while they eat dinner together and
- 5:38watch TV. Her father would later describe
- 5:41the bizarre and disturbing grin his daughter wore on her face.
- 5:45He said she kept exposing all of her teeth when she smiled.
- 5:50Edwin Torres also shared how his daughter had been standing in a
- 5:54weird, unnatural pose, although she kept reassuring him that
- 5:59everything was fine. Later that night, when her half
- 6:02brother was out of the house and her half sister had already gone
- 6:05to bed, JT lit her room ablaze. Her stepmother suddenly awoke to
- 6:11a loud sound and smelled smoke. She walked over to JT's bedroom.
- 6:17As she opened the door, smoke bellowed out into the hall.
- 6:21Then she saw JT. The young girl was standing in
- 6:26the middle of her bedroom. She wasn't saying a word.
- 6:31Her father awoke to this commotion and rushed into the
- 6:35room. A fire was burning on the floor
- 6:38and an even larger 1 was blazing inside her closet.
- 6:42Maria pulled JT away from the fire and into the hallway as her
- 6:46father tried to extinguish it. Then he heard his wife screaming
- 6:50saying that JT had a knife. When he came back into the
- 6:53hallway he watched as his wife Maria was knocking on their
- 6:58daughter's door. She opened the doors till half
- 7:02asleep and saw her mother soaked in blood.
- 7:07I'm dying. Call the police.
- 7:09With the last words her mother ever spoke to her, she
- 7:13frantically dialed 911. Meanwhile, JT's father saw her
- 7:18standing by the front door of the apartment.
- 7:20She was wielding a knife and was standing strangely.
- 7:25He told her they all needed to leave or they would die in the
- 7:28fire. JT looked into her father's eyes
- 7:32and warned him to stay back, telling him to not get any
- 7:36closer to her. She spoke to him in a creepy
- 7:41clown like voice. He ignored what she said and JT
- 7:47swung at her father with the blade.
- 7:51Edwin Torres opened the door and they struggled with the knife
- 7:53toward the hallway of the building.
- 7:55He got the knife away from his daughter, tossing it aside, but
- 7:58he could not stop JT as she ran away from the apartment into the
- 8:02night. Once Edwin Torres stopped moving
- 8:06around, he saw that JT had slashed one of his arms and he
- 8:10was bleeding profusely. Even so, he ran back into the
- 8:14apartment to rescue his other daughter, who told him that she
- 8:18thought Mom was dead. The two rushed to safety outside
- 8:23the apartment and waited for law enforcement and the fire
- 8:25department to arrive. When officers interviewed JT
- 8:29hoping trying to understand what possible motive this young girl
- 8:33had for wanting her parents dead, she told them she did it
- 8:38because Laughing Jack told her to.
- 8:41Laughing Jack is a creepypasta character.
- 8:45Creepypastas are horror related legends that have been created
- 8:48and shared online. Coined in 2007, it's the
- 8:53blending of the words creepy and copypasta which is sling for
- 8:58copy and paste. Essentially they have become the
- 9:01modern day Internet form of legends and folklore.
- 9:05This user created content features stories and images of
- 9:08the paranormal including ghosts, rituals, zombies, aliens,
- 9:13cryptids, and more, often with a homicidal or suicidal edge.
- 9:18Their appeal is similar to tales of legend and lore shared around
- 9:22a campfire, except these are spread via the Internet.
- 9:26They weave some truths with first person narration around
- 9:29make believe characters and stories instead of by word of
- 9:33mouth. These dark tales spread like a
- 9:35virus, being copied and pasted through digital channels,
- 9:39reaching a massive audience. Creepypastas are also
- 9:44represented through images, videos, and even interactive
- 9:48games. They have also found influence
- 9:50in various films like Slender Man and all seasons of sci-fi
- 9:55Channels Channel 0 which are based on different creepypasta
- 9:59characters. Channel 0 is one of the most
- 10:03compelling, fascinating and disturbing series I have ever
- 10:07seen. Especially creepy during this
- 10:10spooky season. But really anytime I would
- 10:13highly recommend watching this bizarre and extremely unique
- 10:17show. Being into dark and creepy
- 10:21characters sounds relatively normal for teens and preteens to
- 10:25be interested in. I myself watched very violent,
- 10:29disturbing slasher horror films as a preteen.
- 10:33Although I was fascinated by these evil characters portrayed
- 10:37on screen, even at 7 years old I knew the villains weren't real,
- 10:41much less did I attempt to emulate them.
- 10:44Creepypasta characters are often portrayed as being ominous,
- 10:48mysterious, and extremely violent, and the line between
- 10:53reality and fantasy has been known to blur for some of its
- 10:57fans and users. Creepypastas are now infamously
- 11:01associated for inciting fanatic, even erratic and homicidal
- 11:07behavior shown by some of its viewers.
- 11:10The Slender Man character has become infamous when 212 year
- 11:15old girls who were obsessed with the fantasy villain lured to the
- 11:18woods and stabbed their friend, 12 year old Peyton Lautner, to
- 11:23appease Slender Man and prove to the world that he was real.
- 11:27Fortunately, and incredibly, this brave young girl survived
- 11:31despite being stabbed 19 times. As a result, web administrators
- 11:38of many creepypastas posted statements reminding their users
- 11:42and fans of the line between fantasy and reality.
- 11:47Creepypasta stories and images seem to hold an abnormally
- 11:51strong impression over especially young children, some
- 11:56of whom have become confused about what is real and what is
- 12:01fantasy. This violent and disturbing act
- 12:03committed by 212 year old girls against their friend occurred
- 12:07less than a year before JT murdered her stepmother.
- 12:13No one in J TS life was paying attention to the media she was
- 12:18consuming, specifically the subject of her fascination, who
- 12:22was a clown called Laughing Jack.
- 12:26Yet JT never hid her obsession with a dark, sinister clown
- 12:31character. JT and her friend JP, who was
- 12:35one of the few friends the girl had first met in fifth grade.
- 12:39They shared a love for the spookier side of things and
- 12:42wrote horror stories they referred to as creepypastas.
- 12:47A lot of their time together, as well as alone, was spent writing
- 12:51and reading these tales of sadistic and bizarre
- 12:55supernatural beings who commonly killed and tortured innocent
- 12:59people, including children. So who is Laughing Jack?
- 13:04You may be curious to know. Laughing Jack would be a typical
- 13:08looking clown, except that he wore a black and white costume
- 13:13and was properly illustrated holding knives.
- 13:16What may be the most disturbing aspect about Laughing Jack is
- 13:22his origin story. Laughing Jack is the story of a
- 13:25clown who became consumed by darkness and twisted by
- 13:30vengeance when he was portrayed by the child he loved.
- 13:35Originally, Laughing Jack was a fun, light hearted creature
- 13:39created by a guardian Angel. Laughing Jack was a bright and
- 13:44colorful jack-in-the-box clown who mirrored the personality of
- 13:48his owners in 1800s London. He was sent to be the imaginary
- 13:53friend of a young boy named Isaac Grossman.
- 13:56Isaac Grossman was a very impoverished and lonely little
- 14:00boy. His father was a violent drunk
- 14:04who abused and sexually assaulted his mother.
- 14:08Little Isaac would cry in silence and shiver in his pea
- 14:11stained bed, listening and waiting for the terrifying
- 14:16sounds to stop. The boy would dream about having
- 14:20a friend, one whom he could play games with and laugh together
- 14:25and help him escape his dark existence.
- 14:28Then one Christmas, when Isaac was seven years old, a wooden
- 14:32box appeared with his name on its tag.
- 14:35It was a Laughing jack-in-the-box.
- 14:38At first he thought the toy was broken, because when he wound it
- 14:42up, nothing happened except that the song Pop Goes the Weasel
- 14:48Blade. Then, out of nowhere, Laughing
- 14:52Jack appeared. He was very tall, brightly
- 14:55dressed and real. The boy and his clown had great
- 15:00times together and all was happy and well and Laughing Jacks and
- 15:05Isaac's world, at least for a little while.
- 15:10That is until the little boy forgot about him.
- 15:16Isaac left for boarding school and abandoned Laughing Jack. 13
- 15:23years passed without Isaac ever saying hello to his friend in
- 15:27the box. Over time, the clown began to
- 15:31lack any emotion and he lost his bright colours, slowly turning
- 15:39black and white. As Isaac Grossman grew into an
- 15:42adult, he turned brutal, violent and buried in darkness.
- 15:49He had become a serial killer. He mercilessly kidnapped,
- 15:54tortured and murdered multiple people in his neighborhood.
- 15:58Isaac would commit heinous acts in front of the clown's box.
- 16:03Laughing Jack was shocked and horrified at what his once
- 16:08innocent and gentle young friend had turned into.
- 16:13But just as the guardian Angel had created him, Laughing Jack
- 16:19began to reflect the evil inside Isaac.
- 16:23One day, Laughing Jack freed himself from the box.
- 16:27This time he appeared as an even taller, darker, and sinister
- 16:33version of who he once was. The clown was seething with
- 16:39rage, hatred, and vengeance toward his owner, who would
- 16:44abandoned him and become a monster.
- 16:48So he found Isaac laughing. Jack tortured and killed him
- 16:53with the exact weapons Isaac had used on his victims.
- 16:59But murdering Isaac Grossman was not enough to satisfy the hunger
- 17:05of the murderers. Twisted Clown.
- 17:08He went on a killing spree. First he would befriend lonely
- 17:13and neglected children, and then he would torture and murder them
- 17:17one by one. In one of Laughing Jack's
- 17:20stories, he stabbed his victims before removing their organs,
- 17:25which in turn he placed pieces of candy inside.
- 17:29Laughing Jack trapped these innocent young souls within a
- 17:33twisted fairground. The place was abandoned and full
- 17:38of nightmarish creatures and sights, and the song Pop Goes
- 17:43the Weasel accompanied them for eternity.
- 17:48JT became obsessed with Laughing Jack and even wrote a story
- 17:53about him featuring herself. Together, they shared candy.
- 17:58There was even a picture JT drew of herself and Laughing Jack
- 18:02together, which JP later described to the police.
- 18:07Sometime in late May or beginning of June, in the year
- 18:10she killed Maria J TS father discovered inappropriate and
- 18:15dark pictures she had drawn of Laughing Jack.
- 18:19JT began to emulate Laughing Jack.
- 18:22She mimicked his dress and behavior.
- 18:26She began wearing black and white clothes like Laughing Jack
- 18:30does. She painted her face in white
- 18:34and black, just like him, and the young girl became obsessed
- 18:40with candy, laughing Jacks favorite thing.
- 18:45After the night of the murder, JT was initially held at the
- 18:48Juvenile Delinquency Corrections facility.
- 18:51When she arrived, she told staff members that she would fight for
- 18:56any reason at any time, but that if she carried some candy, it
- 19:03decreased her urge bite people. 11 days after the murder and
- 19:09arson occurred, the staff discovered 2 pieces of paper
- 19:13inside JT's room. She had written the word candy
- 19:18over and over and over again on the first piece, and on the
- 19:21second piece she had written out the lyrics to Pop Goes the
- 19:26Weasel. When the Slender Man related
- 19:29attack happened, members of the community wanted to understand
- 19:32how some children have difficulty distinguishing
- 19:35between reality and fantasy. Doctor David Lowenstein, a
- 19:39psychiatrist, specifically addressed some of the factors
- 19:43that may culminate in this issue.
- 19:46Desensitization has long been a factor in the study of violent
- 19:49media on adolescence. Research has consistently shown
- 19:52that repetitive exposure to violence can lead to increased
- 19:56aggressive behavior. Such overexposure to violent
- 19:59media, no matter its form, whether it is movies,
- 20:02television, video games, can create emotional detachment and
- 20:07prevent some individuals from perceiving death and homicide
- 20:11within the context of reality. Doctor Lowenstein also addressed
- 20:15how adolescents who struggle with their mental health.
- 20:18Are particularly vulnerable to being negatively affected by
- 20:23violent media. For children who use the online
- 20:27fantasy world to escape their lives, some become so entranced
- 20:30by this imaginary world that it is difficult for them to
- 20:34distinguish between the two. The third main factor is the
- 20:39developing brain of the child or teenager.
- 20:42It is a simple fact that young people process information
- 20:46differently from adults when their emotions dominate their
- 20:49thinking. This can lead them to behave and
- 20:52think in irrational ways. Doctor Lowenstein's main
- 20:55recommendation for avoiding a potential concerns with a child
- 20:59who is incapable of deciphering between reality and fantasy is
- 21:03to monitor their media usage. I think that is the mere
- 21:06starting point and that parents must discuss with their children
- 21:09what they are viewing and what it means to them.
- 21:12Censoring what a child watches does not prevent them from
- 21:14becoming an aggressive or potentially violent individual.
- 21:18It is well known that when a parent tells their child not to
- 21:21do something, this typically only drives the child to want to
- 21:25do it more. I have discussed in past
- 21:28episodes the impact of violent content on an individual's
- 21:31psyche and their potential for or risk of committing violent
- 21:35acts. I covered the psychotic
- 21:37delusions experienced by David Gonzalez of England, who
- 21:40believed he was Freddy Krueger in episode 55, A Nightmare in
- 21:44England, and in episode 11, Dead Rising, I discussed the brutal
- 21:49slaughter committed by Spain's video game obsessed Andrew
- 21:53Coulter. By the way, if you have not
- 21:55listened to either one of these, please do.
- 21:57They're both compelling and horrific stories and very
- 22:01relevant to this discussion. Now, the research has been mixed
- 22:06on the impact of violent media has on people, specifically
- 22:10adolescents and their brains. One side states that violent
- 22:15content is known for escalating aggression and can trigger
- 22:18violence in some viewers, where the other side argues there is
- 22:23no direct correlation between violent media and violent acts.
- 22:28There are arguments presented with empirical evidence to
- 22:31support both sides. However, almost all studies and
- 22:35mental health professionals agree that when someone, in
- 22:38particular a child or adolescent, has a propensity for
- 22:41violence, being exposed to a large amount of violent and dark
- 22:46material can harm their psyche. Whether it is a result of a
- 22:51mental illness or psychopathy, overexposure to violent media
- 22:55can trigger aggression and even violent behavior.
- 22:59It was evident that no one was paying attention to, much less
- 23:03caring about, the violent, twisted stories and imagery 12
- 23:08year old JT had become obsessed with.
- 23:11Her already fragile mental health was further impacted by
- 23:15her unhealthy infatuation with a serial killer clown, Laughing
- 23:19Jack. There was strong evidence that
- 23:22supported JT's mounting symptoms of her mental illness,
- 23:25specifically her dissociative identity disorder, before, on
- 23:29the day of the act, and days and months after the crime.
- 23:34Studies on individuals diagnosed with DID are intimately
- 23:38associated with serious and incessant childhood trauma and
- 23:43are very often linked to sexual abuse.
- 23:47JT was faced with many traumatic circumstances in her upbringing.
- 23:52Up until the age of 12. The same year of the murder, she
- 23:56had resided with her mother, Deshea.
- 23:58Her mother was a victim of childhood trauma herself and
- 24:01reported she had been sexually abused by more than one relative
- 24:05and grew up in a House of addicts.
- 24:07As her mother, Deshea grew up, she imitated this behavior and
- 24:11had abused both alcohol and drugs most of her life.
- 24:16It was also learned through the investigation that Deshea had
- 24:19been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, depression, and PTSD.
- 24:23It is unknown whether she ever received treatment for her
- 24:26conditions, but based on the history of her daughter, I would
- 24:29presume she never did. At the tender age of 15, Deshea
- 24:34had a son and then a couple years later, a daughter.
- 24:37A few years after her second child was born, she had JT.
- 24:41All three children had different fathers.
- 24:43JT had been the result of an affair with a man named Edwin
- 24:46Torres, who was married and already had two children.
- 24:50Initially, Edwin left his family and lived with JT and her mother
- 24:54for almost 7 years. As a small child, JT was exposed
- 24:58to her mother's ongoing struggles with substance abuse
- 25:01and the constant fighting between her parents.
- 25:03She was also a victim of her half brother's rage.
- 25:07Who punched her, choked her, and verbally abused her.
- 25:10JT was terrified of her half brother, but she never told her
- 25:15parents about the abuse he put her through.
- 25:18When JT turned 8 years old, Edwin Torres left the house and
- 25:21returned to his wife and other children.
- 25:23Her mother, Deshea spiraled into a darker cycle of violence and
- 25:28abuse. She ended up marrying a
- 25:30registered sex offender who physically abused her in front
- 25:34of JT. One incident was so severe that
- 25:38her mother Deshay was hospitalized for three to four
- 25:41days. JT also witnessed her mother cut
- 25:44herself with a knife during this period of her young and
- 25:47impressionable life. Fortunately, someone was paying
- 25:51attention to the abuse and neglect JT was supposed to, and
- 25:54the Department of Child Services eventually removed her and her
- 25:58half brother from her mother's home.
- 26:00Her mother Deshay would attempt to clean up her life by
- 26:03divorcing her abusive husband, but she could not get hold of
- 26:07her addiction and along with a pending criminal case, this
- 26:11prevented her from regaining custody of her children.
- 26:14During a psychological evaluation, a psychologist
- 26:17reported that it was almost certain that JT had been the
- 26:20victim of sexual abuse by someone who had lived inside her
- 26:24mother's house. Whether it was her half brother
- 26:26or her abuse of stepfather, GT continued to deny ever having
- 26:31been sexually abused. Once JT was removed from her
- 26:35mother's home, she was placed with her father, Edwin Torres,
- 26:38her stepmother Maria, and their two kids.
- 26:41Imagine how awkward and potentially hostile in
- 26:43environment that would have been for this young girl.
- 26:46JT was ripped away from her mother, who exposed her to
- 26:50violence and neglected her her entire life.
- 26:52Then the court places her with her father, her stepmother, and
- 26:56two teenagers she doesn't know. Given the circumstances, they
- 27:00undoubtedly felt some resentment towards her, at least
- 27:03indirectly, since their dad had left them and their mother to
- 27:07live with JT and Dishea. Understandably, it would have
- 27:11been a complicated and challenging living situation for
- 27:15all involved. At one point, Maria moved out of
- 27:17the apartment with her two kids, leaving JT to live alone with
- 27:21her father. About a year or two later, they
- 27:24would move back in. Although you would think her
- 27:27relationship with her stepmother, Maria would have
- 27:29been strained, at the very least, JT claimed.
- 27:32They got along really great. She later would tell
- 27:35psychiatrist how Maria was not a replacement, but a real mom.
- 27:39To me. Any abuse or negative behavior
- 27:42directed toward JT had allegedly been coming from her father.
- 27:47JT reported how her father verbally abused the entire
- 27:51family. Her father would call her a liar
- 27:54and tell her she made horrible decisions just like her mother.
- 27:57His abuse wasn't limited to his daughter.
- 28:00JTJTS half sister once contacted the police when Edwin threatened
- 28:05to assault his son. School wasn't much better than
- 28:09her turbulent and violent home life for JT.
- 28:12She was often the target of bullies and had few friends.
- 28:16Her friend JP was in many respects the closest person in J
- 28:20TS life. She even shared with JP her
- 28:23struggles with her mental health and sanity.
- 28:27JP later revealed to investigators how JT experienced
- 28:30extreme mood swings. In fact, according to JP, she
- 28:35became a different person. JP described how one day at
- 28:38lunch, JT all of a sudden didn't recognize any of the friends
- 28:43they were hanging out with. JP believed it had been Star
- 28:46sitting with her at lunch that day.
- 28:48JT also told her friend JP that she didn't like Star, that she
- 28:52was scared of her and feared that Star was becoming strong
- 28:56enough to take over. It wasn't just JP who was aware
- 29:01of her friend's battle with mental illness when she lived
- 29:04with her mother. JT heard voices, including those
- 29:06of Stars and Anna's, and would see things.
- 29:10No, we're not there. JT told her mother about what
- 29:12she was experiencing, but nothing was ever done to help
- 29:16this poor, mentally ill young girl.
- 29:18The voices only grew in intensity and frequency once she
- 29:22moved in with her father, who told her to shake it off.
- 29:26And when Maria and her father Edwin were reunited, the other
- 29:31two personalities only became louder and stronger.
- 29:35JT spoke of how Starr screamed at her and pushed her to start
- 29:39fights. GT also believed that someone
- 29:43was watching her always. Even when she was in her own
- 29:47room, she could feel their eyes watching her.
- 29:51It got so extreme that she dressed behind the shower
- 29:55curtain on some occasions. JT would not remember her
- 30:00actions or events that had happened at all.
- 30:02These blackouts sometimes even occurred while she was at
- 30:05school. When they did, other kids would
- 30:07tell her what she did or said, but she had no recollection of
- 30:11doing saying anything. During this time, JT began
- 30:15experiencing horrible, debilitating headaches.
- 30:17JT later reported on several occasions that she did not
- 30:20remember much of that night. She said she blacked out several
- 30:24times earlier in the evening and after she went into her bedroom
- 30:27and closed the door. She did not remember anything
- 30:30else until after she met with JP later that night.
- 30:33JT cried and begged for help for more than one person in her
- 30:38life. She never hid what she was
- 30:40experiencing. She was terrified and wanted
- 30:43someone to stop the voices inside her head, but no one
- 30:47listened until it was far too late.
- 30:50Two months before the murder, she told her mother, father,
- 30:54aunt, and aunt about what she was experiencing, but no one
- 30:58took her symptoms seriously. She specifically described to
- 31:01her father the blackouts, headaches, and that she was
- 31:05hearing voices. GT also discussed all of this
- 31:08with her school counselor, who contacted her father, Edwin
- 31:11Wright, right away and encouraged him to get
- 31:13professional help for his daughter.
- 31:16He even gave her father the contact information for two
- 31:19different mental health clinics, but instead, her father, Edwin
- 31:22Tors, insisted that she go to the family doctor.
- 31:27The doctor, Doctor Thomas Sutula, reported that JT was
- 31:30hearing voices in her head and not their names or * and Anna.
- 31:35But this doctor was not an expert to diagnose muscles
- 31:39properly treat this girl's mental illness.
- 31:41When she had appointments set up for counseling, JT was forced to
- 31:44miss them first due to issues of insurance and then later on
- 31:48because her father couldn't take her since he had back surgery.
- 31:52This child's escalating mental health concerns were not
- 31:56prioritized and as a result, everyone in her life, including
- 32:00her, would suffer for this neglect.
- 32:04On August 3rd, 2015, the state filed A petition for authority
- 32:07to file juvenile delinquency action and tendered A
- 32:11delinquency petition. It's cited that JT's actions
- 32:14would constitute A felony if an adult had committed them.
- 32:19The juvenile court authorized the state to file the
- 32:21delinquency petition. Elizabeth Bellan was assigned as
- 32:25JT's guardian at Lytum, also known as a GAL.
- 32:30The Gals are essentially court appointed individuals who are
- 32:33impartial and represent the interests of the juvenile during
- 32:36legal proceedings. She initially filed a report
- 32:39detailing the severity of G TS mental illness.
- 32:43The court immediately ordered the GT be placed under
- 32:46psychiatric evaluation and directed that the Elkhart County
- 32:49Probation Department look into alternative placement options.
- 32:53Only two days later, at the initial hearing, the State
- 32:56announced that they weren't actively seeking a juvenile
- 32:58waiver for the offender at this time.
- 33:01On August 13th, 2015, JT filed a motion to determine her
- 33:06competency to understand and engage in legal proceedings.
- 33:09The juvenile court granted her motion and appointed mental
- 33:12health professionals to evaluate JT's mental state.
- 33:16It was during this time that the probation department looked into
- 33:19several alternate places for JT to receive treatment, including
- 33:23private and state-run facilities, but none of them
- 33:26were willing to accept her. Almost two months would pass
- 33:30until the Juvenile Courts evidentiary hearing was held.
- 33:33One evaluation revealed how JT was preoccupied with the clown
- 33:38Laughing Jack, and that she was suffering from paranoia and
- 33:42hallucinations. 2 psychiatrists and one psychologist both
- 33:46testified that JT's symptoms were consistent with DID and
- 33:50PTSD. Another healthcare professional
- 33:52concluded that JT was quite immature for 12 years old and
- 33:57that her behavior and the way she processed her thoughts and
- 34:00feelings mirrored a child much younger.
- 34:03They all supported the finding that JT was not competent to
- 34:07participate in her defense. The court directed that the
- 34:10Division of Mental Health and Addiction in Indiana house JT in
- 34:14a psychiatric facility until the time she was deemed competent.
- 34:18They initially objected to this request and sought a Deputy
- 34:22Attorney General to dispute this order.
- 34:25However, the juvenile court reaffirmed the direction and on
- 34:28December 1st, 2015, JT was transported to LaRue Carter
- 34:33Hospital for psychiatric treatment.
- 34:35Yet still this severely mentally ill girl was not taken care of
- 34:41as she needed. The staff there claimed to have
- 34:44no experience restoring the mental competence of a juvenile,
- 34:48and they had doubts that it could be successful.
- 34:51Over the next year and a half, the juvenile court held a review
- 34:54hearing to gauge JT's advancement in treatment.
- 34:57Although there were some signs of her improvement, the girls
- 35:00still showed signs of both the ID and PTSD.
- 35:05It was noted by more than one specialist that JT had been
- 35:07suffering from PTSD. We often correlate PTSD or Post
- 35:12Traumatic Stress Disorder with adult victims of trauma and
- 35:16violence, in particular veterans, but anyone who has
- 35:20experienced a traumatic event can develop PTSDPTSD is
- 35:25characterized by symptoms which adversely affect mood,
- 35:28cognition, bodily experience, and behavior.
- 35:31Dissociative reactions, such as a flashback, can occur when a
- 35:35person feels or behaves as if they are re experiencing the
- 35:39traumatic event. Such a reaction could be a brief
- 35:42momentary reaction or a total loss of awareness, including of
- 35:46oneself and their environment. This is reflective of the
- 35:49dissociative incidents JT continued to experience.
- 35:54The symptoms of PTSD mirror those of adults, but teens in
- 35:59particular are more likely to act out in more aggressive,
- 36:02risky, and self-destructive ways.
- 36:04PTSD can cause chronic impairment, result in
- 36:07comorbidity, specifically comorbid psychiatric disorder,
- 36:12which means simply that more than one disorder exists at once
- 36:17and increases the risk of suicide for children.
- 36:20They exhibit the symptoms in different ways and therefore the
- 36:23criteria for evaluating children younger than 6 and older than
- 36:27six are distinct. Psychotherapy is encouraged to
- 36:30be the first line of treatment in children with medication
- 36:34being avoided. It has been reported that
- 36:36children as young as one years old have experienced PTSD.
- 36:41Trauma is unique to the individual who experiences it.
- 36:45There is no way to predict or determine who may develop long
- 36:49term mental health concerns as a result.
- 36:52Trauma, when concerning PTSD, is defined by the DSM 5 as exposure
- 36:57to actual or threatened death, sexual violence, or serious
- 37:01injury. This trauma can be experienced
- 37:03directly or indirectly. It may be the result of an
- 37:06individual's personal experience or they're witness to trauma or
- 37:11even learning about trauma that someone else, particular, a
- 37:15close friend or family member has dealt with.
- 37:19I have mentioned the concept of generational trauma in relation
- 37:22to Indigenous people and other cultures and groups of people
- 37:26who have suffered great inflictions of violence,
- 37:28disparity and genocide. This trauma and the emotional,
- 37:33physical, and psychological aftermath that results from
- 37:37these experiences can transfer itself onto other and younger
- 37:42generations. Research has also shown that
- 37:45this phenomenon exists within generations of a household where
- 37:50they have suffered personal violence and trauma.
- 37:52Similar to the theory of the intergenerational cycles of
- 37:55violence, the abuse continues from one generation to the next.
- 38:00When a child experiences and is exposed to violence within their
- 38:04home, they become victims of and often perpetrators of abuse.
- 38:09The child equates this treatment and these toxic violent
- 38:12relationships as the norm and it is what they expect and they
- 38:17often repeat as they become adults.
- 38:19Studies on children brought up in abusive homes show that they
- 38:22commonly develop behavioral problems, including regression
- 38:26out of control behavior, and imitate the behaviors they are
- 38:30exposed to. Children are the most vulnerable
- 38:33to being victims of abuse and neglect, which can have long
- 38:36term psychological effects on their brains during the most
- 38:40critical stages of development. Much of the research on trauma
- 38:44and its impact on children has been based on studies of child
- 38:47sexual abuse. Emotional trauma has a negative
- 38:51impact on a child's emotional relationships, profoundly
- 38:55affecting how they view themselves and the world.
- 38:59Physical, emotional, and mental abuse damages a child's basic
- 39:03sense of safety. Children who are physically
- 39:06abused and treated violently often become violent themselves.
- 39:10Proposed by Yanov Bohlman in 1992, the Shattered Assumptions
- 39:14theory helps to explain the massive impact trauma can have
- 39:19which leads to a child suffering from PTSD.
- 39:23Trauma in a child's life can drastically shift the way in
- 39:27which a child views themselves in the world around them.
- 39:30The basic beliefs that the world is kind, holds meaning, and that
- 39:35they are of worth are shattered once a traumatic event occurs.
- 39:39It is not surprising that intentional trauma versus
- 39:42nonviolent or accidental trauma is correlated with a much higher
- 39:47risk of developing PTSD, especially when the trauma is
- 39:51repetitive and prolonged. Studies show that females are
- 39:55more predisposed to PTSD. The males.
- 39:58As far back as 1890, the strong connection between a
- 40:01psychological trauma and mental illness has been established.
- 40:06Psychopathy is not to be confused with psychosis.
- 40:09Psychosis is the presence of either delusions or
- 40:12hallucinations, sometimes both. They impair a thought disorder.
- 40:16Can create behavioral disorganization, which includes
- 40:20patterns of illogical, inconsistent, and erratic
- 40:23actions and even catatonia. Catatonia is characterized by
- 40:28abnormal movements, behaviors, or actions, or a complete lack
- 40:34of response to one's own environment.
- 40:38Research has shown that before the onset of psychosis, it is
- 40:41very common for individuals to exhibit irregular or abnormal
- 40:46signs of social and cognitive development.
- 40:49Also known as the prodrome, this interim stage of psychosis is
- 40:54often manifested in social withdrawal and strange, extreme,
- 40:59and even suspicious behavior. Youth in this stage frequently
- 41:04recognize that they are experiencing strange and
- 41:07abnormal sensations or feelings, although typically they have
- 41:12trouble acknowledging what they are seeing or hearing.
- 41:15Unless specifically asked, this behavior is often inaccurately
- 41:20diagnosed as a stage of major depressive disorder, which can
- 41:24lead to improper treatment. The emotions or affect shown by
- 41:28youth diagnosed with schizophrenia have traditionally
- 41:31been described as flat, but they can also display themselves in
- 41:35silly, even goofy behavior. The thought process is
- 41:38characterized by abstraction and disorder, exhibited in symptoms
- 41:43such as illogical or erratic thinking, a loss of sense of
- 41:48self, and poor judgment and impulse control.
- 41:51Childhood or adolescent schizophrenia is believed to be
- 41:54caused by a combination of factors including behavioral,
- 41:58environment and genetic. The research has been extensive
- 42:03on the high risk of developing schizophrenia in addition to
- 42:07other severe mental health disorders and relatives who have
- 42:10the disorder. The despite of childhood
- 42:13psychosis in children younger than age 12 is extremely rare,
- 42:17with appearances of symptoms being a 60th as common as seen
- 42:22in adult onset psychosis. Long before any symptoms of
- 42:26psychosis are presented, children with schizophrenia in
- 42:30particular exhibit other signs. It can also be exhibited in
- 42:34delays in language and other cognitive functioning.
- 42:37Even children in their first few years of life may present
- 42:41psychological disorders in behaviors like posturing,
- 42:44rocking, or arm lapping. As babies grow, it may show
- 42:48itself an unusual crawling and later in anxious and disruptive
- 42:53behavior. Psychotic symptoms in children
- 42:55and adolescents are more likely a result of non schizophrenic
- 42:59conditions, specifically bipolar disorder, major depression and
- 43:05dissociative identity disorder. Symptoms of psychosis in
- 43:09children are most often manifested in impaired
- 43:11functioning flat a fact social isolation and hallucinations.
- 43:17DID or Dissociative Identity disorder is an extremely rare
- 43:23kind of mental health disorder formally known as multiple
- 43:27personality disorder. There is no exact data on how
- 43:31many individuals suffer from this condition.
- 43:34This is mainly due to the diagnosis being very complicated
- 43:38and the symptoms can resemble other illnesses, specifically
- 43:42bipolar disorder and schizophrenia.
- 43:45I covered this topic quite extensively back in episode 22,
- 43:49Killer Inside My Mind, which details the tragic story of
- 43:53Juanita Maxwell. It's a fascinating and a
- 43:55heartbreaking story of how a woman dealt with her childhood
- 43:59trauma, believed to impact roughly 1.5% of the US
- 44:03population. There are still minimal research
- 44:06done on this mental health disorder, and some mental health
- 44:11professionals dispute its existence at all.
- 44:15DID is even more rare in children.
- 44:18But since the disorder is known for being triggered by the
- 44:21result of severe and prolonged trauma in childhood, it is not
- 44:26surprising that some children begin to show symptoms very
- 44:30young. According to Frank Putnam, a
- 44:34psychiatrist for the National Institute of Mental Health, when
- 44:37a young child is a victim of severe abuse, whether it is
- 44:41physical, sexual and or extreme neglect, they are helpless to
- 44:45fight off or even avoid their perpetrator.
- 44:49In order to escape this dark reality, dissociation may be the
- 44:55only way for them to endure their suffering by shielding
- 45:00themselves from the truth. When an individual dissociates,
- 45:05their brains processing of memory is disrupted so there is
- 45:09little if any memory left of the trauma.
- 45:13Traumatized children may dissociate anywhere at any time,
- 45:18very much like JT. It could be at home, inside the
- 45:21classroom, or somewhere in public.
- 45:23It makes perfect logical sense that the more dissociation a
- 45:27person, but especially a child, experiences, the more their
- 45:31memories, emotions and thought processes counteract with normal
- 45:35functioning and can cause a major increase and socialization
- 45:40problems, as with adults. And accurate diagnosis for a
- 45:43child has faced many obstacles. Children are often misdiagnosed
- 45:48with depression and ADHD, which results to improper treatment
- 45:52and therapy. According to Jeffrey Haugart, a
- 45:56professor of human development at Cornell University, there are
- 45:59specific symptoms that children in particular who suffer from
- 46:02DID are known to experience. These may include what others
- 46:06describe as daydreaming or spacing out, but they are
- 46:10experiencing trance like states that the children escape to.
- 46:15Children may also not understand why someone is upset with them
- 46:18because they don't remember what happened during an episode.
- 46:23A child may also exhibit extreme changes in how they look, what
- 46:28they're interested in, what foods they eat, games they play,
- 46:32and even severe, unexpected, and sometimes hard to believe
- 46:36changes shown in their language, accent, or even how they speak
- 46:42or write. DID is frequently associated
- 46:45with periods of lost time, and children may experience not
- 46:49remembering an entire day. Children with DID have also been
- 46:54reported as having an imaginary friend at a much younger age
- 46:58than is usually seen. They are more likely to develop
- 47:01these imaginary friends as young as two to three years old and
- 47:05frequently have more than one. These friends may not always
- 47:10behave or act in the best interest of the child.
- 47:14Children with DID may break out into periods of rage or violence
- 47:18that seemingly arise for no known reason.
- 47:25Children with this disorder have difficulty distinguishing
- 47:28between reality and imagination. Typically, where as a child
- 47:32stops believing in imaginary friends at the latest 10 years
- 47:36old, a child with dissociative identity disorder may believe in
- 47:41them for years. Much after this mark.
- 47:44On March 23rd, 2017, J TS competency was formally
- 47:49reassessed by two mental health care professionals.
- 47:52They filed that JT was competent to stand trial.
- 47:55The court then held a hearing to determine if her competency had
- 47:59been restored. A week later, the state filed a
- 48:03motion for waiver of Juvenile court.
- 48:05They sought to prosecute JT as an adult.
- 48:09For a juvenile to be waived to Criminal Court in Indiana, there
- 48:12are specific requirements that the court must determine.
- 48:15The juvenile court shall waive jurisdiction if, following a
- 48:18full investigation and hearing, the court finds that the child
- 48:22is charged with an act that would constitute murder if
- 48:25committed by an adult. Second, there is a probable
- 48:27cause to believe that the juvenile has committed the act.
- 48:30And 3rd, the child was at least 12 years old when the ACT was
- 48:34allegedly committed. That is, unless the court
- 48:37determines that it is in the best interest of the child and
- 48:41the safety and welfare of the community that they remain
- 48:44within the juvenile system. After the initial hearing on
- 48:48October 4th, a secondary evaluation was ordered to be
- 48:51performed on JT. After the final evaluation was
- 48:55conducted on January 19th, 2018, it was officially determined
- 49:01that JT was now competent. The State will now present their
- 49:05case to prosecute her as an adult.
- 49:08Multiple evidentiary hearings took place between April and
- 49:11June of that same year. The court determined that the
- 49:15State had provided sufficient enough evidence to meet the
- 49:18statutory elements of the juvenile waiver, but that the
- 49:22mitigating circumstances surrounding JT changed the
- 49:26course of this direction. It was determined that JT and
- 49:30her counsel had proven that it was in the best interest of the
- 49:34child, as well as the safety and welfare of the community for her
- 49:38to remain in the juvenile system instead of being handled in
- 49:43Criminal Court. The State filed a motion of
- 49:45discretionary interlocutory appeal.
- 49:48This is an appeal made in the intermediate stages before the
- 49:52conclusion of legal proceeding or judgement of a case.
- 49:55The reason this is done is that so one side can address critical
- 49:59issues without having to wait for the final decision.
- 50:03This motion was granted by the court with the exception of
- 50:05holding JT in a secure residential facility for the
- 50:09duration. Although she contains to receive
- 50:12treatment, it was addressed in her cross appeal how several
- 50:15residential mental health providers refused her treatment
- 50:19due to the pending case in the interim of the appellate
- 50:22hearing, JT was transferred back to the Juvenile Delinquency
- 50:26Corrections in 2018 after she was declared competent to stand
- 50:30trial. Her ongoing symptoms only
- 50:33escalated after she was taken into the JDC.
- 50:37According to her GAL, Bell and JT told her she was hearing
- 50:40voices in her head telling her to do things and that her
- 50:43hallucinations were increasing in frequency.
- 50:47She was suffering from blackouts, headaches, and she
- 50:50couldn't sleep. JT told Gal Bellin that six
- 50:53months before the incident, she had asked her mother, father,
- 50:57stepmother and her aunt for help, but no one paid attention
- 51:01to the desperate pleas she made. If only the adults in her life
- 51:05had listened when JT began exhibiting signs of psychosis,
- 51:10her violent behavior and exacerbated mental illness may
- 51:14have been prevented. The situation was also traumatic
- 51:17for Gal Bellin. Each visit was accompanied by JT
- 51:21screaming, crying, and begging for help.
- 51:25One moment she would be rational and coherent, the next she would
- 51:29be talking in circular form and not make any sense.
- 51:33Based on her experiences with JT, Galbel and firmly believe
- 51:37that the hospital may have been safer JT but it was not treating
- 51:41her appropriately or effectively enough in terms of therapy.
- 51:46JT was also openly frustrated with the doctors for not
- 51:50treating her for DID because she still felt Anna and star with
- 51:55her. According to Gal Bellin however,
- 51:58JT symptoms seem to come back in full force.
- 52:01She was suffering from episodes of self harm.
- 52:04JT was plagued with headaches and insomnia.
- 52:08Most concerning is that the voices were back and they were
- 52:11stronger and angrier than ever. In April of that year, JT was
- 52:15having suicidal ideations and communicated this to her
- 52:19probation officer. In response, she was placed on
- 52:22five minute checks. A week later, they rushed her to
- 52:25the emergency room with a panic attack.
- 52:27She spoke about the voices she was still hearing and told them
- 52:31about her. Her family had done nothing to
- 52:33help her. A couple weeks later, JT once
- 52:38again reported thoughts of killing herself.
- 52:41Two days after this she identified herself as Star and
- 52:44Anna. To the staff members of the JDC.
- 52:47She exhibited 2 glaringly different personalities.
- 52:50One was full of rage, the other childlike.
- 52:55Getting us. Then they found JT cutting
- 52:58herself, to which she said she had all intention of continuing
- 53:03to harm herself again. They took her into the ER where
- 53:06she was treated and then returned back to the JDC.
- 53:10On May 15th she contacted a therapist describing how people
- 53:14kept screaming at her inside her head and they just wouldn't
- 53:17stop. This time when JT was
- 53:19transferred to the emergency room, she was unresponsive.
- 53:23Except she told the doctors I didn't want to come.
- 53:26She is going to be pissed off. 3 days later she called her
- 53:31therapist terrified. She told them that she was
- 53:34scared of switching and someone else getting hurt.
- 53:40When JT was moved from the JDC to the hospital in December of
- 53:43that year, a doctor placed her on Risperdal, which is an
- 53:47antipsychotic drug. She continued on this medication
- 53:51through early March 2016. Contrary to the initial
- 53:54physicians who evaluated JT's mental state, the primary doctor
- 53:58there who treated her, Doctor Syed Khan, did not see any signs
- 54:03of DID. He did, however, believe that
- 54:06she was suffering from PTSD. The medication and therapy
- 54:10seemed to have made a drastic change in her mood and behavior.
- 54:13By the end of that period, JT had a positive contact record
- 54:17and was reported as being one of the most well behaved residents.
- 54:21She also began to improve in school and was earning good
- 54:24grades while a resident at the hospital.
- 54:26JT talked with a counselor every week, and she was finally
- 54:31capable of processing the grief and regret she felt over causing
- 54:35Maria's death. Although JT's mental state did
- 54:39exhibit some positive signs, she continued to experience symptoms
- 54:43of dissociation, PTSD, severe depression and psychosis.
- 54:48The young girl's battle with her sanity was far from over.
- 54:52A report by Doctor Jeffrey Vanderwater Piercey, who assess
- 54:56her competency, found that JT's mental state illustrated a very
- 55:00severe and complicated clinical picture.
- 55:04It was also recorded how she held a great amount of anger
- 55:08toward her parents, whom she believed had let her down by not
- 55:12getting her the psychiatric help when she asked for it.
- 55:16Her gal Bellin visited every month while she resided in the
- 55:19hospital. JT continued to tell her very
- 55:22disturbing things that she was hearing and seeing, which was
- 55:26sometimes the opposite of what she was conveying to the staff.
- 55:31JT confessed to Galbellan while she was at La Rue Carter
- 55:34Hospital. She saw shadows and figures
- 55:36moving around the room at night. She became so paranoid at one
- 55:41point she even booby trapped her room.
- 55:44She prevented the bookshelves from falling forward or the
- 55:47doors opening. There was a painting of a tree
- 55:49on the wall which JT described how the tree had arms and they
- 55:54were waving around. The voices she heard were more
- 55:57or less whispers and most of the time JT couldn't make out what
- 56:02they were saying. Gal Bellin later testified in
- 56:04court that she believed JT was actively minimizing her symptoms
- 56:08with a hopes that she would be released.
- 56:12The exact type of mental illness or illnesses JT was inflicted
- 56:16with very depending on her diagnosis from psychiatrist.
- 56:20In November 2015, she was assessed by Doctor Alan Barsman,
- 56:25who was a specialist in the field of child psychiatry.
- 56:29He recommended that she undergo extensive therapy for both TID
- 56:34and PTSD as soon as possible. However, as mentioned earlier,
- 56:38Doctor Syed Khan from the hospital disagreed that she
- 56:41suffered from dissociative identity disorder, but he did
- 56:45believe she was experiencing severe PTSD.
- 56:49Around the time she was experiencing heightened symptoms
- 56:52of her mental illness, Doctor Antoinette Kavanaugh, A forensic
- 56:56psychologist, was brought on to assess JT's competency.
- 57:01She interviewed JT, her parents, her half sister, and Gal Bellin
- 57:05to determine whether or not it was appropriate to try JT as an
- 57:09adult. When she had JT fill out several
- 57:11diagnostic questionnaires and personality assessments, she was
- 57:15taken back by the extent of abuse and neglect the young girl
- 57:20had endured in her life. JT indicated that she had been
- 57:24emotionally and physically neglected and abused and had
- 57:27been severely sexually abused. In fact, her scores in
- 57:31comparison to other female juveniles who were in
- 57:34residential treatment programs who had committed similar
- 57:38felonious acts revealed levels of abuse and neglect that were
- 57:43much worse than any others she had previously assessed.
- 57:47The doctor also determined that GT had severe issues of
- 57:51depression, memory, and suffered from disordered thinking.
- 57:55She believed that the goal needed to be focused on fusing
- 57:58her personalities together while beginning to understand the
- 58:02trauma that had triggered her mental illness.
- 58:05Doctor Kavanaugh also testified in court that JT did not exhibit
- 58:09any kind of antisocial or conduct disorder, which many
- 58:14other juveniles who act out in violent ways have.
- 58:17She stated that if it weren't for her severe mental illness,
- 58:21JT would not pose a threat to herself or anyone else.
- 58:25During the State's presentation of evidence to support JT being
- 58:28waved to Criminal Court, they introduced elements of
- 58:32premeditation. J TS behavior on the night of
- 58:34the attack brought into question her lack of criminal culpability
- 58:38due to her mental illness. It was learned that JT had made
- 58:41specific plans to leave her home on the night of the murder.
- 58:45She had sent a text to her friend JP to meet her at the
- 58:48park near her house at 10:00 PM. JP, who was her friend, was
- 58:52fully aware of her alternate personality, Star and Anna, with
- 58:56whom she had had more than one interaction with.
- 59:00Within the text in all caps, she wrote that she could not take it
- 59:05anymore, and she expressed to her friend JP how she was about
- 59:09to snap. The text between the two girls
- 59:13discussed what to bring for supplies like food, water, and
- 59:16clothes. JP shared later with the place
- 59:19that she believed it was * who was texting her that night.
- 59:23The search on her mobile phone revealed that JT had looked up
- 59:26some bizarre and suspicious things online.
- 59:29The girl had searched how to make poison and sharpen knives.
- 59:33JT looked up how to hide from law enforcement and survive in
- 59:36the woods. There was also a very disturbing
- 59:38video. She had searched with
- 59:40individuals stabbed to death, a website with violent stories
- 59:44like creepypasta, and for the song Pop Goes the Weasel.
- 59:48That song, as aforementioned, was in connection with Laughing
- 59:51Jack. JP later told investigators that
- 59:54JT said her signal upon arrival at the park that night would be
- 59:58whistling that song. She also had hidden weapons that
- 1:00:02were used in the attack, specifically the knives in her
- 1:00:05room. JT had also started a fire in
- 1:00:08her bedroom and disabled the smoke alarm to help lure Maria
- 1:00:12to our room and initiate the assault.
- 1:00:15Now, what I find to be so interesting, and tends to make
- 1:00:18me a bit hesitant to believe that JT does have DIT, is that
- 1:00:23she was aware of her alternate personalities.
- 1:00:26Based on the in depth research I have done on this subject, the
- 1:00:30host personality, that is the primary individual, is unaware
- 1:00:35or conscious of the other personalities.
- 1:00:38Apparently, some physicians disagree on whether the factor
- 1:00:41of this condition is true, and in some circumstances, the host
- 1:00:46may be aware that they have multiple personalities.
- 1:00:50I'm not an expert on the matter, nor a psychiatrist, but it seems
- 1:00:54that if the host is aware, then that defeats the primary purpose
- 1:00:58of the other personalities, which is to protect and shield
- 1:01:02the host. Nevertheless, it can't be denied
- 1:01:04that GT is a severely mentally ill young girl.
- 1:01:08Even on, the state presented a strong case for waving juvenile
- 1:01:13jurisdiction over the young defendant.
- 1:01:14The juvenile court denied its request based on evidence you're
- 1:01:19hearing. This is a required procedure
- 1:01:21that occurs when the state has filed A petition to waive a
- 1:01:25juvenile offender. As mentioned in previous
- 1:01:27episodes, it provides both sides the opportunity to present their
- 1:01:31reasons for or against the waiving of a juvenile.
- 1:01:35Everything from delinquent history, known childhood
- 1:01:38background, and mental health, in addition to the specific
- 1:01:41circumstances including aggravating and mitigating
- 1:01:45factors of the case surrounding the incident are presented
- 1:01:48during this hearing. It couldn't be denied that JT
- 1:01:51fared far worse after she was returned to Corrections versus
- 1:01:55her residential stay at the hospital.
- 1:01:57The juvenile court would come to the conclusion that JT needed to
- 1:02:00remain in a secure residential facility versus being sent to
- 1:02:05the Justice Department of Corrections and be given proper
- 1:02:09treatment by medical professionals, ideally those who
- 1:02:12specialized in DID. The state did their best to
- 1:02:15argue that JT may still be placed in a residential facility
- 1:02:18within the Department of Corrections if tried as an
- 1:02:21adult, but the juvenile court wasn't taking their chances.
- 1:02:25In addition to the fact that the Department of Corrections is not
- 1:02:28trained to treat DID, nor do they treat underlying trauma, GT
- 1:02:34will be held at a residential facility and continue to receive
- 1:02:38psychiatric treatment for her mental illness until she turns
- 1:02:4121. Unless something radical,
- 1:02:44especially something violent, occurs during the time frame
- 1:02:47that requires the juvenile court or the state to intervene, JT
- 1:02:51will be released back into society with no record of any
- 1:02:56kind. What is encouraging is that if a
- 1:02:59child is diagnosed and begins treatment early, their prognosis
- 1:03:03is very positive. Adults and children alike are
- 1:03:06most often treated with psychotherapy.
- 1:03:08Nonverbal forms like art, play therapy, and hypnosis are
- 1:03:12especially effective for younger patients since it helps them to
- 1:03:15act out or express the trauma differently and can be much
- 1:03:20easier than openly talking about it.
- 1:03:23Children diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder
- 1:03:26have a much higher rate of recovery than adults.
- 1:03:30Mental health disorders affect a large number of adolescents, and
- 1:03:34the numbers only continue to increase each year.
- 1:03:37In 2023, one in 512 to 17 year olds were diagnosed with
- 1:03:42suffering from some form of mental health condition.
- 1:03:46Anxiety was the most common, followed by depression.
- 1:03:49The third most common was contact behavior disorder.
- 1:03:53Individuals with schizophrenia and similar mental health
- 1:03:55disorders face an increased risk of suicide.
- 1:03:59Research has revealed that 90% of youth who killed themselves
- 1:04:03had a mental disorder. An upward of 30% of
- 1:04:07schizophrenic patients attempt suicide at least once.
- 1:04:10Population based studies, which often involve self reporting,
- 1:04:14have discovered that higher than 25% of children and adolescents
- 1:04:19have experienced some form of psychosis.
- 1:04:23Some studies done on suicide prevention in high school
- 1:04:26students have shown an unexpectedly high correlation of
- 1:04:3034% of students who experienced auditory hallucinations and
- 1:04:36those with suicidal ideation. Ideally and most often a parent
- 1:04:41or guardian of the child would report concerns of mental
- 1:04:44health, in particular when there are signs of psychosis.
- 1:04:48But what can be done for someone like JT?
- 1:04:50When a child's symptoms are ignored, a young girl's fears
- 1:04:55and cries for help are pushed aside.
- 1:04:58In the case of JT, her counselor immediately reached out to her
- 1:05:02father and encouraged him to get his daughter professional help.
- 1:05:06He minimized and did not prioritize getting his sick
- 1:05:10daughter treatment. Her father and all of the adults
- 1:05:13in her life failed this poor sick young girl.
- 1:05:17She was desperate, wanting their help.
- 1:05:20I told them everything she was experiencing and how scared and
- 1:05:25sick she was and they did nothing to get the help this
- 1:05:29girl needed until the worst possible scenario played out.
- 1:05:36I wonder whether her mother and father have supported her
- 1:05:40throughout this process and try to make amends for the trauma
- 1:05:44they put her through and acknowledge how they failed her.
- 1:05:49There are many cases in which I struggle whether a young
- 1:05:53offender should be tried as an adult or remain within the
- 1:05:56juvenile court, but in the case of JTI, agree a wholeheartedly
- 1:06:01with the juvenile court's decision to prioritize her
- 1:06:05psychological well-being and treatment over penalizing her.
- 1:06:09All of the signs of mental illness were there and this
- 1:06:11young, sick little girl begged for professional help multiple
- 1:06:17times. Unfortunately for her victim and
- 1:06:21the entire family, her cries were not taken seriously enough.
- 1:06:26I can only hope that time and treatment will heal her trauma
- 1:06:31and that JT can fully recover from her mental illness.
- 1:06:35Thank you so much for listening. I would love to hear your
- 1:06:38thoughts on this case. Please share your opinion on
- 1:06:42whether or not you agree with the Juvenile Court's decision.
- 1:06:45Please participate in the poll I have provided.
- 1:06:50Until next time, stay safe and watch over shades of Murder
- 1:06:58happening in the streets next door, especially inside your own
- 1:07:04home. Shades of Murder is created,
- 1:07:08researched, written and edited by Alita Caldwell.
- 1:07:13Original music Stranger composed by stereo code.