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Episode #313: Stop Blaming Energy Vampires · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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  Speaker 1: Hi, everybody, Welcome to tea time with Amy and Bev.
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  Speaker 2: Howdy howdy, howdy, howdy, good day, good day, night, evening, afternoon.
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  Speaker 3: Morning, wherever you are, whatever you're doing.
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  Speaker 1: And whenever you're watching this video.
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  Speaker 3: Night.
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  Speaker 4: Well, I will say we've had a few conversations here
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  Speaker 4: at home Freeman to night, and recently we discussed my
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  Speaker 4: perspective before when I would go see clients or when
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  Speaker 4: clients would come see me, I would absorb their energy
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  Speaker 4: and I would come home with their energy on me.
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  Speaker 4: And then our conversation the other day that he brought
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  Speaker 4: to my attention was we don't really actually absorb somebody
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  Speaker 4: else's energy. We actually just dip down into their energy,
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  Speaker 4: and then we don't If I come home and I
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  Speaker 4: still have others energy on me, whether I'm at the
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  Speaker 4: grocery store or wherever I'm going, it's not that I
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  Speaker 4: absorbed their energy. I put focus into those people's energy, whoever,
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  Speaker 4: whatever I paid attention to, and it's my responsibility to
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  Speaker 4: bring my energy back into self. So that that's just
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  Speaker 4: an indicator to let me know that I'm probably not grounded.
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  Speaker 4: I don't I'm not in my own energy. And then
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  Speaker 4: that took me into the other place of vampires. Right,
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  Speaker 4: we always talk about these people that are vampires that
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  Speaker 4: are always sucking and taking our energy. Well, that's to
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  Speaker 4: me is a victim's statement now because I used to
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  Speaker 4: believe the same thing as well. But from my perspective
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  Speaker 4: where I'm at today, when I look at that stuff,
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  Speaker 4: I recognize that's giving my power away. If I'm saying
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  Speaker 4: that someone's sucking the energy off of me, I'm giving
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  Speaker 4: my power away. I'm saying that I'm not strong enough
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  Speaker 4: to maintain in my own energy, that I'm giving it away.
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  Speaker 4: And it's like, so, I don't know how everybody else
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  Speaker 4: feels about it, but from my perspective, I don't have
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  Speaker 4: a belief in that system any longer. I believe that
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  Speaker 4: it's up to me to maintain that energy. Like we
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  Speaker 4: call these people energy vampires, but we also speak about
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  Speaker 4: them the whole time, we talk about the situation the
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  Speaker 4: whole time. We align ourselves with energy that we don't
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  Speaker 4: really want to be in. And so it's just it
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  Speaker 4: has changed my perspective on so many things where it's
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  Speaker 4: affecting the things that I listen to. Because the things
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  Speaker 4: that I listened to just last week don't resonate with
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  Speaker 4: me any longer because I'm recognizing there's a lot more
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  Speaker 4: victim statements that are coming forward and we don't recognize it.
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  Speaker 3: It's just part of the evolution, that's all it is.
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  Speaker 4: It's not good or bad. It's just where we're at
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  Speaker 4: at the time. But where I'm at now, my perspective
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  Speaker 4: is totally different about that, and that puts more responsibility
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  Speaker 4: in my hands. Where is my energy at What am
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  Speaker 4: I thinking right now? What am I creating right now?
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  Speaker 4: And it's a constant thing. And the more that I'm
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  Speaker 4: in that space because that is my full time job,
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  Speaker 4: my job isn't anything else.
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  Speaker 3: That is my job. I am my passion right It's.
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  Speaker 4: Like all these things that we've tried when we're saying, oh,
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  Speaker 4: find something your past about, that's still again a statement
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  Speaker 4: of something that's outside of yourself. The passion is for myself,
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  Speaker 4: the passion of this energy, this this connection that I
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  Speaker 4: have with inside self. That's the most valuable from my perspective.
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  Speaker 4: So this is where I'm at today.
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  Speaker 1: I love it.
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  Speaker 2: And yeah, it's evolving, I want to say, e eluding evolving.
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  Speaker 2: I'm going to make up words today just so you
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  Speaker 2: know we so you know, if we went back to
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  Speaker 2: the beginning of time, it would be a long time ago.
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  Speaker 3: But we.
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  Speaker 2: Each step of learning about energy, spirit source, even love,
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  Speaker 2: like each each time something is introduced, so such as
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  Speaker 2: the concept and the conversation about absorbing energy, that's how
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  Speaker 2: we understood at that time, somebody received that information to
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  Speaker 2: start sharing it, just like you're contemplating this idea now,
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  Speaker 2: this new theory or belief or truth for yourself. That
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  Speaker 2: somebody received that same information only at it back in
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  Speaker 2: the day, years ago, years ago, and so it made
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  Speaker 2: sense to everybody, those spiritual teachers and influencers to start
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  Speaker 2: teaching that because that's what resonated, That's what made sense.
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  Speaker 1: And now it's like the next level.
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  Speaker 2: We get to a spot where okay, is there anything
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  Speaker 2: We start asking those internal questions, really, is there anything
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  Speaker 2: more about absorbing energy? Is it? I'm just open and free,
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  Speaker 2: willy nilly and just letting everybody's energy come to me.
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  Speaker 2: Am I being so pathetic that I'm taking on their energy?
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  Speaker 1: Am I? Am I the I'm owning.
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  Speaker 2: Being the fixer, and so everybody's problems my problem, So
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  Speaker 2: I'm holding their energy?
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  Speaker 3: Am I?
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  Speaker 1: The people pleaser? And trying to fit in with.
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  Speaker 2: Everybody, so I need to match their energy, which means
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  Speaker 2: I'm bringing in their energy too. Right, So all of
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  Speaker 2: that made sense, and when you start really thinking about it,
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  Speaker 2: it was it was almost like a relief that oh, okay,
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  Speaker 2: so I can do something about this.
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  Speaker 1: I'm having these.
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  Speaker 2: Wild rollercoaster emotions that one minute I'm fine, but then
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  Speaker 2: next minute I'm around these people and I'm either angry
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  Speaker 2: or I'm sad, I'm super depressed or irritate like or
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  Speaker 2: I'm elated because these people are high energy, and then
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  Speaker 2: when they leave, I'm exhausted. Like it's just this constant
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  Speaker 2: up and down and back and forth.
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  Speaker 1: And it gave it gave hope really that we're not crazy.
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  Speaker 1: It's like this.
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  Speaker 2: So having this new I'm gonna say, idea concept theory
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  Speaker 2: makes sense to me, and I'm all about that that
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  Speaker 2: evoluting the evolution process of that next level of what
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  Speaker 2: makes sense to me. And as soon as you start talking,
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, well, here we go, here we go, here's something.
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  Speaker 2: So now it's great that you're introducing this, because first
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  Speaker 2: of all, somebody was having the conversation also, and that
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  Speaker 2: was Freeman. Freeman is contemplating this idea about energy, and
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  Speaker 2: you're having this outside experience with your clients, and then
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  Speaker 2: you are in this alignment process. So so having that
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  Speaker 2: conversation and now having a conversation with me, and then
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  Speaker 2: when this video goes out, we're having a conversation with
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  Speaker 2: the audience whoever's listening.
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  Speaker 1: And it just and and we've talked about this before.
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  Speaker 2: He's not the only one that's receiving this information. This
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  Speaker 2: information is being received by thousands, if not millions of
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  Speaker 2: people who are now ready to receive that information that
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  Speaker 2: message to go oh yeah. I will also say for
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  Speaker 2: a very long time that in the discussion of absorbing energy,
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  Speaker 2: the way we understood it at that time is we
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  Speaker 2: always talk about maintaining your energy, always talk about maintaining
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  Speaker 2: that is our as individuals responsibility is maintaining my energy.
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  Speaker 2: And so I can match Bev's energy right to now.
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  Speaker 2: I can match, you know, the irritated person at work.
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  Speaker 2: I can match the elated person who's just over the
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  Speaker 2: moon excited about life, like maintaining my energy and what
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  Speaker 2: feels good to me is my responsibility.
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  Speaker 3: It totally is.
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  Speaker 4: And it's not like I said, it's not a good
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  Speaker 4: or a bad thing to be in the other space,
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  Speaker 4: because that was just a step. That was just one
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  Speaker 4: step to get to the next place. And then you
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  Speaker 4: said asking a lot of questions. I have been asking
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  Speaker 4: a lot of questions. And then I'll listen to this
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  Speaker 4: one card reader and she will during her messages, may
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  Speaker 4: ask a bunch of questions, and I'll repeat those questions
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  Speaker 4: to myself for wanting answers. And then and it's just
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  Speaker 4: another way of taking myself out of a victim mentality
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  Speaker 4: because I kept thinking, oh my gosh, I'm taking on
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  Speaker 4: all this energy and I'm doing.
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  Speaker 3: All these things.
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  Speaker 4: I can look at a person from across the gas
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  Speaker 4: station while they're pumping gas because they got a Gralcy
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  Speaker 4: book on their face, and next thing you know, I've
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  Speaker 4: got a horrible stomach ache. And that's great. But it's
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  Speaker 4: all knowing that we can use those tools whenever we
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  Speaker 4: need to. We grew up, most of us, and I've
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  Speaker 4: probably get a lot of jet mixers. Most of us
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  Speaker 4: grew up knowing the energy that was around the house
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  Speaker 4: and how to kind of navigate that good or bad.
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  Speaker 4: We knew that, and that's how we got tuned in
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  Speaker 4: more to the empathic skills. We got tuned into more
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  Speaker 4: of the people that are outside of us during this conversation.
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  Speaker 4: I'm receiving my own downloads, my own messages as I'm
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  Speaker 4: saying this, because I've never thought about my passion should
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  Speaker 4: be myself.
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  Speaker 3: That was something that came.
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  Speaker 4: Through from spirit, my higher self, the counsel, however we
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  Speaker 4: want to say it, but it was something and it
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  Speaker 4: was new to me during that conversation how it came forward.
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  Speaker 4: And that's why it's so valuable for us to have
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  Speaker 4: these conversations and listen to what we're saying, because there's
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  Speaker 4: more information coming forward for us. And so now I'm
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  Speaker 4: in a mind space just during our conversation that I'm
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  Speaker 4: not pursuing anything. There's nothing for me to have to
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  Speaker 4: go do or to pursue. There's nothing. The best thing
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  Speaker 4: I can do is, you know, we can listen to
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  Speaker 4: people and when they have their conversations, whether it's whether
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  Speaker 4: I might label it good or bad. If I label
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  Speaker 4: it where I don't really want that, it automatically spurs
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  Speaker 4: me to go into the thoughts of what would I
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  Speaker 4: like to create from that?
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  Speaker 3: What does it look like for me? Instead of me
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  Speaker 3: being like pushing against something that somebody else is saying
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  Speaker 3: that I don't agree with. I can this is my world.
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  Speaker 3: I can create from.
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  Speaker 4: That space, and it's like, what do I want it
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  Speaker 4: to look like? Because we've already been seeing the what is,
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  Speaker 4: and the more you want to look at it, you
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  Speaker 4: can see more of what is, but it's not the
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  Speaker 4: same what is isn't for everybody. That everybody's not experiencing
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  Speaker 4: the same exact thing. So it's really that all of
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  Speaker 4: this has been opening my eyes and it's been such
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  Speaker 4: a great process for me to kind of experience this,
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  Speaker 4: and it puts the power back in my control, puts
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  Speaker 4: my power back into where I'm I'm better for everybody,
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  Speaker 4: including myself, or I can say that differently, I'm better
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  Speaker 4: for myself including everybody else because.
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  Speaker 3: I've got to be good for me.
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  Speaker 4: And for the longest time, even though I would say
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  Speaker 4: self care, do these things, I wasn't always doing those things.
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  Speaker 3: And I still am working through that and will work
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  Speaker 3: in progress.
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  Speaker 4: But it's just recognizing things are just shifting so much
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  Speaker 4: and then to see how it shows up for you
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  Speaker 4: in life.
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  Speaker 3: That's that's the fun part. Like to see to watch
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  Speaker 3: the watch it unfold.
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  Speaker 2: And that passion within yourself is what fuels your energy
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  Speaker 2: as you're moving through each moment. And I'll give you
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  Speaker 2: accept I'll give you an example. I've done this off
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  Speaker 2: and on for several years. My desire and passion is
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  Speaker 2: to be a coach and to teach and to help
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  Speaker 2: people heal the emotional wounds, mental wounds and be lighter
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  Speaker 2: in their life, to embrace and enjoy life. That's that
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  Speaker 2: to me, that's passion. My confidence has held me back.
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  Speaker 2: So lack of self confidence held me back my finances.
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  Speaker 1: I has created a struggle.
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  Speaker 2: So I had to come up with a solution that
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  Speaker 2: created ease for me to pay off my debts. And
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  Speaker 2: but it's still in me. That fire is still in
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  Speaker 2: me to pursue, pursue, be in the joy of being
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  Speaker 2: a coach and watching people transform from you know, that
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  Speaker 2: wounded victim person to the blossoming, lighter, glowing being that
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  Speaker 2: we are. And that so that passion is in me.
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  Speaker 2: I've not given up on it. In fact, I was
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  Speaker 2: sharing with you, we were talking about it before we
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  Speaker 2: even jump on the recording. The events that I'm creating,
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  Speaker 2: and it's exciting for me when I sit and am
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  Speaker 2: creating a class or creating a retreat or creating my
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  Speaker 2: next you know, presentation. That's exciting to me. Then when
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  Speaker 2: I get to work, I enjoy my work. I'm not
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  Speaker 2: passionate about it. I enjoy that I'm helping people in
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  Speaker 2: a different way and still being able to plant seeds.
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  Speaker 1: From what I actually am passionate about.
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  Speaker 2: For the coaching, I still get to plant seeds and stuff,
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  Speaker 2: but it's in a different environment where I'm very restricted,
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  Speaker 2: not very restricted, but restricted on what words I can
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  Speaker 2: say and how I can teach and things like that.
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  Speaker 2: And I and I have I'm going to say, constraints
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  Speaker 2: on allowing my true self to to be you know
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  Speaker 2: in that arena. Through my work environment, I have to
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  Speaker 2: kind of hold back on on the the actual.
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  Speaker 1: Personality that I have.
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  Speaker 2: And sometimes that's using uh, you know, cuss words and stuff,
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  Speaker 2: and I have to kind of hold back on that.
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  Speaker 1: Not good or bad.
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  Speaker 2: Maybe that's training me to be less using less language
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  Speaker 2: like that. But anyway, the passion is in me. But
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  Speaker 2: I'm feeling constraint because I am going to this job
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  Speaker 2: I am having, you know, working on paying off some
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  Speaker 2: debts and stuff, which is I'm so grateful that I
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  Speaker 2: have this job to do that. So there's moments and
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  Speaker 2: the this is what I was saying, I've been doing
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  Speaker 2: this off and on for quite a while. There's moments
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  Speaker 2: where I get frustrated and irritated because I have to
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  Speaker 2: go to a or I don't have to, but I'm
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  Speaker 2: choosing to go to a job to help pay my debts,
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  Speaker 2: and I don't have the freedom of time that I
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  Speaker 2: would like, or the amount of time that I would
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  Speaker 2: like in my day to pursue what I'm passionate about,
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  Speaker 2: and so I get balled up in the judgment, the frustration,
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  Speaker 2: the irritation, sometimes slightly angry, not like I used to be,
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  Speaker 2: but there's this little glimpse of anger because of the
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  Speaker 2: financial situation that I've created.
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  Speaker 1: And so it's my job.
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  Speaker 2: To maintain my energy even when I go to my job,
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  Speaker 2: because my energy matters when I'm with those people. My
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  Speaker 2: energy matter of what I take into the office. My
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  Speaker 2: energy matters when we are creating something in the work
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  Speaker 2: environment to help other business owners like my energy still
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  Speaker 2: matters and it and I have gotten a lot of
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  Speaker 2: reminders lately over the past few months about that that
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  Speaker 2: when when my energy dips, meaning I get into that
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  Speaker 2: frustration or irritation, and it's not really because I'm thinking
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  Speaker 2: about what I could be doing instead of going to
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  Speaker 2: a job.
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  Speaker 1: It's that it's already in me.
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  Speaker 2: So there's a good opportunity for me to say this
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  Speaker 2: out loud and take some time today to do some journaling.
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  Speaker 1: But it's already in me.
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  Speaker 2: And so just somebody's tone of voice, or their attitude
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  Speaker 2: or their pushiness like can trigger that within me. And again,
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  Speaker 2: as we've discussed before, it's not about them, it's about me.
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  Speaker 2: And when I match their energy, now my body is
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  Speaker 2: responding in that stressful way and causing discomfort to me.
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  Speaker 2: And then the ripple effect happens of how maybe I
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  Speaker 2: get headaches, maybe I get exhausted or fatigued, or whatever
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  Speaker 2: the case may be. Maybe I'm just so thinking about
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  Speaker 2: other things that I'm not paying attention to what I'm doing,
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  Speaker 2: and I bump my head or I stub my toe
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  Speaker 2: or so now I have physical pain. So, yeah, your
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  Speaker 2: it's our responsibility when we have something that we're excited about.
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  Speaker 1: For us to hold onto that and that passion.
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  Speaker 2: I love it you say that my passion is to
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  Speaker 2: be excited and passionate about me.
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  Speaker 3: It's all a big deal, all of us is. It
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  Speaker 3: feels like it feels like that this is where we're
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  Speaker 3: all evolving to. And it's like I even learned at home.
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  Speaker 4: The more that we communicate, the more that we have
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  Speaker 4: a communication amongst each other, we have this great communication
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  Speaker 4: withinside of ourselves. I've been talking lately about and I
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  Speaker 4: don't know if I've mentioned it about. You know, we
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  Speaker 4: all have a language, we all have our own personal language,
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  Speaker 4: and so when we meet somebody, we're learning a new language.
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  Speaker 4: And so we learn the language here. But at the
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  Speaker 4: same time, when I know that there's a communication that's
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  Speaker 4: happening between the two of us here at home, it
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  Speaker 4: creates a different conversation for me withinside of myself. And now,
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  Speaker 4: when you were talking about going to your job, and
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  Speaker 4: it wasn't your passion, it's like we accept things because
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  Speaker 4: we think that's the best viable solution because it's tangible.
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  Speaker 4: On the other side of that, it's like, what does
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  Speaker 4: your job look like to you? Like, how do you
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  Speaker 4: see your face when you're at your job? And I
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  Speaker 4: don't mean your job that you go to now, I
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  Speaker 4: mean the job that you how do you how would
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  Speaker 4: you like to see yourself every single day and envision that?
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  Speaker 4: Like are you just talking to people like in the
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  Speaker 4: whole process, like keep saying like it's going through that
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  Speaker 4: process and of that experience and seeing what you do
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  Speaker 4: like the most in that experience. And it's like, oh no, no, no,
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  Speaker 4: But we spend so much time on that other stuff.
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  Speaker 4: Not we, but in general we have a tendency. People
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  Speaker 4: have a tendency to look at those things. And it's
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  Speaker 4: not a bad thing. It's just a creation thing. It's
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  Speaker 4: just letting you know what you don't want to have
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  Speaker 4: in your experience, that's all. And so when you don't
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  Speaker 4: when you know what you don't want, as Abraham Hicks
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  Speaker 4: has said, for for a millennial, it feels like forever.
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  Speaker 4: It's it just helps us to create the things that
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  Speaker 4: we do want. But sometimes because I've done it, I've
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  Speaker 4: gotten so wrapped in the things that I don't want
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  Speaker 4: that I don't I can get wrapped in that worry
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  Speaker 4: and concern, but I'm not in that space of recognizing
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  Speaker 4: always immediately that as soon as that comes up, now
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  Speaker 4: I have an opportunity.
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  Speaker 3: What does it look like? What do I want it
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  Speaker 3: to look like.
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  Speaker 4: So when I hear someone telling me things, oh I
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  Speaker 4: don't like this and I don't like that, I'm like, well,
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  Speaker 4: what does the world look like to you?
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  Speaker 3: What would that?
• 20:16
  Speaker 4: What would the ideal world look like to you? And
• 20:18
  Speaker 4: then they tell me, I'm like, that's great, let's play
• 20:20
  Speaker 4: with that. It's just different perspectives, right, But a lot
• 20:24
  Speaker 4: of times people have spent more time focused on the
• 20:27
  Speaker 4: things that we don't want, and it's and again it's
• 20:30
  Speaker 4: I feel like that's giving our power away. It's giving
• 20:32
  Speaker 4: our power away to things that we don't want. We
• 20:35
  Speaker 4: don't we we've already experienced that, so it's just an
• 20:38
  Speaker 4: opportunity for us to create something differently. I've been writing
• 20:42
  Speaker 4: so many different things down because because there's just so
• 20:46
  Speaker 4: much things that are that have been happening to me lately,
• 20:49
  Speaker 4: and as we've been having the conversation, I'm like, oh, yeah,
• 20:51
  Speaker 4: that's that's another thing that I've been having an experience
• 20:53
  Speaker 4: with or contemplating. Plant medicine. Plant medicine is another thing.
• 20:59
  Speaker 4: I was talking to someone recently and we were talking
• 21:01
  Speaker 4: about microdosing and I'm like, well, yeah, that's all fine
• 21:03
  Speaker 4: and dandy for places that it's legal and for being
• 21:07
  Speaker 4: able to have product consistently to microdose. And then what
• 21:11
  Speaker 4: flowed through me immediately was so many people are looking
• 21:15
  Speaker 4: for permission to be themselves through plant medicine, and we
• 21:19
  Speaker 4: don't need that permission. It's just a matter of showing
• 21:22
  Speaker 4: up and being yourself. And so it's relying on something again,
• 21:26
  Speaker 4: it's something outside of self. It's something outside of self
• 21:29
  Speaker 4: that we focus on and it can take our attention
• 21:33
  Speaker 4: for a long time, but it's not about all those things.
• 21:36
  Speaker 4: It's about going back inside again.
• 21:39
  Speaker 1: Well, and.
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  Speaker 2: We rely on the microdosing any other substance when other
• 21:50
  Speaker 2: people are happy, that ignites our happiness. You know, we
• 21:58
  Speaker 2: rely on these outside side sources when in fact, and
• 22:03
  Speaker 2: it's already been shown that when we take the time
• 22:08
  Speaker 2: to tune into our higher self source God, the higher
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  Speaker 2: vibrational frequencies, we reach all of that without any outside
• 22:22
  Speaker 2: substance or source.
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  Speaker 1: And that also is a piece of a huge piece.
• 22:32
  Speaker 2: Of igniting that passion within yourself, because it's really your
• 22:38
  Speaker 2: spirit saying.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, let's do this, let's do this, this.
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: Is exciting, let's go do this, and they're really on
• 22:45
  Speaker 2: board and they're ready to guide you through it. But
• 22:48
  Speaker 2: our human self, because of our human circumstances or situations,
• 22:54
  Speaker 2: we don't see that as a viable solution to just
• 22:57
  Speaker 2: go willy nilly, go do something that we would enjoy.
• 23:01
  Speaker 2: So and for myself, there are some added things that
• 23:10
  Speaker 2: I've taken on over this past year to.
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: Help me grow in different ways.
• 23:17
  Speaker 2: And so then there's the gratitude pieces of where I'm at.
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: I've met so many people I wouldn't have probably typically
• 23:26
  Speaker 2: met had I not had this job that I have.
• 23:31
  Speaker 2: I'm building my confidence in ways that I years ago
• 23:38
  Speaker 2: would never have thought would have been possible, you know.
• 23:42
  Speaker 1: And so.
• 23:45
  Speaker 2: With these experiences that I'm having, when I lean into
• 23:50
  Speaker 2: the side of I'm so grateful that this job is
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: helping me pay off my debts, and it's helping me
• 23:58
  Speaker 2: make connections, and it's also given me an arena where
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: I can plant seeds of what I do that I'm
• 24:07
  Speaker 2: passionate about and having conversations and connecting with people in
• 24:12
  Speaker 2: ways that's in their environment, which is the business world.
• 24:21
  Speaker 2: Instead of expecting them to have met me in some
• 24:25
  Speaker 2: other you know, some other way and then expecting them
• 24:30
  Speaker 2: to come into my arena, I have been put into
• 24:34
  Speaker 2: their arena to have these conversations. So the benefits of
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: what I'm having the experiences with right now is so beneficial.
• 24:45
  Speaker 2: And for me to maintain my energy about it is
• 24:49
  Speaker 2: the gratitude, leaning into the gratitude to feel the passion,
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: to keep that passion alive and remember all the benefits
• 24:56
  Speaker 2: that I'm getting right now with where I'm at and
• 25:01
  Speaker 2: I'm not and I have not ever given up on
• 25:04
  Speaker 2: my passion. I'm not ever given up on my coaching.
• 25:07
  Speaker 2: It is, it's in me, is still there, and I
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: am still nurturing that alongside the job. And now I
• 25:22
  Speaker 2: don't want to go down the rabbit hole of this,
• 25:25
  Speaker 2: but now with AI tools, I have so much more
• 25:31
  Speaker 2: opportunity to build what is passionate to me alongside my job.
• 25:39
  Speaker 2: So what used to take hours and hours and hours
• 25:42
  Speaker 2: to create now takes minutes and I can get it
• 25:45
  Speaker 2: out there. And now as I was I was saying,
• 25:50
  Speaker 2: was I've taken on some other things. Well, one of
• 25:55
  Speaker 2: those things is being the president of a nonprofit organization
• 26:01
  Speaker 2: and that's coming to an end at the end of
• 26:05
  Speaker 2: July of June, so I'll have a couple more months
• 26:08
  Speaker 2: of that, so then that will be off my plate
• 26:10
  Speaker 2: and it will create more space.
• 26:12
  Speaker 1: And so it's.
• 26:14
  Speaker 2: Like things are really turning around and shifting for me
• 26:17
  Speaker 2: because I did go get a job to ease the
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: discomfort and discord that I had within me with how
• 26:25
  Speaker 2: I was viewing my situation. But I'm still working on
• 26:29
  Speaker 2: that passion on the on the on the other side
• 26:34
  Speaker 2: and still fueling that so you can do things alongside
• 26:39
  Speaker 2: each other and keep that fire alive within you and
• 26:46
  Speaker 2: and with the job that is really put me into
• 26:49
  Speaker 2: some some maintain my energy boot camp training. Let me
• 26:56
  Speaker 2: tell you what, if anything I got out of this
• 27:00
  Speaker 2: did that.
• 27:04
  Speaker 3: I agree even with me doing treatment.
• 27:06
  Speaker 4: Still what's come into my mind is even though I'm
• 27:08
  Speaker 4: still seeing some people, that's microdosing for me. It's microdosing
• 27:12
  Speaker 4: for me in those environments because I have had a
• 27:15
  Speaker 4: tendency to take on others' energies. I have learned to
• 27:20
  Speaker 4: be a chameleon, and a chameleon does it out of
• 27:22
  Speaker 4: safety to kind of blend and so they don't stand
• 27:24
  Speaker 4: out as much.
• 27:25
  Speaker 3: And now I'm standing more into who I am, and
• 27:29
  Speaker 3: it's okay for me to stand out.
• 27:30
  Speaker 4: It's okay for me not to agree with people, but
• 27:33
  Speaker 4: I like to listen to their perspectives on things too,
• 27:35
  Speaker 4: and I hadn't. Always i'd be like, no, no, that's bullshit,
• 27:38
  Speaker 4: because you know this is what this is, really what
• 27:41
  Speaker 4: it is, and it's like, there's that's not true. There's
• 27:43
  Speaker 4: so many different ways to perceive things that it's true
• 27:46
  Speaker 4: for everybody in their own perspectives, and that's okay. So
• 27:50
  Speaker 4: I like to listen to to what they have to say.
• 27:53
  Speaker 4: I get to grow from it. It's an opportunity for
• 27:56
  Speaker 4: me to create when somebody else is saying something, and
• 27:59
  Speaker 4: then it's an opportunity for me to ask them and
• 28:01
  Speaker 4: then to realize that I'm not a victim to others' energy.
• 28:07
  Speaker 4: I don't have to be carrying it around with me,
• 28:09
  Speaker 4: but I can recognize almost immediately where it's coming from, Like, oh,
• 28:13
  Speaker 4: you dip down into this energy.
• 28:14
  Speaker 3: And we talked about that a long time ago, about
• 28:17
  Speaker 3: you know.
• 28:18
  Speaker 4: Holding and maintaining our energy because otherwise you can be
• 28:22
  Speaker 4: up here on the high flying disc and then all
• 28:24
  Speaker 4: a sudden you jumped down to another disc unintentionally. But
• 28:27
  Speaker 4: it's just to have that conversation or to blend them
• 28:29
  Speaker 4: with that stuff. And I would find that even in
• 28:32
  Speaker 4: that kind of an experience, I would find that I
• 28:35
  Speaker 4: would be giving advice almost from that experience. And for
• 28:39
  Speaker 4: me now it's like I've got to be We've talked
• 28:41
  Speaker 4: about the metronome, you know, keeping the rhythm or the beat,
• 28:45
  Speaker 4: and now it's like it's up to me to be
• 28:47
  Speaker 4: that energy and then everybody else can vibrate to that
• 28:50
  Speaker 4: frequency or if they're higher than they'll shift all of us.
• 28:54
  Speaker 4: And so that's the most important thing to me right now.
• 28:58
  Speaker 4: It's not who's right is wrong, or what someone's doing
• 29:01
  Speaker 4: this or someone's not doing this, or it's not any
• 29:04
  Speaker 4: of that stuff. It's just to be in my space
• 29:06
  Speaker 4: and watch how things are unfolding for everybody else because
• 29:10
  Speaker 4: they have I had to go through this experience too,
• 29:13
  Speaker 4: and and I've had the support of you, and I've
• 29:15
  Speaker 4: had the support of others around me that could see
• 29:18
  Speaker 4: beyond whatever behaviors I might have at that time, what
• 29:22
  Speaker 4: beyond my my little girl coming out and acting like
• 29:25
  Speaker 4: a child that I've experienced recently, very recently, and her
• 29:29
  Speaker 4: not getting her own way and not getting something and
• 29:32
  Speaker 4: getting mad and then creating discord at home and then recognizing,
• 29:36
  Speaker 4: wait a minute, this is how she's acting right now.
• 29:41
  Speaker 3: What does she what does she really want? And and
• 29:44
  Speaker 3: at that time it was I was.
• 29:45
  Speaker 4: Missing my partner because he was very busy, busy doing
• 29:48
  Speaker 4: other things and so and then it was able to
• 29:52
  Speaker 4: put that into words and be vulnerable with it, and
• 29:55
  Speaker 4: then it kind of quashed the whole throwing the temper tantrum.
• 29:59
  Speaker 4: I would all it throwing a temper tantrum, for sure,
• 30:02
  Speaker 4: And I didn't understand it from that perspective until I
• 30:05
  Speaker 4: stepped back to see that. And it's again more stuff
• 30:09
  Speaker 4: that's not running my life anymore.
• 30:11
  Speaker 3: Like I let it.
• 30:12
  Speaker 2: Used to.
• 30:15
  Speaker 3: Just take go ahead, run with that baton. I don't.
• 30:18
  Speaker 3: I don't need to run with that baton anymore. I
• 30:20
  Speaker 3: can lay it down. I don't have to behave that way.
• 30:24
  Speaker 3: I can.
• 30:25
  Speaker 4: And the thing is, when we're vulnerable like that, it
• 30:27
  Speaker 4: can be received in a million different ways. But it
• 30:29
  Speaker 4: was honest for myself, and so it felt very freeing.
• 30:32
  Speaker 4: It changed the dynamics of everything, the whole conversation.
• 30:37
  Speaker 2: Nice and you said, you know, it gives you the
• 30:43
  Speaker 2: opportunity to hear other people's perspectives, in versions of whatever's
• 30:52
  Speaker 2: going on, and their explanations, their their ideas, and it's
• 30:56
  Speaker 2: similar to what we do with this, with these recordings
• 31:00
  Speaker 2: when we put them out there into the world, is
• 31:02
  Speaker 2: BEV and I have these conversations, and it gives the
• 31:06
  Speaker 2: audience the opportunity to hear our perspectives or hear what
• 31:10
  Speaker 2: we're going through and how we're navigating these life situations
• 31:15
  Speaker 2: and experiences. And so as you're listening to this, also
• 31:20
  Speaker 2: know that there are other people out there who are.
• 31:22
  Speaker 1: Doing the same thing. Everybody has these.
• 31:25
  Speaker 2: Internal asks, these internal questions, and maybe you're the resource
• 31:30
  Speaker 2: of getting that answer to them. Doesn't mean you have
• 31:33
  Speaker 2: to have the conversation with them, doesn't mean you have
• 31:35
  Speaker 2: to be to be the.
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: Teacher or the coach.
• 31:38
  Speaker 2: It means you listen to a video that resonated with you,
• 31:41
  Speaker 2: or a podcast that resonate with you, or read a.
• 31:43
  Speaker 1: Book and you get to share that with other.
• 31:46
  Speaker 2: People and say, hey, this, maybe you'll get something out
• 31:49
  Speaker 2: of this whatever this is, book, podcast, spiritual influencer, teacher,
• 31:55
  Speaker 2: business influencer, whatever the arena you are in. So that's
• 32:01
  Speaker 2: our ask is you know, the likes, the shares and
• 32:05
  Speaker 2: all the things is great. I know many many, many
• 32:09
  Speaker 2: people watch our videos and other content and they don't
• 32:13
  Speaker 2: comment on them. They don't like them, but you could
• 32:16
  Speaker 2: share them. You could have the conversations and just direct
• 32:20
  Speaker 2: people to whatever piece of content worked for you. So
• 32:27
  Speaker 2: you can find us on many platforms. We are on Facebook, Instagram, TikTok, Speakers, Spotify, podcast, Attic,
• 32:35
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• 32:41
  Speaker 2: and Beev Community. Tea Time with Amy and Bev. Do
• 32:44
  Speaker 2: you have any final words as we wrap this up?
• 32:48
  Speaker 4: Take time to spend time with yourself without It's not
• 32:50
  Speaker 4: about the meditation or all the distractions, because that just
• 32:54
  Speaker 4: keeps you from.
• 32:55
  Speaker 3: Dealing with a lot of what you've got going on
• 32:57
  Speaker 3: withinside of yourself.
• 32:58
  Speaker 4: Take time to look at those things and ask questions,
• 33:02
  Speaker 4: and then watch how you evolve.
• 33:04
  Speaker 1: Evolute.
• 33:07
  Speaker 2: We're evoluting, all right, friends.
• 33:11
  Speaker 1: Thank you so much for hanging out with us. Tea
• 33:13
  Speaker 1: Time with Amy and Bev, and we will see you
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: next time.
• 33:16
  Speaker 3: Bye,