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Inspiring Human Potential Inner Growth Stories with 5D Self-Empowered Enlightened Table Talk · Inspiring Human Potential

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  Guess how the amazing Universe always works.
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  We are going to change up our intro and at first, I wasn't
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  sure. And then I was like, you know
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  what, wait a minute, let me go revisit that.
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  I am expanding Consciousness intro and just hearing the first
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  couple minutes of a. Okay, yes, it is time for an
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  update especially with all the new episodes that you'll be
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  hearing. And the integration of
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  trauma-informed and somatic informed, as well as the somatic
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  experiencing informed upcoming mine site.
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  So, all of the lovely addition to our human elements, the
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  intro, this one's going to be kind of short, and I'll revisit
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  them. Probably, according to when time
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  the podcasts since their standard.
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  The nation of what we're all about.
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  And so, I'm just going to break it down, where enlightened Soul
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  age group. And so people who are in their
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  5D self empowered and letting State of Consciousness, and what
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  this means and human terms is people who are functional
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  adults. They are differentiated selves
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  differentiate itself. You can find that in family of
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  origin, therapy stuff, and we also Have mindfulness brain and
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  mind frame. So we are able to use our lovely
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  brain and the neuroplastic way and just using words to describe
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  Concepts that my regular listeners know about, but that
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  anybody who wants it's in, you know, you would want to know
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  about, otherwise you can't follow the conversations also
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  and like mental age, when people are in their ventral vagal
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  system. So we are always safe and social
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  with Humanity. In fact, we love humanity and
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  Life to death, the death of us. In fact, we're all still
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  breathing for now, right? And I wake up tomorrow.
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  I'm still breathing and we don't suffer.
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  We actually experience emotional pain in its natural form,
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  allowing it to flow and do its thing and we don't sit and
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  create stories. There's a way that I can explain
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  this. By the way, it's always
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  Neuroscience, psychology education and we only have love
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  Cycles, but I do look at those who might have shame Cycles
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  because I know that everyone is always going to be looking to
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  expand. So there are people who will
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  choose move out a 3D 4D and or other Soul age groups and so
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  they will begin to be able and see wait a minute, my body heart
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  and mind. They speak something.
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  And I actually want to listen to it, I want to be the grown-up
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  version of myself. So taking those emotions and
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  sting, you know, I'm going to pay attention to what I think
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  and feel and I will be able to move forward with respecting
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  others by being able to be Economist because see, when you
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  are a functional do. That means you're forgiving and
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  nuanced because you're Using again, your mindfulness brain
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  and I forgot you're in a state of physiological compassion.
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  You're actually able to sit in your psychological floor.
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  It's called a neocortex. It has six neurons to for the
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  hearing now, to for the implicit memory stuff that every human
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  being body holes, and it goes all the way back to fishies.
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  Thank you Dan Siegel, for that explanation.
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  They meet in the middle where there's other two neurons, which
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  creates our subjective reality. So everybody's emotions or based
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  for our own self survive, Evil, but it comes in begin since we
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  were little. So again, when you are in the
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  enlightenment still age group, you're actually aware when the
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  implicit memory stuff is coming off and you're able to sit in
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  this zero place. And understand, I'll wait, these
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  are my motions in to talk about them and in every one of our
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  episodes, we look at different things to inflame.
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  So mates, over Soul because I have a person who's also in that
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  community of the mystics. Mystical is a terrorism
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  metaphysics. So besides the human elements
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  and oh spirituality. Sadhguru lovely, yogic Sciences.
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  He's the one who I learned from. They took his inner engineering
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  course and I also did some Bobby Korean.
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  I'm doing another thing with him.
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  So I listened to him when it comes to spirituality.
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  He's my room of choice and the other subject matter experts,
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  I'd aim as I as it goes, but long story short, we're in a
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  physiological state of compassion.
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  So we know how to be able and sit with a orange and apple.
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  And actually, Enjoy our conversation.
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  You get to learn about this and more from both the perspective
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  of again, Mystic as well as a person.
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  It's the infinite higher human consciousness expression.
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  Potential etc, etc. That's why in our growth is All
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  Me, What comes forth and we don't have regret.
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  We don't have any of that, we don't suffer again, we don't sit
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  in our Temple Junction. So explain all these things and
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  more through our topics. There's also subscription-based
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  model content, for those who want to Learn to put into
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  practice because there are some episodes that are for practice
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  and then there's also the light workers life that's where I
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  share my personal, Claire stories, and relate it to you
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  from an indictment. So age group perspective we do
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  have, I'm Consciousness expanding Consciousness but I
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  evaluate month to month, we have at least one episode, you can
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  sign up. It's a five or six dollars in
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  dollars Euros would be probably not more than six year olds and
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  in other currency. And I'm not sure what that would
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  be but meantime, thank you for tuning in to the intro and I
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  hope you stay for the episode and if not thank you for
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  stopping by, and I share with you my unconditional love and
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  wish you the best. We're going to do some table,
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  talk about the indictments or age group just to inflame us.
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  And feminine and wholeness one. Again, we are all both masculine
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  and feminine but we will have a preferred polarity preferred
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  charge state of preferred arena for those of us who are in the
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  enlightenment school age group that preferred Arena and
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  polarity is going to be compassion, both masculine and
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  feminine. And that's where the core
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  frequency of the Enlightenment still age group is.
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  Is the five deeds of empowered, enlightened poor frequency, its
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  infinite, higher human consciousness, potential and
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  existence is being able to always be in C curl, and the
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  difference between the two types of Journeys is that those who
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  are always in half and feminine, polarity will have compassion as
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  their Journey, so they're always an eye on presences.
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  Why we don't have their kind of slowly go down.
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  The other polarity masculine will have a shame cycle and more
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  and they will, when they're ready to embark on their
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  Enlightenment, sole trip journey, be out of it by other
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  means. So the masculine will have a ego
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  death, Dark Night of the soul and their Catalyst will be their
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  actual indictment. So and I know some of you may be
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  new to these topics so let me explain to you from the
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  perspectives and different Arenas.
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  When it comes to metaphysics, is a terrorism world.
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  So when you hear 40, people talking about the plane of twin
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  flames for relationships or for 3D its relationships, so really,
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  for 3D it would be people that talk about becoming a Adults,
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  not having co-dependent relationships being able to all
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  people be their autonomous adult.
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  So in human terms, if you will it's about being able to know
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  that we all have attachment wounds and Trauma and that the
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  masculine here will not have worked through.
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  There's they will be dominated by their safety behaviors.
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  So there's shame cycle needs the way the feminine will be, the
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  one who is mentally and emotionally and physically.
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  Be mature enough to do some talking.
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  Always about the enlightenment still a jerk.
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  Even though I'm trying to give you 3 D 4, d, parameters, I'm
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  talking from the indictment still, a true perspective.
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  So this is where everyone is their own State of Consciousness
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  and chooses their Journey time. Again, again, again in this
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  lifetime of now. So with the human stuff, people
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  who learn about it the way to work through their
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  relationships. They will know about.
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  Let's go work with a therapist or let's work with each other
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  because we have attachment Moon. You have the ability to be each
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  other's witness to allow each other to share our thoughts, or
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  feelings or physical Sensations together.
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  Because we are each other's partner and then we can have our
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  own way of correcting. These experiences, which is
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  where people manage each other. Here's how I want you to
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  behaviors. So they choose together Christy,
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  they, they're creating one unit that's before I go.
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  So those were not in the enlightenment.
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  And so they do they create their one unit together.
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  But if you want to talk again about relationships, in general
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  still involves corrective experiences.
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  What I mean by that is talking about these thoughts feelings,
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  and these physical Sensations. So for those who are autonomous
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  in every way in shape and form Enlightenment, so, each person
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  will not be negotiating, how they're going to Their life is
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  how I'm going to put it. So this is where like the
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  polyamorous great sexually sexual the monogamy or whatever
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  it is that a person will think of as their idea, it will not be
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  negotiable. Because if you're in the
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  indictment till age group, it means it's something that used
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  consciously chosen, which is why this so a drupe gets chosen.
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  So you don't end up here because of what you see from the past,
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  is there for reasons. The same way with all of those
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  religions that exist. This is a way that Akash energy
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  and just infinite expansion, that's where energy is in the
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  visible spectrum, right? We now can see it.
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  Thanks to technology and that's why we're learning to talk about
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  Consciousness. I used the word Akash but it is
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  we are constantly Primary and secondary, a human being with
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  mine site. I can explain the brain, How
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  It's Made and how we, you know, the neocortex and that's where
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  the psychological War. So those who do things 3D way
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  again, if they are in Enlightenment, there is non
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  negotiations these exchanges on their experiences are actual
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  exchanges. In fact, they're not even going
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  to be corrected because we're going to be like, here's my
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  thoughts. Here's my feelings.
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  Here's my physical Sensations and we're going to To either be
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  experienced as that which means that we get accepted for who we
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  are or not and we're not going to be upset or feel bad or you
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  know the person is like well this is it.
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  So this is the part so we can put this doesn't exist for the
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  enlightenment still age group feminine or masculine as a whole
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  person. We will not negotiate how we
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  feel our experiences because we're conscious aware of our
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  experiences so we're sharing our experiences together.
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  But for those who have emotional, All situations as I
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  was trying to spell out, as they share their attachment wounds
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  and they share their inner child stuff, they will want each other
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  to meet each. Other's emotional needs.
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  That's the difference. So it might still a troop.
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  We don't have needs that need to be met in the sense that we
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  acknowledge. We want to share life.
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  We also acknowledge that we want and or can enjoy each other's
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  company. We do not Not attached or
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  entangle. Ever even without knowing it, we
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  don't attach or entangle, because we are free, Souls free
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  energy, call it what you want, you know, people will have
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  different names for this and that's why again, the
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  polyamorous thing I keep bringing in because the reality
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  is we are probably Amorous and we will be great, a the feminine
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  particularly because we don't actually want an exchange of
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  energy like that, with just anyone, it's very Personal and
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  in fact, we already know intuitively speaking that energy
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  is going to transfer and it's not because it's bad or good.
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  But somebody has trauma and attachment wounds, and they got
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  those charge States all charged up, well, guess what's going to
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  transfer over? It's not going to be bad for the
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  feminine because we already know how to handle emotions.
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  But the theft of our body, this is Where and why I appreciate
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  that. People have more terminology
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  because there are people that are they are somatic and past
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  and they don't actually know how to navigate these spaces as
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  well. Be going to create more
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  conversations about these things.
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  Because I know that those people need to hear from somebody who
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  also has declares like yeah, guess what?
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  It's both your person. So here all that psychoeducation
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  stuff is important, but yes. Also when you're dreaming the
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  other, they need someone who can easily say.
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  It's not true. It's not True, it's something
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  natural humanly speaking. It's okay.
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  Don't make a big deal, you know, like, let's talk about it right
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  here, table doctor. Let's talk about it.
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  And the part about procedural memory, and how images can be
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  both a up, like, trauma, coming up but also healing.
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  There's a difference. So, the aspects as we move
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  forward in our episodes would get more and more organized, so
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  that I can choose, but I really feel that it will be in the
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  subscription based content. Cuz this is for everyone to hear
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  what we talked about. It's only the people who
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  resonate that I'm going to structure stuff with and that's
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  going to be based on their own request.
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  So as we build a community of subscribers at some point, I'll
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  start asking okay so what do you need?
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  What examples, what stories do you need to support?
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  Where you're headed or what? Carry out the Q and A is for
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  that too. So obviously you can ask your
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  name will do a prospective but back to this table talk on the
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  Whole mess of the masculine and feminine in the enlightenment.
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  So Adrian, so 3D will talk about managing relationships.
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  Don't know all the psycho terms and all that stuff cycle
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  education. So they'll be treating each
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  other like each other's basically, you do what I want, I
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  do what I want and they find a happy medium.
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  The ones who are successful, they have find their happy
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  medium for the enlightenment still.
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  A trip is very restrictive, but this is where love is actually
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  something we experience every day and always.
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  So when your Starting to use these little lists like okay I
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  know that's starting to box me up.
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  I'm not going to be that. We just it's like yeah we can't
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  we won't we won't compromise Life's Too Short.
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  That's too short. It's really like just something
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  that's one of the things when a feminine meets their actual
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  experiences with the Claire's twin flames.
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  All this stuff, you know, we're always going to go Wanting to go
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  and our heart is always loving and free and happy and joyful.
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  So we only have to be rigid because sometimes we are we
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  don't figure out that we got protector lenses on, you know.
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  So that's the only reason once we were like, oh shit, I okay,
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  you know, once we see this the reaction and people again don't
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  think of it as you know you're insecure or you're trying to
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  just let people be happy now. We just want To deal with it
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  because they just bombed us down.
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  They bombed us down a notch from where we were having fun and
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  enjoying it. Now, we need to be proper and
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  former, and need to hold back our fun.
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  They don't know how to play. This is what is happening inside
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  us. But then were like, oh, shit!
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  The social orienting. I'm always doing because they're
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  going to start listing, right. Their beliefs are the olive.
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  All of their stuff is going to start being thrown out of sin
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  where like God damn it. They're little golden chains,
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  but we don't find them pretty meaning.
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  Yeah, they might be pretty for holding it but they're going to
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  weigh us down. Long story short.
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  Yeah, those of us who are in the indictments will age group.
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  Don't give us any lists. We don't do this, we don't do
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  this. Actually, if you presents us a
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  list. So here's the teenage version of
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  a feminine with a list. Okay.
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  I see you. Oh, and you better bet that I'm
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  turning around and going in the opposite direction like now and,
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  you know, this is why we love our loved ones because they tell
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  us how it is. Is and right now I'm thinking
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  about is my mother. Wow, you're doing this out of
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  spite. You're spying me.
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  You're only doing it, you know, so I don't do spite is what I've
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  shared more than once. But this is where people who see
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  us doing the opposite. Of what we're being told will
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  consider that being on purpose. It's not on purpose but we
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  think. So I thought about certain
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  things, I forget how old I was, but I remember there were
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  moments when people would Certain types of the man's
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  actually, I'll share with story. Here's a story.
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  This was very different, and this is a family member.
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  I forget, what year was it? I forget how old I was.
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  Anyways, long story short, though, this is a person who
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  obviously, is a masculine there in 4D.
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  In fact, they have a shame cycle, their shame blame fall,
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  prevention cycle. Definitely, in time times, they
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  didn't stuff, they've manipulated stuff, they've like
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  any other person who's not their function.
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  Adult FYI. So let me be clear.
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  No, person is excluded from the whole manipulation.
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  We all do it, but some of us actually don't do it because
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  you're trying to manipulate in the sense of let me get what I
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  want out of it, but will try to manipulate.
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  So that even here, if I want to be objective and include myself,
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  when I'm trying to allow conversation to move on
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  smoothie, someone can look at it as manipulation.
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  The intense though is to keep Harmony is not to gain anything.
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  At the end of the day though, we can sit in the middle and say
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  it's true. The indictments will is your
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  person will not say I'm exempt from anything but the intent
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  behind. It is not from a lack.
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  It's not from Fear, it's not from shame.
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  Blame fault revenge or anger is from.
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  Here's I'm trying to keep the peace because I think peace is
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  better than war and there's an availability of my mouth to use
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  words effectively, so that I may navigate the territory of how
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  your brain thinks. So since your shame cycle is
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  going to be so clear to me, I'm going to learn what your social
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  orienting emotions are. Means I'm going to know what
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  words trigger your ego and which ones don't.
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  And so I'm going to learn how to speak the language.
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  That doesn't trigger your doctor's child because you I
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  don't want to deal with it. I don't have to deal with it at
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  your attachment wounds at your baby stuff.
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  Not my baby still, I don't have baby stuff to give to you to
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  handle. So this is where our emotions
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  are ours. We don't ask you to handle them.
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  If we share them, it's because we think you can handle them in
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  a way. As a person who cares, we don't
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  realize that it requires mental and emotional maturity.
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  Not to mention physical maturity for a person to actually be able
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  to sit and listen to you. This is where so the twin flames
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  experience is amazing. Because for me, I always would
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  see and this is what I'm learning this.
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  What I still do they get to learn from these amazing people.
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  All on my own obviously because I don't know what they're
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  learning. I'm learning but low shit, and
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  it's just pure Bliss. But what I Began with.
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  And that first encounter was the emotional plane.
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  So you know, when I say people put up with me I mean it like my
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  loved ones. Put up with me, I have no hiding
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  about that and I laugh about it and they laugh about it.
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  Because, why wouldn't we love each other with our flaws
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  imperfections? Again, I was handled very well
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  when it comes to my emotional immature moments.
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  And this is where it's just beautiful.
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  When Can actually turns you even though there are better ways to
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  be tended, to, and what I mean by that, here's where, when
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  you're not actually being taken, seriously.
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  So you're being yes, managed in a way that creates experiences
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  that we can mature, but not actually being understood.
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  So, when you're feeling felt, these are very different and I
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  can thank the divine. You in the making that I get to
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  experience, what it's like for conscious being to feel another
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  conscious being. This is energetically speaking
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  because there's an interest in building, an actual relationship
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  because there is a knowledge of yourself, I'm a self.
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  We're both different and yet it's so beautiful that we can
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  bring the complete opposite to this picture and sit and look at
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  it from opposing ends. While aware of opposing ends and
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  while we're of Y and aware of each other's preference.
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  And so it's just like this is again, describable feeling that
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  you'll know if you are in that Enlightenment.
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  So each room, long story short, the other story with my lovely
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  mother, which now I completely blank because I was just
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  enjoying the moment of when, you know, you're able to not Not
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  have to be concerned about your emotions, getting in the way of
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  anything because people can be grown-ups about conversations.
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  It's such a it's like so. Oh my gosh.
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  This is so amazing. That's all I can say, is the
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  word. Amazing.
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  So, from a 3D 4D perspective, now, remember I was telling you
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  the story about the family member and the part of when
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  we're giving lists and the part of being aware of oneself.
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  Okay, so A person makes a demand on an indictment still age.
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  Group person, the feminine will be aware of that demand, they
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  will be aware of how to go about it in the most authentic, and
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  transparent way possible. And we will be blunt and
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  straightforward the masculine. On the other hand, they get
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  spiteful, they get stubborn until they are matured, right?
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  So I'm talking right now in the feminine perspective, Bill be
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  the awareness of the charge. State and we will work with our
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  charge State and we will do our best to be equanimous.
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  We will know that we have an inclined reactiveness felt.
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  So this is why we're not exempt from anything.
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  Nobody is. But the difference is that the
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  feminine will be aware, which is why we can also apologize or
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  take ownership and we won't have a problem.
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  We won't feel shame about it will stand tall and what we're
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  choosing because that's just the way we are.
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  We are connected to our Consciousness.
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  So we will be conscious every step of the way of One of those
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  choices and that's straightforward.
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  Masculine will not, they will hide their charge State, they
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  will be reactive and that's why they turned to spite revenge and
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  then they just you know do things that they then sit in
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  their shame cycle because again, the masking comes out of the
• 24:24
  shame cycle and it doesn't mean anything specific, but they will
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  know what they did and why they did it once.
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  They're clear of their shame cycle, which is where they're at
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  as we were talking about and why they're in a state of Equanimity
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  and compassion with themselves understanding.
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  This was my 18 months off my two year old self.
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  I can't hold it against myself that I have.
• 24:45
  You no charge States like anybody else.
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  Now that I know better, I can move where I want to move.
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  So in the enlightenment, so a troop, they're taking actions to
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  make amends and do their stuff and they're not repeating their
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  reactiveness and now they're conscious beings.
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  Taking ownership of everything as well for the feminine as I
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  was describing In our most immature but when we're not
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  fully visible in the indictments Elite group.
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  So I'm using me now and my personal experience with this
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  family member who throughout the years of my life.
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  There's been many moments of Spite and charge dates and
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  things that we got to work through and where my answers
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  have always been very blunt straight forward.
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  That's exactly why I get turned away do for my family members,
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  but there is an understanding that there is no intent to let
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  me Take from you. There is this is why I am either
• 25:39
  you accept, or you don't. I'm not going to bend that's
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  pretty straightforward. So they will use the word
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  selfish in this sense, but I'm not taking anything from them.
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  In fact, this is why we can stand and say if I took your
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  time. And so here's where the same
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  family member. And they're not the only one,
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  there are other people friends that in a moment in time,
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  through all of them. There's one thing that was made
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  clear to me, time and just how many of them loved loved too.
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  Talk about the talkative nature that I am.
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  And in all of these instances as they kept on, apparently making
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  it such a big deal I became aware of apparently.
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  My talkativeness is not appreciated.
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  Well then, let's see what I can do about that so that I may
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  disengage from using my time and their time and effectively.
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  And let me remember why was I talking?
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  Oh, that's right. They have some shit going down
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  in their life. Hmm, who called?
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  Oh, that's right. Oh well I guess.
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  Let's see. Again, what will I put into
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  practice? I will learn how to listen and
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  so when those phone calls come on in my mouth will be shut.
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  And I will say that very least amount of information as
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  possible, so that they may not have to put up with my talkative
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  nature and lo and behold, not even like, a year later.
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  I'm talking about just how talkative I am.
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  Because, I am talking and the very same family, friends and
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  people that in this year, had made a whole big deal, whole
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  joke. Out.
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  It consistently in a way that was not nice because the way
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  they were going about it, so here's where we know energy so
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  well, like, the back of our hands we are just not going to
• 27:20
  mention it because we don't need to.
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  We will learn how to recalibrate and will recalibrate was great.
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  Joy. So every one of these oversold
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  lovely pieces, got the feminine to do something.
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  They were already doing anyways, living our life, very happy.
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  Any with everything we're choosing and not using our time
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  in effectively and especially not using other people's time in
• 27:44
  a way, they don't enjoy leading me back to the other story and
• 27:48
  these lists of Demands that only people who are in shame Cycles
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  will ever present to you. FYI.
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  And I don't mean it without I mean it with a compassionate hat
• 27:57
  it functional adult doesn't give list.
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  We're forgiving a new instead that this child is the black and
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  white thinker who thinks they know everything who will say,
• 28:04
  here's why I am their harsh unforgiving and they Aren't you
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  a buttload of list? And we look at their lists and
• 28:10
  like, haha. Okay, you can go about being
• 28:13
  your own parent. I'll go about being my own
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  person, and I'm not even my own parent.
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  You, we actually are like completely again, parent less,
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  which is why we have no shame. So, long story short though, we
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  will be able to objectively recognize when someone's
• 28:28
  basically, stepping into our territory and making demands
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  unnecessarily and making it there.
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  Mission to try and make a point they're doing it out of Revenge.
• 28:41
  Spy, out of fear out of all of their insecurities.
• 28:45
  We will understand this, but we don't create co-dependent
• 28:49
  relationships and so if they need reassurance that we love
• 28:52
  them, we are not going to reassure them because we love
• 28:55
  them, they can be themselves. We're not here to redeem them,
• 28:58
  we're not here to fit as their parents, family friends, doesn't
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  matter who it is, so we will not be acquiescing to their Party.
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  Who is looking at us as if we're that parent.
• 29:10
  And now basically what they're doing.
• 29:14
  It's because they want us to take care of them and redeem
• 29:19
  them. This is not free, so stuff.
• 29:23
  This is dependent so stuff which is against what life is and so
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  no, we will not show that we're taking care of you.
• 29:30
  We will not show that we were redeeming you because we are not
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  the judge and Justice of any, we're not your parents.
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  You're not going to have to take care of you and have to redeem
• 29:42
  you. This is not because we want to
• 29:44
  create any uncomfortableness is because we will want you to know
• 29:49
  this is a safe space. So you are always tended to when
• 29:52
  we can be there for you, and you don't need Redemption because
• 29:56
  there's nothing that you need to be ashamed of.
• 29:59
  That will not look pretty all the time.
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  Which is why I asked the group points out those who cared are
• 30:05
  to do the unpopular. We will not know.
• 30:07
  What we're doing, but we will be able to stand tall with it
• 30:10
  because our conscience will be clear.
• 30:11
  And really what it is is because when you present this to
• 30:13
  somebody of what they have to do, because that's what you
• 30:16
  decided. Well, I'm going to call that
• 30:18
  quite childish especially if you're an adult and especially
• 30:21
  if people have lives that they live and you only come around
• 30:25
  when your life apparently seems to go to shit.
• 30:27
  You know. So there's no, these aren't,
• 30:28
  there's all these little equations that we will always
• 30:31
  know what we will, not speak because there's no need for me
• 30:34
  to poke someone who's already. Be suffering.
• 30:38
  Not to mention that our intent again is not to share hurt with
• 30:42
  each other. Our intent is to share love with
• 30:45
  each other independently. So again back to the example,
• 30:51
  when presented specifically demands by this one instance, I
• 30:57
  specifically made a decision and in fact my lovely family member
• 31:01
  always teases me about this things and I say this is don't
• 31:04
  find a teachable. This needs to stop.
• 31:07
  Because it happened and accumulated set of things taking
• 31:09
  place. And I knew that it came from
• 31:11
  insecurity, but it's not a healthy relationship.
• 31:15
  So it had nothing to do with the spite or the words or whatever
• 31:18
  it is. This person would keep on.
• 31:20
  Using with me, it was, this is not how you build a
• 31:23
  relationship. I don't build these types of
• 31:25
  relationships and in time, in fact we recalibrated to what is
• 31:29
  a free loving relationship. And to this day, the individual
• 31:33
  is still different in the way that they think.
• 31:37
  Think of things, but they are no longer seeking a sense of
• 31:41
  safety, because they know we're good.
• 31:44
  So they don't seek to be taken care of or redeemed.
• 31:48
  They know that we're unconditionally loving always
• 31:51
  going to be there for each other.
• 31:53
  So their ability to know we're safe together.
• 31:57
  Is what group had I given in quote, unquote to their
• 32:01
  mannerisms? Nobody would know any better
• 32:04
  from the external, by the way. It's only those of us who
• 32:06
  actually, Which is why the feminine is different than the
• 32:10
  masculine because we don't have blinders on and we don't have
• 32:15
  filters and we won't back down when we know that we're being
• 32:21
  addressed in a specific. Shame vibration blame vibration
• 32:27
  Revenge anger, fear, we will be heartbroken will be upset.
• 32:32
  It all depends, there's different scene there Rios, We
• 32:34
  will not back down, We will notice where we are upset where
• 32:39
  we feel, you know, things are unfair.
• 32:42
  And in fact, here's how it quantum as we can because we'll
• 32:44
  know that that unfairness is a charged state of a teenager that
• 32:48
  doesn't need to be there. There is nothing, unfair life
• 32:51
  happens and usually there's always more perspectives.
• 32:54
  We're not going to sit and wallow in our upset much longer.
• 32:58
  Especially once for full-blown, adults, you can better bet,
• 33:01
  we're not sitting there will know that in time things always
• 33:04
  move where they, which is love. Masculine just learning how to
• 33:09
  be able and sit, in their own, uncharged spaces.
• 33:13
  And to actually enjoy finally, a little bit more of their body
• 33:18
  and their intellect can see the masculine thrown feminine.
• 33:23
  Now can tap into their full human intelligence and the
• 33:27
  masculine of the Enlightenment still age, group has always had
• 33:30
  a level of practicality to them. They just didn't realize that
• 33:34
  their relationship with nothingness with Shiva Comes
• 33:37
  from so much more because again, shambling fall Revenge will
• 33:42
  limits your actual visibility because you're looking at life
• 33:45
  from the lens of trauma. So you're shaky Foundation back
• 33:50
  to the twin flames and masculine feminine and all that stuff.
• 33:54
  I was saying. So for the 4D people, they keep
• 33:58
  talking about each other. As I mentioned vampires, not
• 34:00
  vampires car makes their parties.
• 34:02
  Yeti a tiara and everybody doing work or some not doing any work
• 34:06
  whatsoever. And this is where what I wanted
• 34:10
  to share about this is if they really have a twin flame, what
• 34:13
  it really is is going to be a on the end, they will have a
• 34:18
  perfect match of shoot. I lost the word but it will be.
• 34:25
  It will be, I mentioned it in the other episode.
• 34:30
  It's a specific. It's like a specific perfume but
• 34:34
  they'll match each other's frequency to a tee and that's
• 34:38
  what the people recognize and it's about also having level of
• 34:44
  common lists that they do have lists.
• 34:48
  They will have lists for each other to do, for example, a
• 34:53
  priority on, I don't know a specific theme societally,
• 34:58
  speaking specific mannerism. So these 3D 4D, they end up in
• 35:04
  their Divine masculine divine feminine.
• 35:07
  Extreme if you will, but mature and so together, they create a
• 35:11
  hole for the enlightenment still age group, that's not how it
• 35:14
  works. We reach our own home and then
• 35:16
  if we choose it's to have fun together.
• 35:18
  Otherwise, you know, that's stopped because we need each
• 35:21
  other and it's something that is, in fact, not set in stone at
• 35:25
  all, we don't do the in and out. If we do the in and out, it
• 35:30
  doesn't matter to either, or the only part that will matter to
• 35:34
  the masculine is If they've done anything that they will deem,
• 35:39
  once their hold unnecessary. So in this case, a masculine, he
• 35:45
  will become their wholeness in their Enlightenment still age.
• 35:50
  Group will notes things that are important to them.
• 35:56
  I'm trying to break this down because see mask use don't have
• 35:58
  clear to, they don't know about between State and even if they
• 36:02
  came to realize it because the masculine gets they're not
• 36:07
  Actually completely mature that say they're still ego there,
• 36:15
  they will still deny themselves the truth.
• 36:17
  So it depends on how much Mastery they've gained over
• 36:20
  their own bullshitting and how much they can actually look back
• 36:25
  to the past and relate to their past instant way.
• 36:29
  Plus they have no Claire's, doesn't matter what they've been
• 36:32
  introduced to in the holistic realm, they will not be clear on
• 36:36
  anything. Thing, when it comes to that
• 36:38
  stuff yet, they'll only be able to be clear though.
• 36:42
  And I'm trying to explain this in a way of, they don't know
• 36:48
  about twin flames, so they wouldn't know who it is.
• 36:50
  I mean if they did they'd have to pinpoint it and while the way
• 36:53
  they can pinpoint, it actually is they're safe, they're home.
• 36:58
  Whoever the person is that had them feel that they could be the
• 37:03
  imperfect version of themselves, and that they were still loved.
• 37:07
  They rejected because that's not how they felt about it.
• 37:11
  So here's where the the way that a person, but they'd have to
• 37:14
  have enough knowledge, that was to do this.
• 37:16
  So this is why I was saying twin flames in general for the
• 37:21
  feminine, it will be clear who those people are.
• 37:26
  And then it will also be clear. That it's an independent journey
• 37:29
  and there will not be. In fact, the expectation of
• 37:32
  anything not even being in each other's lives.
• 37:35
  We don't stick to lists. So anytime were presented with
• 37:39
  lists were like, that's not how life works.
• 37:42
  You don't do lists, especially with free will.
• 37:44
  So we're and we definitely, there's a way of respecting life
• 37:50
  and not taking ownership, which is why when they give you these
• 37:55
  seven stages and people are talking about again this twin
• 37:59
  flame for the feminine in the enlightenment still age group.
• 38:02
  You don't put my anything in a box and you don't put any
• 38:06
  people. In a box, doesn't matter if
• 38:09
  we're the same frequency, it doesn't matter what you are
• 38:12
  speaking from your mouth. We don't have to do anything
• 38:16
  together at all. Not even a little bit, because
• 38:19
  we don't depend on each other to it, your needs.
• 38:22
  We reach solo, and we are happy with our so lowness, so whether
• 38:28
  the masculine is happy or not, that's where they get to
• 38:31
  eventually be okay. Wait, here's what I want to do
• 38:34
  because like I keep saying the this is the masculine did not
• 38:38
  create, they destroyed now that they have their feminine, they
• 38:42
  can begin creating which is what they're doing.
• 38:45
  So they got bunch of free space up and they're going to create
• 38:48
  and that's what they're getting comfortable with whatever
• 38:51
  they're looking into they're going to look into from a place
• 38:55
  of love and compassion and recognize where the shame was
• 38:59
  and where their ego was and essentially, what is it from
• 39:02
  what I destroyed that I want back is Anything that I want
• 39:08
  back what I did in my past, they're evaluating their past
• 39:12
  with Equanimity and compassion and whatever it is that they
• 39:15
  want back. They're going to move Beyond if
• 39:17
  there's fear. So here's where with loved ones.
• 39:19
  They will take the steps because otherwise they're bullshitting
• 39:23
  themselves this time. Do they know they are.
• 39:25
  So they would know, I'm still in the state of fear.
• 39:28
  There's no need for me to be here because again, they're no
• 39:31
  longer actually in a shame they're fully aligned with
• 39:35
  themselves. So they know this is what What I
• 39:37
  want back from my past and I'm going to try and get it back
• 39:40
  because why shouldn't I, they're unapologetically going to again,
• 39:46
  presents whatever it is with compassion, understanding.
• 39:49
  And that's another way for them to say, I'm choosing love not
• 39:54
  fear, fear can't Trump for me love, you know.
• 39:57
  So it's more of a, they have a challenge that they are ready
• 40:02
  and wanting to move forward with their challenge stems from Face
• 40:07
  of, I want to transcend this spot that comes from the past
• 40:17
  that stores a bunch of important moments that I've experienced.
• 40:22
  And that I want to bring to a place of flow and so with their
• 40:27
  own ability, that's why they unburden and they transfer the
• 40:35
  energy, thoughts, feelings, physical.
• 40:37
  Sensations in the way of having exchanges as corrective
• 40:42
  experiences, begin to take place with their loved ones, okay?
• 40:46
  And for the feminine, what really is different is we have a
• 40:50
  whole bunch of awareness of when we're engaging with energy and
• 40:55
  so conscious people, we're on a rut were on a roller coaster
• 40:59
  ride, but it's one of those that is only on a high, not the one
• 41:02
  where it goes down, like the drop, right?
• 41:04
  So every person who's in the It was so a true is actually very
• 41:10
  much. Well, aware again of what they
• 41:12
  want in life primarily and who they want in their life for the
• 41:17
  feminine. We are happy that masculine and
• 41:21
  or masculine Zoar happy with their life for our twin flames.
• 41:25
  We know that they're happy and that's good.
• 41:28
  What is taking place between us as people?
• 41:31
  Will be decided as we built those relationships already.
• 41:35
  So we have always been And will always be open.
• 41:38
  We don't cancel to go out that's for the masculine to undo.
• 41:42
  So if the masculine has canceled people that they want into their
• 41:46
  life, they will be looking into that.
• 41:49
  And if they don't then they won't, you know.
• 41:51
  So it's all up to what their cancel was for the reality and
• 42:00
  again, I leave that to the area of when you're differentiated
• 42:06
  cell. And you are aware of loved ones
• 42:10
  without Claire's all the people that you want into your life,
• 42:15
  you'll be reaching out to and wanting them.
• 42:19
  And I'll use my one friend that I didn't talk to you for 5 years
• 42:23
  even though I know that they didn't have other options.
• 42:26
  I do know that they knew like they said themselves that I
• 42:30
  would be there for them because that's what friends are for.
• 42:33
  So they took a shot, they took a risk.
• 42:37
  They said I know she's pissed at me.
• 42:38
  Like fuck. I know why yet he had.
• 42:40
  All right, but I'm in this shit hole.
• 42:42
  I need my friend, so I'm going to reach out.
• 42:44
  They just did it. They did it without any shame
• 42:48
  and they did it without any fear.
• 42:50
  They took a shot and they let it happen.
• 42:53
  And then, like I said for the feminine, we learned after one
• 42:57
  time that we do silly things. In this case with this friend,
• 43:01
  they're a perfect example of when Kali but Holly was there
• 43:06
  for a reason. Ins without Shiva.
• 43:09
  So there you go. Plus we have charged States.
• 43:14
  We know how we want to handle them.
• 43:17
  We like to talk if you're going to get all afraid because I'm
• 43:21
  talking very heated me. Well and you know, this is
• 43:24
  different than actually attacking each other by
• 43:27
  insulting. Okay?
• 43:28
  So let me be clear of feminine will not point a finger at a
• 43:31
  person when they are getting in the church, they will.
• 43:37
  They're full, which is where the Twin Flame, the first one where
• 43:40
  I got to learn to be my mature, motions, as amazing at that
• 43:45
  time. Again again, again I got to keep
• 43:47
  learning about aspects of myself and I got to keep on being able
• 43:52
  to share that until achieving a very sweet spot where both
• 43:56
  people can be themselves. It does not mean that there's
• 43:59
  anything in common or not. That's the part of what
• 44:02
  relationships are not about commonalities.
• 44:05
  They're about to people who enjoy each other's frequency and
• 44:10
  enjoy each other's company. Enjoy each other's conversation.
• 44:13
  So if I have a friend and I have plenty of them that they don't
• 44:16
  like to talk about some things, I don't expect to talk to them
• 44:19
  for hours, on end, in fact, not even a little bit, and it's not
• 44:24
  something like, oh my God, that's we don't all have the
• 44:26
  time, right? So we don't have time to talk on
• 44:28
  end anyways, but there's a difference for those who talk
• 44:32
  because they need to fill a void those who engage because Want to
• 44:38
  feel taken care of redeem. So, those who are seeking from a
• 44:43
  place of lack, which is where all these other so age groups,
• 44:48
  it's not that they lack, they can have a million bucks.
• 44:51
  I'm talking about in their body. They don't feel that they are
• 44:56
  always on, they need to be motivated, so they have a
• 45:01
  feminine outside of it. So here's where the
• 45:04
  enlightenment. So, each reviewer Dated from
• 45:07
  inside. We don't have our relationships
• 45:09
  because they motivate us. We have them because we love
• 45:11
  each other and we enjoy each other.
• 45:13
  So masculine hasn't seen but they had a very different way,
• 45:19
  they were in lack to because they had a shame cycle going on
• 45:23
  now that they don't that's why their relationships are being
• 45:27
  evaluated their caring connections.
• 45:30
  They never really cancel out your loved ones because, you
• 45:33
  know, you've grown up with people, they're going to be
• 45:36
  Loved ones. And that's what the over soul is
• 45:40
  made of your Enlightenment. Journey comes from your over,
• 45:43
  soul with it. Will involve your family and
• 45:45
  friends and it will also involve people that you will have.
• 45:54
  So if it's a masculine, it will be people that they will have
• 45:58
  blamed accused faulted canceled basically been all pissy about
• 46:04
  but also judge the specific way. As a teenager when I learned you
• 46:09
  know I don't want to do all this stuff so with my one friend for
• 46:13
  the 5 years that we didn't talk, I knew that I was angry at them
• 46:18
  but I knew why. And so I didn't care.
• 46:21
  I don't have to do anything different because it's my life
• 46:24
  not theirs, plus they were with their girlfriend.
• 46:26
  Anyways. You know.
• 46:27
  So the only times they would reach out was when what when the
• 46:29
  girlfriend cheated on them to say, how are you happy?
• 46:32
  So right here spite again where I'm not happy about your misery
• 46:36
  but hey I told you not to get into a relationship but hey you
• 46:39
  didn't, you know but it wasn't even that this is a part.
• 46:41
  We don't do tell I told you so we're not there to tell you how
• 46:45
  to live your life. We give suggestions because we
• 46:47
  think that we can support you in your life, that's two different
• 46:50
  things. So perfect, my lovely friend,
• 46:55
  but the aspect of them being able to reach out, that's where
• 47:00
  I love them. I love them for being the
• 47:02
  asshole. They are because what I know is
• 47:04
  they had guts. They had Got I'm happy, they had
• 47:08
  guts. I cannot imagine my friend.
• 47:11
  If he had not reached out because he even says it himself
• 47:14
  it was not a very good at all and it makes me think of friends
• 47:20
  that didn't reach out that part here and it's sad but the same
• 47:26
  cycle of people isolate. So here's why for the feminine
• 47:30
  they don't have the sense of anger.
• 47:35
  If it's angry it's because it's Personal and we'll know it's
• 47:38
  personal. And in fact, my friend got an
• 47:40
  earful when they came around. So this is where we won't hold
• 47:44
  back, but the masculine 's, they shame away.
• 47:50
  And then that's the sad part that it's cycle of rumination.
• 47:55
  But enough about that, and more about those of us who can
• 48:00
  support people by being leaders and being able to understand and
• 48:06
  perfection. Ins and to stop talking about
• 48:08
  people that are narcissists sociopaths and Psychopaths, like
• 48:11
  they're evil because they're not just stop talking about people
• 48:16
  that come in and out as evil. Chris, they're not or like
• 48:19
  actually thinking of people as jerks instead, it's like, okay,
• 48:23
  it's personal. It makes me upset talking about
• 48:26
  the emotions that are charged with your friends, with your
• 48:29
  people. Who is this is, what is nice
• 48:31
  about talking with adults is like we can talk.
• 48:34
  In a space of compassion feminine and the masculine who
• 48:39
  are in Enlightenment are compassionate towards the entire
• 48:43
  human species, okay? They're both on the same page.
• 48:48
  They both understand that life gets into a mixture of things.
• 48:55
  They both have. What is Shiva?
• 48:59
  Krishna Lila and Kali last in. This is why they are not going
• 49:04
  to stand. And down and sit in fear, they
• 49:06
  don't have what was holding them back anymore.
• 49:10
  They have freedom to see and look at shame in the face and
• 49:13
  they have the Equanimity to know how did I not?
• 49:18
  Coz that's, that's really how the masculine is feeling about a
• 49:21
  lot of things like fuck. How did I not see this?
• 49:25
  But there where you can't can't speed up the process of healing
• 49:32
  from your own trauma? Mama and attachment wounds, and
• 49:36
  I'll use the one story to get my point, across the one with
• 49:43
  Julianne, where she talks about that boy, who has brothers and
• 49:47
  sisters and this boy's story, who's a man.
• 49:50
  Now, I guess, or was, I don't know, I don't know how old, but
• 49:54
  this person, their mother would send these children to sleep
• 49:59
  without food and they would wake up in the morning and they'd be
• 50:04
  Locked and let out of their room and they would be starving.
• 50:09
  And this mother created a story every day that she would create,
• 50:13
  oh, no, but you ate, and she would describe to them through
• 50:16
  even just describing this breaks my eye.
• 50:19
  I don't, I feel only sadness for all parties involved and to know
• 50:24
  that this is a true story, but I feel sadness and compassion for
• 50:29
  the mother and the children. And then I think of all the
• 50:31
  people who grew up from something similar, And they get
• 50:35
  defined by other people. This is why it's not going to be
• 50:40
  ever writes to have shame lead the way.
• 50:43
  And the only people who think that it should are the same
• 50:45
  people who don't know, compassion.
• 50:48
  So these poor children wake up. I'm not laughing because it's
• 50:52
  funny. And they would be described food
• 50:53
  that they never ate. And and so, what we were talking
• 50:59
  about was in they're not going to be able to feel saying in a
• 51:01
  feel crazy, you're going to grow up feeling crazy and this is
• 51:04
  where you're not learning how to trust your own body.
• 51:07
  On my you can't because you can you will not be able to see.
• 51:11
  You're going to have to say, I must be off.
• 51:13
  Something's off here. It doesn't mean the end of the
• 51:16
  world. But there, with the psycho
• 51:18
  Educators make clear is that those selves, those those, the
• 51:24
  right brain stuff is not going to know what to do.
• 51:27
  They don't know how to handle life.
• 51:28
  This, why? People don't know red flags.
• 51:31
  And this is why sometimes so, for those of us who are feminine
• 51:36
  with our own masculine, we know red flags like the back of our
• 51:40
  hand, we are like a, you know, a hound dog.
• 51:43
  That smells so we trust our own selves so much that we don't
• 51:50
  Flinch when everybody says something.
• 51:53
  Even though, as we grow up, we learn to make sure to just keep
• 51:56
  everything in mind because you just never know.
• 51:59
  So, there are aspects that we learn about.
• 52:00
  About and I'll use, for example, me being a woman heterosexual.
• 52:06
  So with man, I have had to learn how to be in a way that I don't
• 52:11
  like to be. I don't like to have to put my
• 52:13
  foot down, but I've learned here's where my lovely Karen
• 52:17
  connection when you got all up in my face.
• 52:20
  It's because of something I said, which they did take as
• 52:23
  Rejection. It wasn't that it's just
• 52:25
  something that I do because I don't want to be harassed in a
• 52:29
  certain way and I've Now, apparently, any type of nicety
• 52:33
  mistaken for I want to fuck you which is not.
• 52:36
  So there's this like this is where people give you black and
• 52:39
  white ways of thinking. Because you see so many men are
• 52:43
  just a compulsiveness of the movies, they watch it's beyond A
• 52:47
  Reasonable Doubt. Something that's very, very,
• 52:50
  very unattractive. Like so much of the package and
• 52:55
  it's boring, but it's something right here.
• 52:57
  We accept and up having To acquiesce, if you will to
• 53:03
  certain societal things that we see outside just so we can live
• 53:06
  in peace, we left alone and not have to bother with people who
• 53:11
  the reality is. They're just so they could be so
• 53:15
  much more than what they are. I mean, I laugh because I don't
• 53:18
  want to make it into a big deal, but the reality is, we're not
• 53:25
  very attractive to Compulsive Behavior.
• 53:30
  It's very flat and it's also again but the masculine.
• 53:36
  They have, like I said a different story so they come out
• 53:38
  of their, shame blinders with that Clarity.
• 53:40
  They will grow a lot more compassionate, the feminine
• 53:44
  learn to be a masculine without wanting to be firm.
• 53:47
  And so for us, it's very different, we are always in
• 53:50
  Equanimity. We are going to be standing in
• 53:53
  our ventral vagal system because we don't mess around and we
• 53:56
  don't want to be messed around with and we don't want to spend
• 53:59
  time. So the sooner we can see if you
• 54:01
  have an ego and you get sensitive to sooner, we're out
• 54:03
  of there and you're out of there and nobody knows any better.
• 54:06
  So that's where the enlightenment salvation feminine
• 54:09
  has never messed around with their time because time is of
• 54:12
  the essence and when the whole twin flame stuff comes about,
• 54:15
  you're not going to be using time to Baby, anybody, you're
• 54:18
  going to be using your time. This is who I am.
• 54:20
  This is who you are. Okay.
• 54:21
  We recalibrate recalibrate. Here's our sweet spot.
• 54:24
  There you go. That's The Sweet Spot.
• 54:26
  And after that that's all we need, is the sweet.
• 54:29
  Spot. Because everyone of the
• 54:31
  interactions that we will have taken for the feminine is always
• 54:36
  chosen. I've tried, I've tried, I've
• 54:38
  tried whatever comes out. You've tried to.
• 54:40
  We both try. There you go.
• 54:41
  We tried it succeeds, or it doesn't succeed.
• 54:44
  Doesn't succeed. It's not a failure.
• 54:46
  Really, just is a sweet spot of people.
• 54:49
  So the reality again, autonomous adults.
• 54:52
  Feminine masculine doesn't matter.
• 54:55
  We will accept the difference is the masculine realizes where
• 54:57
  they were reactive. So they weren't conscious Jesus
• 55:00
  they get to choose what they're going to want to take and look
• 55:03
  at and that's going to be based on their own interests.
• 55:08
  So it's going to be always Centered for one's own self.
• 55:14
  I'm going to use my friend again.
• 55:16
  I know that they Know that I was there for them.
• 55:23
  I also know that I was the only human being on the face of that
• 55:26
  planet that they could go to because they knew, I wouldn't
• 55:30
  say no these equations for the feminine are very, very
• 55:35
  straightforward to this day. We will not say no, we will say
• 55:41
  what we can do. This is why we learn Equanimity,
• 55:45
  we learn how to be the best of our ability as Normal as
• 55:50
  possible as necessary as possible.
• 55:52
  You do not want to be authoritarian.
• 55:54
  That's not we don't want to be a babysitter and we don't want to
• 55:58
  be somebody who needs to rule over anyone.
• 56:01
  That's not a fun place to be. If we're forced.
• 56:05
  We will. But usually we're smart enough,
• 56:07
  not to get ourselves into certain situations because it's
• 56:10
  very easy to see when an emotion gets out of hand for another
• 56:13
  individual. And when they begin to become
• 56:16
  their biological rudeness, And on that note, we stay again firm
• 56:23
  and aware of where we are with all of our emotions and we bring
• 56:26
  forth what we want. We are authentic transparent and
• 56:29
  when were accused of things, you better bet.
• 56:31
  We'll take ownership for the part of being plant and
• 56:34
  straightforward and self-centered.
• 56:35
  Oh yeah, we'll be fine with that.
• 56:37
  But we know we will not have taken anything away from you,
• 56:39
  except for your time, which is what will thank you for.
• 56:42
  Thank you for your time. Other than that, we most likely
• 56:45
  to not take a hand a foot, or your food or anything.
• 56:48
  And if Actually anything that we have, maybe taken, will make
• 56:51
  sure to give it back that way we can.
• 56:54
  At the very least, make sure, you know, here's your stuff.
• 56:58
  Usually we don't have that by the way because we don't do
• 57:00
  attachment or entanglement, we're very autonomous.
• 57:03
  So the people who sends keep score book are the ones who are
• 57:07
  on the masculine end of the board because that's what ends
• 57:11
  up happening when you are in a dark place.
• 57:13
  When you are trying to take care of each other and redeem each
• 57:16
  other so relationships. As they grow apart because
• 57:20
  people are reactive adults, not autonomous.
• 57:23
  If they're autonomous, they're always going to be able to
• 57:26
  create relational resiliency because we're always talking
• 57:29
  about those emotions. Those thoughts is physical,
• 57:32
  Sensations with knowledge. Are you on me?
• 57:34
  Let's be grown-ups together. So, in 3D 4D talk, what you
• 57:38
  would have is mature people, functional adults for 3D for the
• 57:43
  4D, those lovely divine feminine Divine, masculine counterparts
• 57:47
  that find each other stay. Other grow up to that become
• 57:51
  symbiotically you know, one-on-one for the
• 57:54
  enlightenment. So they droop is very different.
• 57:56
  We are always aware of where we're at the third journey and
• 58:00
  it's a very freely lived one. So nobody actually ever has to
• 58:04
  apologize to the other. Nobody has to do anything except
• 58:08
  for be themselves. And if that means saying fuck
• 58:11
  you, fuck you, we will be able to love and be nice to each
• 58:14
  other as well. This is for both masculine and
• 58:17
  The Feminine. Masculine, once they get out of
• 58:20
  there, shame cycle and there's another word for the feminine.
• 58:24
  We don't have anything to say. Usually, we will learn how to
• 58:30
  speak up louder, but with more Equanimity the best durability
• 58:36
  and less of the emotions that apparently just get people all
• 58:40
  emotional. So we learn how to do a lot of
• 58:43
  the right silence. We learn how to be a lot more
• 58:46
  again. Bunch of legal system knows.
• 58:49
  And that is thanks to our twin flames.
• 58:51
  They teach us how to be able and share very directly and with
• 58:56
  compassion what we want when we are and it's because we care
• 59:01
  that we learn about compassion because we actually are always
• 59:04
  looking to create. Oh, so here's where we miss a to
• 59:07
  and let's try and realign and like this.
• 59:09
  Do we want to recalibrate over here?
• 59:11
  So with our twin flames, we are learning how to recalibrate with
• 59:14
  them. If there's recalibration, we
• 59:15
  find Sweet Spot. If there's not we find Sweet
• 59:19
  Spot because really recalibrating doesn't mean
• 59:21
  again. Anything specific to the
• 59:24
  enlightenment still age group feminine.
• 59:26
  It means we recalibrate to where we both enjoy whatever our use
• 59:31
  of time is together. And if that is not, it's because
• 59:35
  you're not being that, it's with love that I share all of these
• 59:42
  examples and again, you're in your Enlightenment will age
• 59:46
  group if you actually feel love. Heart Right Now versus thinking
• 59:51
  of something as well. That's not fair.
• 59:53
  Well, I don't know about that. Well, and it's is why it's a
• 59:56
  choice to be over here. When you are over here your
• 1:00:01
  relationships, they're all loved, whether you are, actively
• 1:00:06
  around each other or know each other or not.
• 1:00:07
  Like Ted Cruz says relationships.
• 1:00:10
  You don't even have to know people, those of us who are
• 1:00:13
  those of us with Claire's? We actually know about this, but
• 1:00:17
  the masculine with or without Claire.
• 1:00:18
  As will also know about this because they have people in
• 1:00:22
  their life that they loved to death, that they may not see
• 1:00:25
  anymore. They may not hear.
• 1:00:27
  I don't know they're in. They may not even be here,
• 1:00:29
  right? They will know of this
• 1:00:31
  importance of their relationships, so we're able to
• 1:00:35
  be grown-ups together is what enlightenment is all about?
• 1:00:39
  And more than just that we're also able to be compassionate
• 1:00:43
  and to know that we all make mistakes and none of us are our
• 1:00:47
  greatest mistake. We're all People unconditionally
• 1:00:50
  loving each other with those lovely flaws and Imperfections.
• 1:00:53
  And so here's why, when we look at our oversoul on all ends,
• 1:00:58
  we've been able to grow together, doesn't matter.
• 1:01:02
  If there's been spite Revenge, anything the people who are in
• 1:01:07
  the indictments will age, you don't cancel people out, they
• 1:01:11
  actually love each other because they can count on each other not
• 1:01:16
  to turn their back on each other just because things got A little
• 1:01:19
  bit hard or out of hand. There's true genuine compassion
• 1:01:24
  for the entirety of being a human being.
• 1:01:27
  So, again, we don't stigmatize, I learned in time to do this,
• 1:01:33
  all on my own. And I'm so happy to be able and
• 1:01:35
  participate to say stop stigmatizing the narcissistic
• 1:01:39
  sociopath or psychopath. And I choose those three in
• 1:01:43
  particular because the movies are still depicting them in a
• 1:01:46
  specific way. And because still people, These
• 1:01:49
  people, as evil said, there's a whole community of trauma
• 1:01:53
  research, experts, somatic, experiencing experts and the
• 1:01:57
  psycho, educational experts, the ones who know the real deal, who
• 1:02:00
  are explaining a lot, and this has nothing to do with evil.
• 1:02:04
  It has everything to do with, not only the gene thingy cuz
• 1:02:08
  that's actually not true thing. One gene, can't making.
• 1:02:11
  There's a lot of other factors involved.
• 1:02:13
  So all of humanity we want to support each other to expand
• 1:02:18
  together and This means compassion, shame serves in ways
• 1:02:22
  that we don't need it, and we'll show it as we move into this
• 1:02:26
  five D Spectrum, some people won't like it.
• 1:02:37
  They won't like it because it's their social orienting emotion.
• 1:02:43
  They will still be experiencing it in a way that does not
• 1:02:48
  involve. Evolve, their mindful mess,
• 1:02:51
  you're mindful awareness of it and or their mind site.
• 1:02:56
  So, the ability to be aware of the actual motion because it's
• 1:03:00
  not about us not having ashamed or guilt, about not living from
• 1:03:07
  it. Living from a love button means
• 1:03:10
  living from a bunch of legal system, living from that space.
• 1:03:14
  Obviously, this is why we've just began whole journey.
• 1:03:18
  The cycle, educators are the one who are enlightening on it.
• 1:03:22
  They're the ones who are teaching parents and children,
• 1:03:25
  and people. So this is why all subject
• 1:03:27
  matters do matter and they say shame is needed, but that's
• 1:03:31
  where they work with people who have shame as their need.
• 1:03:38
  They don't work with those of us who have loved as early as those
• 1:03:41
  of us who have love as our lead. We see that shame is an
• 1:03:46
  unnecessary. Suffering because staying in
• 1:03:50
  your temporal Junction is you not accessing your full brain
• 1:03:54
  and it is because your body. So the 3D 40 people and the
• 1:03:59
  other still age groups, the other Soul age groups, here's
• 1:04:02
  the difference, they will be embarking on their growing up
• 1:04:07
  with their loved ones through therapy, whatever it is, and or
• 1:04:10
  growing up through their whole Divine masking, divine feminine.
• 1:04:14
  Again, it's clear where the roles are because the The
• 1:04:19
  partner replaces the parent and so if you do it through therapy,
• 1:04:23
  you're doing it through therapy. If you do it through Claire's
• 1:04:26
  you're still. That's where the other still
• 1:04:27
  age. Groups are the 5 D comes?
• 1:04:30
  Not because they are actually in Oneness Consciousness, it comes
• 1:04:33
  because they won't be able to, because, as our society evolves
• 1:04:38
  social culture, societal culture is built by universally accepted
• 1:04:44
  Concepts. It's because all the other
• 1:04:45
  Soviet troops are part of the herd.
• 1:04:48
  They heard is Humanity. As we move into more of what,
• 1:04:52
  danger will be, the herd will become the future.
• 1:04:55
  And so the reality is we're only going to have a small group of
• 1:04:57
  people are gonna be like, oh my God, I can't believe
• 1:04:59
  polyamorous, oh, that's a whore, or hole or whatever, you know,
• 1:05:04
  like people that actually mean it, like, the people from the
• 1:05:07
  medieval times. So those would be very few and
• 1:05:10
  far because what happens when people get used to something and
• 1:05:15
  that's why it's very fascinating.
• 1:05:18
  For those of us in the enlightenment.
• 1:05:20
  So a droop and the actual 5D means you part of full
• 1:05:26
  Consciousness. This infant higher human
• 1:05:27
  consciousness. It's not about us having any
• 1:05:31
  belief system or ideology. We don't have this shame button
• 1:05:35
  again, which is also why we understand when people look at
• 1:05:38
  us from the other Soul age groups, and whether it be
• 1:05:42
  attached, cry, collapse submit, please apiece.
• 1:05:47
  They'll be seen. We will know who they are, as we
• 1:05:51
  will 3D 4D. They will not know who we are
• 1:05:55
  because we don't actually have anything to say against you.
• 1:05:58
  They are, they don't represent any existential threat, they are
• 1:06:04
  a state of consciousness that exists in this plane.
• 1:06:07
  It's called Earth has 8.0 billion.
• 1:06:10
  People cannot be bound to find someone who thinks differently
• 1:06:14
  than you doesn't mean it's going to put your life in threat.
• 1:06:17
  Now, the only thing With my actual physical life interest.
• 1:06:20
  So, again, very clear than light mental age of a person, he will
• 1:06:23
  not know when you're facing them if you're not in the solution
• 1:06:27
  and I laugh because seriously people actually think about
• 1:06:30
  hiding themselves. I'm going to extend just a
• 1:06:32
  little bit longer to see. Here's where I'm still working
• 1:06:35
  personally on the whole please appease one when I think about
• 1:06:39
  how people don't recognize that their body Vibes and that
• 1:06:44
  anytime they're trying to pretend The thing is they're not
• 1:06:49
  actually aware of it. I have to be in the full
• 1:06:52
  spectrum of things when I have realized when these things take
• 1:06:56
  place, I remember the part about a person, not being able to be
• 1:07:02
  themselves. So I start to get that
• 1:07:04
  compassion streak from the humanness of being a person.
• 1:07:08
  If you've chosen please appease it's a mix of attached, crying.
• 1:07:11
  Collapse of my it means you're not you don't have a household
• 1:07:16
  that was safe for you too. Rest of your creator ship to
• 1:07:20
  your body learned. How to ensure that whatever it
• 1:07:22
  is, you desired would not be perceivable, not even a little
• 1:07:25
  bit, not even a Flinch because the body knows how to hide at
• 1:07:29
  that. It's kind of like when you learn
• 1:07:30
  a language, I remember, I love French, I learned French as my
• 1:07:33
  foreign language but I was told you're never going to be able to
• 1:07:36
  pronounce the r because your palate and I took a actual class
• 1:07:41
  on Linguistics where I learned about the palate.
• 1:07:44
  And so they showed why we don't actually get to learn how to
• 1:07:47
  make others. Sounds necessarily there's a
• 1:07:49
  whole way our mouth gets used to speaking and stuff like that.
• 1:07:54
  So long story short, though it is trying to get at is, I never
• 1:07:58
  did learn how to say, the our, the way that and I love French
• 1:08:02
  like, but any, I'm Italian as well as you all know.
• 1:08:06
  So that makes it easier for me to kind of roll it.
• 1:08:08
  Because I'm bilingual long story short, the body of a please,
• 1:08:13
  appeaser, Begins the safety Behavior.
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  This is why I've never found. Manipulation to be something.
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  That's the only people who think of it as scary are the same
• 1:08:23
  people who don't trust their own self.
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  That's why the feminine doesn't have an issue with, when they're
• 1:08:28
  getting gas, liquid, or manipulated, we don't feel
• 1:08:31
  offended. We're like, wow, you actually
• 1:08:32
  think you're gonna get away with this.
• 1:08:34
  This is ridiculously amusing to me right now but we actually
• 1:08:37
  really learn. You know, the thing is we
• 1:08:40
  consider you learn how immaturity works.
• 1:08:43
  This is why. It's like it's not a big deal.
• 1:08:46
  It's just sad. It's just sad.
• 1:08:48
  Sad humanly speaking to see people not involve into the
• 1:08:51
  intelligence, they can because it what it is, it's like, okay.
• 1:08:54
  So we don't spit stand or sit there and think of anyone who
• 1:09:00
  can't access their intelligence, as someone that we need to go
• 1:09:04
  after. Because you're not person that
• 1:09:09
  we're going to want to one engage with much but we don't
• 1:09:13
  want to go after you, you're hurt, you're scared, you're
• 1:09:17
  hiding Who You Are. You don't know how to handle
• 1:09:19
  yourself. You're hurt, hurt, all over the
• 1:09:21
  place. The reason that these appeasers
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  are the ones who stand out to me is because they will actually
• 1:09:30
  have the ability to make you feel like you matter and that
• 1:09:34
  what you say is important and that they want you to always see
• 1:09:40
  them in this light and then they'll hit you behind the back
• 1:09:45
  with something that came out of nowhere because You obviously
• 1:09:48
  will not know until it comes out and it will be a complete
• 1:09:52
  opposite. So it's kind of like a Brutus
• 1:09:54
  Caesar thing, right. Then so this is where I don't
• 1:09:57
  remember. When it was the first time that
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  ever experienced an interaction like that.
• 1:10:00
  I just know that that's the part that is the more uncomfortable
• 1:10:06
  is because they give you the illusion that they are agreeing.
• 1:10:10
  They also exaggerated the part of all you're so amazing.
• 1:10:14
  You're so lovely. You know.
• 1:10:15
  So they have this way. And then they go and do again a
• 1:10:20
  complete turn around and you're like, what, what just happened
• 1:10:24
  here. And so we like authenticity and
• 1:10:28
  transparency and so if you've exaggerated and then you do the
• 1:10:31
  exaggerated opposite, is like, wait a minute there.
• 1:10:35
  What was the point here? And then the reality is I should
• 1:10:38
  specify because the feminine isn't looking for a person's
• 1:10:41
  thumbs up. So when you're doing all this
• 1:10:44
  stuff for what what what are you doing?
• 1:10:46
  If you don't mean it don't do. Don't need you to be doing this
• 1:10:49
  stuff. What so the other day, though,
• 1:10:53
  again, those who are in their actual shame, they don't know
• 1:10:57
  any different things, they're not conscious of that.
• 1:11:00
  The ones who are, which is where 5D is headed, we don't live in
• 1:11:04
  the blindness of Shame. There's the awareness of here
• 1:11:08
  are my thoughts here on my feelings, through my physical
• 1:11:10
  Sensations. The psycho educators are
• 1:11:12
  educating people about their attachment wounds, which is why
• 1:11:15
  they know about trauma. Which is why.
• 1:11:17
  They know about the somatic narrative, which is why they
• 1:11:19
  know the ones who are in the middle.
• 1:11:21
  They don't know anything, but they do the mindfulness
• 1:11:24
  meditation because it's all trending topics.
• 1:11:25
  So, they end up in these Realms, with each other, all the way out
• 1:11:29
  in the middle of nowhere. You know, you got a bunch of
• 1:11:32
  different couples with things. Their Divine mission is to save
• 1:11:35
  the planet and all that stuff. So they really living out that
• 1:11:38
  story and those of us again in the enlightenment.
• 1:11:41
  So a drupe, we are aware our species has moved into this new
• 1:11:46
  territory, we're creating New societal culture, we have
• 1:11:50
  different things, and different topics and different
• 1:11:52
  experiences. They all can connect and relate
• 1:11:55
  to the human experiences. What we are.
• 1:11:57
  Where people it all connects back to our family of origin.
• 1:12:01
  This lifetime here, obviously for those of us who have
• 1:12:03
  Claire's, we acknowledge that those experiences are part of
• 1:12:07
  that Collective unconscious. It's still being looked into, I
• 1:12:12
  look forward to gaining awareness from the actual
• 1:12:16
  scientific. Community because I still
• 1:12:18
  haven't been able to connect to people who are within that
• 1:12:21
  Spectrum. But once I have enough time,
• 1:12:24
  that's probably my next stop is consciousness from the
• 1:12:27
  scientific perspective, besides the yogic Sciences.
• 1:12:30
  But in the meantime, as I was sharing with you, for both
• 1:12:36
  feminine, masculine in their enlightened Soul age group, we
• 1:12:40
  are not in shame buttons. We are in love buttons, and we
• 1:12:45
  are understanding that people. Either can be their conscious
• 1:12:50
  selves. If they can then we're having
• 1:12:52
  great conversations with them. Doesn't matter what end of the
• 1:12:55
  spectrum. They are with their energy for
• 1:12:58
  us, those who are in the group of wholeness, we have both.
• 1:13:04
  And that's where we lead with both.
• 1:13:07
  So, we're able to stand and forgiveness in Nuance, in
• 1:13:12
  knowing nobody needs forgiveness in.
• 1:13:14
  If you're yelling at me, you're just yelling at me.
• 1:13:16
  Is Not rude. We are here.
• 1:13:19
  We're consistently in this field of you're not going to be shamed
• 1:13:25
  by us and I'm going to point a finger and be like oh my God,
• 1:13:27
  how rude of you? We're going to ask, are you
• 1:13:30
  okay? Do I need to do anything?
• 1:13:32
  Do you want me to leave? You know what, what can you help
• 1:13:35
  me? Understand what to do, so that I
• 1:13:38
  can do what I need to do and and and this is because when it
• 1:13:43
  comes to our interactions with week with people we want to
• 1:13:46
  enjoy ourselves. We're not here to use anybody's
• 1:13:49
  time in a way that they will find it away.
• 1:13:53
  So all of our twin flames names and over soul, soul mates,
• 1:13:57
  experiences for the feminine and the masculine alike.
• 1:14:01
  Masculine is out of their, shame blinders and their knowing that
• 1:14:05
  they can keep being the same direct that they were before.
• 1:14:09
  The feeling is different, they're empowered now, before
• 1:14:13
  there was a feeling of I'm a bad person, there's Something wrong
• 1:14:17
  with me for saying, no to this. Okay now there are no there's
• 1:14:22
  nothing wrong with me for saying, no to something that I
• 1:14:25
  don't agree with and there's nothing wrong with somebody else
• 1:14:28
  either Enlightenment. So Leisure person.
• 1:14:30
  So this is why they're having conversations, they're saying
• 1:14:34
  I'm saying no and I'm going to say no compassionately but I'm
• 1:14:39
  going to stay firm in my know. So, here's where for the
• 1:14:43
  masculine, they are going to be softer than the feminine because
• 1:14:48
  they've been used to being able to be harsh.
• 1:14:50
  That's their charge, that's their way of protecting their
• 1:14:54
  body being firm. Feminine knows softness and had
• 1:14:59
  to bring in firmness. So we are not as comfortable
• 1:15:02
  with having to be firm, not even remotely close.
• 1:15:06
  We don't like it. You don't like rigidity because
• 1:15:08
  it makes our body feel uncomfortable.
• 1:15:12
  You like to be safe and comfortable but we've learned
• 1:15:16
  how to be equanimous enough. So here's where it gets brought
• 1:15:21
  out by us. Like you know the story of that
• 1:15:24
  one dude where I didn't notice it but everybody else around me
• 1:15:27
  noticed. My tone II didn't hear my tone.
• 1:15:30
  I actually I this is why when I even said what did I say?
• 1:15:34
  I knew that I had just been if you will trigger because I was
• 1:15:38
  told of something that I didn't hear from myself and I couldn't
• 1:15:41
  really hear it. It, but I also like the wait, I
• 1:15:44
  didn't say that. I didn't hear that.
• 1:15:46
  Come out of my mouth, you know, I didn't hear this thing, but if
• 1:15:49
  two people are telling me good job because this person was
• 1:15:52
  annoying. Obviously I did something that
• 1:15:57
  was reactive and actually, here's where we'll feel bad, we
• 1:16:01
  won't feel. I didn't feel happy as like
• 1:16:03
  shit. I need to pay attention.
• 1:16:05
  I don't know what just came out of my mouth, you know?
• 1:16:08
  So this is the part. We don't like to be I mean, we
• 1:16:13
  consider being Snappy being mean, but of course, will be a
• 1:16:17
  way of getting Snappy. We all get to learn something
• 1:16:20
  about ourselves, but we won't hold it against.
• 1:16:22
  So that this is where while the masculine would feel bad about
• 1:16:26
  being firm. The feminine has not ever felt
• 1:16:28
  bad about being firm, because if you can't handle firmness for
• 1:16:31
  us, it means you don't know how to handle emotions, which to us
• 1:16:36
  seems odd. The feminine will always know
• 1:16:39
  how to handle their emotions even if they're using them.
• 1:16:42
  M-meaning, we're aware of them again.
• 1:16:45
  Compassion is in the lead, not shame for both Enlightenment.
• 1:16:49
  So a droop spectrums masculine feminine because they're in
• 1:16:52
  their wholeness, the way they experience life has a different
• 1:16:56
  flavor because the masculine is out of their shame cycle.
• 1:16:59
  Feminine is in a state of knowing that there are times
• 1:17:03
  where that firmness comes up and their body will become more of a
• 1:17:10
  rigid format. That's where our tone is, what
• 1:17:14
  changes and our mannerisms. And we won't feel bad about it.
• 1:17:20
  We won't like it. We just sit in that middle.
• 1:17:23
  So it's really something you get comfortable in thanks to or
• 1:17:28
  oversold because they got us to practice saying no in a way that
• 1:17:33
  can be supportive of each other, but also just take.
• 1:17:37
  No, and then they get to see no with more sweetness.
• 1:17:42
  Eventually and really let me close with this.
• 1:17:45
  It's masculine is now able to build their actual life because
• 1:17:52
  they know their true State. This is the part about when I
• 1:17:57
  see other Soul age groups talking about this human being.
• 1:18:00
  That's they now get to see from their body this thing but
• 1:18:05
  because they've always been in that state in the first place.
• 1:18:08
  It's just a mask ins experience in the indictments will A
• 1:18:11
  Treatise. Very different than the other.
• 1:18:14
  So age groups, because they have a relationship with pitch dark
• 1:18:18
  with Shiva. And this is why they're excited
• 1:18:23
  for as much as they know that there are things that haven't
• 1:18:26
  been, put into the place that they want it yet.
• 1:18:30
  Their excitement is just what's next.
• 1:18:32
  So, they just need to figure out a couple more things.
• 1:18:36
  That's what it feels like when I'm channeling.
• 1:18:39
  So if I tap into the energies for you, Guys, those of you who
• 1:18:43
  also tuned into the channel guidance of the twin flames and
• 1:18:47
  soul mates and over stole, the people who are ready to be who
• 1:18:50
  they are from the heart, they are excited.
• 1:18:53
  There's very little left for them to be clear on.
• 1:18:57
  It's really just because of fear that they're still sitting
• 1:19:02
  trying to figure out how to do what they've decided they want
• 1:19:06
  to do and they're still also getting clear on, okay.
• 1:19:11
  So you know, People that I really want and which people do,
• 1:19:17
  I not necessarily want and not because of anything personal,
• 1:19:21
  they just know their frequency and they know what they want.
• 1:19:25
  So the feminine we we are using our time already.
• 1:19:28
  It's all booked. We're not actually wanting
• 1:19:31
  anything more in our life we have everything.
• 1:19:33
  We want everything, not even one thing and whatever wanting that
• 1:19:37
  we don't have. Yet we're already manifested
• 1:19:39
  because we're that that wholeness is Is here for a
• 1:19:42
  reason. So we've never sat back and
• 1:19:45
  said, oh, let me cry, we don't still milk if we spilled it, we
• 1:19:48
  spilled it. Once we learned it.
• 1:19:50
  If we spill it as a different milk that we still do, this is
• 1:19:53
  the difference because life is always on our side.
• 1:19:57
  That's the feminine and masculine the one, who finally
• 1:20:00
  realizes it, once they get out of that, again, the same cycle
• 1:20:03
  is, it's my fault. It's their fault and broken
• 1:20:07
  their broken. It's unfair life's unfair.
• 1:20:09
  So, long story short, for those of Of us again here.
• 1:20:13
  It's a very big Joyride. Moving ahead.
• 1:20:17
  Here is equal to something very, very different when you come at
• 1:20:24
  life from Love and not shame. That's what I'm going to leave
• 1:20:26
  us with. I hope you have a wonderful day
• 1:20:29
  and see you again soon.