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What happens to narcissists in the end? · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful people?
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  Today we're going to be answering the question, what
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  happens to narcissists in the end?
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  How do they end up? How do narcissists end up?
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  If you're new here, my name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a clinically diagnosed narcissist.
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  And welcome to another episode of The Narcissist Code.
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  So welcome back, welcome back. Welcome back, folks.
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  Yes, yes, yes. First of all, if you haven't
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  I don't do none of that. It's just me talking to you in
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  the mornings. But yeah, so yes, yes, yes.
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  Y'all. Yep.
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  Yep, Yep, Yep, Yep. Where'd they come from?
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  I I said before. Yep, Yep, Yep.
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  Land before time, Ducky. Gotcha.
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  How? But how do narcissists end up?
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  Like how what What happens to them in the end?
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  A lot of people ask me these questions because they think
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  narcissists end up alone and desolate in the quiet, in a in a
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  darkness. Some people think narcissists
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  end up just be going to going to hell.
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  Like the the the the floor opens up and narcissists said they
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  take one last look at you and there's like they buy and they
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  just fall down the steps of hell, The pitch of hell you can
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  hear, you can hear their flesh crackling and they burning and
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  stuff like that because they're demons, right?
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  But that's just no. The imagery is crazy is you
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  think about you think about Darcy just taking a step down,
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  just like see you later and they just walking down the steps to
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  hell. But to me, I think in the end
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  narcissists end up lonely. Y'all notice I said lonely not
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  alone. Because not all narcissists will
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  live alone at the end of their lives.
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  They won't be alone. They might still have their wife
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  or husband or kids or whoever their friends at the end of
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  their life, but with the inability to maintain, like
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  physical emotional connections to people, like no emotional
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  connections to people like that, it's very difficult to have an
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  authentic life at the end, you know.
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  So you end up lonely. You still, if you feel lonely in
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  your young adulthood, if you feel lonely in your youth,
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  you're going to feel lonely in your at the end as well.
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  You see what I'm saying? You're going to feel lonely at
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  the end. Like, nobody gets you.
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  Nobody understands you, except now you're older.
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  You know, you might not be wiser, but you're older.
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  You might. You might not be more mature,
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  but you're older. You might not have no money, but
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  you're older. You might not have people that
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  are happy to be around you, but you're older, You know you still
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  have older. You looks are faded and whatnot,
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  so you don't even look as good anymore.
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  So now it's just like you, you, you battling.
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  You're battling yourself as a lonely, old narcissistic person.
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  They are just they. Literally, it's still if they
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  haven't had the ability to connect genuinely to people and
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  maintain useful, genuine connections to people, then yes,
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  they die. They get older and they die sad.
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  You know, at the end they do well.
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  A lot of regret, you know, people are like, do narcissists
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  have regret? I think a lot of narcissists
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  have regret until the end of their existence because they
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  they didn't do anything with it. Instead of taking action on the
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  taking actions and trying to alleviate some of that remorse
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  and regret that that has built up over decades, they just take
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  it to the pretty much. They take it to the grave.
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  That's why you see you get a whole bunch of old bitter,
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  narcissistic people, a whole bunch of old bored ass, bitter,
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  narcissistic people. In the end, they're still going
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  to be bitter because now they're super jealous because now
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  they're just like youth is wasted on the young, you know,
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  they feel like they should be entitled to be young forever,
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  you know, So they end up super lonely, like they still can't
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  connect to people. That's why they treat you so
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  badly. Y'all if you if you are dealing
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  with an older narcissist, you probably understand exactly what
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  I'm saying when I say that right there.
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  They don't. They don't get better as they
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  get older. The abuse, the abuse tactics
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  change. I I talked to a woman.
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  It was a couple years ago. I haven't spoke to her in a long
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  time. I hope she's doing OK.
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  I talked to a woman a couple years ago.
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  Right. And she's like her narcissistic
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  partner was like been physically abusive for decades, decades,
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  like, but she's just like, you know but in the older days like
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  you this is how you this is a family stuck together.
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  Her dad was beating her mom. So she thought that was that was
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  that's part of life. She said my dad beat my mom and
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  you know, pretty much, pretty much up until the day that he
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  passed away. She's like my mom celebrated.
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  When my dad passed away, it wasn't like he, she wasn't, you
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  know, crying, nothing like that. She was crying.
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  It was like she was crying tears of joy because she was finally
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  free. And she's like, I never
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  understood that until right now. Well, I'm with my partner.
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  Like he's old. He's angry as hell.
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  He's narcissistic and he used to hit me, but now he's like and
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  he's wheelchair bound. So he can't hit you anymore
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  because he's he's older and frail, so he can't do anything.
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  So he just tortures her in other ways because he's like, he's
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  still in the same house. He tortures her in other ways.
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  Like he's responsible. He's still like making the money
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  and somehow some ways to perform.
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  But like he's responsible for what, what kind of food comes in
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  the house. So he's torturing her with a bad
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  diet, like he's just bringing snacks and all kinds of
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  fattening foods in the house. Like pretty much trying to to
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  unallive her. She's like, I'm she's like, I'm
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  in my 60s now. I've gained 50 lbs In the last
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  year and a half since he's been wheelchair back.
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  I go outside, I try to, I try to walk and stuff like that, but
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  he's still torture me like that. He's still trying to he looks at
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  me with contempt every time I walk into a room.
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  You can hear him grunt. He's like angry.
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  He's bitter because he was this tall, dark, handsome person, but
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  now he's like in a wheelchair. He can't even walk.
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  So he's angry. He's treating her and he's still
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  lonely. Instead of just trying to
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  connect to his wife and appreciate her, he's put trying
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  to push her further away because he's mad as hell.
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  That internal anger doesn't go away, you know, It doesn't go
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  away. And she's like, yeah, yeah, I
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  know people go like she should leave his ass, you know?
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  Did I consider that too, you know, was I, was I in
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  consideration for her to be one of the ones that leave.
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  Yeah. I was like, you know, but she's
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  like she she has family members and things like that that would
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  look down. It was it's a long story.
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  But she's trying to take care of him.
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  I was like, just protect yourself.
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  Be safe as possible. Like don't be like if he still
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  treat you horrible he feels like you got to leave him.
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  You know even though like he's trying to make you leave earth.
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  He's trying to make you leave. He's trying to make he sends you
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  to the pearly gate. He's trying to unalive you
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  through gluten and fat and gets mad when you go outside the
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  house because you can you can walk and he can't.
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  He's mad. He's mad as hell.
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  Like, yeah God, you fat as hell you can't.
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  I got to be in a wheelchair and you.
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  It's insane. They do not get better as they
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  get older. So if you're waiting around
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  right now, you in your you in your 30s or 40s right now, and
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  you've been with an narcissistic person for a while, they're not
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  going to be better at 50. They're not going to get better
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  at 60. If anything, they progressively
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  get worse because they're getting, they get more lonely
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  even though they're with you. They start like, in the end,
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  narcissists start questioning all like, yeah, all of their
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  life decisions. You get a lot of answers.
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  They question all of their life decisions, decisions because
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  they don't like, they because they're not happy right now.
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  They think they could have made so many different life choices.
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  Were they just sitting in and stewing in regret.
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  They're built. They're they're they're stirring
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  up a regret soup, a regret Stew and that pot boiling like hell.
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  That pot is screaming on that goddamn store.
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  It's like it's overstirty look, it's it's chunky too.
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  It's chunky regret. It ain't even smooth.
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  Don't even go down smooth. Got lumps, It's got old chunky,
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  chunky lumps, you know. But that's part of the space
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  y'all. That's part of the dynamic,
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  That's part of the the love and the trust.
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  Like I said, they are always going to be this way.
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  So if you've been dealing with this person for this long, lower
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  expectations of this person getting better as they get
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  older. Oh they just they have to grow
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  up. What they've grown then their
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  40s, fifties. Y'all.
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  Yeah. I know people were just like is
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  well, is it too late for them to go to therapy?
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  Yeah. Unless they get some therapy
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  that's this is who they're going to be.
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  Unless they get some therapy or some, you know find a great a
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  greater purpose or greater meaning.
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  Some of them try to find God. Yeah.
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  When they find God, they it's going to be something.
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  It's going to sound crazy when they get older.
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  In the end, they might try to find God to make up for their
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  sins, but they don't stop sinning.
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  They've they found God. And then they they, they
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  themselves think that they are holier than thou and they'll
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  start treating you like less than like they are.
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  They've been religious for six weeks.
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  You've been religious for 60 years.
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  You've been praying and you know, you've been praying in the
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  church for 60 years. They've been, they've been
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  reading the Bible for six weeks and now they think they're
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  better than you. You know, Genesis says that
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  you're not supposed to do this, right?
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  Yeah, you said that. The Tink commandment said, you
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  know, commandment #2. I'm just telling you, this is
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  the type of stuff that they continue to do.
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  This is the type of stuff that they will always do.
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  It doesn't get better without help if they rarely ever get
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  better on their own. So you have to empower yourself
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  to take the steps necessary. And again, I'm not telling you
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  how to leave this. This video is just to bring you
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  clarity. If you if you don't feel
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  emotionally connected to your partner in your 20s, thirties,
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  40s, you're probably, they're probably not going to be
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  emotionally connected to you in their 50s or 60s or 70s or 80s.
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  Y'all get 90. Not even in their 90s, you know
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  what I mean? But that's how it is.
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  Basically, one of my biggest fears is getting older.
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  Y'all I enjoy getting older now. This is like, other than the
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  pain and the back pain. You know, being 38 years old,
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  walking around 200 and 255 lbs. I don't know, y'all lost seven 8
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  lbs this year. So yay me.
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  My bones already feel lighter, but I could tell I was on the
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  trajectory to be an old bitter man.
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  If I didn't adjust my life, if I didn't go to therapy, you know,
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  if I didn't start reading the Bible, if I didn't find it, You
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  know, it's been a combination of a combination of everything, you
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  know, you, you know it, just you get, you get that space right
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  there, you know? So I I want the best for y'all.
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  If you're dealing with a narcissistic person that is, you
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  know, not working on themselves and just telling you, just
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  showing you who they are, this is who they're going to be.
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  And because they are lonely, they'll try to make you feel
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  lonely as well. I didn't say alone.
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  Alone means there's nobody else around.
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  Lonely, there's nobody close to you.
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  You see? They don't end up.
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  They might not end up alone, but they end up lonely because they
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  lacked their their closeness and their intimacy and whatnot.
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