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Single Ladies, All The Single Ladies · The Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous Podcast

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  Speaker 1: Hey, Hey, it's your favorite non celebrity real life besties.
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  Speaker 1: We're still struggling and having fun in the dating scene,
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  Speaker 1: and we love to sit here and chat with all
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  Speaker 1: of you listeners and swap war stories as we are
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  Speaker 1: all in the same trenches, and we just want to
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  Speaker 1: dive deep into a real topic, which is something Thelma
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  Speaker 1: and I talk about regularly, which is how do you
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  Speaker 1: fill the time or the gray area when you're not
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  Speaker 1: involved in a relationship. And I just want to point
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  Speaker 1: out that at the end of the day, Thelma is
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  Speaker 1: my soulmate and I will always choose all me and
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  Speaker 1: any other guy I date is going to be number two.
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  Speaker 1: And tomorrow Thelma is leaving me for two weeks, and
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  Speaker 1: I have to say we are entering into a long
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  Speaker 1: distance relationship, and I begin to get panicked, but heart
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  Speaker 1: have no fear I have showing up on our doorstep
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  Speaker 1: for New Year's Eve because we can't possibly not be together.
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  Speaker 1: But the truth, the truth to be told is is
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  Speaker 1: Thelma and I are really good at looking at our
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  Speaker 1: life like a huge a huge pizza, and dating is
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  Speaker 1: a slice of it. But we have worked really hard
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  Speaker 1: to find fulfillment and lots of things that find us
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  Speaker 1: joy and dating is just part of it, and our
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  Speaker 1: whole life is not about finding that partner. So, Thelma,
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  Speaker 1: what are your thoughts on this? Do you concur that
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  Speaker 1: this is something that you and I have succeeded in doing.
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  Speaker 2: I completely agree, and I think that, I mean, this
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  Speaker 2: might just be me, but I feel like often I
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  Speaker 2: when I think about the times where I might be
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  Speaker 2: wishing that I had somebody, or I'm lonely or just
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  Speaker 2: wondering why I'm not in a relationship, it's often a
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  Speaker 2: sign of something far bigger going on within me, and
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  Speaker 2: it really has nothing to do with dating or finding
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  Speaker 2: the person. It's that something in my life is either
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  Speaker 2: off or I'm not I'm trying to think. I'm thinking
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  Speaker 2: that if I find someone, it might be the solution
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  Speaker 2: to something that I'm not really approaching in the right
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  Speaker 2: way in my own like in my own way. So
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  Speaker 2: for example, I think sometimes it's I'm bored and I'm bored,
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  Speaker 2: and so instead of saying Okay, I'm bored, what am
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  Speaker 2: I going to do about it and taking steps to
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  Speaker 2: address that, that's when your mind or my mind might
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  Speaker 2: be like, oh, well, if I was dating somebody, it
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  Speaker 2: would look different. And I think the truth is it's
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  Speaker 2: usually I have it within me to make a change
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  Speaker 2: so that I don't feel bored, or that I don't
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  Speaker 2: feel lonely, or that I am being proactive, and so
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  Speaker 2: often it's about just taking action. And then I find
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  Speaker 2: that it's not even about missing someone.
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  Speaker 1: I think finding a partner has to be totally additive, right,
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  Speaker 1: Like I think if we make our whole life about
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  Speaker 1: finding our soulmate or finding our husband or finding our boyfriend,
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  Speaker 1: it's kind of always looking out like tomorrow and the
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  Speaker 1: next stop on the train, right, And I think we
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  Speaker 1: need to focus on the day ahead of us and say,
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  Speaker 1: how can we find joy? What's going to make us
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  Speaker 1: feel good? We don't need to fill a hole within
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  Speaker 1: ourselves with another person.
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  Speaker 2: Right, That's never going to work. I mean we both
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  Speaker 2: talked about that.
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  Speaker 1: Also, shopping buying a new pair of shoes isn't going
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  Speaker 1: to fill a hole, right, Like, it's finding joy within ourselves.
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  Speaker 1: And I think you know what you and I do
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  Speaker 1: is sure we have our five minutes of saying like, oh,
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  Speaker 1: it would be so great if somebody was taking us
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  Speaker 1: out on a Saturday night, But like we can take
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  Speaker 1: ourselves out on a Saturday night completely and we enjoy
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  Speaker 1: ourselves doing it right. And as you and I both know,
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  Speaker 1: I would rather bet on our known, our unknown, than
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  Speaker 1: are known. And I look around at eighty five percent
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  Speaker 1: of the people in my lives who are in marriages
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  Speaker 1: and relationships and they're unhappy, right, and the grass is
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  Speaker 1: not greener. But I have to say that every day
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  Speaker 1: you and I wake up, we are the architects of
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  Speaker 1: our own life period and it's exciting and it's an opportunity.
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  Speaker 1: The unknown is an opportunity, and I just think we
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  Speaker 1: have to look at this period of time in our
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  Speaker 1: life as there is a reason why we are I'm
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  Speaker 1: not saying alone, because we're not alone. We have each other,
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  Speaker 1: we have our children, we have our friends, we have
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  Speaker 1: whatever it is in our life. We've got the Starbucks barista, right,
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  Speaker 1: like our value is not determined because we have a
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  Speaker 1: partner period completely.
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  Speaker 2: And it's not about playing the waiting game. It's about
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  Speaker 2: what do you want in your life and taking steps
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  Speaker 2: today to make that happen, and you, as you said,
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  Speaker 2: being the architect of your own life. So I think
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  Speaker 2: that a big, huge piece also is recognizing that like
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  Speaker 2: it's not one thing or one person that really meets
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  Speaker 2: all of your emotions needs.
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  Speaker 1: Well, why are we giving that person, that unknown person,
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  Speaker 1: that power.
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  Speaker 2: But I think it's a common misconception. I think a
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  Speaker 2: lot of people when they get unhappy, go to, oh, well,
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  Speaker 2: it would look so different if I had somebody. But
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  Speaker 2: if you're unhappy, it's because you're unhappy or lonely in
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  Speaker 2: your own life. It's not because somebody else is going
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  Speaker 2: to provide that for you.
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  Speaker 1: Well, it's no different than when somebody's like, oh, if
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  Speaker 1: I had a million dollars more, i'd be happier. It's like, no,
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  Speaker 1: be happy with what you have and how you've achieved it. Right,
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  Speaker 1: So at the end of the day, Look, you and
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  Speaker 1: I do a lot of stuff. You know. Here's what
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  Speaker 1: I do when I'm unhappy or I'm feeling lonely. I
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  Speaker 1: pick up the phone and I FaceTime you. I know
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  Speaker 1: you hate my face time, but we FaceTime. We laugh. Right,
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  Speaker 1: I read a book. There is nothing better than actually
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  Speaker 1: reading a book and getting lost in a story. It
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  Speaker 1: feels really good, putting on a TV show, going on
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  Speaker 1: a walk. I mean, you and I have I'll speak
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  Speaker 1: for myself osteoporosis now, so I have to work weight
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  Speaker 1: ad best right one for Chris I did. That was
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  Speaker 1: a good gift, you know. But I just feel like
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  Speaker 1: there are so many ways to create fulfillment within ourselves
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  Speaker 1: that has nothing to do with finding a partner, right
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  Speaker 1: Like there all this is a chapter when we are
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  Speaker 1: all searching for people. We need to just look. I
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  Speaker 1: think it's two bold. I think you energetically have to
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  Speaker 1: put it out there that you want to meet somebody, right,
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  Speaker 1: but at the same time, you can't make your entire
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  Speaker 1: focus about meeting somebody and coming from this like desperate
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  Speaker 1: place about it. It's kind of like walking a tight rope, right, Like,
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  Speaker 1: it would be great to meet somebody. I am open
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  Speaker 1: to meeting somebody, but at the same time, I'm living
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  Speaker 1: my best life. And because I'm living my best life,
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  Speaker 1: that is the energy that we're giving out there, and
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  Speaker 1: it's going to come back to us.
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  Speaker 2: Andrew, you spending the time I think being your best
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  Speaker 2: version of yourself, and I mean I mean on a
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  Speaker 2: deeper level and trying new things. I meant getting your
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  Speaker 2: self comfortable being uncomfortable. I feel like I always am
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  Speaker 2: saying to my kids, like when they say, Oh, I
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  Speaker 2: don't want to do that. You know, I'm scared to
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  Speaker 2: do it. I'm scared to run for student body. I'm
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  Speaker 2: scared to do this. Like I spend so much time
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  Speaker 2: and my kids are older now, but pushing and encouraging
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  Speaker 2: my kids to get out there and do things that
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  Speaker 2: they they kind of want to do, but then within
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  Speaker 2: five seconds have already talked themselves out of it. And
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  Speaker 2: it's it's about taking my own advice and pushing myself
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  Speaker 2: to do things and operating not out of I mean
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  Speaker 2: not out of fear, but being proactive. And I feel
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  Speaker 2: like I'm really trying to say yes to more things
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  Speaker 2: that are unique and different and not the usual things
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  Speaker 2: that I do.
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  Speaker 1: So to that point, right, and this is something we've
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  Speaker 1: talked about and I think it's a lot easier to
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  Speaker 1: do it. And we're not in our own city, right,
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  Speaker 1: but you know, it would be amazing to sit at
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  Speaker 1: a bar by ourselves, because we all know guys don't
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  Speaker 1: approach tables of women. Don't people get approached when they're
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  Speaker 1: either by themselves or maybe with one other person. So
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  Speaker 1: traveling alone, going on and eat prey love trip, which
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  Speaker 1: puts us out of our comfort zone, sitting at a
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  Speaker 1: hotel bar and having you know, a pork chop and
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  Speaker 1: a glass of wine by yourself, right, not on your phone,
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  Speaker 1: just with a big smile on your face, right saying
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  Speaker 1: like I'm approachable, Come talk to me.
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  Speaker 2: We're saying oh to people in the street, I mean,
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  Speaker 2: or when an elevator or a gym, Hey, you know nice,
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  Speaker 2: how are you? How's your day? I mean, it's all
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  Speaker 2: of those things. It's like signing up for a pickleball
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  Speaker 2: class without a friend and doing it by yourself, and
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  Speaker 2: going and meeting random people that you would never have
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  Speaker 2: met before and showing up in that way, you know,
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  Speaker 2: or saying yes when people invite you to things that
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  Speaker 2: you generally would say no to or you don't think
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  Speaker 2: you're going to know anybody. It's like that's what you
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  Speaker 2: have to do.
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  Speaker 1: Well, there's the reason why these opportunities are presented to us.
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  Speaker 1: We don't know why, right, Like, we have no idea.
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  Speaker 1: Somebody might say, oh, I need you to drop off
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  Speaker 1: you know this this thing at the whatever, and all
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  Speaker 1: of a sudden you walk in and your soulmate is there.
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  Speaker 1: We just have to be open and say yes to opportunities.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, look, don't forget. You were in Atlanta and
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  Speaker 1: I think you were dropping one of her kids off
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  Speaker 1: and you went down to the Four Seasons bar and
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  Speaker 1: you had sat down and had dinner. And I was
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  Speaker 1: so struck by the story because it was you sat
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  Speaker 1: there and you started talking to somebody, and I remember
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  Speaker 1: thinking like, oh, well, you and I had this whole
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  Speaker 1: business idea. Remember what we were going to do still
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  Speaker 1: not off the table, right, We're going to go hotel
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  Speaker 1: bar to hotel bar, city to city and you know,
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  Speaker 1: kind of talk about all the different people we meet,
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  Speaker 1: and it's like, it's very fun. I had a friend
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  Speaker 1: here and I was really she actually had a Saturday night,
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  Speaker 1: had to drop her son off at like a bar
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  Speaker 1: mitzeat and sat at the bar at Brentwood, Catsia by
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  Speaker 1: herself on a Saturday night. I was like, oh, that's.
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  Speaker 2: Quite old when you know people. And that's why I
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  Speaker 2: think it's so much easier when you're somewhere outside of
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  Speaker 2: your day to day because it's easier being anonymous and
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  Speaker 2: not feeling so uncomfortable kind of being alone. Right, I mean,
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  Speaker 2: not many people in their hometown are willing to do that,
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  Speaker 2: but I think like getting in the car driving to
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  Speaker 2: Santa Barbara, like, it doesn't have to be anything major.
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  Speaker 2: I mean talk about major. You remember I told you
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  Speaker 2: about what my sister and I did. We got divorced
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  Speaker 2: within six months of each other, and we were both
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  Speaker 2: just like, oh my gosh, what does our chapter two
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  Speaker 2: look like? Where do we pick up and start our lives?
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  Speaker 2: Like everything we thought and knew our life to be
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  Speaker 2: completely you know, was not no longer. And we planned
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  Speaker 2: a trip to a visa. The two of us literally
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  Speaker 2: gone on a plane, went to a visa and traveled
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  Speaker 2: for two weeks together. And I seriously think that was
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  Speaker 2: like the best trip I've ever had in my entire life.
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  Speaker 1: No, you want me to do with my sister? Who's
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  Speaker 1: I just said that to you?
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  Speaker 2: The idea you did? Have you done that with your sister?
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  Speaker 2: It's just it was so fun. I mean, we wore
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  Speaker 2: clothes we never would have worn, right, We talked to
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  Speaker 2: people we never would have talked to. We stayed out
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  Speaker 2: until five am. It was like it was such a high.
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  Speaker 2: It was such a high, well it was.
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  Speaker 1: It was something completely different than your normal greatest tips
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  Speaker 1: or what's in your playbook? You know. Look, I will
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  Speaker 1: say it's hard sometimes and to sit there and I
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  Speaker 1: go down the rabbit hole of like, why am I
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  Speaker 1: sol alone? I've been divorced nine years, I've dated, I've
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  Speaker 1: had boyfriends, but like, why haven't I found my unicorn? Like?
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  Speaker 1: And sometimes you begin to say to yourself, like what's
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  Speaker 1: wrong with me? Like why can that person get themselves
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  Speaker 1: into a long term relationship or get themselves remarried. I mean,
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  Speaker 1: I'll never forget when I was going through my divorce
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  Speaker 1: proceedings and my ex husband said to me, oh, you'll
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  Speaker 1: be remarried at no time, and I was like, Okay, great,
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  Speaker 1: well that hasn't happened. And I'm like and meanwhile he's
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  Speaker 1: like engaged and living his best life. And I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: is something wrong with me? And you know, I sometimes
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  Speaker 1: it makes me feel badly about myself. And then I thought, no,
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to not come from that place like I
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  Speaker 1: just haven't found my right person. And this has been
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  Speaker 1: a time where I'm becoming the best version of myself.
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  Speaker 1: And I know I have changed so much from the
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  Speaker 1: person I was when I was married to the early
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  Speaker 1: years of being divorced to who I am today. And
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  Speaker 1: I'm proud of that. Person and the work I've done,
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  Speaker 1: and I know I'm better for it, and each person
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  Speaker 1: that we date, whether it's one date, whether it's one month,
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  Speaker 1: whether it's three years, it's part of our journey so
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  Speaker 1: we get to our final destination. And I believe it's happening,
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  Speaker 1: and it maybe took a little bit longer, but I'm
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  Speaker 1: but I'm also happy that you and I have been
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  Speaker 1: on the same timeline.
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  Speaker 2: Well, but you might have not and you might not
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  Speaker 2: have evolved as much had you met somebody right away,
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  Speaker 2: right because as soon as you get in a relationship,
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  Speaker 2: that's when compromise starts. And I'm not saying it's not
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  Speaker 2: a great thing, because I think you become less stuck
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  Speaker 2: in your ways and all the rest. That's the danger
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  Speaker 2: of being single for too long, is do I elect
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  Speaker 2: to actually have a partner in my life, because it
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  Speaker 2: is so good without having to make those compromises and sacrifices.
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  Speaker 2: But I do think that attitude is everything right, and
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  Speaker 2: your attitude, I mean, let's be honest, I mean, there's
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  Speaker 2: an ass for every seat. If we wanted a boyfriend,
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  Speaker 2: or anyone wanted a boyfriend or a girlfriend, you could
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  Speaker 2: have one. And it's like every I mean, everybody could
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  Speaker 2: be taken or I mean, I don't want to say everybody.
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  Speaker 1: For sure, but we don't want to settle, and we'd
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  Speaker 1: like it. I'm the queen of trying to fit a
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  Speaker 1: square peg into a round hole, right because you know,
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  Speaker 1: and so I think you're better at cutting bait sooner
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  Speaker 1: than I do, right because I'm like, oh, like they're
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  Speaker 1: nice or it is or that or good enough. But
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  Speaker 1: I don't want good enough because first of all, the
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  Speaker 1: scary thing is is they say a lot of second
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  Speaker 1: marriages greater percentage of ending up in divorced than first marriages.
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  Speaker 1: So it would I don't want to get divorced again, right,
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  Speaker 1: or I don't it's scary.
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  Speaker 2: Or you want to get married. I mean I also
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  Speaker 2: think that, like you look at people today, and I
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  Speaker 2: think how I view marriage and and commitment and partnership
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  Speaker 2: is so different as a fifty one year old than
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  Speaker 2: as a twenty year old. You know, I used It's
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  Speaker 2: not that I spent time sitting there dreaming about like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: a white picket fence and you know, getting married. I
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  Speaker 2: wasn't really one of those, but I just assumed that
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  Speaker 2: that's kind of what you did, and I think today.
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  Speaker 1: Well, you also watch a great example in your parents.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, my parents have been married for over sixty years,
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  Speaker 2: my siblings. You know, I was the first in my
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  Speaker 2: family to get divorced, and it took me a really
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  Speaker 2: long time to not feel like there was this stigma.
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  Speaker 2: And I think I told you, like everyone in my
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  Speaker 2: world and my purview, everyone I saw was married, and
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  Speaker 2: it wasn't until I got divorced that I realized how
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  Speaker 2: many people were actually divorced. But I also think that
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  Speaker 2: a huge, a huge piece for me is that like
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  Speaker 2: back to kind of emotional needs being met by different people.
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  Speaker 2: I don't think that one person in it needs to
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  Speaker 2: be my be all and all you know, as you said,
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  Speaker 2: it's additive, it enhances your life. But the truth is
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  Speaker 2: like we and have somebody, but it doesn't have to
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  Speaker 2: look the same. They can be you know, and out
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  Speaker 2: of town like friends.
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  Speaker 1: Right like, say we have ten friends and one person
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  Speaker 1: is the person you laugh with, one person is the
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  Speaker 1: one you talk about, make up the genes with one
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  Speaker 1: person you tell them your deepest, darkest secret and can
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  Speaker 1: be your most vulnerable self. Right like that goes back
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  Speaker 1: to the whole point of what we think. I think
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  Speaker 1: this podcast is is finding a partner is just supposed
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  Speaker 1: to be part of your life. There are so many more.
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  Speaker 1: There's so many equally amazing and important aspects of one's life,
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  Speaker 1: right Like, it's career, it's passions, it's hobbies, it's friends,
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  Speaker 1: it's family, it's being a parent, it's professional, it's spiritual,
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  Speaker 1: right like, what turns us on spiritual? Like I love
• 15:46
  Speaker 1: my crystals, I love manifestation, I love listening to Gabby Bernstein,
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  Speaker 1: I love my eleven eleven numbers, right Like, it's a
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  Speaker 1: very big it's a big landscape. And so I think
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  Speaker 1: you know, you and I are really good not making
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  Speaker 1: finding our partner of the utmost important. Our life is
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  Speaker 1: never going to be defined by that. Look, when you're twenty,
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  Speaker 1: twenty five, thirty, you know, we do want to find
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  Speaker 1: our husband, we want to get married, we want to
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  Speaker 1: have children, Like those are important things. But to your point,
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  Speaker 1: when you're in your fifties, a partner is very different
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  Speaker 1: at fifty than at twenty, right Like, we're looking for
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  Speaker 1: a companion.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, it can be a once in a month partner.
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  Speaker 2: I mean I think we differ a little bit. I
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  Speaker 2: think you ultimately would like to find one person. But
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  Speaker 2: for me, I don't know. I kind of feel like
• 16:36
  Speaker 2: it's this archaic, archaic tradition of like, and it's not
• 16:40
  Speaker 2: that I'm opposed to monogamy, but like, I don't know
• 16:43
  Speaker 2: if I need somebody full time in my life, and
• 16:45
  Speaker 2: like you know, for me, it might be finding somebody
• 16:49
  Speaker 2: that enjoys the same things that I do and hooking up.
• 16:53
  Speaker 2: And I don't mean literally hooking up, but like hooking
• 16:55
  Speaker 2: you hooking up. I mean that's never well, that's my
• 16:58
  Speaker 2: long distance.
• 16:59
  Speaker 1: For you, you're very open and comfortable with the concept
• 17:03
  Speaker 1: of a long business relationship because think about it, you're
• 17:05
  Speaker 1: getting the best of both worlds, right, Like you get
• 17:08
  Speaker 1: your life here, you get your time to beat Thelma,
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: you get your time with your fun girls dinners, but
• 17:14
  Speaker 1: then you would be able to go away and spend
• 17:16
  Speaker 1: your time with your boyfriend at that time.
• 17:18
  Speaker 2: For me, it's like getting a fix and then after
• 17:20
  Speaker 2: I've gotten it, I'm like, I feel good.
• 17:33
  Speaker 1: I will say, the best thing to do in this
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: for me, which there's nothing I love more than our
• 17:39
  Speaker 1: girls trips, Like I think packing up with your friends,
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: taking a drive, or hopping on a plane to go
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: to New York. Like, I just got back from a
• 17:49
  Speaker 1: girls trip in New York for four days. It was
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: the most fun. We felt so good about ourselves. And
• 17:56
  Speaker 1: it also when you change your environment and you come back,
• 18:00
  Speaker 1: you just have a fresh kind of rejuvenated energy about you.
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: And I don't know, like we're all going to the
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: pro am in January to sell We're going to have
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: such a blast.
• 18:10
  Speaker 2: You realize the world's also a bigger place, kind of
• 18:12
  Speaker 2: what you said, It's like it's so small, but it
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: is big, And like, how do you start doing things
• 18:18
  Speaker 2: that aren't the usual things that you do to create
• 18:21
  Speaker 2: excitement and novelty and you know, have butterflies again when
• 18:24
  Speaker 2: you're going out.
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: But I also think we need to look at dating
• 18:27
  Speaker 1: like fun. Like it's like it's an opportunity, right, and
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: for example, like you know, and it was hard to
• 18:32
  Speaker 1: get you to start doing it, right, Like I really
• 18:34
  Speaker 1: get to push you, and I really kind of look
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: at it as an opportunity even like the anticipation of
• 18:38
  Speaker 1: getting ready and like the coordination of the date is
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: far more fun and exciting than the actual date itself. Right,
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: It's like the wedding prep and then you have the
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: wedding right, so you know, eight times out of ten,
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: the date is like a hard pass, but the fun
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: that we have doing it. But for me, look, dating
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: is hard in LA for me because I grew up here.
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: I feel like I know one won't want a dating
• 19:00
  Speaker 1: app because I see everyone I know on it. But
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: there are some really funny dating stories. I mean, I
• 19:07
  Speaker 1: just have to tell you it's dating fun like I
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: got remember the story I told you this weekend. This
• 19:13
  Speaker 1: story is I was telling my kids last night. So
• 19:15
  Speaker 1: I have a friend who's going through a divorce, and
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: I've been pushing her to go on the dating apps,
• 19:21
  Speaker 1: and she's set her age range to mid sixties because
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: she's like, I don't want anyone with young kids, like
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: I just want somebody who's like a man, who can
• 19:27
  Speaker 1: like up and go okay. Fine, So she matches with
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: this guy. She sends me the picture and he's handsome.
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: He's cute, right, and so she's like okay. So they
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: make a plan to wow this Tuesday night, and so
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: she sends the picture to another one of our friends.
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: And then our friend was at John and Vinnie's having
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: lunch on Sunday and she sees this guy on another date,
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: but the one that my friend is going to meet.
• 19:55
  Speaker 1: So she takes a picture of him and she says
• 19:57
  Speaker 1: it to my friend and goes, guess he's really on
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: the dating circuit. So he's like a total dating machine.
• 20:03
  Speaker 1: So those are the stories that you have to laugh
• 20:05
  Speaker 1: at and have fun with. And then the currency and
• 20:08
  Speaker 1: the laughter. We've dined out on this story all wee
• 20:11
  Speaker 1: get them out of shared it with you like it's
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: so funny.
• 20:13
  Speaker 2: And that's the same thing. Actually, when my sister and
• 20:15
  Speaker 2: I were in a Biza, we got on the dating apps,
• 20:20
  Speaker 2: and remember I told you that we would. I mean,
• 20:22
  Speaker 2: our profiles were very similar, but we were also seeking
• 20:25
  Speaker 2: similar in return, and so we were texting the same
• 20:29
  Speaker 2: people and then taking notes on like who was responding
• 20:32
  Speaker 2: with what and were they like the same response were
• 20:35
  Speaker 2: they different responses? Remember I would take her phone put
• 20:38
  Speaker 2: her on dates with other people.
• 20:39
  Speaker 1: Well, it's what I'm doing on your pun But look,
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: as you know, your friend Louise is very woo woo, right,
• 20:46
  Speaker 1: like you had to take some of the crystals.
• 20:48
  Speaker 2: Out of my place, and you believe everything the sign,
• 20:51
  Speaker 2: but I.
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: Do, but I believe in manifestation and I believe in
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: vision boards. So, for example, every year on January one,
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: I don't know if you know this about me, I
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: do a vision board, and I keep it in a
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: space that I can see. Sometimes it's in my bathroom,
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: sometimes it's in whatever it is, because again, I believe
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: in manifestation. As you know, when I see eleven eleven
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: on a license plate or a clock or a receipt,
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: you know, I'm busy crossing myself and making wishes and
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: all that. So what are you manifesting for twenty twenty
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: five me?
• 21:23
  Speaker 2: I funny that you asked that. I feel like this
• 21:27
  Speaker 2: sounds really superficial, but it's something that I know really
• 21:32
  Speaker 2: affects my mood, and it's it's basically feeling good about
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: myself physically and esthetically. And I know that that sounds superficial,
• 21:42
  Speaker 2: but you know how we joke around about the brawn
• 21:44
  Speaker 2: and underwear, how the matching raw and underwear. I feel
• 21:47
  Speaker 2: like when I know this sounds really light to your
• 21:50
  Speaker 2: big question, because I actually have deeper ones. But I
• 21:53
  Speaker 2: feel like you get ready because you see clients all
• 21:58
  Speaker 2: the time, and so you always kind of feel well.
• 22:01
  Speaker 2: I don't know if you feel good about yourself, but
• 22:02
  Speaker 2: you look good, you present well, and I think in turn,
• 22:05
  Speaker 2: it makes you feel good. And I think for me
• 22:08
  Speaker 2: working from home, not having to present and be around people,
• 22:13
  Speaker 2: do you know what I mean in a formal setting
• 22:15
  Speaker 2: on a day to day basis, can really start to
• 22:18
  Speaker 2: impact my psyche. And I feel like getting dressed and
• 22:24
  Speaker 2: liking what I see in the mirror makes me approach
• 22:29
  Speaker 2: my day so differently. And you know, remember you joked
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: around with me. We were in a dressing room one
• 22:33
  Speaker 2: time and you're like, oh, I like your bron underwear.
• 22:34
  Speaker 2: And this is one thing that's always a non negotiable
• 22:36
  Speaker 2: for me. But like I put on matching braun and
• 22:38
  Speaker 2: underwear every single day. I do not do it for
• 22:41
  Speaker 2: anybody else. I do it for me. You wear underwear,
• 22:43
  Speaker 2: I know not everyone does, but anyway, I do it
• 22:47
  Speaker 2: for me because I often think, you know, we joke
• 22:50
  Speaker 2: around where it's like, well, if you don't like yourself,
• 22:52
  Speaker 2: and if you don't like what you see in the mirror,
• 22:54
  Speaker 2: why do you expect somebody else to? And I really
• 22:57
  Speaker 2: do take that to her.
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: I think it's a metaphor if you feel good about yourself,
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: or at least you're faking it till you make it.
• 23:03
  Speaker 1: Then that's the energy you're putting out there. So even
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: when I'm going to yoga, you're gonna think this is weird.
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: But I have a sephor a store in my place.
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: I put a little cream blush on before I go
• 23:15
  Speaker 1: to yoga.
• 23:16
  Speaker 2: Oh, I know I didn't it, and I always feel terrible,
• 23:17
  Speaker 2: but I have nothing.
• 23:18
  Speaker 1: It makes me feel so much better. And I always
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: I love two. I love getting I'm so girly like that,
• 23:26
  Speaker 1: right like I boys, like could you imagine my daughters?
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: But like I love putting myself together, right like it
• 23:32
  Speaker 1: makes me feel good about myself and I can put
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: my best foot forward. So I think that's actually a
• 23:38
  Speaker 1: really good New Year's resolution for you.
• 23:40
  Speaker 2: Yeah, so I think, on a lighter note, it's that.
• 23:43
  Speaker 2: I also think it's like what am I doing on
• 23:46
  Speaker 2: a day to day basis to that support my goals
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: and what I want my life to look like, Because
• 23:53
  Speaker 2: it's really about what's the bigger goal and then what
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: are you doing to actually reach it? And I think
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: for me, we always talk about gratitude is so important,
• 24:04
  Speaker 2: and you've had a gratitude journal forever. I feel like
• 24:08
  Speaker 2: I live in a very grateful space, but I need
• 24:13
  Speaker 2: more of a day to day reminder.
• 24:15
  Speaker 1: I'm going to value that journal because honestly, it is.
• 24:18
  Speaker 1: I just sent it to a friend. It's this like
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: dear Universe manifestation journal, and it is. It's a quick
• 24:24
  Speaker 1: morning exercise and a quick night time exercise. But it
• 24:27
  Speaker 1: is so valuable and it is so centering for me
• 24:31
  Speaker 1: as I start my day, and centering for me as
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: I go to sleep at night. It's super reflective. It
• 24:35
  Speaker 1: takes zero time, and it talks about like what are
• 24:38
  Speaker 1: you manifesting for the day, what are you grateful for
• 24:40
  Speaker 1: from the night before? And look, you know, I spend
• 24:43
  Speaker 1: a lot of time. For example, in the first of
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: every month, I have a journal where I write, what
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: do I have this month that I didn't have last month?
• 24:51
  Speaker 1: What did I accomplish this month that I didn't accomplish
• 24:53
  Speaker 1: last month? And I really believe in manifesting. And I
• 24:56
  Speaker 1: could sit here and tell you, which would negate our
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: entire podcast, that I am manifesting a husband, but I'm not.
• 25:03
  Speaker 1: I think what I'm manifesting for twenty twenty five is
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: the ability to stay a little more. Even holidays are
• 25:09
  Speaker 1: tough for me, right like it's Stephan my childhood. You know,
• 25:13
  Speaker 1: I did not grow up in the environment that you did, right.
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: I had parents who had a really ugly divorced Holidays
• 25:20
  Speaker 1: were hard for me. Christmas was hard for me. And
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: I think what I'm really learning, what I want to
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: manifest is staying even right. Like it's a lot of
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: black and white with me right, not a lot of gray.
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: And I think that that's my biggest, my biggest lesson
• 25:37
  Speaker 1: that I need to do, and you're really good at it,
• 25:40
  Speaker 1: and you really talk me off the ledge. I had
• 25:42
  Speaker 1: some tears this week, and that's what I really that's
• 25:46
  Speaker 1: what my lesson is, right, Like I can put myself together,
• 25:49
  Speaker 1: I can load the face up of makeup, I can
• 25:51
  Speaker 1: do all that. It's for me more of the kind
• 25:56
  Speaker 1: of internal sturdiness.
• 25:58
  Speaker 2: And that's so funny because I think that's why I
• 26:01
  Speaker 2: think we are such good friends, is that we our
• 26:04
  Speaker 2: strengths and weaknesses are very different and for me, which
• 26:08
  Speaker 2: I admire about you. Yeah, and that's I think. Another
• 26:11
  Speaker 2: question is who are we surrounding ourselves with which I'll
• 26:14
  Speaker 2: finish my point, but I think that that's a big
• 26:15
  Speaker 2: piece of this. But is like you, I want to
• 26:20
  Speaker 2: start saying yes to more things. And so for me,
• 26:23
  Speaker 2: I am looking forward like one month and say, okay,
• 26:26
  Speaker 2: what am I doing this month? That makes me feel
• 26:29
  Speaker 2: a little uncomfortable.
• 26:30
  Speaker 1: So start that like what I do. Start it and
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: I have your notes section and hold yourself accountable.
• 26:36
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm going on a ski trip with these girls
• 26:40
  Speaker 2: in February that It's totally not my usual scene. It's
• 26:43
  Speaker 2: a different group. They're all really really close friends. They
• 26:48
  Speaker 2: invite me every year, and this year I said yes,
• 26:51
  Speaker 2: And you.
• 26:51
  Speaker 1: Never know what can happen. I always say to my
• 26:54
  Speaker 1: kids too, like just say yes, don't limit yourself, right,
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: But I think to go back to your point, like
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: we are who we surround yourself with. And I've had
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: to make a lot of changes in friendships over the
• 27:05
  Speaker 1: last few years, which has been super super painful for me.
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: But instead of looking at the whole or the change
• 27:11
  Speaker 1: or the lack, I sit there and I look at
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: my table at five ten, whatever it is, and I
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: feel so grateful because you guys all light me up
• 27:19
  Speaker 1: and fill me up. That if I never found a
• 27:21
  Speaker 1: husband again and I just had all of you to
• 27:23
  Speaker 1: live in an old age home, I could not love
• 27:26
  Speaker 1: my friends, more, I have cleared house, I have the
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: greatest group of women in my life surrounding me that
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: make me a way better version of myself. And I
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: am beyond grateful. And I think that the whole point
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: of life, other than health is gratitude, right, Like, focus
• 27:45
  Speaker 1: on what we do have, not what we don't have. Right.
• 27:48
  Speaker 1: And then the more you focus on what we do have,
• 27:51
  Speaker 1: the more blessings that are going to come our way.
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: And just be a kind and a good person and
• 27:55
  Speaker 1: be nice to people. It's amazing to me in this
• 27:58
  Speaker 1: world how people just don't think about other people. It
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: feels good to give, It feels good to be.
• 28:02
  Speaker 2: Thoughtful completely, and there's so much power in that, right
• 28:08
  Speaker 2: when you are helping other people or reaching out to
• 28:10
  Speaker 2: other people or giving a compliment. I mean so often
• 28:13
  Speaker 2: my kids always make fun of me because I'll be somewhere,
• 28:15
  Speaker 2: I'll be at this grocery store, I'll be somewhere, I'll
• 28:17
  Speaker 2: be like, oh my gosh, you have amazing eyes. And
• 28:19
  Speaker 2: they're always like that is so creepy, Like why did
• 28:22
  Speaker 2: you tell that woman that she has, you know, beautiful eyes?
• 28:24
  Speaker 2: And I was like, because you know what, I felt it,
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: I saw it and I and you see how people
• 28:30
  Speaker 2: react when you give a genuine compliment. I'm not saying
• 28:32
  Speaker 2: compliment people for no reason, do you know what I mean?
• 28:34
  Speaker 1: I agree, I mean especially women complimenting other women and
• 28:38
  Speaker 1: supporting women. But I feel like, you know, doing for others.
• 28:42
  Speaker 1: I mean, I will tell you Thanksgiving. I live in
• 28:44
  Speaker 1: a building, as you know, and I have doorman and ballets,
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: and I love these guys so much. And it was
• 28:50
  Speaker 1: Thanksgiving and there's there's two there's a turn there's the
• 28:54
  Speaker 1: day turnover and then the night turnover. And so I
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: went down on Thanksgiving during the day and I said
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: to the guys, said hey, I want to order you,
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: you know, brunch, you know, for working on Thanksgiving. And
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: they're like, oh my god, that's so nice. Whatever, And
• 29:06
  Speaker 1: then I sent Thanksgiving dinner to the dinner crew. And
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: the next morning, when I went down to get my car,
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: they came up to me and they said, you're the
• 29:13
  Speaker 1: only person in this building who offered to send us
• 29:15
  Speaker 1: anything for Thanksgiving. I was, first of all, I was
• 29:18
  Speaker 1: so sad that in a building of one hundred people,
• 29:22
  Speaker 1: nobody else thought to send these people Thanksgiving dinner and
• 29:26
  Speaker 1: show them our gratitude for all that they do for us.
• 29:31
  Speaker 2: I love.
• 29:31
  Speaker 1: For me, giving feels way more better than receiving. We
• 29:34
  Speaker 1: did our secret sanding yesterday. I love to give, you know,
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: and I want my kids to learn this. It's important
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: to me because it does feel good. I think volunteering
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: is good for the soul. I think giving. You know.
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: The other day, you know, we always go to a
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: restaurant and the valet, for some reason, remembers us. He
• 29:50
  Speaker 1: is the nicest guy, and as we're getting out of
• 29:53
  Speaker 1: the car, he said, oh, you know, do they serve
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: your dinner every night? And so pulled out here. He's like, no,
• 29:57
  Speaker 1: they don't serve us dinner. And I was like oh.
• 29:58
  Speaker 1: So in my head I was like, what's your favorite
• 30:00
  Speaker 1: thing on the menu and he's like, oh, it's the
• 30:03
  Speaker 1: you know, it's the pulled pork. And I was like okay.
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: So took the boys into the restaurant, sat down at
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: the table we were ordering, and I said to the
• 30:10
  Speaker 1: waitress I'd like to get the pulled pork to go.
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: And my kids it was like a light bulb went
• 30:14
  Speaker 1: off in their heads, like, oh my god, Mom got
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: Me's so nice. I walked out, you know, after dinner,
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: I handed him the pulled pork and I said, enjoy
• 30:22
  Speaker 1: your dinner, and he said, he's like, oh my god.
• 30:25
  Speaker 1: I mean it was like and it felt so good.
• 30:27
  Speaker 1: Nothing made me feel higher than that.
• 30:29
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I bet that was the greatest feeling. Probably better
• 30:31
  Speaker 2: than any good date.
• 30:32
  Speaker 1: You know, it's better than any good date.
• 30:44
  Speaker 2: The overall motto for the year for me is if
• 30:48
  Speaker 2: nothing changes, nothing changes. And so I think you know,
• 30:52
  Speaker 2: eighty percent of the time, ninety percent of time, I
• 30:54
  Speaker 2: love my life, gratitude, feel like it's full. I don't
• 30:58
  Speaker 2: feel like I'm missing anything. But when I do find
• 31:01
  Speaker 2: myself in contemplative or reflective periods where I do feel
• 31:07
  Speaker 2: like something is off, I'm really trying to catch myself
• 31:11
  Speaker 2: and better identify what is it that I'm really feeling.
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: Right, And if you want change, you have to be changed,
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: and nothing drops out of sky, like you can't fix it.
• 31:22
  Speaker 1: For me, if I'm feeling small or sad, I have
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: to think to myself, Thelma, what can I do to
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: make myself feel better in this moment? Right Like it
• 31:33
  Speaker 1: is a choice for me to either fall apart and
• 31:37
  Speaker 1: wallow and feel sad or literally find an action, create
• 31:41
  Speaker 1: an action that I can do to then, you know,
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: change my mindset and kind of get quote recentered completely.
• 31:49
  Speaker 2: And the key word is action. You know, it's proactively
• 31:52
  Speaker 2: going through our lives as opposed to reactively or passively
• 31:56
  Speaker 2: is even better. You know. I think that we can
• 32:00
  Speaker 2: control how we feel and we can control our lens
• 32:04
  Speaker 2: and we're not putting it in shame on us. I
• 32:06
  Speaker 2: mean shame on us if we have our health.
• 32:08
  Speaker 1: Look, guys, nothing is more important than health. Period. We
• 32:12
  Speaker 1: can change every single thing in our life anything. And
• 32:16
  Speaker 1: I always say to my children too, like when you
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: hear about these awful suicides, I say, nothing is worth
• 32:22
  Speaker 1: at Like you can change anything in your life. And
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: I think that you know, sitting in pain and wallowing
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: in pain and depression, like you have to try to
• 32:33
  Speaker 1: snap out of it as quickly as you got to
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: feel it, right, like you got to experience.
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: And acknowledge it. I think it's important for acknowledge.
• 32:39
  Speaker 1: It and not shove it under the rug. But at
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: the same time, you have to mobilize right and and
• 32:46
  Speaker 1: and push yourself. It's like a breakup, right, Like we
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: all get our ass handed to us and a breakup
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  Speaker 1: and it is heartbreaking. You know, I was listening to
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  Speaker 1: that Mel Robbins Breakup podcast, which is amazing, Like you
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  Speaker 1: got to feel it, you got to go through it,
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  Speaker 1: and then you got to pick yourself up by your footstraps.
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  Speaker 1: And you need to say rejection is redirection. There is
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  Speaker 1: something better coming for me. I am ready, I am open,
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  Speaker 1: I am excited.
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  Speaker 2: Because people feel that and people want to be around that.
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  Speaker 2: You know. It's like, you know, you always hear about
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  Speaker 2: these like are you an energy sucker or you know
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  Speaker 2: what I mean? Or do you give people energy?
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  Speaker 1: Right? Do you light people up? Or are you a victim?
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  Speaker 1: Nobody wants to be run a victim all the time.
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  Speaker 2: No, it's pathetic. And by the way, when I am
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  Speaker 2: around people that are sitting there complaining or wallowing about
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  Speaker 2: being single, I literally like, oh my god, like you
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  Speaker 2: are tragic. And that's what I think.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, Well, desperation is so obvious, I mean honestly,
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  Speaker 1: like people pick up on that energy, right, Like you
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  Speaker 1: have to love yourself so other people can love us.
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  Speaker 1: We don't fall in love with ourselves.
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  Speaker 2: Completely, and so looking in the mirror and taking stock
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  Speaker 2: of like where you could be a better version of yourself,
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  Speaker 2: Like I think that's important. And while you are so
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  Speaker 2: called waiting for some or mister right to come along, like,
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  Speaker 2: there's plenty of time to work on yourself.
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  Speaker 1: Will be missus right yourself? Yeah, I don't know, man,
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  Speaker 1: the game of life, it's like peaks and valleys. It's
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  Speaker 1: learning to navigate. It's just learning to deal with the
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  Speaker 1: curve balls that come our way and the roadblocks and
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  Speaker 1: the winds and the losses.
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  Speaker 2: You only get one life, and so we should really
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  Speaker 2: be living it to the fullest, you know, and.
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  Speaker 1: At the very least you know that weighted best and
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  Speaker 1: are whipping around Homebye Park together and laughing. Is you know,
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  Speaker 1: it gives me a lot of joy. It gives me
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  Speaker 1: joy to live a parallel life with like you or
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  Speaker 1: you know, somebody as we're kind of navigating all of
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  Speaker 1: it together because I don't feel alone. I don't have
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  Speaker 1: a partner, I don't have a husband, but I am
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  Speaker 1: not alone because of you or people like you in
• 34:52
  Speaker 1: my life.
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  Speaker 2: You know, it's really funny when you say that. I
• 34:56
  Speaker 2: think back to I don't know if you watch The
• 34:58
  Speaker 2: Golden Bachelor and Bachelorette, but I did.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't, and I have to tell you.
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  Speaker 2: Should because it it is the best lesson in life.
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  Speaker 2: And I feel like if you line ten people up,
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  Speaker 2: I mean, I don't want to speak for everybody, but
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  Speaker 2: I bet large majority of people would say that they
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  Speaker 2: found it far more intriguing to watch the twenty bachelors,
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  Speaker 2: you knowamine in the room and how they interacted and
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  Speaker 2: found one another versus the standalone dates and wondering do
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  Speaker 2: you mean what guy was going to get the girl?
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  Speaker 2: It was like it was just it was so representative
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  Speaker 2: of life, and I feel like the guys that went
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  Speaker 2: on that show kind of back to the friendships are
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  Speaker 2: the most important thing. They they found so much. They
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  Speaker 2: found people that they could empathize with, they could communicate with,
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  Speaker 2: they had similar interests like the friendships. When they got
• 35:52
  Speaker 2: kicked off the show, they were most sad about leaving
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  Speaker 2: each other, and not that they didn't like the girl,
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  Speaker 2: do you know what I mean, or like the guy
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  Speaker 2: when it was the bachelor. That was the experience, and
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  Speaker 2: I think it helped them get them out of their
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  Speaker 2: comfort zone to know that in real life they could start,
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  Speaker 2: you know, taking steps to go on dates. But it
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  Speaker 2: was like finding kindred spirits and people out there that
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  Speaker 2: like they could relate to it. It was seriously like
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  Speaker 2: it was beautiful, Thelma.
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  Speaker 1: What new things do we want to push ourselves to
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  Speaker 1: do in twenty twenty five? I can tell you what
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  Speaker 1: I think we should do. Well, I know what I
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  Speaker 1: would really like to do if I can somehow swing
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  Speaker 1: it is. I would love to go live somewhere else
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  Speaker 1: for a month. I think that would be really good
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  Speaker 1: for me to experience somewhere new by myself for a
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  Speaker 1: month and see what changes can come my way. And
• 36:43
  Speaker 1: at the very least, I can start by going to
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  Speaker 1: have dinner at South Beverly World by myself at the bar,
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  Speaker 1: which will be absolutely terrifying. But I think that would
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  Speaker 1: be a really good challenge for me.
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  Speaker 2: And didn't you maybe see your ex boyfriend alone at
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  Speaker 2: the bar there? So that might be a little awkward.
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  Speaker 2: I think we might need a new spot.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, for sure. I mean anything by the way that
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  Speaker 1: was awful. But I think those kind of challenges we
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  Speaker 1: need to do. What about you, how are you going
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  Speaker 1: to challenge yourself?
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  Speaker 2: Well, I told you, I think I'm gonna I'm going
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  Speaker 2: to move for the summer right to where we always go,
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  Speaker 2: but stay stay there for the summer.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't know this is this true? Yeah? Wait, no,
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  Speaker 1: I can I come be the.
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  Speaker 2: A lone purpose. But I've been thinking about doing that. Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: I mean I talked about it with my young aunt
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  Speaker 2: and she really wants to work there for the summer,
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  Speaker 2: and she's able to get a job there, So thinking
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  Speaker 2: that like picking up and moving for the sun, just rip.
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  Speaker 1: The rug out from underneath my feet.
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  Speaker 2: Well, maybe I can visit you in your location and
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  Speaker 2: you can visit me.
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  Speaker 1: No, I'm coming with you period, or I might be remarried.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm joking. This has been so fun. I love
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  Speaker 1: doing this. I love talking about all of this because
• 37:52
  Speaker 1: we are just normal. We're not celebrities. We're normal, we're older,
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  Speaker 1: we're bumbling along, you know, trying on a bunch of
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  Speaker 1: different things, winning at some succeeding at other. But I
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  Speaker 1: have to say, you know, it's all normal, it's all
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  Speaker 1: par for the course. And at the very least, you know, I.
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  Speaker 2: Have no regrets.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, and hopefully you know, these listeners find us, you know,
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  Speaker 1: doing what they're doing, and you know, throw us some questions,
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  Speaker 1: reach out to us. What do you want to hear?
• 38:24
  Speaker 1: What do you want to talk about? We're really open books.
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  Speaker 1: We can be totally self deprecating. We do not take
• 38:29
  Speaker 1: our life ourselves too seriously. And we're here so you know,
• 38:35
  Speaker 1: real people going through it and you know, not totally
• 38:40
  Speaker 1: winning all the time. They are really sometimes, but let's
• 38:43
  Speaker 1: be real, there are hard moments.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, but that's why you have your friends.
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  Speaker 1: Right, So call us, email us, follow us on our socials.
• 38:53
  Speaker 1: You know, look at the show notes, all of our
• 38:55
  Speaker 1: info is there. Falling in love is the main objective,
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  Speaker 1: but while you're not in love, loving your life is
• 39:03
  Speaker 1: the main objective and loving yourself agree. Happy holidays, take
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  Speaker 1: care