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VAN LATHAN - Angola State Grilled Cheese Part 2 · Eating While Broke

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  Speaker 1: Yo, I talk a lot. I know sometimes it could
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  Speaker 1: be hard to follow me. But if you don't listen
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  Speaker 1: to anything else, I say, listen to this. These people
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  Speaker 1: don't give a fuck about you. We didn't talked like
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  Speaker 1: your dad has passed away. I done took you outside
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  Speaker 1: the office, We've talked about it, We've gone through all
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  Speaker 1: of this. You wouldn't do this to me. Not only
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  Speaker 1: will they, they're going to Yeah, like they're going to
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  Speaker 1: do it. It's like they're going to do you. You
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  Speaker 1: You're gonna get done. You will be done like something
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  Speaker 1: like if you are, if you are making the track
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  Speaker 1: towards being somebody important or influential, somebody is going to
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  Speaker 1: do you. There's no magic or sinister story to a divorce.
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  Speaker 1: Sometimes it don't work out. It just doesn't work out.
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  Speaker 1: But you want to believe certain people will never be
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  Speaker 1: happy because their lifestyles are antithetical to happiness in a relationship.
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  Speaker 1: So you want to you want to believe like like you,
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  Speaker 1: like you, you you. You want to believe that right.
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  Speaker 1: You want to believe that teams gives you that. In
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  Speaker 1: order to do that, TMZ has to treat those people
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  Speaker 1: like they're not people. They have to treat them as
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  Speaker 1: if their concepts celebrity is not a person.
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  Speaker 2: That's why I guess TMZ comes off a little bit
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  Speaker 2: invasive and ruthless.
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  Speaker 1: Right, Well, no, because they're.
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  Speaker 2: They're not treating they're they're treating them kind of like.
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  Speaker 1: Well, you have to write like even even the TMZ
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  Speaker 1: tour was a celebrity safari, Like what's on a safari?
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  Speaker 2: Animals animals, right.
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  Speaker 1: And so and so like when when you like the
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  Speaker 1: tours celebrities for its animals, right, and so you do that,
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  Speaker 1: right and what you what you say is okay, Well,
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  Speaker 1: in order to be a celebrity, the game is pr
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  Speaker 1: at its base, right, So this is what you sign
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  Speaker 1: up for kind of right, because like there are certain
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  Speaker 1: things that you don't sign up for. I'll never talk
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  Speaker 1: I'll never I'll never forget this. There was the sister
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  Speaker 1: of a celebrity that had that had had something taught
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  Speaker 1: done to them. I'll never forget. I'm not gonna talk
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  Speaker 1: about who I had the conversation with. I'm like, yo,
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  Speaker 1: we shouldn't do that. And they did the story and
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  Speaker 1: this dude went on fucking and let us fucking happ
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  Speaker 1: and I was like, yo, we had to take it
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  Speaker 1: down and apologize and do all that stuff. I like, yo,
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  Speaker 1: like there's a limit to this. And that's not me
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  Speaker 1: making a moral judgment on team team. I'm just telling
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  Speaker 1: you the way things go. So like when you know
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  Speaker 1: all of that, when you have an idea of what
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  Speaker 1: drives that, Like obviously they're moral. There are things that
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  Speaker 1: you have to not care about to work there. But
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  Speaker 1: most of the people there are good people. They're just
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  Speaker 1: desensitized to whatever was going on there because that's where
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  Speaker 1: they work. Like like that, like that's what they do.
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  Speaker 1: I'm there. It's the same thing. Things are coming in
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  Speaker 1: at a certain point you go, god damn, you know,
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  Speaker 1: and it's there will be little small things. This is
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  Speaker 1: a football player that had this video come out of
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  Speaker 1: some altercation. It was in and it said savage beating
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  Speaker 1: by this and I was just looking at the hellline.
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, that's I don't think we should go savage
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  Speaker 1: beating there, Like I think savage is like a it's
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  Speaker 1: like an interesting way or there's just little small things.
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  Speaker 1: The mayor of DC died, Maror Marion Barry Crack Mayor
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  Speaker 1: Marion Barry dies like he died and like by the
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  Speaker 1: way the people in DC are going to freak the
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  Speaker 1: funk out because I don't know if you guys know,
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  Speaker 1: but Marion Barry was with Martin Luther King Junior like
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  Speaker 1: where I'm from, Like I deal with a group of people,
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  Speaker 1: a community, people that are always categorized by the worst
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  Speaker 1: moment that they have. And I don't feel comfortable with
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  Speaker 1: categorizing a man that means so much to his city
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  Speaker 1: by the worst, most scandalous thing he ever had. You
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  Speaker 1: can't talk about his life without talking about that, but
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  Speaker 1: maybe in the headline you don't do that. So it
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  Speaker 1: so all of those things start to start to happen.
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  Speaker 1: And so for me, what the place represents, it's not
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  Speaker 1: even so much a bunch of not even so much
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  Speaker 1: a bunch of moral people that are running around trying
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  Speaker 1: to get the dirt on celebrities. It represents our relationship
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  Speaker 1: to celebrity and our relationship to ourselves, because there's no
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  Speaker 1: fucking reason whatsoever why we should spend so much time
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  Speaker 1: talking about what happens in the lives of famous people.
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  Speaker 1: It just really like, at its core, it just doesn't matter.
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  Speaker 1: And even to this day on the podcast, I still
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  Speaker 1: do it, and the reason why I still do it.
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  Speaker 1: I don't get the stories, but you try to extrapolate
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  Speaker 1: larger conversations out of these things and talk about them
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  Speaker 1: with notable people. But really it's just the need to
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  Speaker 1: talk about things that people care about, and for whatever reason,
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  Speaker 1: people care about celebrity and fame.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, can that makes sense? So going back to your story, Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: so you're at TMZ for nine years, you said, and
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  Speaker 2: then what happens after that?
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  Speaker 1: After that?
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  Speaker 2: Wait, what happened with your ending in TMZ?
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  Speaker 1: I got fired for what? An altercation inside the office
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  Speaker 1: with a white boy?
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  Speaker 2: You say altercation? No hands?
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  Speaker 1: They say I use hands?
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  Speaker 2: They say you used hands? Did you use hands?
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, not in any real way.
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  Speaker 2: I mean not in a real way. What did you
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  Speaker 2: like that?
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  Speaker 1: Or like, no, I'm not gonna smack nobody. See, I
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  Speaker 1: would never This is the funny thing that would never happen, Right.
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  Speaker 2: That would never happen. You said, a white boy. I'm like,
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  Speaker 2: maybe you went light on him, you smacked him.
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  Speaker 1: This guy was my guy, still is my guy. He's
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  Speaker 1: a Republican. Whatever tell you what happened. I'm an emotional person.
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  Speaker 2: I can kind of see that.
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  Speaker 1: Very true. Uh, they they wanted me to talk about.
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  Speaker 1: There's only one thing I don't want to talk about,
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  Speaker 1: Hurricane Katrina. I just don't want to talk about it.
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  Speaker 1: Like even saying the name Hurricane Katrina, like right now,
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  Speaker 1: it makes me want to cry. I just don't want
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  Speaker 1: to talk about it, don't want think about I want
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  Speaker 1: to talk about don't want talk about it. I don't
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  Speaker 1: It's very tough, very hard. And there was this story
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  Speaker 1: that had gone on in the newsroom earlier where George
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  Speaker 1: Bush was being cool with like Ellen DeGeneres, that's some
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  Speaker 1: football games, and I was like, it doesn't matter what
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  Speaker 1: you guys say about George Bush. I don't give a
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  Speaker 1: fuck that he paints. I don't give a fuck that
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  Speaker 1: show Obama like George Bush, fuck George Bush forever, Like
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  Speaker 1: it doesn't matter. I don't give a fuck. Who's the
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  Speaker 1: who's worse fucking forever wheels in the water. He didn't care.
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  Speaker 1: The way it goes like, Hey, we're gonna bring this
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  Speaker 1: back and you're so passionate about it, and the thing
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  Speaker 1: it's like, guys, I don't want to talk about it. Oh,
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  Speaker 1: I told you. I want to talk about guys, and
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  Speaker 1: I want talk about like, no I'm like, I'm like, please, Pa,
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, please, I don't want to I want to
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  Speaker 1: discuss it. I'm here, I do everything. I've been the
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  Speaker 1: funny nigga for a long time. I've been the I do.
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  Speaker 1: I'm the Swiss Army Knife of niggas. I'm the funny nigga.
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  Speaker 1: I'm the basketball nigga. I'm the who look at the
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  Speaker 1: ass nigga. I'm like all that I've been. This just
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  Speaker 1: I'm saying, don't don't. I don't want to talk about it.
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  Speaker 1: You gotta do it, fam we need you. Okay. So
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  Speaker 1: I get on there and I'm talking my whole thing,
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  Speaker 1: and this guy out there hosting the show, he's cutting
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  Speaker 1: me off, and he's speaking to me in a way
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  Speaker 1: that I don't like. Anytime you speak to me in
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  Speaker 1: a way that I don't like, we have a conversation
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  Speaker 1: about it, Okay, is it? So? This is genially how
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  Speaker 1: this happened. I challenge anyone to watch the video. Guys
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  Speaker 1: up there, he's sitting down, he's doing the show. I
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  Speaker 1: know him now. I know him like we're friends, and
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  Speaker 1: we're friends. Now he's up there and he's doing the show.
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  Speaker 1: He's done this already, and I don't want to yell
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  Speaker 1: at him across the newsroom make a big scene. So
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  Speaker 1: I go up to him while he's sitting down, and
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  Speaker 1: I put my hands on his shoulders, and you can
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  Speaker 1: see me on the video. I'm whispering into his ear.
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  Speaker 1: I'm whispering into his ear.
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  Speaker 2: Does he turn around and do the whole big scene? Nah?
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  Speaker 1: He turns around and he moves his hand from off
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  Speaker 1: my shoulder and I'm moving and then and then I
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  Speaker 1: whispering to his ear, and I say, and you can
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  Speaker 1: see me leaving. I pat him on the side. You
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  Speaker 1: can see me leaving, and I do like this, and
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  Speaker 1: I walk back. The last thing I said to him
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  Speaker 1: was not something that you should say to somebody in
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  Speaker 1: the office. He stood up and I was like, whatever,
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  Speaker 1: I don't.
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  Speaker 2: Even want to hear it.
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  Speaker 1: The last thing that I said is something. And so
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  Speaker 1: when I said that, Charles said, Van go home.
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  Speaker 2: What did you say?
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  Speaker 3: No?
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  Speaker 1: So like so the I mean, the last thing was
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  Speaker 1: a threat. It was no, no, no, that wasn't.
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  Speaker 2: A it was a lights out.
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  Speaker 1: The last thing was a threat. It wasn't a threat
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  Speaker 1: as in I'm gonna do something to h It was
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  Speaker 1: a threat. As in, these are my limits.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, don't cross that line again.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, and and that's probably too far for Charles.
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  Speaker 1: Charles Charles goes Van, go home. That's the last time
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  Speaker 1: I was ever in TMZ. It was funny because when
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  Speaker 1: they called me, I knew I was gonna have to
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  Speaker 1: it was gonna have to bench be for a little while, right,
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  Speaker 1: uh that Yeah, so listen, it's funny. So I'm on
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  Speaker 1: the thing and I'm like, I'm one of the phone
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  Speaker 1: with the HR people and they go, yeah, did you
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  Speaker 1: choke him? And I went wait what And they were
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  Speaker 1: like yeah, did you put your hands around his neck?
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  Speaker 1: And I was like oh, And I was like, guys,
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  Speaker 1: this is Van. Hey, it's me. Circus Bear like, hey,
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  Speaker 1: it's Vans. This is Van. Think about what you're asking me.
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  Speaker 1: Think about if you're asking me whether or not I
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  Speaker 1: choked Mike in front of the whole newsroom. It's me.
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  Speaker 1: I know you guys as children, I'd be around y'all
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  Speaker 1: like it's Van, Hey, it's me. Now come back the
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  Speaker 1: whole thing. I was like, oh, they about to do me,
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  Speaker 1: and they did. And it was like the funny thing
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  Speaker 1: about it was so all of these conversations. It's like
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  Speaker 1: stuff happens. I end up being terminated. Karen, my manager,
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  Speaker 1: like automatically has stuff. So we're taking all kinds of meanings.
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  Speaker 1: We're doing all kinds of stuff. Nobody guys is off
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  Speaker 1: me right, we're doing the same stuff. Because literally my
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  Speaker 1: contract was up at TMZ in about four more weeks,
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  Speaker 1: and I had already told them I wasn't resigning, So
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  Speaker 1: if they thought they would have had me for a
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  Speaker 1: longer term, there's no way they would have fired me.
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  Speaker 1: But it's like whatever, this is a way to try
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  Speaker 1: to maybe save some money, get off from under it.
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  Speaker 1: This is cool. So my it starts to get around
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  Speaker 1: the office that I'm not coming back. So my coworkers
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  Speaker 1: throw me a going away party, including the guy that
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  Speaker 1: I supposedly chose who comes to the going away party.
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  Speaker 1: And after that that was on a Saturday, pictures go
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  Speaker 1: up on Instagram. On Monday, Paid six calls me and
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  Speaker 1: we heard that you got fired. We heard that you
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  Speaker 1: got fired. We heard it there was some kind of
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  Speaker 1: office altercation. We heard there was all of this stuff,
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  Speaker 1: and I'm like fuck. Now, I'm like god, damn. Now
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  Speaker 1: I'm the six foot fourth scary nigga, are you six four?
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  Speaker 1: Don't play? And so and so and so. Now I'm
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  Speaker 1: like and so. Now I'm like six foot er er
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  Speaker 1: And they put up an article and the article was
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  Speaker 1: like super it went soft on me. Everybody loves fan
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  Speaker 1: and all of this stuff like that. TMZ got their
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  Speaker 1: asses kicked. Everybody was coming at them, like everybody. And
• 12:25
  Speaker 1: so then the next day the office struck back. And
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  Speaker 1: this is the one of the most important moments of
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  Speaker 1: my career. Yo, I talk a lot. I know sometimes
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  Speaker 1: it could be hard to follow me. But if you
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  Speaker 1: don't listen to anything else, I say, listen to this.
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  Speaker 1: These people don't give a fuck about you. They don't
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  Speaker 1: tell you what we do as black people. Sometimes what
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  Speaker 1: we do is like the record label becomes a crew
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  Speaker 1: and a family. Yeah, the production group becomes a crew
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  Speaker 1: and a family. We gotta sign, we got a logo,
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  Speaker 1: we got all of this stuff and boom boom boom,
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  Speaker 1: boom boom, and we cool. I know your kids, I
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  Speaker 1: know I know all of these people around you. We
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  Speaker 1: didn't talked like your dad has passed away. I done
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  Speaker 1: took you outside the office. We've talked about it. We've
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  Speaker 1: gone through all of this. You wouldn't do this to me.
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  Speaker 1: Not only will they They're going to Yeah, like they're
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  Speaker 1: going to do it. It's like they're going to do you.
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  Speaker 1: You're gonna get done. You will be done like something
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  Speaker 1: like if you are if you are making the track
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  Speaker 1: towards being somebody important or influential, somebody is going to
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  Speaker 1: do you. You will be done. So the question is
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  Speaker 1: for you is how are you gonna respond to it?
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  Speaker 1: As much naive? This is coming from a man at
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  Speaker 1: that time who was thirty nine years old. I didn't
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  Speaker 1: think they would do me that way. And the reason
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  Speaker 1: why I didn't think they would do me that way,
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  Speaker 1: it's not because it's because yo, I know these people.
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  Speaker 1: It's to the point to me to where if I
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  Speaker 1: if I pick up your baby and hold your baby,
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  Speaker 1: I'm from ban Rouge. If I pick up your baby,
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  Speaker 1: if I don't fuck with you and get that little
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  Speaker 1: nigg away from me. But like if if I pick
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  Speaker 1: up your baby and hold your baby and all your
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  Speaker 1: wife and I've been to your crib and all of
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  Speaker 1: that stuff, I'm thinking that there's gonna be a point
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  Speaker 1: where where somebody's gonna want to make me look in
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  Speaker 1: a certain way and somebody's gonna go, we can't do
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  Speaker 1: that to that.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, but does it also make you wonder like kind
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  Speaker 2: of going back to the Jesus days, like the whole Judas,
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  Speaker 2: like which one like with that piece of advice or
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  Speaker 2: that's that statement? Do you think that people should be
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  Speaker 2: also double looking over, like which one of their crew
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  Speaker 2: is gonna be the one that kisses.
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  Speaker 1: Them on the cheek? No? No, do you know what
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  Speaker 1: we forget about Judas? What that he got paid?
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  Speaker 2: The money is the Judas I understand.
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  Speaker 1: So so hear me out.
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  Speaker 2: So the roote is always gonna be in the the
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  Speaker 2: industry in itself, the.
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  Speaker 1: Root, the what pulls you apart, what brings you together
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  Speaker 1: with these people is the commerce, and what pulls you
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  Speaker 1: apart is the commerce. Yeah. Sure they liked me, but
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  Speaker 1: I was good for business. Yeah you know what I mean. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: they liked me. They definitely liked me. But I was funny,
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  Speaker 1: and I was smart, and I was devastatingly handsome, and
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  Speaker 1: I was and I was all of those they like.
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  Speaker 1: They they liked me, but I was good for business
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  Speaker 1: and a lot of the things that I got away
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  Speaker 1: with there I wouldn't have gotten away with if I
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  Speaker 1: wasn't good for business, and at that point I was
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  Speaker 1: bad for business.
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  Speaker 2: But they threw the mud back on you, right.
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  Speaker 1: So I was bad for business. And the moment that
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  Speaker 1: I became bad for business, we talked about it before,
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  Speaker 1: was not a person anymore. It's like a thing. So Judas, Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: he did what he did. They paid him thirty pieces
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  Speaker 1: of silver. The thing is going to get you. Just
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  Speaker 1: be prepared for the thing, the thing when you're no longer,
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  Speaker 1: when they no longer have to protect you. First of all,
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  Speaker 1: anybody who doesn't have to protect you won't. That's the
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  Speaker 1: first thing. And secondly, if you're a threat to the money.
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  Speaker 3: Your toast.
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  Speaker 1: So at that point everybody is making them look bad.
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  Speaker 1: They're like they don't want to be embarrassed. People are
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  Speaker 1: asking if TMZ is racist. People are starting to say
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  Speaker 1: the TMZ fire Van because vancd to Kanye West. It's
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  Speaker 1: all of this stuff. If somebody would have got on
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  Speaker 1: the phone with me, I swear to God, if somebody
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  Speaker 1: would have called me and be like, Van, we're taking
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  Speaker 1: a beating. Is there something you can say? I'd have
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  Speaker 1: done him a solid because that's out of done them
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  Speaker 1: a solid because I had no fucking problem with being
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  Speaker 1: where I was. It was all cool. I had everything
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  Speaker 1: set up.
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  Speaker 2: So oh that's what that was gonna be My next question.
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  Speaker 2: So y, what was your mindset at when all of
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  Speaker 2: this was going on?
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  Speaker 1: I started having heart problems?
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  Speaker 2: Well I thought you just said that. What do you
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  Speaker 2: mean while were you having heart problems?
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  Speaker 1: It was stressed out? Okay, sorry. Like when I say
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  Speaker 1: I started having heart problems, it's like there's something called
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  Speaker 1: preventricular contractions. It's like a skipping of the beat. Like, uh,
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  Speaker 1: I was so stressed that I was like to play
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  Speaker 1: basketball very active. I was so stressed that my heart
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  Speaker 1: started missing timing. It was boom boom boomoom boom boom boom.
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  Speaker 2: When you were stressed over what just the whole transition
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  Speaker 2: and where your next road was going.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, the whole deal. Okay, think about it right, like
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  Speaker 1: the whole deal. But here's the deal though. I say
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: all this to say this. People look for God in
• 17:58
  Speaker 1: like the sky. Sometimes God is on the ground too,
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: and he's like right where you're walking. I had to
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: go through that, you know why, because I had to
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: put people through that. I had to go through that
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: because I had written and hit publish on headlines that
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: had made people feel that way. I had got on
• 18:20
  Speaker 1: TV and talked about people in a way that made
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: them go, shit, these people don't know me. I had
• 18:26
  Speaker 1: been a part of stories that like portrayed people in
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: a light that's not quite accurate to who they actually
• 18:34
  Speaker 1: are without me really knowing them. I had been a
• 18:36
  Speaker 1: part of that.
• 18:37
  Speaker 2: So but you had, You've been a part of it
• 18:40
  Speaker 2: without the relationship. It's different. Obviously if you have the
• 18:42
  Speaker 2: relationship and you're pushing the published button, that all.
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: Feels the same because like for me seeing me on
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: page six and seeing me going through all of this
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: stuff and me going, hey, guys, you guys know me.
• 18:54
  Speaker 1: This is not the thing. This is not the deal,
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: seeing something out of context played up. All all the
• 19:00
  Speaker 1: little micro feelings about black men are right there, Which
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: is a maritime before Van snapped, It's a maritime before
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: Van hurt somebody. This was a maaratime before he showed
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: us who he really is. Remember, when a white person
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: does something wrong, it's somebody who did something wrong. When
• 19:16
  Speaker 1: a black person does something wrong, they're showing us who
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: they really are the whole time. So it's so all
• 19:22
  Speaker 1: of this stuff. It's like I went through that and
• 19:25
  Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, cool, no more of that for me.
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: I have to feel that, like I'm not one of
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: those persons. I always get caught when I do something wrong.
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: I always it always comes back to me. He don't
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: want me to escape without feeling it. Yeah, so it
• 19:39
  Speaker 1: always comes back to me. And I could not leave
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: there having done the Kanye thing and looked like some
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: kind of big deal or whatever. I could not have
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: left there without being on the other side of a headline.
• 19:52
  Speaker 1: And so that's the way it went. Take the lesson,
• 19:54
  Speaker 1: move on, continue to do dope shit, do as much
• 19:57
  Speaker 1: as you can, but like it. And also, you know,
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: I'd been to grilled Cheese Land already. If I had
• 20:04
  Speaker 1: to go back there again, I could.
• 20:07
  Speaker 2: Now that you're older, do you, It's I've been to
• 20:12
  Speaker 2: the broke land. But I promise you I'm terrified of
• 20:15
  Speaker 2: going back. But I meet so many people on this
• 20:16
  Speaker 2: show that'll be like, I'll fall bankruptcy, I'll go back again.
• 20:20
  Speaker 2: I'm not worried about it. You're not at that phase
• 20:23
  Speaker 2: where you really genuinely don't want to go back.
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: To me, I can't go back now. I could. If
• 20:27
  Speaker 1: I had to go back, it would happen, right, But
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: I can't go back now. Why do you see that
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: we lost dad? So we lost dad in twenty twenty one,
• 20:36
  Speaker 1: and it just changed, like it changed everything, like when
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: we lost them, when we lost the old man. It's
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: like I remember when you get the news. I go
• 20:46
  Speaker 1: to ban Rouge and right away people start asking me
• 20:49
  Speaker 1: stuff and it really didn't matter. I'm not used to
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: people asking me stuff like in a family way, and
• 20:55
  Speaker 1: then my decision being what they do and shout out
• 20:59
  Speaker 1: to know, man, like you know, Bill goes So, I
• 21:03
  Speaker 1: the guy work with at the Ringer. Bill like hit Bill.
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: I'm like Bill goes Hey. He's like man, He's like
• 21:09
  Speaker 1: he's honest with me right there. He's like, man, I'm
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: telling you right now, when you go down there, now,
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: it's gonna be different, Like you're going to have to
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: be the guy. And I'm not saying that I am
• 21:19
  Speaker 1: the guy in my family.
• 21:19
  Speaker 2: I'm just saying that, Like, you're also the youngest, aren't you.
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm the youngest, but I'm also I mean, in
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: terms of this immediate family, I want to parse apart
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: all my family dynamics. But like they rely on me,
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: so it it so because of that now it's not even.
• 21:43
  Speaker 3: Now.
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: The fucking roof gotta get changed, Like stuff gotta happen.
• 21:46
  Speaker 1: And even if my dad was around and he couldn't
• 21:48
  Speaker 1: do it, he had a way to get it done.
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: He was a useful, resourceful, responsible, old school man.
• 21:58
  Speaker 2: You say that, but going back to when you're mom left,
• 22:00
  Speaker 2: you were saying that, like if the stove broke.
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: You guys were like, will he wasn't that way with him,
• 22:05
  Speaker 1: but he would be that way with you. So if
• 22:08
  Speaker 1: it's him, he man. When I went to his crib,
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: like after he had passed away, like I see y'all
• 22:15
  Speaker 1: got the wires and all this stuff, and you know
• 22:17
  Speaker 1: it's a production house. That's how it goes. So I
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: go to this nigga shit and I'm in there and
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: it's like it's weird, Like death is so weird because
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: you're gone, but everything else around you is like the same.
• 22:32
  Speaker 1: So I go into his house and the outdoor channel
• 22:36
  Speaker 1: like he's a hunting fish, so the outdoor channel is
• 22:39
  Speaker 1: still on, like it's still on, like he's he's the
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: only thing that's not alive in the room is him.
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: Like the outdoor channel is still on in the middle
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: of the thing. His saddle is on the saddle horse
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: that you put on in the room next to him.
• 22:55
  Speaker 1: All of his hunting stuff is there. He has stuff
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: laid out for the next time he's His gun is
• 23:01
  Speaker 1: taking apart. He was oiling it to die before he
• 23:03
  Speaker 1: passed away, so like he wasn't expecting to die, right,
• 23:06
  Speaker 1: And so I'm going there and I'll look and I
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: see that he's running power out of one of the
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: rooms into his bathroom. I'm like this, Nigga is good
• 23:15
  Speaker 1: for nigga rig and some shit. Why don't you just
• 23:18
  Speaker 1: do whatever you gotta do to have the people come
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: out there and have the power. I see if it
• 23:20
  Speaker 1: would have been me doing that, If it had been
• 23:23
  Speaker 1: me doing that, he say, boy, fix that. He's just
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: used to dealing with a little bit less and then
• 23:31
  Speaker 1: kind of making sure that you don't. So for him
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: to be like gone and for people to know that
• 23:36
  Speaker 1: they can't just because sometimes he didn't have it to
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: give to you. He just had a strategy for you.
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: And that's the craziest thing. When you need when you
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: need one hundred and fifty dollars for somebody and they
• 23:46
  Speaker 1: ain't got nothing but advice.
• 23:49
  Speaker 3: You know.
• 23:51
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like that's like that's the
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, that's that's sometimes he
• 23:56
  Speaker 1: didn't have it. But like since then, like I could
• 24:01
  Speaker 1: go back to grilled cheese. I can get used to anything,
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: but we can't go back to grilly Yeah, yeah, I
• 24:06
  Speaker 1: get it, Like we can't. I get it. It's like niggas.
• 24:10
  Speaker 1: And that's funny because and they know that because they
• 24:12
  Speaker 1: don't even ask for the same amount of money before.
• 24:14
  Speaker 1: Like if you if you got a thousand bucks in
• 24:17
  Speaker 1: the bank account, people go, yo, man, let me hold,
• 24:19
  Speaker 1: let me hold, let me hold a hundred bucks, bro
• 24:21
  Speaker 1: the whole hundred dollars. Man need that. But if you don't,
• 24:24
  Speaker 1: the numbers get crazy. What you mean, oh bruh, the
• 24:29
  Speaker 1: numbers get crazy. It's like, yeah, I need four thousand dollars.
• 24:32
  Speaker 1: What the fuck you need for? You ain't got a
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: four thousand dollars life? Like what what? What? What the
• 24:37
  Speaker 1: fuck you need four thousand dollars for? Man, I I
• 24:40
  Speaker 1: need four thousand dollars? All right, cool? You need four
• 24:42
  Speaker 1: thousand what like what? Like I don't know, like you know,
• 24:46
  Speaker 1: you know the whole thing. And I'm not like you.
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: Hear other people talking about this and they are actually
• 24:50
  Speaker 1: really rich I'm doing okay.
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and they they hating you for real. So when
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: you come back, do you give them what your dad
• 24:57
  Speaker 2: gives you?
• 24:59
  Speaker 1: Nah?
• 24:59
  Speaker 2: No, I mean how to get this for now?
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: I gotta help out, like I gotta help out as
• 25:05
  Speaker 1: much as I can. But but see this is the
• 25:06
  Speaker 1: way I help out. I make you earn it.
• 25:10
  Speaker 2: And listening to me, oh god, I love it, Oh
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: my god, one of those I.
• 25:15
  Speaker 1: Make you earn it. Sure y, gotta do it, gotta
• 25:20
  Speaker 1: do it, gotta do it. I make you earn Hey. Now, look,
• 25:24
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna send this to you. We gotta talk about
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: how you live it. But we're doing it.
• 25:29
  Speaker 2: That's messed up, man.
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: I'm not a fucking atmarious. So we at least got
• 25:35
  Speaker 1: to have a conversation about how we could be better.
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.
• 25:39
  Speaker 2: Now, I got rules of the game. If it's mom is,
• 25:41
  Speaker 2: just give me the bill direct.
• 25:42
  Speaker 1: We all know that all of this doesn't it doesn't.
• 25:46
  Speaker 1: This is not a mother grandmother thing. Mother and grandmother.
• 25:49
  Speaker 1: Don't they don't even ask, they don't They don't even ask,
• 25:53
  Speaker 1: like they really don't ask like they like it's like
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: you'll come to their house, come to my mother in
• 25:57
  Speaker 1: my grandmother's house, and they really in the old small
• 26:02
  Speaker 1: TV on top of the big Curtis Mathew. I'm like, nah, man,
• 26:07
  Speaker 1: we gotta we gotta, we gotta go get this whole situation.
• 26:10
  Speaker 1: So they don't even ask. Obviously, with your mom, it's
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: not that big.
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: Of a deal, oh of mine. I'm just like, I
• 26:15
  Speaker 2: have to pay direct because it's never gonna get to
• 26:17
  Speaker 2: whoever you owe.
• 26:19
  Speaker 1: They want your mom not gonna pay the bill if.
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: I give my If my mom has a thousand dollars
• 26:23
  Speaker 2: light bol hence her one thousand dollars light bl you
• 26:26
  Speaker 2: see where we're going, She'll be like, you give her
• 26:30
  Speaker 2: the money. She'll be like, I know that they'll keep
• 26:32
  Speaker 2: the lights on. If I just give them ten, you'd
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: be like, just pay the bill. So I'll just be like,
• 26:38
  Speaker 2: send me the bill direct.
• 26:39
  Speaker 1: I see. This is why I love talking to people,
• 26:42
  Speaker 1: and that's how I know you Black. That's why I
• 26:45
  Speaker 1: love talking to people because I remember back in the day,
• 26:47
  Speaker 1: I don't even know you could do that.
• 26:49
  Speaker 2: I never knew you could do that. Until I discovered
• 26:51
  Speaker 2: my mom can rack a bill's extremely high.
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: My mom time, my mom told me to pay the
• 26:57
  Speaker 1: light bill. She was like telling me, come buy there
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: and you'll drop them off seventy dollars. I'm like, drop
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: him off seventy dollars. She saydeah, tell them me drop
• 27:02
  Speaker 1: them off seventy dollars. I was like, you can drop
• 27:05
  Speaker 1: them off seventy dollars and she was like, yeah, they
• 27:08
  Speaker 1: want you to pay something. You drop them off the
• 27:10
  Speaker 1: seventy dollars and then you come back a little bit later.
• 27:13
  Speaker 1: I remember once, it's just so many stories. Mom sprayed
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: mace at the feet of the light guy, the light
• 27:18
  Speaker 1: build god, so he could come cut the lights off.
• 27:20
  Speaker 1: She made them she makes the light buil god. No
• 27:22
  Speaker 1: way swear light buil God. Mased them and then told
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: him that the house was covered in the blood of
• 27:27
  Speaker 1: Jesus and that if he came in there, his blessing
• 27:29
  Speaker 1: was gonna be cut because she was trying to turn
• 27:31
  Speaker 1: the lights off on her kids. Maceed them and then
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: it was like, I'm letting you know, this house is
• 27:36
  Speaker 1: covered by the blood of Jesus's coming here. This is crazy.
• 27:39
  Speaker 1: She had she had force, she had the Bible, she
• 27:44
  Speaker 1: had all kinds of stuff anyway, So all of that
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: stuff now is just like now you're blessed. You're walking
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: in abundance, and you're trying your best to be available
• 27:53
  Speaker 1: to the people that you care about. I care about
• 27:55
  Speaker 1: all of black people. That's why I care about you.
• 27:57
  Speaker 1: That's why you have to be investigated by the BBI,
• 28:00
  Speaker 1: and we have to make sure.
• 28:01
  Speaker 2: I don't even understand the point of the investigation, but okay,
• 28:04
  Speaker 2: the point of.
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: The investigation for you, the point of so what we
• 28:08
  Speaker 1: do at the Biracial Bureau of Investigation is we make
• 28:12
  Speaker 1: sure that we we identify the problematic Biracials that exist
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: amongst us.
• 28:20
  Speaker 2: What do you mean the problematic? You mean the ones
• 28:22
  Speaker 2: that don't claim they're black. I knew that's what it was.
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: I knew I'm not one of those. I passitest me.
• 28:31
  Speaker 2: Acknowledging my nationality does not negate whether I'm black, whether
• 28:36
  Speaker 2: I'm not acknowledging I'm black.
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: I'll say right there, I'll say, right now, your prospects
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: are good.
• 28:44
  Speaker 2: My prospects are hella good.
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: But we're gonna have to go deep. We're gonna after you.
• 28:49
  Speaker 2: Read after you reborn a crime. We could we could talk,
• 28:53
  Speaker 2: but we're not going to.
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: I'll read Trevor's book. I'll actually add his book to
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: it is the curriculum.
• 28:58
  Speaker 2: To be behind one of my favorite books. Ryan, it's
• 29:01
  Speaker 2: one of your favorite books.
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: Ryan, you fuck with that? Ryan? You biracial? You are what?
• 29:08
  Speaker 3: What?
• 29:09
  Speaker 1: What are?
• 29:09
  Speaker 3: You?
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: Vietnamese? Oh so one Vietnamese parent, one white parent.
• 29:14
  Speaker 2: Okay, that counts. But I mean, yeah, I don't know
• 29:20
  Speaker 2: that by racial. I was like, wait, you got blacking him?
• 29:22
  Speaker 2: Hold up, you do that kind of brothers the second
• 29:27
  Speaker 2: he said biracial ship. But baby, you know you never know.
• 29:32
  Speaker 2: But but no, you should. You should check out the
• 29:34
  Speaker 2: Trevor Noah book. I promise you. It's a great read.
• 29:38
  Speaker 2: You'll you'll probably end your BBI commission after that.
• 29:41
  Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no no no.
• 29:42
  Speaker 2: I know what you mean though, because I've met people
• 29:44
  Speaker 2: that are like you know, they won't exactly acknowledge the
• 29:48
  Speaker 2: black if they're half. But I acknowledge it, but I
• 29:51
  Speaker 2: also acknowledged the others.
• 29:52
  Speaker 1: It's more of a bit than it is anything else.
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: But I'm gonna have a lot of fun with it,
• 30:10
  Speaker 1: have fun with it.
• 30:11
  Speaker 2: Is there any way people could keep up with you?
• 30:13
  Speaker 3: Now?
• 30:14
  Speaker 2: Miss the success story?
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: Still Grinding Hire Learning Podcasts on The Ringer Podcast Network
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: with My Fantastic co host Rachel Lindsay. Fantastic co host
• 30:28
  Speaker 1: Rachel Lindsay The Midnight Boys podcast on the Ringer Podcast Network,
• 30:36
  Speaker 1: The ring Verse. Uh you see me on CNN. The
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: movie company is doing well. Life is moving in a
• 30:44
  Speaker 1: positive direction. I'm not where I want to go, by
• 30:46
  Speaker 1: my boy.
• 30:47
  Speaker 2: I do want to touch on the Academy Award winning Like,
• 30:50
  Speaker 2: can we backtrack to that? That was before you were
• 30:53
  Speaker 2: That was after you're fired, So.
• 30:55
  Speaker 1: I wouldn't have been able to do it if I'd
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: still been at Team Z.
• 30:57
  Speaker 2: Okay, did you know you were going to work on
• 30:59
  Speaker 2: that project when you were getting fired? Or did it
• 31:01
  Speaker 2: just come out? It was it around the George Floyd
• 31:04
  Speaker 2: or okay during the COVID During COVID okay, yeah.
• 31:10
  Speaker 1: Okay, idea money execution. You never know what's going to happen.
• 31:15
  Speaker 2: How do you feel about with everything that happened during COVID,
• 31:20
  Speaker 2: how these brands are now supporting black business? Like, how
• 31:25
  Speaker 2: do you feel about it?
• 31:27
  Speaker 1: What do you mean how they support it? I don't
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: think they are well.
• 31:30
  Speaker 2: They there was a period during the whole Black Lives.
• 31:33
  Speaker 2: To me, it feels like the world had to come
• 31:35
  Speaker 2: to an end, Like literally sports had to end, The
• 31:39
  Speaker 2: whole world had to stop for everyone to say, what
• 31:42
  Speaker 2: is happening to blacks is really bad? It literally took
• 31:46
  Speaker 2: If I think if sports was running at the same time,
• 31:48
  Speaker 2: it'd be like any other year. But what I did notice,
• 31:52
  Speaker 2: like there was a lot of like I know, a
• 31:54
  Speaker 2: lot of brands that got distribution because they were black owned,
• 31:57
  Speaker 2: or if you had a black in the title of
• 31:59
  Speaker 2: any thing that you were doing around that time, you
• 32:01
  Speaker 2: were getting distribution. You were getting sales from white you know,
• 32:06
  Speaker 2: white ran companies.
• 32:07
  Speaker 1: Yeah. Ah, So it's interesting there was an opportunity there
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: that was missed, and was missed for myriad reasons. America's
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: inability to reconcile its relationship with black Americans will be
• 32:24
  Speaker 1: the thing that destroys America because if you cannot reconcile.
• 32:29
  Speaker 1: In reconciling America's relationship historically and contemporarily with black people,
• 32:34
  Speaker 1: you actually address many different American problems. You address American inequity,
• 32:41
  Speaker 1: you address capitalism, you address you address so many of
• 32:46
  Speaker 1: the different problems that exist for Americans across the lower
• 32:50
  Speaker 1: class spectrum, right, But you can't really do it because
• 32:57
  Speaker 1: number One, there is a way to things are supposed
• 33:00
  Speaker 1: to go in the country, and there's a fixed middle
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: to lower class in the country, and the threat of
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: those people becoming anything other than that threatens the way
• 33:10
  Speaker 1: things are supposed to go. With black people specifically, It's
• 33:15
  Speaker 1: this simple, and I know this sounds very unintellectual. America
• 33:24
  Speaker 1: just don't want niggas to have shit. Yeah, all right,
• 33:27
  Speaker 1: and so and here's the example to that. Real quick.
• 33:31
  Speaker 1: I'm not going to go on and on like I
• 33:32
  Speaker 1: do everything that America has told Black people to do
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: to get a hit. In America, black people have done.
• 33:46
  Speaker 1: Black people bought land. We own more land in nineteen
• 33:48
  Speaker 1: oh five than we own now. Bought land top four
• 33:53
  Speaker 1: white owners white land owners, and all of America own
• 33:56
  Speaker 1: more land than all of Black America combined. We own land.
• 34:01
  Speaker 1: They took the land. They took the land through terrorism,
• 34:04
  Speaker 1: They took the land through contract buyd We started thriving
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: communities everywhere. They just said, no, we try to buy houses.
• 34:13
  Speaker 1: They said no, we tried whatever we did. They just
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: colluded to take it. Away. It's like you when people
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: talk about Greenwood, I know, you know, Tulsa is the
• 34:24
  Speaker 1: one that sticks out in people's minds. What destroyed Tulsa
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: was not the riot. It's not what destroyed Tulsa. Tulsa
• 34:33
  Speaker 1: was known as Black Wall Street after the riot. They rebuilt.
• 34:37
  Speaker 1: They had enough money to do that. You know what
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: destroyed Tulsa urban renewal. Urban renewal, which was a plan
• 34:45
  Speaker 1: to take areas of inner city America, places that were
• 34:52
  Speaker 1: deemed inner city or low low income, and like run
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: fucking freeways through them. Tulsa got fucked over because they
• 35:04
  Speaker 1: ran a fucking freeway through it. The people. They couldn't
• 35:06
  Speaker 1: take the people's land any other way. So they use
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  Speaker 1: urban renewal, imminent domain, all different types of things like
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  Speaker 1: that to dispossess these people of what they had built
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  Speaker 1: and they of their communities, right, and so all of
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  Speaker 1: that stuff is to say that racism and the idea
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  Speaker 1: that black people are supposed to be lesser than is
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  Speaker 1: so deeply entrenched in the American psyche that if it's
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  Speaker 1: not dealt with, and if it's not, if we don't
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  Speaker 1: come to terms with it, then America can't exist in
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  Speaker 1: any real functional way. And it's only so long, right
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  Speaker 1: we think that it can. We think that it could
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  Speaker 1: just be like this forever. It can't because you start
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  Speaker 1: turning the blind eyed to the middle class, then you
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  Speaker 1: rode your ability to be a stable community, right you,
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  Speaker 1: Income inequality a stable society. Income inequality goes crazy. All
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  Speaker 1: of those things happen because they're huge chunks of the
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  Speaker 1: American electorate that people just are okay with saying they
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  Speaker 1: don't matter. George Floyd gets killed in front of everybody,
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  Speaker 1: and then people go, okay, well, maybe we should do
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  Speaker 1: more for black people. Did they let us tell them
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  Speaker 1: the way they should do more? Right, They donated to
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  Speaker 1: three or four places, made those places rich, and then
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  Speaker 1: heaped the entire reputation on Black America on what those
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  Speaker 1: people did with the money. So, like what I'm saying
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  Speaker 1: is right now, it's people would answer to these questions,
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  Speaker 1: but they would have to be the questions that would
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  Speaker 1: have to be asked seriously, and they never will. And
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  Speaker 1: I want you to have nothing brought you over here
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  Speaker 1: as a slave in order to make it make sense
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  Speaker 1: to them and to trick themselves into believing they have
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  Speaker 1: to trick themselves into believing you were subhuman, and after
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  Speaker 1: three generations they really believe it. Yes, right. I mean
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  Speaker 1: when you're first kidnapping someone and you see a mother
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  Speaker 1: being separated from a child, you might feel something inside
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  Speaker 1: you that says that's wrong. But see about like one
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  Speaker 1: hundred years after that, that's gone because you have now
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  Speaker 1: like purposefully endeavored into a psychosis that makes you, that
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  Speaker 1: makes the way this country runs. You have to like
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  Speaker 1: approach that as if it's true. And that's where we are.
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  Speaker 1: And so the only thing for us to do is
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  Speaker 1: to disassociate with that and do what eighty five South
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  Speaker 1: and so many other people are doing here, which is collectivize.
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  Speaker 1: Do it for yourself, like depend on yourself and have
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  Speaker 1: solidarity with yourself. Se Grilled cheese too.
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  Speaker 2: so much for your time. We appreciate it. And I'll
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, catch up. We'll have your We have ir on you.
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  Speaker 3: Secret ingredient.
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  Speaker 2: YO, picture this a parallel dimension where Van Laythan's born
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  Speaker 2: without his secret sauce, that raw, unfiltered candor. In this
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  Speaker 2: twisted reality, that legendary Larry Flint joke never lands, Harvey's
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  Speaker 2: approval never earned, TMZ producer status never achieved. And when
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  Speaker 2: Kanye's spin in nonsense in the newsroom, insulting everybody in
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  Speaker 2: their mama, ain't nobody stepping up to check him. But
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  Speaker 2: in our world, Van Laythan's keeping it one thousand. He's
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  Speaker 2: got that freedom to speak his mind. And it's not
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  Speaker 2: just opening doors for him, it's straight up kicking them
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  Speaker 2: off their hinges. Van Laythan teaches us that when candor
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  Speaker 2: is your secret ingredient, life can hand you all the
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