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Last balcony sesh · An ASMR Practice

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  Speaker 1: Okay, so I really, really don't have long. I just wanted...
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  Speaker 1: I've had some really fond memories on this balcony.
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  Speaker 2: Really.
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  Speaker 1: I started crying. I was, like, taking my last thing
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  Speaker 1: to my car. I started crying. I'm just, like, a
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  Speaker 1: very sentimental.
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  Speaker 2: Person, I think. And I was like, I gotta go
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  Speaker 2: back to the balcony. I gotta do it one more time.
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  Speaker 2: I gotta go back to the balcony.
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  Speaker 1: I think the overwhelming abundance of messages I'm receiving is
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  Speaker 1: that literally I'm just like overwhelmed with like how do
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  Speaker 1: I say this exactly. But the messages they're saying is that, like,
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  Speaker 1: nobody's criticizing me. And perhaps, like, nobody has ever criticized me.
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  Speaker 1: Or something. And that I'm taking it that way. Perhaps.
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  Speaker 2: Um.
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  Speaker 1: You know, and the story that came to mind was
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  Speaker 1: this guy, a certain... Kunlik of Bhutan. Who was a
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  Speaker 1: good friend to me for a while. And... There were
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  Speaker 1: a couple things he said to me. One of them was...
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  Speaker 1: He was like... Because I was having bodily pain. I
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  Speaker 1: was having bodily pain and I was like, I got
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  Speaker 1: to go run or something. I was like, I cannot
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  Speaker 1: sit here anymore. Like I was like, and I was like,
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  Speaker 1: I'm hurting. I need to run. And he was like, why?
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  Speaker 1: He was like, how do you have so much energy?
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  Speaker 1: Where'd you get this from? Something like that. And I
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  Speaker 1: was like, I took it. I took it. Like he
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  Speaker 1: was saying something was wrong with me. And. Now. I
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  Speaker 1: have complete faith that. Um. No. Nothing's wrong with me. I.
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  Speaker 1: My understanding is. The candle stays lit. I don't. My
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  Speaker 1: understanding is. I don't know how I'm doing it. I
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  Speaker 1: don't have an answer to that question. Exactly. I don't
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  Speaker 1: know how I'm running on like. four hours of sleep
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  Speaker 1: and i still feel like the gosh dang energizer bunny
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  Speaker 1: i don't know i don't really know um but i
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  Speaker 1: feel good this morning i feel genuinely good and i
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  Speaker 1: did not sleep as much as they say you should
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  Speaker 1: as much as the community of people who like mindlessly
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  Speaker 1: follow whatever the heck they're told by somebody in a
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  Speaker 1: lab coat or like somebody like Or, like, just the internet. Like,
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  Speaker 1: if you just Google, like, how much should you sleep,
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  Speaker 1: and they tell you, like, you're just going to listen?
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  Speaker 1: How about sleep when you want to sleep? How about
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  Speaker 1: sleep when you physically can? Has anybody heard of that? Um,
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  Speaker 1: I'm going to do me, okay? And I don't know
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  Speaker 1: if I'm going on tour. I'm still sort of deciding.
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  Speaker 1: I'm still figuring it out. I, uh.
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  Speaker 1: It's really hot. Nashville is calling for me. Vermont is
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  Speaker 1: calling for me. L.A. called for me some months ago.
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  Speaker 1: I bet I could probably... But I don't know about L.A.
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  Speaker 1: I'm really scared. I think I got to go to
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  Speaker 1: the ocean. I think.
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  Speaker 2: Ugh.
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  Speaker 1: And I'm pretty freaking close to the ocean. That's what
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  Speaker 1: I realized. I was like, oh, I don't have to
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  Speaker 1: go to everybody I know in Florida. I could literally
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  Speaker 1: just go to the closest ocean. But the problem is,
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  Speaker 1: is it going to be a million degrees? When I
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  Speaker 1: was in Galveston last, that stuff was warm. It was really,
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  Speaker 1: really warm, like a hot tub. And it was murky.
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  Speaker 1: I was telling the girlies last night, I was like,
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  Speaker 1: you would not believe like the way I put my
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  Speaker 1: life in danger you would not believe all the things
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  Speaker 1: I did wrong on antibiotics in the sun in the
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  Speaker 1: hot murky water and just and there's more that is
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  Speaker 1: private information okay um so I don't know hit me
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  Speaker 1: up hit me up Alright, we got the Nissan. The
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  Speaker 1: Nissan's telling me wrap it up, girl. Okay. Good morning, guys.
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  Speaker 2: Love ya.