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Healing vs Hiding · The Volume Shift

• Deion: Peace and blessings, family. Welcome back to the volume shift. Where we don't just raise our voices, we shift the frequency. So understanding can actually land. Jhalil: And today we talking about something that touches everybody, but too many people still stubborn within silence. Deion: mental health. Jhalil: especially in our communities. Too many people were told how to survive, but never told how to help. Deion: We know how to keep it going. We know how to keep, you know, push through. But do we know how to process? Jhalil: And that's the real question. Deion: Welcome to the volume shift where we gonna go over all of that, know what I'm saying? I'm Buck, doctors the doctor, without the doctrine. Jhalil: I'm John Lil, Urban Activist, slash Black Divis. ⁓ man, I'm greedy dawg. I just been working it out, man. Riding it out, you know. Deion: WRAP DONE And that. Jhalil: kid's been running me ragged, you know? Deion: Hmm Jhalil: What's up with you man, how you doing? Deion: I'm gravy, baby, know. Probably feeling all those ways too, but you know. just calmly, silently dealing with it. Jhalil: Amen. Deion: You know what I But today is good with this shit, you know what saying? You know, and that's a part of it, right? We so used to like just running off the quick jawn like, like you good. You know what saying? How many times you heard like you good. You feel me? And it's like, I'm asking like, how are you? You feel what I'm saying? And the quick jawn is like, I'm good, but low key. You know what I'm saying? You can be going through stuff. You know what I'm saying? Jhalil: I say even when it's not good, like that's just the automatic like answer. Yeah, I'm good. And they'd be like, damn, yo, but this is like, then you start breaking it down. But how you throw the I'm good in there first? Deion: Where you think that came from, you know? Jhalil: I think it came from like us having to be tough. You feel me? Us being raised to be tough, And you know, not to complain too much about like really what's going on in our life. And a bit of not being like taught how to express those things. That's what I think. We ain't really had the platform to really complain or not even complain, but. Deion: Evening. Jhalil: talk about it without it seeming like it's a complaint. know growing up when our parents and all that like they go to work and they had their own things that went on you know paying bills, shit that was real going on so it's like you ain't even really I feel like when I was younger I didn't really want to bother my people with all that and then they grew up to like yeah I'm good, everything cool. You feel me? Deion: But do you think you would have been able to even say it? Jhalil: I think I would have but I don't know, I just always felt for some reason I just felt like it was a hatchet. Deion: You know what? Jhalil: It was like a head suit. Deion: Yeah. And that's what I'll just add to it, right? Like when you confining somebody and then it go wrong, you might continue now thinking that everybody gonna express it like that or, you know, deal with it in that manner. So then you become standoffish with saying all of those things. You feel what I'm saying? You know, the question women ask, like why men cheat all the time is like, that first incident when he put his love out, he put his vulnerability out, he put his trust out, everything out early on. You feel what I'm saying? If he got done dirty. Jhalil: Thank Deion: That healing process is like... It's, you know what mean? Like it's continuous. Like he might be 40 years old, still ain't healed from that. You feel me? And people gotta, when you, when you, when it's like that, you, you, you playing in the game of like, I gotta do it before they do it. You know I'm saying? Like, cause that's, that's, that's in your head. You feel what I'm saying? Until you heal from it and move from it. Jhalil: Thank you. Deion: You know what mean? That's still going to be there, you feel what I'm saying? And I feel the same way about... like your mental health, you know what mean? And I'm traumas early on, you know, and you trust in somebody to be vulnerable and they don't give you the response that you want or you know what I'm saying? Like that you need that attorney you and therefore like when a motherfucker asks you, you're like, I'm good. Jhalil: ⁓ right. Deion: You know what mean? And it's also a thing of like me. I feel like I overthink so much. I'm gonna take care of that shit myself. You know what mean? So to say it to somebody else, what do it do? You get what I'm saying? When I know I'm gonna sit through it and I'm gonna process everything, I'm gonna work through it myself. You know I mean? But I'm me, you know what mean? I come with a way of thinking, you know I'm saying? To where it's going. Anything people might think to say, I probably thought about it. You know I mean? And if they do come with something new, i.e. our mentor, i.e. i.e. Jay. I eat my man Merv, you feel me? Like, it's a group of people that, you know what mean? Like, I trust with it, that be like, you know, that's gonna give me something outside of like what I already done thought of. You get what I'm saying? And I keep them tight, you know I mean? But for the everyday walk by, yeah, I'm good. You know I mean? Like, and then you gotta think of like, it being personal. You feel me? So, but now a day I want to be like, I find myself wanting to be free, like, and be able to talk to anybody, you feel me? Stranger or not. And it don't have no blockage on it. Cause I'm free living, like, you know what mean? I'm not doing nothing that I ain't supposed to do. I ain't doing like, you get what I'm saying? So, It's easy to talk to anybody when you not doing anything wrong. You get what I'm saying? My foot, I went over on it, but my foot. Jhalil: Mm-hmm. Yeah, no, it's cool. You just getting into it like so do you feel like is it like all right? You think men and women go do that or is it like majority of men because me personally like I think it's like a man thing, bro And I ain't saying that you know some women don't go do these things as well. Like, you know the topics that we talking about with the I'm good but it's like most of the females I know They don't got no problem with telling you exactly like they're great at expressing themselves. know what mean? Maybe us will be like, no, I'm good. Even when it's not good, then it's like in the back of your head is all the shit you thinking about. Deion: Yeah, I mean, I would say that too, like, right? But in the vein that we in an era, like, where the rules is like, you know what I'm Allow women, you know, come like men. You feel me? Like, first, this is what I'll say, right? Like, when you're a woman and you've been ostracized and all of these things, right, left out, like, as a human, when you're not getting something that you feel like you should be getting and you human like everybody else. Jhalil: Uh-uh. Deion: It just make you, it'll make you like, wanna be like who you think is getting what they want. Jhalil: Mmm. Deion: You know what mean? So if women looking at men like that, then they wanna get the jobs. They wanna get the, you know what saying? They wanna get the same respect. They wanna get the fairness. They wanna make the money that the men gonna make. They wanna like everything. You get what I'm saying? Like even my daughter, you get what I'm saying? With my son, it's like if he gets something. She be like, you know what mean? It's not a cheerful, know, I'm happy you got that. I had to like really like project that into her. You get what I'm saying? Like, and maybe it's cause they close in age. I don't know, you know what I mean? But it's just like, when I'm looking at human beings and I'm viewing them and I'm viewing them, you know, non-biased, you feel what I'm saying? I'm a man. Jhalil: Mm-hmm. Deion: I didn't choose to be a man that came this way. You get what I'm saying? that's what I'll be trying to tell the women too is like, you almost blame man like as if he had the choice to like be where he is. You get what I'm saying? And not to say or take away the stuff that the men did do. You feel me? Like, cause men did. Jhalil: Thank Deion: some shit in this world. You get what I'm saying? To women, to genders, to everything. And the vein of wanting to control it. You know I mean? The whole theory of the man being the it factor, it's 2026 and we questioning that now. You feel me? Is it a woman god? You get what I'm saying? Like all of that stuff, I just feel like when this, we dealing with different things, right? Like we got humanity and then we got like people that project stuff into the world on some psychology programming. know what I'm saying? So a lot of times we be dealing with the programming stuff. Jhalil: you Deion: not the humans thing. Like you get what I'm saying? Like, nah, let's look at this human. Like, you know what I mean? Like, it's so crazy cause if the narrative come out from, from Megan first, then you can side. But it's like, it's so irritating cause we are looking at things so one sided. You get what I'm saying? Like, Jhalil: Thank Thank Deion: If two people was in a relationship, two people was in a relationship. Jhalil: Don't miss it. Deion: You know what mean? To be like, one is innocent and one is not is just like craziness. You get what I'm saying? It's a soap opera. It's a story. It's entertainment. You get me? But people take it so personal. You get what I'm saying? Motherfuckers really be, no bitch, stop making it like. You know what mean? Like, nah, that ass nigga Clay cheated and this and that. I'm like, like, no. Jhalil: Bro. bro, they was on the job like yo, so, like, he, like, he wait to get with her and then she, she made him pop and then da da da da, like all these, I just heard a new term too, parasocial relationships, you feel me, like, people really swear that like, people like care about your everyday life or like know what you got going on or anything to the point where like, you'll really fight somebody that you know or fight for them. Deion: I'm gonna go to Jhalil: person and y'all don't even know each other, bro. It's like, that's, that's mental health, bro. I ain't gonna lie. Cause he's like, that's, that's wild to even say that. Cause like the whole thing is alleged anyway. You feel me? Like, come on, bro. And when it comes to like a relationship like that, bro, you know, as men, see things logically. Like we, we, like we hear shit and see things that's not always said. Deion: Yeah. Jhalil: So for a female to present herself in those ways like that make cheat on her nigga songs and shake your ass songs and do this and do that like what come on bro how you know that like that didn't turn him off or how you know that like you really telling the truth you me and people really hop on the bandwagon and just I don't know bro it's crazy it's females on that drama yeah man I'm cheating on my nigga just because I'm doing this just because I said, die you. This is gonna be a lot of black eyes and broken skies. Like, yeah, I'm fuckin' trippin'. Deion: And it's so crazy that we're even looking at it like that's mental health at its highest. Like what the fuck is going on? Like what are you talking about? Like you dumped down that you would like. Jhalil: Bro. The trick said who is Klay Thompson? Who was he before he met Megan? I'm like damn, four time NBA championship winner like Ballas 2011 like bro, nigga dropped 60 points with 11 dribbles like come on bro. Like what bro? All-famer, all type of shit, one of the best shooters like come on bro, he was a. Deion: You know, he ain't never like, slashed, bro. Yes. Jhalil: before that and then like in the whole relationship I didn't really hear him talking too much like Clay don't seem like the type that do too much talking period you know what I don't know bro like not to even get on sides but it's just crazy like I don't want my sisters to be on that bro especially not towards all men just because of hair sex you know what mean? Deion: ⁓ And all that shit is mental health, you know what mean? And we're gonna start with Megan. You feel me? Because what's the worst thing in Islam, right? It ain't that you a liar, but if you mislead in the whole congregation, that's 10 times worse. You get what I'm saying? you like... You make all these songs about this and that, right? But you're nothing like that at all. You feel what I'm saying? So to even come out and play victim and shit like that, and it's like, you just did a WAP song. You just did a WAP, whatever that song was. You get what I'm saying? It's like, you always... Whenever I see her on Twitter or something bro, she's shaking her ass in front of all these... I'm like... I never thought she was in a serious relationship because she's so... You get what I'm saying? Like every time I see her she looks single. Jhalil: Bro, she had a presidential performance, bro. As soon as she come out, she shake her ass on red, white, and blue. Like, ain't hear no raps about the degrees she got and her smarts, none of that shit. I ain't hear nothing about the actual positive benefits. You feel me? I ain't hear none of that, because I heard all shit that's going to diminish our culture, bro. And it's like, damn. Deion: more Jhalil: our sisters that really pick up and run with that shit. And I'm not saying all our sisters, because there's a lot of females on there that's like, no, sis, calm the fuck down. You knew exactly, like, you know what it's hitting for. Why would a man or why would anybody even in it? Deion: I'm wondering Yeah Jhalil: That's just crazy though, man. People need to get off of that. Like, if social media, maybe. Deion: I don't know what people saw though because I saw Clay's I've seen Clay first Jhalil: Mm-hmm. Deion: Clay did a joint where he was telling like, yo, Megan cheated on me. You feel me? And the next thing you know, I see Megan do a video like, ⁓ you gonna make me expose all this, this and that. And I'm like. You feel me? Like, that sound more like, like, because you seen that, you jumped on this theory and you just, you mean, you, cause you a woman too, you like blasting it to the moon. You feel me? But you know, a man, Kam Koo, especially that's telling the truth, he just like. Jhalil: I don't know why you're doing all that. Deion: But it's one of these drums. It's like, see what I mean? Like, that's all you really gotta do is be like, sit back and be like, look. Which one you think is doing wrong? You feel what I'm saying? Like, I'm calm, cool, I'm about to get ready. know, we ain't make the playoffs, whatever, like, you know what I mean? I'm about to just chill, be with my family, you know what mean? And prior to get that from Clay, he devastated, bro, like. You probably thought this girl, you seen her Instagram and all of that, Clay. So you knew, but you probably thought like in a relationship she might be different. Jhalil: Thank I know. I don't think so, bro. Bro, listen, I like men not dumb, bro. You feel me? Deion: I just don't got, all right, so, but you know, men ain't dumb, but at the same time, men feel like they can save the world. So, you know what mean? Like a motherfucker might feel like with me, she should be different. Jhalil: I know, bro. I never felt like that. I said I never felt like that in life. It's just like, all right, try. Deion: You get what I'm No, you got to feel like when you get with a girl because of who you are, you feel like, you know what I'm saying? Like. Jhalil: No, it was a point when I was, you know, young and naive, like, you feel me? Like, once you go to a certain point, like, something like that, it's just like, no, bro, I can't see it. Like, because the second I see my wife shaking her ass everywhere, I see her ass out and I see all this, like, it changed for me, bro. You feel me? Once that's accessible to everybody, it's not special no more. You feel me? And I'm sick on that. Deion: But the mother look at like, that's her John. You mean, but when she come home, it's to you. Jhalil: But not if it's for everybody when you out. then plus like we got like this like, it's like feminist like that feminist coat, it's like a coat now, like wants some real shit between like a lot of old women bro, where it's like they are back each other even if they did wrong. And once again, I'ma say it again, it's not all ours, but it's a nice portion of them bro. Deion: Hehehehehe Jhalil: each other even when they wrong, even when they lying, even when they know that, like that's shit not thorough. Deion: I mean, but that's why I'm saying though, bro, all that shit's a mental thing because it's like we do the same thing, you know what mean? Because I mean, look at what America do to blacks. That's how we feel, you feel me? Like, we like, you know, we speak slang so we could, you know what mean? Not get, not fade by the hair, you get what I'm saying? Like, we do a lot of that same stuff. So you feel me? Like, Jhalil: Yeah, that was rooted from a different place. Like, bro, our slang and all that, bro, like it was a point in time where we couldn't, we had to hide the fact that we was educated. You feel me? We had to hide the fact that we couldn't, we could really read and like hide what we was talking about. know what And like, cornrows and all of that shit, bro. Cornrows used to be maps and different shit. Like, so it was a reason for that. Deion: That's what I'm saying. Jhalil: But it's like, some of this shit now with these, man, it's probably rooted in that, there's no reason for some of this shit now. Deion: but that's what make it a mental health issue. Because if we still doing it and we know there's no need for it and we got so many experiences that show like, yo, this ain't the right job, but you so into it and you so comfortable with doing it, you know what mean? Like you just, you know what saying? It become like a habit, you feel me? Jhalil: Thanks Deion: So when you see the bro and he like, yo, what up with you? Like, damn, how you been? Like, he like, I'm good. Because it's a habit of saying, you feel what I'm saying? But we know like sometimes with the bros, we just gotta get into it a little more. You know what I But me, you know what mean? You know me, bro. I'm like, no, what's up? Jhalil: warm it up. Deion: If I got the time, like, if I got the time, it's like, you can't just give me the fluff. Especially if I ain't seen you, especially if we call ourselves friends, especially if we human beings, you feel me? Like, I be feeling crazy walking past humans and we don't speak. Jhalil: Okay. Deion: It's like damn like life done fucked us up so much like we don't like you mean the trust everything is so damaged. You know what mean? Like you don't trust the egg by anything like you feel me like. Jhalil: It's crazy, bro. This is to the point where it's like most people feel like, like, what's the point of speaking to somebody you don't know? feel me? And it's like, damn, bro, like if that's the case, how can you get to the next level in life? Like, how can you get to the next level in your career, anything? You feel me? You only talk to people that you do know. Like, I don't know, it just, it don't make no sense, bro. I feel like we all was put here. Deion: Mm-hmm. Right. Jhalil: Really learn from each other, push it together, together, everything bro. Right, but if I'm the only one who's seeing it like that, you the only one that's seeing it like that, nobody else see it like that. It's like how far do our progress really go? Deion: Mm-mm. Jhalil: finally and it's showing, it's showing in the progression of like Black America, like it's a certain portion of people you know that's scaling and moving up, but it's a large portion that's You feel me? It's like damn man the only way to get out bro is to try new things bro is the go inside So maybe if you don't talk to other people you can't you can't get no jobs You can't get no new clients. You can't get your brand off the ground can't get your social media pop and all of that Maybe try something different bro. Talk to them people who always like your video even though you own even though you own know Put something together with them Deion: Thank you. Jhalil: You feel me? You see some myosin with something that they're lacking and there's a scale of yours and you got some free time where you got the resources to help that person. Just help that person, bro. Deion: Yeah. Jhalil: Cause your skill, I mean, like your skill could really help them out to the point where it's like, damn, they already popping, but your skill can bring that shit to the top and return and bring your shit to the top. But it's like, how would you know if you containing everything for yourself, bro? Deion: Pardon. Yay. That's like the top mental illness, right? We chasing God, you know what mean? We believe in like death and heaven and hell and all of these things, right? Like all of these mental things is like what take you away from just your natural being. You get what I'm saying? Like you might hold heart to religion and all of that, but. You lose so much of just your natural being and then you lose the top thing from your religion. You feel me? Jhalil: When you over-religion, like when you over-religious, like you feel me? Deion: Because like the thing God want us to do is share this world and experiment with each other. you know what I'm saying? Like it'd be so powerful, bro. Like I say, man, you can miss a bus, right? And feel like shit, cause like you try and get somewhere and this and that, But then like a lady might Jhalil: you Mm-hmm. Deion: pass out or something, right? And like, you the only one that knows CPR, like, you get what I'm saying? and it's like, you was supposed to be there at that time and everything. You get what I'm saying? Like, and it's like, how dare us? Jhalil: it. Deion: have an ability to say no. You feel me? Like, we ain't have a choice to be here. you know what saying? Like, ain't choose it. Like, yeah, I don't to be on Earth. I don't want to be on... We ain't do none of that. I don't want to be a girl. No, I don't want to be a... No, not nothing. You feel what I'm saying? So, to have something happen right in front of you and you don't got the human to just... react to wanting to help is that's a mental illness bro like how as a human being do you dare not because your mental is so fucked up from all of the stuff that people didn't you know put into your shit since birth since birth bro you gotta think about it we done had Jhalil: That's it. I know. you Deion: The doctors, the nurses, the fucking voices from our mom, dad, cousins, aunt, brothers, sisters, mothers. Every fucking body, you get what I'm saying? And they tell you all these, follow all these, but then you neglect the one, you. Like, nah, that's a mental fucking joke. Like, no, now we gonna be with the... Jhalil: Okay. Deion: You can talk about somebody all day. Yeah, Jimmy this and Jimmy that and that bitch Charlotte. She you don't never say nothing about you. Like that is some weird shit. Jhalil: No. People can't even tell you they are. They can tell you about everything else, bro. About how many points we scored, how much money somebody made, how mad somebody made him and all that shit. But you ask them like, yo, who are you? They a fool. They a pause. You feel me? And it's like, we gotta put more emphasis on self identity, And knowing what the real is, bro. All this shit that's going on now, girl, like sometimes I get on that social, bro. That shit be decent. Like my algorithm art, I built that drone, you feel me? But sometimes that drone is on bullshit, bro. And it's like, can't get too wrapped up in that, bro. Like people really be wrapped up in the wrong things, cuz. it's like, man, man, like that's the reason they can't get out of this shit, bro. Deion: That's what a mental be at though you feel me like and you can just tell how much of Stuff people don't Because they meant to is there you get what I'm saying like if you talking to somebody having a regular conversation and they keep talking about a certain thing It's like man. Your mental is like frozen like Jhalil: Okay. Deion: You know what mean? You literally, the word retarded. Like, you know what I'm Like, people, you know what mean? They wanna like, make up this thing about being retarded. Oh, you can't say this, and it's like, yo. Nobody even look up the definition. They just took it and was like, yo, you shouldn't say retarded. And it's like. Jhalil: NNNN Deion: You get what I'm saying bro? You see where our mental health is bro? It's like how you just get a word and just be like, ⁓ I ain't saying retarded and then you will go through the lips like I just see niggas niggas then sentence me to life bro cuz like I say a word that they deemed banned and I'm like You don't even know what the word mean bro. You didn't make up the word for you to be great rock and roll Jhalil: Alright, man. Deion: for something that you ain't have nothing to do with, mentally damaged. Like you don't realize that. Jhalil: And I think that's like that's that's rooted from like the powers that be pride like because you know when you actually know the meaning to certain words that's powerful bro if somebody was to call you a certain word and you understand what they mean like when they not trying to come at you but they just tell me what it really is and you learn it like maybe you can you know actually get yourself out of it so it's like But if you really know what it means, damn my progress is just halting. I'm just, I'm not moving forward, I'm not doing it. Then you can really get on your shit and move forward. Deion: Yeah Word. Jhalil: Great. It's crazy. Deion: And that's why I'm saying like, when you that's, that's why we got to understand a lot of things and shit like words, spelling, all of these things really mean stuff, you get what I'm saying? So like words and communication really mean something like you can't try to dumb it down. And I think that's what we do. We dumb it down. Like you don't take stuff so serious. You know what saying? And you play with words and stuff like that. And it's like, I don't know bro, you can't ask why your life ain't what it is. You get what I'm saying? If you using words that keep your life from what it is, you get what I'm saying? But you won't even be recognizing it like, cause you so bombarded with all the other stuff that just put in front of you. You know what mean? And it's like, nah, we gotta really sit still and really think about stuff. Like, I don't just be telling bro I love him just cause I want him sound good. No, like, you feel what I'm saying? Like, I don't gas women up just cause I want the yams. Like, no, like, I understand all of this stuff come with stuff. I done seen it. You get what I'm saying? I seen you gas a woman up. Jhalil: Thanks for Deion: You got a love all on you and all that and you really wasn't for it. You get me? And she really believed in it. She followed you to the end, into that bridge, you feel me? And you dipped off and she had to just stand there with all of that. You get what I'm saying? So I be understanding a lot of revengeful thinking that women be having and all of that. And it's like, it's so shameful because it's it's fucking up your mental. to even hold it. Because now... Jhalil: I where we got? Talk about that shit dawg, if not, you just, bro, you just spitting out toxic shit. Like, the more that you hold something, the more that you hold the trauma and don't talk about it and all that, bro, like the more that that shit is harming you, you feel me? The more it's making you seem like the person that you talking about, you feel me? Like it turns you into that. Deion: Energy don't die, it just get transferred, you feel me? So if you accept the application, you get what I'm saying? Then that's why I say when you get cheated on, don't take it personal because once you accept that application, it's like, ⁓ now you become the cheater. You know what saying? You then accepted the role, like, you feel me? Like, and there's things of nature that I really believe in, like, where they call them semen demons and all that. So it ain't about whether a woman can do whatever she want. Yeah, you can, but like your shit so wired differently that you can't, you can't be talking this Kev's 22 shit when it come to men natural thing. You get me? Like we didn't design how we are sexually and none of that type of stuff. You feel me? So. Jhalil: and Yes. Deion: You gotta be okay with like men being over sexually. It's a limit. It's a quadruple, it's 20 times more women than it is men. And then men is broken down to gay and all of these other things. So it's really a limit. You get what I'm saying? So the few men is like looking at the women like. Jhalil: you Deion: I'd be in the market like, God damn, like, out one, two, three, four, it's a woman at every fucking out. You get what I'm saying? Like, if I bag one, two, three, four of them, it's like. ⁓ It's still no match. You get what I'm saying? Like, if one woman can't get all of these different men at one time, it ain't that many. You get what I'm saying? So it's like, it's just these different things. And if you get captive in that mental state, you will be fucked up all, like, your whole life. And don't that make you mad? Like, you spent your whole life? Jhalil: Yeah. ⁓ And it's different. Deion: and it was cat, you know what I'm saying? Like, you live. Jhalil: That's like us jumping into being super duper emotional or like swearing that, like you feel me that we super emotional and wanting to be super romantic and like doing all this other shit, bro. That's not of us. You feel me? So when we do that shit, we're in the fucking way. Like what, you know, my ass would be like, yo, you ain't romantic. And I'd be like, damn, the shit that I try to do to be romantic. It's not you that's romantic. You feel me? And it's like, damn, it's cool, bro. You feel me? I don't know. But you can't be mad at me for that, because I do try. I understand. I got to understand and know what it is, doing it overly and, oh yeah, when I set up the date, like, bro, I worry about how these fucking bills and how the lights stand on, internet, every fucking thing. Like, my feet hurt. Deion: I'm not this. Jhalil: You feel it? Like, come on, bro. I don't got it all like that. So it's like, as a man, bro, I focus on my abilities. Like the shit that I'm weak in, I try to get better. But at the same time, bro, that's me working on myself. Like I can just do all the shit that I'm, you know what That I'm naturally skilled at and be cool. You feel me? So anything that this from the way that it is, bro, we can't keep trying to step into each other's realms. Deion: And that's me. Jhalil: And man, it don't work like that. like when females act social, I mean they act over sexual and all that and all that shaking their ass every time like on the videos, they gotta put the body in it, everything like, it's just not a good look, bro, cause that's not y'all. And then you get, they get to the crib and then just sit on the chair and don't even have nothing to talk about and like, come on, bro. What was all that shit on the crib? You was on the head stand. Deion: Yeah. Mm-hmm. Thank You. you Jhalil: Men not like that bro. You show us this side. That's the side we care about No hook in the game like that and then expect them to read you books. Why you rub me if you know Don't work Deion: Thank Jhalil: this Deion: That's what I'm saying. That's why you asked earlier if it's gender specific and it's like, no, mental health is like, you know what I mean? Mental health is crazy, bro. Like for the girl to like have a podcast, right? And she talking about the Megan and Clay John and she down in clay. Jhalil: It was like man, dude. Deion: retardedly like like you don't know who clay talk like baby you're a journalist you gotta do your due diligence like how do you get on this throne is clickbait your mentor is fucked you feel me like and that's why i'm saying like people gotta stop like looking at tv and get getting their definitions of shit and just leaving it at that you feel me because people think like Jhalil: We're ready. Bro, that shit is entertainment. Deion: People think like mental health is like when you, they think mental health is Kanye. You see what I'm saying? Like we're motherfucking smart as shit, bro. Like he... That's how all of them... They had you all in these illusions and thinking this and that and you in a matrix. thinking this... Like they fucking your mental health up. You get what I'm saying? Like... And bro, that's why I came to a point now, bro. I'm like... I'm single right now, right? If I can't be the same buck when I'm in a ship... I'm not being in the shit. Like, it's just to that point now, you get what I'm saying? Because I'm tired of like, I wanna live according to me. I ain't living according, like, you a B with a motherfucker and you live, they living according to the rest of the world and it's like, you're not even living with the right person. Like, you don't even know you. Jhalil: to that. Deion: Living with like you get what I'm saying and it's like no I'm not going for that bro and and I'm not worrying my head about it even no more because that's the mental illness you feel me if I know I'm a man and I gotta keep Challenging and questioning because women saying certain shit. Yeah, you ain't a man if you ain't doing this If you a man and you stuck in that listening to that shit You got a mental illness, bro. And I can tell that it's affecting you because now you challenging your manhood and you showing it. Like, you not even doing man shit no more. Yeah. No, y'all, I'm gonna stay in tonight. All right, bro. How many of those nights you gonna stay in? Like, you filled me like where's those people ain't gonna start noticing. All right, your girl is got you. Jhalil: Alright. Hahaha! Deion: Cause you know how it is bro, they try to throw a mental joint in before you leave like, oh, you want to go out and have fun and all this and this and that. Oh, you going to have a good time. He was playing with my man mental and now he can't even get his gin cause he thinking like, he keep looking at the clock. Jhalil: He's thinking about some dumb shit, you know? Bruh, bruh, bruh. Deion: Fuckin' my man, those men too up, bro. He lookin' at the clock, hey, 10 seconds, nah, that shit ain't cool, you feel me, Jhalil: That's a not too bad. Deion: We gotta stop all these mental attacks on each other and all that. It's like, you know what mean? Jhalil: Man, dawg, it just be the biggest cap nose. with some shit like that. Like, you ain't a man, you doing this, you doing that. But like, outside of a man can tell a man what a man is, Nobody outside of a woman can tell a woman what a woman is or how she think or none of that shit. You feel me? Like, you out of bounds, bro. You feel me? That's out of bounds, cuz. Deion: Boobie. Hehehehehe Jhalil: like you out of bounds, what are you talking about? How would you even know? The wiring is different. Deion: You know, I see that shit like if you owe somebody else duty, then you owe him your duty. Jhalil: And Deion: You feel me? Like if you pay that much like yo this is a woman should be doing. It's like bro you ain't doing what a man should be doing. If you tell us about it, I tell my kids all the time like if you get mad at somebody else screaming in the classroom and then you scream at them, now you become them. Jhalil: Thank I mean, that don't make sense. Deion: What purpose is we serving here? Like, you know what saying? it's like we individuals, bro. Everybody's an individual, you feel me? Like, and it's so crazy in the mental sense that we think like everybody think like we think, individually. Jhalil: soon. That's where lot of people get fucked up bro. Thinking that everybody think the same way as they think and like they supposed to think the same way. Like nobody supposed to think different, nobody supposed to. And like that's where it get fucked up at bro. That's where the odds get blurred and that's when the arguments, disagreements and all that shit come bro. Deion: You You mean a skinny right? She did did went through college, university and shit like that right like and she thinks she big shit right? Like so all them people think I'll be like damn that's crazy that your mental is there. As humans like it's shameful bro like for you to throw masters and all of these degrees and all of these different things like we ain't the same human. That shit is a mental drone and that's your programming. You'd be like to talk about ghetto kids and ⁓ y'all ain't going to school and yeah but your mental is fucked up too. You programmed too. Like you're going for the master's degree. After we done went through slavery with the masters, you're going for a master's degree meaning like you done mastered what the master wants you to learn, right? And it's like, your mensu so fucked up, right? I'm approaching you. I'm like, damn, like, what you go to school for, right? It's like behavior, health, specialty. They say some school shit though, right? Some school shit like, I'm a MSTV, gay, BG. I'm like, what the fuck does that mean? Like, what? What the fuck? Like you lost your whole humanity so much like you started counting off alphabets to name what you are and it's like yeah and then you go and look at me like I'm dumb because I asked like what the fuck that like I was in your class like I went through the degree with you like you lost your mental like bro and you think you smarter than me Jhalil: Bro, that's- That's why we humble approach bro, like ⁓ no, got only certifications that all the dishes I never knew with that bro, you feel me? Because real life experiences with really crafted over this shit, and I am all Deion: Hey! but it don't matter though, right? It don't matter, right? Cause one reason, cause you real like it don't matter the degrees you got, you will tell people how to get them. You would tell people how to get them. You would motherfucking like, you would be like, yo, you can do it too. You don't separate because you did it. Like you blessed to have the opportunity, you feel me? But you don't gloat and be like, you like, you know what I'm saying? Jhalil: Thank And you know why bro? It's cause like when I got booked and all that shit bro they stripped all that shit from me, from the rib. I wasn't never like that but they stripped all of it and made it seem like niggas was useless. You feel me? So it's like damn, I understand what it's like not being able to get a fucking job. I understand what it's like not being able to get no credit. Not being able to get no facts. Like you feel me? I understand all of that shit. So it's like now that I grew past all of that shit, I'ma show you all. Deion: EW. Jhalil: I'm gonna give you all the tips and tricks and all that shit, bro, because I understand It wasn't like somebody just gave me the shit and they like yo keep this quiet Like get the fuck out of here, bro. No, I'm gonna crack the back door. We all in this job, bro, right? I mean, that's that's the only way to do it, bro. And I that's why I'd be like damn there was a point I'm like, I was out and never got booked and all It's still certain shit that hold you back, but it's like Deion: Mm-hmm. Jhalil: Bro, that shit really turned me to a fucking dog. Like, bro, I don't care what nobody say that I can't do, bro. I always find a way, bro. Like, nobody stoppin' show. Like, I mean, you can't. Real shit, bro. Only thing that can stop a person is the person, bro. If you're in for real or death. Like, real shit, bro. There's people with no arms and no legs doing what they wanna do. Like, this motherfucker's with Deion: And we will be. Jhalil: But one day driving, playing sports, doing whatever they want to do. You feel me? Why? people that's fully capable, not doing shit. Deion: Hehehehehe Jhalil: That's crazy. You ain't doing shit. You know ⁓ Deion: Yeah. Yeah. Jhalil: That's cool. That's just attributes. That ain't nothing, bro. That's not real life, what you really did. The things that you really do, how you affect people out there, how you hold down your community and your family and all that. That don't equate, bro. You went to school for eight years, bro. You abandoned all that shit to go learn one thing. And I ain't knocking college. I ain't knocking school. You know I'm a nerd. I love learning some new shit. Deion: Yeah Jhalil: I'm starting some new shit next week, you may and that's cool. But it's like, no, come on, don't try to slum somebody out just because you got a head. Deion: you Yay. Jhalil: which is like you said, or that mental. Deion: And it's for, you know, it's for all of the above, you feel what I'm saying? Like we don't get excluded just because we talking about it. And I like to make that clear. Like, you know what mean? Like we having a conversation, a general one, you know what I mean? But we using, we might use personals, you get what I'm saying? And we might use other people's stories. But at the same time, it's about the conversation, you get what I'm saying? the key points of it all, get what I'm saying? So I want people to really walk away with that. Like, no, we all struggling with mental illness, you get what I'm saying? And we just bringing it to the light. That is just more than what the TV might show. You get what I'm saying? When a person might go crazy or something like that, then you calling that mental illness. Jhalil: Yeah. Deion: The everyday walk is fucking a mental illness. You get what I'm saying? Like we believe in value money, like on a paper, like you get what I'm saying? Like we give that value, like, you know what I'm saying? So like all this shit be a mental illness. You get what I'm saying? Like if you overloaded on something, especially like money, you like kill for it and all this stuff. It's like, that's a mental illness, bro. Like you. Jhalil: You Deion: That ain't supposed to be normal. You get what I'm saying? Like, you're not supposed to OB on nothing. Jhalil: And we get a power to money. Anything like anything like excessive of anything, but it's not good It's supposed to be just enough your man. That's it. Why don't you start going excessive bro? No, bro Deion: Yeah, man. Like I say, like I ain't wanting to not speak about religion and all of that, but like. If you really start. Jhalil: That's not all we wanna talk about, man. Deion: But it's like, gotta really start just sitting there and thinking for yourself. how, I don't, like, that's why I'm saying, like, I be careful about, like, how much I put out of me because, like, I don't be wanting people to spear away from, like, you know, ⁓ their natural being. You get what I'm saying? But at the same time, I understand, lot of that stuff was put into us. You get what I'm saying? Like, if you looking at me different, it's just cause I broke free of it. And if you want to ask the question of how I broke free of it, you feel me? Like just approach that way. Like don't come the way that like you get what I'm saying? Cause we so mentally ill with, with, with evil versus good, right? Like, Most times, man, you get a reaction from being negative. So in a mental realm, you looking at it like no matter what the reward is, you get something from it at least. That's a mental joint, you feel me? I tell my kids all the time, like, you don't want daddy tension like any old attention. You get what I'm saying? You not gonna really like that. Jhalil: you Deion: You feel me? Like, so don't do shit that's going, like, but at the same time, I got to honor the other side of that and meet them where they want to be. You get what I'm saying? So I got to make myself more available. I got to make myself more vulnerable. I got to really start thinking about like, they got a kid mind. They don't got my mind. Jhalil: I was sitting in front a- Deion: Motherfuckers be acting like the kids got they mind like nigga you been here 42 years Like they've been here eight nine years you responding to them like like they should know better Fuck how many times you tell a kid something look at yourself You know how many times people didn't told your grown ass to do something and you ain't do it yet Jhalil: He just want attention Deion: So don't come at a kid cause you done told them once or twice that they should all dramatically know already like. Jhalil: And bro, just imagine coming in this yard, learning, like being fresh in the world, bro, you learn it. First you learn how to walk, then you learn how to talk, then you learn how to do shit, then you learn how to like, bro, come on, bro. Like what do you expect from somebody that's learning, dog? Like what could you expect, dog? You feel me? Deion: Right? Look at all that mental shit, right? Because you know when you're a kid, you know how I love a baby. They get their first taste and stuff. shit was like, really? There you go. And then because you learned something new, right? You'd be like, now I got to take that away from you. No, baby, that's bad. You feel me? You the game of the goldfish. Jhalil: We're ready. Bye. Deion: Now you feel me back we done learned about health and all that is like Nah now you got you mean trick them out of that teach them that that's the wrong John you feel me when they didn't already got you know what So that's when you get to sneaking around and you get all of these things built out of these type of things you get what I'm saying and We be so you know what I'm saying so you don't think about it. So now you just responding on The continuation, right? Like, I fucking told you don't do this. Why the fuck is you sneaking around? Like you, we trained each, like we trained each other to do this stuff. Now you want black, like backlash? I'm confused. You feel me? Like women wear skin tight clothes and then be like, treat me like a lady. Don't look at me. I'd be like, what the fuck you talking about? Jhalil: Hey, Deion: You feel me? Like bro, I was just thinking about it earlier. I said, damn, motherfuckers think that being straight up is weird. like, like, no shorty, I was looking at that drone. Like, you mean like when you turned around, it wasn't no, I was looking, you feel me? Like, God damn, like you got turkey, you feel me? You know that I want to do something to that. You straight up, you like, you weird as shit. But you would, like you would trust, like you got gas by a nigga. He kept you up. You feel me? When you went by, tried, look this, sighed, look. That's weird shit to me. You get what I'm saying? Like that's more weird. That's more weird than a motherfucker being straight up and you know exactly what they want. You get what I'm saying? Jhalil: That's where it shit, bro Deion: And like that just tell me even more and more that like we so fucked up mentally bro like to have opposites be like things that we trust and fuck with and to have stuff that should be normal and standard be things you be like yo you not like you know what saying like to approach a woman properly and all that like that's Jhalil: That shit don't work, you gotta talk shit. Deion: That's what I'm saying. Like you got to gas a bitch up. You got to lie to him. Like, no, I'd rather the nigga lied to me and then he got the drugs and then did me dirty. Then the nigga that told you from the rip, like I just want to beat. It's like, all right, cool. Like, you know what I And because we never... Jhalil: Cause you still got a choice, it's either yes or no. You feel me? But you can't take no type of way for a mother fucking keeping it straight up. Deion: But I would say stay in control. The way you stay in control is being upfront and know what you want to get out to do. Jhalil: That's it. Deion: You what You might wanna fuck too, but you like, you know what? I need them Jimmy choo-choos. Jhalil: Mm-hmm. Well, see, like... Deion: Cool, that's straight up. Ain't no fuck with that. Ain't nobody gonna leave with mental damage. The other way, everybody's leaving with mental damage. Bro, now I'm 41 and I'm trying to find somebody. can't even like the women my age, they so damaged. Mentally, we fucked up. Like how we gonna be together now? You don't even trust niggas really. You know what I'm saying? You make a profile on a dating joint, you like. I want consistency, want this, like, but you don't even think about you giving it. You just expect it from somebody else. I'm like, oh, this ain't, you feel me? And you got grown ass women that are like snap out on you. I'm like, yo, you retarded. You stuck at it 16. Jhalil: Okay, it's just one side. That's crazy, Deion: Like a little teenager or something like you feel me same thing with the niggas like You feel me like it's all the same you feel me niggas be stuck at 14 when they got hurt Like we was talking about earlier you feel me like and they ain't get the healing from that and you just hot and You feel what I'm saying and you hot and so much that you ain't even living your true life, bro Would you look in that zone? Jhalil: Okay. Deion: But yeah, it's like, bro, you hot and then all of that. it's like, but at the same time, you feel me? Like, because women accept lies, men have ever go that way. So the change gotta come when women start telling the truth. You feel me? Like, don't wait to like, spot a nigga after the relationship. Now you little dick this and little dick that. Like he been that little dick the whole time. Like I don't understand. Like why would you wait till now? Now, you know what mean? Like he might've got piped up and thinking like, you feel me? Like he should be over here when he should be here. You confused him on that. You gotta take accountability. You feel what I'm saying? In the same way for the women. for the men who gas women cause they had turkeys but they wasn't that attractive. You feel me? Once you got the buns and all that and now you turn the switches and you don't need to really feel it like that and now she mentally damaged. You go on alone. You feel me? Now she gonna treat the next nigga thinking that you might be hurt. Like it's like, come on bro. Like all that mental. Masturbation and it's going nowhere. You get me? It's just getting people hurt. You get what I'm saying? Like it ain't really doing nothing. You know what I'm saying? But, but, damaging the world. Would you look up? Jhalil: Man, the definition of retarded. I had to say. God to bro, cause he's like, all right, we throwing the word around. we ain't trying to be disrespectful or nothing, but the Marion Webster definition of retarded is intellectually disabled or intellectual disability. You feel me? Deion: ⁓ you mean... That mean you cease, that mean you stop learning, that mean you stop moving on. You don't have the capacity to grow and go from. Jhalil: Yeah. Intellectually, like intellectually. So what we talk about, I mean, like if you don't feel it, bro, it's probably, you know, intellectual disability. know what I Cause this is all fun with them, bro. It ain't about like just making us look good and all this other shit. Nah, bro, we take full accountability, dog. And it's like us as especially grown adults nowadays, bro. Yeah, I take that accountability bro, because I think people who don't take accountability is retarded. I ain't gonna lie though. That's real shit, because like, there's no way, like, motherfucker tell you their story and what they did and what the person did to them, what the person did to them, hired me, them feel and what they gonna do about it, but never what the person actually did to the other person that even caused it. You hear me like? Deion: You You're right. Jhalil: That's a disability, You're not keeping it fucking real. Like real shit, bro. So every action is a reaction. Don't just tell me the reaction. Get fuck out of here, bro. Nobody's trying to hear that. Deion: Word. Hehehehehe Jhalil: That's definitely a whole, bro. So it's like, when we say retarded, we not talking about like special needs or people with ancient physical disabilities. No, bro. It's intellectual thing. You gotta understand that. Deion: I ain't coming at no wine, but like, motherfucking songs out there, that shit make me retarded, bro. like take me through there and all of them. So like when I hear them jokes, I just feel retarded. Like I'd be like, what? Jhalil: I I ain't gonna lie, dude make me feel dirty. I keep hearing that shit, be like, dude, alright, go the fuck home, what time? Like, this not my type of situation, bro. Like, I don't wanna hear that shit. And it's like, it's too, like, all that super duper trendy shit, motherfuckers. Like, alright, bro, this shit ass. Come on, bro, this how you thinkin', this how you carry like... Come on, bro. We came up when music was really music. Like, you feel me? Like, and we grew to when it started dumbing down and all that. And it was to a point where the music didn't come down to a point, but they still was talking some shit. I still came in, man. But now? Like, bro, like all of this, like, man, all of that singing rap, you so hurt about everything and all that shit, bro. Don't sing and rap it to me at the same time, you bitchin'. I don't wanna hear that. Deion: You Mm-hmm. Dude. in Jhalil: Now I feel Deion: But I'm like, you don't got to dumb it down for us. Like you feel me? Cause I'm like this, right? I'm like, it's a resistance for it. I guess you get me? And I'm not, I don't be talking about stuff to like downplay it or nothing. It's just what I'm not into. You get what I'm saying? And you know, we just hit a space where when you say something, it just be like, it's personal. You get me? Like. Jhalil: you Deion: I don't have a personal, we don't have a personal thing about nobody for real, for real. We just talking about stuff. You get what I'm saying? And the fact that actually that they put it out is the fact that you can even talk about it. You get what I'm saying? So for anybody to have an issue or problem is like, that's a mental issue too. You get what I'm saying? Because how do a person put something out and then Jhalil: Thank Deion: expect people to be quiet? Like, where is the mental illness in that? Like, you get me? Jhalil: Bro, sticks and stones, bro. Real rap, I don't care how a motherfucker feel about it. Everybody in tightness in their own opinion. Like, you feel me, dude? That mean you're paying me in anything? Absolutely not. But still, bro, you're not gonna take away my opinion just because like, even if it's the norm for everybody to do that, if I feel different, I feel different. Fuck that shit. And like, yeah man, I'm standing on it, bro. It is what it is, bro. Cause like, I'm- Deion: Mmm. And... but the mental, my fuck, wait. Jhalil: I'm just saying I'm a person that's like my foot when I intake and put in my body put in my brain Come on grow up Deion: Mm-hmm. But that's also where you can tell where people's mentos be. You get what I'm saying? Because if you take something that's not of you or that you ain't a part of or whatever, and you take it so serious that now it's personal, you got a mental thing that you gotta deal with. You get what I'm saying? Because why is that a thing of yours? Jhalil: Yo bro, one day a bum said, like, ain't nothing but janitors. And I started cracking the fuck up, you heard me? Like, yo, you know what the janitor, the janitorial industry is doing? Deion: You know what Like, it don't have nothing to with you. Mmm. Jhalil: That shit doing like bro, that shit probably at $200 billion a year doing it to you, bro. And you know we just sitting around this doing it here. Whatever you call the motherfucking export. You feel me? And shit like that, bro. So it's like, we just had to laugh at that shit, bro. But it's like, I don't know if we was in a certain space that like really care about shit like that, bro. Deion: Yeah. Jhalil: I would have took that offensive. But I just, it's funny to me, bro. Like, at school, bro, that's what float my boat. You feel me? Like, I need part of that $200 billion. I don't know where other people want. You feel me? I don't care what, like, that don't, you know I mean? What? Deion: All Alright, I it. in ⁓ you Yeah Jhalil: ⁓ shit, dog, so he's Deion: But that's what I'm saying too is like, that's, know, and that's, I know you saying it for entertainment purposes and shit like that. And it don't really affect you every day. And it's like, but people allow stuff like that to affect me every day. You know what I'm saying? And that just tell you, you're meant to not stable. You get what I'm saying? Like if you can let somebody come in and. Jhalil: Thank Deion: just say a couple words and that damage your dream or your hopes or your whatever that you're going for. Jhalil: It's a hot and then shit like you will burn like real red Deion: Yeah, like I was just telling my kids the other day, like, why you if you know that, like my daughter like, yeah, I got a dollar my son like, it's And she like, she like losing it, like she losing it, right? how do you allow for somebody to like, just say something like, can you know it's real? Jhalil: Hahaha! Side drawing. Deion: I'm like, boo boo, don't do it. Yeah. The time he just mad cause he ain't got a dollar, right? Whole time, he just mad, cause he ain't got a yank. He try to bust her jaw and make her have a mental jaw and she biting, you feel me? And I'm like. Jhalil: Yeah, that is crazy. You know, bro, that shit is funny as shit. Deion: I'm like, if you take this, you're going to have a rough one, Don't. You know what saying? I think he do it the same because people be doing that to him. And I'm like, bro. Jhalil: I He said, let's Yo, he's funny as shit, bro. Like, where's he just gonna free gang from, bro? Deion: Yay, nwet! Jhalil: Yeah. Deion: And I'm in a joint like this, right? Cause you know, then it's proof, right? Then it's like, I'm like, you can't even check a dollar. Like, you know how you put the joint up to the light? You can't check a dollar. So it's like, I can't even defend. Jhalil: Yeah. Bro, it was the boy who printed his own dollars, bro. And that nigga made like, I think he made like $300 million in purchases and all type of shit before he even got booked, bro. It was one person and he was in like, I think in like Thailand or some shit like that. He used one of them. said it was feet. They called the boys on him, he got caught. Nigga was from the US doing that shit for years, bro, cooking them. Deion: Yeah Jhalil: I don't think you can trace that shit. And there's not no advice to go make your own dollars or none of that shit. You gonna be in the fence. What you talking about? What you just saying though? Come on, man. Deion: No. Noooo It's crazy though, you feel me? So I'm like, that's all crazy. But we don't wanna get caught in these mental fucks early on, you feel me? where it's though, you really like out here battling for stuff you know is real. That's how we lose it. get me? Like children are our rebirth. You know what mean? So when they representing things to us like... They trying to show us how we originally was before all the conditioning and programming and the training. You know what mean? Like kids is straight up, straightforward, this and that. You know what I mean? Like you all in they face, they gonna say your breath stink. It's burning they nose. You feel me? Like how dare you get mad? No, clean up your shit. You feel me? Like. Jhalil: And back. Deion: I wouldn't even complain, you feel me? I'm already knowin' I smoke cigs, weed, everything, but I know my jaw probably pop. You feel me? So the little baby ain't you fuckin' lyin'? I'm just mad about what I done did. You know what I'm sayin'? And that's why I'm sayin' we gotta keep it that transparent, that 100, you feel me? Because like, no, they ain't tell a lie. They don't know how to lie, you feel me? Jhalil: me. Deion: put them in this space to make them buy? And then we carry that to adulthood and we walk around like wondering why shit. what saying? We ain't gotta look at no government. Fuck the government. You know what mean? We got mental shit that we doing to each other. You know what I'm saying? That's what's keeping us fucked up. You feel me? You can identify. We see like when you got a good mental stability, you do things. Jhalil: you Deion: You know what But even it's always like ⁓ lurking so it's like you gotta be protective of your mental. You get what I'm saying? Because like that shit is always at chance. So we gonna, you know, we gonna leave it on that one. You feel me? Like protect your mental, you mean that all calls, you feel me? Like. Jhalil: and don't be retarded. Don't be intellectually disabled. hear me? Don't wonder. Yeah, man, cause like, there's a lot of that going on, bro. And I don't think people actually knew, like, what that drawing really meant, bro. Deion: Yeah. ⁓ Yeah. Nah, so we can do a bold joke on all the words because people misusing them at all. Like, you feel me? Jhalil: Yeah, man. Yo. Deion: You know what I'm sayin'? Until the next time, you feel me like, switchin' volume. Jhalil: Mm-hmm. And this is the volume shift. Catch y'all next week. Deion: Yeah