Latest / Love Conquers Fear / #46: (Part 2) Love + Light: Near-Death Experiences & the Path to Lasting Awakening — Eben Alexander
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- 0:00I would say that's all of spiritual experience and
- 0:02religious systems have come from human beings who had kind of
- 0:06extraordinary kind of visions, physiologic challenge and
- 0:10illness or in battle or warfare, what have you.
- 0:13But then they came to realize there's much more of this world.
- 0:16The number of Ndes were very limited until 1968, when doctors
- 0:21developed techniques to resuscitate cardiac arrest
- 0:24patients. And what's happened since then
- 0:26is we now have millions and millions of people around this
- 0:29world who have come back and have seen the incredible
- 0:33richness of our spiritual reality.
- 0:36It's part of what I see is the modern world, through the grace
- 0:40of God and through our understanding of reality, coming
- 0:44into a much richer knowing of our connectedness, of the
- 0:48healing power, of the binding force of love, and how we're all
- 0:51in this together. Hey everyone, welcome back to
- 0:57Love Conquers Fear. As you know from the last
- 1:02episode, we're still on Evan Alexander week and I just want
- 1:07to record this quick intro to tell you what's going on when
- 1:12you see it jumped to the 1st frame here of us being on stage.
- 1:17So this was recorded at the JA Men's Forum.
- 1:21It's an honor of Bert Kunik. May his memory always be for a
- 1:26blessing. He was truly a mention the
- 1:29Jewish community here and always had our back for everything.
- 1:35And really, it's the largest gathering of Jewish men in Texas
- 1:39that he brought together through this forum.
- 1:44And so you're going to see me on stage alongside Doctor Bob
- 1:48Frockman and Evan Alexander in the middle.
- 1:53And it was really, really a great conversation.
- 1:55You'll see Bob at some point refer to this side of the room.
- 2:00And what he means are the Habad rabbis that decided to attend.
- 2:06I know that they really enjoyed it.
- 2:07I talked with them afterwards. They had, they had read Evan
- 2:11Alexander's book Proof of Heaven and helped talk about the, the
- 2:17learnings from that book as well as deep in, in Jewish literature
- 2:23and scripture. That's part of decoding what
- 2:25Bob's pointing to. And then one thing I just want
- 2:28to say, you know, I'm 54 now and it took me until I was right
- 2:33around 52 years old to realize that source is a proper noun.
- 2:39It's capitalized in the Torah, in the English translation of
- 2:45the Torah whenever I'm in the synagogue.
- 2:48I just found it fascinating that the source is capitalized.
- 2:53You'll hear the word Source mentioned multiple times in the
- 2:57discussion and it's referred to as the Divine Source.
- 3:02It is another reference to God or heaven consciousness or the
- 3:06universe or however you think about this force rooted in love
- 3:11for us all. And so anyways, I wanted to I
- 3:15wanted to decode that for you as well.
- 3:17Enjoy. Let me just say again, it was
- 3:20such an honor to have Evan Alexander in our home for a few
- 3:24days, to meditate with him in the morning and to record in
- 3:30this room the first part. So if you if you missed the
- 3:34first part of of Evan Alexander week, make sure to watch that
- 3:39it's episode 46 Part 1 and onward here to episode 46 Part 2
- 3:46on stage with Doctor Bob Frakkman and Evan Alexander.
- 3:50Enjoy. Everyone Rabbi Will Hall from
- 3:52Temple of Shalom. Always an honor to be with this
- 3:54group. Promise I won't take too much of
- 3:56your time. We've got a very good speaker
- 3:58tonight, and it's not me. So in this week's Torah portion,
- 4:02Truma, the people are commanded to construct a mishkhan, a
- 4:06portable dwelling place for God. But the verse puts it in a
- 4:09strange way that many of us might be familiar with.
- 4:12Vasuli mikdashva sakhanti Bitoham.
- 4:15Let them make me a sanctuary, and I will dwell among them.
- 4:19Bitoham not in it the very object created for God, but
- 4:24among them. The people in Judaism teaches
- 4:26that structures have purpose. They help us to grow.
- 4:30They help us to acknowledge and keep track of what's going on.
- 4:33Whether it's Shalom Austin or any of the institutions around
- 4:36town, we're proud of our spaces and what they allow us to do, to
- 4:39build, and to be together. But we also know that the
- 4:42essence of spiritual life resides in relationship, in
- 4:46human experience, in moments we have between us, not only in
- 4:50walls. And so with that, that is why we
- 4:54come here this evening in so many ways, not only for
- 4:56speakers, but to engage with each other, to be a part of
- 4:59community and to grow together. And so with that, this evening,
- 5:03I know we'll be engaging with some pretty fascinating things,
- 5:06pushing us as well to think about how our consciousness, how
- 5:09the afterlife, how all of these things that we don't always have
- 5:12a chance to talk about so clearly, like in this case, the
- 5:15presence of God, what it really means and where it might rest.
- 5:18And so with that, I want to hand it back off to Brett's to
- 5:22introduce our wonderful speaker and to be able to jump into
- 5:25these subjects. Thank you so much.
- 5:26Yeah, Thank you. All right.
- 5:30So I'm going to bring Evan and Bob up while I introduce you
- 5:34guys. So Evan has written the most
- 5:39important book on a near death experience.
- 5:43His his his personal story behind that.
- 5:47And it this actually happened because of because of J men.
- 5:55It was the the time where at the end of 2024, I was on stage with
- 6:04John Mackey interviewing him. The whole story had just come
- 6:08out, which is a great, great book.
- 6:11You know his tell all book about the journey of Whole Foods and
- 6:15at the end of that, Bob does his beeline for me and John and he's
- 6:20like, you guys need to read proof of heaven.
- 6:24And my body lit up. I knew that the answer was yes.
- 6:29I know that John also is a deeply spiritual person and
- 6:36really has a lot of respect as well for Evan and I actually
- 6:41read it the next month when I was in Kerala, India and Kerala
- 6:48has the oldest synagogue in India in a place called Cochin
- 6:53and it was just a beautiful place to be is where are you
- 6:56Vedic treatments were invented. I was there actually for a
- 7:00wedding. Our daughter goes to Tulane.
- 7:03She's she's 21 and and at Tulane.
- 7:08It was one of her Indian friends that said, Hey, my sister's
- 7:12getting married, would you guys go?
- 7:14And I always knew the answer was yes.
- 7:16And so there are over 1000 people at the wedding.
- 7:18It was amazing. But I was in this, I was in this
- 7:20beautiful state after the wedding of wanting to decompress
- 7:23because a thousand person wedding is amazing.
- 7:25But it's it's a little bit frantic.
- 7:28And I started reading Proof of Heaven.
- 7:33And to be specific, I started listening to it on Audible.
- 7:37And Audible I would highly recommend because Evan reads the
- 7:41book and you can hear the awe, the deep humility.
- 7:47You can hear the poignancy of some of the most amazing turns
- 7:53that happen in his experience of going into a coma as a Harvard
- 7:59trained neurosurgeon, you know, one of the top in his field who
- 8:05mostly had lost his faith. He was kind of a agnostic at
- 8:09that point, you know, and, and had these patients coming back
- 8:14saying, wow, I just saw the light or I just saw this.
- 8:18And, and, and he would just kind of like a lot of people kind of
- 8:23write him off. And I can tell you how much
- 8:28people get written off like that because I actually thought I'm a
- 8:31pretty open guy and A and a guy that my friends can really talk
- 8:36to. But prior to reading Proof of
- 8:38Heaven, I had zero friends who told me about their near death
- 8:42experience. OK, after reading the book and
- 8:46talking about the book, I've had 11 friends open up to me. 11
- 8:50friends, some of The Who which have been friends for 10 to 20
- 8:54years, who open up to me about their near death experience.
- 8:58Some some of those amazing entrepreneurs in town, the most
- 9:02important experience of their life where they saw behind the
- 9:05veil and what the reality was that we go to or we go back to
- 9:11as a better way to say it. And they didn't not feel
- 9:16comfortable with me to open up like that.
- 9:19And the reason why is because of the way we're raised and you
- 9:25know, really taught, you know, we've had the rise of the
- 9:27rational mind. I love capitalism.
- 9:29We've had the rise of capitalism.
- 9:30We have had the rise of science. There's a lot of things to be
- 9:32thankful with that, but they just, they didn't feel like they
- 9:36could talk to me in that way about something deeply spiritual
- 9:40that happened to them. And that's because other people
- 9:44that they talked to probably thought, oh, they're just kind
- 9:47of lost it or they're woo or whatever else.
- 9:49So Eben being this vessel chose by the divine to be the one to
- 9:59tell the story of falling into a coma.
- 10:02Powered by E coli driven meningitis, which is going to
- 10:08pretty much eat you from the inside, being essentially brain
- 10:13dead, but then getting this incredible tour of heaven and
- 10:19seeing what it's like and then living to tell the tale.
- 10:25And I think being chosen is the right way to say it.
- 10:27To tell the tale is what led to the book, and that's what the
- 10:32book's all about. We're not going to cover the,
- 10:34the, the details of the book 'cause we don't have time to do
- 10:38that. Everybody here should have a
- 10:40copy of the book. You're given the book thanks to
- 10:45thanks to the Koenig family. And, and so we're going to,
- 10:51we're going to dive into spirituality tonight.
- 10:53I hope that you can maintain an open mind and just realize that
- 10:59two things can be true at the same time.
- 11:01I'm a product of science, you know, I created now six
- 11:06companies and my company dated out world was acquired by
- 11:11ServiceNow last year on 7/7. That's actually my divine number
- 11:15is interesting timing with a with a pick for that.
- 11:19And So what we'll get into it tonight.
- 11:20But I just want to say it's a huge, huge honor to have Evan
- 11:24here and I've really got to spend the past couple of days
- 11:27with him. Bob and I had dinner with him
- 11:30last night, really see his heart and his intellect and his
- 11:35knowledge of the brain. So we'll get into that.
- 11:37And and I'm going to bring the portion to this of what does
- 11:42this mean for AI? Because right now that's what
- 11:48that's what humanity is prioritizing the most from a
- 11:50capitalistic standpoint. There, there's around $7
- 11:54trillion that's been allocated in the world towards the race to
- 11:58AGI, artificial general intelligence.
- 12:01And of course the dystopian fears are coming online of is it
- 12:06conscious like us? Is this the Terminator moment?
- 12:09Is this the Matrix moment, etcetera.
- 12:11So I'm going to bring that because Evans got a really
- 12:13interesting perspective on that. And Bob is, and, and he's
- 12:17actually got a very technical background too.
- 12:20He was coding in machine language as a young man.
- 12:23If if anybody knows how hard machine language or assembly
- 12:27code is, freaking hard, you got to be really smart to even
- 12:30approach it. And Bob's really going to bring
- 12:34the perspective of us doing this together of a Doctor Who's been
- 12:38deeply rooted in the medical profession, one of the best in
- 12:41Austin, who is really booed by this book.
- 12:44And and so we're going to get into it and we're going to kick
- 12:47it off. So thanks again for being here.
- 12:53Bob, why don't you start? So thanks to everybody for
- 12:56coming. This is one of those occurrences
- 13:00where a little event led to a big event.
- 13:04And the little event was my wife being told at a yoga class at
- 13:10Lake Austin Spa about the book 17 years after it was published.
- 13:15But it's never too late. And she knew that I was
- 13:19interested in near death experiences, but I didn't know
- 13:22anything about it. But I would every now and then
- 13:24have a patient that that it had cardiac arrest for some reason
- 13:30or other. And I would and I only knew
- 13:32enough to say to them, did you see the light?
- 13:35That's all I could ask him. And and I got some yeses and
- 13:38noes, but I didn't know where to go beyond that.
- 13:41But because I had expressed an interest in that kind of
- 13:45questioning, that's why I ended up getting the book.
- 13:49I didn't even know it existed. So the just to piggyback on what
- 13:54Brett said really quickly is that I had a patient last week
- 13:58who's 85 years old and had an, a near death experience, a
- 14:03reaction to an anesthetic 10 years ago.
- 14:06And now I knew what to ask. So I asked her and it was a
- 14:10fascinating experience. So just like Brett's saying, you
- 14:14know, if you ask, a lot of people will come out and tell
- 14:18you the whole thing. And, and, and the similarities
- 14:20are really incredible. But between one story to
- 14:24another, although Doctor Alexander's is a little bit
- 14:29different and, and, and at the end, I'm going to get into how
- 14:32his was different too. But the first question is, now
- 14:36that you've had your near death experience, do you have less
- 14:40fear of dying? I have No Fear of dying.
- 14:43I know that our conscious awareness increases.
- 14:47It actually expands on being released from the shackles of
- 14:51the brain. The brain is a filter, a
- 14:55transceiver that allows primordial consciousness in, but
- 14:58it is not the ultimate producer of consciousness.
- 15:01In fact, a lot of what the brain does is suppressive and not
- 15:07excitatory. So it's very busy kind of toning
- 15:10things down South. Inhibitory neuronal networks
- 15:12play a big role in it all. But turns out that when you have
- 15:16the big, you know, inactivation of brain that occurs around the
- 15:22time of of death, it's a liberation of conscious
- 15:26awareness into a far grander kind of vision of the universe,
- 15:30reconnecting the souls of departed loved ones, traveling
- 15:34to an exotic realm, ascending up into light.
- 15:39There are many common themes, as you mentioned, the turn turn up
- 15:42over and over again in all these experiences, and they're not
- 15:45uncommon. That's the important thing to
- 15:47point out. There was a the best way to get
- 15:50your hand hands on kind of the prevalence of these kind of
- 15:53things is a prospective study. And a Dutch cardiologist named
- 15:58Doctor PIM van Lamel is a good friend, wrote a summary of his
- 16:03work back in 2000 in the very esteemed medical journal Lancet.
- 16:09And it covered more than 350 consecutive cardiac arrest
- 16:13admitted to Dutch hospitals and found a 20%, well, it was 1818%
- 16:20incidence of Ndes in that patient population.
- 16:23So one in five is a a pretty kind of astonishing number.
- 16:27And the other thing I'll point out about that is these are
- 16:31cardiac arrest patients that we're talking about right now.
- 16:34I would say that's all of spiritual experience and
- 16:37religious systems have come from human beings who had kind of
- 16:41extraordinary kind of visions, physiologic challenge and
- 16:45illness or in battle or warfare, what have you.
- 16:48But then they came to realize there's much more of this world,
- 16:52but ND ES proper of we're not very, although I I'm saying that
- 16:57that was those kind of cases were the origin of all this.
- 17:01But the number of Ndes were very limited until 1968 when doctors
- 17:07developed techniques to resuscitate cardiac arrest
- 17:10patients. And what's happened since then
- 17:13is we now have millions and millions of people around this
- 17:16world who have come back and have seen the incredible
- 17:20richness of our spiritual reality and, and the story to
- 17:24tell. And I would say that that
- 17:26contribution by medical scientists to bring people back
- 17:29from cardiac arrest is not an accident.
- 17:32It's part of what I see is the modern world, through the grace
- 17:37of God and through our understanding of reality, coming
- 17:41into a much richer knowing of our connectedness, of the
- 17:45healing power, of the binding force of love, and how we're all
- 17:48in this together. I think it's going to be a
- 17:50transformation for this whole world, especially when you
- 17:54realize that there is some very deep kind of scientific basis to
- 17:58a lot of these conclusions. Thanks.
- 18:01One of the common themes for those of you who have read about
- 18:05this is that even before I read the book, you, you keep hearing
- 18:10that when you're having a near death experience, you are
- 18:14escorted by by a former deceased relative.
- 18:21And my question to you is, these are from near death experiences.
- 18:26Do we believe that this is actually what happens with real
- 18:29death? Well, the best evidence for what
- 18:32happens in real death I can point to a a a beautiful book
- 18:36written by a Hospice Dr. He works in Hospice Buffalo in
- 18:40upstate New York. His name is Doctor Christopher
- 18:42Kerr and he is a hardcore scientist.
- 18:46His interest was only in the process of dying and what
- 18:50happens in terminal care and palliative care situations when
- 18:53people leave this planet. And what he found is that, and
- 18:58again, he was doing a prospective study.
- 19:01Very important. That's how you really, the
- 19:04alternative is a retrospective study where you just take a
- 19:07bunch of near death experienced people and try and analyze the
- 19:10group. It's far more powerful in terms
- 19:13of determining, you know, how much of this really happens in
- 19:16the world when you do a prospective study.
- 19:19So that everybody who was admitted to Hospice Buffalo for
- 19:23a long period was involved in the study.
- 19:25They did not omit anybody. It's important in research, you
- 19:29know, that, that everybody is accounted for and every story
- 19:32accounted for. And what he found is that 86% of
- 19:37his patients of that whole group had very profound end of life
- 19:42dreams and visions as he called them.
- 19:45Dreams if they occurred at sleep, visions if they occurred
- 19:47awake. But in fact, there's very little
- 19:50difference. They have very powerful sense of
- 19:52a loved 1 coming to escort them over.
- 19:55They have incredible senses of life review.
- 20:00And that's something I hope we have some time to talk about.
- 20:02But the life review is that old saying your life flashes for
- 20:06your eyes well. Many of these people would have
- 20:09these visions and they were mainly of things that they had
- 20:12regrets about where they might have mistreated somebody of, you
- 20:16know, where it was kind of a, you know, just kind of a fault
- 20:21in, in a, in a loving soul. And those kind of things were
- 20:25the material of what these people experienced.
- 20:28And of the 86% who had some experience like that, 99% said
- 20:34that the events were more real than lived events in this world.
- 20:38In other words, that a parents of a loved one who had passed or
- 20:43the re envisioning of a situation where they had a
- 20:46regretful action that they had to make amends for.
- 20:50Those kind of things were were very prominent, but occurred not
- 20:55as some vague dreamy sepia tended memory.
- 20:59But is a very strong reliving of events.
- 21:02And when you study near death experiences scientifically, you
- 21:05find that a large number to somewhere around 2/3 of them
- 21:10describe that the events are more real than lived events.
- 21:14And in fact, it's as if the events are still ongoing.
- 21:18And the other kind of key to mention in that setting in the
- 21:22discussion of life reviews and the material I'm talking about
- 21:25comes from a scientific article by Bruce Grayson.
- 21:28He's a skeptical MD psychiatrist at the University of Virginia
- 21:32who has studied these cases for more than 45 years now and come
- 21:36to realize his father was a biochemist.
- 21:39So he grew up in a very scientific household, and he was
- 21:42very scientific. But he's come to realize that
- 21:44there is far too much evidence for these kind of spiritual
- 21:48realities. And in the the Journal of Near
- 21:51Death Studies in the fall of 2021, he put out a beautiful
- 21:54article in summarizing or 700 life reviews.
- 22:00And interesting to me, 33% a third of those cases said that
- 22:05their entire life was involved. And you might wonder how can
- 22:10that happen during, you know, a 10 minute cardiac arrest?
- 22:13And the reason is when we're released from the physical realm
- 22:16and the kind of illusion of time flowing of selfhood and all that
- 22:20into this richer kind of soul, soul environment to this, you
- 22:25know, beautiful love and, and God filled realm that people
- 22:30describe, you're timeless. You're completely released from
- 22:34earth time. So to me, having been there and
- 22:37witnessed the incredible power of the universe to demonstrate
- 22:41these things to us when our brains are offline is an
- 22:44incredible gift. And you got to keep that in mind
- 22:47because much of this world and our living in this world is not
- 22:53as it appears. Time flow is very different in
- 22:56near death experiences. And in fact, when you have
- 23:00access to birth, death, everything in between
- 23:02simultaneously and including potentially glimpses into past
- 23:08lives and potentials for future actions and in other lives, it
- 23:13all is just this incredible kind of ocean of information.
- 23:18And the information flow is very different from what we're used
- 23:21to in this world. And that's one of the reasons
- 23:23why people often say that near death experiences are ineffable
- 23:27or indescribable. And part of that, of course, is
- 23:30when you're in a timeless realm where you witness everything at
- 23:33once. And not only that, in the life
- 23:35review, you experience many of these events from the
- 23:38perspective of everyone involved.
- 23:40And that's why I often say the life review is the golden rule
- 23:45written into the fabric of the universe.
- 23:47Treat others as you would like to be treated, and to hurt
- 23:50another is to hurt yourself. And in the life Review, that is
- 23:54a very clear pattern of activity where people in about 3/4 of
- 24:00these cases say that the events that they review are from the
- 24:04perspective of everyone involved.
- 24:07So if you handed out a lot of pain and suffering in the life
- 24:10review, you get on the receiving end of that.
- 24:12And that's why over history, life reviews are gently nudging
- 24:17humanity towards a much more kind of humanistic kind of
- 24:22honoring of the divinity within us all.
- 24:24And what I just love about the kind of current revolution is
- 24:29how much of the driver of this is scientific study of these
- 24:34events. And science is a beautiful way
- 24:37for us to gain an objective, agreeable consensus on the
- 24:42nature of reality. Even though I will say that in
- 24:45quantum physics, the measurement paradox has remained an
- 24:48incredible mystery for more than a century and currently has
- 24:52about 16 major interpretations out there.
- 24:56But nobody in the physics world can agree on exactly what it
- 24:59means. And I think part of that problem
- 25:01is that the ultimate message of quantum physics is the
- 25:05consciousness is unified, primordial.
- 25:08It's basically the mind of the universe.
- 25:10And we all share that. Our brain provides A
- 25:13dissociation mechanism that allows a little Eddie current of
- 25:17that God mind into our awareness and we have things like
- 25:20telepathy. For example, 35% of identical
- 25:23twins have powerful telepathic experiences.
- 25:26And that's all just an indicator that our minds are part of one
- 25:31mind that is bound together through those binding forces of
- 25:34love. And that from my NDEI would say
- 25:37that our very conscious awareness is directly sourced in
- 25:40that beautiful infinitely loving God force that so many near
- 25:44death experiencers describe. More than 90% of near death
- 25:48experiences across history for thousands of years, many of whom
- 25:52were previously agnostic or atheist.
- 25:55More than 90% of them come back not just believing, but knowing
- 25:59in the reality of an intelligent, love, loving force
- 26:03at the core of the universe. And it doesn't matter if we want
- 26:06to call it God, Allah, Brahman, Vishnu, Jehovah, Yahweh, Great
- 26:10Spirit, Dao, all the many words humans have labeled that loving
- 26:14intelligence that they sense and deep spiritual journeys.
- 26:18But this is all about our modern world coming to a deeper
- 26:21understanding of of this whole process and how are far more
- 26:25than just a physical body. Well, there are a few.
- 26:28People out here that are of my vintage, and for those of you
- 26:32that are of my vintage, the older you get, the more you
- 26:34wonder. There's got to be something else
- 26:38and I'm all in that and to the point that I want everybody to
- 26:43think about the fact that you separate consciousness from
- 26:46brain function. Having said that, I think the
- 26:50question did those of you who have not read the book are
- 26:52wondering is what about the skeptics might say the
- 26:57subcortical parts of the brain like not the cortex, you know,
- 27:02but below that. Could that possibly generate the
- 27:05the near death experience? And I went as a neurosurgeon who
- 27:11actually was on not just trained at Harvard but was on the
- 27:13faculty for 15 years, who knows about the brains quite a bit
- 27:19from that perspective. Could you comment 2 questions?
- 27:22Is that is that even rational to think that the subcortex could
- 27:26even generate such a thing? And the second question is
- 27:29teleologically, why would that even evolve in us, in our, in
- 27:34our lower brains in the 1st place?
- 27:36Because things that evolve are usually for survival advantage.
- 27:40So why would we have something when we're about to die or when
- 27:44we do die that sort of plays a little movie?
- 27:47How does that make us as a species survive longer it?
- 27:50I don't see any selection so can you please comment?
- 27:53Well, first of all, I would say that the kind of modern science
- 27:58neuroscientific idea about all this in terms of the the brain
- 28:01and it's rolling consciousness depends heavily on the concept
- 28:05that the neocortex is the most complicated neurocalculator in
- 28:09the brain. A lot of the deeper structures
- 28:12going down into the brain stem, coming up to thalamus, thalamus,
- 28:15basal ganglia, and then out to the cortex, they're all
- 28:19supportive structures that I think play a role in all of kind
- 28:23of brain functioning, conscious function.
- 28:25But if you're looking for incredibly powerful calculators
- 28:29that basically put together images, you know, of what we see
- 28:33in the occipital cortex or sounds that we hear in the
- 28:35acoustic cortex of the temporal lobes of executive function and
- 28:40planning of motor action in the front frontal lobes.
- 28:43There, there are many different things, you know, accessing
- 28:47memory of every bit of that happens in the neocortex.
- 28:53I mean, you can show how the neocortex works with functional
- 28:56MRI, Magneto encephalography. We have beautiful ways of
- 28:59looking at kind of the core neural correlates of
- 29:02consciousness depending on the various activities.
- 29:05You don't find the kind of complexity that's required for
- 29:08things as detailed and and kind of powerful and long lived as
- 29:13memory anywhere but the neocortex.
- 29:16Dr. Wilder Penfield, who is a renowned Canadian neurosurgeon,
- 29:22and he had a lot of experience with doing what are called a
- 29:25weight craniotomy. So I've done a lot of those
- 29:27myself. Turns out the brain feels no
- 29:29pain at all. So if you anesthetize the scalp
- 29:32and you sedate the patient, you can open the scalp, open the
- 29:35skull, have this huge opening to expose the brain and you can
- 29:39electrically stimulate, but you can let the patient of sedation
- 29:43lighten up during the operation because they're very
- 29:46comfortable. And we do that when we're
- 29:48operating on things that are near motor cortex and speech
- 29:51areas. Those are very important not to
- 29:53damage. I've done a lot of weight
- 29:55craniotomies. Penfield focused on them
- 29:57extensively over a 30 year career that was very productive,
- 30:01well respected. And in 1975 he wrote a book
- 30:04called The Mystery of the Mind. And he made it very clear that
- 30:07after all of his decades of work as a materialist neuroscientist
- 30:11studying the brain and with electrical stimulation, you get
- 30:14a really good idea of the phenomenal experience associated
- 30:18with different areas of the brain.
- 30:19And his conclusion was you cannot possibly explain all the
- 30:24phenomena of conscious experience in mind through the
- 30:28workings of the brain. And, and he makes it very clear
- 30:32in that book that you really have to appeal to something
- 30:35more. And he was actually very
- 30:36grateful and said that this honored his kind of deep sense
- 30:40of how spirituality was real in in his scientific work.
- 30:46Sadly, he had cancer at the time.
- 30:48I think of some of his colleagues in Montreal said that
- 30:52the cancer, it affected his thinking.
- 30:54And so they were unimpressed and unconvinced by the book.
- 30:58It's extremely well written. I highly recommended Mystery of
- 31:01the Mind. Turns out it came out 1975, the
- 31:04same year Doctor Raymond Moody wrote his book Life Afterlife,
- 31:09which is all about where he defined near death experiences
- 31:13and brought him to the public awareness.
- 31:15So in 19, 75 you had a lot of ingredients to help bring this
- 31:19together from both the materialist neuroscientific
- 31:22standpoint and the study of the phenomena themselves.
- 31:26But it turns out the world needed another 50 years and
- 31:29that's what's happened in the ensuing time period is a
- 31:32tremendous accumulation of evidence in neuroscience, in
- 31:36philosophy of mind, in parapsychology, the evidence for
- 31:39telepathy and non local consciousness, quantum physics
- 31:43playing a tremendous role as some of the fathers of quantum
- 31:47physics 100 years ago. We're talking about how
- 31:49consciousness seemed to be primary in the universe.
- 31:52It was not something that you could get behind and kind of see
- 31:56is defined from the workings of the brain, but had to be a much
- 32:00deeper issue. And that's where in our book,
- 32:02Living in a Mindful Universe, we really go to consolidate all
- 32:06these different fields in kind of an approach known as
- 32:09consilience, where when you take the hard problem of
- 32:14consciousness and neuroscience and philosophy behind the
- 32:17binding problem, the apparent unity of consciousness in the
- 32:20individual, very hard to explain.
- 32:22If you think it's coming from different neuronal nodes of a
- 32:25network contributing to a summation reality, why is it all
- 32:29so unified? It's because it's unified from
- 32:31the get go, because the brain is only a transceiver allowing that
- 32:36primordial mind in. And this is where I think the
- 32:39scientific world is finally kind of getting up to speed to go to
- 32:44the next level. And the reason I was asking that
- 32:46for those who have not read the book, Doctor Alexander's
- 32:50cerebral cortex or the neocortex, which is responsible
- 32:54for providing all those images in real life, that was shut
- 32:58down. And the only thing that was
- 33:00working at that time theoretically was the lower
- 33:03brain structures. And so that was why I asked.
- 33:06Before I turn it over to Brett for some questions, I wanted to
- 33:10make a little editorial comment. Every single neurotransmitter in
- 33:14the brain is also found in the gut.
- 33:17Just think about. That yes, the little Epidargo.
- 33:22You think with your whole body. Think with everything even
- 33:26beyond our. Body right, Exactly.
- 33:28Very important. So, so the way, the way I want
- 33:31to frame this up to, to talk about why this matters with,
- 33:36with AI is that we're either on the cusp of creating sentient
- 33:42machines or we're not. And in, you know, one of the
- 33:47things I've been doing since, since my company was acquired by
- 33:51service now as I started a podcast and I'm writing a book
- 33:54called Love conquers fear, subtitles humanity, AI and the
- 33:58age of abundance for all. And it's it's my soul song.
- 34:03The reason I'm writing this and doing this this podcast is that
- 34:07I think this is the time of the great philosophers coming to
- 34:11roost. It's humanity has never
- 34:14prioritized anything with as much money, energy and time as
- 34:20as we're prioritizing the creation of AGI.
- 34:23When when Trump announced alongside Larry Ellison Mayo,
- 34:27Susan Sam Altman last year on January 21st, Project Stargate
- 34:35at 500 billion of funding, that was more inflation adjusted,
- 34:39inflation adjusted than we spent on the Manhattan Project to win
- 34:43World War Two. It was more inflation adjusted
- 34:46than we spent on the space race versus the Russians.
- 34:49Since then, there's been around 7 trillion of additional
- 34:53announcements around the world. OK, so we're in we're in very
- 34:56interesting territory and I think what's driving that is
- 35:00this this hope that we can create the end of disease.
- 35:04Dimasisibus won the Nobel Prize for Alpha Fold, which solves the
- 35:08protein folding problem. He's the Co founder of DeepMind
- 35:11and the head of everything AI at Google.
- 35:15His Co founder of DeepMind is at Microsoft and is in charge of
- 35:20everything AI there. His name's Mustafa Suleiman.
- 35:24And we're, we're, we're in this time where there are already,
- 35:30believe it or not, 9 nonprofits that are set up to give AI the
- 35:35same rights as human beings 9 that are already claiming that
- 35:40AI is conscious. And so this really matters
- 35:46because because what we're talking about here in this
- 35:50discussion is the nature of consciousness.
- 35:52We're talking about is consciousness A fundamental
- 35:55property of the universe. You know, many, many people here
- 35:59are religious. You know, when you go to the
- 36:03High Holidays, do you actually believe, do you really believe
- 36:08in God? Do you believe that The Big
- 36:12Bang, you know, the spark that created it all 13.8 billion
- 36:15years ago, was triggered by a God like force?
- 36:19I believe, I believe that it was.
- 36:21I believe there's lots of evidence that it was.
- 36:23And, and the more we decode quantum physics, the more we're
- 36:27finding that out. And you know, as I said in the
- 36:31in the opening, Evan actually has a a really pretty
- 36:36outstanding technical background and knowledge of quantum physics
- 36:41to address this. And I just want to ask you to
- 36:44start like do you believe will create sentient AI, conscious AI
- 36:50as conscious as we are here right now?
- 36:53Well, I'll start. Yes, I had had a big interest in
- 36:57computing. Did the machine language work
- 36:59way back in my 20s just with his fascination of of, you know,
- 37:05computers and what they could do.
- 37:07At that time we had in medicine what were called expert systems,
- 37:12and these were basically software systems, that is
- 37:15assembled large numbers of scientific papers and facts and
- 37:19tried to distill it into, you know, some conclusions.
- 37:24So in a sense that was kind of a form of of AI and it was very
- 37:30useful. Now remember also that at that
- 37:33time people often talked about what they called the Turing
- 37:36test. Alan Turing, the famous British
- 37:39computer scientist who basically used the Enigma machine, you
- 37:45know, was able to decipher German code and that helped to
- 37:48win the war. So Alan Turing was a brilliant
- 37:51computer mind. And, and this Turing test idea
- 37:54was generally, if you sit down to a teletype and you start
- 37:57asking questions and getting answers and you would have a
- 38:01computer that would be providing the answers.
- 38:04It was there a way to make a program so that you couldn't
- 38:08tell if it was a human or not. And I think, you know, long ago
- 38:12we got to a point where the Turing test was passed, but I
- 38:15don't think Alan Turing or anyone else would ever say that
- 38:20passing that test was equivalent to sentience or conscious
- 38:23awareness period. Now in the current era with this
- 38:29very extensive kind of expenditure in AI and in the
- 38:34various technologies pursuing, you know, kind of generalized AI
- 38:37and, and all of that, it is amazing what you can do.
- 38:43But it's very important to realize that at the current
- 38:47level, you're really talking about very sophisticated
- 38:51computer programs running on a digital computer.
- 38:55And they're programmed to help analyze, you know, huge numbers
- 39:00of facts. You have these large language
- 39:01models that are taking trillions of parameters from the Internet
- 39:05and trying to distill that into knowledge, you know, agree,
- 39:09agreed upon knowledge. And my point is that those
- 39:14systems can get very advanced and they can also include, I
- 39:19think what we're seeing like with ChatGPT and some of those
- 39:22models is people designing these systems and making them
- 39:28appealing to interact with. So they're actually programmed
- 39:32to be kind of friendly and to follow the lead.
- 39:35I know that my my birth family nephew who shot that video I
- 39:42showed you tonight of the you know, of the Pelicans over the
- 39:46water. He is has a a a very powerful
- 39:51ongoing relationship with several systems.
- 39:54Claude ChatGPT Genesis. He is deeply interested in all
- 39:59these things. And the problem is you start
- 40:02getting seduced into thinking that they're aware they're
- 40:05they're like a sentient agent. But they're not.
- 40:09They're programmed to to act that way.
- 40:11And that programming can be very powerful and a large language
- 40:15model can be very effective as long as you don't fall prey to
- 40:21garbage in, garbage out, because there's a lot of nonsense in
- 40:25untrue stuff on the Internet that you wouldn't want to screw
- 40:29up your model with. But if you're very careful about
- 40:31the input, I think valuable things can come in the output.
- 40:35But one thing I'm quite certain of as a neuroscientist with a
- 40:39with a major interest in, in all of this and the computing and
- 40:43the possibilities of AI is that we will never, ever have a
- 40:50program running on a digital computer that will be self
- 40:53aware. I can pretty much promise that.
- 40:56And it's terribly dangerous that people start thinking that these
- 41:01systems are like a human being. And when I hear this discussion
- 41:05of, you know, political maneuvers to try and give, you
- 41:12know, AI agents of personhood in a legal sense, it bothers me
- 41:17tremendously. Now I will also point out that I
- 41:22think the story changes radically if we are able.
- 41:26And I think we're making tremendous progress and probably
- 41:29on the verge of having true quantum computing.
- 41:33And quantum computing is a completely different ball game
- 41:36compared to digital. When you have qubits as opposed
- 41:40to bits, the computing power is absolutely astonishing.
- 41:45I mean, even in comparison to the number of atoms in the
- 41:48universe, the kind of parameter space that you can examine with,
- 41:52you know, 100 qubits is remarkable.
- 41:57And I would say that in that environment, properly managed AI
- 42:04running on quantum computers with that extremely expansive
- 42:07phase space will allow for the possibility of actual sentience
- 42:12in or self-awareness in the machine.
- 42:16And but I would say the possibility of that ever
- 42:19happening with digital computers, no matter how many
- 42:23graphic boards you have involved.
- 42:26It's not going to allow them to actually achieve the kind of
- 42:30phase based necessary for conscious awareness and
- 42:33sentience. Yeah.
- 42:35So there's there's a there's a lot in there that just want to
- 42:37unpack real quickly. So one is quantum with quantum
- 42:42computers, just to just put this in a bit of perspective, they
- 42:48are advancing at a pace. Google's one of the leaders in
- 42:52this where when they came out with the Willow chip, it was
- 42:57able to do a calculation, a complex calculation, which we
- 43:00need these to do complex calculations.
- 43:02Like we have a lot of problems to solve in the world.
- 43:03Like it would be nice to create a world of unlimited energy if
- 43:07we could capture around 18 seconds of the sun's energy that
- 43:12falls on Earth with a material science breakthrough.
- 43:15It power the world's energy needs for over a year.
- 43:18So it's like God put the big fusion light bulb in the sky and
- 43:22said, just figure out how to plug into it.
- 43:25Most of it's actually going to waste.
- 43:28And it's a, you know, billion year plus energy source just
- 43:32waiting for us to figure out. And, and, and to be fair, in
- 43:36Texas, like we've had more solar energy starts than any other
- 43:40state. That was part of what happened
- 43:43post ERCOT, you know, almost blowing up and we we're seeing a
- 43:49tremendous cost decline in solar.
- 43:52So it is, it is starting to happen.
- 43:54But to really make these breakthroughs of the end of
- 43:57disease, a world of unlimited energy, etcetera.
- 44:00Quantum computing matters. And when Google came out with
- 44:03this Willow chip, they did a calculation in 5 minutes, which
- 44:09would take a classical supercomputer that relies on
- 44:12ones and zeros on or off 10 to the septillion years to do that
- 44:18same calculation, which is 10 followed by 25 zeros, which is
- 44:23over 700 trillion times the known age of the universe, which
- 44:28is supposedly 13.8 billion years old.
- 44:30We find out it's longer through the James Wood Telescope.
- 44:33And So what what really blew my mind when I was at Ted is that
- 44:38Harmet Nevin, who's the head of Google's quantum computing
- 44:41division, said the best thing we can figure out at Google, he
- 44:45said this on the Ted stage, is that it must be calculating in a
- 44:51different dimension. And that's a pretty mind blowing
- 44:57statement to make. But one of the things that I
- 45:00think you would agree with with consciousness, I love your
- 45:03perspective on this, is that consciousness, if consciousness
- 45:08is a fundamental property of the universe, meaning that
- 45:12consciousness came first and we are derivative of that, then
- 45:19decoding consciousness as being fundamental really leads to the
- 45:27quantum realm being the realm that consciousness probably
- 45:32exists. I would agree.
- 45:34In fact, I would say that the entanglement field, which is
- 45:37basically the connection that's been described between particles
- 45:41in these quantum experiments that show this what Einstein
- 45:45called spooky action at a distance.
- 45:48To me, the entanglement field is, is, I believe as we further
- 45:52investigate these properties, going to turn out being
- 45:57something we call identical to the mental or spiritual field.
- 46:01And, and part of that reasoning is when when I review what must
- 46:06be necessary to explain all these observations of life
- 46:12reviews and people reliving the events, not just remembering
- 46:16them and, and how entire lives can be involved.
- 46:22To me, that tells us we really need to go back to square 1 and
- 46:27even trying to define what the on, you know, what ontology is
- 46:31the, the very basis of reality. And I think it'll be much more
- 46:36consciousness based and something that honors this
- 46:39information field that basically records everything that has ever
- 46:44happened in the universe. And that's what we have access
- 46:46to. So when you're liberated from
- 46:48the brain, that's the that's the the field source of all of our
- 46:53information. I mean another point that I make
- 46:56and in our book living in a mind for universe is it memories are
- 46:59not stored in the brain and of course most scientists have
- 47:03assumed that for ages of Wilder Penfield came to collusion in
- 47:071975. He knew memories were not stored
- 47:10in the neocortex. He proved that although a lot of
- 47:13scientists even today are not aware of his his scientific work
- 47:18on that. But he also, he basically
- 47:21decided, well, there's only the only place left that where you
- 47:26might be storing memory is in the brain stem.
- 47:28But again, he came to conclusions that the brain
- 47:31itself was not responsible for for producing consciousness.
- 47:36And neurosurgeons over the last century have come to recognize
- 47:40there was never a case where any brain resection led to a loss of
- 47:44long term memory. And that's a very important
- 47:48point. And in fact, there are many
- 47:50cases of people like with hydrocephalus where they have
- 47:52basically no neocortex and yet they might have an IQ of 130 and
- 47:57work as a mathematician. So I mean, there's a scientific
- 48:00article from 25 years ago who needs a brain with a picture of
- 48:05a water filled skull in a mathematician and making that
- 48:09point. So I think the thing to remember
- 48:14is that we ultimately already have quantum computers.
- 48:18They're floating in a warm dark bath between our ears.
- 48:21The brain and neurons are in many ways a direct connection
- 48:26with that quantum field. And I think that's where the
- 48:28consciousness of studies and brain science are going to be
- 48:31headed over the next few years. And one of the pieces of
- 48:34evidence that kind of demands, you know, a better explanation
- 48:40is the evidence that comes out of University of Virginia and
- 48:43other centers looking at claims of past life memories in
- 48:47children suggestive of reincarnation.
- 48:51And Ian Stevenson was the head of psychiatry at UVA back in the
- 48:551960s. He would hear reports of
- 48:57children who claimed to have lived before.
- 49:00And interestingly, when he and teams would descend and study
- 49:04these families in these cases, they started finding that the
- 49:09child would often actually have was telling a story that fit
- 49:16somebody who lived before and it died.
- 49:18And a lot of the details were amazingly kind of convincing.
- 49:23And of the in the last 60 or so years of studying these cases at
- 49:28University of Virginia, spending more than 2500 cases, they claim
- 49:33that more than 1700 have been solved.
- 49:36So that in other words, they found the person who lived
- 49:38before. They do a tremendous amount of
- 49:40research, make sure there's no kind of faulty reasoning or
- 49:44reporting by families and children, etcetera.
- 49:48But what they'll also tell you is you must harvest these
- 49:52memories before age 6 or 7 because they're natural process
- 49:56is something I call programmed forgetting.
- 49:59Where in these children, as they get older beyond what we call
- 50:03the age of reason at 7, your memory systems change and they
- 50:06become much more linguistically based.
- 50:09That's why most of us cannot remember things that happened
- 50:11when we were one and two years old, but they're similarly we
- 50:17don't remember what we knew at that age from previous lives and
- 50:21between lives and those memories get covered over.
- 50:24And I think that's all for a purpose.
- 50:26It gives us skin in the game, you know, to buy into this life
- 50:30and pay attention to this life, which is very important to to
- 50:32live. But these reincarnation cases.
- 50:36And when if you read the literature out of UVA and you
- 50:39can go to the website UVADOPS, that's division
- 50:43perceptionstudies.org and find a lot of books and scientific
- 50:47papers, etcetera. But these cases are so
- 50:50astonishing. In fact, and Ian Stevenson's
- 50:53original reporting, something like 35% of these children had
- 50:59birth defects or blemishes or whatever that coincided with the
- 51:08mortal wound of their prior lifetime, you know, gunshot
- 51:11wounds, hatchet, machete, whatever.
- 51:13And that's another important point is that these children who
- 51:16report past life memories, about 70% of them had a sudden violent
- 51:22death in their prior lifetime. And so it's like they had
- 51:25unfinished business as a soul. So they wanted to come back in
- 51:29and get started again on their soul work, but they were still
- 51:33haunted by some of those memories of what had happened to
- 51:36them in a in a recent light. And even though you find that
- 51:40most of those reports show a few months to a few years between
- 51:44the the death of the prior personality and the birth of the
- 51:47new one, there can be much longer gaps.
- 51:49And one of my favorite stories is actually in a book called
- 51:53Soul Survivor. Soul Survivor.
- 51:55This was a case that was heavily vetted by Doctor Jim Tucker, a
- 51:59very responsible scientist from UVA, and it's an amazing story.
- 52:03I highly recommend it. Basically a fighter pilot in the
- 52:06Battle of Iwo Jima in the Second World War Might March 1945, shot
- 52:11bound down by the Japanese and and died in that crash.
- 52:17And but the the similarities through the story, it's just
- 52:21amazing. He ended up meeting the sister
- 52:25of that pilot. She was in her 80s and she was
- 52:27absolutely convinced that this was her brother.
- 52:30She's talking to the six year old kid and said, yeah, it's
- 52:33Jimmy. And he called her Annie.
- 52:36He was the only one to ever call her Annie and her family.
- 52:38And that's exactly what this kid called her.
- 52:40But there were so many other details I can't go into, but
- 52:44astonishing stories. And the literature, the
- 52:47scientific literature on this is very powerful.
- 52:50So I'm convinced as a scientist that reincarnation is real, that
- 52:55our our souls come back again and again in the process of of
- 53:00evolution, of contributing to this kind of growth of
- 53:04consciousness itself. And it demands that we have much
- 53:08richer models of this understanding of consciousness
- 53:12of the brain, mind connection and the nature reality.
- 53:15And so before I pass it back to to Bob, I just want to say the
- 53:20reason this even matters to talk about this and and relate it to
- 53:25AI, just to put a fine point on it, is that a we really don't
- 53:30know what consciousness is like 20 consciousness researchers of
- 53:34top their field can't agree on what it is, but yet be there's
- 53:40already people that think so cheaply of humanity and
- 53:44consciousness, which we are nothing without our
- 53:46consciousness. Everything you've ever
- 53:48cherished, every experience you've had, the deep feelings of
- 53:53the most beautiful experiences your life are only because of
- 53:56your consciousness. Like we're not robots and yet
- 54:02there are 9 organizations set up and and there's all this
- 54:05dystopian fear and the, and one of the things that that really
- 54:10matters about this is if our actual reality that we're
- 54:14derivative of that our souls are in is one of love and light as
- 54:20portrayed in the book. And the 11 friends that I've had
- 54:24that have opened up to me about their near death experience,
- 54:27which have a ton of synchronicity in this book.
- 54:30And these are some amazing people that have come forward
- 54:33like Evan, but these are people I've known for 10 to 20 years
- 54:37that I would have never expected that to come out of their mouth,
- 54:41that they've had this type of experience and they've seen that
- 54:45the reality is love and light. Then it really matters to
- 54:48understand what the nature of consciousness is, and it really
- 54:51matters to solve these problems. And quantum physics.
- 54:54I'll just leave you with that before we go back to about.
- 54:57A quick comment and then a question.
- 55:00So what you said was actually going to be part of a question.
- 55:03You've already answered it, but I still want to ask the question
- 55:06and the quest or make the statement.
- 55:09Is it? What Doctor Alexander was
- 55:12talking about is not dissimilar to what we believe is Jews.
- 55:18So Jewish theology states that the original spark was the
- 55:23divine spark was given to Adam. It was in subdivided into
- 55:28600,000 or what it would write. Whatever the number smaller
- 55:34sparks, they were then distributed.
- 55:36So we receive those divine sparks and there there's a
- 55:40divine mission with those sparks which we call souls.
- 55:44And then upon our passing, those sparks return back to the
- 55:49Almighty, but then they may come back down again if the mission
- 55:55in this world has not been fulfilled.
- 55:58So that's what we believe. I take it on a highest authority
- 56:01from a certain corner of the room.
- 56:03That's that's Jewish theology and that is exactly what you
- 56:07said. But anyway, so just to let y'all
- 56:09know what he's talking about, we believe too.
- 56:12Anyway, the question that I have or just for those of you haven't
- 56:17read the book like you have to really, but in the book, one of
- 56:22the the thing that Doctor Alexander experienced, it's
- 56:25different than the typical near death experience and this
- 56:28teaches us a lot. What he experienced was the fact
- 56:31that he did not know who he was during the near death
- 56:35experience. That's critical and as a result
- 56:38of not know because most people are having near death experience
- 56:41or with relatives that they recognize or maybe their soul
- 56:45group or whoever it is. But he didn't know.
- 56:48He had no idea who he was. He just knew that he existed.
- 56:52You'll see this in the book. So then this led him to ascend
- 56:57all the way up to you know who, right?
- 57:00I mean the divine presence and which was you just have to read
- 57:05it. I can't even explain it to you
- 57:07just have to read it. Now, the point about this is
- 57:10that the reason that he was granted, I will we believe that
- 57:14audience is because because he had left his earthly ties and
- 57:21had ascended. So when I read the book, the
- 57:23thing that, and I want you to comment on this, please.
- 57:25When I read the book, the thing that it told me was just like he
- 57:30and just like he had abandoned himself.
- 57:33He didn't know who he was that led to his ascension.
- 57:36The question for you is, after you recovered, did that lead you
- 57:41to think a little bit less about yourself?
- 57:44Because it's certainly worked in your near death experience.
- 57:48And is that a message for all of us to take home?
- 57:52Well, there's a lot to unpack there, but basically I think
- 57:56it's important to point out that every near death experience has
- 57:59one purpose to exist, and that is to help the soul who is
- 58:05having it to come to a deeper understanding of the nature of
- 58:08the universe, excuse me, and of their relationship to it.
- 58:14So it's fascinating when you start studying these by the
- 58:16hundreds and thousands of cases that you find a tremendous
- 58:21amount of overlap. But in my particular case, you
- 58:24basically had a neurosurgeon, somebody fascinated and deeply
- 58:29interested in the brain, mind, consciousness, nature of
- 58:32reality, but also an adoption abandonment wound.
- 58:36That's very important to my story that my birth mother was
- 58:3916 years old and unwed and I had to spend four months in a baby
- 58:42dorm before I was adopted. And that there was a, a long
- 58:47history of my life of, of what I believe was a subconscious
- 58:51question as to whether I even deserve to exist because my own
- 58:54mother left me behind. So there was this incredible
- 58:58kind of dynamic running in the background of my wondering about
- 59:02myself, and I had to take a very deep dive.
- 59:06That's why I think I was kind of gifted with this amnesia.
- 59:11It's a very I've never heard of complete amnesia in any other
- 59:15NDE. But again, Ndes are always
- 59:18tailored for the soul having them, and I came to recognize in
- 59:21the months and years after my experience that if I had kind of
- 59:26scripted it and had a standard NDE, the person I would have
- 59:29wanted to see was my adoptive father.
- 59:32He had been a combat surgeon the Second World War.
- 59:34He was the head of a neurosurgical training program,
- 59:37very scientific mind, a very deep belief in God and power of
- 59:42prayer. He'd grown up in a Presbyterian
- 59:45Church in Knoxville, TN. His own father was a general
- 59:49surgeon. But for my dad, 2 1/2 years of
- 59:51combat in the Second World War, Pacific theatre, he came
- 59:55relatively unscathed. He had, I still have at my
- 59:58bedside the little pocket Bible, New Testament and Psalms that he
- 1:00:01took with him. And I think it's one of the
- 1:00:03reasons he came back and was so intact as a human being was
- 1:00:08because of that beautiful, strong belief in God.
- 1:00:10I had to wrestle with it. As you mentioned earlier, I you
- 1:00:14know I had a dark night of the soul in the year 2000 where I
- 1:00:18found out my birth parents had gotten married.
- 1:00:22Big shock. I thought I was always looking
- 1:00:24for my birth mother. I never thought my birth father
- 1:00:26was still out there available to me.
- 1:00:28Find out birth parents got married.
- 1:00:30Not only that, they had three children.
- 1:00:32So I had a full biological family out there I'd never
- 1:00:35known. And that was a huge shock.
- 1:00:38And the problem was the laws in North Carolina about reuniting
- 1:00:43adopted kids with their birth families were very strict laws
- 1:00:47to prevent that. There were a lot of people who
- 1:00:49did not want those reunions to happen.
- 1:00:52And, you know, that was kind of the environment I was working
- 1:00:56with back in 2000 when the social worker told me all that
- 1:00:59about the, the they got married. They had three kids, but they're
- 1:01:02your youngest sister died two years ago.
- 1:01:06That was in 1998. And the social worker didn't
- 1:01:10really know all the details, but she had to kind of close the
- 1:01:13story and she knew she had to be above the law.
- 1:01:17And so she basically made-up that my birth family was still
- 1:01:22grieving the loss of that daughter.
- 1:01:24And it was therefore not a good time to come back in their
- 1:01:27lives. Now, if you read adoption
- 1:01:29literature, you'll find that if an adoptee gets another
- 1:01:33rejection from the birth mother as an adult, it can really tip
- 1:01:38him over. And it did in my case.
- 1:01:40I describe all that proof of heaven, a lot of the things that
- 1:01:43kind of came into my life after that phone call with the social
- 1:01:46worker and the rejection for my birth family.
- 1:01:49And it sent me into a dark night of the soul for the next 8 years
- 1:01:53up until my coma. Now, it was seven years later,
- 1:01:56one year before my coma, that I actually met my birth family.
- 1:02:00And that was because some sis, my adoptive sisters walking on a
- 1:02:03beach in South Carolina said, don't you think it's time you
- 1:02:07reached out to your birth family?
- 1:02:08My first response was no, because I remember how that had
- 1:02:12sent me over the edge of the Cliff in 2000.
- 1:02:15You know, the rejection from my birth mother.
- 1:02:18But it was time to try again. I wrote a letter.
- 1:02:21This time I got a positive response.
- 1:02:23October 5th, 2007, I walked down a sidewalk in Chapel Hill, NC,
- 1:02:28where I'd gone to school as an undergrad.
- 1:02:30And I hugged my birth mother for the first time in 54 years.
- 1:02:35And minutes later, I hugged my birth father.
- 1:02:37That weekend I read my I met my other brother and sister and
- 1:02:41then we have beautiful family reunions at the beach with aunts
- 1:02:44and uncles and cousins. And the amazing thing to me and
- 1:02:48all this is in proof of heaven was, you know, I grew up in a
- 1:02:51medical family, but I also had this strong interest in things
- 1:02:55like computing and aviation astronomy.
- 1:02:58I even a, you know, I flew sailplanes when I was 14.
- 1:03:02I made 348 parachute jumps in school, in college and applied
- 1:03:08to the mission specialist program to fly in the in the
- 1:03:12space shuttle in 1983. Although my adoptive father, the
- 1:03:16neurosurgeon, said you should finish your neurosurgical
- 1:03:18training before you go into NASA.
- 1:03:21And he was right. But the problem was the
- 1:03:24Challenger exploded during that interim and they that stopped
- 1:03:29spaceflight for 2 1/2 years. And that's when I finished my
- 1:03:32residency. And so I kind of gave up on the
- 1:03:35NASA thing and went, you know, into, into neurosurgery.
- 1:03:40But the bottom line is I met my birth family and they're all
- 1:03:42these pilots, Air Force, Navy of astronauts.
- 1:03:46My birth father flew more than 40,000 hours both in the
- 1:03:50military in the Navy, he was fully trained as an Air Force
- 1:03:54pilot. And then through various very
- 1:03:57bizarre circumstances, he was fully trained as a naval
- 1:04:00aviator. And so and my uncle Bob, his
- 1:04:06older brother, developed a Sidewinder missile in China
- 1:04:09Lake. And with the, So that was my
- 1:04:12biological heritage was this incredible linkage with pilots,
- 1:04:15astronomy, NASA flying to the moon.
- 1:04:18And it, it answered so much to make that connection.
- 1:04:22It was so valuable to me. And it's why I think that, you
- 1:04:26know, for adoption, it's so critical whenever possible for
- 1:04:30people to get as much information as they can about
- 1:04:32their birth origins. So.
- 1:04:34Beautiful. Does anybody have a question?
- 1:04:38I'm going to bring the mic to you.
- 1:04:45Yeah, I'm a psychiatrist and I have a lot of suicidal patients.
- 1:04:50If someone were to read your book and say, why shouldn't I go
- 1:04:52into this extra realm now? Why should I continue living?
- 1:04:57Very, very good question. In fact, sadly enough, I, I did
- 1:05:01encounter a mother who came to a course that we gave in the
- 1:05:04Bahamas and she was very loving and greatly appreciated the book
- 1:05:09Proof of Heaven because her daughter had committed suicide.
- 1:05:13But then as the story evolved, I found out that she found the
- 1:05:17book Proof of Heaven at her daughter's bedside.
- 1:05:21So your concern is extremely powerful.
- 1:05:25And, and it's, it's an argument, you know, about how we tell
- 1:05:29these stories of near death experience in this beauty, this
- 1:05:31absolute shocking beauty of the love and light of heaven.
- 1:05:35But this is where it's, it's so important to stress that our
- 1:05:39kind of conventional religious models of birth to death and
- 1:05:44then, you know, the afterlife, heaven, hell, what have you,
- 1:05:50they're not the full picture. That's why the reincarnation
- 1:05:53story is absolutely critical because our soul work is
- 1:05:58necessary and we need to live these lives to do that.
- 1:06:03One other point I'd like to make about suicide, and this comes
- 1:06:07from conversation with a very close friend of mine, Doctor
- 1:06:10Raymond Moody. He's the one who wrote, you
- 1:06:14know, Life Afterlife in 1975 with it introduced the modern
- 1:06:18world to near death experiences. And he said the one thing that
- 1:06:22he can say with pretty much 100% assurance is in his experience
- 1:06:28of all these cases, thousands and thousands of people he's
- 1:06:32talked with about these experiences, families, etcetera,
- 1:06:35including a lot of people where suicide was the the thing.
- 1:06:40He says that if somebody attempts suicide and fails, if
- 1:06:46they have any of the elements of a near death experience during
- 1:06:50that attempt, they never try to commit suicide again.
- 1:06:54If they attempt suicide and fail but do not have elements of an
- 1:06:59NDE, they have about an 80% chance of trying to commit
- 1:07:03suicide again. And his point was both cases,
- 1:07:08whether you commit suicide and fail or you commit suicide and
- 1:07:11go on to that afterlife, involve the same recognition of all the
- 1:07:17love that they were unaware of that was present for them in
- 1:07:20this lifetime. And you often hear stories of
- 1:07:23people, for example, that jump off the Golden Gate Bridge and
- 1:07:27as soon as they're falling away, they go, uh, oh, this is not
- 1:07:30right. You know, they realize they've
- 1:07:32made a mistake. And that's exactly what happens
- 1:07:35in these cases of people either having an NDE or not with
- 1:07:39attempted suicide. But very important to point out
- 1:07:43that that all of them who attempt suicide, we would assume
- 1:07:47according to Raymond Moody's findings and logic, have the
- 1:07:50same kind of experience of coming to an acknowledgement of
- 1:07:54that beautiful love and connection that they actually
- 1:07:57had, but for whatever reasons did not recognize why they were
- 1:08:01here on earth it. Seems pretty remarkable that
- 1:08:03there was a component of a near death experience that is sort of
- 1:08:08objective in memory, but there's an emotional valence that's
- 1:08:11linked to it. You know the hippocampus
- 1:08:14portends memory. More basic areas, you know, may
- 1:08:18modulate emotion. Do you think?
- 1:08:21People who are wired differently who experienced near like with
- 1:08:25the suicides who experienced a near death experience with that
- 1:08:28emotional component as opposed to people who somehow have the
- 1:08:32same physiologic insult but don't have that near death
- 1:08:36experience. Well, I, I think people are
- 1:08:37definitely wired differently enough so that you're probably
- 1:08:42talking about something that's a, a real quality of kind of
- 1:08:46differentiation of, of these experiences.
- 1:08:49But I think there's also a, a deeper kind of reason why some
- 1:08:55people, you know, 20% of cardiac arrest patients come back
- 1:08:58remembering a, a powerful experience of kind of ascending,
- 1:09:02traveling to another realm, an altered reality, this beautiful
- 1:09:06sense of this God force, these life reviews, this richness of,
- 1:09:11of kind of experience when you're not limited by the river
- 1:09:14of earth time. But the interesting thing is
- 1:09:19that I believe that whether I think that most people probably
- 1:09:22have the experience. But again, I get back to that
- 1:09:26notion of programmed forgetting that I mentioned a little while
- 1:09:28ago that I think for whatever reasons that I don't yet
- 1:09:32understand, some people are not ready to bring that kind of
- 1:09:36knowledge back to this world. And in fact, I know of many
- 1:09:39cases of people who, for example, have a, a, a, a
- 1:09:43physiologic challenge and a near death experience as a child.
- 1:09:48And they come back and they may not report anything and then say
- 1:09:5220 years later, they'll have another NDE.
- 1:09:55And when they go into that, they're actually able to bring
- 1:10:00back memories of what actually happened during the first NDE.
- 1:10:05But for whatever reason, in their soul journey, they were
- 1:10:08not ready to bring that information back.
- 1:10:11So we, we would like to think that our, our memory and, and
- 1:10:14kind of our soul journey into these spiritual realms, that all
- 1:10:17the information will be available to us.
- 1:10:20But for whatever reason, some of it is not something we're ready
- 1:10:25for at a given time. And I'll also say that it, it's
- 1:10:28not just a future NDE that would allow that memory of, of events
- 1:10:33of a past near death experience that we're not recalled
- 1:10:36immediately after that experience.
- 1:10:38They can also be recalled through hypnotic regression,
- 1:10:42through meditation of their other modes of kind of going
- 1:10:46into a deep meditative space, kind of a spiritual process of
- 1:10:50prayer meditation that allows us to recover a lot of those kind
- 1:10:55of memories. But it really has to do with
- 1:10:57soul growth and what we're ready for and the information that'll
- 1:11:01service best in that kind of growth.
- 1:11:05Thank you, doctor Alexander, I, I read your book about a year
- 1:11:07and a half ago and thanks to the breadth recommendation.
- 1:11:10And I will say it changed my whole perspective on life.
- 1:11:12So I'm truly grateful for you. Thank you.
- 1:11:15So you've touched upon consciousness, obviously,
- 1:11:20artificial intelligence, quantum physics, entanglement.
- 1:11:25Tell us how psychedelics play into this.
- 1:11:31A wonderful question. I cannot tell you how grateful I
- 1:11:34am that a lot of our laws against these drugs and
- 1:11:39especially laws against any kind of research in psychedelics, it
- 1:11:44has now been relaxed. I I credit to many people for
- 1:11:47that, especially I would note Roland Griffiths, who is an
- 1:11:51investigator Johns Hopkins University, who did some
- 1:11:54incredibly good work with psychedelics.
- 1:11:57From my perspective, one of the most important things he did was
- 1:12:00a set of pilot studies taking people with severe addictions,
- 1:12:04alcohol, drug addictions, what have you, and also a population
- 1:12:08of people with a debilitating fear of death and terminal
- 1:12:11cancer patients. Those are all ego issues and
- 1:12:15these, these, the fact that it's kind of ego derived is very
- 1:12:21important because we're not our ego.
- 1:12:24We're not that voice in our head.
- 1:12:26We're that kind of higher soul. That's what we're trying to
- 1:12:28point out here. And what he showed is that a
- 1:12:31single dose of psilocybin in those patients, magic mushrooms
- 1:12:37would create a very powerful beneficial effect to alleviate
- 1:12:41their addiction or their fear of death.
- 1:12:44And that you test them a year later and 80% of those patients
- 1:12:49still had a a tremendous benefit.
- 1:12:52I believe that what the psychedelics do is they help to
- 1:12:55dissolve the default mode network, take us out of our ego
- 1:12:59mind and and start enlarging our kind of connection with that
- 1:13:03primordial mind, what I often call higher soul.
- 1:13:06But our higher soul, our very language conspires to kind of
- 1:13:10fool us about what it is because it, it's actually interconnected
- 1:13:14with that God mind in a very profound way.
- 1:13:17And I would say that the psychedelic serves as a catalyst
- 1:13:20that allows us to transcend the demands of the ego and start to
- 1:13:25kind of mature into that higher soul that is truly who we are.
- 1:13:29I love how Michael Singer, in his book The Untethered Soul, he
- 1:13:33calls the voice in your head your annoying roommate.
- 1:13:37That's a very important statement because many of us
- 1:13:40identify with a little voice in the head, and yet ultimately,
- 1:13:44that's not who we are. And the other important thing to
- 1:13:48say about psychedelic research has to do with neuroimaging, the
- 1:13:53fact that we use functional MRI, Magneto encephalography, to get
- 1:13:57a really good look at the brain and neural networks and neural
- 1:14:01activity. And what was shown in a paper by
- 1:14:04Robin Carhartt Harris from Imperial College London in 2012,
- 1:14:10was that the brain on those substances, anybody's ever
- 1:14:13taking those serotonin 2A type psychedelics, LSD, DMT,
- 1:14:18psilocybin, would think their brain is lighting up like a
- 1:14:22Christmas tree. In fact, the brain is going
- 1:14:25dark. You will not find a single
- 1:14:27neuron or neuronal node that's increasing in activity.
- 1:14:31That's actually one of the major kind of points of Dan Brown's
- 1:14:35new book Secret of Secrets, which is a fictional work he
- 1:14:38spent eight years researching. But all the science that he
- 1:14:42mentions in that book and where he ends up arguing for the
- 1:14:45reality of a unified primordial consciousness, that science is
- 1:14:51all that we what we covered in our book in 2017, living in a
- 1:14:55mindful universe, the one that's those bookmarks are out there
- 1:14:58all about. So the science is very real and
- 1:15:04the these imaging studies were very confounding to materialist
- 1:15:09neuroscientist who wanted to find something in the brain they
- 1:15:12could trace. But the entire brain was turning
- 1:15:14off. And you know, initially they
- 1:15:17thought, well, that's an anomaly of psilocybin.
- 1:15:20So they started looking at other similar psychedelics that are
- 1:15:24generally more powerful like LSD and DMT, dimethyltryptamine,
- 1:15:32lysergic acid, diethylamide, and the same story.
- 1:15:37You're not going to find the answers looking at the brain
- 1:15:40expecting an increase in activity of neurons to tell you
- 1:15:43about that phenomenal experience.
- 1:15:45You have to dig deeper, and that deeper dig is into the spiritual
- 1:15:50realm and a deeper understanding of our spiritual realities.
- 1:15:53But psychedelics have have been very kind of illuminative about
- 1:15:59that reality. The other thing I will point out
- 1:16:02is I'm a tremendous fan of meditation.
- 1:16:06And I believe that meditation is a far better way for people to
- 1:16:10get in touch with that kind of primordial mind and higher soul
- 1:16:14than psychedelics. But that's not to say a
- 1:16:17psychedelic experience cannot be an incredibly powerful and
- 1:16:21valuable of kind of touchstone in someone's soul journey.
- 1:16:25I mean, I was blessed with a case of severe bacterial
- 1:16:29encephalitis that sent me in a deep coma for a week and should
- 1:16:33have killed me. But in looking back on my life,
- 1:16:35it's one of the greatest things that happened to me.
- 1:16:38And it was because of the lessons that I gleaned from
- 1:16:41that. And I think psychedelics can
- 1:16:43provide a very important kind of touchstone for many spiritual
- 1:16:48seekers. But one thing that does sad me
- 1:16:50is on our travels, Karen and I sometimes encounter people who
- 1:16:56basically are using ayahuasca or some other substance like that
- 1:17:01repeatedly, many, many times. And when I talk to them about
- 1:17:06the experiences, it's not apparent to me that they're
- 1:17:08really getting tremendous spiritual growth from it.
- 1:17:13That's where I focus on Roland Griffith's work, where that
- 1:17:16single dose of psilocybin was enough to cause 80% of his
- 1:17:23patients to have tremendous benefit and alleviation of ego
- 1:17:26disorders like addiction and fear of death.
- 1:17:29So very important to note that they're not to be used as a
- 1:17:33continual substance. I think that is potentially
- 1:17:36dangerous, and that's why I argue for meditation, because in
- 1:17:41meditation the very same thing has been shown.
- 1:17:44The default mode network dissolves.
- 1:17:46You find the whole brain relaxing and getting out of the
- 1:17:49way, and it's because the brain is a transceiver that connects
- 1:17:54us with consciousness, with that information field of the mind of
- 1:17:58the universe. But it is not the the ultimate
- 1:18:02source of conscious awareness and it's not the ultimate source
- 1:18:06or repository of memories. Thank you so much for coming and
- 1:18:10sharing with us tonight. And thanks to Jamin too, for
- 1:18:13putting this on. You mentioned NASA earlier.
- 1:18:17I wonder if you had any action or interaction with Doctor Tom
- 1:18:22Campbell, NASA physicist and his dealings with consciousness.
- 1:18:27Well, I, I know of his work. We've communicated by e-mail.
- 1:18:31He wrote a book called My Big Toe, and that book is an
- 1:18:34amazingly insightful book about a lot of the science, a lot of
- 1:18:39the kind of emerging reality of this notion of the one mind and
- 1:18:42brain and filter. I think Tom Campbell is a
- 1:18:45brilliant contributor to all of this work and I'm very grateful
- 1:18:49that he's done so. So thanks for bringing up his
- 1:18:53his name and his book. My big toe and toe there means
- 1:18:57theory of everything. Well, what, what an evening.
- 1:19:01Thank you all so, so much for showing up.
- 1:19:04Thank you all. God bless you all.
- 1:19:07Thank you so much, Evan. We also, we, we did record this,
- 1:19:12so we'll share it with with all of you.
- 1:19:15That'll come out probably in about a week or two.
- 1:19:18And yeah, thanks again.