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Julia Haart from My Unorthodox Life: From Divorce Court to Catwalks—Reinventing Life After 50 With Power and Fearlessness · The Iconic Midlife with Roxy Manning

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Every
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single
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day,
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I
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get
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yelled
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at
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for
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my
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clothes.
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I
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don't
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listen
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to
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them.
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I
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still
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wear
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the
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mini
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things
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I
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can
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and
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the
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most
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low
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cut
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things.
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Boobs
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out.
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Proud.
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An
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actual
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boyfriend
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or
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girlfriend.
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They
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have
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to
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come
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to
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family
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day.
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And
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then
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everybody
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votes.
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Wow,
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a
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vote.
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Okay.
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You
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know,
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most
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of
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them
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have
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never
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been
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broken
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up
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with,
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so
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it's
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kind
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of
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fun
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doing
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all
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the
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breaking
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up.
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And
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you
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did
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what
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you
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had
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to
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do.
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Didn't
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let
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the
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fear
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stop
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you.
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I
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was
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supposed
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to
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have
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a
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life
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that
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was
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this
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small
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and
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I
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wanted
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a
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life
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that
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was
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this
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big.
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So
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looking
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back
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at
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that
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25
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year
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old,
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what
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would
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you
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tell
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her
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now?
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Run.
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Run,
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bitch,
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run.
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Do
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you
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think
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you'll
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ever
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get
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to
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a
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point
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where
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you
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forgive
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him?
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In
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a
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way.
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Truth
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has
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power.
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Truth
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wins.
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To
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my
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friends,
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my
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family,
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and
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meditation.
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I
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would
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not
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be
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here
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if
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not
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for
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those
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three
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things.
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I
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think
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we
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need
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another
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TV
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show.
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I
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think
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we
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need
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like
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your
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reinvention.
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Let
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me
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first
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get
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out
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of
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this
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divorce
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and
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then
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we'll
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see.
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I'm
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already
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like
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calling
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Netflix.
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I'm
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like,
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let's
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get
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this
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going.
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Let's
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get
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this
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going.
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What
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happens
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when
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you
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decide
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to
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blow
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up
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the
1:07
rule
1:07
book
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and
1:08
rewrite
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your
1:09
entire
1:09
life
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on
1:10
your
1:10
own
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terms?
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Today
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I'm
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sitting
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down
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with
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Julia
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Hart.
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Yes,
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that
1:15
Julia
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Hart.
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The
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woman
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who
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went
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from
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a
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strict
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ultra
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orthodox
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community
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to
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a
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building
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a
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global
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fashion
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empire,
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starring
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in
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a
1:23
hit
1:24
Netflix
1:24
series
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and
1:25
refusing
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to
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apologize
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for
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any
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of
1:27
it.
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We're
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diving
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into
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reinvention
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at
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any
1:30
age.
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Owning
1:31
your
1:31
power
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when
1:32
everyone
1:32
doubts
1:33
you,
1:33
and
1:34
creating
1:34
a
1:34
midlife
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that's
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anything
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but
1:35
quiet.
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If
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you've
1:37
ever
1:37
wondered
1:38
what
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it
1:38
really
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takes
1:38
to
1:39
start
1:39
over
1:39
and
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build
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an
1:40
iconic
1:41
second
1:41
act,
1:42
this
1:42
episode
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will
1:43
have
1:43
you
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questioning
1:44
everything
1:45
you
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thought
1:45
you
1:45
knew
1:46
about
1:46
midlife.
1:48
Welcome
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to
1:49
the
1:49
iconic
1:49
midlife.
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How's
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your
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day
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going
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so
1:52
far?
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Wonderful.
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Good.
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You've.
1:56
You've
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been
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busy.
1:57
I've
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been
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watching
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you
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on
1:58
Instagram
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and
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doing
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all
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the
2:00
things.
2:01
What's,
2:02
what's
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kind
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of
2:02
lighting
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your
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fire
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right
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now?
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Freedom.
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I
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am
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almost
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divorced.
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I.
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I
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think
2:10
unless
2:10
we,
2:11
if
2:11
we
2:11
manage
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to
2:12
keep
2:12
it
2:12
within
2:12
the
2:13
time
2:13
frame,
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my
2:15
last
2:15
appearance
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in
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divorce
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court
2:17
should
2:17
be
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September
2:18
12th.
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So,
2:21
you
2:22
know,
2:22
hopefully,
2:23
you
2:23
know,
2:23
the
2:24
judge,
2:24
you
2:24
know,
2:25
then
2:25
has
2:25
to
2:25
issue
2:25
the
2:26
written
2:26
decision,
2:26
but
2:27
that
2:27
generally
2:27
happens
2:27
within,
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I
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think
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60
2:28
days
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is
2:29
the
2:29
timeline.
2:30
So
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somewhere
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between
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September
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and
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November,
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I'm
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going
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to
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be
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a
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free
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woman.
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Okay,
2:37
what
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is
2:38
the
2:38
first
2:38
thing
2:38
you
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are
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going
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to
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do
2:39
when
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you
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step
2:40
out
2:40
of
2:40
court
2:41
that
2:41
day
2:41
or
2:41
when
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you
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hear
2:42
the
2:42
final
2:42
final
2:43
of
2:43
everything?
2:44
What
2:44
is
2:44
this
2:45
I'll
2:45
be
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screaming
2:46
like
2:46
a
2:46
banshee,
2:47
jumping
2:47
up
2:47
and
2:47
down,
2:48
so
2:48
excited
2:48
with
2:49
everything
2:50
that
2:50
I've
2:50
won
2:50
and
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that
2:51
justice
2:51
has
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been
2:52
served
2:52
and
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that
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finally,
2:54
after
2:54
all
2:55
these
2:55
years
2:55
of
2:55
fighting,
2:56
the
2:56
world
2:56
actually
2:56
knows,
2:57
you
2:57
know,
2:57
what
2:58
a
2:58
criminal
2:58
this
2:58
guy
2:59
is.
2:59
And,
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you
3:00
know,
3:01
just
3:01
what
3:01
was
3:01
done
3:01
to
3:02
me
3:02
and
3:02
how
3:02
much
3:02
was
3:03
taken
3:03
out
3:04
of
3:04
the
3:04
companies
3:05
and
3:05
all
3:05
of
3:05
that.
3:05
So
3:06
I'm
3:06
very.
3:07
It's
3:07
not
3:07
just
3:08
freedom,
3:08
it's
3:08
freedom.
3:09
It's
3:09
vindication,
3:10
it's
3:10
justice.
3:11
It's
3:12
truth
3:12
winning
3:13
over
3:13
lies.
3:13
I
3:14
mean,
3:14
it's
3:14
a
3:14
big
3:15
deal.
3:16
And
3:16
I
3:16
think,
3:17
you
3:18
know,
3:18
not
3:18
to
3:18
be
3:20
speaking
3:20
on
3:20
behalf
3:21
of
3:21
other
3:21
women,
3:22
but
3:22
I
3:22
do.
3:22
You
3:23
know,
3:23
so
3:23
many
3:23
women
3:23
have
3:24
come
3:24
over
3:24
to
3:24
me
3:24
saying,
3:25
we're
3:25
in
3:25
the
3:26
middle
3:26
of
3:26
nasty
3:26
divorce.
3:27
We're
3:27
like.
3:28
Mine
3:28
may
3:28
be
3:28
very
3:29
public
3:29
and
3:29
a
3:30
bit
3:30
outrageous
3:30
in
3:31
the
3:31
sense
3:31
that,
3:31
you
3:31
know,
3:32
three
3:32
and
3:32
a
3:32
half
3:32
years
3:32
ago,
3:32
Silvio
3:33
accused
3:33
me
3:33
of
3:33
everything.
3:34
I
3:35
think
3:35
I've
3:35
got
3:35
accused
3:35
of
3:35
everything.
3:36
But
3:36
witchcraft,
3:37
like
3:37
anything
3:37
that's
3:38
ever
3:38
been
3:38
thrown
3:38
at
3:38
a
3:38
woman.
3:39
Con
3:40
artist,
3:40
seductress.
3:41
I
3:41
didn't
3:41
even
3:42
know
3:42
that
3:42
was
3:42
still
3:42
a
3:42
thing
3:45
I
3:45
was.
3:45
He
3:46
accused
3:46
me
3:46
of
3:46
misappropriating
3:47
funds,
3:47
stealing
3:48
from
3:48
the
3:48
company,
3:49
stealing
3:49
the
3:50
car
3:50
that
3:50
I
3:50
actually
3:50
paid
3:51
for
3:51
with
3:51
my
3:51
own
3:51
premarital
3:52
money.
3:52
I
3:52
mean,
3:52
it
3:53
was
3:53
very
3:53
crazy.
3:54
And
3:54
now
3:55
here
3:55
we
3:55
are,
3:55
there's
3:55
two
3:56
arrest
3:56
warrants
3:56
out
3:57
for
3:57
him.
3:58
Hopefully
3:58
there
3:58
will
3:58
be
3:58
a
3:59
third
3:59
soon.
4:01
You
4:02
know,
4:02
he's
4:02
fled
4:02
the
4:03
country.
4:03
His
4:03
passport
4:04
has
4:04
been
4:04
taken
4:04
away,
4:05
his
4:05
license
4:05
has
4:06
been
4:06
revoked.
4:07
If
4:07
he
4:07
tries
4:08
to
4:08
enter
4:08
the
4:08
country,
4:08
he'd
4:09
be
4:09
arrested,
4:09
I
4:09
guess,
4:10
at
4:10
customs.
4:12
You
4:12
know,
4:13
the
4:13
world
4:13
knows
4:13
that
4:14
he's
4:14
the
4:14
bad
4:14
guy.
4:14
And
4:15
that
4:15
means
4:15
a
4:15
lot
4:15
to
4:16
me
4:16
because
4:17
for
4:17
a
4:18
while
4:18
there,
4:18
it
4:18
was
4:18
pretty
4:19
ugly.
4:20
And
4:20
I
4:21
like
4:21
when
4:21
truth
4:21
wins.
4:22
I
4:22
like
4:22
when
4:22
justice
4:23
wins.
4:23
And
4:23
I
4:23
think
4:23
for
4:24
a
4:24
lot
4:24
of
4:24
women,
4:25
seeing
4:26
that
4:27
you
4:27
can
4:27
win,
4:29
seeing
4:29
that
4:29
you
4:30
can
4:32
come
4:32
out
4:33
better
4:34
if
4:34
you
4:34
stay
4:35
and
4:35
fight.
4:36
And
4:36
it
4:36
is
4:37
very
4:37
difficult.
4:38
And
4:38
it's
4:38
certainly.
4:39
They
4:39
don't
4:40
make
4:40
it
4:40
easy
4:40
for
4:40
you
4:41
as
4:41
a
4:41
woman.
4:42
No
4:42
doubt.
4:43
I
4:43
don't
4:44
think
4:44
any
4:44
of
4:44
this
4:44
would
4:44
have
4:44
happened
4:45
if
4:45
I
4:45
had
4:45
with
4:45
a
4:45
guy,
4:46
but
4:47
it's
4:47
okay.
4:48
So
4:48
I
4:49
think
4:49
my
4:49
win
4:49
is
4:49
not
4:50
just
4:50
a
4:50
win
4:50
for
4:50
me.
4:51
I
4:51
think
4:51
it
4:52
has
4:52
already.
4:53
You
4:53
know,
4:53
the
4:53
part
4:53
that
4:53
I've
4:54
already
4:54
won
4:54
has
4:54
inspired
4:55
so
4:56
many
4:56
women.
4:56
You
4:57
know,
4:57
I
4:57
get
4:57
messages
4:57
all
4:58
the
4:58
time
4:58
and
4:58
DMs,
4:59
like,
4:59
I
4:59
was
4:59
going
4:59
to
4:59
give
5:00
up.
5:00
You
5:01
know,
5:01
I
5:01
was
5:01
about
5:01
to
5:02
give
5:02
my
5:02
husband
5:02
everything
5:02
he
5:03
asked
5:03
for.
5:04
You've
5:04
given
5:04
me
5:04
courage
5:05
and
5:05
faith
5:05
to
5:05
keep
5:05
fighting.
5:06
So
5:07
hopefully
5:07
when
5:07
the
5:07
big
5:08
win
5:08
happens,
5:09
that
5:09
will
5:09
really
5:09
inspire
5:10
other
5:10
women.
5:10
To
5:11
keep
5:11
fighting,
5:11
to
5:12
stand
5:12
their
5:12
ground.
5:13
They
5:13
know
5:13
that
5:14
what
5:14
they're
5:14
saying
5:14
is
5:15
true.
5:15
Truth
5:16
has
5:16
power.
5:17
Truth
5:18
wins.
5:20
So,
5:20
yeah,
5:21
that's
5:21
what
5:21
I'm
5:22
really
5:22
ecstatically
5:24
excited
5:24
about.
5:25
I
5:25
want
5:25
to
5:25
be
5:26
free.
5:28
Freedom.
5:28
I
5:28
think
5:29
you
5:29
are
5:29
very
5:30
due
5:30
for
5:30
a
5:31
freedom
5:31
party,
5:31
like,
5:32
at
5:32
the
5:32
end
5:32
of
5:32
all
5:32
this.
5:33
Oh,
5:33
my
5:34
God,
5:34
you
5:34
know
5:34
what
5:34
I'm
5:34
going
5:34
to
5:35
do?
5:35
I've
5:35
been
5:35
talking
5:35
about
5:35
this
5:36
now
5:36
for
5:36
literally
5:36
three
5:37
years.
5:38
This
5:38
is
5:38
because
5:39
I
5:39
didn't
5:39
think
5:39
it
5:39
was
5:39
going
5:39
to
5:40
take
5:40
this
5:40
long,
5:40
obviously,
5:41
because,
5:41
I
5:41
mean,
5:41
I
5:42
thought
5:42
people
5:42
would
5:42
see
5:42
through
5:43
it
5:43
immediately.
5:44
You
5:44
know,
5:44
when
5:44
the
5:45
first
5:45
thing
5:45
started
5:45
and
5:45
he
5:46
was
5:46
making
5:46
all
5:46
these
5:47
accusations
5:47
like,
5:47
no
5:47
one's
5:48
going
5:48
to
5:48
believe
5:48
this.
5:48
I
5:49
mean,
5:49
there's
5:49
a
5:50
bajillion
5:50
documents
5:51
that
5:51
show
5:52
everything
5:52
I've
5:53
done
5:53
didn't
5:54
seem
5:54
to
5:54
matter.
5:54
Four
5:55
men
5:55
against
5:56
one
5:56
woman.
5:57
I
5:57
didn't
5:57
stand
5:58
a
5:58
chance,
5:59
of
5:59
course,
6:00
until
6:00
the
6:01
documents
6:01
were
6:01
ready.
6:02
But
6:02
you
6:02
see,
6:02
look,
6:02
it
6:02
took
6:03
three
6:03
years
6:04
for
6:04
discovery.
6:05
Three
6:05
years.
6:05
You
6:06
have
6:06
to
6:06
survive
6:06
those
6:07
three
6:07
years.
6:07
You
6:07
have
6:08
to
6:08
make
6:08
it
6:08
through
6:08
those
6:09
three
6:09
years.
6:11
So,
6:12
you
6:12
know,
6:13
standing
6:13
here
6:14
today
6:15
at
6:16
the
6:16
cusp
6:16
of
6:17
freedom
6:18
feels
6:18
really
6:18
good.
6:20
Oh,
6:20
so
6:21
my
6:21
party
6:21
that
6:21
I
6:21
forgot,
6:22
I
6:22
got
6:22
on
6:22
track.
6:23
So
6:23
I've
6:24
been
6:24
talking
6:24
about
6:24
celebrating
6:25
this
6:25
for
6:25
a
6:25
really
6:26
long
6:26
time.
6:28
I
6:28
went.
6:28
So,
6:29
you
6:29
know,
6:30
my
6:30
pop
6:30
culture
6:31
knowledge
6:31
is
6:32
growing,
6:33
but
6:33
still
6:33
not
6:33
perfect.
6:35
And
6:36
so
6:37
I
6:37
went
6:37
to
6:37
this
6:37
exhibit
6:38
a
6:38
few
6:38
years
6:38
ago
6:39
at
6:40
the
6:40
Brooklyn
6:40
museum
6:41
about
6:41
Studio
6:41
54.
6:42
And
6:43
I'd
6:43
never
6:43
heard
6:43
of
6:43
Studio
6:44
54.
6:44
I
6:44
didn't
6:44
know
6:44
what
6:44
Studio
6:45
54
6:45
was.
6:46
How
6:46
would
6:46
I
6:46
would
6:46
live
6:46
in
6:47
Muncie,
6:47
right?
6:48
So
6:49
when
6:49
I
6:49
first
6:49
saw
6:50
it
6:50
and
6:50
the
6:50
way
6:50
that
6:51
it
6:51
was
6:51
portrayed
6:51
in
6:51
the
6:52
Brooklyn
6:52
Museum
6:53
was
6:53
this
6:54
celebration
6:55
of
6:56
individuality
6:58
and
6:59
laissez
6:59
faire,
7:00
right?
7:00
Where
7:01
people
7:01
don't
7:02
judge.
7:03
People
7:03
don't
7:04
judge
7:04
each
7:04
other.
7:05
People
7:05
come
7:05
as
7:06
they
7:06
truly
7:06
are.
7:07
And
7:07
there
7:08
is
7:08
this.
7:08
And
7:08
I'm
7:09
sure
7:09
there
7:09
was
7:09
a
7:09
lot
7:09
of
7:09
bad
7:09
things
7:10
that
7:10
went
7:10
on
7:10
there.
7:11
I
7:12
know
7:13
I
7:14
was
7:14
presented
7:14
with
7:14
a
7:14
very
7:15
idealized
7:17
version
7:17
of
7:17
Studio
7:18
54.
7:18
Like,
7:18
I
7:18
know
7:18
there
7:19
was
7:19
drug
7:19
and
7:19
all
7:19
that
7:19
stuff
7:20
that.
7:20
But
7:21
from
7:21
this
7:22
perspective
7:22
of,
7:23
you
7:23
know,
7:23
come
7:24
as
7:24
you
7:24
are,
7:24
anything
7:25
goes,
7:26
be
7:27
yourself.
7:27
I
7:28
love
7:28
that
7:28
idea.
7:29
I
7:29
am
7:29
54.
7:31
So
7:31
I
7:31
decided
7:32
for
7:32
my
7:32
freedom
7:33
party,
7:33
I'm
7:33
going
7:34
to
7:34
recreate
7:34
Studio
7:35
54.
7:37
How
7:38
fun.
7:38
There's
7:39
actually
7:39
two
7:39
living
7:40
singers
7:41
that
7:41
I
7:41
know
7:41
of
7:42
who
7:42
performed
7:43
in
7:43
Studio
7:44
54
7:44
who
7:45
are
7:45
still
7:45
performing
7:46
today.
7:47
And
7:47
hopefully,
7:47
once
7:47
this
7:48
is
7:48
done,
7:48
I
7:48
will
7:48
convince
7:49
one
7:49
of
7:49
them
7:49
to
7:49
come
7:50
and
7:50
sing
7:51
and
7:51
perform
7:52
at
7:52
our
7:52
Studio
7:53
54
7:53
party.
7:54
And
7:54
it's
7:54
just
7:54
going
7:54
to
7:55
be
7:55
this
7:55
big
7:55
freedom
7:55
party.
7:56
God,
7:57
that
7:57
is
7:57
so
7:57
well
7:57
done.
7:58
Yes,
7:59
that's
7:59
the
8:00
plan.
8:01
That
8:01
is
8:01
the
8:01
plan.
8:01
That
8:02
is
8:02
like
8:02
the
8:02
goal
8:03
of
8:03
this
8:03
whole.
8:04
The
8:04
end
8:04
of
8:04
all
8:05
of
8:05
this.
8:05
But
8:06
when
8:06
you're
8:06
kind
8:06
of
8:06
in
8:06
the
8:07
thick
8:07
of
8:07
this,
8:07
because
8:07
I
8:08
know
8:08
a
8:08
lot
8:08
of
8:08
especially
8:09
midlife
8:09
women
8:09
are
8:10
going
8:10
through
8:10
divorces,
8:11
some
8:11
contentious.
8:13
All
8:13
these
8:13
crazy
8:14
things.
8:14
How
8:15
are
8:15
you
8:15
getting
8:15
through
8:16
this?
8:16
When
8:16
you
8:17
know
8:17
the
8:17
truth,
8:18
like
8:18
you,
8:18
you
8:18
inside
8:19
know
8:19
that,
8:20
but
8:20
no
8:20
one
8:20
else
8:20
does,
8:21
like
8:21
you
8:21
feel
8:21
like
8:21
nobody
8:22
else.
8:22
So
8:22
how
8:23
do
8:23
you
8:23
get
8:23
through
8:23
that?
8:24
It's
8:24
so
8:25
crazy.
8:25
I,
8:26
it's
8:27
such
8:27
a
8:27
good
8:27
question
8:27
because
8:28
I
8:28
think
8:28
people
8:28
don't,
8:29
you
8:29
know,
8:29
when
8:29
you're
8:30
outside
8:30
of
8:30
it,
8:30
of
8:30
course
8:30
you
8:31
don't
8:31
feeling
8:31
the
8:31
same
8:32
thing
8:32
that
8:32
the
8:32
person
8:32
who's
8:33
going
8:33
through
8:33
the
8:33
experience
8:34
feels.
8:35
But
8:37
that
8:38
feeling
8:39
that
8:40
you
8:40
know
8:40
you're
8:40
speaking
8:41
the
8:41
truth
8:41
and
8:42
you
8:42
know
8:42
you
8:42
have
8:43
mountains
8:43
of
8:43
evidence
8:44
to
8:44
back
8:44
it
8:44
up
8:45
and
8:45
nobody
8:46
listens
8:47
and
8:47
nobody
8:48
believes
8:48
you
8:48
and
8:49
no
8:49
one
8:49
hears
8:50
it
8:50
because
8:50
you're
8:50
the
8:50
woman
8:51
and
8:51
you're.
8:52
And
8:52
the
8:52
man
8:53
over
8:53
there
8:53
has
8:53
his
8:54
three
8:54
buddies
8:55
saying,
8:55
oh
8:55
yes,
8:56
he's
8:56
telling
8:56
the
8:56
truth.
8:57
Four
8:57
men
8:57
against
8:58
one
8:58
woman.
8:59
I
8:59
mean,
8:59
it's
9:00
not
9:00
a
9:00
fair
9:00
fight,
9:00
right?
9:01
And
9:02
it's
9:02
so
9:02
painful.
9:03
And
9:03
you
9:03
feel
9:03
like
9:04
everything
9:05
I've
9:05
been
9:05
through
9:05
and
9:05
I
9:05
fought
9:06
so
9:06
hard
9:06
and
9:06
no
9:07
one
9:07
gave
9:07
me
9:07
anything.
9:08
Let's
9:08
just
9:08
be
9:09
honest
9:09
here.
9:09
I
9:09
walked
9:09
out
9:10
of
9:10
community.
9:10
I
9:10
didn't
9:10
have
9:11
a
9:11
degree,
9:11
I
9:11
didn't
9:12
have
9:12
any
9:12
friends,
9:12
I
9:13
didn't
9:13
know
9:13
anyone.
9:14
I
9:14
built
9:15
myself
9:16
and
9:16
my
9:16
businesses
9:18
with
9:18
zero,
9:19
literally
9:20
zero.
9:21
I
9:22
started
9:22
as
9:22
a
9:22
non
9:23
human
9:23
entity
9:24
in
9:24
the
9:24
21st
9:25
century.
9:25
No
9:26
one
9:26
had
9:26
ever
9:26
heard
9:26
of
9:27
me.
9:28
And
9:29
everything
9:29
I
9:30
built
9:31
in
9:31
11
9:31
years,
9:31
I
9:32
built
9:32
within.
9:33
From
9:33
2019
9:34
to
9:34
2022,
9:34
I
9:34
built
9:35
a
9:35
billion
9:35
dollar
9:36
business.
9:36
And
9:36
that's
9:36
not
9:37
really
9:37
a
9:37
hard
9:37
saying
9:37
it.
9:38
There
9:38
was
9:38
a
9:38
bank
9:38
who
9:38
said
9:38
this
9:39
is
9:39
a
9:39
billion
9:39
dollar
9:39
business.
9:40
We
9:40
had
9:40
an
9:40
offer
9:41
at
9:41
500
9:41
million.
9:42
Like
9:42
these
9:42
are
9:42
facts,
9:43
right?
9:44
So
9:45
I've
9:45
done
9:45
all
9:45
of
9:45
that
9:45
and
9:46
accomplished
9:46
all
9:47
of
9:47
that
9:47
and
9:47
just
9:47
have
9:47
a
9:48
man
9:48
saying
9:49
shopping.
9:51
And
9:51
that's
9:51
all
9:51
it
9:51
took.
9:52
That's
9:52
all
9:53
it
9:53
took.
9:53
God.
9:55
I
9:55
mean
9:56
it,
9:56
you
9:56
know,
9:57
it
9:57
could
9:57
have
9:57
killed
9:58
me.
9:58
And
9:58
I,
9:58
And
9:58
I
9:59
know
9:59
for
9:59
a
9:59
fact
10:00
that
10:00
he
10:00
thought
10:00
it
10:00
would,
10:00
right?
10:01
He,
10:02
our
10:02
first
10:02
whistleblower
10:03
that
10:03
came
10:03
forward,
10:04
she
10:04
told
10:05
us
10:05
that
10:05
he
10:06
and
10:06
his,
10:07
you
10:07
know,
10:08
little
10:08
co
10:09
conspirator
10:09
group
10:09
would
10:10
sit
10:10
there
10:11
talking
10:12
about
10:12
how
10:12
is
10:13
she
10:13
still
10:13
doing
10:13
it,
10:13
how
10:14
is
10:14
she
10:14
still
10:14
alive?
10:15
How
10:15
is
10:15
she
10:15
surviving?
10:16
We
10:17
thought
10:17
they
10:17
all
10:17
thought
10:19
that
10:19
I
10:19
would
10:20
fold.
10:20
They
10:20
thought
10:21
they
10:21
would
10:21
accuse
10:21
me
10:21
of
10:22
everything
10:22
under
10:22
the
10:22
sun,
10:23
destroy
10:24
my
10:24
reputation
10:25
and
10:26
that
10:26
they'd
10:26
never
10:26
have
10:26
to
10:26
prove
10:27
anything
10:27
because
10:27
I
10:27
wouldn't
10:28
last
10:28
Long
10:29
enough
10:29
for
10:30
them
10:30
to
10:30
need
10:30
discovery.
10:31
I
10:31
wouldn't
10:32
last
10:32
long
10:33
enough
10:33
for
10:33
it
10:33
to
10:34
get
10:34
to
10:34
the
10:34
point
10:34
where
10:34
they
10:35
actually
10:35
have
10:35
to
10:35
prove
10:36
the
10:36
accusations
10:36
they
10:37
were
10:37
making.
10:38
They
10:38
were
10:38
asking
10:39
how
10:39
I'm
10:39
surviving
10:40
in
10:40
November
10:41
of
10:41
2022.
10:43
We're
10:43
in
10:43
September
10:44
of
10:44
2025.
10:46
I
10:47
had
10:47
to
10:47
make
10:47
it
10:47
all
10:48
the
10:48
way
10:48
to
10:49
May
10:50
of
10:50
2024
10:51
before
10:52
discovery
10:52
became
10:53
an
10:53
issue.
10:53
And
10:53
that's
10:54
when
10:54
he
10:54
disappeared.
10:55
When
10:55
he
10:55
could
10:55
no
10:56
longer
10:56
hide
10:57
the
10:57
truth
10:57
and
10:58
we
10:58
finally
10:58
got
10:59
access
10:59
to
10:59
the
10:59
bank
10:59
accounts,
11:01
he
11:01
disappeared.
11:02
Convenient.
11:04
Was
11:04
not
11:04
convenient.
11:05
He
11:05
fled
11:05
the
11:05
country.
11:05
Literally
11:06
fled
11:06
the
11:06
country.
11:08
So
11:11
he
11:11
never
11:11
thought
11:11
he'd
11:11
have
11:12
to
11:12
prove
11:12
anything.
11:13
And
11:14
the
11:14
only
11:15
way
11:15
I
11:15
survived,
11:16
I
11:17
would
11:17
say,
11:17
is
11:17
threefold.
11:19
And
11:19
look,
11:20
when
11:20
I
11:20
left
11:20
my
11:20
community,
11:21
I
11:21
did
11:21
it
11:21
by
11:21
myself.
11:22
I
11:22
did
11:22
it
11:22
on
11:22
my
11:22
own.
11:23
I
11:23
didn't
11:23
know
11:24
anyone.
11:24
I
11:24
didn't
11:24
tell
11:25
anyone.
11:25
I
11:25
was
11:25
terrified
11:26
that
11:26
if
11:26
I
11:26
told
11:26
my
11:26
friends,
11:27
they
11:27
would
11:27
tell
11:28
my
11:28
husband
11:28
or
11:28
a
11:28
rabbi
11:29
and
11:29
they'd
11:29
take
11:29
away
11:29
my
11:30
kids.
11:30
I.
11:31
I
11:31
didn't
11:31
tell
11:31
a
11:32
single
11:32
human
11:32
being.
11:32
I
11:33
did
11:33
it
11:34
on
11:34
my
11:34
own.
11:35
This
11:36
time,
11:36
when
11:38
disaster
11:38
struck,
11:39
I
11:39
wasn't
11:39
alone.
11:42
My
11:42
kids
11:42
are
11:42
adults.
11:44
And
11:45
if
11:45
I
11:45
tell
11:45
you
11:45
that
11:46
I
11:47
am
11:47
standing
11:47
here
11:48
a
11:49
winner
11:49
today
11:49
because
11:50
of
11:50
my
11:51
children,
11:52
especially
11:53
my
11:54
son
11:54
Shlomo,
11:54
this
11:55
was
11:55
really
11:55
his
11:56
time
11:56
to
11:56
shine.
11:58
He
12:00
had
12:00
a
12:00
full
12:00
scholarship
12:01
to
12:01
a
12:02
very
12:02
fancy
12:03
law
12:03
school
12:04
in
12:05
Washington,
12:05
dc.
12:06
Full
12:07
guy.
12:08
He
12:08
had
12:08
a
12:08
fabulous
12:09
penthouse
12:10
in
12:10
the
12:10
Upper
12:10
east
12:10
side.
12:11
He
12:11
had
12:11
a
12:11
good
12:12
life.
12:13
And
12:14
when
12:14
the
12:14
shit
12:15
hit
12:15
the
12:15
fan,
12:16
my
12:17
son
12:18
decided
12:19
he
12:19
was
12:19
not
12:19
going
12:19
to
12:20
go
12:20
to
12:20
law
12:20
school,
12:23
did
12:24
not
12:24
renew
12:24
his
12:24
lease,
12:25
moved
12:26
in
12:26
and
12:26
said,
12:27
I
12:27
am
12:27
not
12:27
leaving
12:28
until
12:28
we
12:29
win.
12:31
And
12:31
he
12:32
stood
12:32
next
12:32
to
12:32
me
12:33
every
12:33
single
12:33
day.
12:34
And
12:34
when
12:35
I
12:35
was
12:35
down
12:36
and
12:36
I
12:36
felt
12:36
like,
12:37
how
12:37
can
12:37
this
12:38
be
12:38
happening?
12:38
And
12:38
I
12:39
wanted
12:39
to
12:40
just
12:40
fall
12:41
apart,
12:42
he
12:42
would
12:42
remind
12:42
me
12:43
what
12:43
we
12:43
had
12:43
gone
12:44
through
12:44
and
12:44
how
12:45
far
12:45
we'd
12:45
come.
12:45
And
12:46
he
12:47
just
12:47
held
12:47
me
12:48
up.
12:49
And
12:49
my
12:50
daughters,
12:50
of
12:50
course,
12:50
Batsheva.
12:52
I
12:52
mean,
12:52
everyone,
12:52
they
12:53
were
12:53
just
12:53
there
12:53
in
12:53
every
12:53
imaginable
12:54
way.
12:55
And
12:56
you
12:57
need
12:57
your
12:58
family.
12:58
You
12:59
need
12:59
your
12:59
friends.
13:00
My
13:00
friends.
13:01
You
13:01
know
13:01
who
13:02
your
13:02
real
13:02
friends
13:02
are
13:03
when
13:03
the
13:03
shit
13:03
hits
13:04
the
13:04
fan.
13:05
And
13:05
I
13:06
have
13:06
to
13:06
tell
13:06
you,
13:08
I
13:08
was
13:08
completely
13:09
wrong
13:09
about
13:10
so
13:10
many
13:10
people.
13:11
The
13:11
people
13:12
that
13:12
I
13:12
thought
13:12
would
13:12
stand
13:13
behind
13:13
me
13:13
no
13:13
matter
13:14
what,
13:15
and
13:15
the
13:15
people
13:16
that
13:16
I
13:16
thought
13:16
were
13:16
my
13:16
friends,
13:17
they
13:17
were
13:17
newer
13:18
friends
13:18
or
13:18
friends
13:18
I'd
13:19
made
13:19
once.
13:20
I
13:20
was
13:20
already
13:20
famous.
13:21
I
13:21
wasn't
13:21
sure.
13:21
Are
13:21
they
13:22
my
13:22
friends
13:22
because
13:23
it's
13:23
cool
13:24
to
13:24
be
13:24
my
13:24
friend
13:24
or,
13:25
oh,
13:26
my
13:26
gosh,
13:26
the
13:27
outpouring
13:28
of
13:28
real
13:29
love
13:29
that
13:29
I
13:29
received.
13:30
The
13:30
amount
13:31
of
13:32
support,
13:33
you
13:34
know,
13:34
like,
13:35
as
13:35
an
13:36
example,
13:36
like
13:36
my
13:36
friend
13:36
Jill
13:37
Zarin,
13:37
you
13:38
know,
13:39
even
13:39
in
13:39
the
13:39
beginning
13:39
when
13:40
everybody,
13:40
you
13:41
know,
13:41
every
13:41
paper
13:42
you
13:42
read,
13:42
I
13:42
was
13:42
the
13:42
con
13:43
artist,
13:43
I
13:43
was
13:43
a
13:43
thief,
13:44
I
13:44
was
13:44
a.
13:44
This.
13:45
She
13:45
came
13:45
out
13:45
publicly.
13:47
She
13:47
would
13:47
post
13:48
about
13:48
me
13:49
anytime
13:49
people
13:49
ask
13:50
Julie,
13:50
I
13:50
don't
13:50
believe
13:50
any
13:50
of
13:51
this.
13:51
Julie
13:51
is
13:51
the
13:51
most
13:51
honest
13:52
person
13:52
I
13:52
know.
13:52
Like,
13:52
that
13:53
is
13:53
not
13:53
an
13:53
easy
13:54
thing
13:54
to
13:54
do,
13:55
you
13:55
know.
13:55
And
13:56
so
13:56
I
13:56
would
13:56
say,
13:57
friends,
13:58
family,
14:00
and
14:00
Dr.
14:00
Joe
14:01
Dispenza.
14:02
Meditation.
14:03
Oh,
14:04
were
14:04
you
14:04
a
14:05
meditator
14:05
before
14:05
then
14:06
or
14:06
was
14:06
that
14:06
new?
14:07
No,
14:08
not
14:08
only
14:09
was
14:09
I
14:09
not
14:09
a
14:09
meditator,
14:10
I
14:10
was
14:10
vehemently
14:13
closed
14:14
off
14:14
from
14:14
even
14:14
hearing
14:15
about
14:15
it
14:15
because
14:15
I
14:15
thought
14:16
it
14:16
was
14:16
another
14:16
religion.
14:17
Like
14:17
whenever
14:18
someone
14:18
say,
14:18
oh,
14:19
you
14:19
need
14:19
to
14:19
do
14:19
this
14:20
and
14:20
this
14:20
meditation,
14:20
I'm
14:20
like,
14:21
no,
14:21
sorry,
14:21
I've
14:21
had
14:21
enough
14:21
religion
14:22
to
14:22
last
14:22
me
14:22
9
14:22
million
14:23
lifetimes.
14:24
Do
14:24
not
14:24
talk
14:24
to
14:24
me
14:25
about
14:25
religion.
14:25
And
14:25
that's
14:26
what
14:26
it
14:26
felt
14:26
like
14:26
to
14:26
me.
14:26
It
14:27
felt
14:27
like
14:27
just
14:27
another
14:27
version
14:28
of
14:28
religion.
14:30
Then.
14:31
What
14:32
I
14:32
love
14:32
about
14:32
Dr.
14:33
Joe
14:33
Dispenza
14:34
is
14:34
that
14:34
it's
14:34
not
14:34
religion.
14:35
It's
14:35
not
14:35
a
14:35
Just
14:36
believe.
14:37
You're
14:37
not
14:37
just
14:37
supposed
14:38
to
14:38
believe
14:38
what
14:38
this
14:39
man
14:39
says.
14:39
He
14:40
never
14:40
puts
14:40
out
14:40
him.
14:41
He's
14:41
not
14:41
a
14:41
guru
14:42
or
14:42
a
14:42
rabbi
14:43
or
14:43
someone
14:43
you
14:43
have
14:43
to
14:44
follow
14:44
or
14:44
an
14:44
intermediary
14:45
to
14:45
speak
14:46
to
14:46
God.
14:46
He's
14:47
a
14:47
scientist,
14:47
he's
14:48
a
14:48
doctor.
14:49
And
14:49
it's
14:50
so
14:50
much
14:51
science,
14:52
I
14:52
think.
14:52
You
14:52
know,
14:54
science,
14:54
you
14:55
know,
14:56
there's
14:56
all
14:57
of
14:57
these
14:57
new
14:57
disciplines
14:58
that
14:58
didn't
14:59
exist
14:59
20
14:59
years
15:00
ago,
15:00
right,
15:02
that
15:02
understand
15:03
the
15:03
correlation
15:04
between
15:04
mind,
15:05
body.
15:05
You
15:06
know
15:06
that
15:06
you
15:06
have
15:06
receptors,
15:08
you
15:08
know,
15:08
you
15:08
have
15:09
neural
15:09
receptors
15:10
in
15:10
your
15:11
immune
15:11
system,
15:11
and
15:12
you
15:12
have
15:12
immunoreceptors
15:14
in
15:14
your
15:14
brain.
15:16
The
15:16
way
15:17
we
15:17
understood
15:17
our
15:17
body
15:18
was
15:18
wrong.
15:18
Right?
15:19
And
15:19
everything
15:19
is
15:20
interconnected.
15:21
There's
15:21
an
15:22
amazing
15:22
book
15:22
called
15:22
Molecules
15:23
of
15:23
Emotion
15:24
that
15:24
kind
15:24
of
15:24
explain
15:25
how
15:25
scientifically
15:26
you
15:26
could
15:26
prove
15:27
that
15:27
how
15:27
you
15:28
think
15:28
and
15:28
feel
15:28
could
15:29
actually
15:29
change
15:29
your
15:29
body.
15:30
And
15:32
what
15:32
it's
15:32
really
15:33
about,
15:33
more
15:33
than
15:33
meditation,
15:34
it's
15:34
about
15:34
self
15:35
mastery.
15:37
And
15:37
I
15:37
guess
15:38
what
15:39
it
15:39
does
15:39
more
15:40
than
15:40
anything
15:41
is
15:41
it
15:41
puts
15:42
you
15:42
in
15:42
control.
15:44
Now,
15:44
you
15:44
can't
15:45
necessarily
15:46
control
15:46
everything
15:46
that
15:46
happens
15:47
to
15:47
you
15:47
on
15:47
the
15:47
outside,
15:48
but
15:49
you
15:49
can
15:49
choose
15:51
how
15:51
you
15:51
feel
15:52
about
15:52
it
15:52
on
15:52
the
15:52
inside.
15:53
And
15:54
when
15:54
you
15:54
realize
15:55
that
15:56
feeling
15:56
good
15:58
just
15:59
feels
15:59
good,
16:00
even
16:01
when
16:01
you
16:01
have
16:02
no
16:02
reason
16:02
to
16:02
feel
16:02
good,
16:03
even
16:03
if
16:03
your
16:04
life
16:04
is
16:04
absolute
16:05
fucking
16:06
hell
16:07
and
16:07
everything
16:08
is
16:08
going
16:09
wrong
16:09
and
16:10
you
16:10
can't
16:10
pay
16:10
your
16:11
mortgage
16:11
and
16:12
people
16:12
are
16:12
accusing
16:13
you
16:13
and
16:13
your
16:13
husband
16:13
stole
16:14
everything
16:14
from
16:14
you.
16:14
And
16:15
whatever
16:15
you
16:15
have,
16:16
if
16:17
you
16:17
can
16:17
find
16:18
a
16:18
way
16:18
to
16:19
feel
16:19
good,
16:20
then,
16:22
then
16:22
no
16:23
one
16:23
can
16:23
ever
16:23
mess
16:23
with
16:23
you.
16:25
You
16:26
have
16:26
to
16:26
be
16:27
solid
16:27
on
16:28
the
16:28
inside.
16:29
And
16:29
that's
16:29
what
16:30
Dr.
16:30
Joe's
16:31
method
16:31
really
16:32
teaches
16:32
you,
16:33
that
16:34
if
16:35
you
16:35
can
16:35
find
16:35
a
16:36
way
16:36
to
16:36
find
16:36
joy,
16:37
when
16:39
there
16:39
really
16:40
externally
16:41
doesn't
16:41
seem
16:42
to
16:42
be
16:42
much
16:42
joy
16:43
or
16:43
much
16:43
reason
16:44
for
16:44
joy,
16:46
those
16:46
things
16:46
are
16:47
going
16:47
to
16:47
still
16:47
be
16:47
there,
16:50
but
16:50
your
16:51
energy
16:51
isn't
16:52
there.
16:52
It's
16:53
towards
16:53
a
16:53
better
16:54
future.
16:55
It
16:55
brings
16:56
that
16:56
better
16:56
future
16:56
towards
16:57
you.
16:57
And
16:58
it's
16:59
literally
16:59
they're
17:00
proving
17:00
us
17:01
scientifically
17:01
with
17:02
data.
17:03
So
17:04
I
17:05
think
17:05
those
17:05
three
17:05
things,
17:06
my
17:06
friends,
17:07
my
17:07
family,
17:07
and
17:08
meditation,
17:09
those
17:09
three
17:10
things
17:11
gave
17:12
me
17:12
the
17:12
strength
17:13
to
17:13
survive.
17:13
I
17:14
would
17:14
not
17:14
be
17:15
here
17:15
if
17:15
not
17:15
for
17:16
those
17:16
three
17:16
things.
17:17
Those
17:17
are
17:17
all
17:17
very
17:18
powerful
17:18
things
17:19
to
17:19
have
17:19
in
17:19
your
17:19
life.
17:20
And
17:20
you
17:20
know,
17:21
I
17:21
think
17:21
a
17:21
lot
17:21
of
17:21
women,
17:22
especially
17:22
in
17:23
this
17:23
time
17:23
frame
17:24
of
17:25
life,
17:26
maybe
17:26
they
17:26
want
17:26
to
17:26
reinvent,
17:27
maybe
17:27
they
17:27
want
17:28
to
17:28
change
17:28
careers,
17:28
maybe
17:29
they
17:29
want
17:29
to
17:29
divorce
17:30
that
17:30
asshole
17:30
that
17:31
they're
17:31
married
17:31
to,
17:32
but
17:32
they
17:32
feel
17:32
stuck.
17:33
You
17:33
know,
17:33
it's
17:34
like
17:34
this
17:34
thing
17:34
where
17:34
they're
17:35
afraid.
17:35
They're
17:35
afraid?
17:36
Yes.
17:36
And
17:37
the
17:37
fear.
17:38
And
17:38
the
17:38
fear,
17:39
yes.
17:40
And
17:40
how
17:40
do
17:40
you
17:40
overcome
17:41
that?
17:41
How
17:41
do
17:41
you
17:42
become
17:42
unstuck
17:44
fear?
17:45
Okay,
17:45
so
17:46
somewhere,
17:48
I
17:48
don't
17:48
know
17:49
how
17:49
this
17:49
has
17:50
become
17:50
like
17:50
the
17:51
human
17:52
that
17:52
if
17:52
you
17:52
don't
17:52
worry
17:53
or
17:53
stress
17:53
about
17:54
something,
17:56
then
17:56
it's
17:56
just
17:56
going
17:56
to
17:56
get
17:57
worse.
17:57
Like
17:57
this
17:58
whole
17:58
idea
17:58
of
17:58
preempting
17:59
disaster,
18:01
right?
18:02
Think
18:02
about
18:02
it.
18:03
Let's
18:03
say
18:04
you're
18:04
afraid
18:04
you're
18:04
going
18:04
to
18:04
lose
18:05
your
18:05
case,
18:06
for
18:06
example,
18:07
or
18:07
you're
18:07
afraid
18:08
you're
18:08
not
18:08
going
18:08
to
18:08
be
18:08
able
18:09
to
18:09
survive
18:09
financially
18:09
if
18:10
you
18:10
leave
18:10
your
18:10
husband.
18:11
What
18:11
you're
18:12
basically
18:12
doing
18:12
is
18:12
projecting
18:13
the
18:13
worst
18:14
possible
18:15
scenario
18:17
into
18:17
the
18:17
future
18:18
and
18:18
then
18:19
emotionally
18:20
attaching
18:20
yourself
18:21
to
18:21
that
18:21
worst
18:21
possible
18:22
scenario,
18:23
thinking
18:24
that
18:24
if
18:24
you
18:24
do
18:24
that,
18:25
then
18:25
you're
18:26
like,
18:26
prepared.
18:27
Here's
18:28
the
18:28
thing,
18:28
you
18:29
can
18:29
never
18:29
be
18:29
prepared.
18:31
No
18:31
matter
18:31
how
18:31
much
18:32
you
18:32
think
18:32
you're
18:32
prepared
18:32
for
18:32
disaster,
18:33
when
18:33
it
18:33
strikes
18:34
you're
18:34
not
18:34
prepared
18:35
and
18:36
preempting
18:37
it
18:37
and
18:37
feeling
18:38
all
18:38
that
18:38
stress
18:38
before
18:39
something
18:39
happens,
18:41
it
18:41
doesn't
18:42
do
18:43
anything.
18:44
Fear
18:45
is
18:45
the
18:45
dumbest
18:46
thing
18:46
there
18:47
is.
18:48
Fear
18:48
is
18:49
the
18:49
killer
18:50
of
18:50
hope.
18:51
It
18:51
is
18:51
the
18:51
killer
18:51
of
18:52
dreams.
18:53
It
18:53
is
18:53
the
18:53
killer
18:54
of
18:54
your
18:54
future
18:55
fear
18:55
of
18:56
the
18:56
unknown.
18:57
You're
18:58
never
18:58
going
18:59
to
18:59
change
18:59
anything
19:00
in
19:00
your
19:00
life
19:01
if
19:02
you
19:02
operate
19:03
from
19:03
fear.
19:05
And
19:05
I
19:05
think
19:05
that
19:06
the
19:06
only
19:06
way
19:07
I
19:07
was
19:08
full
19:08
of
19:08
fear.
19:10
I
19:10
was
19:10
so
19:11
full
19:11
of
19:11
fear
19:12
that
19:12
from
19:12
the
19:13
day
19:13
I
19:13
left
19:13
my
19:13
community
19:15
until
19:17
I
19:17
would
19:17
say,
19:19
January
19:20
2024,
19:21
somewhere
19:21
around
19:22
there,
19:23
I
19:24
woke
19:24
up
19:25
every
19:25
day
19:26
into
19:26
a
19:27
panic
19:27
attack.
19:30
Literally
19:30
would
19:31
wake
19:31
up
19:32
inside
19:32
a
19:32
panic
19:33
attack,
19:33
heart
19:33
pounding
19:34
like
19:34
this,
19:35
covered
19:35
in
19:36
sweat,
19:37
always
19:37
terrified
19:38
that
19:38
someone
19:38
was
19:38
going
19:38
to
19:39
take
19:39
away
19:39
my
19:39
business,
19:39
was
19:40
going
19:40
to
19:40
steal
19:41
what
19:41
I
19:41
did
19:41
that
19:41
some
19:42
guy
19:42
would
19:42
find
19:43
a
19:43
way.
19:43
Way
19:44
to
19:44
take
19:44
everything
19:45
I
19:45
had
19:45
built.
19:45
And
19:46
then
19:46
what
19:46
ended
19:46
up
19:46
happening?
19:47
Exactly
19:47
what
19:48
I
19:48
was
19:48
afraid
19:48
of.
19:49
Some
19:49
guy
19:49
comes
19:50
and
19:50
takes
19:50
away
19:50
everything
19:51
I
19:51
did,
19:52
and
19:52
there
19:53
it
19:53
is.
19:53
And
19:54
how
19:54
did
19:54
all
19:54
of
19:55
that
19:56
disaster
19:58
help
19:58
me?
19:58
It
19:59
didn't.
20:02
I
20:02
wake
20:02
up
20:03
excited
20:03
every
20:03
day,
20:04
even
20:04
though
20:04
obviously
20:05
I
20:05
have.
20:06
My
20:06
divorce
20:06
isn't
20:06
over.
20:07
My
20:08
husband
20:08
has
20:08
not
20:08
abided
20:09
by
20:09
any
20:09
of
20:09
the
20:09
court
20:10
rulings.
20:11
There
20:11
are
20:11
now
20:11
nine
20:12
court
20:12
orders
20:13
that
20:13
he's
20:13
just
20:13
completely
20:14
patently
20:14
ignored.
20:15
And
20:15
I
20:15
have
20:16
to
20:16
wait
20:16
until
20:16
my
20:16
final
20:17
judgment
20:17
to
20:17
go
20:18
and
20:18
actually
20:18
be
20:19
able
20:19
to
20:19
actuate
20:20
everything
20:21
that's
20:21
happened.
20:22
And
20:23
it's
20:23
not
20:23
easy.
20:24
It's
20:24
been
20:24
really
20:24
hard.
20:29
I'm
20:29
not
20:29
afraid.
20:30
I'm
20:31
excited.
20:31
I'm
20:32
excited
20:32
for
20:32
my
20:33
future.
20:33
I'm
20:34
excited
20:34
for
20:34
what's
20:35
coming
20:35
next.
20:36
I
20:36
can't
20:36
wait
20:37
to
20:37
be
20:37
free.
20:37
And
20:38
that's
20:38
what
20:38
I
20:39
choose
20:39
to
20:39
focus
20:39
on.
20:40
And
20:42
if
20:42
you
20:43
tell
20:43
yourself,
20:43
I'm
20:44
not
20:44
going
20:44
to
20:44
be
20:44
afraid,
20:45
it's
20:45
not
20:45
going
20:45
to
20:45
work.
20:46
It's
20:46
like
20:46
someone
20:46
says
20:47
to
20:47
you,
20:47
don't
20:47
think
20:47
about
20:48
elephants.
20:48
What's
20:49
the
20:49
first
20:49
thing
20:49
you
20:49
do?
20:49
You
20:50
think
20:50
about
20:50
elephants.
20:50
Right?
20:51
So
20:52
the
20:52
way
20:52
to
20:52
get
20:52
rid
20:52
of
20:53
fear
20:53
is
20:53
not
20:53
to
20:53
decide
20:54
you
20:54
don't
20:54
want
20:54
to
20:54
be
20:54
afraid
20:54
of
20:55
it
20:55
anymore.
20:55
The
20:55
way
20:56
to
20:56
get
20:56
rid
20:56
of
20:56
fear
20:56
is
20:57
to
20:57
replace
20:57
it
20:57
with
20:57
something
20:58
else.
20:59
So
20:59
when
20:59
you're
20:59
feeling
21:00
afraid,
21:01
say
21:01
to
21:01
yourself
21:02
and
21:02
pushing
21:03
it
21:03
down,
21:03
saying,
21:03
no,
21:04
no,
21:04
no,
21:04
I'm
21:04
not
21:04
afraid.
21:04
That's
21:04
not
21:05
going
21:05
to
21:05
work
21:05
either.
21:05
You're
21:05
just
21:06
holding
21:06
and
21:06
storing
21:07
it
21:07
in.
21:08
Talk
21:08
to
21:08
yourself
21:09
about
21:09
it.
21:09
Okay,
21:10
Julia,
21:10
what
21:11
is
21:11
it
21:11
that
21:11
you're
21:11
afraid
21:11
of?
21:12
Say
21:12
it
21:12
out
21:12
loud.
21:13
And
21:13
then
21:13
say,
21:14
well,
21:15
that's
21:15
not
21:15
really
21:16
a
21:16
logical
21:16
fear,
21:16
because
21:17
X
21:17
because,
21:17
Y
21:18
because,
21:18
Z
21:18
because.
21:19
And
21:19
then
21:20
let
21:21
it
21:21
go.
21:22
Let
21:22
it
21:22
go.
21:23
Choose
21:25
to
21:26
feel
21:26
like
21:27
you're
21:27
going
21:27
to
21:27
win
21:28
before
21:28
you
21:28
win.
21:30
And
21:30
that's
21:30
the
21:31
only
21:31
way.
21:31
And
21:31
I.
21:34
I
21:34
had
21:34
to
21:35
change
21:35
11
21:36
years
21:36
of
21:36
behavior
21:37
and
21:37
not
21:37
be
21:37
in
21:37
a
21:38
constant
21:38
state
21:38
of
21:38
panic.
21:40
And
21:40
here
21:40
I
21:40
am.
21:41
And
21:41
my
21:41
body
21:42
feels
21:42
good.
21:43
I
21:43
feel
21:43
good.
21:44
I
21:45
feel
21:45
strong,
21:47
because
21:48
I
21:48
know
21:48
Sylvia
21:50
can't
21:50
touch
21:51
what's
21:52
in
21:52
here.
21:53
I
21:53
mean,
21:53
if
21:54
you're
21:54
not
21:54
there
21:54
at
21:55
this
21:55
point
21:55
yet,
21:55
do
21:55
you
21:55
think
21:56
you'll
21:56
ever
21:56
get
21:56
to
21:56
a
21:56
point
21:57
where
21:57
you
21:57
kind
21:57
of.
21:58
You
21:58
forgive
21:59
him
21:59
in
21:59
a
21:59
way,
22:00
for
22:00
just
22:00
all
22:00
the
22:01
awful?
22:02
So
22:02
it's
22:02
funny,
22:03
you
22:03
know,
22:03
I
22:05
don't
22:05
really
22:06
think
22:06
it's
22:06
a
22:06
matter
22:06
of
22:07
forgiveness.
22:10
It
22:10
would
22:10
be,
22:10
do
22:11
I
22:11
hate
22:11
him?
22:11
I
22:12
think
22:12
is,
22:13
like,
22:13
meaning
22:13
when
22:13
I
22:13
think
22:14
of
22:14
him,
22:14
do
22:14
I
22:15
feel
22:15
hate
22:15
in
22:15
my
22:16
heart?
22:17
And
22:17
I
22:18
know
22:18
this
22:18
is
22:18
gonna
22:18
sound
22:19
really
22:19
weird
22:19
because
22:19
I
22:20
kind
22:20
of
22:20
wish
22:20
I
22:20
did.
22:21
Because
22:21
that
22:21
would
22:21
be
22:21
normal,
22:23
right,
22:24
for.
22:24
All
22:24
the
22:24
shit
22:25
that
22:25
he
22:25
pulled.
22:25
Yeah.
22:26
Yeah.
22:26
I
22:26
mean,
22:27
I
22:27
should
22:27
hate
22:27
him,
22:28
but
22:28
when
22:29
I
22:29
think
22:29
about
22:29
him,
22:29
what
22:30
I
22:30
honestly
22:30
feel,
22:31
I
22:31
want
22:32
justice.
22:32
I
22:32
want
22:33
to
22:33
get
22:33
everything
22:33
that
22:33
I
22:34
deserve.
22:36
Going
22:36
into
22:37
court
22:37
and
22:37
asking
22:37
for
22:37
100%
22:38
of
22:38
everything
22:39
because
22:39
he's
22:39
taken
22:39
out
22:40
so
22:40
much
22:40
money
22:40
that
22:40
he
22:41
really
22:41
can't
22:41
have
22:41
equity
22:42
in
22:42
the
22:42
company.
22:42
That's
22:43
our
22:43
position.
22:44
And
22:44
we'll
22:44
wait,
22:45
obviously,
22:45
and
22:45
see
22:45
what
22:45
the
22:46
judge
22:46
says.
22:50
So,
22:50
obviously,
22:51
I
22:51
absolutely
22:51
want
22:52
justice.
22:52
I
22:52
want
22:52
him
22:53
to
22:53
pay.
22:53
And
22:54
if
22:54
there
22:55
were
22:55
crimes
22:55
committed,
22:56
I
22:56
want
22:56
him
22:56
to
22:56
pay
22:56
for
22:57
those
22:57
as
22:57
well.
23:00
But
23:00
it's
23:00
a
23:00
feeling
23:01
of
23:01
justice.
23:02
When
23:02
I
23:02
think
23:02
about
23:03
him
23:03
as
23:03
a
23:03
person,
23:04
I
23:04
kind
23:04
of
23:05
just
23:05
pity
23:05
him.
23:07
I
23:08
just.
23:08
I
23:08
kind
23:08
of
23:08
feel
23:09
like
23:10
his
23:10
whole
23:11
life
23:11
has
23:11
been
23:12
about
23:12
him.
23:13
His
23:13
needs,
23:14
his
23:14
desires,
23:15
his
23:15
wants.
23:16
Don't
23:16
think
23:16
he
23:17
has
23:17
many
23:17
friends.
23:18
All
23:19
the
23:19
friends
23:19
that
23:19
I
23:19
knew
23:19
about,
23:20
they've
23:20
left
23:20
him.
23:24
What
23:24
kind
23:25
of
23:25
life
23:25
is
23:25
it
23:26
to
23:27
live
23:27
so
23:28
selfishly
23:29
that
23:30
your
23:30
only
23:32
consideration,
23:32
the
23:33
only
23:33
factor
23:34
you
23:34
think
23:34
about
23:34
when
23:35
you
23:35
make
23:35
a
23:35
decision
23:36
is
23:36
yourself?
23:38
That,
23:38
to
23:38
me,
23:38
is
23:39
not
23:39
a
23:39
lie.
23:40
So
23:40
when
23:40
I
23:40
think
23:40
about
23:41
him,
23:41
yes,
23:41
I
23:42
think
23:42
I
23:42
would
23:42
like
23:42
justice.
23:44
I
23:44
want
23:44
to
23:44
get
23:45
what
23:45
I
23:45
deserve.
23:46
I
23:47
don't
23:47
hate
23:47
him.
23:48
I
23:48
pity
23:48
him.
23:50
I.
23:50
I
23:50
pity
23:50
a
23:51
person
23:51
whose
23:51
life
23:51
is
23:52
that
23:52
small
23:53
and
23:53
that
23:53
narrow,
23:54
like,
23:54
who's
23:55
gonna
23:55
cry
23:56
when
23:56
he
23:56
dies.
23:56
Yeah,
23:57
that's
23:57
true.
23:58
That's
23:58
true.
23:59
You
23:59
know,
23:59
that,
24:00
to
24:00
me,
24:00
is
24:00
like
24:00
people
24:01
say,
24:01
oh,
24:01
do
24:01
you
24:01
wish
24:02
he
24:02
would?
24:02
No,
24:02
I
24:02
don't
24:03
wish
24:03
he
24:03
was
24:03
dead.
24:03
Not
24:04
at
24:04
all?
24:05
No.
24:06
How
24:07
do
24:07
your
24:07
kids
24:07
feel
24:08
about
24:08
him?
24:09
I
24:09
think
24:09
we
24:10
kind
24:10
of
24:10
all
24:10
feel
24:11
the
24:11
same
24:11
way.
24:12
Is
24:12
just
24:13
that,
24:13
like,
24:15
you
24:15
know,
24:16
hate
24:17
only
24:17
affects
24:18
the
24:18
person
24:18
feeling
24:19
it.
24:21
Why
24:21
should
24:22
we
24:23
exert
24:23
energy
24:24
and
24:24
effort
24:26
to
24:26
hate?
24:28
I
24:29
have
24:29
plenty
24:29
other
24:29
things
24:29
to
24:30
do
24:30
in
24:30
my
24:30
life.
24:30
I
24:30
don't
24:30
have
24:31
time
24:31
for
24:31
hate.
24:32
It
24:32
doesn't
24:33
solve
24:33
anything.
24:34
It
24:34
certainly
24:35
doesn't
24:35
make
24:35
me
24:35
feel
24:35
better,
24:36
because
24:36
then
24:36
I
24:37
have
24:37
to
24:37
relive
24:37
all
24:37
the
24:38
things
24:38
you've
24:38
done
24:38
so
24:38
that
24:38
I
24:39
can
24:39
keep
24:39
hating
24:39
him.
24:40
I
24:40
don't
24:40
want
24:40
to
24:41
do
24:41
that.
24:41
That's
24:41
the
24:41
past.
24:42
I
24:43
want.
24:43
I
24:43
want
24:43
there
24:44
to
24:44
be
24:44
justice.
24:44
I
24:45
want
24:45
him
24:45
to
24:46
do
24:47
consequences
24:48
for
24:48
his
24:48
actions,
24:49
legal
24:49
consequences
24:50
for
24:50
his
24:50
actions.
24:51
I
24:51
want
24:51
the
24:51
court
24:51
to
24:52
uphold
24:52
the
24:52
law.
24:53
Just
24:53
because
24:54
he's
24:54
a
24:55
man
24:55
and
24:55
he's,
24:56
you
24:56
know,
24:56
wealthy
24:57
by
24:57
using
24:57
my
24:58
company's
24:58
money
24:59
doesn't
24:59
mean
24:59
he
24:59
gets
25:00
away
25:00
with
25:00
things.
25:00
Wealth
25:01
is
25:01
not
25:01
an
25:01
excuse.
25:02
Laws
25:03
have
25:03
to
25:03
apply
25:03
to
25:03
you
25:04
too,
25:04
and
25:05
all
25:05
of
25:05
that.
25:05
So
25:05
I'm
25:05
very
25:06
passionate
25:06
about
25:06
getting
25:06
justice.
25:07
But
25:08
when
25:08
I
25:08
think
25:08
of
25:08
him
25:08
as
25:08
a
25:08
person,
25:09
I
25:09
just
25:09
kind
25:09
of
25:10
feel
25:10
bad
25:10
for
25:10
him.
25:11
Yeah,
25:11
you
25:12
know
25:12
what,
25:12
too?
25:12
You
25:12
also
25:13
strike
25:13
me
25:13
as
25:13
a
25:14
kind
25:14
of
25:14
person
25:14
that
25:14
no
25:15
matter
25:15
what
25:15
kind
25:15
of
25:16
comes
25:16
your
25:16
way,
25:17
you're
25:17
able
25:18
to
25:18
take
25:19
it,
25:19
process
25:19
it,
25:20
you
25:20
know,
25:21
leave
25:21
it
25:21
where
25:21
it
25:21
needs
25:22
to
25:22
leave
25:22
and
25:22
continue.
25:23
And
25:23
continue.
25:24
Exactly.
25:24
You
25:24
gotta
25:25
let
25:25
it
25:25
go.
25:26
How
25:26
can
25:26
you
25:26
go
25:27
forward
25:27
if
25:27
you're,
25:28
you're
25:29
literally
25:30
forget
25:30
about
25:30
luggage.
25:31
You've
25:31
got
25:31
a
25:32
400
25:32
pound
25:33
weight
25:33
of
25:33
past
25:34
trauma
25:34
you're
25:35
carrying
25:35
with
25:35
you.
25:35
You're
25:36
not
25:36
going
25:36
too
25:36
far.
25:37
You've
25:38
got
25:38
to
25:38
let
25:38
it
25:38
go.
25:39
And
25:40
I
25:40
know
25:40
it
25:40
feels
25:41
good.
25:41
And
25:41
people
25:42
define
25:42
themselves
25:43
by
25:43
their
25:43
trauma,
25:44
right?
25:44
I
25:44
did.
25:45
I
25:45
went
25:46
through
25:46
this
25:46
and
25:46
I
25:46
suffered
25:47
through
25:47
that.
25:47
And
25:47
I
25:47
did
25:47
this,
25:48
and
25:48
this
25:48
happened
25:48
to
25:48
me,
25:49
and
25:49
this
25:49
happened
25:49
to
25:49
me.
25:50
If
25:50
we
25:50
define
25:51
ourselves
25:51
by
25:51
our
25:52
trauma,
25:52
which
25:53
is
25:53
so
25:53
easy
25:53
to
25:53
do,
25:54
and
25:54
it
25:54
feels
25:54
good,
25:54
it's
25:54
comfortable,
25:55
we
25:55
come
25:56
home
25:56
for
25:56
me,
25:57
just
25:57
terrible
25:58
things
25:58
happen
25:58
to
25:59
me.
25:59
It's
25:59
not
25:59
fair.
26:00
And
26:04
it
26:04
just
26:04
doesn't
26:05
do
26:05
anything
26:05
for
26:06
you.
26:06
However,
26:07
telling
26:07
yourself
26:07
every
26:08
day,
26:08
I
26:08
am
26:08
strong.
26:09
I
26:09
am
26:09
a
26:09
winner.
26:10
The
26:10
truth
26:10
will
26:10
come
26:11
out.
26:11
Justice
26:12
will
26:12
happen.
26:13
You
26:13
know
26:13
what
26:13
that
26:13
does?
26:14
It
26:14
makes
26:14
you
26:14
feel
26:15
good
26:15
every
26:15
day.
26:18
You
26:18
can't
26:18
go
26:19
and
26:19
change
26:19
your
26:20
life
26:20
if
26:20
you're
26:21
dragging
26:21
your
26:21
old
26:22
life
26:22
with
26:22
you.
26:23
You
26:24
can't
26:24
have
26:24
a
26:24
future
26:25
that's
26:25
different
26:26
than
26:26
your
26:26
past
26:26
if
26:27
you're
26:27
bringing
26:27
your
26:27
past
26:28
into
26:28
your
26:28
future.
26:29
It's
26:30
just
26:30
that
26:30
simple.
26:31
It's
26:31
just
26:32
that
26:32
simple.
26:32
It's
26:32
hard.
26:32
I
26:33
mean,
26:33
it
26:33
feels
26:33
like
26:33
you
26:34
have.
26:34
The
26:34
tools
26:34
because,
26:35
you
26:35
know,
26:36
you
26:36
kind
26:36
of
26:36
went
26:36
through
26:36
this
26:37
very
26:37
sort
26:37
of
26:37
oppressive,
26:38
like
26:39
a
26:39
very
26:39
big,
26:40
you
26:40
know,
26:40
leaving
26:41
of
26:41
what
26:42
you
26:42
knew
26:42
in
26:43
your
26:43
40s.
26:44
Then
26:44
you
26:45
kind
26:45
of
26:45
go
26:45
through
26:45
this
26:45
whole,
26:46
like,
26:46
nasty
26:47
divorce.
26:48
And
26:48
it's
26:48
like
26:48
you
26:49
just,
26:49
it's
26:49
like
26:49
you
26:49
innately
26:50
have
26:50
those
26:51
tools
26:51
to
26:51
kind
26:52
of
26:52
get
26:52
through
26:53
the
26:53
shit
26:54
that
26:54
comes
26:54
in
26:55
your
26:55
life,
26:55
you
26:55
know,
26:56
100%.
26:57
And,
26:57
you
26:57
know,
26:58
it
26:58
was
26:58
really
26:58
different
26:59
this
26:59
time
26:59
because
27:00
for
27:00
the
27:00
first
27:00
time
27:01
in
27:01
my
27:01
life,
27:01
I
27:01
wasn't
27:02
alone.
27:03
I
27:04
had
27:04
people
27:04
who
27:05
stood
27:05
there
27:05
with
27:06
me
27:06
and
27:06
held
27:06
me.
27:08
And,
27:09
you
27:10
know,
27:10
I'm
27:10
a.
27:10
I'm,
27:11
you
27:11
know,
27:11
there's.
27:11
I
27:12
say,
27:12
you
27:12
know,
27:13
I
27:13
divide
27:14
when
27:15
you're
27:15
talking
27:15
about
27:15
dating
27:16
and
27:16
relationships,
27:16
people
27:17
into
27:17
gardeners
27:18
and
27:18
flowers.
27:19
Gardeners
27:20
are
27:20
nurturers.
27:21
They're
27:21
caregivers.
27:22
They
27:22
water,
27:23
they
27:24
take
27:24
care.
27:25
They're
27:25
the
27:25
ones
27:25
who
27:26
make
27:26
sure
27:27
that
27:27
you're
27:27
happy.
27:28
They
27:28
think
27:28
about
27:28
other
27:28
people.
27:29
And
27:29
then
27:29
there
27:30
are
27:30
flowers.
27:31
Flowers
27:31
say,
27:32
I'm
27:33
just
27:33
beautiful
27:33
because
27:34
I
27:34
exist.
27:35
Give
27:35
me,
27:35
give
27:35
me,
27:36
give
27:36
me
27:36
water,
27:36
water,
27:37
water.
27:37
Give
27:38
me
27:38
sun,
27:38
give
27:38
me
27:38
this,
27:39
give
27:39
me
27:39
that,
27:39
right?
27:41
I've
27:42
been
27:42
a
27:42
gardener
27:42
my
27:43
whole
27:43
Life.
27:43
I
27:43
was
27:43
raised
27:44
to
27:44
be
27:44
a
27:44
gardener.
27:45
I'm
27:45
the
27:45
eldest
27:45
of
27:45
eight
27:46
children,
27:46
and
27:46
I
27:46
raised
27:46
a
27:47
lot
27:47
of
27:47
my
27:47
siblings.
27:48
I
27:48
have
27:49
raised
27:51
around
27:52
10
27:52
human
27:52
beings
27:53
in
27:53
my
27:53
life.
27:54
So
27:54
it's
27:55
a
27:55
lot
27:55
of
27:55
people.
27:55
Right.
27:56
And
27:56
so
27:56
my
27:56
whole
27:56
life,
27:57
and
27:57
then,
27:57
of
27:57
course,
27:58
in
27:58
my
27:58
community,
27:58
I
27:59
was
27:59
trained
27:59
to
27:59
be
27:59
a
27:59
gardener.
28:00
Women,
28:00
their
28:01
job
28:01
is
28:01
to
28:01
give.
28:02
So
28:03
I've
28:03
been
28:03
a
28:03
gardener
28:04
my
28:04
whole
28:04
life,
28:05
and
28:07
I've
28:07
married.
28:08
Flowers.
28:09
Right.
28:09
Sylvia.
28:10
Only
28:10
child.
28:11
Of
28:11
course,
28:12
it
28:12
doesn't
28:12
necessarily
28:12
make
28:13
you
28:13
a
28:13
flower.
28:13
There's
28:13
wonderful
28:14
people
28:14
who
28:14
are
28:14
only
28:14
children.
28:16
But
28:16
if
28:16
you're
28:17
an
28:17
only
28:17
child,
28:17
and
28:18
you
28:18
are
28:18
a
28:18
child
28:18
of
28:19
more
28:19
elderly
28:19
parents,
28:20
and
28:20
no
28:21
one
28:21
ever
28:21
taught
28:21
you
28:21
how
28:22
to
28:22
share
28:22
your
28:22
toys
28:23
and
28:24
the
28:24
world
28:24
revolved
28:25
around
28:25
you
28:26
as
28:26
you
28:26
were
28:26
growing
28:26
up
28:28
as
28:28
an
28:28
adult,
28:28
you
28:29
still
28:29
think
28:29
the
28:29
world
28:30
revolves
28:30
around
28:30
you,
28:31
you
28:31
know,
28:31
and,
28:32
you
28:33
know,
28:33
I
28:33
think
28:35
what
28:35
I've
28:35
learned
28:36
from
28:36
all
28:36
of
28:36
this
28:36
is,
28:37
yes,
28:37
I'm
28:37
going
28:37
to
28:38
be
28:38
a
28:38
gardener
28:38
from
28:38
the
28:38
rest
28:39
of
28:39
my
28:39
life,
28:40
but
28:40
now
28:40
I'm
28:41
going
28:41
to
28:41
look
28:41
for
28:41
someone
28:41
who
28:42
gardens
28:42
back.
28:43
Mm.
28:44
And
28:44
how
28:44
is
28:45
that
28:45
garden
28:45
looking,
28:46
by
28:46
the
28:46
way?
28:50
How
28:50
is
28:50
the
28:51
dating
28:52
world
28:52
just
28:53
having
28:53
fun?
28:54
Like,
28:54
I,
28:55
you
28:55
know,
28:55
I
28:56
know
28:56
a
28:56
lot
28:56
of
28:56
people
28:57
complain
28:57
about
28:57
dating,
28:58
and
28:58
I
28:58
get
28:58
it,
28:59
and
28:59
I
28:59
hear
28:59
them.
29:00
I
29:00
think
29:01
they
29:01
just
29:01
want
29:01
different
29:01
things
29:02
than
29:02
me.
29:02
Meaning,
29:03
you
29:04
know,
29:04
I
29:05
built
29:05
a
29:05
very
29:05
successful
29:06
company
29:07
at
29:08
the
29:08
end
29:08
of
29:08
this
29:09
divorce,
29:09
when
29:09
I
29:10
have
29:10
the
29:10
judgment
29:10
and
29:10
I
29:11
can
29:11
actually
29:11
enforce
29:11
things.
29:13
There's
29:13
a
29:13
lot
29:13
of,
29:13
you
29:14
know,
29:14
thank
29:14
God,
29:15
financial
29:15
success.
29:16
That's
29:16
that,
29:17
you
29:17
know,
29:17
so
29:17
I
29:18
don't
29:18
need
29:19
to
29:19
be
29:19
supported
29:20
or
29:20
taken
29:21
care
29:21
of
29:22
or
29:22
blah,
29:22
blah,
29:22
blah.
29:23
Right.
29:25
And
29:26
I.
29:27
I'm.
29:28
I'm
29:28
54,
29:30
but
29:30
I
29:30
left
29:31
my
29:31
community.
29:32
It'll
29:32
be
29:32
November,
29:33
12
29:33
years.
29:33
Right.
29:34
So
29:35
I'm
29:35
kind
29:35
of
29:35
like
29:36
in
29:36
my
29:36
30s
29:37
and
29:37
where
29:37
I
29:37
am
29:38
in
29:38
life,
29:38
because
29:38
I've
29:38
only
29:39
been
29:39
working
29:39
for
29:39
12
29:39
years.
29:40
I'm
29:40
kind
29:40
of
29:40
like
29:40
a
29:40
college
29:41
student
29:41
that
29:41
walked
29:42
out,
29:42
works
29:43
for
29:43
12
29:43
years.
29:43
You're
29:44
in
29:44
your
29:44
mid-30s,
29:45
right?
29:46
So
29:46
I
29:46
tend
29:47
to
29:47
date
29:47
guys
29:48
late
29:48
20s
29:49
to
29:49
mid-30s
29:50
because
29:50
they're
29:50
my
29:50
energy
29:51
level,
29:51
like,
29:52
unfortunately.
29:53
And
29:53
of
29:53
course,
29:53
again,
29:53
I
29:53
do
29:54
not
29:54
want
29:54
to
29:54
make
29:54
any
29:54
generalizations.
29:55
I'm
29:55
sure
29:56
there
29:56
are
29:56
men
29:56
in
29:56
their
29:57
50s
29:57
who
29:57
are
29:57
fabulous.
29:59
A
29:59
lot
29:59
of
29:59
men
30:00
in
30:00
their
30:00
50s
30:00
have
30:01
been
30:01
working
30:01
for
30:02
30
30:02
years.
30:02
They're
30:03
tired.
30:03
They
30:04
want
30:04
to
30:04
golf,
30:04
they
30:05
want
30:05
to
30:05
play
30:05
tennis,
30:05
they
30:06
want
30:06
to
30:06
travel,
30:06
they.
30:07
They're
30:07
retired.
30:08
They
30:08
want
30:08
to
30:09
move
30:09
to
30:09
Palm
30:09
Beach.
30:10
I
30:10
don't
30:10
know.
30:11
That
30:11
is
30:11
not
30:11
for
30:12
me.
30:14
I'm
30:14
just
30:14
getting
30:15
started.
30:15
I've
30:16
got
30:16
three
30:16
businesses
30:17
that
30:17
we're
30:17
building.
30:18
I
30:19
have
30:19
so
30:19
many
30:19
plans
30:20
and
30:20
things
30:20
that
30:20
I
30:20
want
30:21
to
30:21
create
30:22
and
30:23
ways
30:23
that
30:23
I
30:24
think
30:24
I
30:24
can
30:24
make
30:24
women's
30:25
lives
30:25
better
30:25
and
30:25
things
30:26
that
30:26
I
30:26
want
30:26
to
30:26
do.
30:26
And
30:26
I'm
30:27
so
30:27
excited
30:27
about
30:28
all
30:28
of
30:28
that.
30:29
So
30:29
I
30:29
kind
30:29
of
30:30
date
30:30
young
30:30
guys,
30:33
most
30:33
of
30:33
them.
30:34
Again,
30:36
this
30:36
sounds
30:37
kind
30:37
of
30:37
funny,
30:37
but
30:37
I've
30:37
never
30:37
been
30:37
broken
30:38
up
30:38
with,
30:38
so
30:39
it's
30:39
kind
30:40
of
30:40
fun
30:40
doing
30:40
all
30:40
the
30:41
breaking
30:41
up.
30:42
Most
30:42
guys
30:42
last
30:43
somewhere
30:43
between
30:44
three
30:44
weeks
30:44
and
30:44
three
30:44
months.
30:45
I
30:45
think
30:45
the
30:45
longest
30:45
person
30:46
has
30:46
lasted
30:46
three
30:46
months.
30:47
And
30:48
then
30:48
it
30:48
just.
30:48
I
30:49
get,
30:49
I
30:49
don't
30:49
know,
30:49
bored
30:50
or,
30:50
I
30:50
don't
30:50
know,
30:50
whatever.
30:53
So
30:53
right
30:53
now
30:53
I'm
30:54
just
30:54
having
30:54
so
30:54
much
30:54
fun.
30:54
I'm
30:55
dating
30:55
really
30:55
cool
30:56
people
30:56
who
30:57
are
30:57
young
30:57
and
30:57
passionate
30:58
and
30:58
excited
30:59
about
30:59
life
30:59
in
31:00
the
31:00
future.
31:01
And
31:01
then
31:01
I
31:01
go
31:02
to
31:02
the
31:02
next.
31:02
Really
31:02
fun
31:03
and
31:03
exciting.
31:04
So,
31:04
you
31:04
know,
31:06
why
31:06
not?
31:06
It's
31:07
like
31:07
an
31:07
ice
31:07
cream
31:07
shop.
31:08
I've
31:08
never
31:08
had
31:09
this.
31:09
Like,
31:09
I
31:09
just
31:10
started
31:10
dating
31:10
for
31:11
the
31:11
first
31:11
time
31:11
in
31:11
my
31:11
life.
31:12
When
31:12
I
31:12
left
31:12
my
31:13
community.
31:13
I
31:13
was
31:13
in
31:14
my
31:14
40s,
31:14
and
31:15
I
31:15
would
31:15
say
31:15
the
31:15
first
31:15
year
31:16
wasn't
31:16
dating.
31:16
It
31:17
was
31:17
more
31:17
like,
31:17
oh,
31:17
wow,
31:17
sex
31:18
is
31:18
amazing.
31:18
Let's
31:18
have
31:18
sex.
31:19
You
31:19
know,
31:19
it
31:19
was
31:19
like
31:19
more
31:20
sexual
31:20
exploration.
31:21
And
31:22
then
31:22
I
31:22
met
31:22
a
31:23
guy
31:23
who
31:23
became
31:23
my
31:23
boyfriend.
31:24
And
31:24
after
31:25
I
31:25
broke
31:25
up
31:25
with
31:25
him,
31:26
you
31:26
know,
31:27
six
31:27
months
31:28
went.
31:28
When
31:28
I
31:28
just
31:29
didn't
31:29
do
31:29
anything.
31:29
And
31:30
then
31:30
I
31:30
met
31:30
my
31:30
husband.
31:31
So
31:31
I've
31:31
never
31:31
actually
31:32
dated
31:32
in
31:32
my
31:33
entire
31:33
life,
31:34
like,
31:34
ever.
31:35
So
31:35
I
31:36
started
31:36
dating
31:36
for
31:36
the
31:37
first
31:37
time
31:37
in
31:37
my
31:37
life
31:37
in
31:37
my
31:38
50s.
31:38
So,
31:39
like,
31:39
I
31:39
guess
31:39
what
31:39
people
31:40
do
31:40
when
31:40
they
31:40
start
31:40
dating
31:41
in
31:41
high
31:41
school
31:41
is
31:41
kind
31:42
of
31:42
what
31:42
I'm
31:42
doing
31:42
now,
31:43
right?
31:45
It
31:45
really
31:45
is.
31:46
I
31:46
think,
31:46
you
31:46
know,
31:46
too.
31:47
We
31:47
have
31:47
a
31:47
common
31:48
friend,
31:48
you
31:48
and
31:48
I,
31:49
and
31:49
she
31:49
had
31:49
a
31:50
very
31:50
fulfilling,
31:51
like,
31:51
dating
31:52
life,
31:52
dating
31:53
younger
31:53
men.
31:53
And
31:53
she
31:54
really.
31:54
I
31:54
love
31:55
it.
31:55
I.
31:55
I
31:55
love
31:55
it,
31:56
and
31:56
I
31:56
think
31:56
it's
31:56
great.
31:57
And
31:57
she's
31:57
also
31:57
in
31:58
her
31:58
50s,
31:58
and
31:58
it's
31:59
like,
31:59
why
32:00
not?
32:01
Why
32:01
not?
32:01
Who
32:02
said
32:02
that
32:02
we
32:02
have
32:02
to
32:03
date
32:03
older
32:03
men?
32:04
I
32:04
don't
32:04
date
32:05
older
32:05
men.
32:06
I
32:06
want
32:06
someone
32:06
who
32:07
is
32:07
still
32:07
excited
32:08
about
32:08
life.
32:09
And
32:09
honestly,
32:10
you
32:11
know,
32:11
I
32:11
prefer
32:11
someone,
32:12
you
32:12
know,
32:13
who
32:13
is
32:13
less
32:14
financially
32:14
successful
32:15
than
32:15
I
32:15
am,
32:15
to
32:15
be
32:16
honest.
32:16
Because,
32:17
you
32:17
know,
32:18
I
32:18
think
32:19
wealthy,
32:20
successful
32:20
women
32:22
have
32:22
more
32:22
empathy.
32:23
Don't
32:23
think
32:23
they're
32:23
God.
32:24
And
32:24
again,
32:25
no
32:25
generalizations,
32:26
because
32:26
I
32:26
have
32:26
met
32:27
some
32:27
incredibly
32:28
successful
32:29
men
32:30
who
32:30
are
32:31
really
32:32
good
32:32
people
32:32
who
32:32
are
32:33
trying
32:33
to
32:33
do
32:34
good
32:34
for
32:34
the
32:34
world.
32:34
So,
32:35
again,
32:35
no,
32:35
I
32:36
don't
32:36
like
32:36
generalization.
32:38
However,
32:39
when
32:39
you're
32:40
younger
32:40
and
32:40
you
32:41
don't
32:41
have
32:41
your
32:41
success
32:42
yet,
32:42
it
32:43
is
32:43
more
32:43
likely
32:43
that
32:44
you
32:44
don't
32:44
think
32:44
you're
32:44
God.
32:45
It
32:46
is
32:46
more
32:46
likely
32:46
that
32:47
you're
32:47
going
32:47
to
32:47
treat
32:47
a
32:47
woman
32:48
as
32:48
an
32:48
equal,
32:49
and
32:49
that's
32:49
what
32:49
I
32:49
have
32:50
found.
32:50
Guys
32:50
that
32:51
age
32:51
are
32:52
incredibly
32:53
respectful,
32:54
you
32:54
know,
32:54
as
32:55
they've
32:55
also
32:55
been
32:56
brought
32:56
up
32:56
in
32:56
a
32:56
world
32:57
that's
32:57
more
32:57
respectful
32:58
to
32:58
women,
32:58
so
32:58
they're
32:59
less
32:59
likely
33:00
to
33:00
be
33:01
misogynistic
33:02
and
33:03
patriarchal.
33:05
So,
33:06
you
33:06
know,
33:07
I
33:07
mean,
33:08
I
33:08
love
33:08
it.
33:08
I
33:09
am
33:09
super
33:10
happy
33:10
now.
33:10
Do
33:10
I
33:11
eventually
33:11
want
33:11
to
33:11
find
33:11
someone
33:12
to
33:12
live
33:12
with
33:12
for
33:13
the
33:13
rest
33:13
of
33:13
my
33:13
life?
33:14
Sure.
33:14
I
33:15
believe
33:15
in
33:15
love.
33:16
I'm
33:16
a
33:16
happy
33:17
person.
33:17
I
33:17
like
33:17
giving
33:18
to
33:18
people.
33:18
I
33:18
like
33:18
having
33:19
someone
33:19
to
33:19
love,
33:19
you
33:20
know,
33:20
that's
33:20
wonderful.
33:20
It's
33:21
a
33:21
wonderful
33:21
feeling.
33:23
Sure.
33:23
Great.
33:24
Do
33:24
I
33:24
need
33:24
to
33:25
put
33:25
a
33:25
marriage
33:25
contract
33:25
on
33:26
it
33:26
at
33:26
my
33:26
age?
33:27
Absolutely
33:27
not.
33:28
I
33:28
would
33:28
prefer
33:29
someone
33:29
wake
33:30
up
33:30
every
33:30
morning
33:30
and
33:30
choose
33:31
me.
33:32
That's.
33:32
That's
33:33
what
33:33
you
33:33
want?
33:34
That's
33:34
what
33:34
I
33:34
want.
33:35
That's
33:35
the
33:35
feeling.
33:36
I
33:36
want
33:36
someone
33:37
to
33:37
choose
33:37
me
33:38
every
33:38
morning.
33:39
To
33:39
not
33:40
have
33:40
to
33:40
be
33:40
there.
33:41
To
33:41
want
33:41
to
33:41
be
33:41
there.
33:42
Exactly.
33:42
I
33:43
don't
33:43
want
33:43
to.
33:43
I
33:43
don't
33:44
want
33:44
them
33:44
to
33:44
be
33:44
legally
33:45
responsible
33:45
to
33:46
love
33:46
me.
33:46
I
33:47
want
33:47
them
33:47
to
33:47
love
33:47
me
33:48
because
33:48
they
33:48
love
33:48
me.
33:49
And
33:49
I
33:49
want
33:49
to
33:50
feel
33:50
the
33:50
same.
33:50
I
33:50
want
33:50
to
33:50
wake
33:51
up
33:51
every
33:51
morning
33:52
feeling
33:52
grateful
33:52
that
33:53
this
33:53
incredible
33:53
human
33:53
being
33:54
is
33:54
next
33:54
to
33:54
me
33:55
and
33:56
choosing
33:56
to
33:57
be
33:57
with
33:57
him.
33:57
You
33:57
know,
33:58
so
33:59
to
33:59
me,
33:59
when
33:59
you're
34:00
younger,
34:00
I
34:00
think
34:00
marriage
34:01
is
34:01
important.
34:02
I
34:02
do.
34:03
I
34:03
think
34:04
your
34:04
children,
34:05
especially
34:05
if
34:05
you
34:05
want
34:05
to
34:05
have
34:06
children,
34:06
I
34:06
think
34:07
children,
34:08
it's
34:08
a
34:08
sense
34:08
of
34:09
comfort
34:09
and
34:09
security
34:10
knowing
34:10
that
34:10
both
34:11
your
34:11
parents
34:11
are
34:11
legally
34:12
required
34:12
to
34:13
show
34:13
up.
34:14
I
34:14
think
34:14
that's
34:15
nice.
34:16
You
34:16
know,
34:16
whatever
34:17
the
34:17
family
34:17
structure
34:18
is,
34:18
I
34:18
don't
34:18
think
34:19
it
34:19
really
34:19
matters.
34:19
And,
34:20
you
34:20
know,
34:21
it's
34:21
just
34:21
that
34:22
you
34:22
want
34:22
it
34:22
to
34:22
be
34:23
legal,
34:23
right?
34:23
You
34:23
want
34:24
there
34:24
to
34:24
be
34:24
a
34:24
piece
34:24
of
34:25
paper
34:25
that
34:25
says
34:26
mommy
34:26
and
34:27
daddy
34:27
or
34:28
mommy
34:28
and
34:28
mommy
34:28
or
34:28
daddy
34:29
and
34:29
daddy
34:29
or
34:29
ever.
34:30
Your
34:30
family
34:30
dynamic
34:31
is
34:31
you
34:31
want
34:31
them
34:32
to
34:32
legally
34:32
have
34:33
to
34:33
show
34:33
up.
34:34
But
34:34
in
34:34
my
34:34
age,
34:35
I've
34:35
had
34:35
my
34:35
kids,
34:35
obviously
34:36
not
34:36
having
34:36
any
34:37
more
34:37
children.
34:38
I
34:38
just
34:38
want
34:38
someone
34:39
who
34:39
loves
34:39
me.
34:40
Yeah,
34:41
exactly.
34:41
That's.
34:42
That's.
34:42
That's
34:42
the
34:43
goal.
34:43
And
34:44
how
34:44
vocal
34:45
are
34:45
the
34:45
kids
34:46
when
34:46
you're
34:46
dating
34:47
somebody?
34:47
Are
34:47
they
34:47
giving
34:48
you
34:48
advice?
34:48
Are
34:48
they
34:49
kind
34:49
of
34:49
like,
34:50
oh,
34:50
they're
34:50
the
34:50
best.
34:51
Oh,
34:51
my
34:52
God.
34:52
I.
34:52
Oh,
34:52
my
34:52
gosh.
34:53
So,
34:53
first
34:53
of
34:53
all,
34:53
Bachelor
34:54
is
34:54
my
34:55
dating
34:56
guru,
34:56
okay?
34:57
She
34:57
for
34:57
sure,
34:57
knows
34:58
a
34:58
lot
34:58
more
34:58
about
34:58
dating
34:59
than
34:59
I
34:59
do.
34:59
And
34:59
so
35:00
whenever
35:00
I'm
35:00
not
35:00
sure
35:00
something
35:01
or
35:01
I
35:01
feel
35:02
like
35:03
I
35:03
don't
35:03
think
35:03
this
35:03
is
35:04
appropriate
35:04
or
35:05
not
35:05
sure
35:05
this
35:05
is,
35:06
you
35:06
know,
35:06
correct.
35:07
I'll.
35:08
I'll
35:08
fact
35:08
check
35:08
with
35:09
her.
35:09
I'll
35:09
Be
35:09
like,
35:09
but
35:09
this
35:09
is
35:10
a
35:10
normal
35:10
thing
35:10
for
35:10
someone
35:10
to
35:11
do,
35:11
because
35:13
I
35:13
really
35:14
didn't
35:14
ever
35:14
date.
35:15
I
35:16
don't
35:16
know.
35:16
So
35:16
that's
35:17
one.
35:17
Number
35:17
two,
35:18
because
35:19
of
35:19
what
35:19
happened
35:19
with
35:19
Sylvia,
35:22
I
35:23
don't
35:23
necessarily
35:24
trust
35:24
my
35:24
judgment
35:25
so
35:25
much
35:25
when
35:26
it
35:26
comes
35:26
to
35:26
guys,
35:27
because
35:27
I
35:27
am
35:28
very
35:29
trusting.
35:29
I
35:30
am
35:31
very.
35:31
I'm
35:31
nice,
35:32
you
35:32
know,
35:32
I'm.
35:32
I'm
35:33
nice,
35:33
you
35:34
know,
35:34
I
35:34
see
35:34
the
35:34
best
35:35
in
35:35
people.
35:35
And,
35:36
you
35:37
know,
35:37
they
35:38
warned
35:38
me
35:38
about
35:38
Sylvia.
35:39
They
35:39
saw
35:40
something
35:40
in
35:40
him,
35:40
and
35:41
I
35:41
told
35:41
them.
35:41
They
35:42
did.
35:42
Oh,
35:42
yes.
35:43
And
35:43
I
35:44
said,
35:44
oh,
35:44
no,
35:44
no,
35:45
no,
35:45
you
35:45
guys
35:46
are
35:46
wrong.
35:46
You
35:46
don't
35:47
like
35:47
him
35:47
because
35:48
he's
35:48
not
35:49
Jewish.
35:49
That's
35:49
what
35:49
I
35:50
thought.
35:50
Okay?
35:51
But
35:51
I
35:51
was
35:51
wrong.
35:52
Everything
35:52
they
35:53
said
35:55
came
35:55
to
35:56
pass.
35:57
Everything.
35:57
They
35:58
were
35:58
on
35:59
the
35:59
money,
36:00
100%.
36:02
And
36:02
that's
36:02
the
36:03
problem
36:03
when
36:03
we
36:03
get
36:04
emotionally
36:04
attached
36:05
to
36:05
someone
36:06
and
36:06
there's
36:07
a
36:07
strong
36:07
physical
36:08
and
36:08
emotional
36:09
connection,
36:10
right.
36:10
When
36:11
that
36:11
happens,
36:12
we're
36:13
not
36:13
really
36:13
rational
36:15
and
36:15
we
36:15
ignore
36:16
signs
36:16
that
36:17
we
36:17
see
36:17
and
36:17
we
36:18
know,
36:18
but
36:18
we
36:18
just
36:19
push
36:19
them
36:20
back
36:20
because
36:20
we
36:20
don't
36:21
want
36:21
to
36:21
see
36:21
and
36:21
we
36:21
don't
36:22
want
36:22
to
36:22
know.
36:23
So
36:23
we
36:23
now
36:24
have
36:24
a
36:24
rule
36:24
in
36:24
the
36:24
whole.
36:25
In
36:25
the
36:25
family,
36:25
and
36:26
we
36:26
have
36:26
really
36:26
stuck
36:27
to
36:27
it.
36:27
And
36:28
the
36:28
rule
36:28
is
36:28
very
36:28
simple.
36:29
If
36:29
any
36:30
of
36:30
us,
36:30
me
36:30
or
36:31
any
36:31
of
36:31
the
36:31
kids
36:32
meet
36:33
someone
36:33
that
36:34
they
36:34
think
36:34
this
36:35
could
36:35
be
36:35
real,
36:36
like
36:36
an
36:36
actual
36:36
boyfriend
36:37
or
36:37
girlfriend,
36:39
they
36:39
have
36:39
to
36:39
come
36:39
to
36:39
family
36:40
dinner.
36:41
And
36:41
then
36:42
everybody
36:42
votes.
36:43
Wow.
36:45
A
36:45
vote.
36:46
Okay,
36:47
Everybody
36:48
votes.
36:48
And
36:49
if
36:49
the
36:49
family
36:50
does
36:50
not
36:50
like
36:50
the
36:51
person,
36:51
they're
36:51
out.
36:53
And
36:53
I
36:53
literally
36:54
had
36:54
that
36:54
happen.
36:54
I
36:55
was
36:55
dating
36:55
this
36:55
guy
36:56
and
36:56
I
36:56
was
36:56
like,
36:58
maybe,
36:58
like,
36:59
maybe
37:00
I
37:00
would
37:00
actually,
37:00
you
37:01
know,
37:01
because
37:01
most
37:01
guys
37:02
I
37:02
kind
37:02
of
37:02
break
37:02
up
37:03
with
37:03
in
37:03
that
37:03
three
37:04
week,
37:05
three
37:05
to
37:05
four
37:05
week
37:05
period.
37:06
You
37:06
had
37:06
crossed
37:06
the
37:06
three
37:07
weeks
37:07
at
37:07
this
37:07
point,
37:07
right?
37:08
I
37:08
crossed
37:08
that
37:08
three
37:09
weeks.
37:09
And
37:09
I
37:09
was
37:09
like,
37:09
actually,
37:09
maybe
37:10
he
37:10
could
37:10
actually
37:10
be
37:11
my
37:11
boyfriend.
37:11
So
37:11
let
37:12
me
37:12
introduce
37:12
him
37:12
to
37:13
my
37:13
kids.
37:13
I
37:14
brought
37:14
him
37:14
over.
37:15
All
37:16
four
37:16
of
37:16
my
37:16
kids
37:16
were
37:17
like,
37:17
absolutely
37:18
not.
37:18
And
37:19
I
37:19
broke
37:19
up.
37:19
I
37:19
broke
37:20
up
37:20
with
37:20
him
37:20
that
37:20
night.
37:20
Really?
37:21
Up
37:21
with
37:21
him
37:21
immediately.
37:22
I
37:22
did.
37:23
Broke
37:23
up
37:23
with
37:23
him
37:24
immediately.
37:24
So
37:24
you
37:24
guys
37:25
do
37:25
the
37:25
vote
37:25
at
37:25
the
37:25
dinner,
37:26
like
37:26
right
37:26
after
37:26
the
37:27
dinner.
37:27
After.
37:27
Right
37:28
after
37:28
the
37:28
dinner.
37:28
When
37:28
it's
37:29
fresh
37:29
in
37:29
your
37:29
mind
37:31
and
37:31
so
37:31
that
37:31
no
37:31
one
37:31
can
37:32
convince
37:32
anyone
37:32
else.
37:32
So
37:33
it's
37:33
your
37:33
own
37:33
opinion
37:34
also.
37:36
And
37:36
we
37:36
did
37:36
the
37:36
same
37:37
thing
37:37
with,
37:37
you
37:38
know,
37:38
other
37:38
moms
37:38
and
37:39
my
37:39
kids.
37:39
I
37:39
mean,
37:40
we've
37:40
literally.
37:41
Because
37:42
my
37:42
kids
37:43
want
37:43
me
37:43
to
37:43
be
37:43
happy.
37:44
They
37:44
don't
37:44
care
37:45
if
37:45
a
37:45
person's
37:45
younger.
37:46
They're
37:46
lovely
37:46
to
37:46
everybody.
37:47
They
37:48
totally
37:48
understand
37:49
why
37:49
I
37:49
date
37:50
younger
37:50
guys.
37:50
And
37:51
in
37:51
fact,
37:52
They've
37:52
set
37:52
me
37:53
up
37:53
with
37:53
younger
37:53
guys.
37:53
Like,
37:54
it's
37:54
not.
37:55
They're
37:55
super
37:55
open
37:56
to
37:56
it.
37:56
They
37:56
just
37:56
want
37:56
their
37:56
mom
37:57
to
37:57
be
37:57
happy.
37:57
And
37:57
I
37:57
know
37:58
that,
37:58
like,
37:59
they
37:59
know
37:59
I'm
37:59
not
37:59
gonna
37:59
have
37:59
any
38:00
more
38:00
children,
38:01
so
38:01
they're
38:01
never
38:01
going
38:01
to
38:02
be
38:02
supplanted.
38:02
There's
38:03
not
38:03
going
38:03
to.
38:03
You
38:03
know,
38:04
they
38:04
are
38:04
my
38:04
kids
38:07
and
38:07
so
38:08
I
38:09
trust
38:09
them
38:10
and
38:11
they
38:11
trust
38:11
me.
38:12
And
38:13
so
38:14
I
38:14
think
38:14
this
38:14
is
38:14
really
38:15
safe
38:15
because
38:17
when
38:17
you
38:18
get
38:18
emotionally
38:18
tasked
38:19
with
38:19
someone
38:19
and
38:19
you
38:19
ignore
38:20
all
38:20
the
38:20
warning
38:20
signs,
38:21
somebody
38:22
has
38:22
to
38:22
be
38:22
the
38:22
one
38:23
saying,
38:24
watch
38:24
out.
38:24
Did
38:25
you
38:25
see
38:25
this?
38:25
Or
38:25
did
38:26
you
38:26
see
38:26
that?
38:26
And
38:27
yeah,
38:28
so
38:28
now
38:29
I
38:29
don't
38:29
have
38:29
to
38:29
make
38:30
those
38:30
decisions
38:30
by
38:30
myself
38:31
anymore.
38:31
We
38:31
do
38:31
it
38:32
as
38:32
a
38:32
family.
38:32
It's
38:33
a
38:33
take
38:33
us
38:33
all
38:34
or
38:34
leave
38:34
us
38:35
all.
38:35
You
38:35
get
38:36
one
38:36
of
38:36
us,
38:36
you
38:36
get
38:36
all
38:36
of
38:36
us.
38:37
See,
38:37
and
38:37
if
38:38
a
38:38
guy
38:38
can
38:38
live
38:39
through
38:39
that
38:39
and
38:40
can
38:40
thrive
38:40
through
38:41
that,
38:41
I
38:41
mean,
38:41
that's
38:42
the
38:42
guy
38:42
right
38:42
there.
38:43
There
38:44
you
38:44
go,
38:44
There
38:44
you
38:44
go.
38:44
That's
38:45
the
38:45
guy.
38:45
So
38:46
I
38:46
would
38:46
imagine
38:46
Batsheva
38:47
is
38:47
a
38:48
pretty
38:48
good
38:48
wing
38:49
woman
38:49
too.
38:50
When
38:50
you're
38:50
out.
38:51
We
38:51
never
38:51
go
38:51
out
38:52
together
38:52
because
38:52
it's
38:54
dating
38:54
wise.
38:55
Only
38:56
accidentally,
38:56
Meaning
38:57
a
38:57
couple
38:57
of
38:58
times
38:58
we
38:58
actually
38:58
had
38:59
dates
38:59
and
38:59
we
38:59
went
38:59
to
38:59
the
39:00
same
39:00
place.
39:00
No,
39:00
you
39:00
did
39:01
it.
39:01
Oh
39:01
my
39:01
God.
39:01
Yeah,
39:02
we
39:02
did.
39:02
But.
39:03
So
39:03
that
39:03
happened
39:04
twice,
39:04
but
39:05
totally
39:05
inadvertently.
39:07
Otherwise,
39:08
you
39:08
know,
39:08
it's
39:09
kind
39:09
of
39:09
awkward
39:10
because
39:11
sometimes
39:11
we
39:11
don't
39:12
know
39:12
who
39:12
the
39:12
guy
39:13
is
39:13
interested
39:14
in.
39:14
We've
39:15
kind
39:15
of
39:15
created
39:16
a
39:16
system.
39:17
So
39:17
if
39:17
we
39:17
don't
39:18
go
39:18
out
39:18
together,
39:18
but
39:19
like,
39:19
sometimes
39:19
let's
39:19
say
39:21
we're
39:21
on
39:21
a
39:21
trip
39:21
or
39:22
we're
39:22
going
39:22
out,
39:23
you
39:23
know,
39:23
as
39:23
a
39:23
family,
39:24
or
39:24
we're
39:24
flying
39:24
somewhere,
39:25
whatever,
39:26
and
39:26
some
39:26
guy
39:26
comes
39:27
and
39:27
starts
39:27
flirting
39:28
and
39:28
we're
39:28
not
39:28
sure
39:28
who
39:29
he's
39:29
interested
39:29
in.
39:30
We
39:30
figured
39:31
out
39:31
a
39:31
way
39:31
to
39:31
figure
39:32
it
39:32
out
39:32
because
39:33
we
39:33
ask
39:33
his
39:34
age.
39:34
Now
39:35
here's
39:35
the
39:35
trick.
39:36
If
39:36
he
39:36
said,
39:36
let's
39:37
say
39:37
we
39:37
say,
39:37
how
39:37
old
39:37
are
39:37
you?
39:38
If
39:38
he
39:38
says,
39:39
I'm
39:39
31
39:40
years
39:40
old,
39:41
he's
39:41
interested
39:42
in
39:42
butt
39:42
shovel.
39:43
If
39:43
he
39:43
says,
39:44
I'm
39:44
almost
39:45
32
39:47
or
39:47
how
39:47
old
39:47
do
39:48
you
39:48
want
39:48
me
39:48
to
39:48
be?
39:49
He's
39:49
interested
39:49
in
39:50
me.
39:50
So
39:50
if
39:50
he's
39:51
trying
39:51
to
39:51
make
39:51
himself
39:52
older
39:53
or
39:53
not
39:54
giving
39:54
a
39:54
direct
39:54
answer,
39:55
he's
39:55
interested
39:56
in
39:56
me.
39:56
If
39:57
he
39:57
gives
39:57
his
39:57
age
39:58
correctly,
39:58
then
39:58
he's
39:59
interested
39:59
in
39:59
bot
39:59
and
40:00
it
40:00
works
40:00
every
40:00
time.
40:01
It's
40:02
a
40:02
fail.
40:02
It's
40:02
a
40:02
foolproof
40:03
system.
40:03
Oh
40:04
my
40:04
God.
40:04
Have
40:04
you
40:04
guys
40:04
ever
40:05
liked
40:05
the
40:05
same
40:05
guy?
40:06
No.
40:07
God,
40:07
no.
40:07
First
40:07
of
40:07
all,
40:08
if
40:08
my
40:08
daughter
40:08
likes
40:08
him,
40:10
she
40:10
gets
40:10
first
40:10
dibs.
40:11
Like,
40:11
I'm
40:12
having
40:12
fun
40:12
she's
40:13
dating
40:13
to,
40:13
you
40:13
know,
40:14
get
40:15
married
40:15
and
40:15
have
40:15
a
40:15
family.
40:16
So,
40:16
like,
40:17
I
40:17
don't
40:17
care.
40:17
Like,
40:18
forget.
40:18
I'll
40:18
find
40:19
five
40:19
other
40:19
people
40:19
don't.
40:20
Like,
40:20
it's
40:20
not,
40:21
you
40:21
know,
40:21
it's
40:22
fine.
40:23
So.
40:23
No,
40:23
no,
40:23
no.
40:23
But
40:24
Sheva.
40:24
Absolutely.
40:24
But
40:25
we've
40:25
never
40:25
had
40:25
that.
40:25
Like,
40:26
you
40:26
know,
40:26
because
40:27
the
40:27
guys
40:27
that
40:27
she's
40:28
dating
40:28
are
40:28
men
40:28
who
40:29
want
40:29
to
40:29
start
40:30
families,
40:30
you
40:31
know,
40:31
are
40:32
dating
40:32
for
40:32
serious
40:33
things.
40:33
The
40:34
guys
40:34
I'm
40:34
dating
40:34
are
40:35
having
40:35
fun.
40:35
Like,
40:36
we're
40:36
having
40:36
fun.
40:37
You
40:37
know,
40:37
I,
40:37
I,
40:38
I
40:38
generally
40:39
start
40:39
off
40:39
dates
40:40
if,
40:40
if
40:40
I
40:40
think
40:40
there
40:40
will
40:41
be
40:41
a
40:41
day,
40:41
too.
40:41
I
40:42
always
40:42
put
40:42
it
40:42
out
40:42
there.
40:43
Like,
40:43
my
40:43
track
40:44
record
40:44
is
40:44
around
40:44
three
40:45
weeks,
40:46
and
40:46
if
40:47
you're
40:47
okay
40:47
with
40:47
that,
40:48
you
40:48
know,
40:48
I'm
40:49
very
40:49
open
40:49
and
40:50
straightforward,
40:51
and
40:53
no
40:53
one
40:53
seems
40:53
to
40:54
mind,
40:54
and
40:54
it's
40:55
been
40:55
great.
40:55
And
40:56
of
40:56
course,
40:56
one
40:56
day,
40:56
if
40:57
I
40:57
meet
40:57
someone
40:57
who
40:57
can
40:58
last
40:58
longer
40:58
than
40:59
three
40:59
weeks,
40:59
great.
41:00
It
41:01
sounds
41:01
like
41:01
the
41:01
dream.
41:02
I
41:02
mean,
41:02
what
41:02
guy
41:02
is
41:02
not
41:03
going
41:03
to
41:03
love
41:03
that?
41:04
Yeah.
41:04
Why
41:05
not?
41:05
You
41:05
know,
41:05
so.
41:07
So
41:07
it's
41:07
a
41:07
very
41:07
different
41:07
kind
41:08
of
41:08
person
41:08
that
41:08
we're
41:08
dating,
41:09
so
41:09
we've
41:09
never
41:09
actually
41:10
had
41:10
a
41:11
situation
41:11
where
41:11
we
41:12
both
41:12
like
41:12
the
41:12
same
41:12
person.
41:13
And
41:13
again,
41:13
if
41:13
she
41:14
would
41:14
ever
41:14
tell
41:14
me
41:15
or
41:15
if
41:15
we
41:15
would
41:15
even
41:15
see
41:16
someone,
41:16
I
41:16
would
41:16
say,
41:16
oh,
41:16
he's
41:17
cute.
41:17
And
41:17
she'd
41:17
say,
41:17
I
41:17
like
41:18
him.
41:18
I
41:18
would
41:19
absolutely
41:20
say
41:20
yours.
41:21
You
41:21
know
41:21
what
41:21
I'm
41:21
saying?
41:23
I'm
41:23
not
41:23
serious
41:24
about
41:24
it.
41:24
So
41:24
it's
41:25
fine.
41:25
Totally.
41:26
And
41:26
now
41:27
when.
41:27
Okay.
41:27
When
41:27
everything
41:28
is
41:28
all
41:28
said
41:28
and
41:28
done,
41:28
hopefully
41:29
on
41:29
the
41:29
12th
41:30
or
41:30
soon
41:30
thereafter.
41:32
Yes,
41:32
we're,
41:32
like,
41:33
soon
41:33
thereafter.
41:34
Because
41:34
he
41:34
still
41:34
has
41:35
to.
41:35
The
41:35
judge
41:36
has
41:36
to
41:36
write
41:36
the
41:36
decision.
41:37
So
41:38
if
41:38
I'm
41:39
lucky,
41:39
it's
41:39
like
41:39
two,
41:40
three
41:40
weeks
41:40
later,
41:40
you
41:41
know?
41:41
Okay.
41:41
And
41:42
then
41:42
hopefully
41:43
by
41:43
the
41:43
holiday.
41:44
Freedom.
41:45
Yes,
41:45
freedom.
41:46
Freedom.
41:46
Oh,
41:47
my
41:47
God.
41:47
Oh,
41:48
my
41:48
God.
41:48
Julia.
41:49
I'm,
41:49
like,
41:49
I'm,
41:49
like,
41:49
so
41:50
excited
41:50
for
41:50
you.
41:50
I
41:51
mean,
41:51
I
41:51
feel
41:51
like
41:51
it's
41:51
gonna
41:51
be.
41:52
We
41:53
all.
41:53
I
41:53
think
41:53
we
41:54
need
41:54
another
41:54
TV
41:54
show.
41:55
I
41:55
think
41:55
we
41:55
need,
41:56
like,
41:56
your
41:56
reinvention.
41:57
I
41:58
just
41:58
let.
41:58
Before
41:59
we
41:59
even
41:59
talk
41:59
about
41:59
that,
42:00
let
42:00
me
42:00
first
42:00
get
42:00
out
42:01
of
42:01
this
42:01
divorce,
42:01
and
42:02
then
42:02
we'll
42:02
see.
42:03
I'm
42:03
already,
42:03
like,
42:04
calling
42:04
Netflix.
42:05
I'm
42:05
like,
42:05
let's
42:06
get
42:06
this
42:06
going.
42:06
Let's
42:07
get
42:07
this
42:07
going.
42:08
No,
42:09
but
42:09
there
42:09
is
42:09
something
42:10
so
42:10
powerful.
42:10
So
42:11
what
42:11
do
42:11
you.
42:11
With
42:11
all
42:11
this
42:12
energy
42:12
that
42:12
you're
42:13
going
42:13
to
42:13
have,
42:13
like,
42:13
hopefully
42:14
all
42:14
this
42:14
good
42:14
stuff.
42:15
I
42:15
know
42:16
you're
42:16
starting.
42:16
You've
42:17
got
42:17
all
42:17
these
42:17
other
42:17
brands
42:18
going.
42:19
What
42:19
else
42:20
is,
42:20
like,
42:20
coming
42:21
down
42:21
the
42:21
pipeline
42:21
for
42:21
you?
42:22
Is
42:22
there
42:22
anything?
42:22
Well,
42:23
my
42:23
kids
42:23
and
42:23
I
42:23
have
42:24
invented
42:24
something
42:25
that
42:25
I
42:25
think
42:25
is
42:27
really
42:27
extraordinary
42:29
and
42:29
a
42:30
massive
42:30
game
42:30
changer.
42:32
I
42:32
can't
42:32
really
42:32
say
42:32
more
42:33
than
42:33
that,
42:33
but
42:33
that
42:34
is
42:34
going
42:34
to
42:34
be
42:35
Body
42:36
by
42:36
Julia,
42:36
our
42:36
shapewear
42:37
brand,
42:37
which
42:37
I'm
42:37
just
42:38
so.
42:38
Which
42:38
I
42:38
love
42:39
so
42:39
much
42:39
and
42:39
is,
42:39
you
42:40
know,
42:40
thank
42:40
God
42:40
it's
42:40
doing
42:41
so
42:41
well.
42:42
And
42:42
this
42:43
new
42:43
invention
42:44
thing,
42:45
that's
42:45
going
42:46
to
42:46
be
42:46
our
42:46
focus.
42:46
I'm
42:48
so
42:48
excited.
42:49
I
42:49
can't.
42:49
I
42:50
mean,
42:50
I
42:50
just,
42:50
every
42:50
time
42:51
I
42:51
think
42:51
about
42:51
it,
42:51
I
42:52
just
42:52
want
42:52
to
42:52
jump
42:52
up
42:52
and
42:52
down
42:53
like
42:53
a
42:53
little
42:53
kid
42:53
because
42:54
I
42:54
really
42:54
think
42:54
it's
42:54
going
42:55
to
42:55
help
42:55
so
42:55
many
42:55
people.
42:57
And
42:57
anyway,
42:58
so
42:58
I
42:58
really,
42:59
I
42:59
just
43:00
want
43:00
to
43:00
start
43:00
it
43:00
already.
43:00
It's
43:01
so
43:01
frustrating.
43:01
I
43:02
want
43:02
to
43:02
start
43:02
it
43:02
today,
43:02
but
43:03
it's
43:03
okay.
43:03
It's
43:03
okay.
43:04
But
43:04
you've
43:04
got,
43:05
I
43:05
mean,
43:05
you've
43:05
got
43:05
a
43:05
lot
43:05
going
43:06
with
43:06
the
43:06
shapewear
43:06
line.
43:07
I
43:07
love
43:07
the
43:07
shapewear,
43:07
by
43:07
the
43:08
way.
43:08
It's
43:08
so
43:08
sexy.
43:09
Thank
43:09
you.
43:09
So
43:10
fun.
43:10
And
43:10
I
43:11
think
43:11
it's
43:11
important
43:11
to
43:11
make
43:12
it
43:12
like
43:12
that,
43:12
to
43:12
give
43:13
it
43:13
that.
43:13
Well,
43:13
also,
43:14
what's
43:14
coming
43:15
now,
43:15
we,
43:15
we
43:15
just
43:16
got,
43:16
you
43:16
know,
43:16
all
43:17
the
43:17
terrorists
43:17
kind
43:17
of
43:17
delayed
43:18
stuff,
43:18
but
43:19
hopefully
43:20
in
43:20
a
43:20
month
43:21
or
43:21
so
43:21
it'll
43:22
be
43:22
on
43:23
line.
43:23
Right
43:23
now,
43:23
I
43:24
don't
43:24
think
43:24
you
43:24
can
43:24
buy
43:24
anything
43:25
on
43:25
our
43:26
website.
43:26
I
43:26
think
43:26
everything
43:27
is
43:27
sold
43:27
out.
43:28
But
43:29
in
43:29
a
43:30
few
43:30
weeks,
43:30
we're
43:30
actually
43:32
bringing
43:32
to
43:33
women
43:35
a
43:36
hybrid
43:38
of
43:39
bra,
43:40
shirt
43:41
and
43:42
shapewear.
43:42
In
43:42
one
43:43
garment,
43:43
we've
43:44
made
43:44
T
43:44
shirts,
43:45
tank
43:46
tops,
43:47
camisoles,
43:48
bodysuits,
43:49
long
43:50
sleeve
43:50
shirts
43:51
with
43:52
your
43:52
bra
43:52
built
43:53
inside
43:54
and
43:54
slightly
43:55
shaping.
43:55
So
43:56
instead
43:56
of
43:56
having
43:56
to
43:56
wear
43:57
three
43:57
layers,
43:58
you
43:58
wear
43:59
one,
43:59
you
43:59
pay
44:00
for
44:00
one.
44:00
And
44:01
it's
44:01
a
44:01
shirt
44:02
or
44:02
a
44:03
tank
44:03
top
44:03
or
44:03
a
44:03
T
44:04
shirt
44:04
or
44:04
a
44:04
camisole
44:05
or
44:05
bodysuit.
44:05
That's
44:06
not
44:06
just
44:06
by
44:06
your
44:07
dress
44:07
size,
44:07
but
44:08
by
44:08
your
44:08
cup
44:08
size.
44:10
Oh,
44:11
so
44:11
you
44:12
can
44:12
buy
44:12
a
44:13
size
44:13
medium
44:14
shirt
44:15
with
44:15
a
44:15
double
44:16
D
44:17
or
44:17
a
44:17
size
44:18
medium
44:18
shirt
44:18
with
44:18
an
44:19
A.
44:19
Oh,
44:20
so
44:20
you
44:20
can
44:20
pick
44:20
the
44:21
cup.
44:21
It
44:21
can
44:21
be
44:21
any
44:22
cup,
44:22
any
44:23
cup.
44:23
We
44:24
go
44:24
from
44:24
A
44:25
to
44:26
double
44:26
F.
44:27
Oh,
44:27
my
44:28
goodness.
44:28
That's
44:28
genius.
44:29
And
44:29
it,
44:29
it
44:30
tucks,
44:30
it
44:30
holds
44:30
it
44:31
in,
44:31
everything.
44:32
So
44:32
every.
44:32
It
44:33
smooths
44:33
you
44:33
out.
44:34
It's
44:34
made
44:34
for
44:34
day
44:35
to
44:35
day
44:35
wear.
44:35
It
44:35
smooths
44:36
you
44:36
out.
44:36
But
44:36
it's
44:36
not
44:37
like
44:38
you're
44:38
dying.
44:38
So
44:39
it's
44:39
very,
44:39
it's
44:39
smoothing,
44:41
but
44:41
your
44:41
bra
44:42
is
44:42
in
44:42
there.
44:43
You
44:43
wear
44:44
one
44:44
garment,
44:45
one
44:45
thing,
44:45
and
44:45
guess
44:46
what?
44:46
What
44:46
does
44:46
every
44:47
woman
44:47
on
44:47
earth.
44:48
I've
44:48
never
44:49
met
44:49
someone
44:49
who
44:49
told
44:50
me
44:50
that
44:50
they
44:50
don't
44:50
do
44:50
this.
44:51
If
44:51
you're
44:51
wearing
44:51
a
44:51
bra
44:52
with
44:52
hooks,
44:53
the
44:53
first
44:53
thing
44:54
you
44:54
do
44:54
when
44:54
you
44:54
get
44:54
home
44:54
is
44:55
unhook
44:55
it.
44:55
Because
44:56
that
44:56
strap
44:57
is
44:57
so
44:58
Freaking
44:58
painful.
44:59
Well,
44:59
guess
44:59
what?
45:00
Our
45:01
bras
45:01
don't
45:01
have
45:01
straps
45:02
because
45:02
we're
45:03
using
45:03
the
45:03
body
45:04
of
45:04
the
45:04
clothing
45:05
to
45:05
hold
45:06
the
45:06
cups
45:06
in
45:06
place.
45:07
No
45:08
straps,
45:08
no
45:09
discomfort.
45:10
And
45:10
because
45:10
it's
45:11
slightly,
45:12
slightly
45:13
shapewear.
45:13
Right.
45:14
It
45:14
holds
45:14
everything
45:14
in
45:15
place.
45:16
So
45:17
I
45:17
am
45:17
a
45:17
fifth.
45:17
I'm
45:18
54
45:18
years
45:18
old.
45:18
I
45:18
have
45:19
a
45:19
double
45:19
D
45:19
cup
45:21
and
45:21
my.
45:22
I
45:22
mean,
45:22
I'm
45:22
gonna
45:23
be
45:23
honest,
45:23
my
45:23
boobs
45:23
travel.
45:24
Like
45:24
they
45:24
don't
45:24
stay
45:25
in
45:25
one
45:25
place.
45:25
They're
45:26
not
45:26
these,
45:26
you
45:27
know,
45:27
they're
45:27
not
45:27
the
45:27
perky
45:28
20
45:28
year
45:28
old
45:28
boobs
45:28
I
45:29
had
45:29
30
45:29
years
45:29
ago.
45:29
They're
45:30
just
45:30
not
45:31
with
45:31
this,
45:31
without
45:32
Ebro,
45:33
just
45:33
with
45:33
the
45:34
shirt,
45:35
everything
45:35
stays
45:36
in
45:36
place,
45:36
nothing
45:37
moves.
45:38
And
45:38
I'm.
45:39
I
45:39
have
45:39
fallen
45:39
asleep
45:40
in
45:40
my
45:40
clothes
45:41
because
45:41
they're
45:41
so
45:41
comfortable
45:42
that,
45:43
like,
45:43
it's.
45:44
It's
45:44
so
45:45
insanely
45:45
comfortable.
45:46
And
45:47
it
45:47
looks
45:47
beautiful,
45:49
everybody.
45:49
I
45:49
mean,
45:50
it's
45:50
kind
45:50
of
45:51
one
45:51
of
45:51
the
45:52
models
45:52
who
45:52
works
45:53
for
45:53
us
45:53
because
45:53
I
45:54
also
45:54
own
45:55
ewg
45:56
told
45:56
me
45:56
Julia,
45:56
it's
45:57
lipo,
45:57
tummy
45:58
tuck
45:59
and
45:59
boob
45:59
job
46:00
in
46:00
an
46:00
outfit
46:02
because
46:02
it
46:02
really
46:02
does.
46:03
It
46:03
shapes
46:03
you.
46:04
It
46:04
makes
46:04
your
46:05
breasts
46:05
look
46:05
perfect
46:05
because
46:05
you're
46:06
wearing
46:06
a
46:06
bra
46:06
that
46:06
fits
46:07
you.
46:08
No
46:09
discomfort.
46:10
You're
46:10
not
46:10
wearing
46:10
three
46:10
layers.
46:11
There's
46:12
no
46:12
lines
46:12
anywhere.
46:13
It's
46:13
one
46:13
thing
46:14
and
46:14
it's
46:14
all
46:15
of
46:15
those
46:15
encompass.
46:16
So
46:17
I
46:17
cannot
46:18
wait
46:18
till
46:20
we've
46:20
gotten
46:20
it.
46:21
It's
46:21
arrived
46:21
in
46:21
America,
46:22
so
46:22
now
46:22
we
46:22
just
46:23
have
46:23
to
46:23
photograph
46:23
it
46:24
and
46:24
blah,
46:25
blah,
46:25
blah,
46:25
blah,
46:25
blah,
46:25
and
46:26
then
46:26
we'll
46:26
put
46:26
it
46:26
up
46:26
on
46:26
our
46:27
website.
46:28
I
46:28
think
46:28
people
46:28
are
46:29
going
46:29
to
46:29
go
46:29
crazy
46:29
because
46:29
it
46:30
is
46:30
beautiful
46:31
and
46:31
comfortable
46:32
and
46:32
makes
46:32
you
46:32
look
46:32
absolutely
46:33
magnificent.
46:34
And
46:34
I'm
46:35
beyond
46:35
excited
46:36
about
46:36
it.
46:36
Oh,
46:37
my
46:37
gosh.
46:37
And,
46:37
well,
46:37
I
46:37
mean,
46:37
if
46:37
you
46:38
can
46:38
fall
46:38
asleep
46:38
in
46:38
it,
46:38
that's
46:39
the
46:39
true
46:39
test
46:39
of,
46:40
like,
46:40
comfort.
46:40
And.
46:40
Yeah,
46:41
yeah,
46:41
you'll
46:41
see.
46:41
I
46:42
mean,
46:42
people,
46:43
you
46:43
know,
46:43
we
46:43
haven't
46:44
obviously
46:44
sold
46:44
any
46:45
because
46:45
we
46:45
haven't
46:45
put
46:45
them
46:45
in
46:46
our
46:46
store
46:46
yet,
46:46
but
46:46
we've
46:47
gifted
46:47
some
46:48
to
46:50
models
46:50
who
46:50
try
46:50
clothes
46:51
on
46:51
all
46:51
the
46:51
time
46:51
because
46:52
they're
46:52
the
46:53
best
46:54
to
46:54
me,
46:54
like,
46:55
they've
46:55
tried
46:55
everything,
46:56
you
46:56
know,
46:57
and
46:58
we
46:58
haven't
46:59
had
46:59
a
46:59
single
46:59
instance
47:00
where
47:00
at
47:00
the
47:00
end
47:00
of
47:00
a
47:01
photo
47:01
shoot,
47:01
someone
47:01
didn't
47:02
say
47:02
to
47:02
us,
47:02
can
47:02
I
47:02
take
47:03
it
47:03
home?
47:03
Do
47:04
I
47:04
have
47:04
to
47:04
take
47:04
it
47:04
off?
47:07
You
47:07
just
47:07
don't
47:07
want
47:07
to
47:08
take
47:08
it
47:08
off.
47:08
It's
47:09
so
47:09
freaking
47:09
comfortable.
47:10
It's
47:10
crazy.
47:11
And
47:11
then
47:13
hopefully
47:15
for.
47:16
We're
47:16
also
47:17
working
47:17
on
47:17
creating
47:18
swimwear.
47:20
Shapewear.
47:20
Swimwear.
47:21
It'll
47:21
look
47:21
like
47:21
a
47:21
bathing
47:22
suit.
47:22
It'll
47:22
feel
47:22
like
47:23
a
47:23
bathing
47:23
suit,
47:23
except
47:24
it
47:24
will
47:24
be
47:24
your
47:24
bra
47:25
size
47:27
and
47:27
it
47:27
will
47:27
Shape
47:28
you.
47:28
That's
47:29
the
47:29
dream.
47:29
Right
47:29
when
47:30
you
47:30
step
47:30
out
47:30
on
47:30
the
47:30
beach.
47:31
And
47:32
then
47:32
next
47:33
year,
47:33
we're
47:33
going
47:34
to
47:34
launch
47:35
Bridal
47:35
Wear.
47:36
We're
47:36
going
47:36
to
47:36
make
47:36
wedding
47:37
gowns
47:37
with
47:37
your
47:38
shapewear
47:38
and
47:38
your
47:38
bra
47:39
built
47:39
inside.
47:40
Yes.
47:41
Because
47:41
you
47:41
can
47:41
actually
47:42
enjoy
47:42
your
47:43
own
47:43
wedding.
47:43
Yes.
47:44
You
47:44
know
47:44
how
47:44
many
47:45
women
47:45
are.
47:45
Yes.
47:46
On
47:46
the
47:46
inside?
47:46
They're
47:46
wearing
47:47
40
47:47
layers.
47:47
They
47:48
can't
47:48
go
47:48
to
47:48
the
47:48
bathroom.
47:49
Can't
47:49
go
47:49
to
47:49
the
47:49
bathroom.
47:49
They're
47:50
so
47:50
uncomfortable.
47:51
They're
47:51
wearing
47:51
their
47:51
bra.
47:52
They're
47:52
wearing
47:52
massive
47:52
shapewear.
47:53
Then
47:53
they're
47:53
wearing
47:53
their
47:53
dress,
47:54
which
47:54
is
47:54
generally
47:55
several
47:56
layers.
47:57
It's
47:57
ridiculous.
47:58
This
47:59
is
47:59
a
47:59
zip
48:00
and
48:00
go.
48:01
Your
48:01
bra
48:01
will
48:02
be
48:02
in
48:02
your
48:02
dress,
48:03
the
48:03
shapewear
48:04
will
48:04
be
48:04
in
48:04
your
48:05
dress.
48:05
And
48:06
you'll
48:06
never
48:06
know.
48:07
It'll
48:07
be
48:07
lace
48:08
and
48:08
light,
48:08
and
48:09
you'll
48:09
never
48:09
know.
48:10
Because
48:10
of
48:10
our
48:10
technology,
48:12
you
48:12
can't
48:12
tell
48:12
that
48:12
it's
48:13
shapewear.
48:13
You
48:13
can't
48:13
tell
48:13
that
48:14
there's
48:14
anything
48:14
shaping
48:14
in
48:15
there.
48:15
It
48:15
looks
48:15
like
48:15
regular
48:15
clothes.
48:16
We
48:16
can
48:17
color
48:17
it.
48:17
We
48:17
can
48:18
make
48:18
patterns
48:19
and
48:19
lace.
48:19
You
48:19
know,
48:19
our
48:20
next.
48:20
We
48:20
actually
48:21
have
48:21
a
48:21
lace
48:21
collection
48:22
coming.
48:22
It's
48:22
a
48:23
full
48:23
lace
48:23
collection
48:23
with
48:24
the
48:24
bra
48:24
built
48:24
in.
48:25
And
48:25
again,
48:26
the
48:26
shapewear
48:27
in
48:27
lace,
48:27
like.
48:28
Yeah.
48:29
So
48:29
there's
48:29
a
48:29
lot
48:29
of
48:29
exciting
48:30
things
48:30
coming
48:31
with
48:31
Body
48:31
by
48:31
Julia
48:34
and.
48:35
Yeah.
48:35
I
48:35
just.
48:36
I
48:36
just
48:36
need
48:36
this
48:37
divorce
48:37
to
48:37
be
48:37
done.
48:38
Yes.
48:39
This
48:39
is
48:39
the
48:39
one
48:40
thing,
48:40
once
48:40
you're,
48:41
like,
48:41
through
48:41
that.
48:42
I
48:42
mean,
48:42
it
48:42
seems
48:43
like
48:43
it's
48:43
just.
48:43
It's
48:44
up
48:44
and
48:44
away.
48:44
Yes.
48:45
It's
48:45
up
48:45
and
48:45
away.
48:46
Change
48:46
the
48:46
world
48:46
together.
48:47
Yes.
48:48
Right.
48:48
I
48:48
mean,
48:49
now's
48:49
the
48:49
time.
48:51
How
48:51
has.
48:52
I
48:52
mean,
48:53
I
48:53
know
48:53
you've
48:53
been
48:53
through
48:53
all
48:54
of
48:54
these
48:54
different
48:54
things,
48:54
but
48:55
in
48:55
general,
48:55
how
48:56
has
48:56
midlife
48:56
treated
48:57
you?
48:57
I
48:58
don't
48:58
know
48:58
what
48:59
midlife
48:59
is.
49:00
You're
49:00
kind
49:00
of
49:00
a
49:01
preemie
49:01
still.
49:01
Basically.
49:03
I
49:03
tell
49:03
people,
49:03
like,
49:04
I'm
49:04
54
49:04
and
49:05
I'm
49:05
also
49:05
11.
49:06
Yeah.
49:07
I
49:08
mean,
49:08
there's
49:08
so
49:08
many
49:09
things
49:09
that
49:09
I
49:09
haven't
49:09
done
49:10
that
49:10
people
49:10
did
49:10
when
49:10
they
49:10
were
49:11
17.
49:12
Like,
49:12
they
49:12
had
49:12
their
49:13
first
49:13
love
49:13
when
49:13
high
49:14
school,
49:14
and
49:14
they
49:14
went
49:14
to
49:15
prom
49:15
and
49:15
had
49:16
their.
49:16
I
49:16
didn't
49:17
do
49:17
any
49:17
of
49:17
those
49:17
things.
49:17
You
49:18
know
49:18
what
49:18
I
49:18
mean?
49:18
I
49:18
never
49:18
went
49:19
to
49:19
prom.
49:19
I
49:19
never
49:19
had
49:19
a
49:20
boyfriend
49:20
in
49:21
high
49:21
school
49:21
or
49:22
college.
49:23
Like,
49:23
there's
49:23
just.
49:24
My
49:24
story
49:25
is
49:25
so
49:25
weird
49:26
that
49:27
I
49:27
don't.
49:28
I'm
49:28
not
49:28
in
49:28
midlife
49:29
where
49:29
I
49:29
am.
49:30
I'm
49:30
kind
49:30
of
49:31
at
49:31
the
49:31
beginning
49:31
of
49:32
this
49:32
new
49:32
life.
49:33
That's
49:33
what
49:34
it
49:34
feels
49:34
like
49:34
to
49:34
me.
49:35
My
49:35
midlife
49:36
feels
49:36
like
49:36
the
49:36
beginning
49:36
of
49:36
my
49:36
new
49:37
life.
49:37
It
49:38
is.
49:38
It
49:38
really
49:38
is.
49:40
Looking
49:40
back,
49:40
I
49:41
mean,
49:41
I
49:41
know
49:41
in.
49:41
At
49:42
25
49:42
years
49:42
old,
49:43
you
49:43
were
49:43
probably
49:43
in
49:44
the
49:44
thick
49:44
of
49:44
like
49:45
raising
49:45
children
49:46
and
49:46
you
49:46
were
49:46
in
49:47
that
49:47
marriage
49:48
and
49:48
living
49:48
in
49:49
A.
49:49
At
49:49
25,
49:50
I'd
49:50
had
49:53
more
49:53
pregnancies
49:55
because
49:55
I,
49:55
I
49:55
missed,
49:56
I,
49:56
I
49:56
miscarried
49:56
10
49:57
times.
49:57
I've
49:58
had
49:58
10
49:58
miscarriages.
49:59
10
49:59
miscarriages.
50:00
I've
50:00
been
50:00
pregnant,
50:01
I've
50:01
been
50:01
pregnant
50:02
14
50:02
times.
50:04
Oh
50:05
my
50:05
God,
50:06
the
50:07
little,
50:07
you
50:08
little.
50:08
Cute,
50:09
teeny,
50:10
not
50:11
so
50:11
fun.
50:11
14
50:12
times.
50:12
10
50:13
miscarriages.
50:14
By
50:14
25,
50:14
I
50:15
have
50:15
4
50:15
miscarriages
50:15
and
50:16
2
50:16
kids.
50:16
Oh
50:17
my
50:17
God.
50:18
Wow.
50:18
Wow.
50:19
I
50:19
mean,
50:20
what?
50:21
So
50:21
looking
50:21
back
50:21
at
50:22
that
50:22
25
50:22
year
50:23
old,
50:23
what
50:23
would
50:23
you
50:23
tell
50:24
her
50:24
now?
50:24
Like
50:24
what?
50:25
What?
50:33
Don't
50:33
stop,
50:34
just
50:34
keep
50:35
long.
50:35
Did
50:35
it
50:35
take
50:36
me
50:36
till
50:36
I
50:36
was
50:36
42
50:38
to
50:38
leave?
50:39
What?
50:40
One
50:41
day?
50:41
I
50:42
mean.
50:42
Ah,
50:42
okay.
50:43
It's
50:43
okay.
50:44
Were
50:44
those
50:44
little
50:45
things
50:45
bubbling
50:45
up
50:45
already
50:46
at
50:46
that
50:46
age
50:46
for
50:46
you
50:47
though?
50:47
Like
50:47
at
50:47
25?
50:47
Oh
50:48
my
50:48
God.
50:48
Since
50:48
I
50:48
was
50:49
11
50:50
and
50:50
we
50:50
moved
50:51
in
50:51
there,
50:51
things
50:51
were
50:51
bubbling
50:52
because
50:52
who
50:52
I
50:53
was
50:53
supposed
50:53
to
50:53
be
50:53
and
50:53
who
50:53
I
50:54
actually
50:54
was,
50:54
they
50:54
didn't
50:55
correlate.
50:56
There's
50:56
no,
50:56
you
50:56
know,
50:56
I
50:57
was
50:57
supposed
50:57
to
50:57
be
50:57
meek
50:58
and
50:58
mild
50:58
and
50:58
quiet
50:59
and
50:59
retiring
51:00
and
51:00
I
51:00
wasn't
51:00
supposed
51:01
to
51:01
understand
51:01
things
51:01
and
51:02
I
51:02
was
51:02
supposed
51:02
to
51:02
look
51:02
up
51:03
men
51:03
that
51:03
smarter
51:04
than
51:04
me
51:04
and
51:04
more
51:04
knowledgeable
51:05
than
51:05
I
51:05
was.
51:06
None
51:06
of
51:06
that
51:06
works
51:06
with
51:06
my
51:07
personality.
51:08
I
51:08
am
51:08
not
51:08
meek
51:09
and
51:09
mild
51:09
or
51:09
clutch.
51:10
You
51:11
know,
51:11
I
51:11
know
51:12
that
51:12
most
51:13
of
51:13
the,
51:13
you
51:13
know,
51:15
I'm
51:15
not
51:15
a
51:15
stupid
51:16
person,
51:16
let's
51:16
just
51:16
put
51:16
it
51:16
that
51:17
way.
51:17
I
51:17
have
51:17
a
51:17
pretty
51:17
decent
51:18
iq,
51:20
done
51:21
pretty
51:21
well
51:21
for
51:21
myself
51:22
without
51:22
literally
51:23
any
51:23
degree
51:23
or
51:24
knowledge
51:24
at
51:24
all
51:24
whatsoever.
51:25
I'm
51:25
a
51:25
full,
51:26
self
51:27
taught,
51:27
self
51:28
made
51:28
person.
51:30
So
51:30
none
51:31
of
51:31
the
51:31
things
51:31
I
51:31
was
51:31
supposed
51:32
to
51:32
be
51:32
were
51:32
the
51:32
things
51:32
I
51:33
actually
51:33
was.
51:34
And
51:34
so
51:34
that
51:34
dichotomy
51:35
between
51:35
who
51:35
I
51:35
was
51:36
told
51:36
that
51:36
God
51:36
would
51:37
love
51:37
and
51:37
who
51:37
I
51:37
actually
51:38
was
51:39
was
51:39
very
51:39
difficult
51:40
from
51:41
the
51:41
beginning.
51:42
From
51:42
day
51:42
one.
51:42
It
51:43
was
51:43
very
51:43
hard
51:43
for
51:43
me.
51:44
And
51:44
I
51:44
tried,
51:45
I
51:45
tried
51:46
to
51:46
fit
51:46
into
51:46
that
51:46
mold,
51:47
but
51:48
there's
51:48
just
51:48
no
51:48
meek
51:49
and,
51:49
and,
51:49
and,
51:50
you
51:50
know,
51:50
and,
51:51
and
51:51
there's
51:52
just
51:52
no
51:52
meekness
51:53
here.
51:54
I'm
51:54
not,
51:54
you
51:55
know,
51:56
I,
51:57
I'm
51:57
not
51:57
this
51:57
little
51:58
shy
51:58
flower
51:58
that
51:59
is
51:59
just
51:59
not
51:59
who
52:00
I
52:00
am.
52:01
And
52:01
so
52:01
to
52:01
have
52:02
to
52:02
be
52:02
that
52:04
was,
52:04
you
52:05
know,
52:05
a
52:05
torture.
52:06
Yeah.
52:07
God,
52:07
I
52:07
know.
52:07
Trying
52:08
to
52:08
fit,
52:08
you
52:09
know,
52:09
a
52:09
square
52:09
peg
52:10
in
52:10
a
52:10
round
52:10
hole.
52:11
I
52:11
mean
52:11
it
52:11
just,
52:11
but
52:12
it
52:12
was.
52:12
A,
52:12
it
52:13
was
52:13
a,
52:13
you
52:13
know,
52:14
it
52:14
was
52:14
a
52:14
giant
52:15
square
52:16
into
52:16
a
52:16
hole
52:17
this
52:17
big.
52:17
Right.
52:18
So
52:18
it
52:18
wasn't
52:18
even
52:18
that
52:19
the
52:19
size
52:19
of
52:19
it.
52:19
It
52:19
was
52:20
just
52:20
that
52:20
I
52:20
was
52:20
supposed
52:21
to
52:21
have
52:21
a
52:21
life
52:21
that
52:21
was
52:21
this
52:22
small
52:23
and
52:23
I
52:23
wanted
52:24
a
52:24
life
52:24
that
52:24
was
52:24
this
52:24
big.
52:25
And
52:26
you
52:26
did
52:26
what
52:26
you
52:26
had
52:27
to
52:27
do,
52:27
you
52:27
know,
52:27
and
52:27
you
52:28
let,
52:28
didn't
52:28
let
52:29
the
52:29
fear
52:29
stop
52:29
you,
52:29
which
52:30
is.
52:30
I
52:30
didn't
52:31
let
52:31
the
52:31
fear
52:31
stop
52:31
me.
52:32
What
52:32
was
52:32
that
52:32
first
52:33
step
52:33
like?
52:33
What,
52:34
what
52:34
in
52:34
your
52:34
head
52:34
did
52:35
you
52:35
tell
52:35
yourself?
52:36
I
52:36
think
52:36
the
52:37
first
52:37
step
52:37
for
52:37
any
52:37
person
52:38
who
52:38
wants
52:38
to
52:38
change
52:39
is
52:39
to
52:39
give
52:39
yourself
52:40
permission
52:40
to
52:40
do
52:40
so
52:41
and
52:41
to
52:41
acknowledge
52:43
that
52:44
you're
52:44
not
52:44
happy.
52:45
Not
52:45
because
52:45
of
52:46
who
52:46
you
52:46
are,
52:46
but
52:46
because
52:47
of
52:47
the
52:47
situation
52:47
you're
52:48
in.
52:50
And
52:50
women,
52:50
very
52:50
often
52:51
we
52:51
make
52:51
excuses.
52:52
We're
52:52
great
52:54
at
52:54
becoming
52:54
used
52:55
to
52:55
difficult
52:55
things,
52:56
to
52:56
painful
52:56
things.
52:57
You
52:57
know,
52:58
we
52:58
are,
53:02
you
53:02
know,
53:03
we
53:03
manage,
53:04
we
53:04
survive,
53:05
right?
53:07
We're
53:07
able
53:07
to
53:09
live
53:09
and
53:10
find
53:10
joy
53:10
in
53:11
the
53:11
most
53:11
difficult
53:12
of
53:12
circumstances.
53:13
And
53:13
so
53:13
to
53:14
be
53:14
able
53:14
to
53:14
say
53:14
to
53:15
yourself,
53:16
you
53:16
deserve
53:17
more,
53:18
I'm
53:18
not
53:18
happy,
53:20
I
53:20
want
53:20
my
53:20
life
53:21
to
53:21
change.
53:21
And
53:21
then
53:22
give
53:22
yourself
53:22
permission
53:23
that
53:24
this
53:24
doesn't
53:24
make
53:25
you
53:25
a
53:25
bad
53:25
person,
53:26
that
53:26
the
53:26
life
53:26
you're
53:26
living
53:27
doesn't
53:27
make
53:27
you
53:27
happy,
53:28
it
53:28
doesn't
53:28
make
53:28
you
53:29
a
53:29
bad
53:29
person,
53:30
that
53:30
you
53:30
want
53:30
more,
53:31
doesn't
53:31
make
53:31
you
53:31
a
53:32
bad
53:32
person,
53:32
that
53:32
you
53:33
want
53:33
fulfillment.
53:34
You
53:35
have
53:35
to
53:35
acknowledge
53:36
in
53:36
your
53:36
heart
53:37
and
53:38
give
53:38
yourself
53:38
permission
53:40
to
53:40
want
53:41
more,
53:41
to
53:41
demand
53:41
more.
53:42
And
53:42
once
53:43
you
53:43
do
53:43
that,
53:44
the
53:44
rest
53:44
is
53:44
just
53:44
step
53:45
by
53:45
step.
53:46
That
53:46
first
53:46
step
53:46
is
53:47
the
53:47
hardest.
53:47
To
53:47
acknowledge
53:49
that
53:49
you
53:50
have
53:50
a
53:50
right
53:51
and
53:51
that
53:51
you
53:51
deserve
53:52
to
53:52
have
53:52
a.
53:53
Better
53:53
life
53:53
and
53:54
let
53:54
go
53:54
of
53:54
the
53:54
shame
53:54
and
53:54
the
53:55
fear.
53:55
Because
53:55
that's.
53:56
Yeah,
53:56
that's
53:56
it.
53:57
Because
53:57
it's.
53:58
Well,
53:58
of
53:58
course,
53:58
fear.
53:59
I
53:59
mean,
53:59
again,
53:59
and
53:59
it
54:00
has,
54:00
it
54:00
serves.
54:01
Maybe
54:02
fear
54:02
was
54:02
useful
54:02
when
54:03
we
54:03
were
54:03
running
54:03
from
54:04
like
54:04
evil,
54:04
monstrous
54:05
dinosaurs,
54:06
whatever,
54:07
who
54:07
were
54:07
munching
54:07
us
54:08
for
54:08
lunch.
54:09
But
54:10
in
54:10
today's
54:10
day
54:11
and
54:11
age,
54:11
unless
54:12
of
54:12
course,
54:13
you
54:13
know,
54:13
you
54:13
live
54:14
in,
54:14
in
54:14
a
54:14
place
54:15
where
54:15
there's
54:16
a
54:16
lot
54:16
of
54:16
physical
54:16
danger,
54:17
which
54:17
unfortunately,
54:18
in
54:18
many
54:18
areas
54:18
of
54:18
our
54:19
country,
54:19
as
54:19
we
54:19
know,
54:20
there's
54:20
a
54:20
lot
54:20
of
54:20
crime
54:21
and
54:21
all
54:21
of
54:21
that,
54:22
but
54:22
generally
54:23
in
54:23
your
54:23
day
54:23
to
54:24
day,
54:24
if
54:25
you're
54:25
living
54:25
in
54:25
a
54:26
safe
54:26
city
54:27
or
54:27
a
54:27
safe
54:27
community,
54:29
the
54:29
things
54:29
that
54:29
we're
54:30
afraid
54:30
of
54:30
are
54:30
not
54:30
tangible.
54:31
We're
54:31
afraid
54:32
of
54:32
failing,
54:33
we're
54:33
afraid
54:34
of
54:34
losing.
54:35
We're
54:35
afraid
54:36
of
54:36
being
54:36
made
54:37
fun
54:37
of.
54:38
The
54:39
things
54:39
that
54:39
we're
54:39
afraid
54:40
of
54:40
are
54:40
not
54:42
animals,
54:43
they're
54:43
not
54:43
dinosaurs.
54:45
They're
54:46
insecurities
54:49
to
54:49
a
54:50
large
54:50
extent,
54:50
right?
54:51
And
54:54
it's
54:55
just,
54:55
it
54:55
doesn't,
54:56
it
54:57
serves
54:57
no
54:57
purpose.
54:58
Ask
54:58
yourself,
54:59
how
55:00
does
55:00
my
55:00
fear
55:01
make
55:01
my
55:01
life
55:02
better?
55:04
And
55:04
if
55:04
the
55:04
answer
55:05
is
55:05
because
55:06
of
55:06
course,
55:06
fear
55:06
doesn't
55:06
make
55:07
anyone's
55:07
life
55:07
better,
55:08
look
55:08
at
55:09
that
55:09
honestly
55:09
and
55:09
you're
55:10
going
55:10
to
55:10
see
55:10
that
55:10
the
55:10
answer
55:10
is
55:11
it
55:11
Doesn't.
55:11
So
55:12
if
55:12
you
55:12
have
55:12
something
55:13
that
55:13
you're
55:13
doing
55:14
that
55:14
doesn't
55:14
make
55:14
your
55:15
life
55:15
better,
55:15
why
55:16
continue
55:16
doing
55:16
it?
55:17
Fuck
55:18
fear.
55:19
Literally,
55:19
just
55:20
fuck
55:20
fear.
55:21
Yes.
55:21
Who
55:22
cares
55:22
what
55:22
people
55:22
say?
55:23
Exactly.
55:23
That's
55:23
exactly
55:24
who
55:24
cares.
55:25
Who
55:25
cares?
55:26
And
55:26
again,
55:28
your
55:28
voice
55:28
has
55:29
to
55:29
be
55:29
louder
55:29
than
55:29
everyone
55:30
else
55:30
because
55:30
you
55:31
know
55:31
what?
55:31
People
55:32
don't
55:32
like
55:32
change.
55:33
And
55:34
people
55:34
are
55:34
very
55:34
uncomfortable
55:35
when
55:35
you
55:35
change.
55:38
My
55:38
kids
55:38
got
55:39
into
55:39
Dr.
55:39
Joe
55:39
Dispenza
55:40
and
55:40
meditation,
55:41
not
55:41
because
55:41
I
55:41
talked
55:42
to
55:42
them
55:42
about
55:42
it
55:43
and
55:43
not
55:44
because
55:44
they
55:45
saw
55:45
me
55:45
doing
55:45
it,
55:46
but
55:46
because
55:46
they
55:46
saw
55:47
the
55:47
change
55:47
in
55:47
me.
55:48
My
55:48
two
55:48
daughters,
55:49
Batsheva
55:49
and
55:49
Miriam,
55:50
actually
55:50
came
55:50
to
55:51
me
55:51
like
55:51
a
55:51
year
55:51
ago
55:53
and
55:53
they
55:53
were
55:53
like,
55:53
okay,
55:54
what
55:54
drug
55:55
are
55:55
you
55:55
on?
55:56
I
55:56
was
55:56
like,
55:56
what?
55:57
Like,
55:57
you're
55:58
happy,
55:58
you're
55:59
confident,
56:00
you're
56:00
not
56:00
stressed
56:01
anymore.
56:01
All
56:01
this
56:02
shit
56:02
is
56:02
going
56:02
on
56:02
and
56:03
you're
56:03
like
56:03
this
56:05
joyous
56:06
person,
56:06
like,
56:06
what?
56:07
What
56:08
are
56:08
you
56:08
on?
56:09
And
56:09
I
56:09
was
56:09
like,
56:10
nothing,
56:11
I've
56:12
just
56:12
been
56:12
meditating.
56:12
And
56:13
that's
56:13
how
56:13
I
56:13
introduced
56:14
them
56:14
to
56:14
Dr.
56:14
Joe.
56:15
And
56:15
so
56:16
they
56:16
really
56:16
came
56:17
to
56:17
it,
56:18
not
56:19
because
56:19
I
56:19
was
56:19
doing
56:19
it,
56:20
but
56:20
because
56:20
of
56:20
the
56:21
change
56:21
they
56:21
saw
56:22
in
56:22
me.
56:23
And
56:23
I
56:23
have
56:24
people
56:24
all
56:24
the
56:24
time
56:25
meet
56:25
me
56:25
who
56:26
knew
56:26
me
56:26
from,
56:27
you
56:27
know,
56:27
free
56:28
Sylvio,
56:29
and
56:29
they're
56:29
like,
56:30
you're
56:30
a
56:30
different
56:30
person.
56:31
And
56:31
I
56:31
really
56:31
am.
56:32
I'm
56:32
a
56:32
different
56:32
person.
56:33
And
56:34
that
56:34
makes
56:35
some
56:35
people
56:35
uncomfortable
56:36
because
56:36
they're
56:36
used
56:36
to
56:37
you
56:37
being
56:37
like
56:37
X.
56:38
And
56:38
all
56:38
of
56:38
a
56:38
sudden
56:39
you're
56:39
doing
56:39
things
56:39
that
56:39
you
56:39
wouldn't
56:40
normally
56:40
do.
56:40
And
56:41
everyone's
56:41
like,
56:41
ah,
56:41
this
56:42
messes
56:42
with
56:42
my.
56:43
My
56:43
life,
56:43
my
56:44
worldview,
56:44
because
56:45
we
56:45
don't
56:45
want
56:45
people
56:45
to
56:45
change.
56:46
When
56:47
people
56:47
change,
56:47
your
56:48
friends,
56:48
some
56:49
of
56:49
them
56:49
will
56:49
be
56:49
very
56:49
excited
56:50
for
56:50
you.
56:50
Many
56:51
of
56:51
them
56:51
won't
56:52
because
56:53
it
56:53
shows
56:53
them
56:54
that
56:54
they
56:54
could
56:55
change
56:55
too.
56:56
And
56:56
that
56:56
gets
56:57
them
56:57
uncomfortable.
56:57
And
56:58
so
56:58
they'd
56:58
rather
56:58
you
56:58
fail
56:59
because
56:59
it's
56:59
then
56:59
an
56:59
excuse
57:00
why
57:00
they
57:00
don't
57:00
have
57:01
to
57:01
do
57:01
any
57:01
changes
57:02
or
57:02
make
57:02
any
57:02
changes
57:03
in
57:03
their
57:03
life.
57:04
Then
57:04
you'll
57:04
have
57:05
people
57:05
who
57:05
are
57:05
just
57:05
uncomfortable
57:06
because
57:06
they
57:07
like
57:07
everything
57:07
to
57:07
stay
57:07
the
57:08
same.
57:08
They
57:08
want
57:08
to
57:08
know
57:08
that
57:09
they
57:09
know
57:09
exactly
57:10
what
57:10
you
57:10
think
57:10
about
57:10
every
57:11
single
57:11
thing.
57:13
And
57:13
I
57:14
don't
57:14
believe
57:14
in
57:14
any
57:14
of
57:15
that.
57:15
I
57:15
don't
57:15
want
57:15
to
57:16
be
57:16
the
57:16
same
57:16
person
57:16
today
57:16
that
57:17
I
57:17
am,
57:17
that
57:17
I
57:17
will
57:18
be
57:18
a
57:18
month
57:18
from
57:18
now.
57:19
I
57:20
don't
57:20
want
57:20
to
57:20
be
57:20
the
57:20
same
57:21
person
57:21
I'll
57:21
be
57:21
a
57:22
year
57:22
from
57:22
now.
57:23
I
57:23
want
57:23
to
57:23
constantly
57:24
change.
57:24
I
57:24
want
57:24
to
57:25
constantly
57:25
evolve.
57:26
And
57:26
when
57:27
I
57:27
learn
57:27
new
57:27
things,
57:27
it
57:28
changes
57:28
opinions
57:28
of
57:29
mine
57:29
and
57:29
it
57:30
puts
57:30
me
57:30
into
57:30
different
57:31
directions
57:31
and
57:32
that's
57:32
what
57:32
makes
57:32
life
57:33
exciting.
57:34
So
57:35
who
57:35
cares?
57:36
You
57:36
gotta
57:37
Just
57:38
spoon
57:38
it
57:38
all
57:38
out.
57:39
It's
57:39
just
57:39
noise,
57:40
right?
57:40
What
57:41
does
57:41
a
57:41
football.
57:41
Football
57:42
player
57:42
do?
57:43
Right.
57:44
They
57:45
only
57:45
see
57:46
the
57:46
ball
57:46
and
57:47
their
57:47
teammates.
57:47
There's
57:48
millions
57:49
of
57:49
people
57:49
screaming
57:49
different
57:50
things
57:50
at
57:50
them.
57:50
You
57:51
think
57:51
they
57:51
hear
57:51
that
57:52
while
57:52
they're
57:52
playing?
57:52
No.
57:53
They
57:53
manage
57:54
to
57:55
tune
57:55
everyone
57:55
out.
57:56
And
57:56
that's
57:56
what
57:56
you
57:56
have
57:57
to
57:57
do.
57:57
You
57:58
have
57:58
to
57:58
pretend
57:58
you're
57:58
on
57:59
a
57:59
football
57:59
field,
58:00
tune
58:01
everyone
58:01
else
58:01
out,
58:02
focus
58:02
on
58:03
the
58:03
ball,
58:04
focus
58:04
on
58:04
what
58:04
you
58:04
want,
58:05
and
58:05
go
58:06
for
58:06
that.
58:06
Make
58:07
that
58:07
be
58:07
your
58:07
goal,
58:08
and
58:08
go
58:08
for
58:08
it.
58:08
Really
58:09
go
58:09
for
58:09
it.
58:09
You
58:10
know,
58:10
go
58:10
for
58:10
it.
58:11
And
58:11
when
58:11
people
58:11
ask
58:11
me
58:12
how,
58:12
I
58:12
tell
58:12
them
58:12
the
58:13
same
58:13
answer
58:13
that
58:13
I.
58:14
That
58:14
I
58:14
say
58:15
when
58:15
people
58:15
ask
58:16
me
58:16
how
58:16
I
58:16
wear
58:16
such
58:17
high
58:17
heels.
58:18
If
58:18
I
58:18
tell
58:18
you
58:18
how
58:18
many
58:19
times
58:19
I
58:19
ask,
58:20
oh,
58:20
my
58:20
gosh,
58:20
how
58:21
do
58:21
you
58:21
walk
58:21
in
58:21
those
58:21
high
58:22
heels?
58:22
I
58:22
respond
58:23
with
58:23
right
58:23
foot,
58:24
left
58:24
foot.
58:26
And
58:26
that's
58:27
how
58:27
you
58:27
change,
58:27
too.
58:27
Right
58:28
foot,
58:28
left
58:28
foot,
58:29
one
58:29
step
58:30
at
58:30
a
58:30
time.
58:30
Stop
58:31
worrying
58:31
about
58:31
50
58:32
steps.
58:32
Just
58:32
do
58:33
one
58:33
step
58:33
and
58:34
focus
58:34
on
58:34
the
58:34
next
58:34
step.
58:35
And
58:35
just
58:36
one
58:36
right
58:37
foot,
58:37
left
58:37
foot.
58:38
That's
58:38
how
58:38
you
58:38
make
58:38
any
58:38
change.
58:39
Right
58:40
foot,
58:40
left
58:40
foot.
58:40
That's
58:41
it.
58:41
One
58:41
step
58:42
at
58:42
a
58:42
time,
58:43
one
58:43
step
58:43
at
58:43
a
58:43
time.
58:44
So,
58:44
Ms.
58:44
Julia,
58:45
how
58:45
are
58:45
you
58:45
living
58:45
iconically
58:46
right
58:46
now?
58:48
How
58:48
am
58:48
I
58:48
living
58:48
iconically?
58:50
I
58:50
don't
58:50
know.
58:50
I
58:50
think
58:50
other
58:51
people
58:51
have
58:51
to
58:51
tell
58:51
me
58:52
that
58:54
I
58:55
can't
58:55
claim
58:55
my.
58:56
So
58:56
this
58:56
is
58:56
how
58:57
I
58:57
am.
59:01
Well,
59:02
what
59:02
I
59:02
would
59:02
say
59:02
is
59:03
I
59:03
can
59:03
tell
59:03
you
59:04
how
59:04
I'm
59:04
living
59:04
authentically.
59:05
And
59:05
which,
59:06
to
59:06
me
59:06
is
59:06
iconic.
59:07
That,
59:07
to
59:07
me
59:07
is
59:07
iconic.
59:08
Well,
59:08
I'm
59:08
saying.
59:08
But
59:08
I
59:09
don't.
59:09
Yeah,
59:09
I
59:09
just
59:09
don't
59:10
feel
59:10
comfortable
59:10
doing
59:11
it.
59:11
So
59:11
this
59:12
is
59:12
the
59:12
way
59:12
I'm
59:13
like,
59:13
you
59:13
know,
59:15
but,
59:16
you
59:16
know,
59:16
I.
59:18
I'm
59:18
just.
59:20
I
59:20
don't
59:20
know,
59:20
I
59:20
just
59:21
feel
59:21
this
59:22
massive
59:22
sense
59:23
of.
59:23
Of
59:24
excitement
59:26
and
59:27
this
59:27
ridiculously
59:29
strong
59:29
conviction
59:30
that
59:31
I
59:31
am
59:31
going
59:31
to
59:32
make
59:32
the
59:32
world
59:32
a
59:32
better
59:32
place
59:33
and
59:33
I'm
59:34
not
59:34
going
59:34
to
59:34
give
59:34
up
59:34
until
59:35
I
59:35
do.
59:36
And
59:36
that's
59:36
it.
59:37
And
59:37
that's
59:37
exciting.
59:38
It's
59:38
exciting
59:39
thinking
59:39
that
59:40
an
59:40
action
59:41
that
59:41
one
59:41
individual
59:42
can
59:42
take
59:43
can
59:43
change
59:44
the
59:44
course
59:44
of
59:45
other
59:45
people's
59:45
lives.
59:46
And
59:46
imagine
59:47
if
59:47
all
59:48
women
59:48
felt
59:48
that
59:48
way,
59:49
if
59:49
we
59:50
all
59:50
knew
59:50
our
59:50
own
59:50
power,
59:51
our
59:51
own
59:51
strength,
59:52
our
59:52
own
59:52
ability
59:53
to
59:53
affect
59:53
change.
59:55
Imagine
59:55
what
59:55
we
59:55
could
59:56
do
59:56
if
59:56
women
59:56
all
59:57
over
59:57
the
59:57
world
59:58
decided
59:58
to
59:59
get
59:59
together
1:00:00
and
1:00:00
say,
1:00:01
enough.
1:00:02
Band
1:00:02
together,
1:00:02
Be
1:00:03
unstoppable.
1:00:03
Band
1:00:04
together.
1:00:04
We'd
1:00:05
be
1:00:06
literally
1:00:06
unstoppable.
1:00:08
So
1:00:08
if
1:00:09
every
1:00:09
woman
1:00:09
feels
1:00:10
that
1:00:10
they
1:00:10
can
1:00:10
make
1:00:10
a
1:00:10
difference,
1:00:12
then
1:00:12
we
1:00:12
will
1:00:13
make
1:00:13
a
1:00:13
difference.
1:00:14
And
1:00:15
I
1:00:15
really.
1:00:15
I'm
1:00:16
excited
1:00:16
about
1:00:16
the
1:00:17
future.
1:00:17
I.
1:00:18
I
1:00:18
really
1:00:18
am.
1:00:19
I'm
1:00:19
Just
1:00:19
excited
1:00:20
for
1:00:20
what's.
1:00:21
I'm
1:00:21
excited
1:00:21
for
1:00:22
the
1:00:22
unknown.
1:00:22
I
1:00:23
like
1:00:23
the
1:00:23
unknown.
1:00:24
You
1:00:24
like
1:00:24
living
1:00:24
in
1:00:24
that
1:00:25
place?
1:00:25
Like,
1:00:25
you
1:00:25
like
1:00:25
to
1:00:26
kind
1:00:26
of
1:00:26
not
1:00:26
know.
1:00:27
I
1:00:27
love
1:00:27
living
1:00:28
in
1:00:28
that
1:00:28
place
1:00:28
where
1:00:28
you,
1:00:29
where
1:00:29
everything
1:00:30
is
1:00:30
new
1:00:31
and
1:00:31
different
1:00:31
and
1:00:31
you're
1:00:32
learning
1:00:32
and
1:00:32
you're
1:00:33
building
1:00:33
and
1:00:33
growing
1:00:34
and,
1:00:34
you
1:00:34
know,
1:00:35
we've
1:00:35
invented
1:00:35
these
1:00:36
things
1:00:36
that,
1:00:36
you
1:00:37
know,
1:00:37
we're
1:00:37
hopefully
1:00:37
going
1:00:37
to
1:00:38
show
1:00:38
up
1:00:38
to
1:00:38
the
1:00:38
world
1:00:39
soon.
1:00:40
I
1:00:40
mean,
1:00:41
who
1:00:41
knows?
1:00:43
But
1:00:43
that's
1:00:43
what
1:00:43
makes
1:00:44
it
1:00:44
exciting.
1:00:45
That's
1:00:46
living.
1:00:47
It's
1:00:47
not
1:00:47
about
1:00:47
the
1:00:47
result,
1:00:48
right?
1:00:49
It's
1:00:49
not
1:00:49
always
1:00:49
about
1:00:50
the
1:00:50
result.
1:00:50
I
1:00:50
kind
1:00:50
of
1:00:50
like
1:00:50
the
1:00:51
result
1:00:51
too.
1:00:51
I,
1:00:51
you
1:00:52
know,
1:00:52
I
1:00:52
like
1:00:52
it
1:00:52
when,
1:00:52
let's
1:00:53
be
1:00:53
honest,
1:00:53
I'm
1:00:53
very.
1:00:53
I
1:00:54
like
1:00:54
succeeding.
1:00:54
I
1:00:54
like
1:00:55
the
1:00:55
fact
1:00:55
that,
1:00:55
thank
1:00:56
God,
1:00:56
so
1:00:56
far
1:00:56
we.
1:00:57
I
1:00:57
haven't
1:00:57
started
1:00:57
a
1:00:57
company
1:00:58
that
1:00:58
hasn't
1:00:58
succeeded.
1:00:59
And
1:00:59
that's
1:00:59
awesome.
1:01:01
However,
1:01:02
I've
1:01:02
made
1:01:02
a
1:01:02
lot
1:01:02
of
1:01:03
mistakes
1:01:03
too
1:01:04
and
1:01:05
learned
1:01:05
from
1:01:05
them.
1:01:06
So,
1:01:06
yes,
1:01:06
I
1:01:06
want
1:01:06
it
1:01:07
to
1:01:07
be
1:01:07
massively
1:01:07
successful,
1:01:09
but
1:01:10
the
1:01:10
process
1:01:10
is
1:01:11
exciting.
1:01:12
Well,
1:01:12
on
1:01:12
the
1:01:12
iconic
1:01:13
midlife,
1:01:13
we
1:01:13
like
1:01:14
to
1:01:14
play
1:01:14
a
1:01:14
game
1:01:14
at
1:01:15
the
1:01:15
end
1:01:15
of
1:01:15
the
1:01:15
episode.
1:01:15
If
1:01:16
you're
1:01:16
a
1:01:16
game,
1:01:16
go
1:01:17
for
1:01:17
it.
1:01:17
All
1:01:17
right,
1:01:19
so
1:01:19
the
1:01:19
name
1:01:20
of
1:01:20
this
1:01:20
game
1:01:21
is
1:01:22
Unorthodox
1:01:23
or
1:01:23
Iconic.
1:01:24
So
1:01:25
I'll
1:01:26
give
1:01:26
you
1:01:26
a
1:01:26
series
1:01:26
of
1:01:27
statements,
1:01:28
phrases,
1:01:28
scenarios,
1:01:29
and
1:01:29
you
1:01:29
say
1:01:30
if
1:01:30
you
1:01:30
think
1:01:30
it's
1:01:31
unorthodox,
1:01:32
which
1:01:32
is
1:01:32
bold
1:01:33
and
1:01:33
rebellious
1:01:34
and
1:01:34
unexpected,
1:01:35
or
1:01:35
iconic,
1:01:36
genius,
1:01:37
aspirational,
1:01:37
or
1:01:38
timeless.
1:01:39
So,
1:01:41
okay,
1:01:41
okay.
1:01:42
Micro
1:01:43
minis
1:01:43
at
1:01:44
60
1:01:44
plus
1:01:44
years
1:01:45
old.
1:01:46
Unorthodox.
1:01:48
Okay,
1:01:49
okay.
1:01:50
We
1:01:50
do
1:01:50
like.
1:01:50
I
1:01:50
mean,
1:01:51
I
1:01:51
do
1:01:51
it
1:01:51
all
1:01:51
the
1:01:51
time.
1:01:51
I
1:01:51
get
1:01:52
yelled
1:01:52
at
1:01:52
24,
1:01:52
7.
1:01:53
Do
1:01:53
you
1:01:53
know
1:01:53
that
1:01:53
you
1:01:54
can
1:01:54
get
1:01:54
rid
1:01:54
of
1:01:54
like
1:01:55
certain
1:01:55
words
1:01:55
on
1:01:56
your
1:01:56
Instagram?
1:01:56
Like,
1:01:57
so
1:01:57
that
1:01:58
Instagram
1:01:58
blocks
1:02:00
certain
1:02:00
words.
1:02:01
Oh,
1:02:01
I
1:02:01
didn't.
1:02:02
So
1:02:02
keywords.
1:02:02
Like,
1:02:02
keywords.
1:02:03
Okay,
1:02:03
Keywords.
1:02:04
Like
1:02:04
it.
1:02:04
Like,
1:02:04
so
1:02:05
I
1:02:05
had
1:02:06
to
1:02:06
keyword
1:02:07
breasts,
1:02:08
Boobs
1:02:10
because
1:02:10
I
1:02:10
got
1:02:12
so
1:02:12
many
1:02:12
comments
1:02:13
every
1:02:13
day.
1:02:13
You're
1:02:13
too
1:02:14
old
1:02:14
to
1:02:14
be
1:02:15
wearing
1:02:15
such
1:02:15
low
1:02:16
cut
1:02:16
things.
1:02:16
We
1:02:17
should.
1:02:17
I
1:02:18
had
1:02:18
to
1:02:18
literally
1:02:18
block
1:02:19
the
1:02:19
word.
1:02:20
So
1:02:20
I
1:02:20
wish
1:02:20
it
1:02:21
was
1:02:21
iconic.
1:02:21
I
1:02:21
think
1:02:22
it
1:02:22
should
1:02:22
be
1:02:22
iconic.
1:02:22
I
1:02:23
think
1:02:23
you
1:02:23
should
1:02:23
wear
1:02:23
whatever
1:02:23
you
1:02:24
want
1:02:24
at
1:02:24
any
1:02:24
age.
1:02:25
However,
1:02:25
unfortunately,
1:02:25
in
1:02:26
today's
1:02:27
culture,
1:02:27
it's
1:02:27
still
1:02:28
unorthodox.
1:02:28
Yeah.
1:02:29
And
1:02:29
we
1:02:30
get
1:02:30
attacked
1:02:30
all
1:02:30
the
1:02:31
time.
1:02:31
I
1:02:31
mean,
1:02:31
it's
1:02:32
ridiculous
1:02:33
every
1:02:34
single
1:02:34
day.
1:02:34
I
1:02:34
get
1:02:35
yelled
1:02:35
at
1:02:35
for
1:02:35
my
1:02:35
clothes.
1:02:36
Every
1:02:37
single
1:02:37
day
1:02:38
by
1:02:38
the
1:02:38
trolls.
1:02:38
Right.
1:02:39
They
1:02:39
just
1:02:39
come
1:02:39
out
1:02:39
of
1:02:39
nowhere
1:02:40
and.
1:02:40
Yeah,
1:02:41
and
1:02:41
again,
1:02:42
I
1:02:42
don't
1:02:42
listen
1:02:42
to
1:02:42
them.
1:02:43
I
1:02:43
still
1:02:43
wear
1:02:43
the
1:02:43
mini
1:02:44
things
1:02:44
I
1:02:44
can.
1:02:44
And
1:02:44
the
1:02:45
most
1:02:45
low
1:02:45
cut
1:02:45
things.
1:02:45
Boobs
1:02:46
out.
1:02:46
Proud.
1:02:48
But
1:02:48
I
1:02:49
wish
1:02:49
it
1:02:49
was
1:02:49
iconic.
1:02:50
It
1:02:50
should
1:02:50
be
1:02:50
iconic.
1:02:51
Unfortunately,
1:02:52
it's
1:02:52
still
1:02:52
Unorthodox.
1:02:53
Yes,
1:02:53
that's
1:02:53
a
1:02:53
good
1:02:54
point.
1:02:54
We
1:02:54
are
1:02:54
going
1:02:55
to
1:02:55
change
1:02:55
that
1:02:55
though.
1:02:56
Make
1:02:56
it
1:02:56
icon.
1:02:57
Yes,
1:02:57
yes.
1:02:58
Quitting
1:02:59
a
1:02:59
marriage
1:02:59
with
1:03:00
no
1:03:00
plan,
1:03:01
just
1:03:01
instinct.
1:03:03
Icon.
1:03:05
Just
1:03:05
knowing.
1:03:06
Right?
1:03:06
Just
1:03:06
knowing
1:03:07
and
1:03:07
doing.
1:03:07
Just
1:03:07
knowing
1:03:07
when
1:03:08
you
1:03:08
know,
1:03:08
you
1:03:08
know.
1:03:08
You
1:03:09
know,
1:03:09
you
1:03:09
know.
1:03:09
Absolutely.
1:03:11
Shapewear.
1:03:11
That
1:03:11
actually
1:03:12
feels
1:03:12
sexy.
1:03:13
That's
1:03:13
definitely
1:03:14
unorthodox.
1:03:16
Totally.
1:03:17
You're
1:03:17
changing
1:03:18
that
1:03:18
though.
1:03:18
You
1:03:18
are
1:03:18
changing
1:03:19
the
1:03:19
game
1:03:19
on
1:03:19
that.
1:03:20
It
1:03:20
will
1:03:20
one
1:03:20
day
1:03:21
be
1:03:21
iconic.
1:03:22
Yes.
1:03:23
Sharing
1:03:24
every
1:03:25
detail
1:03:25
of
1:03:26
your
1:03:26
life
1:03:26
on
1:03:26
reality
1:03:27
tv.
1:03:28
Every
1:03:28
detail.
1:03:32
We
1:03:32
gotta
1:03:33
keep
1:03:33
some
1:03:33
things
1:03:34
like
1:03:34
in
1:03:35
the
1:03:35
pocket,
1:03:35
you
1:03:35
know.
1:03:36
Yeah.
1:03:36
I
1:03:37
mean,
1:03:37
honestly,
1:03:37
you
1:03:37
know,
1:03:38
when
1:03:38
the
1:03:38
cameras
1:03:38
are
1:03:38
rolling,
1:03:39
I
1:03:39
really
1:03:39
let
1:03:39
everything
1:03:40
out
1:03:40
because
1:03:40
if
1:03:41
I'm
1:03:41
gonna
1:03:41
do
1:03:41
it,
1:03:42
if
1:03:42
I'm
1:03:43
gonna
1:03:43
help
1:03:43
women,
1:03:43
I
1:03:43
have
1:03:43
to
1:03:44
show
1:03:44
warts.
1:03:44
And
1:03:44
all
1:03:45
my
1:03:45
life,
1:03:46
I
1:03:46
can't
1:03:46
pretend
1:03:46
that
1:03:47
my
1:03:47
life
1:03:47
is
1:03:47
easy
1:03:47
or
1:03:48
perfect
1:03:48
or
1:03:48
blah,
1:03:48
blah,
1:03:48
blah,
1:03:49
blah.
1:03:49
Like
1:03:49
that
1:03:49
one
1:03:49
doesn't
1:03:50
help
1:03:50
anyone.
1:03:50
People
1:03:50
need
1:03:51
to
1:03:51
see,
1:03:51
you
1:03:52
can
1:03:52
make
1:03:52
mistakes,
1:03:53
you
1:03:53
can
1:03:53
have
1:03:53
hard
1:03:53
times
1:03:54
and
1:03:54
you
1:03:54
can
1:03:54
still
1:03:55
win.
1:03:55
You
1:03:55
can
1:03:55
still
1:03:55
come
1:03:56
out
1:03:56
ahead.
1:03:56
You
1:03:56
can
1:03:56
still
1:03:56
have
1:03:57
your
1:03:57
family.
1:03:58
So,
1:03:59
yeah,
1:03:59
one
1:03:59
day,
1:04:00
again
1:04:00
it
1:04:00
will
1:04:00
be
1:04:00
iconic.
1:04:01
But
1:04:01
I
1:04:01
think
1:04:02
today
1:04:02
it's
1:04:02
unorthodox.
1:04:03
When
1:04:03
you
1:04:04
were
1:04:04
filming
1:04:04
the
1:04:04
show,
1:04:05
you
1:04:05
were
1:04:05
kind
1:04:05
of
1:04:05
going
1:04:05
through
1:04:06
the
1:04:06
marriage
1:04:06
too.
1:04:07
So
1:04:07
were
1:04:07
they
1:04:07
creatively
1:04:08
sort
1:04:08
of
1:04:08
editing
1:04:09
around
1:04:10
those
1:04:10
or.
1:04:10
No,
1:04:11
it
1:04:11
was
1:04:11
just.
1:04:11
Just
1:04:11
how
1:04:12
you
1:04:12
saw
1:04:12
it.
1:04:13
Well,
1:04:13
the
1:04:14
first
1:04:14
season,
1:04:14
you
1:04:15
know,
1:04:16
we
1:04:16
were
1:04:16
still
1:04:16
trying.
1:04:17
I
1:04:17
was
1:04:17
still
1:04:17
trying
1:04:18
to
1:04:18
find
1:04:18
a
1:04:18
way
1:04:19
to
1:04:19
be
1:04:19
his
1:04:20
wife.
1:04:21
I
1:04:21
just,
1:04:21
at
1:04:21
a
1:04:21
certain
1:04:21
point,
1:04:22
I
1:04:22
gave
1:04:22
up
1:04:22
because,
1:04:23
you
1:04:23
know,
1:04:24
I
1:04:24
tried
1:04:24
everything
1:04:25
I
1:04:25
could
1:04:25
to
1:04:25
get
1:04:25
him
1:04:26
to
1:04:26
understand
1:04:27
that
1:04:27
you
1:04:27
can't
1:04:28
prevent
1:04:29
me
1:04:29
from
1:04:29
being
1:04:30
and
1:04:30
seeing
1:04:30
my
1:04:30
kids.
1:04:31
I
1:04:31
really
1:04:31
did.
1:04:31
I
1:04:31
gave
1:04:32
it
1:04:32
my
1:04:32
absolute
1:04:33
all.
1:04:33
And
1:04:34
in
1:04:34
the
1:04:34
end,
1:04:35
when
1:04:35
the
1:04:35
choice
1:04:35
came,
1:04:36
children
1:04:36
versus
1:04:37
him,
1:04:37
I
1:04:37
mean,
1:04:38
it
1:04:38
was
1:04:38
a
1:04:38
no
1:04:38
brainer
1:04:39
for
1:04:39
me.
1:04:39
I
1:04:39
will
1:04:39
choose
1:04:40
my
1:04:40
children
1:04:40
over
1:04:40
anyone
1:04:41
at
1:04:41
any
1:04:41
time,
1:04:42
no
1:04:42
matter
1:04:43
what.
1:04:43
We
1:04:43
are
1:04:43
a
1:04:43
package
1:04:44
deal.
1:04:44
If
1:04:45
you
1:04:45
cannot
1:04:45
love
1:04:45
my
1:04:46
children,
1:04:46
you
1:04:46
do
1:04:47
not
1:04:47
get
1:04:47
to
1:04:47
love
1:04:47
me.
1:04:48
It's
1:04:48
that
1:04:49
simple.
1:04:50
Yes,
1:04:50
100%.
1:04:51
I
1:04:51
stand
1:04:51
behind
1:04:52
that.
1:04:53
Dating
1:04:54
somebody
1:04:54
20
1:04:54
years
1:04:55
younger
1:04:56
should
1:04:57
be
1:04:57
iconic.
1:04:57
Unfortunately,
1:04:58
unorthodox.
1:04:59
Exactly,
1:05:00
exactly.
1:05:01
Oh,
1:05:01
taking
1:05:01
ayahuasca
1:05:02
to
1:05:02
spark
1:05:03
personal
1:05:03
transformation.
1:05:06
I
1:05:06
think
1:05:06
I
1:05:06
would
1:05:06
vomit
1:05:07
my
1:05:07
entire
1:05:08
guts
1:05:08
out.
1:05:08
I
1:05:08
have.
1:05:09
I
1:05:09
have
1:05:10
such
1:05:10
a
1:05:10
sensitive
1:05:11
stomach.
1:05:11
Like
1:05:12
getting
1:05:12
in
1:05:12
a
1:05:12
car
1:05:13
is
1:05:13
a
1:05:13
problem
1:05:13
for
1:05:14
me.
1:05:14
So
1:05:14
definitely
1:05:15
not
1:05:15
for
1:05:15
me.
1:05:18
I
1:05:19
don't
1:05:19
know
1:05:19
enough
1:05:19
about
1:05:19
it.
1:05:20
Honestly,
1:05:20
I
1:05:20
do.
1:05:21
I
1:05:21
don't.
1:05:21
Is
1:05:21
it
1:05:21
elite?
1:05:22
Is
1:05:22
it
1:05:22
legal?
1:05:22
I
1:05:23
think
1:05:23
go
1:05:24
somewhere
1:05:24
to
1:05:24
do
1:05:25
it.
1:05:25
Like,
1:05:26
I
1:05:26
think,
1:05:27
okay,
1:05:27
so
1:05:27
I'm
1:05:27
gonna
1:05:27
just
1:05:28
take
1:05:28
the
1:05:28
legal
1:05:28
part
1:05:29
out
1:05:29
of
1:05:29
it
1:05:29
because
1:05:29
I
1:05:30
don't
1:05:30
want
1:05:31
to
1:05:31
tell
1:05:31
anyone
1:05:32
to
1:05:32
do
1:05:32
something
1:05:32
illegal
1:05:33
to
1:05:34
me.
1:05:34
Honestly,
1:05:35
I
1:05:36
Think
1:05:36
meditation
1:05:38
can
1:05:39
get
1:05:39
you
1:05:39
the
1:05:40
same
1:05:40
results
1:05:40
without
1:05:41
ingesting
1:05:42
an
1:05:42
external
1:05:42
drug
1:05:43
because
1:05:44
you
1:05:44
can
1:05:44
have
1:05:45
out
1:05:45
of
1:05:45
body
1:05:45
experiences.
1:05:46
You
1:05:47
can
1:05:47
have
1:05:47
these
1:05:47
experiences
1:05:48
where
1:05:48
you
1:05:48
literally
1:05:49
leave
1:05:49
and
1:05:50
have
1:05:50
visions.
1:05:51
And
1:05:51
all
1:05:51
this
1:05:51
stuff
1:05:51
like
1:05:52
that's
1:05:52
happened
1:05:52
to
1:05:52
me
1:05:52
on
1:05:52
multiple
1:05:53
occasions
1:05:53
without
1:05:54
any
1:05:55
drugs.
1:05:55
Right.
1:05:55
Just
1:05:56
from
1:05:56
meditation.
1:05:57
And
1:05:58
master
1:05:58
meditators,
1:06:00
you
1:06:00
know,
1:06:00
they
1:06:01
very
1:06:01
often
1:06:01
have
1:06:01
out
1:06:02
of
1:06:02
body
1:06:02
experiences.
1:06:03
So
1:06:04
I
1:06:04
think
1:06:05
having
1:06:06
that
1:06:07
experience
1:06:08
is
1:06:08
incredible.
1:06:09
I
1:06:10
just
1:06:10
don't
1:06:10
think
1:06:10
you
1:06:10
need
1:06:10
ayahuasca
1:06:11
to
1:06:11
do
1:06:11
it.
1:06:11
Good
1:06:12
point.
1:06:12
God,
1:06:12
you're
1:06:12
making
1:06:13
me
1:06:13
want
1:06:13
to
1:06:13
do
1:06:13
meditation
1:06:14
now.
1:06:14
Oh,
1:06:15
it's
1:06:15
unbelievable.
1:06:15
Like,
1:06:15
seriously,
1:06:16
you
1:06:16
should
1:06:16
go
1:06:16
on
1:06:16
drjonesbenza.com
1:06:18
like
1:06:18
I'm
1:06:18
telling
1:06:19
you.
1:06:19
It
1:06:19
is
1:06:19
the
1:06:19
best
1:06:19
advice
1:06:20
I
1:06:20
can
1:06:20
give
1:06:20
you
1:06:20
for
1:06:20
the
1:06:21
rest
1:06:21
of
1:06:21
your
1:06:21
life.
1:06:22
Do
1:06:22
his
1:06:22
progressive
1:06:23
online
1:06:23
course
1:06:24
if
1:06:24
you
1:06:24
want
1:06:24
him
1:06:24
to
1:06:25
understand
1:06:25
how
1:06:25
what
1:06:25
he
1:06:26
does
1:06:26
is
1:06:26
different.
1:06:27
There's
1:06:28
a
1:06:28
great
1:06:28
movie,
1:06:28
it's
1:06:28
on,
1:06:29
I
1:06:29
think
1:06:29
Amazon
1:06:30
and
1:06:30
HBO
1:06:30
and
1:06:31
a
1:06:31
bunch
1:06:31
of
1:06:31
other
1:06:31
places.
1:06:31
It's
1:06:32
called
1:06:32
the
1:06:32
source.
1:06:33
Okay.
1:06:34
Dr.
1:06:35
Joe
1:06:35
dispens
1:06:35
the
1:06:35
Source.
1:06:36
If
1:06:36
you
1:06:36
Google
1:06:36
it,
1:06:36
you
1:06:36
can
1:06:37
watch
1:06:37
it.
1:06:37
I
1:06:37
think
1:06:37
it's.
1:06:38
I'm
1:06:38
pretty
1:06:38
sure
1:06:38
it's
1:06:38
free
1:06:39
or
1:06:39
whatever.
1:06:40
It
1:06:40
kind
1:06:41
of
1:06:41
encapsulates
1:06:42
what
1:06:42
they
1:06:43
do
1:06:43
and
1:06:43
how
1:06:43
different
1:06:43
it
1:06:44
is
1:06:44
from
1:06:44
other
1:06:44
meditation.
1:06:45
And
1:06:46
the
1:06:46
science
1:06:47
behind
1:06:47
it
1:06:47
is
1:06:48
just
1:06:49
mind
1:06:50
blowing.
1:06:51
There
1:06:51
is
1:06:51
a
1:06:51
woman,
1:06:52
John
1:06:53
Hopkins
1:06:53
University,
1:06:54
very
1:06:54
reputable
1:06:55
place,
1:06:55
who
1:06:56
regrew
1:06:56
a
1:06:57
fully
1:06:57
functioning
1:06:58
thyroid.
1:06:59
Fully
1:07:00
functioning
1:07:00
thyroid.
1:07:00
Regrew
1:07:01
her
1:07:01
own
1:07:01
thyroid.
1:07:02
Like
1:07:03
it
1:07:03
is
1:07:03
crazy
1:07:04
in
1:07:04
her
1:07:04
body.
1:07:05
She
1:07:05
had
1:07:05
cancer.
1:07:06
She
1:07:06
had
1:07:06
thyroid
1:07:06
cancer.
1:07:06
They
1:07:07
removed
1:07:07
in
1:07:07
Johns
1:07:07
Hopkins.
1:07:08
She
1:07:09
did
1:07:10
the
1:07:10
meditation
1:07:10
practice
1:07:11
with
1:07:11
Dr.
1:07:11
Joe
1:07:12
and
1:07:12
under
1:07:13
doctor
1:07:13
care,
1:07:14
they
1:07:14
literally
1:07:15
watched
1:07:15
her
1:07:16
regrow
1:07:16
her
1:07:17
own
1:07:17
thyroid.
1:07:19
So
1:07:19
I
1:07:19
mean,
1:07:19
the
1:07:20
data
1:07:20
is
1:07:20
incredible,
1:07:21
the
1:07:21
science
1:07:21
is
1:07:22
incredible.
1:07:23
And
1:07:23
it's
1:07:23
such
1:07:24
a
1:07:24
game
1:07:24
changer.
1:07:25
Like
1:07:25
there
1:07:25
is
1:07:25
nothing
1:07:26
honestly
1:07:26
that
1:07:26
I
1:07:27
could
1:07:27
recommend
1:07:27
more.
1:07:28
If
1:07:28
you
1:07:28
want
1:07:28
to
1:07:28
change
1:07:29
yourself,
1:07:30
here's
1:07:30
the
1:07:30
thing.
1:07:31
You
1:07:31
want
1:07:31
to
1:07:31
change
1:07:32
your
1:07:32
life,
1:07:32
you
1:07:32
have
1:07:32
to
1:07:32
change
1:07:32
yourself.
1:07:34
You
1:07:34
can't
1:07:35
be
1:07:35
the
1:07:35
same
1:07:35
person
1:07:36
in
1:07:36
a
1:07:36
new
1:07:36
situation,
1:07:37
then
1:07:37
it's
1:07:37
the
1:07:38
same
1:07:38
situation.
1:07:39
You
1:07:39
can't
1:07:40
just
1:07:40
not
1:07:40
carry
1:07:40
your
1:07:40
past
1:07:41
with
1:07:41
you.
1:07:41
You
1:07:41
can't
1:07:42
carry
1:07:42
your
1:07:42
past
1:07:42
self
1:07:43
with
1:07:43
you.
1:07:44
You
1:07:44
have
1:07:44
to
1:07:45
change
1:07:45
yourself.
1:07:46
And
1:07:46
then
1:07:47
everything
1:07:47
around
1:07:47
you
1:07:48
changes.
1:07:48
Not
1:07:49
immediately,
1:07:50
not
1:07:50
overnight,
1:07:51
step
1:07:52
by
1:07:52
step,
1:07:52
but
1:07:53
you
1:07:53
feel
1:07:53
it
1:07:53
and
1:07:54
you
1:07:54
see
1:07:54
it
1:07:54
and
1:07:54
you
1:07:55
know
1:07:55
that
1:07:55
it's
1:07:56
true.
1:07:57
And
1:07:57
it's
1:07:58
so.
1:07:59
It
1:07:59
gives
1:07:59
you
1:08:00
so
1:08:00
much
1:08:00
confidence
1:08:01
to
1:08:01
do
1:08:01
the
1:08:01
next
1:08:02
change
1:08:02
because
1:08:02
you've
1:08:02
seen
1:08:03
that
1:08:03
the
1:08:03
first
1:08:03
change
1:08:03
worked.
1:08:05
So
1:08:05
that
1:08:05
is
1:08:05
my
1:08:06
biggest
1:08:06
advice
1:08:06
if
1:08:06
you
1:08:07
want
1:08:07
to
1:08:07
have
1:08:08
that
1:08:08
otherworldly
1:08:09
experience,
1:08:09
and
1:08:09
I
1:08:09
think
1:08:10
it
1:08:10
is
1:08:10
important
1:08:10
to
1:08:10
have
1:08:10
those
1:08:11
because
1:08:12
our
1:08:12
minds
1:08:12
are
1:08:13
capable
1:08:13
of
1:08:13
grasping
1:08:14
things
1:08:14
so
1:08:14
far
1:08:14
out
1:08:15
of
1:08:15
this
1:08:15
3D
1:08:16
reality
1:08:16
that
1:08:16
we're
1:08:16
in.
1:08:17
Right.
1:08:18
We
1:08:18
know
1:08:18
that
1:08:18
there's
1:08:19
all
1:08:19
of
1:08:19
these
1:08:20
waves
1:08:21
that
1:08:21
we
1:08:21
can't
1:08:21
see,
1:08:21
right?
1:08:22
There's
1:08:22
theta
1:08:22
waves,
1:08:23
there's
1:08:23
delta
1:08:23
waves,
1:08:23
there's
1:08:24
gamma
1:08:24
waves.
1:08:24
We
1:08:24
can't
1:08:25
see
1:08:25
them,
1:08:25
but
1:08:25
we
1:08:25
know
1:08:25
that
1:08:26
they're
1:08:26
there.
1:08:27
And
1:08:27
those
1:08:27
can
1:08:27
have
1:08:28
impacts
1:08:28
on
1:08:28
your
1:08:28
brain.
1:08:29
And
1:08:29
if
1:08:29
you
1:08:29
can
1:08:29
create
1:08:30
synchronicity
1:08:30
and
1:08:31
order,
1:08:32
wild
1:08:32
things
1:08:33
can
1:08:33
happen.
1:08:34
So
1:08:34
I
1:08:34
do
1:08:34
love
1:08:35
that
1:08:35
kind
1:08:35
of
1:08:35
experience.
1:08:36
I
1:08:36
have
1:08:36
had
1:08:36
out
1:08:37
of
1:08:37
body
1:08:37
experiences
1:08:38
that
1:08:38
have
1:08:39
been
1:08:40
mind
1:08:40
blowing.
1:08:40
I
1:08:40
mean
1:08:41
just
1:08:41
like
1:08:41
completely
1:08:42
mind
1:08:42
blowing.
1:08:42
But
1:08:43
I
1:08:43
didn't
1:08:43
ingest
1:08:44
anything.
1:08:44
I
1:08:44
just
1:08:44
meditated.
1:08:45
Wow.
1:08:46
So
1:08:47
it's
1:08:47
on
1:08:47
the
1:08:47
list
1:08:48
now.
1:08:48
It's
1:08:49
happening.
1:08:49
There
1:08:49
you
1:08:49
go.
1:08:49
Gotta
1:08:50
do
1:08:50
it,
1:08:50
dude.
1:08:50
I'm
1:08:50
serious.
1:08:51
Game
1:08:51
changer.
1:08:52
Okay.
1:08:52
I
1:08:52
like
1:08:53
in
1:08:53
one
1:08:53
of
1:08:53
them,
1:08:53
I
1:08:53
literally,
1:08:54
I
1:08:54
mean,
1:08:54
obviously
1:08:55
we'll
1:08:55
wait
1:08:55
and
1:08:55
see
1:08:55
if
1:08:55
it
1:08:56
happens,
1:08:56
but
1:08:57
I
1:08:57
mean
1:08:57
I've
1:08:57
had
1:08:57
things
1:08:57
that
1:08:58
were
1:08:58
like
1:08:58
I
1:08:58
meditated
1:08:59
something
1:08:59
and
1:08:59
then
1:08:59
three
1:09:00
days
1:09:00
later
1:09:00
it
1:09:00
happened
1:09:01
identically
1:09:02
to
1:09:02
what
1:09:02
I
1:09:02
saw.
1:09:02
Like
1:09:03
identical.
1:09:04
And
1:09:04
I
1:09:04
don't,
1:09:05
I,
1:09:05
you
1:09:06
know,
1:09:06
I
1:09:06
don't
1:09:06
know
1:09:07
if
1:09:07
it's
1:09:07
manifestation
1:09:08
where
1:09:08
I'm
1:09:08
just
1:09:08
literally
1:09:09
manifesting
1:09:09
that
1:09:10
into
1:09:10
existence,
1:09:10
which
1:09:11
is
1:09:11
very
1:09:11
possible.
1:09:12
I
1:09:12
have
1:09:12
no
1:09:12
idea
1:09:13
how
1:09:13
it
1:09:14
exactly
1:09:14
works
1:09:14
because
1:09:15
the
1:09:15
science
1:09:15
is
1:09:15
slowly,
1:09:16
I,
1:09:16
I
1:09:16
don't,
1:09:17
I
1:09:17
don't
1:09:18
say
1:09:18
things
1:09:19
unless
1:09:19
I
1:09:19
hear
1:09:19
someone
1:09:20
scientifically
1:09:21
prove
1:09:21
it
1:09:21
to
1:09:21
me.
1:09:21
Right.
1:09:23
But
1:09:23
the
1:09:23
science
1:09:24
is
1:09:24
really
1:09:24
extraordinary.
1:09:25
And
1:09:26
I,
1:09:26
I,
1:09:26
I'm,
1:09:28
I've
1:09:29
only
1:09:29
been
1:09:29
doing
1:09:29
it
1:09:30
now
1:09:30
since
1:09:32
I
1:09:32
guess
1:09:32
the
1:09:32
beginning
1:09:33
of
1:09:33
2023.
1:09:34
So
1:09:34
it's
1:09:35
been
1:09:35
like
1:09:36
two
1:09:36
and
1:09:36
a
1:09:36
half
1:09:37
years
1:09:37
that
1:09:37
I've
1:09:37
been
1:09:37
meditating.
1:09:38
But
1:09:38
I
1:09:39
meditate
1:09:39
on
1:09:39
average
1:09:41
between
1:09:41
two
1:09:41
and
1:09:41
three
1:09:42
hours
1:09:42
a
1:09:42
day.
1:09:42
What?
1:09:43
That
1:09:43
long?
1:09:44
Yeah.
1:09:45
In
1:09:45
the
1:09:45
morning
1:09:46
or
1:09:46
at
1:09:46
night.
1:09:48
I
1:09:48
do
1:09:49
between
1:09:49
an
1:09:49
hour
1:09:49
and
1:09:49
an
1:09:49
hour
1:09:50
and
1:09:50
a
1:09:50
half.
1:09:50
In
1:09:50
the
1:09:50
morning
1:09:50
I
1:09:50
don't
1:09:51
sleep
1:09:51
much,
1:09:51
so
1:09:51
I'm
1:09:51
up
1:09:51
at
1:09:52
5am
1:09:52
generally
1:09:53
for
1:09:53
4:35am
1:09:55
so
1:09:55
somewhere
1:09:55
between
1:09:56
4:30
1:09:56
and
1:09:56
5
1:09:57
I
1:09:57
do
1:09:57
an
1:09:57
hour
1:09:57
and
1:09:58
a
1:09:58
half
1:09:58
and
1:09:59
get
1:09:59
up
1:09:59
at
1:09:59
6:30
1:10:00
and
1:10:00
start
1:10:00
my
1:10:00
day.
1:10:01
And
1:10:01
then
1:10:01
before
1:10:01
I
1:10:02
go
1:10:02
to
1:10:02
sleep,
1:10:03
if
1:10:03
I'm
1:10:03
super
1:10:03
tired,
1:10:04
I'll
1:10:04
just
1:10:04
do
1:10:04
30
1:10:04
minutes
1:10:05
and
1:10:05
then
1:10:05
we've
1:10:05
got
1:10:05
two
1:10:06
hours.
1:10:06
If
1:10:06
I'm
1:10:07
a
1:10:07
little
1:10:07
less
1:10:08
tired,
1:10:08
I'll
1:10:08
do
1:10:08
an
1:10:09
hour,
1:10:09
an
1:10:09
hour
1:10:09
and
1:10:09
a
1:10:09
half.
1:10:10
And
1:10:10
so
1:10:10
it's
1:10:10
between
1:10:10
two
1:10:11
and
1:10:11
three
1:10:11
hours
1:10:11
a
1:10:11
day.
1:10:12
Wow,
1:10:12
that's,
1:10:13
that's,
1:10:13
that
1:10:14
is
1:10:14
a
1:10:14
goal
1:10:14
to
1:10:15
really
1:10:15
work
1:10:15
toward
1:10:16
Game
1:10:16
changer.
1:10:17
It
1:10:18
just
1:10:18
feels
1:10:18
so
1:10:19
good.
1:10:19
It
1:10:20
doesn't
1:10:20
feel
1:10:20
like
1:10:21
a
1:10:21
chore.
1:10:21
It's
1:10:21
not
1:10:21
like,
1:10:22
okay,
1:10:22
now
1:10:22
I
1:10:22
have
1:10:23
to
1:10:23
meditate.
1:10:24
You
1:10:25
just
1:10:26
feel
1:10:26
so
1:10:27
strong,
1:10:27
so
1:10:28
powerful,
1:10:28
so
1:10:28
in
1:10:29
control.
1:10:30
You
1:10:30
know,
1:10:32
as
1:10:32
much
1:10:32
as
1:10:33
we
1:10:33
feel
1:10:33
out
1:10:33
of
1:10:34
control
1:10:34
in
1:10:34
the
1:10:35
outside
1:10:35
world,
1:10:35
because
1:10:35
you
1:10:35
definitely
1:10:36
don't
1:10:36
invite
1:10:36
a
1:10:37
car
1:10:37
accident
1:10:37
or
1:10:38
whatever.
1:10:40
Being
1:10:40
in
1:10:40
control
1:10:40
of
1:10:41
your
1:10:41
own
1:10:41
emotions
1:10:43
when
1:10:43
you
1:10:44
feel
1:10:44
stressed,
1:10:45
knowing
1:10:45
that
1:10:45
you
1:10:46
can
1:10:46
feel
1:10:46
not
1:10:46
stressed
1:10:47
and
1:10:47
you
1:10:47
can
1:10:47
stop
1:10:48
that.
1:10:49
That
1:10:49
power
1:10:50
feels
1:10:51
amazing.
1:10:52
Amazing.
1:10:53
You
1:10:54
feel
1:10:54
in
1:10:54
control.
1:10:55
I'm
1:10:55
in
1:10:55
control
1:10:56
of
1:10:56
my
1:10:56
body.
1:10:57
I'm
1:10:57
in
1:10:57
control
1:10:57
of
1:10:57
my
1:10:57
emotions.
1:10:58
If
1:10:58
I
1:10:58
don't
1:10:59
want
1:10:59
to
1:10:59
be
1:10:59
stressed,
1:11:00
I
1:11:00
choose
1:11:00
not
1:11:01
to
1:11:01
be
1:11:01
stressed.
1:11:01
If
1:11:01
I
1:11:02
don't
1:11:02
want
1:11:02
to
1:11:02
be
1:11:02
afraid,
1:11:03
I
1:11:03
choose
1:11:03
not
1:11:04
to
1:11:04
be
1:11:04
afraid.
1:11:06
So
1:11:06
I
1:11:06
love
1:11:07
it
1:11:07
because
1:11:07
every
1:11:08
time
1:11:08
I
1:11:08
have
1:11:08
a
1:11:08
hard
1:11:08
day,
1:11:11
and
1:11:11
I've
1:11:12
had
1:11:12
lots
1:11:12
of
1:11:12
hard
1:11:13
days,
1:11:14
at
1:11:14
the
1:11:15
end
1:11:15
of
1:11:15
the
1:11:15
day,
1:11:15
I
1:11:15
close
1:11:16
my
1:11:16
eyes
1:11:17
and
1:11:17
I
1:11:17
go
1:11:17
into
1:11:18
a
1:11:18
world
1:11:18
where
1:11:18
none
1:11:18
of
1:11:19
that
1:11:19
exists.
1:11:20
And
1:11:20
when
1:11:21
I
1:11:21
come
1:11:21
back
1:11:21
to
1:11:21
this
1:11:22
world,
1:11:23
I
1:11:23
feel
1:11:23
better,
1:11:24
I
1:11:24
feel
1:11:24
good,
1:11:25
I
1:11:25
can
1:11:25
close
1:11:26
my
1:11:26
eyes
1:11:26
and
1:11:27
not
1:11:27
stress.
1:11:28
And
1:11:28
it's.
1:11:29
It
1:11:30
really
1:11:30
is
1:11:30
a
1:11:30
game
1:11:30
changer.
1:11:31
It's
1:11:31
a
1:11:31
massive,
1:11:32
extraordinary
1:11:33
game
1:11:33
changer.
1:11:33
Oh,
1:11:34
okay.
1:11:34
I'm
1:11:35
doing
1:11:35
it.
1:11:36
Okay.
1:11:36
Couple
1:11:37
more.
1:11:37
Ditching
1:11:38
your
1:11:38
social
1:11:39
media
1:11:39
for
1:11:39
30
1:11:40
days
1:11:40
to
1:11:40
fully
1:11:41
reset.
1:11:43
I
1:11:43
honestly
1:11:44
don't
1:11:44
go
1:11:44
on
1:11:45
social
1:11:45
media
1:11:45
very
1:11:46
often.
1:11:46
Really?
1:11:47
I
1:11:47
know,
1:11:48
I
1:11:48
know
1:11:48
I
1:11:48
shouldn't
1:11:49
say
1:11:49
that
1:11:49
out
1:11:49
loud
1:11:49
probably.
1:11:51
I
1:11:51
just,
1:11:51
I
1:11:52
don't
1:11:52
have
1:11:52
time.
1:11:53
Like,
1:11:53
I.
1:11:54
When
1:11:54
I
1:11:54
love
1:11:55
tv,
1:11:55
I
1:11:56
love
1:11:56
watching
1:11:56
tv.
1:11:56
To
1:11:57
me,
1:11:57
that.
1:11:57
That
1:11:57
is
1:11:58
my
1:11:58
relaxation.
1:12:00
I
1:12:00
like.
1:12:00
Because
1:12:00
I
1:12:01
need
1:12:01
a
1:12:01
story.
1:12:01
I
1:12:01
like
1:12:02
going
1:12:02
out
1:12:02
of
1:12:02
my
1:12:02
own
1:12:03
story
1:12:03
into
1:12:03
someone
1:12:03
else's
1:12:04
story.
1:12:05
I
1:12:05
get
1:12:05
very
1:12:06
involved
1:12:06
in
1:12:06
it.
1:12:07
But
1:12:07
I
1:12:07
want
1:12:07
a
1:12:07
fully
1:12:08
fledged
1:12:08
story.
1:12:09
I
1:12:09
don't
1:12:09
want
1:12:09
something
1:12:09
that's
1:12:09
30
1:12:10
seconds
1:12:10
long.
1:12:11
I
1:12:11
don't.
1:12:12
I
1:12:12
like
1:12:12
TV
1:12:13
more
1:12:13
than
1:12:13
movies
1:12:13
because
1:12:15
a
1:12:15
TV
1:12:15
show
1:12:16
can
1:12:16
flesh
1:12:16
out
1:12:16
the
1:12:17
characters
1:12:17
more
1:12:17
fully.
1:12:18
So
1:12:18
if
1:12:18
I'd
1:12:19
rather
1:12:19
watch
1:12:20
10
1:12:20
hours
1:12:21
of
1:12:21
something
1:12:21
than
1:12:21
an
1:12:21
hour
1:12:22
and
1:12:22
a
1:12:22
half,
1:12:22
a
1:12:22
minute
1:12:23
and
1:12:23
a
1:12:23
half
1:12:23
for
1:12:23
me
1:12:23
doesn't
1:12:24
really
1:12:24
do
1:12:24
much.
1:12:24
So,
1:12:26
you
1:12:26
know,
1:12:26
I
1:12:26
have
1:12:26
a
1:12:27
social
1:12:27
media
1:12:27
manager
1:12:28
that
1:12:28
manages
1:12:28
my
1:12:28
social
1:12:29
media
1:12:29
because
1:12:29
obviously
1:12:30
for
1:12:30
my
1:12:30
business,
1:12:30
it's
1:12:30
very
1:12:31
important.
1:12:33
You
1:12:33
almost
1:12:33
never
1:12:33
go
1:12:34
on.
1:12:35
That's
1:12:35
the
1:12:35
dream.
1:12:36
If
1:12:36
I
1:12:36
spend
1:12:36
five,
1:12:37
I
1:12:37
don't.
1:12:37
I
1:12:37
can't
1:12:37
even.
1:12:38
I
1:12:38
don't
1:12:38
even
1:12:38
think.
1:12:38
I
1:12:38
spend
1:12:38
five
1:12:38
minutes
1:12:39
a
1:12:39
day
1:12:39
on
1:12:39
social
1:12:40
media.
1:12:41
I
1:12:41
really
1:12:42
don't.
1:12:42
The
1:12:42
only
1:12:43
time
1:12:43
I
1:12:43
go
1:12:43
on
1:12:43
social
1:12:43
media
1:12:44
is
1:12:44
when
1:12:44
my
1:12:44
kids
1:12:44
tell
1:12:44
me,
1:12:45
ema,
1:12:45
you
1:12:45
have
1:12:45
to
1:12:45
see
1:12:45
this
1:12:46
or
1:12:46
that
1:12:46
or
1:12:46
someone.
1:12:47
I
1:12:47
do
1:12:48
the.
1:12:48
I
1:12:48
would
1:12:49
say
1:12:49
the
1:12:49
one
1:12:49
thing
1:12:49
I
1:12:49
do
1:12:49
is
1:12:50
every
1:12:50
week,
1:12:50
once
1:12:50
a
1:12:51
week,
1:12:51
I
1:12:51
go
1:12:51
through
1:12:51
my
1:12:51
DMs.
1:12:52
Oh,
1:12:53
yeah.
1:12:53
What
1:12:53
do
1:12:53
the.
1:12:53
What
1:12:53
do
1:12:54
the
1:12:54
DMs
1:12:54
look
1:12:54
like?
1:12:55
Are
1:12:55
they
1:12:55
like
1:12:56
all
1:12:57
over
1:12:57
the
1:12:57
place?
1:12:57
Interesting.
1:12:58
All
1:12:59
over
1:12:59
the
1:12:59
place.
1:12:59
I
1:12:59
have
1:13:00
people
1:13:00
from
1:13:01
as
1:13:01
far
1:13:01
away
1:13:02
as
1:13:02
Australia,
1:13:03
New
1:13:03
Zealand
1:13:04
and
1:13:04
Africa
1:13:05
sharing
1:13:05
their
1:13:05
stories
1:13:06
with
1:13:06
me,
1:13:06
which
1:13:06
I
1:13:07
love
1:13:08
so
1:13:08
much.
1:13:10
And
1:13:10
that's
1:13:10
really
1:13:10
the
1:13:11
only
1:13:11
time
1:13:11
I
1:13:11
go
1:13:11
on
1:13:11
social
1:13:12
media
1:13:12
is
1:13:12
to
1:13:12
read
1:13:12
people
1:13:12
in
1:13:12
DMs,
1:13:13
because
1:13:13
some
1:13:13
of
1:13:13
them
1:13:13
are
1:13:14
just.
1:13:14
They
1:13:14
give
1:13:15
me
1:13:15
courage,
1:13:15
they
1:13:15
give
1:13:15
me
1:13:16
strength.
1:13:16
They
1:13:16
remind
1:13:16
me
1:13:17
that
1:13:17
there's
1:13:17
a
1:13:17
global
1:13:17
sisterhood
1:13:18
and
1:13:19
that
1:13:19
what
1:13:19
I
1:13:19
do
1:13:19
can
1:13:19
affect
1:13:20
others,
1:13:20
and
1:13:20
what
1:13:20
they
1:13:20
do
1:13:21
can
1:13:21
affect
1:13:21
me.
1:13:23
When
1:13:23
I'm
1:13:23
very
1:13:23
down
1:13:25
or
1:13:25
it's
1:13:25
been
1:13:25
a
1:13:26
particularly
1:13:26
hard
1:13:26
day,
1:13:27
or
1:13:27
Sylvia's
1:13:28
gotten
1:13:28
away
1:13:29
with
1:13:29
X,
1:13:29
Y,
1:13:29
and
1:13:30
Z,
1:13:30
and
1:13:30
I'm
1:13:30
just
1:13:30
like,
1:13:31
this
1:13:31
is
1:13:31
still
1:13:31
happening
1:13:32
to
1:13:32
me.
1:13:33
Stuff
1:13:33
like
1:13:33
that.
1:13:33
I
1:13:34
go
1:13:34
and
1:13:34
I
1:13:34
remind
1:13:35
myself
1:13:35
that
1:13:35
there's
1:13:35
people
1:13:36
with
1:13:36
way
1:13:36
worse
1:13:36
problems
1:13:37
than
1:13:37
I
1:13:37
have,
1:13:37
people
1:13:38
who
1:13:38
are
1:13:38
struggling
1:13:39
and
1:13:39
suffering,
1:13:39
who
1:13:39
can't
1:13:40
feed
1:13:40
their
1:13:40
children,
1:13:41
and
1:13:41
we're
1:13:42
all
1:13:42
talking
1:13:42
to
1:13:43
each
1:13:43
other,
1:13:43
you
1:13:44
know,
1:13:44
and
1:13:44
that
1:13:45
community
1:13:45
is
1:13:45
wonderful.
1:13:46
So
1:13:47
when
1:13:47
I
1:13:47
do
1:13:47
spend
1:13:48
time
1:13:48
on
1:13:48
social
1:13:48
media,
1:13:48
it's
1:13:49
mostly
1:13:49
with
1:13:49
my
1:13:49
DMs.
1:13:50
I
1:13:50
do,
1:13:51
of
1:13:51
course,
1:13:51
get
1:13:51
back
1:13:51
and
1:13:52
do
1:13:52
DMs
1:13:52
as
1:13:52
well.
1:13:53
Like,
1:13:54
you
1:13:54
know,
1:13:55
you're
1:13:55
old
1:13:55
and
1:13:55
ugly.
1:13:56
Why
1:13:56
are
1:13:56
you
1:13:56
wearing
1:13:56
mini
1:13:57
skirts?
1:13:57
I
1:13:57
get
1:13:57
those,
1:13:57
too.
1:13:58
That's
1:13:58
fine.
1:13:59
Okay.
1:14:00
I
1:14:00
just
1:14:00
kind
1:14:00
of
1:14:01
skip
1:14:01
over
1:14:02
those.
1:14:02
But,
1:14:03
you
1:14:03
know,
1:14:03
I
1:14:03
just
1:14:04
choose
1:14:04
to
1:14:04
focus
1:14:04
on
1:14:05
the
1:14:05
positive.
1:14:05
So
1:14:05
there's
1:14:06
just
1:14:06
so
1:14:06
many
1:14:06
millions
1:14:07
of
1:14:07
women
1:14:07
who
1:14:08
have
1:14:08
left
1:14:08
me
1:14:09
the
1:14:09
most
1:14:09
extraordinary
1:14:10
stories
1:14:11
and
1:14:11
unbelievable
1:14:12
messages,
1:14:13
and
1:14:13
I
1:14:13
really
1:14:13
love
1:14:14
them.
1:14:14
I
1:14:14
don't
1:14:14
know
1:14:14
them,
1:14:14
but
1:14:15
I
1:14:15
love
1:14:15
them.
1:14:15
Absolutely.
1:14:16
And
1:14:17
your
1:14:17
last
1:14:17
one
1:14:18
is
1:14:18
using
1:14:18
your
1:14:19
40s
1:14:19
and
1:14:19
50s
1:14:19
as
1:14:20
your
1:14:20
rebellion
1:14:21
years.
1:14:23
It
1:14:23
should
1:14:23
be
1:14:24
iconic.
1:14:24
Let's
1:14:25
make
1:14:25
it
1:14:25
iconic.
1:14:25
Let's
1:14:25
make
1:14:26
it
1:14:26
iconic.
1:14:26
That's
1:14:26
what
1:14:26
we're
1:14:27
doing
1:14:27
to
1:14:27
make
1:14:27
it
1:14:27
iconic.
1:14:28
Yes.
1:14:29
Yes.
1:14:29
I
1:14:29
meant
1:14:30
it.
1:14:30
I
1:14:30
meant
1:14:30
it.
1:14:31
Oh,
1:14:31
Julia,
1:14:32
thank
1:14:33
you
1:14:33
so
1:14:33
much.
1:14:33
You're
1:14:34
so
1:14:34
amazing
1:14:34
to
1:14:35
chat
1:14:35
with
1:14:35
every
1:14:35
time.
1:14:35
I
1:14:36
love
1:14:36
it.
1:14:37
Love
1:14:37
it.
1:14:37
I'm
1:14:37
so
1:14:37
happy
1:14:38
what
1:14:38
you
1:14:38
did.
1:14:38
And
1:14:39
basically
1:14:39
what
1:14:39
you've
1:14:40
done
1:14:40
is
1:14:40
what
1:14:41
we're
1:14:41
talking
1:14:42
about.
1:14:42
You.
1:14:43
You
1:14:43
left
1:14:43
a
1:14:43
cushy
1:14:44
job
1:14:45
and
1:14:45
a
1:14:45
very
1:14:45
successful
1:14:46
one
1:14:46
that
1:14:47
you
1:14:47
done
1:14:47
incredible
1:14:48
things
1:14:48
in,
1:14:49
and
1:14:49
you
1:14:49
started
1:14:49
this
1:14:50
podcast.
1:14:51
You
1:14:51
went
1:14:51
into
1:14:51
the
1:14:52
unknown.
1:14:53
Yeah,
1:14:53
yeah.
1:14:54
And
1:14:54
there's
1:14:54
no
1:14:54
doubt
1:14:54
in
1:14:54
my
1:14:54
mind
1:14:55
that
1:14:55
this
1:14:55
will
1:14:55
be
1:14:56
enormous
1:14:57
success
1:14:57
and
1:14:57
will
1:14:58
exceed
1:14:58
all
1:14:59
your
1:14:59
expectations,
1:15:00
because
1:15:00
you're
1:15:01
a
1:15:01
woman
1:15:01
who
1:15:02
believes
1:15:03
and
1:15:03
is
1:15:03
not
1:15:03
afraid
1:15:04
of
1:15:04
the
1:15:04
unknown.
1:15:04
And
1:15:04
that,
1:15:05
in
1:15:05
the
1:15:05
end,
1:15:05
is
1:15:06
all
1:15:06
you
1:15:06
need.
1:15:06
That's
1:15:06
all
1:15:07
you
1:15:07
need.
1:15:07
You're
1:15:07
so
1:15:07
right.
1:15:07
The
1:15:08
rest
1:15:08
will
1:15:08
come.
1:15:08
You're
1:15:08
so
1:15:09
right.
1:15:09
The
1:15:09
rest
1:15:09
will
1:15:09
come.
1:15:10
Yes.
1:15:10
Well,
1:15:11
on
1:15:11
that
1:15:11
note,
1:15:11
we
1:15:12
are
1:15:12
going
1:15:12
to
1:15:12
take
1:15:12
over.
1:15:13
We're
1:15:13
charging
1:15:14
the
1:15:14
world,
1:15:14
and
1:15:14
it's
1:15:15
happening.
1:15:15
Yes.
1:15:16
Let's
1:15:16
do
1:15:16
it.
1:15:17
Oh,
1:15:17
Julia,
1:15:18
tell
1:15:18
everybody
1:15:18
where
1:15:18
they
1:15:19
can
1:15:19
find
1:15:19
you.
1:15:19
And
1:15:19
when
1:15:20
is
1:15:20
the
1:15:20
shapewear?
1:15:20
When
1:15:21
are
1:15:21
the
1:15:21
new
1:15:21
pieces
1:15:22
coming
1:15:22
up?
1:15:22
Okay,
1:15:23
so
1:15:25
Julia
1:15:25
Hart
1:15:26
on
1:15:27
Instagram
1:15:27
is
1:15:27
just
1:15:28
Julia
1:15:28
Hart
1:15:28
and
1:15:28
it's
1:15:29
Body
1:15:29
by
1:15:29
Julia.
1:15:30
Well,
1:15:30
actually,
1:15:30
let's
1:15:31
make
1:15:31
sure
1:15:31
that
1:15:31
I'm
1:15:31
saying
1:15:31
it
1:15:32
correctly,
1:15:32
because
1:15:32
that
1:15:33
would
1:15:33
suck.
1:15:34
It's
1:15:34
Body
1:15:34
by
1:15:34
Julia
1:15:35
Hart.
1:15:35
So
1:15:36
it's
1:15:36
Body
1:15:36
by
1:15:36
Julia
1:15:37
Hart.
1:15:38
And
1:15:40
we
1:15:41
will
1:15:41
have
1:15:41
clothing
1:15:42
that
1:15:43
has
1:15:43
your
1:15:43
shapewear
1:15:44
and
1:15:44
your
1:15:44
bra
1:15:44
built
1:15:45
inside
1:15:46
by
1:15:47
October
1:15:47
1st.
1:15:48
So
1:15:48
in
1:15:48
a
1:15:48
few
1:15:48
weeks.
1:15:49
Yeah,
1:15:50
in
1:15:50
a
1:15:50
few
1:15:50
weeks.
1:15:51
Just
1:15:51
in
1:15:52
time
1:15:52
for
1:15:52
the
1:15:52
holidays.
1:15:53
We
1:15:54
Love
1:15:54
that.
1:15:55
And
1:15:55
September
1:15:55
12th.
1:15:56
September
1:15:57
12th.
1:15:58
That
1:15:58
is
1:15:58
the
1:15:58
day
1:15:58
of
1:15:58
freedom.
1:16:00
Please,
1:16:00
God.
1:16:01
It
1:16:01
will
1:16:02
happen.
1:16:02
It
1:16:02
will
1:16:02
happen.
1:16:03
I
1:16:03
hope
1:16:03
so.
1:16:03
I
1:16:04
hope
1:16:04
we
1:16:04
don't
1:16:04
need
1:16:04
another
1:16:04
day.
1:16:05
And
1:16:05
also,
1:16:05
I
1:16:05
hope
1:16:05
the
1:16:06
judge,
1:16:06
you
1:16:07
know,
1:16:07
I
1:16:07
mean,
1:16:08
they
1:16:08
are.
1:16:08
These
1:16:08
judges
1:16:09
are
1:16:09
so
1:16:09
overworked.
1:16:10
I
1:16:10
mean,
1:16:10
they
1:16:10
really
1:16:11
are.
1:16:12
This
1:16:12
man's
1:16:12
schedule
1:16:13
is
1:16:13
really
1:16:13
difficult.
1:16:14
I
1:16:14
can't.
1:16:14
I
1:16:15
mean,
1:16:15
it's
1:16:15
hard,
1:16:17
so.
1:16:18
But
1:16:18
I'm
1:16:18
really
1:16:19
hoping
1:16:19
because
1:16:19
of
1:16:20
the
1:16:20
severity
1:16:20
of
1:16:20
the
1:16:21
things
1:16:21
that
1:16:21
have
1:16:21
been
1:16:21
done
1:16:22
that
1:16:22
it
1:16:23
gets
1:16:23
written
1:16:24
up
1:16:24
quickly
1:16:24
and
1:16:25
that
1:16:25
I
1:16:25
can
1:16:25
start
1:16:26
my
1:16:26
life
1:16:26
again.
1:16:27
Yes.
1:16:27
And
1:16:28
just
1:16:28
move
1:16:28
on
1:16:28
and
1:16:29
have
1:16:29
that
1:16:29
Studio
1:16:30
54
1:16:30
party.
1:16:32
That's
1:16:32
gotta
1:16:32
happen.
1:16:33
Let's
1:16:33
go
1:16:33
dancing.
1:16:33
Yes,
1:16:34
for
1:16:35
sure.
1:16:35
For
1:16:36
sure.
1:16:36
Well,
1:16:36
thank
1:16:37
you
1:16:37
so
1:16:37
much,
1:16:37
my
1:16:38
friend.
1:16:39
All
1:16:39
right,
1:16:39
beautiful.
1:16:40
Great
1:16:40
speaking
1:16:40
to
1:16:41
you.
1:16:42
Hey,
1:16:42
Kiss.
1:16:44
If
1:16:44
this
1:16:44
episode
1:16:45
lit
1:16:45
a
1:16:45
fire
1:16:45
under
1:16:46
you,
1:16:46
don't
1:16:47
keep
1:16:47
it
1:16:47
to
1:16:47
yourself.
1:16:48
Share
1:16:48
it
1:16:48
with
1:16:49
a
1:16:49
friend
1:16:49
who
1:16:49
needs
1:16:50
to
1:16:50
hear
1:16:50
it.
1:16:51
And
1:16:51
if
1:16:51
you
1:16:51
want
1:16:51
more
1:16:52
unfiltered,
1:16:53
unapologetic
1:16:54
conversations
1:16:55
about
1:16:55
redefining
1:16:56
midlife
1:16:56
on
1:16:57
your
1:16:57
own
1:16:57
terms,
1:16:58
make
1:16:58
sure
1:16:58
you
1:16:59
follow
1:16:59
the
1:16:59
iconic
1:17:00
midlife
1:17:00
wherever
1:17:01
you
1:17:01
listen
1:17:02
to
1:17:02
podcasts.
1:17:03
While
1:17:03
you're
1:17:04
there,
1:17:04
rate
1:17:05
and
1:17:05
review
1:17:05
the
1:17:05
show
1:17:06
on
1:17:06
Apple,
1:17:06
Podcast,
1:17:07
podcasts,
1:17:07
Spotify,
1:17:08
Amazon
1:17:09
Music,
1:17:09
or
1:17:10
wherever
1:17:10
you're
1:17:11
listening
1:17:11
right
1:17:11
now.
1:17:12
Your
1:17:12
words
1:17:13
help
1:17:13
us
1:17:13
reach
1:17:13
more
1:17:14
women
1:17:14
who
1:17:14
deserve
1:17:15
to
1:17:15
hear
1:17:15
these
1:17:16
conversations.
1:17:17
Unfiltered,
1:17:18
unapologetic,
1:17:19
and
1:17:19
built
1:17:20
for
1:17:20
a
1:17:20
midlife
1:17:20
that
1:17:21
doesn't
1:17:21
ask
1:17:22
for
1:17:22
permission.