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“Paralyzed”… “Left by Myself” | Prophet Jermaine Green & Prophetess Margaret Green · Love You Moore with Willie Moore Jr.

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[SPEAKER_02]: I remember coming in from LA, thinking that, you know, I'm coming to see my friend that I used to run track with.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I heard rumors while I was living in LA that he had become a preacher.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, that's his domain of preacher.
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[SPEAKER_02]: He's like, yeah, man, like, he's really, really preacher.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And then they told me that you had this horrible accident.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And then he said that he's paralyzed.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I remember coming in.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And the first thing I thought to myself, because you were taking care of children while you were in the wheelchair paralyzed, I was like, where's his wife?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Well, I got into an accident, ran off the road by trash truck, left side of my body paralyzed, doing that time.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My wife at the time decided that this was too much for her.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, we had kids and plus she had to take care of me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But you know, the vow of safe a better worse for Richard for four, all of those things and so,
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[SPEAKER_01]: it really damaged bad.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I took a point to where, you know, I was depressed side of.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But during that time, she came to me and, you know, basically told me, you know, I didn't sign up for this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This is too too hard for me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: she took the ring off, said it on my lap, and she left, you know, packed the clothes and left.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm grabbing, you know, trying to grab or grabbing out of with the right side and wheelchair moving with her and, you know, they didn't work.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So, yeah, just left by myself.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Hey family, it's your nephew Willie Moore-June.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You're welcome to another amazing love you more show.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Now of course, I'm challenging everybody under the sign of my voice.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Be happy this and see you today.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I get the esteemed privilege to hang out with somebody in his beautiful wife that I literally call a friend.
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[SPEAKER_02]: A lot of people know him as the wheelchair miracle.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You hear a little bit more about that during this particular interview.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Definitely a total man of God, a person that I call when I was in some of the deepest darkest moments going through divorce, he would show up and make sure that he would be by my side.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Today we get an opportunity to hang out with Profit Jameh, Greene, and his beautiful wife, Margaret Greene, aka the gospel boy.
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[SPEAKER_02]: We don't play with his favorite.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Come on, somebody.
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[SPEAKER_01]: What's up, y'all?
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[SPEAKER_01]: How you doing, brother?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Good to see you, man.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I have my interview voice on.
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[SPEAKER_02]: When I'm talking to you guys, it's just a normal conversation.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I pray that the people at home can feel the fact that we know each other.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I'm grateful to have you guys on here.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I like to dive in.
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[SPEAKER_02]: When we do our research, we realize that people want to know what we're talking about.
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[SPEAKER_02]: The moment that we get on here, you guys are so impatient.
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[SPEAKER_02]: But...
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[SPEAKER_02]: But tell me what it's like right now for marriages at large across the country.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Cause you being a prophet of God, traveling the world, getting an opportunity to see couples of all kinds.
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[SPEAKER_02]: What do you think the biggest issue in relationship is all right now?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Maybe I was with you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I think the biggest issue with relationships right now is,
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[SPEAKER_01]: really disagreements, when my wife and I, we have a, you know, we don't agree on everything.
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[SPEAKER_01]: We do agree on most things, but some things we don't.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And sometimes if you are a person that is a opinion driven or a person that wants to win or wants to be heard the most or just win in general.
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[SPEAKER_01]: that small little argument can turn into a big fight and at least to other things.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so what I love about us is we've developed love language for each other and one of the things I always do is I always try to figure out is this something that is worth
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[SPEAKER_01]: even, you know, fighting for opinions they do matter, but I'm all about the truth.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it's really the key.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, that's truly maturity to be able to say, hey, man, I agree.
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[SPEAKER_02]: The disagree.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Right.
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[SPEAKER_02]: People see this beautiful relationship now.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I see it all over social media.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Of course, you'd be in a profit of the guy and this young profit is a lot of people carry that title and man, they can't even see nothing.
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[SPEAKER_02]: They don't really see nothing,
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[SPEAKER_02]: But the beauty of it all is that, you know, God gave you your calling, the church gave you your title would be in the prophet was necessarily a cool day.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Sometimes you would charge to call out things that weren't necessarily all you and fun.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I remember you being a young guy, you know, calling out some things and picking up some things on some pretty known people and it took years for a lot of this stuff to come out.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Some people are actually, you know.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Doing some time for some of the things that you say years and years, you know, years or years before, but when it comes to your relationship, this is love the second time around.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yes, absolutely.
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[SPEAKER_02]: So I want to like go back just a little bit when you were married the first time and, you know, were you the mature guy that could agree to disagree then, were you a different version of yourself?
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[SPEAKER_02]: What did love look like for you the first time?
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[SPEAKER_01]: First time around, very immature, very religious, looking back on some of the things that I implement now, do now with my wife now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, definitely not the version that I am now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm gonna be honest with you, I believe the first marriage, it fell in the way that it did.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It qualified me really to be this version for her now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I'm glad that, you know, I know a lot of people is not gonna agree with this, but I'm glad that I got the voice.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it's, and I'm glad because I got the right person.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so looking back on it, you know, just some of the things that I overlooked that
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[SPEAKER_01]: I need it.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I think I think I may read my wants.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Matter of fact, I know that I may read my wants more than my needs.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so with her, you know, I get the, I get the best of all for real.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_02]: So let's look back at that time.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I don't want to tell you story, but just to speed the story a bit.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I remember coming in from LA.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I just had a really cool record deal.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I'm drinking good, smoking good, thinking that, you know, I'm coming to see my friend that I used to run track with.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I heard rumors while I was living in LA that he had become a preacher.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, that's just your man, a preacher.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Hey, like, yeah, man, like, he's really, really preacher.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And then they told me that you had this horrible accident.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And they said that he's paralyzed.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I was like, paralyzed.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Are you hunting me to throw it to my hand?
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[SPEAKER_02]: He's like, yeah, he paralyzed.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I remember coming in.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And the first thing I thought to myself, because you were taking care of children while you were in the wheelchair paralyzed, I was like, where's his wife?
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[SPEAKER_02]: But I couldn't ask that, because that was so, you know, me, I just asked questions and right, and I'm like, this is not the time.
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[SPEAKER_02]: This is not the time.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Something must be going on.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Can you tell me a little bit about that time when you're paralyzed?
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[SPEAKER_02]: You only have activity of your limbs on one side and you're having the raised children and your wife is no longer there.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Out of the happy.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Well, I got into an accident, ran off the road by trash truck, left side of my body paralyzed, doing that time, my wife at the time decided that this was too much for her.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So she was honest with me, you know, we had kids and plus she had to take care of me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But you know, the vow of safe, a better worse, a richer for poor, all of those things.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so,
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[SPEAKER_01]: It really damaged me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Pat, I did a point to where, you know, I was depressed, suicidal.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, I know.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, yeah, I was taking my life.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Man, this is just a short story with that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: When it's taking my life, I had, you know, they would try to raise me to do physical therapy and occupational therapy.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And when they would do that, my blood pressure would rise.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Now,
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[SPEAKER_01]: scientifically, that's not supposed to happen.
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[SPEAKER_01]: When you stand, your blood pressure is supposed to lower, but mine's raised and it raised up to stroke level.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So, God set this trial up to where he could only get the glory.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so, you know, I'm basically in the wheelchair, unable to do, you know, not much for myself, doing the best that I can because my right side still works.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But during that time, she came to me and, you know, basically told me, you know, I didn't sign up for this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This is too too hard for me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: she took the ring off, said it on my lap, and she left, you know, packed the clothes and left.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm grabbing, you know, trying to grab or grabbing that with the right side and wheelchair moving with her and, you know, they didn't work.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So, yeah, just left by myself, you know, and of course, you know, she took the keys at the time, and so I was just in that house all by myself.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It was probably one of the hardest things in my life, but I will say it was the best thing in my life as well.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And the reason why is because before then, I never heard the voice of God.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It was only a monologue, I was having with God.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I would talk to him, you know, people would say, oh, God talks, and you know, he hears you, he can see you all the things, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: So it was a lot of performance, religious performance.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Just playing up to the part, you know, saying the right things.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Here it is, living off other people's testimonies.
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[SPEAKER_01]: and so I really realized that this testimony now belongs to me and God is now introducing himself.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So the first time for me to hear God's voice was actually after I tried to commit suicide.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was praying a lot, asking God to give me out of the wheelchair.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Every day, man, I was trying to get up out of the wheelchair on my own.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I ended up falling out of the wheelchair.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, at rice last day, it worked.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I moved up, fell off, fell on the floor,
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's true story, it's so, it's so right, it's so now, you know, I'm um
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I'm in the chair and I'm praying every day and so one day I'm just sitting meditating in the chair because the only thing I could do in the wheelchair was pray and read the word.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I'm just sitting in the wheelchair.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I wasn't really asking for anything that day and I heard a voice speak to me and the voice said to me, you're praying so hard to get out of the wheelchair.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But it's my wheel for you to be in the wheelchair right now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So when I heard the voice, I said, oh my God, that's got to be God, because up to me, I want to get out of the chair.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That doesn't make any sense.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so when he said that to me, I knew it was the voice of God.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And that was the beginning of me having dialogue with God.
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[SPEAKER_01]: even as a prophet, my gift began to sharpen it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was able to understand here, I was seeing better.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Just all the things happened, but it was all happening while I was in wheelchair.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So now you looking at the wheelchair like me, and you know, this is horrible, it's terrible, but it shifted my life.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It gave me a different perspective.
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[SPEAKER_01]: His ways are not our ways, his thoughts are not our thoughts.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So coming from his perspective,
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[SPEAKER_01]: And since then, that voice hasn't stopped.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I can hear him, I can sense him.
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[SPEAKER_01]: All of that, the conversation now when I talk to God, I'm able to discern and I can hear his voice real strong and so.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This is why, you know, even though this was the most challenging part of my life, it was the best part of my life as well.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, you know, I was an X to, you know, create an email during this time because, you know, it's like, hey, you need to do an email, you know, people want to get in contact with you and all that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This was why I was in the wheelchair because after that, you know, I was preaching different places in the wheelchair, you know, my hope perspective changed.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So I had a joy like none other.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was just like, okay, guys, and she said, it's your will for me to be here.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And you know, I want to say to somebody right now, sometimes you feel like God is now listening, or he's not hearing you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But I want to let you know that God's not only listening and hearing you, but it's about his time.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And when he's ready to speak, he will.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And at that time, you'll be ready to hear him.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And not only that, you'll be ready to follow what he says.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But anyway, I was in the, I was in the, you know, you know, I'm just, it's such joy, I say, man, I'm a preacher, I'm a prophesy, I'm a do whatever I need to do.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I was shouting in the wheelchair.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Spinning that right hand coming on back.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm trying to cost you y'all.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But spinning that too.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That's weird to your back more.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so, you know, I gotten so caught up with this voice and what he wanted.
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[SPEAKER_01]: it was really a, you know, really the best thing that ever happened.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And, you know, one thing I also learned from that is this, sometimes we won't got to speak to a certain thing, but really all we want is his voice.
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[SPEAKER_02]: That's all we want.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I promise.
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[SPEAKER_01]: If the Lord speaks to you, he may not say nothing concerning what you've been praying about.
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[SPEAKER_01]: There's no he there.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But to know that he's there and that he's real, that he leaves.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That's enough right there to make you change your life and change your perspective.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I feel that for somebody right now watching, listen, God says, I want to give you a holy hug right now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Even doing this, this interview, his presence is touching you from the crown of your hand to the souls of your feet, from this day forward.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You're going to hear God
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[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, so put I receive it in the in the comments real quick.
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[SPEAKER_02]: If you receive that put that in the comments go here.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So so so so you know, I'm in the chair and I'm glad that he spoke when he spoke.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That was all I really needed all I really wanted.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I just wanted to know what's he there with me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so, you know, we can fast for with that, you know, I I'm praying for people to get healed and they get healed.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it's a I think more right because I'm feeling a chair back.
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[SPEAKER_01]: So in other words, God still using me hand-to-cat.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Can I say they weren't hand-to-cat?
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[SPEAKER_01]: But God still using me in a place where I am restricted.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so, it was amazing to see that.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Now, watch this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That's happening.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm still joyful, but as time goes on, I can slip right back into being depressed.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And it's because people are being healed and I'm realized, and okay, the healing virtue of God is moving through me, but it's not for me.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That was the question I had for the Lord.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so again, I needed his confirmation.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I needed him to speak again.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I needed him to touch me again.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so he would do it through assignments.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You, do you remember when you came to visit?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I do.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Man, it was the best thing ever, man.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And I want to thank you, man, publicly, thank you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This brother right here is amazing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This my brother, like, blood can bring us no closer.
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[SPEAKER_01]: But you came to visit me at one of the lowest parts of my life, man, and you came through there.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I mean, he treated me, y'all.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Like I was walking around.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He was like,
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, we got to get all of that out of here.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You know what you said, you said, you said, when you get up out of the wheelchair, I'm about you some shit.
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[SPEAKER_01]: How about you some food, right?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I said, come on, get somebody.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Does that want to some joy?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, time.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Hey, you're going to think like, when you were in there, so like, so that's his camera angle, right?
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[SPEAKER_02]: So here's my camera angle watching this.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Come on.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I walk in and I have to, and I can literally see myself.
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[SPEAKER_02]: My friend, right, he's like, he's like,
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[SPEAKER_02]: Don't don't be a long road just just be cool because you know, we play like we we doing that It's because the man used to dance he will tell you that boy, but we'd be dancing But we'd be the a hundred me the third and he was like, but but don't you know It's a little tough.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, so you got there.
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[SPEAKER_02]: So I'm like okay, you know, we get ourselves together I have me a little talk of something for I'm going in and I'm like all right Let me go in let me cheer my guy up.
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[SPEAKER_02]: So I walk in.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I see him there, but it's like he's in the wheelchair
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[SPEAKER_02]: But I'm like, it ain't like what Ryan told me.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Like he's not like lonely, like his spirit ain't low.
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[SPEAKER_02]: In fact, his spirit is telling these kids what to do.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And that is listening.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Oh, no, I'm gonna say, yeah, I'll sit down.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Everybody go do their dishes.
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[SPEAKER_02]: This is their dishes.
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[SPEAKER_02]: This is their order.
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[SPEAKER_02]: The house is clean.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Like the house clean, make sure you clean it up.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Just sorry about that brother.
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[SPEAKER_02]: This whole side doesn't work.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I'm just looking and he's getting around and I'm just like,
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[SPEAKER_02]: Well, look, when you get up out this jump, hey bro, I got to get you some shoes and set a rake saturday and then he pray for me.
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[SPEAKER_02]: It's the first time I'd ever somebody had prayed for me.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I was like, I feel as though you know, I'm young.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I'm sad.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I had church prayer.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I didn't been pray for, but you know, the prayers of the righteous evade as much.
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[SPEAKER_02]: They don't necessarily mean you really.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Really.
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[SPEAKER_02]: and when he prayed for me, like whatever was in me, just to our rumbling.
18:06
[SPEAKER_02]: So when I made it out to his door, out the door of the house, of course he closed the door and then I couldn't get to the car.
18:13
[SPEAKER_02]: I just thought, don't look like whatever, all the alcohol, all the other stuff, and I just went to sleep in the car.
18:19
[SPEAKER_02]: And you know, later on, of course, being spiritually mature, I understand, you know what was coming out of me.
18:24
[SPEAKER_02]: But it was just a moment to be able to see you in that wheelchair.
18:28
[SPEAKER_02]: But then, and then deep in my heart, I won't even lie to you.
18:32
[SPEAKER_02]: I was just so angry, like, I was like, you know, like, where is his wife, though, bro?
18:36
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, I thought, I said to myself, bro, this what is going to be like, did you know we from the neighborhood?
18:41
[SPEAKER_02]: So we kind of talk behind your back.
18:42
[SPEAKER_02]: She kind of lived when he was
18:44
[SPEAKER_02]: You know what I'm saying?
18:45
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, right, give me the right answer.
18:46
[SPEAKER_02]: You kind of love once he, you know, I'm saying to just another.
18:49
[SPEAKER_02]: And I remember I said this, I was like, and I wasn't necessarily mad at her.
18:53
[SPEAKER_02]: I was mad at the situation.
18:54
[SPEAKER_02]: I was just like, man, you know, I had much trust in women after that.
18:58
[SPEAKER_02]: And I was like, man, I hope, you know, I hope he get back up.
19:01
[SPEAKER_02]: And I hope that he don't run back to that.
19:04
[SPEAKER_02]: Cause I didn't want anybody to be around you who will leave you on your lowest point.
19:08
[SPEAKER_01]: No.
19:08
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely, brother.
19:10
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I'll tell you right now, when you came, it was you didn't know this.
19:15
[SPEAKER_01]: my spirit, you and Kurt, you didn't realize, I just came out of the suicidal thoughts and things of that nature and filling down the pressed and low in the lower sense, you were right over.
19:28
[SPEAKER_01]: And again, it was just the Lord knew what to do when I was getting to those faces.
19:37
[SPEAKER_01]: And man, you really lifted my spirit.
19:41
[SPEAKER_01]: One thing I can say that you did, that most people did do, you treated me like I was normal.
19:47
[SPEAKER_01]: You didn't come in.
19:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh my God, look at you.
19:50
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, oh, you need me to help you.
19:53
[SPEAKER_01]: You talked to me just like we're talking right now.
19:55
[SPEAKER_01]: And, uh,
19:56
[SPEAKER_01]: It was, it was, it was everything for me.
19:59
[SPEAKER_01]: And, uh, you know, I love you for that brother.
20:01
[SPEAKER_01]: I love you too, man.
20:02
[SPEAKER_01]: Because I, I know the Lord sent you on the sign, man.
20:06
[SPEAKER_01]: This is much as he blessed us together, you know, you get blessed.
20:10
[SPEAKER_01]: I, I get blessed as well.
20:12
[SPEAKER_01]: So, I just want to let you know, I never told you that.
20:14
[SPEAKER_01]: But yeah, I was going through, I just kept through going, I coming out of depression and, uh, you, you all came through and, and I was just trying to, you know,
20:23
[SPEAKER_01]: make it make it to the end you know and so let me just pass for so now as I'm in this you know in the wheelchair
20:31
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm not even really praying anymore about coming out of the wheelchair now.
20:35
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm just more so like, okay, God, you got me healing folk, you know.
20:40
[SPEAKER_02]: Lisa, you know, he was going to my own work for me, too.
20:43
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, and so he didn't say anything.
20:45
[SPEAKER_01]: So I was just kind of like, okay, well, I know you with me.
20:47
[SPEAKER_01]: So I wasn't too much weary maturity, right?
20:50
[SPEAKER_01]: Because now it's not so much about him having to talk all the time, because he's talked before.
20:57
[SPEAKER_01]: So since I know that he can talk,
21:00
[SPEAKER_01]: I just need to wait, stay in place, until he talks again.
21:05
[SPEAKER_01]: A lot of times we move before his voice, and we should wait on his voice.
21:09
[SPEAKER_01]: What's the last thing he said to you?
21:11
[SPEAKER_01]: Because whatever he said to you, it's not done yet.
21:14
[SPEAKER_01]: In other words, there's something else he's trying to get to you.
21:17
[SPEAKER_01]: But one thing about God, he's not going to allow you to misstep.
21:21
[SPEAKER_01]: He's going to always lead you in the right direction.
21:23
[SPEAKER_01]: So, more love you more podcast after this.
21:28
[SPEAKER_02]: I know you are enjoying this episode with Prof. Germain Green and this beautiful wife, Prof.
21:33
[SPEAKER_02]: This Margaret Green.
21:34
[SPEAKER_02]: Here's the thing, I know that life sometime be life, and especially with all of this economic craziness that's going on in these beautiful United States of America.
21:44
[SPEAKER_02]: I know a lot of times the first thing to go when it comes to what you're going to cut back on for some of you as medicine, you say, well, I'll just work out more and I'll eat right.
21:54
[SPEAKER_02]: And if I can be honest with you, I totally understand.
21:57
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22:03
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22:12
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22:14
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22:21
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22:27
[SPEAKER_02]: And they just want to help too.
22:28
[SPEAKER_02]: Now back to the episode, flat out.
22:30
[SPEAKER_01]: But one thing about God, he's not going to allow you to misstep.
22:34
[SPEAKER_01]: He's going to always lead you in the right direction.
22:37
[SPEAKER_01]: So, for me, I was just solid in that.
22:39
[SPEAKER_01]: And so, he's just Sunday, 2007.
22:43
[SPEAKER_01]: My father was preaching the message coming out of your grave, y'all.
22:46
[SPEAKER_01]: I'll shout out to Apostle Joe Greens in senior.
22:48
[SPEAKER_01]: And firstly, the end of the grain, how it holding the strength
22:55
[SPEAKER_01]: So anyway, he's preaching the message coming out of your grave your man that day I you know yet again just feeling kind of down but the message up lifted me so he said You know what I'm going to do to the vindiction.
23:08
[SPEAKER_01]: So I rolled myself up with my right side and you know I begin to pray that's I begin to pray
23:15
[SPEAKER_01]: the Lord begin to speak to him.
23:16
[SPEAKER_01]: He said, tell the congregation, I'm about to perform a miracle, tell him to lift their hands.
23:22
[SPEAKER_01]: So they lifted their hands and so I started to pray.
23:26
[SPEAKER_01]: And so I was told after that.
23:27
[SPEAKER_01]: My parents were sitting in the front.
23:29
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, after I said that, I jumped out of the wheelchair while down the middle out and every row I began to pass, people began to fall out of the proud God.
23:39
[SPEAKER_01]: Now, I said, what?
23:41
[SPEAKER_01]: I didn't know I was out of the wheelchair at that time around, I saw the wheelchair was empty.
23:46
[SPEAKER_01]: So now you already know I was in the wheelchair for about three and a half years.
23:50
[SPEAKER_01]: Yes.
23:51
[SPEAKER_01]: So muscle district fee set in on my left side, but when the lawyer healed me, I looked down in my left side, it was matching my right side.
23:59
[SPEAKER_01]: So I he restored everything back to me.
24:02
[SPEAKER_01]: Then I lost.
24:04
[SPEAKER_02]: I remember that, I remember how I got that man.
24:07
[SPEAKER_02]: I didn't fall alive.
24:09
[SPEAKER_02]: But after you left church, you had called me.
24:12
[SPEAKER_02]: I did.
24:12
[SPEAKER_02]: Because you have a belt.
24:14
[SPEAKER_02]: I didn't know what that was.
24:16
[SPEAKER_02]: You got to eat, you got to put it.
24:18
[SPEAKER_02]: You have a belt, yeah.
24:18
[SPEAKER_02]: And I'll leave it a little bit for some of those things.
24:21
[SPEAKER_02]: You got to eat, you got to eat, I don't know.
24:25
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't, you could at least.
24:28
[SPEAKER_02]: Man, you should have told me about the bill.
24:30
[SPEAKER_02]: We got everything with the bill.
24:32
[SPEAKER_02]: He came out of, I was like, oh my God.
24:35
[SPEAKER_02]: You could be proud of yourself.
24:36
[SPEAKER_01]: And then it's show up.
24:37
[SPEAKER_01]: Watch yourself.
24:38
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, oh my God.
24:40
[SPEAKER_02]: So you get this amazing miracle.
24:43
[SPEAKER_02]: So now who are you as a father and as a husband?
24:45
[SPEAKER_02]: Like what is your status now?
24:46
[SPEAKER_02]: Like not at you here, not at God's restore.
24:49
[SPEAKER_02]: Like you still have to deal with the responsibilities that you have.
24:53
[SPEAKER_02]: Nothing has ever put on pause when it comes to adversity.
24:58
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, I'm telling you right now, for me, it was more so now, you know, making another adjustment.
25:04
[SPEAKER_01]: I had to set my mind because I was overwhelmed.
25:08
[SPEAKER_01]: See, being in the wheelchair, you know, I was being taken care of some way.
25:13
[SPEAKER_01]: Now, I got to take care of every.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And people ain't got no grace wants to be back now.
25:18
[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, great.
25:18
[SPEAKER_02]: You good.
25:20
[SPEAKER_01]: He backed up.
25:20
[SPEAKER_01]: He rickled back and worried.
25:21
[SPEAKER_01]: Let's get going.
25:23
[SPEAKER_01]: Exactly.
25:24
[SPEAKER_01]: The pressure of getting back into the workspace, not only that, but now, you know, I lost my license, you know, I had to go take my retake, my driver's test.
25:34
[SPEAKER_01]: So it's like I was starting all over.
25:36
[SPEAKER_01]: It was a fresh start for me.
25:37
[SPEAKER_01]: But again, a lot of pressure because of not having the things that I had before and everything that I had before had depleted.
25:46
[SPEAKER_01]: So
25:47
[SPEAKER_01]: starting all over again.
25:48
[SPEAKER_01]: So again, I need the lowest health.
25:49
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, so of course, you know, I'm still on my prayer register, you know, doing the things necessary.
25:55
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, my kids now they're more clingy, right?
25:58
[SPEAKER_01]: Because before Daddy couldn't get up, but now Daddy's up, now everybody want to do things with Daddy.
26:04
[SPEAKER_01]: So.
26:05
[SPEAKER_01]: trying to manage that I needed peace.
26:10
[SPEAKER_01]: And that's what I prayed for Lord.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I need peace.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I really didn't need money.
26:14
[SPEAKER_01]: I needed peace.
26:16
[SPEAKER_01]: I believe that if I had peace, the money would come.
26:20
[SPEAKER_01]: In other words, if my mindset was clear,
26:23
[SPEAKER_01]: then maybe God could talk to me or I could hear you through out the noise.
26:29
[SPEAKER_01]: Said a lot of times, God's trying to speak to us, but because we have a lot of commotion, a lot of things going on distractions.
26:36
[SPEAKER_01]: So I pray for peace.
26:37
[SPEAKER_01]: And I believe that if I got the peace that God wouldn't have, I could hear.
26:43
[SPEAKER_01]: But he started to direct my steps, man.
26:45
[SPEAKER_01]: I was getting blessed, left and right.
26:48
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, I was a substitute teacher,
26:53
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, then I opened up my own, you know, cleaning business.
26:57
[SPEAKER_01]: So I was making double what I, you know, what I had before I got into the wheelchair.
27:01
[SPEAKER_01]: So it's like the law immediately started to restore and do better than what it was before.
27:06
[SPEAKER_02]: Got it.
27:07
[SPEAKER_02]: So all of this has been restored.
27:09
[SPEAKER_02]: Was there a chance to restore the broken marriage?
27:12
[SPEAKER_02]: Not that you back.
27:13
[SPEAKER_02]: You're looking good.
27:14
[SPEAKER_01]: Was there a chance to, so I'm going to be honest with you.
27:19
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, that crossed my mind more than once.
27:22
[SPEAKER_01]: And we attempted to try to talk or reconcile, but because of all of the things that was done and then also the mindset now for her was more so, she's moved on.
27:39
[SPEAKER_01]: I think it was more so for me and I realized, you know, and she'll probably say, well, she'll say this is where we were we were better friends We should have never gotten married and you know again.
27:52
[SPEAKER_01]: I think I for my kids because I bless But just one of those things where looking back on it from being immature to mature again.
28:02
[SPEAKER_01]: It goes to those needs and wants I believe I wouldn't after my wants.
28:06
[SPEAKER_01]: God instead of my needs and wants
28:11
[SPEAKER_02]: so you got to be safe.
28:14
[SPEAKER_02]: I just want to put that out there.
28:15
[SPEAKER_02]: You got to be safe.
28:16
[SPEAKER_02]: Absolutely.
28:17
[SPEAKER_02]: Because if we put this testimony on paper, I don't think there's a man right now who God blesses to stand up again miraculously.
28:29
[SPEAKER_02]: Not having to go through any physical therapy.
28:32
[SPEAKER_02]: knowing that somebody has left you while you were at your lowest point.
28:37
[SPEAKER_02]: And then not only like you still got to pick up the kids on the days that you got to pick up the key.
28:42
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, absolutely.
28:43
[SPEAKER_02]: Like expected to be this like what type of forgiveness and healing had to take place in your heart to be able to necessarily overlook a digest the fact that there was a vacancy left in one of the moments where you need to hurt them up.
28:56
[SPEAKER_01]: Man, it's like a
28:58
[SPEAKER_01]: I would say four, four and a half years, I was a better man, a better preacher, a better profit.
29:08
[SPEAKER_01]: At least when it comes to the women, I told my father, I said, I'm going to be like, no, I'll be single at the time, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't think you're going to get married.
29:24
[SPEAKER_01]: But praise God, so that you get married, no, yeah, but I'm just saying, so I told him, I said, man, I'm done.
29:33
[SPEAKER_01]: I would never walk down the aisle.
29:36
[SPEAKER_01]: Man, my father laughed at me so hard.
29:40
[SPEAKER_01]: He said, you hurt right now.
29:42
[SPEAKER_01]: He said, but you got to remember your life is not your own.
29:47
[SPEAKER_01]: My God.
29:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Yes, it helps somebody to say right there.
29:50
[SPEAKER_01]: Your life is not your own.
29:51
[SPEAKER_01]: So he said, what the God call you before you were born.
29:55
[SPEAKER_01]: He said, he called you.
29:57
[SPEAKER_01]: So I had to receive that, even though I didn't want to.
30:00
[SPEAKER_01]: You had the time I still did.
30:02
[SPEAKER_01]: Okay, I'm like, yeah, when you get done, I'm going to be single.
30:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
30:06
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, and so you remember, we were doing, he was just like, why I first started off a young fly and say, young fly and say, really want you to remember.
30:17
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, only when we have to worry about.
30:20
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, oh, you don't have the things like, I mean, so who do you think I'll stay with?
30:25
[SPEAKER_02]: Do you make it stay by yourself?
30:28
[SPEAKER_02]: He don't like, no time.
30:29
[SPEAKER_02]: You girls, you'd be like, you know, you married, but what about the guy who's the wheelchair dude?
30:34
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like,
30:37
[SPEAKER_01]: he's probably not on top of you, you know, really, you know what I'm saying?
30:41
[SPEAKER_02]: He all like me and then like, they just know it is church world.
30:43
[SPEAKER_02]: So they have to ask, right?
30:45
[SPEAKER_02]: And I'm just like, no, no, he like that.
30:46
[SPEAKER_02]: He just in a season of his like, where he's just not accepting like any of that.
30:52
[SPEAKER_02]: And I remember, I remember Marby comes alone, who has this amazing prophet to give to.
30:57
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
30:58
[SPEAKER_02]: And
30:59
[SPEAKER_02]: There was a time where she was just like, I feel like the lords is like, like, she had been through some things, too, but she's like, I think that's my husband.
31:07
[SPEAKER_02]: And I was like, free to see, she said, and that man was like, God, he's hooked up.
31:15
[SPEAKER_02]: I didn't smoke me, I don't want me to breathe in.
31:17
[SPEAKER_02]: I didn't tell me nothing.
31:19
[SPEAKER_01]: And I was just like, oh my God.
31:20
[SPEAKER_01]: He was so upset.
31:22
[SPEAKER_01]: You were so upset.
31:23
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
31:24
[SPEAKER_02]: We sent him back on that man with so upset.
31:26
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, well, man, the guy I like, I mean, you know, she's a sweet girl.
31:32
[SPEAKER_02]: So you need to be nice.
31:33
[SPEAKER_02]: She your type, right?
31:34
[SPEAKER_02]: Absolutely.
31:35
[SPEAKER_02]: And I mean, you guys can tell you all the story.
31:37
[SPEAKER_02]: But I just remembered that added to towards it.
31:40
[SPEAKER_02]: It was like, no, no, no.
31:43
[SPEAKER_02]: God, they told her that, well, God must have said something because he chose to write a writing.
31:49
[SPEAKER_01]: And I was in the win, but it was absolutely, brother.
31:54
[SPEAKER_01]: See now, now you're confirming what I was saying.
31:57
[SPEAKER_01]: I was bitter.
31:58
[SPEAKER_01]: No, no, no.
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[SPEAKER_01]: On this day.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Very bitter.
32:02
[SPEAKER_01]: And I did more.
32:04
[SPEAKER_01]: to even chance it.
32:06
[SPEAKER_01]: I felt like I was really trying to protect myself, to take my feelings and stuff.
32:11
[SPEAKER_01]: So looking back on it now, it was more so the hurt man.
32:15
[SPEAKER_01]: It was hard to release it.
32:17
[SPEAKER_01]: And so that's when I learned that for giving 70 times, seven, that's when I learned that principle of every time it came to my mind, I had to forgive it.
32:27
[SPEAKER_01]: And that's what I would do.
32:28
[SPEAKER_01]: So any thought that would come to my mind concerning the bad marriage, I would say, Lord, I forgive her.
32:34
[SPEAKER_01]: And I had to confess it.
32:36
[SPEAKER_01]: And the revelation he gave to me from that is,
32:39
[SPEAKER_01]: you get saved by confession.
32:42
[SPEAKER_01]: So you have to forget about confession.
32:44
[SPEAKER_01]: So in other words, you receive me by confession.
32:47
[SPEAKER_01]: So whatever principle that you're operating from when it comes to Scripture, your mouth is the tool in the weapon that got recognized and he'll respond.
32:57
[SPEAKER_02]: So how did this come about since you were so bad?
32:59
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm on the head telling, go here.
33:01
[SPEAKER_00]: Well, you can still tell that he was healing from the prior marriage because I remember one time.
33:08
[SPEAKER_00]: We were friends, but we were sitting outside and they were in argument.
33:13
[SPEAKER_00]: And I was watching this argument between them too.
33:16
[SPEAKER_00]: and you could just tell that he was still hurt.
33:20
[SPEAKER_00]: And so, you know, I just waited, I didn't intervene, I didn't interrupt because I know, you know, you know, my mom wanted to go to the princess.
33:28
[SPEAKER_00]: But I said, not need you to say, you know, just, you know, just be there for him as a friend.
33:33
[SPEAKER_00]: And so, as I was watching them, I give.
33:36
[SPEAKER_00]: You know, he's walking back to the vehicle, and I just looked at him and I said, are you okay?
33:43
[SPEAKER_00]: And he said, I'll find, you know, faces a little toe up.
33:47
[SPEAKER_00]: And I said, let me tell you something.
33:50
[SPEAKER_00]: I said, that type of energy is only reserved for me.
33:54
[SPEAKER_00]: don't give her that any longer.
33:55
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
33:57
[SPEAKER_00]: Hey, look, and you can just tell like something broke right there.
34:01
[SPEAKER_01]: He's a little.
34:02
[SPEAKER_00]: And I said that as a friend, like we're like, best friends at this time.
34:08
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I'm like.
34:08
[SPEAKER_02]: So, so they guys really take because I don't think I ever asked you ever again, but like I remember hearing that because you know, they had us on some real street regimen.
34:17
[SPEAKER_02]: You couldn't really talk the women and out of that stuff that you get on.
34:21
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't even know who told me that, but I just remember it's like,
34:25
[SPEAKER_02]: the Lord kind of spoken and, you know, you know, probably more, you know, she'll profit this too.
34:31
[SPEAKER_02]: He's only one of his probably, that he's throwing this around a little bit.
34:34
[SPEAKER_02]: And she was like, I've got another one, right?
34:37
[SPEAKER_02]: So you get to do profits together.
34:39
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm profit life.
34:41
[SPEAKER_01]: And then I'll be in that way.
34:43
[SPEAKER_01]: I just want to tell you that, indeed.
34:45
[SPEAKER_02]: But what was it about him and how were you able to posture your heart for man?
34:51
[SPEAKER_02]: because it's saying low as I thought it's a beautiful city.
34:54
[SPEAKER_02]: It's more of a tight family and community and a time because everybody know everybody business and some capacity.
35:00
[SPEAKER_02]: So I'm sure you heard a lot of the minutia of what he been through, especially in the church world, like how did you posture your heart to be able to be a good?
35:08
[SPEAKER_02]: free into a person who would be hurt so bad.
35:10
[SPEAKER_02]: That's a good question.
35:11
[SPEAKER_00]: Oh, it was hard.
35:13
[SPEAKER_00]: It was hard.
35:15
[SPEAKER_00]: Because not only was I a friend to germane, I knew that germane was my husband.
35:21
[SPEAKER_00]: And that matter of fact, that totally hit was five.
35:24
[SPEAKER_01]: Don't tell me how you found that.
35:27
[SPEAKER_00]: Okay, let me answer the first question.
35:31
[SPEAKER_00]: So it was hard because it's like, okay, I'm on your friend, but I also know, you know, kind of know what our future entails, but I still see you kind of broken from your last relationship.
35:44
[SPEAKER_00]: That you still hurt.
35:45
[SPEAKER_00]: Even though you prophesied with you, you look good.
35:48
[SPEAKER_00]: I mean, you look real good.
35:49
[SPEAKER_00]: But you don't even know what you're talking about.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You know, and I don't stand the chance and I think that's what worried me the most.
36:00
[SPEAKER_00]: I don't like I don't stand the chance because he's still broken.
36:05
[SPEAKER_00]: And so, um...
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[SPEAKER_00]: It was hard to navigate.
36:09
[SPEAKER_00]: So what I did, I just created saves on.
36:11
[SPEAKER_00]: It was like, I won't push the issue.
36:13
[SPEAKER_00]: I won't push the relationship.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'll just be his friend until he say he's ready.
36:19
[SPEAKER_00]: And then we'll take it from there.
36:20
[SPEAKER_02]: So I remember one night, I don't remember the story as much.
36:23
[SPEAKER_02]: We're in the car.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And you say something, I say something.
36:26
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't know.
36:27
[SPEAKER_02]: And it was kind of like a good punch, because I was
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[SPEAKER_02]: I don't know it's kind of the Lord.
36:30
[SPEAKER_02]: That's I know it's the Lord.
36:31
[SPEAKER_02]: You tell the story.
36:32
[SPEAKER_02]: I'd be like that's right.
36:33
[SPEAKER_02]: It did happen.
36:34
[SPEAKER_02]: So we're in the car and we're talking about one front to 70.
36:38
[SPEAKER_02]: If you're in St. Louis, it's two 70 going past with the Barma Rito business, so it's on my office or whatever it was, you know, it's the office is a sanctuary.
36:47
[SPEAKER_02]: It's a lot.
36:48
[SPEAKER_02]: I have merch or whatever we doing in there.
36:50
[SPEAKER_02]: But we outside, we're in a Jaguar have a Jaguar.
36:54
[SPEAKER_02]: Jaguar or whatever it is.
36:55
[SPEAKER_02]: It's a 2008.
36:57
[SPEAKER_02]: The air conditions don't work because it's $800 to figure the air condition.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I'm riding around this beautiful car.
37:03
[SPEAKER_02]: It's really, it ain't working like it's supposed to because I'm broke.
37:06
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't start going to ministry.
37:08
[SPEAKER_02]: It can be pretty really no more for some reason.
37:10
[SPEAKER_02]: The church and club don't go together.
37:13
[SPEAKER_02]: My whole retirement plan is done.
37:16
[SPEAKER_02]: And so I'm sitting here with my resident property and what was that conversation like?
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[SPEAKER_01]: I still remember this, and you asked me a question, you said, hey, private, what you think about on prophetess, and I said, oh, I think she, you know, think she's a nice person.
37:36
[SPEAKER_01]: I think she's foul, so proud.
37:39
[SPEAKER_01]: I gave him the whole, just all the general things.
37:43
[SPEAKER_01]: He said, we're, oh, I mean, it's got to send anything about her to you.
37:50
[SPEAKER_01]: I
37:53
[SPEAKER_01]: And he said, uh, and did you say it well, um.
37:58
[SPEAKER_01]: Has she been married before?
37:59
[SPEAKER_01]: And watched this y'all.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He asked me, has she been married before?
38:04
[SPEAKER_01]: And I said, no, this is no, this is no.
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[SPEAKER_01]: This is the first time.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yeah, that's what I told you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I was surprised to him was, no, this is the first time.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I remember that.
38:14
[SPEAKER_01]: And then let me tell you how cool this was.
38:16
[SPEAKER_01]: Like you know, I felt like the wind started blowing in my face.
38:21
[SPEAKER_01]: He turns around and just walks.
38:23
[SPEAKER_01]: away from me as like a mom with a, then he gets to the car and say, preach, you know what you just said?
38:31
[SPEAKER_01]: I said, no, you said you said this would be my first time.
38:35
[SPEAKER_01]: And I said, I can't spend you.
38:37
[SPEAKER_01]: I do.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I see it.
38:39
[SPEAKER_02]: I remember that.
38:40
[SPEAKER_01]: He was one of the first one.
38:41
[SPEAKER_00]: You won the first ones.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This would be a first.
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[SPEAKER_01]: To tell me that.
38:47
[SPEAKER_01]: She would be good as far as my wife.
38:49
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
38:50
[SPEAKER_01]: And Karan was a, was a, was a, was a, was another Karan but shout out to him, Karan wrote it.
38:56
[SPEAKER_01]: And, uh, they stormed you three, I mean, jumped me.
39:01
[SPEAKER_01]: But if I got to think, Karan was one and said it all up.
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[SPEAKER_01]: That's for us, you know, us meeting things like that because he said it in the men of God.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Me, but that night right there was epic and you, you were profit for real.
39:16
[SPEAKER_01]: You can see because boy when I say I was so bitter that night and I was mad at you.
39:21
[SPEAKER_01]: No, it was all kind of sexy.
39:22
[SPEAKER_01]: But then I forget I forgave you the real fact.
39:25
[SPEAKER_02]: because you was very rich.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I mean, very nice and everything, but relationship.
39:31
[SPEAKER_02]: Aw, we was all in toast to this morning.
39:33
[SPEAKER_02]: We all live now in a family with me and one of me.
39:37
[SPEAKER_02]: It's like, it's wrong with him.
39:38
[SPEAKER_02]: I was just like, you're a lot of story, you know what I'm gonna say.
39:42
[SPEAKER_02]: Don't worry about him.
39:43
[SPEAKER_02]: I asked for me.
39:44
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't need a roommate.
39:46
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah.
39:47
[SPEAKER_02]: Put a roommate in your room.
39:48
[SPEAKER_02]: But for the main thing, stay by us here.
39:51
[SPEAKER_02]: He ain't gonna do nothing.
39:53
[SPEAKER_02]: Ask for me.
39:54
[SPEAKER_02]: I shouldn't be doing.
39:55
[SPEAKER_02]: But I pray for me, but yeah, man, I don't know, you know, my thing was
40:04
[SPEAKER_02]: I thought this time, you needed somebody who actually wanted you.
40:08
[SPEAKER_02]: And I think it had to be a little different.
40:11
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, traditionally, women, men, it's like, he would find the wife, yeah, I know that find the good damn time and fight for the work.
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[SPEAKER_02]: It's from the Lord.
40:19
[SPEAKER_02]: But I believe you found your wife, it's just you couldn't see her.
40:23
[SPEAKER_02]: And so sometimes, the woman had to be like, goofball, I'm right here, because I think her paying trauma,
40:34
[SPEAKER_02]: And sometimes, everything that you did in the other relationship was actually right.
40:38
[SPEAKER_02]: It was just a wrong person holding a position.
40:40
[SPEAKER_02]: I thought you were a great husband.
40:42
[SPEAKER_02]: I thought you were a great husband when you was in the wheelchair.
40:45
[SPEAKER_02]: I thought you were a great husband when you got out of the wheelchair and could have been hit never at day.
40:50
[SPEAKER_02]: And was being obedient to the Lord.
40:51
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm like, you sure you don't want to obey?
40:53
[SPEAKER_02]: This is my response.
40:55
[SPEAKER_02]: You don't want to bother.
40:56
[SPEAKER_02]: You don't want to bother.
40:58
[SPEAKER_02]: You didn't see what she just did to you, couldn't have been me, couldn't have been with him all back then.
41:04
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, do you mind you and see a winking?
41:07
[SPEAKER_02]: We're all in Southeast Missouri.
41:09
[SPEAKER_02]: Southeast Missouri was tough to get you up out of there.
41:11
[SPEAKER_02]: Absolutely.
41:12
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, oh, God, like he's praying and all that.
41:16
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, but when I was saying things work, I was just like, that could work.
41:20
[SPEAKER_02]: No.
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[SPEAKER_02]: If you put it on people,
41:22
[SPEAKER_02]: It could work, and I'm just grateful.
41:24
[SPEAKER_02]: So what was life like for you guys, you know, with two people with the same gear?
41:30
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41:32
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41:38
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41:39
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41:40
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41:43
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41:45
[SPEAKER_02]: Thank you.
41:46
[SPEAKER_02]: But different gears, but same gear.
41:48
[SPEAKER_02]: Are you guys like sitting there and you like,
41:52
[SPEAKER_02]: God said, we go in this way.
41:55
[SPEAKER_02]: And then the prophet is saying, when the Lord is saying this way, is there ever a time where two people who have this beautiful gift from the Lord, kind of clash in what direction God is challenging the marriage to go to?
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[SPEAKER_01]: Oh, wow, absolutely.
42:10
[SPEAKER_01]: That's a good question.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'll say this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: If she gets a word concerning direction,
42:19
[SPEAKER_01]: And I don't sense it or feel it, I pray about it.
42:22
[SPEAKER_01]: She does me the same way when it comes to things that God gives us.
42:28
[SPEAKER_01]: Then there's certain things that God just gives us.
42:32
[SPEAKER_01]: It's just what it is.
42:33
[SPEAKER_01]: But as far as her saying something, and me seeing something different, it's more of a thing of,
42:45
[SPEAKER_01]: I guess it's not in major stuff.
42:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Like her discernment to me is better than mine.
42:50
[SPEAKER_01]: She can discern the person like, right away, like, you know, you a robber, you know what I'm talking about.
42:58
[SPEAKER_01]: He cheated, she don't really like him.
43:01
[SPEAKER_01]: And obviously they said, no, they love each other, no, this is love.
43:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Those are the things that we are, but as far as direction is concerned, God usually does that one person at a time.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Okay.
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[SPEAKER_01]: One person at a time.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I would say, we typically end up,
43:19
[SPEAKER_00]: finishing sentences.
43:21
[SPEAKER_00]: So God gives me something.
43:23
[SPEAKER_00]: He finishes what God gave, where God gives him something.
43:26
[SPEAKER_00]: Typically, health finish what God gave.
43:29
[SPEAKER_00]: So it's a sentence.
43:31
[SPEAKER_00]: So it's never, it's never something conflicting, but it's always something that just flows in tandem.
43:37
[SPEAKER_00]: It's really unique, you know.
43:40
[SPEAKER_01]: So it goes back to what I was saying when it comes to one person at a time.
43:44
[SPEAKER_01]: She may start something.
43:47
[SPEAKER_01]: and it'll drop on me being how to finish it or vice versa.
43:51
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
43:52
[SPEAKER_02]: So how many kids you have that for?
43:55
[SPEAKER_02]: And how many kids do you have?
43:57
[SPEAKER_02]: So you have four children and then see half four kids and then y'all have these blended families, right?
44:05
[SPEAKER_02]: Oh, yeah.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Can you kind of talk through like navigating blinded families after divorce and break up?
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[SPEAKER_02]: That's it.
44:12
[SPEAKER_02]: And then y'all don't have the luxury of the buy of the book of cuss.
44:15
[SPEAKER_02]: Why?
44:15
[SPEAKER_02]: Because y'all be in the book of the Bible.
44:18
[SPEAKER_02]: And if y'all are going to have a question, it got in the story.
44:21
[SPEAKER_02]: Y'all ministry like that.
44:23
[SPEAKER_02]: So you have to have a different decorum or your ministry with them.
44:26
[SPEAKER_02]: Because you represent God.
44:28
[SPEAKER_02]: And they like,
44:30
[SPEAKER_02]: He ain't who he say he you know ready to say this so even when you want to be for Russia's like what was it like blending for at that time younger children as well as I've got the what we used to call the green boys green clean the green clean.
44:45
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, so I'm going to be honest with you in the beginning it was a little difficult only because the living situation
44:55
[SPEAKER_01]: We're in a van, man, we, we, everybody, you know, now has roommates that they didn't have before, right?
45:02
[SPEAKER_01]: So, but nothing that was like crazy and how to control.
45:07
[SPEAKER_01]: One thing I love about her, we talked about how we wanted to raise our keys before we get.
45:13
[SPEAKER_01]: Mary.
45:13
[SPEAKER_01]: And so we decided their brothers and sisters.
45:17
[SPEAKER_01]: We're not doing stuff.
45:18
[SPEAKER_01]: We're not doing the, you know, this, my, my, my, not it.
45:23
[SPEAKER_01]: We were very adamant and saying, hey, this is your brother.
45:26
[SPEAKER_01]: This is your sister.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You love him.
45:29
[SPEAKER_01]: You back him up.
45:30
[SPEAKER_01]: You don't let him fight by yourself.
45:31
[SPEAKER_01]: I mean, the whole night, like we ran it down, sat them all down.
45:36
[SPEAKER_01]: And for me,
45:38
[SPEAKER_01]: You know, with her kids, I, you know, I came in as a friend.
45:42
[SPEAKER_01]: I didn't come in as daddy.
45:44
[SPEAKER_01]: I came in as a friend, starting off, got it.
45:47
[SPEAKER_01]: And that relationship matriculated to pops and now to daddy.
45:52
[SPEAKER_01]: Because it's a difference.
45:54
[SPEAKER_01]: Pops is, okay, I respect your, you know, trust you.
46:00
[SPEAKER_01]: But daddy is intimate.
46:03
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, I trust you in my life.
46:05
[SPEAKER_02]: I mean, you the one I'm looking for when I get down and out so did the other parents have an issue with those titles.
46:14
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
46:16
[SPEAKER_00]: Absolutely.
46:16
[SPEAKER_00]: Absolutely.
46:18
[SPEAKER_00]: It was hard in the beginning, especially trying to navigate men and women to family, you know, the kids, you know, and they have the periods of hearts with, you know, they're not used to seeing that with someone else.
46:34
[SPEAKER_00]: So it was hard for them to transition.
46:38
[SPEAKER_00]: And so, you know, you know, coming in the room and crying, you're like, well, what's wrong?
46:42
[SPEAKER_00]: Well, I was my mom and my dad he was two together and having to do with that.
46:47
[SPEAKER_00]: That was hurtful.
46:48
[SPEAKER_00]: You know, they people say sticks and stones.
46:50
[SPEAKER_00]: Maybe they can break my mouth or worse.
46:51
[SPEAKER_00]: Whenever I heard no words or yeah, they hear me.
46:53
[SPEAKER_01]: Hear me back.
46:54
[SPEAKER_01]: Hear me back.
46:55
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
46:57
[SPEAKER_00]: So that, you know, a lot of tears, a lot of tears.
47:00
[SPEAKER_00]: Like, it's a guy, okay, did I really hear you?
47:02
[SPEAKER_00]: Did I really, you know, make the right choice?
47:04
[SPEAKER_00]: That for.
47:05
[SPEAKER_00]: Because I don't want to be the one that's breaking up a family.
47:09
[SPEAKER_00]: And the Lord was like, no, the family was already broken before you came.
47:15
[SPEAKER_00]: And so that those were just some of the things that I had to to kind of process through because it wasn't like I said, that was Santa Cruz, you know, and saying they wanted their mother and father back together, it was like, wow, okay, what do you do with that?
47:30
[SPEAKER_02]: So as a man, what do you speak to that?
47:33
[SPEAKER_02]: But sometimes there's an underlying expectation from the woman of how you're supposed to handle it.
47:39
[SPEAKER_02]: So how do you handle those moments as a man of God?
47:42
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, you have to definitely approach it in a way where both parties or feeling secure.
47:51
[SPEAKER_01]: Like for her, it's don't say that, this is your mama.
47:55
[SPEAKER_01]: And she'll let you know how you say that all the time.
47:58
[SPEAKER_01]: This is your mama.
48:00
[SPEAKER_01]: It's not a title.
48:02
[SPEAKER_01]: Mama more know, this is mama.
48:05
[SPEAKER_01]: And so from her end, just consoled her,
48:12
[SPEAKER_01]: They love you and you've got to give it a chance.
48:15
[SPEAKER_01]: You've got to give it time to grow.
48:17
[SPEAKER_01]: See, nobody talks about the kids' process.
48:23
[SPEAKER_01]: We made the decision as parents, but the kids never made the decision.
48:28
[SPEAKER_01]: We made the decision for them.
48:30
[SPEAKER_01]: And so my approach was always friend first.
48:35
[SPEAKER_01]: and see what it takes me.
48:36
[SPEAKER_01]: In other words, I didn't really have an expectation of daddy.
48:41
[SPEAKER_01]: They never called me daddy.
48:43
[SPEAKER_01]: This is where I'm married.
48:45
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm married to the kids too, but ultimately.
48:51
[SPEAKER_01]: And I got this, so I'm like, let's get back by down right here.
48:54
[SPEAKER_01]: I'm laying my body down.
48:56
[SPEAKER_02]: You hear me?
48:56
[SPEAKER_01]: Yes, ma'am.
48:58
[SPEAKER_01]: So, so I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm concentrating really on her because I want to make sure she's secure in this area.
49:06
[SPEAKER_01]: Was it, uh, absolutely?
49:09
[SPEAKER_01]: Uh, it was tough the whole time.
49:11
[SPEAKER_01]: If we're being honest, certain, well, let me say, the certain times things will flare up.
49:16
[SPEAKER_01]: But at the same time, now we can say,
49:19
[SPEAKER_01]: Then, you know, those things now no longer issue a problem.
49:23
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah.
49:24
[SPEAKER_01]: Go ahead.
49:26
[SPEAKER_00]: And I would say to, um, back to, even the question, um, with them being okay, if I was either sad okay.
49:34
[SPEAKER_00]: And of course, my sad was fine, like, you know, hey, do you move?
49:38
[SPEAKER_00]: But on his side.
49:40
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, he's in the mom, it's like, yeah.
49:42
[SPEAKER_00]: Man, she, you know, I was okay.
49:43
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
49:43
[SPEAKER_02]: Like,
49:45
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm sorry, it's the other day, there's that another, I went and do steps trying to make still love them.
49:51
[SPEAKER_02]: They're the other day.
49:52
[SPEAKER_02]: The mind's not so much.
49:55
[SPEAKER_02]: Their mama title was like, what you mean?
49:59
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, what you've been okay with, you didn't call in somebody.
50:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Well, that's a good question.
50:08
[SPEAKER_00]: That's a very good question.
50:09
[SPEAKER_00]: I'll say this.
50:10
[SPEAKER_00]: If she was, if she, if she, if she, if she was a mother, I'll get in line then.
50:16
[SPEAKER_00]: So if she, but if she's a girlfriend or the, then no, I'm like, no, get married and show you know, show it, state is showing yourself a fruit.
50:25
[SPEAKER_02]: Come on, put the word on that, come on, study and show that I sell the food.
50:28
[SPEAKER_02]: Hey, check me, check me, because you ain't lying enough.
50:32
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, you can't get the title.
50:34
[SPEAKER_02]: If you ain't got the title, there it is.
50:36
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, there it is.
50:37
[SPEAKER_02]: I think that's a boy.
50:39
[SPEAKER_01]: That's definitely a boy.
50:40
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
50:41
[SPEAKER_01]: But each child had their own bridge that needed to be built.
50:48
[SPEAKER_01]: Every last one of them had their own language where you could reach out more.
50:53
[SPEAKER_01]: They could see that this is a safe space and, you know, this is a good place to be.
50:59
[SPEAKER_00]: So, so, you know, and then my kid is mad.
51:03
[SPEAKER_00]: I mean, well, they've been my kid, but then my kids.
51:05
[SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, it's my baby.
51:06
[SPEAKER_01]: I say yeah, so you know shot it to my children love you.
51:09
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I'll aid them.
51:11
[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, see me so here go the thing.
51:14
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, it's always a different camera angle.
51:17
[SPEAKER_02]: So they would come to me and be like, man, what is your boy doing?
51:21
[SPEAKER_02]: How used to be like?
51:23
[SPEAKER_02]: You ain't seen it.
51:24
[SPEAKER_02]: She's a beautiful woman like me.
51:25
[SPEAKER_02]: He's like, she's fine.
51:27
[SPEAKER_02]: No, but man.
51:27
[SPEAKER_02]: She got bokees.
51:28
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, well, he's got bokees.
51:30
[SPEAKER_02]: Like, he can work both way.
51:32
[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
51:33
[SPEAKER_02]: It did.
51:33
[SPEAKER_02]: Somebody said this.
51:34
[SPEAKER_02]: They're like, what kind of car they going to have?
51:36
[SPEAKER_02]: It's 10 a.m.
51:37
[SPEAKER_02]: I was like, they went ahead and 12 as a man.
51:40
[SPEAKER_02]: I don't know.
51:41
[SPEAKER_02]: And then, and then finally, I think you guys navigate and I think how the Lord has blessed for me in this thing.
51:48
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I mean, I won't go into like, you know, your home and just what God has done.
51:53
[SPEAKER_02]: But just, you know, I love what you guys do on stage.
51:55
[SPEAKER_02]: But I thank God that I'm privy to see what the Lord does off camera.
51:59
[SPEAKER_02]: I'm privy to see what God is doing, just, you know, with your faith, even be in faith for till your local church.
52:05
[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I've always had big dreams and aspirations and I always thought that, you know,
52:09
[SPEAKER_02]: with such a gift, you know, confining it to some local thing was like, you could just be so this, this, this, this and this, but I realized that the increase can only come from the Lord.
52:18
[SPEAKER_02]: And I spent a lot of my life like chasing something that God could only do in his timing.
52:23
[SPEAKER_02]: And although God has blessed tremendously, I missed a whole lot of things in my life because I was out chasing it.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And so to see you guys serve in all 10 Missouri and serve your father's ministry,
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[SPEAKER_02]: and to be there with your mother and your father, and to see what God is even doing.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I watch, I see what God is doing with your sisters, right?
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[SPEAKER_02]: Like like like slowly but surely they still have their things that they're doing, but I'm starting to see what God is doing to their hearts and how he's matureing them and then I'm seeing how the kids are turning out.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And and I'm here to say that I stand corrected on a route that I thought was the only way like I can birth and breathe any city any continent any town any church God grown you're going to do he going to do when he going want to do it and so just to be able to see you guys.
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[SPEAKER_02]: be able to touch who God has called you to touch.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I just always have, man, you got to go this way.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You got to do this way.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And I've maybe overstepped some boundaries in my assessment of how I think things should go because I'm just a marketer by nature and, you know, and all that.
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[SPEAKER_02]: But I'm so grateful that I got an opportunity to sit with you guys to introduce you to the world of people that God has blessed us with.
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[SPEAKER_02]: And, man, I'm just grateful to see you guys on the other side of what we used to call the Brady bud.
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[SPEAKER_02]: because it was a lot of it was a lot of y'all and they grow now.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Absolutely.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, praise the Lord.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Yes, Traditionally, I do, I kind of wrapped this thing up in the bow and I look at this camera, but because this is my resident prophet and he's beautiful wife on a prophetist margarit.
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[SPEAKER_02]: There are people on the side of this camera, man, that, you know, they go through a lot.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I got a different group of people who watch this show.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, people who go to church and then there are people out there who like bro.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, I just kind of rock with your approach, champ, you know what I'm saying?
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[SPEAKER_02]: I don't really rock with all of that, but man, they want answers, man.
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[SPEAKER_02]: They want relationships to work.
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[SPEAKER_02]: They want blended families to work.
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[SPEAKER_02]: They want, they want the heart to stop, right?
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[SPEAKER_02]: They've been betrayed.
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[SPEAKER_02]: They feel people left prematurely.
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[SPEAKER_02]: They feel like, you know, like, God, what's up with you, man?
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[SPEAKER_02]: Like, I ain't supposed to be going through so much at one time.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You know, it seemed like it piles on when it piles on.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Like, I would like for you guys to take the time to challenge these people on the side of
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[SPEAKER_01]: Definitely.
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[SPEAKER_01]: What I would say to you is this.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Reformation is messy.
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[SPEAKER_01]: God will allow you to take a route, seemingly that you feel like you should go and he'll make sure he, you know, shows you that you need him.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Ultimately, God just wants relationship with you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He wants your heart.
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[SPEAKER_01]: It's not really about guiding your eyes and crossing your teeth, it's about your heart posture.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Do you love him, does your life exemplify what he stands for?
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[SPEAKER_01]: And that's a heart thing.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I guarantee you, anybody that you love, you don't offend those that you love.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And so it's the same with the Lord.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And not so much offending purposely, but when things come up and things are challenging, the Lord is saying, hey, I created you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I created you with this in mind.
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[SPEAKER_01]: Matter of fact, I knew you were gonna do it before you did it and I paid the price for it.
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[SPEAKER_01]: My greatest sufficient, my love is sufficient.
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[SPEAKER_01]: I'm waiting on you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: In other words, God says, I'll set it to the end of this bed
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[SPEAKER_01]: Just so we can reconcile, you can be with me and I can begin to talk to you and show you who you truly are.
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[SPEAKER_01]: You cannot get away from the one that created you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: He creates you, so that means he knows everything about you.
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[SPEAKER_01]: And if you catch that revelation, and you really start living your life according to the blueprint that God has left for you through Jesus Christ, you are going to understand that your life can be a lot better.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Amen.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Amen.
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[SPEAKER_00]: He only gets messy.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Life is messy.
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[SPEAKER_00]: A lot of things that we go through is messy, but one thing you can count on is that God is always there.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Magnificent door is to hate.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I got you.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So just know he got you.
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[SPEAKER_00]: No matter what you go through in this life, you're not going to die every eye and not going to cross every tea.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Things are not going to be perfect.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But we were made in perfect.
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[SPEAKER_00]: The only perfect person that was made with Jesus and we're just trying to get there.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So be encouraged.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Indeed.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Family listen, make sure that you love yourself more.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Subscribe to this channel, tell the friend and tell another friend.
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[SPEAKER_02]: If you feel that in your shenaná, do me a favor.
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[SPEAKER_02]: You made it to the end of this episode.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Just put it in the comments.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Let me know what you thought of it.
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[SPEAKER_02]: Let me know some of the nuggets that really stuck out to you.
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[SPEAKER_02]: I promise I'm reading every single comment.
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[SPEAKER_02]: We'll see you next week.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Bye.