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Episode #329: Finding Strength, Guidance & Trust in Difficult Times · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Speaker 1: Hi, everybody, Welcome to tea time with amyen Bev.
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Speaker 2: Welcome back.
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Speaker 1: We are back, ready to go. So I just have
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Speaker 1: a cool story I gotta share. I I this past
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Speaker 1: week have faced some very heavy confrontational people in our community,
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Speaker 1: not directly indirectly, and it was almost like a I
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Speaker 1: didn't take it as as a fight or a struggle.
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Speaker 1: I took it as a challenge and I was up
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Speaker 1: for the challenge. And when I made that decision to
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Speaker 1: stand in my confidence and my power within myself and
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Speaker 1: accept the challenge. Because here's what I want to say.
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Speaker 1: In my history, having the background of an introvert, there's
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Speaker 1: no way I know how I would have got wrapped
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Speaker 1: up in any part of this. I'd have been like, Nope,
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Speaker 1: shut my door. I'm doing my job and that's it.
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Speaker 1: I'm out. I'm gonna go home and enjoy my evening. Right.
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Speaker 1: But the confidence building, my confidence and standing in my
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Speaker 1: power is also using my voice, which an introvert does
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Speaker 1: not like to do either. We don't want any attention
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Speaker 1: on ourselves. So it has taken me a lot to
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Speaker 1: be in the internal position that I am with myself
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Speaker 1: and I am embracing that. So I decided to. I
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Speaker 1: was telling everybody, I'm like, challenge accepted, and the community
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Speaker 1: will know who Amy Wade is by the time this
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Speaker 1: we get through all of this. Like, I don't care
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Speaker 1: where you go. Somebody says, Amy, way, You're gonna know
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Speaker 1: who I am, And that might sound egotistical, but again,
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Speaker 1: introverts do not want attention on themselves. They want to
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Speaker 1: stay small, they want to stay hidden, they want to
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Speaker 1: stay meek and mild and all the things. They want
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Speaker 1: to stay to themselves. They don't want to cause any controversy. No,
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Speaker 1: don't put me in the spotlight. I don't want to
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Speaker 1: be on the stage. So this is a whole different
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Speaker 1: side of the coin of who I was. And now
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Speaker 1: that I'm older and I'm stronger and more confident within myself,
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Speaker 1: I'm coming, I'm coming, and I'm out there. So back
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Speaker 1: to my original planned conversation that I wanted to share,
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Speaker 1: it's super cool I decided to take this challenge. I
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Speaker 1: was standing in my power. I was feeling good, very
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Speaker 1: high vibrational. I was in good spirits and I lean
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Speaker 1: on spirit and I know in spirit is around me.
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Speaker 1: And a couple of days before this whole experience happened.
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Speaker 1: My grandfather starts showing up with his cigarette smoke. That's
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Speaker 1: how he shows up. And anytime he shows up, I
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Speaker 1: know something's coming. And it might be a direct or
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Speaker 1: indirect experience, doesn't matter, just just telling me I'm here.
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Speaker 1: I'm with you, drawing my strength and my confidence and
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Speaker 1: my power to help you move through this whatever experience
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Speaker 1: is coming, because I honestly I don't know the who, what, when, where,
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Speaker 1: or why.
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Speaker 2: I just know.
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Speaker 1: Something is about to unfold and I'm going to be
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Speaker 1: either witnessing it or in it. So he shows up
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Speaker 1: with cigarette smoke on along with that, I have a
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Speaker 1: very aggressive he was in his human form, abusive, and
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Speaker 1: he shows up with an alcohol scent, and I had
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Speaker 1: kind of forgotten that because it had been many, many,
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Speaker 1: many years since he has showed up or rebuilt himself
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Speaker 1: in that way after his passing. But I would be
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Speaker 1: sitting in my office at work this past week and
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Speaker 1: I would get a scent of alcohol, and I was
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Speaker 1: just nobody's in my office, and I'm just like, what,
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Speaker 1: where is that coming from? Whatever? Whatever? And then later
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Speaker 1: in the day hours would go by and it would
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Speaker 1: come again, and I was like, well, when this whole
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Speaker 1: challenging experience started coming up at dawned on me. I
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Speaker 1: was like, oh, yes, okay, I know who it is.
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Speaker 1: I know who's with me. So I'm my grandfather, my stepdad. Great.
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Speaker 1: Did I like him in human form? Absolutely not scared
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Speaker 1: the daylights out of me U, But in spirit, whole
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Speaker 1: different story perspective. I've done healing around it, and I
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Speaker 1: appreciate knowing that he's with me because of the power
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Speaker 1: and strength that he has and that it is available
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Speaker 1: to me, and that is my support team. Okay, so
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Speaker 1: they show up, We're good. But the day the day,
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Speaker 1: I was like, all right, I'm accepting this. I'm going
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Speaker 1: to step into this experience and I'm kind of have
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Speaker 1: my confidence and stand in my power and roll with it.
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Speaker 1: I was. I get in my vehicle to go to work.
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Speaker 1: I turn on the main street that head goes towards
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Speaker 1: my work and I am behind a Dodge charger and
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Speaker 1: looking between the seats, through the windshield or back windshield
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Speaker 1: and through the seats, hanging from their mirror is a
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Speaker 1: full winged out three D butterfly, like just you know,
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Speaker 1: just hanging out. Well, my grandmother absolutely loved butterfly. I'm
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Speaker 1: so sorry, not butterflies. I keep saying butterflies, hummingbirds. I
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Speaker 1: probably say butterflies because butterflies are representation of transformation, right,
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Speaker 1: So hummingbirds. She loved hummingbirds. And so there's this, this
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Speaker 1: full winged hummingbird in hanging from the mirror of this
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Speaker 1: dodge charger in front of me. Dodge chargers are very powerful,
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Speaker 1: by the way, when I think about it, they have
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Speaker 1: a lot of horsepower. They're strong, they're like muscle. So
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Speaker 1: I didn't even put that together until right now. But anyway,
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Speaker 1: this is another symbol to add to this story. So
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Speaker 1: we turn on the main road and I'm following it,
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Speaker 1: and I'm I'm paying attention to the traffic with my
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Speaker 1: peripheral and everything, but I'm focused on this hummingbird. And
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Speaker 1: we're in the left lane. We're in the fast lane,
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Speaker 1: even though we're doing just a little over speed limit.
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Speaker 1: We're just toodling along. On my right side, a little
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Speaker 1: red car comes up and I see there's something, some
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Speaker 1: sticker in the back windshield, and so I glance over
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Speaker 1: and now there's a dragonfly joining the team here. Let
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Speaker 1: me just say, my grandmother loved dragonflies also, so these
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Speaker 1: two vehicles sit next to each other going down the
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Speaker 1: road for a little bit as I'm following them, looking
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Speaker 1: back and forth, a hummingbird and a dragonfly. Hummingbird and
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Speaker 1: a dragonfly, And it's like, you don't there's no way
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Speaker 1: to make this up. There's what did the universe do
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Speaker 1: to make that happen? For those two things to show
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Speaker 1: up in my experience at that time and be sitting
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Speaker 1: side by side. What choices and decisions did these people
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Speaker 1: make to leave at the exact time that they did
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Speaker 1: for that to happen, and for me to be like, Okay,
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Speaker 1: gotta go get my car whatever speed I chose to
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Speaker 1: drive at whatever I was thinking about to be present,
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Speaker 1: you know, for all of that to happen. To have
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Speaker 1: these two vehicles sitting next to each other and we're
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Speaker 1: just cruising down the road and they we got a
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Speaker 1: little muscle car going on, this Dodge Charger and this
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Speaker 1: little tiny I don't know, it would be comparable to
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Speaker 1: maybe like a Ford Escort, like it not nothing to
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Speaker 1: write home about, and they're just cruising along side by side.
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Speaker 1: I was like, this is freaking cool. And then every
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Speaker 1: song I was listening to on Pandora I was listening
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Speaker 1: to mandysa station. She's a Christian singer and she passed
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Speaker 1: a couple of years ago, and uh, all her songs
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Speaker 1: were coming on.
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Speaker 2: Now.
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Speaker 1: Of course it's her station, but other other artists are
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Speaker 1: on the station too, but her every song that came on,
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Speaker 1: whether it's hers or the another, like on point, with
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Speaker 1: everything going on, talking about you know, courage and strength
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Speaker 1: and power and and love and like everything was on point.
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Speaker 1: And the entire day was like that. And it was
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Speaker 1: so cool too. And this is how we recognize that
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Speaker 1: we are so supported with spirit. It's they're not here
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Speaker 1: in physical form that if my grandfather was still alive,
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Speaker 1: he would not have come sat in my office to
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Speaker 1: be like, honey, you're you're okay, you got this and
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Speaker 1: you know I'm here to back you up. No, he
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Speaker 1: would have been at his home doing his thing, whatever
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Speaker 1: that might have been. But in spirit form for him
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Speaker 1: to make his presence. That is what it's about. To
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Speaker 1: know that they are with us, and they're watching over us,
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Speaker 1: and they're helping us and guiding us as long as
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Speaker 1: we lean into it and embrace it. So that's my story. Well,
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Speaker 1: it was so cool nice.
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Speaker 3: It's interesting that you brought up a day of music
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Speaker 3: because I had a day of music in mine was
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Speaker 3: it was Wednesday, and it was all day. The whole
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Speaker 3: day was like that. Every single song came on and
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Speaker 3: it was a message for me, letting me know that
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Speaker 3: everything was fine, even better than fine. These are the
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Speaker 3: feelings that are going on that aren't being expressed, but
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Speaker 3: this is how this person feels like all these things.
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Speaker 2: It was an amazing day.
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Speaker 3: And then you dive into the next day while you
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Speaker 3: were talking, all of a sudden, because I looked at
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Speaker 3: the time that was ten forty seven, I felt the
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Speaker 3: energy shift. This is how and not everybody is as
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Speaker 3: sensitive and not saying that we can't all fill it,
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Speaker 3: but I can feel all this anger, all this anxiousness,
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Speaker 3: all these feelings kind of boiled up in that moment.
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Speaker 3: And it's like even during these times when it happens
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Speaker 3: because we're having a great conversation, I just had to
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Speaker 3: breathe through it. But I noticed it was at ten
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Speaker 3: forty seven. I wrote it down right here to make
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Speaker 3: sure that I know you know that this was part
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Speaker 3: of something to talk about, because it's important for us
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Speaker 3: to recognize and pay attention to the more that we're.
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Speaker 2: Intuned to things, that we can breathe through these moments
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Speaker 2: and walk through these moments and not get tied up
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Speaker 2: in them.
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Speaker 3: Because you're telling an amazing story, So I'm going to
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Speaker 3: add to your amazing story.
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Speaker 2: And it kind of it has to do with your
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Speaker 2: significant other.
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Speaker 3: So a couple of weeks ago, I'm driving to work
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Speaker 3: and I have to go over this cattle guard. Well,
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Speaker 3: somehow this bull had gotten onto the cattle guard and
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Speaker 3: it had fallen through the cattle guard, so he couldn't
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Speaker 3: even get up. He's up to his chest in the
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Speaker 3: cattle guard. There's no there's no way. I can't get
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Speaker 3: close enough to do anything. I can see that he's
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Speaker 3: kind of scraped his legs up and stuff trying to
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Speaker 3: get out of here. So we contact I contact fre
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Speaker 3: him and at home, and he contacts the rancher to
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Speaker 3: let him know this is what's going on. And they
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Speaker 3: were out there really fast and all we I and
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Speaker 3: I had such a struggle leaving this guy because I
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Speaker 3: didn't want to leave him. It's it's hot outside and
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Speaker 3: it was around probably about nine fifteen in the morning,
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Speaker 3: and I'm crying like I don't want to leave, and
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Speaker 3: I'm crying, and then that I'm as I'm going the
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Speaker 3: vehicles coming to me, and there's the ranchers of that past.
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Speaker 3: They're right over there to assess and see how they're
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Speaker 3: going to process it. I've been wondering that it survived,
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Speaker 3: was it alive? And then I just happened to see
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Speaker 3: your significant other out of the blue. And it's not
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Speaker 3: something that's planned. And I thought he had said something
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Speaker 3: about a bull at the end of the conversation, and
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Speaker 3: I said, did you say bold and he said no,
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Speaker 3: and I and then I told him all the story.
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Speaker 3: He said, oh yeah, he said they got him out
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Speaker 3: of there and as far as he knew, he was
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Speaker 3: still alive and everything like that. And I'm pretty sure
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Speaker 3: I've seen them a couple of times, the bull itself,
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Speaker 3: because it's something you know, you kind of want to
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Speaker 3: have a happy ending to that story, because otherwise it
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Speaker 3: may not be very very much a happy ending. But
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Speaker 3: that was a that was my positive experience of something
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Speaker 3: if we just kind of let go of things, and
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Speaker 3: I was curious instead of I wasn't crying about it
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Speaker 3: any longer, but I was hopeful about it.
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Speaker 2: I just listened.
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Speaker 3: Our intuition is so loud right now, but we can
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Speaker 3: only hear it when we're not walking through the muck
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Speaker 3: of the old stories, the pain, the anger, the whatever
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Speaker 3: is going through your heads at this time. I'm walking
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Speaker 3: around outside the other night and I and I had
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Speaker 3: no shoes on. It was dark, and I'm like, scorpion.
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Speaker 3: I hear a scorpion in my head. I hear scorpions.
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Speaker 3: I go in and get my shoes on. Well, then
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Speaker 3: I was and I should have grabbed a flashlight. I
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Speaker 3: didn't because I wasn't really paying attention to the message.
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Speaker 3: I just stopped scorpion, put my shoes on. I ended
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Speaker 3: up stepping on the poor guy, so you know, but
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Speaker 3: it was it was the and I felt bad, like
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Speaker 3: for a couple of days after that. I felt bad
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Speaker 3: because I don't like to kill things and they have
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Speaker 3: their own purpose. They don't mess with us. And I've
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Speaker 3: watched it grow from being small and getting up to
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Speaker 3: the size that it made it too Maybe it wanted
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Speaker 3: out was the show. I don't know, But so that happens,
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Speaker 3: and it's like I felt bad about it, but that's
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Speaker 3: it's not for me to feel bad about it. To
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Speaker 3: recognize my intuition was there, I was receiving guidance I
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Speaker 3: could have done something more about it. And now when
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Speaker 3: I move forward, instead of beating myself up and having
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Speaker 3: judgment about myself, now when I move forward, I'm moving
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Speaker 3: forward with the knowledge that I have next time al
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Speaker 3: graba flashlights so that I don't harm something that I
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Speaker 3: don't want to harm, because these are critters that are
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Speaker 3: around here.
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Speaker 2: Their beneficial where I'm at.
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Speaker 3: So there's because they help take care of other things.
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Speaker 3: And just like the translas like so I've always being
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Speaker 3: cautious about that. But it's just taking the time and
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Speaker 3: listening to our intuitions, always speaking to us always it's
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Speaker 3: always there. Sometimes we overwrite it like you were talking
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Speaker 3: about in the last video, and might be a bunch
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Speaker 3: of ef words going all over the place, and it
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Speaker 3: might be this, and even though our intuitions have been like,
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Speaker 3: you don't have to walk down this path, it could
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Speaker 3: be a lot easier, and you're like, no, screw that,
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Speaker 3: I'm gonna go ahead and go dis direction anyways, and
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Speaker 3: then we go through the process and it's not to
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Speaker 3: have judgment because there was still a learning for everybody
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Speaker 3: that was involved on both sides, on all sides. And also,
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Speaker 3: like you were saying in the last video, it's talking
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Speaker 3: about everything has a benefit. All of it does, whether
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Speaker 3: it's the dark or the light, all of it does.
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Speaker 3: But what feels better? So we gravitate once you figure
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Speaker 3: out that you don't want to keep yourself in a
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Speaker 3: struggle any longer. We gravitate towards things that are making
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Speaker 3: us feel better. And that's good, it's not a bad thing.
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Speaker 3: But I think a lot of times we're I think
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Speaker 3: for me, I can speak for myself. A lot of
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Speaker 3: times I was afraid to feel good and feel happy,
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Speaker 3: and because otherwise maybe I'm going to get too loud
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Speaker 3: at church, or maybe I'm going to because my mom
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Speaker 3: used to take us to church with when our kids.
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Speaker 2: Maybe we're gonna maybe this is going to happen.
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Speaker 3: I'm gonna get in trouble for being myself, you know,
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Speaker 3: being too much of myself. I'm too much and or
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Speaker 3: being too crazy or too wild or too happy or whatever.
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Speaker 2: So it's like I learned.
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Speaker 3: How to put myself in this little box, and now
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Speaker 3: I'm learning how to get myself out of this box.
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Speaker 2: And it's a process, it's a.
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Speaker 3: Journey, and that's why we bring all of you guys
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Speaker 3: along with this journey, because I think a lot of
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Speaker 3: us put ourselves in this little boxes and tried to
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Speaker 3: be the perfect example of what we thought everybody else
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Speaker 3: wanted from us.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, and sometimes I retreat to that box because that's
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Speaker 1: where my energy is best served. So, whether that's through meditation,
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Speaker 1: through that whole process of discord. Last week, I would
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Speaker 1: remember periodically to send love, to call an arch angel Shamuel,
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Speaker 1: to surround us this person, this business with love, the
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Speaker 1: situation with love, the social media responses with like, surrounding
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Speaker 1: it with love. And I also went through a process
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Speaker 1: of pulling my energy back from this person. Because even
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Speaker 1: when we have something attention, somebody attention, even if it
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Speaker 1: is not in person, we're still putting our energy towards it.
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Speaker 1: So to remember to pull my energy back to me
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Speaker 1: and surround that person with love and light and see
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Speaker 1: them happy and moving on with their life, going as
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Speaker 1: far as envisioning and visualizing that they're moving on, moving on,
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Speaker 1: not necessarily dying. It's not my you know, that's divine timing.
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Speaker 1: It has nothing to do with any desires that I
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Speaker 1: may have or may not have. It's just seeing them
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Speaker 1: move on with their life and the joy that they
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Speaker 1: can experience and just keep on going and rain just
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Speaker 1: fade away into the sunset. So remembering to use those
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Speaker 1: tools and remembering that I have this amazing support team
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Speaker 1: with me, that that is creating the choreograph choreography of life.
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Speaker 1: Like we desire something, When we want something, we're putting
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Speaker 1: that out in the universe, and the universe is like, Okay,
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Speaker 1: we got your order, Now get out the way, get
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Speaker 1: other way so we can make things happen. The only
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Speaker 1: thing is is that we want it to happen in
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Speaker 1: a certain timeframe, and when it doesn't, then we get frustrated,
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Speaker 1: and then we focus on why it's not happening, why
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Speaker 1: we don't have something we want. But the universe is
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Speaker 1: not just dealing with us in our energy. The universe
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Speaker 1: is dealing with the plethora of other wants and desires
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Speaker 1: and to and billions of people to choreograph and manage,
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Speaker 1: maneuver whatever terms you want to use. I just think
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Speaker 1: of it as a play, like we're all given these
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Speaker 1: assignments of the actors that we're supposed to play, but
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Speaker 1: things have to unfold it a way where things can
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Speaker 1: happen in the way that we want them to again,
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Speaker 1: coming back to it doesn't happen fast enough or in
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Speaker 1: the in our way of thinking, and so then we
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Speaker 1: get frustrated and irritated. So some things have to unfold
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Speaker 1: over a time a period of time, and our patients
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Speaker 1: has to be very, very strong, and sometimes that's not
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Speaker 1: easy either. We get very impatient because now we're living
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Speaker 1: in a world where we want instant gratification and that
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Speaker 1: patients we forget that that word sometimes exists. But we
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Speaker 1: also are not Ah, we haven't practiced patients enough to
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Speaker 1: understand how it feels and that things do take time
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Speaker 1: to occur. So uh yeah, I just I was using
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Speaker 1: the tools during the experience, leaning on spirit because I
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Speaker 1: knew Spirit team was there doing visualization periodically breathing once
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Speaker 1: in a while. I could have I could have spent
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Speaker 1: more time just retreating back into my box and breathing
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Speaker 1: and and releasing and you know, regrouping resetting. For the
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Speaker 1: most part, I did not, which is huge learning experience
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Speaker 1: on my part, Super beneficial for the experience, super grateful
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Speaker 1: for the experience because I know that the experience and
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Speaker 1: everything that transpired during that entire time was a huge, huge,
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Speaker 1: huge benefit to me and my growth and expansion, and
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Speaker 1: I appreciate it again. You know, I would have never
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Speaker 1: stepped into thinking this was a challenge and I'm going
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Speaker 1: to accept it. There's no way I would I went
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Speaker 1: right into my box, and I would.
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Speaker 2: Have shut the I would have taped that box shut.
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Speaker 1: I don't want nobody, nobody in in around or near
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Speaker 1: my box, leave me alone. I want no part of this.
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Speaker 1: But I didn't. I ripped the box apart, and I
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Speaker 1: stood out and stood strong and stood bold. And I'm
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Speaker 1: not done. There's still more to come, and it's okay.
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Speaker 1: I've had a couple of days to breathe more and
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Speaker 1: ground and speak more to my spirit team and allow
22:08
Speaker 1: calmness within myself to step back in to whatever is
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Speaker 1: before me.
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Speaker 2: So here we are.
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Speaker 3: I'm glad you shared all that, though, because the one thing,
22:24
Speaker 3: because I do you, I call on my team a lot,
22:27
Speaker 3: my spiritual team, I call on.
22:28
Speaker 2: Them a lot, a lot. But one thing I didn't
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Speaker 2: do was visualization. Another thing.
22:34
Speaker 3: When I started to feel that feeling of uncomfortability a
22:38
Speaker 3: little while ago, eleven forty seven or ten forty seven,
22:41
Speaker 3: I grabbed ahold of that's why I leaned over. I
22:43
Speaker 3: grabbed a hold of my selenite tower because it will
22:46
Speaker 3: help clear my energy in it. And it took a
22:48
Speaker 3: couple of minutes and it did another thing I've I've
22:51
Speaker 3: even last night I woke up because I I had
22:54
Speaker 3: one night that I slept so amazing. I slept so amazing,
22:57
Speaker 3: and then the rest of the time I'm either up
22:59
Speaker 3: at three.
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Speaker 2: I've had a dog that's been well.
23:01
Speaker 3: I've had a few dogs that have been having some
23:02
Speaker 3: stomach issues, so we're kind of revisiting that. But it's
23:05
Speaker 3: like one night I was up all night long with
23:08
Speaker 3: letting them out like a lot.
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Speaker 2: And then it's.
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Speaker 3: So I started writing. I started my channel writing again.
23:16
Speaker 3: It's like it was awesome to have the information that
23:18
Speaker 3: was flowing through. It was awesome to have that experience again,
23:21
Speaker 3: and I forget about those things until it's like I
23:24
Speaker 3: walked by my notepad and all intuition again. We'll say, hey,
23:28
Speaker 3: go grab your notepad, go get your pen, go, you know,
23:31
Speaker 3: start writing. When I was going through a lot the
23:34
Speaker 3: other day, I was told because I had to go
23:36
Speaker 3: stop at some place and said get a notebook. I
23:38
Speaker 3: didn't grab another. I have to many notebooks, but I
23:40
Speaker 3: needed one for that moment ding it. I didn't end
23:42
Speaker 3: up having time for it, but I didn't use it.
23:46
Speaker 3: But it's just taking those times and the visualization is
23:49
Speaker 3: such a huge deal. But I think a lot of
23:51
Speaker 3: times we overlook that and we forget it, and it's
23:54
Speaker 3: just I just want to thank you again for bringing
23:56
Speaker 3: that up, because it is so important for us, all
23:59
Speaker 3: these little tools that we have, Like you said, we
24:03
Speaker 3: sometimes when we were in the muck of it, we
24:05
Speaker 3: just don't those aren't the things that we remember, and
24:07
Speaker 3: it's just doesn't feel easy in that moment. And sometimes
24:10
Speaker 3: maybe we want to be in that place because maybe
24:12
Speaker 3: that's the path of least resistance. Maybe that is the
24:15
Speaker 3: path in the order for us to release all that
24:17
Speaker 3: energy that's coming forward.
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Speaker 2: I know that for me right now.
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Speaker 3: It's stopping and feeling it because it's like I can
24:25
Speaker 3: lose control and it consumes me and I don't want
24:28
Speaker 3: to I don't I don't like the way that feels.
24:30
Speaker 3: It just feels it just doesn't feel good, it feels yucky.
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Speaker 1: Yeah, I just want to say that ten forty seven
24:39
Speaker 1: adds up to twelve, which equals three, which means spirit
24:42
Speaker 1: is with us and guiding us and supporting us. Because
24:46
Speaker 1: I know that quite well, because three is very significant
24:49
Speaker 1: in my numerology and its and three is always show
24:54
Speaker 1: it up in uh in and around me so so
25:01
Speaker 1: much so I shared this on a prior video. Shortly
25:04
Speaker 1: after it happened. I was driving down the main street
25:11
Speaker 1: of our town, coming up to a stoplight, and this
25:16
Speaker 1: my lar number three was not a figment of my imagination,
25:21
Speaker 1: was just kind of drifting and floating across in front
25:26
Speaker 1: of this, like not in front of it, like just
25:31
Speaker 1: above windshield level of a car, just going across the street.
25:39
Speaker 1: And I kid you, if somebody was if somebody would
25:42
Speaker 1: have been in front of me, I probably would have
25:44
Speaker 1: ran into them because I was so in awe of this.
25:50
Speaker 1: How does that happen? It's like five thirty or so
25:56
Speaker 1: in the evening, I'm going home, I'm driving home and
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Speaker 1: a Milar three is floating across the road. I've never
26:08
Speaker 1: seen such. I just it was speech speechless, in awe.
26:12
Speaker 1: I don't know, but it was just amazing to have
26:14
Speaker 1: that experience. And of course, when you're in your vehicle
26:18
Speaker 1: to fumble to get your camera and all that, you know,
26:21
Speaker 1: you're operating a vehicle, so let's be let's be responsible. Yeah,
26:29
Speaker 1: it was amazing. It doesn't get any more obvious than no.
26:34
Speaker 3: No, that's certainly a lot better than a freaking sledgehammer
26:38
Speaker 3: to the forehead.
26:39
Speaker 1: That's right, that's right. So three is a significant number
26:43
Speaker 1: of uh So I see three, three, three, six, two
26:47
Speaker 1: four adds up to twelve, which is a three. So
26:51
Speaker 1: it's it's it's very common for that to happen for
26:56
Speaker 1: me anyway.
26:57
Speaker 2: So when as soon as.
26:58
Speaker 1: You said ten forty seven I added up those numbers,
27:01
Speaker 1: I'm like, of course it is.
27:02
Speaker 2: Of course it is, yeah, of course.
27:06
Speaker 1: Of course, And right now it was eleven eleven when
27:09
Speaker 1: I looked down at the clocked a moment ago, and
27:15
Speaker 1: I was like, of course it is. Well, friends, there's
27:23
Speaker 1: quite a bit in this, in this recording, and so
27:25
Speaker 1: we hope you got some information or tools that may
27:29
Speaker 1: help you just I think the biggest thing is remember
27:33
Speaker 1: to lean on spirit, your spirit team. I talked to
27:36
Speaker 1: my grandmother almost every day. I know when my grandfather
27:41
Speaker 1: shows up. Now I'm more privy too that my uh
27:45
Speaker 1: stepdad showing up a little more. This was a This
27:49
Speaker 1: was this was a pretty intense experience that was happening,
27:53
Speaker 1: and this person, my stepdad, would be probably equivalent to
27:58
Speaker 1: the mentality of the person that's on the other side
28:01
Speaker 1: of this experience for me. So I was like, yeah,
28:05
Speaker 1: it makes sense that you would show up because you
28:08
Speaker 1: can help guide me through this, which is again if
28:13
Speaker 1: he was in human form not available, and I wouldn't
28:17
Speaker 1: be talking to him. To be honest, I would not
28:21
Speaker 1: be physically talking to him if he was still human
28:26
Speaker 1: in spirit, I am grateful. So yeah, spirit, Spirit's powerful
28:36
Speaker 1: spirits available. Spirit always always, whether it's God, Jesus, Kwanya,
28:41
Speaker 1: and Buddha, your spirit team, Mother Teresa, it doesn't matter
28:45
Speaker 1: what spirit do you want to call in and lean on.
28:48
Speaker 1: For me, it's always about current courage, strength and confidence
28:52
Speaker 1: because of that introverted background, but also love and enjoy
28:58
Speaker 1: and excitement is is important as well for those higher
29:04
Speaker 1: vibrational compassion, empathy, like all of that's important too. So
29:14
Speaker 1: decide where what what do you need and call them
29:20
Speaker 1: in This is what I need. I need help and
29:22
Speaker 1: support in blank and then allow spirit to come in.
29:27
Speaker 1: And it's just a it's a faith in knowing that
29:30
Speaker 1: they're around you and with you. You can ask for
29:34
Speaker 1: a sign, but you also have to be present to
29:39
Speaker 1: see the sign right that you're asking for. So these
29:46
Speaker 1: are things that we all are seeking as far as
29:51
Speaker 1: having the courage and the strength, especially to move through
29:54
Speaker 1: experiences that are very very very uncomfortable and know that
30:00
Speaker 1: once you moved through an experience such as that that
30:05
Speaker 1: you know it's going to build you in character. It's
30:07
Speaker 1: going to build you in your own inner power and strength.
30:10
Speaker 1: It's going to build you in your confidence. So we
30:16
Speaker 1: have these experiences, no matter how uncomfortable they are, that
30:21
Speaker 1: what we do with the information as we're moving through
30:24
Speaker 1: it could be and well could be very very very
30:30
Speaker 1: beneficial in our personal growth and expansion. So is it easy. No,
30:37
Speaker 1: even the experience I'm having is not easy. However, I'm
30:43
Speaker 1: remembering that I have it in me. This is nothing
30:47
Speaker 1: compared to what I've already experienced in my life. This
30:50
Speaker 1: is nothing compared to what I've already experienced in my life.
30:52
Speaker 1: And here I am. I made it through all of that.
30:55
Speaker 1: Here I am, and it's it takes a life. I
30:59
Speaker 1: made it through all that I know. It's it takes
31:01
Speaker 1: a lot to take me down. It takes a lot
31:04
Speaker 1: for me to retreat because I know internally I am
31:08
Speaker 1: mindfully and emotionally a very powerful person and strong for me,
31:14
Speaker 1: not powerful like outward lead towards other people, but within.
31:18
Speaker 2: Me, and.
31:23
Speaker 1: I can lean on that because of what I've already
31:25
Speaker 1: been through, like this is, this isn't this isn't any
31:31
Speaker 1: of that, and I'm okay with it. I'm okay, and
31:35
Speaker 1: I'm going to be okay and I'm going to move
31:37
Speaker 1: through this and survive it. So here we are. Jemmy
31:41
Speaker 1: final words before we wrap this up, I.
31:44
Speaker 2: Just say, welcome to the evolution because just as the
31:48
Speaker 2: way it is, and it's like.
31:50
Speaker 3: And I know that we're going through these things even
31:52
Speaker 3: though they feel heavy to us when we're going through them,
31:55
Speaker 3: and I know it's a lot easier than anything we've
31:58
Speaker 3: experienced in our lives before, but it feels heavier because
32:01
Speaker 3: when you go when you're getting lighter and lighter and lighter,
32:03
Speaker 3: when you add a little bit of weight to that,
32:05
Speaker 3: it feels even heavier than it ever did before. The
32:08
Speaker 3: other it would be nothing, nothing, in comparison to what
32:12
Speaker 3: we've already been through, but it feels heavier now. And
32:15
Speaker 3: so we're going through that in order to for the
32:18
Speaker 3: next person when they do call out and say, Amy,
32:21
Speaker 3: BEV whomever, I'm really having a problem with us, and
32:25
Speaker 3: it's like, well, I tried this, this and this, or
32:27
Speaker 3: you can just sit maybe you just know they just
32:29
Speaker 3: need to be to listen to or whatever. You just
32:32
Speaker 3: it helps us to navigate our lives, but it also
32:35
Speaker 3: helps others.
32:37
Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, all right, friends, we appreciate your time and
32:41
Speaker 1: energy for hanging out with us, listening to us. Whether
32:44
Speaker 1: you think it was rambling or you've got something out
32:46
Speaker 1: of it. We just have these conversations because we know
32:50
Speaker 1: that other people are asking the same or similar internal questions,
32:54
Speaker 1: if not outwardly, and we just show up have an
32:59
Speaker 1: organic conversation about whatever we're experiencing or have experienced in
33:04
Speaker 1: life to share how maybe we moved through it or
33:09
Speaker 1: how we've grown from it, or what we intend to
33:13
Speaker 1: do as we move forward doing something differently, So be
33:17
Speaker 1: resourceful share any content, whether it's us or anyone else,
33:21
Speaker 1: with people who may be seeking the same guidance. It's
33:26
Speaker 1: just that's what we're here to do help each other
33:28
Speaker 1: get through this experience here in human form. So with that,
33:34
Speaker 1: thanks for hanging out with us. TEA time with Amy
33:36
Speaker 1: and Bev and we will see you next time.
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Speaker 2: Thanks buh, thank you.