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Joseline Hernandez Speaks On Racial Identity, Big Lex Brawl, Co-Parenting, Joseline's Cabaret + More · The Breakfast Club

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  Speaker 1: Morning, everybody. It's DJ Envy charlamagnea God.
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  Speaker 2: We are the breakfast Club Jess hilarious to see our
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  Speaker 2: guest co host, and we got a special guest in
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  Speaker 2: the building, Jocelyn Hernandez.
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  Speaker 3: Welcome, Thank you, press, thank you, thank you for saying special.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you.
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  Speaker 1: And in town.
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  Speaker 2: I didn't even know that you are doing your Jocelyn's
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  Speaker 2: Cabaret in New York.
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  Speaker 4: I am.
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  Speaker 3: I cannot believe you didn't come see me yet. It's
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  Speaker 3: so much fun to j Envy I have. I had
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  Speaker 3: three shows there this past four weeks. It was really
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  Speaker 3: four shows, but I ended up going to perform in
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  Speaker 3: Miami at the Floyd Mayweather fight show. You guys heard,
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  Speaker 3: but tonight's my last show. So everybody in New York
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  Speaker 3: come out and see me as starlets. You can get
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  Speaker 3: your ticket if you go to my Instagram Jocelyn. You
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  Speaker 3: can get your tickets there Jocelynscabaret Tour dot com.
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  Speaker 4: But it's so much fun. I got the girls dancing,
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  Speaker 4: so break.
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  Speaker 2: Down with the cabarets. Because you know, Startless is a
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  Speaker 2: strip club. It's a gentleman club.
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  Speaker 3: It is a strict cuse shout out to Starless and
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  Speaker 3: Marty and everybody. So okay, So the cabaret, you know
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  Speaker 3: the cabaret. I'm on my fourth season on Gradulations. Yes,
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  Speaker 3: four seasons. Girl, that's a lot.
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  Speaker 4: That is a lot. And I owned the show. I
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  Speaker 4: owned the IP, my intellectual property.
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  Speaker 3: I wrote it. I wrote the cabaret. I created it,
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  Speaker 3: I produced it. I do everything about it.
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  Speaker 4: I act in it.
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  Speaker 3: So basically, it's like a group of ladies. They compete
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  Speaker 3: to be inside of my cabaret. Actually, least performance, which
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  Speaker 3: was Saturday, I had twelve ladies dance with me on stage.
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  Speaker 3: You know. Some of them put their self on fire,
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  Speaker 3: shoes on fire, they skate on stage. So it's like
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  Speaker 3: a whole show that this girl is actually moving to
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  Speaker 3: the house.
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  Speaker 4: They compete.
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  Speaker 3: It's like it's like, uh, it's like Tyra Banks with
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  Speaker 3: her show, with the modeling show, except that they're dancing.
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  Speaker 4: They're not modeling, you know what.
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  Speaker 1: They set themselves on fire on the pole, on the.
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  Speaker 3: Pole they choose they kitty cat, everything be on fire,
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  Speaker 3: the kitty.
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  Speaker 4: The kiddy cat be on fire.
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  Speaker 3: Did Andy, That's what I'm trying to tell you. You talk about, yes,
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  Speaker 3: you know, not that type of like you know, messed
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  Speaker 3: up fire.
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  Speaker 4: I'm talking about like fun, you know, like a real show,
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  Speaker 4: like a real show.
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  Speaker 3: Definitely this season the ladies step third game up because
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  Speaker 3: season one, season two, season three of the.
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  Speaker 4: Cabaret it was great, and you know we build to it.
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  Speaker 3: You know, the first season, I was trying to get
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  Speaker 3: the ladies to understand my vision. I want to do
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  Speaker 3: a cabaret with my music and I want some dancers,
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  Speaker 3: and says I'm a musician. I want to do it
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  Speaker 3: on TV. I want the girls to dance. I want
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  Speaker 3: to make it make sense. I want to make it
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  Speaker 3: make one. Some of the girls didn't believe. Season two,
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  Speaker 3: we did it. One of them one ten thousand dollars.
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  Speaker 3: We performing Atlanta. We did the whole choreography to one
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  Speaker 3: of my songs. So that was great.
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  Speaker 4: Season three, I went on tour to twelve different cities.
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  Speaker 4: It was a lot. It was quick, it was fast.
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  Speaker 4: So we really needn't have an actual show.
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  Speaker 3: But the people love that, you know, they can they
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  Speaker 3: seen the girls getting on stage doing they thing on
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  Speaker 3: the post. But now season four, it's more organized. We
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  Speaker 3: got a routine, we got the whole show. It's a
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  Speaker 3: thirty minute show. I think I'm performing like eight songs
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  Speaker 3: for thirty minutes, and you know, then I do my
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  Speaker 3: meet and greet. Before I would my last tour, I
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  Speaker 3: would just go and just keep performing. But now I
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  Speaker 3: have to, like you know, I have to preserve myself.
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  Speaker 4: I have to film.
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  Speaker 3: And I'm actually also filming season four at the Cabaret.
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  Speaker 3: That would be Aaron Next one on Susan Network.
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  Speaker 2: They laughed you when you first came out with this cabino.
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  Speaker 2: They thought it was funny, they thought it was jokes.
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  Speaker 2: They didn't think it was going to survive. And it
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  Speaker 2: seems to be doing pretty good.
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  Speaker 4: Well, thank you. Well, you know, I mean, you know,
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  Speaker 4: it's okay.
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  Speaker 3: One thing, you know, one thing I'm learning that if
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  Speaker 3: you stay focused, no matter what anyone say, you can
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  Speaker 3: really do what you love to do. And I always,
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  Speaker 3: since I was a kid, since I was Bonnie's age,
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  Speaker 3: I wanted to be a musician. I've been writing since
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  Speaker 3: I was four. I'm a great writer. I write. I
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  Speaker 3: wrote the TV show. I write all my songs. You know,
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  Speaker 3: I have some of the trainier songs ever Vegas. Do
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  Speaker 3: it like it's your be day every night of the week.
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  Speaker 3: These are songs that are trending on TikTok. I'm still
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  Speaker 3: I still consider myself an underground autist, and I'm okay
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  Speaker 3: with that.
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  Speaker 4: Listen.
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  Speaker 3: I'm happy to be working towards my dream, my biggest
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  Speaker 3: dream in my life. I'm happy to be whether I
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  Speaker 3: have a thousand people coming to see me or whether
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  Speaker 3: I have a hundred people coming to see me, I'm
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  Speaker 3: gonna still perform the same, and they still always get
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  Speaker 3: me a step closer to my dreams, which is to music.
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  Speaker 2: You think people don't take you serious because of the
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  Speaker 2: love and hip hop, because of the College Hill, because
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  Speaker 2: of the cabaret, like they don't take you as serious
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  Speaker 2: as you feel like they should.
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  Speaker 3: I feel like they take me super serious. I always
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  Speaker 3: have cell I shows. I have my only my fans
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  Speaker 3: that are personally fans of Johnson that if you go
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  Speaker 3: on my Instagram, on my Twitter or any of the
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  Speaker 3: hashtags at the cabaret, they say my songs word for.
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  Speaker 4: Word, word for word, like you got.
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  Speaker 3: I do shows sometimes with fifteen hundred people, twenty five
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  Speaker 3: hundred people, one hundred people, three hundred people, five hundred people.
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  Speaker 3: It's different cities, different shows, different locations, and every city
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  Speaker 3: you go to, they sing my songs, every song, not
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  Speaker 3: just birthday song, not just Vegas I want to ride,
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  Speaker 3: but every night of the week, Getrico finger fucking check
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  Speaker 3: slay every song. They run me my money every song
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  Speaker 3: that I have and I have. You know, I've never
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  Speaker 3: put out an album, but I put out singles like
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  Speaker 3: all the time, and so I definitely feel like people
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  Speaker 3: have taken me s Do I feel like it took
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  Speaker 3: them a long time?
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  Speaker 4: Yes? But do I feel who am I to be.
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  Speaker 3: Before anyone else? I just have to keep working. If
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  Speaker 3: I believe in myself, I have to just keep pushing.
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  Speaker 3: I love that I see a lot of different things
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  Speaker 3: for you. It's like coming from love and hip hop.
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  Speaker 3: I just think that that kind of they put you
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  Speaker 3: in one boat with that, and then when you came out,
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  Speaker 3: you came out swinging, doing a bunch of different things.
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  Speaker 3: So like even going back to the latest thing that
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  Speaker 3: just happened, why the hell you won't get into like
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  Speaker 3: pro wrestling? Why you why you won't you paid for
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  Speaker 3: slapping people?
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  Speaker 4: You know, because you was handing off slaps like you know,
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  Speaker 4: like stone cold Steve Austin. I seen it. I just
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  Speaker 4: sent it to you in the DM. I said, damn,
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  Speaker 4: you look cute doing it, but like why, wow, what
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  Speaker 4: what was happening? Like, why you won't go in pro
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  Speaker 4: what is wrong with you? Slapping? Security's supposed to protect you.
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  Speaker 4: She's slapping this nigga. Nigga ain't quick enough, poud.
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  Speaker 3: So I tell you what, I tell you what I'm
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  Speaker 3: not really you know, you know I just got out
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  Speaker 3: of jail.
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  Speaker 4: Yes, you know. I just got out of jail.
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  Speaker 3: So it's really not too much that I could talk
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  Speaker 3: on that, but I will, you know, because you know,
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  Speaker 3: you know I was gone, girl. I was in lod
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  Speaker 3: of thel Brownwood County. I was cold, came out with
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  Speaker 3: a coughing everything I thought.
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  Speaker 4: I was gone for two days and I'm sitting up
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  Speaker 4: here as sick as a dollar. Why me? Why me?
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  Speaker 3: So I can't really speak too much on that, but
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  Speaker 3: but what I can say is that I'm I'm gonna
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  Speaker 3: always ut uh what he said, portray.
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  Speaker 4: No, protect, yes, protect, yes, me right.
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  Speaker 3: And if you see me out here in the streets
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  Speaker 3: when you know you two in the world America, whoever
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  Speaker 3: knows me, know where I come from and what I've
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  Speaker 3: done and how I've changed, you know, I'm just making
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  Speaker 3: sure that I'm straight and.
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  Speaker 4: No one hurts me, you know. So you know, the
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  Speaker 4: media only show you one thing.
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  Speaker 3: It looks like a whole lot of chaos, but you
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  Speaker 3: might not know what happened prior to that chaos, like
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  Speaker 3: five seconds before or ten seconds before. You just see
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  Speaker 3: like the row right and because it's me is always
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  Speaker 3: so much bigger than what it actually is.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, and that's another big point too.
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  Speaker 3: So it's like, you know, even to keep going back
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  Speaker 3: to a you know, love and hip hop, they had you,
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  Speaker 3: I know that the it was a lot of tension
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  Speaker 3: with you on Mona because it's like she always wanted
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  Speaker 3: to portray you in that light, even when you were
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  Speaker 3: trying to change from that, even after giving birth to
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  Speaker 3: Bonnie and just everything you wanted to change.
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  Speaker 4: And then you got from under that.
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  Speaker 3: And then you go to Zeus and I and you
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  Speaker 3: know a lot of people even me for like like.
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  Speaker 4: Zeus want to kind of portray you in the same light.
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  Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. Do you ever feel any
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  Speaker 4: way about that, like how you would be for Mona
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  Speaker 4: about it?
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  Speaker 3: And then you go over in Laura Lamel, he got you,
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  Speaker 3: you know, looking the same way, not all the time,
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  Speaker 3: but like it's like negative driven. It's like it's always
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  Speaker 3: like that when you're so many other things and just
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  Speaker 3: fight her. Well, I say this, I would say this,
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  Speaker 3: shout out, shout out to Mona and shout out to
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  Speaker 3: let me.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, they both gave me. I may say the opportunities.
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  Speaker 3: And I will also say I'm a grown person right
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  Speaker 3: the way I run my cabaret as far as like
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  Speaker 3: being on suits network, because when I did love a
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  Speaker 3: hip hop, I was like, you know, I was younger,
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  Speaker 3: I was wild, I.
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  Speaker 4: Was out there.
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  Speaker 3: So it's only but so much that and network could
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  Speaker 3: do for yourself to help you or break you.
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  Speaker 4: You know, you.
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  Speaker 3: Still have to act responsibilities as a human being, as
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  Speaker 3: a you know, for yourself. So with that, that was
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  Speaker 3: what it was right, and if it wasn't for love
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  Speaker 3: of hip hop, let's just be real.
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  Speaker 4: I will not be here with the cabaret.
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  Speaker 3: And then you know, with the cabaret, like listen, that's
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  Speaker 3: just how I run my motherfucking show. You know what
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  Speaker 3: I'm saying, Like I run my bitches to do what
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  Speaker 3: the fuck I tell them to do. If you can't beat,
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  Speaker 3: you can't be in the cabaret. Because it's like I'm
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  Speaker 3: giving you an opportunity, opportunity. I pay them five hundred
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  Speaker 3: dollars a day when they go on tour with me.
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  Speaker 3: If we do ten, fifteen, twenty nights and then you know,
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  Speaker 3: people throw once on us, they throw money. Yeah, I
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  Speaker 3: even get a cut out of that. I'm like, bitchy'all dance.
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  Speaker 3: I need to get my cut, you know I get.
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  Speaker 3: I need my PC for everything. So it's like with that,
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  Speaker 3: you know, it's that so you know when you see
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  Speaker 3: me on suits will lend me on the cabaret.
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  Speaker 4: I just think that did you see so much more of.
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  Speaker 3: Me running a business instead of seeing like the person
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  Speaker 3: of Joscelyn, Like the person of Jocelyn is different than
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  Speaker 3: the Johnson and that's actually running a business. So I
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  Speaker 3: might look like I'm row or like I'm being putting
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  Speaker 3: this one life, but you got to remember you're.
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  Speaker 4: Only seeing, like really just twenty thirty percent of my life.
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  Speaker 3: Because even though I got camerase out for forty six weeks,
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  Speaker 3: like I do right now, film me Johnson dis Cabaret
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  Speaker 3: season four, it's still not every single that you know,
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  Speaker 3: you don't see when I'm crying, you don't see when
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  Speaker 3: I'm taking care of my daughter. You don't see when
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  Speaker 3: I'm you know, working out doing yoga every day. I've
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  Speaker 3: been in New York and I've been doing yoga every day.
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  Speaker 4: With my husband.
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  Speaker 1: But you know, you could.
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  Speaker 2: I was gonna say, but you know the fact that
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  Speaker 2: it's your show. You can display what you want to display. Now,
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  Speaker 2: you can put that out there. You just ain't got
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  Speaker 2: to put the cabaret part. You could put that out too.
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  Speaker 2: And I was gonna ask you shout it out, you know,
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  Speaker 2: Mota Scott. I know one time you were saying, now
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  Speaker 2: you you and moreta go back and forth. But the
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  Speaker 2: fact that y'all shout her out, have y'all spoke, have
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  Speaker 2: y'all squashed that beef at that time, or you just
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  Speaker 2: let it go?
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  Speaker 4: You know what.
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  Speaker 3: I haven't talked to her, but I was doing drinks
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  Speaker 3: shamps like a couple of week to with Nori. And
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  Speaker 3: you know, Knowing is always so nice to me and
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  Speaker 3: my husband, and he love us and he fuck with us.
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  Speaker 3: We live in Miami, so he lives in Miami. We're
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  Speaker 3: always running to each other. And you know, when I
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  Speaker 3: was having an interview with the guys, you know, it
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  Speaker 3: was real It was very emotional, and you know, I
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  Speaker 3: talked about everything, and it's just like you come to
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  Speaker 3: a place where you grow up. I don't got to
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  Speaker 3: keep being mad at Mono, being mad at anybody for nothing, Like.
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  Speaker 4: Well, how does that help me? How does that give
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  Speaker 4: me any blessing?
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  Speaker 3: How does that make God open the door for me
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  Speaker 3: to get like keep opening up my third eye so
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  Speaker 3: I can keep pursuing my dreams and my career. How
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  Speaker 3: could I help young ladies in the world. You know
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  Speaker 3: like that, ain't you know? My biggest goal to be
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  Speaker 3: in life. I grew up and I always say this,
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  Speaker 3: I grew up in Puerto Rico. I grew up in
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  Speaker 3: Cattolina and says middle and Cassaido. I grew up in
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  Speaker 3: the ghetto, in the hood, in the trenches, and I
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  Speaker 3: used to be running around without no shoes and have
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  Speaker 3: needles hero on needles on my feet.
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  Speaker 4: I had to come home.
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  Speaker 3: I'm gonna have to pull in my My dad used
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  Speaker 3: to be a crack and a heroin addict. So I
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  Speaker 3: come from right and my dad died when I was
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  Speaker 3: very young. And for me, my most important thing is
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  Speaker 3: to showcase to the little girls that they could do it.
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  Speaker 4: If I did it, you could do it too.
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  Speaker 3: Like that's always going to be my inco because I
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  Speaker 3: have a daughter, and it's and its rooted deep in
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  Speaker 3: my heart. I want to always have be that voice
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  Speaker 3: of reasoning to the young girls because they know I
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  Speaker 3: was a mess when I first came out.
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  Speaker 4: But look where I come from.
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  Speaker 3: Look what what cards was played was given to me
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  Speaker 3: for me to play. It wasn't really that much many
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  Speaker 3: It wasn't that many options. My mom came to from
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  Speaker 3: Puerto Rico too, for Lauderdale with five kids already, and
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  Speaker 3: then you know, she got pregnant here with her six child.
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  Speaker 3: My mama got five every daddy and five every Daddy's like,
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  Speaker 3: come on, how you gotta si children with five every daddy?
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  Speaker 3: And you know you bring all your little kids from
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  Speaker 3: She left my oldest sister in New York. I mean,
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  Speaker 3: I'm sorry, Puerto Rico by herself when she was sixteen pregnant.
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  Speaker 3: So you got to remember I come from a really
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  Speaker 3: low income family. When I tell you low income, I
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  Speaker 3: mean like food stam slow income.
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  Speaker 4: You feel me.
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  Speaker 3: And so for me now, it's like all I want
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  Speaker 3: to do is really just do my job, do what
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  Speaker 3: I love to do music, TV, help the little girls,
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  Speaker 3: take care of Bonnie, have another child with my husband,
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  Speaker 3: and keep hersue with my dreams. I don't really want
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  Speaker 3: that much in life. I feel like I want what
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  Speaker 3: everybody should want. It's a good life, a good personal
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  Speaker 3: life with their family and their children, like I know
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  Speaker 3: you have with your kids and your wife and stuff
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  Speaker 3: like that. I don't know too much about you, but
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  Speaker 3: I'm sure you have my son. You know you have
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  Speaker 3: a son. You have a family, so you know what
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  Speaker 3: we're doing for it. Look today I'm here. It's all
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  Speaker 3: great energy. This feels this feels great to be here.
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  Speaker 4: With you, guys.
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  Speaker 3: I want to thank them both for you, because this
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  Speaker 3: feels great tonight, because it's like it's a real conversation. Yes,
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  Speaker 3: I'm an autist. Yes I do messed up things. Yes
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  Speaker 3: I'm out there. You might see something. Oh she crazy.
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  Speaker 3: I'm not crazy. I'm not doing anything. You know, I'm
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  Speaker 3: not gonna ever do anything that truly in my heart
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  Speaker 3: don't feel like I need to do, and I'm going
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  Speaker 3: to take the consequences afterwards.
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  Speaker 1: Do you do? You do you turn up for the cameras.
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  Speaker 1: The reason I say that.
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  Speaker 3: Is absolutely when people.
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  Speaker 1: Talk about Johnson.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, I've been on flights with Jocelyn, like and
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  Speaker 2: she's the coolest. Commis, how's your family, how's your wife doing?
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  Speaker 2: So then when I turn on the TV, I'm like,
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  Speaker 2: that's not the person.
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  Speaker 4: I just it for three hours.
• 13:10
  Speaker 1: I'm like, that's not the same person. And then if
• 13:12
  Speaker 1: I see you on.
• 13:12
  Speaker 4: The street, you like every house every day, come there.
• 13:15
  Speaker 2: And then when I turn on the TV, I'm like,
• 13:16
  Speaker 2: that's not the motherfucker I've just seen on the thing.
• 13:19
  Speaker 1: So so you you make it your business to entertain?
• 13:22
  Speaker 4: Can I tell you something?
• 13:23
  Speaker 3: You could ask my family. You could ask my best
• 13:25
  Speaker 3: friend Melissa, which is my manager, and my husband. But lissay,
• 13:28
  Speaker 3: I am a trip. I wake up in the morning tripping.
• 13:31
  Speaker 3: I'm tripping. I'm high off life. I'm recently clean. And
• 13:35
  Speaker 3: when I say clean, listen, let me tell you I'm grown.
• 13:37
  Speaker 3: I could do whatever I want. I got my stuff together.
• 13:40
  Speaker 3: I ain't never been in the streets.
• 13:42
  Speaker 4: Y'all. Ain't never heard that I owe nobody money. You
• 13:44
  Speaker 4: ain't never.
• 13:45
  Speaker 3: Heard that that that I'm broke. You ain't never heard
• 13:47
  Speaker 3: that I ain't getting no money. You ain't never heard
• 13:49
  Speaker 3: that I'm a junkie outside shooting up.
• 13:51
  Speaker 4: No do I do? Did?
• 13:53
  Speaker 3: I like to party, absolutely, still love to, but I
• 13:56
  Speaker 3: know that I have to focus and I have to
• 13:57
  Speaker 3: be as clean as I can to be the best
• 13:59
  Speaker 3: that I can be. Right, but you can ass too.
• 14:01
  Speaker 3: I don't have to have nothing in my system. I
• 14:03
  Speaker 3: wake up with the bullshit. I'm just like a funny person.
• 14:06
  Speaker 3: People always be like, you should be a comedian. No,
• 14:08
  Speaker 3: I'm funny because I don't want to be a comedian.
• 14:10
  Speaker 3: I'm funny because that's just who I am as a person.
• 14:12
  Speaker 3: So like I do turn off for the cameras, but envy,
• 14:16
  Speaker 3: I'm a funny ass bitch no matter what.
• 14:18
  Speaker 4: Like, I wake up funny. I just like to have fun.
• 14:20
  Speaker 4: I like to have fun.
• 14:21
  Speaker 3: I think, and I'm very and you gotta remember, when
• 14:23
  Speaker 3: I'm working on filming, I have to be very strict.
• 14:25
  Speaker 3: And the second I get out to be strict, I'm
• 14:27
  Speaker 3: gonna be I'm gonna be funny.
• 14:29
  Speaker 4: I'm gonna be a bitch. I would be cracking jokes everything.
• 14:31
  Speaker 1: Now you said you're clean. Is it?
• 14:33
  Speaker 2: You're clean because you have your baby and you're like,
• 14:35
  Speaker 2: I have to change or what decided you?
• 14:38
  Speaker 3: Like?
• 14:38
  Speaker 1: You know what I want to be clean. And what
• 14:39
  Speaker 1: does clean mean?
• 14:40
  Speaker 4: Well, you're not clean, is not you know, you know,
• 14:42
  Speaker 4: not doing a one.
• 14:43
  Speaker 3: Too, yo, not doing the one too?
• 14:48
  Speaker 4: I'm done, but not doing not doing I want to.
• 14:53
  Speaker 2: Baby make you want to say you know what I
• 14:55
  Speaker 2: gotta change or what was it that made Was it
• 14:56
  Speaker 2: a scare or.
• 14:57
  Speaker 4: It wasn't like no scared, no scared?
• 14:59
  Speaker 3: No. I was being very cautious and I do everything
• 15:01
  Speaker 3: very limited, you know, because I'm I'm cute as fuck.
• 15:04
  Speaker 3: I want to stay that way, you know what I'm saying.
• 15:06
  Speaker 3: So I'm like, you know, i'd be like you know
• 15:07
  Speaker 3: when I hang out with my business. You know, I'm
• 15:09
  Speaker 3: I'm more like a social party person, you know what
• 15:12
  Speaker 3: I mean. And I don't hang out all the time.
• 15:13
  Speaker 3: But to answer your question, I feel so much stronger
• 15:18
  Speaker 3: and so much better. It's like I feel like I
• 15:20
  Speaker 3: don't need the crutches anymore. To me, the way I
• 15:23
  Speaker 3: think about it's like a fucking crutch, and I just
• 15:25
  Speaker 3: feel like I'm finally walking without them and I don't
• 15:27
  Speaker 3: need them. And I feel stronger, I feel smarter, I
• 15:30
  Speaker 3: feel sharper.
• 15:31
  Speaker 4: Look.
• 15:31
  Speaker 3: I finished working last night two in the morning. I
• 15:34
  Speaker 3: went to sleep and I'm back up at seven o'clock.
• 15:38
  Speaker 3: I told my manager just I said, bitch, I cannot
• 15:39
  Speaker 3: believe I took a poop. I brushed my teeth, I
• 15:42
  Speaker 3: drank some tea, I drank some water, I did some medicine.
• 15:45
  Speaker 3: I did my haird and my makeup from seven thirty
• 15:48
  Speaker 3: to eight thirty and got here about forty five.
• 15:50
  Speaker 4: I said, that is not Johnson Rnanda.
• 15:54
  Speaker 1: That's a change.
• 15:54
  Speaker 3: That's that's evolution, that's having open that's make sure that
• 16:00
  Speaker 3: you don't abuse any drugs. You don't abuse anything in
• 16:03
  Speaker 3: your path that could potentially throw you off being the
• 16:07
  Speaker 3: best you.
• 16:08
  Speaker 4: Yeah.
• 16:08
  Speaker 3: And and so I want to know, are we ever
• 16:10
  Speaker 3: going to see a reality show with your husband and
• 16:13
  Speaker 3: your baby and maybe a belly, Like are we going
• 16:15
  Speaker 3: to see that type of reality?
• 16:17
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 16:17
  Speaker 3: Because you know you don't how Bonnie on VH want
• 16:19
  Speaker 3: on camera, did you remember that? Yes, I do remember that.
• 16:22
  Speaker 3: I remember all of that. That's when, like I became
• 16:25
  Speaker 3: a fan. You are so like vulnerable with us, like
• 16:28
  Speaker 3: fans that you didn't even know you had at first,
• 16:30
  Speaker 3: even when you were talking about your mom. I know
• 16:32
  Speaker 3: you spoke on your mom earlier, but like even how
• 16:34
  Speaker 3: you were even like you took yourself out of and
• 16:37
  Speaker 3: was like she didn't know, she didn't know how to
• 16:39
  Speaker 3: be a mom to me because at first, you know,
• 16:40
  Speaker 3: y'all were like struggling with your relationship, and you was
• 16:43
  Speaker 3: even like.
• 16:43
  Speaker 4: I still struggle. I still struggle with my mom's relationship.
• 16:46
  Speaker 3: And the reason why I do is because I feel like,
• 16:48
  Speaker 3: you know, once you become of age, you gotta kind
• 16:50
  Speaker 3: of like grow up.
• 16:51
  Speaker 4: Right.
• 16:52
  Speaker 3: It's nothing for you to be a mom and call
• 16:54
  Speaker 3: your kid and say, look, I fucked up, let me
• 16:56
  Speaker 3: come through. The child is really supposed to do that,
• 16:59
  Speaker 3: because that's a You're supposed to make sure that your
• 17:01
  Speaker 3: child is safe and sound and happy and everything.
• 17:05
  Speaker 4: And thriving right.
• 17:06
  Speaker 3: And so I still struggle with my mom because of that,
• 17:09
  Speaker 3: and as much as I love her, I'm here for
• 17:10
  Speaker 3: all my family. They can get anything from me. I
• 17:13
  Speaker 3: would do anything for my family, any one of them.
• 17:15
  Speaker 3: They can pick up the phone any day. Hey whatever,
• 17:17
  Speaker 3: I'm here. I'm never gonna be an evil person and
• 17:21
  Speaker 3: malicious person that if you I'm doing my thing, if
• 17:24
  Speaker 3: you know, I ain't gonna never be like that. But
• 17:26
  Speaker 3: what I will do, I will make sure that I'm
• 17:28
  Speaker 3: a better parent to my daughter, and I will make
• 17:30
  Speaker 3: sure that I focus on what my heart and my
• 17:35
  Speaker 3: mind and my writing, which I write every day always.
• 17:38
  Speaker 3: You can always write what you're gonna do for the day.
• 17:41
  Speaker 3: Every day I wake up, I write.
• 17:42
  Speaker 4: What I'm gonna do. I walk around with a book.
• 17:43
  Speaker 3: This is what I'm gonna do today. And you be
• 17:45
  Speaker 3: so surprised. Everything I write that I'm going to do,
• 17:47
  Speaker 3: I do it. Do it on a daily basis. I
• 17:49
  Speaker 3: wake up, I'm doing this today. I get it done.
• 17:51
  Speaker 3: And so for me, if I focus on that while
• 17:55
  Speaker 3: everybody that's my family or friends or around me, while
• 17:59
  Speaker 3: y'all get y'all stuff together, I'm gonna get my stuff together,
• 18:01
  Speaker 3: and when everything comes back to normal, then we will
• 18:04
  Speaker 3: be all right. But like, I can't focus on the negativity,
• 18:07
  Speaker 3: even if it's my parents or my family, because for me,
• 18:10
  Speaker 3: it's just taking me away from the distraction.
• 18:13
  Speaker 4: That's a big distraction.
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: I want to ask you know, after the Floyd fight,
• 18:16
  Speaker 2: we spoke about your relationship with your husband, right, and
• 18:20
  Speaker 2: I want to ask you about that because what we
• 18:22
  Speaker 2: said was and this is what I said on a
• 18:24
  Speaker 2: I said, you know, regardless me and my wife, if
• 18:26
  Speaker 2: my wife swing I swing, there's no question and without
• 18:29
  Speaker 2: talking about that in because I know you can't talk
• 18:31
  Speaker 2: about that internet, But how how is your relationship? So
• 18:34
  Speaker 2: because I look at my wife as not only as
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: my wife, my lover, she's my sister, she's my best friend.
• 18:39
  Speaker 2: So if she swing, I'm swinging. And then when we
• 18:41
  Speaker 2: get home, I got to find out if she was
• 18:42
  Speaker 2: right or wrong. That's just how our relationship works. But
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: how how is your.
• 18:46
  Speaker 1: Relationship when it comes to those type of things?
• 18:47
  Speaker 2: Because you are on TV and you are you know,
• 18:50
  Speaker 2: taped all the time, and you are out and about,
• 18:52
  Speaker 2: So how is that relationship with you and you and
• 18:54
  Speaker 2: your man?
• 18:55
  Speaker 3: Well, shout out to relistic. He is the man of
• 18:58
  Speaker 3: my dreams envy. I love that man.
• 19:01
  Speaker 4: How she did a day dream? I love that.
• 19:04
  Speaker 3: We know, but the relationship is says, I'm gonna tell
• 19:07
  Speaker 3: you like this. If he swings on a man, I'm swinging.
• 19:10
  Speaker 3: If I swing, he don't swing. It's just that he
• 19:12
  Speaker 3: always there in the moment by me making sure that
• 19:15
  Speaker 3: don't nobody else.
• 19:16
  Speaker 4: But the person that is involved is not doing nothing.
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: Say he just gonna hold the other girl.
• 19:21
  Speaker 4: But no, no, no, never never never never. Now he'll
• 19:27
  Speaker 4: be like why the fuck is you here? He gonna be,
• 19:29
  Speaker 4: he gonna stay in the bit. Why is you here?
• 19:32
  Speaker 3: Now? You know, johnsonly don't want your ass here, you know.
• 19:35
  Speaker 3: But my man is a very respectful man. He's been
• 19:38
  Speaker 3: around all the ladies from the cabaret. He's a trusted
• 19:42
  Speaker 3: man and he's a real man.
• 19:44
  Speaker 4: He will not swing on a lady.
• 19:45
  Speaker 3: And he's never swung on old lady if he looks
• 19:48
  Speaker 3: at the heat of the moment where he might be
• 19:50
  Speaker 3: screaming on their holding making sure that don't nobody else
• 19:53
  Speaker 3: do anything to me. He gonna always do that as
• 19:55
  Speaker 3: a man, because that's what a man is supposed to do,
• 19:58
  Speaker 3: you know. And he's so strong, he's got all the
• 19:59
  Speaker 3: African power. If he's swings on a lady.
• 20:01
  Speaker 4: She's dead.
• 20:02
  Speaker 3: Look at that man, That man six feet sometime two
• 20:05
  Speaker 3: hundred and some pounds. He's a big, old strong man,
• 20:08
  Speaker 3: you know. So he know better than that.
• 20:10
  Speaker 2: He doesn't do it now, you know, without talking about
• 20:13
  Speaker 2: the incident. But you perform that night I performed.
• 20:15
  Speaker 3: That was my first time performing at an arena. Shout
• 20:18
  Speaker 3: out to let me for letting me do that, because
• 20:19
  Speaker 3: I asked, let me, let me let well, from the
• 20:22
  Speaker 3: Owner Suits network. He put the fight together and I
• 20:25
  Speaker 3: was like, oh my gosh, let me. Can I perform there?
• 20:26
  Speaker 3: And he was like sure, was.
• 20:28
  Speaker 2: Like, how was that performance? Yeah, butterflies, because I mean
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: you perform, I mean you not.
• 20:32
  Speaker 3: I perform in my shows that people know my music
• 20:35
  Speaker 3: and they come to see me and pay to see me.
• 20:37
  Speaker 3: I never performed in a place where they go you
• 20:44
  Speaker 3: feel me. So that was my first time. So I
• 20:46
  Speaker 3: was I was nervous. But we've been practicing because I'm
• 20:48
  Speaker 3: also filming the cabaret here in New York.
• 20:50
  Speaker 4: So we've been dancing every day and it went really good.
• 20:52
  Speaker 3: And then actually the girls I had just picked four
• 20:55
  Speaker 3: dancers that I just met him in New York to
• 20:57
  Speaker 3: dance with me.
• 20:58
  Speaker 4: So we we learned that routine twenty four hours prior.
• 21:02
  Speaker 4: You trust on them and not even I mean.
• 21:04
  Speaker 3: I gotta trust something if I want to if I
• 21:08
  Speaker 3: wanted to go well and it went well, look it
• 21:09
  Speaker 3: would look.
• 21:11
  Speaker 4: Here's what I can't say. When I did my first song,
• 21:13
  Speaker 4: they were.
• 21:14
  Speaker 3: Clapping like the rhythm and they clapping for me. This
• 21:19
  Speaker 3: is this is this is good stuff. These people don't
• 21:21
  Speaker 3: know my mean this all people coming to see people
• 21:23
  Speaker 3: fight like all people don't be out there really just
• 21:26
  Speaker 3: knowing what you know, like an underground artist on myself
• 21:28
  Speaker 3: is really doing like yeah they might have heard my song,
• 21:31
  Speaker 3: do it like if you'll be there, I want to
• 21:32
  Speaker 3: write in their grandkids, you know house or the children house,
• 21:36
  Speaker 3: but not like that. But you don't know, you don't know,
• 21:38
  Speaker 3: you could have, you don't know. Some of them old
• 21:41
  Speaker 3: people was probably leaving it.
• 21:42
  Speaker 4: They were like, yeah, whatever, you never know that would happen.
• 21:47
  Speaker 4: I was like many fasts, so I was. I was
• 21:49
  Speaker 4: excited about that.
• 21:50
  Speaker 3: I did like a three songs said because I only
• 21:52
  Speaker 3: had like seven minutes and thirty seconds, and I.
• 21:54
  Speaker 4: Thought it was great.
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: Now when you drunk that night, because people asked were
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: you drunk?
• 21:58
  Speaker 4: I had let me tell you her.
• 22:00
  Speaker 3: I always love to say I wasn't drunk, but I
• 22:02
  Speaker 3: would have one or two drinks and for some reason,
• 22:05
  Speaker 3: and I think because I'm not chasing it with any drugs,
• 22:08
  Speaker 3: it just hits me so much harder because I remember
• 22:11
  Speaker 3: when I used to be on my ship.
• 22:12
  Speaker 4: I could drink ten drinks. You know what I'm saying.
• 22:14
  Speaker 4: I could drink drinks. But it's not like I tell
• 22:16
  Speaker 4: my husband, Oh my gosh, I got a headache. How
• 22:18
  Speaker 4: many drinks? You only?
• 22:19
  Speaker 3: I like to drinks had a fucking headache? I would
• 22:22
  Speaker 3: have they with a headache. It's like it's like my
• 22:24
  Speaker 3: brain just don't want to go back.
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: It's called age.
• 22:28
  Speaker 3: That's what it's called age.
• 22:38
  Speaker 4: Drinks. I gotta ask you this.
• 22:40
  Speaker 3: Okay, So how is your co parents and relationship with Stevie?
• 22:44
  Speaker 4: I was that? How were y'all? I mean, you know,
• 22:46
  Speaker 4: I don't really never talk to him.
• 22:48
  Speaker 3: He talks to Bonnie on the phone and uh, you know,
• 22:51
  Speaker 3: he says, sir, I have I have primary custody of Bonnie.
• 22:54
  Speaker 3: I have physical custody of Bonnie. And he's seen her life.
• 22:57
  Speaker 3: He's you know, he has the right to see her
• 22:59
  Speaker 3: when he wants to. So I think I think it's
• 23:01
  Speaker 3: pretty cool.
• 23:02
  Speaker 4: Yeah, I think it's good.
• 23:03
  Speaker 3: And you know, my husband being with Bonnie since she
• 23:06
  Speaker 3: was six months and he's been taking care of her
• 23:08
  Speaker 3: because I mean, and my husband when Bonnie was like
• 23:09
  Speaker 3: six two eight months, it was she was like a
• 23:12
  Speaker 3: like a.
• 23:12
  Speaker 4: Little toddler, like a little baby, not even a talent.
• 23:14
  Speaker 4: She was a baby.
• 23:15
  Speaker 3: Yeah, And so you know, she loves she loves my husband,
• 23:18
  Speaker 3: and you know, she has a great relationship with her dad.
• 23:20
  Speaker 4: I'm sure she loves him too, so sure. I mean
• 23:22
  Speaker 4: I think I think it's great she has two dads.
• 23:26
  Speaker 4: I mean I never put it that way because.
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: She does.
• 23:30
  Speaker 2: This day all the time. It's just two dads. Yeah, Now,
• 23:32
  Speaker 2: what made you do college?
• 23:33
  Speaker 4: Hell?
• 23:36
  Speaker 1: Did you want to go back to school? Was that
• 23:37
  Speaker 1: one of it? Was that one of your dreams? Like
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: I want to can I tell you something?
• 23:40
  Speaker 4: Yes?
• 23:41
  Speaker 1: Really yes?
• 23:42
  Speaker 3: And I told my husband, I'm like, damn, I got
• 23:44
  Speaker 3: the opportunity to go back to school.
• 23:45
  Speaker 1: I never went.
• 23:46
  Speaker 4: First of all, I didn't even finish high school. Y'all.
• 23:48
  Speaker 3: Okay, I'm very smart though, I got ownership for all.
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: You gotta go get your g D first before you
• 23:56
  Speaker 2: are But you skipped the g D. You went to college.
• 23:58
  Speaker 2: Tell us that experience so well.
• 24:00
  Speaker 4: First of all, it was a great experience.
• 24:01
  Speaker 3: Because HBCU, A lot of people always see, this is
• 24:04
  Speaker 3: something I need to clarify.
• 24:05
  Speaker 4: Maybe I need to do it at the Breafast Club,
• 24:06
  Speaker 4: which I.
• 24:06
  Speaker 3: Too, because I've always considered myself a black woman. But
• 24:11
  Speaker 3: I was born in Puerto Rico and I speak Spanish.
• 24:13
  Speaker 3: My first language is Spanish. But that's that doesn't take
• 24:16
  Speaker 3: away from the pack. And I walk in the building,
• 24:18
  Speaker 3: people look at me and they say, that is a
• 24:20
  Speaker 3: black woman, right, and so I always been cool and
• 24:23
  Speaker 3: love to be.
• 24:24
  Speaker 4: A black woman.
• 24:24
  Speaker 3: Yeah, And they'd be like, afle latino, no bitch, I
• 24:28
  Speaker 3: don't have an afro.
• 24:29
  Speaker 4: I don't have an afro. I don't have an afro.
• 24:31
  Speaker 3: And I am a black woman that was born in
• 24:34
  Speaker 3: the island of Puerto Rico that speak Spanish.
• 24:36
  Speaker 4: And I teach my.
• 24:37
  Speaker 2: Daughter, my daughter will confused out of somebody right now.
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: But but why because you're Puerto Rican.
• 24:42
  Speaker 3: I am Puerto Rican. But back to the HBCU. In
• 24:46
  Speaker 3: the HBCU, you know what I learned. I learned that
• 24:49
  Speaker 3: the Puerto Ricans, the people that were born in Puerto
• 24:52
  Speaker 3: Rico that were black two and back in the days,
• 24:55
  Speaker 3: Back in those days, there were definitely Afro Latinos because
• 24:58
  Speaker 3: they always used to wear you know, the the big here.
• 25:01
  Speaker 3: But you know that the the black African American and
• 25:05
  Speaker 3: the Puerto Ricas they were tight. You know that when
• 25:07
  Speaker 3: they were trying to do everything with the freeing the
• 25:10
  Speaker 3: Negro and stuff like that.
• 25:11
  Speaker 4: That's the stuff that I learned at the HBCU. In
• 25:13
  Speaker 4: the Alabama.
• 25:14
  Speaker 3: You know, they were kind of telling us how the
• 25:15
  Speaker 3: black Spanish and the black African American came together and
• 25:19
  Speaker 3: they were so much tighter than we actually are now.
• 25:22
  Speaker 3: But me, I consider myself, Yeah, I consider myself a
• 25:25
  Speaker 3: black woman that was born in Puerto Ricano. Yes I'm
• 25:27
  Speaker 3: Latina because of course I see Spanish and I'm Latin.
• 25:30
  Speaker 3: But for me, it's more than just saying that. For me,
• 25:34
  Speaker 3: it's just that I'm proud to be black, whether I'm
• 25:36
  Speaker 3: Spanish or not. And I just feel like a lot
• 25:40
  Speaker 3: of people just have a problem with me being so
• 25:41
  Speaker 3: proud to be black. What's your with me proud that
• 25:43
  Speaker 3: I have that I have this, that I have this color, Like,
• 25:47
  Speaker 3: what's the problem? And was that what kind of like
• 25:50
  Speaker 3: takes you off with Amber? Like because I kind of
• 25:52
  Speaker 3: seen that.
• 25:53
  Speaker 4: It was like.
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: Even like what happened because I don't know what to
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: what happened.
• 25:56
  Speaker 4: With I mean, I didn't have the camera. I wasn't
• 25:58
  Speaker 4: in their class, so I don't know. She was like
• 26:03
  Speaker 4: selling her like, yo, like you don't want to be black,
• 26:05
  Speaker 4: you don't want to be black.
• 26:05
  Speaker 1: I've seen you told am, but she didn't want to
• 26:07
  Speaker 1: be black.
• 26:08
  Speaker 4: But I've seen previous.
• 26:10
  Speaker 3: You know, like it's been years, everybody. It's not no
• 26:12
  Speaker 3: damn secret, you know, Am. But really she you know,
• 26:16
  Speaker 3: she don't she like to dismiss the black side of her.
• 26:18
  Speaker 4: I mean, it is what it is. I mean, she
• 26:20
  Speaker 4: wasn't lying. I guess that's just a trigger, you know
• 26:23
  Speaker 4: what I mean, you was lying. I wasn't lying. I
• 26:28
  Speaker 4: wasn't lying because I wasn't lying.
• 26:30
  Speaker 3: And you know, I wasn't lying because we were talking
• 26:32
  Speaker 3: about the black the black ship being black. And I
• 26:36
  Speaker 3: just have to let the bitch know. Bitch, you don't
• 26:37
  Speaker 3: want to be black. You came out of a big
• 26:40
  Speaker 3: black pussy, just like I did. My mama got a
• 26:42
  Speaker 3: big old black pussy. She's a Puerto Rican woman, but
• 26:44
  Speaker 3: that lady black and her mama was blacker than these
• 26:47
  Speaker 3: motherfucking table my mama. So I come out of black pussies.
• 26:51
  Speaker 3: You came out of a black pussy. But you don't
• 26:52
  Speaker 3: want to You don't want to say you're black. That's
• 26:54
  Speaker 3: weird to me. That's so weird to me. That's so
• 26:58
  Speaker 3: weird to me. I don't care what your color. I
• 27:01
  Speaker 3: always thought she considered herself like to I really seen
• 27:04
  Speaker 3: that she was a Karen.
• 27:05
  Speaker 4: When I got there, I was like, whoa, whoa, whoa.
• 27:08
  Speaker 4: It was just pretty woa whoa said I was crazy
• 27:13
  Speaker 4: to find out that she was a Karen.
• 27:14
  Speaker 2: Do what me and Karen like she she did not
• 27:16
  Speaker 2: respect black rights? Were like because I didn't see that
• 27:18
  Speaker 2: the show, So I'm confused. So I want you to
• 27:20
  Speaker 2: tell me because I don't know.
• 27:22
  Speaker 4: You know what a Karen is? Yeah, I do, but
• 27:23
  Speaker 4: then that's what she is, Okay, Yeah, I'm telling you yo.
• 27:27
  Speaker 3: It's just I'm not the only one that said that
• 27:29
  Speaker 3: you can go get this ship come up.
• 27:31
  Speaker 4: It was just yeah, it was like it was you
• 27:33
  Speaker 4: were just seeing that for the first time there. But
• 27:35
  Speaker 4: then I said that.
• 27:35
  Speaker 3: For the first time to her, like period, like when
• 27:38
  Speaker 3: she was getting upset about what I was saying the joke,
• 27:41
  Speaker 3: I was being ignorant as fucking school.
• 27:42
  Speaker 4: Sometimes you go to school, you would you want.
• 27:44
  Speaker 3: To be ignorant, you want to be in glass Because
• 27:46
  Speaker 3: I was just talking ship, I was like, man, I'm
• 27:47
  Speaker 3: the biggest. I got up that day. I said I'm
• 27:49
  Speaker 3: the biggest man and they were all hating. I was like, man,
• 27:52
  Speaker 3: I'm bigger than I'm the biggest. I said, I was
• 27:55
  Speaker 3: going to be what I said I was doing. When
• 27:58
  Speaker 3: I said I was going to do what I'm doing,
• 27:59
  Speaker 3: I put that in my heart in my mind when
• 28:01
  Speaker 3: I was five, I'm the biggest.
• 28:03
  Speaker 4: They're all back there like this. I'm like, I don't
• 28:05
  Speaker 4: know what the fuck you're looking at me like that.
• 28:07
  Speaker 3: I'm talking to the professor telling me the professor when
• 28:09
  Speaker 3: my heart was at we were talking about some work, right,
• 28:12
  Speaker 3: and so you all fall off from work, and so
• 28:15
  Speaker 3: it was a poem by the black African American man
• 28:17
  Speaker 3: that used to write a poem because he's the HBCU.
• 28:20
  Speaker 3: And he was talking about the poor I've been coming
• 28:22
  Speaker 3: to perm like you know, like a prone, like a
• 28:24
  Speaker 3: saggy like old proom.
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: Yeah, prooe he was.
• 28:28
  Speaker 3: She was talking about the prone that the professor was
• 28:31
  Speaker 3: talking about the poem, and I said, yeah, no, I
• 28:33
  Speaker 3: ain't gonna I said, I said, I know.
• 28:35
  Speaker 4: A lot of poems.
• 28:36
  Speaker 1: Ye with me, I'm the biggest.
• 28:37
  Speaker 4: They ain't like that. Everybody started to be with me.
• 28:40
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 28:40
  Speaker 4: It was automatic tension and it was all that mad attention.
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: I would and I would be I definitely kick you
• 28:44
  Speaker 1: out my class. You're standing up talking about the biggest
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: talking about her poem. On black HBC poem and you talking.
• 28:49
  Speaker 2: I'm the biggest, definitely would have gone out of my class.
• 28:51
  Speaker 4: I'm gonna tell you why I said that, Envy.
• 28:54
  Speaker 3: I said that I was the biggest because the poem
• 28:56
  Speaker 3: has something to do with people not following third dreams
• 28:59
  Speaker 3: and been coming prunes, and I was speaking of not
• 29:03
  Speaker 3: becoming your dream is I mean, I'm not following your dream.
• 29:07
  Speaker 4: You could just sit there and become a prum if you.
• 29:08
  Speaker 3: Don't follow your trains because of what other people say
• 29:11
  Speaker 3: got you. That's what the HBCU class was about. Talking
• 29:15
  Speaker 3: that day on the day that I told the bitch
• 29:17
  Speaker 3: she's a car. That's that's that's how we got there.
• 29:21
  Speaker 2: Then y'all got into a Philly in Miami scuffle. We
• 29:25
  Speaker 2: got a little scuffle scuffle.
• 29:30
  Speaker 3: Listen that Joan is not from the part of Philly
• 29:33
  Speaker 3: that you think she's from.
• 29:33
  Speaker 4: And yo, I it's not.
• 29:38
  Speaker 1: Johnson practice.
• 29:42
  Speaker 3: But the only thing I practiced is my bullet points
• 29:44
  Speaker 3: that I'm supposed to speak on. I don't practice nothing else.
• 29:46
  Speaker 3: Everything else is gonna always be me. And you should
• 29:48
  Speaker 3: know that that john that.
• 29:50
  Speaker 4: You know, her husband is a Philly So you know,
• 29:51
  Speaker 4: I know if you want really. Okay, that's now.
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: I gotta ask you, big LEXI don't know.
• 29:59
  Speaker 4: That whole, okay, period, I really.
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: Want to know who she's I didn't really know who
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: she is. I don't know.
• 30:07
  Speaker 4: I don't know that.
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: I wanted to know what you know.
• 30:09
  Speaker 4: We don't know, we don't know. We don't know her.
• 30:12
  Speaker 4: I never knew, we never know her. We don't know who.
• 30:16
  Speaker 4: We don't know who that is. I didn't know.
• 30:18
  Speaker 1: I didn't know.
• 30:18
  Speaker 4: I don't know.
• 30:19
  Speaker 2: I'm just trying to figure out because I know I googled.
• 30:21
  Speaker 2: I seemed like that night I googled and I seen,
• 30:23
  Speaker 2: and I was trying to figure out.
• 30:24
  Speaker 4: We don't know that whole. I don't know. I don't know.
• 30:27
  Speaker 4: Let me see, I don't even say nothing about No,
• 30:29
  Speaker 4: I don't know.
• 30:31
  Speaker 1: I was looking.
• 30:31
  Speaker 4: But we're going to the show tonight. I want you
• 30:37
  Speaker 4: to come to the show. I promise you, guys.
• 30:38
  Speaker 3: I will have you guys, whatever you guys want, bottles,
• 30:40
  Speaker 3: anything that you drink, Melissa, but come.
• 30:42
  Speaker 4: On, man, listen, all right, all right, come on and
• 30:48
  Speaker 4: did you Amma?
• 30:48
  Speaker 3: Don't don't act like you got too much going on
• 30:50
  Speaker 3: or you got too much money to come see I
• 30:52
  Speaker 3: don't don't don't, don't act like that, don't do don't
• 30:56
  Speaker 3: do all of that the last night, because the last
• 30:58
  Speaker 3: night you already didn't go to one of the tour dates.
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: Like, come on, I definitely feel safe. I know nothing
• 31:03
  Speaker 1: gonna happen.
• 31:04
  Speaker 4: Yeah, we say.
• 31:06
  Speaker 1: That job, we're good.
• 31:11
  Speaker 4: Right behind you. We're going in behind her.
• 31:17
  Speaker 2: So I was gonna ask Love and Hip Hop, would
• 31:19
  Speaker 2: you ever do it again? It seems like the ratings.
• 31:21
  Speaker 2: Literally I want to go do it.
• 31:22
  Speaker 4: I want to do it right now. Oh please, I
• 31:24
  Speaker 4: would Now, whoever charge.
• 31:26
  Speaker 3: Of leven Hip, I come the princess. I'm gonna coming
• 31:28
  Speaker 3: through and ballistic.
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: It's cool going on there and having the family and
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: everything accent listen, like, look, man, I'm already this far
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: in that too.
• 31:37
  Speaker 3: I'm just gonna say they need some more ratings, and
• 31:39
  Speaker 3: I just I need her to go ahead on over there.
• 31:42
  Speaker 3: You should I go to the one in Miami or
• 31:43
  Speaker 3: the one in Atlanta. Miami turned up anyone because I
• 31:47
  Speaker 3: live in Miami.
• 31:48
  Speaker 4: Please you you gave you, you don't.
• 31:50
  Speaker 3: Owe nothing else to Atlanta, and you already put that
• 31:53
  Speaker 3: franchise on the miss app.
• 31:54
  Speaker 4: I need you to do Miami. I do I do.
• 31:57
  Speaker 2: Why not are you making money off the mook shot?
• 31:59
  Speaker 2: They said that you were hut.
• 32:00
  Speaker 3: Everybody get listen, Jocelyn Gavalry Tour dot Com.
• 32:04
  Speaker 4: I should have brought you something. Listen. Why ain't waring?
• 32:06
  Speaker 4: Why win bring Jessica now? Actually okay, all right, she's like,
• 32:15
  Speaker 4: well they'll be there tonight.
• 32:18
  Speaker 1: That's the manager.
• 32:19
  Speaker 3: But for Jessica, she should have brought you one though. Okay,
• 32:23
  Speaker 3: so you're selling I am, and it's gonna make it.
• 32:26
  Speaker 4: Listen.
• 32:26
  Speaker 3: Can you please go download that there right there, because
• 32:30
  Speaker 3: you're gonna it's gonna look good. I had on the
• 32:31
  Speaker 3: louver Time briefcase with the louisver Time shoes and the
• 32:34
  Speaker 3: louisver Time glasses and and and the gene Now for oh.
• 32:37
  Speaker 4: I was flying. It was show. Oh yeah, but I
• 32:41
  Speaker 4: thought I was saying Patty and killing it. Yeah, thank you,
• 32:44
  Speaker 4: thank you, thank you.
• 32:45
  Speaker 3: So got your t shirts? Yeah, Johnson discave right to
• 32:47
  Speaker 3: dot com. You can go get them, but not be
• 32:49
  Speaker 3: for real. I really am coming through the night though.
• 32:50
  Speaker 3: I I ain't gonna be with him. Me and my
• 32:52
  Speaker 3: little sister be straight.
• 32:53
  Speaker 4: We canna come, yes, and Melissa and Melissa, you're gonna
• 32:55
  Speaker 4: make sure that I got you.
• 33:00
  Speaker 3: Thank you, you're good.
• 33:05
  Speaker 4: Yeah, no, I'm good. I asked everything I.
• 33:07
  Speaker 1: Wanted to Joson. We appreciate you for joining us. Thank
• 33:10
  Speaker 1: you so much. Yeah, we really appreciate you.
• 33:13
  Speaker 2: And like I said, I see you all the time
• 33:15
  Speaker 2: and and you're so calm and so nice.
• 33:17
  Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna front you. Gotta you.
• 33:19
  Speaker 2: You might want to get in boxing after this is all.
• 33:22
  Speaker 2: You might just want to just maybe even you know
• 33:25
  Speaker 2: a couple of those.
• 33:25
  Speaker 4: Can I truly tell you something?
• 33:27
  Speaker 3: If I didn't, if I wasn't an autist and I
• 33:29
  Speaker 3: didn't care about breaking my face, I would do UFC.
• 33:32
  Speaker 4: Oh, yeah I would. I would do UFC. I want
• 33:34
  Speaker 4: to box. I would do UFC. But I can't.
• 33:36
  Speaker 3: I told my husband all the time, and her I'll
• 33:38
  Speaker 3: be like, I would do it, but I can't because
• 33:40
  Speaker 3: the first thing is going to break on me is
• 33:41
  Speaker 3: my nose and then's.
• 33:43
  Speaker 4: But she is so fixed. She could set it up
• 33:45
  Speaker 4: how she want to set it up, and she know
• 33:47
  Speaker 4: that is not fair. No, that's why I said wrestling.
• 33:49
  Speaker 4: I mean, because she can do wrestling and that that's
• 33:51
  Speaker 4: big money. No, I would.
• 33:53
  Speaker 3: Do you break this bitches down.
• 33:58
  Speaker 4: A great fighter listen.
• 34:00
  Speaker 3: You know, you know what I told somebody the other day,
• 34:02
  Speaker 3: I said, because I told somebody, I said, bitch, you
• 34:04
  Speaker 3: do karate, don't you ain't gonna do no more fucking
• 34:06
  Speaker 3: karate in me?
• 34:07
  Speaker 4: Bitch. I don't know karate, but bitch, I know.
• 34:08
  Speaker 3: Crazy, all right, I know crazy.
• 34:12
  Speaker 4: You know you know what's his name? Said that?
• 34:14
  Speaker 3: What's the singer name, James Brown in the song? I
• 34:17
  Speaker 3: don't know karate, bitch, but I know crazy.
• 34:19
  Speaker 4: You know James Brown?
• 34:20
  Speaker 3: To you?
• 34:20
  Speaker 2: I know that's right, ladies and gentlemen. Oh last question
• 34:24
  Speaker 2: is that your security go out there? That was out
• 34:25
  Speaker 2: there at the fight that night?
• 34:28
  Speaker 4: You know what, I troubled with about twenty security guards.
• 34:30
  Speaker 2: So I'm not sure you know which one I'm talking about.
• 34:32
  Speaker 2: I'm talking about the three pizza? Is that the one
• 34:34
  Speaker 2: right there? The three pizza?
• 34:36
  Speaker 4: And this is it a slap slap test that they
• 34:38
  Speaker 4: gotta get? Cannot stay y'all to y'all so funny? Why
• 34:43
  Speaker 4: is y'all so funny?
• 34:44
  Speaker 1: When I see them? I noticed before I noticed you.
• 34:46
  Speaker 4: I said, it's like, no, we want to be like
• 34:48
  Speaker 4: you're good, good water, no ship like that that. I
• 34:54
  Speaker 4: don't want to do as that ship. I'm gonna tell
• 34:57
  Speaker 4: you they got plenty of money from the suits. They'll
• 34:59
  Speaker 4: be just fine. Right. We know that ship, we.
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: Know, ladies and gentlemen. It's Johnson and.
• 35:04
  Speaker 3: Ireland, the Puerto Rican Princess, the biggest, it's the Breakfast Cloagan.
• 35:08
  Speaker 3: You