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Understanding & Connecting to Your Higher Self · Spunky Spirit with Cari Mugz

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  Speaker 1: Welcome to the Spunky Spirit podcast. I'm your host, psychic medium,
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  Speaker 1: carry mugs. This is where we learn all things spirit,
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  Speaker 1: honored to be on this virtual journey with you, So
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  Speaker 1: missed an episode. And welcome to this episode of Spunky Spirit.
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  Speaker 1: I am psychic medium, carry mugs, and this week we're
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  Speaker 1: going to talk about our higher selves. So when I
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  Speaker 1: first started going through my spiritual awakening, and I kind
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  Speaker 1: of didn't know anything about anything. When I would read
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  Speaker 1: or people would say you need to connect to your
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  Speaker 1: higher self, I didn't understand what that meant. And it
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  Speaker 1: kind of because you think of something outside yourself, which
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  Speaker 1: kind of is but not. And so I kind of
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  Speaker 1: want to explain in this episode what your higher self
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  Speaker 1: is and how you can can connect to that and
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  Speaker 1: what it may not be. So our higher selves are
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  Speaker 1: definitely are our authentic selves and who we truly are
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  Speaker 1: deep deep within us. Our higher selves know us unconditionally.
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  Speaker 1: So I'm just going to give you a little bit
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  Speaker 1: of an example. So I'm I want you to figure.
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  Speaker 1: I want you to imagine a ball of energy, like
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  Speaker 1: this perfect ball of energy, and that's your soul. That
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  Speaker 1: is there's no body, there's no there's no labels. It's
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  Speaker 1: just who you are, authentically perfectly, what you love, what
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  Speaker 1: you desire, all the things. Now, part of that ball
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  Speaker 1: of energy, that soul decides that it wants to experience things.
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  Speaker 1: So it takes a little bit of that light or
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  Speaker 1: that energy, and it creates a spirit like a So
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  Speaker 1: if you think of a piece of coral, a big
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  Speaker 1: piece of coral, and then it's got little shoot offs
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  Speaker 1: in it. I want you to think of a shoot off.
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  Speaker 1: So there's a shootoff of that energy, and that energy
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  Speaker 1: wants to experience things. So that energy has a shoot off,
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  Speaker 1: and it's called a spirit, and it goes to wherever
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  Speaker 1: you want to experience these things. It can go to
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  Speaker 1: a body on Earth, it can go to a different place,
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  Speaker 1: a different realm, a different wherever you want to experience this.
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  Speaker 1: Your soul wants to experience maybe a lifetime on earth,
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  Speaker 1: and let's say it wants to experience your lifetime in
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  Speaker 1: nineteen twenty. So it sends this little energy, a little
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  Speaker 1: ball of energy, and where do you think your energy
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  Speaker 1: came from? Your ball of light? That makes your soul
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  Speaker 1: is created from the creator, right, So it just kind
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  Speaker 1: of goes. So you send this little ball of energy
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  Speaker 1: to Earth and put it inside of a body. So
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  Speaker 1: a body's like a car. You get inside the car
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  Speaker 1: and you drive it to where you want it to go,
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  Speaker 1: and then you kind of make the car come alive.
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  Speaker 1: The car is as it is, but when you get
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  Speaker 1: in it, you make the carcome alive. That's what this
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  Speaker 1: energy from your soul does. It takes a little bit
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  Speaker 1: of part of its energy your soul, sends it down
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  Speaker 1: to this body on Earth, and then it's created this
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  Speaker 1: little spirit. And so the spirit resides in the body.
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  Speaker 1: So this spirit of your resides in the body. And
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  Speaker 1: then you're born and you come into this earth with
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  Speaker 1: this body, and you know nothing like all you know
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  Speaker 1: is your authentic self of who you are, your soul,
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  Speaker 1: your soul, and on Earth it's harder because the veil,
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  Speaker 1: because there's a veil, and so we don't remember, and
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  Speaker 1: we don't remember any kind of past lives or anything
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  Speaker 1: that we've ever done, or any kind of other type
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  Speaker 1: of experiences that our souls have, we don't remember it
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  Speaker 1: on Earth because the Earth is three dimensional and Earth
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  Speaker 1: doesn't let you remember that stuff because of the three
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  Speaker 1: D density. Right, So we spend this lifetime having the
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  Speaker 1: experiences that our soul wanted. Our soul, that's the blueprint.
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  Speaker 1: Our soul created this blueprint that our soul wanted to
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  Speaker 1: have experiences. It's not a test or failed type of thing.
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  Speaker 1: It's just our soul created this with other souls before
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  Speaker 1: we came here, and we decided this is what we
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  Speaker 1: want to experience. And so each tiny spirit that you
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  Speaker 1: send down in different lifetimes like in nineteen twenty, nineteen fifty,
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  Speaker 1: twenty twenty five, those are different spirits that very much live,
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  Speaker 1: but they can when they pass over in trance from
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  Speaker 1: they go back to your soul. So but even though
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  Speaker 1: they're part of it's like an ocean, one drop of
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  Speaker 1: the ocean. That drop is individual, but it's part of
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  Speaker 1: a whole. It's so our spirits we have lots of
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  Speaker 1: So like a big piece of coral has lots of
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  Speaker 1: little different shootouts, we have lots of spirits that experience
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  Speaker 1: lots of things, but they always come back to the soul.
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  Speaker 1: But our spirits are still individual. We still have these things,
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  Speaker 1: these and they combine to make our soul. I know
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  Speaker 1: it's kind of hard to understand. But so as you
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  Speaker 1: are right now, you're a spirit, you're that soul. That
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  Speaker 1: energy of that soul is in your body and it's creating.
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  Speaker 1: It's it's kind of like inside your body, which is
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  Speaker 1: inside the car, and the spirit is that energy is driving,
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  Speaker 1: driving the car, driving the body. And so then a
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  Speaker 1: lot of things come into play. So you are born
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  Speaker 1: and you don't know anything. You just know who you
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  Speaker 1: are authentically. That soul is part of is who you are.
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  Speaker 1: Your soul is your authentic self. It's who you are.
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  Speaker 1: And when you're born, you don't. You don't know any different,
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  Speaker 1: right you don't. If you there was a book I
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  Speaker 1: was reading that gave a great thing when you were
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  Speaker 1: little and you cried because you were hungry and if
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  Speaker 1: nobody fed you, you just cried. But you didn't think anybody
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  Speaker 1: didn't love you, right like you didn't think, oh my
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  Speaker 1: mom doesn't love me, because she's not. Now there can
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  Speaker 1: be trauma attached to that, like abandoned met trauma and
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  Speaker 1: things like that, even when you're little, but more so
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  Speaker 1: as you progress, or as you grow, you become accustomed
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  Speaker 1: to your surroundings and who you are, and you have
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  Speaker 1: these belief systems set in place, which is religion. Well,
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  Speaker 1: you're given a name, you're giving a number, and you're
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  Speaker 1: where you're born, like if you're born in the United
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  Speaker 1: States or somewhere international or in a tribal form. It's
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  Speaker 1: all those start to you start to take on those
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  Speaker 1: belief systems, and so they can be false beliefs. Religion
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  Speaker 1: could be good and bad. It can have some lots
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  Speaker 1: of false beliefs in it that attribute to who you
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  Speaker 1: become or these these things, these false beliefs, they outside
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  Speaker 1: of you shape your personality and shape who you are.
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  Speaker 1: So from day one, when you get here, you're given
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  Speaker 1: a name, you're given religion, and you're given beliefs of
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  Speaker 1: your parents, and you're given all of this stuff that
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  Speaker 1: already starts to create this spirit. But deep down, authentically,
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  Speaker 1: you know truth. Your soul knows truth. This is your
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  Speaker 1: higher self. So when I give readings and I give
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  Speaker 1: an example of how they go, I always say, imagine
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  Speaker 1: yourself sitting at a restaurant at a table with a
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  Speaker 1: blindfold on, and around the table are all your past
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  Speaker 1: loved ones, and they're all trying to talk to you
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  Speaker 1: at once, and you, whoever makes the loudest noise or
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  Speaker 1: whoever gets the most attention, wins, And that's kind of
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  Speaker 1: what goes on with your spirit. All this outside noise
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  Speaker 1: is making all of these they're yelling and screaming at
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  Speaker 1: you to go this way and that way, and what
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  Speaker 1: you want and what you need to do and this
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  Speaker 1: belief in this religion and this, and whoever screams the
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  Speaker 1: loudest gets the most attention. That's why whatever you focus
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  Speaker 1: your energy on the most is what is what grows,
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  Speaker 1: because that's just kind of how it is, because that's
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  Speaker 1: what you start to create. Because your soul and your
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  Speaker 1: spirit careerate can create your life. But when we're taught
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  Speaker 1: and told how to do it, then it makes it complicated,
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  Speaker 1: especially by governments and religions and all of that stuff.
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  Speaker 1: So when you need to connect to your higher self,
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  Speaker 1: you need to connect back to that soul. You need
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  Speaker 1: to close down and shut down all those voices around
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  Speaker 1: the table. You need to because what happens is your
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  Speaker 1: spirit and your belief system it wants validation from all
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  Speaker 1: those voices around the table. It wants to your spirit
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  Speaker 1: wants to be like, Okay, I want to do this,
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  Speaker 1: but I want validation for that, and it needs validation
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  Speaker 1: from parents or grandparents or office bosses, you know, friends, family,
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  Speaker 1: It just needs all of that validation. And in career
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  Speaker 1: it needs like validation from other people, mentors, things like that.
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  Speaker 1: And so when you really get quiet and listen to
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  Speaker 1: your soul and listen to what you want, not what
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  Speaker 1: everybody's telling you, what you want, not how everybody tells
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  Speaker 1: you how to do it. And false belief goes as
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  Speaker 1: far as like thinking you have attachments to your families,
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  Speaker 1: or you owe your children things, or you're oh, you
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  Speaker 1: owe people things because that's what we're taught. We're taught
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  Speaker 1: all of this stuff, and we're taught that we need
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  Speaker 1: to help others or we're selfish. We're we taught that
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  Speaker 1: we're we need to go in this direction, or we're
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  Speaker 1: not doing it right. And these all all these beliefs
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  Speaker 1: are created by all the voices around this table. They're
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  Speaker 1: not they're created by man. They're created by this where
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  Speaker 1: we're at. There are all of these voices. So we
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  Speaker 1: have to stop sometimes and listen to our own. That's
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  Speaker 1: why a lot of times. Back in the day, people
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  Speaker 1: would say that the highest frequency you can be on
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  Speaker 1: is love and gratitude, But really the highest frequency you
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  Speaker 1: bey on is your authenticity, because when you're authentic, you
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  Speaker 1: are listening to your soul. You're shutting down all the
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  Speaker 1: voices around the table, and you're listening to what you want. Now,
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  Speaker 1: you have to be honest with yourself too. Do you
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  Speaker 1: want to be this because you want it? Do you
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  Speaker 1: want to be skinny because you want it? Or do
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  Speaker 1: you want it because that's what society thinks you need
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  Speaker 1: to be. Do you want to be beautiful because you
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  Speaker 1: want it or because society says you need to be
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  Speaker 1: Do you want to be young because society tells you
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  Speaker 1: that growing and aging is bad or not good. All
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  Speaker 1: of these things are were created by a society or
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  Speaker 1: a culture because in some cultures, growing old is beautiful
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  Speaker 1: and growing old is spiritual, but in some cultures it's not.
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  Speaker 1: Some cultures it's considered like look at Hollywood. Hollywood does
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  Speaker 1: all these things to try and stop to stop looking old,
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  Speaker 1: when actually it's beautiful. It's a beautiful thing. And wait, wait,
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  Speaker 1: is a thing too. Back in the day, you used
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  Speaker 1: to be considered beautiful if you were a little bit obese,
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  Speaker 1: because it meant that you were very wealthy and you
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  Speaker 1: were taken care of and you ate well, and so
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  Speaker 1: the society, I mean, that's another thing too. What we
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  Speaker 1: believe in is because that's what we're told to believe,
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  Speaker 1: and so you really have to be. But then sometimes
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  Speaker 1: you can also be like, I want to be thinner
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  Speaker 1: because I want to be stronger, I want to feel healthier.
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  Speaker 1: That's you. That's your authentic self. That has nothing to
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  Speaker 1: do with anybody else outside yourself. If you're like I
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  Speaker 1: want to be thinner because my husband wants that, that's
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  Speaker 1: not your authentic self. So and sometimes your authentic self
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  Speaker 1: can be lazy and solowful because that's the kind of
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  Speaker 1: life you want this time around. And sometimes your authentic
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  Speaker 1: self can be hustle, hustle, hustle, because that's the kind
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  Speaker 1: of life you want this time around. That's why you
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  Speaker 1: really got to stop all the outside voices, social media, news,
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  Speaker 1: all the things, and you got to and your family
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  Speaker 1: and your friends, everybody telling you da da da dah,
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  Speaker 1: this is how it works. And you got to focus
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  Speaker 1: on what you want and what you believe. So when
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  Speaker 1: you are after a goal, and I have to admit
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  Speaker 1: I even do this like this T couple of years
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  Speaker 1: I've been after a goal for my business. My goal
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  Speaker 1: has always been to help people. But I've always looked
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  Speaker 1: at other mediums and said, well, that's how they do it,
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  Speaker 1: that's how I'm supposed to do it, and that's not
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  Speaker 1: what I want, that's not what I want. And so
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  Speaker 1: I would I would create my career and my gift
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  Speaker 1: on what other mediums were doing. And it wasn't to
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  Speaker 1: tell recently that I'm like, God, is that what I
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  Speaker 1: really want? Is that what I really want to do?
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  Speaker 1: Is that just going to be Is it going to
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  Speaker 1: make it crazier? Is it going to make it? Do
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  Speaker 1: I want that because that's what I want? And or
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  Speaker 1: is it because that's what I've been told to do?
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  Speaker 1: And sometimes you just want peace? Right, And when we
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  Speaker 1: want peace, that's in our core, that's in our soul,
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  Speaker 1: that's who are we are authentically. We're not doing things
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  Speaker 1: for others because they want us to, and we think
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  Speaker 1: we're selfish if we're not. We're doing things because we
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  Speaker 1: want to. And that's why and so and that's why
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  Speaker 1: sometimes you can do things this seems so natural and
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  Speaker 1: so you know, but then we do this skilld thing
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  Speaker 1: because we're taught. If you don't do it this way,
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  Speaker 1: you're doing the wrong way. So that's what your higher
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  Speaker 1: self is. Your higher self is this fall of energy
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  Speaker 1: that exists. It's kind of like the matrix. If you've
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  Speaker 1: ever watched the matrix matrix, it kind of exists outside
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  Speaker 1: of yourself somewhere else, but it's inside who you are.
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  Speaker 1: That's why everything you need is already inside of you.
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  Speaker 1: But that energy, so this is just a piece of
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  Speaker 1: that energy that you have inside of you that creates
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  Speaker 1: your spirit. That house, the house is the body. There's
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  Speaker 1: another part of that soul, like let's say ninety percent
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  Speaker 1: of it somewhere else, like creating that energy. Doing that energy,
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  Speaker 1: that's where people transition to so called heaven, right or
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  Speaker 1: wherever that transition is. That So when you have a
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  Speaker 1: loved one on earth and they transition and they die,
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  Speaker 1: they don't go back. They do go back to their soul,
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  Speaker 1: but they don't cease to exist because they exist. They
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  Speaker 1: exist with the soul or inside the soul or all
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  Speaker 1: of that. So they're always an individual. That's why if
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  Speaker 1: you ever go to a psychic medium or medium, and
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  Speaker 1: they tell you that somebody's reincarnated. Like let's say, so
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  Speaker 1: my dad has past. My dad died in nineteen ninety nine,
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  Speaker 1: so let's say he's reincarnated, but or his soul has
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  Speaker 1: picked another spirit to come to earth. But his spirit
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  Speaker 1: as my dad still exists. It doesn't come back to earth.
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  Speaker 1: That spirit part, that part of his soul always will
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  Speaker 1: be Bill Beingham but his soul can meet. You know,
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  Speaker 1: it gets so over your head, but the main part
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  Speaker 1: of it is your soul is your higher self, and
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  Speaker 1: that's what you want to connect to, and that you
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  Speaker 1: want to connect to an ancient part of you, who
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  Speaker 1: knows the best, who knows all the things you love,
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  Speaker 1: who does things, because that's what you want, not because
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  Speaker 1: of what everybody else wants, because of what you want,
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  Speaker 1: who has peace and who has quiet, and who has
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  Speaker 1: love for who you are, and it's not based on conditions.
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  Speaker 1: Your love isn't based on conditions. So that's how you
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  Speaker 1: connect to your higher self or who your higher self is. Now.
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  Speaker 1: The way that you can connect to your higher self
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  Speaker 1: is to quiet your mind. That's why meditation is huge.
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  Speaker 1: That's why everybody's like, well, meditation, meditation because your soul
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  Speaker 1: or your higher self can can connect to you and
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  Speaker 1: communicate with you. And so when I do readings, psychicness
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  Speaker 1: is when you connect soul to souls. You can connect
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  Speaker 1: to somebody's soul and meet. Mediumship is when you connect
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  Speaker 1: to spirits on the other side. So I can connect
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  Speaker 1: to their spirits who they were at that time, right,
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  Speaker 1: and sometimes I can even connect to their souls. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: So that's why sometimes when you have an ancestor or
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  Speaker 1: a loved one who who has Alzheimer's, and sometimes they
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  Speaker 1: can show up for readings but they're still live on earth,
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  Speaker 1: it's because I'm connected to their soul, so sometimes that
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  Speaker 1: happens too. It's such a huge thing. But what you
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  Speaker 1: need to remember is your soul is your higher self,
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  Speaker 1: and that's who you are completely authentically and know if
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  Speaker 1: ans are butts. That's why you don't ever need outside validation.
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  Speaker 1: You just need inside because your soul will tell you truth.
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  Speaker 1: Your soul. That's why you get goosebumps, That's why you
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  Speaker 1: get because your soul knows truth, your truth, and your
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  Speaker 1: truth always isn't what's the truth for everybody, because everybody's
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  Speaker 1: here to do everybody's soul's here to a different to
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  Speaker 1: you experience different things. There was a book I was
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  Speaker 1: reading called Embraced by Light by Betty G. Needy, and
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  Speaker 1: she says in there that there was an alcoholic on
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  Speaker 1: the street and that his spirit was beautiful and his
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  Speaker 1: spirit was so high frequency, but he wanted to he
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  Speaker 1: wanted to exist in this lifetime and learn what it
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  Speaker 1: was like to be in that state, and that's what
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  Speaker 1: he chose. And so that's why you kind of never
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  Speaker 1: judge anybody, because you know, we never know. That's why
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  Speaker 1: if there is somebody like right now that you really
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  Speaker 1: love and they're like really stuck in this in this
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  Speaker 1: rut of like maybe say religion, or it's because that's
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  Speaker 1: what they chose for this lifetime, for that moment. That's
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  Speaker 1: why you can't really choose for anybody. And you can't
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  Speaker 1: tell people how to do things, and you can't tell
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  Speaker 1: people how to change or how to live their life
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  Speaker 1: because their soul knows what they're supposed to be doing. Now,
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  Speaker 1: can you come here and be lazy and not do
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  Speaker 1: the soul work? Yeah, you can't. And that and when
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  Speaker 1: you get to transit to the other side, you're gonna
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  Speaker 1: look at that and be like, oh crap, you now
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  Speaker 1: have to do it again, or are you gonna want
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  Speaker 1: to do it again? So, but your soul, just really
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  Speaker 1: connect to your soul, and that is your higher self,
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  Speaker 1: and that is who you truly are, who you truly
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  Speaker 1: are through thick and thin, what you love, all the
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  Speaker 1: things like just deep deep things like if you love
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  Speaker 1: truth and you want truth to be told to everybody,
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  Speaker 1: or if you love freedom, or if you love gratitude,
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  Speaker 1: if you love compassion, those are those come from your soul.
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  Speaker 1: And so all the other stuff like religion and things
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  Speaker 1: like that, that all comes from that's all here on earth,
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  Speaker 1: man made, and that comes and if that feeds your
• 18:24
  Speaker 1: soul and if that makes you happy, then that's that's
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: what your soul wants to experience this time around. So
• 18:31
  Speaker 1: that's your higher self. And when you so I'm guessing,
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: I'm just trying to tell you that when you want
• 18:40
  Speaker 1: to connect to your hir self, just shut out all
• 18:42
  Speaker 1: of the people around the table, all of the things
• 18:44
  Speaker 1: around the table, all the social media, all the news outlets,
• 18:47
  Speaker 1: all of the people, all the politics, all the government,
• 18:50
  Speaker 1: all the religious stuff, and listen to your gut to
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: listen to who you want to be and listen to
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: what you want to accomplish, not what other people tell
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: you what the next step to what you know. If
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: you're in you know, school, and you want to be
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: a doctor and you want to help people, and the
• 19:06
  Speaker 1: next step of obviously you need to follow those things.
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: But what if you go to school and then you
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: end up going in and you spend lots and lots
• 19:14
  Speaker 1: of money on school and on your career, and then
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: you start doing it, you're like, this isn't for me,
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: but you're just like, but I spent so much money,
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: and so people will think that I'm crazy, or I'll
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: think I'm crazy. My spouse will think I'm crazy. I
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: spent all this time and I have to raise these
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: kids and I don't like what I do, and they're embarrassed,
• 19:32
  Speaker 1: and you don't want people to think less of you,
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: and you feel stuck and you have you have all
• 19:36
  Speaker 1: these bills to pay and you have kids to raise,
• 19:38
  Speaker 1: and then your soul you get depressed and you get
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: uncomfortable because you're not being authentic because you have you're
• 19:47
  Speaker 1: stuck in what you've created, and so stuff like that
• 19:50
  Speaker 1: is hard. It's so hard because our culture teaching you
• 19:53
  Speaker 1: you you just muddle through it, you get through it.
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: Money is important and all of that stuff. That's why
• 19:59
  Speaker 1: why you see so many people just like quitting their
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: jobs and going and rving. Or I have a friend
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: that sold her house and took her kids too. They
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: live on a boat and they travel on a boat
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: and it's not easy, and it may seem like it
• 20:15
  Speaker 1: on social media, but she goes through their trials still,
• 20:18
  Speaker 1: but they listened to their soul. She knew that that's it.
• 20:23
  Speaker 1: And that is not, by any means a normal thing
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  Speaker 1: to do. You know, you don't just like sell all
• 20:27
  Speaker 1: your stuff and sell your belongings and become a minimalist
• 20:31
  Speaker 1: and sell on a boat through the Caribbeans. You don't.
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: That's not what normal, normal people do. But that's what
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: she does, and that's what she loves, and that's what
• 20:39
  Speaker 1: feeds her soul. And that's what you've got to figure out,
• 20:42
  Speaker 1: is what is it that you love? What is it?
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: And I know that you know, when you have families,
• 20:48
  Speaker 1: sometimes you feel stuck in that and there can be seasons.
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: So right now, when I was a single mom of
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: for I couldn't all of a sudden be like, this
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: is what I want to do because I chose to
• 20:58
  Speaker 1: have four children that I wanted to raise, and so
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: I went through that season and now I'm at a
• 21:04
  Speaker 1: season where I'm like, Okay, what do I want to do?
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: Seasons change, and my soul at that time wanted to
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: be a mom my soul. That's what made my soul happy.
• 21:15
  Speaker 1: Now that is over for me, and my soul is
• 21:18
  Speaker 1: moving on to different things. Now I'm still a mom,
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: but my kids can take care of themselves. So now
• 21:23
  Speaker 1: my soul is like, what's next. And so that's your
• 21:27
  Speaker 1: higher self. Your higher self is who you truly, deeply are,
• 21:31
  Speaker 1: who you feel most comfortable being, and who you need
• 21:34
  Speaker 1: to listen to the most, not all the talk around you.
• 21:38
  Speaker 1: So I really hope that helps you. Guys. I'm sorry
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: if some of it was so confusing and so deep,
• 21:43
  Speaker 1: but that's you know, and in ten years I do
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: reserve the right to change my mind and can say, okay,
• 21:47
  Speaker 1: this is different, because you know, I say all the time,
• 21:50
  Speaker 1: spiritualism is not box. It's not in a box. It's
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: this is how it works all the time. Sometimes other
• 21:56
  Speaker 1: things can come through and you can be like, oh,
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: this is different than what I thought, and that's It's okay.
• 22:00
  Speaker 1: But right now, as of this moment, this is how
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: I see your soul in your higher self. And there's
• 22:06
  Speaker 1: lots of souls out there, your guides that are with you,
• 22:10
  Speaker 1: that help you. These spirits, they are trying to help
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: you connect to your soul. That's what they're doing. And
• 22:17
  Speaker 1: most most of the time, your higher self. You do
• 22:20
  Speaker 1: have a main guide, but your soul is your main anchor, main.
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: Your soul is the one who's saying, this is what
• 22:31
  Speaker 1: you really want, and your guides are just trying to
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: lead you to what your soul wants. Your blueprint, the
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: blueprint that your soul created. So I hope that helps.
• 22:41
  Speaker 1: I hope that makes it a little bit more understandable.
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: It kind of like, you know, just take what resonates
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: with you, only what does that because your soul knows truth.
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: So I hope that helps you, guys. I hope you
• 22:50
  Speaker 1: understand it. I love you, guys. Oh, I think I
• 22:56
  Speaker 1: have some more right now. I have my gallery this
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: coming Saturday and it's sold out, but I do have
• 23:02
  Speaker 1: some more stuff coming up for the year if it
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: feels right for my soul. Right because I was doing
• 23:07
  Speaker 1: these things because that's what mediums do. That's what they do.
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: But I'm looking at myself going what do I really
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: want and how does that really work for me? And
• 23:15
  Speaker 1: what's really in the card? So you know, new things
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: are coming, but it's going to be because they align
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: with me, not because that's what I'm supposed to be doing.
• 23:24
  Speaker 1: So I love you guys so much, and I'll see
• 23:26
  Speaker 1: you guys in a couple of weeks.