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E 254: Mediumship and Grief Healing with Barbra Banner · Adult Child of Dysfunction

• 0:47
  Good
• 0:47
  morning,
• 0:48
  everybody,
• 0:48
  and
• 0:48
  welcome
• 0:48
  back
• 0:49
  to
• 0:49
  another
• 0:49
  episode
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  of
• 0:50
  Adult
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  Child
• 0:50
  of
• 0:51
  Dysfunction.
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  Today
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  we
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  have
• 0:52
  with
• 0:53
  us
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  a
• 0:53
  very
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  special
• 0:54
  guest.
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  We
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  have
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  Barbara
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  Banner.
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  She's
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  a
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  medium,
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  and
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  she
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  is
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  full
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  of
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  a
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  wealth
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  of
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  information
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  and
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  has
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  been
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  through
• 1:02
  the
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  gamut
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  of
• 1:03
  helping
• 1:04
  people
• 1:04
  that
• 1:04
  have
• 1:04
  gone
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  through
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  trauma,
• 1:05
  understanding
• 1:06
  why,
• 1:06
  learning
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  about
• 1:07
  them,
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  helping
• 1:08
  police,
• 1:09
  helping
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  all
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  kinds
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  of
• 1:10
  different
• 1:10
  people.
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  So
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  let
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  her
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  jump
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  right
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  in
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  and
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  introduce
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  herself,
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  and
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  we're
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  going
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  to
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  have
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  a
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  very
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  engaging
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  conversation.
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  Can't
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  wait.
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  Thank
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  you.
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  Yes,
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  I
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  am
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  Barbara
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  Banner.
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  I'm
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  a
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  certified
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  psychic
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  evidential
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  and
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  trance
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  medium.
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  I'm
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  certified
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  with
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  the
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  Helping
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  Parents
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  Heal
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  organization
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  and
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  with
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  Mark
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  Ireland's
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  Find
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  a
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  Certified
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  Medium.
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  This
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  came
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  to
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  mediumship,
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  came
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  to
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  me
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  very
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  late
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  in
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  life.
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  Paranormal
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  stuff
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  was
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  happening
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  and.
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  And
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  I
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  just
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  said,
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  okay,
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  spirits
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  wants
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  to
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  talk
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  to
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  me,
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  I
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  better
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  do
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  something
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  about
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  it.
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  I
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  have
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  a
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  long
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  history
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  of.
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  I've
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  always
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  wanted
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  to
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  do
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  volunteer
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  projects
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  that
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  I
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  could
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  roll
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  my
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  sleeve
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  up
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  instead
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  of
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  write
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  a
• 1:58
  check.
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  So
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  I
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  spent
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  14
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  years
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  on
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  a
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  woman's
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  crisis
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  hotline,
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  and
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  we
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  had
• 2:03
  extensive
• 2:03
  training
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  before
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  they
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  would
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  let
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  us
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  on.
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  And
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  I'm
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  still
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  at
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  Cedars
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  Sinai
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  Hospital
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  Emergency
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  Room.
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  It's
• 2:12
  been
• 2:12
  about
• 2:12
  12
• 2:12
  years
• 2:14
  there.
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  And
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  that's
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  always.
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  You
• 2:16
  never
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  know
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  what
• 2:17
  you're
• 2:17
  going
• 2:17
  to
• 2:17
  have
• 2:18
  to
• 2:18
  deal
• 2:18
  with
• 2:18
  there.
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  And
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  then
• 2:19
  the
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  most
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  interesting
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  volunteer
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  was
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  for
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  Los
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  Angeles
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  Crisis
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  Response
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  Team.
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  They
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  would
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  send
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  out
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  a
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  team
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  of
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  counselors
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  like
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  me
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  and
• 2:34
  other
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  people
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  to
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  a
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  scene
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  where
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  there
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  was
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  a
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  dead
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  body
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  on
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  the
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  scene
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  and
• 2:40
  the
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  police
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  were
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  there
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  and
• 2:41
  the
• 2:41
  coroner
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  was
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  on
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  the
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  way,
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  but
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  the
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  family
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  had
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  arrived
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  on
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  scene
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  and
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  someone
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  had
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  to
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  take
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  care
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  of
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  them
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  or
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  a
• 2:50
  witness.
• 2:51
  You
• 2:51
  never
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  know
• 2:52
  what
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  falls
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  from
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  the
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  sky
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  on
• 2:53
  your
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  windshield
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  where
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  you
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  are
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  absolutely
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  traumatized.
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  So
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  that's.
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  That's
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  what
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  I
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  did.
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  And
• 3:01
  people
• 3:01
  would
• 3:01
  say,
• 3:01
  why
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  are
• 3:02
  you
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  doing
• 3:02
  that?
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  Because
• 3:03
  that
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  sounds
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  really
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  intense.
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  I
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  said,
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  because
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  I
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  can.
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  So.
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  And
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  I
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  had
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  amazing
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  training
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  all
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  those
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  years,
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  so
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  that's
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  what
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  I
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  do.
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  And
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  now
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  I
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  do,
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  you
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  know,
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  I
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  do
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  a
• 3:18
  lot
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  of
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  readings
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  every
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  day
• 3:20
  and
• 3:20
  help
• 3:20
  people
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  and
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  try
• 3:22
  to
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  get
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  down
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  to
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  what
• 3:25
  kind
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  of
• 3:26
  trauma
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  or
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  what
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  kind
• 3:27
  of
• 3:27
  things
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  led
• 3:29
  their
• 3:29
  loved
• 3:30
  ones
• 3:31
  to
• 3:31
  behave
• 3:32
  in
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  a
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  certain
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  way
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  or
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  interesting.
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  So
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  actually
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  back
• 3:36
  you
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  up
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  even
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  more
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  because
• 3:38
  for
• 3:39
  the
• 3:39
  listeners
• 3:39
  here,
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  we
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  cover.
• 3:40
  I
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  don't
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  know
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  if
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  you've,
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  you
• 3:41
  know,
• 3:41
  how
• 3:42
  many
• 3:42
  episodes
• 3:42
  you've
• 3:42
  listened
• 3:43
  to,
• 3:43
  if
• 3:43
  any.
• 3:43
  We
• 3:44
  cover
• 3:44
  so
• 3:44
  many
• 3:45
  different
• 3:45
  topics,
• 3:45
  and
• 3:46
  the
• 3:46
  idea
• 3:47
  of
• 3:47
  a
• 3:47
  medium
• 3:47
  in
• 3:47
  general
• 3:48
  is
• 3:49
  foreign
• 3:49
  to
• 3:49
  some
• 3:49
  people.
• 3:50
  Can
• 3:50
  you
• 3:51
  explain
• 3:51
  exactly
• 3:52
  what
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  is
• 3:52
  a
• 3:52
  medium?
• 3:53
  And
• 3:53
  I
• 3:53
  know
• 3:53
  you
• 3:53
  said
• 3:54
  the
• 3:54
  paranoia
• 3:54
  came.
• 3:55
  Paranoia
• 3:55
  Came
• 3:56
  no
• 3:57
  paranormal,
• 3:58
  sorry,
• 3:58
  came
• 3:58
  flying
• 3:59
  at
• 3:59
  you
• 3:59
  and
• 3:59
  you
• 3:59
  learned
• 4:00
  to
• 4:00
  deal
• 4:00
  with
• 4:00
  that.
• 4:01
  But
• 4:01
  talk
• 4:01
  about
• 4:01
  what
• 4:02
  a
• 4:02
  medium
• 4:02
  is
• 4:02
  and
• 4:03
  how
• 4:03
  that
• 4:04
  really
• 4:04
  manifests.
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  Sure.
• 4:06
  A
• 4:07
  medium
• 4:07
  connects
• 4:08
  with
• 4:08
  spirit,
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  with
• 4:10
  the
• 4:11
  energy
• 4:11
  of
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  a,
• 4:12
  of
• 4:13
  a
• 4:13
  person,
• 4:13
  of
• 4:13
  a
• 4:13
  loved
• 4:14
  one.
• 4:14
  We
• 4:15
  don't
• 4:15
  take
• 4:15
  our
• 4:15
  bodies
• 4:16
  with
• 4:16
  us.
• 4:16
  We
• 4:16
  unzip
• 4:17
  our
• 4:17
  bodies
• 4:17
  and
• 4:18
  leave
• 4:18
  all
• 4:19
  the,
• 4:19
  the
• 4:20
  aches
• 4:20
  and
• 4:20
  pains
• 4:21
  and,
• 4:22
  and
• 4:22
  problems
• 4:23
  here
• 4:24
  and
• 4:24
  just
• 4:25
  our
• 4:26
  purest
• 4:26
  sense
• 4:27
  of
• 4:27
  our
• 4:27
  soul
• 4:28
  moves
• 4:28
  on
• 4:28
  and
• 4:30
  we
• 4:30
  can,
• 4:31
  we
• 4:31
  can
• 4:31
  communicate
• 4:32
  with
• 4:32
  that
• 4:33
  energy.
• 4:34
  And
• 4:35
  so
• 4:35
  people
• 4:36
  come
• 4:36
  to
• 4:36
  us
• 4:36
  because
• 4:38
  so
• 4:38
  many
• 4:38
  reasons.
• 4:40
  Their
• 4:40
  loved
• 4:40
  one
• 4:40
  could
• 4:41
  die
• 4:41
  before
• 4:41
  they
• 4:42
  had
• 4:42
  a
• 4:42
  chance
• 4:42
  to
• 4:43
  have,
• 4:44
  you
• 4:44
  know,
• 4:44
  finish
• 4:45
  some
• 4:45
  business
• 4:45
  they
• 4:46
  were
• 4:46
  doing
• 4:46
  or
• 4:47
  say
• 4:47
  things
• 4:47
  that
• 4:49
  they
• 4:49
  didn't
• 4:49
  get
• 4:49
  a
• 4:50
  chance
• 4:50
  to
• 4:50
  say
• 4:51
  or,
• 4:51
  or
• 4:52
  apologize
• 4:53
  or,
• 4:53
  or
• 4:54
  anything
• 4:54
  that
• 4:54
  they
• 4:55
  want
• 4:55
  to
• 4:55
  talk
• 4:55
  about
• 4:55
  or
• 4:56
  just
• 4:56
  because
• 4:56
  they
• 4:56
  miss
• 4:57
  them
• 4:57
  so
• 4:57
  much.
• 4:57
  Especially
• 4:58
  when
• 4:58
  you
• 4:58
  have
• 4:59
  a
• 4:59
  child
• 5:00
  that
• 5:00
  passes,
• 5:02
  you
• 5:02
  just,
• 5:03
  it's,
• 5:04
  it
• 5:04
  just
• 5:04
  tears
• 5:05
  you
• 5:05
  apart
• 5:06
  and
• 5:06
  you
• 5:06
  just
• 5:07
  want
• 5:07
  to
• 5:07
  connect
• 5:07
  and
• 5:08
  know
• 5:08
  that
• 5:08
  they're
• 5:08
  still
• 5:09
  around.
• 5:10
  Edgar
• 5:10
  Cayce
• 5:11
  says
• 5:12
  they're
• 5:12
  not
• 5:13
  gone,
• 5:14
  they
• 5:14
  just
• 5:14
  went
• 5:14
  a
• 5:15
  little
• 5:15
  ahead
• 5:15
  of
• 5:15
  you.
• 5:16
  We're
• 5:16
  all
• 5:16
  gonna
• 5:16
  meet
• 5:16
  up
• 5:17
  at
• 5:17
  the
• 5:17
  same
• 5:17
  party.
• 5:18
  So,
• 5:19
  you
• 5:19
  know,
• 5:19
  if
• 5:19
  you,
• 5:20
  it's
• 5:20
  how
• 5:20
  you
• 5:20
  look
• 5:21
  at
• 5:21
  things
• 5:22
  and
• 5:22
  if
• 5:23
  you
• 5:23
  can
• 5:23
  learn
• 5:23
  to
• 5:23
  pivot
• 5:24
  to
• 5:25
  not
• 5:25
  thinking
• 5:25
  about
• 5:26
  the
• 5:26
  sadness
• 5:27
  and
• 5:27
  the
• 5:27
  loss,
• 5:28
  but
• 5:28
  to
• 5:29
  dwell
• 5:30
  on
• 5:30
  how
• 5:30
  much
• 5:31
  love
• 5:32
  you
• 5:32
  feel
• 5:32
  and
• 5:32
  how
• 5:33
  much
• 5:33
  happiness
• 5:34
  they
• 5:34
  gave
• 5:34
  you
• 5:34
  and
• 5:35
  the
• 5:35
  gratitude
• 5:36
  to
• 5:36
  bring
• 5:36
  you
• 5:37
  up.
• 5:38
  So
• 5:38
  I
• 5:38
  connect
• 5:39
  that
• 5:39
  way
• 5:39
  with
• 5:40
  evidential
• 5:40
  mediumship.
• 5:41
  Giving
• 5:41
  them
• 5:42
  evidence
• 5:42
  that
• 5:42
  their
• 5:43
  loved
• 5:43
  one
• 5:43
  is
• 5:43
  still
• 5:44
  alive.
• 5:45
  Telling
• 5:46
  them
• 5:46
  what
• 5:46
  they
• 5:46
  would
• 5:47
  say
• 5:47
  or
• 5:48
  something
• 5:48
  they
• 5:48
  did,
• 5:49
  or
• 5:50
  a
• 5:50
  facial
• 5:50
  expression
• 5:52
  or
• 5:53
  anything
• 5:53
  that,
• 5:54
  that
• 5:54
  can
• 5:54
  help
• 5:54
  them
• 5:56
  realize,
• 5:57
  wow,
• 5:59
  I
• 5:59
  should,
• 5:59
  you
• 5:59
  know,
• 5:59
  this
• 6:00
  is
• 6:00
  really,
• 6:01
  this
• 6:01
  is
• 6:01
  really
• 6:01
  healing
• 6:02
  to,
• 6:03
  to
• 6:03
  get
• 6:03
  this
• 6:04
  information
• 6:04
  and
• 6:05
  to
• 6:05
  know
• 6:05
  that
• 6:05
  they're
• 6:06
  fine.
• 6:08
  I
• 6:09
  can
• 6:09
  give
• 6:09
  you
• 6:09
  one
• 6:10
  of
• 6:10
  my
• 6:10
  best
• 6:10
  examples
• 6:11
  of,
• 6:12
  of
• 6:13
  a,
• 6:13
  a
• 6:13
  parent
• 6:14
  who
• 6:14
  lost
• 6:14
  a
• 6:14
  six
• 6:15
  year
• 6:15
  old
• 6:15
  son.
• 6:16
  And
• 6:17
  in
• 6:17
  my
• 6:17
  readings,
• 6:18
  I
• 6:19
  like
• 6:19
  to
• 6:19
  do
• 6:19
  a,
• 6:19
  I
• 6:20
  like
• 6:20
  to
• 6:20
  do
• 6:20
  a
• 6:20
  question
• 6:20
  and
• 6:21
  answer.
• 6:21
  And
• 6:21
  the
• 6:22
  first,
• 6:22
  the
• 6:22
  first
• 6:23
  question
• 6:23
  I
• 6:23
  say,
• 6:24
  I
• 6:24
  don't
• 6:24
  want
• 6:24
  to
• 6:24
  know
• 6:24
  what
• 6:25
  the
• 6:25
  question
• 6:25
  is
• 6:26
  because
• 6:26
  I
• 6:26
  don't
• 6:26
  want
• 6:26
  my
• 6:26
  head
• 6:27
  involved.
• 6:27
  I
• 6:27
  want
• 6:28
  everything
• 6:28
  to
• 6:28
  come
• 6:28
  through
• 6:29
  spirit.
• 6:30
  So
• 6:30
  I
• 6:30
  said,
• 6:30
  ask
• 6:31
  your
• 6:31
  son
• 6:31
  a
• 6:31
  question
• 6:32
  and
• 6:32
  then
• 6:33
  I'll
• 6:33
  show
• 6:33
  you
• 6:33
  what
• 6:33
  he's
• 6:34
  showing
• 6:34
  me.
• 6:34
  And
• 6:34
  that
• 6:35
  should
• 6:35
  be
• 6:35
  the
• 6:35
  answer.
• 6:37
  So
• 6:37
  she
• 6:37
  said,
• 6:37
  okay,
• 6:38
  I've
• 6:38
  asked
• 6:38
  him.
• 6:38
  And
• 6:39
  I
• 6:39
  say,
• 6:39
  your
• 6:40
  son
• 6:40
  is
• 6:40
  showing
• 6:40
  me
• 6:41
  he
• 6:41
  is
• 6:41
  riding
• 6:42
  on
• 6:43
  a
• 6:44
  giant
• 6:44
  butterfly
• 6:45
  in
• 6:45
  heaven.
• 6:46
  Okay?
• 6:46
  Just
• 6:47
  having
• 6:47
  the
• 6:47
  best
• 6:48
  time,
• 6:49
  dive
• 6:49
  bombing,
• 6:50
  laughing,
• 6:52
  he's
• 6:52
  incredibly
• 6:54
  happy.
• 6:54
  I
• 6:55
  said,
• 6:55
  does
• 6:55
  that
• 6:55
  have
• 6:56
  anything
• 6:56
  to
• 6:56
  do
• 6:56
  with
• 6:57
  your
• 6:57
  question?
• 6:57
  And
• 6:57
  she
• 6:58
  starts
• 6:58
  crying
• 6:58
  and
• 6:59
  says,
• 6:59
  absolutely.
• 7:01
  I
• 7:02
  said,
• 7:02
  so
• 7:02
  what
• 7:02
  was
• 7:02
  the
• 7:02
  question?
• 7:03
  She
• 7:03
  said,
• 7:03
  what
• 7:03
  is
• 7:03
  my
• 7:04
  son
• 7:04
  doing
• 7:04
  in
• 7:04
  Heaven
• 7:05
  right
• 7:05
  now.
• 7:06
  And
• 7:07
  she
• 7:07
  said
• 7:07
  when
• 7:08
  he
• 7:08
  passed,
• 7:08
  I
• 7:09
  needed
• 7:10
  a
• 7:10
  way
• 7:10
  to
• 7:10
  tell
• 7:11
  his
• 7:12
  younger
• 7:12
  sister
• 7:13
  and,
• 7:13
  and
• 7:13
  give
• 7:13
  it
• 7:13
  to
• 7:14
  her
• 7:14
  in
• 7:14
  a
• 7:14
  way
• 7:14
  that
• 7:14
  she
• 7:15
  could
• 7:15
  understand
• 7:15
  it.
• 7:16
  So
• 7:16
  I
• 7:16
  bought
• 7:16
  a
• 7:17
  book
• 7:17
  on,
• 7:17
  you
• 7:17
  know,
• 7:18
  telling
• 7:18
  your,
• 7:18
  your
• 7:18
  child.
• 7:19
  And
• 7:20
  in
• 7:20
  the
• 7:20
  book
• 7:21
  was
• 7:21
  a
• 7:21
  page
• 7:23
  that
• 7:23
  said
• 7:24
  your
• 7:24
  loved
• 7:25
  one,
• 7:25
  your
• 7:25
  brother
• 7:25
  or
• 7:26
  sister
• 7:26
  could
• 7:26
  be
• 7:27
  doing
• 7:27
  something
• 7:27
  like
• 7:28
  this.
• 7:28
  And
• 7:28
  it
• 7:29
  showed
• 7:29
  a
• 7:30
  little
• 7:30
  boy
• 7:30
  riding
• 7:31
  on
• 7:31
  the
• 7:31
  back
• 7:32
  of
• 7:32
  a
• 7:32
  butterfly.
• 7:34
  So
• 7:35
  you
• 7:35
  can
• 7:36
  imagine
• 7:37
  how
• 7:39
  I
• 7:39
  have
• 7:39
  a
• 7:39
  picture
• 7:40
  of
• 7:40
  it
• 7:40
  too
• 7:40
  that
• 7:41
  she
• 7:41
  had
• 7:41
  sent
• 7:41
  me.
• 7:43
  I,
• 7:44
  I
• 7:44
  can't.
• 7:44
  I
• 7:44
  don't
• 7:45
  know.
• 7:45
  If
• 7:45
  you
• 7:45
  could
• 7:45
  see
• 7:45
  it
• 7:45
  now,
• 7:45
  I'd
• 7:46
  have
• 7:46
  to.
• 7:46
  I
• 7:46
  can
• 7:47
  see
• 7:47
  it.
• 7:47
  So
• 7:47
  the
• 7:47
  people,
• 7:48
  for
• 7:48
  the
• 7:48
  people
• 7:48
  that
• 7:48
  are
• 7:48
  just
• 7:49
  listening,
• 7:49
  it's
• 7:49
  a
• 7:49
  picture
• 7:50
  of
• 7:50
  a
• 7:50
  little
• 7:50
  boy
• 7:50
  riding,
• 7:51
  riding
• 7:51
  on
• 7:51
  the.
• 7:51
  Back
• 7:51
  of
• 7:52
  a
• 7:52
  butterfly.
• 7:53
  So,
• 7:53
  you
• 7:54
  know,
• 7:54
  you
• 7:54
  have
• 7:55
  to
• 7:55
  say,
• 7:56
  you
• 7:57
  can't
• 7:57
  make
• 7:57
  this
• 7:57
  stuff
• 7:58
  up.
• 7:59
  This
• 8:00
  is,
• 8:01
  this
• 8:01
  was
• 8:01
  proof
• 8:02
  to
• 8:02
  her
• 8:02
  that
• 8:02
  her
• 8:02
  son
• 8:03
  still
• 8:03
  lives
• 8:03
  on,
• 8:04
  that
• 8:04
  he
• 8:04
  was
• 8:05
  there
• 8:05
  at
• 8:05
  that
• 8:05
  moment
• 8:06
  to
• 8:07
  tell
• 8:07
  me
• 8:08
  to
• 8:08
  tell
• 8:08
  her,
• 8:09
  put
• 8:09
  things
• 8:09
  in
• 8:09
  her
• 8:10
  head
• 8:10
  of
• 8:10
  what
• 8:10
  to
• 8:10
  ask.
• 8:11
  And,
• 8:12
  and
• 8:13
  he
• 8:13
  was
• 8:13
  there
• 8:13
  when
• 8:14
  she
• 8:14
  read
• 8:14
  the
• 8:14
  book
• 8:14
  to
• 8:14
  him.
• 8:15
  And
• 8:15
  they're
• 8:15
  always
• 8:15
  around
• 8:16
  us.
• 8:16
  So
• 8:16
  I
• 8:17
  think
• 8:17
  that's
• 8:17
  an
• 8:17
  easy
• 8:17
  way
• 8:17
  to,
• 8:18
  to
• 8:18
  show
• 8:18
  it.
• 8:19
  That
• 8:19
  is
• 8:19
  a
• 8:19
  very
• 8:20
  perfect
• 8:20
  example.
• 8:21
  So
• 8:22
  how
• 8:22
  old
• 8:22
  were
• 8:22
  you?
• 8:23
  I'm
• 8:23
  gonna.
• 8:24
  When
• 8:24
  you
• 8:25
  realized
• 8:25
  you
• 8:25
  had,
• 8:25
  I
• 8:26
  mean,
• 8:26
  is
• 8:26
  this
• 8:26
  a
• 8:26
  gift?
• 8:26
  Does
• 8:27
  everybody
• 8:27
  have
• 8:27
  this
• 8:27
  or
• 8:28
  how
• 8:28
  Everybody
• 8:29
  has
• 8:29
  the
• 8:29
  ability.
• 8:31
  Okay.
• 8:32
  And
• 8:32
  everyone,
• 8:33
  everyone
• 8:33
  can
• 8:33
  do
• 8:33
  it.
• 8:34
  But
• 8:35
  it's
• 8:35
  like
• 8:36
  people
• 8:37
  have,
• 8:37
  on
• 8:37
  the
• 8:37
  other
• 8:38
  side
• 8:38
  have
• 8:38
  told
• 8:38
  me,
• 8:38
  I've
• 8:38
  been
• 8:38
  doing
• 8:39
  this
• 8:39
  a
• 8:39
  thousand
• 8:39
  years.
• 8:40
  So
• 8:40
  it
• 8:40
  came
• 8:40
  to
• 8:40
  me
• 8:41
  late.
• 8:41
  But
• 8:42
  I
• 8:42
  started,
• 8:43
  you
• 8:43
  know,
• 8:43
  running,
• 8:44
  the,
• 8:44
  running
• 8:44
  on
• 8:45
  the
• 8:45
  ground.
• 8:46
  I
• 8:46
  didn't
• 8:47
  really
• 8:48
  get
• 8:49
  the
• 8:49
  whole
• 8:50
  mediumship
• 8:50
  thing
• 8:51
  or
• 8:51
  the
• 8:51
  paranormal
• 8:52
  thing
• 8:52
  coming
• 8:52
  at
• 8:52
  me
• 8:53
  saying,
• 8:53
  you
• 8:53
  better
• 8:53
  get
• 8:53
  in
• 8:54
  touch
• 8:54
  with
• 8:54
  one
• 8:54
  of
• 8:54
  us.
• 8:56
  Until
• 8:57
  my
• 8:57
  60s.
• 8:59
  Okay.
• 8:59
  And
• 8:59
  then
• 9:00
  it
• 9:00
  was
• 9:00
  within
• 9:00
  seven
• 9:01
  months
• 9:01
  of
• 9:01
  training
• 9:02
  and
• 9:02
  everything.
• 9:02
  I
• 9:03
  was,
• 9:03
  I
• 9:03
  was
• 9:03
  doing
• 9:03
  readings
• 9:04
  for
• 9:04
  people
• 9:04
  and
• 9:05
  donating
• 9:05
  readings.
• 9:06
  It,
• 9:07
  it
• 9:07
  just
• 9:07
  came
• 9:08
  so
• 9:08
  fast.
• 9:10
  So
• 9:11
  yeah,
• 9:12
  it
• 9:12
  was,
• 9:13
  it
• 9:13
  was
• 9:13
  quick.
• 9:14
  So
• 9:15
  let
• 9:15
  me
• 9:15
  just
• 9:15
  give
• 9:15
  you
• 9:15
  an
• 9:16
  example.
• 9:16
  Everybody
• 9:17
  has
• 9:17
  the
• 9:17
  ability
• 9:18
  to
• 9:18
  do
• 9:18
  it.
• 9:19
  Just
• 9:19
  like
• 9:21
  a
• 9:21
  little
• 9:21
  boy
• 9:22
  who,
• 9:23
  who
• 9:23
  sits
• 9:24
  down
• 9:24
  at
• 9:24
  a
• 9:24
  piano,
• 9:25
  a
• 9:25
  little
• 9:25
  four
• 9:25
  year
• 9:26
  old
• 9:26
  has
• 9:26
  never
• 9:26
  played
• 9:26
  the
• 9:27
  piano
• 9:27
  before
• 9:27
  and
• 9:27
  someone's
• 9:28
  humming
• 9:28
  a
• 9:28
  tune
• 9:28
  and
• 9:29
  all
• 9:29
  of
• 9:29
  a
• 9:29
  sudden
• 9:30
  he
• 9:30
  plays
• 9:30
  that
• 9:31
  tune.
• 9:31
  It's
• 9:32
  just
• 9:32
  innate.
• 9:34
  And
• 9:34
  so
• 9:35
  everybody
• 9:35
  can,
• 9:36
  everybody
• 9:37
  can
• 9:37
  learn
• 9:37
  to
• 9:37
  do
• 9:37
  it,
• 9:38
  but
• 9:38
  not
• 9:38
  everybody
• 9:39
  is
• 9:40
  going
• 9:40
  to
• 9:40
  be
• 9:40
  a
• 9:40
  Mozart.
• 9:42
  Okay.
• 9:43
  How
• 9:44
  much
• 9:44
  time
• 9:45
  and
• 9:46
  energy
• 9:46
  and
• 9:47
  patience
• 9:47
  you
• 9:48
  have.
• 9:49
  And
• 9:49
  I
• 9:49
  would
• 9:50
  say
• 9:50
  that
• 9:50
  most
• 9:50
  people
• 9:51
  who
• 9:52
  go
• 9:52
  into
• 9:52
  a
• 9:53
  class
• 9:53
  with
• 9:53
  a
• 9:54
  medium
• 9:54
  have
• 9:55
  lost
• 9:55
  somebody
• 9:55
  and,
• 9:56
  and
• 9:56
  just
• 9:56
  want
• 9:56
  to
• 9:57
  learn
• 9:57
  how
• 9:57
  to
• 9:57
  connect
• 9:57
  on
• 9:58
  their
• 9:58
  own.
• 9:59
  And
• 9:59
  I
• 9:59
  do,
• 10:00
  I
• 10:00
  do
• 10:00
  try
• 10:01
  to
• 10:01
  get
• 10:01
  people
• 10:01
  to
• 10:02
  do
• 10:02
  it
• 10:02
  on
• 10:02
  their
• 10:02
  own
• 10:03
  as
• 10:03
  well.
• 10:04
  Give
• 10:04
  them
• 10:04
  exercises
• 10:05
  to
• 10:05
  do.
• 10:06
  So
• 10:06
  I
• 10:06
  want
• 10:06
  them
• 10:07
  too.
• 10:07
  I
• 10:07
  don't
• 10:07
  think
• 10:08
  they
• 10:08
  should
• 10:08
  have
• 10:08
  to
• 10:08
  go
• 10:08
  to
• 10:08
  a
• 10:09
  medium
• 10:10
  to
• 10:10
  get
• 10:10
  that.
• 10:10
  They
• 10:11
  should
• 10:11
  be
• 10:11
  able
• 10:11
  to
• 10:12
  work
• 10:12
  on
• 10:12
  it
• 10:12
  so
• 10:13
  that
• 10:13
  they
• 10:13
  can
• 10:13
  feel
• 10:14
  the
• 10:14
  energy.
• 10:15
  I
• 10:16
  was
• 10:16
  gonna,
• 10:16
  I
• 10:16
  was
• 10:16
  gonna
• 10:16
  ask
• 10:17
  that
• 10:17
  if
• 10:17
  it
• 10:17
  was
• 10:17
  just
• 10:17
  something
• 10:18
  that
• 10:19
  it's
• 10:19
  kind
• 10:19
  of
• 10:19
  like
• 10:19
  Reiki.
• 10:20
  Like
• 10:20
  I
• 10:20
  do
• 10:21
  Reiki,
• 10:21
  but
• 10:21
  I
• 10:21
  don't
• 10:22
  do
• 10:22
  Reiki
• 10:22
  on
• 10:22
  clients.
• 10:23
  I
• 10:23
  do
• 10:23
  Reiki
• 10:23
  on
• 10:24
  myself
• 10:25
  because
• 10:25
  it's
• 10:25
  just
• 10:25
  something
• 10:26
  that
• 10:26
  I
• 10:26
  wanted
• 10:26
  to
• 10:26
  do
• 10:27
  to
• 10:27
  be
• 10:27
  able
• 10:27
  to
• 10:27
  bring
• 10:27
  my
• 10:27
  pain
• 10:28
  level
• 10:28
  down.
• 10:28
  So.
• 10:29
  Right
• 10:29
  is.
• 10:29
  So
• 10:30
  it's
• 10:31
  that
• 10:31
  intuit
• 10:31
  intuitive
• 10:32
  intuition
• 10:33
  part
• 10:33
  of
• 10:33
  it
• 10:33
  that
• 10:34
  I
• 10:34
  think
• 10:34
  people
• 10:35
  are
• 10:35
  afraid
• 10:35
  of.
• 10:36
  You
• 10:36
  have
• 10:37
  to
• 10:37
  learn
• 10:37
  to
• 10:38
  trust
• 10:38
  your
• 10:38
  intuition.
• 10:40
  Spirit
• 10:42
  wants
• 10:42
  to
• 10:42
  want
• 10:43
  you
• 10:43
  to
• 10:43
  know.
• 10:43
  They
• 10:43
  give
• 10:44
  us
• 10:44
  signs.
• 10:44
  They
• 10:45
  give
• 10:45
  you
• 10:45
  signs
• 10:46
  even
• 10:46
  right
• 10:46
  away
• 10:46
  after
• 10:47
  someone's
• 10:47
  passed.
• 10:48
  But
• 10:48
  if
• 10:48
  you're
• 10:49
  not
• 10:49
  aware
• 10:50
  of
• 10:51
  it,
• 10:51
  if
• 10:51
  you
• 10:52
  don't,
• 10:52
  if
• 10:52
  you
• 10:52
  don't.
• 10:53
  It's
• 10:53
  not
• 10:53
  like
• 10:53
  seeing
• 10:53
  is.
• 10:54
  Some
• 10:54
  people
• 10:54
  are
• 10:55
  seeing
• 10:55
  is
• 10:55
  believing.
• 10:56
  Right.
• 10:56
  You're
• 10:57
  not
• 10:57
  going
• 10:57
  to
• 10:57
  get
• 10:57
  much.
• 10:58
  It's
• 10:58
  believing
• 10:59
  is
• 10:59
  seeing.
• 11:00
  You
• 11:00
  have
• 11:00
  to
• 11:00
  be
• 11:00
  open
• 11:01
  to
• 11:01
  it.
• 11:02
  You
• 11:02
  have
• 11:02
  to
• 11:02
  do
• 11:03
  some.
• 11:03
  Read
• 11:03
  some
• 11:04
  books
• 11:04
  about
• 11:05
  near
• 11:05
  death
• 11:06
  experiences
• 11:07
  or,
• 11:07
  you
• 11:07
  know,
• 11:07
  there's
• 11:08
  so
• 11:08
  much
• 11:08
  out
• 11:08
  there
• 11:10
  that
• 11:10
  you
• 11:10
  can
• 11:10
  learn
• 11:11
  about
• 11:11
  it.
• 11:11
  And
• 11:11
  so
• 11:12
  when
• 11:12
  something
• 11:12
  happens,
• 11:13
  when
• 11:13
  you
• 11:13
  walk
• 11:13
  out
• 11:13
  the
• 11:14
  door
• 11:14
  and
• 11:14
  a
• 11:14
  feather
• 11:15
  lands
• 11:15
  on
• 11:15
  your
• 11:15
  nose
• 11:16
  and
• 11:16
  you'll
• 11:16
  know
• 11:17
  it's
• 11:17
  grandpa
• 11:17
  saying,
• 11:18
  how
• 11:18
  do
• 11:18
  you
• 11:19
  do?
• 11:19
  Okay.
• 11:21
  Or
• 11:21
  you'll,
• 11:21
  you'll
• 11:22
  say
• 11:22
  maybe
• 11:23
  that's
• 11:23
  grandpa,
• 11:24
  you
• 11:24
  know
• 11:24
  what
• 11:24
  I
• 11:24
  mean?
• 11:25
  Or
• 11:25
  when
• 11:26
  your
• 11:26
  loved
• 11:26
  one's
• 11:27
  favorite
• 11:27
  song
• 11:28
  comes
• 11:28
  on
• 11:28
  the
• 11:28
  radio,
• 11:29
  you'll
• 11:30
  say,
• 11:30
  oh
• 11:30
  my
• 11:31
  gosh,
• 11:31
  that
• 11:32
  and
• 11:33
  go
• 11:33
  and
• 11:33
  look
• 11:33
  up
• 11:33
  the
• 11:34
  lyrics
• 11:34
  because
• 11:34
  there's
• 11:35
  a
• 11:35
  message
• 11:35
  in
• 11:35
  there
• 11:36
  for
• 11:36
  you.
• 11:36
  Right.
• 11:37
  So
• 11:37
  it's,
• 11:37
  it's
• 11:38
  learning
• 11:39
  how
• 11:39
  to
• 11:41
  grab
• 11:41
  that
• 11:41
  message.
• 11:43
  Yeah.
• 11:43
  Just
• 11:43
  be
• 11:43
  aware.
• 11:44
  I
• 11:44
  think
• 11:44
  that's
• 11:44
  everything
• 11:44
  too.
• 11:45
  Just
• 11:45
  opening,
• 11:46
  being
• 11:46
  open
• 11:47
  to.
• 11:48
  We're
• 11:48
  getting
• 11:48
  signs,
• 11:49
  we're
• 11:49
  getting
• 11:49
  messages
• 11:49
  and
• 11:50
  they,
• 11:51
  we
• 11:51
  have
• 11:51
  so
• 11:51
  much
• 11:51
  innately
• 11:52
  that
• 11:52
  we
• 11:53
  don't
• 11:53
  trust.
• 11:55
  Absolutely.
• 11:56
  And
• 11:56
  until
• 11:56
  you
• 11:56
  trust,
• 11:57
  it's,
• 11:57
  you're
• 11:58
  not,
• 11:58
  it's
• 11:58
  not
• 11:59
  going
• 11:59
  to
• 11:59
  happen
• 11:59
  for
• 11:59
  you
• 12:00
  in
• 12:00
  the
• 12:00
  way
• 12:00
  that
• 12:00
  you
• 12:00
  want.
• 12:01
  Oh
• 12:01
  my
• 12:02
  goodness.
• 12:02
  So
• 12:02
  you
• 12:02
  do
• 12:03
  readings
• 12:03
  for
• 12:03
  anybody
• 12:04
  or
• 12:04
  is
• 12:05
  it
• 12:05
  specifically.
• 12:05
  Do
• 12:06
  you
• 12:06
  do
• 12:06
  anybody?
• 12:09
  I
• 12:09
  book.
• 12:09
  They
• 12:09
  book
• 12:10
  an
• 12:10
  hour
• 12:10
  session
• 12:11
  and,
• 12:13
  and
• 12:13
  I
• 12:13
  do
• 12:13
  readings
• 12:14
  and
• 12:14
  answer
• 12:14
  questions
• 12:15
  and
• 12:16
  some
• 12:16
  of
• 12:16
  my
• 12:16
  readings
• 12:17
  have
• 12:17
  a,
• 12:18
  a
• 12:18
  trance
• 12:19
  message
• 12:19
  at
• 12:20
  the
• 12:20
  end
• 12:21
  where
• 12:21
  I
• 12:21
  like
• 12:22
  get
• 12:23
  into
• 12:23
  an
• 12:23
  altered
• 12:23
  state
• 12:24
  and,
• 12:24
  and
• 12:24
  just
• 12:24
  give
• 12:25
  them
• 12:25
  a
• 12:25
  message
• 12:25
  from
• 12:25
  their
• 12:25
  loved
• 12:26
  one,
• 12:26
  which
• 12:26
  is
• 12:27
  everyone's
• 12:27
  favorite
• 12:28
  part.
• 12:29
  So
• 12:30
  is
• 12:30
  it
• 12:30
  all,
• 12:31
  is
• 12:31
  it
• 12:31
  all
• 12:31
  about.
• 12:31
  Is
• 12:32
  everything
• 12:32
  you
• 12:32
  do
• 12:32
  about
• 12:33
  like
• 12:33
  talking
• 12:33
  to
• 12:34
  a
• 12:34
  loved
• 12:34
  one
• 12:34
  or
• 12:34
  is
• 12:34
  it
• 12:35
  just
• 12:35
  Also,
• 12:35
  just
• 12:36
  if.
• 12:36
  Can
• 12:37
  someone
• 12:37
  come
• 12:37
  to
• 12:37
  you
• 12:37
  with
• 12:37
  just
• 12:38
  a
• 12:38
  general
• 12:38
  question
• 12:38
  about
• 12:39
  their
• 12:39
  life
• 12:39
  or,
• 12:40
  you
• 12:40
  know,
• 12:40
  why
• 12:40
  they
• 12:40
  do.
• 12:41
  They
• 12:41
  do.
• 12:42
  Most
• 12:42
  people.
• 12:43
  Well,
• 12:43
  I
• 12:44
  feel
• 12:44
  like
• 12:44
  it's
• 12:45
  better
• 12:45
  to
• 12:45
  get
• 12:45
  the
• 12:45
  answer
• 12:47
  about
• 12:47
  your
• 12:48
  life
• 12:48
  or
• 12:48
  your,
• 12:50
  you
• 12:50
  know,
• 12:50
  direction
• 12:51
  from
• 12:52
  your
• 12:52
  mother.
• 12:52
  Okay.
• 12:53
  She
• 12:53
  knows
• 12:53
  everything
• 12:53
  about
• 12:54
  you.
• 12:54
  So
• 12:54
  I
• 12:55
  always
• 12:55
  like
• 12:55
  to
• 12:55
  get
• 12:56
  somebody
• 12:58
  that
• 12:58
  they
• 12:58
  trust
• 12:59
  that
• 12:59
  can
• 13:00
  give
• 13:00
  them
• 13:00
  messages.
• 13:01
  They.
• 13:02
  Some.
• 13:02
  Some
• 13:03
  of
• 13:03
  my
• 13:04
  readings
• 13:04
  end
• 13:05
  up
• 13:05
  being
• 13:05
  like
• 13:05
  a
• 13:06
  therapy
• 13:06
  session.
• 13:06
  I
• 13:07
  had
• 13:07
  one
• 13:07
  client
• 13:07
  say,
• 13:07
  can
• 13:08
  you
• 13:08
  be
• 13:08
  my
• 13:08
  therapist?
• 13:09
  I
• 13:09
  said,
• 13:09
  no,
• 13:10
  I
• 13:10
  cannot.
• 13:11
  But
• 13:12
  because
• 13:12
  I
• 13:13
  like
• 13:13
  to
• 13:14
  get
• 13:14
  into
• 13:16
  it
• 13:16
  really
• 13:16
  does
• 13:17
  many
• 13:17
  times
• 13:18
  turn
• 13:18
  into
• 13:18
  something
• 13:19
  much
• 13:19
  deeper
• 13:20
  because
• 13:21
  there's
• 13:21
  so
• 13:21
  much
• 13:21
  pain
• 13:22
  with.
• 13:22
  With
• 13:23
  the
• 13:23
  client,
• 13:23
  you
• 13:23
  know,
• 13:24
  that.
• 13:24
  That
• 13:25
  they've
• 13:25
  never
• 13:25
  heard
• 13:25
  their
• 13:26
  mother
• 13:26
  say,
• 13:26
  I
• 13:26
  love
• 13:27
  you.
• 13:27
  And
• 13:27
  we
• 13:28
  get
• 13:28
  into
• 13:28
  that.
• 13:29
  Their
• 13:29
  mother
• 13:30
  never
• 13:30
  said
• 13:30
  she
• 13:31
  loved
• 13:31
  you.
• 13:32
  And,
• 13:33
  you
• 13:33
  know,
• 13:33
  she
• 13:34
  modeled
• 13:35
  her
• 13:35
  parenting.
• 13:36
  Bless
• 13:36
  you.
• 13:37
  She
• 13:37
  modeled
• 13:37
  her
• 13:38
  parenting
• 13:39
  after
• 13:39
  her
• 13:39
  mother
• 13:40
  who
• 13:40
  never
• 13:40
  said
• 13:41
  I
• 13:41
  love
• 13:41
  you.
• 13:41
  And
• 13:42
  it
• 13:42
  trickles
• 13:42
  down,
• 13:43
  and
• 13:43
  they're
• 13:43
  just
• 13:43
  hoping
• 13:44
  for
• 13:44
  someone
• 13:45
  to
• 13:45
  stand
• 13:45
  up
• 13:45
  and
• 13:46
  say,
• 13:46
  the
• 13:46
  buck
• 13:46
  stops
• 13:47
  here.
• 13:47
  My
• 13:47
  kid's
• 13:48
  gonna,
• 13:48
  like,
• 13:49
  gonna
• 13:49
  be
• 13:49
  bruised
• 13:50
  from.
• 13:50
  From
• 13:51
  hugs,
• 13:52
  and
• 13:52
  I'm
• 13:52
  gonna
• 13:53
  tell
• 13:53
  them
• 13:53
  I
• 13:53
  love
• 13:53
  them
• 13:53
  every
• 13:54
  day.
• 13:54
  So
• 13:55
  there's
• 13:55
  a
• 13:55
  lot
• 13:55
  of
• 13:56
  going
• 13:56
  back
• 13:58
  and.
• 13:58
  And.
• 13:59
  And
• 13:59
  spirit
• 13:59
  will
• 14:00
  tell
• 14:00
  them,
• 14:01
  you
• 14:01
  know,
• 14:01
  I.
• 14:02
  And
• 14:02
  they'll
• 14:02
  show
• 14:02
  me
• 14:03
  that
• 14:03
  she
• 14:03
  was.
• 14:03
  The
• 14:04
  mother
• 14:04
  was
• 14:04
  abused
• 14:07
  in
• 14:07
  her
• 14:07
  lifetime
• 14:08
  or
• 14:08
  with
• 14:08
  the
• 14:08
  husband.
• 14:09
  And
• 14:10
  pieces
• 14:11
  start
• 14:11
  falling
• 14:11
  into
• 14:12
  place
• 14:12
  for
• 14:12
  the
• 14:13
  client,
• 14:14
  like,
• 14:14
  oh,
• 14:15
  that's
• 14:15
  what.
• 14:16
  Yeah,
• 14:16
  she
• 14:16
  used
• 14:16
  to
• 14:17
  say
• 14:17
  that
• 14:17
  to
• 14:17
  me,
• 14:17
  and
• 14:18
  I
• 14:18
  didn't.
• 14:18
  Never
• 14:18
  really
• 14:19
  understood
• 14:19
  it.
• 14:21
  And
• 14:22
  spirit
• 14:22
  is
• 14:22
  not
• 14:22
  trying
• 14:23
  to
• 14:23
  get
• 14:23
  out
• 14:23
  of
• 14:23
  it
• 14:24
  and
• 14:24
  making
• 14:24
  excuses.
• 14:26
  They're
• 14:26
  just
• 14:27
  trying
• 14:27
  to
• 14:27
  let
• 14:27
  you
• 14:28
  know
• 14:28
  it
• 14:29
  wasn't
• 14:29
  you.
• 14:31
  Right?
• 14:31
  You
• 14:32
  were
• 14:32
  perfect.
• 14:32
  It
• 14:33
  wasn't
• 14:34
  you.
• 14:35
  And
• 14:35
  that
• 14:35
  gives
• 14:36
  clients
• 14:37
  so
• 14:38
  much
• 14:40
  peace,
• 14:41
  and
• 14:42
  it
• 14:42
  really
• 14:43
  helps,
• 14:43
  second
• 14:44
  of
• 14:44
  all,
• 14:44
  that
• 14:45
  people
• 14:46
  are
• 14:46
  surprised
• 14:47
  at
• 14:47
  that.
• 14:47
  When
• 14:47
  we
• 14:48
  come
• 14:48
  down
• 14:48
  here,
• 14:48
  we
• 14:48
  have
• 14:49
  a
• 14:49
  soul
• 14:49
  contract.
• 14:50
  Okay?
• 14:50
  We're
• 14:50
  not
• 14:50
  just
• 14:51
  jumping
• 14:52
  in
• 14:52
  someone's
• 14:52
  womb
• 14:53
  and
• 14:53
  saying,
• 14:53
  all
• 14:53
  right,
• 14:54
  let's
• 14:54
  give
• 14:54
  it
• 14:55
  a
• 14:55
  shot.
• 14:57
  The
• 14:57
  guides
• 14:57
  and
• 14:58
  the
• 14:58
  others
• 14:59
  on
• 14:59
  your
• 15:00
  team
• 15:00
  work
• 15:01
  out
• 15:01
  a
• 15:02
  soul
• 15:02
  plan
• 15:03
  that
• 15:04
  will
• 15:05
  teach
• 15:05
  you
• 15:06
  things
• 15:06
  that
• 15:06
  you
• 15:06
  need
• 15:06
  to
• 15:07
  know,
• 15:07
  that
• 15:07
  your
• 15:07
  soul
• 15:08
  needs
• 15:08
  to
• 15:08
  know
• 15:08
  to
• 15:09
  expand
• 15:09
  and
• 15:10
  to.
• 15:10
  And
• 15:11
  to
• 15:11
  progress.
• 15:12
  So
• 15:12
  you
• 15:12
  may
• 15:13
  say,
• 15:13
  I.
• 15:14
  I
• 15:14
  need
• 15:14
  a
• 15:15
  really
• 15:15
  mean
• 15:16
  mom
• 15:17
  so
• 15:17
  I
• 15:17
  can
• 15:17
  learn
• 15:18
  to
• 15:19
  stand
• 15:19
  up
• 15:19
  for
• 15:20
  myself
• 15:20
  for
• 15:20
  this.
• 15:21
  So
• 15:21
  you
• 15:21
  gotta.
• 15:22
  You
• 15:22
  get
• 15:22
  a.
• 15:23
  Another
• 15:23
  partner,
• 15:24
  and
• 15:24
  they're
• 15:24
  going
• 15:24
  to
• 15:24
  do
• 15:24
  it
• 15:25
  together.
• 15:25
  We
• 15:25
  are
• 15:26
  playing
• 15:27
  a
• 15:27
  role.
• 15:28
  When
• 15:28
  we
• 15:28
  are
• 15:29
  down
• 15:29
  here,
• 15:30
  we're
• 15:30
  playing
• 15:30
  a
• 15:30
  role.
• 15:31
  And
• 15:32
  as
• 15:32
  horrible
• 15:33
  as
• 15:33
  we
• 15:33
  are,
• 15:33
  that
• 15:34
  doesn't
• 15:34
  mean
• 15:34
  when
• 15:35
  they
• 15:35
  finally
• 15:35
  pass
• 15:36
  that
• 15:36
  that's
• 15:37
  the
• 15:37
  way
• 15:37
  they
• 15:37
  are.
• 15:38
  They
• 15:38
  just
• 15:38
  are
• 15:39
  playing.
• 15:39
  We're
• 15:39
  playing
• 15:40
  a
• 15:40
  role
• 15:40
  to
• 15:40
  help
• 15:41
  you
• 15:42
  and
• 15:42
  to
• 15:42
  Help
• 15:43
  themselves,
• 15:44
  work
• 15:44
  off
• 15:44
  a
• 15:44
  little
• 15:45
  karma,
• 15:45
  learn
• 15:46
  some
• 15:46
  lessons
• 15:47
  they
• 15:47
  didn't
• 15:47
  learn
• 15:48
  in
• 15:49
  several
• 15:50
  different
• 15:50
  lifetimes.
• 15:51
  So
• 15:51
  it's
• 15:52
  all
• 15:52
  planned.
• 15:53
  Wow,
• 15:54
  that's
• 15:54
  a
• 15:55
  different
• 15:55
  perspective
• 15:56
  than
• 15:57
  a
• 15:57
  lot
• 15:57
  of
• 15:57
  people
• 15:57
  probably
• 15:58
  think.
• 15:58
  You
• 15:58
  know,
• 15:59
  it's
• 16:00
  that
• 16:00
  it's
• 16:00
  all
• 16:01
  pre.
• 16:01
  And
• 16:02
  I
• 16:02
  believe
• 16:02
  that,
• 16:02
  that
• 16:02
  it's
• 16:03
  all
• 16:03
  pre
• 16:03
  planned.
• 16:04
  It's,
• 16:04
  it's
• 16:05
  you
• 16:05
  pick
• 16:05
  your
• 16:06
  parents
• 16:06
  and
• 16:07
  people
• 16:07
  will
• 16:07
  say
• 16:08
  how
• 16:08
  could
• 16:09
  a
• 16:10
  God
• 16:11
  take
• 16:11
  away
• 16:12
  a
• 16:12
  six
• 16:12
  year
• 16:13
  old
• 16:13
  child?
• 16:14
  Right.
• 16:15
  And
• 16:15
  we
• 16:16
  don't
• 16:16
  know
• 16:17
  until
• 16:18
  we
• 16:18
  get
• 16:18
  over
• 16:18
  there.
• 16:19
  And
• 16:19
  I
• 16:19
  always
• 16:19
  say
• 16:19
  there's
• 16:20
  a
• 16:20
  big
• 16:20
  whiteboard
• 16:21
  when
• 16:21
  you
• 16:21
  get
• 16:21
  there,
• 16:21
  loss
• 16:22
  of
• 16:22
  a
• 16:22
  child.
• 16:22
  And
• 16:23
  then
• 16:23
  it's
• 16:23
  going
• 16:23
  to
• 16:23
  tell
• 16:23
  you
• 16:24
  what
• 16:24
  you
• 16:24
  learned
• 16:25
  from
• 16:25
  that,
• 16:27
  how
• 16:27
  strong
• 16:28
  you
• 16:28
  were,
• 16:28
  you
• 16:29
  know,
• 16:29
  how
• 16:30
  much
• 16:30
  good
• 16:30
  it
• 16:31
  did
• 16:31
  helping
• 16:31
  other.
• 16:32
  Whatever
• 16:32
  it
• 16:32
  is,
• 16:33
  there's
• 16:33
  a
• 16:33
  reason.
• 16:34
  And
• 16:35
  there
• 16:35
  you
• 16:35
  go
• 16:35
  with
• 16:36
  trust
• 16:36
  again.
• 16:38
  If
• 16:39
  you
• 16:39
  trust
• 16:39
  it,
• 16:39
  it
• 16:39
  also
• 16:40
  could,
• 16:40
  can
• 16:41
  help
• 16:41
  with
• 16:41
  the
• 16:41
  grief
• 16:43
  to
• 16:43
  know
• 16:43
  that,
• 16:44
  okay,
• 16:45
  can
• 16:45
  I
• 16:45
  be
• 16:46
  patient
• 16:46
  and
• 16:46
  wait
• 16:47
  and
• 16:48
  find
• 16:48
  out
• 16:49
  how
• 16:49
  it
• 16:49
  helped
• 16:49
  me?
• 16:50
  But
• 16:50
  it
• 16:50
  does.
• 16:51
  That's
• 16:52
  what
• 16:52
  I
• 16:52
  can
• 16:52
  guarantee
• 16:53
  that
• 16:53
  it's
• 16:54
  meant
• 16:54
  to
• 16:54
  help
• 16:55
  you.
• 16:56
  It's
• 16:57
  not
• 16:57
  done
• 16:57
  to
• 16:58
  you,
• 16:58
  it's
• 16:58
  done
• 16:58
  for
• 16:59
  you.
• 16:59
  I
• 17:00
  was.
• 17:00
  That
• 17:00
  just
• 17:00
  gives
• 17:01
  me
• 17:01
  goosebumps
• 17:01
  because
• 17:01
  I
• 17:02
  literally
• 17:02
  was
• 17:02
  just
• 17:02
  gonna
• 17:02
  say
• 17:03
  that
• 17:03
  was
• 17:03
  one
• 17:03
  of
• 17:03
  the
• 17:03
  biggest
• 17:04
  things
• 17:04
  and
• 17:04
  number
• 17:05
  when
• 17:05
  I
• 17:05
  do
• 17:05
  speak,
• 17:06
  you
• 17:06
  know,
• 17:06
  talks
• 17:07
  on
• 17:07
  five
• 17:07
  ways
• 17:08
  to
• 17:08
  really
• 17:08
  flip
• 17:09
  your
• 17:09
  whole
• 17:10
  mindset.
• 17:10
  That's
• 17:10
  one
• 17:11
  of
• 17:11
  the
• 17:11
  very
• 17:11
  first
• 17:11
  things
• 17:11
  I
• 17:11
  talk
• 17:12
  about
• 17:12
  is
• 17:12
  looking
• 17:12
  at
• 17:12
  life
• 17:13
  as
• 17:13
  being
• 17:13
  done
• 17:14
  for
• 17:14
  you,
• 17:14
  not
• 17:15
  to
• 17:15
  you.
• 17:16
  Perfect.
• 17:16
  Perfect.
• 17:17
  I
• 17:17
  mean
• 17:17
  that's
• 17:17
  literally.
• 17:18
  It
• 17:18
  gave
• 17:18
  me
• 17:18
  goosebumps
• 17:19
  when
• 17:19
  you
• 17:19
  said
• 17:19
  that
• 17:19
  because
• 17:20
  I
• 17:20
  was
• 17:20
  just
• 17:20
  going
• 17:20
  to
• 17:20
  interject
• 17:20
  with
• 17:21
  that
• 17:21
  because
• 17:22
  it
• 17:22
  is
• 17:22
  true.
• 17:23
  But.
• 17:23
  And
• 17:23
  it's
• 17:24
  so
• 17:24
  hard
• 17:24
  though
• 17:24
  when
• 17:25
  you're
• 17:25
  in
• 17:25
  that
• 17:25
  grieving
• 17:25
  process
• 17:26
  or
• 17:27
  when
• 17:27
  you're
• 17:27
  that
• 17:27
  child
• 17:28
  growing
• 17:28
  up
• 17:28
  and
• 17:28
  you
• 17:29
  don't
• 17:29
  understand,
• 17:30
  you
• 17:31
  know,
• 17:31
  this
• 17:31
  was
• 17:31
  not
• 17:32
  her
• 17:32
  fault
• 17:32
  and
• 17:32
  it
• 17:32
  was
• 17:33
  not
• 17:33
  her
• 17:33
  mother's
• 17:33
  fault
• 17:33
  and
• 17:33
  it
• 17:34
  was
• 17:34
  not
• 17:34
  her
• 17:34
  grandmother's
• 17:35
  fault.
• 17:35
  Like
• 17:36
  it
• 17:36
  just
• 17:36
  was.
• 17:38
  They
• 17:38
  could
• 17:39
  change
• 17:39
  it.
• 17:40
  There's
• 17:40
  always
• 17:40
  somebody
• 17:41
  I
• 17:41
  usually
• 17:42
  get
• 17:43
  at
• 17:43
  my
• 17:44
  point,
• 17:44
  somebody
• 17:44
  who
• 17:45
  says,
• 17:46
  I
• 17:47
  told
• 17:48
  myself
• 17:48
  I
• 17:49
  would
• 17:49
  never
• 17:49
  treat
• 17:50
  my
• 17:50
  child
• 17:50
  that
• 17:51
  way.
• 17:52
  That's
• 17:52
  what
• 17:52
  the
• 17:53
  ancestors
• 17:53
  are
• 17:53
  looking
• 17:54
  for.
• 17:54
  Someone
• 17:55
  who
• 17:55
  says
• 17:56
  the
• 17:56
  buck
• 17:56
  stops
• 17:57
  here.
• 17:58
  This
• 17:59
  generational
• 18:00
  trauma
• 18:01
  is
• 18:01
  going
• 18:01
  to
• 18:02
  stop
• 18:03
  and
• 18:03
  this,
• 18:03
  my
• 18:04
  granddaughter
• 18:04
  is
• 18:04
  gonna,
• 18:05
  gonna
• 18:06
  grow
• 18:06
  up
• 18:06
  in
• 18:06
  love
• 18:07
  and
• 18:07
  comfort
• 18:08
  and
• 18:09
  support
• 18:10
  and
• 18:10
  they're
• 18:11
  so
• 18:11
  happy
• 18:11
  that
• 18:12
  you
• 18:12
  can
• 18:12
  do
• 18:12
  it.
• 18:13
  So
• 18:13
  we
• 18:14
  do
• 18:14
  have
• 18:14
  an
• 18:14
  opportunity
• 18:15
  to,
• 18:17
  to
• 18:17
  make
• 18:18
  that
• 18:18
  change.
• 18:19
  Oh
• 18:20
  absolutely.
• 18:20
  And
• 18:20
  that
• 18:20
  hits
• 18:21
  so
• 18:21
  home
• 18:21
  with
• 18:21
  some
• 18:21
  of
• 18:21
  the,
• 18:22
  most
• 18:22
  of
• 18:22
  the
• 18:22
  people
• 18:22
  probably
• 18:23
  listening
• 18:23
  to
• 18:23
  this
• 18:23
  podcast
• 18:24
  because
• 18:24
  like
• 18:24
  that's
• 18:25
  why
• 18:25
  there's
• 18:25
  people
• 18:25
  on
• 18:26
  here
• 18:26
  like
• 18:26
  me
• 18:26
  doing
• 18:26
  podcasts
• 18:27
  because
• 18:27
  like
• 18:28
  I'm
• 18:28
  that
• 18:28
  cycle
• 18:28
  breaker.
• 18:29
  Like,
• 18:29
  it
• 18:30
  doesn't
• 18:30
  matter
• 18:30
  why
• 18:31
  or
• 18:31
  it
• 18:31
  doesn't
• 18:31
  matter
• 18:31
  how.
• 18:32
  All
• 18:32
  it
• 18:32
  matters
• 18:33
  is
• 18:33
  that
• 18:33
  the
• 18:33
  buck
• 18:34
  stops
• 18:34
  here.
• 18:35
  Right.
• 18:35
  So
• 18:36
  I
• 18:36
  get
• 18:36
  a
• 18:37
  lot
• 18:37
  of
• 18:37
  symbolism
• 18:38
  as
• 18:38
  well.
• 18:39
  And
• 18:39
  so
• 18:39
  a
• 18:39
  lot
• 18:39
  of
• 18:40
  times
• 18:40
  I'll
• 18:40
  get
• 18:40
  somebody
• 18:42
  who,
• 18:43
  who
• 18:43
  just,
• 18:44
  like,
• 18:45
  opens
• 18:45
  their,
• 18:45
  Their,
• 18:46
  their
• 18:46
  shirt
• 18:47
  and
• 18:47
  there's
• 18:47
  scars
• 18:48
  everywhere.
• 18:48
  I
• 18:49
  said,
• 18:49
  your
• 18:49
  mother
• 18:50
  was
• 18:50
  so
• 18:50
  scarred
• 18:52
  from
• 18:52
  an
• 18:53
  alcoholic
• 18:53
  father
• 18:54
  who,
• 18:55
  you
• 18:55
  know,
• 18:55
  she
• 18:55
  was
• 18:56
  lived
• 18:56
  in
• 18:56
  fear.
• 18:57
  You
• 18:57
  know,
• 18:57
  I,
• 18:58
  I
• 18:58
  get
• 18:58
  like
• 18:59
  a
• 18:59
  sign
• 18:59
  like
• 18:59
  that
• 19:00
  for
• 19:00
  protection.
• 19:01
  They
• 19:01
  needed
• 19:01
  protection.
• 19:02
  I'm
• 19:02
  getting
• 19:02
  goosebumps
• 19:03
  already.
• 19:05
  So
• 19:05
  they
• 19:06
  show
• 19:06
  me
• 19:06
  different
• 19:06
  ways
• 19:07
  that
• 19:07
  they
• 19:07
  were
• 19:08
  affected.
• 19:08
  And
• 19:09
  it
• 19:09
  always
• 19:09
  affects.
• 19:10
  If
• 19:10
  you
• 19:10
  have
• 19:10
  parents
• 19:11
  like
• 19:11
  that
• 19:12
  who
• 19:12
  are
• 19:12
  abusive
• 19:12
  in
• 19:13
  any
• 19:13
  way,
• 19:14
  it
• 19:14
  affects
• 19:14
  your.
• 19:16
  Your
• 19:17
  confidence.
• 19:18
  And
• 19:19
  you'll
• 19:20
  find
• 19:20
  those
• 19:20
  people
• 19:20
  more
• 19:21
  shy
• 19:21
  and,
• 19:22
  and
• 19:22
  always
• 19:23
  the
• 19:23
  back
• 19:23
  of
• 19:23
  the
• 19:23
  crowd,
• 19:24
  as
• 19:24
  opposed
• 19:25
  to
• 19:25
  the
• 19:25
  front.
• 19:27
  Everything,
• 19:28
  every
• 19:28
  action
• 19:29
  causes
• 19:29
  a
• 19:29
  reaction.
• 19:30
  It's
• 19:31
  like
• 19:31
  the
• 19:31
  Rube
• 19:31
  Goldberg
• 19:32
  thing.
• 19:33
  Dominoes
• 19:33
  down,
• 19:34
  some
• 19:34
  pops
• 19:35
  up,
• 19:35
  something
• 19:35
  goes
• 19:35
  over
• 19:35
  there.
• 19:38
  It
• 19:39
  all
• 19:39
  makes
• 19:40
  you
• 19:40
  up,
• 19:40
  and
• 19:40
  it's
• 19:41
  meant
• 19:41
  to.
• 19:42
  And
• 19:43
  we
• 19:43
  just
• 19:43
  have
• 19:43
  to
• 19:45
  try
• 19:45
  to
• 19:45
  get
• 19:45
  through
• 19:46
  the
• 19:46
  hard
• 19:46
  times
• 19:46
  as
• 19:47
  quickly
• 19:47
  as
• 19:48
  possible,
• 19:49
  because
• 19:50
  I
• 19:50
  was
• 19:51
  told
• 19:51
  that
• 19:52
  we're
• 19:52
  all
• 19:52
  going
• 19:53
  to
• 19:53
  have
• 19:53
  big
• 19:53
  challenges.
• 19:54
  So
• 19:55
  you
• 19:55
  can
• 19:55
  either
• 19:55
  just
• 19:56
  say,
• 19:56
  okay,
• 19:57
  I'm
• 19:57
  just
• 19:57
  going
• 19:57
  to
• 19:57
  go
• 19:58
  with
• 19:58
  this,
• 19:58
  and
• 19:58
  we're
• 19:59
  going
• 19:59
  to
• 19:59
  get
• 19:59
  over
• 19:59
  it
• 19:59
  as
• 19:59
  soon
• 20:00
  as
• 20:00
  possible.
• 20:00
  And,
• 20:01
  or.
• 20:02
  And
• 20:02
  then
• 20:02
  it's
• 20:02
  gone.
• 20:03
  You
• 20:03
  know,
• 20:03
  you
• 20:04
  work
• 20:04
  on
• 20:04
  it,
• 20:04
  it's
• 20:04
  gone.
• 20:05
  But
• 20:05
  some
• 20:06
  people
• 20:06
  want
• 20:06
  to
• 20:06
  stretch
• 20:07
  it
• 20:07
  out.
• 20:07
  They
• 20:07
  want
• 20:07
  to
• 20:08
  fight
• 20:08
  it,
• 20:08
  they're
• 20:09
  resisting
• 20:09
  it,
• 20:10
  and
• 20:10
  then
• 20:11
  it
• 20:11
  could
• 20:11
  go
• 20:11
  on
• 20:12
  so
• 20:12
  long.
• 20:13
  So
• 20:14
  it's
• 20:14
  the
• 20:15
  unit.
• 20:15
  You,
• 20:15
  you
• 20:16
  signed
• 20:16
  up
• 20:16
  for
• 20:16
  this.
• 20:17
  The
• 20:17
  universe
• 20:18
  is
• 20:18
  giving
• 20:19
  you
• 20:19
  a
• 20:19
  lesson
• 20:20
  to
• 20:20
  learn
• 20:20
  right
• 20:20
  now.
• 20:21
  Just
• 20:21
  accept
• 20:22
  it.
• 20:24
  Because
• 20:24
  if
• 20:25
  you
• 20:25
  don't
• 20:25
  learn
• 20:25
  it
• 20:26
  in
• 20:26
  this
• 20:26
  lifetime,
• 20:28
  you
• 20:28
  have
• 20:28
  to
• 20:29
  come
• 20:29
  back
• 20:29
  and
• 20:29
  take
• 20:29
  the
• 20:30
  class
• 20:30
  over.
• 20:31
  Yeah,
• 20:31
  I
• 20:31
  was
• 20:31
  gonna
• 20:32
  say.
• 20:32
  Yeah,
• 20:33
  I
• 20:33
  was,
• 20:33
  I
• 20:34
  was
• 20:34
  gonna
• 20:34
  ask
• 20:34
  you
• 20:34
  that.
• 20:35
  So
• 20:35
  is
• 20:35
  it.
• 20:36
  You
• 20:36
  gotta
• 20:37
  take
• 20:37
  it
• 20:37
  over,
• 20:38
  learn
• 20:38
  it.
• 20:38
  You
• 20:39
  absolutely
• 20:40
  could
• 20:40
  come
• 20:40
  back
• 20:40
  five
• 20:41
  lifetimes
• 20:41
  and,
• 20:42
  and
• 20:42
  have
• 20:42
  an
• 20:42
  abusive
• 20:43
  father,
• 20:43
  alcoholic
• 20:44
  father,
• 20:44
  if
• 20:44
  you
• 20:45
  don't
• 20:45
  learn
• 20:46
  the
• 20:46
  lesson.
• 20:46
  And
• 20:47
  something
• 20:47
  else
• 20:47
  people
• 20:47
  have
• 20:48
  to
• 20:48
  learn
• 20:48
  is
• 20:48
  forgiveness,
• 20:49
  or
• 20:50
  they're
• 20:50
  going
• 20:50
  to
• 20:50
  be
• 20:50
  back
• 20:51
  a
• 20:51
  lot.
• 20:52
  Yeah.
• 20:52
  Because
• 20:53
  if
• 20:53
  you
• 20:54
  understand,
• 20:55
  your
• 20:55
  father's
• 20:56
  playing
• 20:56
  a
• 20:56
  part.
• 20:57
  He
• 20:57
  got
• 20:57
  the
• 20:57
  script.
• 20:58
  He's.
• 20:59
  He's
• 20:59
  a.
• 21:00
  An
• 21:01
  alcoholic,
• 21:02
  you
• 21:03
  know,
• 21:03
  abuser.
• 21:05
  That's
• 21:06
  his
• 21:06
  part.
• 21:06
  He's
• 21:06
  doing
• 21:07
  that
• 21:07
  to
• 21:08
  help
• 21:08
  everyone
• 21:09
  involved.
• 21:10
  So
• 21:10
  if
• 21:11
  you
• 21:11
  can
• 21:11
  look
• 21:11
  at
• 21:11
  it
• 21:12
  like,
• 21:12
  like
• 21:12
  that,
• 21:13
  I
• 21:13
  think
• 21:13
  it
• 21:14
  can
• 21:14
  lessen
• 21:14
  how
• 21:15
  much
• 21:15
  you
• 21:15
  take,
• 21:16
  how
• 21:17
  much
• 21:17
  you
• 21:17
  feel
• 21:18
  about
• 21:18
  it
• 21:19
  and
• 21:19
  say,
• 21:19
  okay,
• 21:21
  I'll.
• 21:21
  For.
• 21:21
  I'll
• 21:21
  forgive
• 21:22
  him.
• 21:22
  I
• 21:22
  mean,
• 21:22
  there's
• 21:23
  nothing
• 21:23
  to
• 21:23
  forgive.
• 21:24
  That's
• 21:24
  what
• 21:24
  we
• 21:24
  both
• 21:25
  decided
• 21:25
  on.
• 21:26
  And
• 21:26
  I'm
• 21:26
  sure
• 21:27
  he'll
• 21:27
  forgive
• 21:27
  me
• 21:28
  because
• 21:28
  I
• 21:28
  was
• 21:28
  very
• 21:29
  sassy
• 21:30
  and
• 21:30
  I
• 21:30
  swore
• 21:31
  at
• 21:31
  him,
• 21:31
  like,
• 21:32
  every
• 21:32
  day.
• 21:33
  So
• 21:33
  we
• 21:33
  both
• 21:34
  will
• 21:34
  forgive
• 21:34
  each
• 21:35
  other.
• 21:35
  We
• 21:36
  were
• 21:36
  just
• 21:36
  playing
• 21:36
  a
• 21:37
  part.
• 21:38
  I
• 21:38
  love
• 21:39
  that.
• 21:39
  I
• 21:39
  love
• 21:39
  that.
• 21:40
  Absolutely.
• 21:41
  So
• 21:41
  for
• 21:42
  somebody
• 21:42
  out
• 21:42
  there
• 21:42
  listening,
• 21:43
  if
• 21:43
  you're
• 21:43
  thinking,
• 21:44
  I
• 21:44
  mean,
• 21:44
  I
• 21:44
  can
• 21:45
  only
• 21:45
  imagine
• 21:45
  it's
• 21:46
  kind
• 21:46
  of
• 21:46
  like
• 21:46
  when
• 21:46
  I
• 21:46
  learned
• 21:46
  the
• 21:47
  science
• 21:47
  behind
• 21:47
  alcoholism,
• 21:48
  that
• 21:49
  it
• 21:49
  took
• 21:49
  a
• 21:49
  lot
• 21:49
  of
• 21:49
  that
• 21:50
  pressure
• 21:50
  off
• 21:50
  of
• 21:50
  me.
• 21:51
  I
• 21:51
  was
• 21:51
  like,
• 21:51
  oh,
• 21:51
  my
• 21:51
  brain's
• 21:52
  the
• 21:52
  way
• 21:52
  it
• 21:52
  is
• 21:52
  because
• 21:53
  of,
• 21:53
  like,
• 21:53
  because
• 21:54
  of
• 21:54
  this.
• 21:54
  It
• 21:54
  was
• 21:54
  scientific
• 21:55
  and
• 21:55
  it
• 21:55
  was
• 21:55
  right.
• 21:56
  I
• 21:56
  feel
• 21:56
  like
• 21:57
  going
• 21:57
  to
• 21:57
  a
• 21:57
  medium
• 21:57
  would
• 21:58
  be
• 21:58
  almost
• 21:59
  not
• 22:00
  the
• 22:00
  scientific
• 22:00
  part,
• 22:01
  but,
• 22:01
  yeah,
• 22:01
  it's.
• 22:02
  It's
• 22:02
  something
• 22:02
  tangible.
• 22:03
  It's
• 22:03
  something
• 22:03
  that
• 22:03
  you
• 22:04
  can
• 22:05
  hear.
• 22:05
  Hold
• 22:06
  on.
• 22:06
  And
• 22:06
  yes,
• 22:07
  yes.
• 22:08
  Now
• 22:08
  I
• 22:08
  want
• 22:08
  to
• 22:08
  say
• 22:09
  that
• 22:09
  laughter
• 22:10
  is
• 22:11
  science.
• 22:12
  That
• 22:13
  laughter
• 22:13
  has
• 22:14
  the.
• 22:15
  That
• 22:16
  kind
• 22:16
  of
• 22:16
  vibration.
• 22:17
  Laughter.
• 22:19
  15
• 22:19
  minutes
• 22:20
  of
• 22:20
  laughter
• 22:20
  equals
• 22:21
  2
• 22:21
  hours
• 22:22
  of
• 22:22
  restorative
• 22:23
  sleep.
• 22:24
  It
• 22:24
  lowers
• 22:25
  blood
• 22:26
  pressure.
• 22:26
  It
• 22:26
  can
• 22:27
  stave
• 22:27
  off
• 22:28
  depression.
• 22:30
  And
• 22:30
  it.
• 22:31
  It
• 22:31
  just.
• 22:32
  It.
• 22:32
  It's
• 22:33
  good
• 22:33
  in
• 22:33
  every
• 22:34
  way.
• 22:36
  So
• 22:37
  I
• 22:37
  always
• 22:37
  tell
• 22:38
  people,
• 22:38
  you
• 22:39
  go
• 22:40
  watch.
• 22:40
  Go
• 22:40
  watch
• 22:41
  a
• 22:41
  funny
• 22:41
  movie.
• 22:42
  Your
• 22:42
  husband
• 22:42
  loved
• 22:42
  that.
• 22:43
  You
• 22:43
  guys
• 22:43
  did
• 22:43
  just
• 22:43
  go.
• 22:44
  Go
• 22:44
  sit
• 22:44
  on
• 22:44
  the
• 22:45
  couch.
• 22:45
  I
• 22:45
  promise
• 22:46
  you
• 22:46
  he's
• 22:46
  going
• 22:46
  to
• 22:46
  be
• 22:46
  sitting
• 22:47
  there
• 22:47
  with
• 22:47
  you
• 22:48
  laughing
• 22:48
  his
• 22:48
  ass
• 22:49
  off.
• 22:49
  Okay?
• 22:50
  So
• 22:51
  do
• 22:51
  that
• 22:51
  and
• 22:52
  you
• 22:52
  will
• 22:53
  feel
• 22:53
  lifted.
• 22:54
  You
• 22:54
  will.
• 22:54
  I'm
• 22:55
  trying
• 22:55
  to
• 22:55
  lift
• 22:55
  everyone's
• 22:56
  spirit
• 22:56
  in
• 22:57
  my.
• 22:58
  In
• 22:58
  my
• 22:58
  sessions.
• 22:59
  That's
• 23:00
  awesome.
• 23:00
  I
• 23:01
  saved,
• 23:01
  like,
• 23:01
  some
• 23:01
  of
• 23:02
  the
• 23:02
  funniest
• 23:02
  videos.
• 23:02
  Like,
• 23:03
  my
• 23:03
  daughter,
• 23:03
  when
• 23:03
  she
• 23:03
  got
• 23:03
  her
• 23:04
  wisdom
• 23:04
  teeth
• 23:04
  out,
• 23:04
  she's
• 23:05
  trying
• 23:05
  to
• 23:05
  talk
• 23:05
  to
• 23:05
  me
• 23:05
  and
• 23:05
  didn't
• 23:06
  know
• 23:06
  she
• 23:06
  was
• 23:06
  being
• 23:06
  video
• 23:06
  recorded.
• 23:07
  And
• 23:07
  she's,
• 23:07
  oh,
• 23:08
  right.
• 23:09
  It's
• 23:09
  so
• 23:09
  fun.
• 23:09
  And
• 23:09
  I
• 23:10
  literally.
• 23:10
  And
• 23:10
  there's
• 23:10
  a
• 23:10
  couple
• 23:11
  other
• 23:11
  ones.
• 23:11
  I
• 23:11
  have
• 23:13
  my
• 23:13
  dog
• 23:13
  doing
• 23:14
  stupid.
• 23:14
  But
• 23:14
  literally,
• 23:15
  it's
• 23:15
  like
• 23:15
  when
• 23:16
  I
• 23:16
  feel
• 23:16
  I
• 23:16
  need
• 23:17
  that
• 23:17
  pick
• 23:17
  me
• 23:17
  up.
• 23:17
  That's
• 23:18
  the
• 23:18
  first
• 23:18
  thing
• 23:18
  I
• 23:18
  do,
• 23:19
  because
• 23:19
  it
• 23:19
  doesn't
• 23:19
  matter
• 23:20
  how
• 23:20
  many
• 23:20
  times
• 23:20
  I've
• 23:20
  seen
• 23:21
  it
• 23:21
  thousands
• 23:22
  of
• 23:22
  times.
• 23:22
  I
• 23:22
  laugh
• 23:23
  every
• 23:23
  time.
• 23:25
  Yeah.
• 23:26
  Yeah.
• 23:26
  That's
• 23:27
  what
• 23:27
  I
• 23:27
  tell
• 23:27
  people.
• 23:27
  I
• 23:28
  say,
• 23:28
  right
• 23:28
  now,
• 23:29
  your
• 23:29
  grief
• 23:29
  is
• 23:30
  so
• 23:30
  heavy,
• 23:32
  and
• 23:32
  you
• 23:32
  have
• 23:32
  to
• 23:33
  go
• 23:33
  through
• 23:33
  the
• 23:33
  stages.
• 23:34
  So
• 23:35
  a
• 23:35
  picture
• 23:35
  that
• 23:35
  you
• 23:35
  look
• 23:36
  at
• 23:36
  with
• 23:36
  your
• 23:36
  son
• 23:38
  doing
• 23:38
  a
• 23:38
  goofy
• 23:39
  face
• 23:39
  and
• 23:39
  your
• 23:39
  husband
• 23:40
  doing
• 23:40
  something
• 23:41
  silly,
• 23:41
  that
• 23:42
  makes
• 23:42
  you
• 23:42
  laugh.
• 23:43
  I
• 23:43
  mean,
• 23:43
  makes
• 23:43
  you
• 23:44
  cry
• 23:44
  now,
• 23:45
  makes
• 23:45
  you
• 23:45
  cry
• 23:46
  that
• 23:46
  he's
• 23:47
  not
• 23:47
  there.
• 23:48
  I
• 23:48
  promise
• 23:48
  you
• 23:49
  there
• 23:49
  will
• 23:50
  be
• 23:50
  a
• 23:50
  day
• 23:51
  where
• 23:51
  you
• 23:51
  use
• 23:51
  that
• 23:52
  picture
• 23:52
  to
• 23:53
  make
• 23:53
  you
• 23:53
  laugh,
• 23:53
  because
• 23:54
  that
• 23:54
  little
• 23:55
  smile
• 23:55
  was
• 23:56
  just
• 23:56
  the
• 23:57
  best.
• 23:58
  And
• 23:58
  to
• 23:58
  have
• 23:58
  gratitude
• 24:00
  for
• 24:01
  all
• 24:01
  the
• 24:02
  moments
• 24:02
  you
• 24:02
  had
• 24:02
  with
• 24:03
  them
• 24:03
  as
• 24:03
  opposed
• 24:04
  to
• 24:05
  the
• 24:05
  loss.
• 24:07
  It's
• 24:07
  easier
• 24:08
  said
• 24:08
  than
• 24:08
  done.
• 24:09
  But
• 24:10
  it's
• 24:10
  our
• 24:11
  job
• 24:11
  when
• 24:12
  someone
• 24:13
  passes.
• 24:13
  Our
• 24:14
  job
• 24:15
  is
• 24:15
  to
• 24:15
  learn
• 24:15
  to
• 24:16
  have
• 24:16
  joy
• 24:16
  and
• 24:17
  laughter
• 24:17
  again.
• 24:18
  That's
• 24:18
  our
• 24:18
  job.
• 24:19
  And
• 24:21
  to
• 24:21
  help
• 24:21
  others
• 24:23
  to
• 24:23
  have
• 24:23
  a
• 24:23
  life
• 24:23
  of
• 24:23
  service,
• 24:24
  that
• 24:24
  is
• 24:24
  really
• 24:25
  important.
• 24:25
  Boy,
• 24:26
  that's.
• 24:26
  You
• 24:26
  get
• 24:26
  a
• 24:27
  lot
• 24:27
  of
• 24:27
  points
• 24:27
  for
• 24:27
  that.
• 24:28
  And
• 24:28
  if
• 24:28
  you
• 24:28
  don't
• 24:28
  do
• 24:28
  that,
• 24:28
  you're
• 24:29
  going
• 24:29
  to
• 24:29
  be
• 24:29
  coming
• 24:29
  back
• 24:30
  from
• 24:30
  here
• 24:30
  till
• 24:30
  kingdom
• 24:31
  come.
• 24:32
  You
• 24:32
  need
• 24:32
  to
• 24:33
  give
• 24:33
  to
• 24:33
  others.
• 24:36
  Absolutely.
• 24:37
  And
• 24:37
  like
• 24:37
  you
• 24:37
  said,
• 24:38
  just
• 24:38
  putting
• 24:38
  that
• 24:38
  energy
• 24:39
  into
• 24:39
  the
• 24:39
  world,
• 24:39
  like
• 24:40
  putting
• 24:40
  it
• 24:40
  out
• 24:40
  there.
• 24:41
  Absolutely.
• 24:42
  So
• 24:42
  important.
• 24:43
  So
• 24:43
  if
• 24:43
  people
• 24:44
  want
• 24:44
  to
• 24:45
  have
• 24:45
  a.
• 24:46
  It
• 24:46
  just
• 24:46
  is
• 24:46
  a.
• 24:47
  An
• 24:47
  hour.
• 24:47
  Is
• 24:48
  it.
• 24:49
  What
• 24:49
  does
• 24:49
  it
• 24:49
  look
• 24:50
  like
• 24:50
  to
• 24:50
  come
• 24:50
  to
• 24:50
  a
• 24:50
  reading?
• 24:52
  Well,
• 24:53
  yeah.
• 24:54
  Okay.
• 24:54
  Unless
• 24:54
  you
• 24:55
  live
• 24:55
  in
• 24:55
  Los
• 24:55
  Angeles,
• 24:55
  we
• 24:56
  do
• 24:56
  it
• 24:56
  over
• 24:56
  zoom
• 24:57
  or,
• 24:57
  you
• 24:58
  know,
• 24:58
  FaceTime
• 24:58
  or
• 24:59
  whatever.
• 24:59
  And
• 25:01
  I
• 25:01
  asked
• 25:01
  them,
• 25:02
  you
• 25:02
  know,
• 25:02
  I
• 25:02
  give
• 25:02
  a
• 25:02
  little
• 25:02
  intro
• 25:03
  and
• 25:03
  then
• 25:03
  I
• 25:03
  ask
• 25:04
  them
• 25:05
  who
• 25:05
  is
• 25:05
  the
• 25:05
  person
• 25:06
  they
• 25:06
  most
• 25:06
  want
• 25:07
  to
• 25:07
  see?
• 25:07
  Okay.
• 25:08
  Most
• 25:08
  of
• 25:08
  the
• 25:09
  mediums
• 25:09
  from
• 25:10
  just.
• 25:11
  They
• 25:11
  say,
• 25:11
  well,
• 25:12
  let's
• 25:12
  just
• 25:12
  see
• 25:12
  who
• 25:12
  comes.
• 25:13
  Well,
• 25:13
  a
• 25:14
  lot
• 25:14
  of
• 25:14
  times
• 25:14
  somebody
• 25:15
  comes
• 25:15
  that
• 25:15
  they
• 25:15
  really
• 25:16
  hardly
• 25:16
  knew.
• 25:17
  And
• 25:17
  I
• 25:17
  feel
• 25:17
  like
• 25:17
  that's
• 25:18
  sort
• 25:18
  of
• 25:18
  a
• 25:18
  waste
• 25:18
  if
• 25:19
  that's
• 25:19
  not.
• 25:19
  So
• 25:20
  I
• 25:20
  just
• 25:20
  say,
• 25:21
  who
• 25:21
  do
• 25:21
  you
• 25:21
  want
• 25:21
  to
• 25:22
  come
• 25:22
  first?
• 25:23
  And,
• 25:25
  and
• 25:25
  what's
• 25:25
  their
• 25:25
  relationship
• 25:26
  to
• 25:26
  you?
• 25:26
  I
• 25:27
  like,
• 25:27
  I'm
• 25:27
  a
• 25:27
  cut
• 25:27
  to
• 25:28
  the
• 25:28
  chase
• 25:28
  kind
• 25:28
  of
• 25:28
  girl.
• 25:29
  So.
• 25:29
  And
• 25:30
  most
• 25:30
  people
• 25:30
  say,
• 25:30
  my
• 25:30
  husband,
• 25:31
  my
• 25:31
  child,
• 25:31
  you
• 25:32
  know,
• 25:32
  my
• 25:32
  mother,
• 25:33
  whatever.
• 25:34
  And
• 25:34
  there's,
• 25:34
  there's
• 25:35
  time
• 25:35
  usually
• 25:35
  for
• 25:35
  a
• 25:35
  couple
• 25:36
  of
• 25:36
  other,
• 25:36
  I
• 25:36
  call
• 25:36
  them
• 25:37
  drive
• 25:37
  bys.
• 25:38
  If
• 25:38
  we
• 25:38
  really
• 25:38
  take
• 25:39
  a
• 25:39
  lot
• 25:39
  time
• 25:40
  on
• 25:40
  this
• 25:40
  one
• 25:41
  person
• 25:41
  because
• 25:41
  that's
• 25:41
  what
• 25:42
  they
• 25:42
  want.
• 25:42
  And
• 25:42
  then
• 25:42
  I
• 25:42
  can
• 25:43
  say,
• 25:43
  well,
• 25:43
  there's
• 25:44
  a
• 25:44
  woman
• 25:44
  here
• 25:44
  with
• 25:45
  orange
• 25:45
  hair
• 25:46
  and
• 25:46
  buck
• 25:46
  teeth.
• 25:46
  She
• 25:47
  goes,
• 25:47
  oh,
• 25:47
  that's
• 25:47
  Aunt
• 25:48
  Lucy.
• 25:48
  Okay.
• 25:49
  So
• 25:49
  I
• 25:50
  just
• 25:50
  let
• 25:50
  them
• 25:50
  know
• 25:50
  who
• 25:50
  else
• 25:51
  is
• 25:51
  around.
• 25:52
  And
• 25:52
  then
• 25:52
  I
• 25:52
  just,
• 25:53
  I
• 25:53
  just
• 25:53
  bring
• 25:54
  spirit.
• 25:55
  Usually
• 25:55
  just
• 25:56
  comes
• 25:56
  right
• 25:56
  there
• 25:57
  and,
• 25:58
  and
• 25:58
  starts
• 25:59
  to
• 25:59
  give
• 25:59
  me
• 25:59
  their
• 25:59
  essence.
• 26:00
  They
• 26:00
  usually
• 26:01
  start
• 26:01
  with
• 26:01
  giving
• 26:01
  me
• 26:02
  their
• 26:02
  essence
• 26:02
  so
• 26:03
  that
• 26:03
  the,
• 26:03
  the
• 26:03
  client
• 26:04
  knows
• 26:04
  who
• 26:04
  it
• 26:05
  is.
• 26:05
  And
• 26:05
  I
• 26:05
  also
• 26:05
  say
• 26:06
  what,
• 26:06
  what
• 26:06
  they
• 26:06
  look
• 26:07
  like
• 26:08
  so
• 26:08
  that
• 26:08
  they
• 26:08
  know
• 26:08
  they
• 26:08
  have
• 26:09
  them.
• 26:09
  And
• 26:09
  then
• 26:10
  they
• 26:10
  just
• 26:10
  give
• 26:10
  me
• 26:10
  evidence.
• 26:11
  They
• 26:11
  throw
• 26:12
  out
• 26:13
  different
• 26:13
  memories.
• 26:14
  They
• 26:14
  have.
• 26:14
  A
• 26:14
  lot
• 26:14
  of
• 26:15
  times
• 26:15
  the
• 26:15
  memories
• 26:15
  they
• 26:16
  throw
• 26:16
  out.
• 26:17
  There's
• 26:18
  a
• 26:18
  picture
• 26:19
  I
• 26:19
  had,
• 26:19
  I
• 26:20
  had
• 26:20
  a
• 26:20
  client,
• 26:21
  I
• 26:21
  said,
• 26:21
  there's
• 26:22
  a
• 26:22
  man
• 26:22
  coming
• 26:23
  out
• 26:23
  and
• 26:23
  he's
• 26:23
  got
• 26:24
  marachas
• 26:24
  and
• 26:25
  he's
• 26:25
  the
• 26:25
  music.
• 26:25
  And
• 26:26
  he's
• 26:26
  looking
• 26:26
  behind
• 26:26
  him
• 26:27
  and
• 26:27
  there's
• 26:27
  a
• 26:27
  conga
• 26:27
  line
• 26:28
  behind
• 26:28
  him.
• 26:28
  She
• 26:29
  goes,
• 26:29
  oh,
• 26:29
  that's
• 26:29
  my
• 26:30
  dad.
• 26:30
  I
• 26:31
  have
• 26:31
  a
• 26:31
  picture
• 26:32
  of
• 26:32
  that
• 26:32
  on
• 26:33
  a
• 26:33
  cruche
• 26:33
  with
• 26:34
  vacation
• 26:35
  we
• 26:35
  went
• 26:35
  to.
• 26:36
  Okay.
• 26:37
  Getting
• 26:37
  goosebumps
• 26:38
  as
• 26:38
  well.
• 26:39
  So
• 26:40
  it's.
• 26:41
  And
• 26:41
  those
• 26:42
  things
• 26:43
  they
• 26:43
  add
• 26:44
  up
• 26:44
  to,
• 26:45
  gosh,
• 26:46
  that
• 26:46
  is
• 26:46
  my
• 26:47
  father.
• 26:47
  I
• 26:47
  am.
• 26:49
  I
• 26:49
  didn't
• 26:49
  know
• 26:50
  that
• 26:50
  about
• 26:50
  him
• 26:50
  or
• 26:52
  I
• 26:53
  can't
• 26:53
  believe
• 26:53
  that
• 26:53
  he's
• 26:54
  really
• 26:54
  here.
• 26:55
  Because
• 26:55
  I
• 26:55
  always
• 26:55
  tell
• 26:56
  them,
• 26:56
  they're
• 26:56
  always
• 26:56
  around
• 26:57
  you.
• 26:57
  They,
• 26:57
  you
• 26:57
  know,
• 26:58
  they
• 26:58
  can
• 26:58
  split
• 26:58
  up
• 26:58
  into
• 27:00
  many,
• 27:00
  many
• 27:00
  places
• 27:01
  many,
• 27:01
  many
• 27:01
  times.
• 27:02
  So
• 27:02
  there's.
• 27:03
  They're
• 27:04
  always
• 27:04
  around
• 27:04
  you.
• 27:05
  They
• 27:05
  want
• 27:05
  to
• 27:05
  help
• 27:06
  you.
• 27:06
  They
• 27:06
  can
• 27:07
  put
• 27:07
  things
• 27:07
  into
• 27:08
  your
• 27:08
  head,
• 27:10
  and
• 27:11
  you
• 27:12
  just
• 27:12
  have
• 27:12
  to
• 27:13
  believe,
• 27:14
  and
• 27:14
  you
• 27:15
  just
• 27:15
  have
• 27:15
  to
• 27:15
  believe.
• 27:15
  And
• 27:15
  then
• 27:16
  we
• 27:16
  go
• 27:16
  through,
• 27:16
  and
• 27:16
  I
• 27:17
  let
• 27:17
  them
• 27:17
  ask
• 27:17
  questions,
• 27:18
  and
• 27:18
  I
• 27:19
  do
• 27:19
  my
• 27:20
  question
• 27:20
  and
• 27:20
  answer
• 27:21
  where
• 27:21
  I
• 27:21
  don't
• 27:21
  know
• 27:21
  the
• 27:21
  question,
• 27:21
  and
• 27:22
  then
• 27:22
  they
• 27:22
  can
• 27:22
  say
• 27:22
  it
• 27:22
  out
• 27:23
  loud.
• 27:23
  It
• 27:23
  takes
• 27:23
  too
• 27:23
  long
• 27:23
  the
• 27:24
  other
• 27:24
  way,
• 27:25
  and.
• 27:27
  And
• 27:27
  then,
• 27:28
  you
• 27:28
  know,
• 27:28
  more
• 27:28
  information
• 27:29
  or
• 27:29
  more
• 27:29
  people
• 27:30
  who.
• 27:30
  They
• 27:30
  want
• 27:31
  to
• 27:31
  just
• 27:31
  know
• 27:32
  that
• 27:32
  they're
• 27:32
  all
• 27:32
  right
• 27:32
  or
• 27:33
  what
• 27:33
  are
• 27:33
  they
• 27:33
  doing
• 27:33
  on
• 27:34
  the
• 27:34
  other
• 27:34
  side.
• 27:37
  So
• 27:37
  I
• 27:37
  said,
• 27:37
  well,
• 27:37
  your
• 27:37
  husband
• 27:38
  just
• 27:38
  said,
• 27:39
  he's.
• 27:41
  He's
• 27:41
  really.
• 27:41
  His
• 27:42
  swing
• 27:42
  got
• 27:42
  much
• 27:43
  better.
• 27:43
  And
• 27:44
  she's
• 27:44
  laughing.
• 27:44
  She
• 27:45
  goes,
• 27:45
  he
• 27:45
  was
• 27:45
  the
• 27:45
  worst
• 27:46
  golfer.
• 27:48
  He
• 27:48
  was
• 27:49
  so
• 27:49
  bad.
• 27:49
  I'm
• 27:50
  glad,
• 27:51
  glad
• 27:51
  he's
• 27:52
  golfing
• 27:52
  and
• 27:52
  doing
• 27:53
  well.
• 27:53
  And
• 27:53
  I
• 27:54
  said,
• 27:54
  who's
• 27:54
  Ed?
• 27:55
  Ed
• 27:55
  is
• 27:55
  his
• 27:55
  father
• 27:56
  and
• 27:57
  Ed
• 27:57
  is
• 27:57
  his
• 27:57
  grandfather.
• 27:58
  I
• 27:58
  said,
• 27:59
  well,
• 27:59
  they're
• 27:59
  all
• 28:00
  playing
• 28:00
  together.
• 28:01
  So
• 28:02
  those
• 28:03
  things,
• 28:03
  they
• 28:03
  just.
• 28:04
  They
• 28:04
  get
• 28:05
  them.
• 28:06
  Yeah,
• 28:06
  that
• 28:07
  makes
• 28:07
  sense.
• 28:07
  Do
• 28:08
  you
• 28:08
  ever
• 28:08
  have
• 28:08
  an
• 28:08
  experience
• 28:09
  and
• 28:09
  this
• 28:09
  is
• 28:09
  just
• 28:09
  from
• 28:10
  someone?
• 28:10
  Like,
• 28:10
  if
• 28:11
  someone
• 28:11
  is
• 28:12
  hesitant
• 28:12
  to
• 28:13
  come
• 28:13
  in,
• 28:13
  maybe
• 28:13
  they
• 28:14
  don't
• 28:14
  want
• 28:14
  to
• 28:14
  know
• 28:14
  what
• 28:15
  you're
• 28:15
  going
• 28:15
  to
• 28:15
  say,
• 28:16
  or
• 28:16
  do
• 28:16
  you,
• 28:17
  like,
• 28:17
  filter
• 28:17
  that
• 28:18
  out
• 28:18
  for
• 28:18
  them
• 28:18
  so
• 28:18
  that
• 28:19
  it's.
• 28:19
  No,
• 28:19
  I
• 28:19
  don't.
• 28:19
  I
• 28:20
  don't.
• 28:20
  Well,
• 28:20
  if
• 28:21
  it's
• 28:21
  something.
• 28:22
  If
• 28:23
  it's
• 28:23
  something.
• 28:24
  I
• 28:25
  mean,
• 28:25
  I
• 28:25
  do
• 28:25
  go
• 28:25
  over
• 28:26
  usually
• 28:26
  how
• 28:26
  they
• 28:27
  passed,
• 28:27
  because
• 28:27
  that's
• 28:28
  another
• 28:28
  way
• 28:28
  to
• 28:29
  validate
• 28:30
  that
• 28:30
  we
• 28:30
  have
• 28:30
  the
• 28:31
  right
• 28:31
  person
• 28:32
  and
• 28:32
  that.
• 28:33
  And
• 28:33
  that
• 28:33
  they're
• 28:34
  there.
• 28:36
  I
• 28:37
  try
• 28:37
  to
• 28:37
  be
• 28:37
  sensitive.
• 28:38
  Let's
• 28:38
  just
• 28:38
  put
• 28:38
  it
• 28:39
  that
• 28:39
  way.
• 28:39
  Okay.
• 28:40
  If
• 28:40
  the
• 28:41
  person,
• 28:41
  you
• 28:42
  know,
• 28:42
  used
• 28:42
  a
• 28:42
  gun
• 28:42
  and
• 28:43
  it
• 28:43
  was
• 28:43
  a
• 28:43
  mess,
• 28:44
  I'm
• 28:45
  not
• 28:45
  going
• 28:45
  to
• 28:45
  really
• 28:46
  say,
• 28:47
  you
• 28:47
  know,
• 28:48
  describe
• 28:48
  the
• 28:48
  crime
• 28:49
  scene,
• 28:51
  but
• 28:51
  I'll.
• 28:51
  I'll
• 28:52
  go
• 28:52
  around
• 28:52
  it.
• 28:52
  You
• 28:53
  know,
• 28:53
  we
• 28:53
  learned
• 28:53
  to
• 28:54
  be
• 28:54
  sensitive,
• 28:55
  so.
• 28:56
  And
• 28:56
  that
• 28:56
  wasn't
• 28:57
  my
• 28:57
  best.
• 28:58
  I
• 28:58
  didn't
• 28:58
  get
• 28:59
  the
• 28:59
  best
• 28:59
  grade
• 28:59
  on
• 28:59
  that
• 29:00
  because
• 29:00
  I'm
• 29:00
  sort
• 29:01
  of
• 29:01
  tell
• 29:01
  it
• 29:01
  like
• 29:01
  it
• 29:01
  is.
• 29:03
  I
• 29:03
  know.
• 29:03
  And
• 29:04
  it's
• 29:04
  me,
• 29:04
  too,
• 29:04
  because
• 29:05
  I
• 29:05
  sometimes,
• 29:05
  like,
• 29:06
  I'll
• 29:06
  even
• 29:06
  finish
• 29:06
  something,
• 29:06
  I'll
• 29:07
  be
• 29:07
  like,
• 29:07
  oh,
• 29:07
  maybe
• 29:07
  I
• 29:07
  should
• 29:07
  have
• 29:08
  been
• 29:08
  a
• 29:08
  little
• 29:08
  more
• 29:08
  empathetic.
• 29:09
  But
• 29:09
  I
• 29:09
  mean,
• 29:09
  at
• 29:10
  the
• 29:10
  same
• 29:10
  time,
• 29:10
  like,
• 29:10
  sometimes,
• 29:11
  I
• 29:12
  mean,
• 29:12
  we're
• 29:12
  here,
• 29:12
  like
• 29:13
  you
• 29:13
  said,
• 29:13
  to
• 29:13
  learn
• 29:14
  something.
• 29:14
  And
• 29:14
  sometimes
• 29:15
  hearing
• 29:15
  the
• 29:15
  hard
• 29:16
  things
• 29:17
  is
• 29:17
  what
• 29:17
  you
• 29:17
  need.
• 29:18
  Like,
• 29:18
  I
• 29:18
  wish
• 29:18
  people
• 29:19
  had
• 29:19
  told
• 29:19
  me
• 29:19
  the
• 29:19
  hard
• 29:20
  things
• 29:21
  decades
• 29:21
  ago.
• 29:22
  Right.
• 29:22
  A
• 29:22
  lot
• 29:22
  of
• 29:22
  people
• 29:23
  want
• 29:23
  to
• 29:23
  know
• 29:24
  if
• 29:25
  the
• 29:25
  drug
• 29:25
  overdose
• 29:26
  was
• 29:26
  suicide
• 29:28
  or
• 29:29
  just
• 29:29
  they
• 29:30
  Were
• 29:30
  so
• 29:30
  stoned,
• 29:31
  they
• 29:31
  just
• 29:31
  kept
• 29:32
  taking
• 29:32
  more.
• 29:33
  So
• 29:34
  I.
• 29:34
  What
• 29:35
  I
• 29:35
  usually
• 29:35
  say
• 29:36
  is,
• 29:37
  is
• 29:37
  that
• 29:38
  your.
• 29:38
  Your
• 29:38
  daughter
• 29:39
  takes
• 29:40
  responsibility
• 29:41
  for
• 29:41
  her
• 29:41
  passing.
• 29:42
  Right?
• 29:43
  And
• 29:44
  then
• 29:44
  they'll
• 29:44
  go,
• 29:44
  yes.
• 29:45
  Yeah,
• 29:45
  she
• 29:45
  did.
• 29:46
  So
• 29:47
  I.
• 29:48
  Yeah,
• 29:49
  I.
• 29:49
  I
• 29:49
  had
• 29:50
  a
• 29:50
  lady
• 29:50
  on
• 29:50
  that
• 29:50
  does
• 29:51
  Akashic
• 29:51
  records,
• 29:52
  and
• 29:52
  it
• 29:52
  was
• 29:53
  kind
• 29:53
  of
• 29:53
  the
• 29:53
  same
• 29:53
  thing.
• 29:53
  Like,
• 29:54
  she
• 29:54
  said,
• 29:54
  yeah,
• 29:54
  somebody
• 29:55
  like,
• 29:55
  I
• 29:55
  know
• 29:56
  five
• 29:57
  decades
• 29:57
  or
• 29:58
  five
• 29:58
  generations
• 29:59
  ago,
• 30:00
  you
• 30:00
  were
• 30:01
  literally
• 30:01
  decapitated.
• 30:02
  Like,
• 30:02
  I'm
• 30:02
  not
• 30:02
  gonna.
• 30:03
  Like,
• 30:03
  I
• 30:04
  have
• 30:04
  to
• 30:04
  be
• 30:04
  sensitive
• 30:04
  about.
• 30:05
  This,
• 30:06
  but
• 30:06
  she
• 30:06
  probably
• 30:07
  still
• 30:07
  has
• 30:07
  neck
• 30:07
  pain
• 30:08
  to
• 30:08
  that
• 30:08
  day
• 30:08
  and
• 30:09
  wonders
• 30:09
  why
• 30:09
  she
• 30:10
  has.
• 30:10
  Why
• 30:10
  she
• 30:10
  has,
• 30:11
  you
• 30:11
  know,
• 30:11
  a.
• 30:11
  A
• 30:11
  sore
• 30:12
  neck.
• 30:13
  Probably.
• 30:13
  I
• 30:13
  mean,
• 30:14
  seriously,
• 30:14
  probably.
• 30:15
  I
• 30:15
  was
• 30:15
  thinking
• 30:15
  more
• 30:16
  like,
• 30:16
  let's
• 30:17
  say
• 30:17
  hypoth.
• 30:18
  I'm
• 30:18
  just
• 30:18
  trying
• 30:18
  to
• 30:18
  think
• 30:18
  of
• 30:18
  an
• 30:19
  example,
• 30:19
  and
• 30:19
  then
• 30:20
  I'll.
• 30:20
  I'll
• 30:20
  let
• 30:20
  you
• 30:21
  wrap
• 30:21
  this
• 30:21
  up.
• 30:23
  I
• 30:24
  don't
• 30:24
  know.
• 30:24
  I.
• 30:24
  I'm.
• 30:25
  I'm
• 30:25
  drawing
• 30:25
  a
• 30:26
  blank
• 30:26
  here.
• 30:26
  I
• 30:26
  guess
• 30:26
  I'm
• 30:27
  thinking
• 30:27
  like,
• 30:27
  more
• 30:28
  like
• 30:29
  you
• 30:29
  didn't
• 30:29
  have,
• 30:30
  you
• 30:30
  know,
• 30:30
  like,
• 30:30
  the
• 30:30
  relationship
• 30:31
  or
• 30:31
  whatever,
• 30:31
  like,
• 30:32
  bad
• 30:32
  news
• 30:32
  coming
• 30:33
  in,
• 30:33
  like,
• 30:33
  with
• 30:33
  that.
• 30:34
  Like,
• 30:35
  you
• 30:35
  know,
• 30:35
  you're
• 30:35
  not
• 30:35
  always
• 30:36
  gonna
• 30:36
  see
• 30:36
  that
• 30:36
  they're
• 30:37
  happily
• 30:37
  in.
• 30:37
  I
• 30:37
  mean,
• 30:37
  you
• 30:38
  might
• 30:38
  always
• 30:38
  see
• 30:38
  that
• 30:38
  they're
• 30:38
  happily
• 30:39
  in
• 30:39
  heaven,
• 30:39
  but
• 30:39
  if
• 30:39
  they
• 30:40
  start
• 30:40
  talking
• 30:40
  about,
• 30:40
  like,
• 30:41
  past
• 30:41
  things
• 30:42
  that
• 30:43
  could.
• 30:43
  That.
• 30:44
  Well,
• 30:44
  spirit
• 30:44
  usually
• 30:45
  doesn't
• 30:45
  talk
• 30:45
  about
• 30:46
  past
• 30:46
  lives.
• 30:47
  Okay.
• 30:47
  Okay.
• 30:49
  There's
• 30:49
  people
• 30:49
  who
• 30:50
  take
• 30:50
  you
• 30:50
  back
• 30:50
  into
• 30:51
  past
• 30:51
  lives.
• 30:51
  I
• 30:52
  just
• 30:52
  took
• 30:52
  one
• 30:52
  person
• 30:53
  back.
• 30:53
  I
• 30:53
  didn't
• 30:54
  know
• 30:54
  I
• 30:54
  could
• 30:54
  do
• 30:54
  it,
• 30:54
  but
• 30:54
  I
• 30:55
  did
• 30:55
  it.
• 30:56
  And,
• 30:59
  well,
• 30:59
  I
• 31:00
  always
• 31:00
  say
• 31:01
  some
• 31:01
  of
• 31:01
  the
• 31:02
  DNA
• 31:02
  always
• 31:02
  drips
• 31:03
  down.
• 31:03
  So
• 31:04
  if
• 31:04
  you
• 31:04
  get
• 31:05
  somebody
• 31:05
  who
• 31:05
  had
• 31:06
  mental
• 31:07
  health
• 31:07
  problems,
• 31:07
  if
• 31:08
  your
• 31:08
  mother
• 31:08
  was
• 31:08
  schizophrenic,
• 31:09
  you
• 31:10
  know,
• 31:11
  you
• 31:11
  might
• 31:12
  have
• 31:12
  some
• 31:12
  of
• 31:12
  that
• 31:13
  stuff
• 31:14
  that,
• 31:15
  you
• 31:15
  know,
• 31:15
  rears
• 31:16
  its
• 31:16
  ugly
• 31:16
  head
• 31:16
  at
• 31:17
  some
• 31:17
  point,
• 31:19
  but
• 31:19
  we.
• 31:20
  We
• 31:20
  have.
• 31:21
  We
• 31:21
  still
• 31:21
  have
• 31:22
  free
• 31:22
  will.
• 31:23
  We
• 31:23
  have
• 31:23
  free
• 31:24
  will.
• 31:24
  And
• 31:24
  even
• 31:24
  though
• 31:25
  that
• 31:25
  DNA
• 31:26
  is
• 31:26
  trying
• 31:26
  to
• 31:26
  come
• 31:26
  out
• 31:27
  and
• 31:27
  making
• 31:27
  you
• 31:27
  say
• 31:28
  mean
• 31:28
  things
• 31:28
  like
• 31:29
  your
• 31:29
  mother
• 31:29
  did,
• 31:30
  you
• 31:31
  have
• 31:31
  free
• 31:31
  will
• 31:31
  to
• 31:32
  say,
• 31:33
  forget
• 31:33
  that.
• 31:34
  That's
• 31:35
  gone.
• 31:36
  That
• 31:36
  is
• 31:36
  not
• 31:37
  going
• 31:37
  to
• 31:37
  happen
• 31:37
  again.
• 31:39
  Right.
• 31:39
  So
• 31:39
  we
• 31:39
  have
• 31:39
  to.
• 31:42
  We
• 31:42
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• 31:42
  to
• 31:42
  use
• 31:42
  our.
• 31:43
  Our.
• 31:44
  Our.
• 31:44
  Just
• 31:44
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• 31:45
  and
• 31:46
  use
• 31:46
  your
• 31:46
  intuition,
• 31:48
  because
• 31:49
  spirit
• 31:50
  puts
• 31:50
  things
• 31:50
  in
• 31:51
  our
• 31:51
  head.
• 31:51
  And
• 31:51
  I
• 31:51
  can
• 31:51
  show
• 31:52
  you.
• 31:52
  I
• 31:52
  can
• 31:52
  give
• 31:52
  you
• 31:53
  an
• 31:53
  idea
• 31:53
  at
• 31:53
  the
• 31:54
  end
• 31:54
  of
• 31:54
  a
• 31:54
  reading.
• 31:55
  I
• 31:55
  try
• 31:55
  to
• 31:56
  give
• 31:56
  them
• 31:56
  an
• 31:56
  exercise
• 31:58
  so
• 31:58
  that
• 31:58
  they'll.
• 31:58
  They
• 31:59
  can.
• 31:59
  They'll
• 31:59
  know
• 32:00
  that
• 32:00
  they
• 32:00
  can.
• 32:00
  They
• 32:00
  can
• 32:01
  contact
• 32:01
  their
• 32:02
  loved
• 32:02
  one
• 32:02
  on
• 32:02
  their
• 32:03
  own.
• 32:04
  So
• 32:04
  I
• 32:04
  tell
• 32:04
  them,
• 32:04
  I'm
• 32:04
  going
• 32:04
  to
• 32:05
  count
• 32:05
  to
• 32:05
  three
• 32:07
  and.
• 32:07
  And
• 32:07
  you're
• 32:08
  going
• 32:08
  to
• 32:08
  tell
• 32:08
  me
• 32:08
  the
• 32:09
  very
• 32:09
  first
• 32:09
  item
• 32:10
  or
• 32:10
  thing
• 32:10
  that
• 32:11
  comes
• 32:11
  into
• 32:11
  your
• 32:11
  head.
• 32:11
  So
• 32:11
  I
• 32:12
  go,
• 32:12
  1,
• 32:12
  2,
• 32:12
  3.
• 32:12
  What
• 32:12
  is
• 32:13
  it?
• 32:13
  And
• 32:13
  a
• 32:13
  woman
• 32:14
  said,
• 32:14
  an
• 32:14
  elephant
• 32:15
  and
• 32:15
  she
• 32:15
  goes,
• 32:15
  an
• 32:16
  elephant.
• 32:16
  How
• 32:16
  am
• 32:16
  I
• 32:17
  going
• 32:17
  to
• 32:17
  find,
• 32:17
  see
• 32:17
  an
• 32:17
  elephant
• 32:18
  in
• 32:18
  the
• 32:18
  next
• 32:18
  week?
• 32:21
  It
• 32:21
  has
• 32:21
  to
• 32:21
  be
• 32:21
  the
• 32:22
  first
• 32:22
  thing
• 32:22
  or
• 32:22
  it
• 32:22
  isn't
• 32:23
  going
• 32:23
  to
• 32:23
  work.
• 32:24
  Because
• 32:24
  spirit
• 32:25
  put
• 32:25
  it
• 32:25
  in
• 32:25
  there.
• 32:26
  Your,
• 32:26
  your
• 32:27
  husband
• 32:27
  put
• 32:27
  it
• 32:27
  in
• 32:28
  there
• 32:28
  because
• 32:28
  he
• 32:29
  knew
• 32:29
  where
• 32:29
  and
• 32:30
  when
• 32:30
  you
• 32:30
  were
• 32:31
  going
• 32:31
  to
• 32:31
  be.
• 32:31
  They
• 32:31
  know
• 32:31
  the
• 32:32
  future
• 32:33
  and
• 32:33
  he
• 32:33
  wanted
• 32:34
  you
• 32:34
  to
• 32:34
  understand
• 32:35
  he's
• 32:35
  with
• 32:35
  you
• 32:35
  and
• 32:36
  he
• 32:36
  can
• 32:36
  talk
• 32:36
  to
• 32:37
  you
• 32:37
  and
• 32:37
  give
• 32:38
  you
• 32:38
  ideas.
• 32:39
  So
• 32:39
  this
• 32:40
  woman
• 32:40
  called
• 32:40
  me
• 32:41
  back,
• 32:41
  got
• 32:41
  in
• 32:41
  touch
• 32:42
  with
• 32:42
  me
• 32:42
  and
• 32:42
  said
• 32:43
  two
• 32:43
  days
• 32:44
  later,
• 32:44
  after
• 32:44
  our
• 32:45
  session,
• 32:45
  I
• 32:46
  took
• 32:46
  my
• 32:46
  son
• 32:47
  mini
• 32:47
  golfing
• 32:48
  at
• 32:49
  a
• 32:49
  new
• 32:49
  place.
• 32:50
  And
• 32:50
  look
• 32:50
  what
• 32:51
  one
• 32:51
  of
• 32:52
  the.
• 32:53
  Hold
• 32:53
  on.
• 32:53
  I
• 32:53
  got
• 32:53
  to
• 32:54
  get
• 32:54
  the.
• 32:55
  I
• 32:55
  can
• 32:55
  remove
• 32:56
  that.
• 32:56
  No,
• 32:56
  I
• 32:56
  can't
• 32:57
  right
• 32:57
  now.
• 32:58
  I
• 32:58
  don't
• 32:58
  know.
• 32:58
  You
• 32:59
  have
• 32:59
  to
• 32:59
  put
• 32:59
  it
• 32:59
  right
• 32:59
  in
• 32:59
  front
• 32:59
  of
• 32:59
  your
• 33:00
  face
• 33:00
  for
• 33:00
  us
• 33:00
  to
• 33:00
  see
• 33:02
  elephant.
• 33:03
  It's
• 33:03
  a
• 33:04
  giant
• 33:04
  elephant.
• 33:05
  A
• 33:05
  giant
• 33:06
  elephant.
• 33:07
  You
• 33:07
  have
• 33:07
  to
• 33:08
  hit
• 33:08
  the
• 33:08
  ball
• 33:09
  through
• 33:09
  his
• 33:09
  legs.
• 33:10
  Who
• 33:10
  can
• 33:11
  make
• 33:11
  this
• 33:11
  stuff
• 33:12
  up?
• 33:13
  Where
• 33:13
  was
• 33:13
  she
• 33:14
  gonna
• 33:14
  see
• 33:14
  a
• 33:14
  big
• 33:15
  elephant,
• 33:16
  right?
• 33:17
  And
• 33:17
  that
• 33:18
  makes
• 33:19
  people
• 33:19
  so
• 33:20
  excited
• 33:21
  that
• 33:22
  they
• 33:22
  really
• 33:23
  believe
• 33:24
  it.
• 33:24
  They
• 33:24
  understand
• 33:25
  that
• 33:26
  they're
• 33:26
  not
• 33:27
  gone,
• 33:28
  they're
• 33:28
  just
• 33:28
  in
• 33:28
  another
• 33:29
  form.
• 33:30
  And
• 33:30
  you
• 33:31
  can
• 33:31
  do
• 33:31
  that
• 33:31
  on
• 33:31
  your
• 33:32
  own
• 33:32
  every
• 33:33
  week.
• 33:33
  You
• 33:34
  want
• 33:34
  to
• 33:34
  feel
• 33:34
  connected,
• 33:36
  you
• 33:36
  should
• 33:36
  talk
• 33:36
  to
• 33:37
  them.
• 33:37
  You
• 33:37
  always
• 33:37
  have
• 33:38
  to
• 33:38
  ask
• 33:38
  them
• 33:38
  for
• 33:39
  things.
• 33:39
  They
• 33:39
  can't
• 33:39
  just
• 33:39
  come
• 33:40
  in
• 33:40
  and
• 33:40
  redecorate.
• 33:41
  Okay.
• 33:41
  You
• 33:42
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• 33:42
  to
• 33:42
  say,
• 33:43
  help
• 33:43
  me
• 33:43
  feng
• 33:44
  shui
• 33:44
  Ma.
• 33:44
  Okay?
• 33:45
  Just
• 33:45
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• 33:45
  me
• 33:45
  where
• 33:45
  to
• 33:46
  move
• 33:46
  things
• 33:46
  in
• 33:46
  your
• 33:47
  head.
• 33:48
  They
• 33:48
  have
• 33:48
  to
• 33:49
  be
• 33:49
  asked.
• 33:51
  So
• 33:52
  this
• 33:52
  is,
• 33:52
  this
• 33:53
  is
• 33:53
  interesting.
• 33:53
  This
• 33:53
  is
• 33:54
  really
• 33:54
  fun.
• 33:54
  Now
• 33:54
  I'm
• 33:54
  gonna
• 33:55
  have
• 33:55
  to
• 33:55
  go
• 33:55
  read
• 33:55
  about
• 33:55
  something
• 33:56
  else
• 33:56
  and
• 33:56
  learn
• 33:56
  more
• 33:56
  about
• 33:57
  something
• 33:57
  else.
• 33:58
  If
• 33:58
  you
• 33:58
  could
• 33:58
  give
• 33:59
  somebody
• 33:59
  some
• 33:59
  tips
• 34:00
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• 34:00
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• 34:00
  you
• 34:00
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• 34:01
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• 34:01
  suggestions
• 34:01
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• 34:02
  how
• 34:02
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• 34:02
  open
• 34:02
  up
• 34:03
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• 34:03
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• 34:03
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• 34:03
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• 34:04
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• 34:04
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• 34:04
  I
• 34:04
  mean,
• 34:04
  that's
• 34:04
  one
• 34:05
  good
• 34:05
  practical
• 34:06
  try.
• 34:08
  So.
• 34:08
  Well,
• 34:09
  knowledge
• 34:09
  is,
• 34:10
  is
• 34:10
  key.
• 34:12
  There's
• 34:12
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• 34:12
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• 34:13
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• 34:13
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• 34:14
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• 34:14
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• 34:15
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• 34:16
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• 34:21
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• 34:23
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• 34:24
  And
• 34:24
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• 34:24
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• 34:42
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• 34:49
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• 34:49
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  And
• 34:52
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• 34:52
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• 34:53
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• 34:54
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• 34:56
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• 35:00
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• 35:02
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• 35:03
  So
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• 35:04
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• 35:05
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• 35:05
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• 35:05
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• 35:06
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• 35:06
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  Okay.
• 35:07
  To
• 35:08
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• 35:09
  And
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• 35:11
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• 35:12
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• 35:13
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• 35:15
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• 35:15
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• 35:15
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• 35:15
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• 35:16
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• 35:16
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• 35:19
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• 35:20
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• 35:20
  Or
• 35:21
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• 35:21
  feather,
• 35:22
  you
• 35:22
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• 35:23
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• 35:23
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• 35:24
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  I
• 35:25
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• 35:25
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• 35:25
  woman,
• 35:26
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• 35:27
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• 35:27
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• 35:27
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  She
• 35:29
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• 35:29
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• 35:29
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• 35:30
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• 35:30
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• 35:30
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• 35:31
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• 35:31
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• 35:32
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• 35:32
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• 35:33
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• 35:33
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• 35:33
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• 35:34
  your
• 35:34
  father.
• 35:35
  And
• 35:35
  I
• 35:35
  said,
• 35:36
  have
• 35:36
  you
• 35:36
  been
• 35:36
  looking
• 35:36
  at
• 35:36
  the
• 35:37
  dates?
• 35:37
  She
• 35:37
  said,
• 35:38
  no.
• 35:39
  I
• 35:39
  said,
• 35:40
  next
• 35:40
  quarter,
• 35:40
  you
• 35:40
  find.
• 35:41
  Look
• 35:41
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• 35:41
  the
• 35:41
  date.
• 35:41
  It
• 35:42
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• 35:42
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• 35:42
  an
• 35:42
  important
• 35:43
  date.
• 35:44
  So
• 35:45
  she
• 35:45
  said,
• 35:46
  I
• 35:46
  said,
• 35:46
  you're
• 35:46
  going
• 35:46
  to
• 35:46
  find
• 35:47
  another
• 35:47
  quarter.
• 35:47
  So
• 35:48
  she,
• 35:48
  she
• 35:48
  got
• 35:48
  back
• 35:48
  to
• 35:49
  me
• 35:49
  and
• 35:49
  said,
• 35:49
  I
• 35:49
  found
• 35:50
  a
• 35:50
  quarter
• 35:51
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• 35:51
  I
• 35:51
  never
• 35:52
  expected
• 35:53
  it,
• 35:53
  you
• 35:53
  know,
• 35:53
  it
• 35:54
  could
• 35:54
  have
• 35:54
  been
• 35:54
  like
• 35:55
  in
• 35:55
  a
• 35:55
  shoe
• 35:55
  or
• 35:56
  something.
• 35:56
  Something
• 35:56
  crazy.
• 35:57
  She
• 35:57
  said,
• 35:57
  and
• 35:58
  I
• 35:58
  remember
• 35:58
  Barbara
• 35:59
  said,
• 35:59
  look
• 35:59
  at
• 35:59
  the
• 35:59
  date.
• 36:00
  It
• 36:00
  was
• 36:00
  the
• 36:00
  year
• 36:01
  my
• 36:01
  dad
• 36:01
  died.
• 36:04
  So
• 36:04
  they.
• 36:05
  And
• 36:05
  now
• 36:05
  she
• 36:06
  says,
• 36:06
  I'm
• 36:06
  going
• 36:06
  to
• 36:06
  go
• 36:06
  through
• 36:06
  all
• 36:07
  the
• 36:07
  quarters
• 36:07
  that
• 36:07
  I
• 36:08
  kept.
• 36:08
  Okay,
• 36:09
  forget
• 36:10
  the
• 36:10
  washing
• 36:10
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• 36:11
  I'm
• 36:11
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• 36:11
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• 36:11
  find
• 36:11
  the
• 36:11
  good
• 36:12
  ones.
• 36:13
  So,
• 36:13
  yeah,
• 36:14
  there's
• 36:15
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• 36:15
  There's
• 36:16
  always
• 36:16
  something.
• 36:16
  So
• 36:16
  that's
• 36:17
  a
• 36:17
  great
• 36:17
  way
• 36:17
  to
• 36:17
  just
• 36:18
  open
• 36:18
  up
• 36:19
  and
• 36:19
  podcasts,
• 36:20
  you
• 36:20
  know,
• 36:21
  there's
• 36:21
  a
• 36:21
  million
• 36:21
  podcasts
• 36:22
  about
• 36:23
  spirituality
• 36:24
  and
• 36:26
  I
• 36:26
  love
• 36:26
  it.
• 36:27
  Open
• 36:27
  up
• 36:28
  and,
• 36:29
  you
• 36:29
  know,
• 36:29
  like,
• 36:29
  build.
• 36:30
  Build
• 36:30
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• 36:31
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• 36:31
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• 36:32
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• 36:33
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• 36:33
  build
• 36:33
  it.
• 36:34
  And
• 36:34
  they
• 36:34
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• 36:34
  come.
• 36:34
  Build
• 36:35
  it
• 36:35
  and
• 36:35
  they
• 36:35
  will
• 36:35
  come.
• 36:36
  Absolutely.
• 36:37
  Well,
• 36:37
  this
• 36:37
  has
• 36:38
  been
• 36:38
  really
• 36:38
  fun.
• 36:38
  Thank
• 36:39
  you
• 36:39
  so
• 36:39
  much,
• 36:39
  Barbara,
• 36:39
  for
• 36:39
  coming
• 36:40
  on.
• 36:41
  Pleasure,
• 36:42
  Absolute
• 36:42
  pleasure.
• 36:43
  I
• 36:43
  love
• 36:43
  it.
• 36:44
  And
• 36:44
  for
• 36:44
  the
• 36:44
  people
• 36:44
  listening,
• 36:45
  she's
• 36:45
  going
• 36:45
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• 36:46
  give
• 36:46
  us
• 36:46
  one
• 36:46
  last.
• 36:46
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• 36:47
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• 36:47
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• 36:47
  it
• 36:47
  up
• 36:47
  for
• 36:48
  us.
• 36:48
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• 36:48
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• 36:48
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• 36:48
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• 36:49
  give
• 36:49
  one
• 36:49
  piece
• 36:50
  of
• 36:50
  advice
• 36:50
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• 36:51
  words
• 36:51
  of
• 36:51
  wisdom,
• 36:51
  I'd
• 36:52
  like
• 36:52
  people
• 36:52
  to
• 36:52
  kind
• 36:52
  of
• 36:52
  wrap
• 36:53
  it
• 36:53
  all
• 36:53
  up
• 36:53
  at
• 36:53
  the
• 36:53
  end.
• 36:54
  What
• 36:54
  would
• 36:54
  it
• 36:54
  be
• 36:55
  for
• 36:55
  our
• 36:55
  listeners?
• 36:56
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• 36:56
  you
• 36:57
  want
• 36:57
  to
• 36:57
  connect,
• 36:59
  you
• 36:59
  have
• 36:59
  to
• 37:00
  trust.
• 37:01
  It's
• 37:02
  not
• 37:02
  seeing
• 37:02
  is
• 37:03
  believing,
• 37:03
  it's
• 37:04
  believing
• 37:04
  is
• 37:04
  seeing.
• 37:05
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• 37:05
  as
• 37:06
  long
• 37:06
  as
• 37:06
  you
• 37:06
  have
• 37:08
  a
• 37:08
  negative
• 37:08
  or
• 37:09
  show
• 37:09
  me
• 37:09
  kind
• 37:10
  of
• 37:10
  thing,
• 37:11
  it's
• 37:12
  really
• 37:13
  a
• 37:13
  low
• 37:13
  vibration
• 37:14
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• 37:15
  spirit
• 37:15
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• 37:15
  in
• 37:16
  a
• 37:16
  very
• 37:16
  high
• 37:16
  vibration.
• 37:17
  So
• 37:17
  you
• 37:17
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• 37:17
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• 37:18
  how
• 37:19
  hard
• 37:19
  it
• 37:19
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• 37:20
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• 37:21
  remember,
• 37:22
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• 37:23
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• 37:23
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• 37:24
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• 37:24
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• 37:24
  go
• 37:25
  do
• 37:25
  something
• 37:25
  that
• 37:25
  makes
• 37:26
  you
• 37:26
  laugh
• 37:26
  and
• 37:26
  brings
• 37:27
  you
• 37:27
  joy.
• 37:27
  That's
• 37:28
  what
• 37:28
  they
• 37:29
  want
• 37:29
  for
• 37:30
  you.
• 37:32
  And,
• 37:34
  and
• 37:34
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• 37:34
  bring
• 37:34
  more
• 37:34
  joy
• 37:35
  to
• 37:35
  your
• 37:35
  life
• 37:35
  if
• 37:36
  you
• 37:36
  can.
• 37:36
  You
• 37:37
  will
• 37:37
  be
• 37:37
  able
• 37:37
  to.
• 37:38
  It
• 37:38
  just
• 37:38
  takes
• 37:38
  time.
• 37:39
  Absolutely.
• 37:40
  And
• 37:40
  if
• 37:41
  people
• 37:41
  want
• 37:41
  to
• 37:41
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• 37:41
  out
• 37:42
  with
• 37:42
  you,
• 37:42
  how
• 37:42
  do
• 37:42
  they
• 37:42
  reach
• 37:42
  out?
• 37:43
  It
• 37:44
  is
• 37:44
  so
• 37:44
  easy.
• 37:45
  Okay.
• 37:46
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• 37:48
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• 37:51
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• 37:51
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• 37:52
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• 37:52
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• 37:53
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• 37:53
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• 37:53
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• 37:53
  out
• 37:54
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• 37:54
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• 37:54
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• 37:54
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• 37:56
  book
• 37:56
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• 37:56
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• 37:57
  and
• 37:58
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• 37:58
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• 37:58
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• 37:58
  of
• 37:58
  my
• 37:58
  little
• 37:59
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• 37:59
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• 37:59
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• 38:00
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• 38:00
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• 38:00
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• 38:01
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• 38:02
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• 38:02
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• 38:02
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• 38:03
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• 38:03
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• 38:03
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• 38:04
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• 38:04
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• 38:04
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• 38:04
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• 38:05
  what
• 38:05
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• 38:05
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• 38:05
  crazy
• 38:06
  things
• 38:06
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• 38:06
  happen
• 38:07
  in
• 38:07
  a
• 38:08
  reading.
• 38:08
  And
• 38:08
  boy,
• 38:09
  are
• 38:09
  there
• 38:09
  some
• 38:09
  crazy
• 38:10
  things.
• 38:11
  I
• 38:12
  can't
• 38:12
  wait
• 38:12
  to.
• 38:12
  I
• 38:13
  can't
• 38:13
  wait
• 38:13
  to
• 38:13
  check
• 38:13
  it
• 38:13
  out.
• 38:14
  So
• 38:14
  thank
• 38:14
  you
• 38:15
  again,
• 38:15
  so
• 38:15
  much.
• 38:15
  I
• 38:16
  appreciate
• 38:16
  you
• 38:16
  coming
• 38:16
  on.
• 38:17
  Thank
• 38:17
  you.
• 38:18
  You're
• 38:18
  welcome.
• 38:19
  And
• 38:19
  for
• 38:19
  everybody
• 38:19
  else
• 38:20
  out
• 38:20
  there,
• 38:20
  you
• 38:20
  heard
• 38:21
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• 38:21
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• 38:21
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• 38:21
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• 38:21
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• 38:23
  check
• 38:23
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• 38:23
  all
• 38:24
  out,
• 38:24
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• 38:24
  I'm
• 38:25
  sure
• 38:25
  she
• 38:25
  has
• 38:26
  some
• 38:26
  fascinating
• 38:26
  stories.
• 38:27
  And
• 38:27
  go
• 38:27
  book
• 38:27
  a
• 38:27
  session.
• 38:28
  You
• 38:28
  never
• 38:28
  know
• 38:28
  what
• 38:29
  you
• 38:29
  don't
• 38:29
  know.
• 38:29
  And
• 38:30
  like
• 38:30
  she
• 38:30
  said,
• 38:30
  it
• 38:30
  will
• 38:30
  make
• 38:31
  you
• 38:31
  feel
• 38:31
  better
• 38:31
  and
• 38:31
  you
• 38:31
  will
• 38:32
  find
• 38:32
  more
• 38:32
  joy
• 38:32
  in
• 38:32
  your.
• 38:33
  So
• 38:33
  we
• 38:33
  will
• 38:34
  talk
• 38:34
  to
• 38:34
  you
• 38:34
  next
• 38:34
  week.
• 38:35
  Bye.