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- 0:00Boom, I've never opened the show like that before.
- 0:06I love it. That's our starting with the
- 0:09show's now. Boom.
- 0:11Welcome back to another episode of the Christian re podcast
- 0:14today. I have the wonderful, Josh
- 0:16Leonard returning on the show, welcome back my friend, and
- 0:19we're talking about near-death experiences.
- 0:21Now, this was always planned to be a episode 201 directly after
- 0:27episode 200. If you haven't listened to it,
- 0:29why haven't you? Listen to it.
- 0:30I had Josh on the show for that episode and we spoke all about
- 0:33life after death. But there just aren't enough
- 0:37hours in the day to do the work to give near-death experiences,
- 0:44the enough time and dedication that it really needs.
- 0:47And so we kind of agreed to do a second show scheduling, we're
- 0:51here now, that's the most important thing.
- 0:54Finally, welcome back. Thanks for having me Christian.
- 0:58I appreciate it man. No.
- 1:00No, that's put a pleasure as always.
- 1:01Mine are for those who don't know, Josh Leonard host a show
- 1:04called The Pursuit Of Infinity podcast.
- 1:06I go out of my way to always promote it all the time, you
- 1:08don't know this but whenever I'm interviewing get people or
- 1:13giving recommendations I always throw his name out there.
- 1:16Great show, wonderful work. Go check it out, the pursuit of
- 1:18infinity podcast. Cool.
- 1:21All right. As I said to Josh off camera, I
- 1:25wasn't really sure how to kind of begin this episode.
- 1:31So, I'm just kind of kind of outlined what near-death
- 1:35experiences are, and let's just kind of go from there.
- 1:39This is what I found in Frontiers psychology 2012,
- 1:45official. I've read quite a few drug 10
- 1:49course for this, which I haven't done since, like University
- 1:52days. So, it's been a while, and it
- 1:56reminded me how much I hate academic journals.
- 1:58But there was some, a lot of useful stuff that I found This
- 2:03is how it describes near-death experiences.
- 2:06Near-death experiences or ndes are profound psychic
- 2:11experiences. Commonly occurring in
- 2:13life-threatening conditions. They include feeling a sense of
- 2:16Peace of seeing a bright light and kind in countering deceased
- 2:21relatives or religious figures and of transcending space and
- 2:26time to explain them. It has been suggested that they
- 2:31stem from brain disorders. And/or psychological reactions
- 2:35to Searching death, a sort of Wishful Thinking, in response to
- 2:40the perceived threat. I suppose this raises an
- 2:46important kind of question. Right off the bat.
- 2:51Where do you sit on it? Because I know that you're a
- 2:54very spiritual person as am I? I think we're both kind of in
- 2:57that sphere different different approaches to it, but we both
- 3:00kind of landed on. Hey, we think that there is
- 3:03something bigger than just, you know, hey, it's just science
- 3:08folks, you know, I am, I've always kind of looked at science
- 3:12as being like, Where you start with things but there's a lot of
- 3:18questions that can't be answered with science.
- 3:19And then often, you know, that will bring in things like
- 3:23religion and you know, just kind of spirituality, psychic
- 3:28thinking all that here in that description.
- 3:33It kind of Implies that ndes or near-death experiences are just
- 3:38kind of like a Distortion Like, just like a falter you know, you
- 3:42like your brain basically like you dreaming and part of me can
- 3:46understand that and look at that and go you know what makes
- 3:48sense, I get it but the other part of me is like, really just
- 3:52a distortion, nothing else that's it.
- 3:57You know, it's a bit like when people say, oh, what comes after
- 4:00death, and it's just nothing pitch black and that's it.
- 4:04You're born, you're live. Die.
- 4:09Where do you? Sit on that?
- 4:10Just lets start that. It's such a complicated issue.
- 4:14Let's first address that thing. You just said, we're, when you
- 4:16die. It's nothing and it's darkness
- 4:19and Blackness. But why would we suggest that
- 4:23darkness and Blackness equal nothing?
- 4:26Because those are both things, they're both experiences.
- 4:29Like if you have an experience of Blackness or an experience of
- 4:33Darkness, like that's a description.
- 4:35Option of something. So how can that be nothing?
- 4:38So even when we look at like the definitions of how we go about,
- 4:42describing what death is what near-death experiences are.
- 4:46We're like, it's almost like we're stepping on our own feet
- 4:49and where I think it begins is this notion that in the
- 4:54scientific material, is Paradigm that the brain generates
- 4:58Consciousness. I think that's where it all
- 5:00begins. That's the foundation of it.
- 5:02Because when you look at some of these near-death experiences, it
- 5:04makes you kind of take into consideration that may be This
- 5:09exists outside of the brain and we sort of tune into it.
- 5:13It's like a field or a frequency or something like that, and Many
- 5:18religious and spiritual Traditions, go on and on, and on
- 5:21throughout the world about, you know, something moving on, your
- 5:25soul, your spirit, something like that.
- 5:27So to me near-death experiences, it's quite possible that when
- 5:33you get to that point that you're so close to death, you
- 5:37begin to sort of Put one foot in the door and you're like, you're
- 5:41beginning to transition. So you're starting to connect
- 5:43with that thing, whatever it is that exists Beyond you know the
- 5:48physical and be on the brain. do you think that's because You're
- 5:55beginning to let go, or do you think it's more than that?
- 6:03You're tapping into something that previously was not thought
- 6:08possible. I think it's more that I think
- 6:11it's more that you're tapping into something.
- 6:13That previously, we didn't think was possible.
- 6:17Because again, when we look at the brain, we think that when
- 6:20the brain dies Consciousness goes away, and again, you know,
- 6:24a lot of the times we would define consciousness as me like
- 6:29Josh, the person, I think I am. My preference is how I see the
- 6:33world all my experiences but that might not be Consciousness.
- 6:38That's Considered like the Persona or in the brain.
- 6:41It's called the default mode Network.
- 6:43It's the part of your brain. That is like the center for your
- 6:47ego or the center for what you define yourself.
- 6:48As and I know like you can go back to if you just get like a
- 6:54brain injury or something like that, that can alter your
- 6:57Consciousness. So yes, we can see that like the
- 7:00brain does have a role in like the form of Consciousness that
- 7:04manifests itself through it. But it just seems to me like
- 7:09There's something beyond what we're looking at physically in
- 7:12this world. And that, like, we can access it
- 7:14through certain means, like near-death experience is
- 7:17meditation psychedelics. it went in this really interesting,
- 7:22especially in the research that I did for this is that I
- 7:24realized that there are so many Accounts witness accounts of
- 7:32near-death experiences can now bear in mind.
- 7:36Yeah. How many people there are in the
- 7:37world and all that? And this guy that just had on my
- 7:41show, his name's Guy of chingam amazing guy.
- 7:47It kind of began the series of near death experiences.
- 7:49This guy has had several near-death experiences in his
- 7:52life. And I said to him, I was like,
- 7:56do you do you think you're like cursed or do you think there's
- 7:59like I don't know like a deeper meaning to all this and he
- 8:02seemed to kind of think there there might be always you know,
- 8:05but like he just kind of got on with it and that's how he rolled
- 8:07with it. But you know I mean I wonder
- 8:11sometimes if if maybe it's the classic oh we those few have
- 8:16those experiences to share with the rest of us but you know,
- 8:19we're all Skeptics you know. Science has led us to be
- 8:22Skeptics as we should be. B.
- 8:26But at the same time, it's like when you hear about so many
- 8:30different experiences, The all as well, a very similar.
- 8:37Yeah, we've often heard about the light at the end of the
- 8:40tunnel or various other different things that will go
- 8:44into later in this show but like there's a lot of different
- 8:48experiences out there and stories that kind of converge or
- 8:54are similar in many respects. Like what do you make of that?
- 8:57The fact that there's just that this abundance of end, he's out
- 9:01there and The implications are, what that can mean.
- 9:05It almost feels like people people who are having and E's
- 9:09are like tapping in to the same frequency or the same something.
- 9:13And, you know, you can find a lot of similarities in the
- 9:17experience itself. But what I find is really,
- 9:20really intriguing is the consistency to, which people say
- 9:25their lives change after they've had a near-death experience.
- 9:29They talk about love and unity in.
- 9:32Nature and, you know, being of service to others.
- 9:35And that to me, it's a very particular type of lesson to be
- 9:39learned from something and it's also a lesson that we don't
- 9:42really teach and value in like Western culture.
- 9:46So, to me the fact that a lot of people are having the same exact
- 9:50message in the same sort of overarching, transcendent,
- 9:55feeling is just miraculous to me.
- 9:59That's a real key aspect of the. Well, there's a couple of things
- 10:02you touched on there. That want to delve into one of
- 10:03them being the East versus West philosophy is kind of thing.
- 10:08When I started Living in Europe and I saw, I had a gave me a
- 10:12totally different perspective on things like psychic abilities
- 10:19spirituality, these different things like the way.
- 10:22People look at those things and approach, those things and
- 10:25consider those things totally different from UK America
- 10:30whatever like it's almost like sometimes it's like tapping into
- 10:35knowledge that's been forgotten or it.
- 10:38The interesting thing is it's always it's always scoffed at.
- 10:41But then you hear of these instances where you know people
- 10:43will take like say Asian medicines and or go through
- 10:47certain treatments or whatever and then they have full
- 10:50recoveries from different things.
- 10:52Now again to say this right now, before I get blistered with this
- 10:58That doesn't mean that there's only one way or that, that's
- 11:01what everyone should do. It's just interesting that, that
- 11:06is something that scuffed up. And then there's like so many
- 11:08different instances of where that's worked and where people
- 11:13have embraced Eastern philosophy, or Eastern medicine
- 11:16or whatever, and then it's led to breakthroughs or it's led to,
- 11:20as you said, you know, people living very different lives.
- 11:25I don't think it's a coincidence that when people tend to to
- 11:28embrace that type of life through things like Buddhism or
- 11:32you know, spiritual lives or dedicating their lives to things
- 11:37like you know, charity and Projects that help Humanity that
- 11:44they kind of discover this deeper profound sense of meaning
- 11:48that they didn't have in their lives before. which when you say
- 11:53out loud is obvious course, life isn't supposed to just be about
- 11:56work and you know Making a living and making sure you have
- 12:02enough to survive. It has to be more than that.
- 12:07There's nothing to prove that we do have a purpose, but certainly
- 12:11life feels a lot more fulfilling when it feels like you do have a
- 12:14purpose and you are there trying to help others.
- 12:18When I look at this show, for example, and I said and zillion
- 12:20times but I want to raise it here.
- 12:25I feel like if I'd never achieve anything else it'll be okay.
- 12:30So long as this show stands the test of time and delivers
- 12:35something that in the future the say like you're watching this 20
- 12:3930 years from now and you can sit down and say there's value
- 12:43in there. Still, this is eternal Timeless.
- 12:47I remember her back to job. One time.
- 12:50It's been a side note here. and there was a push on trying to
- 12:54create content that was conquered Evergreen because
- 12:58there was considered more value in creating something that was
- 13:02eternal that you could return to versus something that was just
- 13:05in the moment, a snippet in time because when you look at things
- 13:08that are created that represent certain moment in time, You know
- 13:14historically they can be interesting.
- 13:15You go back and watch like archival news footage or
- 13:17whatever. That's interesting but like
- 13:19there's a lot of things like say that you see a YouTube video and
- 13:22it's talking about like a shop. I am in a game that was released
- 13:25on a certain day. Once that day has passed.
- 13:29That is a pointless video. But it's not pointless, it also
- 13:33represents a mark, a moment, a time, everything. so, then maybe
- 13:39it becomes more about The meaning that you find in a
- 13:44thing. Similar to how me and you can
- 13:48sit down and listen to the same song.
- 13:51I find nothing in it but you find everything in it.
- 13:55And my that's a kind of crazy thing to think about.
- 14:01The other aspects of this. I thought a lot about how in our
- 14:06first conversation together. We spoke a lot about your
- 14:08experiences with psychedelics and stuff like that and how that
- 14:12changed you as a person and linking that back to what we
- 14:17were talking about with near-death experiences.
- 14:20I think that it would be impossible not to go through
- 14:25something like that and not see life differently thereafter.
- 14:29I suppose having a near-death experience and having something,
- 14:33which proves I can't say that because say something can't say
- 14:39that something that proves that maybe there's something. off to
- 14:45it, something waiting for us, that could then give you more
- 14:52reason to live perhaps. Or the flip reverse is true, if
- 14:58you believe that. There's nothing such as Ricky.
- 15:01Gervais often says this in interviews, that he feels that
- 15:04there's just nothing and that that's it.
- 15:08That contain many people from many people hearing that, you
- 15:11know, maybe you go down the the nature and you think, oh, what's
- 15:14the point, you know, God is dead.
- 15:16Nothing is real. Nothing, there's no meaning.
- 15:18But then, You could also have the flip reverse and think I do
- 15:22know if anything, if if that's it.
- 15:25If we are born, we live, we die. And that's it.
- 15:27Then surely, it's everything to just be here and be in the
- 15:32Embrace every single second and every single moment the other
- 15:38day. I don't know, this all sounds
- 15:40like a ramble, but trust me, it's part of a wider group of
- 15:44thoughts that I'm bringing together just how I roll.
- 15:48There was this This singer that passed away in the in the last
- 15:52couple of days and the guy was 42 years old.
- 15:58Mid 40s and the band. I don't know if Americans are
- 16:03notice or International, but there was a band called S Club
- 16:067. And in the UK huge in the late
- 16:1190s, early 2000s. I remember being in school and
- 16:15listening to them at school discos and everything, you know,
- 16:19seeing them do their terrible movies on Light TV and
- 16:24everything. It was, it was fun.
- 16:25It was funny. Didn't have to Anything amazing.
- 16:27It was just a good fun time in life and a warm memory of
- 16:33childhood. They just announced their
- 16:36reunions tool 25 years and Not two weeks later, this man passes
- 16:45away. And normally, you know, I've
- 16:49seen a lot of people pass away before their time, but this just
- 16:51kind of hit me for some reason. Maybe it's just because of
- 16:53everything. I've been going through lately,
- 16:55just difficult time in life, but I looked at it and it kind of
- 17:00just hit me in a deep way. And I was like, wow, like The
- 17:04moment is truly fleeting, like you just never know when it's
- 17:06coming. It could come at any time.
- 17:10All the more reason to live right now for the moment and to
- 17:14embrace every single second and make it count.
- 17:19So but there's so many questions I can ask you off the back of
- 17:25that. Let's focus on that a little bit
- 17:30more. Let's delve into that a little
- 17:32bit more, giving yourself meaning after realization like
- 17:36that. Where do you sell on that?
- 17:40It's very important, a very important part of say a
- 17:44psychedelic experience or a near-death experience.
- 17:49Are, you know, the consequences of that experience and what it
- 17:52brings to you. And generally what these things
- 17:55impart on us is The notion that especially with a psychedelic
- 18:01because I have psychedelic experience.
- 18:03But I've never had a near-death experience.
- 18:05So with psychedelics, you get this feeling that you are both
- 18:11the individual and also the collective at the same time,
- 18:16which is very strange. And it's not something you can
- 18:18just get living through your everyday life.
- 18:22And it's funny. I want a quick go back to
- 18:24something. You said, like relating your
- 18:27death experiences to sell. Del X.
- 18:29So there are two people that I interviewed on my show one is
- 18:32named Bill letson. I think it was episode like 45.
- 18:35Then earlier a dude named Kyle Boller.
- 18:39So these two both had near-death experiences and then had
- 18:44continued on and moved on to using psychedelics.
- 18:48And what they both had said was that they got to the same exact
- 18:54place on psychedelics where they previously were in there.
- 18:58Near death experience, the experience the same feelings,
- 19:02the same, they learned that the same types of lessons.
- 19:05They saw the same types of things.
- 19:07So to me, it's like there's many paths to approach that thing.
- 19:15Like the thing that we're all saying may or may not exist
- 19:19Beyond life and when you talk about like Ricky Gervais, you
- 19:23know saying like oh there's nothing after and this and that
- 19:26like again, you know, to Questions.
- 19:28Like what, what do you mean by nothing?
- 19:31You know what I mean? Like, what exactly does that
- 19:33mean? And if and again, if you're
- 19:35saying that's darkness and you're saying that's Blackness,
- 19:38well, that's an experience. So if you're going to say that
- 19:41is equal to nothing, I think you have to re-evaluate what you
- 19:44think nothing is and also it's like record.
- 19:50You Ricky Gervais is right in a way.
- 19:54Because yes it is nothing but it's also not nothing.
- 19:58It's also everything. So to understand these things
- 20:01you have to be able to hold Paradox and a good way to
- 20:06represent. This is say like you know that
- 20:08classic image of the vase and then like the Silhouettes of the
- 20:13two faces on either side, have you ever seen this part of this
- 20:18golden? So like essentially there's two
- 20:21faces and they're in the opposition looking Inward and
- 20:25then the shape of their face. Like it creates this like
- 20:29chalice or like a goblet or a vase type of thing.
- 20:32It's black and white. So say like the faces on the
- 20:34side or black and then the Chalice on the inside is white,
- 20:38similar to like the yin and the Yang.
- 20:41And when you look at that thing, say, you've never had a
- 20:44psychedelic. Say you've never had a
- 20:46near-death experience or a meditative spiritual type,
- 20:49mystical experience. And you're looking at that
- 20:51thing, say that Represents reality, and you're only seeing
- 20:55the vase in the center. Then when you take a psychedelic
- 20:59or when you have in your death experience, it's like you're
- 21:02given this Vision to see the faces on both sides as well.
- 21:07So it's like you're seeing something that's always been
- 21:09there that gives context and shape to that centerpiece.
- 21:14But now with New Vision, you're able to see both parts of it,
- 21:18you know what I mean? It's like you're holding that
- 21:20Paradox and the way that relates to language, A gervase and what
- 21:24he says about nothingness and Atheism is like yeah, you're
- 21:27getting part of it but you're not seeing the thing that gives
- 21:30context to what you're describing, if that makes sense.
- 21:35Hey, but okay. And that was advocate for a
- 21:38second. I still like what?
- 21:40He's really trying to hint about is that okay?
- 21:45I know you said that, you know, there's no experience that in
- 21:48sorry but there is an expert like that nothingness is an
- 21:50experience and I think there's there's truth in that but if
- 21:55we're comparing this right now, what we're experiencing right
- 21:59now and any other similar form of life that my may exist to a
- 22:06state of not being I mean, that's not life.
- 22:10That's not, you know, it's not we can argue that if its
- 22:13existence but it's not life. It's not an experience, an
- 22:17individual experience. It's I mean, okay.
- 22:20Like the closest thing I could really compare it to is, when
- 22:23you, when you go to sleep, you don't have a memory of it.
- 22:29You just, you know, you go to sleep.
- 22:32Sometimes we have dreams. Sometimes not.
- 22:36And then you wake up again. but if you didn't wake up, Then you
- 22:43would just that would that would be it and that's kind of what
- 22:46the f is really, is that you just don't like off again.
- 22:51You could argue, that's peace. I mean, you know, when you're
- 22:54asleep, you don't feel pain, you don't feel anything, you feel.
- 23:00But with that being said, You do, you can have experiences.
- 23:06For instance, I did an episode way earlier, in the Christian,
- 23:10we podcast about my experiences of sleep, paralysis and sleep
- 23:13apnea. Now, for the most part, it's and
- 23:18this is something. We'll go into a little bit
- 23:19later. There's an experience of being
- 23:22outside of one's body. and, It feels physical and I know that.
- 23:31My mind is trying to kind of understand that.
- 23:34Okay, physically, I am my bet, my body is there in the bed and
- 23:39it can't move and obviously that's because the mind has
- 23:44paralyzed the body to stop it from you know, like smacking
- 23:46myself in the face and wake myself up going rooms.
- 23:49That's yet to keep yourself asleep.
- 23:52But at the same time there's experiences within that don't
- 23:55that don't make sense. And you wonder if it's
- 23:59Distortion of the mind or not like my Experience of the
- 24:02quote-unquote, the night hag and what that is.
- 24:04Well, that represents you could just argue scientifically that
- 24:08it is just distortions is just your mind messing with you.
- 24:11And that maybe could also be something a bit different or
- 24:15more profound point is, it's an experience that's hard when you
- 24:19are asleep when you are, you know, in the nothingness, then
- 24:23there's arguments that, you know, maybe astral projection
- 24:25Works. Maybe, you know, that is
- 24:28something that exists. It's hard to really say there
- 24:33are definitely accounts of that. I've had an experience when I
- 24:36was Very young that kind of I'm about had like many years of
- 24:44dreaming. I was falling.
- 24:46It's quite a weird dream. It was just like when I say
- 24:49dream like I it was like, I was falling from a building and then
- 25:00it was like a mixture of like feeling, like I'm falling, but I
- 25:03never reach the floor ever, but it was the sensation of falling
- 25:07and it felt terrifying and then it was so feeling like I just
- 25:12landed into the bed and then I woke up, Almost as though maybe
- 25:18my astral body was flying around and landed in the body.
- 25:22Now I don't know where I stand on it, if I believe on that or
- 25:25not, but my point is, that's another experience that happens.
- 25:30Seemingly in the nothingness void. maybe the key to all of
- 25:35this is less to do with The debate of whether or not there's
- 25:40nothing or anything, maybe it's more to do with the memory of
- 25:44experience. Maybe when we die?
- 25:50Memory is no longer a factor at all because in our life in our
- 25:54existence, as human beings memory is our only tied to the
- 26:00Past because everything else changes the cells in our body
- 26:04change, you look at photos. You look different.
- 26:06You don't even look like the same person.
- 26:08You recognize it similar. You can see that it's the same
- 26:11person throughout life or sometimes you can't.
- 26:13Sometimes it looks like a different person.
- 26:15The point is the only thing that truly helps you remember is your
- 26:18own memories and then now, you know, pictures and videos and
- 26:22such but Here's something that'll mess with your head.
- 26:30There's no way of proving that those memories are real.
- 26:33You know, that you experienced that.
- 26:37But you know that you experienced that because your
- 26:38mind tells you that you experienced that and you
- 26:43remember, living it. But what if somehow that was a
- 26:48lie? What if somehow You died
- 26:52already. How would you know all you have
- 26:56is your memories? What you make of that?
- 27:01Well, I've heard people say that like, for instance, it's
- 27:05possible that time being, like people say time is an illusion
- 27:11and it's all happening at the same time time is just sort of
- 27:14like what we Define as it is a chronological unfolding of
- 27:17events in the way that we measure and see it, according to
- 27:19our senses and our clocks and things like that.
- 27:21But say time is all happening and all has happened in your
- 27:28life and Say, would, you know, if you go to sleep at night and
- 27:32then you wake up, you could say, wake up in 2035 and because like
- 27:39you said, you had all those previous memories.
- 27:42You think that you're waking up into that year?
- 27:45You know what I'm saying? Or possibly, I could go to sleep
- 27:49tonight and then I could wake up in, you know, I don't know 1998.
- 27:54I could be nine years old but I still I instilled with the
- 27:59previous. Ruiz of those years.
- 28:02So, I would have no way of knowing what time that I woke up
- 28:05into in my life span, right? You've just opened up a can of
- 28:11worms here. I've never thought about this,
- 28:12okay, first of all, great movie idea.
- 28:14Imagine that, right a cycle where someone go out in
- 28:19Hollywood and make this and make me the lead actor in it because
- 28:22I need work. So movie idea a guy is probably
- 28:26been that. It must have been done a guy
- 28:28girl person who continuously moves back and forth through
- 28:33time and experiences different points in their life but does
- 28:39not have any memory or recollection of it.
- 28:41And as you said, Only has the memories previous to that point
- 28:46in time, but then eventually there's a distortion movie Magic
- 28:50and now they are aware. And now what do they do with
- 28:55that information? And where are they going to end
- 28:56up waking up next? That come on, tell me that's not
- 29:00a great movie idea. That would great.
- 29:01Start great stuff. Yeah, make it happen and if not
- 29:05I will make it happen anyway, copyright.
- 29:10No, but let's explore that for a second.
- 29:14Gosh, that could be possible. It makes me wonder as well
- 29:20because one thing I've always thought about Is.
- 29:26And this goes back to something third.
- 29:29So have you ever seen Star Trek the Next Generation?
- 29:33I have not, I was always a Star Wars guy.
- 29:35Okay, well you redeemed, it's brilliant.
- 29:38You should watch it sometimes particularly because of the
- 29:41things that you're interested and I think you dig it because
- 29:44Star Trek next Generation, it had a lot of kooky crazy
- 29:46episodes but there were a lot of like philosophical episodes that
- 29:51really messed with your head as far as like things like time
- 29:53travel. Like Life after death, all sorts
- 29:56of interesting Concepts and one of them was an episode where
- 30:00they were essentially caught in something like a Time Loop.
- 30:05But not exactly. And basically there's a moment
- 30:08where they're all meeting in the same room and they're like and
- 30:11it's become a meme now, but it's like, oh, we could have done
- 30:14this like 50,000 times 50 times 100 times, five times and we'd
- 30:20never know. How do we know how many times
- 30:22we've done this? They're caught in a temporal
- 30:24Loop. That's basically what it is.
- 30:25Is, and it makes me wonder how many times are we experienced
- 30:30experienced this? How many times have me?
- 30:32And you sat down and had this exact conversation?
- 30:35How do we know we're not in a loop?
- 30:37How do we know that when, you know, we're not going to stop
- 30:41immediately after this? How do we know that human
- 30:46civilization has not already reached the current point that
- 30:50it's reached several times over Now this is delving into
- 30:54conspiracy a little bit but like when I look at some of the old
- 30:58like, you know, civilization stuff that exists where there's
- 31:01like no indication of what that civilization was like all we
- 31:07have is like building remnants or small indications that a
- 31:12civilization existed but we don't know to what extent.
- 31:16But sometimes every once in a while something will come out of
- 31:19the woodwork like an old artifact or whatever the
- 31:21indicates they had a lot more. More technology than previously
- 31:26thought, which makes me wonder if they got to this point before
- 31:29and if so is it possible? We've got to the same point or
- 31:32further. And then something catastrophic
- 31:36happened. Now, this has nothing to do with
- 31:38near-death experiences, but what are your thoughts on that?
- 31:41There's so much evidence for that and the more and more I
- 31:48look into it. I truly do believe that we're
- 31:51living in this like situation where humans.
- 31:55We just so happen to be the most evolved species on the planet.
- 31:58So it's like week, we rise up, We rise up, we become
- 32:02technologically advanced and we do our thing.
- 32:05And then eventually, what happens, is there some sort of
- 32:08and there's massive evidence for this some sort of Global
- 32:12cataclysm that comes from space, whether it be a meteor or a
- 32:15comet, something like that. So, twice a year, we travel
- 32:18through What's called the toward meteor stream.
- 32:21And that is just an absolute mess of comets, meteors space
- 32:25rocks. And it said that every 12 to 13
- 32:29thousand years, we come into contact with one of these
- 32:33celestial bodies and it hits us and it sort of just resets life
- 32:37on Earth to a certain degree. And there's a lot of ancient
- 32:41Shins that in their art and in their buildings.
- 32:45They allude to these types of things.
- 32:47So, there is, there's a ton of evidence for that but it seems
- 32:50to me. Like if we don't get our
- 32:54technological and intellectual advancement at the same level of
- 32:58our wisdom, then it seems like it's like the celestial, you
- 33:04know, Universe shuts us down and makes us restart again or
- 33:08something like that. And right now, I see us on a
- 33:10path where Like maybe previous civilizations, where our
- 33:14technology has gotten so insane, but our wisdom in our
- 33:17spirituality has not caught up to that yet and we're not able
- 33:22to use the tools in a way that would prevent us or save us from
- 33:25this Global cataclysm that. These ancient cultures have been
- 33:28warning about for centuries. So it and we're entering into
- 33:33that like 200 to 500 year time period where like it's about
- 33:39time we get smashed again. So One thing that it raises,
- 33:44which I'm sure you've seen in the media, a lot lately.
- 33:46I know you've done episodes on this as well.
- 33:49The evolution of artificial intelligence and how it's
- 33:53changing everything and how it will change everything.
- 33:56Mark, this moment in your calendar right now.
- 33:58This moment in time 2023, look at everything that's going on
- 34:02right now. The world is changing this
- 34:06marks. A moment this is like to Y2K is
- 34:09the same thing. The world is changing.
- 34:11In a way that it will not go back.
- 34:15There's no way of going backwards, the can't progress.
- 34:18Unless, you know, end-of-the-world scenario point
- 34:21is it's a point of no return. We have given birth to a, i, and
- 34:26now, This is where the interesting aspect is.
- 34:30And the question I wanted to ask you and explore with you for
- 34:34this moment because I knew that we weren't just going to explore
- 34:37the different experiences. There's so much tied to this, to
- 34:39explore so many Concepts and things and we will get more into
- 34:42in near-death experiences. I promise you that.
- 34:44But there's a lot of stuff connected to this that we can we
- 34:48need really need to explore. One of those things is a i
- 34:50because Whatever you want to say about a, i good bad, the ugly
- 34:57we've created it, it exists. Now, human beings with
- 35:03biological. You know, organisms, we can die
- 35:08quite easily. May I that's more difficult to
- 35:12destroy so long. As there always exists some sort
- 35:16of computer, whatever some way to store the this life, you
- 35:23know, be it through robots. Be it through systems is always
- 35:28going to exist which kind of implies that you know, AI is
- 35:31like our and they've said this in movies and stuff is our kind
- 35:34of like our child. You know, like we died and AI,
- 35:38outlives us essentially. now, with that in mind, I suppose a
- 35:44do you think that's kind of the inevitable future of the human
- 35:46race? Is that where we're likely to be
- 35:49headed like we you know we give birth to a i and we're just we
- 35:53cease to be or do you think it's more a case of like AI is what
- 35:59will help us to finally kind of move forwards?
- 36:03And Perhaps Escape the Fate of continually being destroyed.
- 36:08Maybe exploring space travel, who knows?
- 36:12I seem to be a little more on the optimistic side personally
- 36:16but what this brings to mind there was a quote, I think it
- 36:19was by William James in like the early 1900s and he said that
- 36:24human beings are the sex organs of the Machine World which is a
- 36:28terrifying notion. It's like, what we're here to do
- 36:33is to give birth to this artificial intelligence, you
- 36:37know via technology. But interestingly like you said
- 36:40that, It's probably harder to shut down AI, but it might be
- 36:45easier because if it's if it's just electric based, like, based
- 36:49on electricity then, I mean, something like a solar flare or,
- 36:54you know, just the power grid going down, could wipe it out
- 36:56completely. So, I feel like some of the
- 36:58danger might lie in relying too much on it for our systems of
- 37:02living. So we're if it would be disabled
- 37:04in some way shape or form. We would be screwed like
- 37:07massively. But, yeah, AI man.
- 37:10It's it's in Justin because then you also have to ask yourself.
- 37:15Are we looking at something that is potentially going to be what
- 37:19they call General artificial intelligence, which is like
- 37:23basically Consciousness like human consciousness in like the
- 37:28form of a machine in the same way that we have Consciousness.
- 37:33But I don't think that's possible because what we're
- 37:36doing is like we're trying to use technology to emulate the
- 37:41human. Human brain.
- 37:43And there is no possible way and least in my vision to create a
- 37:48computer that mimics what the human brain itself.
- 37:52Does because the human brain is something that we don't even
- 37:54understand, even a little bit. It's the most complicated thing
- 37:57in the universe to us. I totally agree with this point
- 38:01because, you know, I grew up on Sci-Fi movies like that,
- 38:04everyone else? I'm sure we're right in the same
- 38:06boat, on this like every movie ever saw about like Android
- 38:09cyborgs, whatever they always, kind of hint.
- 38:11Like the fact that, you know, either a, I will be the undoing
- 38:15of the human race, it will destroy us.
- 38:18And some of that I can see like a determinate a tile Stone area.
- 38:22I think is possible. You know, if you got like an
- 38:24accidental failsafe thing, like let's be real humans like with
- 38:29the AI. That's the exist in the world
- 38:30right now. Some people are going to use
- 38:32that for bad. That's just how humans work.
- 38:34Okay, many people will use it for good but we like to sabotage
- 38:38ourselves. We it's just in our nature.
- 38:41ER to, you know, there's always going to be a few people who
- 38:44cause trouble. That's just how it is.
- 38:46And so you have to accept the possibility.
- 38:48That would that in mind a I could be used and will be used
- 38:52in negative ways and one of those could be, you know,
- 38:56leading to Deaths and stuff. I mean, drones are a good
- 38:58example of that. Yes.
- 38:59Okay, they're powered by humans and they're directed but we're
- 39:03getting to a point now where there Automatic and able to be
- 39:07sort of self-operated, basically, anyway that point
- 39:14that you touched on there is, is really important.
- 39:17And I feel like chat GPT really kind of dumb that illustrates
- 39:23that very well because I think when we're realistic about it,
- 39:27it will get to a point where it's perfectly able to,
- 39:30replicate whatever humans do 100%, but the key ingredient
- 39:35that's missing. The key thing that it will never
- 39:37be able to do which the movies always kind of apply all.
- 39:40This is possible at our Blade Runner or something, but it's
- 39:43just not possible, is to have original thought. everything,
- 39:49the AI does will always be replicating human thought
- 39:53because of the sentience issue because of the fact that like I
- 39:58mean. I know and this bulbs are
- 40:01bigger. Existential question really.
- 40:03Doesn't it that the existence of life itself?
- 40:05Like how do you give birth to something and, and you know, I
- 40:10suppose you could argue that Why you would need God a myth, some
- 40:16power, something like that. That's a big argument.
- 40:19That's a conversation for another day but suppose a bigger
- 40:22question is, would it be possible for humans to give
- 40:26sentience to another life form to AI as a bold bit question?
- 40:32I feel like my my feeling is no. Because again, it comes down to
- 40:42the fact that AI is He's gaining access to information and
- 40:48replicating and I'm trying to think past it's like, I know
- 40:51it's very easy to sit down and say with the current structure
- 40:55of how things exist. Now, you know, it's very easy to
- 40:57be like, oh, I'll never be like that, but I'm trying to look
- 40:59ahead and think about. Okay, let's imagine it's like 50
- 41:01years from now, because things are moving very quickly right
- 41:04now, like, within the next five years were going to see some
- 41:06crazy changes, but you got to look at the long-term 50 years
- 41:11from now. Where is a?
- 41:12I likely to be. Well, we're definitely going to
- 41:16have like, Androids robots, that kind of thing.
- 41:18But it will be, you're not going to be talking to, you know, a
- 41:25person you're going to be talking to something that is
- 41:28mimicking. Something that is reacting to
- 41:31you. Like, I think Blade Runner
- 41:32really does actually explore this very well.
- 41:34I know I criticized it before but hear me out.
- 41:36Like, in the interactions that the main character has in babe,
- 41:42Runner. Nine with the, there's like a
- 41:45software, but he interacts with, that's like his girlfriend or
- 41:49whatever. And there's a point later in the
- 41:53movie where he's lost his curious girlfriend because it
- 41:57was, she was contained. But it's a long-winded story.
- 42:00But basically, like she originally was confined to his
- 42:06apartment because she is, she was a hologram, write a
- 42:08software, a type of holographic image, but she was able to
- 42:12interact with him and stuff. And appear human-like and mimic
- 42:16everything and everything. And, you know, they would talk
- 42:18back and forth but he is constantly talking to her and
- 42:22she is responding to him and learn.
- 42:24It's a i machine learning essentially.
- 42:29And you know, he he kind of he accepts it, you know, like he he
- 42:34plays into it, he does have a genuine attachment for it but
- 42:37here you can see in his eyes he always knows that it's not real
- 42:40but he kind of just accept it, but I think it's better to
- 42:44accept it even more because he himself is not real.
- 42:47He is a an Android. So it's an interesting.
- 42:51You go watch. They brother. 2049 is fantastic
- 42:54movie, but like it explores this and I think, I think that's very
- 42:57interesting. This this idea, Like, it could
- 43:00get to a point where it's almost indistinguishable from a human
- 43:03but there's no soul there. Part of the beauty of being
- 43:08human is, for example, the ability to be wrong, a, I will
- 43:13always be right. Yeah, and okay, before people
- 43:16say yeah there is, you know, misinformation there is that
- 43:19your butt like it can just take from Google and like, Ms, you
- 43:24know, a normal human being can't do that.
- 43:27But a human being can, for example, dig deep and answer
- 43:33philosophical questions or attempt to or, you know, try and
- 43:36find do incredible Things. That No One thought possible,
- 43:41purely from self-determination will, I don't know whatever you
- 43:46want to call it. Sometimes you do things in life.
- 43:48I'm sure everyone listening can appreciate, I'm sure you can
- 43:51appreciate this. Josh, sometimes you do something
- 43:53that blows your mind and you think, how did I do that?
- 43:56And there's no logical. Reason for your ability to do
- 43:59that. You just found something within
- 44:02yourself and we're able to push yourself and do it and machine
- 44:07Will never Tire a machine will, you know, it can break down.
- 44:11It can explode, it can do all these different things but it
- 44:13will never Tire or never. Have those issues that humans
- 44:18have but it also won't be able to get deep like a human being
- 44:23can. It won't be able to express
- 44:26human emotion. Okay.
- 44:28Human can it can replicate them. But it can't have the capacity
- 44:32to, to understand fully understand like empathy or love
- 44:38or Originality, you know, I'm seeing a lot of stuff right now,
- 44:43about Ai replicating and creating things like, AI songs
- 44:48and stuff and it's like I'm sure it can do that, but that's been
- 44:51programmed by a person to do that.
- 44:53That's still a human being interacting with it and
- 44:57prompting it and giving it kind of parameters and it kind of
- 45:00selects existing things within that and matches them.
- 45:03It's like a mix and match scenario, you know, like for
- 45:06instance, one of the things that I did was just for fun I GPT to
- 45:12to write a poem in the style of dr.
- 45:16Seuss or something and it did it.
- 45:18It was fun, it was good but it's taking the existing writing
- 45:21style of a deceased author and then kind of playing around with
- 45:25the parameters of that. And the way you got look at that
- 45:28is there's there's, there's like 100 million different variations
- 45:31of what it could have sent me and it's chosen one.
- 45:35You could argue the fact that it made a choice. as an argument
- 45:40that there's ability for sentience but then it's probably
- 45:43only made that decision based on odds mathematics, you know,
- 45:49going through and deciding which it which is one is the accurate
- 45:53answer. The correct answer.
- 45:55Whereas, how many times in your life have you made a decision,
- 45:59or answered on something, which, you know, is not maybe the
- 46:02answer per se but it just felt right.
- 46:09Anything? So I think the fundamental
- 46:12question is like we think about, can you just inject
- 46:17Consciousness into a machine by more complex and complex
- 46:21versions of coding? And we don't even know what
- 46:24Consciousness is. So in my opinion, the notion
- 46:29that we can just like inject Consciousness into something,
- 46:33especially that thing, not even being a biological entity.
- 46:36Just seems like we're thinking about it in.
- 46:38Like the wrong way, people who get really scared about it, I
- 46:41think a better way to get scared of AI is like Elon Musk.
- 46:44He said, similar to the way that like, if we want to build a road
- 46:50and there's an anthill and the place that we want to build that
- 46:54road, we're going to pay right over that anthill because we
- 46:57have a we have a direct goal in mind that we're going to
- 47:01accomplish and it's more important to us than the
- 47:04survival of these ants, you know what I mean?
- 47:07So if you extrapolate that idea too.
- 47:08To a potential AI. You know what they're
- 47:12essentially doing is they're just completing a programmed
- 47:15task that's put into them and you bring up like what it means
- 47:20to be human or like the differences of Being Human.
- 47:23And one of those things is again being able to have a near-death
- 47:25experience. Do you think a computer machine
- 47:28can have a near-death experience or a mystical spiritual
- 47:30experience? It can use those words if you,
- 47:34if you log into chat GPT and you ask it about God and
- 47:37Consciousness and all this stuff.
- 47:38If it's going to answer you in a very philosophical way but the
- 47:43words that it's that it's getting its taking from data,
- 47:47its data mining the internet. So all I have to do is go on the
- 47:50internet and say, like what is Buddhism or something and it'll
- 47:53give me a lot of the same things.
- 47:55So, you know, it's like, you're being fooled by this thing.
- 48:00It's imitating. It's not conscious, it's not an
- 48:03actual entity that has, like, you said, sentience Yeah.
- 48:11I do, I do always kind of look at the concept in Wonder,
- 48:14though. for instance, again, Star Trek, there's an episode
- 48:19where Data. The Android is.
- 48:26Having to in court, justify his existence and he has you know
- 48:34there's a defense case and a prosecution.
- 48:39Yeah, that's right here and basically it's settled that he
- 48:44is sentient based on like two out of three laws or something,
- 48:49something like that. And it's like, I could see where
- 48:56they were going with that and but in that series, like data
- 49:02was able to make decisions. And and make choices.
- 49:08For instance, he chose to have a cat for some reason.
- 49:15His quest he had a desire to be human but again there's
- 49:20different aspects to this. You could argue it's in his
- 49:23programming and he says this a lot is in its programming to
- 49:26learn to have a desire to become more human.
- 49:28That's written into his code. And that's kind of key with what
- 49:33we've just been saying. I know you touched on that.
- 49:34It's like you could be programmed, you could program at
- 49:37AI, too. Have a quest for sentience but
- 49:44it will never achieve it, but you could program it to try and
- 49:50find it. That's interesting.
- 49:55It is like how would it go about trying to find it?
- 50:00I just I don't think that the way that we understand sentience
- 50:06is possible for a machine to achieve because I don't know, it
- 50:12just seems like Again, the thing that's missing seems to be that
- 50:19thing that you connect to on a psychedelic or a near-death
- 50:24experience or toward to have spirituality, you know, the
- 50:27questions of whether or not life exists after those.
- 50:31I think are the main ingredients that are missing from something
- 50:35that's just sort of using code to mimic what we think.
- 50:39Sentience might look like. Because again, it's just we're
- 50:43just modeling and off of Like the information that's already
- 50:46available to us. So again like you were saying in
- 50:4950 or 100 years AI. It's probably just going to be a
- 50:54situation where it can really accurately represent like the
- 50:59current generation of human intelligence because again, I
- 51:04don't think you can just like inject sentience or inject
- 51:08Consciousness into something. I mean, we're sort of
- 51:10experimenting with that with crisper, but I think that's more
- 51:13of like a like a DNA. Population are still not able
- 51:17to, like really inject Consciousness into something
- 51:20that doesn't previously have. It was Christopher.
- 51:24Christopher is like this weird experimental program where we
- 51:30are. Starting to sort of mess with
- 51:32jeans and it seems where we're going to be able to sort of have
- 51:37what they call designer babies. We're so, you know, my, you
- 51:43know, my fiance is pregnant or And we want to have a child that
- 51:47has blue eyes brown hair and it's never going to have a
- 51:53receding hairline. We want it to be a certain
- 51:56height, we wanted to have, you know, a certain amount of body
- 52:00hair, you want like its hands. To be a certain size like every
- 52:03single aspect of of a human, you can sort of design almost like a
- 52:07create a character in the video game or something.
- 52:11So, using these weird genetic modifications that we learned by
- 52:14mapping the The human genome, we're going to be able to, like,
- 52:19I guess at least hypothetically create a certain type of person
- 52:25and that doesn't just extend to physical attributes.
- 52:30The scary part is it could potentially extend to
- 52:34personality traits, intelligence level, so say you have a lot of
- 52:38money, you're a rich family or your like if you want to say
- 52:42like the top 1%, they Could potentially just Excel far past
- 52:47us with the finances to be able to have children who are far
- 52:52more intelligent. They come out the womb knowing
- 52:54quantum mechanics or something like that.
- 52:58It's only possible to like create a child from the lab
- 53:03that's more intelligent theoretically by by altering the
- 53:10genetic sequence of right. You know that's key which is
- 53:15yeah. That's that's the key.
- 53:16So it's like well we discover when we map the human genome was
- 53:19the possibility, or at least like the hypothesis, the
- 53:23hypothesis that this is a result of the technology. so, this begs
- 53:27the question though because While you could have all the
- 53:31money in the world to pay for genetic manipulation.
- 53:37At the same time, you still have to have good genes in the first
- 53:40place and that's a lottery. That's a lottery that well, it
- 53:44is good. Edit the genes though.
- 53:46Then you can create good. How do you know?
- 53:48I'm not really felt like to welcome.
- 53:50I'm sorry, I gotta go, but I guess theoretically like, you
- 53:53can literally create a child with good genes.
- 53:56You don't have to wait for for that chance and it could be
- 54:00amazing too because then you might have the opportunity to
- 54:02say sense that baby a child is going to have schizophrenia or
- 54:07some sort of autistic Tendencies.
- 54:09And then you can maybe like eliminate that from their
- 54:13Sequence. So there's also good in some of
- 54:15these Technologies potentially. But who knows what the earlier,
- 54:19man. Like we don't usually use
- 54:21technology and like the best most wise ways, especially,
- 54:24initially Bingo, and that's what I want to explore right now, I
- 54:29think that's terrifying. What do you think it's
- 54:33terrifying to? And I really do because we
- 54:35again, like I said earlier, we don't have the wisdom and the
- 54:39spiritual intelligence to be able to use these Technologies.
- 54:42He's in a way where it's going to say benefit all of humanity
- 54:47benefit, all the animal kingdom benefit, all of nature.
- 54:50We're already doing things that are destroying everything around
- 54:54us. All of the important aspects of
- 54:56Nature and the animal kingdom of that, we rely on these symbiotic
- 55:00relationships that we have with plants and trees.
- 55:03I mean, just to name one, we're just destroying the natural
- 55:07world. So to think that somehow that's
- 55:10going to change, actually, maybe and this is where my little
- 55:14optimism comes in, with a i, if we so, in my opinion, Evolution
- 55:21is essentially the evolution of Consciousness, if you look at
- 55:25Evolution on the planet, you know, we are supposedly the most
- 55:29evolved beings on the planet. We have the highest level in the
- 55:32highest ceiling of Consciousness.
- 55:34Same with other animals that are dominant in their, in their
- 55:36environments. Dolphins, orcas things like
- 55:39that. They have this really high level
- 55:40of intelligence and Consciousness that allows them
- 55:43to succeed in their environment. So if you extrapolate the idea
- 55:47of evolution being like a heightened level of
- 55:51Consciousness, you would think that an artificial intelligence
- 55:55that is far, more Superior to humans would have a higher level
- 55:59of that Consciousness. And in my experience, when I
- 56:03raise my level of Consciousness via psychedelics or spiritual
- 56:06experience, what comes into my my being is lessons of love,
- 56:11unity saving and preserving nature, and this and that.
- 56:15So if you think that an AI having a higher level of
- 56:19consciousness, this is going to be tapping into that that love
- 56:22and the wisdom that were that were not imparting in ourselves
- 56:27and that we don't have. Then maybe AI is the key to
- 56:31guiding Us in the right direction as to how we use our
- 56:34technology and how we use the things that we're doing in a
- 56:37more like wise and cohesive way that will benefit not just like
- 56:42the individual, but the collective in nature, That's
- 56:46true. If a, I was programmed purely,
- 56:50for the purpose of survival is going to give whatever answers
- 56:56are going to give us the better, better chance of survival.
- 57:00So anything is scary, is a, I can be and is intermittent, it
- 57:05all comes down to humans. It always comes down to that.
- 57:08Its intention. If we program it in the right
- 57:10way, it will help us if we program it to destroy us, it
- 57:14will do that. It will do whatever we ask.
- 57:16Ask it to do. And that's kind of the whole
- 57:19point of this isn't it. If we want AI to be our
- 57:22Salvation, we have to be our own salvation.
- 57:25We have to stop destroying ourselves.
- 57:30Always comes back to the individual.
- 57:31Always comes back to the man in the mirror.
- 57:33Like Michael Jackson, said absolutely.
- 57:36Let's actually talk about ndes because we're I could talk to
- 57:41you all day as you know, but the hot, the topic is supposed to be
- 57:45Indies but God damn I love, I love these conversations.
- 57:49One of the things I found in my in my studies of ndes is that
- 57:54some argue that they are sort of a profound form of
- 57:58depersonalization with a subsequent loss of identity,
- 58:02including a feeling of Detachment and unreality.
- 58:04Now you touched on this a little bit with the um, Psychedelic
- 58:09stuff and we certainly spoken about this on previous shows
- 58:12before. But what do you make of this
- 58:14idea that near-death experiences are a form of depersonalization?
- 58:19I like that description because it's like you're moving beyond
- 58:23the individual ego and you're merging with something that's
- 58:26beyond you. Something that involves a
- 58:28collective you know whether it be a collective unconscious and
- 58:32look jungian terms where you're connecting with like this,
- 58:36Morpho genetic Uh that that binds all of us, you know, that
- 58:40thing that we tap into, I like to kind of describe it as like
- 58:44you know our own human consciousness is like a drop,
- 58:47you know. And when we die like that drop
- 58:50gets put back into the ocean of Consciousness.
- 58:53It's like this thing that we all tap into and that we all share.
- 58:58But it's it's so interesting. How again, you can get there
- 59:02through psychedelics, you can get there through near-death
- 59:04experience. It's like your or tapping into
- 59:06this is over. Find thing.
- 59:09This thing that went like the deeper you dive into, it seems
- 59:13to have an intelligence. It seems to have like an
- 59:16intention with some of these near-death experiences to.
- 59:19Like the, I talked to, like I said this dude named Bill letson
- 59:23and he, he was traveling through this, like, this spatial
- 59:28dimension of colorful stars and then he landed in some kind of
- 59:33an area. And he said there were beings
- 59:35there and they were so happy to see.
- 59:38See him and they seemed to know who he was and they said, one of
- 59:42the most intriguing things about them is they had these giant
- 59:46smiles and he's big bright eyes, and they all looked at each
- 59:50other and they were giggling and laughing.
- 59:52And they pointed at him and they said hi.
- 59:53He doesn't remember us, which is like so crazy, you know, like
- 59:58it's possible that like what you're really experiencing from
- 1:00:04a psychedelic or a near-death experience is literally death.
- 1:00:08This or like an experience of what happens when you do die or
- 1:00:12like a maybe like a merging or like again one foot in the door,
- 1:00:16one foot out the door because I've always considered doing
- 1:00:19psychedelics as death practice because that's what it feels
- 1:00:21like. It really really does feel that
- 1:00:23way because you are losing like when you say depersonalization
- 1:00:28you are losing a sense of yourself.
- 1:00:31They call it ego death or ego disillusion, sometimes you
- 1:00:34forget who you are you forget your name.
- 1:00:36You forget who the people around you?
- 1:00:38You are like you literally lose all sense of who and what you
- 1:00:41are and that can be a very scary feeling when you do have that a
- 1:00:46lot of times people fight against it and they fight to
- 1:00:49sort of hold onto their identity and maintain who they are and
- 1:00:53what they Define themselves as. But when you surrender to that
- 1:00:57experience, then what happens is like on the other side of that
- 1:01:01is that merging with like the thing that binds us that the
- 1:01:05Consciousness, the Transcendence Not a near-death experience, you
- 1:01:09don't have a choice on the Psychedelic, you do, you can
- 1:01:12hold on and you can control sort of how how much you surrender to
- 1:01:17what's happening to you and how much you're willing to listen to
- 1:01:20the lessons being taught to you. You have that that agency, but
- 1:01:24with a near-death experience, you don't have that choice.
- 1:01:27You're thrown directly into it. And you're basically at, you
- 1:01:32know, the whim of, you know, whatever entities or beings you
- 1:01:35may encounter, you know, within that Realm.
- 1:01:40It's terrifying. It truly is but also it's
- 1:01:43exciting. Just a bit like being in the
- 1:01:47unknown. In general.
- 1:01:48It's just a fun place to be. I spoke about this in the
- 1:01:53beginning, the intro to near-death experiences.
- 1:01:56But what do you make of this idea that a near-death
- 1:02:00experience is a defense mechanism to evade a frightening
- 1:02:04reality such as a life-threatening event, Or.
- 1:02:10You know, a way of kind of evading the situation now,
- 1:02:15something that we know for a fact happens when you go through
- 1:02:19a major incident is that your body goes into shock.
- 1:02:23And the reason for that is that I suppose, if you were to
- 1:02:25actually feel that pain, that moment, I mean, I suppose it's
- 1:02:30possible. You could succumb to the pain
- 1:02:31and die as a result pain if that's even possible.
- 1:02:35So your body protects you. Is it amazing thing about the
- 1:02:38body? It always predict protection, no
- 1:02:41matter what you're dealing with. Your body will protect you and
- 1:02:44that's why you don't feel the pain, straight away, your brain,
- 1:02:47recognizes it. And when you acknowledge
- 1:02:49eventually you'll come out of shock and you will you'll feel
- 1:02:52that but at the same time your body protects you from the
- 1:02:56majority of it as it begins the healing process.
- 1:03:00So what do you make of the concept that near-death
- 1:03:01experience is the body's way of protecting you?
- 1:03:06I don't buy it for a few reasons, one, okay?
- 1:03:09So you can think of this in terms of like say you're you're
- 1:03:12hiking Mount Everest's. Alright, and you're about to
- 1:03:14freeze to death, what happens is your mind and your body like it
- 1:03:18releases the necessary chemicals to both heat your body up and
- 1:03:23make you super happy. So that like you're saying that
- 1:03:27sort of like defense mechanism happens.
- 1:03:30That's why I like if you hike Everest a lot of times like
- 1:03:33you'll see naked smiling corpses because like they want to take
- 1:03:36off their clothes because they're their body, heat is
- 1:03:39Raising, and they get super euphoric and very happy now.
- 1:03:43These are biological mechanisms so I'll bring up an example of
- 1:03:48his name is dr. Edmund Alexander.
- 1:03:50So he's a neurobiologist and a like a neuroscientist and he had
- 1:03:55a neurosurgeon, what would you call it?
- 1:03:59It was like a neurodegenerative disease where he was in a coma
- 1:04:05for like two weeks and he had a bunch of doctors come in and
- 1:04:10like basically judge where he was at and in his recovery.
- 1:04:13She in this coma and he was determined to have no brain
- 1:04:17function at all. Nothing.
- 1:04:20There was no synapses going off. Like he was alive because he was
- 1:04:23he was on a respirator and they were keeping him alive, but he
- 1:04:26had no brain activity. And during this time, he had
- 1:04:32like one of the most famous and pronounced insane near-death
- 1:04:35experiences of all time. He wrote a book about it too.
- 1:04:39So In order to be a defense mechanism, it would seem that
- 1:04:43your biological synapses would have to be firing in a way where
- 1:04:48like it's your biology. It's either your brain
- 1:04:50chemistry. Something about your body is
- 1:04:53working and responding to the atmosphere, or like the stimuli
- 1:04:56of your your external, reality, your environment.
- 1:04:59But in this guy's case, in an end in a lot of near-death
- 1:05:01experience cases. Your brain is completely gone.
- 1:05:05You're not like, under brain scans.
- 1:05:09Like, you can see that your brain isn't firing off.
- 1:05:11It's not having any sort of internal or external experience.
- 1:05:14Yet people come back with this insane story about what they,
- 1:05:19what they went through. So it begs the question.
- 1:05:21Like if you're not there, who went through this experience and
- 1:05:25that what happened? Who was it?
- 1:05:27That had this experience and how on Earth did it happen?
- 1:05:31It's gotta be. The sole wasn't it?
- 1:05:33Something like that. Whatever it is that you connect
- 1:05:36to that exists Beyond life. The thing that we are blind to
- 1:05:40the thing that we cannot Not see, but that we can access via
- 1:05:43near-death experience meditation psychedelics looks like just the
- 1:05:48process of death for a second. I mean, you'll put your body
- 1:05:51dies. We all know that your body dies
- 1:05:53it breaks down, you know, it ceases to be, but whatever
- 1:05:59reason. You're like for his, a good
- 1:06:04example, when someone dies of natural causes it, just happens
- 1:06:08randomly. Now, it's was understandable
- 1:06:10that the body breaks down and dies when it dies, for example,
- 1:06:15heart attack, or after a long illness or something like that,
- 1:06:18you know, your body, just Submachine eventually, machine
- 1:06:21just, it just can't keep up with it anymore.
- 1:06:23It's going to buckle. Sometimes you get lucky.
- 1:06:27We've not too cool. As is everything can be totally
- 1:06:30right and then just boom gone. And it's sudden.
- 1:06:38So of course let your body and you say natural causes, it'll be
- 1:06:40like, you know, there's a like if you die of cancer, you don't
- 1:06:44die of cancer, you die of illness related to it.
- 1:06:48So like whatever your body goes through hypothermia or it goes
- 1:06:51through some illness breaks down dies.
- 1:06:54But the cancer or whatever the illness was, was the kind of
- 1:06:58instigator of that process. With like a natural death.
- 1:07:02I mean it's there's no instigator per se, it's just it
- 1:07:07happens. So it was a heart attack your
- 1:07:10body's fine I mean you get there there's been so many instances
- 1:07:13of someone having being perfectly healthy and then just
- 1:07:18suddenly boom heart attack, done dead, that's it so that's the
- 1:07:24body aspect to it. You look at the conscious
- 1:07:29consciousness. It's scientifically proven that
- 1:07:34when you die there exists, energy around a body.
- 1:07:37That's something that's been tracked with science which
- 1:07:40scientific studies go. Look it up, I'm not making it
- 1:07:42up. I did this experience this
- 1:07:44research for. This is fact and what they
- 1:07:48might, they were marked is that the energy remains there for a
- 1:07:51certain period of time and then it dissipates it get leaves
- 1:07:54because of course, energy Never Dies, we die, but energy, Never
- 1:07:58Dies, it just transcends, it moves.
- 1:08:01So So if we consider that we are energy.
- 1:08:06And keep it within that sphere. Then we never die.
- 1:08:10We just move on or our Consciousness moves on, but the
- 1:08:15body dies. Therefore, bringing it back to
- 1:08:19near death experiences, that could then explain why we're
- 1:08:21able to have those experiences and retain those experiences
- 1:08:24because we are energy. And we are able to retain that
- 1:08:28in a way, that doesn't make sense for human being because
- 1:08:33We're Limited. By our experiences in the human
- 1:08:36body. If you know, I'm trying to go
- 1:08:38with this, maybe I'm just not explaining this very well.
- 1:08:40It's one of those occurrences where I know what I mean, but
- 1:08:44the words Escape me. I guess what I'm trying to say
- 1:08:48is that when you What am I doing?
- 1:08:53The soul to be is an all-knowing all-powerful being that has no
- 1:08:58limitations but human beings have limitations.
- 1:09:01I guess that's what I'm trying to say.
- 1:09:03So it will make sense that the conscious is able to experience.
- 1:09:10You know, profound experiences and then come back and report on
- 1:09:13that. But then the human body is, it's
- 1:09:16a machine, isn't it? So course, there's no activity.
- 1:09:18If you're in a coma, But then, at the same time shouldn't that
- 1:09:24be? Because I would have thought
- 1:09:26that it would be a lot like dreaming and of course your
- 1:09:28brain does something when you're dreaming.
- 1:09:31So why not? When you're experiencing a
- 1:09:34near-death experience? Dreaming is a really interesting
- 1:09:38way to talk about this stuff because man would you look at
- 1:09:43like a dream? You are gone in there.
- 1:09:48Ricky Gervais sense we have a dream like you are done.
- 1:09:52You're out your beer, shut down, you're not dead but you're for
- 1:09:56all tent, for all intents and purposes.
- 1:09:58You know, you're gone yet you're having an experience.
- 1:10:02So again, who is it? That's having this experience.
- 1:10:06Is that the mind of the sleeper? Is it the mind of the dreamer
- 1:10:11and if so like what in the world is that even like what's that
- 1:10:13even implying? Wisdom Traditions would call it
- 1:10:17like the higher self or something.
- 1:10:19You know, this thing that you were referring to that sort of
- 1:10:22exists, it's connected to us. It's sort of Tethered to our
- 1:10:25individuality but it's part of the collective as well.
- 1:10:31And it brings to mind another thing that that we don't have
- 1:10:38any real definition for and I think it is the thing that
- 1:10:41tethers us to our higher self. And I think that is love You
- 1:10:46know, we really don't have a solid definition of what love is
- 1:10:50and to me love with the capital L is like that thing that we're
- 1:10:54tapping into, it's that thing that drives us and motivates us
- 1:10:58the basis of all life. You know what the wisdom?
- 1:11:01Traditions would say is God and I think that's, that's the key
- 1:11:05foundational aspect of where we're going and what we're
- 1:11:08doing. I'm going to run through some
- 1:11:12stats and other MD Journal stuff, and all that, and we'll
- 1:11:17see where we end up with this rabbit hole.
- 1:11:21Botox Coupee, the experience in which a person sees their body
- 1:11:27from the outside while still awake studies that I read
- 1:11:31indicated that. Anna Tosca p is a psychological
- 1:11:34disorder. It can occur as a symptom of
- 1:11:38schizophrenia and epilepsy. So essentially you're awake, you
- 1:11:43see you outside of yourself. Do you make of that?
- 1:11:49Saying, it's like a psychological disorder, seems
- 1:11:52like a really convenient way to do it, you know what I mean?
- 1:11:56You know, I read this book called what's it called, awake?
- 1:12:00I think it's called by dr. Bruce Grayson, who was one of
- 1:12:04the like foremost leading doctors, who are studying
- 1:12:07near-death experiences and he had situations where people
- 1:12:10would. For instance, there was a woman
- 1:12:14who overdosed and she was completely gone.
- 1:12:16She was again you know in a coma like a lot like a lot of these
- 1:12:19people. Alar and he was out in the
- 1:12:22waiting room. Speaking with her roommate and
- 1:12:26earlier in the day, he had spilled mustard on his tie.
- 1:12:31So he had a little mustard stain on his tie and he was having a
- 1:12:33conversation with this roommate. So when he went back into the
- 1:12:38room at a later date, I think it may have been the same day woman
- 1:12:43who had overdose was awake. And she had said that she left
- 1:12:46her body during this entire coma.
- 1:12:49And she said, she had floated out into the waiting room and
- 1:12:53she was able to recollect specifics of what they were
- 1:12:56saying, and he had his jacket closed at this time when he saw
- 1:13:01her, because he had a mustard stain on his tie.
- 1:13:03So he's like, I'm just going to close my, my lab coat.
- 1:13:05You know, the white coats that they wear and she pointed out
- 1:13:09without seeing it. She said, you had a mustard
- 1:13:11stain on your tie. I saw it.
- 1:13:13And he was like, what? Like this was one of the
- 1:13:16experiences that led him to like dedicate his career to looking
- 1:13:19at near. Death experiences.
- 1:13:20So you see there's plenty of stories of people are like
- 1:13:24getting surgery or something like that and they're on
- 1:13:26anesthesia and they leave their body and they're up in the
- 1:13:28corner of the room and they're looking down, there was one,
- 1:13:33there's one situation that was interesting.
- 1:13:34I think it was in the same book actually where there was a
- 1:13:38surgeon. He came into the room and he was
- 1:13:41doing his thing, and he was getting ready.
- 1:13:43She had already been this woman. Had already been put under
- 1:13:46anesthesia and When she was. Asleep under anesthesia.
- 1:13:53She had said she left her body and one of the things that she
- 1:13:57reported looking at and seeing was, while he was in the room,
- 1:14:01getting ready for surgery, she said he was like, quote,
- 1:14:04flapping his arms, like he was a chicken like sort of like this
- 1:14:09and and the the Doctor Who was studying the near-death
- 1:14:13experience and talking to her about it was like, what?
- 1:14:16Like, that's strange. So he went and talked to this
- 1:14:18doctor and he asked, you know, Like is there were you doing
- 1:14:22this motion at all? And he found that this doctor.
- 1:14:26One of the things that he does when he comes into the room is
- 1:14:28to keep everything sanitary. He puts his gloves on and he
- 1:14:32doesn't touch anything. He points with his elbows to the
- 1:14:36things that he wants his, like his helping staff to do, whether
- 1:14:40he wants them to go and get a tool, or go and do something.
- 1:14:43He was doing this and pointing with his elbows.
- 1:14:45So, again, these just unexplainable things that people
- 1:14:49who are leaving their Bodies, see and witness it.
- 1:14:52I mean how do you make sense of that?
- 1:14:56Let's continue on this wave. A he-he'll Tosca P.
- 1:15:02I think that's how you sort of put out this here.
- 1:15:04Tosca, pshe. And then or Tosca P.
- 1:15:07Here Comes could p, is the encounter with one's own
- 1:15:11doppelganger? Who appears as an alter ego
- 1:15:15patients may experience themselves to be localized at
- 1:15:18the position of the body? This is basically what you were
- 1:15:20talking about. It is difficult for the patient
- 1:15:24to decide. And whether or not their self is
- 1:15:26occupied within the physical body or the itah, skip or
- 1:15:31autoscopic body. The illusion.
- 1:15:33This blew my mind, when I was researching this, I didn't
- 1:15:35expect to kind of come across this.
- 1:15:36Like, obviously, I consider these concept before, but I
- 1:15:41didn't realize it was actual names for this.
- 1:15:44So this is a bit different. This is like indicating a
- 1:15:47suppose. I guess it's more like a strip.
- 1:15:52It could be astral projection, it could be.
- 1:15:58Yeah, like a doll turned, her version of yourself.
- 1:16:01I you know it's funny. I've had like dreams before
- 1:16:04which I don't know if this is the same thing but like dreams
- 1:16:08where I felt like I either I saw myself or I saw friends but they
- 1:16:13didn't look like themselves. Like I felt in my heart that
- 1:16:17they were the same person but they're not, they look
- 1:16:21different. They feel different somehow
- 1:16:24can't explain it. What do you make of this?
- 1:16:28There could be a situation where like you're experiencing
- 1:16:32something on your near-death experience.
- 1:16:34That feels like more real than this real and this is something
- 1:16:39that I feel on psychedelics all the time.
- 1:16:41Every time I have a deep psychedelic experience, it feels
- 1:16:44like what I'm tapping into is more real than this reality
- 1:16:48here. So maybe what they're
- 1:16:49experiencing is like a disconnect, you know, because
- 1:16:51they feel as if they're, they're hitting like the Ultimate
- 1:16:54Reality. But then they're looking down
- 1:16:56their body and they're saying like wait, Is that me, like am I
- 1:16:58in there? But I'm also out here like, how
- 1:17:01is this, you know? And it might create some sort of
- 1:17:03like confusion or situation, where you're encountering that.
- 1:17:09In a paper published by Jeffrey long MD.
- 1:17:13It is stated that near-death experiences are reported by
- 1:17:16about 17 percent of those who nearly died.
- 1:17:19So huge that istic when you really think about it.
- 1:17:22And he's have been reported by children.
- 1:17:25Adults scientists, Physicians, priests ministers, religious
- 1:17:30people, and atheists from around the world.
- 1:17:32I just wanted to read that because I think that's
- 1:17:34incredible. Basically, all different types
- 1:17:37of people and some of Of whom have every reason to question it
- 1:17:42and believe that it is not a real thing like it doesn't
- 1:17:44exist. That is very telling.
- 1:17:48I think while no 2nd's are the same, there are characteristic
- 1:17:54features that are commonly observed in ndes.
- 1:17:57These characteristics include a perception of seeing and hearing
- 1:18:02apart from the physical body passing on to, or through a
- 1:18:05tunnel encountering. A mystical light intense.
- 1:18:09And generally positive emotions, a revision of oneself like, you
- 1:18:16know, and one's own prior life experiences.
- 1:18:18So for instance, when I had guyot ring on my show, he spoke
- 1:18:23about being able to see lots of different things from his life
- 1:18:28all at once. You know, there's ability to
- 1:18:31expose have like An experience, we can see everything you see a
- 1:18:35movie sometimes, like going through everything in one's life
- 1:18:39at the same time, but being able to kind of unpack it and he
- 1:18:43expect, he said that his experience felt like two weeks.
- 1:18:50Even though it was, he was in a motorbike motorcycle accident
- 1:18:54and he was out for a few hours or an hour or something.
- 1:18:58That experience felt like two weeks for him as well as an
- 1:19:01interesting detail like how tight because I but I believe
- 1:19:06him. I don't know.
- 1:19:07I know, I know it's scientifically not possible but
- 1:19:09I don't know. I feel like that's real.
- 1:19:12Like when you look at the, if you look at time and we talked
- 1:19:15about this at the beginning of this, the show that the idea
- 1:19:17that time is not how we understand it.
- 1:19:20To be that's entirely possible within the constraints of and of
- 1:19:24that. If you, if you accept those
- 1:19:25rules of time and that's kind of key in, this is what rules have
- 1:19:28time to accept, what are your beliefs?
- 1:19:30It always comes down to that. But with that in mind it's every
- 1:19:35it's completely possible that you could for instance, freeze a
- 1:19:38moment in time and explore and be in that moment for years even
- 1:19:43and come back. And then it's like no time has
- 1:19:45passed. For everyone else.
- 1:19:51Also encountering, dead relatives deceased, loved ones
- 1:19:55and a chance to return to the Earthly life.
- 1:19:58Now, this is a big aspect to this.
- 1:20:00So I guess my question to you is is twofold, one is just kind of
- 1:20:04your thoughts on those various different types of near-death
- 1:20:09experiences but also that final one the choice to return.
- 1:20:16To the body. We hear about this a lot.
- 1:20:18We see it in movies. What do you make of that?
- 1:20:21The idea that you were given the choice to come back?
- 1:20:25It's a super interesting one because not all people do get
- 1:20:29that choice. Some people, your the autonomy
- 1:20:32and they're able to get that choice but like the guy I
- 1:20:35interviewed the lesson, he had the choice and he was like, hell
- 1:20:40no, I am not going back there. This is awesome.
- 1:20:43Like my friends, my family are here.
- 1:20:45Like this is the my home, you know, a lot of times they have a
- 1:20:49sense of being home and being where they, where they came from
- 1:20:52or where they were meant to be and they don't want to go back.
- 1:20:56But then whoever is the authority of the situation is
- 1:20:58like now you're going back and they send them back so it's like
- 1:21:03it's so strange to me whether or not you get the chance.
- 1:21:07Like what does that? What does that depend on?
- 1:21:08This is it does it really? Is it a part of like the Life
- 1:21:12review type of thing that you see in a lot of these spiritual
- 1:21:15traditions? Say like all after you die, you
- 1:21:18get this Life review, where you see, you know what, you've done,
- 1:21:21how much love you've given, how much damage you've done or
- 1:21:23whatever. So maybe it's part of that,
- 1:21:25maybe depending on what you do, if you have like, more work to
- 1:21:29do on this plane of existence because I think a lot of people
- 1:21:32do get that sense where it's like, no, it's not your time
- 1:21:35yet. Like you have things, you have
- 1:21:37to do down there before you're able to fully transition to up
- 1:21:40here. It just so happens that like you
- 1:21:41got a little taste of this because of an accident or
- 1:21:44because of something that happened.
- 1:21:46So maybe it's that which breaks a very important question
- 1:21:49because you tapped on something there that I've always wondered
- 1:21:52deeply, what do you make of when people were taken before their
- 1:21:56time? For example, tragic, accident,
- 1:21:58someone passes away, a car accident at the age of like 16
- 1:22:03or a child passes away, in really tragic circumstances.
- 1:22:07Whatever there's been no time there for that.
- 1:22:10Human being to have a human experience too.
- 1:22:15Really, you know, learn the lessons that need to be learned,
- 1:22:19what do you make of that? So the way I like to think about
- 1:22:22this is through like a Buddhist Karma cosmology.
- 1:22:27Okay. Where you live?
- 1:22:30It's sort of like you have this higher self that soul that
- 1:22:33spirit and what that Spirit does is it lives multiple
- 1:22:37incarnations. According to what it's karma is
- 1:22:41and a lot of people consider a Karma to be like, I do something
- 1:22:44bad, and then I'm going to get something bad.
- 1:22:45And return. Okay, and it's a cool idea, but
- 1:22:49the original idea of what karma is is more along the lines of
- 1:22:53like, your life's work. You know what, your work is, in
- 1:22:56this biological form, that's going to serve your higher self,
- 1:22:59or serve your soul, whatever it is that may be.
- 1:23:03So in the form of like, say a child, who gets hit by a car,
- 1:23:07tragically dies, it's said that weld that that Incarnation had
- 1:23:14finished its karma. And now it's time for that
- 1:23:17Incarnation to move on. If, you know, for that higher
- 1:23:20self or that soldats inhabiting that biological form to move on
- 1:23:23to the next realm. And then to eventually be sent
- 1:23:26back down into another Incarnation to complete a
- 1:23:29different set of, you know, karmic resolution or something
- 1:23:32along those lines. So that's the way I like to
- 1:23:34think about that. Yeah, I like to think about that
- 1:23:38sunset too, but I suppose then it comes down to the whole
- 1:23:41question of year. Do you believe in reincarnation
- 1:23:43such? And I think if you're talking
- 1:23:45about Karma certainly I would agree with that.
- 1:23:50But what you touched on there was an interesting concept.
- 1:23:52And I know that when you say life's work, you mean more about
- 1:23:54like the lessons of individual has to learn in each what each
- 1:24:00lifetime. But I also like to think about
- 1:24:02like what what value human being has caused.
- 1:24:05We all have value, we can all affect each other in a profound
- 1:24:08way and you know, you think about sometimes people would
- 1:24:11dedicate their lives to hurting others.
- 1:24:13Other people, dedicate their lives to helping.
- 1:24:15Others all comes down to choice. And I wonder sometimes if the
- 1:24:21people that choose the wrong path, so to speak, if they get a
- 1:24:28chance to for redemption in other lives times, but then see
- 1:24:35a lot of being a human is down to circumstance though.
- 1:24:38And that the cards you're dealt. You often hear that Concept in
- 1:24:42life, you get different given the cards you're dealt.
- 1:24:45And in this up to you to work with those cards and makes
- 1:24:49Something out of that. And sometimes when you look at
- 1:24:53people, especially when you look at like extreme scenarios, like
- 1:24:56let's say, like a serial killer or something like that.
- 1:24:58And you often see it, hear people say, oh, well, you know,
- 1:25:01they would never really given a chance in life, you know, they
- 1:25:04experience really terrible things from, from, from birth
- 1:25:07and you know, they were always destined for this path but then
- 1:25:11other people have similar experiences and then turn out to
- 1:25:14be wonderful people or live. Normal lives equally sometimes
- 1:25:19you have people that have Wonderful upbringings.
- 1:25:23And then just turning to horrible people, I think correct
- 1:25:25me if I'm wrong, possibly Jeffrey Dahmer.
- 1:25:27Had a scenario like that, where his childhood was quite normal
- 1:25:30and conventional. But then he turned into, like
- 1:25:33this horrific serial killer point that I'm trying to raise
- 1:25:39with this. Is that there's no like, set
- 1:25:44kind of, you know, like oh well if you're born into this, this
- 1:25:47is what your life will become. It comes down to choice, but it
- 1:25:50also comes down to Two. The feelings, a human being has
- 1:25:57and you can argue that it's just mental illness.
- 1:26:03That could be an argument. You could say, oh well if
- 1:26:06someone goes up to become that and goes up to only ever do bad
- 1:26:11things in life, then maybe it's a result of that.
- 1:26:16But then there were people who definitely aren't ill.
- 1:26:19They're just bad people which then begs the question.
- 1:26:22Like, how can you be born Eve? Born a bad person.
- 1:26:27It takes someone like, okay, this slide down, controversial
- 1:26:31group, but like a Dolph Hitler. If you take that human being,
- 1:26:37you can argue that all of the decisions he made as a human
- 1:26:41being all kind of built up from one area over time and let him
- 1:26:48down the route that he went on. But then there's, you know,
- 1:26:52there's like questions of like maybe it would have been all
- 1:26:54different, you know what, if he did got into art school, you
- 1:26:58know, it's the old joke of maybe it would have been very
- 1:27:00different for him, who knows? Maybe he always had that each
- 1:27:04hatred in his heart and it just manifested itself in the way
- 1:27:07that it did, Lay It Down the Line.
- 1:27:10I guess what I'm trying to say with this, is that like You're
- 1:27:15talking about Redemption and Karma and everything like that.
- 1:27:21How is it possible for a human being to have any control over
- 1:27:24that? That's the history, right?
- 1:27:27Like why is one person's karmic path?
- 1:27:31Like A Nazi prison guard and then the other person's karmic
- 1:27:35path is Mother Teresa you know and that's why I'd like you know
- 1:27:40I like to talk about like on our on my podcast we talk a lot
- 1:27:43about like the concept of there not being any thing that is ever
- 1:27:48done in the form of hate and we talk about Hitler in in regards
- 1:27:52to that but I think it's easier to talk.
- 1:27:55About it in the form of Like A Nazi prison guard.
- 1:27:57And this is a Jordan Pederson thing.
- 1:27:59If you ever listened to him speak, he talks a lot about this
- 1:28:02and it's like, Nazi prison guards were just people, you
- 1:28:07know, they were people that are born into a certain circumstance
- 1:28:10where they've gone down a path and they're like a result of
- 1:28:16their environment, you know, nobody thinks that they could
- 1:28:19become a Nazi prison guard until it happens because these things
- 1:28:22happen very, very slowly over time.
- 1:28:25And I think it's important for human development to understand
- 1:28:28that that Nazi prison guard. Part of him is in you, part of
- 1:28:34all of the evil that has ever been done throughout the world.
- 1:28:37It's in all of us and it's a matter of love.
- 1:28:41Again, like you said your choices, do you, do you choose
- 1:28:44to act on that and what determines that is there some
- 1:28:48sort of like deterministic like again if you want to go back to
- 1:28:51like the the spiritual Buddhist cosmology of Karma.
- 1:28:55Like, is there something that determines whether or not your
- 1:28:59karmic path leads in a direction of like evil or direction of
- 1:29:03love? And it's it's a really difficult
- 1:29:06Paradox to balance in your mind because you don't want to think
- 1:29:09that any of us are capable of these evil heinous acts but I
- 1:29:14think it's important to realize the humanity and everyone.
- 1:29:18And I understand that, you know, we do have the autonomy and the
- 1:29:22responsibility to make the right choice.
- 1:29:25Has to not turn into that and to maybe correct our karmic path.
- 1:29:28If it does end up being an evil one, this is why I think shows
- 1:29:32like The Walking Dead and the last of us more recent show are
- 1:29:36brilliant. I know people like to sell it
- 1:29:38are, it's called a zombies and other effects and that stuff the
- 1:29:41storyline is where it's at. Because He's a perfect for those
- 1:29:46shows are not about zombies. Those shows are not about
- 1:29:50anything to do with the virus. Has any of that stuff?
- 1:29:52That's, that's neither here. Nor there.
- 1:29:54That's like a tiny part of it. Those shows you about human
- 1:29:57beings, The Human Experience in one of the very first episode
- 1:30:01spoilers of The Last of Us. It's set 20 years after the
- 1:30:08fact, you see the beginning of this outbreak and then 20 years
- 1:30:12later, you see, a man who's been through it all.
- 1:30:15And one of the lines, he says, he said this in a video game as
- 1:30:17well. I've been on both sides.
- 1:30:19What does that mean? I've been the good guy and the
- 1:30:21bad guy, but the way they tell the story in the way they imply
- 1:30:25is that he was a victim of circumstance of choices.
- 1:30:31But it was all to do was all over in the frame of survival.
- 1:30:35The Walking Dead really goes into detail with this,
- 1:30:40particularly in the later Seasons, when communities come
- 1:30:43together and they're accepting new people in.
- 1:30:45And one of the things, you know, when they're accepting people in
- 1:30:48and they say, like God, you know, we just have to be careful
- 1:30:51with this. But hey, we've all done things.
- 1:30:53We regret they all say that every single character says that
- 1:30:56because they've all had to do things.
- 1:30:58They regret and what they mean by that is killing of a human.
- 1:31:01Things in order to survive, they all know it's wrong, but they
- 1:31:06all had to do that for whatever reason to protect themselves
- 1:31:09because survival was the name of the game.
- 1:31:12Right now, we live in a society where survival is still the name
- 1:31:16of the game. But we have a society where
- 1:31:19there is Inability to sustain ourselves without resorting to
- 1:31:24violence. Now when you add scarcity into
- 1:31:28that framework, suddenly people do become violent, we saw a
- 1:31:33little glimpse of that in the beginning of the pandemic, when
- 1:31:37people are like going crazy over like, toilet rolls and stuff,
- 1:31:39which was hilarious but also I looked at that and I thought,
- 1:31:43wow, we just as bad as the media and the movies would have us
- 1:31:48believe we Panic. You know, not all of us, some of
- 1:31:53us don't panic. And some of us think it through
- 1:31:55and thing cock in a logical way, but we do panic, but then you
- 1:32:00see these amazing things that happen in nature.
- 1:32:03I want to move away from humans for a second, that kind of
- 1:32:06proves that there's this capacity for love, even in a
- 1:32:09moment of survival. For example, I saw something,
- 1:32:12Certainly where it was like a hamster in a cage.
- 1:32:16And there was another hamster with in the same cage, who was
- 1:32:19trapped within some sort of device, they devised it wasn't
- 1:32:22in pain or anything, but they devise a scenario where one of
- 1:32:28the hamsters could help the other hamster.
- 1:32:32And get them out but it would involve giving away some of
- 1:32:35their food and they chose to go down that path to save the other
- 1:32:39hamster. Even though.
- 1:32:44By giving some of its food. It haves its survival chances,
- 1:32:49it's still chose the route of selflessness.
- 1:32:53That's kind of the more positive aspect of this is this idea
- 1:32:55that, you know, you can choose to do the selfless thing even
- 1:32:58though it puts your life, a danger, or it essentially
- 1:33:01prevents you from continuing on. Interesting concept.
- 1:33:08What do you make of that? It brings to mind, there's this
- 1:33:12study and it wasn't like life and death, but it was a study on
- 1:33:15play and they had like these two rats.
- 1:33:19One was big one was little and the way that they play is it's
- 1:33:22like they fight. You know that most animals when
- 1:33:25they play and what they noticed is that the larger animal, and
- 1:33:30this is like, an infinite games versus finite game situation.
- 1:33:33There's a book by James Carr, swear.
- 1:33:34He goes over this and So what happens is the in order to keep
- 1:33:41the game playable and infinite the larger mouse, let's the
- 1:33:46smaller Mouse win like 30 to 40 percent of the time in order to
- 1:33:51maintain the the infinite game so that they continue to play
- 1:33:55because if the smaller Mouse loses every single time the
- 1:33:59smaller Mouse won't play anymore.
- 1:34:01Yeah, so it's almost like this weird loving like, Need to want
- 1:34:06and keep this game going where they interact.
- 1:34:10And it's just, you wouldn't think that animals have the
- 1:34:13capacity to do this, but they definitely do.
- 1:34:15And you can see it nature everywhere.
- 1:34:19There's a website called the near death, experience Research
- 1:34:22Foundation or nder F, which includes over 5,000 experiences
- 1:34:30and Counting for around the world.
- 1:34:32Should have raised this really earlier when we were talking
- 1:34:34about the abundance of experiences, they describe an ND
- 1:34:40as a lucid experience associated with perceive Consciousness,
- 1:34:44apart from the body occurring at the time of actual or
- 1:34:47threatened, Imminent death. Basically for I just share that
- 1:34:54with us but I found some interesting sort of studies that
- 1:34:58they've done off the back of like surveys and stuff.
- 1:35:03One of them and this speaks on the idea of heightened
- 1:35:05awareness. They did a survey conducted in
- 1:35:082014 where they asked people, how did your highest level of
- 1:35:13Consciousness and alertness during the experience compared
- 1:35:17to your normal everyday A Consciousness and alertness of
- 1:35:21the 1122 people. Surveyed, 74 percent indicated
- 1:35:27that they had more Consciousness and alertness than normal 20%
- 1:35:32experience, normal Consciousness and alertness and 5.2% had less
- 1:35:36Consciousness and alertness than normal.
- 1:35:39The survey also asked people if your highest level of
- 1:35:41Consciousness and alertness during the experience was
- 1:35:45different from your normal, everyday, Consciousness and
- 1:35:48alertness, please. As explained in response to this
- 1:35:51question, people commonly reported that Consciousness
- 1:35:54during their experiences was clear, more aware and often
- 1:35:58associated with heightened awareness.
- 1:36:04Now this again touches on what we kind of spoke about earlier
- 1:36:09but it's like I guess what you were framing earlier about the
- 1:36:12idea that it's tapping into something that we are otherwise
- 1:36:17unaware of Maybe heightened abilities could be that.
- 1:36:23I hear a lot of time in the east of like your monks, supposedly
- 1:36:27doing these out-of-body experiences or like levitating
- 1:36:31and stuff. I don't know where I set on now,
- 1:36:32believe it when I see it, but at the same time, I mean alert.
- 1:36:40Here, it's backed by science. It's like this is people's
- 1:36:43experiences thousands of people if you know Experiencing the
- 1:36:50same thing and this is why I like because often I feel like
- 1:36:54in scenarios like this, it becomes a battle, it's science
- 1:36:57versus you know belief and I feel like the the two can work
- 1:37:02in tandem with each other, you know.
- 1:37:06I don't for a minute discount or discredit science or say, oh no,
- 1:37:10that's not. It couldn't be, this can be
- 1:37:11that. I think you should always be
- 1:37:12open to the possibility that hey sometimes things might just be
- 1:37:16stats and figures and that's just it.
- 1:37:18But there's a lot that science can't explain and there's a lot
- 1:37:21of things that you know and the amazing thing is there's many
- 1:37:24scientists out there that will sit and their eyes on a more
- 1:37:28philosophical level when it gets to that point and I think that's
- 1:37:33the best way to look at it is it's you know, will explain the
- 1:37:37majority of what we can expect explained with science and when
- 1:37:40we can't explain it anymore with science, That's when we start
- 1:37:44going into philosophy. One study reviewed by dr.
- 1:37:49Janice Holden found that many accounts of near-death
- 1:37:52experiences also reported out-of-body experiences, that
- 1:37:56accurately observed events that were completely unexpected by
- 1:37:59the people who had experienced the ndes.
- 1:38:02This further argues against ndes as being a result of illusory
- 1:38:07illusory memories originating, from what the ND, o ND ears
- 1:38:12might have experienced during a close brush with death This
- 1:38:17could imply that experiences could not have been produced
- 1:38:21from earlier memories, meaning the patients could have somehow
- 1:38:25been present and have witnessed events that occurred outside of
- 1:38:28themselves. And I thought this was important
- 1:38:30to kind of add in especially what we spoke about earlier,
- 1:38:34because it would be very easy to kind of discredit and say, oh
- 1:38:38this is just, you know, distortions of the brain.
- 1:38:40This is things that have happened before but equally, you
- 1:38:45know, when your I mean, you have experiences that Assumingly not
- 1:38:51possible. For example, I have dreamt the
- 1:38:53future before. I don't know how, but I've done
- 1:38:55it. And the weird thing about it is
- 1:38:58that how I knew that I did is that I dreamt since whatever I
- 1:39:03dreamt certain point in time. And then years later, it came
- 1:39:07into fruition. And I remembered, I had a memory
- 1:39:10of that dream years later. And I'm like, so basically was
- 1:39:14Deja Vu, but I dreamt it before. So, it's deja vu connected with
- 1:39:17the previous dream and it messed with my head.
- 1:39:20It's happened two or three times in my life, the to the standout
- 1:39:24was and I think I said this on the show before in my dreams
- 1:39:28episode, but I recount it here. So one of the experiences was I
- 1:39:32was in it. Girlfriend bedroom.
- 1:39:37When I was a teenager, I sat down on the bed, looked at the
- 1:39:39doorway and I was like, boom, it just hit me, but that was Less
- 1:39:46that I read. It was kind of the because it
- 1:39:48was the first time it happened. I kind of remember dreaming it,
- 1:39:52but I was also at all. Maybe it's just a job.
- 1:39:54Who's weird years later during a college course, I was sitting in
- 1:40:02class looking around the room and boom.
- 1:40:06Deja Vu. Hit me, but I would remembered
- 1:40:08having a dream of that years. Prior I was at.
- 1:40:11Wow. Okay, this is the second time
- 1:40:13this has happened. Now Something more to this.
- 1:40:18Visions in near-death experiences of people that are
- 1:40:24blind. Now this is really interesting
- 1:40:27including totally blind people from birth.
- 1:40:29Have been described in many case reports.
- 1:40:32This shows evidence that indeed, these are not a product of what
- 1:40:37ND ears would have expected to occur during a life-threatening
- 1:40:41event, and that perhaps more is at Play. now, I wanted to kind
- 1:40:48of explore this a little bit because if you've been born with
- 1:40:55blindness from death, and are able to make an account of
- 1:41:01things that you've never seen. This is an interesting path to
- 1:41:06quickly jump down, because it's like, we know that in the in the
- 1:41:11human, you know, existence a person is born, blind will never
- 1:41:14be able to see unfortunately but How are they able to then see
- 1:41:20things that they've never experienced or seen before?
- 1:41:24Cannot really? Explain in words, you know, but
- 1:41:29now they're able to because they've seen it outside of
- 1:41:32themselves. What do you make of this?
- 1:41:36Well, there, there seems to be a way of experiencing that.
- 1:41:40Is sort of on a higher level or maybe pushes past the senses and
- 1:41:47we interpret that and we come back down to this reality.
- 1:41:50And we try to describe it in terms of our senses and our
- 1:41:55language and all this, but it's a different thing because it's
- 1:41:58an experience that transcends, all of that, I've heard
- 1:42:01experiences of people who were blind and they say, smoked DMT
- 1:42:04or take, you know, mushrooms and they see in like the same types
- 1:42:09of visuals. Geometric patterns and shapes,
- 1:42:11and things like that. That I would see being the
- 1:42:14person who. Yeah, it's very interesting
- 1:42:16because it's like, you know, generally what happens when you
- 1:42:20take a psychedelic or at least if you do it in the way that I
- 1:42:23like to do it is you take the the substance put on some music
- 1:42:28or something in a dark area and you close your eyes and you see
- 1:42:32magnificent things and that'll happen whether or not your eyes
- 1:42:37can see or your eyes can't see. Because you're seeing in a
- 1:42:42different way. It's a Visionary experience, but
- 1:42:45not in the form of like, Optics in your eyes.
- 1:42:48It's like it's a different type of experience where you're
- 1:42:51you're having the experience of seeing something.
- 1:42:53But you're not physically seeing it with your eyes, which I guess
- 1:42:56would be how a blind person can, can perceive something under
- 1:42:59those types of situations amazing, isn't it?
- 1:43:04It is it really makes me think about this is so much, we don't
- 1:43:06know. There's so much.
- 1:43:08We don't know that we're not tapping into.
- 1:43:10To. And once we realize that it's
- 1:43:12going to Hey, who knows. Go back to AI, maybe that's what
- 1:43:16they'll help us. Realize all the things we don't
- 1:43:18realize that we don't know. That's why this experience has
- 1:43:22changed people's lives because they see something that could
- 1:43:26not exist. Like these things in the
- 1:43:29physicalist like scientific Paradigm that were brought up in
- 1:43:33cannot exist and then when you realize that they actually do
- 1:43:36exist because you can experience them, it's what I call the magic
- 1:43:39mushrooms because they are magic.
- 1:43:41Magic is real. It's just a few bites away.
- 1:43:47Just try to. It's been the ultimate salesman
- 1:43:49right now, I'll sell it forever. I've been employed by the
- 1:43:53mushrooms to spread their message.
- 1:43:56All right, Steve more things. Before I get into some of the
- 1:44:00more stats and well portion. It basically, the next stage of
- 1:44:05this show is I want to kind of actually start recounting
- 1:44:07people's near-death experiences because fun fact.
- 1:44:11Originally when I plan this show It was just going to be me and
- 1:44:14Josh sitting exploring it and that was it.
- 1:44:17But then I floated the idea on Reddit got a bunch of people
- 1:44:20reach out to me about wanting to share their experiences, I
- 1:44:23thought wow. Okay.
- 1:44:24I'm running with us and then also, as I was doing my studies,
- 1:44:27I just found lots of it accounts as you normally would.
- 1:44:30And, you know, I just thought I'd read out some of them on the
- 1:44:33show and maybe just get are both of our kind of thoughts on that.
- 1:44:38Anyway, let's continue with this.
- 1:44:40So the occurrence of a cardiac arrest. rest while under
- 1:44:44general, anesthesia is a combination of circumstances in
- 1:44:47which no memory from that time, should be possible and I've got
- 1:44:58an illustrative example here. We see if I can find that, hope
- 1:45:03I can find it. Might not be able to find it.
- 1:45:10Got it. I got it.
- 1:45:12Good thing I made titles. This is what the guy said.
- 1:45:18During my surgery, I felt myself lift from my body and go above
- 1:45:22the operating table. The doctor told me later that
- 1:45:25they accept my heart open and stopped for a long time.
- 1:45:30And they had a great amount of difficulty.
- 1:45:33Getting my heart started, again, that must have been when I left
- 1:45:37my body because I could see the doctors nervously trying to get
- 1:45:40my heart going, it was strange to be so dis detached from my
- 1:45:44physical body. I was curious about what They
- 1:45:47were doing but not concerned. Then as I drifted farther away,
- 1:45:52I saw my father at the head of the table.
- 1:45:55He looked up at me, which did give me a surprise, because he'd
- 1:45:59been dead now for almost a year. What's on that incredible.
- 1:46:06It's just so odd that like, people can leave their bodies
- 1:46:10and then they can see an account of something happening that they
- 1:46:13should not be able to see. They can come out of it and
- 1:46:16describe that account. And man like the fact that A lot
- 1:46:21of people tend to see like past relatives and things like that,
- 1:46:26which brings to mind like this concept of a soul family, where,
- 1:46:29like you travel with certain souls and you don't incarnate
- 1:46:33into new biological forms until all of those people have passed
- 1:46:36on and you all kind of like, you know, meat and celebration.
- 1:46:39And then, you know, Get Zapped into your new biological
- 1:46:42Incarnation or something like that, but it's amazing.
- 1:46:50So glad I got to do this show, I really am and then de or end of
- 1:46:57start service. The same company that I was
- 1:46:59told. Well, organization are talking
- 1:47:00about earlier asked 1122 near-death, experiences, digital
- 1:47:06Vision, differ in any way from your normal everyday Vision.
- 1:47:10In any aspect, such as Clarity field of vision colors,
- 1:47:15brightness depth perception, Three of solidness.
- 1:47:19Transparency of objects Etc, in response 722.
- 1:47:24So 64 percent answered, yes, 182 16% said uncertain, and 218
- 1:47:3219.4, percent responded. No, a review of narrative
- 1:47:37responses to this question revealed that vision, during
- 1:47:40Indies was apparently subnormal. Here are some illustrative
- 1:47:45examples from ndes. Colors were beyond anything I
- 1:47:49had ever seen, everything seems so much more colorful and
- 1:47:54brighter than normal. This one's interesting, my
- 1:47:57vision was greatly increased. I was able to see things as
- 1:48:01close, or as far as needed, there was no strain involved.
- 1:48:04It was almost like Auto zooming, a camera.
- 1:48:09This is mind-blowing amazing. It's like it's that more real
- 1:48:13than real thing you know and if you're not like if you're
- 1:48:16experiencing Vision that's not coming from your eyes and like
- 1:48:21why would it be beholden to the limitations of eyes right?
- 1:48:25You know our people take psychedelics and have weird
- 1:48:27meditative experiences where like they become a hawk or
- 1:48:30something. And they can see the insane
- 1:48:33Vision where you can look at like, a worm, a mile away as a
- 1:48:35hawk, you know what I mean? And you can see that and you can
- 1:48:37have that type of vision and Experiencing that can really
- 1:48:42just change the way that you feel about what experience is in
- 1:48:44general. It's out of control, man.
- 1:48:48The ndf website and Earth mispronouncing that has received
- 1:48:53additional case reports of near-death experiences among
- 1:48:56those legally blind for illustration, the following ND
- 1:49:00happened to Mark lady called Marta, a five-year-old, blind
- 1:49:04girl, who walked into a lake and this is what she said.
- 1:49:11I slowly breathed in the water and became unconscious a
- 1:49:15beautiful. Lady dressed in bright white,
- 1:49:17light called me out. Sorry, a beautiful.
- 1:49:22Lady dressed in bright white, hold me up, the lady looked into
- 1:49:26my eyes, ask me what I wanted. I was unable to think of
- 1:49:30anything into it, occurred to me to travel around the lake as I
- 1:49:34did. So, I saw detailed that I would
- 1:49:37not have seen in quote, unquote, real life.
- 1:49:41I could go anywhere even to the tops of trees, simply by my
- 1:49:45intending to go there. I was legally blind for the
- 1:49:49first time I I was able to see the leaves on trees birds
- 1:49:54feathers, Birds eye's details on telephone poles and what was in
- 1:50:00people's backyards. I was fit seeing far better than
- 1:50:0420/20 Vision And we spoke about this earlier base.
- 1:50:09Again, just kind of reiterating what we said before.
- 1:50:14It. I suppose the big at the big,
- 1:50:16the big implication of that is the abilities that exist Beyond
- 1:50:24human. Life are non-restrictive, but
- 1:50:28they are restrictive in human life as probably the best way I
- 1:50:31can put that. Yes I'd like what are the
- 1:50:34implications of that? What does that mean?
- 1:50:36You know, in terms of like what we consider to be real because
- 1:50:39we look at reality through just our senses and to think that
- 1:50:43there's something that exists beyond that is just amazing.
- 1:50:47He's an experienced from a deaf person.
- 1:50:50I approach the boundary no explanation was necessary for me
- 1:50:56to understand at the age of 10 that I once crossed the boundary
- 1:51:00I could never come back period. I was more than thrilled to
- 1:51:05cross, I intended to cross but my ancestors over another
- 1:51:09boundary caught my attention. They were talking in telepathy
- 1:51:13which caught my attention. I was born profoundly deaf.
- 1:51:17Deaf and had all hearing family members, all of which new
- 1:51:21sideline sign language I could read or communicate with about
- 1:51:2520 and sisters of mine and others through telepathic
- 1:51:28methods. It overwhelmed me, I could not
- 1:51:32believe how many people, I could tell a telepath eyes with
- 1:51:35simultaneously. I mean, it's this idea that
- 1:51:39like, in death or in an experience like that.
- 1:51:45Again, there's no limitations but it's almost like the
- 1:51:48problems if you like, oh, automatically fixed.
- 1:51:51Oh, you can't hear no problem. We can, we can just talk in
- 1:51:55patil apathy. There it is.
- 1:51:57Your higher self has no limitations.
- 1:51:59It's not be holding goes. Yeah, senses yeah.
- 1:52:03I wanted to say this one to a lot, there's still a few more
- 1:52:06but this is the last of the kind of accounts that I found through
- 1:52:09journals because the, oh my God, it's her, the rabbit hole.
- 1:52:12Like, just so my god, when I did the research for this sounds
- 1:52:15like replaying your life. I went into a dark place with
- 1:52:21nothing around me but I wasn't scared.
- 1:52:25It was really peaceful there. I then began to see my whole
- 1:52:29life unfolding before me like a film projected on a screen from
- 1:52:34babyhood to adult life. It was so real.
- 1:52:38I was looking at myself but better than Afridi movie.
- 1:52:42As I was also able and capable of sensing the feelings of the
- 1:52:46person's I had interacted with through the years.
- 1:52:50I could feel the good and bad emotions.
- 1:52:53I made them go through this blew my mind when I read this,
- 1:52:59Imagine that. You feel how everyone that you
- 1:53:05ever interacted with felt? Woohoo.
- 1:53:10And see I like I've had that experience to do psychedelics
- 1:53:14Billy. Yeah and my fiance had a really
- 1:53:17interesting experience like that with psychedelics where she she
- 1:53:21had like this Visionary experience, where she sat down
- 1:53:23on a bench and all the people in her life, good and bad.
- 1:53:26We're like, sitting down next to her and they were just like,
- 1:53:28hey, what's up? And they were kind of like
- 1:53:30mending the relationships. It wasn't it's so interesting.
- 1:53:34So again, these parallels between some of the places you
- 1:53:37go with psychedelics in your death experiences are just and I
- 1:53:41can't explain it. Oh, and did I do have to say
- 1:53:46real quick go for? I think the reason that my
- 1:53:49computer was messing up is because there might be a problem
- 1:53:51with my power supply because my computer is charging, but it's
- 1:53:55continuously like dying and now it's at 17 percent.
- 1:53:58So it might, it might die. So I think I got to take it
- 1:54:02somewhere and get it fixed because the power supply might
- 1:54:04be messed up. Sorry, I'm crying for time until
- 1:54:07it dies. It's very profound.
- 1:54:10He didn't have much time left, huh?
- 1:54:14Reminds me of that moment. In the, there's a movie called
- 1:54:17The Secret Life of Walter. Mitty your way to watch that
- 1:54:19movie. It's amazing.
- 1:54:21There's a moment where he's in like they, I don't know the
- 1:54:23Himalayas or something. Oh, no.
- 1:54:25Is it The Secret Life of Walter Mitty?
- 1:54:27It's either that one or Hector's, search for happiness,
- 1:54:29one of the two, but in the movie, he's in the Himalayas.
- 1:54:34I think it's Hector search for happiness, actually, and he gets
- 1:54:38to the door and he says, to the skies like, oh, it's like a monk
- 1:54:41right? He's like, oh yeah, I don't have
- 1:54:43much time. I'm like his, he means like he's
- 1:54:45stressed, he's on a tight schedule.
- 1:54:47And the guy is, like, of course, I understand.
- 1:54:50Like, the moment of death is, you know, as of course, it's a
- 1:54:53profound moment. It could happen anytime any kind
- 1:54:56of hits ha at all. Oh, yeah.
- 1:54:58Yeah, it wasn't expecting that kind of response.
- 1:55:04Shout out to Vilma. Thank you so much for being such
- 1:55:08a big supporter of the show. She always sends in questions.
- 1:55:11Responses, everything, massive, thank you.
- 1:55:14And thank you to everyone that listens to the show and watches
- 1:55:16the show. She sent this in.
- 1:55:18This was her father's near-death experience and I had to read
- 1:55:21this out. Years ago, my father ended up in
- 1:55:25hospital here in Corfu for a silly infection.
- 1:55:28Unfortunately, the nurse at the hospital while trying to insert
- 1:55:32a tube into his lung, in order to remove some fluid that he had
- 1:55:36built up there. She pierced the lung in a way
- 1:55:39she shouldn't have and my father started hemorrhaging internally,
- 1:55:43he became very weak and yellow in a matter of hours but the
- 1:55:47doctrine nurse didn't want to own up to their mistake and kept
- 1:55:50saying that this is normal. While they were there, just
- 1:55:54waiting for him to die and then present the cause of death as
- 1:55:59due to an elusive in a hospital infection, she's put in Brackets
- 1:56:03bastards. I agree bastards.
- 1:56:07My mother moved Heaven and Earth and managed to board him on a
- 1:56:10plane and take him to a big hospital in Athens almost on his
- 1:56:13last breath. Wow.
- 1:56:15When the doctor saw him there she said that he was on the
- 1:56:19brink of death and rushed him to hospital, that's a surgery.
- 1:56:22So my father remembers himself waking and sleeping on the plane
- 1:56:28being under bright lights and hearing people talking when
- 1:56:32suddenly, he said everything became very quiet and peaceful.
- 1:56:35He then saw himself hovering over his bed in the surgery and
- 1:56:39thought how strange this is? He blinked.
- 1:56:42And he found himself on a Green Hill looking down at a beautiful
- 1:56:45Valley with trees flowers, rivers and people lying on the
- 1:56:49grass reading sleeping and felt a sense of happiness and
- 1:56:53perfect, peace. He thought it was very beautiful
- 1:56:56and wanted to go there, but then he said that he realized he was
- 1:57:00not alone standing on that hill. So he turned around and told
- 1:57:04someone who is next to Him and whom he doesn't remember seeing
- 1:57:08at all. This is beautiful but not yet.
- 1:57:12I want to go back to my family. The next thing he remembers was
- 1:57:16waking up in the recovery room where a doctor actually told
- 1:57:19him. Welcome back again, this this
- 1:57:24choice, you know, the choice that to whether or not you can
- 1:57:26come back or you want to come back.
- 1:57:28It's so prevalent is experiences.
- 1:57:32But a few responses from Reddit, not Maddie.
- 1:57:36I posted. What's your near-death
- 1:57:39experience? What did you see on to our
- 1:57:41credit and they deleted it? I almost instantly which is a
- 1:57:44shame but I got a few responses. I don't know.
- 1:57:48I haven't read any of these so I don't know if they're good or
- 1:57:50bad, I will read them as I go and if there's any dodgy ones
- 1:57:53I'll just won't read them. The first ones, the person says,
- 1:57:57I huffed too much nitrous oxide and I think I literally did die.
- 1:58:03First one minute seem like 10 hours and then I passed out with
- 1:58:06blue lips. I said death is absolute
- 1:58:09absolute meaningless. Absolute nothingness.
- 1:58:15Sorry, damn. Someone else said they had the
- 1:58:21same experience. No concept of time or place or
- 1:58:24anything, it was just nothing. Another person said they
- 1:58:29attempted suicide in 2018, thankfully was caught before I
- 1:58:33was too far gone and it was irreversible, Ima Be honest, I
- 1:58:37saw nothing but upon being brought back and for a few days,
- 1:58:41left mute. And in no control of my motor
- 1:58:44functions the reality of its impact on my family and not just
- 1:58:47being able to comfort them in any way past a grunt.
- 1:58:51And trying to tap them on the arm because of the amount of
- 1:58:54shit I had taken fucking my system up.
- 1:58:56That was horrific final one. Overdosed a few years back, it
- 1:59:01was black nothingness yet somehow I was consciously aware
- 1:59:04of it. It felt like floating in space
- 1:59:07with no stars or planets, no thoughts, just nothing.
- 1:59:11It was like taking a nap in a dream.
- 1:59:17This is a good way to kind of wind things down for today's
- 1:59:19show. Mmm.
- 1:59:25What do you think Josh near-death experiences we spoken
- 1:59:29on? We've gone through a lot today
- 1:59:31over two hours worth of just remember.
- 1:59:34Everything every angle. For you.
- 1:59:40What do you make of all? Man, there's thousands and
- 1:59:44thousands and thousands of accounts throughout thousands
- 1:59:48and thousands of years throughout all types of
- 1:59:51cultures. And I'm really glad that there
- 1:59:56are a core group of people who are working really, really hard
- 2:00:00to uncover. Just what the hell is going on
- 2:00:02here, and the fact that they coincide, so, directly with some
- 2:00:07of the experiences that I've had on psychedelics, makes me
- 2:00:10believe them for one. And just furthers my interest
- 2:00:14in. What in the world this stuff is,
- 2:00:15you know, because one of the main questions that I have
- 2:00:18whether it's psychedelic spirituality, all of this stuff
- 2:00:21obviously is, you know, what happens when we die?
- 2:00:24What else is out there? What exists Beyond us and
- 2:00:28near-death experiences are just another facet of how we can
- 2:00:32potentially discover the truth of our existence.
- 2:00:34And the truth of what this reality is that we're in.
- 2:00:40I know, it's, I'm gonna be sitting with this for some time
- 2:00:42after this episode, massive. Thank you, Josh.
- 2:00:47As always, it's been an absolute pleasure as we won things down
- 2:00:51for today. You have any upcoming projects
- 2:00:53upcoming episodes? You want to shout anything else
- 2:00:56you're working on, or maybe just some final thoughts that you
- 2:00:58want to share with the listeners.
- 2:01:00Well, first, I just want to thank you Christian, so much for
- 2:01:02having me on your show. Again, it's always a great time
- 2:01:05man. I love how open you are.
- 2:01:07And I just, I love how like you've been kind Kind of slowly
- 2:01:10going down this rabbit hole deeper and deeper.
- 2:01:12As I've seen you grow. And as I've seen you, you know,
- 2:01:15continue and that's been amazing.
- 2:01:17I love it. As far as my shows concerned
- 2:01:20pursuit of infinity.com. We're on every podcast platform
- 2:01:25YouTube. That's been, I've been
- 2:01:27dedicating a lot more time to YouTube than normal doing
- 2:01:30shorts. All that kind of stuff too.
- 2:01:32So yeah. If anybody, you know, has any
- 2:01:33interest in this kind of stuff head on over there and check us
- 2:01:36out. Absolutely, my thank you.
- 2:01:38By the way, thank you very much. And I feel the same way about
- 2:01:41your show. I think it's a solid solid show
- 2:01:44that you got going over there and excited to see where it
- 2:01:48goes. Next, thank you so much for
- 2:01:50being on the show, man. And I know it's just a matter of
- 2:01:52time until the next one. I think I think I'm actually
- 2:01:54yeah, I'm appearing on your show soon so I can't wait for that.
- 2:01:58Look out for that everybody. Yeah, we're gonna have some good
- 2:02:01time. I'm excited to see what we chat
- 2:02:02about, but yeah, massive. Thank you, man.
- 2:02:05And to all the listeners of the Christian re podcast.
- 2:02:08I hope you've enjoyed this episode as Much as I have.
- 2:02:10I'm glad it's we finally got there.
- 2:02:12We finally did it. There will be a few more
- 2:02:14episodes on near-death experiences in the coming months
- 2:02:17and weeks. But for now, be safe, be well,
- 2:02:23the see in the next one.