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A Narcissist's BIGGEST SECRET · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful people?
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  Today we're going to be divulging a narcissist biggest
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  secrets, one of a narcissist's biggest secrets.
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  If you're new here, my name is Lee Hammock.
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  I'm a self aware narcissist and welcome to another episode of
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  the Narcissist Code. So folks, welcome back, welcome
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  back, welcome back, welcome back, welcome back.
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  Yes, yes, yes. A narcissist biggest secret.
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  What is a narcissist biggest secret?
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  Lee, please tell us something we don't know.
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  You've been telling us a lot of stuff we already know.
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  I'm about to unfollow you. I hate you.
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  You're narcissist. Why should I listen to you?
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  Just joking. I get a kind of crazy stuff like
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  that all the time. Y'all before we hop into the
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  into the secret, y'all make sure you follow my other reaction
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  channel. It's called Lee Actions L EE dot
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  actions. Lee actions.
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  I do my reaction videos over there, my story times, my
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  voicemails, my text message breakdowns all over my Lee
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  actions channel. I had to separate it.
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  Too much is going on on this one channel.
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  But yes, what, what? What is a narcissist's biggest
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  secret? I'm going to tell you right now.
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  I have to whisper this secret. One of the narcissist's biggest
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  secret is they need you. They need you.
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  You don't need them. That's it, y'all.
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  Peace. See you.
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  See you tomorrow. Now I'm serious.
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  Narcissist need you. That's the secret, y'all.
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  This is the secret that you're missing.
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  They need you. They've now.
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  Now I'm going to have to let rat bubble popping on you.
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  I don't. I haven't had a rat bubble in a
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  long time. They want to convince you that
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  you need them. That's that's the goal of a lot
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  of narcissists. I need to convince you that you
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  need me, but without actuality, I'm the one that needs you.
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  I need you to be here for me. I need you to give me supply.
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  I need you to validate my existence.
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  I need you so I can model my behaviors after yours.
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  I need you so I can mirror your mirror at certain aspects of
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  your personality. I need you.
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  I need you, but they want to convince you that you need them,
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  huh? They narcissists want to be
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  needed. That's part of the secret.
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  But in all actuality, they need you.
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  Narcissists want to be needed. If you don't need a narcissist,
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  they want to create a need for themselves in your life.
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  That's a statement right there. I don't, I don't think a lot of
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  people are ready to grasp. So a lot of people are willing
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  to grasp that narcissist want to be needed so badly that if you
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  don't need them, they create a need for you.
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  They create a need. Oh, you don't need me
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  financially, Let me go ahead and let me go ahead and get you
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  emotionally attached to me. So you need me emotionally.
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  Oh, you don't need me emotionally.
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  Let me get you financially attached to me.
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  Let me make you quit your job, quit your job to be a stay at
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  home parent. I got us, but I only have the
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  crazy thing about it is the bank only gave me one debit card.
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  We got a sure one debit card. It's crazy, you know, they want
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  to be needed so badly because they need you.
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  Don't let them convince you otherwise.
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  And this is not me just trying to say, well, Lee, that's all.
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  This is all I needed to hear. I needed to hear that they need
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  me, so now I can stay. No, that's not what I'm saying.
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  I'm not saying stay in an abusive relationship because
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  that person needs you. Hell no.
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  What sense does that make? No, no, no.
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  Absolutely positively not. Hell no.
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  Don't you see what I'm saying? But they absolutely do need you.
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  They, they need you to validate their existences without,
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  without you, without narcissistic supply.
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  Who is the narcissist if they're, if they're not getting
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  validated, if they don't, because narcissists have a very,
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  very big problem of having any type of self love that we don't
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  have self love. What do we have?
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  If we cannot get that self love, we have self love nowhere.
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  What do we have? I don't have self love.
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  What do I have? What do I possess?
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  What am I what am I in possession of if I don't have
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  self love? If I can't validate myself, I
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  need it from, I need it from outside sources.
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  I need the world to validate me. That's why you can be doing
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  every single thing and narcissist ask of you, right?
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  You can be giving them threesomes, foursomes, 5 somes.
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  You can have a, you can give them a one sided open
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  relationship where they go out there and do what they want to
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  do and they'll still find a way to blunder it.
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  Hey, babe, we can, I know you've been you want an open
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  relationship. Well, I don't, that's not part
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  of me, but I'll do it for you. You can have an open side of it.
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  Just don't do anything. They embarrass me.
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  Just don't do, just don't do anything bad.
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  They will, they go get 3-3 other people pregnant or they go get
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  pregnant by somebody else. They always do something to mess
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  it up because they want like it. It's just, it's just insane.
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  They always do some craziness to mess things up.
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  It's it's so we're so impulsive. We're so erratic because that,
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  that, that this quest, this need for narcissistic supply, It's
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  fuel. Have you ever tried to run a
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  car? What happened?
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  What happens? Let me give you a good example.
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  What happens when you drive your car and it runs out of gas?
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  What happens when you drive your vehicle and it runs out of gas?
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  Does that car still go? No.
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  Unless you have an electric vehicle.
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  That damn car turns itself off. There's no more power, there's
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  no more electricity. There's nothing going to that
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  car to run it. It goes.
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  It's out of gas. It doesn't run anymore, you know
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  what I'm saying? It doesn't run anymore.
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  That's what happens. They need you.
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  They need the fuel from you. That's why.
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  When you stop giving them supply, when you stop giving
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  them validation, when you stop validating their experiences or
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  giving them affection, when you cut off access, when you
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  withdraw yourself from them, when you block them, when you go
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  no contact them with them. That's why They lose their damn
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  minds. That's why because they, they
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  are, they have this damn, they want to be needed so damn badly.
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  That's why. That's why.
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  You see what I'm saying? This is the reason why you get a
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  lot of toxic, narcissistic, abusive ass people that have
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  this mindset. They feel like they have to go
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  about things this way. They feel like they have to do
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  things this way or their life is going to implode.
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  This is the mentality right here.
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  Like when you that's why I need, I need this narcissistic supply.
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  And if you withdraw it from them, if you take it from them,
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  that's why a lot of them go crazy.
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  That's why a lot of them lose their damn minds.
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  That's why they can't stand it. This is why they cannot stand.
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  They might be by themselves sometimes.
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  Like I'm losing my voice and I'm telling them I'm so passionate
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  today, I'm losing my voice. This is what happens, y'all.
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  And yeah, rest in peace. My old camera, I was recording a
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  fire video earlier and it died on me in the middle of a video.
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  I can't even use it. I can't even use it no more.
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  My old Sony ZV1, you lasted me years upon years.
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  You got us up to over 400 K. We do have.
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  We had to hit a million without you.
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  I need look. I need you.
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  I need you, camera. I never told look.
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  I never told you this while you were working, but I need you.
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  I need you to be here for me. You see, that's the mentality
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  right there. They don't let you know they
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  need you until it's too late. You see what I'm saying?
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  If you if you get a narcissist that says I need you, there's
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  now a lot of times they being real, they're being truthful,
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  but it doesn't mean that you like they have.
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  Yeah, it's it's possible. Like two things can be true.
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  They can need you and also not deserve you.
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  They can need you and also not deserve you.
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  Yes, I said the same thing twice.
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  That's deja vu. Two things can absolutely be
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  true. They can absolutely need you for
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  narcissistic supply some for some type of validation, but
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  they is the relationship is run its course.
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  You're done, you're over it. You don't want to talk to them
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  anymore. You don't want to deal with them
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  anymore. That can also be true.
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  So you're finished. You're done with them, so you
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  don't want to deal with them anymore.
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  It's done, it's over, it's finished, it's kaput.
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  You don't have to deal with it anymore.
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  You finished with it, you're done with it.
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  There's nothing else needed. There's no like there's nothing
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  further is needed. You don't want to hear it
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  anymore. Like you need me.
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  Cool. But you should have.
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  You should have appreciated me while I was here.
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  That can be true. But when a narcissist tells you
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  that they need you, it's not a necessarily a good thing.
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  Y'all, like I said, I can need you to abuse you.
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  I can need you to treat you horribly.
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  I can need you to do this. I can need you to do that.
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  That's the mentality of a lot of narcissistic people right there.
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  So that's what I'm just trying to tell you.
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  That's the point I'm trying to convey to you.
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  I want y'all to win so damn badly.
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  That's why I'm divulging this secret to you right here.
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  Like that's it really is. Like I'm trying to convert, like
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  give you this, this, this flame, this, this yoga fire flame, this
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  heat today. Because I appreciate y'all so
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  much. Yeah, I need y'all cause y'all
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  help me grow. Y'all help me grow.
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  I'll learn information from y'all.
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  My narcissistic supplier that Lee gets from us is knowledge.
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  Knowledge base. You see what I'm saying?
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  It's knowledge base. It really is.
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  This is the mindset of narcissistic toxic people.
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  I want y'all to win. So if you if figure out like how
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  do you get how do you get the narcissist to leave you alone?
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  Like how do you get away from them?
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  Cut out whatever need they have for you, Cut it off.
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  Figure out what they need you for.
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  Figure out what type of narcissistic supply that they
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  are getting from you and cut it off, withdraw it.
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  You know, minimize it, take it away slowly, slow, like slow
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  drip, slowly drip it away from this person.
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  Whatever they need you for whatever they want you for
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  slowly drip it away from this person slowly take it away from
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  them because that gets they can get them to finally leave you
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  alone. Because sooner or later,
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  narcissists, if they can no longer get that supply from you,
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  if they can no longer get what they want to from you, they will
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  withdraw from you. They discard you, they get rid
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  of you. The supply is not the same
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  anymore. So they just like, you know what
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  I got to be done, I got to be done with you because I no
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  longer get the supply that I normally got from you.
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  The supply doesn't hit the same anymore.
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  It's not the same anymore. I don't get the same
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  exhilaration. I don't get the same.
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  It's not the same anymore. Minimize it.
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  Take it away. Figure out what they get from
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  you. Like this take, this takes it
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  out. If you're still with the person,
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  this takes some time to figure it out.
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  Like this takes time. It's not just me.
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  You might can figure out very quickly what does this person
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  need from me? Figure it out.
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  And once you figure out what type of supply, financial,
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  emotional, sexual, mental, whatever the type of supply,
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  like you, validate them, like you, you're the, you know, you
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  said you're the biggest cheerleader.
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  Whatever it is, start, turn, look, turn off the spigot.
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  You already hear me say that it's a North Carolina Slinger
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  right there. Turn off the spigot.
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  Turn it off because the more you turn it off, the better you can
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  get can heal and grow. The more you you limit the
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  faucet, the better off you are. I just want y'all to win, y'all.
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  I hope y'all understand like this is the reason we can make
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  these videos. I want y'all to win because I'm
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  divulging the deep dark secret of a narcissist, right?
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  But seriously, I do want y'all to win.
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  Anyway, y'all, let me cut this name short.
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  I appreciate everything going out.
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  Make sure you subscribe to this channel and my other channel as
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  well. Lee Actions.
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  I do story times over there. I got some crazy stories coming
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  up too. People been sending people's
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  e-mail their stories and I've been breaking them down.
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  you have to follow me over there as well.
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  You say just go over and say hey Lee follow from the other
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  channel. I appreciate every single y'all
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  like and subscribe and as always, this is out peace.
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  Thank you so much for making it to the end of my video.
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  I am extremely grateful for you have no idea.
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  you've been through. Thank you so much again.
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  I will see you in the next video.
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  Peace.