Latest / Get Real with Jim Weiss / Survivor Winner Ethan Zohn on His Cancer Battle & the Drug That Saved His Life
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Jim, you talked to the Survivor guy.
- 0:02Speaker 2: How cool is that?
- 0:03Speaker 1: One of the OGs, right? He had that nice OG
- 0:06Speaker 1: t-shirt on that he sells on his site. Well, it
- 0:09Speaker 1: was cool because I just, you know, I was involved
- 0:12Speaker 1: with the Dempsey Challenge, as you know, and he also
- 0:15Speaker 1: has been involved and written in that and, you know,
- 0:18Speaker 1: has a good relationship with Patrick Dempsey, who we've all
- 0:21Speaker 1: just heard from. So really great to get another perspective
- 0:24Speaker 1: from a Survivor. other type of cancer that's somewhat rare,
- 0:28Speaker 1: you know, the CD20, Hodgkin's lymphoma. So all of it
- 0:32Speaker 1: was really rich and we had so many dots to
- 0:36Speaker 1: connect and people in common and experience. I think it
- 0:39Speaker 1: was really, really cool. Good guy.
- 0:41Speaker 2: He's awesome. One thing I noticed in this episode, which
- 0:44Speaker 2: I loved is, and we don't always connect the dots here,
- 0:46Speaker 2: is you worked on a couple of drugs that he took,
- 0:49Speaker 2: drugs that changed his diagnosis.
- 0:51Speaker 1: Because I've been around in this business so long, that
- 0:56Speaker 1: there probably hasn't been a drug that someone we're going
- 0:58Speaker 1: to talk to hasn't been on. It's everything from the
- 1:01Speaker 1: first targeted therapies like Herceptin, which is ubiquitous pretty much
- 1:05Speaker 1: in HER2 positive breast cancer. I was involved in multiple
- 1:10Speaker 1: chemotherapy launches, including Taxotere, which is the drug, one of
- 1:14Speaker 1: the drugs you take with Herceptin even today. There's another
- 1:17Speaker 1: drug called Taxol, but I didn't launch that. I launched Taxotere,
- 1:20Speaker 1: which was a close competitor. We've got Keytruda, which is
- 1:24Speaker 1: the first big Not the first, Opdivo, I worked on
- 1:27Speaker 1: that too. So the two checkpoint inhibitors in the immunotherapy world,
- 1:31Speaker 1: which is very interesting. I haven't worked directly on the
- 1:34Speaker 1: KRAS drugs, but I have worked on the cancer vaccine concept.
- 1:39Speaker 1: And one of the very first immunotherapies, Provenge, which led
- 1:42Speaker 1: the way, in cell immunotherapy that we see today. One
- 1:46Speaker 1: of the first CAR-Ts coming out of Juno that was
- 1:49Speaker 1: bought by Bristol-Myers Squibb. Probably any and all of the
- 1:53Speaker 1: early cancer detection systems like GRAIL and genomic health and
- 1:57Speaker 1: the recurrence, which is a recurrence score that's used in
- 2:00Speaker 1: breast cancer, again, ubiquitously. Like I said, I launched the
- 2:03Speaker 1: first ELISA test to detect HIV back in the day
- 2:06Speaker 1: when I was a kid. We didn't really know much
- 2:09Speaker 1: about it or understand it all that well. So no,
- 2:11Speaker 1: I've been fortunate to work across the whole landscape. But
- 2:15Speaker 1: in this particular case of lymphoma, Rituxim was the drug.
- 2:18Speaker 1: It didn't actually work for him the first time. He
- 2:21Speaker 1: had a couple of transplants that got him through it
- 2:24Speaker 1: until the next drug called Epsetris came along and was
- 2:28Speaker 1: a big game changer for him and so many other
- 2:30Speaker 1: CD20 drugs. positive patients. And I helped in the early
- 2:34Speaker 1: years of Seattle Genetics and that drug launched that product.
- 2:37Speaker 1: So yeah, there's so many. Making the world a healthier place, truly.
- 2:41Speaker 1: That's our goal. You know, I mean, that's why I
- 2:43Speaker 1: started Real Chemistry and why I continue to stay involved
- 2:47Speaker 1: today and do the podcast, which is what we're here
- 2:50Speaker 1: to do. If we can just help one person connect
- 2:53Speaker 1: with the right therapy at the right time, we've done good. Exactly.
- 2:56Speaker 2: So the Quickly, can you give us a couple reasons
- 3:00Speaker 2: why we should listen to this episode today?
- 3:03Speaker 1: Well, I think the biggest reason to listen to it
- 3:05Speaker 1: is it's always good to hear from somebody who had
- 3:08Speaker 1: to cope with the diagnosis and then the treatment and
- 3:11Speaker 1: listen to all the unexpected things that come up. And
- 3:14Speaker 1: his big message is take help, get help. You're going
- 3:18Speaker 1: to need help. You can't do this alone. That's what
- 3:21Speaker 1: a survivor would say, you know, a contestant, even though
- 3:24Speaker 1: you were trying to win alone, his point about it
- 3:28Speaker 1: was that he had to build community among the other
- 3:32Speaker 1: people to win it. And I think it's something people miss.
- 3:36Speaker 1: They always think, what do I have to do to
- 3:38Speaker 1: do this for myself? And when you're doing it for
- 3:42Speaker 1: the community and with the community, your chances of survival
- 3:45Speaker 1: and winning are higher. Strength in numbers, strength in team.
- 3:49Speaker 2: Love and community keeps us alive.
- 3:51Speaker 1: That's it. All right. That's what we need. All right.
- 3:53Speaker 2: Thanks, Jim. See you on the other side.
- 3:55Speaker 1: Everybody tune in.
- 3:56Speaker 2: Tune in.
- 3:59Speaker 1: It's such a good thing, right? To be around the
- 4:01Speaker 1: people who've been through this shit. It is.
- 4:03Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely right.
- 4:05Speaker 1: In ways that other people really can't get. I mean,
- 4:08Speaker 1: I'm excited to talk to you about that today. Everyone
- 4:11Speaker 1: gets hit by the bouncing ball, I say. And yours
- 4:14Speaker 1: was cancer at 30 fucking five, which seems to be
- 4:18Speaker 1: now a growing trend, right? That we're seeing it more
- 4:21Speaker 1: and more. having been at Survivor prepare you for things
- 4:26Speaker 1: like that or did it? I don't know. I don't
- 4:30Speaker 1: know if you're ever ready for that. Right.
- 4:32Speaker 2: Well, I mean, Survivor is a game for a million
- 4:35Speaker 2: dollars and cancer is a game for your life. However,
- 4:39Speaker 2: I've been asked this question and I've had time to
- 4:41Speaker 2: think about it because there are some aspects of the
- 4:44Speaker 2: game of Survivor that can lend itself well to surviving cancer.
- 4:48Speaker 2: One is when you're out there, you are stripped of everything.
- 4:51Speaker 2: that you're comfortable with. No friends, no family, no ATM,
- 4:53Speaker 2: no Wi-Fi, nothing. It's just you. And then you take
- 4:55Speaker 2: away food and water and you're tired and you're hungry.
- 4:58Speaker 2: It's who is left is at the core. And so
- 5:00Speaker 2: Survivor kind of gave me that opportunity to find who
- 5:03Speaker 2: I was on the inside when there's nothing else around.
- 5:06Speaker 2: And then Cancer gave me that opportunity again when I
- 5:08Speaker 2: was 35 years old. And Survivor is a game where
- 5:11Speaker 2: you push yourself to the absolute limit, right? It touches
- 5:15Speaker 2: on your body, mind and spirit and same with Cancer.
- 5:18Speaker 2: So I was able to push myself to the limit
- 5:20Speaker 2: and even more on Survivor. And then when cancer came along,
- 5:23Speaker 2: I knew how my body would react. And I almost
- 5:26Speaker 2: tested my body and I was able to push myself
- 5:29Speaker 2: a little bit more because I knew how far the
- 5:32Speaker 2: human spirit could go because of my time on Survivor. So,
- 5:35Speaker 2: and then the last part about that is my entire
- 5:38Speaker 2: strategy to win Survivor was to be a member of
- 5:41Speaker 2: the community. I wanted to be crucial to everyone else's survival.
- 5:45Speaker 2: So without me, they'd struggle even more. And I learned
- 5:47Speaker 2: that growing up in the Jewish community. I lost my
- 5:50Speaker 2: father to cancer. And then I learned that again when
- 5:53Speaker 2: I was going through cancer, because it's the community that
- 5:56Speaker 2: kind of reinforced my values when a time I felt
- 5:58Speaker 2: completely alone and helped me get through the most darkest
- 6:01Speaker 2: moments of my life.
- 6:03Speaker 1: Right. So we share that because I was student council
- 6:05Speaker 1: president back in the day, one of few Jews in
- 6:08Speaker 1: a small town, getting pennies thrown at them and shit
- 6:11Speaker 1: like that. You kind of learn how to do exactly
- 6:15Speaker 1: what you're saying. It's like there's strength in numbers. My
- 6:17Speaker 1: wife actually said cancer is a gift wrapped in barbed wire.
- 6:21Speaker 1: Our team was called the barbed wire babes. Nice. How
- 6:24Speaker 1: do you feel about it? I'm sure it was a shock,
- 6:27Speaker 1: but were any parts of it a gift?
- 6:29Speaker 2: Yeah. I mean, I think I appreciate your wife's looking
- 6:32Speaker 2: at both sides. It was a gift, but it was
- 6:34Speaker 2: wrapped in barbed wire. And like a gift is something
- 6:37Speaker 2: you give to someone on purpose for their benefit. So
- 6:40Speaker 2: cancer wasn't necessarily that for me. However, I've lived my
- 6:45Speaker 2: life these days by making sure to never let a
- 6:48Speaker 2: crisis go to waste because it's an opportunity to do
- 6:50Speaker 2: some really important things. So like now any challenge that
- 6:53Speaker 2: comes my way, I face it head on, I accept it,
- 6:56Speaker 2: and then I turn it outward to help those around me.
- 6:59Speaker 2: So in that sense of the word, I think it
- 7:01Speaker 2: did kind of put me on a path to where
- 7:05Speaker 2: using like service over self and the details of my
- 7:07Speaker 2: life can help other people. So I think that aspect
- 7:10Speaker 2: of the cancer journey was a gift. It kind of
- 7:14Speaker 2: validated my experience because I was able to use that
- 7:17Speaker 2: horrible time in my life to help other people. And
- 7:20Speaker 2: so I could say it was a gift in that sense.
- 7:23Speaker 1: She said it woke her up. I mean, you know,
- 7:25Speaker 1: obviously she was a bit older when it happened to her,
- 7:27Speaker 1: but she didn't have anything happen in her life that
- 7:31Speaker 1: was that drastic. All things had come as she had
- 7:35Speaker 1: wanted and planned. And we all know that that's a
- 7:38Speaker 1: little bit of a delusion. And she was like, wow,
- 7:42Speaker 1: life is precious. Life is great, right? Life is a gift.
- 7:46Speaker 1: And I think you appreciate it more somehow once you're
- 7:50Speaker 1: facing that moment or feel like you're facing it. But
- 7:54Speaker 1: let's talk about your dad died of colorectal cancer at 49.
- 7:57Speaker 1: You're 52. What's it like to outlive that number?
- 8:02Speaker 2: Yeah, well- It feels good, I guess.
- 8:07Speaker 1: And are you getting checked regularly? We always talk about
- 8:10Speaker 1: it for colorectal cancer, I assume.
- 8:13Speaker 2: Definitely. So back to that previous question, like I learned
- 8:16Speaker 2: early on in life, I feel because I had lost
- 8:18Speaker 2: my dad, I was young, but a little bit about
- 8:21Speaker 2: how precious life is and what it was like living
- 8:24Speaker 2: without my father. And so in that sense, and then
- 8:27Speaker 2: when I was diagnosed, you are laser focused and we
- 8:29Speaker 2: face our own mortality earlier than anyone else. I hate
- 8:33Speaker 2: that it takes a crisis like this for me or
- 8:35Speaker 2: for your wife to actually figure it out. I wish
- 8:37Speaker 2: we all had the opportunity to realize this without having
- 8:41Speaker 2: a health crisis or any crisis in our life gone.
- 8:43Speaker 2: But like I said, I learned this a little earlier
- 8:45Speaker 2: in life than the average teenager, the value of the
- 8:48Speaker 2: human experience. But losing my dad was tough. And like
- 8:52Speaker 2: I just mentioned, I pretty much went to Minion every
- 8:54Speaker 2: day after my dad died and this community reached out
- 8:57Speaker 2: and they embraced me, my mom and my brothers. And
- 9:00Speaker 2: outliving my dad was always a thing in our family.
- 9:04Speaker 2: When something like that happens early on, my only connection
- 9:06Speaker 2: to cancer was through my dad. So to me, cancer
- 9:08Speaker 2: equal death.
- 9:09Speaker 1: Because you have brothers, right?
- 9:10Speaker 2: Yeah, I got two older brothers. So we're always sarcastically joking, like,
- 9:14Speaker 2: who's going to outlive dad? Are you going to make it?
- 9:16Speaker 2: Are we going to make it? So finally, when we
- 9:17Speaker 2: got there, it was a big deal. But it just
- 9:20Speaker 2: goes to show you, science wasn't able to save my
- 9:22Speaker 2: dad in 1989. But science and the community was able
- 9:25Speaker 2: to save me. Now we have early screening. We have
- 9:28Speaker 2: at-home testing kits. Cologuard. We have CancerGuard. We have all
- 9:32Speaker 2: these things, these modern developments in cancer that can help
- 9:36Speaker 2: people get diagnosed earlier. So I am keeping tabs on myself.
- 9:40Speaker 2: I get checked earlier. I just took the CancerGuard test.
- 9:43Speaker 2: I just took the Cologuard test. So I'm all of it.
- 9:46Speaker 2: But this cancer research is huge. And a lot of
- 9:49Speaker 2: progress has been made over the past 25 years since
- 9:51Speaker 2: my dad passed away. But there's still more work to
- 9:54Speaker 2: be done.
- 9:54Speaker 1: Well, good. Well, I'm glad you mentioned the early detection.
- 9:58Speaker 1: Like that is so critical, right?
- 10:00Speaker 2: Game changer.
- 10:01Speaker 1: But based on your symptoms, doctors didn't suspect cancer. This
- 10:04Speaker 1: is a common thing that we hear all the time.
- 10:06Speaker 1: It certainly was. What I was told by a young
- 10:09Speaker 1: doctor after my wife was now on death's door with
- 10:13Speaker 1: a bowel obstruction, we were barely able to save her
- 10:16Speaker 1: in time to get chemo and keep her around longer,
- 10:19Speaker 1: which we did. But ultimately, how did you get this diagnosed?
- 10:24Speaker 2: I was a 35-year-old guy on top of the world
- 10:27Speaker 2: training for the New York City Marathon. And I just
- 10:29Speaker 2: had some itchy skin. I'm not talking like just regular itch,
- 10:32Speaker 2: like debilitatingly itchy. Like when you get a bug bite
- 10:34Speaker 2: and you scratch it, You can satiate it. It's like, ah, okay,
- 10:37Speaker 2: I got itched. This was like a permanent eating itch
- 10:40Speaker 2: from the inside out with no rash. And you can
- 10:43Speaker 2: never satiate that itch. And it went on forever. Four, five,
- 10:48Speaker 2: six months. Doctors, every pill, cream, lotion known to man.
- 10:52Speaker 2: And it wasn't until a swollen lymph node popped out
- 10:54Speaker 2: of my neck. And they took an x-ray and found
- 10:56Speaker 2: a six centimeter by 12 centimeter mass in my chest.
- 10:59Speaker 2: And I was diagnosed with a rare form of blood
- 11:00Speaker 2: cancer called CD20 positive Hodgkin's lymphoma. I never heard of
- 11:05Speaker 2: it either at the time. Don't worry. And that's kind
- 11:08Speaker 2: of how I was diagnosed. But it was torturous. So
- 11:11Speaker 2: many doctors telling me that, oh, you know, don't worry
- 11:14Speaker 2: about it. Take some prednisone, whatever. It got to a
- 11:17Speaker 2: point where, like, I thought I was going crazy. The
- 11:19Speaker 2: doctors thought I was going crazy. And it was just
- 11:21Speaker 2: a mental health issue. But it was lymphoma. So just,
- 11:25Speaker 2: you know, permeating itch with no rash. It's lymphoma, everyone.
- 11:29Speaker 2: Go get checked out. It's not stress or anxiety.
- 11:32Speaker 1: Well, I mean, I'm glad you're mentioning it. God, you
- 11:35Speaker 1: couldn't keep track of all the potential things. But the
- 11:38Speaker 1: point is, don't ignore it. And now we have, what,
- 11:40Speaker 1: Prenuvo and other types of things that you can go for.
- 11:45Speaker 1: If the docs aren't giving you satisfaction, you can go
- 11:47Speaker 1: check that and maybe find that big lymph node. You
- 11:51Speaker 1: would have seen that. You know, you would have seen
- 11:53Speaker 1: that and you could have gotten to it sooner, which
- 11:55Speaker 1: is important. What can you explain? What's that CD20 positive?
- 12:00Speaker 1: Like what? What were the differences versus regular old Hodgkin's lymphoma?
- 12:05Speaker 2: Regular old Hodgkin's lymphoma, which I would like to say
- 12:08Speaker 2: we're at about, and if you just walk into a
- 12:10Speaker 2: hospital with a traditional Hodgkin's lymphoma, there's a 99% cure
- 12:15Speaker 2: rate right now. And that's just incredible to even say
- 12:19Speaker 2: out loud. But within the lymphoma world, there are multiple
- 12:23Speaker 2: different forms of lymphoma. The CD20 marker is normally found
- 12:27Speaker 2: on non-Hodgkin's B-cell lymphoma. And so when they find that
- 12:33Speaker 2: within a Hodgkin's lymphoma, it's considered rare. One in every
- 12:36Speaker 2: five people have a rare form of a lymphoma. I
- 12:40Speaker 2: was one of them. It means they just treat it
- 12:42Speaker 2: a little bit differently with a combination of kind of
- 12:45Speaker 2: non-Hodgkin's lymphoma and lymphoma type medicines.
- 12:49Speaker 1: So Rituxan probably is in there, right? Yeah.
- 12:52Speaker 2: I had what they called R-CHOP, which is Rituxan. Yes.
- 12:55Speaker 1: Right. So I helped launch that drug back in the
- 12:57Speaker 1: day at Genentech. Yeah.
- 12:59Speaker 2: Holy shit, dude. That's incredible.
- 13:02Speaker 1: I have a relationship with it. Well, I was at
- 13:05Speaker 1: Genentech in 92, right? So this is when they had
- 13:08Speaker 1: just done the deal with Biogen and IDEC. It was
- 13:12Speaker 1: IDEC at the time. Then it became Biogen IDEC. Yeah,
- 13:16Speaker 1: but the guy who actually invented it, Richard Miller, started
- 13:20Speaker 1: a company called Pharmacyclics. He was one of the guys,
- 13:23Speaker 1: Ron Levy and him. This is the backstory, right? But
- 13:27Speaker 1: these are guys I know out here. Richard's great. And
- 13:29Speaker 1: I mean, he's been recognized for that and a couple
- 13:32Speaker 1: other drugs that he helped develop. And he's doing another one.
- 13:36Speaker 2: Well, it didn't work. So it's all your fault. I
- 13:38Speaker 2: just want to say.
- 13:39Speaker 1: What?
- 13:39Speaker 2: That you're here? I said R-CHOP didn't work. So it's
- 13:41Speaker 2: all your fault is what I'm saying.
- 13:43Speaker 1: Well, there you go.
- 13:44Speaker 2: No, I'm just joking around. Because I had to go
- 13:46Speaker 2: through R-CHOP, which failed. I went through ICE, which failed.
- 13:49Speaker 2: And then I had radiation. And then an autologous stem
- 13:52Speaker 2: cell transplant, which... worked for 20 months, then the cancer
- 13:56Speaker 2: returned and I had to go through it all again.
- 13:59Speaker 2: But as we're talking about drugs and new drugs, like
- 14:02Speaker 2: I was on an experimental new drug, a clinical trial.
- 14:05Speaker 2: I got clearance to be able to do it before
- 14:07Speaker 2: it was passed by the FDA at the time is
- 14:10Speaker 2: called SGN 35 by Seattle genetics.
- 14:13Speaker 1: And now it's Seattle genetics. So believe it or not,
- 14:15Speaker 1: I helped work on that drug. So Clay Segal, who
- 14:19Speaker 1: was the founder of that company is a guy I
- 14:21Speaker 1: know pretty well too.
- 14:22Speaker 2: I want to hug you right now because That drug
- 14:25Speaker 2: saved my life. That is the reason I am alive today.
- 14:28Speaker 1: That was their big initial claim to fame, right? And
- 14:32Speaker 1: now he's at it again at a company called Immuno.
- 14:34Speaker 1: He's trying to come up with new and improved treatments there.
- 14:38Speaker 1: So he's still at it. Good.
- 14:40Speaker 2: Well, I got to go visit Seattle Genetics and I
- 14:42Speaker 2: met the dude that created this smart targeted therapy in
- 14:47Speaker 2: a lab. Clinical trials for a cancer patient is equal
- 14:50Speaker 2: parts fear and equal parts excitement. Fear because this may
- 14:53Speaker 2: not work and I die. And excitement because if this
- 14:57Speaker 2: does work, experiment on me. Let me pave the way
- 15:00Speaker 2: for all the patients that come after me. And so
- 15:02Speaker 2: for me, to someone to make the leap to say
- 15:05Speaker 2: yes to a clinical trial, there's always a risk there.
- 15:08Speaker 2: And so it was a fearful moment, but an exciting moment.
- 15:11Speaker 2: Then I got to go to Seattle genetics and meet
- 15:13Speaker 2: the people behind it and meet clay and meet the scientists.
- 15:16Speaker 2: So like this, like amazing scientists in the lab, like
- 15:19Speaker 2: researching this exact situation, failed autologous stem cell transplant for
- 15:23Speaker 2: a rare form of lymphoma. And there was someone researching that. So,
- 15:27Speaker 2: I'm a big fan of cancer research, you know, for
- 15:29Speaker 2: all your cancer patients out there, stay alive for as
- 15:31Speaker 2: long as you can. Cause you just don't know what's
- 15:33Speaker 2: around the corner.
- 15:34Speaker 1: And were you hanging out with Peggy Pinkston? She was
- 15:36Speaker 1: the communication person who brought us in and knew, you know,
- 15:40Speaker 1: so that again, our role was very much communications and
- 15:43Speaker 1: getting the word out. And that was at the, at
- 15:45Speaker 1: the beginning.
- 15:46Speaker 2: And then, you know, now it's being used in first
- 15:49Speaker 2: line defense. Well, you go in and you, you are
- 15:52Speaker 2: prescribed at Cetrus now, when you first get lymphoma versus
- 15:56Speaker 2: having to fail a transplant before you get it?
- 15:58Speaker 1: So we worked on it. The woman who was my
- 16:01Speaker 1: point on it, Cetrus, from our side, because I think
- 16:04Speaker 1: they marketed it with another company at the time, her
- 16:07Speaker 1: husband just died of colon cancer at 43. So listening
- 16:11Speaker 1: to this, like it's everywhere and it interweaves incredibly. And
- 16:15Speaker 1: when I Realized we were going to get to talk.
- 16:18Speaker 1: I'm like, it's very meant to be. And I'm sure
- 16:19Speaker 1: we're going to figure out other ways to work together
- 16:22Speaker 1: to get word out. Because I think really it comes
- 16:25Speaker 1: down to early detection and prevention. I think that's the
- 16:29Speaker 1: best way to fight any of these things. And while
- 16:32Speaker 1: there'll be great new drugs coming and big breakthroughs, nothing
- 16:35Speaker 1: ever works for everybody. This is about as curative as
- 16:38Speaker 1: you can get in our field. But anyway, you survived
- 16:42Speaker 1: all that. You went through that process, a couple transplants.
- 16:46Speaker 1: I mean, you kind of just glossed over it. I mean,
- 16:49Speaker 1: that's hard shit, isn't it, to do? It's hard shit, yeah.
- 16:53Speaker 2: For those who don't know, a stem cell transplant is
- 16:56Speaker 2: kind of like a science fiction novel. You will remove
- 16:59Speaker 2: all the white blood cells, red blood cells, and platelets
- 17:02Speaker 2: from one human, and then you replace that with the
- 17:05Speaker 2: red blood cells, white blood cells, and platelets of another
- 17:07Speaker 2: human to help you survive. And so you're locked in
- 17:10Speaker 2: a hypersteroid bubble for... up to a month, sometimes longer.
- 17:14Speaker 2: And so I got my second stem cell transplant from
- 17:17Speaker 2: my brother, Lee. And so I've officially changed my name.
- 17:19Speaker 2: My name is now Leethan. And I'm no longer my
- 17:22Speaker 2: mom's favorite son, which is like the worst part about
- 17:24Speaker 2: this whole cancer thing. But yeah, the process is curative,
- 17:28Speaker 2: but it's a difficult process, both physically and mentally when
- 17:32Speaker 2: you go through one of those transplants.
- 17:34Speaker 1: Could you do another one if you had to?
- 17:36Speaker 2: If I had to, there are now, they would probably
- 17:40Speaker 2: have me use my brother again. It's not recommended. But
- 17:43Speaker 2: I think now with where the world is going and
- 17:45Speaker 2: there's hyper-customized cancer protocols for people, that's the direction cancer
- 17:52Speaker 2: is going, is customized treatment for whatever DNA, whatever type
- 17:57Speaker 2: of markers you have in your personal cancer, personalized cancer care.
- 18:01Speaker 2: And I'm sure you know more about that than I do.
- 18:04Speaker 2: But I think it's going to be like designer- chemotherapy
- 18:07Speaker 2: for cancer patients in a good way.
- 18:09Speaker 1: Yeah, it's designer immunotherapy, cell therapy. Yeah, those are the
- 18:13Speaker 1: things coming. What we call cancer vaccines are really immunotherapies.
- 18:17Speaker 1: But yes, all those things are more, but I like
- 18:21Speaker 1: to prevent the event and not everything can be prevented.
- 18:24Speaker 1: How do you cope with a blood cancer that isn't
- 18:27Speaker 1: entirely in your control? What do you do to stay
- 18:30Speaker 1: one step ahead of it?
- 18:32Speaker 2: Well, I definitely leaned into the what I'm going to
- 18:36Speaker 2: call alternative therapies. I will never swap out the science
- 18:40Speaker 2: for alternative therapies.
- 18:41Speaker 1: Do we call it wraparound care?
- 18:44Speaker 2: Whole person care?
- 18:45Speaker 1: I kind of avoid alternative because the way Audra looked
- 18:49Speaker 1: at it was Eastern and Western. There's a lot of
- 18:52Speaker 1: ways to look at it, but combining both, it's not
- 18:54Speaker 1: like I'm only going to go to a shaman. And
- 18:59Speaker 1: I'm only going to do acupuncture. The idea is let's
- 19:02Speaker 1: combine the best of both.
- 19:04Speaker 2: I 100% agree. And that's the path I took. Science,
- 19:08Speaker 2: and then I had the kind of definitely not as
- 19:10Speaker 2: science-backed protocols. But yeah, I leaned into all of it.
- 19:13Speaker 2: Music therapy, art therapy, visualization. I went to Bali and
- 19:17Speaker 2: went on a healing safari. I was meeting past life
- 19:20Speaker 2: regression and jumping off cliffs and changing cliffs, changing my diet.
- 19:24Speaker 2: I meditate, vision boards, I had a shrink. But the
- 19:27Speaker 2: one thing that I feel is one of the most
- 19:30Speaker 2: beneficial whole person care is exercise. Exercise oncology is a
- 19:35Speaker 2: kind of a new area of study in the cancer world.
- 19:38Speaker 2: And there's some incredible research and data coming out of
- 19:40Speaker 2: Sloan Kettering right now with a group called Hactive Against
- 19:43Speaker 2: Cancer that's actually studying the benefits of exercise while going
- 19:47Speaker 2: through cancer. And they're finding that the patients that have
- 19:49Speaker 2: a exercise routine pre, during, post-cancer have incredible outcomes, up
- 19:53Speaker 2: to 37% better survival rates than those that don't have
- 19:57Speaker 2: an exercise plan. And the one aspect of it that
- 20:00Speaker 2: they're finding is most beneficial is the group classes. It's
- 20:04Speaker 2: the connection. It's the working with other people to overcome
- 20:08Speaker 2: a challenge versus just regular strength and cardio. It's those
- 20:12Speaker 2: group fitness classes where people are coming together and you're
- 20:15Speaker 2: both working out and commiserating about the experience itself.
- 20:18Speaker 1: What's your current definition of endurance? You were on Survivor,
- 20:21Speaker 1: you played soccer, marathons, TVs. What are we talking about here?
- 20:26Speaker 1: What are the bars?
- 20:27Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, it's definitely changed. My definition of endurance
- 20:31Speaker 2: back in the day was like, how far can I
- 20:34Speaker 2: go and how long can I stay on my feet
- 20:36Speaker 2: is like endurance. And I would sign up for these
- 20:38Speaker 2: events super endurance style endeavors, survivor, amazing race, eco challenge, marathons,
- 20:45Speaker 2: ultra marathons. I don't know why. I mean, we're Jewish
- 20:48Speaker 2: sufferings in our blood. I guess we just love it.
- 20:52Speaker 2: But my definition of endurance now is just even Steven, right?
- 20:57Speaker 2: Like I'm used to living on extremes and now it's
- 20:59Speaker 2: more about like navigating my way to the middle in
- 21:03Speaker 2: terms of keeping my body and my mind and my
- 21:06Speaker 2: spirit in check, you know? And like growing up as
- 21:09Speaker 2: a competitive soccer player, you know, I always realized that
- 21:12Speaker 2: after like a good workout or visualization training or yoga,
- 21:16Speaker 2: like I was a much better athlete. So I took
- 21:18Speaker 2: that same philosophy into my battle with cancer. And I
- 21:22Speaker 2: did have a really robust exercise routine pre, during, post,
- 21:26Speaker 2: including mental exercises. And this was before this, this was
- 21:30Speaker 2: 2009 and 10. It just came to me naturally because
- 21:32Speaker 2: I'm a fitness freak. Fitness is how I evaluate my health,
- 21:36Speaker 2: I guess you can say. And so I just leaned
- 21:38Speaker 2: into this naturally, but I do think it was incredibly
- 21:40Speaker 2: helpful and beneficial to surviving cancer. So like the better
- 21:45Speaker 2: in shape you are before this happens, the better in
- 21:47Speaker 2: shape you will be after. So just maintaining a good
- 21:51Speaker 2: level of fitness, sleep, healthy eating for everyone on this
- 21:55Speaker 2: planet is good because if that ball bounces your way,
- 21:59Speaker 2: like you said, or if you get hit with that
- 22:00Speaker 2: cancer diagnosis, it's better to be in a position to
- 22:03Speaker 2: not have to catch up.
- 22:04Speaker 1: You haven't mentioned it, so I will. Let's talk cannabis.
- 22:07Speaker 2: Let's talk cannabis.
- 22:09Speaker 1: You went from using medical marijuana, right, to investing in
- 22:13Speaker 1: it and becoming a brand ambassador for it. How has
- 22:15Speaker 1: using marijuana changed not just your life, but where does
- 22:20Speaker 1: that fit in? Because obviously we know it does. Mainly,
- 22:23Speaker 1: I think it's associated with treating pain, but talk a
- 22:27Speaker 1: little bit about how you got into that.
- 22:29Speaker 2: Sure. Well, I never touched the stuff. I was not
- 22:32Speaker 2: in high school and college. I mean, maybe I tried
- 22:35Speaker 2: it second semester of my senior year to do something
- 22:37Speaker 2: crazy before I graduated. Like, don't tell my mom.
- 22:40Speaker 1: Where'd you go to school again?
- 22:41Speaker 2: Vassar College in upstate New York. Small liberal arts college.
- 22:45Speaker 2: It was around and everyone was using it. I just
- 22:47Speaker 2: wasn't that guy at that time because I wanted to
- 22:50Speaker 2: play soccer. I wanted to be a doctor. I wanted
- 22:52Speaker 2: to like, you know, that was my path. But obviously
- 22:55Speaker 2: when I got diagnosed with cancer, I knew there were
- 22:58Speaker 2: some rumors out there about using cannabis with cancer. But
- 23:02Speaker 2: at that time it was illegal. So like picture this,
- 23:04Speaker 2: I'm bald with chemo mask gloves. I'm on the street
- 23:08Speaker 2: of New York city talking to a drug dealer and
- 23:10Speaker 2: he's selling all drugs, not just cannabis, selling like Coke
- 23:13Speaker 2: and ecstasy and Percocets and all this stuff. And here
- 23:16Speaker 2: I was doing an illegal activity on top of having
- 23:18Speaker 2: cancer just to find something that may make me feel better.
- 23:22Speaker 2: So my whole thing was like, I was being pumped
- 23:25Speaker 2: full of synthetics. It was the height of the opioid pandemic.
- 23:28Speaker 2: And I just didn't feel good. Like I was taking six, seven, eight,
- 23:33Speaker 2: nine pills just to get to bed at night.
- 23:35Speaker 1: Right.
- 23:36Speaker 2: Or I could use a pot brownie. And so I
- 23:39Speaker 2: leaned into that. Nature is the world's pharmacy. And so
- 23:43Speaker 2: I felt it was, and I was able to reduce
- 23:45Speaker 2: a lot of the dosages on the synthetic drugs that
- 23:48Speaker 2: the docs were prescribing me and eliminate some completely. So,
- 23:51Speaker 2: That was a big sign for me. And then post-cancer,
- 23:55Speaker 2: I struggled incredibly with anxiety and fear of relapse to
- 23:59Speaker 2: the point where I couldn't even leave the house. It
- 24:01Speaker 2: was debilitating. It was more difficult for me after cancer
- 24:04Speaker 2: than going through cancer. And that's when CBD and cannabis
- 24:07Speaker 2: became even more helpful in my life.
- 24:10Speaker 1: And it's now a big industry and you're part of it, right?
- 24:13Speaker 1: You're an ambassador. You don't grow it, do you?
- 24:16Speaker 2: I don't grow it, come from it through the medical side. However,
- 24:19Speaker 2: this past summer, I did something that was definitely not
- 24:21Speaker 2: medically related in the cannabis space. But I'm all about access.
- 24:25Speaker 2: I'm all about guided, safe cannabis use. There's an organization
- 24:30Speaker 2: out there called EO Care. They provide personalized physician guided
- 24:35Speaker 2: medical cannabis care plans for cancer patients, survivors, care partners
- 24:39Speaker 2: and seniors. So like, Cannabis is really overwhelming. You walk
- 24:43Speaker 2: into a dispensary, that's not a hospital. You talk to
- 24:45Speaker 2: a bud tender, that's not a doctor. And they're telling
- 24:47Speaker 2: a guy like me, like you need to do this,
- 24:49Speaker 2: this and this. When they know nothing about me, what
- 24:51Speaker 2: drugs I'm on, what cancer I have, what cross indications
- 24:54Speaker 2: could happen. So my whole advice to everyone out there
- 24:57Speaker 2: is find a medical cannabis doctor that has oversight, that
- 25:01Speaker 2: you see regularly, not just once to get your card
- 25:03Speaker 2: and check in with them over time. Just like a
- 25:06Speaker 2: real medical doctor would do. If you're prescribed Percocet, they're
- 25:08Speaker 2: going to say, take one pill every four hours. I'll
- 25:11Speaker 2: call you in two days, see how you're feeling. Maybe
- 25:12Speaker 2: we help it, maybe reduce it. That doesn't happen with cannabis.
- 25:15Speaker 2: You get your card and you just figure it out
- 25:17Speaker 2: as you go. It's all on you. So that's kind
- 25:20Speaker 2: of my soapbox on the cannabis space.
- 25:22Speaker 1: It's a good soapbox. Yeah, well, but I think, you know,
- 25:25Speaker 1: it's fairly now well accepted and accessible in most states,
- 25:30Speaker 1: if not all. And then the new administrations opened that
- 25:33Speaker 1: up further. And now we're talking, The next stage, which
- 25:38Speaker 1: is psilocybin and a whole new category of psychedelics to
- 25:43Speaker 1: go with it. So we're moving in the direction of
- 25:47Speaker 1: more holistic wraparound, not so much alternative. But hopefully people
- 25:51Speaker 1: understand by combining both, your chances for a better outcome
- 25:56Speaker 1: seem higher. And you mentioned music too, which we're studying.
- 26:01Speaker 1: I launched a program with Mickey Hart. and the opera
- 26:05Speaker 1: singer Renee Fleming. I've talked to her about it called
- 26:08Speaker 1: Music as Medicine and the focus being how do certain
- 26:11Speaker 1: frequencies and playlists and certain music match up certain diseases
- 26:16Speaker 1: and helping people, particularly with mental health from depression and
- 26:20Speaker 1: post-traumatic stress. There's a lot of study going on in
- 26:23Speaker 1: combination with psilocybin and other modalities, but we're funding this
- 26:27Speaker 1: through the Foundation of the National Institutes of Health. So
- 26:30Speaker 1: something we'd love to get you more up to speed on.
- 26:32Speaker 2: I would love to get more up to speed on that.
- 26:34Speaker 2: And there's some people in my world that may be
- 26:36Speaker 2: very interested in helping you with this or help funding it. Definitely.
- 26:40Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 26:40Speaker 2: And the whole psychosilvin thing, I think there's more efficacy
- 26:44Speaker 2: in research and data in the benefits of psychedelics for
- 26:48Speaker 2: like a PTSD mental health than THC cannabis, to be honest.
- 26:52Speaker 2: So I'm excited to see where this industry goes and
- 26:55Speaker 2: if we can get some good safe regulation around it
- 26:58Speaker 2: and people that can help administer it in a safe
- 27:00Speaker 2: way too.
- 27:01Speaker 1: So, I mean, I heard you were in New York
- 27:03Speaker 1: at the Survivor premiere. Is that the new season?
- 27:07Speaker 2: Yeah, the new season.
- 27:07Speaker 1: Are you getting back involved in it? I mean, are
- 27:09Speaker 1: you going to go back on? What's the deal?
- 27:12Speaker 2: I'm not going back on. There was like a.
- 27:13Speaker 1: Reunion like the Real Housewives or what? Kind of.
- 27:17Speaker 2: Yeah. We're on season 51, if you can believe it.
- 27:20Speaker 2: And Every time there's a new season, it's great for
- 27:22Speaker 2: folks like me because I'm relevant. Like I'm relevant twice
- 27:25Speaker 2: a year when the new season premieres because everyone wants
- 27:27Speaker 2: to talk to you. Like, what do you think about
- 27:29Speaker 2: the new season? Who do you think is going to win?
- 27:30Speaker 2: What are the new twists and advantages?
- 27:32Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 27:33Speaker 2: They had something at the American Dream in New Jersey,
- 27:35Speaker 2: a big activation where they brought in the challenges from
- 27:38Speaker 2: the show and fans could play them. And there's meet
- 27:40Speaker 2: and greets and photo ops and all that fun stuff.
- 27:43Speaker 2: And there's a revival. There is a survivor revival that
- 27:46Speaker 2: happened during the pandemic. It's still like on a trend.
- 27:49Speaker 1: I think that's happened with dancing with the stars too.
- 27:52Speaker 1: Like it's sort of like some of these, the reality
- 27:54Speaker 1: shows that began everything are now kind of back, but
- 27:58Speaker 1: partially because they're not the most expensive things to put
- 28:01Speaker 1: together relative to scripted and that's all streaming land. And
- 28:06Speaker 1: so if you're CBS, I guess.
- 28:09Speaker 2: When are we going to see you on survivor?
- 28:10Speaker 1: Why do they have elderly survival or what?
- 28:13Speaker 2: They usually have one or two. Hey, You look pretty fit.
- 28:16Speaker 2: I think you could do it.
- 28:17Speaker 1: I'm fit. I could do it. You're right. Nice challenge.
- 28:20Speaker 1: I like that.
- 28:21Speaker 2: Survivor is a game of relationships. It's one 39-day networking event.
- 28:25Speaker 2: You would crush it. It's how you interact.
- 28:27Speaker 1: I would crush it. I love it. That is my thing.
- 28:31Speaker 2: It's literally a social game. It's how you interact with
- 28:33Speaker 2: the other people that determine how far and how well
- 28:35Speaker 2: you're going.
- 28:36Speaker 1: I watched the early years with you and others and
- 28:38Speaker 1: I did get that. That was the story really behind
- 28:42Speaker 1: the story. I don't know. I think maybe this next
- 28:46Speaker 1: gen is a little less dependent. I feel like they
- 28:49Speaker 1: want to be less dependent on the phone. They want
- 28:51Speaker 1: to be out in the world and in nature and
- 28:54Speaker 1: taking on challenges. I do think we're coming back around
- 28:57Speaker 1: to a reality that people want real stuff, which is
- 29:02Speaker 1: why I love Get Real, right? I mean, we want
- 29:05Speaker 1: real connection and real relationship, and that stuff is what
- 29:09Speaker 1: makes things happen. Yeah.
- 29:11Speaker 2: People are showing up for all, I mean, I'm looking
- 29:13Speaker 2: in the health and wellness space, but there are these
- 29:15Speaker 2: in real life survivor events that are happening. There are
- 29:18Speaker 2: these run clubs that are like blowing up right now.
- 29:21Speaker 2: These wellness adventures, exercise challenges, they've always been around, but
- 29:26Speaker 2: I think they're trending now for the exact reason, as
- 29:28Speaker 2: you said, you know, like raves that start at 6 a.m.
- 29:30Speaker 2: at a coffee shop instead of like Twilo in New
- 29:33Speaker 2: York City where you're going crazy doing drugs.
- 29:35Speaker 1: Well, that really brings us to your series too, Kicking
- 29:38Speaker 1: Back and it brings together soccer and cannabis and community
- 29:42Speaker 1: and world cup cities why do those three things belong
- 29:46Speaker 1: in the same conversation soccer cannabis community.
- 29:49Speaker 2: Well, I think all three are about how strangers come
- 29:53Speaker 2: together and create a community really quickly. You could go
- 29:57Speaker 2: anywhere in the world and you put a soccer ball
- 29:58Speaker 2: down in the corner and you whip out a joint
- 30:00Speaker 2: and you instantly have 25 friends, you know? And this
- 30:03Speaker 2: is the first time in the history of the World
- 30:05Speaker 2: Cup where it was happening in countries that were cannabis-friendly. Mexico, Canada,
- 30:11Speaker 2: and the United States. So we've actually never even been
- 30:13Speaker 2: able to have a conversation like this. So the show
- 30:16Speaker 2: that I hosted is called Kicking Back. It was a
- 30:18Speaker 2: soccer and cannabis-themed World Cup travel series on High Times.
- 30:22Speaker 2: It's out there live on High Times' YouTube channel right now,
- 30:25Speaker 2: eight episodes, about 10 minutes each. We went from city
- 30:28Speaker 2: to city just exploring the community around soccer and cannabis,
- 30:32Speaker 2: and it was a wild trip. I'm still recovering now,
- 30:36Speaker 2: so I might need some extra brain cells if you
- 30:38Speaker 2: can find them for me.
- 30:39Speaker 1: I'm into health citizenship like you are. You also have
- 30:43Speaker 1: your grassroots soccer initiative that probably does not involve cannabis.
- 30:50Speaker 1: Can you talk to me about the motivation for that? Sure.
- 30:54Speaker 2: So before Survivor, I lived and played professional soccer in Zimbabwe.
- 31:00Speaker 2: And while I was there, I witnessed firsthand what was
- 31:03Speaker 2: happening with HIV and AIDS and how it was just
- 31:05Speaker 2: destroying the community that I was a part of. And
- 31:07Speaker 2: then I had a couple of teammates that got sick
- 31:09Speaker 2: with HIV, kicked off the team, ostracized from the community
- 31:12Speaker 2: and just lived their end of the life in like
- 31:14Speaker 2: a really sad, horrible, lonely way. And so after my
- 31:19Speaker 2: time playing in Zimbabwe, came back to the United States,
- 31:22Speaker 2: went on the show Survivor. Survivor happened to take place
- 31:25Speaker 2: in Kenya and I had a similar experience where I
- 31:28Speaker 2: got to play hacky sack with all these children in
- 31:30Speaker 2: a little village of Wamba. Later I found out they
- 31:32Speaker 2: were HIV positive. So long story short, I had this
- 31:35Speaker 2: real life experience in the middle of this cutthroat game
- 31:37Speaker 2: of Survivor. And so when I won and I had
- 31:40Speaker 2: a million bucks in my pocket and 15 minutes of fame,
- 31:43Speaker 2: I just wanted to be the guy that kind of
- 31:45Speaker 2: gave away more hacky sacks and used that money and
- 31:48Speaker 2: fame to do something a little bit good in the world.
- 31:51Speaker 2: And so we created this organization called Grassroots Soccer. And
- 31:54Speaker 2: Grassroots Soccer is an adolescent health organization using the power
- 31:57Speaker 2: of soccer to help change the behaviors of young boys
- 32:00Speaker 2: and girls so they can lead healthier lifestyles.
- 32:02Speaker 1: Is that U.S. or international? Where's the focus?
- 32:06Speaker 2: The focus has been international. 65 countries. We've graduated 25
- 32:11Speaker 2: million kids from the program, trained 23,000 coaches worldwide. partnership
- 32:15Speaker 2: with nine African governments. However, now over the past 18 months,
- 32:18Speaker 2: we came to the United States and we've been running
- 32:21Speaker 2: mental health soccer programs in the United States. And we
- 32:26Speaker 2: partnered with FIFA and the World Cup host committees to
- 32:28Speaker 2: run mental health soccer camps in the cities hosting a
- 32:30Speaker 2: World Cup match this past summer and partnering with organizations
- 32:34Speaker 2: like Boys and Girls Club, YMCA, JCCs to roll out
- 32:38Speaker 2: a sport-based mental health program for adolescents.
- 32:42Speaker 1: So I showed up loud and proud about my Jewish identity.
- 32:45Speaker 1: I know that's important to you. Let's talk about that
- 32:48Speaker 1: because I know some of our mishpucha lately are a
- 32:51Speaker 1: little self-conscious about talking about it. Like literally I've had
- 32:55Speaker 1: coffees where people are whispering about it. I'm like, why
- 32:59Speaker 1: can't you just like Jewish, you know how that Woody
- 33:03Speaker 1: Allen movie cancer is whispered. It's like now it's like,
- 33:06Speaker 1: so how is that showing up for you and your world?
- 33:09Speaker 2: It's showing up loud and proud, like you said. I
- 33:12Speaker 2: think in times like this for the Jewish community, it's
- 33:17Speaker 2: the time where we do need to stand up, speak out,
- 33:20Speaker 2: be loud, be proud. This started early on for me,
- 33:23Speaker 2: going back to season, my Survivor Africa season, where I
- 33:27Speaker 2: never thought my religion would be a deciding factor in
- 33:31Speaker 2: the game. But I got to bring two t-shirts. One
- 33:33Speaker 2: of the shirts was my Maccabee USA t-shirt from 2001,
- 33:36Speaker 2: soccer jersey. which was great. And then they put me
- 33:40Speaker 2: in a tribe with a guy that never met a
- 33:41Speaker 2: Jewish person before. And I had never met anyone who's
- 33:44Speaker 2: never met a Jewish person before. And they wanted conflict.
- 33:47Speaker 2: And there's this one challenge where I want a plate
- 33:49Speaker 2: of food. They gave me a big fat piece of
- 33:50Speaker 2: ham and I chose not to eat it. And this
- 33:53Speaker 2: guy was like, he's a Jew. He's a Jew. He
- 33:54Speaker 2: won't eat the ham. So it was this whole big
- 33:56Speaker 2: kerfuffle during the show Survivor about religion and Judaism. And
- 34:01Speaker 2: some people criticize me for laughing it off. Other people
- 34:03Speaker 2: criticize this other guy. And I saw that as a
- 34:06Speaker 2: teaching moment. Like, All of a sudden, here I was
- 34:08Speaker 2: with this guy and I had the opportunity to teach
- 34:10Speaker 2: him about the food we eat, the holidays we celebrate,
- 34:12Speaker 2: the rules of our culture. And that was broadcast globally
- 34:16Speaker 2: in front of 27 million people. So at that time,
- 34:18Speaker 2: I kind of like skyrocketed to like Jewish wilderness icon
- 34:21Speaker 2: out of my control. But since then, I realized here's
- 34:24Speaker 2: an incredible platform to be a proud Jew. They hadn't
- 34:26Speaker 2: seen anyone like me on TV before. And that's parlayed
- 34:29Speaker 2: to today.
- 34:31Speaker 1: And as you know, and playing soccer and doing Survivor,
- 34:33Speaker 1: like all things not typically associated, right? It's again, all
- 34:37Speaker 1: the usual stereotypes. As I often say, it's you got
- 34:41Speaker 1: to organize versus agonize. So it's just about really be it.
- 34:46Speaker 1: I mean, there's nothing you can do about it. And
- 34:48Speaker 1: it's like, Again, it's one of these things right now
- 34:52Speaker 1: when I talk to friends about it, it's like, first
- 34:55Speaker 1: of all, when has it really been that different? Like
- 34:57Speaker 1: if we're being honest. But some people have grown up
- 35:00Speaker 1: in more sheltered environments. I wasn't one of them. But
- 35:04Speaker 1: it's ironic because I grew up in this small town
- 35:06Speaker 1: where everyone went to camp, Honesdale, Pennsylvania. Everyone went to
- 35:10Speaker 1: Tyler Hill Camp or Trails End Camp or wherever. And
- 35:14Speaker 1: they're like, there were Jews there. I just can't believe it.
- 35:17Speaker 1: But it was an interesting and ironic thing that I
- 35:22Speaker 1: had to show up strong or you get run over.
- 35:26Speaker 2: How about today with like what you're doing with the podcast?
- 35:29Speaker 2: Have you faced any pushback or?
- 35:31Speaker 1: If I read every little thing, yeah, there's probably stuff
- 35:34Speaker 1: I do get it. I think everybody has different views
- 35:37Speaker 1: and opinions, which there was a time when that was okay.
- 35:41Speaker 1: like two people could think two different things and there
- 35:44Speaker 1: wasn't a vilification of one or the other it's like
- 35:48Speaker 1: look you got a point of view and you got
- 35:50Speaker 1: a point of view and we can disagree and get
- 35:53Speaker 1: along which is kind of what happened a little bit
- 35:56Speaker 1: on survivor right but i mean you weren't going to
- 35:58Speaker 1: completely change that dude he's not from that right but
- 36:01Speaker 1: you know my view is let's just all Hold our views,
- 36:05Speaker 1: make a good argument. If you're dumb and you can't
- 36:07Speaker 1: make a good argument, I can't help you. But I
- 36:09Speaker 1: think everyone agreeing on everything is boring. Yeah. Well, yeah.
- 36:13Speaker 2: I mean, there's a quote, Abraham Lincoln quote, I do
- 36:15Speaker 2: not like that man. I must get to know him better.
- 36:18Speaker 1: Right. Exactly.
- 36:19Speaker 2: So once you get to know someone better, it's just
- 36:22Speaker 2: a bridge to understanding, right? Like you may or may
- 36:24Speaker 2: not be able to work with this person in a
- 36:26Speaker 2: future situation.
- 36:26Speaker 1: So it sounds like you dig music. And I always
- 36:29Speaker 1: ask this question, if there was an album that's the
- 36:32Speaker 1: soundtrack of your life, what is that?
- 36:34Speaker 2: There's one song by Gym Class Heroes called The Fighter.
- 36:37Speaker 2: So that kind of, I like the title of that. Obviously, survivor, Beyonce, survivor,
- 36:42Speaker 2: a fighter, survivor would be kind of the soundtrack of
- 36:46Speaker 2: my life, I would think.
- 36:48Speaker 1: Awesome. Love the t-shirt, by the way. Very cool.
- 36:51Speaker 2: It's called Survivor.
- 36:52Speaker 1: Yeah, totally. Where do we get that?
- 36:54Speaker 2: You can get it on my website, ethanzahn.com. It's cancer related.
- 36:57Speaker 2: And then Survivor happened. So then it was double dipped
- 37:00Speaker 2: into the Survivor universe.
- 37:01Speaker 1: Yeah, love it. So I got a quick lightning round
- 37:04Speaker 1: before we say goodbye. All right. Survivor gave you Outwit, Outplay, Outlast. Yeah.
- 37:10Speaker 1: Is there a phrase Cancer gave you?
- 37:12Speaker 2: I always say like, we're all gonna have to die,
- 37:14Speaker 2: but we're all gonna have to live until we die.
- 37:17Speaker 2: How are you going to live? That's really kind of
- 37:19Speaker 2: a statement. Or, you know, never let a crisis go
- 37:21Speaker 2: to waste because it's an opportunity to do some important things.
- 37:24Speaker 2: Those would be the two things.
- 37:25Speaker 1: Is there a cancer myth you believed before you were diagnosed?
- 37:29Speaker 2: It might sound crazy, but the myths and misbeliefs. But
- 37:32Speaker 2: I thought, you know, like you had to have a
- 37:34Speaker 2: positive attitude to survive cancer. Until I had cancer and
- 37:38Speaker 2: I realized, like, there are times I'm really not a
- 37:40Speaker 2: nice guy and I know a lot of other assholes
- 37:42Speaker 2: who have survived cancer. But the idea of remaining positive
- 37:46Speaker 2: in this toxic positivity in this world, you need to
- 37:49Speaker 2: feel all the feels when you go through cancer, the
- 37:51Speaker 2: highs and the lows, just focusing on the positive, just
- 37:54Speaker 2: that's too much. And it puts extra pressure on those
- 37:56Speaker 2: cancer survivor to feel like they have to suffer in
- 37:59Speaker 2: a positive way when they really should be feeling all
- 38:01Speaker 2: the emotions.
- 38:03Speaker 1: And maybe get the help like from cannabis and other
- 38:05Speaker 1: things that are probably deemed a little bit more alternative
- 38:09Speaker 1: to get you through it. What would you say to
- 38:11Speaker 1: someone who just heard they have cancer?
- 38:14Speaker 2: Oh, I think your old self was probably great. Your
- 38:16Speaker 2: new self transformed self is going to be even better
- 38:20Speaker 2: is what I can say to them about that. And
- 38:22Speaker 2: I guess don't wait to ask for help. Often the
- 38:24Speaker 2: thoughts and feelings that someone taking care of you is
- 38:27Speaker 2: having is the same as the cancer patient themselves. So
- 38:30Speaker 2: the better you can communicate and talk about what's going on,
- 38:34Speaker 2: the better opportunity you can connect and have a more
- 38:36Speaker 2: positive experience getting through cancer.
- 38:39Speaker 1: Well, it sounds like you said you want to seek
- 38:41Speaker 1: out community and you can do that. The thing we
- 38:43Speaker 1: have in common with Patrick Dempsey and the Dempsey Center,
- 38:47Speaker 1: that's a lot of what the power of that is, right?
- 38:50Speaker 1: You go, there's a community of people who understand what
- 38:54Speaker 1: you're going through. So finding those people who've been through it,
- 38:57Speaker 1: and I know everyone's a little different, but I've certainly
- 39:00Speaker 1: heard that from lots of my friends who've been going
- 39:02Speaker 1: through it since my wife and have my wife having
- 39:05Speaker 1: other people she could go talk to who got it.
- 39:09Speaker 1: And really understood it, I think, is key. Seeking out
- 39:11Speaker 1: that community. And that is what I did to cope
- 39:14Speaker 1: with it. I went out to hear music. We have
- 39:17Speaker 1: a Grateful Dead cover band playing every other night here,
- 39:19Speaker 1: or maybe every night here, with amazing talent. And being
- 39:23Speaker 1: with that community. And they carried me through. through the
- 39:27Speaker 1: whole journey.
- 39:28Speaker 2: You're never alone, right? You're never alone in this cancer journey,
- 39:31Speaker 2: even when you don't have to be. And you don't
- 39:33Speaker 2: have to be exactly.
- 39:34Speaker 1: All right. Well, thanks Ethan. What a great pleasure to
- 39:37Speaker 1: hang out with you. I hope you get more time.
- 39:39Speaker 1: I'm sure we will. All right, man.
- 39:41Speaker 2: Thank you so much.
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