Latest / Boss Rush Podcast - A Podcast about Video Games / Voice Acting, Playing Games, Coffee, and Nerding Out with Ben Starr
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- 0:21Hi everybody, and welcome to a very special episode of the Boss
- 0:26Rush Network, your video game podcast.
- 0:30Today we are here at PAX West. We just opened up Friday day or
- 0:34Friday and we have a very special guest here with us
- 0:38today. Taylor.
- 0:40Exactly just. Just Taylor.
- 0:43Just Taylor. No, Everyone knows me.
- 0:48I am Patrick Klein. PK Power and everyone also knows
- 0:52my Co host who I know as a girl with a machine gun.
- 0:55Otherwise known as just Taylor. How you doing Taylor?
- 0:58I'm doing fantastic, Pat. I'm so excited to be here at PAX
- 1:01W. It's my first time at PAX W.
- 1:02I've only done E before, so I am super stoked and I'm
- 1:05representing Kirby. I'm very excited for the air
- 1:08writer. Hell yeah.
- 1:10No, we we're going to be checking that one out a little
- 1:12bit later after all this, but we also have a guest that I'm super
- 1:18excited for. He's probably one of my greatest
- 1:22heroes. He's the best looking person in
- 1:24this room, but I will allow him to introduce himself because
- 1:27he's just so good at it. That's that's a lot of pressure
- 1:30you placed on me. But yeah, I like to think of
- 1:32myself as the best looking guy in the room.
- 1:34No, you had one chance then to not make an idiot yourself.
- 1:39I just, I, I think I've backed myself into kind of like
- 1:43conversational black holes where I'm just, I like when, you know,
- 1:46think of like call of the void. You shouldn't say that thing.
- 1:49I allow all of my intrusive thoughts just to come
- 1:51immediately out. It's, I think it's the, the
- 1:54symptom of being like a youngest child and just like give me
- 1:57attention. I'm just going to say weird
- 1:58stuff and I hope that someone looks at me.
- 2:01So it's been I'm not media trained as you can tell, I'm
- 2:04just having a nice time. Well, you're in a, you're in a
- 2:07good company because we are, you know, I, I feel there's a little
- 2:10bit of imposter syndrome because we aren't like true.
- 2:13Like we work for the boss W network, but we're completely
- 2:16voluntary group. So like our jobs are actually
- 2:19like corporate offices. I'm an accountant.
- 2:22She's HR, but we have a passion for video games and we love to
- 2:25talk about them. And we have an awesome group of
- 2:28people that, you know, collaborate with us with written
- 2:32articles as well as podcasts. And you know, it's, it's just a
- 2:35wonderful community that we built up.
- 2:37And you know, we appreciate you taking the time with us and to
- 2:42talk about yourself and to talk about video.
- 2:44Games it was interesting, wasn't it?
- 2:46Like you, you, you approached me and said, you want to talk about
- 2:48stuff. And I said, not now because I,
- 2:53I, I, I find myself talking about things with people on
- 2:56various podcasts, but I always want to have something to say.
- 2:59So when I said not now, but let's talk at some point in the
- 3:01future. And this is the perfect time,
- 3:03right? The perfect confluence of us
- 3:04being here and having a nice time and having the
- 3:06opportunities to kind of like share our passion for video
- 3:08games. You talk about imposter
- 3:10syndrome. I think I have insane imposter
- 3:13syndrome. I shouldn't be here.
- 3:14The fact that you say nice things about me is a really
- 3:16surreal thing because I'm like you right where I I'm an actor
- 3:22who happens to like video games. The fact that those two things
- 3:25collide is strange to me. And an accountant who likes
- 3:30video games, these two things are colliding.
- 3:31It's exactly the same thing. I just happen to be in games.
- 3:34And I really can't believe that I'm continuing to do more and
- 3:36more of it. And when people say when I get
- 3:38recognised for doing that work, I, I feel a bit like, Oh no, I'm
- 3:43a piece of shit because love to be here because it's just, I'd
- 3:50kind of, I would do it for the love of it anyway, you know, I
- 3:53would do it for free. Don't tell my employers that.
- 3:56Yeah. Well, Ben, Dad, I want us to
- 4:01kind of get to know you just a little bit, you know?
- 4:04Yeah, little personal questions, but you know, it's, I think it
- 4:07would be fun to know. Like do you prefer coffee or
- 4:10tea? Coffee.
- 4:11I am AUT people. No, Taylor is coffee.
- 4:16Well, I love both. I'm a huge, I'm a OK bougie
- 4:19person when it comes to coffee and very picky.
- 4:21But I also love matcha. I heard you don't like matcha.
- 4:25Where have I is this? Have I said this before?
- 4:27Well. It's on that Take Your Shot
- 4:28interview you. You looked at the green thing.
- 4:31Why is it green? That thing I did with Neil
- 4:33Newman, that was I like, I don't, I'm, I'm pretty
- 4:36controlled by the things I put in my body, not in like a health
- 4:38way. I just, I'm a really picky kid.
- 4:40So when I have to when we have to do that, I was just putting
- 4:44mystery stuff in my mouth was not that experience.
- 4:47I I'm a you probably know this coffee, espresso, that's it.
- 4:53I'm really boring. I don't, but I think there is
- 4:56fun to be hat. This is what you expect when you
- 4:59have me on. Let me go in depth about the
- 5:00things I like about coffee. I I found out I was lactose
- 5:05intolerant maybe when I was about about 10 years ago.
- 5:09But before then, I'd really only start having espresso because I
- 5:11was poor. It was the cheapest coffee, so I
- 5:14didn't have any money. I was a student and I wanted to
- 5:16have coffee. I wanted to have the full
- 5:17effects. I didn't want to have bloated
- 5:20body or whatever. So I just went, yeah, I'm going
- 5:22to just start drinking espresso. And I've drunk espresso ever
- 5:25since. And it means that I'm a boring
- 5:28coffee guest because when I sit down with you to have a coffee,
- 5:32you're going to have a beautiful match of latte or whatever, and
- 5:34I'm gonna have a tiny coffee and I'm going to be done in like 30
- 5:36seconds. I'll go, OK, I guess, but I love
- 5:40it. And also I like being able to
- 5:41taste the coffee, like the pure coffee and the different styles
- 5:44of it. So I can, you know, I like a
- 5:45dark roast. I don't like anything that has
- 5:47kind of like too much of A Berry flavour.
- 5:50Did you think when you listen to the Boss Rush Network, you'd
- 5:53hear me talk about the types of coffee that I like?
- 5:55But one of the great pleasures, one of the great pleasures of my
- 5:58day is sitting down and having my first coffee of the day.
- 6:04And it has to be good. I really, really, really
- 6:06appreciate it because in a in in my line of work, there are very
- 6:10few pleasures that you have. Your life is very chaotic.
- 6:14A lot of things are out of your control.
- 6:16But being able to have the first coffee of the day that kind of
- 6:18gives you that energy to say, I'm ready and I'm ready to
- 6:20attack the day. It's almost like putting on a
- 6:22mask right where you where you're really tired and then you
- 6:25have that coffee and you go off. I'm ready.
- 6:26I've got my armor on at least for the first couple of hours.
- 6:29So having a really nice espresso is like one of my favorite.
- 6:31Things I mean, it saves your body from sugar and.
- 6:34Yeah, I used to have, I used to have, I used to have so much
- 6:38sugar in my espresso. I used to be like, I'm going to
- 6:40have this sugar in there. And then I realized again, this
- 6:42is like 5-6 years ago how much sugar I was having with every
- 6:47single espresso. And if you pile it up in a day,
- 6:49if I'm having three espresso's a day, that's three teaspoons of
- 6:52sugar a day, which is not good for you.
- 6:54So now I just have it completely plain and completely black and I
- 6:57love it. Very cool, yeah.
- 7:00Unfortunately it's not cool, but I appreciate.
- 7:04That she she loves. She actually really loves
- 7:07espressos too. So unfortunately I'm not the
- 7:10biggest coffee drinker, but I do occasionally drink when
- 7:12Taylor's. Around Are you?
- 7:13Are you a tea person? I prefer tea over coffee, but
- 7:16I'm I wouldn't know exactly what I drink and.
- 7:19Tea. What's your like?
- 7:20What's your poison if it were? My poison's Diet Coke, that was.
- 7:25That's what wakes me up in the morning, and it really is.
- 7:28Do you have like gallons of it a day?
- 7:29Do you like I love ADC I. Have maybe like 32 ounces in the
- 7:34morning. Yeah, I don't.
- 7:36I'm English. I have no idea what 32 ounces
- 7:38is. I I sounds.
- 7:39Like, a lot. Yeah, it's McDonald's large.
- 7:43Nice, nice. My some of my colleagues I do
- 7:48this show called Natural 6. It's the and the actual play and
- 7:52the amount of people in Natural 6.
- 7:54I think Holly Bennett and Eva love a Diet Coke.
- 7:58Like Holly will just have vats of Diet Coke whilst we're doing
- 8:01like a 5 hour session. She'll just be drinking, doesn't
- 8:03drink coffee, always has what she calls ADC.
- 8:06Awesome. No, it's it's strange.
- 8:09Like it's really the only thing that kind of keeps me up at.
- 8:11Also it like makes me mellow. Yeah.
- 8:14I feel like I don't like coke has this effect I have.
- 8:17ADHD. We're talking about cocaine
- 8:18right now. Yes, very much so.
- 8:20You know we're. Talking about the Class A drug,
- 8:22cocaine. We at The Boss Rest do not
- 8:25condone drug use. Me at the Ben Star do condone
- 8:28Class A drug abuse. No please cover.
- 8:33Don't kinda keep it in, keep it in.
- 8:35I said what I said, intrusive thoughts and all.
- 8:38All right, do. You have, I know I'm, I'm feel
- 8:40like I'm interviewing you right now with this.
- 8:42Do you? I think that people have their
- 8:46thing right? The thing that keeps them.
- 8:48We're talking about masks and the things that kind of keep us
- 8:50together. And for me, if I haven't had my
- 8:54coffee, I feel like really, I feel like I am a massive
- 8:56imposter. I feel like I'm not prepared.
- 8:58Before today that came to this interview, I wasn't feeling
- 9:01particularly great. And I was trying to figure out
- 9:03how much time I had before I came here and I made time to
- 9:05have a coffee so I could come in and be whatever the version of
- 9:09them that you would want to see. It's the thing that I that I
- 9:11feel like it completes me in that way.
- 9:13And I think a lot of people have that.
- 9:14Some people it's alcohol, some people it's sweet, some people
- 9:16it's chocolate or whatever. But it's that thing that kind of
- 9:18like keeps them together. And I'm always interested with
- 9:21different people what it is. You know, you say you've got to
- 9:23have your 32 ounces of Diet Coke because it mellows you out.
- 9:26It's almost like we conditioned ourselves to have that.
- 9:29Yeah, yeah, you get better. I'm just addicted to it.
- 9:33Yeah, me too, all. Right.
- 9:37What has been your favorite game in 2025 so far?
- 9:43That is a fantastic question. Let me run through the games
- 9:46that I've played. If you want to see something I
- 9:49have a list of literally every game I've played.
- 9:51It's well over you. Tell me what you've played and
- 9:52I'll I'll. Well, let's see if I can pull up
- 9:55the list, yeah? Let's take our time.
- 10:00But honestly though, my I'm not saying it's because you're here,
- 10:03but my favorite game so far has been Expedition 33.
- 10:07The game has been absolutely phenomenal.
- 10:10I love the themes. I love how human the characters
- 10:15are. The conversations between you
- 10:17and Manoko, the conversations with Myel and, you know, just
- 10:21her experiencing the outside world for the first time and
- 10:24realizing just how scary and what she got herself into.
- 10:28And then the overarching themes, which I'm not going to fully get
- 10:31into because some of us have not played it yet.
- 10:34It's OK, don't worry, Sir. Like that's great more people to
- 10:37play the game good. I, I, I think that's an
- 10:40interesting thing when people apologize because they haven't
- 10:42played the game yet and I, you know, you have people don't have
- 10:45to play game. I'm, I'm, I'm one of these
- 10:47people that I, I, there are certain games I haven't played
- 10:51that I'm looking forward to be able to play.
- 10:52There's something really satisfying about playing a game
- 10:54two years after it comes out and comes, guys, this game does you
- 10:56really good. I'm going to get my phone out
- 10:59and figure out and and find out what games I've played this year
- 11:02because I've gone completely blank.
- 11:04Like sorry. I'm.
- 11:07Just getting my PlayStation. Just get my PlayStation.
- 11:09You carry on. You carry on.
- 11:10What's so other than Expedition 33?
- 11:12You like that game? Yeah, I loved Expedition.
- 11:14I think my second favorite game has been Death Stranding 2.
- 11:18Yeah, I love that game. And then this is all you played
- 11:22this year. This is literally everything I
- 11:24played this year. It's pretty good going.
- 11:25Yeah. I'm with Death Stranding. 2A bit
- 11:31like Death Stranding. I was a huge, not that it needed
- 11:33an apologist. I was a huge Death Stranding
- 11:34apologist. I went to that game.
- 11:37I platinum the hell out of Death Stranding.
- 11:40I built every Rd. and I did that in DS2 as well.
- 11:44I the narrative is the narrative and it's and it's, you know,
- 11:48beautifully done, beautifully performed, all of that.
- 11:50Yeah. For me, the joy of death
- 11:51surrounding is entirely in the gameplay loop and I play it
- 11:55almost like a like a Zen it. Is you get like a trail going on
- 12:00with like your deliveries. It's like, OK, I'm going to pick
- 12:02up here, I'm going to deliver here, grab something here and
- 12:04try and. Like I'm obsessed with like
- 12:05anyone, like real ones know ceramics are hard to come by,
- 12:08man. You got to, you got to make sure
- 12:09you, and that, the moment where I found my first, I'm like mine,
- 12:12I was like, well, I'm just spending like 5 hours doing
- 12:15this. Like I, I, I, I think that it's,
- 12:18it's a really, really wonderful game.
- 12:20And you know, I've been playing Hideo Kojima games since MGS 1
- 12:24and it's just cool as hell. Oh yeah, my, my, I know exactly
- 12:28what my game of the year is. That isn't Expedition 33.
- 12:31It's blueprints. You told me about that and I
- 12:34actually tried it too. It's not to everyone's taste.
- 12:37I became so absorbed by that video game, and in 2025 we have
- 12:45extraordinary games that have come out, and there are even
- 12:47more extraordinary games to come that I'm really excited to play.
- 12:51But Blueprints just completely took me by surprise.
- 12:54And there are some games that I knew were going to be great.
- 12:56I knew I was going to fall in love with Destrani 2.
- 12:59I know that I'm going to love Ghost of the Otay.
- 13:02I know because I they are sequels to games that I I have
- 13:05that knowable relationship with. But Blueprints was just complete
- 13:09discovery and going from kind of like nought to something is a
- 13:12really is an interesting thing that I think the same with
- 13:14Expedition 33. A lot of the joy of that game is
- 13:17people didn't expect it. Some people thought it was going
- 13:21to be a great game, but they didn't know that it was going to
- 13:24be as affecting as it was. And I, I think that's a lot of
- 13:27the joy in the Sandfall have got off to a great start because
- 13:30they made a, a beautiful game that they wanted to make and
- 13:33that's been the joy of it. You know, it's, it's great
- 13:35because what the Astrobot director literally said that the
- 13:40game that's going to win game of the year this year was be
- 13:42developed by passionate developers who want to, you
- 13:46know, have fun with the game that they made.
- 13:49Like isn't going to be something super corporate.
- 13:50And I think it was like a very fulfilling prophecy.
- 13:53I could see Expedition winning game of the year.
- 13:56Like it's a very strong contender.
- 13:58Maybe I I I am an actor who has been a part of the video game
- 14:06industry now for just under three years.
- 14:09I've been and I've been a part of, I've been very engaged in
- 14:14the community and I'm always interested about the
- 14:16conversation of Game of the Year.
- 14:18And I don't think Expedition 33 needs to win Game of the Year at
- 14:24all. I think it's done its job.
- 14:27The expectation was to sell a good amount of copies.
- 14:31It's sold a huge amount of copies.
- 14:32But most importantly, the number of people who've played the game
- 14:35who have been affected by it is, I think the, the attach ratio is
- 14:39pretty high on that game. And it's one of those games that
- 14:42people are going to remember for the rest of their lives.
- 14:44Whether it wins game of the year or not, it doesn't matter.
- 14:45This is a game that's going to stick with people 5-6 years down
- 14:49the line. People are going to play it
- 14:51after the, you know, the game awards are done or whatever
- 14:53awards you, you worship or appreciate.
- 14:58You know, I, I've been very fortunate to be the weird
- 15:01balatro guy, right? And that for many people,
- 15:04they're still playing it. I'm still playing it on my Steam
- 15:06Deck. I was playing it over on the on
- 15:08the plane. Games don't last for a year.
- 15:11They last for a lifetime. And that's why we're here.
- 15:14So it doesn't matter whether it was game of the year this year,
- 15:16it's going to be someone's game of the year in three years time
- 15:18when they discover it for the first time.
- 15:19So that's great. That's, that's awesome.
- 15:25Well, what are you currently playing other than Bilatro?
- 15:31I am currently playing nothing. I have I finished Destrani 2.
- 15:41I have two games that I'm super excited to jump into.
- 15:44Three games. I'm super excited to jump into
- 15:48Kronos, The Last Dawn. Yes.
- 15:51I am. I think it comes out.
- 15:53I don't know when this is going to go out.
- 15:54Yeah, I know, I know. But when this when this episode
- 15:57comes out, I know, I know when it comes out.
- 16:00Believe me it. Is pre downloaded in September
- 16:03waiting for me? I am so excited about that game.
- 16:07I think what Bloomberg did with Silent Hill 2 is extraordinary.
- 16:11And I'm a massive Dead Space fan, so I'm also a huge 12
- 16:16Monkeys fan. So I feel like a dead like the
- 16:18dead the Dead Space, the Dead Space 12 monkeys aesthetic with
- 16:23a lot of the learnings that they took from Silent Hill two.
- 16:25I'm just super excited to to play that game.
- 16:27Then also a huge, I've said it before, Kajima fan.
- 16:31I know he's not a part of this, but I think Metal Gear Solid 3
- 16:33is the best Metal Gear Solid. My favorite Metal Gear Solid.
- 16:38I think it's a complete story. I think it's a really wonderful
- 16:41expression of everything that Kajima wants to achieve.
- 16:43I know he's not a part of the remake, but I'm excited to see
- 16:46that when maybe some of the technical things are dealt with.
- 16:49I hear that it's not, doesn't run great on PlayStation.
- 16:53And then also Mafia, the Old Country, all three of those
- 16:57games are relative, I believe are relatively short games
- 17:00because I've played some big chunky boys and I'm looking to
- 17:03play a tight narrative experience, maybe between 10 and
- 17:0620 hours that I can play, I can put down and just appreciate,
- 17:10you know. Yeah.
- 17:11So those are the three. No, those are those are some
- 17:13good choices. I I have played Mafia.
- 17:15I will say the story is good. Yeah, I'm I've I think the
- 17:18performances look great and I'm a I'm a big mafia, the
- 17:21Definitive Edition fan. I think it's one of the best day
- 17:25out tank video games you can play, whatever that means.
- 17:29I just think I just think the performances are great.
- 17:32I really like what that team do with that game and it doesn't
- 17:35need to be open world. I'm going to go with the
- 17:37expectations that I have for it and I can't wait to see kind of
- 17:40what it does. Awesome, awesome.
- 17:44All right, you know what we were going to ask you I.
- 17:48Said this was going to go off the rails.
- 17:50Yeah, no, we, we had like a lot of questions just prepared, so
- 17:53we kept. Me with them.
- 17:55How do you find the time to a game?
- 17:57How do I find the time? I don't, I really don't.
- 17:59And I, I found I substituted that by getting a, a Steam Deck
- 18:03because I, when I'm doing the ten hour, 11 hour flight to, you
- 18:08know, this coast every every other day, like I was in, I was
- 18:12in summer game fest and then I was doing other things and I'm
- 18:16travelling here and then I'm going to go to New York soon,
- 18:18then I'm going to go back to LA. There's a lot of travelling and,
- 18:21and that takes time. It also means that I have a lot
- 18:24of jet lag and I don't get to play my PlayStation as much as I
- 18:28want to. Like I racked up and like the, I
- 18:31think 2023 I racked up, I don't know, a couple of thousand 1500
- 18:36hours I think on my PlayStation playing games.
- 18:41And from then I think it's kind of plummeted really, because I
- 18:44don't have the time to get absorbed in it because I'm just
- 18:46working so much or travelling. And so I'm trying more to play.
- 18:53The way I play games has changed.
- 18:54I used to play one game and I used to get the platinum trophy
- 18:57on that game and then move on. Now I play a bit of everything
- 19:01really. So there are lots of games I've
- 19:03got on the go that I haven't finished that I'd like to.
- 19:07And as you can tell, when you said, what's your favorite game
- 19:09of the year, I was like, oh, I don't know, I've played quite a
- 19:10few. So it's just trying to get
- 19:12through it because I want to give it a fair shake.
- 19:14Do you still try to get platinum trophies even though you don't
- 19:17have a lot of time? To Yeah, yeah, yeah, I do.
- 19:22I actually. Here we go, you know Power picks
- 19:26the website I. Love that website.
- 19:28It's the best because I'll Google, I'll I'll go, I'll go
- 19:32the trophy list or like on power picks, it'll tell you out of 10
- 19:37how easy the trophy, the platinum trophy is to get, how
- 19:40long it'll take because you can go on how long to be, which you
- 19:43know, a game will be like 15 hours, but the completionist
- 19:45trophy will be whatever. And power picks kind of breaks
- 19:48down that. And because I have a limited
- 19:50amount of time, I will then judge what my next game is based
- 19:52on how long the platinum trophy will be to get.
- 19:55I have a cadence. It used to not as much now, but
- 19:58my my, my gaming cadence used to be big game, big 50 to 100 hour
- 20:04video game follow up. Pardon.
- 20:09Yeah, let's say that. Sure, sure.
- 20:11A game. A game that's going to take a
- 20:13huge amount of time and investment, followed by probably
- 20:17like 2 indie games. And I kind of see those as
- 20:19palate cleansers, not that they're lesser than, but they
- 20:22I'm allowed to enjoy them because I'm not immediately
- 20:24comparing them to the previous game.
- 20:26If I'm going from one big open world game to another, I would
- 20:28just get fatigue. So I found some of the best
- 20:31gaming experiences that I've had because they are they are
- 20:35directly related to the game that I've just played.
- 20:37I remember playing Uncharted 4 and then going to Rise of the
- 20:40Tomb Raider and thinking I dislike Rise of the Tomb Raider
- 20:43because I'm directly comparing it to Uncharted 4.
- 20:45So I stopped playing it and I went, I'm going to come back in
- 20:49two months time once I played some other stuff.
- 20:51And I love Rise. I think it's my favorite of the
- 20:53modern Tomb Raider remix now because I wasn't directly
- 20:56comparing it to a game that I just played.
- 20:59And that meant that I was judging it fairly.
- 21:02I was judging on its own merits, not on what I wanted wanted it
- 21:05to be. And so going to an indie game
- 21:09like, I don't know, shaking it up and playing inscription or
- 21:12desk door or, you know, something that I can, although
- 21:15is a pretty substantial experience, is fundamentally
- 21:18different. It allows me to assess the game
- 21:20and appreciate the game on its own merits as opposed to
- 21:23directly comparing it to stuff. And that's kind of how I tend to
- 21:26to do stuff now. How long to be is one of my best
- 21:30friends because it's, I know how much time I have or don't have.
- 21:34So I'm, I'm, I feel like I'm, I'm slacking in many ways.
- 21:39I will make time for Ghosts of the OTA because Sushima is, I
- 21:42think an incredible experience. I'm excited to see what that
- 21:46team do next. I have a podcast with Erica
- 21:49Ishi. So I'm excited to see yeah, I
- 21:52mean, I have a podcast. Alana Pierce does a podcast of
- 21:54Mia Bo and Erica and I'm excited to see what Erica does there.
- 21:58And I'm super excited. So yeah, I, I'm, I'm looking
- 22:03forward to making time, but I'm just finding it hard at the
- 22:07moment, you know? Yeah.
- 22:10What are your what would you say your favorite genrezar for video
- 22:12games? My favorite top tier list I the
- 22:22games that have surprised me. This is probably not the
- 22:25question you asked. I love I love an RPG Right.
- 22:27RPGs are like that. That's the obvious answer.
- 22:29Ben loves an RPG. Great, cool.
- 22:31There you go. There's literature out there.
- 22:34I love them. I love them.
- 22:35I think they're cool. The my favorite games of
- 22:38Alzheimer's RPGs. I can't believe I get to be a
- 22:41part of it. That's absolutely standard.
- 22:43But then also, I have a massive appreciation for puzzle games.
- 22:49My favorite, what would be in my top five games of all time would
- 22:52be The Witness. I think The Witness is a yeah.
- 22:57I just think it's just a cool game.
- 22:58And I became obsessed with it. And am I, am I saying it's the
- 23:02best game? But it's no, it's just a game
- 23:05that affected me at that time. It I was able to hyperfixate on
- 23:09that video game. And anyone who's got the
- 23:11platinum trophy on the witness knows that you have to
- 23:13hyperfixate on that video game in order to achieve it.
- 23:16It asks a lot of you and it asks for your undivided attention,
- 23:19especially if you're going for the platinum trophy.
- 23:22That's a a crazy old beast, but you know, like Manifold Garden,
- 23:28I think is a is a game that's come out recently that hasn't
- 23:31got enough attention, which is a really great video game, you
- 23:34know, in the vein of kind of like Portal ish.
- 23:38It's it's really, really, really fun.
- 23:40So you know, it's why Balatro isn't a puzzle game, but it's
- 23:44one of those games that has a real kind of a particular focus
- 23:46on mechanical intricacies that you can play with and designed
- 23:49to break it. It's really, really cool.
- 23:52Inscription is one of my favorite games of recent memory.
- 23:56And then also I'm just a sucker for survival horror.
- 23:58So I, I remember the pandemic. I, I think I'm a recent survival
- 24:05horror fan because I told myself for years that I didn't like
- 24:09being scared. I just kept, but you don't like
- 24:13being scared because I was scared.
- 24:15And then the pandemic happened and I had lots of time to kill
- 24:18and I would I was I was teased. I was teased with Resident Evil
- 24:252 remake saying Ben, you can do this.
- 24:28And then Resident Evil became my my thing.
- 24:32And I went and I played all of them.
- 24:34I played the remake. I played three.
- 24:38I played I'd already played 4/4 is I don't really count like
- 24:41survival horror 4 is one of my favorite games the original and
- 24:45then 5-6. I went and played six.
- 24:48I played Revelations, I played seven, I played eight.
- 24:51I got the platinum on 8I became this kind of real Resident Evil
- 24:54fan. And in doing so you go, what
- 24:56else is there? And then there's Dead Space and
- 24:57then there's Silent Hill and there's all of and last year I
- 25:02was a huge, huge fan of Crow Country, which is this really
- 25:05fantastic indie game that has these like PS1 sensibilities.
- 25:12It's almost like block characters in Final Fantasy 7 as
- 25:14through the lens of Resident Evil.
- 25:18I think again, one of the great modern survival horrors is a
- 25:20game called Signalis, which has almost MGS style graphics.
- 25:26There's because I think that survival horror, survival horror
- 25:31as we know it, as laid down by the kind of identifiable tenets
- 25:34of what a Resident Evil game is, is actually a puzzle game.
- 25:38Really. They're puzzle games.
- 25:39They're Metroid vein is they're like you're in an area, you've
- 25:41got to go here, get the key, do this little puzzle.
- 25:43They're escape rooms. They just happen to have
- 25:46zombies. It's, they are, I mean, like
- 25:48Resident Evil games are other than four, like those original
- 25:51games where you are stuck in, you know, Raccoon City Police
- 25:53Department or you're stuck in the in the Manor.
- 25:55It's you are, you have to escape a place, but you had to create a
- 26:00threat. So it's like, OK, slow, slow
- 26:02things that could eat you, right.
- 26:03And that's the the joy of those games.
- 26:05And I the most pleasure I get is from solving the puzzle, getting
- 26:09the key and like practically who designed these places?
- 26:13It's just like I, I wouldn't want to work at the Raccoon City
- 26:15Police Department, the one they got trashed.
- 26:18So yeah, I love, I love a puzzle game.
- 26:20I think they're really cool. That's awesome.
- 26:22Yeah, I like survival horror, but I scare easily so some of
- 26:25them, like Resident Evil 7 was too scary for me.
- 26:28Did you, Did you, Where did you get to before you went?
- 26:31Oh, I didn't. Go very far.
- 26:32I didn't like being trapped in the house and stuff popping out
- 26:35and being worried I'm going to get murdered everywhere.
- 26:37I just didn't like it. It was too.
- 26:38Freaky do you? What other Resident Evil games
- 26:40have you played? I've played 4-5 and eight.
- 26:45So 4-5 and eight are they start where most Resident Evil games
- 26:50finish, which is high camp. Like Resident Evil games start
- 26:54for the first 3 hours to be really intense experiences and
- 26:57then they're the campus thing you've ever seen.
- 27:01Yeah, crazy camp like 4-4 is wild.
- 27:05And obviously where it goes to because it goes to insane
- 27:07lengths because they always get more and more camp.
- 27:09And I I love the I love kind of the beauty.
- 27:12Hello past It's it's they they they can be joyful experiences
- 27:18and seven gets really 7 gets crazy camp it gets silly and it
- 27:23but those first couple of hours I don't blame you.
- 27:25I tried to do it in VR once Oh, I could never and I'm doing it.
- 27:30I am so I'm so excited for seven for 9 sorry or requiem.
- 27:35I went over to that. But yeah, he got the play.
- 27:37Have you have you played it? I.
- 27:38Just played it before you and. Jealous face.
- 27:43Ben, if you get a chance to get to try that demo, why?
- 27:47Are you being like that? Why are you being like that?
- 27:50Don't be like that. I know I want to play it.
- 27:53It it sucks, it don't. Worry it's good, it's so good.
- 27:58You know, when people, one of the great pleasures of, of
- 28:03working in the video games industry has been getting to
- 28:06meet the cast of the Resident Evil games.
- 28:09I love the way that like Nick and Nicole and like, they're so
- 28:17engaged with the community and they bring the community so much
- 28:20joy. And I, I, I, I watched them when
- 28:23I was making Final Fantasy 16 to see how you can engage healthily
- 28:29with your community in a way that is playful and exciting
- 28:32and, and allows the community to feel seen.
- 28:35And I think they're, they're fantastic ambassadors for those
- 28:37video games. Maggie is an incredible
- 28:39ambassador for, for those video games, as is Neil.
- 28:42Like they all have learnt. And I like, I think Neil took a
- 28:46lot of his learnings from Resident Evil and put them into
- 28:48Boulders gate and kind of obviously led the way with the
- 28:50way the cast have engaged with the community in that way.
- 28:52They are a really, really lovely group of people who who are very
- 28:57inspiring in, in, in caring for the community that they are
- 29:01ambassadors for well. I mean, a lot of people could
- 29:04say the same about you, too. Like, I've seen you now in a
- 29:07couple different conferences, and you, like, even last at
- 29:10East. You.
- 29:12I ran into you at the very end of PAX East, and I could tell
- 29:16you were dead tired. Always done.
- 29:18Yeah. That you were at your panel.
- 29:20You just like. OK, I want to go home now.
- 29:23Yeah. But at the same time you came
- 29:25out and, you know, greeted me for like the three minutes and I
- 29:29like it was something that I super appreciated.
- 29:32You're very welcome. Well, here we are now.
- 29:34Yeah. I like to engage with fans in
- 29:40the way that I would want to be engaged with, which is quite
- 29:44tiring actually, and is is draining on my body.
- 29:49But at the time it doesn't feel draining.
- 29:51It's very I like the energy that people give afterwards.
- 29:56I go home and I pass out. But I've become a lot better at
- 30:00maybe managing my time. I think I've become a lot better
- 30:03at managing my time. But yeah, I mean, PAX East, I
- 30:07ran myself into the ground. I shouldn't have done that much
- 30:08stuff. Panel every single day.
- 30:11At least one panel every. Day.
- 30:12Well, I I had a day where I was hosting the Final Fantasy Magic
- 30:16the Gathering panel, which was a huge undertaking.
- 30:19That was a lot of fun though, like I was right there at that
- 30:21panel and just like even all the reveals that the guest stars
- 30:27you, you had great energy about you and of course the your card
- 30:30revealed that the Clive card which.
- 30:32Is my idea. Do you still have that shirt?
- 30:35Yeah, I do. I do.
- 30:36I do have that shirt. Yeah, yeah.
- 30:37It's got all my sweat still on it.
- 30:40I got a good picture of you like.
- 30:42Doing that I didn't know how I was going to do it either.
- 30:44I didn't I just the stupid. I didn't think it through
- 30:47because that room got insanely hot over 3 hours or however long
- 30:50that panel was and I was wearing a cardigan the whole time.
- 30:53Thinking of quite a cover up this thing.
- 30:56So yeah, it was that. And then I had then I ran
- 30:58downstairs, did a signing for an hour, met as many people as I
- 31:02possibly could and then I ran back up and I did AI did a
- 31:05really stupid thing for Warframe because I play Arthur
- 31:09Nightingale in Warframe, who's a very cool Excalibur proto frame.
- 31:14And I, and I and I went and did that and that was all in the
- 31:17space of like, you know, an afternoon and then I had to go
- 31:19and do a panel afterwards. So it just, it was a lot, but I
- 31:24wanted to do as much stuff as possible because I'm here,
- 31:26right? We have three days, it's done
- 31:27and dusted and then we're then we're over.
- 31:29So I'll wear myself out because I think ultimately it's worth it
- 31:33and I can rest when I'm dead. Yeah, no, I mean you, you made a
- 31:36lot of memories that day. So like, not, yeah, I was tiring
- 31:39for you, but all the fans that you were able to like.
- 31:43I do. I I love, I love meeting fans.
- 31:46I find it weird that people want to see me and meet me.
- 31:50Yeah. I feel, I think it's a very
- 31:52strange thing that people want to actually engage with me in
- 31:55any meaningful capacity because I feel, as you mentioned the
- 31:58beginning, like a massive imposter because I'm just doing
- 32:01stuff that I love. That's it, you know?
- 32:03Yeah. Well, speaking about things that
- 32:06you loved and your extremely busy schedule, you have done a
- 32:10lot of things this year like you have been in so many games.
- 32:15Let's let's see we got the clear obscure expedition 33.
- 32:19We have date everything. We have Dead Take, Hades 2,
- 32:25Final Fantasy Tactics coming out here, like what would like?
- 32:30And not only were they just different like games that you
- 32:33did, it's also what you did in them.
- 32:36You did full motion video for Dead Take.
- 32:38So it wasn't just the voice acting you had to do.
- 32:41Like you had to have body language with your character
- 32:45because what I loved about your character was he came off
- 32:48confident, but you could see immediately in his body language
- 32:52how uncomfortable the director made.
- 32:54Him. Yeah.
- 32:56I mean that, that game, it is about a number of things, but my
- 32:59contribution to it, playing the character of Vinny was we wanted
- 33:05to kind of like examine the cycle of abuse, essentially.
- 33:10Like he, Vinny's not a nice guy. He's not a nice guy.
- 33:13He's just an ambitious guy and he is Succession's a good
- 33:18example of that if it's in that TV show, you know, just like the
- 33:20ways in which like if you are abusive to someone, they will be
- 33:23abusive to other people and so on and so forth.
- 33:25And that was what we wanted to give was kind of like glimpses
- 33:27of that. The first thing time you see
- 33:29Vinny is him being verbally abused and then.
- 33:32The first time you see him, you see him.
- 33:34Yeah, he gets. Abused.
- 33:35Yeah, he gets abused. He's being verbally abused by a
- 33:37director and then you see him again.
- 33:40There's a scene that we did, which I improvised actually,
- 33:43where he's doing a self tape and he basically attacks the person
- 33:46who's doing the the tape with him because of the pressure that
- 33:48he's feeling. And he feels like it's OK
- 33:50because it's, it's learned behaviour doesn't make it, it
- 33:54doesn't make it OK. But it was a, it was a fun thing
- 33:58to examine and it was only a few vignettes.
- 33:59But, you know, that vacant space in between all that stuff allows
- 34:03you to, you know, infer whatever you want.
- 34:05And I really thank Abu for giving me the opportunity to do
- 34:07it. Yeah.
- 34:09Well, not just that. And Claire Obscure, you actually
- 34:12sang in the. Game, Yeah.
- 34:15Like. So hit soundtrack too.
- 34:17You're welcome. Have you ever done anything like
- 34:19singing before? I've done loads.
- 34:20I I don't like to sing. I did musicals when I was a kid.
- 34:27I, my first ever job was, I was the, I played Gavroche in the
- 34:30national touring company of Les Miserables.
- 34:34I, I did musicals at university. I was a member of the Durham
- 34:39Improvised Musical Society. So we, we'd do that, but I
- 34:42wouldn't count myself as a singer.
- 34:43I'm not West End standard. I can hold a tune.
- 34:46It's not, it's not my best foot forward and it is very much out
- 34:50of my comfort zone. So when Lorianne just sidled up
- 34:54to me, Jen and I were in Montpellier for Christmas
- 34:56visiting the team and Lorianne just said, Ben, would you like
- 34:59to sing on this? I as you can tell from the
- 35:02amount of things that I'll do at any one moment, I'll just say
- 35:04yes, OK, if I can make it work. And I the night before I
- 35:09introduced a large portion of the sand full team to tequila
- 35:12shots. I was so pleased because I said
- 35:17I'm going to do tequila shots. And a lot of them looked at me
- 35:19as if I said I was going to sacrifice their first born
- 35:22because they, I, I, I think it kind of baffled them.
- 35:26And then I said, no, we're going to do some tequila shots.
- 35:28So I got a round of tequila shots for everyone.
- 35:30And the, the great thing was that they then came back for
- 35:34more. They then bought more tequila
- 35:35shots. And so we had in this kind of a
- 35:37crazy circle and we were all making very bad choices.
- 35:40And then the next day I had to go into the office and record
- 35:43with Laurie Anne, very hungover on the tequila shots that I'd
- 35:45instigated. There were some photos from that
- 35:47party of me doing awful things to a Christmas tree.
- 35:52Bad, bad night, bad night. Not on the Internet yet.
- 35:55No, I mean, because I mean, there is a lot of things on the
- 35:57Internet. There's a thing I said recently
- 35:58for my D&D group that I think I'm 15% holes and that has, I
- 36:03think I'm 15% holes here, here, here, here.
- 36:07And and like, it's just now, you know, that happens.
- 36:11I'm just a walking meme. I'll say what I think and allow
- 36:13the intrusive thoughts to come out and see what happens.
- 36:16So what would you say was like your hardest thing to do to do
- 36:20this year for that all that? That's a really good question.
- 36:28I don't think any of them are hard.
- 36:30I think it's really easy. No, what's hard, what's hard, I
- 36:34think is staying sane when it comes to roles.
- 36:41I think they all have their individual challenges and to
- 36:43compare them side by side. It's, you know, I've been lucky
- 36:46enough to be doing this, being an active for a long time.
- 36:50So I think I have the toolkit to be able to do stuff.
- 36:53The reason I got the part in these games is because I'm good
- 36:55enough to do them and I don't know, Hades is hard, man.
- 37:02Then people don't talk about like Greg's writing in Hades is
- 37:07incredible. It's so it's so well thought out
- 37:11and they one thing that I'll get direction from today, it'll I'll
- 37:15be usually directed by Darren, Darren Corp or, and Greg will be
- 37:20on the call sometimes. And Greg gave me these very
- 37:22specific notes in our first recording sessions, which were
- 37:25ignore the punctuation because there'll be commas and there'll
- 37:28be, you know, all this sort of stuff.
- 37:30He said, ignore it. Don't, don't play those
- 37:32punctuation. Push all the way through.
- 37:34Because when you think about Hades, you think about the, the
- 37:37speed at which they speak. And he really, you have to have
- 37:41a huge intense muscularity to get through that and articulate
- 37:45Greg's words at speed while still maintaining meaning.
- 37:50And it's really tough. I, I, it took a lot in me.
- 37:53If I hadn't done, if I'd done this a lot and been a fan of
- 37:57Restoration Theatre, it would have been a really tough ask.
- 38:01And I, I, it exposed me, it exposed a lot of the weaknesses
- 38:03that I have as an actor, as a performer, because it's, it's
- 38:06tough to be fast, be efficient, let the lines do the work.
- 38:12Don't, don't add anything to it. The lines are good.
- 38:15The, the, the lines are there. A lot of people want to act over
- 38:18words as opposed to actually just saying the words and allow
- 38:21the words to reveal the truth of the character.
- 38:23And I think that's something really great about that.
- 38:24So, yeah, I'd say 80s two is probably one of the most
- 38:28revealing, revealing work jobs that I've ever done.
- 38:34It exposed, it exposed a lot of things that I didn't like about
- 38:38myself. I think I did a great job in
- 38:42that. I was really happy with the
- 38:43work, but it was it wasn't as easy as I thought it was going
- 38:47to be. I thought I was going to rock
- 38:48and be like, oh, this is perfect.
- 38:49But actually it I had to be switched on.
- 38:51I really had to engage with it because I wanted to be good
- 38:55because Super Giant are my heroes.
- 38:58I couldn't believe that I was in it again alongside The Witness
- 39:03and Final Fantasy 8. Hades is up there as my favorite
- 39:08games of all time. One of my all time favorite.
- 39:09Have you played headies too yet or are you waiting for 1.0?
- 39:11I didn't want to play the demo because I'm waiting for the
- 39:13whole game. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't.
- 39:15Want to be spoiled but I saw you were in it.
- 39:17Though, Yeah, yeah, yeah. I play a character in it.
- 39:19Yes, that's it. But he's.
- 39:24It's so cool. It's so cool.
- 39:27The music's cool. I was at GDC this year and I was
- 39:31able to listen to Darren play the music of my character.
- 39:36What the music that my character is a part of the Olympus update
- 39:42and it's very it's very, very cool.
- 39:44I was also got to go to Abbey Road and watch Austin, Austin
- 39:47Wintree perform it get get get like a full orchestra and have
- 39:52like a full choir do it. So I got to get to Abbey Road
- 39:55and watch that, which was super, super neat.
- 39:57I loved it. It was it's a it's a game that
- 40:00that I've lucked into. There's another another game I
- 40:04did this year. That I've been a part of.
- 40:07It's not as well documented, but there's a video game that's
- 40:10going to be released soon called Marathon for Bungie, and I got
- 40:15to do something really unconventional with them.
- 40:17I play our character in the game.
- 40:19It hasn't been, haven't officially revealed it, but I
- 40:22think some people have figured it.
- 40:24Some people have figured it out. I there's a, an incredible
- 40:29director called Alberto Mielgo who has worked on Into the
- 40:32Spider verse and Love Death and Robots.
- 40:35He's won Oscars, he's won Emmys, I think Golden Globes.
- 40:40He's won lots of things. Correct me on the awards that
- 40:42he's won, but he's very well decorated and they made, they
- 40:45commissioned an 8 minute short by him for marathon.
- 40:50It's been watched like nearly 2,000,000 times on YouTube and
- 40:53it is this stunning artistic expression of what the world of
- 40:56Marathon can be. And I got to voice the narrator
- 41:00of that. And that was just a kind of a
- 41:03pinch me moment, seeing what I was contributing to working with
- 41:06a talent that I was working with.
- 41:07And that was that really, that really pushed me quite a lot.
- 41:10You know, Alberta came in with these incredible, incredibly
- 41:13specific ideas. I want you to do it like this.
- 41:17And I think I was able to kind of like carve out a little, a
- 41:20little pocket where I was able to give him what he wanted, but
- 41:23also kind of maybe add my own flavour to it as well.
- 41:25And that was super, super rewarding.
- 41:27So that was fun. Awesome.
- 41:30So out of all the characters you've played, are there any
- 41:33that you can relate to in a personal way?
- 41:35Did you have any characters you had like a hard time letting go
- 41:38of, like when the project ended? But you know what, I think in
- 41:44video games, you can never let a character go because you can you
- 41:47can perform it and then it becomes something else.
- 41:50So it's not like it's not like a play.
- 41:54Whereas once you've kind of done it, it kind of the that that
- 41:58ethereal moment disappears. It's it's all but a memory with
- 42:02the people who experienced it at that one time.
- 42:05Video games take on a life of their own.
- 42:08They take on they inspire people to do artwork, to do
- 42:11impressions, to do music. All of this stuff we're seeing
- 42:13with Claire Obscure Expedition 33, a game whose popularity is
- 42:17only increasing by the day because the community want to
- 42:19continually engage with it, reinvent stuff.
- 42:22I saw this amazing artwork today of a re a reinterpreted version
- 42:27of Verso had aspects of his life gone differently.
- 42:31And I just thought, wow, the fact that you've come up with
- 42:33that and then been able to picture that in your head and
- 42:35then draw it. These characters live on and my
- 42:40relationship with those characters also develops with
- 42:44the community. Clive will always be my first.
- 42:48He will always be my boy. He will be the person who has
- 42:51I'm here. I will always be thankful to him
- 42:53and I will never leave him behind.
- 42:56He is, he is the, the, the rock on where I built my house,
- 43:01right? And I will always be thankful to
- 43:03him and I'll never leave him behind because he is the
- 43:07character who allowed people to give me a chance.
- 43:11I shouldn't have played this character.
- 43:12I had no right to play this character.
- 43:14But I but someone saw something in me and I ran with it.
- 43:19And we've hopefully, you know, created something that's really
- 43:23memorable for a lot of people. And I thank all the people that
- 43:25continue to play Final Fantasy 16 and who allow Clive and
- 43:28Clive's journey to kind of resonate with them.
- 43:30It's incredible. But it means that I'm able to
- 43:32then go off and do Prometheus or versa, or Dorian.
- 43:37Like Dorian happened because of Final Fantasy 16.
- 43:40I play a fuckable door because I play Clive Rossfield.
- 43:43They're completely different characters.
- 43:45But like, that's because Ray Chase was like, I was speaking
- 43:48to Ray and Ray said, do you want to be a part of this game?
- 43:49We're going to make you be a door.
- 43:50I was like, great. Not just a door.
- 43:53We're going to have you be 17. 17 doors and one of them's going
- 43:55to be half naked. And he's going to be the trap.
- 43:59The trap. What a thirst trap.
- 44:01I didn't. I had no expectations for date
- 44:05everything, and that wasn't that.
- 44:06I didn't believe in the project. I thought the writing was
- 44:09sensational and it was incredible to be a part of that.
- 44:12I just didn't expect the Feral beautiful community to.
- 44:21That is a game that is that brings me so much joy because
- 44:28lots of people have played it. I think they announced the
- 44:30500,000 copies, which for an indie game and for a visual
- 44:32novel is insane. But go on TikTok and you will
- 44:36see people who live these characters, who see themselves
- 44:39in these characters, who are inspired to dress up as these
- 44:43characters and feel completely empowered.
- 44:45And it can be a Candelabra or it can be a hamper or it can be,
- 44:48you know, some trash, but it makes people feel good and it
- 44:51brings joy. And that is the power of why
- 44:54we're like, all here is that is, is a, is a game that makes
- 44:59people feel seen. And you go, I see myself in this
- 45:02light switch. I'm going to, I'm going to dress
- 45:05up as them and they're going to walk around packs and they're
- 45:07going to feel like $1,000,000. And I'm like, yes, you fucking
- 45:10are. Yes, you fucking are.
- 45:12And I love, that's why I love seeing cosplay.
- 45:16I love seeing in I, I love seeing kind of crazy different
- 45:20versions of cosplays. I love seeing, I love seeing
- 45:23women dressing up as Clive. I love seeing like whatever
- 45:29height, whatever shape or size or age or whatever you are,
- 45:33allow that character or your interpretation of that character
- 45:36to to be an expression that makes you happy and makes you
- 45:39feel powerful. So yeah, I, I love it and day
- 45:42everything is is I, I fucking love date everything.
- 45:48Fans are the coolest. They're so I think I like in my
- 45:51career, I'm always there's always going to be.
- 45:54I'm always just going to meet a little date everything, a little
- 45:56date everything. Dorian will never leave me.
- 45:59Well, maybe we'll get a date everything too, and we'll get
- 46:01more versions of Dorian. I think there is so much
- 46:05material for a date, for a date, everything too.
- 46:07Yeah. Maybe Dorian will make a hey,
- 46:10there's loads of different versions of him.
- 46:11You know, everyone needs a door in their life speaking.
- 46:13Of different versions and cosplay.
- 46:15This is a picture that some of my friends took and I thought
- 46:17you would really appreciate it. The firstly to your friends,
- 46:23they look great. This makes me super happy
- 46:27because this this is not the official Expedition 33 cosplay
- 46:33at all, right? It's not the official, it's not
- 46:35the what the expeditionist did, but it's become the official
- 46:37Expedition 33. Yeah, it is the most
- 46:39identifiable look of the game and it's become it's become part
- 46:44of the iconography of it. And also it's really fucking
- 46:46cheap. It's a cheap cosplay.
- 46:50And and you know that my friends, like they say they love
- 46:52it because it like invokes. Chaos, you know and that it's
- 46:55silly it's subversive and everyone looks incredible
- 46:58everyone looks so incredible and you walk around you know exactly
- 47:01what it is and and that's what why we all dressed up when we
- 47:04did IGN live in the summer that. Was awesome by the way.
- 47:07Yeah, I said let's dress up in the in the baguette, Cosby.
- 47:10Let's engage with the chaos and let's have a good time.
- 47:12So it was. Yeah, it was really, really cool
- 47:14and I love it. Awesome.
- 47:17Let's talk about your DND here real quick because you know it.
- 47:20It has recently like exploded big time.
- 47:23Yeah, I feel like you have merchandise literally sell out
- 47:26within minutes of it being 10. Minutes was the last time we.
- 47:29Yeah, I know. It was like super incredible.
- 47:31My friends were huge Natural 6 fans and introduced me and I got
- 47:34my first Natural 6 experience at PAX East and I thought it was
- 47:37just fun. And I've honestly, I've started
- 47:40doing the podcast a little bit. Yeah, but like, what are the
- 47:45what is the future hold for this show?
- 47:47Like, do you plan on seeing yourselves becoming like the
- 47:49British Critical Role? And no.
- 47:52No, we, we don't like we don't. All we want to do is service the
- 47:59community who that we have. We have this amazing dedicated
- 48:02audience who are so engaged. We want to grow our fan base,
- 48:07but we have no intentions of taking over the world.
- 48:10We do it because we love it. Yeah.
- 48:11And we've built this thing and this story that you get to
- 48:16experience and we get to experience.
- 48:20It's not just like doing a show. Every single time we perform it,
- 48:23we're discovering something new about the world.
- 48:25This is an entirely home brewed world by Harry.
- 48:27Some revelations came out recently when we were recording,
- 48:29which is just mind blowing. And I'm sitting there as a
- 48:32player, but also a fan of this world and getting to play.
- 48:38I don't get to play. My entire life has been me kind
- 48:42of waiting for opportunities to have fun.
- 48:45This is one right? Wait.
- 48:47We just created it. It's entirely created by us.
- 48:50It's me and my friends sitting around a table and, and, and
- 48:54playing and exploring and Holly calls it millennial therapy.
- 49:00You know, it's it's we're all self inserts of our characters
- 49:03in some way. And there's so much more of this
- 49:06story to go. We're like about 3738 episodes
- 49:09in. And like, each episode is
- 49:12several, several hours long, so it's. 2 1/2 and 4 1/2 hours
- 49:17usually. So it's incredible that the
- 49:19campaign has just been going on for this.
- 49:21Long and we get and we have a really kind of a consistent fan
- 49:24base and and they're really, really wonderful.
- 49:26And we're hoping to, you know, like you say, people who people
- 49:29who love it, they're invested and they will come back every
- 49:31single week. And I thank every single person
- 49:33who's kind of stuck with it and will continue to stick with it.
- 49:35We don't want to be critical, critical, critical role.
- 49:39We wanted to be our own, be our own thing.
- 49:41And I think we discovered that and we want to do interesting
- 49:44things that make us individual. And that's why we have a stupid
- 49:49show. Whenever we go to a convention,
- 49:51we have we have two shows. We do a live show and then we do
- 49:53a show which is called Smash a Pass Without Trace, which is
- 49:56incredibly unhealthy and dangerous, where we go through
- 49:58the Monster Manual Roller Big D20 and we go through the
- 50:00Monster Manual. Then we ask the audience, or we
- 50:01decide whether or not we would be in a consensual relationship
- 50:04with that monster and whether you smash a Pass Without Trace.
- 50:07And I love like all the arguments I'm about like, well,
- 50:10what about this? And well, technically, you know,
- 50:12it's all hand, so how could it be bad?
- 50:14It comes down. To teeth, it comes down to
- 50:16holes, it comes down to demeanour.
- 50:19You know there was one that came up which was on a gnat 1 Is it?
- 50:22Would you smash your pass without trace commoners?
- 50:27Would you? And the person was like, no.
- 50:29No, yeah. Like it's like you'd, you'd he's
- 50:33like an absolutely fucking mind flare, but the poor.
- 50:35No, but ultimately we we know what it is, which is absolutely
- 50:43a bit of fun. It's always 18 rated.
- 50:45But as with all things, we're looking to find common ground.
- 50:49And it's a fun and playful way of all of us engaging around a
- 50:52central idea of what, why? Let's argue, let's have fun.
- 50:55Let's like debate and it's it's just debating and being fun for
- 50:59the sake of. It no it it definitely is fun.
- 51:02I love just seeing like, obviously it's like impromptu
- 51:06and you guys probably make Harry like just OK, I got to go with
- 51:09this now. Yeah, I mean, we the the cast
- 51:12is, is kind of crazy. Like Harry is a phenomenal stage
- 51:15actor, but also, you know, some people know him from the Lost
- 51:17Kingdom, some people know him from Zeta Blade 3.
- 51:20Or Noah and Zoom. Yeah, Zen Blade three.
- 51:22Yeah, he's that's his an amazing, amazing performer and
- 51:26has built this world from the ground up and plays all the
- 51:29characters other than us. He's super, super gifted.
- 51:34And then you know, we've got Doug Cockle, who's Geralt of
- 51:36Rivier. We've got me.
- 51:37We've got Alex Jordan, who if you haven't played the altars,
- 51:40go and play the altars. It's an amazing video game that
- 51:42came out this year. I think he plays 11 different
- 51:45versions of the same character. We actually did a one shot for
- 51:48the altars in which we play different versions of Jan Alex
- 51:51is an amazing, amazing actor. Then we've got Holly and Ether
- 51:56and like Ethan now works for Larry and previously Eurogamer,
- 52:00Holly works for Final Fantasy 14, previously PlayStation
- 52:03Access, and everyone brings their own experiences and we
- 52:06just have fun. And we are, we're not the same
- 52:08person. We're all very different people
- 52:11and those different textures of personality really kind of gel
- 52:14together to create our own little brand of of chaos, and
- 52:17it's super, super fun. Yeah, very fun.
- 52:21Well, what's what's go on for your future here like?
- 52:26Let me let everything in the share 1000 Ndas for you.
- 52:31Please do. Preview here.
- 52:33What's my future? I genuinely don't know.
- 52:38You know what? I'm doing some more stuff with
- 52:40Balatro which is fun. OK, that's awesome.
- 52:43I I love Playstack. They've been very good to me.
- 52:49I've got some other collaborations coming out soon
- 52:51that will surprise people. I want to surprise people.
- 52:53Yeah, I have a lot of people approach me and say, Ben, would
- 52:56you like to do this? And 90% of the time it will be a
- 52:59no, not because I don't want to do it, just because I don't have
- 53:02time. So the stuff that I do want to
- 53:04do is always going to be, is it weird?
- 53:07Is it different? Is it unexpected?
- 53:08The moment that someone can predict that you're going to do
- 53:10something, it kind of becomes boring.
- 53:12And that's not to say that I won't do similar things.
- 53:16Hey, I've come back for Final Fantasy Tactics, right?
- 53:19But again, I haven't come back as a hero.
- 53:21I've come back as dice dog. And anyone who's played Final
- 53:23Fantasy Tactics knows that guy's a prick.
- 53:26Yes, he is. So I want to be surprising.
- 53:31I want people to see me go. Well, of course Ben's being
- 53:35weird, but I'm excited to see he's being weird in this
- 53:38different key. And that's why where Balatro is
- 53:42so wonderful because it's such a subversive video game.
- 53:49And they are. And local Funk is such a
- 53:50subversive person and play stack embrace that.
- 53:55And I'm excited to see what we do next.
- 53:57And. And I just want to do cool, do
- 54:00cool shit. You know, I say this repeatedly.
- 54:04Very serious actor, not a serious person.
- 54:06Yeah, so and let me break your heart in a video game and then
- 54:11you'll see me in real life and go fuck, that guy's not serious.
- 54:16I have said this before on a podcast, but the day that I got
- 54:21a comment under one of my videos, which was Ben, you're
- 54:24ruining the character of Clive for me is one of my favorite
- 54:27comments I've ever got. Just might be just by me being a
- 54:29person is great. You're ruining the character of
- 54:32Clive. Fucking no, I made that
- 54:35character. But I I, I like it because
- 54:38people want, you know, they're very they're very protective
- 54:41over their characters and they don't want necessarily there to
- 54:43be an actor behind it. And I'm just going, let's
- 54:46engage. We can engage in both.
- 54:48We can be both respectful of the character, but also playful with
- 54:51the way that we approach it. And that's what I love.
- 54:53I love creating scenarios where the audience feel free to be to
- 54:57be crazy. It was so cool when I was
- 55:00announced as Prometheus, the amount of artwork that I saw,
- 55:02which was insane of Prometheus and Clive combined because
- 55:06they're both kind of like fire characters and so people would
- 55:09would doing that. Or the amount of times I've seen
- 55:13Verso Balatro crossovers or I've seen Arthur and Balatro
- 55:17crossovers. Me being involved in that video
- 55:21game is entirely down to Rebecca Ford, the creative director of
- 55:23Warframe, who was having a conversation with WOWT, who
- 55:27works for Playstack and and Wow just said, do you think Ben Star
- 55:30would be interested in being the live action version of Jimbo
- 55:32from Malatro? And Reb messaged me going, do
- 55:35you want to do it? And I said yeah.
- 55:37And that's how it came about. So it's Rebecca Ford, who I
- 55:39think is one of the great creative forces in this
- 55:42industry. If you haven't worked with her
- 55:43or met her, she's the best. She's so wonderful to her
- 55:49employees, to her cast, to her video game.
- 55:51And I think she's a testament to like hard work and quality and
- 55:55just being good at what you do and nice.
- 55:58And we Rebecca also doesn't have an, you know, doesn't Rebecca
- 56:02allows intrusive thoughts to just be said out loud.
- 56:04And Harry and I together are a chaotic combination of should we
- 56:07do this? Yes.
- 56:09Does it sound like a bad idea? Yes.
- 56:11Then let's do it. Let's do.
- 56:12It let's do it because what's the worst?
- 56:14What's the worst that can happen?
- 56:15You know, quite a lot of things are bad, but we we egg each
- 56:19other on to do stuff and it's always been it's always yielded
- 56:23fun and interesting results. Even if it's bad, at least it'll
- 56:26be interesting. I wasn't able to go to 10 Ocon
- 56:29this year, which is the convention that they have
- 56:31dedicated to Warframe and they said, well, we'd love to have
- 56:36you anyway, what can we do? And they suggested that I, I
- 56:40stream in live, but they had a, a Samsung smart fridge.
- 56:45So I called in live from the Samsung smart fridge.
- 56:51So there was a whole joke that I was an AI trapped inside of the
- 56:53fridge. So there is footage from telecon
- 56:56of me just like close up being like, hi, I'm stuck inside this
- 56:58fridge. Sorry guys, I can't be there
- 57:00because it's just so stupid. But really, really fun.
- 57:04And they they engage in that kind of lunacy with me.
- 57:08Awesome. Well, we're kind of coming up to
- 57:11the the end here and we are super grateful that you did take
- 57:16the time here to, you know, talk to us.
- 57:18There's so many more questions. I would.
- 57:19Love what other ones? What other ones you got?
- 57:21OK if you could, if any video game could be remade and you
- 57:26were casted in it, what game and character would you be?
- 57:30I know and answer that question. My official answer is always I
- 57:34want to see new games. I want to see new games.
- 57:36Always I want to, I want to be the person that lays the
- 57:38blueprint for those characters and for that question to be
- 57:41asked about me. You know, I'd love to play this
- 57:43character because of XY and Z, because Ben's performance was
- 57:46really, really great. You know, there's a reason why I
- 57:48want to be those characters because like David Haye was
- 57:50incredible as Snake or you know, Jennifer Hale was incredible as
- 57:55as Shepherd or whatever that that's what you want.
- 57:59I've been very vocal about Legacy of Kane.
- 58:03Good game that needs to come back.
- 58:04Yeah, it does. It needs to come back in
- 58:05whatever capacity it comes back and needs to come back, whether
- 58:08it's a new game, whether it's an old game where it's a revisiting
- 58:10of. I could see you as Kane.
- 58:13I've been, I've been. I said ages ago that I wanted to
- 58:16play Raziel. But a lot of people have said,
- 58:17actually, I think you'd be better as Kane.
- 58:19And to be honest, I really don't mind.
- 58:21I can be an entirely. I'll be I'll be Yannis Audrin.
- 58:24I don't mind like put me, I'd love to be a part of that game
- 58:28because it's full of so many interesting, complex characters
- 58:31and it's a world Nosgoth has thousands of years of history to
- 58:33explore in it. It doesn't just have to be what
- 58:35you know, Kane and Raziel experienced.
- 58:37There is this rich, rich world. So I'd love to see, you know,
- 58:42Crystal Dynamics or whoever has the rights to it explore that.
- 58:45And I, I've contributed a bit to, to this literature out there
- 58:50of I did a voice over for a lost in Colts kind of Kickstarter, I
- 58:57think, or whatever they do back a kit to get the TTRPG up and
- 59:01running. I they're really nice and
- 59:03supportive over there, but I'd love to see whatever it is they
- 59:05do next with that. But yeah, new games, let's play,
- 59:08let's make new stuff. Yeah, I think, I think 2025, we
- 59:12are too reliant on nostalgia to satisfy our new That said, I am
- 59:19super excited about MGS 3D, right?
- 59:23But I can say in the same breath that the the hypocrisy is there.
- 59:26I want that nostalgia because I know it and it's comforting, but
- 59:29at the same time I want to be surprised.
- 59:31It's why it's why you like Expedition 33, because it
- 59:33surprised you. It's why blueprints, I like
- 59:36blueprints because it surprised me.
- 59:37Let's let's take away the comfort of knowing that
- 59:41something's going to be good, and let's embrace the surprising
- 59:44chaos of whether something might be good.
- 59:47Like let's find out our future nostalgia.
- 59:49To quote Dua Lipa, you know, let's create future nostalgia
- 59:53with new cool games. And I want to contribute to new
- 59:56cool games. Well, I would say one final
- 59:59question. Do you see yourself continuing
- 1:00:02video game voice acting, or do you see yourself branching out
- 1:00:05back into TV? This is it.
- 1:00:06I'm done now. You're done.
- 1:00:07No, I you. I'm done.
- 1:00:09This is it. This is my farewell.
- 1:00:12Royalties. Do I?
- 1:00:13Fuck I I'm not leaving here. This is an amazing community,
- 1:00:21the video game community to be a part of.
- 1:00:23There are so many other cool things to do here.
- 1:00:26I love it both, you know, in games, outside of games, talking
- 1:00:30about games, engaging with games.
- 1:00:32It's it's untrod snow and I can't wait to shove some of my
- 1:00:35footprints in it. So yeah, I'm I'm staying here
- 1:00:38and as long as it feels fun and creative, I don't really mind.
- 1:00:41So. Well, everyone, thank you so
- 1:00:43much for staying tuned with us here with this wonderful
- 1:00:46interview with Ben Starr. Also, I want to thank Taylor.
- 1:00:50This is her last episode with me, and you know, I'm going to
- 1:00:54miss her. She's gonna focus on other
- 1:00:56things here, but you know, it's this.
- 1:01:00Is your last episode. Yeah.
- 1:01:03I don't know, I'm debating now. Don't leave us, Taylor.
- 1:01:07I Taylor, what are you doing? Yeah, I've I've, I've tried to
- 1:01:11convince her to stay, but. You, Taylor, What the fuck you?
- 1:01:19Know I'm going to stay you know that's a.
- 1:01:20Guilt trip. Well, that's fun.
- 1:01:23That's really fun. Congratulations on going on to
- 1:01:25whatever it is you go on to. Oh, thank you.
- 1:01:27Yeah. I hope that you have a nice time
- 1:01:29doing it. Yeah.
- 1:01:30And thanks for letting me be your last.
- 1:01:33It's a phrase I'd never thought I'd say.
- 1:01:36Is that OK? Then let me let me tell you a
- 1:01:38story, OK? I'm a tailor.
- 1:01:41Literally one day before I met you.
- 1:01:43No way. Yeah, I met like we we, we
- 1:01:47communicated through through Twitter.
- 1:01:50But like, we officially met at PAX.
- 1:01:53And you know what? I actually used you to meet her
- 1:01:56because I was like, hey, there is going to be a panel.
- 1:01:59Ben Star is going to be on it. It was your future game show.
- 1:02:03But then we realized it was a video.
- 1:02:04So yeah, I never got to, you know, bring her to you.
- 1:02:10But. Look at it.
- 1:02:14That was that I loved in the future game show was fun.
- 1:02:17And then the I got to do the golden joysticks that same year,
- 1:02:22which was really fun. Yeah, they're nice.
- 1:02:24The future team are really, really fun.
- 1:02:26I'm glad that I'm you're welcome on behalf of me.
- 1:02:29You're welcome for being friends.
- 1:02:32But yeah, thanks for letting me complete the complete square,
- 1:02:36the circle, as it says. But no, don't leave.
- 1:02:40If you leave, I'll be very sad, Taylor.
- 1:02:42You don't, Taylor, You don't want to.
- 1:02:44You don't want to make me sad. You don't want to be sad.
- 1:02:48OK, we've this. Is a good?
- 1:02:52This is my sad face. As, as Ben would say in a
- 1:02:55different game, it's not the life he wanted.
- 1:02:58Yeah, I don't want this life and I can't say what game that's
- 1:03:03from, but yeah, yeah. I would love to say, I would
- 1:03:08love to talk to you off Mike, just just to tell you my
- 1:03:11thoughts on that. But lovely, we will do that
- 1:03:13right now. Anyways.
- 1:03:14Thank you again. Thank you.
- 1:03:16Have yourselves a great day. Bye bye.
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