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I WAS UNHAPPY WITH GOD · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Called it back for another episodes of The Sea Show.
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  Speaker 1: I'm your host official blind stupp It's not me, it's
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  Speaker 1: all the way.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not in the wheelchair. It's not me.
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  Speaker 3: That was somebody they set me up on here. They
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  Speaker 3: try to clip for me every chance. Donald Top Nigga said, Chat,
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  Speaker 3: we're too Chat.
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  Speaker 2: I gonna start.
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  Speaker 1: Streaming Feeling good Man, Feeling good one. Yeah, Frenchy better
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  Speaker 1: on the.
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  Speaker 2: Cats one gear with count Well yeah, I bring right now.
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  Speaker 2: I'm in the chair.
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  Speaker 3: You can't see though, I'll check you out, check you out.
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  Speaker 2: You know that one one year we've been together. Well
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  Speaker 2: you know you're gonna sit. You're gonna fuck that up
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  Speaker 2: for us.
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  Speaker 3: But one year together and can't get it's the best
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  Speaker 3: pot pot partner ever.
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  Speaker 1: We can't get rid of Huh, they can't.
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  Speaker 2: I'm stuck. And today we're going to talk about how
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  Speaker 2: y'all had us fun with our disability. I'm gonna go first.
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  Speaker 2: You always always in some shit.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know sold I start from chronological order of
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  Speaker 3: my first time having somebody having me fucked up in
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  Speaker 3: this wheelchair. I can't remember my first time some maybe
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  Speaker 3: have me fucked up in this wheelchair.
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  Speaker 1: That means a lot of times.
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  Speaker 3: I done had so many times alright boom, so let
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  Speaker 3: me give that so the others so like probably like
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  Speaker 3: a couple months ago. I'm on a bus, right, so
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  Speaker 3: y'all know everybody in New York know, woll if you
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  Speaker 3: know how New York busses are now. So they got
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  Speaker 3: the two seats that lift up for the handicap people
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  Speaker 3: seeing a person in a wheelchair on the bus before,
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  Speaker 3: So they got the two sides. So I rolled on
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  Speaker 3: the bus. I just dropped my baby off for school
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  Speaker 3: early in the morning. Early.
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  Speaker 2: Let me get you out a second, nice cool, breezy
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  Speaker 2: they you know, calm. So I get on the bus
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  Speaker 2: empty as bus. It's like, damn me.
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  Speaker 3: The first start, right, bro, it's a bitch sitting on
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  Speaker 3: a chair. So I'm like, okay, but it's the chair
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  Speaker 3: that I need. So I'm like okay. But the other
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  Speaker 3: side was empty. But you know, y'all know my wheelchair
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  Speaker 3: fucked up. Y'all know that, So.
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  Speaker 2: I can't get on this side.
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  Speaker 3: If I get on the left side of the bus,
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  Speaker 3: my chair gonna roll because my break is fucking like,
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  Speaker 3: my right break is fucked up, so I would roll,
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  Speaker 3: you know, what I'm saying. But if I get in
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  Speaker 3: on the right side, my left break work.
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  Speaker 2: So yeah, boom. So why the fuck?
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  Speaker 3: I said, excuse me, can I have this seat? She
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  Speaker 3: looked up at me, she said sit there. I said, no,
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  Speaker 3: I need to see because you know, she said, well,
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  Speaker 3: I'm sitting here this is my seat. So I thought
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  Speaker 3: I was being fucking punked. I swear to god, I
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  Speaker 3: thought I was being punked.
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  Speaker 2: I said, m rocky, and mind you, I changed a lot.
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  Speaker 1: I changed a lot, like I'm always fucking.
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  Speaker 3: I changed because of the chair. I was got in
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  Speaker 3: a chair at fifteen. Say I grew up, you understand
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  Speaker 3: I'm saying. So I'm like, okay, I said. But then
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  Speaker 3: she's like, yeah, this is my fucking seat, cursing. I said, oh, bitch,
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  Speaker 3: you don't know me. I said, I'm about to crash
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  Speaker 3: the fuck out. So now I pulled the seat with
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  Speaker 3: the bitch on it because I could lift the ship.
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  Speaker 3: So pulled the ship. So now she's getting up. Now
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  Speaker 3: you're getting it, bitch, what you're talking about? And she's
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  Speaker 3: sitting there screaming back and from and I was like, yeah,
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  Speaker 3: now what's up. Now I'm rolling to the back of
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  Speaker 3: the bus and you got the stairs. So she's trying
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  Speaker 3: to get up on his dads. And now I'm rolling
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  Speaker 3: to the back and I'm like, what's up and the
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  Speaker 3: bus drop of everybody pulling me back.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, now I'm progressing. Now I'm not cogressed. I said, bitch,
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  Speaker 2: you got me fuck up. I said, now're gonna see
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  Speaker 2: to day we all gonna play crazy.
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  Speaker 3: Cause she She's like, oh I I got into issues
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  Speaker 3: to the set, bitch, we will all come into issues.
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  Speaker 2: Bitch. Fuck you're talking about? Bitch? Were all seven thirty?
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  Speaker 2: Hoole who you're talking to?
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  Speaker 3: I said, Now I about to show you that you're
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  Speaker 3: not really crazy, Bitch. I said, which block? I said,
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  Speaker 3: pick a block?
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  Speaker 2: She said why? I said, because that's the block when
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  Speaker 2: we getting your ass on. Bitch, I'm from stuff. Then
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  Speaker 2: I got a family on every block you would have
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  Speaker 2: got your ass tore up. And she just sitting everybody
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  Speaker 2: me down. Then her little crazy boyfriend, little retards crew,
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  Speaker 2: he like.
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  Speaker 1: Oh my god, calm down, come down.
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  Speaker 3: And she's just looking at me, believe it. And I'm
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  Speaker 3: still I cursed out this whole whole bus ride. Do
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  Speaker 3: y'all know I don't get locked on the bus, like
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  Speaker 3: the bus droppers, don't put the little belts on me.
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  Speaker 3: That dated nigga locked every single hook water you put
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  Speaker 3: every single one on yo. He had to contain me
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  Speaker 3: because I was gonna tear her the fuck up. He like,
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  Speaker 3: don't let her get to you knowing, I'm like, why
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  Speaker 3: everybody let her.
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  Speaker 2: Talk to me?
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  Speaker 1: Me?
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  Speaker 2: Crazy?
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  Speaker 1: First?
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 3: And then when I start aggressing on this bitch, now
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  Speaker 3: I'm now, now I'm the problem.
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. And she she likes some
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  Speaker 2: coolie bitch. She was an Indian. You know that the
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  Speaker 2: Indians be losing a fucking mom. Sometimes she was that.
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  Speaker 2: So I'm like, bitch, you cool, like you know where
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  Speaker 2: the fuck you at right now?
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  Speaker 3: Bitch like this this is this, this is Jamaica and America.
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  Speaker 2: You know, I really rolled down on that bitch.
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  Speaker 3: You know.
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  Speaker 1: Wheel chick, the wheelchair girls? Are you out?
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  Speaker 3: And I rolled down on that bitch. And I say,
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  Speaker 3: you know what, this fog gotta stop taking the fucking buses.
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  Speaker 3: Don't I get annoyed when people in wheel chairs get
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  Speaker 3: on the bus.
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  Speaker 2: You understand I'm in.
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  Speaker 3: A fucking wheelchair and I don't like when people in
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  Speaker 3: wheel chairs getting the bus at the same time.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not.
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  Speaker 1: Well.
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  Speaker 3: I gotta get bitch, I'm already here, Get up, what
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  Speaker 3: the fuck? And when I was walking, I always got
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  Speaker 3: up for people in chairs. You know what I'm saying, chairs,
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  Speaker 3: elderly women. Butgnant she was mentally disabled, allegedly, but that
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  Speaker 3: day I don't really believe in that mentally everybody want
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  Speaker 3: to cle because once I started aggressing, bitch that since
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  Speaker 3: went back in her body.
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  Speaker 2: She said, Oh no, this bitch really, Mike, all I
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  Speaker 2: do is roll for a living bitch.
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  Speaker 3: You want to get to the gun show home like
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  Speaker 3: I was in your face, like nigga, my arms alone.
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  Speaker 3: And then that's what people don't realize. What if I
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  Speaker 3: pull some fucking beer matce from under this chair, you
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  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, or the tully Worse than that,
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  Speaker 3: you gotta stop playing with people. We don't want to
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  Speaker 3: pray with y'all. I'm not fucking crazy. Now you could
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  Speaker 3: share one of yours.
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  Speaker 2: We're gonna go crazy crazy.
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  Speaker 3: I'm pretty sure you worse curse that Mexican out just
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  Speaker 3: told the story right.
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  Speaker 1: First of all, I was in Fael with my life.
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  Speaker 1: I had to defend myself. So two days ago I
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  Speaker 1: decided two days ago. Yeah, it just happened two days ago.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, you know.
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  Speaker 1: My wife says, hey, this is the car downstairs. He
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  Speaker 1: takes the picture and he's about to leave out. She
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  Speaker 1: telling him to bring it upstairs. I live on the
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  Speaker 1: fourth floor, but I meet him on the third floor. Okay, don't,
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  Speaker 1: I tell him, don't take a picture of me. Take
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  Speaker 1: a picture of me holding the bag. Just my arm
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  Speaker 1: in the bag. That's it. He goes. He after that,
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  Speaker 1: he does that, he said, okay, and he walks down
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  Speaker 1: the stairs. I turned around, got the headphones in my ear,
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  Speaker 1: got the phone in because I'm distracted. I'm in my
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  Speaker 1: Saint tu Arye. I'm in my building, my house, like
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  Speaker 1: I'm safe. I had flip flops behind me at this time.
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  Speaker 1: It's two different flight. You gotta go walk up one flight,
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  Speaker 1: then walk up but another flight to my floor. So
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  Speaker 1: she means, you had me for a whole floor that
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  Speaker 1: out of here. Realized you was behind me. Then when
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  Speaker 1: I finally put my phone away and not closing out here,
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  Speaker 1: that flip flop, I'm like, what the fuck? I'm like, yo, bro,
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  Speaker 1: you good. He not saying nothing, so that pissed me
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  Speaker 1: off even more. Now I ask you a question, you
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  Speaker 1: didn't respond. I put the bag down. I put my
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  Speaker 1: crocks in sports mold because I ain't need my crocks
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  Speaker 1: to slip off for none of that. Because now I'm
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  Speaker 1: taking it. I'm taking it there with you. Now he
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  Speaker 1: comes on the same floor with me, so you really gangster?
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  Speaker 1: Now all right? Cool? First thing, I'm not trying to
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  Speaker 1: figure out what you are following me for another that
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  Speaker 1: I'm going straight toward tack moon. Now, got my hand
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  Speaker 1: in his face and all that, and I'm like, I
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  Speaker 1: try to use the art of fear, like the base
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  Speaker 1: in my voice, the shit I'm saying, like I don't
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  Speaker 1: want to do it to you on this whole way.
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  Speaker 1: I felt like he now understand that. So now it
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  Speaker 1: goes to play and b Now I got my hand
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  Speaker 1: in your face. I got my whole hand your face
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  Speaker 1: on the wall. Now, oh, you're holding his head on
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  Speaker 1: to the wall now, because like, what the fuck is
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  Speaker 1: you trying to do? Like because they're like, oh, maybe
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  Speaker 1: because he ain't speaking I cool, he didn't speak English.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't know that one. I can't see. First thing,
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  Speaker 1: that comes out of my mind. Niggas walking around with
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  Speaker 1: mental health. I will not be the one getting poked
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  Speaker 1: up over a nigga feeling like anything. I'm not taking
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  Speaker 1: that risk. Why don't you following me up the stairs?
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  Speaker 1: You got your picture? What you're trying to see?
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  Speaker 2: What are you trying to me?
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  Speaker 1: Like what you're trying to see? And then it's like
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  Speaker 1: it's a whole landing that you could see me walking
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  Speaker 1: inside my dog. You don't have to come on my floor.
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  Speaker 1: You don't have no more deliveries. What are you doing first?
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  Speaker 1: And here are you trying to pull something on me?
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  Speaker 1: Are you trying to thrave me? Nah? So I'm gonna
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  Speaker 1: make sure I'm in close distance to a point You're
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  Speaker 1: not gonna get the best of me of having a
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  Speaker 1: wide range.
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  Speaker 3: So when stuff like that happens, do you feel does
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  Speaker 3: it make the uncomfortableness of not.
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  Speaker 2: Being able to see more potent in those moments?
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  Speaker 3: It's very uncomfortable, and it's like it emphasizes, like, wow,
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  Speaker 3: why the lie?
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  Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know what this nigga out
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  Speaker 1: is hand. I don't know what to expect. The only
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  Speaker 1: thing is that's in my mind. I gotta get off first.
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  Speaker 1: I gotta get off first, little bad man. No, he
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  Speaker 1: was about to getself sucked up. He was about to
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  Speaker 1: get poked up all kinds of crazy shit in the
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  Speaker 1: whole way. Or because you don't speak English, I don't
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  Speaker 1: know what the fuck you talking about. I don't play.
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  Speaker 1: I don't I don't know. I don't play. Say nobody
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  Speaker 1: gonna make it out this motherfucking and it's gonna be me.
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  Speaker 1: Speak for yourself. I do not play with niggas. I
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  Speaker 1: do not. My little brother came in the whole way,
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  Speaker 1: He like, Yo, what happened. I'm like, yo, what the fuck?
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  Speaker 1: Why the upstairs? If you you took the bag already?
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  Speaker 1: So now you see in the same shade I see
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  Speaker 1: even at a time back, my son ordered door dash.
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  Speaker 1: I'm sitting in the living room.
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  Speaker 2: So sanding in the living room.
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  Speaker 1: You can't see, not like some delivery people. No, I
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  Speaker 1: can't see by not. Don't worry about that. I'm gonna
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  Speaker 1: take it out for you. We'll both take it up.
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  Speaker 1: Some people they'll never know. They were like, all right,
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  Speaker 1: let me just take the picture. All right, I'm go
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  Speaker 1: about their way. My son order door dash. I'm sitting
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  Speaker 1: in the living room TV off and all that. It's
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  Speaker 1: not he go to the door. He like for time, man,
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  Speaker 1: they're not saying that, so I'm just listening. So he
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  Speaker 1: giving him the pen and it's like they didn't give
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  Speaker 1: him his food yet. So I'm just sitting there and listen,
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  Speaker 1: like what the fuck is going on? There? Still opening
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  Speaker 1: like why you didn't get your food yet? I get up.
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  Speaker 1: It's two Africans at the door with his food. It
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  Speaker 1: took two men to come up there to drop a
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  Speaker 1: box of frowns off. I said, Yo, don't, don't fucking
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  Speaker 1: play with me, nigga. He's like, oh no, no, it's
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  Speaker 1: for out there right like he asked you. He gave
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  Speaker 1: you the pen. What the take y'all so long to
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  Speaker 1: get the food? He with your pen? Fucked that pin?
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  Speaker 1: Give me his food? Now you want to give it
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  Speaker 1: to him because now I feel like you're playing with
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  Speaker 1: my son that like like we're not.
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  Speaker 4: Going to do that.
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  Speaker 1: Then it's like it came off aggressive. I came off aggressive.
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  Speaker 1: Why I take two men to come stas to give
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  Speaker 1: a boxer fries trying to do? Two men?
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  Speaker 2: Why the two men?
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  Speaker 1: Two men? He gave y'all his name. He gave y'all
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  Speaker 1: the pick y'all didn't hand the food over and just
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  Speaker 1: looking at him. So we don't want to see who
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  Speaker 1: home because the living room was the lights in the
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  Speaker 1: living rooms was offic ship. They won't see who home
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  Speaker 1: with him. I don't like nah coming this motherfucking house.
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  Speaker 1: I got signed for you, as I got signed for y'all,
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  Speaker 1: coming this motherfucker house. Yeah, I got something. I guarantee
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  Speaker 1: all y'all gonna be walking out in bottle bag?
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  Speaker 2: Is like me, who the fuck? Episode of Who the
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  Speaker 2: fuck did I'm.
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  Speaker 1: But a lot of times they felt like I overreact, yeah,
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  Speaker 1: because she's I just feel people sometimes be playing with
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  Speaker 1: me because I can't see, especially ride.
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  Speaker 2: Oh if my next is you, yeah, talk, I go on.
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  Speaker 2: We both had a thousand I remember it was Damn.
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  Speaker 2: It's so many of these shit.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know like where to start, all right. I
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  Speaker 3: was at a party. Yeah, I gotta get this nigga.
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  Speaker 3: I gotta get him in here because I hate this nigga.
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  Speaker 1: To this day? Is it?
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  Speaker 3: So?
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  Speaker 2: I was at a party. It was my homegirl at
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  Speaker 2: the time.
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  Speaker 3: She had a hotel party, right, So you know how
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  Speaker 3: hotel parties are small little room, a bunch of people
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  Speaker 3: in it, teenagers whatever, right this at the time, I
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  Speaker 3: was twenty years old on nineteen right about to be twenty.
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  Speaker 3: So we in the hotel party, chilling, cool Brooklyn niggas
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  Speaker 3: come Jesus Christ. So I guess this nigga had just
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  Speaker 3: came home. I don't know what the case may be,
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  Speaker 3: but he wasn't like trying to talk to everybody like
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  Speaker 3: he was in the bathroom trying to like this girl
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  Speaker 3: she looked at like halfway drunk, and I don't like
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  Speaker 3: that shit. Like when you see somebody mad drunk, don't
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  Speaker 3: try to fuck with them, don't try to talk to
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  Speaker 3: them or nothing, because that's how y'all be kidding them. Yea,
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  Speaker 3: why would you want if you really that nigga, you
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  Speaker 3: don't need a bitch to be pissy drunk I'm talking
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  Speaker 3: about she was so drunk she didn't here falling and
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  Speaker 3: sleep in the tub.
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  Speaker 2: Why would you even try? So whatever.
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  Speaker 3: I don't know why I was outside. I don't know
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  Speaker 3: why we was outside, but we outside and I'm talking
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  Speaker 3: to people and this nigga talking to me, so he
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  Speaker 3: in my face. This nigga was just trying to eat
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  Speaker 3: everybody pussy right now you're talking to me.
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  Speaker 2: Is a pussy eater, So now why the fuck a
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  Speaker 2: car pulls or.
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  Speaker 1: Bitches jump out?
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  Speaker 2: So I'm just sitting there like I'm laughing. So they're like,
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  Speaker 2: what the fuck? So the bitch like Modu, This bitch
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  Speaker 2: looked more like a nigga than him.
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  Speaker 3: So I'm like, oh shit, thesus niggas like I didn't know.
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  Speaker 3: So this bitch get out what the fuck is going on?
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  Speaker 3: And I'm like what, Like, first of all, like and
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  Speaker 3: I'm mad, drunk, you know something on that.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like what? First of all, like, bitch like you
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  Speaker 2: asking who am I? This nigga's in my face?
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  Speaker 3: I never come out of female for what a nigga?
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  Speaker 3: Do you know what I'm saying? Like, And I wasn't
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  Speaker 3: even entertaining this nigga, So I had the humbler I
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  Speaker 3: was because she's in there talking and her friend was
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  Speaker 3: like trying to like tell like, nah, maybe you should
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  Speaker 3: listen to her.
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 3: First of all, you already popped up. You so pressed
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  Speaker 3: about this nigga. You got his location, you popping up
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  Speaker 3: on him at parties in the hotels. You don't know
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  Speaker 3: what type of situation you're about to put yourself into.
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  Speaker 3: You just hopping out. So now I'm like what I'm
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  Speaker 3: popping on? Sh I'm like what this nigga's just up
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  Speaker 3: there trying to you might pussy blah blah blah. This
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  Speaker 3: nigga pushed me off the curve, out my chin like
• 13:22
  Speaker 3: I yel to the ground, like yo, I had the
• 13:27
  Speaker 3: pussiest bitches downstairs with me, because all the tough bitches
• 13:30
  Speaker 3: was upstairs. When I say that I had one girl
• 13:33
  Speaker 3: with me, She's sitting there looking, Oh my god, I think.
• 13:35
  Speaker 2: I had freaked out.
• 13:36
  Speaker 3: So now they see So now my people start coming
• 13:39
  Speaker 3: down the stairs, but.
• 13:40
  Speaker 2: My friend ran jumped on the cars. They start banging out.
• 13:42
  Speaker 3: They like she's trying to bang out their windows, and
• 13:44
  Speaker 3: the nigga just driving with her in a car and
• 13:45
  Speaker 3: then you just see her little ass.
• 13:46
  Speaker 2: She's trying to punch through the fucking thing like bitch no.
• 13:49
  Speaker 3: And I'm just sitting there looking at my big doofy
• 13:50
  Speaker 3: pussy ass friend like how to fuck?
• 13:52
  Speaker 2: And they both got the same name. Am I about
• 13:53
  Speaker 2: to tell ya who each other is? But you know
• 13:55
  Speaker 2: each other is? You said what?
• 13:58
  Speaker 1: No?
• 13:58
  Speaker 2: I felt he pushed me in the here.
• 14:00
  Speaker 3: I'm here, so if I'm falling off a curve, my
• 14:02
  Speaker 3: chair went backwards, my head hit the floor. Like, nigga,
• 14:06
  Speaker 3: that's nothing like that. I thought you went like I
• 14:09
  Speaker 3: went backwards, like I'm literally like my life.
• 14:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah, he here, I fuck you up.
• 14:15
  Speaker 2: Bitch, You're about to get fucked up for him.
• 14:17
  Speaker 3: Well if I'm about to do see in in this
• 14:18
  Speaker 3: fucking episode, Okay, but you know I reclined here. He
• 14:26
  Speaker 3: did recline me. And then we had seen him probably
• 14:30
  Speaker 3: like a few years later, and we was in a
• 14:32
  Speaker 3: car because he I sold.
• 14:34
  Speaker 2: They drove off him.
• 14:34
  Speaker 3: The girl he hopped in the car with the bitches
• 14:36
  Speaker 3: that came to be him up because they did what
• 14:38
  Speaker 3: they did so and I would have respected it more
• 14:40
  Speaker 3: if the bitch would have did it to me. You
• 14:41
  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, because I was popping my ship
• 14:43
  Speaker 3: to her. But it's like, but you control your bitch. Niggas,
• 14:45
  Speaker 3: either control your bitch or I am about to tell your
• 14:47
  Speaker 3: bitch what she was just doing. You get what I'm saying.
• 14:49
  Speaker 3: You was out here trying to eat and I'm like,
• 14:52
  Speaker 3: you just came up from jail. Oh, this bitch hold
• 14:53
  Speaker 3: you down bitch and be there with that bitch while
• 14:56
  Speaker 3: you were in the hotel with us. Why you let
• 14:57
  Speaker 3: your nigga go to a hotel party. My nigga can't
• 14:59
  Speaker 3: go to no parties on a game. You're talking about
• 15:02
  Speaker 3: a gang nigga homies you're talking about now, what happened
• 15:07
  Speaker 3: with you? Happened with you, motherfucker?
• 15:10
  Speaker 2: Because we about to be you about to be were
• 15:11
  Speaker 2: about to be each other. Reason thirteen.
• 15:14
  Speaker 1: Alright, back, Assessor Ride, I said, I'm gonna make that.
• 15:18
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna make your motherfucker famous. I had multiple challenges
• 15:22
  Speaker 1: with Assessor Ride when I felt they did not really
• 15:26
  Speaker 1: equipped to deal with disabled people.
• 15:28
  Speaker 3: Disabled people, yeah, disabled people don't even say blind because
• 15:31
  Speaker 3: they don't know no disabled.
• 15:32
  Speaker 1: I just feel like people in general, even elderly people.
• 15:35
  Speaker 1: So downstairs, I have a call out in the sis,
• 15:39
  Speaker 1: which means is you have to call out, hey, Chris, yeah,
• 15:43
  Speaker 1: and assist me to the car. I get down stairs,
• 15:46
  Speaker 1: said I'm in front. He said, oh, I'm in the
• 15:50
  Speaker 1: car in front of the building. I said, okay, I'm blind,
• 15:53
  Speaker 1: you gotta assist me. He beeps the horn. I'm like, yeah,
• 15:58
  Speaker 1: I don't know which is I'm in a black car.
• 16:02
  Speaker 1: I said, Yo, I'm blond vision and pay I can't see.
• 16:04
  Speaker 1: I'm breaking it down in the simplest phone to him.
• 16:07
  Speaker 2: He spoke English.
• 16:08
  Speaker 1: Yeah, speak English. He said, So you can't see the car,
• 16:13
  Speaker 1: And that moment my patience went. I said, if I
• 16:16
  Speaker 1: could fucking see the car, you think I'd be calling
• 16:17
  Speaker 1: you to help me. Now he's getting out of the car.
• 16:19
  Speaker 1: He like, well, you gotta wait. You gotta wait like
• 16:22
  Speaker 1: I think because I'm I'm blind, I'm disabled, like you
• 16:24
  Speaker 1: think you can talk to me the type of nasty
• 16:27
  Speaker 1: you hung up the phone. I don't know where racy.
• 16:29
  Speaker 1: He was right, So get out the car. I'm just
• 16:31
  Speaker 1: waiting now. I'm patient waiting cause now you get out
• 16:33
  Speaker 1: the car, it's daytime. People like, yo, yo, see you
• 16:36
  Speaker 1: know you're good. I'm good, bro. He get out. I said,
• 16:39
  Speaker 1: let me tell you something, bro, I will fuck you up. Bro.
• 16:42
  Speaker 1: He like what I said, Yo did because I'm disabled
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: or that, don't take that shit. I will kick you
• 16:45
  Speaker 1: over here. Bro, stop playing with me. Now. He's like,
• 16:48
  Speaker 1: I'm sorry, not aybody on my block looking like yo,
• 16:50
  Speaker 1: he the wrong one to play with. Oh no, pop people,
• 16:53
  Speaker 1: I'm sorry, no, no, no, fucking sorry nothing, Bro, stop
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: playing with me. Bro, I said, nigga, it's a call
• 16:58
  Speaker 1: out assist, right, you don't know the different. Now it's like, no,
• 17:01
  Speaker 1: let me hold, no, get the fuck out there, don't
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: touch my door. Open the door. I get in three dollars.
• 17:05
  Speaker 1: I ain't paying you. Shit the fuck out here. And
• 17:07
  Speaker 1: I came inside the building in which I was going
• 17:09
  Speaker 1: to the studio boom, because this shit pissed me up.
• 17:12
  Speaker 1: It's like, Bro, you don't take the job if you're
• 17:15
  Speaker 1: not willing to help people.
• 17:16
  Speaker 4: Oh for sure.
• 17:16
  Speaker 1: Then another time boom. I mean that's that's a ride.
• 17:19
  Speaker 1: He picks me up? Okay? Were driving that He's dealing
• 17:21
  Speaker 1: with an elderly lady. He's talking her, come on, mommy,
• 17:25
  Speaker 1: let's go. Let's go, let's go. She like, wait, like
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: I need help getting up in the car. So I said,
• 17:30
  Speaker 1: you know, do you want the Swiss seats or get
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: him in front? You get it in the back. She'll no,
• 17:33
  Speaker 1: it's okay, So she can you move closer to the
• 17:36
  Speaker 1: sidewalk so I could use the sidewalk because the van
• 17:39
  Speaker 1: is too high to lift up. He had an attitude
• 17:42
  Speaker 1: with that. I'm like, all, I ain't gonna say nothing.
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: So now he's rushing her grandson. Her grandson is like
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: thirteen fourteen, but you know he's not no street he's
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: like good kid, playing the game BOYD and all that,
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: saying nothing. So she was like, you know, he start coffee.
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: She said, you know, can you roll down in the window.
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: You know what you putting that mask on? Talk talker?
• 18:00
  Speaker 1: Say O, bro, who the fuck is you talking to?
• 18:02
  Speaker 2: Oh?
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: You're talking to he's sometimes, I said, so what she's elderly?
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: Who you talking to? Bro? Oh, it's not about you.
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: I'm not talking to You're not going to talk to
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: me like that. Oh fuck you up? He like not
• 18:14
  Speaker 1: now he quiet he wrote down the windows. She said, yo,
• 18:16
  Speaker 1: thank you baby, because they think they could talk to
• 18:17
  Speaker 1: you any type of way, because we need to get around.
• 18:21
  Speaker 1: Now we're not doing that. I feel like, don't give
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: these people these jobs if they're not equipped to dealing
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: with these people. Don't get these people these jobs. They
• 18:27
  Speaker 1: can't statuck it.
• 18:28
  Speaker 3: That's what happens when the economy is in the state
• 18:30
  Speaker 3: that it is in. People are just taking jobs that
• 18:33
  Speaker 3: are open, not stuff that they really want to do,
• 18:35
  Speaker 3: because people gotta make money. So now You're going into
• 18:38
  Speaker 3: career fills that require compassion and all these things, and
• 18:42
  Speaker 3: they're not doing that because they're just seeing a dollar
• 18:43
  Speaker 3: sign at the end of it. You know what I'm saying.
• 18:45
  Speaker 3: It's the same thing like we're working with children. You
• 18:47
  Speaker 3: got to be prepared and you have to be equipped
• 18:48
  Speaker 3: to do that. You have to have some type of
• 18:50
  Speaker 3: humility in order to do these types of jobs, any
• 18:52
  Speaker 3: caregiving job, you have to have humility because then you
• 18:55
  Speaker 3: will meet motherfuckers like us. His eyes might not work,
• 18:58
  Speaker 3: my legs is not work, but both our hands our
• 19:00
  Speaker 3: well punching show for sure. But I feel like it
• 19:03
  Speaker 3: comes down with the company too. You know, you got
• 19:05
  Speaker 3: drivers out there dealing with people that need assistance and
• 19:08
  Speaker 3: all that do every time the person.
• 19:10
  Speaker 1: Drop off, how was your rod? Did anything happen? Because
• 19:14
  Speaker 1: if this person is keep doing this over and over,
• 19:16
  Speaker 1: you need to take them off the routes. They don't
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: need to be working for your company. It's not about
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: getting the most calls on the ship.
• 19:21
  Speaker 3: That's because the moving around they look at us as
• 19:23
  Speaker 3: less than you don't see the lord that they're trying
• 19:26
  Speaker 3: to do to where they have to put all of
• 19:28
  Speaker 3: the disabled people in nursing homes, like we can't live
• 19:31
  Speaker 3: on our own no more.
• 19:32
  Speaker 2: They're trying to do that, like the stuff that the
• 19:34
  Speaker 2: eighty eight.
• 19:35
  Speaker 3: Laws and everything that we fought for well that our
• 19:38
  Speaker 3: disabled ancestors for for it, they're trying to undo all
• 19:42
  Speaker 3: of that.
• 19:43
  Speaker 2: Just like this. It's like trying to bring slavery back,
• 19:45
  Speaker 2: but for us, they.
• 19:46
  Speaker 1: Could do it. But I don't think it's gonna last people.
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: You've got people like gusting there.
• 19:50
  Speaker 2: It's not gonna go through.
• 19:51
  Speaker 3: And the reason why is because it's other ways to
• 19:54
  Speaker 3: go to get things now. So like as far as
• 19:56
  Speaker 3: the living situation, because they're saying like they don't want
• 19:58
  Speaker 3: to help people live on their own.
• 19:59
  Speaker 2: When you need all this help, we might as.
• 20:01
  Speaker 3: Well put you in a live ass as the living
• 20:03
  Speaker 3: facility and just pay them, you know what I'm saying.
• 20:05
  Speaker 3: So what happens is is now they have all these
• 20:08
  Speaker 3: other different outlets, we don't have to just do disabled
• 20:12
  Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, Like, bitch, I'm on SSI,
• 20:13
  Speaker 3: I'm already poor, so your motherfuckers don't put me in
• 20:16
  Speaker 3: low income housing just because I'm on SSIGN. Important what
• 20:19
  Speaker 3: I'm saying. It has nothing to do with the disability.
• 20:20
  Speaker 2: So if y'all want to play that the government works
• 20:24
  Speaker 2: against like.
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: Y'all, y'all give us a little bit a y'all give
• 20:26
  Speaker 1: us a little bullshit check, and then when we decide
• 20:29
  Speaker 1: to make more money, y'all want to cut us.
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: Oh, SSI got me fucked up.
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: That's who got be fucked I want to cut us off.
• 20:34
  Speaker 3: And it's not even about the SSI. Well, people don't realize,
• 20:36
  Speaker 3: And this is what I'm This is what I need
• 20:37
  Speaker 3: to teach all of my disabled people before you rush
• 20:40
  Speaker 3: to get a job, get a FESSI. It's not about
• 20:41
  Speaker 3: the income, the SSI income, That shit is nothing. It's
• 20:44
  Speaker 3: about your medicaid. You understand I'm saying insurance. We need
• 20:47
  Speaker 3: things that other people do not need. We need fucking
• 20:51
  Speaker 3: uh some people need pampers, diapers, catheters, some people need
• 20:55
  Speaker 3: fucking blind sticks. I don't know how much those courts
• 21:00
  Speaker 3: and cheap one, you know, I'm pretty sure they got
• 21:02
  Speaker 3: expensive ones. Tell me, it's things that people need that
• 21:07
  Speaker 3: have to get covered by medication. Those things caused thousands
• 21:10
  Speaker 3: of dollars and we don't have to see them. But
• 21:12
  Speaker 3: once you get off to quick he had to he
• 21:17
  Speaker 3: works now he were speccized, right, he's in a weel chair.
• 21:19
  Speaker 3: And he told me when he went to Urgent CAAD
• 21:20
  Speaker 3: the other day, they was asking for four hundred dollars
• 21:22
  Speaker 3: and he is like you, I was just about to
• 21:24
  Speaker 3: say these things.
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: It's not even about that equipment. Certain doctors like.
• 21:27
  Speaker 2: Now you go to see an eye doctor.
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: Doctor, it's like they got a stick inking me just
• 21:33
  Speaker 1: to see like the veins if they healing right? Is
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: it broken veins? Is I'm bleeding in the back. I
• 21:40
  Speaker 1: can't send the back of my eyes. So when I
• 21:42
  Speaker 1: first had bullshit like, they didn't really want to get
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: me coverage when I first got shot, so I had
• 21:48
  Speaker 1: to do it so much. I wasn't even got an
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: sside check because my hospital bill was so high. So
• 21:52
  Speaker 1: when they did send me to this hospital, I had
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: to pay five hundred dollars amp before.
• 21:56
  Speaker 2: So they was going based off your job.
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: Not even like when they dropped all of that ship
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: because the EMT shit ain'tven kick in.
• 22:01
  Speaker 2: Get it didn't start, you just started the kick in.
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I still had the old assurance they dropped me
• 22:06
  Speaker 1: when I got shot, So my bill came up to
• 22:08
  Speaker 1: damn near a quarter million just for getting shot. Wow.
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: So now when it's all sudden done, they're like my assurance,
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I ain't have no insurance. Like I had
• 22:16
  Speaker 1: an insurance, but they dropped me that your check can't
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: come through until you paid this hospital bill. So now
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: how the fuck I'm supposed to live now? Like I
• 22:23
  Speaker 1: can't work. I got an outstanding hospital bill.
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: So wait, SSI said you couldn't get an sside.
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: I didn't get SSI into three months after.
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: But how how did you figure out the hospital bill? Situation?
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: Medica medicaid? I applied for MEDICAIDY picked it up and
• 22:37
  Speaker 1: took care of everything, but it took three months. And
• 22:40
  Speaker 1: then when I first got it, I was on again
• 22:41
  Speaker 1: three hundred dollars a month.
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: Thank god.
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I started.
• 22:44
  Speaker 3: I didn't start getting when I first started getting SSI.
• 22:47
  Speaker 3: I was getting like one hundred dollars.
• 22:48
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I three thirty three, And they didn't give it
• 22:51
  Speaker 2: to me.
• 22:51
  Speaker 3: For three months either. Because I got shot in August.
• 22:53
  Speaker 3: I didn't start getting my checks until October.
• 22:56
  Speaker 1: Three thirty three. I was gay and picture having that
• 22:58
  Speaker 1: with a son.
• 22:59
  Speaker 2: Oh I remember three eighty three three that ship.
• 23:02
  Speaker 1: That ship was crazy. So it's like with that. It's
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: like I gotta special doctors for my eyes. It's like
• 23:07
  Speaker 1: sometimes my eyes dry up where they got to stick
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: little things in my on the side of my eyes
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: for six months, just a hole the water in my eyes.
• 23:14
  Speaker 1: They would have to pay me for I would have
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: to pay for that pocket, just five hundred dollars.
• 23:20
  Speaker 3: Ways, there's ways around it to where you could work
• 23:22
  Speaker 3: and still keep your Medicaid. Just make sure you told
• 23:24
  Speaker 3: to I don't know what state you're in, so it's
• 23:25
  Speaker 3: basically based upon the state. But in New York, there's
• 23:28
  Speaker 3: other ways around things. If you need any help with that,
• 23:31
  Speaker 3: any assistance.
• 23:32
  Speaker 1: Can't make you over a certain amount of money. You
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: can't have a certain amount of your bank accounts. It's
• 23:36
  Speaker 1: like even though we disabled, we can't we can't invest
• 23:39
  Speaker 1: into stocks, put money into stocks. They'll call you immediately
• 23:43
  Speaker 1: any time they got your hole. They try to get
• 23:45
  Speaker 1: in touch to talk to anybody but me, and.
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: They'll catch you with back pain.
• 23:49
  Speaker 3: Sometimes they'll let you get a job work and then
• 23:52
  Speaker 3: that then they'll say, oh, you owe us this much.
• 23:55
  Speaker 1: It's like it's designed to keep us down. So I
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: feel like like it's sable. It's really hard to be disabled. Yes,
• 24:03
  Speaker 1: it is like every day waking up, it's something new.
• 24:07
  Speaker 3: Was like yo today, I last night, last night I
• 24:09
  Speaker 3: popped my cushion. My cushion is four hundred dollars. You
• 24:12
  Speaker 3: gonna see what I'm saying.
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: I gotta stop fucking dollar rohole cushion this.
• 24:16
  Speaker 2: Year is fucked up.
• 24:17
  Speaker 3: And because and that's the thing. When one piece on
• 24:19
  Speaker 3: a chair breaks, it's like a car. It's like keep
• 24:21
  Speaker 3: driving on it.
• 24:21
  Speaker 2: It gets worse.
• 24:23
  Speaker 3: Yeah, everything just keeps going. So now I have the cushion.
• 24:27
  Speaker 3: I blew my cushion up too much because my chair
• 24:29
  Speaker 3: is uneven. So I'm trying to make it like E
• 24:31
  Speaker 3: make it make my body even.
• 24:32
  Speaker 2: With a cushion.
• 24:33
  Speaker 1: You you could blow it. You blow it up the cushion.
• 24:35
  Speaker 2: Yeah it's ear.
• 24:36
  Speaker 1: I never know that.
• 24:37
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it has air in it, like actual little air.
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: So one of the little bubbles pop.
• 24:41
  Speaker 3: That could cost me a pressure store, you know what
• 24:43
  Speaker 3: I'm saying, just from a bubble pop, and I could
• 24:45
  Speaker 3: get a whole scar on my leg.
• 24:46
  Speaker 2: So I had to call them.
• 24:48
  Speaker 3: And luckily I have a warranty on it. And guess
• 24:50
  Speaker 3: when the warranty was over next month? So if I
• 24:53
  Speaker 3: didn't call them. You gotta say that should happened today,
• 24:55
  Speaker 3: I would have been tight. Then I would have to
• 24:57
  Speaker 3: have been paying four hundred dollars out of that.
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: You get a new the warrant he kicked in, You
• 25:00
  Speaker 1: get another one. Do the warranty restart over the one.
• 25:03
  Speaker 3: I presume so because I had got this one off
• 25:05
  Speaker 3: a warrantine, thank god, you know what I'm saying. So
• 25:07
  Speaker 3: I think it's like within because this one was I
• 25:10
  Speaker 3: got this one. It's at December twenty twenty four, so
• 25:13
  Speaker 3: I guess it's about every two years, almost two years.
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: It's really hard being disabled, That's what I'm saying.
• 25:19
  Speaker 3: It's everything is very costly. And then people see and
• 25:23
  Speaker 3: they're like, oh, well you get a chat. You don't
• 25:24
  Speaker 3: gotta work, You don't gotta do this, nigga. What I
• 25:27
  Speaker 3: wish I could just go get a regular job. Broke.
• 25:29
  Speaker 3: But because there's money that y'all think that we y'all
• 25:32
  Speaker 3: this money, I think niggas is eating off of it's
• 25:34
  Speaker 3: not and then we have to find other creative ways
• 25:36
  Speaker 3: to make money just to keep our benefits, you know
• 25:38
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying, and still do it.
• 25:39
  Speaker 2: So we have to hustle twice as hard to talk,
• 25:41
  Speaker 2: but half as half half.
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: Of what you guys got.
• 25:44
  Speaker 3: You niggas got your legs in your sight, and we
• 25:46
  Speaker 3: don't it without it and were still making it happen.
• 25:48
  Speaker 2: You get what I'm saying. So the end of the day,
• 25:50
  Speaker 2: I could come up here with a different outfit because
• 25:52
  Speaker 2: I know how to budget.
• 25:53
  Speaker 1: You know what I mean.
• 25:53
  Speaker 2: And the one thing that s Aside told me is
• 25:55
  Speaker 2: living on a budget. That will got to live on
• 25:57
  Speaker 2: a budget, I will like I do like that part
• 25:59
  Speaker 2: about it.
• 25:59
  Speaker 1: And then you still got to maintain your daily life.
• 26:02
  Speaker 3: And then when you have kids, you don't get you
• 26:03
  Speaker 3: don't get ss off her kids don't If your kid
• 26:06
  Speaker 3: is not disabled, you do not get nothing for your
• 26:08
  Speaker 3: What I went to Side a day after, like probably
• 26:10
  Speaker 3: like a week after I gave birth, and I had
• 26:12
  Speaker 3: the baby there with me, like I and the lady
• 26:16
  Speaker 3: was telling me, I was about to get paid to
• 26:17
  Speaker 3: but you only get paid if it's SSD I if
• 26:20
  Speaker 3: you want SSDI, because that means.
• 26:22
  Speaker 2: You were the disability of your life.
• 26:24
  Speaker 3: And then now you're gonna your child is gonna get
• 26:26
  Speaker 3: through and down your kids And the only way is
• 26:29
  Speaker 3: if our children was disabled themselves. That's the only way
• 26:32
  Speaker 3: because they was like, oh, yeah, we're calling. Because I
• 26:33
  Speaker 3: was wondering why they was calling me, Like ye had
• 26:35
  Speaker 3: to give the autisms.
• 26:36
  Speaker 2: I said what autism?
• 26:37
  Speaker 3: They're like, oh, you said your child was disabled, that's
• 26:39
  Speaker 3: what they bought it. I'm like, I'm like, no, I didn't.
• 26:42
  Speaker 3: Nigga said, I didn't say that.
• 26:44
  Speaker 1: You don't understand it's hard to be disabled.
• 26:45
  Speaker 2: You didn't get no money.
• 26:46
  Speaker 1: But y'all to have an input on our lives and
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: what we're doing is like, really, take a look. This
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: ship is not easy just being on this game.
• 26:54
  Speaker 2: I don't give a fuck what you gotta say about
• 26:56
  Speaker 2: the lives.
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: It's really hard maintained, and you gotta really say and
• 27:01
  Speaker 1: say do I need it? Do I deserve it? Like
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: sometimes you want to treat yourself, but I know if
• 27:05
  Speaker 1: I buy this just can affect me for the rest
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: of it.
• 27:07
  Speaker 2: Bro, I've been inside all summer.
• 27:09
  Speaker 1: You really be counting the days. Wait today at the twentieth,
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: I got ten more days before I get my check.
• 27:14
  Speaker 2: No one thing about it. I've been inside. I will
• 27:16
  Speaker 2: say this.
• 27:16
  Speaker 3: I've been inside all summer, and not because of like
• 27:18
  Speaker 3: sadness or anything like that, but literally just strategically just
• 27:21
  Speaker 3: planning for my life. You know what I'm saying, Like
• 27:23
  Speaker 3: I have to save this all My money has somewhere
• 27:25
  Speaker 3: to be right now, so I'm trying to get it
• 27:27
  Speaker 3: to where when my money don't have nowhere to be,
• 27:28
  Speaker 3: then I could be somewhere. I'm done with just going
• 27:31
  Speaker 3: out spending a bunch of unnecessary money because it costs
• 27:33
  Speaker 3: two hundred plus.
• 27:34
  Speaker 2: Just to have a good day outside. You know what
• 27:35
  Speaker 2: I'm saying, Like I go outside, I'm spending a bunch
• 27:37
  Speaker 2: of money.
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: Shit.
• 27:38
  Speaker 3: I know how to spend money in the crib too,
• 27:39
  Speaker 3: So that's why I'm scared of my damn self. But
• 27:41
  Speaker 3: one thing about it, I've just been staying lately. I've
• 27:43
  Speaker 3: been staying to myself, trying to just figure everything out,
• 27:46
  Speaker 3: massing everything out. I'll go with us, I'll be debt
• 27:47
  Speaker 3: free by twenty twenty seven, you know what I'm.
• 27:49
  Speaker 4: Saying with us?
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: And sometimes like no, a lot, I'm just not easy
• 27:52
  Speaker 1: because I'm not in a place where I want to
• 27:54
  Speaker 1: be at life.
• 27:55
  Speaker 2: Right now exactly.
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: So like when I could sit and catch an idea,
• 27:59
  Speaker 1: I text Wealth because I felt like well for understanding,
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: like the hustle to grind coming from Texas to New York,
• 28:06
  Speaker 1: jumping out the window, don't know what's next. That's how
• 28:08
  Speaker 1: I felt like right now, I'm I'm living on the edge.
• 28:11
  Speaker 2: Liebra geminized where it's different.
• 28:14
  Speaker 1: So like when I talk to my wife and I
• 28:15
  Speaker 1: talked to my sisters and all them, I feel like
• 28:17
  Speaker 1: they can't relate because it's like they don't understand. I
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: feel like that pressure of like just living. I'm on
• 28:25
  Speaker 1: the edge right now. I know I don't want nobody
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: to take care of me. I don't want no handouts.
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: I wanted to own. So if I got to do
• 28:31
  Speaker 1: a party, it'd be times I hate going out the
• 28:33
  Speaker 1: door a party, but I could be tired as fuck.
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: But I realized my son birthday in two months. I
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: gotta make this shit happen.
• 28:38
  Speaker 2: Let me do this twice hard, like.
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: People understand, like I felt back with parties, I'm easy
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: with parties, but they were like, yo, stamp, you know
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: we've seeing man flyers. That's something about to be sixteensig
• 28:48
  Speaker 1: hell yeh, I need to stand see you're doing a
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: party now you've been out the scene for a missing Yeah.
• 28:54
  Speaker 1: My step my stepdaughd about to be sixteen, to put
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: money for that my birthday, you gonna see parties like
• 29:00
  Speaker 1: I gotta maintain. I want to do shit, but this
• 29:02
  Speaker 1: is what I gotta do just to survive.
• 29:04
  Speaker 2: No, that's that's literally me.
• 29:05
  Speaker 3: I mean I only realistically, I only speak to like
• 29:09
  Speaker 3: the main people I speak to is my mom, my dad,
• 29:12
  Speaker 3: my husband, and maybe my cousin here and there. You
• 29:16
  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying. But at the end of the day,
• 29:19
  Speaker 3: it's like I'm in a space in my life where
• 29:21
  Speaker 3: a lot of people could not I close with it,
• 29:23
  Speaker 3: can no longer relate to me because I'm in a
• 29:25
  Speaker 3: state of discipline, you know what I'm saying. Whereas it's
• 29:28
  Speaker 3: like even if I have it, I don't have it.
• 29:30
  Speaker 3: So if you want to take me out, I'm down
• 29:31
  Speaker 3: to go out. We could go out with y'all, but
• 29:33
  Speaker 3: y'all paying. You know what I'm saying, Like, I gotta
• 29:34
  Speaker 3: be That's how strict my pockets got to be right now,
• 29:36
  Speaker 3: because I used to be the friend that beg Like
• 29:39
  Speaker 3: I'll tell my friends, like now you come outside, you
• 29:40
  Speaker 3: go with me, and I'll spend all my money on them.
• 29:42
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. I'm waiting for those motherfucking
• 29:44
  Speaker 3: hit ups. So yeah, but JESU is that because everybody
• 29:46
  Speaker 3: want me to come outside, I'll come outside. But I
• 29:48
  Speaker 3: don't got it right now? The difference what I do got.
• 29:49
  Speaker 3: I do have an apartment to maintain. I have a
• 29:52
  Speaker 3: child to maintain. I have my health to maintain. You
• 29:54
  Speaker 3: get what I'm saying. And I got a legacy to build.
• 29:57
  Speaker 3: So I can't afford to just be outside bullshing it.
• 29:59
  Speaker 1: I don't know shit.
• 30:00
  Speaker 3: Once I turned thirty, something clicked than me, you know
• 30:02
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying. And it was like it's a quarter
• 30:04
  Speaker 3: life crisis. Maybe I don't know it's it's not. I
• 30:06
  Speaker 3: can't say it's like all maturity it is, right because
• 30:08
  Speaker 3: I was like, what is this in my body?
• 30:11
  Speaker 2: I didn't go to the club for my birthday. This
• 30:13
  Speaker 2: is the first year I never went to the club
• 30:14
  Speaker 2: for my birthday?
• 30:15
  Speaker 1: Wrong with that? Like, I'm thirty six years old right
• 30:17
  Speaker 1: now I'm thinking about the day I leaders earth? What
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: is I'm leaving my kids? Right? My kids struggle?
• 30:24
  Speaker 3: Man?
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: Like, No, I'm at jay Z concert, I'm seeing Blue.
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: I just played the piano and I'm just like that
• 30:29
  Speaker 1: he's set, she's set for.
• 30:30
  Speaker 2: I look at blue.
• 30:31
  Speaker 3: I mean, and I just want to cry sometimes because
• 30:33
  Speaker 3: it's just like, think about how hard your parents work.
• 30:37
  Speaker 2: Do you know what I'm saying?
• 30:38
  Speaker 3: It just so you could be great? You get what
• 30:41
  Speaker 3: I'm saying. And now you're situated for like that's the
• 30:43
  Speaker 3: only I want for my children.
• 30:46
  Speaker 1: Are you doing it? Not to be worried doing it?
• 30:47
  Speaker 1: Like my son right now, he graduated in college for
• 30:50
  Speaker 1: the summer graduate high school with a high school diploma
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: and in college.
• 30:55
  Speaker 2: God is good.
• 30:56
  Speaker 1: He going for cold and he learned how to build
• 30:57
  Speaker 1: websites and all of the technology.
• 31:00
  Speaker 2: That's beautiful.
• 31:00
  Speaker 1: And I didn't push him to do it. He did
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: it on his own. So he like, Yo, I got
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: accepted to Summer Youth, but it's gonna crash for school.
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: I said, Bro, I give you the money for school.
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: I give you some money. Dad, they was gonna give you.
• 31:13
  Speaker 2: Go get that, Go get your degree.
• 31:14
  Speaker 1: That's that that bullshit. Some of you job don't mean nothing, Bro,
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: I go broke the given to you. Go get that.
• 31:20
  Speaker 1: That's what matters, bro, That's what matters. I just want
• 31:23
  Speaker 1: to leave a legacy behind, not just for my kids,
• 31:25
  Speaker 1: my niece and my nephews. I don't want them to
• 31:27
  Speaker 1: ever have to go through the struggle that I really
• 31:29
  Speaker 1: had to go to the figure out life. Now I'm
• 31:31
  Speaker 1: laying a blueprint. They seeing me doing it in real
• 31:32
  Speaker 1: time with Chad GBT, with Claude. We're doing different shit, right,
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: They watching me doing this shit real time bill shit,
• 31:38
  Speaker 1: and they just like, Damn. My brother the other day,
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: be in the living room. He's like, yo, you getting
• 31:42
  Speaker 1: on my nerves asking me to do a lot of shit. Bro,
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: I said, I know, he said, but I ain't gonna lie.
• 31:47
  Speaker 1: I'm looking at a billionaire walk. I'm glad you felt
• 31:51
  Speaker 1: that way.
• 31:51
  Speaker 2: The honestly, when I see you guys, do you know
• 31:54
  Speaker 2: what I'm saying?
• 31:54
  Speaker 3: And I see the stuff like y'all post and everything
• 31:58
  Speaker 3: like that, and just the conversations we have, I'm like,
• 32:00
  Speaker 3: oh my god, niggas is gonna go so far, And
• 32:02
  Speaker 3: it's just like just the simplest conversation where you could
• 32:05
  Speaker 3: just see like greatness is there. And when I'm around
• 32:08
  Speaker 3: y'all like I'm good. You know what I'm saying, like energy.
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: Seeds, you know what i mean.
• 32:12
  Speaker 3: So it's like I just I feel like you have
• 32:15
  Speaker 3: to put yourself after a certain age. You have to
• 32:17
  Speaker 3: put yourself around the people you want to be like,
• 32:19
  Speaker 3: and people that have more than you. Know what I'm saying,
• 32:21
  Speaker 3: You can't put yourself. People are more content because they
• 32:23
  Speaker 3: want to be the biggest person in the room. I'd
• 32:25
  Speaker 3: rather be the smallest around a bunch of boats, so
• 32:28
  Speaker 3: I could learn and I could grow. You know what
• 32:29
  Speaker 3: I'm saying, Once you become unteachable, you might as well
• 32:32
  Speaker 3: just kill yourself, because you know what I'm saying, Once
• 32:34
  Speaker 3: you'd learning, you're no longer growing. And if you're not growing,
• 32:36
  Speaker 3: and what are you doing?
• 32:37
  Speaker 1: And like who you surround yourself around? What you listen to?
• 32:39
  Speaker 1: Like lately, I've just been listening to Nipsey Hustle, I've
• 32:41
  Speaker 1: been listen to jay Z. I've been listening I go
• 32:42
  Speaker 1: to the club met like, YO, say no, what we'll
• 32:44
  Speaker 1: be doing with these bottles? I ain't buy no bottles.
• 32:47
  Speaker 1: What I've been how much money?
• 32:49
  Speaker 3: But I've been focused on or is gut the gut
• 32:52
  Speaker 3: because the gut controls your brain. The gut byome and
• 32:56
  Speaker 3: everything like that. So I've been just focusing on. I
• 32:58
  Speaker 3: drunk a fucking kombucha tea the other day. Nobody's told
• 33:03
  Speaker 3: me what thea.
• 33:04
  Speaker 1: Could do to you.
• 33:05
  Speaker 2: I was crying.
• 33:08
  Speaker 3: No, I was crying like it wasn't even a physical
• 33:11
  Speaker 3: like you know what I'm saying, Like I cried because
• 33:12
  Speaker 3: I was like what the fuck? Like emotions started hitting
• 33:15
  Speaker 3: me things because it's like I was so backed up
• 33:17
  Speaker 3: with just gas and maybe you have to go to
• 33:19
  Speaker 3: the back, you know.
• 33:20
  Speaker 2: What I'm saying.
• 33:20
  Speaker 3: Because kombucha helps you eat gas and all these other
• 33:22
  Speaker 3: things and stuff like that, but it has a bunch
• 33:24
  Speaker 3: of other things like yeast and healthy bacteria in your body.
• 33:27
  Speaker 3: So we sometimes take out all the healthy bacteria with
• 33:30
  Speaker 3: the good you know what I mean, with the good bacteria,
• 33:31
  Speaker 3: So now we have to replenish that. So that's why probiotics.
• 33:34
  Speaker 3: Probiotics are. This is important, you know what I'm saying,
• 33:36
  Speaker 3: especially for me because I have to take antibiotics. So
• 33:40
  Speaker 3: but being that I take antibodics, I have to take
• 33:42
  Speaker 3: even more probiotics, you know what I'm saying. So with
• 33:45
  Speaker 3: that I junk the kombucha. Why started filling my legs more?
• 33:48
  Speaker 3: That's you know what I'm saying. And it's like it
• 33:50
  Speaker 3: didn't go away.
• 33:51
  Speaker 1: So it don't start walking on the podcast up, I don't.
• 33:55
  Speaker 3: I don't want to say it, but I'm like, this
• 33:56
  Speaker 3: ship is in the gut, you know what I'm saying,
• 33:58
  Speaker 3: Like the oldest in the gut because it's like, I
• 34:00
  Speaker 3: gotta I've been focusing on my legs, like trying to
• 34:02
  Speaker 3: get my legs stronger, but the whole time my core,
• 34:05
  Speaker 3: my stomach, my back. This is a signal I have
• 34:08
  Speaker 3: a spinal corn injury. So my nerves is not the
• 34:10
  Speaker 3: sensors and everything. It's not translating to the brain properly.
• 34:13
  Speaker 3: So it's like, say, it's a pathway, so now the
• 34:15
  Speaker 3: pathway is blocked. Now if my brain has extra you
• 34:19
  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, ship from my gut and stuff
• 34:21
  Speaker 3: like that, I'm like, yo, I think I found something out,
• 34:24
  Speaker 3: But don't quote me on it, guys, but take care.
• 34:26
  Speaker 2: Of your gut. Take care of your gut, take care,
• 34:29
  Speaker 2: be careful what you eat.
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: I'm working on health as well.
• 34:32
  Speaker 3: I'm working on eating more for health than for taste,
• 34:35
  Speaker 3: because that's that's the important part. Happier cheetation, stuff like that.
• 34:39
  Speaker 3: But for people in wheelchairs, we're not as active. We're
• 34:42
  Speaker 3: not standing up, we're not walking, So the things that
• 34:44
  Speaker 3: we eat just to get stuck on our gut sometimes
• 34:47
  Speaker 3: and I've never had like a gut, but I've seen,
• 34:49
  Speaker 3: like as I was recording the show and some because
• 34:52
  Speaker 3: you know, you can see yourself on the camera and stuff,
• 34:54
  Speaker 3: and I'm like, wait, do the camera put ten pounds
• 34:55
  Speaker 3: on me?
• 34:56
  Speaker 2: But I'm looking at I'm like, no, Okay, it's my gut.
• 34:59
  Speaker 2: It's my gut.
• 34:59
  Speaker 1: Health. I'm because I start doing push ups more now. Yeah,
• 35:03
  Speaker 1: before I stopped all that, I'll just be laying down.
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: Now I get up and get myself. I drink a smoothie,
• 35:08
  Speaker 1: like killing all that should be.
• 35:10
  Speaker 3: They want us to believe. They want us to believe
• 35:12
  Speaker 3: that cures are only in labs. I believe That's why
• 35:15
  Speaker 3: I put everything that eating herbs and all that the
• 35:18
  Speaker 3: hill ourselves.
• 35:18
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
• 35:19
  Speaker 1: I do the black seed, all you, the black seed,
• 35:21
  Speaker 1: all you. I feel like it like opened my senses. Yeah.
• 35:24
  Speaker 3: I did have black Sea before, and I definitely got
• 35:26
  Speaker 3: to get some more too. I have a herbal store
• 35:28
  Speaker 3: right next to me. I drink I make my own
• 35:30
  Speaker 3: tea because they have at my son's school. They do
• 35:33
  Speaker 3: things for moms, so they gave us different herbs we
• 35:35
  Speaker 3: could choose from. So I got mull and leaf. Mullen
• 35:37
  Speaker 3: leaf is good for your lungs and cleansing. That I
• 35:39
  Speaker 3: got hibiscus. Hibiscus is good for the blood. Anything red
• 35:42
  Speaker 3: is good for your blood and take that. I had
• 35:45
  Speaker 3: mullen leaf, biscuits, peppermint. Peppermint is good for just you know,
• 35:48
  Speaker 3: calming down, relaxing, and also good for gas as well.
• 35:53
  Speaker 3: I had lemon, because you know, lemon is good for
• 35:55
  Speaker 3: like cold congestion, stuff like that. Like I would just
• 35:58
  Speaker 3: make all these herbs together every day literally drink them,
• 36:00
  Speaker 3: but you have to steep it and all of that
• 36:02
  Speaker 3: and have my own little shit that her business was
• 36:05
  Speaker 3: good and I only use honey. I don't use any
• 36:06
  Speaker 3: type of sugar, so it was all natural. Oh my god,
• 36:09
  Speaker 3: I drink that shit every morning. I got to re
• 36:10
  Speaker 3: up on my tea bags.
• 36:12
  Speaker 1: Just some things. You just gotta change your life as
• 36:13
  Speaker 1: ground up.
• 36:15
  Speaker 2: I'm literally talking about this ship now, like you know
• 36:16
  Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like.
• 36:17
  Speaker 1: Hell, when I wake up, I used to jump to
• 36:19
  Speaker 1: get my phone to see you and all that. Now
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: I sit there and I give myself a moment.
• 36:24
  Speaker 3: And turn your Wi Fi off on your phone before
• 36:26
  Speaker 3: you go to sleep, and don't sleep with your phone
• 36:28
  Speaker 3: next to you get even better, rest.
• 36:31
  Speaker 1: Serious with my phone down. I just give myself a moment,
• 36:35
  Speaker 1: like just disconnect myself from everything, like really, thank God,
• 36:40
  Speaker 1: Like I was mad with you in the beginning, but
• 36:42
  Speaker 1: you really you really clearing the pathway for me.
• 36:45
  Speaker 2: Oh, I'm so happy with God.
• 36:47
  Speaker 3: I'm so happy with everything that I'm blessed to me
• 36:50
  Speaker 3: informing because at the end of the day, I learned
• 36:52
  Speaker 3: to stop looking at myself as a victim and I
• 36:55
  Speaker 3: looked at myself as just God's favorite, proud of for God,
• 36:58
  Speaker 3: because who else, who else it could survive? You know
• 37:01
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying, what fifty.
• 37:03
  Speaker 1: Cents says, I only get Realiga fifty And.
• 37:06
  Speaker 3: It's clear that I'm here for a real reason because
• 37:07
  Speaker 3: he got hit like I got hit here fucking breathing Listen,
• 37:11
  Speaker 3: I'm saying.
• 37:12
  Speaker 1: Oh when I mean that man, that line, No, I mean,
• 37:16
  Speaker 1: that's my life, bro. But the documentary coming home, because
• 37:20
  Speaker 1: it's it's questions that people ask that I ignore for
• 37:23
  Speaker 1: fourteen years, Like I can't say fourteen years since I've
• 37:26
  Speaker 1: been in the media space. People ask questions about certain
• 37:29
  Speaker 1: shit and I just don't answer, like I by pass it.
• 37:33
  Speaker 1: But next year, make fifteen years since I've been blind.
• 37:35
  Speaker 1: I'm working on the rollout right now, fifteen years. I'm
• 37:37
  Speaker 1: working on the whole rollout. I'm dropping a documentary. I'm
• 37:41
  Speaker 1: working on the whole rollout, right, you got this?
• 37:42
  Speaker 2: Don't even say it's just.
• 37:43
  Speaker 1: The whole rollout, because it's like I'm answering the questions
• 37:46
  Speaker 1: that people in there. A lot of times I didn't
• 37:48
  Speaker 1: aswer question. I'm like, Damn, the person might feel away
• 37:49
  Speaker 1: because I answered it like this, or a person might
• 37:51
  Speaker 1: damn he talking about me. Now I'm putting it on
• 37:54
  Speaker 1: the table. This is my story. Listen, you can't silence me.
• 37:56
  Speaker 2: Shit, you fifteen next year, I'm fifteen next month.
• 37:59
  Speaker 1: Yep.
• 38:00
  Speaker 2: So I've been in the ship. I've been fifteen years.
• 38:03
  Speaker 2: This ship is not a game. Fifteen, he's next year.
• 38:06
  Speaker 1: I'm this year.
• 38:08
  Speaker 2: I've been. I got shot when I was fifteen.
• 38:10
  Speaker 3: So it's now this year is so big for me
• 38:12
  Speaker 3: because it's officially the same amount of years walking as
• 38:16
  Speaker 3: the same amount of years rolling. So yeah, this is
• 38:18
  Speaker 3: why this year meant way different to me. That's why
• 38:22
  Speaker 3: I'm like, that's why I'm looking on just health and
• 38:24
  Speaker 3: stuff like that. Honestly, stuff that's big for me. Like
• 38:27
  Speaker 3: I said, I have so many other things that I'm
• 38:29
  Speaker 3: working towards right now and working for, like getting my
• 38:31
  Speaker 3: license and ship like that just stuff for me, you
• 38:33
  Speaker 3: know what I mean?
• 38:34
  Speaker 1: Like I've seen somebody with a stick to the driving ship.
• 38:36
  Speaker 3: With the stick, oh the stick one? Yeah, yeah, they
• 38:39
  Speaker 3: got the they got what is about to stick? About
• 38:43
  Speaker 3: to stick to handle.
• 38:44
  Speaker 1: The wheel ship? Oh yeah they got.
• 38:45
  Speaker 3: They got the getaways to do what people use broomsticks
• 38:48
  Speaker 3: all types of ship. If you really know how to drive,
• 38:50
  Speaker 3: all you got to do is boom boom boom. When
• 38:52
  Speaker 3: I be driving, I'll be whipping that ship.
• 38:54
  Speaker 1: I ain't gonna be doing doing big things.
• 38:58
  Speaker 3: It's only it's only God. It's only due to God.
• 39:02
  Speaker 3: And at the same time, if you feel like you're
• 39:05
  Speaker 3: not grown in your environment, change it. If you feel
• 39:07
  Speaker 3: like people are not for you, stay away from them.
• 39:10
  Speaker 3: We have to get okay with being alone with ourselves.
• 39:12
  Speaker 3: The moment you become okay with being alone with yourself,
• 39:15
  Speaker 3: you are equipped for the.
• 39:16
  Speaker 2: World because people are going to disappoint you.
• 39:19
  Speaker 3: And if you allow every disappointment to decide who you
• 39:22
  Speaker 3: are and how your day is gonna be, then you
• 39:23
  Speaker 3: will be one broken person. And that's what a lot
• 39:25
  Speaker 3: of people are because they allow other people's energies, other
• 39:28
  Speaker 3: people's feelings to impede on their own.
• 39:31
  Speaker 2: And my man is he's locked up.
• 39:33
  Speaker 3: He's locked up with some African guy, and some African
• 39:36
  Speaker 3: gods told him because he came back he was mad
• 39:38
  Speaker 3: at some guys.
• 39:39
  Speaker 2: So the African god games the man. He's trying to
• 39:40
  Speaker 2: put his thoughts in my head. These people are trying
• 39:43
  Speaker 2: to put their thoughts in your head, and you have
• 39:45
  Speaker 2: to be aware of that.
• 39:46
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. People don't think properly. People
• 39:50
  Speaker 3: literally outside thinking with mal intentions. Absolutely, they see it
• 39:54
  Speaker 3: and they like, oh this person, how are they still
• 39:57
  Speaker 3: so happy this happened.
• 39:58
  Speaker 2: That happened. I don't care how bad.
• 40:00
  Speaker 1: But that's around you know it literally.
• 40:02
  Speaker 3: It literally be the closest people to you. And that's
• 40:06
  Speaker 3: why I've just been so much of myself. And everybody's
• 40:08
  Speaker 3: hitting me up.
• 40:09
  Speaker 2: Where are you at, where you've been? What's going on?
• 40:11
  Speaker 2: And I just see the same shit going on. Everybody's drunk, everybody,
• 40:14
  Speaker 2: everybody's the same.
• 40:15
  Speaker 3: Ship that I want to do is real, really expensive,
• 40:18
  Speaker 3: So I'm staying inside.
• 40:19
  Speaker 2: Nigga says how I'm staying inside till I word.
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: Absolutely, I'm tired.
• 40:24
  Speaker 3: Of I'm tired of the same clubs they take me.
• 40:26
  Speaker 3: I'll go to a club out the state, out the country.
• 40:28
  Speaker 3: I'll the smeter at New York Crowd.
• 40:29
  Speaker 1: Africa. Yeah, like, I want to want to party in.
• 40:33
  Speaker 2: I want to go and retreat.
• 40:35
  Speaker 1: I want to hit my ship. Like my sister went
• 40:36
  Speaker 1: to fucking She just said, Yo, bro, it's beautiful. She said.
• 40:41
  Speaker 1: The club, she said, Bro, you sit down, they pull you,
• 40:44
  Speaker 1: they dance with you. I'm like, she said, y'all, I'm
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: in a club with billionaires and they buying drinks and
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: they ain't trying to hit on you. It's just the love,
• 40:52
  Speaker 1: like they believe in.
• 40:54
  Speaker 3: The hospitality is because only in America, it's tricking. It's triggering, nigga,
• 40:59
  Speaker 3: some white boys said to some shit. He was like,
• 41:00
  Speaker 3: it's not tricking when you're rich, exactly. People be outside
• 41:04
  Speaker 3: trying to spend money on bitches and they don't even
• 41:06
  Speaker 3: got money for themselves, and that's why they be so pressed.
• 41:08
  Speaker 3: And that's why that's cooled triggering pain. If you got
• 41:10
  Speaker 3: the money, then it's not tricking. You just shit, did
• 41:13
  Speaker 3: the nigga what the nigga said, he said, oh, we
• 41:15
  Speaker 3: didne did this and that for them, and we only
• 41:16
  Speaker 3: spent about zero point one hundredth of our worth. You
• 41:19
  Speaker 3: gee what I'm saying, Like you're talking about he was
• 41:22
  Speaker 3: spending thousands of dollars on them, and it's like that's
• 41:24
  Speaker 3: nothing to me. So the problem is, don't go outside
• 41:26
  Speaker 3: trying to live above you. And that's the problem with
• 41:29
  Speaker 3: a lot of New Yorkers though. It's because I will say,
• 41:32
  Speaker 3: New York is about image, you know what I'm saying.
• 41:34
  Speaker 3: So it's all it's all a facade, like you don't
• 41:36
  Speaker 3: got this on, that's not that, that's not that. That's
• 41:38
  Speaker 3: why they all outside buying that show on Canal Street
• 41:41
  Speaker 3: just to keep up with the don't should be and
• 41:43
  Speaker 3: shit like that. I never understood that the point of
• 41:45
  Speaker 3: designer right is to show that you have the money
• 41:48
  Speaker 3: for it. So why are you going to go buy
• 41:50
  Speaker 3: something that's ugly with somebody's name on it and it's fake.
• 41:54
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm tell a point where I sat there and say, Yo,
• 41:58
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna live like Dwhites.
• 42:00
  Speaker 3: White people don't care old money, old money, and white
• 42:02
  Speaker 3: people look so much different their old money and black people.
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: Dressing, Like when people like jay Z get that bustard
• 42:07
  Speaker 1: ass out that suit all of them with them on
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: pumas and this, that and the third. But that Nigga
• 42:12
  Speaker 1: bank account is different.
• 42:14
  Speaker 3: Bro.
• 42:14
  Speaker 1: You got bro.
• 42:17
  Speaker 3: Talk about Buckerberg is outside somewhere in some Starberry some
• 42:21
  Speaker 3: high waters, trying to take.
• 42:23
  Speaker 1: The pants and all that. It's like, why we gotta
• 42:26
  Speaker 1: keep this image feel that we have money when we're
• 42:29
  Speaker 1: really struggling. I don't want to.
• 42:31
  Speaker 3: Our image is actually sucking up our reality. I don't
• 42:34
  Speaker 3: want to much of what black wealth is supposed to,
• 42:37
  Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, The way that they put it,
• 42:38
  Speaker 3: and there's so many different looks of it. You know
• 42:40
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying. I don't mind if you're flashy, I
• 42:42
  Speaker 3: don't mind any of that. Do what you have to
• 42:44
  Speaker 3: do as long as you are you know what I'm saying,
• 42:46
  Speaker 3: if you really are rich. Now, we got people from
• 42:49
  Speaker 3: the project sitting there and all its design and are.
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: Projects that got Rolex.
• 42:52
  Speaker 3: This shit don't count. I'm sorry, that shit don't count.
• 42:54
  Speaker 3: If you're rent, it's cheaper. If you're it's cheaper than
• 42:57
  Speaker 3: your clothes.
• 42:59
  Speaker 1: Because it's a you got a Rolex in the projects.
• 43:02
  Speaker 2: That's not that's not boss, and you should want to
• 43:04
  Speaker 2: get out of there.
• 43:05
  Speaker 1: I don't. I don't want to be around.
• 43:06
  Speaker 2: I feel like I feel like projects you're supposed to keep.
• 43:09
  Speaker 3: I feel like you know as I feel like, if
• 43:10
  Speaker 3: you have the apartment, you get older, the youngest person
• 43:12
  Speaker 3: in the family should get that apartment. Now you know
• 43:14
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying, like pass it down so I could
• 43:16
  Speaker 3: keep that, but allow each person like all right, hey,
• 43:19
  Speaker 3: you could keep this one. Now my playing with my apartment.
• 43:21
  Speaker 3: Now keep that shit in my name even if I
• 43:23
  Speaker 3: when me and Ma may and move and we got
• 43:24
  Speaker 3: to say, now, my son, you know what I'm saying,
• 43:27
  Speaker 3: he want to go back, or my cousins or whatever
• 43:29
  Speaker 3: they could pay.
• 43:29
  Speaker 2: Me to, you know what I mean?
• 43:30
  Speaker 1: And should the Jews do it?
• 43:32
  Speaker 2: Hell yam, please the fuck y'alla out of that.
• 43:35
  Speaker 1: And I don't I feel like God make no mistakes.
• 43:38
  Speaker 1: He gave me the stick, he gave her her chair.
• 43:40
  Speaker 1: He put us in this room with wolf, like the
• 43:42
  Speaker 1: three of us make magic. Every week we bringing into you,
• 43:45
  Speaker 1: and you see the results were really putting belt the ass.
• 43:48
  Speaker 1: Make no mistakes, like walk into your purpose because we
• 43:51
  Speaker 1: definitely rolling in the mind we definitely might be walking.
• 43:55
  Speaker 1: I told you.
• 43:57
  Speaker 3: But I said, I said, but I was crying off
• 43:59
  Speaker 3: the kombucha. I didn't understand what could do. But it
• 44:01
  Speaker 3: has a little bit of alcohol in it too.
• 44:03
  Speaker 2: But I was like, but it was a good cry.
• 44:05
  Speaker 2: It wasn't like a sad cry like it was like
• 44:08
  Speaker 2: weight had been, like.
• 44:09
  Speaker 3: The light is no like I felt like I had
• 44:12
  Speaker 3: I'm not even gonna lie like I felt like I
• 44:13
  Speaker 3: had an epiphany, like I just felt so good.
• 44:17
  Speaker 2: And I'm watching you guys and stories at the concerts
• 44:20
  Speaker 2: and ship while this is going down, I'm like, oh,
• 44:22
  Speaker 2: could be motherfuckers.
• 44:23
  Speaker 3: Wolf had a tomooked them dropped like fucking five episodes
• 44:26
  Speaker 3: about jay Z.
• 44:28
  Speaker 1: Heavy it did see this run.
• 44:31
  Speaker 2: I said, jay Z needs to hire a wolf. Jay
• 44:34
  Speaker 2: Z needs to hire a wolf for something.
• 44:35
  Speaker 1: Wolf was on the news.
• 44:37
  Speaker 2: He was he was on the news. Yess, Why the
• 44:43
  Speaker 2: fuck did she send it? What was you saying up there?
• 44:46
  Speaker 5: You was to up nah what we were just talking
• 44:49
  Speaker 5: about the same show we talking about him? You talk
• 44:51
  Speaker 5: about that, which is crazy. It was like this Nigga
• 44:53
  Speaker 5: was like, you know, y'all want to I ain't believe that, Nigga.
• 44:55
  Speaker 5: I was like, all right, whatever he really is, the
• 44:57
  Speaker 5: news put us on the news.
• 45:00
  Speaker 1: He definitely.
• 45:01
  Speaker 4: It was me and both of my coursins from the time.
• 45:06
  Speaker 2: Riding bikes to the city.
• 45:07
  Speaker 3: I said, like a sexist boys and enjoying the city
• 45:10
  Speaker 3: that's white and you had to get the duce and
• 45:12
  Speaker 3: pineapple was eliminade.
• 45:14
  Speaker 1: I do lemonade leminated because.
• 45:18
  Speaker 2: You went to.
• 45:21
  Speaker 1: The motherfucker stadium. I've been there before, to this ship.
• 45:25
  Speaker 2: When they used to do it on was that thirty fourth.
• 45:27
  Speaker 1: And Jacob and they used to do it. They did
• 45:29
  Speaker 1: one one time in the Brockways Hunt.
• 45:31
  Speaker 2: Yeah, they did it two different times. I've been. I've been,
• 45:33
  Speaker 2: I've been in to of them.
• 45:34
  Speaker 3: I've been to the one in there was an unlimited
• 45:38
  Speaker 3: unlimited Wolf and it was just like a big ass
• 45:40
  Speaker 3: fucking like like it's like a concert, like an event
• 45:45
  Speaker 3: space like Jacob Javison's is huge.
• 45:46
  Speaker 1: But when you say elimited, it's so many people that
• 45:49
  Speaker 1: you really ain't gonna get much drinks.
• 45:50
  Speaker 3: No, that's not true. I kept going back to the bar.
• 45:53
  Speaker 3: You see where you sucked up at is you left
• 45:55
  Speaker 3: that bar. I made the bars and the team and
• 45:58
  Speaker 3: I told the bars and I said when you see
• 45:59
  Speaker 3: my hop empty, Yeah, take care of I'm here. All
• 46:03
  Speaker 3: we're gonna see is the arm because you know I'm
• 46:04
  Speaker 3: in the chair. I got a bunch of people standing up.
• 46:05
  Speaker 3: I said, we're gonna see her his the arm. That's
• 46:07
  Speaker 3: all they kept saying was that arm.
• 46:08
  Speaker 2: Motherfucker. We paid what was it? It was like ninety
• 46:10
  Speaker 2: dollars for that ticket.
• 46:11
  Speaker 1: That was like, Noah, you get your buzz, you get
• 46:14
  Speaker 1: your was lit.
• 46:15
  Speaker 2: You turned up, but.
• 46:17
  Speaker 1: Your but you.
• 46:19
  Speaker 2: I feel like man, I was ship face. I was
• 46:21
  Speaker 2: shipp face.
• 46:22
  Speaker 3: I was rolling out that ship. I was rolling out
• 46:24
  Speaker 3: that ship. Lean to the side. My cousin had me
• 46:26
  Speaker 3: and she behind me. My wig was sliding back. Nigga
• 46:31
  Speaker 3: challenge I had my I was seeing the videos.
• 46:33
  Speaker 2: I'm had the videos.
• 46:35
  Speaker 3: One one time my wig was right here, then the
• 46:37
  Speaker 3: next my ship was right there. And so because I
• 46:39
  Speaker 3: kept on the podcast, that ship was crazy.
• 46:42
  Speaker 2: I was turned the fuck up.
• 46:43
  Speaker 1: Oh my god, people want to see it. So you
• 46:45
  Speaker 1: got sad because not.
• 46:46
  Speaker 2: My wig was slid. Niggas said that ship was lit
• 46:48
  Speaker 2: in like a fitted whole. I said, what the fuckings?
• 46:51
  Speaker 1: But we got we got something beautiful.
• 46:53
  Speaker 3: But no beautiful guys, if you guys live in a
• 46:56
  Speaker 3: different state and you would like to come on, please
• 46:59
  Speaker 3: book your ticket, send us the ticket confirmation and then
• 47:01
  Speaker 3: we will have you know what I'm saying, We will
• 47:04
  Speaker 3: accommodate from there. We cannot pick a date because we
• 47:08
  Speaker 3: live here and if you know New York City, we
• 47:10
  Speaker 3: have traffic and we have time travels and things to
• 47:13
  Speaker 3: get and this is paid for a studio time.
• 47:14
  Speaker 2: You get what I'm saying. We cannot afford to.
• 47:16
  Speaker 1: Waste that, So please afford bullshit.
• 47:19
  Speaker 3: Be mindful, be ready, and be aware. And when you
• 47:21
  Speaker 3: come up here, it's no holds bar. We're going to
• 47:23
  Speaker 3: ask you questions that you may or may not like.
• 47:26
  Speaker 3: What it's going to get the people gone.
• 47:28
  Speaker 1: I don't think we're just trying to put you downe
• 47:29
  Speaker 1: you helping somebody else that's going through the same thing
• 47:31
  Speaker 1: that you know.
• 47:32
  Speaker 2: We're here to exploit you, but we're exploiting ourselves to duh.
• 47:36
  Speaker 4: I like the word leverage.
• 47:37
  Speaker 3: We're leveraging leverage, leveraging no, because we me and Sino
• 47:41
  Speaker 3: put our business out there more than anybody that we've
• 47:43
  Speaker 3: ever did on the show.
• 47:44
  Speaker 2: And it's a difference that we wasn't popping our own ship.
• 47:46
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like, Yo, you crazy.
• 47:48
  Speaker 2: They tried to make it seem like we killed Josh
• 47:50
  Speaker 2: or something in them comments like his ship.
• 47:53
  Speaker 3: To this day still like it won't people even our
• 47:58
  Speaker 3: ship with the m It's not like y'all should get more.
• 48:01
  Speaker 2: Commons than.
• 48:04
  Speaker 1: Nigga said, Hey, y'all, y'all talk about two hundred too much?
• 48:06
  Speaker 1: And look at this guy.
• 48:07
  Speaker 2: Yes, I said, they redoing the clips stuff.
• 48:11
  Speaker 1: They redoing it and people be funny.
• 48:16
  Speaker 2: And then somebody was like, oh, is she in the yo?
• 48:19
  Speaker 2: I hate that, like she's in Is this a disabled podcast?
• 48:23
  Speaker 1: Yes? Somebody Like two weeks ago, somebody said, yo, I
• 48:26
  Speaker 1: ain't gonna lie. They don't build disabled people like you
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: and show in a wheel chair. I said, what you mean?
• 48:32
  Speaker 1: He said, Yo, y'all different, Bro. He said, y'all got
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: a cousin in the wheelchair? How confidence is not like that?
• 48:37
  Speaker 1: Like y'all Yo, he said, ya, y'all told y'all pop
• 48:39
  Speaker 1: yall ship, y'all look good, popa yall ship. Y'all know
• 48:42
  Speaker 1: y'all ship my d.
• 48:43
  Speaker 4: Come out New Yorkers too. I think they got a
• 48:45
  Speaker 4: lot to do with it. I think they got it.
• 48:47
  Speaker 5: Nah, dude, I think it's a lot, Yeah, for sure,
• 48:49
  Speaker 5: because to be a New Yorkers is to be such
• 48:52
  Speaker 5: a unlimited person, like y'all. Y'all don't know the bounds
• 48:56
  Speaker 5: that other people know, like what other people want permission
• 48:59
  Speaker 5: for y'all don't ask for it. You live it because
• 49:03
  Speaker 5: that's the standard here. So it's like, okay, well, like
• 49:05
  Speaker 5: I can't be in New Yorker and be like somewhere
• 49:08
  Speaker 5: in a room just hiding from life.
• 49:10
  Speaker 4: You know, like go on, you know.
• 49:12
  Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why I can't live out of state because
• 49:14
  Speaker 3: everything is so far apart, like I need to see life.
• 49:17
  Speaker 3: I need proof of life, of other beings and then
• 49:20
  Speaker 3: being scared as fun. Now you've got oldest big ass land.
• 49:22
  Speaker 3: Now somebody come breaking or something related too. It's like
• 49:25
  Speaker 3: like you can wave white her wheelchair and get from
• 49:28
  Speaker 3: Queen's to Yeah.
• 49:30
  Speaker 1: It might sound crazy too. I appreciate the police sirens,
• 49:33
  Speaker 1: and I appreciate it when we go to that this
• 49:38
  Speaker 1: hearing quiet crickets.
• 49:40
  Speaker 2: It is why you hear mad losing my what is
• 49:43
  Speaker 2: that white noise? Like almost like white losing my fucking mind.
• 49:47
  Speaker 3: No, I need to hear, you know, white noise. Canna
• 49:49
  Speaker 3: make you crazy, right, just not hearing nothing for like
• 49:52
  Speaker 3: it could relate confirmed it. Yeah, yeah, white noise is crazy.
• 49:55
  Speaker 1: I definitely can't. I'm like, I need to hear police
• 49:57
  Speaker 1: sirens signed like losing my mind into the city, something
• 50:01
  Speaker 1: like I need to hear a whole beeping and something like.
• 50:04
  Speaker 1: It's just too quiet for me. I can't do down South.
• 50:06
  Speaker 1: I can't live down it.
• 50:07
  Speaker 3: So they have this thing, and I want to challenge
• 50:09
  Speaker 3: you guys. You know, if they have this ship called
• 50:12
  Speaker 3: in Times Square, called the Great Big Game Show, we
• 50:14
  Speaker 3: should go on. It's a fucking game show, like a
• 50:17
  Speaker 3: simulation of it. But you go, and it's actually like
• 50:20
  Speaker 3: they give you your own hosts.
• 50:21
  Speaker 1: Oh you get people to go on. I think they
• 50:23
  Speaker 1: got Family Few and like like we go, Yeah, let's
• 50:26
  Speaker 1: do that.
• 50:27
  Speaker 2: But I just want to make sure that we're gona
• 50:29
  Speaker 2: feel that we go.
• 50:31
  Speaker 3: I bet you have gonna win, and we gotta be
• 50:35
  Speaker 3: on the same team.
• 50:35
  Speaker 2: It's gonna be us versus other people.
• 50:36
  Speaker 1: Yeah, we're gonna blog it, We're gonna blog in and
• 50:38
  Speaker 1: all that. We're gonna go crazy.
• 50:40
  Speaker 2: Yeah, better not embarrass me.
• 50:41
  Speaker 1: And yeah, I know some ship family. I really put
• 50:46
  Speaker 1: to ask Family Few. Oh, you got.
• 50:48
  Speaker 2: I'm the person that to press the button, like I'm
• 50:51
  Speaker 2: the person.
• 50:52
  Speaker 1: That we're going to do the win the twenty million,
• 50:54
  Speaker 1: twenty thousand. That's the one that got we go see
• 50:57
  Speaker 1: family fee. You gotta have a mixture of dumb and small.
• 51:00
  Speaker 3: Because you gotta have to because some of the questions
• 51:02
  Speaker 3: are they're not like you got to be smart to
• 51:04
  Speaker 3: know these answers.
• 51:05
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. It's just like what other
• 51:07
  Speaker 2: comedy it's about like surveys.
• 51:09
  Speaker 1: So you got to say, like, yo, we should really
• 51:14
  Speaker 1: have a game night for disabled people.
• 51:17
  Speaker 2: That would be like at Josh House, a good.
• 51:24
  Speaker 1: Like think about it because if we're playing Taboo, that's
• 51:26
  Speaker 1: a show. If we're playing Taboo, right, I don't go crazy,
• 51:29
  Speaker 1: it could be somebody crazy. What's sparring and a blond
• 51:32
  Speaker 1: person because I'm thinking about because when we play Taboo
• 51:34
  Speaker 1: for Christmas, that's my best time. And yeah, Taboo. I
• 51:37
  Speaker 1: can't see the card, so my mother is there reading
• 51:40
  Speaker 1: telling me what it is, and I'm describing it. And
• 51:42
  Speaker 1: then we got so we got somebody doing that, and
• 51:44
  Speaker 1: then we got the wheel chairs and all that and
• 51:46
  Speaker 1: we're trying to figure it out. I feel like that'd
• 51:48
  Speaker 1: be good a game night.
• 51:49
  Speaker 2: With see we all just see. That's that's when we fighting.
• 51:51
  Speaker 1: We got to do that.
• 51:52
  Speaker 3: I've had the furthest I've had with disabilities in game
• 51:54
  Speaker 3: nights is a little person shout out to big keys
• 51:57
  Speaker 3: and uh Josh and I have my other brozen wheelchairs.
• 52:01
  Speaker 3: But I never had like a blonde person that had different.
• 52:05
  Speaker 1: Were playing family, few different gets that will be fire.
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  Speaker 1: We know that, Josh, is how that should be. We
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  Speaker 1: do that, Josh, Yo, that's some ship.
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  Speaker 3: We can get a little hole like something some ship
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  Speaker 3: to like have a space for it, like reach out
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  Speaker 3: to these people and like, yo, you guys. Also if
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  Speaker 3: you guys want to come to disabled if you guys
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  Speaker 3: are down for what you because it's not too many.
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  Speaker 3: I mean it's a lot of disabled people in New York,
• 52:26
  Speaker 3: but I would want everybody to be able to come.
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  Speaker 2: But we can start off small.
• 52:30
  Speaker 1: We're definitely gonna start off small, turn out.
• 52:32
  Speaker 2: From there and then people are gonna want to start
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  Speaker 2: joining and then not from me.
• 52:35
  Speaker 1: We're definitely gonna start off small. Not absolutely because next
• 52:38
  Speaker 1: year I'm definitely going to the Blanc Convention next year.
• 52:41
  Speaker 2: But I learned a lot about this episode in this
• 52:43
  Speaker 2: past year. Thank you guys for having me on time.
• 52:46
  Speaker 1: We appreciate you. You the piece that we was messing.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, and you guys, I missed you guys.
• 52:54
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  Speaker 2: You know what.
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  Speaker 1: More people starting to tap into our channel or and
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  Speaker 2: So just get ready for that, be prepared and.
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  Speaker 2: Yes, but that to rop for this episode of blind
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  Speaker 1: Friends you need in a wheelchair.
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  Speaker 4: Raising money for the wheelchair.
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  Speaker 1: Y'allchair, Now, let's really stop bullshiting and started go fund.
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  Speaker 2: You bro, They about to give you a new went
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  Speaker 2: by to home. We do that raising money for a car.
• 54:03
  Speaker 2: Stay back. You can't do the episode in the car.
• 54:09
  Speaker 2: I'm like, why can't I?
• 54:11
  Speaker 1: That'd be a dope episode. She driving We were doing
• 54:15
  Speaker 1: an episode in the car.
• 54:16
  Speaker 2: Locking in the car?
• 54:16
  Speaker 1: We could know, but I don't need you to talk.
• 54:18
  Speaker 1: I need you to stay focused.
• 54:19
  Speaker 2: What nigga good?
• 54:20
  Speaker 1: Because sometimes you get carried away? Then you know you
• 54:23
  Speaker 1: let the wheel going ship?
• 54:24
  Speaker 2: Now why I felt my road?
• 54:28
  Speaker 1: Why you adn't leaue with that?
• 54:33
  Speaker 2: Confused the enemy?
• 54:35
  Speaker 3: Yo?
• 54:35
  Speaker 1: Why you were still rolling?
• 54:37
  Speaker 2: Well, yeah, y'all fucking roads.
• 54:40
  Speaker 1: What they said you did wrong?
• 54:41
  Speaker 3: The fucking instructor was stupid. Oh yeah, it made me
• 54:44
  Speaker 3: fucking back. He made me park while the cars was coming. No,
• 54:47
  Speaker 3: I didn't hit the curve. He made me park while
• 54:49
  Speaker 3: he said excessive maneuvers. And he didn't even let me
• 54:51
  Speaker 3: finish because it was two cars coming one behind me
• 54:53
  Speaker 3: on the front and as I was going in on
• 54:55
  Speaker 3: the forty five to like back into the spot, the
• 54:57
  Speaker 3: car in front of me was coming forward as if
• 54:59
  Speaker 3: I'm back enough to let them come forward, you know
• 55:01
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying. So now I'm stuck in between two cars.
• 55:04
  Speaker 3: So it's either hit the curb, you know what I'm saying,
• 55:06
  Speaker 3: or hit them. So I just backed up a little
• 55:08
  Speaker 3: bit and then the car had got around me. And
• 55:10
  Speaker 3: then he was like some maneuvers, just go through the
• 55:11
  Speaker 3: three point.
• 55:12
  Speaker 2: But I did it.
• 55:13
  Speaker 3: I did good on everything else. Just get it next song,
• 55:15
  Speaker 3: you know, I'll do it next time. I was as
• 55:16
  Speaker 3: mad as fun.
• 55:17
  Speaker 2: I'm like this bull had it bean bitch, it's mad
• 55:20
  Speaker 2: as fun.
• 55:20
  Speaker 1: Get it next song, yea all.
• 55:22
  Speaker 2: Get it next time.
• 55:22
  Speaker 1: Try to get my license the first time I got
• 55:24
  Speaker 1: it on the second dry so.
• 55:25
  Speaker 2: Well you're blind? Does it made me feel better?
• 55:28
  Speaker 1: I wasn't blow. I got my license. Well let me
• 55:33
  Speaker 1: ride because you know I stuck on my driva license.
• 55:36
  Speaker 1: They took away, No, they took away.
• 55:38
  Speaker 3: They're gonna be tight because if I don't pass this time,
• 55:41
  Speaker 3: nigga gonna have you in the car with me. Well,
• 55:42
  Speaker 3: I got my car, you're gonna have that license, and
• 55:44
  Speaker 3: I would have to purn matter.
• 55:47
  Speaker 2: As long as I got a license. Driver, they don't
• 55:50
  Speaker 2: in and say you're blind. They don't know you're blind.
• 55:52
  Speaker 1: I'm bull. They took my driva license. They did. They
• 55:55
  Speaker 1: left me with my motorcycle license. Oh god, what can
• 55:58
  Speaker 1: we do with that? So let's ride, y'all.
• 56:00
  Speaker 2: You can sell less les.
• 56:02
  Speaker 1: Let's ride.
• 56:02
  Speaker 2: But have you got on the back of a bike
• 56:04
  Speaker 2: since you've been blind?
• 56:05
  Speaker 1: I rode the bike since I've been blind.
• 56:06
  Speaker 2: You rode a bike blind? Now they letting you just
• 56:09
  Speaker 2: do anything?
• 56:10
  Speaker 1: I still know to operate it, Nigga, you can't. We're
• 56:13
  Speaker 1: in the open park.
• 56:14
  Speaker 2: You can't in the open park.
• 56:16
  Speaker 1: Straight grass. Imagine your you go to hogh Land and
• 56:20
  Speaker 1: just straight grass.
• 56:21
  Speaker 2: I know where Hogland is, right on, so you get
• 56:23
  Speaker 2: on it.
• 56:24
  Speaker 1: Boom. I don't go fall I don't. I don't move
• 56:27
  Speaker 1: it out of your first gear stupid like you go slow,
• 56:30
  Speaker 1: be cautious.
• 56:30
  Speaker 2: You driving this date, I don't.
• 56:32
  Speaker 1: I don't like it though, Oh I rode even like
• 56:34
  Speaker 1: driving a motorcycle with though even driving it, I feel
• 56:37
  Speaker 1: like like I can't catch my ballance like I'm like
• 56:40
  Speaker 1: I'm about to fall over. So like even though I
• 56:42
  Speaker 1: may be riding straight, it just be feeling like my
• 56:45
  Speaker 1: body still leaning or something like that. So I just stopped.
• 56:48
  Speaker 1: And I don't like I don't want to scrape my.
• 56:49
  Speaker 2: Shirt up because you can't, because you need you. That's
• 56:51
  Speaker 2: the balance. Your eyes are the balance. That's why we have,
• 56:53
  Speaker 2: you know, two of them.
• 56:54
  Speaker 1: That's why they need to make a bike. I can
• 56:56
  Speaker 1: have the stick in the front and go.
• 56:57
  Speaker 2: They have they have accessible motorcycles for people.
• 57:01
  Speaker 1: But it's a I learned about the Blond Convention. This
• 57:03
  Speaker 1: is the last thing I learned about the Blond Convention. Right,
• 57:05
  Speaker 1: it's somebody right now that evented some ship. It's a scooter.
• 57:10
  Speaker 1: You get on and it takes you where you need
• 57:12
  Speaker 1: to go. So if it's about to run into something and.
• 57:15
  Speaker 2: Move around it, well, we have the cars that drive themselves.
• 57:17
  Speaker 1: So it's about to come. I reached out to the person.
• 57:20
  Speaker 1: I said, send me one and I can tell you
• 57:23
  Speaker 1: if it's really doing it what to do.
• 57:26
  Speaker 2: And we still wait.
• 57:27
  Speaker 1: Yeah, come on. People under that post said they said, oh,
• 57:30
  Speaker 1: I didn't know it could do this. Be about to
• 57:32
  Speaker 1: get I'm about to buy the glasses. So it's like
• 57:34
  Speaker 1: I put a lot of business. He I'm putting a
• 57:36
  Speaker 1: lot of traffic.
• 57:37
  Speaker 2: Yard way, come on down, metal, let's got we put
• 57:41
  Speaker 2: themselves back go on.
• 57:41
  Speaker 1: In this episode, word facts and we're out here.
• 57:48
  Speaker 2: Let me