Latest / Reformed Thinking / My Soul Thirsts for God in a Dry Land (Psalm 63) | Charles Spurgeon
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- 0:00Welcome back to the show. We are doing something a bit
- 0:02different today. Or well, maybe not different so
- 0:05much as getting back to basics. No distractions, just, you know,
- 0:09the text itself. It's good to be here, and
- 0:12honestly, considering the state of the world, getting back to
- 0:16the text feels less like an academic exercise and more like
- 0:20a survival strategy. I agree completely.
- 0:22For anyone new joining us, let's just establish the ground rules.
- 0:25This is reformed thinking, right?
- 0:28We aren't just reading old books for the sake of nostalgia.
- 0:30We're analyzing classic theological texts and we do it
- 0:34through a very specific framework.
- 0:36We look at things through the lens of the Westminster
- 0:38Confession. Yes, which means we hold to a
- 0:41high view of Scripture, the absolute sovereignty of God, and
- 0:45a fairly realistic, sometimes gritty view of the human
- 0:48condition. We're not looking for bumper
- 0:50sticker slogans here. We want the bedrock.
- 0:53We want to know how the theology of, say, the 17th or 19th
- 0:56century stand up when life actually gets hard.
- 0:59And to do that, we are opening up a massive work.
- 1:02Today we're looking at Charles Spurgeon's The Treasury of
- 1:07David, specifically his commentary on Psalm 63.
- 1:12Treasury of David is a beast of a book.
- 1:15It took Spurgeon something like 20 years to finish.
- 1:19And the thing you have to understand is it's Spurgeon
- 1:22isn't just giving you his own hot takes.
- 1:24He's acting more like a curator. He pulls in voices from the
- 1:28entire history of the church. I noticed that on the notes it's
- 1:31not just Spurgeon talking. We have cross references to
- 1:35Augustine, to Samuel Rutherford, Matthew Henry, John Chrysostom.
- 1:38All the heavyweights. It's like a round table of
- 1:41history's greatest minds, all focusing on this one song.
- 1:44It is. You get the Patristic Fathers,
- 1:45you get the Puritans, and you get the Victorian Preachers all
- 1:48wrestling with the same Hebrew verses.
- 1:50And you know, Psalm 63 is the perfect place to start because
- 1:53it's often called the Wilderness Psalm.
- 1:54Let's set the scene, because context is everything here.
- 1:57If you read this while you're sitting in a comfortable chair
- 1:59with a cup of coffee, you might miss the the vibration of the
- 2:03text. You really might.
- 2:04The title of the Psalm is a Psalm of David when he was in
- 2:08the wilderness of Judah. And historically, most scholars,
- 2:11Spurgeon included, believe this wasn't written when David was a
- 2:15young shepherd on the run from Saul.
- 2:18That was a young man's adventure.
- 2:19In a way, this is different. This is later.
- 2:21Much later, this was likely written when David was the old
- 2:24king, fleeing from his own son Absalom.
- 2:27Oh, that shifts the tone completely.
- 2:29This isn't an adventure, it's a tragedy.
- 2:31It's a coup. His own son has staged A
- 2:34rebellion. The nation is divided.
- 2:36David is sourced to evacuate Jerusalem.
- 2:39I mean, just think about what that means for a second.
- 2:41He leaves his palace, he leaves the comfort of his bed.
- 2:45He leaves the Ark of the Covenant behind.
- 2:47He. Flees into the desert just to
- 2:48keep his head attached to his shoulders.
- 2:50It is a total collapse of his earthly circumstances.
- 2:53He goes from the throne to the rocks, probably in a single day.
- 2:57And yet, and this is the hooks version, makes his incredible
- 3:01observation right at the start. Yeah, he says.
- 3:03David did not leave off singing because he was in the
- 3:05wilderness. He didn't stop.
- 3:06He didn't stop, and Spurgeon notes that David didn't just,
- 3:10you know, idly repeat psalms that were intended for other
- 3:14occasions. He didn't just recycle a temple
- 3:16Psalm or some happy clappy tune while he was out there in the
- 3:19grid. So what did you do?
- 3:20He composed a wilderness hymn specifically for the wilderness.
- 3:24That implies a serious intentionality.
- 3:26He's allowing his environment to shape his worship.
- 3:29It suggests that our circumstances, no matter how
- 3:31dire, are the raw material for a specific kind of worship that,
- 3:36frankly, cannot be produced in comfort.
- 3:39You can't write Psalm 63 in a palace.
- 3:41You have to be thirsty to write it.
- 3:43You have to be thirsty. So our mission for this deep
- 3:45dive is to examine exactly that. How does a believer find
- 3:49spiritual satisfaction? What the text calls marrow and
- 3:52fatness in a dry land. And honestly, how does divine
- 3:56sovereignty operate when your life is falling apart?
- 3:59It's the question of how we find God when all the visible
- 4:02evidences of his favor, the palace, the peace, the order are
- 4:06stripped away. Let's get into it, Section 1,
- 4:09the wilderness as a classroom. We should probably be specific
- 4:12about the geography here. When I hear a wilderness of
- 4:15Judah, I'm picturing the Sahara. You know, endless sand dunes.
- 4:20Is that accurate? Not quite, no.
- 4:22The Hebrew word here is midbar. It refers closer to a steppe or
- 4:26a pasture land. It's not entirely dead, but it
- 4:29is uncultivated. It's a place used for driving
- 4:31cattle, but it lacks settled habitation.
- 4:34So it's rocky, scrubby terrain, more like the high desert.
- 4:37Yes. The source notes describe it as
- 4:39having no wood and very little water.
- 4:41It's a place of exposure. You're exposed to the heat, the
- 4:44cold, the wild animals, and in David's case, the.
- 4:47Assassins sent by his son. Exactly.
- 4:50It's a place of total vulnerability.
- 4:51And Matthew Henry points out attention here in the notes that
- 4:54I found really interesting. He says that even in Canaan,
- 4:57which is supposed to be the fruitful land, there are
- 4:59wildernesses. That is such a sobering thought,
- 5:02isn't it? We often have this linear view
- 5:04of the Christian life, right? You leave Egypt, which is sin.
- 5:07You go through the wilderness and then you enter the promised
- 5:09land, which is blessing. And once you're in the promised
- 5:12land, everything is green. And that's the idea.
- 5:15But Henry reminds us that you can be in the promised land, you
- 5:18can be in the covenant, you can be a king and still find
- 5:21yourself in a desert. So you can be in the church, you
- 5:23can be in what looks like a season of blessing, and yet find
- 5:27yourself in a spiritual step where resources are scarce.
- 5:30Precisely. But there's a theological
- 5:33implication here that the experts bring out again and
- 5:35again. The wilderness is often where
- 5:38God is seen most clearly. The source lists a few examples.
- 5:42Hagar saw God in the wilderness. Moses saw the burning Bush in
- 5:46the wilderness. Elijah heard the still small
- 5:49voice in the wilderness. It seems to be God's preferred
- 5:51classroom. When the distractions of
- 5:54civilization are removed, the vision of the divine becomes
- 5:57sharper. Spurgeon has this great line, he
- 6:00says. There was no desert in his
- 6:02heart, though there was a desert around him.
- 6:04That's the distinction. The environment is dry, but the
- 6:07internal state is actively fighting against that dryness.
- 6:10He's not passive. No, Spurgeon points out that
- 6:13David didn't just sit there. He didn't fall into it.
- 6:15He calls slovenly idleness. Right there is a discipline to
- 6:19worship in crisis. It is easy to worship when the
- 6:22choir is singing and the bills are paid.
- 6:24It's a discipline to compose a hymn when you're thirsty and
- 6:27haunted. From a reformed view, we would
- 6:29say these circumstances are what providentially ordained.
- 6:34Without a doubt, God didn't accidentally lose track of
- 6:36David. He marched him into that
- 6:38wilderness to shape this specific expression of faith.
- 6:41Which brings us to the text itself, verse one, O God, thou
- 6:46art my God. We have to stop there.
- 6:47Just those first few words that sounds simple to our English
- 6:50ears, but the source material highlights a shift in the Hebrew
- 6:54that is massive. Yes, the text moves from Elohim
- 6:57to Eli. Can you break that down for us?
- 6:59I can try. Elohim is the plural form.
- 7:01It speaks of majesty, power, the creator, the God of awe.
- 7:05It's the God of chance, this one.
- 7:06It represents the royal, we of the divine.
- 7:09It's a name that inspires reverence from a distance.
- 7:11It's the general term for God. The general powerful cosmic
- 7:14term. But then David immediately
- 7:16switches to Eli. That's singular.
- 7:18It's possessive. It means my strong one.
- 7:20So it changes from the cosmic to the intensely personal.
- 7:24Instantly there's a quote from Lydon in our sources that is
- 7:27just beautiful. On this he says, God gives
- 7:29himself to the single soul with his absolute completeness, as if
- 7:33there were no other being. That is hard to wrap your mind
- 7:36around. It is.
- 7:37We think of God dividing his attention among billions of
- 7:40people. You know, if I give you my
- 7:42attention, I have to take it away from someone else over
- 7:43there. Because we are finite, we can
- 7:46only give ourselves by halves, by fractions.
- 7:49But Lydon argues that an infinite being does not divide.
- 7:53He is fully present to every single believer.
- 7:56When David says My God, he is just claiming ownership like
- 8:00this is my property. He is acknowledging that God has
- 8:03given himself entirely to David. As if David were the only person
- 8:07in the universe at that moment. As if you were the only one.
- 8:09But you know, there's a quote here from Thomas Horton that
- 8:11adds a necessary layer of realism to this.
- 8:14He says saying Oh God, thou art my God is easy to the mouth, but
- 8:18hard to the heart. I can see that it's a great
- 8:20slogan, but when you're actually suffering, when the evidence is
- 8:22stacked against you, does it stick?
- 8:24Horton points out two conditions where it's saying this is
- 8:27incredibly difficult. One is unregeneracy when you
- 8:30don't actually know him, that's obvious.
- 8:32But the other one is desertion. Desertion.
- 8:34What does he mean by that? He means when you feel
- 8:36abandoned, when you were in the wilderness to look at the empty
- 8:40horizon, to look at the fact that your son is trying to kill
- 8:43you and still say you are mine. That requires a faith that is
- 8:49not natural. It has to be supernatural.
- 8:52It has to be. It's a gift.
- 8:53The verse continues early. Will I seek thee now?
- 8:56Spurgeon has a lot to say about this word early.
- 8:59Oh, he loves this word, and for good reason.
- 9:01It has a double meaning. First, there's the literal
- 9:04sense. It means the dawn, the morning.
- 9:07Like the manna in the wilderness, you had to get it
- 9:09before the sun came up and melted.
- 9:11It exactly. There's a practical discipline
- 9:13of starting the day with God before the day gets its hands on
- 9:16you, Spurgeon says. When the bed is softest, we are
- 9:20most tempted to rise at lazy hours.
- 9:22But when comfort is gone and the couch is hard, if we rise the
- 9:25earlier to seek the Lord, we have much for which to thank the
- 9:28wilderness. That hits home.
- 9:30Comfort makes us lazy. Crisis wakes us up.
- 9:33Well, think about the psychology of it.
- 9:35When you're in a real crisis, how do you wake up?
- 9:38Usually wake up with a pit in your stomach.
- 9:40The anxiety hits you before your feet even hit the floor.
- 9:43So the early here isn't just about the clock.
- 9:46It's not just David setting an alarm.
- 9:47No, it's about priority. It implies eagerness.
- 9:51The Hebrew suggests an immediate, desperate search.
- 9:55Like if you're drowning, you don't say I'll call for a
- 9:57lifeguard later this afternoon. You seek help early,
- 10:01immediately. The intensity of the situation
- 10:03drives the timing. And that intensity leads to the
- 10:06physical description of his need.
- 10:09My soul thirsteth for thee. My flesh longeth for thee.
- 10:12We need to unpack the anthropology here, the view of
- 10:14the human person. He mentions both soul and flesh.
- 10:17Usually when we read flesh in the New Testament, especially in
- 10:20Paul's letters, it's a negative term.
- 10:22It's the sinful nature lusting against the Spirit.
- 10:24Correct. But here in the Psalms, Spurgeon
- 10:27argues, David is talking about his actual physical frame, his
- 10:31body. He is saying that his spiritual
- 10:33longing is so intense, so vehement, that it is physically
- 10:37affecting him. The source calls it a sympathy
- 10:39between body and spirit. And that's a very real
- 10:42phenomenon. Yeah.
- 10:43Have you ever been so anxious or so in love that you physically
- 10:47ate, that you lost your appetite or you felt a literal physical
- 10:52pull in your chest? Absolute.
- 10:54That's what Dave is describing. His body is in a dry land
- 10:57without water, so he's physically thirsty, and he uses
- 11:00that physical thirst as a perfect picture of his spiritual
- 11:03thirst. His whole being, body and soul,
- 11:06is crying out. Spurgeon makes a very strong
- 11:09assertion here. He says thirst is an insatiable
- 11:12longing. There is no reasoning with it,
- 11:14no forgetting it, no despising it, no overcoming it by stoical
- 11:17indifference. You cannot argue yourself out of
- 11:20being thirsty. You can't sit there and use
- 11:22logic to tell your body it doesn't need water.
- 11:24It won't work. And you can't argue yourself out
- 11:25of needing God. From a reformed perspective,
- 11:28this is the state of the regenerate soul.
- 11:31The Holy Spirit creates A thirst that the world cannot satisfy.
- 11:35You can't just use Stoicism to say, well, I shouldn't be needy,
- 11:38you are. The question is what you do with
- 11:40that need. And that need drives him to a
- 11:42vision. Section 3 covers verses 2 and
- 11:45three. He says his thirst is to see thy
- 11:49power and thy glory. So as I have seen thee in the
- 11:51sanctuary. Notice what he's missing.
- 11:54He isn't saying I want to see the beautiful architecture of
- 11:56the Tabernacle he's in saying I miss the smell of the incense or
- 12:00I miss the social gathering with my friends.
- 12:02He misses the power and the glory.
- 12:03He misses the tenant of the building, not the building
- 12:06itself. He's had an experience of God's
- 12:08presence in corporate worship, and now he craves that same
- 12:11presence in his isolated crisis. There is a quote from William
- 12:15Strong in the notes that is, well, it's quite blunt.
- 12:18He says origins, things like preaching, sacraments, Church
- 12:21services are dry breasts or shells without a kernel if God
- 12:26has not met within them. That is a jarring image, isn't
- 12:28it? Dry breasts.
- 12:29It is. It's almost offensive.
- 12:31But think about what a breast is for it is a source of life and
- 12:35nourishment for an infant. A dry breast is a tragedy.
- 12:39It is the promise of food with no sustenance.
- 12:42So what's he saying? Strong is saying that going to
- 12:44church, singing the hymns, taking the bread and wine, those
- 12:47are the structures. They are the breast.
- 12:49But if God isn't met in them, if the Spirit isn't present, there
- 12:53is no milk. It's just biological mechanics
- 12:56without life. That is the danger of ritualism,
- 12:58of just going through the motions.
- 13:00We can love the habit of church more than the God of the church.
- 13:03And David, stripped of the ritual, realizes that what he
- 13:06really craved all along was the glimpse of God's glory.
- 13:09He says I want to see you here in the desert, just like I saw
- 13:12you there in the sanctuary. So the location was a training
- 13:15ground. I think so.
- 13:17The sanctuary taught him what to look for so that now in the wild
- 13:21he can recognize it. He realizes that God was never
- 13:24confined to the building in the first place.
- 13:26Then we get to what might be the most famous line of this entire
- 13:29Psalm, verse 3 Because thy loving kindness is better than
- 13:33life. We just have to pause and let
- 13:35the weight of that hit us. This is a radical hierarchy of
- 13:39values. It's completely countercultural
- 13:41then and now. It is Most of us operate on the
- 13:44assumption that life is the top value.
- 13:47Survival is #1 everything else is secondary.
- 13:50Self preservation is the primal instinct.
- 13:52We're wired for it. But David says no, there is
- 13:55something better. So how?
- 13:57How can loving kindness be better than existence itself?
- 14:01Well, the experts in the source material break this down
- 14:03logically first. Life is transient.
- 14:06It's short. It's a vapor.
- 14:08But God's mercy is everlasting. OK, that makes.
- 14:10Sense second life is shared by animals.
- 14:13A dog has life, a Jackal has life.
- 14:15But the loving kindness of the Lord is the peculiar portion of
- 14:18the chosen, the elect. It's a higher category of
- 14:21existence altogether. And the Third Point is that life
- 14:24can be miserable. Exactly.
- 14:25Life could be full of pain, betrayal.
- 14:28I mean, look at David's situation.
- 14:29He has life in the wilderness, but it's a hard life.
- 14:31It's full of rocks and treason. But God's favor is never
- 14:34anything but good. It's pure goodness.
- 14:37Augustine weighs in on this in the notes.
- 14:38He talks about the one life. He says we have many possible
- 14:41lives. We could choose a life of
- 14:42business, a military life, a quiet life of farming.
- 14:46But God's favor is the one life preferred above all others.
- 14:50It's the difference between merely existing and truly
- 14:52living. Living in God's smile while in a
- 14:54desert is better than existing in a palace under His frown if
- 14:59you have his loving kindness. Death is just a doorway.
- 15:02If you have life without His loving kindness, well, you're
- 15:05dead already. That conviction leads directly
- 15:07into worship, which brings us to Section 4, the Anatomy of
- 15:11praise, verses 4 through 6. David says, Thus will I bless
- 15:14thee. While I live, I will lift up my
- 15:16hands in thy name. We see the physicality of
- 15:19worship again. Hands.
- 15:20Hands are used for work. Hands are used for war.
- 15:22David was a warrior. His hands had held swords and
- 15:24slings. The harps and harps, yes, but
- 15:27here lifting the hands is a gesture of surrender,
- 15:29independence. It's showing empty hands to God.
- 15:32It says I have nothing to offer and I am ready to receive.
- 15:35He also talks about his mouth. My mouth shall praise thee with
- 15:39joyful lips. And there's a great quote from
- 15:41Thomas Shepard in the notes. He asks if you love a hawk or a
- 15:45hound. You praise it.
- 15:46That is such a piercing question, isn't it?
- 15:50If you have a favorite dog or a favorite sports team or a
- 15:52favorite car, you don't shut up about it.
- 15:55You find ways to bring it up. You praise what you value.
- 15:58So Shepherd's question is, how can one love Christ and remember
- 16:00remain silent? The implication is that silence
- 16:03is an indicator of low valuation.
- 16:06If you're not praising him, maybe you don't treasure him as
- 16:08much as you think you do. Then we get this rich, almost
- 16:11decadent imagery in verse 5. My soul shall be satisfied as
- 16:15with marrow and fatness. You know, on our modern health
- 16:18conscious culture, fat is something we cut off the steak,
- 16:21right? We want the lean cut.
- 16:23Right, fat is bad. But in Hebrew culture, and
- 16:25really in most ancient cultures where calories were scarce, fat
- 16:28was the best part. It was the energy.
- 16:30The marrow was the delicacy scooped out of the bone.
- 16:33So this represents the highest idea of festive provision, a
- 16:37royal banquet. Best meal you could possibly
- 16:40imagine. And notice the paradox again.
- 16:43Where is David while he's writing this?
- 16:45He's in a dry and thirsty land. He is physically starving, or at
- 16:49least he's rationing water and food.
- 16:52He's probably eating dried dates and stale bread, but he claims
- 16:55his soul is feasting at a royal banquet.
- 16:59He is finding a satiety in God that the finest meals of his
- 17:02palace couldn't give him. This moves us from the feast to
- 17:06the bedroom. Verse 6 When I remember thee
- 17:08upon my bed, and meditate on thee in the night, watches.
- 17:12The bed is a distinct theological space in this text.
- 17:15It's not just a piece of furniture.
- 17:17Spurgeon breaks this down in a really interesting way.
- 17:19He says the bed can be a place of choice, a place of necessity
- 17:22or a place of indifference. Right.
- 17:24It's the place where you are finally alone with your
- 17:26thoughts. The day is done.
- 17:29For many people, the bed is a place of anxiety.
- 17:31That's when the distractions finally stop and the worries
- 17:34come crashing in. Spurgeon speculates that perhaps
- 17:36the wilderness danger kept David awake.
- 17:38He's sleeping on hard ground, maybe listening for Assassins in
- 17:42the dark or The Sound of Wild animals.
- 17:44It's very likely. I mean, he is suffering from
- 17:46insomnia caused by a coup. But look at what he does with
- 17:49it. He doesn't just toss and turn,
- 17:51he converts the insomnia into a hymn.
- 17:53He turns his bed chamber, which is just a patch of dirt under
- 17:56the stars, into a sanctuary. The text makes a distinction
- 18:00here between memory and meditation.
- 18:02It says when I remember thee and meditate on thee.
- 18:06Yes, John Wells has a great analogy for this.
- 18:09He says memory is the chest or the ark holding the truth.
- 18:13It's storage. You put facts about God in
- 18:15there. OK, so that's the raw data.
- 18:17Right. But meditation is eating the
- 18:19manna. It's taking the truth out of
- 18:21storage, putting it in your mouth and digesting it.
- 18:23It's making it part of you. So David isn't just recalling
- 18:26facts about God in the middle of the night.
- 18:28He's not just listing attributes.
- 18:29He is chewing on them, savoring them.
- 18:32And that chewing, that meditation, turns the anxiety
- 18:35into satisfaction. He joins the choristers of
- 18:38heaven, as the commentary says, while lying in the dark, haunted
- 18:41by his own son. It's a radical repurposing of
- 18:44sleeplessness. Moving on to Section 5, let's
- 18:47call it the synergy of grace, verses 7 and 8.
- 18:50Because thou has been my help, therefore in the shadow of thy
- 18:54wings will I rejoice. This is the logic of faith.
- 18:57It's not a blind leap. It looks back in order to move
- 19:00forward. The word because refers to the
- 19:03past. So he's remembering.
- 19:05He's remembering God helped him with the bear and the lion when
- 19:08he was a shepherd boy. God helped him with Goliath.
- 19:10God helped him survive years of running from Saul.
- 19:13So because you did all that. Therefore, which is future
- 19:16tense, I will rejoice. I will trust it's a confidence
- 19:20based on God's proven track record.
- 19:22He uses the memory of past Providence to fuel his present
- 19:26confidence. Exactly.
- 19:27It's not blind optimism, it's a calculated trajectory based on
- 19:31the unchanging character of God. Then we get this incredible
- 19:34phrase in verse 8. My soul followeth hard after
- 19:37they. Oh, that language is so strong.
- 19:39The Hebrew word is debac. It means to cleave or to glue.
- 19:43It's the same word used in Genesis for a man leaving his
- 19:45parents and cleaving to his wife.
- 19:47So to be glued to God. To be stuck to him like super
- 19:50glue. Yeah.
- 19:51It implies a desperate, clinging effort.
- 19:53Following hard. It's an active, energetic
- 19:56pursuit. But then immediately after that,
- 19:58in the very next breath, he says, Thy right hand upholdeth
- 20:02me. And there it is.
- 20:03There is the reformed tension we love so much, the beautiful
- 20:06paradox. The interplay between man's
- 20:08action and God's action. Precisely.
- 20:11On the one hand, man is following hard.
- 20:13We are pursuing, we are running, we are clinging.
- 20:15But why are we successful? Why do we fall away?
- 20:17Why doesn't our grip fail? Because thy right hand upholdeth
- 20:21me. That's it.
- 20:22So do we follow because he upholds, or does he uphold
- 20:25because we follow the? Reformed answer would be.
- 20:28That we follow because He upholds.
- 20:30That is the expert insight of the sources.
- 20:32If God withdrew His upholding hand for a single second, our
- 20:36soul would not only stop following, you would stop even
- 20:38wanting to follow. We are glued to Him, but he is
- 20:41the glue. Our pursuit is response to his
- 20:44preservation. There is a quote from Samuel
- 20:46Rutherford here that just captures the intensity of this
- 20:48following heart. He says I do not want him.
- 20:51I do not want him. It's old Scots fork.
- 20:53I cannot do without him. It's not that I don't desire
- 20:56him, it's that I lack the ability to live without.
- 20:59Him. It's a statement of absolute
- 21:01necessity. It is, Rutherford goes on to
- 21:03say. He would be happy to just look
- 21:04through a hole in the door at Christ for all eternity.
- 21:08That is the desperation of following hard.
- 21:11It's not a casual interest, it's a survival necessity.
- 21:14Now, after all this beautiful, intimate, glued to God language,
- 21:19we have to address the shift in the song.
- 21:21It's a jarring shift, yes. We get to section 6.
- 21:23We move from spiritual longing to what sounds like violent
- 21:27justice in verses 9 and 10, the portion for foxes.
- 21:31It is a bit of whiplash, but it shows the wholeness of David's
- 21:35faith. It's not just personal piety,
- 21:37it's also a deep concern for divine justice.
- 21:40David writes. But those that seek my soul to
- 21:42destroy it shall go into the lower parts of the earth.
- 21:45He remembers his enemies. This isn't an abstract
- 21:48meditation anymore. He's thinking about Absalom and
- 21:50his counselors like a Hitaphil and notice the language.
- 21:54They aren't just political opponents.
- 21:56They're seeking to destroy his soul.
- 21:58This is a spiritual battle. It is, and He prophesized their
- 22:01destruction. He says they will fall by the
- 22:04sword. And then we get that very
- 22:06specific, very graphic curse in verse 10.
- 22:09They shall be a portion for foxes.
- 22:11And the notes clarify that the word translated foxes here is
- 22:14more likely jackals. Which makes perfect sense in a
- 22:17wilderness context. So what's the significance of
- 22:20that? Well, biologically, the Jackal
- 22:22is a scavenger. It digs up shallow graves.
- 22:25It cleans the battlefields of the unburied dead.
- 22:28That is a horrific image. It is the ultimate humiliation
- 22:31for a Hebrew to be unburied, to be denied an honorable tomb, to
- 22:36have your body desecrated and become meat for the scavengers
- 22:39of the wild. David is saying that these men
- 22:41who are trying to steal the throne and kill the Lord's
- 22:43anointed, they won't end up in royal tombs, they will end up as
- 22:46dog food. So how do we handle this
- 22:48ethically as modern readers? It sounds like personal revenge.
- 22:52It sounds vindictive. It does, but we have to read it
- 22:54through the lens of the covenant.
- 22:56David isn't just a private citizen, he is the king.
- 23:00He represents God's rule on earth.
- 23:02To strike at David is to strike at God's order.
- 23:06So this isn't just David being petty.
- 23:07This is David agreeing with divine retribute of justice.
- 23:11He's aligning his will with God's justice.
- 23:13The notes mention the principle that he who strikes a believer
- 23:16dries a nail in his own coffin. And historically, this was
- 23:19fulfilled with chilling accuracy.
- 23:21Absalom's army was slaughtered in the wood of Ephraim.
- 23:24The text says 20,000 men. Absalom himself was caught in a
- 23:29tree and killed, then cast into a pit.
- 23:31He didn't get a royal burial. He got a pile of rocks in a
- 23:34forest. He became a portion for foxes.
- 23:36Metaphorically, his ambition led him to an ignoble end.
- 23:39It is a sobering reminder that digging a pit for the godly
- 23:42usually leads to falling into it yourself.
- 23:44The imprecatory Psalms, the psalms that call for judgement
- 23:47are uncomfortable for us, but they remind us that God is not
- 23:50neutral toward evil. He is a judge and he defends his
- 23:53own. And that defense leads to the
- 23:55final section, Section 7, The King's rejoicing, the final
- 23:59verse, verse 11. But the king shall rejoice in
- 24:02God. Notice the title he uses for
- 24:04himself. He calls himself the king.
- 24:06He is in the desert, he looks like a refugee.
- 24:09He has a tiny band of loyalists with him, nothing compared to
- 24:12Absalom's army. By all outward appearances he is
- 24:15a deposed ruler, but he asserts his identity, the king.
- 24:20He is claiming the title God gave him despite his
- 24:22circumstances, screaming the complete opposite.
- 24:24That is faith reality, says refugee faith, says King.
- 24:29And notice where his joy is located.
- 24:31He shall rejoice in God, not in the eventual victory, not in his
- 24:34army, not in his own cleverness. His joy is in his relationship
- 24:38with God. The Psalm ends with this great
- 24:40contrast of mouths. Yes, it brings everything to a
- 24:43close. Everyone that sweareth by Him
- 24:45shall glory, but the mouth of them that speak lie shall be
- 24:48stopped. So you have the mouth that
- 24:50praises versus the mouth that lies.
- 24:52Exactly. The liars, the accusers, the
- 24:54traitors, those who counseled Absalom, their mouths are
- 24:58stopped. Ultimately, they are stopped by
- 25:00death, by the shovel full of earth, as Spurgeon so vividly
- 25:03puts it. They are silenced by judgment.
- 25:06But the mouth that swears allegiance to God.
- 25:08The mouth that praises. That mouth sings forever.
- 25:11It glories. It is the difference between the
- 25:14temporary noise of the wicked and the eternal song of the
- 25:17righteous. So let's try to bring this all
- 25:19together for a moment. We've walked from the dry
- 25:21wilderness, through the thirst into the sanctuary of vision,
- 25:24found marrow and fatness in the night watches, faced the
- 25:27jackals, and ended with the security of the king.
- 25:30It really is a path from emptiness to fullness, all
- 25:33without ever leaving the physical desert.
- 25:35The geography doesn't change, but the soul's condition is
- 25:39completely transformed. What are the key takeaways for
- 25:41you? For me, first, it's the value
- 25:43seeking God early, that eagerness, that priority that
- 25:46crisis forces upon us and. For me, it's the necessity of
- 25:49the upholding grace we only seek because He holds our effort is
- 25:53empowered by His grip. And I think the big one is that
- 25:56our environment, our circumstances, they do not have
- 25:59to dictate the state of our worship or our soul.
- 26:02Not at all. They are the context for it, the
- 26:05material for it, but not the cause of its failure.
- 26:08I want to leave our listener with this thought, something
- 26:10that really struck me from the commentaries regarding the bed.
- 26:14If David could convert his sleepless anxiety in a dangerous
- 26:17wilderness into a bed of piety, what does that suggest about our
- 26:23modern insomnia? That is a challenging question.
- 26:26We spend so much time and money trying to distract ourselves to
- 26:29sleep. We listen to podcasts, we take
- 26:32pills, we count sheep, we scroll through our phones until our
- 26:35eyes burn. But the text invites us to
- 26:36something radically different. Instead of counting sheep, the
- 26:39believer is invited to unite with the choristers of heaven.
- 26:43Your insomnia can be an altar. And perhaps the darkness of the
- 26:47night, The stillness is given to us specifically so we can see
- 26:50the glowing attributes of God more clearly, undistracted by
- 26:53the sunlight and the business of the world.
- 26:55A deep challenge for our next sleepless night.
- 26:57Thank you for walking through this incredible text with us.
- 27:00It's. A pleasure, pleasure, a true
- 27:01feast. And thank you for listening.
- 27:03We will see you on the next deep dive.