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I Identify As A Walking Person · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: And we're back for another episode of Blind. But now
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  Speaker 1: I see it.
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  Speaker 2: It's been a long time. We've been on vacation, y'all,
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  Speaker 2: long long vent.
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  Speaker 3: The holiday season is so hectic, especially when your parents
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  Speaker 3: O caage not hate us.
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  Speaker 1: We love you guys.
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  Speaker 2: We wish we could have came in, but Tom's was
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  Speaker 2: just getting tripped up. We were just doing a lot
• 0:20
  Speaker 2: of things, you know. I was, you know what I mean,
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  Speaker 2: rebuilding my family back. I got my family back. I'm happy, y'all.
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  Speaker 2: You know you have to tell you what if like, y'all,
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  Speaker 2: I'm just happy. You know, I ain't been like this
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  Speaker 2: in a long time. So now friend, he can stop saying,
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  Speaker 2: oh he's a whore and this that and third, because.
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  Speaker 1: Oh my god, y'all you can thank y'all.
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  Speaker 2: I'm ready to tex right now that I love, like
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  Speaker 2: feel good.
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  Speaker 1: It's such a beautiful feeling to be in love. You see.
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  Speaker 1: I told you being in love is way better than
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  Speaker 1: just trying to fuck something different and lay up in
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  Speaker 1: the bed every night.
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  Speaker 3: Because you were just saying, like a couple of months
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  Speaker 3: ago when I first started coming on here.
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  Speaker 1: Like oh teach me, you teach me, and I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: it's not what you want is what you need, you know, and.
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  Speaker 2: I needed this. This is like my vitamins. She's my vitamins.
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  Speaker 2: Oh wow, she's my medicine.
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  Speaker 1: How do you feel like you changed within the last
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  Speaker 1: couple of months getting together?
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  Speaker 3: Like?
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  Speaker 1: What are some ways you feel like you grew and
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  Speaker 1: you changed.
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  Speaker 2: I don't think about myself no more now selfish. I'm
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  Speaker 2: not selfish like now, I think about the family. I
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  Speaker 2: think about growth. I think about like, even when we
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  Speaker 2: talked about me being her peace, and I saw it
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  Speaker 2: was her piece. Even though I did live up, I'm
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  Speaker 2: living up to being her peace like that. The day
• 1:34
  Speaker 2: I just text her, I know this is random and
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  Speaker 2: out the blow, but I just want to let you
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  Speaker 2: know you're safe with me, and she said thank you.
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  Speaker 2: It's like, ah, it's just love. Like I pay attention
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  Speaker 2: what she wants, what she needs. I ask more questions.
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  Speaker 2: I don't just assume now, like I want to learn
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  Speaker 2: everything about you because it's been eleven years.
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  Speaker 1: So it's like and you still got things to learn
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  Speaker 1: about each other. We grew, but that's that's the That's.
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  Speaker 3: The beauty about love is you're always gonna have to
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  Speaker 3: know your part because we change every day as human beings,
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  Speaker 3: you know what I mean. So just willing to adopt
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  Speaker 3: with that person and grow with them rather than grow
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  Speaker 3: against them, because a lot of people do grow against
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  Speaker 3: each other as years go by. So the fact that
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  Speaker 3: y'all had all those years in between and y'all still
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  Speaker 3: found y'all way back.
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  Speaker 2: They're back, Yo, that's my soulmate, amen. Especially the one
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  Speaker 2: day we almost had a little altercation. She was like,
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  Speaker 2: forget it, but I heard the tone in the voice
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  Speaker 2: and I would not let it go. I would not
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  Speaker 2: let her hang up. Now, be gonna resolve this, Like,
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  Speaker 2: talk to me, We're not gonna do this. And then
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  Speaker 2: she finally told me how she felt, and I'm like,
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  Speaker 2: that's all you had to say it, Like I'm a
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  Speaker 2: correct that I'm gonna fix it now. The old me
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  Speaker 2: would have been like, it's too bad you feel like that,
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  Speaker 2: Like I was stuck in my waist. Nah, I'm happy now. No.
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  Speaker 2: And then the best thing is I'm walking into this
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  Speaker 2: relationship healed. I wasn't healed when I had it before.
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  Speaker 2: I'm healed now, So you feel like you healed from
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  Speaker 2: what your injury? Yes, Like I had to heal myself
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  Speaker 2: before I could love somebody.
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  Speaker 1: Because we had was probably you had to love yourself again.
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  Speaker 2: You went straight into our relationship straight from the hospital.
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  Speaker 2: So it was like I was still broken. I was
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  Speaker 2: still mad that I got her being blind. I always
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  Speaker 2: wanted like we always mess with each other before.
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  Speaker 1: So you've seen her. You got to see her with
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  Speaker 1: your vision and then you lost How long I.
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  Speaker 2: In twenty years? We've been really like offen on dealing
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  Speaker 2: with each other.
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  Speaker 1: Oh wow, that's two decades.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, secret love. I feel good, like you understand. Like
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  Speaker 2: I stay in the house, she comes over on the weekends.
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  Speaker 2: We sit there, we don't watch TV, so just ask
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  Speaker 2: each other questions to learn more about each other.
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  Speaker 3: So what's the next plan? Says you guys are to
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  Speaker 3: get married separately. Are you gonna move in with each
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  Speaker 3: other first? Or no, you're gonna get married married. You're
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  Speaker 3: gonna get married before you're moving with each other. You know,
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  Speaker 3: they say you don't know someone.
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  Speaker 2: To live with before. I feel like we're living with
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  Speaker 2: each other now. It's just but you know, she's a minister,
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  Speaker 2: so I'm following her rule.
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  Speaker 1: Oh so no sex, yeah, discipline, celibacy while you're on my.
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  Speaker 2: Left and don't come up here on we say I do.
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  Speaker 2: So you've been celebrated, yeah, holding it down, and I don't.
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  Speaker 1: I wish you could see me, but we could look
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  Speaker 1: at each other.
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  Speaker 2: I don't, y'all don't believe it.
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  Speaker 1: She's a menace, snigger with a straight face on because
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  Speaker 1: he can't.
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  Speaker 2: She's a minister. But she's not doing it.
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  Speaker 1: I'm asking you, yes, if you've been celebrating, she's.
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  Speaker 2: Not waiting for her to say, okay, let's get married.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not fucking nobody else. No, them days is over.
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  Speaker 2: Now you're saying playing with myself. That's a whole different
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  Speaker 2: both game now. But for everything else you feel me,
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  Speaker 2: I'm not diabbling, dabbling nobody else.
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  Speaker 1: I'm celibating. I still here.
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  Speaker 3: I touch myself here in this. I don't care even
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  Speaker 3: though they they do that, but I don't count that as.
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  Speaker 2: Far as me entertaining another woman until she's ready or
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  Speaker 2: we say I do, I'm not doing that. I'm not.
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  Speaker 2: I'm here every step of the way. The strength in
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  Speaker 2: our minds, we could sit, we could talk through it.
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  Speaker 1: It's good.
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  Speaker 2: I mean it's supposed to be.
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  Speaker 3: That's a real big change for you. I don't want
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  Speaker 3: a guy that sucked one hundred women in one summer.
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  Speaker 2: That's the passage.
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  Speaker 1: It's a change. That's how you know forgiveness is.
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  Speaker 2: Because I don't want our relationship built.
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  Speaker 1: On something because you were a whore.
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  Speaker 2: Because I felt like that's how it was before. We
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  Speaker 2: mad at each other's mad at each other. We sleep
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  Speaker 2: with each other and then everything Just.
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  Speaker 3: So, you don't want sex to be the bond in
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  Speaker 3: the of your relationship. You want real love, communications and
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  Speaker 3: communication to be the Like we sit.
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  Speaker 2: There, we ask each other questions and we're not scared
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  Speaker 2: in our I'm not scared to go back in the
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  Speaker 2: past and tell her how I felt about certain things
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  Speaker 2: she did. Right, So that's what we're doing now, Like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: I apologize, I know you felt that way.
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  Speaker 3: Because the only way you can hear from things is
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  Speaker 3: you have to do the shadow work as well, because
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  Speaker 3: we always focus on, you know, the things that really
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  Speaker 3: deep down inside that we talk away because it hurt
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  Speaker 3: us so much that we tried to act like it
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  Speaker 3: never happened.
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  Speaker 1: That's what that's what shadow work is. You have to
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  Speaker 1: remember the bad things in order to.
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  Speaker 3: Help you because if not, you always have this little
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  Speaker 3: throw in the back of your head, like why am
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  Speaker 3: I feeling this way about this person? I love them
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  Speaker 3: so much, but no, they did something that might have
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  Speaker 3: hurt you in a way, and then you just put
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  Speaker 3: it to the side.
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  Speaker 2: And I just love. I just love. I love love.
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  Speaker 3: I can tell and it looks like I said, it
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  Speaker 3: looks good on you and I'm happy for you. I
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  Speaker 3: love black I love black men joys.
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  Speaker 2: I sat there and said, I said, y'all want these sneakers,
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  Speaker 2: and I'm only mentioned it one time back.
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  Speaker 3: The sneakers on your feet because everybody wanted them. Ships
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  Speaker 3: when you got them.
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  Speaker 2: The same day, she got like she got she hit
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  Speaker 2: the louder, She got the lot of reading from the sneakers,
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  Speaker 2: so she actually said, yo, then you asked them for
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  Speaker 2: some sneakers. I'm like, yeah, but I'm not tripping over
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  Speaker 2: it like it's son. I just throw out there lefte
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  Speaker 2: like it is like okay. The next day she's like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: you were eight and a half still right, I said yeah,
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  Speaker 2: she said, oh I got your sneakers. I'm like, huh.
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  Speaker 2: But just to know, like I mentioned it one time
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  Speaker 2: and you he wanted these sneakers, let me try. And
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  Speaker 2: that really made me like, are you paying attention? Like
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  Speaker 2: another day she did something I didn't like, so I
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  Speaker 2: brought it to her attention. But she said, you know,
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  Speaker 2: I'm gonna take your lead with this on this tile mhm.
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  Speaker 2: And I'm like, damn you trusting in me to lead you.
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  Speaker 2: I couldn't leave nobody before, so for you to put
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  Speaker 2: that into me now, it's like, I can't fuck up.
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  Speaker 2: I got too much.
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  Speaker 1: Especially no, minister boy, you don't want to go to hell.
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  Speaker 2: You I definitely don't want to.
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  Speaker 1: You don't want to go to hell. You've been playing
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  Speaker 1: with no minutes.
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  Speaker 2: And then I'll talk about it. I've been in the
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  Speaker 2: club since I don't see nobody but her.
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  Speaker 3: So do you see yourself transitioning outside of the night life?
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  Speaker 3: How does she feel about your night life?
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  Speaker 2: She she's pretty much. She met me where I'm at,
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  Speaker 2: so she don't say nothing about the night life because
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  Speaker 2: you know, this is my hustle. So she's not trying
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  Speaker 2: to change me. That's one thing I'm like, people like, oh,
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  Speaker 2: you gotta go to church, you gotta do this, do that.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not forcing to do something that I'm into. If
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  Speaker 2: you feel like you want to, then that's something different.
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  Speaker 2: But you don't have to.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, the Bible says, don't argue the words. They don't
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  Speaker 1: want to me, Like we both.
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  Speaker 2: I believe in God, but I don't go Yeah, as
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  Speaker 2: long as I believe that shiit, as long as I
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  Speaker 2: believe in Jesus Christ, like we are good. I don't
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  Speaker 2: have to go to church and save men and jumping
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  Speaker 2: around putting up or pretend of performance. I don't got
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  Speaker 2: to do that. So it's like we really love love
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  Speaker 2: each other. Like when I can go fall asleep and
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  Speaker 2: you can hear me snow and she just sitting there
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  Speaker 2: and listening to me snow, that's love. I'm like, that's
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  Speaker 2: At first, I'm like, is this the honeymoon stages. It's
• 8:22
  Speaker 2: like no, but nah, this is really real.
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  Speaker 3: No, especially when you can have those uncomfortable conversations and
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  Speaker 3: still be after that.
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  Speaker 2: We laugh at it, certain things. We laugh. I'm just like,
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  Speaker 2: I love this. Yeah, And I finally could sit and
• 8:37
  Speaker 2: say it like I took responsibility to a lot of
• 8:40
  Speaker 2: things that I have done in the past that I
• 8:42
  Speaker 2: never bought to her attention. It's my fault of this
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  Speaker 2: is I apologize even though thirteen years ago, fourteen years ago,
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  Speaker 2: even before I got shot. I still apologize to the
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  Speaker 2: things that I have done to her, and we moved on.
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  Speaker 2: I love it. I know how you feel now. No,
• 9:00
  Speaker 2: it's like I climbed the top of the mountain for her.
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  Speaker 3: Like I said, should I roll up? I roll up
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  Speaker 3: that mount every once a week. But No, love is
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  Speaker 3: a beautiful feeling. I am still in love. Everything is
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  Speaker 3: still going smoothly with me.
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  Speaker 2: Beautiful.
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  Speaker 3: I didn't spoke about how much in love I was,
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  Speaker 3: so it just felt good to hear.
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  Speaker 2: You know, you speak on it. Everybody's in love and
• 9:19
  Speaker 2: doing you feel good.
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  Speaker 1: You're shaking hair, You're still in love.
• 9:24
  Speaker 2: My girl just broke over me.
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  Speaker 1: Damn, my new song was wrong.
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  Speaker 2: I felt something.
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  Speaker 1: God, damn, y'all go get back together. Though I told
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  Speaker 1: him that's a small breakup, that ain't a big one.
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  Speaker 2: Y'all gonna get just like me. I just feel like
• 9:37
  Speaker 2: she right before Christmas. Just feel like she's scared. Chris,
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  Speaker 2: you gonna get your womans. Please keep saying that. Please,
• 9:48
  Speaker 2: you don't get your woman back.
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  Speaker 1: It was it was your fault.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, oh my god, yeah, yeah.
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  Speaker 4: I hate to be I hate to fall in the
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  Speaker 4: stereotypical nigga category, but I feel right.
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  Speaker 1: You fell in into it. Well, is there anything you
• 10:01
  Speaker 1: want to say to her on this episode?
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  Speaker 2: She's not going to listen, But if she was listening,
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  Speaker 2: he's sorry, really sorry. He loved you, and I would
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  Speaker 2: love a million opportunities to prove to you that that's not.
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  Speaker 4: Who I am. I'm more, there's more to me than that.
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  Speaker 4: It will never happen again. And I promise you your
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  Speaker 4: absence is felt, and it's cold and it's empty, and
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  Speaker 4: even if you never take me back again, it will
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  Speaker 4: never home up. Yeah to any woman. So I said
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  Speaker 4: she was acting like.
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  Speaker 2: A bitch, yeah, instead of saying you're you're very bitchy today. Yeah.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, Well she comes back around, she'll be back. Everybody
• 10:43
  Speaker 3: has to set their boundaries. Everybody has what they can
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  Speaker 3: and cannot tolerate. And I'm sure she told you what
• 10:48
  Speaker 3: she can and cannot tolerate beforehand, so you probably crossed
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  Speaker 3: the serious yeah when you.
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  Speaker 2: Said it's no. So it's like y'all learning each other.
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  Speaker 2: Y'all got to go through these.
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  Speaker 1: But you you guys, have you tried to get her back?
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  Speaker 2: He did? And one thing about her? One thing about
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  Speaker 2: Wolf Taylor gangster. My niggas a nigg ain't never giving up.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah she is like she is a gangster, you know,
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  Speaker 2: saying on the now she's staying on business, absolutely staying
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  Speaker 2: on the fucking This ain't the first time she stands
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  Speaker 2: on fucking Yes, she don't. She's not with the ship.
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  Speaker 2: Ain't know it's ironically, there's no bitch, it's absolutely no.
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  Speaker 2: That's big homie right there. Believe she didn't care who
• 11:29
  Speaker 2: Wolf said.
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  Speaker 1: I should have known wilf fame in posting his cooking videos.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, not at all me and seeing no stupid happy
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  Speaker 3: on the ground.
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  Speaker 2: I ain't even posted ship no more.
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  Speaker 3: Baby, Please, you gotta hit it with the maybe we
• 11:45
  Speaker 3: gotta held the what's that ship called? When he was
• 11:48
  Speaker 3: all in college a different a different color, talking about
• 11:52
  Speaker 3: a different world.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah when Wayne, but he was like, Whitney was my baby.
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  Speaker 2: I love Please, that's what We're better do what my plan?
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  Speaker 4: You know, But this is my plan. So what I'm
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  Speaker 4: gonna do because I've been calling her, she not accepting
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  Speaker 4: none of my phone calls, not accepting none of my texts.
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  Speaker 4: So what my my plan is is that I'm I'm
• 12:12
  Speaker 4: she's an esthetician. So I'm gonna book an appointment underneath
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  Speaker 4: an alias. Jane Brown would say the name.
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  Speaker 2: She's not gonna listen to this. She did, though, that
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  Speaker 2: would be crazy.
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  Speaker 4: Anyway, I'm a book a name, and then I'm gonna
• 12:30
  Speaker 4: just walk in with flowers.
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  Speaker 2: Be like, listen.
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  Speaker 4: I already got the text set aside and everything. I'm like, listen.
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  Speaker 2: You know she live in a different state too, Yeah,
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  Speaker 2: she don't live in New York, Louis. I know that
• 12:44
  Speaker 2: song that Monica said, I will cross the ocean for you.
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  Speaker 4: Yeah, literally, I'm literally crossing the oceans. So I'm gonna
• 12:49
  Speaker 4: walk in with the flowers. She's gonna be expecting Jay
• 12:51
  Speaker 4: Brown Brown, and I'm gonna be like, listen, I would
• 12:54
  Speaker 4: let it take you on a day tonight birthdays in
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  Speaker 4: a couple of days from that point, you know what
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  Speaker 4: I mean. I'll let her take you on a day
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  Speaker 4: tonight meet me at our favorite one bar. I'll be
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  Speaker 4: there seven thirty. If you don't show up, I understand,
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  Speaker 4: but I would really love.
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  Speaker 2: To see you then. And so they pay the tab.
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  Speaker 4: I'm a pay the tab for the for the service.
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  Speaker 4: For how much a full set of lashes costs, I'm
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  Speaker 4: a pay you know.
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  Speaker 2: What I mean, so.
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  Speaker 1: Well, I pray that it works. In your face, it's
• 13:22
  Speaker 1: gonna work.
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  Speaker 3: And you know, whatever's for you, it's already yours. So
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  Speaker 3: sometimes we have to fight for the things we love.
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  Speaker 3: And if you love her, I say, fight for her
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  Speaker 3: and you keep especially.
• 13:31
  Speaker 1: When you're in the wrong. Yeah, when you're in the wrong,
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  Speaker 1: and especially as geminis.
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  Speaker 3: It takes a lot for us to like be wrong,
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  Speaker 3: and it takes a lot for us to really accept.
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  Speaker 1: Sometimes it's like, God, damn, do I really got to
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  Speaker 1: do all this?
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  Speaker 3: But I realized that once I got Once you get
• 13:47
  Speaker 3: with somebody that you really are in love with and
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  Speaker 3: you realize that they're good for you, you realize the
• 13:51
  Speaker 3: small things like being right all the time. Don't even
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  Speaker 3: know it does no longer matters because I don't like
• 13:58
  Speaker 3: I put my pride. It is no love, you know,
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  Speaker 3: when you really are in love with somebody, it's no pride.
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  Speaker 3: You can't sit there and speak from ego. You have
• 14:06
  Speaker 3: to speak from your heart.
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  Speaker 1: And all the time I be admitting when I'm wrong.
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  Speaker 1: Now I'm like, baby, no, what you're right?
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  Speaker 3: Because he's like, you never take accountability, you know, they
• 14:15
  Speaker 3: say accountability and females hardly go together. So absolutely, I've
• 14:18
  Speaker 3: just been I've been trying to just take accountability more.
• 14:22
  Speaker 1: And even when you can get I'm growing I'm growing up.
• 14:27
  Speaker 3: But even when you know you may feel deep in
• 14:31
  Speaker 3: your heart if that you're right, you can't tell someone
• 14:33
  Speaker 3: how you made them feel. So if it might be small,
• 14:37
  Speaker 3: some things might be small to me and it might
• 14:39
  Speaker 3: be big to him, you know what I mean. Or
• 14:40
  Speaker 3: it might be big to me and it might be
• 14:41
  Speaker 3: small to him, but we have to find that common ground.
• 14:43
  Speaker 3: It's like, you know what, I love you, you love me.
• 14:46
  Speaker 3: I know you didn't intend to hurt me, but this
• 14:48
  Speaker 3: is what you can do in the future so that
• 14:49
  Speaker 3: you don't do it again. I feel like that's what
• 14:51
  Speaker 3: healthy communication is, and just learning your partner and understanding,
• 14:55
  Speaker 3: like because we know what people don't like and we
• 14:56
  Speaker 3: know what people do like. And sometimes we have those
• 14:59
  Speaker 3: days where it doesn't even have anything to do with
• 15:01
  Speaker 3: your partner. It could just become the internal and it's like,
• 15:03
  Speaker 3: you know what, I didn't fought this.
• 15:04
  Speaker 1: Battle fucking day. You're about to get it, bitch, you
• 15:06
  Speaker 1: know what I mean.
• 15:07
  Speaker 3: Like it's your turn and we just have to make
• 15:09
  Speaker 3: sure to turn off those Like when you're dealing with
• 15:12
  Speaker 3: the person that you love, you have to make sure
• 15:14
  Speaker 3: you turn off all the anger, all the stress that
• 15:16
  Speaker 3: you have from your day. It's the same way when
• 15:18
  Speaker 3: you deal with your child. You know, you got to
• 15:20
  Speaker 3: make sure you can't come home with the frustration. Cause
• 15:23
  Speaker 3: it's like some days I'll have a day, but when
• 15:25
  Speaker 3: I know when I'm going to pick up my son,
• 15:27
  Speaker 3: it's like, all right, snap out of it. And he's
• 15:30
  Speaker 3: like and he's just like, how is your day, mommy?
• 15:31
  Speaker 3: And I'm like it was good because he don't deserve
• 15:34
  Speaker 3: anything about how my day, you know what I mean.
• 15:36
  Speaker 3: He didn't do shit to hear about how I had
• 15:37
  Speaker 3: a bad day. Because I remember being a kid and
• 15:40
  Speaker 3: my parents were so young, they would tell me how
• 15:43
  Speaker 3: the fuck their day was, truthfully, and it's like toluely damn.
• 15:45
  Speaker 1: And then I realized I.
• 15:46
  Speaker 3: Was like shit, I was a therapist way before I
• 15:48
  Speaker 3: was supposed to be, because you know, I'm just taking
• 15:50
  Speaker 3: on what the fuck my parents go through because kids
• 15:52
  Speaker 3: feel their parents' emotions. They literally I heard up until
• 15:55
  Speaker 3: seven like a lot of kids feed off of their
• 15:59
  Speaker 3: mom you know, just like stress, mental everything like that.
• 16:03
  Speaker 3: So just make sure that you take that same advice
• 16:07
  Speaker 3: when dealing with your kids as well.
• 16:08
  Speaker 2: People absolutely got but I did learn about this whole thing.
• 16:12
  Speaker 2: The first thing we get on the phone, we say,
• 16:14
  Speaker 2: how is your day?
• 16:15
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 16:15
  Speaker 2: I want to know about it. I want to know
• 16:17
  Speaker 2: how can I make this better? You know? Today she
• 16:20
  Speaker 2: was like, I just feel angry, and I'm just like, wow,
• 16:24
  Speaker 2: but I gave you She said she don't know, but
• 16:26
  Speaker 2: I didn't try to force it out of her. I
• 16:28
  Speaker 2: was just yeah, I was just on the phone.
• 16:30
  Speaker 3: Also, the moon is Insagittarius right now, I believe, and
• 16:33
  Speaker 3: Sagittarius are really angry, a lot of them, to be honest,
• 16:39
  Speaker 3: no shade, but I know something's in Sagittarius. I don't
• 16:43
  Speaker 3: know if it's the moon or the sun or whatever.
• 16:44
  Speaker 3: I'm not no damn astrologists, but some things in it.
• 16:47
  Speaker 3: So everybody has been feeling a little bit off. And
• 16:50
  Speaker 3: there's the climate that Americas and in general.
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: Look who we have as a president. I don't think
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: I feel I feel hood, but like.
• 16:57
  Speaker 2: Some food stairs back on last time he was here,
• 16:59
  Speaker 2: foodsted is off. How food stands is clicking? Feel good,
• 17:04
  Speaker 2: bark feel I'm just saying.
• 17:07
  Speaker 3: Sometimes being sometimes being there for your partners, just being
• 17:09
  Speaker 3: there in silence. Some people got to sit there in silence.
• 17:13
  Speaker 3: And I used to be so mad about a man
• 17:14
  Speaker 3: because I'm like, you're getting guards, like why you're not
• 17:16
  Speaker 3: fucking talking. But he's like, I just need you to
• 17:18
  Speaker 3: be here for me, Like sometimes he just calls me
• 17:20
  Speaker 3: just to know I'm on the other side of the phone,
• 17:22
  Speaker 3: like with somebody's hairing. You just gotta be quiet and
• 17:25
  Speaker 3: just understand. You can't love someone in your loveling, but
• 17:28
  Speaker 3: you have to love them in theirs.
• 17:29
  Speaker 2: How are you because she asked, she said, if you
• 17:31
  Speaker 2: ever was to slip back into that dark space she's leaving,
• 17:34
  Speaker 2: how can I said, What could I do? I said,
• 17:38
  Speaker 2: don't think. I just need you to do it. Just
• 17:39
  Speaker 2: be there. Don't try to fix it. Just be there.
• 17:43
  Speaker 2: She said. I know now I'm gonna get through it.
• 17:45
  Speaker 3: Just a lot of but you know a lot of
• 17:47
  Speaker 3: men are that way. You guys don't want someone to
• 17:49
  Speaker 3: fix it.
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: And I don't know what.
• 17:51
  Speaker 2: He's going crazy, So it may like I'm talking about
• 17:53
  Speaker 2: love and then it like he's crying.
• 17:55
  Speaker 3: Yeah, he's crying real tears, an.
• 17:59
  Speaker 2: Ass, nigga, Are he crying all of Jesus kicking my
• 18:01
  Speaker 2: ass right now.
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: But no, like you like, what is that like?
• 18:04
  Speaker 3: Is that like a man thing where you guys just
• 18:06
  Speaker 3: like y'all want to fix your own problems and I used.
• 18:09
  Speaker 2: To sometimes I feel like women is very like big
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: on nurturing. Yeah, so I don't If I'm going through
• 18:18
  Speaker 2: what I'm going through, I don't need you to try
• 18:19
  Speaker 2: to solve it, fix it because maybe I don't even know.
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: Sometimes you just want to sit anger and just do it.
• 18:25
  Speaker 2: Let me in, just let me figure it out. The
• 18:26
  Speaker 2: best support I just need you Just be there, rub
• 18:29
  Speaker 2: my back, let me know I got your support. That's
• 18:32
  Speaker 2: all I need. Be gonna figure this out. I'm gonna
• 18:34
  Speaker 2: figure it out. I say we because you just sitting
• 18:37
  Speaker 2: there in silence and let me figure it out.
• 18:39
  Speaker 1: And that's enough.
• 18:39
  Speaker 2: I'm not facing this by myself. I got you hit
• 18:41
  Speaker 2: with me. That's all I need. I don't need you
• 18:43
  Speaker 2: to try to break it down and figure out where
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: it started from, not just be there for me. That's it.
• 18:48
  Speaker 1: My man told me that, he was like, why are
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: you always trying to therapist me?
• 18:51
  Speaker 2: And I'm like, oh shit, like women big for that.
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: I don't.
• 18:53
  Speaker 3: I don't know, because I'm just so used to trying
• 18:55
  Speaker 3: to fix everybody's problems, and it's like a good distraction
• 18:58
  Speaker 3: for me because like my problems, some of them can't
• 19:01
  Speaker 3: be fixed, you know what I mean. So it's like,
• 19:03
  Speaker 3: rather than try to sit there and focus on what's
• 19:05
  Speaker 3: throwing me, I like to help people fix the things
• 19:07
  Speaker 3: that are roll with them that they can relix.
• 19:09
  Speaker 2: And they'd be like, oh, what's wrong. I'm like, I'm
• 19:10
  Speaker 2: just having a bad day. Wow, what's wrong? Because you blind? Wow?
• 19:15
  Speaker 2: Because wow, I'm a cuzy. What Christmas coming around? No,
• 19:19
  Speaker 2: if you want to see, like stop, only try to
• 19:23
  Speaker 2: find out what it is. Okay, doctor, I just need
• 19:27
  Speaker 2: you to be there, that's all. Just give me your love, like,
• 19:30
  Speaker 2: let me just lay on you see for me?
• 19:32
  Speaker 3: Oh me, I'm different because like I feel like I was.
• 19:36
  Speaker 3: I don't know, I've been there for myself for so long.
• 19:38
  Speaker 3: I was the only child for ten years. So it's
• 19:40
  Speaker 3: just like and my parents they're young, and they love
• 19:43
  Speaker 3: me to death, and I love them to death.
• 19:44
  Speaker 2: You know.
• 19:44
  Speaker 1: My parents were barn there together.
• 19:46
  Speaker 3: But it was a lot of moments that I did
• 19:47
  Speaker 3: have to learn and deal with by myself because me
• 19:49
  Speaker 3: and my parents were growing up together, you know what
• 19:51
  Speaker 3: I mean. So it's like I had to learn how
• 19:53
  Speaker 3: to just like even when I got shot I was fifteen,
• 19:56
  Speaker 3: I'm being in the hospital. They each had to go
• 19:57
  Speaker 3: home to their other kids, you know what I mean.
• 19:59
  Speaker 3: So I'm in the hospital in these moments and I'm
• 20:01
  Speaker 3: just dealing with myself, like, how are you feeling right now? Frenchie,
• 20:04
  Speaker 3: and I learned to just turn certain emotions off, Like
• 20:07
  Speaker 3: I don't even cry that much like people the ship
• 20:09
  Speaker 3: people cry over like I don't cry over like people
• 20:12
  Speaker 3: think I'll be upset about the chair. No, I just
• 20:14
  Speaker 3: be upset when this shit break down. I'll be upset
• 20:17
  Speaker 3: when something's not working. I'd be upset when it's s'sized.
• 20:20
  Speaker 3: I'd be upset with the elevators like something like that.
• 20:22
  Speaker 3: But as far as the chair, don't even beat the chair,
• 20:24
  Speaker 3: it just be would it be the people talking to
• 20:26
  Speaker 3: me for no reason?
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: I just I don't know. I'm not as I'm not.
• 20:30
  Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm not that sad. I don't really
• 20:32
  Speaker 1: get sad like that.
• 20:33
  Speaker 2: I'm not sad at all.
• 20:34
  Speaker 1: I don't know if it's a black people thing, but
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: I really don't.
• 20:38
  Speaker 3: I'm not used to it, and when people are sad
• 20:40
  Speaker 3: around me, it's just like I want them to be happy.
• 20:43
  Speaker 3: I'm good at making other people happy because I know
• 20:46
  Speaker 3: what it feels like to just be sitting there in
• 20:48
  Speaker 3: those moments and you don't have anybody to.
• 20:49
  Speaker 2: Say coming week saying your man, your man, you may
• 20:52
  Speaker 2: be happy.
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: No, seriously, mom.
• 20:55
  Speaker 3: And he is such a He's such a big like
• 20:58
  Speaker 3: light in my life because even in the place reason
• 21:01
  Speaker 3: he's in a place that's filled with darkness all day,
• 21:03
  Speaker 3: you know what I mean, And he still finds the
• 21:04
  Speaker 3: way to make me smile, make me happy, and still
• 21:06
  Speaker 3: put me first, even from his environment. And it's crazy
• 21:09
  Speaker 3: that we just had this woman here the correctionalvers. She
• 21:15
  Speaker 3: was just like her spirit was just so amazing. And
• 21:17
  Speaker 3: it's like those are the type of people that need
• 21:19
  Speaker 3: to be working around incarcerated individuals if they want to
• 21:22
  Speaker 3: get rehabilitated. It she took advice from, you know what
• 21:27
  Speaker 3: I mean, a detainee about her business.
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Some CEOs would never been mentioned.
• 21:32
  Speaker 3: They would have never even mentioned the nigga here, Like man,
• 21:34
  Speaker 3: fuck that I was just sitting in jail looking at
• 21:35
  Speaker 3: this bit jazz Nigga and now I came with this
• 21:37
  Speaker 3: idea because he was ashy said that, you know what
• 21:41
  Speaker 3: I mean, But she literally gave me a credit and
• 21:44
  Speaker 3: she had just such a beautiful energy.
• 21:45
  Speaker 1: And it's not a little as beautiful that he.
• 21:48
  Speaker 3: Has to deal with that site that outside of me
• 21:50
  Speaker 3: and his family and stuff like that. So the shout
• 21:53
  Speaker 3: out to the correction officers that do go there with
• 21:56
  Speaker 3: you know, some sense of happiness and some sense of joy,
• 21:59
  Speaker 3: and they know how to give it to others, because
• 22:01
  Speaker 3: if you really want people to rehabilitate, if you really
• 22:03
  Speaker 3: want people to change, you shouldn't treat them like animals
• 22:06
  Speaker 3: just because America puts them in cages. Because it could
• 22:08
  Speaker 3: be your brother, it could be your son, It could
• 22:10
  Speaker 3: be your cousin, your father, father, it could be your
• 22:12
  Speaker 3: daughter because women go to jail too, it could be
• 22:15
  Speaker 3: anybody that can be in these areas. And just remember
• 22:17
  Speaker 3: to treat everybody with kind of just don't judge everybody
• 22:19
  Speaker 3: as if everybody's a mass murder, a serial killer or
• 22:22
  Speaker 3: a rapist, because some people there are there from mistakes,
• 22:25
  Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, And the law isn't always
• 22:28
  Speaker 3: fair to people of our colors.
• 22:30
  Speaker 1: So just keep that in mind.
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: Keep that in mind. But what's no, what's no. We've
• 22:34
  Speaker 2: been off for a couple of weeks now, you know
• 22:37
  Speaker 2: I was I fed the homeless for things. Given that
• 22:39
  Speaker 2: was dope that yo, And I took my son out
• 22:42
  Speaker 2: there just to show him, like, you're grateful, bro.
• 22:44
  Speaker 1: How did he feel about that?
• 22:46
  Speaker 2: Like he really like, I feel like it really touched
• 22:49
  Speaker 2: him because I'm like, at a point it was too cold,
• 22:51
  Speaker 2: I'm like, I'll put you in the cab to go
• 22:53
  Speaker 2: to grandma house. He said, no, just stay here. It
• 22:56
  Speaker 2: was passing out. It was cold that day. What I
• 23:01
  Speaker 2: wasn't a man. It was cold, bleeding outside. He passing
• 23:05
  Speaker 2: out spoons and folks and he passing out trays and
• 23:07
  Speaker 2: dessert and then he looking at them go through the
• 23:10
  Speaker 2: bags of clothes to pick out clothes and stuff. And
• 23:13
  Speaker 2: one of the guys he got an outfit, ran inside
• 23:15
  Speaker 2: the minshell tape, put it on the came back outside.
• 23:18
  Speaker 2: But my son was just looking and I'll say, you
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: see how blessed you was?
• 23:22
  Speaker 1: You that has to feel good, like just.
• 23:24
  Speaker 2: Yo, And it was just like it was just love
• 23:27
  Speaker 2: and we just passing out and we just laughing. Me
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: and pictures, but it just showing him like, yo, you
• 23:31
  Speaker 2: gotta just be grateful that you're in a predicament you're
• 23:33
  Speaker 2: in because at a minute like it could just transform
• 23:36
  Speaker 2: quick fast, can change you, feel me? So that was
• 23:39
  Speaker 2: that was beautiful, evenough I was gonna beat one of
• 23:40
  Speaker 2: the mins shelter people up.
• 23:42
  Speaker 1: What somebody that was in there?
• 23:44
  Speaker 2: Yeah, one of the one of the people.
• 23:45
  Speaker 1: Why we need the story on that. What happened?
• 23:47
  Speaker 2: What's t my son passing out? My son passing out
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: the you know, the food to them, uh huh. And
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: I'm talking to one of my friends and he asked
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: my son how much the book bad costs? What the
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: guys book back?
• 24:02
  Speaker 1: The guy in the show to ask how much?
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: Yeah, one of the not not the worker, but one.
• 24:05
  Speaker 3: Of the somebody that lives there, lives there, asks how
• 24:08
  Speaker 3: much your sons his personal back.
• 24:11
  Speaker 2: Yeah. So he my son communicating like, you know, it's
• 24:13
  Speaker 2: a Nikey book back on hundred dollars, but I'm I'm listening,
• 24:17
  Speaker 2: but I'm not facing them. So he's like, okay, he said,
• 24:20
  Speaker 2: I never had one hundred dollars book back before. So
• 24:23
  Speaker 2: my mind is like, I feel like you're lying in
• 24:25
  Speaker 2: my son He like, that's a nice coat. Too much
• 24:28
  Speaker 2: you pay for that coat? My son? My coats eight
• 24:31
  Speaker 2: hundred dollars yeah, moose knuckle. He said, oh that's a
• 24:36
  Speaker 2: nice coat. He's like, you know what I used to
• 24:38
  Speaker 2: do with people back in the days for that coat.
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: This that he like. So as he's saying it, my
• 24:44
  Speaker 2: friend like see you know the people was going on.
• 24:47
  Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, twol. My other friends went behind him.
• 24:51
  Speaker 2: He not knowing what's going on. My son start inching
• 24:53
  Speaker 2: close to me, so I pushed him. I said, bro,
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: don't never let nobody see you sweat. Stand tall. I say, bro, yo, no,
• 25:01
  Speaker 2: because he the last thing that took me or he asked,
• 25:03
  Speaker 2: my son got an eight hundred cold on. You got
• 25:05
  Speaker 2: money in your pockets and now I lost it. After that,
• 25:09
  Speaker 2: I said, bro, get your trade before they be picking
• 25:11
  Speaker 2: you up off the stretcher. So no, no, no, I'm
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: just playing with him. Nah, play with his father. Don't
• 25:15
  Speaker 2: play with him, bro. He like, no, I'm just saying.
• 25:17
  Speaker 2: He turned around seeing the other two. I said, bro,
• 25:19
  Speaker 2: we gonna kill you out here passing out food, doing
• 25:21
  Speaker 2: a good.
• 25:21
  Speaker 1: Deed, trying to do.
• 25:23
  Speaker 2: Don't don't play. Then was like, yo, see, it's people
• 25:27
  Speaker 2: like him that's sucking up for us. This is what
• 25:29
  Speaker 2: he do. He used to rob people. I said, you
• 25:32
  Speaker 2: robbed that one. You wouldn't never meet it back inside, Bro,
• 25:34
  Speaker 2: you nona, I'm just playing trying to reach his hand
• 25:37
  Speaker 2: out to me. I said, just get away before you
• 25:38
  Speaker 2: turn my things giving into a tragedy, please, And he
• 25:42
  Speaker 2: I told myself, don't never let a nigga see you.
• 25:45
  Speaker 2: He'll be fifteen next month. Yeah, never let the niggas
• 25:47
  Speaker 2: you sweat, especially when your father right here. I'm like, yo, like, yeah,
• 25:51
  Speaker 2: we're doing good deeds, but these things around me are
• 25:53
  Speaker 2: straight gagster. Bro like, don't never let nobody see you sweat.
• 25:56
  Speaker 2: And he like, all right, No, the man talked to
• 25:59
  Speaker 2: you looking at us, stands tall. Whatever happens happens. I'm
• 26:03
  Speaker 2: gonna deal with the consequences later. So he's like, all right, cool.
• 26:07
  Speaker 2: The guy came back and like, Yo, can I talk
• 26:09
  Speaker 2: to you big man? I just apologize. I say, oh, Bro,
• 26:11
  Speaker 2: you just just stay away. Bro, that's the best thing
• 26:14
  Speaker 2: that negative energy you got going on. Just stay away, bro,
• 26:17
  Speaker 2: cause you question my son had to toe like and
• 26:21
  Speaker 2: then nothing nothing. You like. One thing I learned to
• 26:24
  Speaker 2: feeding people. Some of them is ungrateful too.
• 26:27
  Speaker 1: What's happening?
• 26:27
  Speaker 2: Al right?
• 26:28
  Speaker 1: What happened?
• 26:28
  Speaker 2: One person asked me, none of this halla. I'm like, no,
• 26:32
  Speaker 2: what he's old. I think next time you'll need to
• 26:34
  Speaker 2: come out here with hollow.
• 26:35
  Speaker 1: For who said he was black? Yo?
• 26:38
  Speaker 2: And I'm just like, oh, yeah.
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: That asks you for hallowfu. Oh hell no.
• 26:46
  Speaker 2: I'm just like And then it's like we out there
• 26:49
  Speaker 2: passing out full. You see people trying to get two
• 26:51
  Speaker 2: or three trays, and it's like, damn, bro, can you
• 26:53
  Speaker 2: give something to the next person behind you? He like.
• 26:57
  Speaker 2: I'm just like, damn, Like, bro, it ain't it ain't that.
• 26:59
  Speaker 2: So I said, Yo, let everybody get in whatever left
• 27:02
  Speaker 2: you have that we're not we're not taking this with
• 27:05
  Speaker 2: us like do y'all thing. He was like, Yo, this
• 27:09
  Speaker 2: is why people don't want to come out here, because
• 27:11
  Speaker 2: the way y'all act. I'm just like, yeah, I said, yo,
• 27:14
  Speaker 2: just pass this out. My hands was getting cold. We
• 27:17
  Speaker 2: were drinking Don Julio outside right. The guy like, can
• 27:21
  Speaker 2: I get a cup? Like we out here passing out food,
• 27:24
  Speaker 2: not Don Julio, bro, get your food the go ahead.
• 27:27
  Speaker 2: I'm like, damn, but it was good. Yo, it was
• 27:30
  Speaker 2: a good deed, Like I felt good giving back. So
• 27:32
  Speaker 2: we be doing Christmas this year too, you're giving away
• 27:35
  Speaker 2: some Christmas like you going to the shelter like cause
• 27:37
  Speaker 2: we went to the family shelter to give out food
• 27:39
  Speaker 2: over there first, and it's like the workers it's just nasty, like, oh,
• 27:43
  Speaker 2: we're not calling them to tell them come outside to
• 27:45
  Speaker 2: get food. And I'm like, damn, why not. Oh that's
• 27:48
  Speaker 2: not my job. Y'all should have put up flyers. I'm
• 27:52
  Speaker 2: just like, damn, like and you'll think, like these people
• 27:55
  Speaker 2: in these shelters don't got families. You can't call them
• 27:57
  Speaker 2: down just to feel like they loved. I ain't gonna
• 28:00
  Speaker 2: lie my son no, No, it was his birthday the
• 28:02
  Speaker 2: same day. He like, I just want to go all
• 28:04
  Speaker 2: out they I feel like the people ate better than
• 28:06
  Speaker 2: us on Thanksgiving. Everything you could name was on their plate,
• 28:11
  Speaker 2: big gas plates. We had to put rubber bands around
• 28:14
  Speaker 2: it to close it and still had desserve, gave them
• 28:17
  Speaker 2: waters and still had sodas and everything else too. That's dope.
• 28:21
  Speaker 2: So it's like it just felt good and it's like
• 28:22
  Speaker 2: it didn't take nighthing from us to do it. That dope.
• 28:25
  Speaker 2: But now we're doing Christmas next and I want to
• 28:29
  Speaker 2: do this at least every other month. I just don't
• 28:31
  Speaker 2: want to wait till Thanksgiving and give back. Want to
• 28:34
  Speaker 2: do this every other month. People be real life hungry
• 28:36
  Speaker 2: and don't have no way out, Like I could always
• 28:40
  Speaker 2: go to my cousin, my aunt, my mom's crib to eat.
• 28:43
  Speaker 2: These people can't.
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: So what you're gonna learn about New York comeless though,
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: is New York homeless is different those some rich homeless people. Yo,
• 28:50
  Speaker 1: motherfucker's got different. It's part of the specific taste. They
• 28:53
  Speaker 1: got specific request like It's then they'll look at you like, nigga,
• 28:56
  Speaker 1: you didn't bring this, Like yo.
• 28:58
  Speaker 2: One person like yea, yeah, boy, y'all you bring no
• 29:00
  Speaker 2: sweet but tato pot. And I'm like, yo, bro, just
• 29:02
  Speaker 2: get what you get. Bro. It's like get what you get,
• 29:05
  Speaker 2: get out the line, like get what you could get.
• 29:08
  Speaker 2: But just seeing the people like, I'm like, yo, get
• 29:10
  Speaker 2: your food here Like nah, He's like, y'all, I'm just
• 29:11
  Speaker 2: going through the bag to get the clothes. I really
• 29:13
  Speaker 2: need it. I just came home from jail. I'm like, yo,
• 29:16
  Speaker 2: do your thay were gonna put your food to the
• 29:17
  Speaker 2: side and he just going through it to get anything
• 29:20
  Speaker 2: that he could get. I'm just like, damn, I told
• 29:23
  Speaker 2: my son, look how bless you is. Y'all gotta looked
• 29:25
  Speaker 2: in no bag that gon get no clothes. Bro, you
• 29:27
  Speaker 2: need to see this top of the line expensive in
• 29:29
  Speaker 2: the closet.
• 29:30
  Speaker 1: Don't let the people that like, don't let the little
• 29:32
  Speaker 1: bad apples ruin it for everybody else.
• 29:34
  Speaker 3: Yeah, because I'm pretty sure you made a lot more
• 29:36
  Speaker 3: people happy than you made it a lot more.
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: And it's about you.
• 29:40
  Speaker 3: You're doing this for You're doing this for you to
• 29:41
  Speaker 3: help them, you know what I mean, Like you feel
• 29:43
  Speaker 3: good when other people feel.
• 29:44
  Speaker 2: Good, even the prostitutes, and it's small yolk be giving
• 29:47
  Speaker 2: them food Like.
• 29:48
  Speaker 1: Yeah, went down Pennsylvania. I'm saying we.
• 29:50
  Speaker 2: Were just on Chepfer and liberty like that family is
• 29:56
  Speaker 2: a family sheltering. Then there's a min.
• 29:57
  Speaker 1: Shelter right now about the prostitutes.
• 29:59
  Speaker 2: Oh yeah, we that's when we started out bagging up the.
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: Food behind Pennsylvania.
• 30:03
  Speaker 2: And then we ride the outside like they still people
• 30:05
  Speaker 2: on my head or take your plate and they thinking
• 30:08
  Speaker 2: we're trying to buy it. No, we just try to
• 30:09
  Speaker 2: get you out some food.
• 30:11
  Speaker 1: You need to eat.
• 30:13
  Speaker 2: We just like we ain't trying to.
• 30:16
  Speaker 1: I need to eat some bitch for you dick up.
• 30:20
  Speaker 2: Yo, you see, I should just go sound I'm.
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: Just saying though, like we're trying too.
• 30:26
  Speaker 2: But it just felt good to a process there and say,
• 30:28
  Speaker 2: you know, I'm a daughter and didn't know what the
• 30:30
  Speaker 2: best thing about it is. Somebody like O yah should
• 30:32
  Speaker 2: call the news. I don't want it. I don't want
• 30:34
  Speaker 2: the news out here. I don't want the news to
• 30:36
  Speaker 2: see these people really out here need this. I'm doing
• 30:39
  Speaker 2: this from the heart. I ain't doing this to be
• 30:40
  Speaker 2: public size really like people got their cameras out and
• 30:43
  Speaker 2: all that them Like, yo, just put it down, bro, Like,
• 30:46
  Speaker 2: let let them be people, bro let them be regular
• 30:49
  Speaker 2: for us. You feel me?
• 30:50
  Speaker 3: Like, I mean, I can I see it from both
• 30:52
  Speaker 3: sides when people record from giving back because you could
• 30:54
  Speaker 3: record and it inspires other people to give back more.
• 30:57
  Speaker 3: They're not seeing it from the side of the person
• 30:59
  Speaker 3: that is in need. What I want to be filmed
• 31:02
  Speaker 3: while I'm in a predicament that I'm not necessarily the
• 31:05
  Speaker 3: happiest about.
• 31:06
  Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. So if you are doing it,
• 31:07
  Speaker 1: you can record yourself and blur out their faces things
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: like that.
• 31:11
  Speaker 3: You know what I mean, you can you don't have
• 31:12
  Speaker 3: to put their faces on it. You don't have to
• 31:14
  Speaker 3: put exactly where you're at. You can put what you're doing,
• 31:17
  Speaker 3: you know what I mean.
• 31:17
  Speaker 2: Tables and all. They're like, y'all ain't caught, y'all a twelve?
• 31:20
  Speaker 2: Like what you need y'all at twelve? Or bro oh
• 31:23
  Speaker 2: to let people know what you're doing. Naw, we don't know.
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: It's something if somebody, if the news just happens.
• 31:28
  Speaker 2: To come out. I'm not calling them this publicity I'm
• 31:32
  Speaker 2: not doing I'm not doing that. That's why I'm like, Nah,
• 31:36
  Speaker 2: I passed, Bro. I'm doing this for the heart. Bro,
• 31:38
  Speaker 2: like I had freezing cold doing the Harlem shape, the
• 31:42
  Speaker 2: keep won. I'm doing this from my heart. I ain't no.
• 31:45
  Speaker 1: When I seen the picture that you have posted and
• 31:47
  Speaker 1: stuff your people said post sick.
• 31:49
  Speaker 2: Yeah, they did a collabor and it's like the messaging
• 31:54
  Speaker 2: that I really wanted to get across to my son
• 31:56
  Speaker 2: is like people see us, Oh they're gangsters, they hud
• 31:59
  Speaker 2: them this that, but we really came together, like we
• 32:03
  Speaker 2: don't got and everybody in that picture is not from
• 32:05
  Speaker 2: the same hood. Were from different hoods, but we came
• 32:07
  Speaker 2: together and made it happened. Calls like he came together
• 32:14
  Speaker 2: for a call. If you you don't like somebody from
• 32:17
  Speaker 2: Eastern York best side this that we put that to
• 32:19
  Speaker 2: the side. We came together. It was even somebody came
• 32:21
  Speaker 2: out like, can I put my my hamburgers from McDonald's
• 32:24
  Speaker 2: on top of your food to give it to them?
• 32:25
  Speaker 2: Not do your thing, bro, you're here trying to do
• 32:28
  Speaker 2: the same thing we do. Even you got a little burger,
• 32:30
  Speaker 2: put it on top of this food. Man, some people
• 32:32
  Speaker 2: don't know how McDonald's taste. Not here, put it on
• 32:35
  Speaker 2: top of them. Give it to him. The bigger calls
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: is not us trying to get the recognition. The bigger
• 32:39
  Speaker 2: causes show people like this ain't the end or be
• 32:42
  Speaker 2: all you think. Somebody in Atlina don't know how McDonald's
• 32:47
  Speaker 2: takes you'll be surprised.
• 32:50
  Speaker 1: McDonald's is pretty cheap.
• 32:53
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's pretty cheap, But.
• 32:54
  Speaker 1: Like somebody everybody in New York know how McDonald's nig
• 32:59
  Speaker 1: the second chicken. Somebody, it's really odd.
• 33:02
  Speaker 2: You really be surprised. I've seen somebody just taste a
• 33:05
  Speaker 2: McDonald's burger, like for the first time in life, I
• 33:08
  Speaker 2: think like eighteen nineteen years like, and it was documented.
• 33:13
  Speaker 2: Oh I don't know who it was, but I'm just
• 33:16
  Speaker 2: listening to it.
• 33:17
  Speaker 1: Huh.
• 33:18
  Speaker 2: I don't think it was McDonald's.
• 33:19
  Speaker 1: It was like your median, say whatever. Imagine if I'm
• 33:21
  Speaker 1: homeless and the motherfucker bought me behind it and I
• 33:24
  Speaker 1: ain't never but hold on, I can't this in it.
• 33:26
  Speaker 1: The day before I got it, I got a story
• 33:28
  Speaker 1: about the homeless nigga.
• 33:29
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but I can say that right because before you
• 33:31
  Speaker 2: even get into that, right, it was one person like
• 33:33
  Speaker 2: this girl. I know she don't let her daughter be
• 33:35
  Speaker 2: a kid, no sugars, no nothing.
• 33:38
  Speaker 1: But that's different like a help. But she don't get
• 33:41
  Speaker 1: from the poverty level where it's like, oh you can't.
• 33:44
  Speaker 1: You can't even get McDonald's. I see, that's where they
• 33:46
  Speaker 1: chill out. The most homeless people be holding doors for
• 33:48
  Speaker 1: a fucking burg ey tarrying to McDonald's. Okay, right across
• 33:50
  Speaker 1: the street.
• 33:51
  Speaker 4: If you're homeless or you never tasted McDonald's, then like
• 33:55
  Speaker 4: you even got a kitchen to cook nothing, So it's
• 33:57
  Speaker 4: like you got it at McDonald's.
• 33:59
  Speaker 2: Some people get out the garbage.
• 34:01
  Speaker 3: See I had this guy when I was when I
• 34:04
  Speaker 3: was walking, it was this guy in a wheelchair, and
• 34:06
  Speaker 3: I used to take I used to go to school
• 34:07
  Speaker 3: in the city, so I'm taking the eight train every morning.
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: So every day I give him a doll. I get
• 34:12
  Speaker 1: my doll.
• 34:12
  Speaker 3: Sometimes I didn't have a change, I'll give him five whatever,
• 34:14
  Speaker 3: giving it to him every day. One day he always
• 34:16
  Speaker 3: used to get on the train with me and he
• 34:17
  Speaker 3: get off like at Roosevelt.
• 34:18
  Speaker 1: I'll never forget. One day he was like he woke
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: upcause I fell asleep. He's like, oh shit, what stop
• 34:23
  Speaker 1: is this? And I'm like, oh, this is uh rosewelb.
• 34:26
  Speaker 1: He's like, oh shit. The nigga gets up, runs.
• 34:28
  Speaker 3: Out the wheelchair and pushes his wheelchair out.
• 34:32
  Speaker 2: How did you feel? Did you want to taste them?
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: I just felt like the stupidest picture in the world, Like,
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: and this is when I was walking, So I just
• 34:40
  Speaker 1: felt so stupid.
• 34:42
  Speaker 3: But because I was like, I really got disabled. So
• 34:45
  Speaker 3: when I got in high school, I used to ask
• 34:47
  Speaker 3: everybody for like a quarter every day, right, I used
• 34:51
  Speaker 3: to ask like probably one hundred people for a quarter.
• 34:53
  Speaker 1: I used to leave school with bank every day.
• 34:56
  Speaker 2: Every day.
• 34:56
  Speaker 1: I go to everybody lunch prair asks for a quarter
• 34:58
  Speaker 1: and people don't have change. Oh, here's the dollar dollar.
• 35:01
  Speaker 1: So I just was like, you know, so I was
• 35:03
  Speaker 1: just getting back and the bitches to be hating, like,
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: oh she did say it because I always ask different people.
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: But it's a quarter, so with's so many people to
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: ask money. That's what we just learned.
• 35:13
  Speaker 3: Was giving me twenty dollars a day in high school.
• 35:15
  Speaker 3: So I'm just saying like, yeah, I need this first
• 35:17
  Speaker 3: I did. Meanwhile, I bitch you paying for my yummy taco.
• 35:21
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna McDonald's. I'm going to do everything that I
• 35:23
  Speaker 3: want to do. I didn't even sit for my lunch
• 35:24
  Speaker 3: period because I was too busy making money at other
• 35:26
  Speaker 3: people's unch period.
• 35:27
  Speaker 1: Then I just I just used to leave school with
• 35:29
  Speaker 1: so much money. It was. It was hustle sambit.
• 35:33
  Speaker 2: It was a scam.
• 35:34
  Speaker 1: No, I didn't become a skim. I just learned.
• 35:36
  Speaker 3: I just learned to my disability to work for me.
• 35:39
  Speaker 3: I I needed I needed mom, I needed mine. I
• 35:44
  Speaker 3: sometimes I said what it was for, and sometimes I
• 35:46
  Speaker 3: just said, do you got a quarter? Then it beat
• 35:48
  Speaker 3: the bitches heating you more than you more than me.
• 35:50
  Speaker 3: Then you hit me just shaking up all my coins
• 35:52
  Speaker 3: at the end of the day. Every day on the cessor,
• 35:54
  Speaker 3: I'm just counting my quarters out. Sometimes I have dollars
• 35:58
  Speaker 3: change it in My mother be like and I used
• 36:01
  Speaker 3: to say with yeah, I had Bunny, but I'm in
• 36:03
  Speaker 3: high school ship.
• 36:05
  Speaker 1: I have no shame.
• 36:06
  Speaker 2: But what were we looking forward for the new year?
• 36:10
  Speaker 1: For the new year?
• 36:10
  Speaker 2: I just a couple more days left to the new year.
• 36:12
  Speaker 3: Well, oh yeah, my baby made student in the Month excellence.
• 36:18
  Speaker 3: He's getting to push that.
• 36:20
  Speaker 2: You gotta push that.
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: As he's in first grade. He's doing his thing.
• 36:23
  Speaker 3: He's doing really getting We're working more on the reading.
• 36:27
  Speaker 3: And I just want more growth for my baby, more
• 36:30
  Speaker 3: health and more wealth for my loved ones, more longevity
• 36:35
  Speaker 3: for everybody that I love. For my relationship to grow
• 36:38
  Speaker 3: if I'm stronger, not just my relationship with my fiance,
• 36:41
  Speaker 3: but my relationship with God.
• 36:44
  Speaker 1: I just want.
• 36:45
  Speaker 3: Us to take off, you know what I mean, go
• 36:48
  Speaker 3: where we need to be because people need to hear us.
• 36:50
  Speaker 3: And I just I just want I just want pure bliss,
• 36:56
  Speaker 3: you know. And I got a lot of things in store.
• 36:59
  Speaker 3: As far as what I'm working on, I won't share
• 37:00
  Speaker 3: that on a podcast. Because you know you can't put.
• 37:02
  Speaker 2: No definitely everything O.
• 37:03
  Speaker 3: But I got a lot of things in the work
• 37:05
  Speaker 3: that's gonna better in my future and stuff like that,
• 37:08
  Speaker 3: So I I just want I'm just looking forward to
• 37:11
  Speaker 3: taking everything done, staying busy, because you know, the idle
• 37:15
  Speaker 3: mine is the devil's playground.
• 37:16
  Speaker 2: Absolutely.
• 37:17
  Speaker 1: I don't ever want.
• 37:18
  Speaker 2: To just reach.
• 37:19
  Speaker 3: When people say they're bored all the time, you're just
• 37:21
  Speaker 3: giving into temptation, and that's how you end up smoked out,
• 37:24
  Speaker 3: drunked out, parted out, or fucked out, you know. And
• 37:26
  Speaker 3: I gave up sex, so I've gave up luss, you
• 37:29
  Speaker 3: know what I mean.
• 37:30
  Speaker 1: I've gave up weed, I gave up temptation.
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: Alcohol.
• 37:34
  Speaker 1: I barely. I drink only on I drink once in
• 37:36
  Speaker 1: a blue I can never. I'm not gonna never might not.
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: Because like two weeks ago I was drinking and it's
• 37:43
  Speaker 2: just like I just felt like like they somebody kicked
• 37:47
  Speaker 2: the butt cut. It ain't for me no more.
• 37:49
  Speaker 1: How often do you drink though?
• 37:52
  Speaker 2: I don't drink really truly. I drunk two weeks ago
• 37:55
  Speaker 2: before that with Thanksgiving. Before that, it was a long time.
• 37:59
  Speaker 2: I don't drink.
• 38:00
  Speaker 1: Two weeks ago was Thanksgiving, nigga, No, no, was it.
• 38:03
  Speaker 1: It was only a week. It was only a week
• 38:05
  Speaker 1: before that that it was a Thanksgiving.
• 38:08
  Speaker 2: Yeah, that's I said.
• 38:08
  Speaker 1: Two weeks ago, so three So two weeks ago I drank.
• 38:14
  Speaker 2: Then a week before that I drunk, and then after
• 38:16
  Speaker 2: that I ain't drinking in a long time. Before that.
• 38:19
  Speaker 1: Your birthday you drunk.
• 38:20
  Speaker 2: That was my birthday was September birthday.
• 38:22
  Speaker 1: Damn.
• 38:23
  Speaker 3: I keep thinking, oh, Libris is October, but you turned
• 38:25
  Speaker 3: up in October as well. Really turned up in October
• 38:28
  Speaker 3: for your birthday?
• 38:31
  Speaker 2: September body was September.
• 38:33
  Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, okay.
• 38:34
  Speaker 2: September October. I really was child. I was alone, so
• 38:37
  Speaker 2: I was in the crab every week. But now I
• 38:40
  Speaker 2: just don't have that urge and tasted.
• 38:42
  Speaker 1: Look at you. Black people can't even quit something bad
• 38:44
  Speaker 1: without getting people out. I look at me over here, like, no, nigga,
• 38:48
  Speaker 1: I'm trying to keep you read.
• 38:49
  Speaker 2: I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
• 38:51
  Speaker 3: I just don't like I just I don't know. I
• 38:52
  Speaker 3: just find people that don't do anything so boring. It's
• 38:55
  Speaker 3: just like Jesus Christ do something, but not all the time.
• 38:58
  Speaker 2: Yeah, Like I have my fun with it. It's time
• 39:00
  Speaker 2: for me to you are, Yeah, it's time for me
• 39:04
  Speaker 2: to you.
• 39:05
  Speaker 1: He said, yeah, already, just keep going, keep going.
• 39:08
  Speaker 2: You say, yeah, you're crossing over. But it's like now
• 39:13
  Speaker 2: I'm just thinking more businesses and adventures and different things.
• 39:17
  Speaker 2: Like I just got a call for the Commission of
• 39:20
  Speaker 2: the Blind m hmm that they want to run my ideas.
• 39:24
  Speaker 2: So I'm like, what is I'm getting out of this
• 39:26
  Speaker 2: because I'm not just giving you out of ideas and
• 39:28
  Speaker 2: we're not getting nothing out of it. And they just
• 39:30
  Speaker 2: like shout out to rocket lawyer, I got some phms
• 39:35
  Speaker 2: to a point, anything we talk about they can't share less.
• 39:38
  Speaker 2: I'm part of it. So like I'm protecting my asset.
• 39:42
  Speaker 2: I am the anset, so I gotta protect me. You're
• 39:44
  Speaker 2: not going to just use my likeness and think you're
• 39:46
  Speaker 2: just going put it in front of the blind people
• 39:48
  Speaker 2: and that's just going to be that. That's what shout
• 39:52
  Speaker 2: out to them.
• 39:52
  Speaker 1: Because they try to do the REDS Foundation.
• 39:55
  Speaker 2: I'm sitting down with people that's not blind. So it's
• 39:58
  Speaker 2: like for y'all to like want me, I must be
• 40:01
  Speaker 2: a high ticket.
• 40:02
  Speaker 1: How is the Commission of the Blind not blind being
• 40:05
  Speaker 1: like that? Are they racist? They have to be because
• 40:09
  Speaker 1: why is the commission.
• 40:11
  Speaker 2: It's blind people that work.
• 40:12
  Speaker 1: I wish there would be a commission of the wheelchair
• 40:15
  Speaker 1: people and the name will.
• 40:17
  Speaker 2: It's people that's blind that's work in the office and everything.
• 40:19
  Speaker 1: But I say blind people do everything else.
• 40:21
  Speaker 2: Yeah, they definitely do. But the head person is not blind.
• 40:25
  Speaker 2: But twenty six I'm walking into the office and I'm
• 40:30
  Speaker 2: demanding what i want because it's yours. Yeah, I'm not
• 40:34
  Speaker 2: just talking for me, I'm talking for all disables. So
• 40:36
  Speaker 2: I'm tapping into the wheelchair community too, coming together deaf
• 40:40
  Speaker 2: autism all I want to say, coming together. I want
• 40:43
  Speaker 2: to be one be that one percent.
• 40:45
  Speaker 3: I don't know, it's just some wl chair people that
• 40:47
  Speaker 3: bothers me. Sometimes they bother No, no, realistically, sometimes they
• 40:52
  Speaker 3: just bother me because it's like it's categories in the
• 40:54
  Speaker 3: wheelchair community.
• 40:55
  Speaker 1: It's either you're too able to be what they want
• 40:58
  Speaker 1: you do. You know what I'm saying. It's like if
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: you could go pee on your own, they're hating on
• 41:02
  Speaker 1: you and shit like that. Like I don't know, I
• 41:04
  Speaker 1: never really fit in with you.
• 41:05
  Speaker 2: At the end of the day, we still disabled. So
• 41:06
  Speaker 2: I don't want to get it. And the reason why
• 41:08
  Speaker 2: I'm really like this because being wlfware to Atlanta.
• 41:10
  Speaker 1: I identify as a walking person.
• 41:13
  Speaker 2: Identify somebody that could see it exactly.
• 41:15
  Speaker 1: So I don't know, it's it's a real.
• 41:17
  Speaker 2: Big wolfway to Atlanta. And I'm just saying them like
• 41:19
  Speaker 2: I'm the only disabled person in this room, and it's like,
• 41:22
  Speaker 2: this is not just the like being disabled is not
• 41:25
  Speaker 2: the end of the world. We need to be in
• 41:26
  Speaker 2: more rooms like this. We need to create more businesses SSI.
• 41:30
  Speaker 2: It is just not.
• 41:31
  Speaker 3: That's because people that have disabilities tend to cripple themselves.
• 41:34
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and that's what I show people that they.
• 41:36
  Speaker 1: Can be in those rooms.
• 41:38
  Speaker 3: So for you, I feel like it's less blind people
• 41:42
  Speaker 3: that put themselves out there than it is like like
• 41:44
  Speaker 3: wial chair people. They're all over TikTok doing a bunch
• 41:46
  Speaker 3: of dumb sh it now, so I see that all
• 41:48
  Speaker 3: over my feet and yeah, kind of over it. But
• 41:51
  Speaker 3: as far as you like you doing what you're doing
• 41:53
  Speaker 3: for the blond community, like you're really going to open.
• 41:55
  Speaker 2: Doors absolutely and want me to blind bob the building.
• 41:59
  Speaker 2: Can we fix it? Yes? We care? Well what's new
• 42:03
  Speaker 2: with you? Well? You quite over there?
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: What was going through a heartbreak?
• 42:06
  Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm actually fucking tracking. I sent her a gift
• 42:10
  Speaker 4: today for Christmas.
• 42:11
  Speaker 2: I sent it.
• 42:12
  Speaker 4: I needed to make sure it was there today because
• 42:14
  Speaker 4: Christmas Day, to sketch, you might not get there.
• 42:16
  Speaker 2: So I sent the gift today.
• 42:18
  Speaker 4: And I'm kind of stressing a little bit because it
• 42:20
  Speaker 4: says it was delivered to the front desk. There is
• 42:22
  Speaker 4: no front desk. A signed by somebody named Web. I'm like,
• 42:25
  Speaker 4: who the fuck is Web?
• 42:26
  Speaker 2: You know? So maybe it's a business nearby or something
• 42:29
  Speaker 2: like that. I don't know.
• 42:30
  Speaker 1: So you send it to her business, don't.
• 42:33
  Speaker 2: She lives with her grandma. Now I don't have that time.
• 42:36
  Speaker 1: If you send it to her business, then it should
• 42:38
  Speaker 1: be fine, hopefully, God willing. Hopefully they have to give it.
• 42:41
  Speaker 1: They have to give you your money back if somebody
• 42:43
  Speaker 1: else got it.
• 42:45
  Speaker 2: But it was what was in it, It's like the money.
• 42:48
  Speaker 2: What was in it was prices is valuable, you know
• 42:50
  Speaker 2: what I'm saying. Literally, I got an autographed by somebody
• 42:52
  Speaker 2: she really fuck with that I met. They came through
• 42:53
  Speaker 2: the studio, so that's priceless. So yeah, we need with
• 42:56
  Speaker 2: their book.
• 42:58
  Speaker 3: Why didn't you just fucking can give it to when
• 43:00
  Speaker 3: you see your next week next week.
• 43:03
  Speaker 1: When are you going out there in January?
• 43:06
  Speaker 2: I can't even afford to see you next week, Chilly.
• 43:09
  Speaker 2: You should have signature required, so hopefully the web Web,
• 43:15
  Speaker 2: you're out there as Web. If you're out there, that's
• 43:18
  Speaker 2: the name of the business. Some Liam Niese and ship
• 43:19
  Speaker 2: I will find you.
• 43:21
  Speaker 1: Find you.
• 43:21
  Speaker 2: That's the name of the business. Nah a person. It
• 43:25
  Speaker 2: was signed by something.
• 43:25
  Speaker 4: Maybe it was somebody who because it's a it's like
• 43:27
  Speaker 4: multiple businesses in a little complex or whatever the fuck
• 43:30
  Speaker 4: you know what I mean?
• 43:31
  Speaker 2: So commercial real estate.
• 43:32
  Speaker 4: So maybe somebody nearby was like, oh, I take that,
• 43:34
  Speaker 4: and then maybe they'll deliver it to her maybe, but well.
• 43:38
  Speaker 2: We got you get it, But well we got your name.
• 43:40
  Speaker 2: Don't make us come Let's just be positive about it
• 43:43
  Speaker 2: makes us.
• 43:44
  Speaker 1: She'll get it, especially like THEMN.
• 43:45
  Speaker 2: When's she gonna get it? When you're gonna give it
• 43:47
  Speaker 2: towards Web, don't make us come out there and look
• 43:50
  Speaker 2: for you Web. Don't make us come out there and
• 43:53
  Speaker 2: look for you Web.
• 43:54
  Speaker 1: You just got to create a Google number and hey, yeah,
• 43:57
  Speaker 1: did you perceive the package that that?
• 44:00
  Speaker 2: I say, what tap number?
• 44:03
  Speaker 1: Something to do? Some ship man? Listen about me about
• 44:07
  Speaker 1: about the nigga boy, my men playing all types of crazy.
• 44:11
  Speaker 1: Go see that. I love you, nigga fun that I
• 44:13
  Speaker 1: called a jail. I remember one time he was not
• 44:15
  Speaker 1: he was not calling me. I called the jail like HI,
• 44:18
  Speaker 1: came to a wellness check. Yeah, I don't play that.
• 44:22
  Speaker 1: I don't play that. They're like, yeah, he's in.
• 44:23
  Speaker 2: This the extra times.
• 44:26
  Speaker 1: The next thing he's calling me, Yeah, don't play with me.
• 44:29
  Speaker 2: So first, what you think you think I got a
• 44:30
  Speaker 2: good chance? You gonna save me back.
• 44:32
  Speaker 1: I feel like, at the end of the day, if
• 44:33
  Speaker 1: which I was real, she's probably hurt. How long ago
• 44:36
  Speaker 1: did this happen?
• 44:37
  Speaker 2: It is not that long ago, maybe like two three
• 44:39
  Speaker 2: weeks ago.
• 44:40
  Speaker 1: Oh but that's the last thing I spoke.
• 44:43
  Speaker 2: But it's been worse than this. So I don't know
• 44:47
  Speaker 2: what's her sign.
• 44:49
  Speaker 1: Oh damn.
• 44:52
  Speaker 2: January m.
• 44:55
  Speaker 1: They just like to play, and.
• 44:57
  Speaker 2: I just felt like she just like she just on
• 45:00
  Speaker 2: the show, like this is what you really want.
• 45:02
  Speaker 1: I think you can try to go out there once
• 45:04
  Speaker 1: you got Once you go out there and she gets
• 45:07
  Speaker 1: to like see you in person, it's easy to ignore.
• 45:09
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I agree, That's why I'm popping out in person.
• 45:12
  Speaker 1: It's like, all right, you see me and we love
• 45:14
  Speaker 1: each other.
• 45:15
  Speaker 2: You can't.
• 45:15
  Speaker 1: You can't not just.
• 45:17
  Speaker 2: Connections, show that feel that you really put that you
• 45:19
  Speaker 2: flow out here just to make sure I'm good. They
• 45:22
  Speaker 2: gotta mean something right. It do means a lot, Like
• 45:24
  Speaker 2: you think that you think I go to the projects
• 45:27
  Speaker 2: like that means a lot? Like do you think like
• 45:28
  Speaker 2: if I popped up like she would see me and
• 45:30
  Speaker 2: be like everything everything.
• 45:31
  Speaker 1: No, I don't think she would do that.
• 45:32
  Speaker 2: I think she would be like the butterfly's gonna start.
• 45:35
  Speaker 3: Then it's gonna be like she'll probably be like act
• 45:38
  Speaker 3: angry in the beginning, but then y'all sit there and
• 45:39
  Speaker 3: you'll have a real conversation and show her like in front.
• 45:42
  Speaker 1: Of her, like you're truly sorry and you're truly apologetic.
• 45:45
  Speaker 4: We've had serious conversations about having children and.
• 45:48
  Speaker 2: Getting moving in with each other and shift them lives.
• 45:50
  Speaker 4: Serious conversations like not serious theory, serious, you know what
• 45:55
  Speaker 4: I mean, So.
• 45:57
  Speaker 1: That man life, because we are at that ancient you
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: guys are at the ancient age. I'll be there next year.
• 46:02
  Speaker 1: But how do you I'm twenty nine, you got it,
• 46:05
  Speaker 1: I'm you. You motherfuckers cannot tweak with me. Let's just
• 46:10
  Speaker 1: say that.
• 46:10
  Speaker 2: A second ago you was like access a ride in
• 46:12
  Speaker 2: but you like in high school.
• 46:13
  Speaker 1: Like, wait a minute, because that's because of the disability.
• 46:17
  Speaker 2: I didn't I didn't know you was in the chair
• 46:18
  Speaker 2: in high school.
• 46:19
  Speaker 1: I got shot at fifty right.
• 46:20
  Speaker 2: You did say that.
• 46:26
  Speaker 3: Listen, I'm i to this chair shape gas and I'm
• 46:32
  Speaker 3: like that that's probably why I'm like the old heads
• 46:34
  Speaker 3: with this wheelchairs shape, because it's like I've seen these
• 46:36
  Speaker 3: young people coming out doing. Man, that's just definitely what
• 46:41
  Speaker 3: it is to this real quick.
• 46:43
  Speaker 4: Before we get out of here, what's everybody's New Year's goals? Like,
• 46:47
  Speaker 4: what do you want to I'm not I'm done saying
• 46:49
  Speaker 4: what I'm going to do because every time I say
• 46:50
  Speaker 4: what don't want to know what, it actually doesn't happen.
• 46:52
  Speaker 4: I'm still gonna set my goal though, Well.
• 46:54
  Speaker 3: I just want to be more consistent. I just want
• 46:58
  Speaker 3: to work on less procrastination.
• 47:00
  Speaker 2: Absolutely, And what do you procrastinate with the most?
• 47:03
  Speaker 1: I'm a procrastinator because it works for me.
• 47:05
  Speaker 3: It works for me, like I get shit done like
• 47:08
  Speaker 3: under like tenth situations, Like I'm a pressure type of person.
• 47:11
  Speaker 3: I get it done, but I don't want I don't
• 47:14
  Speaker 3: want to do that anymore. I have high blood pressure.
• 47:16
  Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I want to lower my blood pressure for
• 47:18
  Speaker 3: the year.
• 47:19
  Speaker 2: And just damn make Donalds blood pressure.
• 47:28
  Speaker 1: It's a wheelchair. But no, I just want to with
• 47:31
  Speaker 1: me Donald, I shut the fuck up. I just want
• 47:33
  Speaker 1: to focus on health, just like I said, consistency, less procrastination,
• 47:39
  Speaker 1: and continue with my discipline because I've been pretty disciplined
• 47:42
  Speaker 1: this year.
• 47:42
  Speaker 2: What can we do to help you with that? Is
• 47:45
  Speaker 2: there anything holding each other accountable?
• 47:46
  Speaker 1: We just hold each other accountable.
• 47:48
  Speaker 3: We're all friends, and don't be afraid to you know
• 47:51
  Speaker 3: what I mean, if you feel like I'm slipping or
• 47:52
  Speaker 3: something like that. I'm one that I could take the criticism,
• 47:55
  Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. As long as I know
• 47:56
  Speaker 3: it's coming from a place of love and stuff like that,
• 47:58
  Speaker 3: I can take it. I just hate when people wait till.
• 48:00
  Speaker 3: I hate when people wait till it's like there's finally
• 48:02
  Speaker 3: ticked off and it's like, well, now this is like
• 48:04
  Speaker 3: you know what I mean, don't wait for me for
• 48:06
  Speaker 3: you to say something.
• 48:07
  Speaker 2: That's how when she asked that's why she on this podcast?
• 48:11
  Speaker 3: Yo, He's was like, Yo, people need to hear your voice.
• 48:15
  Speaker 2: Let's god because I know I believed. I believed in you,
• 48:19
  Speaker 2: not always told Wolf, even though you showed this will
• 48:21
  Speaker 2: be a good fit. Yeah, I just felt it like
• 48:24
  Speaker 2: it was a good fit. Now. Like I'll be in
• 48:25
  Speaker 2: the club and people talking to me about the podcast
• 48:27
  Speaker 2: and they're like, yo, Shorty is beautiful. Yo, she talked
• 48:30
  Speaker 2: that real ship, this, that and that and now y'all
• 48:31
  Speaker 2: got something great going on. People like, yo, I got
• 48:34
  Speaker 2: a he said, I got a d D. Can I
• 48:37
  Speaker 2: come on the podcast? Just like ad damn, you just
• 48:40
  Speaker 2: add ship to your resume just to come on the podcast.
• 48:42
  Speaker 2: But I love this dynamic. Don't know we got going on,
• 48:47
  Speaker 2: Like I be looking forward to coming to the studio.
• 48:49
  Speaker 2: This is like me my safe space. I told we
• 48:53
  Speaker 2: was talking, it was like how do you escape? I
• 48:55
  Speaker 2: escape by coming to the podcast.
• 48:57
  Speaker 3: Yeah. I was having a rough week actually, like I
• 49:00
  Speaker 3: literally everything was like and then when I got into traffic,
• 49:02
  Speaker 3: I was just like, man, I know I wasn't supposed
• 49:04
  Speaker 3: to be outside today, but I'm telling my man, I'm like,
• 49:06
  Speaker 3: I made a commitment. You know what I mean. We
• 49:08
  Speaker 3: all work, we all have schedules, we all have ship.
• 49:10
  Speaker 3: We need to get done, and so I'm like I
• 49:11
  Speaker 3: can't be that person to let the team.
• 49:13
  Speaker 1: Do you know what I'm saying.
• 49:13
  Speaker 3: I'm like, I still got to show up. So I'm like,
• 49:16
  Speaker 3: so I'm like, I'm seeing the time, I'm seeing all
• 49:17
  Speaker 3: this happen. I'm just like, fuck, the devil is busy.
• 49:19
  Speaker 3: But then when I finally came and like I said,
• 49:22
  Speaker 3: her energy because I already know you guys' energy, but
• 49:24
  Speaker 3: I didn't know her her energy was beautiful.
• 49:25
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, you ain't no my energy
• 49:28
  Speaker 2: we got then.
• 49:28
  Speaker 3: We got this, these beautiful gifts. I'm getting to moisturize myself.
• 49:34
  Speaker 1: Zach scin Zak.
• 49:35
  Speaker 2: Can belonging norms.
• 49:38
  Speaker 1: Their packaging, that ship needs to be.
• 49:40
  Speaker 2: Thrown walking and everything is beautiful.
• 49:42
  Speaker 1: So what do you want to work on for the
• 49:44
  Speaker 1: new year?
• 49:44
  Speaker 2: Consistency? Yeah, definitely being consistent, procrastinating the same thing because I.
• 49:53
  Speaker 1: Procrastinated continuing your celibacy journey.
• 49:56
  Speaker 2: Well, I'm getting married next year, so me too.
• 49:59
  Speaker 1: Oh yeah, getting married.
• 50:01
  Speaker 3: I'm trying to adapt that I'm sitting it's not my
• 50:04
  Speaker 3: nig be sens hold shorty.
• 50:07
  Speaker 2: I was like, I'll be forgetting this.
• 50:08
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm like, nigga, you're not gonna drap me up.
• 50:11
  Speaker 2: Twenty sixth January, we be getting married.
• 50:13
  Speaker 1: Okay, so you're gonna do a courthouse. Yeah nice.
• 50:16
  Speaker 3: I like the more intimate ship. I feel like when
• 50:19
  Speaker 3: if you love, everybody doesn't need half the people don't
• 50:21
  Speaker 3: even support the ship.
• 50:22
  Speaker 1: They're just there for the yeah.
• 50:24
  Speaker 2: Everything, because even I'm like, you don't want a big wedding, No,
• 50:26
  Speaker 2: none of that.
• 50:26
  Speaker 1: Me and my man want to get remarried every five years,
• 50:29
  Speaker 1: a different weddings.
• 50:30
  Speaker 2: Like we could take that money and get a house.
• 50:32
  Speaker 2: We don't need no big wedding, So I understand that
• 50:36
  Speaker 2: that's a nawn payment on the house. I understand.
• 50:37
  Speaker 1: Like some new baby coming.
• 50:39
  Speaker 2: No no, no, no, no kids?
• 50:42
  Speaker 1: You don't want any more kids?
• 50:44
  Speaker 2: I do, But someone don't like her.
• 50:47
  Speaker 1: Her daughter is mine, she has her own kid. How
• 50:51
  Speaker 1: many she has one and you have one, So y'are
• 50:53
  Speaker 1: kind of cool with what you have.
• 50:55
  Speaker 2: I've been life since she was since she was born.
• 50:57
  Speaker 1: So she wants more kids?
• 50:58
  Speaker 2: No she did, but no, but y'all good. Then that
• 51:01
  Speaker 2: works for about to be sixteen. My dought about to
• 51:03
  Speaker 2: be fifteen, so it's like to start all over again. Noah,
• 51:06
  Speaker 2: let's go.
• 51:06
  Speaker 1: See the week y'all say that. Until y'all do it,
• 51:08
  Speaker 1: the pull out game is impeccable.
• 51:10
  Speaker 2: Okay, I just want to I just want to travel
• 51:14
  Speaker 2: the world. I just want to see different state in
• 51:15
  Speaker 2: different countries, like see me. That's what it's about. But yeah,
• 51:20
  Speaker 2: it's just not mean to start procrastinating because I do
• 51:23
  Speaker 2: a good job with that ship. I do that shit.
• 51:25
  Speaker 2: Next week, I can do it again. Podcasts people like yo,
• 51:27
  Speaker 2: when you dropping again, I do it, and I'm like, nah,
• 51:30
  Speaker 2: let's lock in, lock in that. But twenty twenty six,
• 51:32
  Speaker 2: we really got to lock in.
• 51:33
  Speaker 1: We just gotta stay consistent with our dates and stuff like.
• 51:36
  Speaker 2: That, because I feel like our contracts, the money, everything
• 51:39
  Speaker 2: is dead. Like God, he is just waiting on us.
• 51:43
  Speaker 2: It's how bad do we want it? I got just
• 51:45
  Speaker 2: told twenty twenty five the yeah, the snake, we shut
• 51:47
  Speaker 2: our dead skin. Twenty twenty six is the hoss. We're
• 51:50
  Speaker 2: gonna run this race.
• 51:51
  Speaker 1: Amen and Wolf, what do you? What are your goals?
• 51:55
  Speaker 2: Damn?
• 51:56
  Speaker 4: First thing I thought he said it's the year of
• 51:58
  Speaker 4: the Snack. I'm like, damn, I hope my ex girl
• 51:59
  Speaker 4: friend will and the skin I was shutting gout.
• 52:02
  Speaker 2: I don't think like the all right, so you shutting
• 52:06
  Speaker 2: old habits. Yeah, that's that. There you go like that.
• 52:10
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean. My desires for twenty twenty
• 52:14
  Speaker 2: six is to definitely more consistent halfway up needing that
• 52:21
  Speaker 2: crack out in these streets.
• 52:24
  Speaker 4: Well, I would say I want to solidify another stream
• 52:28
  Speaker 4: of income for sure. I think I kind of in
• 52:31
  Speaker 4: flirting with another of income right now, and it could
• 52:36
  Speaker 4: be done bigger, you know what I mean. So I
• 52:37
  Speaker 4: definitely want to create another streamer income. Definitely want to
• 52:42
  Speaker 4: definitely continue to build my personal brand, you know what
• 52:45
  Speaker 4: I mean. Like, I really feel like when it comes
• 52:47
  Speaker 4: to content, one of the easiest ways to get the
• 52:51
  Speaker 4: money is to get people to fall in love with
• 52:53
  Speaker 4: you or to just be to fuck with you, you.
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: Know what I mean.
• 52:56
  Speaker 4: I almost look at you campaigning, you know what I mean,
• 52:58
  Speaker 4: You campaign trying to get elected, get a certain amount
• 53:00
  Speaker 4: of people to elect me.
• 53:01
  Speaker 2: I can make a decent amount of change. I'm not.
• 53:03
  Speaker 1: I never I like your content though.
• 53:05
  Speaker 3: It gives like that nineties vibe, like when they used
• 53:08
  Speaker 3: to talk like you know when Moesia when she.
• 53:11
  Speaker 1: Used to That's exactly what it is, and I'm talking
• 53:13
  Speaker 1: about that's the vibe that gets what a.
• 53:15
  Speaker 2: Melody comes on.
• 53:16
  Speaker 3: That's exactly when when he's choking and it's like the
• 53:18
  Speaker 3: music I hear it.
• 53:19
  Speaker 1: When I hear it, I just think of like a
• 53:20
  Speaker 1: mel Yeah, thank you. That's crazy.
• 53:23
  Speaker 4: That that's literally I love, literally to death. So that's
• 53:27
  Speaker 4: my that's my goal. I just want to grow the
• 53:29
  Speaker 4: personal brand. I want to see y'all grow y'all personal.
• 53:32
  Speaker 4: I want to see y'all get a lot more fans
• 53:33
  Speaker 4: this year.
• 53:34
  Speaker 2: Now we're taking off this yep. Yeah, because I really
• 53:36
  Speaker 2: think that y'all. I'm coming out of my comfort zone.
• 53:38
  Speaker 1: It like, can I get some peanuts? Is that just peanuts?
• 53:42
  Speaker 2: Or is it just peanuts?
• 53:43
  Speaker 1: Okay? Thanks because I hate like makes sense.
• 53:45
  Speaker 2: Well, that was the episode of and Get My Girl Back.
• 53:48
  Speaker 2: So I want to see and we see the merge
• 53:50
  Speaker 2: coming so on. So we'll see you next year, dropping merch.
• 53:53
  Speaker 1: Happy New Year, motherfuckers.
• 53:55
  Speaker 2: Be safe