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- 0:01Speaker 1: Welcome to This Jungian Life. Three good friends and Jungian analysts,
- 0:05Speaker 1: Lisa Marciano, Deborah Stewart, and Joseph Lee, invite you to
- 0:09Speaker 1: join them for an intimate and honest conversation that brings
- 0:13Speaker 1: a psychological perspective to important issues of the day.
- 0:19Speaker 2: I'm Lisa Marciano, and I'm a Jungian analyst in Philadelphia.
- 0:22Speaker 3: I'm Joseph Lee, and I'm a Jungian analyst in Virginia Beach, Virginia.
- 0:27Speaker 4: I'm Deborah Stewart, a Jungian analyst in Cape Cod.
- 0:37Speaker 3: In light of all of the tornadoes that are happening
- 0:40Speaker 3: in the United States right now, we were moved to
- 0:43Speaker 3: think about the archetype of the tornado, its mythic significance.
- 0:50Speaker 3: How can we orient to the inner tornado, which has
- 0:55Speaker 3: all kinds of valences? Whirlwinds show up in the Old Testament,
- 1:01Speaker 3: scooping prophets up into the air. The voice of God
- 1:05Speaker 3: speaks from the whirlwind. Interestingly, the word tornado and the
- 1:10Speaker 3: idea of the tornado is uniquely American, and America has
- 1:15Speaker 3: more tornadoes than most other parts of the world. Native
- 1:20Speaker 3: American myth explains it, thinks about it in many different ways,
- 1:25Speaker 3: and I know in my practice, clients frequently have dreams
- 1:30Speaker 3: of tornadoes, which I often think of as visitations of
- 1:34Speaker 3: the self. So today we're going to lean into this powerful,
- 1:40Speaker 3: awful archetypal dynamic.
- 1:45Speaker 4: I was very curious about, you know, it's a storm,
- 1:50Speaker 4: of course, a variation on maybe a larger arch of storms.
- 1:58Speaker 4: It's the difference between a tornado and a whirlwind or
- 2:02Speaker 4: a hurricane or other sort of cataclysmic weather events. And
- 2:07Speaker 4: what I learned, and I hope there are no meteorologists
- 2:12Speaker 4: out there who are going to be able to correct
- 2:16Speaker 4: what are my inevitable errors here, is that, first of all,
- 2:20Speaker 4: tornadoes come on very suddenly. So it's not like a
- 2:26Speaker 4: hurricane where at least with today's technology, you can tell
- 2:30Speaker 4: when it's 250 or more miles away that, you know,
- 2:34Speaker 4: here it comes. There was a huge tornado in Joplin,
- 2:39Speaker 4: Missouri in 2011, and it was a beautiful day in
- 2:43Speaker 4: the morning. So all of a sudden, this terrible, devastating storm,
- 2:50Speaker 4: the tornado arose. And what happens, as I understand it,
- 2:55Speaker 4: is that there is warmer air on the ground and
- 3:00Speaker 4: then colder air coming down from above. And as those
- 3:04Speaker 4: two things mix, they create the famous, the cone, the
- 3:11Speaker 4: twister part of the cyclone as they interact and they
- 3:16Speaker 4: revolve in north of the equator they revolve counterclockwise. South
- 3:24Speaker 4: of the equator, they revolve clockwise. So it becomes this
- 3:29Speaker 4: violently rotating column of air that is both in contact
- 3:34Speaker 4: with the Earth's surface that fuels it, you know, and
- 3:38Speaker 4: with the upper, you know, areas of atmospheric areas, which
- 3:44Speaker 4: also fuel it. So keeping this above and below going, twisting...
- 3:50Speaker 4: around and around. Most of them are small and last
- 3:55Speaker 4: only minutes, but they can be 200 miles per hour
- 4:01Speaker 4: and over a mile wide. And there are some historic
- 4:06Speaker 4: tornadoes that have traveled great distances and As you mentioned, Joseph,
- 4:13Speaker 4: we've seen on the news, the destruction is simply devastating,
- 4:20Speaker 4: the power of a tornado.
- 4:23Speaker 2: You know, when we're thinking about it psychologically, one of
- 4:27Speaker 2: the things about it that jumps out to me is
- 4:30Speaker 2: how easy it is to ascribe a kind of consciousness
- 4:34Speaker 2: or intent to a tornado.
- 4:36Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 4:37Speaker 2: Because it appears and then it moves, it seems to
- 4:40Speaker 2: have some autonomous ability to propel itself. It seems like
- 4:48Speaker 2: a thing, you know, an entity that's coming to wreak
- 4:51Speaker 2: havoc and destruction. And of course, it kind of meanders wantonly.
- 4:56Speaker 2: I mean, you don't know where it's going to go,
- 4:58Speaker 2: which as you said, Deb, you know, they can often
- 5:00Speaker 2: predict the path of a hurricane. But they may be
- 5:03Speaker 2: able to say it's likely that a tornado will happen
- 5:06Speaker 2: given atmospheric conditions in a certain area. But once the
- 5:10Speaker 2: tornado forms, they don't know where it's going to go
- 5:12Speaker 2: because they zigzag all around. So it really feels like
- 5:17Speaker 2: a manifestation of the kind of impersonal power of the divine.
- 5:24Speaker 4: Yeah, and that it can manifest so suddenly and intensely.
- 5:31Speaker 4: That they seem to come out of nowhere. It's a
- 5:36Speaker 4: very nice day. And then there is a tornado that
- 5:40Speaker 4: these atmospheric conditions create.
- 5:44Speaker 3: And the fact that it moves through the environment gives
- 5:48Speaker 3: it this sense of autonomy and consciousness. Why does it
- 5:52Speaker 3: go left? Why does it go a mile to the right?
- 5:56Speaker 3: And it seems so purposive in our meaning-making process.
- 6:00Speaker 5: Exactly.
- 6:01Speaker 3: The word tornado comes from the Latin tonare, which means
- 6:05Speaker 3: to thunder. And a tornado, as we've said, is this
- 6:10Speaker 3: vortex structure and it's vast amounts of air and water
- 6:15Speaker 3: and earth and objects are kind of swirling around. And
- 6:20Speaker 3: it gives us this sense that it lives and breathes
- 6:25Speaker 3: and it moves matter in and out the vortex. Things
- 6:30Speaker 3: are drawn in and cast out at violent speeds. There
- 6:34Speaker 3: are sometimes after a tornado, people will see blades of
- 6:38Speaker 3: grass embedded in a telephone pole.
- 6:41Speaker 5: Wow.
- 6:42Speaker 3: Because at certain speeds, things that would normally not be
- 6:47Speaker 3: missiles are suddenly have this enormous amount of power. But foremost,
- 6:53Speaker 3: it's a vortex that dissipates. that it breaks things down,
- 6:59Speaker 3: that it grabs structure and rends it into pieces as
- 7:06Speaker 3: the air is moving up and down. So this enormous
- 7:12Speaker 3: power to destroy, to break down into component parts, to
- 7:20Speaker 3: cut a swath through the world, not to, we of
- 7:23Speaker 3: course focus on homes and farms, but a swath through
- 7:27Speaker 3: a forest.
- 7:29Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, there's an area near me a couple of
- 7:31Speaker 2: years ago, maybe not last summer, but the summer before,
- 7:33Speaker 2: it was like, tornado watch, tornado warning, whatever. And I
- 7:36Speaker 2: was like, what am I going to do with that?
- 7:39Speaker 2: It's like, I'm going to go to the basement. So
- 7:41Speaker 2: I sort of ignored it. But the next day, there's
- 7:43Speaker 2: still an area of trees along the roadside not far
- 7:47Speaker 2: from me where the trees have just been sawed in half.
- 7:51Speaker 3: We had a tornado down here near Edenton two summers ago.
- 7:56Speaker 3: Rock a hawk, which is an area. And again, just
- 8:00Speaker 3: these enormous old trees just split like ribbons.
- 8:06Speaker 5: Again, awe is the feeling.
- 8:10Speaker 2: You know, Joseph, you were talking about how it looks
- 8:12Speaker 2: like they move with purpose, with a purpose that's not
- 8:16Speaker 2: clear to us, but nevertheless. And it's so easy to
- 8:20Speaker 2: understand how pre-modern people would have seen them either as
- 8:26Speaker 2: a manifestation of the divine or something made by the divine.
- 8:32Speaker 2: I mean, I think it's a really great example of
- 8:35Speaker 2: what we think of one of the functions of myth,
- 8:38Speaker 2: you know, not psychologically, but just in terms of explaining
- 8:42Speaker 2: cosmological events. But even with our modern sensibility where we
- 8:48Speaker 2: understand why they formed, I think that when we see one,
- 8:52Speaker 2: whether we're lucky slash unlucky enough to see one with
- 8:56Speaker 2: our own eyes, or even just scrolling through social media
- 9:01Speaker 2: and we see an incredible dramatic video of one, something
- 9:08Speaker 2: in our bodies, I know at least for me, really
- 9:10Speaker 2: responds with just, with awe, really, with awe. I mean,
- 9:16Speaker 2: they are darkly numinous for sure. And they really do
- 9:23Speaker 2: call up just this kind of awesome power that we
- 9:27Speaker 2: cannot control.
- 9:29Speaker 5: Not at all.
- 9:29Speaker 3: I mean, that's why we often describe tornadoes as attacking
- 9:33Speaker 3: or assaulting a city. And just to place it that
- 9:39Speaker 3: an enormous tornado has the equivalent of 50 kilotons of explosives,
- 9:46Speaker 3: which is two and a half times greater than the
- 9:48Speaker 3: bomb that was dropped on Hiroshima.
- 9:51Speaker 4: Wow.
- 9:51Speaker 3: The power in a massive tornado is truly overwhelming.
- 9:59Speaker 4: There is a darkly numinous and truly awe-inspiring aspect to this,
- 10:08Speaker 4: and it's transformative. Transformative in a way that just is horrifying, especially,
- 10:16Speaker 4: you know, clips on the news of people the day
- 10:20Speaker 4: after who are just devastated. Loss of life, injury, homes
- 10:27Speaker 4: and property just laid absolutely waste. But the power to
- 10:34Speaker 4: transform what we invest in and build our homes and
- 10:39Speaker 4: schools and hospitals and automobiles of That we are made
- 10:46Speaker 4: to feel puny, and we are puny in light of
- 10:52Speaker 4: the power of a tornado.
- 10:55Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 10:56Speaker 4: Our egos, our capacity to control, to build things, to
- 11:01Speaker 4: make a home.
- 11:02Speaker 2: Yeah, it really relativizes the ego, doesn't it?
- 11:06Speaker 4: Yes, it does, which is, you know, one of the
- 11:11Speaker 4: aspects of the self is which in a way was
- 11:14Speaker 4: Jung's term for the divine, for God, is that it
- 11:19Speaker 4: has a dark side. And a tornado really epitomizes this
- 11:26Speaker 4: in a particularly dramatic way.
- 11:30Speaker 3: And as that symbol of the divine, it links earth
- 11:33Speaker 3: and heaven, both visually, of course it does, but its power,
- 11:38Speaker 3: because of killing and destructive force, it does. you know,
- 11:44Speaker 3: translate things into spirit. And as such, we think, or
- 11:49Speaker 3: we have in the Bible, described the tornado or the
- 11:53Speaker 3: whirlwind to the voice of God.
- 11:57Speaker 4: Yes. And that is exactly what it says, is that
- 12:04Speaker 4: the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind.
- 12:07Speaker 5: Exactly. Which was destroying his life, by the way.
- 12:10Speaker 4: Yes.
- 12:11Speaker 2: Yes.
- 12:12Speaker 4: And that's what God says is, who are you to
- 12:15Speaker 4: question me? Gird up your loin. Be a man. When
- 12:19Speaker 4: were you when I, where were you when I laid
- 12:21Speaker 4: the foundation of the earth? There is no dialogue here.
- 12:27Speaker 5: No.
- 12:27Speaker 4: This is not going to be a reasonable discussion.
- 12:30Speaker 3: No negotiations here.
- 12:34Speaker 4: No negotiations. This is raw, elemental power. Mm-hmm.
- 12:41Speaker 2: And because it is wind, right? I mean, that's essentially
- 12:44Speaker 2: what it is. It's a rotating wind. So it is
- 12:48Speaker 2: a kind of perfect metaphor for the violent assertion of
- 12:53Speaker 2: spirit in one's life. It comes out of nowhere. It
- 12:57Speaker 2: comes from above. And it brings the tremendous force of
- 13:01Speaker 2: the wind to bear. It does call to mind this
- 13:05Speaker 2: quote from Jung, which we have used before on the podcast,
- 13:09Speaker 2: but it's very appropriate now. Jung wrote, to this day,
- 13:13Speaker 2: God is the name by which I designate all things
- 13:16Speaker 2: which cross my willful path violently and recklessly, all things
- 13:22Speaker 2: which upset my subjective views, plans, and intentions, and change
- 13:26Speaker 2: the course of my life for better or worse. So,
- 13:31Speaker 2: God is a tornado.
- 13:32Speaker 3: I think one could make a very good case for
- 13:36Speaker 3: that as the most incredible example living symbol. I mean,
- 13:43Speaker 3: it's one thing to look at a picture of a
- 13:45Speaker 3: tornado and I'm sure it is very much a different
- 13:50Speaker 3: thing to actually behold that kind of thing. And what
- 13:57Speaker 3: do we do to stand in front of it?
- 13:59Speaker 2: So my turn, because I think of the three of us,
- 14:02Speaker 2: I've been closest. So my family roots are from Northern Georgia,
- 14:09Speaker 2: North Georgia. So I was visiting my grandparents with my father.
- 14:14Speaker 2: I must have been maybe 10 or 11. And they,
- 14:17Speaker 2: of course, have a storm cellar because, you know, Georgia
- 14:21Speaker 2: is part of Tornado Alley. And, you know, it wasn't
- 14:24Speaker 2: uncommon to have to go to the storm cellar. So
- 14:28Speaker 2: one day there was a tornado in the area. This
- 14:31Speaker 2: wasn't a warning. This wasn't a they might develop. This
- 14:34Speaker 2: was there was a tornado. So we all went down
- 14:37Speaker 2: into the storm cellar and the wind was howling. And
- 14:41Speaker 2: eventually my dad gets up and he goes and he
- 14:44Speaker 2: opens the door. I'm like, what are you doing? He said, well,
- 14:46Speaker 2: if I'm going to be close to one, I want
- 14:47Speaker 2: to see it. So I was sort of horrified, but
- 14:50Speaker 2: also really curious. So I crept up alongside him and
- 14:53Speaker 2: I was looking out and we did not see the funnel.
- 14:56Speaker 2: But I will tell you what I do remember is
- 14:58Speaker 2: being shocked because I looked up at the sky and
- 15:01Speaker 2: it was as if the clouds were boiling. That's my
- 15:04Speaker 2: memory is that they were just, roiling and writhing so
- 15:08Speaker 2: quickly that it was like watching the bubbles in a
- 15:10Speaker 2: pot of water. It was very dramatic.
- 15:14Speaker 3: And I would imagine it changed you in some way
- 15:17Speaker 3: to actually behold that living thing versus just hearing about it.
- 15:25Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 15:26Speaker 2: I mean, I didn't actually see the funnel. And I
- 15:29Speaker 2: think the funnel is the thing that is truly... So,
- 15:33Speaker 2: you know, that's the thing that kind of captures our
- 15:36Speaker 2: imagination because it has structure and it has its own
- 15:39Speaker 2: particular movement and it's not anything we've seen before. I mean,
- 15:45Speaker 2: I'd certainly seen churning skies before, maybe not quite like that.
- 15:49Speaker 2: One of the things that fascinates me is the psychology
- 15:53Speaker 2: of the storm chaser. So sometimes, you know, there are
- 15:57Speaker 2: people that will take out cameras and instruments and go
- 16:00Speaker 2: after these storms trying to film them. Recently, something came
- 16:05Speaker 2: across my social media feed where there was an enormous,
- 16:08Speaker 2: enormous tornado. And whoever was holding the camera was driving
- 16:13Speaker 2: toward it.
- 16:14Speaker 3: I don't know if you guys saw that movie Twister.
- 16:17Speaker 3: That was done years ago, but there was so many scenes.
- 16:22Speaker 3: These CGI scenes of them driving into these tornadoes on
- 16:26Speaker 3: like live cows, like flying through the air. I mean,
- 16:30Speaker 3: it sounds funny, but like if you really put yourself there,
- 16:33Speaker 3: how horrifying that must be. Right.
- 16:36Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 16:38Speaker 2: But what I mean, I think there are people who
- 16:40Speaker 2: will get close to tornadoes for legitimate scientific reasons.
- 16:45Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 16:46Speaker 2: But I think it probably takes a certain kind of person.
- 16:49Speaker 2: It's the same thing. I have a similar fascination with volcanologists, right? Because,
- 16:55Speaker 2: you know, if people who, you know, they go, they
- 16:57Speaker 2: get PhDs, they study volcanoes. And of course, the point
- 17:00Speaker 2: is to understand them better so that we have, we're
- 17:03Speaker 2: able to predict them better and save lives. But there
- 17:06Speaker 2: is also something there. You know, I have a sort
- 17:10Speaker 2: of pet interest in volcanoes. in volcanoes and volcanologists. Because
- 17:15Speaker 2: I'll tell you, volcanologists are so fascinated by it that
- 17:21Speaker 2: they put themselves, I mean, it's not uncommon for, you know,
- 17:24Speaker 2: the number one way that volcanologists die, probably in volcanoes,
- 17:29Speaker 2: in eruptions. Yeah, because it's dangerous. And it must be
- 17:34Speaker 2: something similar with these storm chasers who go after it.
- 17:38Speaker 2: And of course, you know, nowadays, I don't know, maybe
- 17:42Speaker 2: the video I saw was CGI. I don't know who
- 17:44Speaker 2: would know, or AI generated even. But I think that
- 17:50Speaker 2: some of these people go after these shots because people
- 17:54Speaker 2: will pay money for those videos. So there's a kind
- 17:56Speaker 2: of perverse incentive. But I think we also recognize the
- 18:00Speaker 2: fascination with that which is more powerful than ego.
- 18:05Speaker 4: Yeah.
- 18:05Speaker 3: And to have an encounter, I mean, this is something
- 18:08Speaker 3: that happens in Virginia Beach, where I split my time,
- 18:12Speaker 3: that when hurricanes are coming into the area, the waves
- 18:16Speaker 3: become enormous and dangerous, and the police can't keep the
- 18:20Speaker 3: surfers out of the water.
- 18:22Speaker 4: Jesus.
- 18:24Speaker 3: This incredible drive to encounter that power of God, really.
- 18:32Speaker 2: Exactly, exactly. And I think we're hungry for it in
- 18:36Speaker 2: a way because there are so few places in modern
- 18:38Speaker 2: life where we can have that experience of being humbled.
- 18:41Speaker 2: And there's something kind of wonderfully reassuring about recognizing that
- 18:45Speaker 2: we're not the most powerful thing in the cosmos. So,
- 18:49Speaker 2: I mean, I think that's part of the thrill of
- 18:51Speaker 2: like a really big snowstorm that shuts everything down. It's like, ah,
- 18:55Speaker 2: we're not that powerful. But I think you're right. We
- 18:58Speaker 2: want to encounter the power of God, right? We want a.
- 19:03Speaker 3: Numinous experience such as it's offered to us. And given
- 19:07Speaker 3: in modern society, art, music, ritual isn't available to provide
- 19:15Speaker 3: that to us or perhaps we're too jaded to let
- 19:17Speaker 3: that come in. So people will participate in extreme sports.
- 19:21Speaker 3: Why do people cast themselves off of cliffs in these
- 19:25Speaker 3: strange flying garments? And I mean, it's really incredible. To
- 19:31Speaker 3: see the drive to encounter the thing that is infinitely larger, stronger, powerful, murderous,
- 19:43Speaker 3: you know, if we're not remarkably careful. that we somehow
- 19:48Speaker 3: need that.
- 19:50Speaker 4: I'm still, I'm turning this over in my mind of
- 19:56Speaker 4: people that fly, literally fly off cliffs with man-made wings,
- 20:03Speaker 4: who surf in the waves being generated by a hurricane
- 20:07Speaker 4: and or who are the storm chasers of tornadoes, and
- 20:13Speaker 4: wondering about the desire to encounter and to experience something
- 20:21Speaker 4: that is larger than self, and something from the unconscious
- 20:27Speaker 4: that we really cannot know. And it is very much
- 20:31Speaker 4: in my mind a parallel with Job going to encounter
- 20:35Speaker 4: and confront God. that we want to know something from
- 20:41Speaker 4: the depths. We want a chance to be in contact
- 20:47Speaker 4: with it and to understand it physiologically, experientially, because it
- 20:56Speaker 4: will not be reduced to rationality or cognition. And how
- 21:01Speaker 4: much of that is hubris?
- 21:04Speaker 2: I was going to say there's hubris there.
- 21:07Speaker 4: That I want to experience these waves if I'm a
- 21:14Speaker 4: surfer or this tornado if I'm a storm chaser.
- 21:19Speaker 2: Or climbing Mount Everest.
- 21:22Speaker 4: Climbing Mount Everest or being lowered into... the mouth of
- 21:28Speaker 4: a volcano, of what is that that we think we
- 21:35Speaker 4: have the power to encounter nature at its most unpredictable
- 21:42Speaker 4: and most powerful that we can, in effect, stand up to?
- 21:51Speaker 4: The tornado, the volcano... your father was standing in the
- 21:57Speaker 4: doorway to the storm cellar and could quickly have stepped
- 22:03Speaker 4: down and shut the door. You know, so there was
- 22:07Speaker 4: a safety, there was a backup versus, you know, going
- 22:12Speaker 4: out into the middle of a field to say, oh,
- 22:16Speaker 4: I think I want to meet this thing. Yeah.
- 22:19Speaker 2: You know, what comes up for me, Deb, when you
- 22:21Speaker 2: talk about that is the death of Semele. So Semele
- 22:25Speaker 2: was one of Zeus's many lovers. She's actually the mother
- 22:30Speaker 2: of Dionysus. And Hera, of course, got jealous, as Hera does.
- 22:34Speaker 2: And Hera disguised herself as a crone and went down
- 22:38Speaker 2: and kind of made Semele doubt who her lover actually was.
- 22:42Speaker 2: And so Semele made Zeus promise on the river Styx
- 22:47Speaker 2: to give her whatever she asked for. And he did.
- 22:50Speaker 2: And she said, I want to see you in your
- 22:52Speaker 2: full glory. And he said, no, you don't. And she said, no, yes,
- 22:55Speaker 2: I really do. So, he showed himself in his full
- 22:58Speaker 2: glory and she was destroyed. She was, you can't, a
- 23:03Speaker 2: mortal cannot stand in front of God in the fullness
- 23:10Speaker 2: of his or her divinity without being destroyed.
- 23:14Speaker 3: Or being translated into spirit. Right, right.
- 23:18Speaker 2: Another, yes.
- 23:19Speaker 5: I mean, the body can't withstand it. The body can't.
- 23:21Speaker 2: Withstand it, right. And so... So these pictures of people
- 23:25Speaker 2: being lowered into volcanoes or chasing after tornadoes or whatever,
- 23:30Speaker 2: isn't that a little bit like Semele seeking something that
- 23:34Speaker 2: actually you don't probably really want? Although it was probably
- 23:37Speaker 2: great for a second.
- 23:39Speaker 3: Well, I think that you want it. You're hoping that
- 23:42Speaker 3: you can angle towards it so that it won't destroy you.
- 23:46Speaker 3: Like how close can we get to the aweful power
- 23:49Speaker 3: of nature slash God and not be killed? Although, as
- 23:55Speaker 3: we sometimes see, there is an underlying desire to literally
- 24:00Speaker 3: be taken out of this world. And sometimes the unconscious
- 24:05Speaker 3: orchestrates these fateful, tragic mistakes.
- 24:08Speaker 4: It's tempting the gods.
- 24:11Speaker 3: Well, tempting the gods, but I'm also thinking that just
- 24:15Speaker 3: as Jung's friend, who dreamt he was going to walk
- 24:19Speaker 3: off the edge of the Alps but miraculously be in
- 24:21Speaker 3: the air, and then he walks off the edge of
- 24:24Speaker 3: the Alps sometime after that, that the unconscious can flirt
- 24:30Speaker 3: or be seduced by the idea of death as an
- 24:35Speaker 3: ultimate encounter, which goes, again, to this very complicated piece.
- 24:42Speaker 3: But I wanted to come back to the idea of
- 24:46Speaker 3: the drive for initiation. I mean, to catch a glimpse
- 24:49Speaker 3: of the divine, I think, is is the hope of
- 24:51Speaker 3: all religious drives, but also to come to the encounter
- 24:57Speaker 3: and survive it and be changed by it, which is
- 25:01Speaker 3: why I was wondering your glimpse of the boiling clouds,
- 25:05Speaker 3: whether that was a kind of initiation, uh, perhaps not
- 25:08Speaker 3: the tornado, but even so much of the mythology of
- 25:13Speaker 3: tornadoes comes out of native American traditions because tornadoes, uh,
- 25:19Speaker 3: Water spouts, dust devils, these spiraling phenomena are something that
- 25:26Speaker 3: happens more so in North America. So here's an initiation
- 25:33Speaker 3: story called Bear White Child. An orphan boy was left
- 25:39Speaker 3: for dead after a run-in with a bully and wintered
- 25:43Speaker 3: alone in the mountains. In spring, dreams and birds told
- 25:49Speaker 3: him bear up there, was going to adopt him. As
- 25:55Speaker 3: the boy watched a large storm rolling in one evening,
- 25:59Speaker 3: a voice told him not to fear what was about
- 26:02Speaker 3: to happen. The hail fell all around, but the boy
- 26:06Speaker 3: was not touched. Again, he looked in the direction the
- 26:11Speaker 3: storm had come. A black cloud hung in the middle
- 26:15Speaker 3: of the hail. The cloud's center began taking shape. and
- 26:20Speaker 3: he saw the head of bear up there. At the moment,
- 26:25Speaker 3: the upper half of the bear's body appeared. The hail stopped.
- 26:31Speaker 3: The bear sang a song as he reached down to
- 26:34Speaker 3: embrace the boy. It lifted him into the air, and
- 26:39Speaker 3: when it finished singing, put him down again. Four times,
- 26:44Speaker 3: the funnel picked him up and put him down. Then
- 26:49Speaker 3: the tornado's spirit appeared, bestowed power on the guy, and
- 26:56Speaker 3: named him Bear White Child, and instructed him to return
- 27:02Speaker 3: and torment the bully, whose name was One Eye, and
- 27:06Speaker 3: ultimately kill him. Bear White Child first took One Eye
- 27:11Speaker 3: as prettiest wife, telling the women to make an elk-tooth
- 27:16Speaker 3: dress for her. After more attacks, On one eye's status,
- 27:22Speaker 3: bare white child magically slew him by throwing bare sinew
- 27:28Speaker 3: in the fire, declaring he would never indulge in slow
- 27:32Speaker 3: revenge again. And this could remind us of a fairly
- 27:39Speaker 3: modern story.
- 27:42Speaker 2: A fairly modern fairy tale.
- 27:44Speaker 3: The Wizard of Oz getting sucked up and put down.
- 27:49Speaker 3: by tornadoes and setting you into this battle, you know,
- 27:54Speaker 3: within ourselves, with the inner witch, trying to find our
- 28:00Speaker 3: way truly to what home is. And even Bear Whitechild,
- 28:06Speaker 3: fighting against these averse forces, finally creating home for himself,
- 28:13Speaker 3: and much like Dorothy, has this bit of wisdom at
- 28:18Speaker 3: the end.
- 28:19Speaker 2: One of the things about that story is that when
- 28:23Speaker 2: he is lifted up four times and put down, he
- 28:27Speaker 2: has powers at the end. And that's where this idea
- 28:31Speaker 2: of initiation comes from. He's been changed. He has a
- 28:35Speaker 2: changed relationship with the divine and a changed relationship with himself.
- 28:39Speaker 2: And he has access to some of the powers of
- 28:42Speaker 2: the transpersonal. And that's also true for Dorothy in The
- 28:46Speaker 2: Wizard of Oz, which, I mean, I think everyone knows
- 28:48Speaker 2: that wonderful film where it begins in black and white
- 28:53Speaker 2: and Dorothy's a little girl in Kansas who's kind of unhappy.
- 28:57Speaker 2: A cyclone comes and lifts her up in her little
- 29:01Speaker 2: house and sets the house down in the magical realm
- 29:06Speaker 2: of Oz and when she opens the door everything's in
- 29:10Speaker 2: technicolor and she has many adventures and then has to
- 29:13Speaker 2: try to figure out how to get back. So it
- 29:16Speaker 2: really is an incredible kind of fairy tale and it's
- 29:19Speaker 2: endured as an important cultural touchpoint for almost a century now.
- 29:25Speaker 2: And of course, the tornado plays a major role in
- 29:28Speaker 2: that story, too.
- 29:29Speaker 4: You know, what I'm noticing in both of these tales
- 29:33Speaker 4: is that the protagonist has to be empowered. And in
- 29:40Speaker 4: The Wizard of Oz, it's the Wicked Witch of the
- 29:44Speaker 4: East who dies. In the Lakota tale, it is the
- 29:51Speaker 4: bully who dies. that some of this initiatory experience has
- 29:57Speaker 4: to do with what do you have the power to vanquish?
- 30:02Speaker 4: That is imaged as taking the life of somebody or
- 30:07Speaker 4: someone dies as a way of saying it's over and
- 30:11Speaker 4: it's ended. But that entering the tornado of getting some
- 30:17Speaker 4: of this power I wonder if that is part of
- 30:22Speaker 4: what happens with storm chasers and volcanologists and other people
- 30:30Speaker 4: is seeking that initiatory experience, seeking a certain kind of
- 30:35Speaker 4: empowerment and perhaps overcoming the fear of death.
- 30:42Speaker 2: Well, and that is kind of the point of an initiation, right?
- 30:45Speaker 2: Because every initiation... has a metaphoric experience of death and rebirth.
- 30:51Speaker 2: And part of the purpose of it is to lose
- 30:55Speaker 2: one's fear of death. At least that was one of
- 30:56Speaker 2: the explicit purposes of the Eleusinian mysteries, was that you
- 31:01Speaker 2: shall not fear death once you've gone through this, because
- 31:04Speaker 2: you will have died and been reborn ritualistically. So I
- 31:08Speaker 2: think you're exactly right, Deb. That may be the unacknowledged,
- 31:12Speaker 2: unconscious aim of, for people who do things like chase
- 31:16Speaker 2: these storms, is to have a kind of sense of
- 31:21Speaker 2: having vanquished death.
- 31:25Speaker 3: And in The Bare White Child and The Wizard of Oz,
- 31:28Speaker 3: it's as if the impossible conundrum conjures the whirlwind.
- 31:35Speaker 2: And if we keep this as a purely.
- 31:37Speaker 3: Internal relationship, a symbolic relationship, that the impossible tension inside
- 31:44Speaker 3: of us often constellates the self.
- 31:48Speaker 2: Ah, that's great.
- 31:49Speaker 3: As this massive force that reorients our attitudes, reorients fate sometimes.
- 31:56Speaker 3: So there's Dorothy in this impossible situation where her dog
- 32:02Speaker 3: is about to be surrendered, to be killed, euthanized. And
- 32:07Speaker 3: then she flees with her dog, not knowing, where to go,
- 32:12Speaker 3: and that home has now betrayed her because her dog
- 32:15Speaker 3: is going to be given to Miss Gulch to be killed.
- 32:19Speaker 3: So then that's the beginning, and we could even say
- 32:22Speaker 3: the impossibility of that moment conjures this encounter with the tale,
- 32:30Speaker 3: the Native American tale that we had told Bear White Child,
- 32:34Speaker 3: the impossible situation that he has been beaten almost unto
- 32:38Speaker 3: death has kind of crawled into the forest to find
- 32:42Speaker 3: someplace safe to survive. His fate is very unclear. Jung
- 32:49Speaker 3: also said that often in the nadir, in the darkest
- 32:54Speaker 3: moment of suffering, and sometimes just as suicidal fantasies begin
- 33:00Speaker 3: to emerge, that is when the self will constellate because
- 33:05Speaker 3: the ego is at its weakest and the self will
- 33:08Speaker 3: come and reorganize the central attitude.
- 33:12Speaker 2: Sometimes violently.
- 33:14Speaker 3: Violently and life-savingly, as it was for the fairy tale.
- 33:19Speaker 2: Yeah, that's great, Joseph. That's really good.
- 33:21Speaker 4: You know, I'm thinking about how we often say, quoting Jung,
- 33:27Speaker 4: how important it is to hold the tension of the opposites.
- 33:31Speaker 4: And that in the tale you read of Bear Whitechild
- 33:37Speaker 4: and with Dorothy... that those opposites were not held in tension.
- 33:44Speaker 4: The opposites interacted with each other in a way that
- 33:49Speaker 4: constellated this enormous amount of energy represented by the tornado.
- 33:57Speaker 4: Something else happened. Dorothy is so upset in the story
- 34:03Speaker 4: in Kansas when Miss Gulch wants to kill her dog.
- 34:09Speaker 4: the tornado when she finally lands in Oz, but that
- 34:15Speaker 4: when the tension is unbearable, is that when a tornado
- 34:21Speaker 4: gets constellated in the psyche? That can be initiatory, but
- 34:26Speaker 4: it can also be terribly destructive because as we know
- 34:36Speaker 4: from innumerable stories in the news, where somebody just does
- 34:42Speaker 4: something that cannot be undone and creates a murder that
- 34:50Speaker 4: cannot be undone because a tornado got constellated internally and
- 34:58Speaker 4: the person acted out murderous impulses.
- 35:03Speaker 3: That it could not be held symbolically. The ego is
- 35:06Speaker 3: not strong enough.
- 35:07Speaker 4: Right.
- 35:08Speaker 3: And then the energy is vented out into this enactment,
- 35:13Speaker 3: this horrific enactment. But when we're strong enough, even having fantasies.
- 35:19Speaker 5: Oh, I could just kill that person. I'm plotting it.
- 35:22Speaker 3: I've got it all in me. If we're able to
- 35:25Speaker 3: hold that and be crucified by the impossible situation, we
- 35:33Speaker 3: are often saved. And just as you were saying Deb,
- 35:38Speaker 3: there is an enormous destruction that happens inside of us
- 35:44Speaker 3: that what we used to believe about ourselves, about the world,
- 35:48Speaker 3: what we used to think we wanted or didn't want
- 35:51Speaker 3: can often just be torn into shreds as we encounter
- 35:57Speaker 3: these internal forces. Shadow work in a sense is kind
- 36:01Speaker 3: of a dust devil. I mean, I don't know if
- 36:03Speaker 3: it's a tornado, but it's definitely.
- 36:06Speaker 5: A kind of dust. Yeah. You know, it's like, that's
- 36:09Speaker 5: not me. That's not me. Wham. It's like, oh, my gosh,
- 36:13Speaker 5: that is me.
- 36:15Speaker 3: You know, and there's a breakdown that some sense of
- 36:18Speaker 3: my fantasy about myself is laid to waste, at least
- 36:22Speaker 3: in that small area. And then I have to rebuild
- 36:25Speaker 3: that little part of my sense of self. So embracing
- 36:29Speaker 3: this idea of salve coagula.
- 36:32Speaker 4: Mm-hmm.
- 36:33Speaker 3: Things have to break down in order for things to
- 36:36Speaker 3: be built up. Or another way of saying it is,
- 36:41Speaker 3: we cannot be our full potential and remain exactly.
- 36:45Speaker 5: As we are.
- 36:46Speaker 2: Yeah, that's great. Yeah, so it's a profound and awe-inspiring
- 36:53Speaker 2: symbol of a deep psychological experience that reorients us that
- 37:01Speaker 2: changes us, that initiates us. So I think it helps
- 37:06Speaker 2: explain why we have such a fascination for tornadoes. And,
- 37:11Speaker 2: you know, Joseph, you mentioned this in your introduction, but
- 37:14Speaker 2: I want to come back to it here as we're
- 37:18Speaker 2: drawing close to a shift, perhaps, that tornadoes turn up
- 37:23Speaker 2: a lot in people's dreams. We've had many tornado dreams
- 37:28Speaker 2: submitted to the podcast, and I bet most of us
- 37:32Speaker 2: have had a tornado dream. Maybe only if you're in
- 37:35Speaker 2: North America, but I believe I've certainly had tornado dreams.
- 37:41Speaker 4: You know, one thing we haven't quite named that I'd
- 37:45Speaker 4: like to turn to is anger, fury. And the tornado itself,
- 37:53Speaker 4: you know, really... is symbolic of just this rage, of
- 37:59Speaker 4: just the swirling, and it just flattens everything in its path.
- 38:04Speaker 2: Indiscriminately.
- 38:05Speaker 4: Right, exactly. It's not a thoughtful process, shall we say.
- 38:11Speaker 4: It is indiscriminate and devastating. In Greek mythology, Typhon, or Typhoon,
- 38:21Speaker 4: was born to Gaia, the Earth, It was earth-born, which
- 38:28Speaker 4: I think is interesting. And she was angry at the
- 38:33Speaker 4: Olympian gods for the destruction of her offspring, the original
- 38:39Speaker 4: offspring of the giants. Right. And the Olympian gods said,
- 38:44Speaker 4: you know, off you go. We're done with giants. We're
- 38:49Speaker 4: taking over now. And Gaia, in her fury... gave birth
- 38:55Speaker 4: to Typhon. And I don't have the whole description, but
- 38:59Speaker 4: it's really wonderful. He's taller than the mountains. There are
- 39:02Speaker 4: a hundred snake heads on his shoulders. There are wings
- 39:09Speaker 4: and snakes on his back. It's just this really outrageously
- 39:16Speaker 4: over-the-top description of something truly monstrous. And then he in
- 39:23Speaker 4: turn gives birth to a two-headed dog that does some
- 39:28Speaker 4: sort of guard duty. the three-headed dog that guards the
- 39:32Speaker 4: gates of hell uh hydra the many-headed serpent where if
- 39:38Speaker 4: you chop off one of her heads it off up
- 39:41Speaker 4: spring war uh.
- 39:43Speaker 2: That's like my to-do list yeah.
- 39:46Speaker 3: I'm laughing because I know exactly how.
- 39:53Speaker 4: That would make it. That is a great image. And
- 39:57Speaker 4: some say the Sphinx, and the list goes on and on,
- 40:02Speaker 4: that our ego's sense of outrage and fury is bad.
- 40:13Speaker 4: Part of what generates, psychologically speaking, a tornado. And instinct
- 40:23Speaker 4: takes over. And people hurl things through windows. We do
- 40:30Speaker 4: things we really regret.
- 40:36Speaker 3: So one thing I want to toss in is that
- 40:39Speaker 3: weather phenomena, is always purposive. There are reasons that the
- 40:46Speaker 3: planet needs hurricanes. The planet needs tornadoes. For instance, one
- 40:53Speaker 3: of the things that hurricanes do is that they redistribute
- 40:57Speaker 3: moisture and heat across the planet in a wider span.
- 41:02Speaker 3: That's why hurricanes generally generate around the equator for instance,
- 41:10Speaker 3: and then they start traveling up north is because there
- 41:13Speaker 3: cannot be an endless building up of heat and moisture
- 41:18Speaker 3: in the atmosphere in only one area of the world.
- 41:22Speaker 3: It has to, in order for life to maintain, it
- 41:25Speaker 3: has to be distributed to other parts of the planet. Now,
- 41:30Speaker 3: because of the extremes of heat that are increasing, that
- 41:35Speaker 3: we are seeing more need for this redistribution of energy
- 41:40Speaker 3: throughout the planet, this is also what happens in the psyche.
- 41:44Speaker 2: It's a process of self-regulation.
- 41:47Speaker 5: Exactly.
- 41:49Speaker 3: That when libido, life force inside of us, has been
- 41:52Speaker 3: locked up in a particular area, and it's not, for
- 41:57Speaker 3: whatever reason, not being distributed in a way that we
- 42:02Speaker 3: can thrive or the inner world can thrive, massive movements
- 42:07Speaker 3: of energy inside the psyche will require what we feel
- 42:13Speaker 3: often are violent changes of mood, unpredictable changes of life goals,
- 42:19Speaker 3: suddenly quitting your job, screaming and walking out of the
- 42:22Speaker 3: house saying, I'm out of here. Those are outer manifestations,
- 42:27Speaker 3: but internally, sometimes we need a massive movement. Thunderstorms create
- 42:36Speaker 3: tornadoes because there is so much moist, wet air close
- 42:42Speaker 3: to the planet. And there's dry, cold air above. And
- 42:47Speaker 3: so the moist air is being sucked up into the
- 42:50Speaker 3: atmosphere as part of the regulatory process that's essential for
- 42:56Speaker 3: the ecosystem, the health of Gaia. Now, of course, the
- 43:01Speaker 3: devastating consequences I'm not minimizing for people, but as metaphors,
- 43:07Speaker 3: We can also add that the internal hurricanes, tornadoes, or
- 43:13Speaker 3: even the dust devils, the water spouts, which we didn't
- 43:16Speaker 3: even talk about.
- 43:17Speaker 4: Right, right.
- 43:17Speaker 5: I have seen those. Water spouts are very bizarre.
- 43:20Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 43:21Speaker 3: Talk about feeling like there's a creature that's like moving
- 43:24Speaker 3: towards you. That these things play a role in the
- 43:30Speaker 3: inner world as well.
- 43:31Speaker 5: As the outer world.
- 43:32Speaker 3: And I think in that regard, we can have an
- 43:37Speaker 3: inner relationship with it, even though, of course, we would
- 43:41Speaker 3: seek to escape this outer destruction.
- 43:45Speaker 4: And that may be, in a way, when we see
- 43:48Speaker 4: something like tornadoes, tsunamis, volcanic eruptions, that we can make
- 43:55Speaker 4: an analogy to, you know, what is that like in
- 43:59Speaker 4: the psyche? But But hopefully it would not be necessary
- 44:04Speaker 4: to redistribute libido energy in that way that we would
- 44:10Speaker 4: be more aware of something building a little sooner and
- 44:16Speaker 4: seek to do something about it so that it does
- 44:20Speaker 4: not have to erupt in such a cataclysmic way. And
- 44:26Speaker 4: in mythology, a lot of the gods of storms... were
- 44:31Speaker 4: associated with war and warriors. And wait a minute, before
- 44:37Speaker 4: we have to have a war, is there some other
- 44:41Speaker 4: way to notice and identify, understand, and ameliorate the problem,
- 44:47Speaker 4: whatever it is?
- 44:48Speaker 3: And I would venture to say that the easiest mitigating
- 44:55Speaker 3: tool that we have in our hands is dream work.
- 44:59Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 44:59Speaker 4: Oh.
- 45:00Speaker 3: Every dream is trying to redistribute that heat in the
- 45:03Speaker 3: inner environment, open up a blocked passage, move a little
- 45:08Speaker 3: passion over here, cool a little something over there, link
- 45:12Speaker 3: together some feelings and memories so that we have a
- 45:16Speaker 3: better structure inside. And just as you're saying, Deb, and
- 45:21Speaker 3: I mean this in very specific terms, if we are
- 45:24Speaker 3: doing dream work, and what I've seen is people's outer,
- 45:29Speaker 3: cataclysms actually reduce because what we are not conscious of
- 45:35Speaker 3: comes to us as fate. So the more dream work
- 45:39Speaker 3: we do, the less the unconscious has to constellate outer
- 45:45Speaker 3: situations to kind of smack us around to get the message.
- 45:50Speaker 3: And then also the inner agonies can reduce because we
- 45:55Speaker 3: are coming towards the learning. So we don't have to
- 45:59Speaker 3: wait for it to pound into us, you know, 500
- 46:04Speaker 3: miles an hour. So with that optimistic possibility, maybe.
- 46:11Speaker 5: It's time for a dream.
- 46:14Speaker 4: Perfect segue. Yes.
- 46:16Speaker 5: Brilliant.
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- 47:23Speaker 3: you there. Our dreamer is a 39-year-old male who works
- 47:30Speaker 3: as a writer. And wonderfully, the dream is titled The
- 47:35Speaker 3: Tornado and the Tree.
- 47:38Speaker 2: I did seek out tornado dreams.
- 47:40Speaker 5: Thank you. Perfect.
- 47:43Speaker 3: I'm in this small, flat town near where I grew up,
- 47:49Speaker 3: just visiting, I think. I park my car at the
- 47:53Speaker 3: end of a short driveway. The sky darkens. A gray
- 47:58Speaker 3: or white tornado forms, reminding me of The.
- 48:02Speaker 5: Wizard of Oz.
- 48:04Speaker 3: It quickly knocks two trees onto the driveway. They'll have
- 48:09Speaker 3: to be cut for me to leave. The tornado then
- 48:13Speaker 3: moves onto this massive tree near the old house. The
- 48:18Speaker 3: tree is gray, maybe dead or bleached white by the sun.
- 48:23Speaker 3: The tornado knocks it down. and the tree falls in
- 48:27Speaker 3: an interesting, almost hypnotic way, like ice calving or a
- 48:34Speaker 3: vertical cascade. The tornado moves towards me, becoming invisible. It
- 48:43Speaker 3: lifts me slightly, but I begin to use the turbulent air.
- 48:49Speaker 3: I change direction and escape, crawling, almost gliding, on all sides.
- 48:55Speaker 3: fours through this large rectangular and shallow hole. I keep moving.
- 49:02Speaker 3: The dream fades. For context, he writes, I'm living abroad
- 49:08Speaker 3: and I just released my first book. I stopped drinking
- 49:12Speaker 3: about seven months ago and had one of my only
- 49:16Speaker 3: cravings for alcohol just the other day. I'm in my
- 49:20Speaker 3: first sober relationship. I've been dealing with waves of anger
- 49:25Speaker 3: and rage. His feelings in the dream were annoyance, awe, lightness, humor,
- 49:34Speaker 3: slight fear and dread, and fun. Some associations, he notes,
- 49:43Speaker 3: this was actually the result of a dream incubation. I
- 49:47Speaker 3: was asking for the first image for use in a book.
- 49:51Speaker 3: I've always loved the tornado scene in The Wizard of Oz. Well,
- 49:55Speaker 3: it's almost as if it's everything we talked about. I
- 49:59Speaker 3: don't know if there's anything else to say.
- 50:02Speaker 2: Well, the first thing that strikes me about, I mean,
- 50:06Speaker 2: we could begin right at the beginning and note that
- 50:08Speaker 2: he's near where he grew up. And so he is
- 50:12Speaker 2: sort of visiting back perhaps in a kind of psychological
- 50:16Speaker 2: territory of childhood. And then all of a sudden the
- 50:20Speaker 2: tornado comes and boom, you know, knocks down these two
- 50:23Speaker 2: trees and they'll have to be cut for him to leave.
- 50:26Speaker 2: So somehow there's a psychic situation where he's going to
- 50:29Speaker 2: have to where he's pinned into perhaps an old situation.
- 50:35Speaker 2: Something will have to be confronted. He can't easily leave.
- 50:40Speaker 2: That's a kind of initial thought that comes up for me.
- 50:45Speaker 4: And I'm building on that. I think there's this image
- 50:50Speaker 4: of being back somewhere where you can't get out, a
- 50:55Speaker 4: place of origin, but now something has to be cut
- 50:59Speaker 4: to get out. is repeated when it says there is
- 51:04Speaker 4: a massive tree that is gray, maybe dead, or bleached
- 51:08Speaker 4: white by the sun. Something has died. So here we
- 51:14Speaker 4: are in the old flat town. You're blocked in. There's
- 51:19Speaker 4: something that should be, you know, living and verdant and
- 51:23Speaker 4: have leaves. There is no life in it. And then
- 51:29Speaker 4: there is what I am wondering about here, as like,
- 51:33Speaker 4: then what happens? Well, the tornado moves toward him, becoming invisible. Hmm.
- 51:41Speaker 4: Then he is, I change direction and escape, crawling, almost
- 51:47Speaker 4: gliding on all fours through this large rectangular and shallow hole,
- 51:52Speaker 4: which would be something very different from the round vortex
- 51:57Speaker 4: of a tornado. But it feels a bit like a
- 52:01Speaker 4: magical wafting away solution, a la Dorothy in The Wizard
- 52:07Speaker 4: of Oz, that when she gets caught up in the tornado,
- 52:11Speaker 4: she lands in Oz instead of dying, being smashed on
- 52:18Speaker 4: the ground. So this feels a little bit like, hmm,
- 52:23Speaker 4: he escapes through gliding and crawling through And he keeps moving.
- 52:30Speaker 4: And I wonder if that has been, you know, how
- 52:33Speaker 4: that manifests in his waking life.
- 52:37Speaker 2: Well, I mean, it is really interesting that he's lifted
- 52:40Speaker 2: up by the tornado, just as Dorothy or the Native
- 52:44Speaker 2: American story that you found, Joseph, you know, that there's,
- 52:48Speaker 2: there's been, there's maybe some possibility of transcendence. But I
- 52:51Speaker 2: think Deb, you're raising the very good question, is this
- 52:55Speaker 2: an experience of real transcendence or is this more like
- 52:58Speaker 2: a spiritual bypass?
- 53:00Speaker 4: Yes.
- 53:01Speaker 2: And it's a little hard for me to say from
- 53:04Speaker 2: the dream.
- 53:05Speaker 4: Oh, I agree. It's hard to say, but it's something,
- 53:09Speaker 4: you know, it could be either way. And we can
- 53:12Speaker 4: just lift up to wonder about what's going on here.
- 53:16Speaker 3: I'm going to just.
- 53:19Speaker 5: Jump in? my fantasy about the dream.
- 53:21Speaker 3: It's not explicit in the dream, but I'm just thinking
- 53:26Speaker 3: about that first year of sobriety and the kinds of
- 53:30Speaker 3: processes that many people talk about. Yeah. So one of
- 53:35Speaker 3: the things that often happens is that when we are
- 53:39Speaker 3: caught in an addiction, there are all kinds of things
- 53:42Speaker 3: we come to believe in order to defend against confronting
- 53:47Speaker 3: or having to change something about the addiction. One of
- 53:51Speaker 3: those things is blame. And when somebody is actively using,
- 53:57Speaker 3: they'll often have stories about how their parents forced them
- 54:02Speaker 3: into some situation or something else kind of compels. It's
- 54:06Speaker 3: inevitable that I would be drinking or some other kind
- 54:11Speaker 3: of thing. And in general, often, and this is something
- 54:15Speaker 3: Bill W. wrote about in the big book, resentment and blame.
- 54:21Speaker 3: are sometimes even the causes of certain addictions.
- 54:25Speaker 2: Sure.
- 54:26Speaker 3: So he's back near the home. It's a neighboring area,
- 54:31Speaker 3: but he's in the proximity, as you had noted, of
- 54:34Speaker 3: the home. Something in the unconscious says, you're not going anywhere. Boom,
- 54:40Speaker 3: you are going to sit here and have an encounter
- 54:43Speaker 3: relative to this area. And then we see these bones,
- 54:48Speaker 3: the white tree, the old attitudes, the old blaming. Well,
- 54:52Speaker 3: it's all about somebody else. It's all about the family
- 54:55Speaker 3: or this or this or this. But something, and I
- 54:58Speaker 3: would say it's reality. Reality is medicine. Reality begins to
- 55:03Speaker 3: come in and rip up some of the old bones,
- 55:08Speaker 3: the old resentments, blaming, bad attitudes, crashing them around. And interestingly,
- 55:15Speaker 3: the same reality that scourges the unhealthy attitudes is also
- 55:23Speaker 3: exactly the medicine. And so the ego is gently buoyed
- 55:27Speaker 3: up almost as if the whirlwind is a parent, sometimes
- 55:32Speaker 3: a parent that he may not have had in the
- 55:34Speaker 3: same way that the spirit bear treats him like the child.
- 55:39Speaker 3: He has a parent that he somehow was missing. And
- 55:43Speaker 3: so it treats him gently and lightly, even as it
- 55:47Speaker 3: scourges the psyche of old, dead things. So to me,
- 55:54Speaker 3: that is often the spirit people experience in AA. I've
- 55:58Speaker 3: had clients say that they were incredibly trapped in the addiction.
- 56:02Speaker 3: They went to their first meeting and their drive to
- 56:07Speaker 3: drink literally disappeared in a way that they cannot account
- 56:12Speaker 3: for and often attribute to a kind of spiritual process,
- 56:15Speaker 3: which then is followed by years of other kinds of
- 56:18Speaker 3: personality work. So there is a spirit in the work
- 56:24Speaker 3: that makes change. And often in AA, the prayer is
- 56:31Speaker 3: for God to do things, to make things better inside
- 56:36Speaker 3: of us. Take away traits that are awful in myself
- 56:41Speaker 3: as an alcoholic, for instance. I yield to the hand
- 56:46Speaker 3: of God or the higher power as we understand it.
- 56:50Speaker 3: So I feel that that narrative and the dream have
- 56:54Speaker 3: a resonance in my imagination.
- 56:57Speaker 2: Yeah, I really like that, Joseph. I think it really works.
- 57:00Speaker 2: And just to add to it, you know, he says
- 57:03Speaker 2: he's having a lot of issues with anger and rage,
- 57:06Speaker 2: which I think can also be part of the process
- 57:10Speaker 2: of becoming sober, especially that first year. You know, you
- 57:12Speaker 2: may feel very angry that you have to accept the
- 57:16Speaker 2: way things are. Mm-hmm. And we were talking before, Deb,
- 57:21Speaker 2: you brought up that the tornado can be an image
- 57:24Speaker 2: of anger. But I think you're right. In this dream,
- 57:28Speaker 2: it seems to be the instrument of change.
- 57:32Speaker 5: It's a cleansing.
- 57:34Speaker 3: And the final scene, which I think is so important,
- 57:37Speaker 3: is I am crawling on all fours. And often addiction
- 57:43Speaker 3: is characterized as self-will run riot. And so part of
- 57:51Speaker 3: the event that drives us into treatment is that the
- 57:56Speaker 3: self-will has just been brought to its knees. I've lost
- 58:00Speaker 3: the second marriage, the fourth business. I'm in terrible legal trouble.
- 58:06Speaker 3: I'm on all fours. And finally, I'm willing to open
- 58:11Speaker 3: the door to something else, something new. So I think
- 58:17Speaker 3: the dream is, although it could be seen as, you know,
- 58:21Speaker 3: somewhat scary. I think the dream is telling the guy,
- 58:26Speaker 3: you're on track. I mean, you're in a change process,
- 58:29Speaker 3: and the unconscious is helping you.
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