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- 0:37Speaker 1: How are you doing.
- 0:39Speaker 2: I'm doing quite well. Ero, how are you doing?
- 0:41Speaker 1: Absolutely fantastic. I'm so proud of you for taking on
- 0:44Speaker 1: this writing project because we all assume that when you
- 0:47Speaker 1: hit a certain time in life, your story is already
- 0:50Speaker 1: written and you know what you're proving to the world.
- 0:52Speaker 2: Uh huh.
- 0:53Speaker 1: Don't you even think that? As far as I mean,
- 0:55Speaker 1: I read this and I'm going she's just getting started.
- 0:58Speaker 1: She she's got a whole life in front of her,
- 1:01Speaker 1: and this book just opened up that door.
- 1:04Speaker 3: You know. You put a big smile on my face. Thanksalon, Well, what.
- 1:08Speaker 1: Was it like for you to kind of clear out
- 1:10Speaker 1: the closets, because that's what Julia Cameron calls it. I'm
- 1:13Speaker 1: gonna go in there as a writer. I'm gonna clear
- 1:14Speaker 1: out the closets. We're gonna we're gonna, you know, get
- 1:16Speaker 1: things straight, and then we're gonna grow.
- 1:20Speaker 2: That's exactly how I failed.
- 1:22Speaker 3: I started writing like when I was eighty years old,
- 1:25Speaker 3: and I kept putting it down, and I'm putting it down,
- 1:27Speaker 3: and then when I got to all of a sudden,
- 1:30Speaker 3: I got a birthday with a zero in it, and
- 1:32Speaker 3: that was ninety. So I thought I'd better get my
- 1:34Speaker 3: ass a gear and start writing. So I've been writing
- 1:39Speaker 3: since I was ninety. So it's taken me camp close
- 1:42Speaker 3: to five years to.
- 1:43Speaker 2: Write the band book, you know.
- 1:45Speaker 3: And I wanted to put everything in that I want.
- 1:47Speaker 3: I wanted to didn't want to leave a damn thing out,
- 1:50Speaker 3: you know.
- 1:51Speaker 1: No, I'm totally with you on that because I'm a
- 1:53Speaker 1: daily writer. I've been in I've been writing in a
- 1:55Speaker 1: journal since July of nineteen ninety four. Every single day.
- 1:59Speaker 1: I want the stuff out of me. I don't want
- 2:02Speaker 1: it inside this head.
- 2:06Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 2:08Speaker 3: Well that's that's pretty much what I did. I put
- 2:10Speaker 3: it all out there.
- 2:12Speaker 1: What was that like for you to be so bravely honest,
- 2:14Speaker 1: because we live in the society where everything has to
- 2:16Speaker 1: be the candy coated plastic bathroom meer smile.
- 2:20Speaker 2: I've never been that way.
- 2:22Speaker 3: I've always been I've always said what I wanted to say.
- 2:25Speaker 3: Nothing held me back, and that it hurt me a
- 2:28Speaker 3: lot of times because I didn't do what I was
- 2:31Speaker 3: supposed to do. I was a rebellion. So really, in
- 2:35Speaker 3: a time when you didn't screw around with anybody at
- 2:39Speaker 3: the studio, there was a woman in power at the
- 2:41Speaker 3: studio and you were in the in the hands of
- 2:45Speaker 3: a man all the time. You had to do what
- 2:47Speaker 3: they said or you didn't get the movie I was.
- 2:50Speaker 3: I was a contract player. I had a seven year
- 2:52Speaker 3: contract and I lasted there almost five and then.
- 2:56Speaker 2: Uh and then I married, and then I.
- 2:58Speaker 3: Had a baby, and then when I got a they
- 3:00Speaker 3: said that I was not sexy anymore. And it's sexy
- 3:04Speaker 3: so called sexy moves in the baby. So I was
- 3:08Speaker 3: so lucky to get out of that studio.
- 3:11Speaker 1: You know, you just you just described so many millions
- 3:14Speaker 1: of radio careers, because that's exactly we give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give,
- 3:18Speaker 1: They shape shape shape, shape shape. That's why when people
- 3:21Speaker 1: they'll talk about, oh, you've done this and you've got
- 3:24Speaker 1: this voice, and I go, it ain't mine, this is
- 3:26Speaker 1: this is somebody else's. I somebody gave me this voice
- 3:29Speaker 1: and I just happened to be running with it. Do
- 3:31Speaker 1: you feel the same way that everything you do as
- 3:33Speaker 1: an actress or even as a writer, it's still the
- 3:36Speaker 1: particles of somebody that gave it to you earlier.
- 3:41Speaker 3: M not exactly. I've always been exactly what I think.
- 3:48Speaker 2: I always write myself, you.
- 3:50Speaker 3: Know, like when I have an interview and they're right
- 3:54Speaker 3: what they think of you, that's not me sometimes, so
- 3:57Speaker 3: I thought, I've.
- 3:58Speaker 2: Got to start making this clear.
- 4:00Speaker 3: I want to know people, let people know that if
- 4:02Speaker 3: this is me writing and not somebody else.
- 4:06Speaker 2: And even actresses or actress they have.
- 4:09Speaker 3: Ghostwriters write the books for them, it's not even coming
- 4:12Speaker 3: from them.
- 4:13Speaker 2: But I wrote every word.
- 4:15Speaker 3: In this book, and I'm very proud of it, and
- 4:18Speaker 3: I just want people to know that every word there,
- 4:23Speaker 3: I really lived every minute of it. And that's why
- 4:27Speaker 3: I think I'm still here Because I've been kind to people,
- 4:31Speaker 3: but I never ever let them take advantage of me.
- 4:33Speaker 1: See That's what it's all about That's why that's the
- 4:36Speaker 1: leadership we need and why I cannot wait to talk
- 4:39Speaker 1: with my mom in heaven because I'm gonna go, Mom,
- 4:41Speaker 1: you left too early. I needed these lessons. And then
- 4:44Speaker 1: so it's like it's almost like my mom is leading
- 4:46Speaker 1: me to people like yourself, saying, listen to her. She
- 4:49Speaker 1: knows exactly what we're going to go through and how
- 4:51Speaker 1: we can be strong. You've got to be yourself. And
- 4:54Speaker 1: that's what I pick up on this book. Be yourself.
- 4:58Speaker 2: Yeah, exactly.
- 5:00Speaker 3: And I thought, well, I'm going to have a problem
- 5:02Speaker 3: probably getting it published because I'm saying things that I
- 5:06Speaker 3: don't see any other versus writing about themselves like I do.
- 5:11Speaker 3: They always sugarcoat themselves and makes them look good. They
- 5:14Speaker 3: are afraid that make themselves look bad.
- 5:17Speaker 2: Well I didn't.
- 5:17Speaker 3: I write about myself being bad, making the wrong mistakes,
- 5:22Speaker 3: and then making the right mistakes. But that's exactly what
- 5:25Speaker 3: my book is about. That's the way I've been all
- 5:27Speaker 3: my life. I've been honest about it. I don't shy
- 5:30Speaker 3: away from fucking off. You're not fucking and making them wrong.
- 5:34Speaker 1: Oh my god, you just brought out your inner South
- 5:37Speaker 1: Dakotin I'm from Montana. I understand where you're coming from.
- 5:41Speaker 1: So a lot of people think that we are just
- 5:43Speaker 1: brash out there in the Pacific Northwest. No, it's just
- 5:45Speaker 1: the way that we are. It's the way that we
- 5:47Speaker 1: were raised. We went out there and took care of
- 5:48Speaker 1: the cattle and the chickens. We said what we needed
- 5:51Speaker 1: to say and got it off our chest.
- 5:54Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah.
- 5:56Speaker 3: And then if they if you didn't do the right things,
- 5:59Speaker 3: they'll take it.
- 6:00Speaker 2: Beat your shit, I mean, beat you, beat your asshole.
- 6:03Speaker 2: That's what them.
- 6:05Speaker 3: There was nothing, no big deal to get a whipping,
- 6:08Speaker 3: you know. I mean you didn't yeh exactly. I mean,
- 6:11Speaker 3: but I've learned the hard way, and I know what it's.
- 6:15Speaker 3: I've learned from the animals too. Believe the animals are
- 6:18Speaker 3: a lot of damn smarter than some humans.
- 6:20Speaker 1: Okay, now you're talking my language. Because I live in
- 6:22Speaker 1: this forest here in North Carolina, and it's been my job,
- 6:26Speaker 1: in my calling to preserve these animals. And because I'm
- 6:29Speaker 1: from Montana, that's what I learned. What have you learned
- 6:32Speaker 1: from Montana? Because are from animals? Because that's my speak,
- 6:35Speaker 1: animals speak. What are we learning here?
- 6:39Speaker 2: Oh? My god? Are you kidding.
- 6:41Speaker 3: I just lost my baby, my furry baby, and two
- 6:45Speaker 3: months ago a little I had a big german shepherd,
- 6:48Speaker 3: and he was with me for twelve years and never.
- 6:51Speaker 2: Left my side.
- 6:52Speaker 3: She was so sweet and I've been grieving over her.
- 6:55Speaker 3: She taught me when they have a problem, I want
- 7:00Speaker 3: see what they do, and they I've always listened to
- 7:04Speaker 3: animals on the farm. I raised chickens, and they're smarter
- 7:09Speaker 3: than we are. There's the human. I have a hard
- 7:12Speaker 3: time eating a chicken. I can have to eat a chicken.
- 7:15Speaker 3: I can't tirely do it. I have a hard time
- 7:17Speaker 3: eating meat, and but I do if I have to.
- 7:21Speaker 3: My blood cut goes down if I don't, So I
- 7:24Speaker 3: eat a lot of fish.
- 7:25Speaker 2: I live by the ocean.
- 7:27Speaker 3: I have two blocks from the ocean and one block
- 7:29Speaker 3: from the bay. So i'm I'm on the peninsula, and
- 7:33Speaker 3: all I do is eat fish, except I do not
- 7:36Speaker 3: eat loves herus. You know these are all sentient beananings.
- 7:39Speaker 3: You've got to know what you're doing. So I try
- 7:42Speaker 3: to get away from it, and I eat as much
- 7:44Speaker 3: as I can beside eating meat like the cows. I
- 7:50Speaker 3: love the cows. I love I love pigs and Uh,
- 7:54Speaker 3: you know, pig meat is very much like human meat,
- 7:56Speaker 3: you know. And and I've used the us to butcher
- 8:00Speaker 3: every spring.
- 8:01Speaker 2: You know, we have what's your time?
- 8:03Speaker 3: And I we had to survive the cold winter came.
- 8:07Speaker 2: Uh.
- 8:08Speaker 3: He couldn't live of of a vegetable garden. You know,
- 8:11Speaker 3: you just couldn't do it.
- 8:12Speaker 1: Please do not move. Oh, we're just getting started with
- 8:15Speaker 1: Mami van Doren the name of her book. You thought
- 8:19Speaker 1: I was dead. We are back with actress and now
- 8:23Speaker 1: author Mamie van Doren. But you know, you know what's
- 8:26Speaker 1: missing from the world though, And because you talk about
- 8:28Speaker 1: raising those chickens, and if you raise your chickens like
- 8:30Speaker 1: you raised mine in the same way that there is
- 8:33Speaker 1: somebody like Michael who's your producer today, does not know
- 8:36Speaker 1: the scent of those feathers when it's time to harvest
- 8:39Speaker 1: the chickens. Did you harvest them and you had to
- 8:42Speaker 1: put them in the boiler right away?
- 8:45Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't even think of Oh my.
- 8:47Speaker 1: God, that's smell. Oh it's still with me. I can't
- 8:51Speaker 1: shake it.
- 8:52Speaker 3: But do you know that when I go to a restaurant,
- 8:55Speaker 3: I can some still.
- 8:56Speaker 2: Smell that on them.
- 8:58Speaker 1: I'm with you.
- 9:00Speaker 3: The only way I can eat it is but barbecue
- 9:02Speaker 3: sauce on it.
- 9:06Speaker 1: I'm hearing the South, so I really get that.
- 9:12Speaker 3: But you know, if my husband goes to the market,
- 9:15Speaker 3: I says, if you get a barbecue chicken, and when
- 9:18Speaker 3: that's been barbarie, you better.
- 9:20Speaker 2: Make sure there's no cake.
- 9:23Speaker 3: Pink blood around it, or it's got to be extremely
- 9:26Speaker 3: well done or I can't eat it.
- 9:28Speaker 1: Yep. I was just telling my wife last night we
- 9:30Speaker 1: had chicken, and I said, you better shred that stuff
- 9:32Speaker 1: because I don't want to cut into it. That's just
- 9:34Speaker 1: not my calling in life. We shred it so I can.
- 9:37Speaker 1: You know, I can do whatever I need to do
- 9:39Speaker 1: with it, but it ain't gonna look like chicken when
- 9:41Speaker 1: when I'm finished with it.
- 9:43Speaker 3: Exactly, I don't want to know that it's a chicken
- 9:45Speaker 3: I want. I don't want it all in one piece.
- 9:48Speaker 3: It's got to be all mixed in. It was something
- 9:50Speaker 3: that I'm eating. I don't want to know about it.
- 9:52Speaker 1: Woo. But what I get out of your book is
- 9:55Speaker 1: that it feels like that you somehow, some way found
- 9:58Speaker 1: the keys to the time machine and you take me
- 10:00Speaker 1: back to an era that it's like it's like first
- 10:02Speaker 1: of all, I'm jealous of you that you got to
- 10:05Speaker 1: go through this because it's a time of in a sense,
- 10:07Speaker 1: even though it might have been a time of of
- 10:09Speaker 1: things that were challenging, but in my heart, away from
- 10:11Speaker 1: this social media driven world, you lived a time that
- 10:14Speaker 1: I wish I could have had.
- 10:17Speaker 3: Really, yeah, but look at look at the time.
- 10:21Speaker 2: You know, I was in thirty one, Okay.
- 10:24Speaker 3: You know what a car looks looked like in the twenties,
- 10:27Speaker 3: It's like a horse, and it was like a horse
- 10:29Speaker 3: and buggy. In fact, I remember going to the garage
- 10:32Speaker 3: and seeing the canopies and they'd go to the church
- 10:37Speaker 3: on Sunday and they'd be all just stuff and they'd
- 10:39Speaker 3: go in the with a horses drawing on them. It's
- 10:42Speaker 3: just incredible. Now, I mean, look at it now one.
- 10:47Speaker 2: Hundred years later, what do you think? And then now
- 10:49Speaker 2: looking at it. But it's the difference of going to church.
- 10:52Speaker 2: Now people don't even.
- 10:54Speaker 1: Go to church. No, No, I get my church online.
- 10:58Speaker 1: I get my church online. Every I check you in online.
- 11:01Speaker 1: I don't have to go in the building anymore. And
- 11:03Speaker 1: of course schurch people don't like me for that because
- 11:05Speaker 1: you got to do the community thing. But it's like,
- 11:07Speaker 1: there's no reason to go. I'll just get it online.
- 11:10Speaker 3: Exactly. I don't do that. I have another way of
- 11:13Speaker 3: doing it, but I won't talk to you about. But
- 11:17Speaker 3: what I want to do is I'm you know, you're lucky, though,
- 11:20Speaker 3: but you're gonna see all of the all of the future.
- 11:24Speaker 3: It's gonna be from the air, and you're going to
- 11:27Speaker 3: You're not gonna be in your car. You're gonna get
- 11:30Speaker 3: in a car that's gonna be able to fly, and
- 11:33Speaker 3: everything is gonna be in the air. I mean, you
- 11:36Speaker 3: think it's funny because we thought of the same thing
- 11:38Speaker 3: in cars. Look at the cars now, they're so out
- 11:42Speaker 3: of I mean, unbelievably. But you wouldn't even think of
- 11:45Speaker 3: that one hundred years ago. But now nobody's thinking about
- 11:49Speaker 3: what's happening. You're gonna have a car that can fly.
- 11:53Speaker 3: You're gonna have and you're gonna have traffic up there,
- 11:55Speaker 3: You're gonna have a place. It's gonna be another world
- 11:58Speaker 3: in another one hundred years from now, it's gonna be
- 12:01Speaker 3: another world. If we don't sell this a AI sub
- 12:06Speaker 3: it is gonna destroy us if we don't control so
- 12:10Speaker 3: we're gonna be second visc AI will control will be
- 12:14Speaker 3: second important in the in the in the country.
- 12:17Speaker 2: Now.
- 12:17Speaker 1: I host a podcast with Alexa who is AI Technology?
- 12:22Speaker 1: Every week. I do it physically. I do a thirty
- 12:24Speaker 1: minute show with an AI thing. And the whole entire
- 12:27Speaker 1: reason why I do that is to prove is to
- 12:29Speaker 1: prove to the world that the human mind can outsmart
- 12:33Speaker 1: that AI technology. I stump her every single show. That's
- 12:38Speaker 1: what people need to do. They need they don't sit
- 12:40Speaker 1: there and rely on her like a drug. They need
- 12:42Speaker 1: to stump this AI technology so they can wake up
- 12:46Speaker 1: their departments to say, we're not smarter than the human.
- 12:48Speaker 1: The human still has us. Uh, well, we're gonna kick
- 12:55Speaker 1: my butt right now, aren't you.
- 12:56Speaker 2: I know you.
- 12:57Speaker 1: I can feel it coming on here.
- 13:00Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, yeah. Well the guy that won the Nobel
- 13:04Speaker 3: Prize have you ever can't remember his name this moment,
- 13:08Speaker 3: but if you talk to him, he can convince you
- 13:12Speaker 3: that it's impossible to do what you're doing.
- 13:15Speaker 1: Oh it's fun, though, I mean.
- 13:18Speaker 2: It's impossible. You can't stoppen Yeah yeah.
- 13:22Speaker 1: So when you put a book like this together, and
- 13:24Speaker 1: first of all, I got to tell you that I
- 13:26Speaker 1: love your dedication. The dedication really got into my soul
- 13:29Speaker 1: because I swear to God, you didn't leave any stone unturned.
- 13:32Speaker 1: I mean, you got everybody in there. And I'll bet
- 13:34Speaker 1: you that list could have been like hundreds of pages long.
- 13:38Speaker 2: Yeah it could have been.
- 13:41Speaker 3: I gave some of it to my dog because yeah,
- 13:45Speaker 3: he's in every page, He's in every word, because he
- 13:48Speaker 3: was with me every second of the time when I
- 13:50Speaker 3: was writing.
- 13:52Speaker 1: So did you ever have a moment with your dog
- 13:54Speaker 1: where it was like, Okay, you need to teach me.
- 13:56Speaker 1: And the reason why I bring that up is because
- 13:58Speaker 1: not all dog owners understand that. I sat with my Jazzy,
- 14:01Speaker 1: who I call the disaster artist because she is very disastrous.
- 14:04Speaker 1: But it's like, I'm not gonna get rid of her.
- 14:06Speaker 1: I'm gonna learn from her. What about you, What did
- 14:09Speaker 1: you learn from your baby?
- 14:12Speaker 2: Well?
- 14:15Speaker 3: I learned to be patient, yes, And that's really one
- 14:20Speaker 3: of the main things, is being patient and not taking
- 14:23Speaker 3: everything so seriously.
- 14:27Speaker 2: I mean, if you have a problem, they seem I
- 14:29Speaker 2: could sleep.
- 14:30Speaker 3: It off, you know, that's kind of and I could
- 14:34Speaker 3: sleep next to them and I'd feel better. And she'd
- 14:38Speaker 3: always want to touch me when she slept. Yes, she
- 14:41Speaker 3: always had to touch me if I was sleeping in bed,
- 14:44Speaker 3: she'd move over and just touched me and know that
- 14:46Speaker 3: I was breathing and everything was fine. She was always
- 14:51Speaker 3: she followed me to the bath when I was taking
- 14:53Speaker 3: a shower over the bath.
- 14:56Speaker 2: She never left me. I mean, she never left me.
- 15:00Speaker 1: When when you've got a book like this, and what
- 15:03Speaker 1: I mean by this is that you also throw something
- 15:05Speaker 1: in there that I've got to know, what's what happened here?
- 15:07Speaker 1: You add cartoons in there from Steven? Is it because
- 15:10Speaker 1: you grew up reading the funnies in the paper? Because
- 15:13Speaker 1: when that's exactly the vision that I got as a reader,
- 15:16Speaker 1: I'm going, oh my god, she's got she's getting straight
- 15:18Speaker 1: to my soul in this book with these funnies.
- 15:22Speaker 2: Yes, it's true.
- 15:23Speaker 3: Yes, I love Dick Tracy, smiling Jack, Yes, little little Fanny.
- 15:28Speaker 3: And I says, why I've got to put something like
- 15:31Speaker 3: this in my book. Everybody has a straight thing, you know,
- 15:34Speaker 3: just print and pictures of themselves. I said, I want
- 15:38Speaker 3: to do something different. And I saw Sevin Waltley's work.
- 15:41Speaker 3: My god, it's.
- 15:42Speaker 2: Fantastic work he does. He's from England and London and
- 15:46Speaker 2: we made it.
- 15:47Speaker 3: We made a pack together and I asked him if
- 15:49Speaker 3: he would write something about each chapter and do a
- 15:53Speaker 3: post caricature of everything, and he said he would love
- 15:57Speaker 3: to do it, and he came up with all these beautiful,
- 16:00Speaker 3: colorful speak pictures and and and really made you can
- 16:05Speaker 3: look at the picture and kind of know what the
- 16:07Speaker 3: chapter is about.
- 16:08Speaker 2: It's just it's incredible.
- 16:09Speaker 1: Yep, yeah, yeah, because I've always believed that that the
- 16:12Speaker 1: pictures invite people in to read the words. That's what
- 16:15Speaker 1: I learned when I used to put all my artwork
- 16:18Speaker 1: on canvas and then sell it at galleries. They weren't
- 16:20Speaker 1: buying just the painting. They wanted the words. And so therefore,
- 16:24Speaker 1: your collaboration with Steven is mind blowing to me because
- 16:27Speaker 1: I get it. I really understand the process.
- 16:31Speaker 2: Got it. Know you you really.
- 16:34Speaker 3: I think I've met you someplace before and I didn't
- 16:37Speaker 3: know it.
- 16:39Speaker 1: Maybe we're gonna meet in the next life, because I
- 16:41Speaker 1: believe in that too. Maybe maybe you're gonna be right.
- 16:45Speaker 1: We're gonna We're gonna meet on Mars, is what we're
- 16:47Speaker 1: gonna do. We're gonna go up on Mars and we're
- 16:48Speaker 1: gonna get rid of that AI unit up there because
- 16:50Speaker 1: we're gonna go We're Heilming, We're here to stay.
- 16:54Speaker 3: Yeah, well, there's gonna be We're gonna you're gonna put it.
- 16:56Speaker 3: I won't be here, but you will be able to
- 16:58Speaker 3: see h A robots.
- 17:01Speaker 2: Going to bars and it's going to be incredible.
- 17:05Speaker 3: I just oh, I do anything if I could speak
- 17:08Speaker 3: see that, but I won't, but that you will be
- 17:11Speaker 3: Oh god, this is going to be so exciting, and
- 17:14Speaker 3: you want to get it?
- 17:16Speaker 2: And do you know how to fly? Have you ever flown? Explain?
- 17:19Speaker 1: No, No, I've never done that, but I'd let my
- 17:21Speaker 1: imagination do the flying for me. And my god, we
- 17:24Speaker 1: go all over this world within seconds. I can't figure
- 17:27Speaker 1: ot why real life can't keep up with that.
- 17:30Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, Well, when I was in Vietnam, I was
- 17:34Speaker 3: over there for three months entertaining the grunts nobody else,
- 17:38Speaker 3: flaying tens to.
- 17:39Speaker 2: Those Those are the brave motherfuckers. They really were great.
- 17:42Speaker 3: And I was over there three months, flying from one
- 17:45Speaker 3: fire station to the other, and you know, Dodgy Bullis
- 17:49Speaker 3: and Rackus and I.
- 17:51Speaker 2: Made it out of there.
- 17:53Speaker 3: Wow.
- 17:53Speaker 2: And believe me, I know what it's like flying.
- 17:56Speaker 3: And I was up by a crank tree up by
- 17:59Speaker 3: the DMZ, which was the doc Ha home mar.
- 18:03Speaker 2: Doctor area was. I made two trips.
- 18:06Speaker 3: Over there, one thurn during the ten expensive in nineteen
- 18:09Speaker 3: sixty eight. I landed at Tonsanouke Airport and then I
- 18:13Speaker 3: was there, and then I was just.
- 18:16Speaker 2: Seeing the wounded.
- 18:19Speaker 3: And then I decided to go back in seventy one,
- 18:22Speaker 3: and they got more sophisticated and they were shooting up
- 18:26Speaker 3: our helicopters are out of the sky a lot more,
- 18:30Speaker 3: and so it was more dangerous. But I did get
- 18:33Speaker 3: up there, and I performed sixty minutes one hour every time,
- 18:39Speaker 3: sweating in that damn human air and rain. And I
- 18:45Speaker 3: had a little Filipino orchestra, and I wasn't with Bob Hope.
- 18:49Speaker 3: I went well on my own and I hired these
- 18:51Speaker 3: Filipinos and they played. I had about five instruments, and
- 18:55Speaker 3: they were in another helo helicopter, and we were in
- 18:59Speaker 3: those old Huey's. You know, they don't cryme around here anymore.
- 19:03Speaker 3: And and believe me, when.
- 19:06Speaker 2: I got out of there, I was lucky. I just
- 19:09Speaker 2: was lucky.
- 19:09Speaker 3: I got sick, and then they had a man of
- 19:12Speaker 3: backed me out with the wounded and we went to Tachikawa, Japan,
- 19:17Speaker 3: and I was there for a while I was I
- 19:20Speaker 3: was in shell shock. I had pt S C I
- 19:25Speaker 3: I really was sick. And then and then they I
- 19:28Speaker 3: kept They kept me there for one week, and then
- 19:32Speaker 3: they put me on a medevac to the Tripper Hospital
- 19:36Speaker 3: in uh Lulu and uh my mom and son met
- 19:40Speaker 3: me there, and I couldn't believe. I thought, I said,
- 19:43Speaker 3: I'm out of Vietnam. I'm not going to die there anyway. Anyway,
- 19:48Speaker 3: I had an experience that I but I did it.
- 19:51Speaker 3: I did it for the grunts. I really, I really
- 19:54Speaker 3: did it. You have no idea how how how horrible
- 19:57Speaker 3: they had to go through.
- 19:58Speaker 2: Nobody ever paid attention when they came home.
- 20:01Speaker 1: Amen. Amen, And.
- 20:04Speaker 2: So I write about that in my book.
- 20:06Speaker 3: And I met a guy, uh from Villa that was
- 20:09Speaker 3: there when I met me and saw me perform, and
- 20:12Speaker 3: two of his buddies, but both of them, fricking Garb
- 20:15Speaker 3: and Booth got killed. They were got a sniper got
- 20:17Speaker 3: him from by. I've got a long way.
- 20:20Speaker 2: They didn't even know where it was.
- 20:21Speaker 3: He has been a sharp shooter and he killed him,
- 20:24Speaker 3: killed both of those guys.
- 20:27Speaker 2: He gets turned around. One moment he's.
- 20:29Speaker 3: Here, the next minute he's gone. And that's what these
- 20:32Speaker 3: kids went through. They weren't even some of them were
- 20:35Speaker 3: seventeen years old, and we didn't welcome back. Well, we
- 20:39Speaker 3: should be ashamed of ourselves.
- 20:42Speaker 1: You got to come back to this show anytime in
- 20:43Speaker 1: the future. Twenty minutes with you is nowhere near where
- 20:46Speaker 1: I want to go with you when it comes to
- 20:48Speaker 1: your creativity and your process of doing it today.
- 20:52Speaker 3: Oh my god, Errol, thank you so kindly.
- 20:54Speaker 1: Will you come back anytime? That door is always going
- 20:57Speaker 1: to be open for you.
- 21:00Speaker 3: Okay, Well, just contact each time you want me, Just
- 21:04Speaker 3: contact me.
- 21:04Speaker 2: I'll be glad. I'd love to be with you again.
- 21:07Speaker 1: I will be brilliant today.
- 21:08Speaker 2: Okay, okay, I love you.
- 21:11Speaker 1: I love you too. I do love you. Bye bye,