Latest / Philosophy and Faith / 74 - The Desire of Ages - Ellen Gould
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- 0:00Gasimone. In company with his disciples, the Savior slowly made his way to
- 0:05the garden of Gassimone. The passover moon broad and full shone from a cloudless
- 0:10sky. The city of Pilgrim's Tints was hushed into silence. Jesus had been
- 0:15earnestly conversing with his disciples and instructing them, but as he neared Gassimone,
- 0:20he became strangely silent. He had often visited this spot for meditation and prayer,
- 0:25but never with a heart so full of sorrow as upon this night of
- 0:29his last agony. Throughout his life on earth, he had walked in the
- 0:33light of God's presence. When in conflict with men who were inspired by the
- 0:38very spirit of Satan, he could say, he that sent me is with
- 0:42me. The Father hath not left me alone, for I do always those
- 0:46things that please him John eight twenty nine. But now he seemed to be
- 0:49shut out from the light of God's sustaining presence. Now he was numbered with
- 0:53the transgressors. The guilt of fallen humanity. He must bear upon him who
- 0:59knew no sin must be laid, the iniquity of us all so dreadful do
- 1:03scent appear to him. So great is the weight of guilt which he must
- 1:07bear, that he is tempted to fear it will shut him out forever from
- 1:10his father's love. Feeling how terrible is the wrath of God against transgression,
- 1:15he exclaims, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death. As they
- 1:22approached the garden, the disciples had marked the change that came over their master.
- 1:26Never before had they seen him so utterly sad and silent. As he
- 1:30proceeded, this strange sadness deepened, yet they dared not question him as to
- 1:34the cause. His forms swayed as if he were about to fall. Upon
- 1:40reaching the garden, the disciples looked anxiously for his usual place of retirement,
- 1:45that their master might rest. Every step that he now took was with labored
- 1:49effort. He groaned aloud, as if suffering under the pressure of a terrible
- 1:53burden. Twice his companion supported him, or he would have fallen to the
- 1:57earth. Near the entrance to the garden, Jesus left all but three of
- 2:02the disciples, bidding them pray for themselves and for him. With Peter,
- 2:07James, and John, he entered its secluded recesses. These three disciples were
- 2:12Christ's closest companions. They had beheld his glory on the Mount of Transfiguration.
- 2:17They had seen Moses and Elijah talking with him. They had heard the voice
- 2:22from heaven. Now, in his great struggle, Christ desired their presence near
- 2:25him. Often they had passed the night with him in this retreat. On
- 2:30these occasions, after a season of watching in prayer, they would sleep undisturbed
- 2:35at a little distance from their master, until he awoke them in the morning
- 2:38to go forth anew to labor. But now he desired them to spend the
- 2:43night with him in prayer. Yet he could not bear that even they should
- 2:46witness the agony he was to endure. Tarry ye here, he said,
- 2:51and watch with me. He went a little distance from them, not so
- 2:54far but that they could both see and hear him, and fell prostrate upon
- 2:59the ground. He felt that by sin he was being separated from his father.
- 3:04The gulf was so broad, so black, so deep, that his
- 3:07spirits shuddered before it. This agony he must not exert his divine power to
- 3:14escape. As man, he must suffer the consequences of man's sin. As
- 3:19man, he must endure the wrath of God against transgression. Christ was now
- 3:23standing in a different attitude from that in which he had ever stood before.
- 3:29His suffering can best be described in the words of the prophet Awake, O
- 3:32sword against my shepherd and against the man that is my fellow. Set the
- 3:38Lord of host sachoriah. Thirteen seven as a substitute and surety for sinful man.
- 3:44Christ was suffering under divine justice. He saw what justice meant. Hitherto
- 3:50he had been as an intercessor for others. Now he longed to have an
- 3:53intercessor for himself. As Christ felt his unity with the Father broken up,
- 3:59he feared that in his human nature he would be unable to endure the coming
- 4:02conflict with the powers of darkness. In the wilderness of temptation. The destiny
- 4:08of the human race had been at stake. Christ was then conqueror. Now
- 4:12the tempter had come for the last fearful struggle. For this he had been
- 4:15preparing during the three years of Christ's ministry. Everything was at stake with him.
- 4:20If he failed here, his hope of mastery was lost. The kingdoms
- 4:25of the world would finally become Christ. He himself would be overthrown and cast
- 4:30out. But if Christ could be overcome, the earth would become Satan's kingdom
- 4:34and the human race would be forever in his power. With the issues of
- 4:39the conflict before him, Christ's soul was filled with dread of separation from God.
- 4:44Satan told him that if he became the surety for a sinful world,
- 4:47the separation would be eternal. He would be identified with Satan's kingdom and would
- 4:54never more be one with God. And what was to be gained by this
- 4:57sacrifice, how hopeless appeared the guilt and ingratitude of men. In its hardest
- 5:02features. Satan pressed the situation upon the redeemer. The people who claim to
- 5:08be above all others in temporal and spiritual advantages have rejected you. They are
- 5:13seeking to destroy you, the foundation, the center and seal of the promises
- 5:17made to them as a peculiar people. One of your own disciples, who
- 5:21has listened to your instruction and has been among the foremost in church activities,
- 5:27will betray you. One of your most zealous followers will deny you, all
- 5:30will forsake you. Christ's whole being abhorred the thought that those whom he had
- 5:35undertaken to save those whom he loved so much should unite in the plots of
- 5:41satan. This pierced his soul. The conflict was terrible. Its measure was
- 5:46the guilt of his nation, of his accusers and betrayers, the guilt of
- 5:49a world lying in wickedness. The sins of men weighed heavily upon Christ,
- 5:55and the sense of God's wrath against sin was crushing out his life. Behold
- 6:00him contemplating the price to be paid for the human soul. In his agony,
- 6:05he clings to the cold ground, as if to prevent himself from being
- 6:10drawn farther from God. The chilling dew of night falls upon his prostrate form,
- 6:15but he heeds it not. From his pale lips comes the bitter cry,
- 6:19O, my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass
- 6:25from me. Yet even now he adds, nevertheless, not as I will,
- 6:30but as THOU wilt. The human heart longs for sympathy and suffering.
- 6:34This longing Christ felt to the very depths of his being in the supreme agony
- 6:40of his soul. He came to his disciples with a yearning desire to hear
- 6:44some words of comfort from those whom he had so often blessed and comforted and
- 6:48shielded in sorrow and distress. The one who had always had words of sympathy
- 6:54for them was now suffering superhuman agony, and he longed to know that they
- 6:59were praying for him, him and for themselves. How dark seemed the malignity
- 7:03of sin. Terrible was the temptation to let the human race bear the consequences
- 7:09of its own guilt while he stood innocent before God. If he could only
- 7:13know that his disciples understood and appreciated this, he would be strengthened. Rising
- 7:19with painful effort, he staggered to the place where he had left his companions,
- 7:24But he findeth them asleep. Had he found them praying, he would
- 7:28have been relieved. Had they been seeking refuge in God that satanic agencies might
- 7:32not prevail over them, he would have been comforted by their steadfast faith.
- 7:36But they had not heeded the repeated warning watch and pray. At first,
- 7:42they had been much troubled to see their master, usually so calm and dignified,
- 7:46wrestling with a sorrow that was beyond comprehension. They had prayed as they
- 7:50heard the strong cries of the sufferer. They did not intend to forsake their
- 7:55Lord. But they seemed paralyzed by a stupor, which they might have shaken
- 7:59off if they had continued pleading with God. They did not realize the necessity
- 8:03of watchfulness and earnest prayer in order to withstand temptation. Just before he bent
- 8:09his footsteps to the garden, Jesus had said to the disciples, all ye
- 8:13shall be offended because of me this night. They had given him the strongest
- 8:18assurance that they would go with him to prison and to death. And poor
- 8:22self sufficient Peter had added, although all shall be offended, yet will not
- 8:28I Marked fourteen twenty seven, twenty nine. But the disciples trusted to themselves.
- 8:33They did not look to the mighty Helper, as Christ had counseled them
- 8:37to do. Thus, when the Savior was most in need of their sympathy
- 8:39and prayers, they were found asleep. Even Peter was sleeping, and John,
- 8:46the loving disciple, who had leaned upon the breast of Jesus, was
- 8:50asleep. Surely the love of John for his master should have kept him awake.
- 8:54His earnest prayers should have mingled with those of his loved Savior. In
- 8:58the time of his supreme sorrow, The Redeemer had spent entire nights praying for
- 9:03his disciples that their faith might not fail. Should Jesus now put to James
- 9:07and John the question he had once asked them, are ye able to drink
- 9:11of the cup that I shall drink of? And to be baptized with the
- 9:13baptism that I am baptized with? They would not have ventured to answer,
- 9:18we are able Matthew twenty twenty two. The disciples awakened at the voice of
- 9:22Jesus, but they hardly knew him. His face was so changed by anguish.
- 9:26Addressing Peter, Jesus said, Simon, sleepest thou couldst not thou watch
- 9:33one hour? Watch ye and pray lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit
- 9:37truly is ready, but the flesh is weak. The weakness of his disciples
- 9:41awaken the sympathy of Jesus. He feared that they would not be able to
- 9:46endure the tests which would come upon them in his betrayal and death. He
- 9:50did not reprove them, but said, watch ye and pray lest ye enter
- 9:54into temptation. Even in his great agony, he was seeking to excuse their
- 9:58weakness. The spirit truly is ready, he said, but the flesh is
- 10:03weak again. The son of God was seized with superhuman agony, and fainting
- 10:09and exhausted, he staggered back to the place of his former struggle. His
- 10:13suffering was even greater than before, as the agony of soul came upon him.
- 10:18His sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the
- 10:22ground. The cypress and palm trees were the silent witnesses of his anguish.
- 10:26From their leafy branches dropped heavy dew upon his stricken form, as if nature
- 10:31wept over its author. Wrestling alone with the powers of darkness. A short
- 10:35time before, Jesus had stood like a mighty cedar, withstanding the storm of
- 10:41opposition that spent its fury upon him. Stubborn wills and hearts, filled with
- 10:46malice and subtlety, had striven in vain to confuse and overpower him. He
- 10:50stood forth in divine majesty as the son of God. Now he was like
- 10:56a reed, beaten and bent by the angry storm. He had approached the
- 11:00consummation of his work, a conqueror, having at each step gained the victory
- 11:05over the powers of darkness, as one already glorified. He had claimed oneness
- 11:09with God in unfaltering accents. He had poured out his songs of praise.
- 11:13He had spoken to his disciples in words of courage and tenderness. Now had
- 11:18come the hour of the power of darkness. Now his voice was heard on
- 11:22the still evening air, not in tones of triumph, but full of human
- 11:28anguish. The words of the Savior were borne to the ears of the drowsy
- 11:31disciples. O, my Father, if this cup may not pass away from
- 11:35me except I drink it, thy will be done. The first impulse of
- 11:39the disciples was to go to him, but he had bidden them. Terry
- 11:43there watching under prayer. When Jesus came to them, he found them still
- 11:48sleeping. Again. He had felt a longing for companionship, for some words
- 11:52from his disciples which would bring relief and break the spell of darkness that well
- 11:58nigh overpowered him. But as their eyes were heavy, neither wist they what
- 12:01to answer him. His presence aroused them. They saw his face marked with
- 12:07the bloody sweat of agony, and they were filled with fear his anguish of
- 12:11mind. They could not understand his visage was so marred more than any man,
- 12:16and his form more than the sons of men Isaiah fifty two fourteen.
- 12:22Turning away, Jesus sought again his retreat and fell prostrate, overcome by the
- 12:26horror of a great darkness. The humanity of the Son of God trembled in
- 12:31that trying hour. He prayed not now for his disciples, that their faith
- 12:35might not fail, but for his own tempted, agonized soul. The awful
- 12:39moment had come, that moment which was to decide the destiny of the world,
- 12:45The fate of humanity trembled in the balance. Christ might even now refuse
- 12:50to drink the cup apportioned to guilty man. It was not yet too late.
- 12:54He might wipe the bloody sweat from his brow and leave man to perish
- 12:58in his iniquity. He might say, let the transgressor receive the penalty of
- 13:01his sin, and I will go back to my father. Will the Son
- 13:05of God drink the bitter cup of humiliation and agony? Will the innocent suffer
- 13:09the consequences of the curse of sin to save the guilty? The words fall
- 13:15tremblingly from the pale lips of Jesus, O, my Father, If this
- 13:18cup may not pass away from me except I drink it, Thy will be
- 13:24done. Three times has he uttered that prayer? Three times? His humanity
- 13:28shrunk from the last crowning sacrifice. But now the history of the human race
- 13:33comes up before the world redeemer. He sees that the transgressors of the law,
- 13:37if left to themselves, must perish. He sees the helplessness of man,
- 13:43He sees the power of sin. The woes and lamentations of a doomed
- 13:46world rise before him. He beholds its impending fate, and his decision is
- 13:52made. He will save man at any cost to himself. He accepts his
- 13:58baptism of blood, that through him perishing millions may gain everlasting life. He
- 14:03has left the courts of heaven, where all is purity, happiness, and
- 14:07glory, to save the one lost sheep, the one world that has fallen
- 14:11by transgression. And he will not turn from his mission. He will become
- 14:16the propitiation of a race that has willed to sin. His prayer now breathes
- 14:20only submission. If this cup may not pass away from me except I drink
- 14:26it, thy will be done. Having made the decision, he fell,
- 14:31dying to the ground from which he had partially risen. Where now were his
- 14:35disciples to place their hands tenderly beneath the head of their fainting master, and
- 14:39bathe that brow marred Indeed more than the sons of men. The Savior trod
- 14:43the wine press alone, and of the people there was none with him.
- 14:48But God suffered with his son. Angels beheld the Saviour's agony. They saw
- 14:52their lord enclosed by legions of Satanic forces, His nature weighed down with a
- 14:58shuddering, mysterious dress. There was silence in heaven. No harp was touched.
- 15:03Could mortals have viewed the amazement of the angelic hoasts as in silent grief?
- 15:09They watched the Father separating his beams of light, love and glory from
- 15:13his beloved son. They would better understand how offensive in his sight is sin.
- 15:18The world's unfallen and the heavenly angels had watched with intense interest as the
- 15:24conflict drew to its close. Satan and his confederacy of evil, the legions
- 15:28of apostasy, watched intently this great crisis in the work of redemption. The
- 15:35powers of good and evil waited to see what answer would come to Christ's thrice
- 15:39repeated prayer. Angels had longed to bring relief to the divine sufferer, but
- 15:43this might not be. No way of escape was found for the Son of
- 15:48God in this awful crisis, when everything was at stake. When the mysterious
- 15:52cup trembled in the hand of the sufferer, the heavens opened. A light
- 15:58shone forth amid the storm darkness of the crisis hour, and the mighty Angel,
- 16:03who stands in God's presence, occupying the position from which Satan fell,
- 16:07came to the side of Christ. The Angel came not to take the cup
- 16:11from Christ's hand, but to strengthen him to drink it with the assurance of
- 16:15the Father's love. He came to give power to the divine human suppliant.
- 16:21He pointed him to the open heavens, telling him of the souls that would
- 16:25be saved as a result of his sufferings. He assured him that his Father
- 16:29is greater and more powerful than Satan, that his death would result in the
- 16:33utter discomfiture of Satan, and that the kingdom of this world would be given
- 16:37to the saints of the Most High. He told him that he would see
- 16:41of the travail of his soul and be satisfied, for he would see a
- 16:45multitude of the human race saved eternally saved. Christ's agony did not cease,
- 16:51but his depression and discouragement left him. The storm had in no wise abated,
- 16:56but he who was its object, was strengthened to meet its fear.
- 17:00He came forth, calm and serene. A heavenly peace rested upon his blood
- 17:04stained face. He had borne that which no human being could ever bear,
- 17:08for he had tasted the sufferings of death for every man. The sleeping Disciples
- 17:14had been suddenly awakened by the light surrounding the Savior. They saw the Angel
- 17:18bending over their prostrate master. They saw him lift the Saviour's head upon his
- 17:22bosom and point toward heaven. They heard his voice like sweetest music, speaking
- 17:27words of comfort and hope. The Disciples recalled the scene upon the Mount of
- 17:32Transfiguration. They remembered the glory that in the temple had encircled Jesus, and
- 17:37the voice of God that spoke from the cloud. Now that same glory was
- 17:41again revealed, and they had no further fear for their master. He was
- 17:45under the care of God. A mighty angel had been sent to protect him
- 17:48again. The disciples and their weariness yield to the strange stupor that overpowers them
- 17:53again. Jesus finds them sleeping. Looking sorrowfully upon them, he says,
- 18:00sleep on now and take your rest. Behold, the hour is at hand,
- 18:04and the son of Man is betrayed into the hands of sinners. Even
- 18:10as he spoke these words, he heard the footsteps of the mob in search
- 18:12of him, and said, rise, let us be going. Behold he
- 18:18is at hand that doth betray me. No traces of his recent agony were
- 18:22visible. As Jesus stepped forth to meet his betrayer. Standing in advance of
- 18:26his disciples, he said, whom seek ye, They answered Jesus of Nazareth.
- 18:32Jesus replied, I am he. As these words were spoken, the
- 18:37angel who had lately ministered to Jesus moved between him and the mob. A
- 18:41divine light illuminated the Saviour's face, and a dove like form overshadowed him.
- 18:45In the presence of this divine glory, the murderous throng could not stand for
- 18:49a moment. They staggered back. Priests, elders, soldiers, and even
- 18:55judas fell as dead men. To the ground. The angel withdrew and the
- 19:00light faded away. Jesus had opportunity to escape, but he remained calm and
- 19:04self possessed as one glorified. He stood in the midst of that hardened band,
- 19:10now prostrate and helpless at his feet. The disciples looked on, silent
- 19:15with wonder and awe. But quickly the scene changed. The mobs started up.
- 19:19The Roman soldiers, the priest, and Judas gathered about Christ. They
- 19:23seemed ashamed of their weakness and fearful that he would yet escape again. The
- 19:29question was asked by the Redeemer, whom seek ye? They had had evidence
- 19:33that he who stood before them was the son of God, but they would
- 19:37not be convinced. To the question, whom seek ye again, they answered
- 19:42Jesus of Nazareth. The Savior then said, I have told you that I
- 19:48am He. If therefore ye seek me, let these go their way,
- 19:52Pointing to the disciples. He knew how weak was their faith, and he
- 19:56sought to shield them from temptation and trial, for then he was ready to
- 20:00sacrifice himself. Judas, a betrayer, did not forget the part he was
- 20:04to act. When the mob entered the garden. He had led the way,
- 20:07closely followed by the High Priest, to the pursuers of Jesus. He
- 20:11had given a sign saying, whomsoever I shall kiss the same as he hold
- 20:15him fast Matthew twenty six forty eight. Now he pretends to have no part
- 20:21with them. Coming close to Jesus, he takes his hand as a familiar
- 20:25friend, with the words hail Master. He kisses him repeatedly and appears to
- 20:30weep, as if in sympathy with him in his peril. Jesus said to
- 20:34him, friend, wherefore art thou come? His voice trembled with sorrow as
- 20:41he added, Judas, betrayest thou the son a man with a kiss.
- 20:45This appeal should have aroused the conscience of the betrayer and touched his stubborn heart.
- 20:51But honor, fidelity, and human tenderness had forsaken him. He stood
- 20:55bold and defiant, showing no disposition to relent. He had given himself up
- 21:00to Satan, and he had no power to resist him. Jesus did not
- 21:03refuse the traitor's kiss. The mob grew bold as they saw Judas touch the
- 21:07person of him who had so recently been glorified before their eyes. They now
- 21:12laid hold of Jesus and proceeded to bind those precious hands that had ever been
- 21:18employed in doing good. The disciples had thought that their master would not suffer
- 21:22himself to be taken, for the same power that had caused the mob to
- 21:26fall as dead men could keep them helpless until Jesus and his companions should escape.
- 21:30They were disappointed and indignant as they saw the cords brought forward to bind
- 21:36the hands of him whom they loved. Peter, in his anger, rashly
- 21:40drew his sword and tried to defend his master, but he only cut off
- 21:44an ear of the high priest's servant. When Jesus saw what was done,
- 21:47he released his hands, though held firmly by the Roman soldiers, and saying,
- 21:52suffer ye thus far. He touched the wounded ear, and it was
- 21:55instantly made whole. He then said to Peter, put up again thy into
- 22:00his place, for all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.
- 22:04Thinkest thou that I cannot now pray to my father, and he shall
- 22:07presently give me more than twelve legions of angels, a legion in place of
- 22:11each one of the disciples. Oh why the disciples thought, does he not
- 22:17save himself and us? Answering their unspoken thought, he added, but how
- 22:22then shall the scriptures be fulfilled? That thus it must be the cup which
- 22:26my father hath given me? Shall I not drink it? The official dignity
- 22:32of the Jewish leaders had not prevented them from joining in the pursuit of Jesus.
- 22:36His arrest was too important a matter to be trusted to subordinates. The
- 22:40wily priest and elders had joined the temple police and the rabble in following Judas
- 22:44to Cassimone. What a company for those dignitaries to unite with a mob that
- 22:48was eager for excitement and armed with all kinds of implements, as if in
- 22:53pursuit of a wild beast. Turning to the priest and elders, Christ fixed
- 22:57upon them his searching glance. The words he spoke they would never forget as
- 23:02long as life should last. They were as the sharp arrows of the Almighty
- 23:06with dignity. He said, you come out against me with swords and staves,
- 23:11as you would against a thief or a robber. Day by day I
- 23:14set teaching in the temple. You had every opportunity of laying hands upon me,
- 23:18and you did nothing. The night is better suited to your work.
- 23:22This is your hour and the power of darkness. The disciples were terrified as
- 23:27they saw Jesus permit himself to be taken and bound. They were offended that
- 23:33he should suffer this humiliation to himself and them. They could not understand his
- 23:37conduct, and they blamed him for submitting to the mob. In their indignation
- 23:42and fear, Peter proposed that they saved themselves. Following the suggestion, they
- 23:48all forsook him and fled. But Christ had foretold this desertion. Behold,
- 23:53he had said, the hour cometh. Yea is now come that ye shall
- 23:59be scattered every man to his own, and shall leave me alone. And
- 24:03yet I am not alone, because the Father is with me. John sixteen
- 24:08thirty two, end of Chapter seventy four.