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Starting Over · Regina Swarn Audio Series Presents

0:39
SPEAKER_01: Good morning, how are ya?
0:42
SPEAKER_01: I'm Regina Storin and welcome back to another episode of Regina Storin Audio Series Presents.
0:54
SPEAKER_01: I always like to take a moment to give you a place where you can contact me.
1:02
SPEAKER_01: Contact me at Sornoutina at gmail.com.
1:09
SPEAKER_01: I would say visit my official website, but I'm not gonna say that right now because I'm it's under construction at the moment, so but you can write to me.
1:21
SPEAKER_01: That's safe to say.
1:23
SPEAKER_01: And my most um used uh social media would be Instagram.
1:30
SPEAKER_01: So you can follow me on Instagram, Regina Torres Instagram.
1:36
SPEAKER_01: I do go to Facebook, but I only post at Facebook and I do um schedule to posts there.
1:43
SPEAKER_01: So a lot of people think I'm at Facebook, but I really go there to schedule post.
1:49
SPEAKER_01: And when I'm there, I like to stop by my brother Elder Leonard Davis uh profile to read his different writings because he's uh a man of prayer, man of God, and I just love reading the things that he write about.
2:07
SPEAKER_01: So if I do visit a profile, it would be Elder Leonard Davis.
2:13
SPEAKER_01: I I just don't stop at Facebook to visit stuff.
2:15
SPEAKER_01: So if you want me to see something, you definitely gotta uh send me an email, sorry at gmail.com, and I'll see it because otherwise I I just don't scroll through looking at people's stuff.
2:34
SPEAKER_01: I don't because when you do that, when I do that, it kind of lose track of things going on in my life or I lose track of my thought.
2:43
SPEAKER_01: So I I I I rather do things from scratch when I'm doing a podcast or when I'm creating, I can create best when I don't look at everything that everybody else is doing, and you can lose track of your thought and of your place in your mind if you start going through, especially Facebook and TikTok and listening to all this other stuff and other people, you can lose track of what you're trying to do.
3:17
SPEAKER_01: So, again, I do stop by Facebook to post, to schedule post, and I do stop by my brother Elder Leonard Davis page.
3:26
SPEAKER_01: If you want me to see something, please send me an email and I'll definitely get it.
3:32
SPEAKER_01: I want to speak to you guys briefly.
3:35
SPEAKER_01: I would definitely try not to tell you too long, but if you got at least 30 minutes or maybe 45 minutes, I like to uh I like for you to listen to me.
3:49
SPEAKER_01: I know some of you uh hopefully saw my poster, and um shout out to Royal Digitally for the beautiful work that they do on my posters, those they're beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.
4:05
SPEAKER_01: So shout out to them, go visit them online, Royal Digitally.
4:10
SPEAKER_01: Um, they do logos, they do posters, they do websites, all that good stuff.
4:17
SPEAKER_01: So go check them out.
4:22
SPEAKER_01: Um, I want to tell you guys, things are not gonna get better.
4:29
SPEAKER_01: If you're looking for life to get better, then you're living in a dream, they're not gonna get better, and that's one of the things I want to talk to you about in this podcast.
4:46
SPEAKER_01: Um, and talk to you about a few things that I'm doing because I am starting my life all the way over.
4:54
SPEAKER_01: All over.
4:55
SPEAKER_01: I've made podcasts, yes, they're still valuable.
5:00
SPEAKER_01: So go online, check out my podcast.
5:03
SPEAKER_01: Nothing's changed there.
5:07
SPEAKER_01: My poster says starting over.
5:10
SPEAKER_01: And I'm off the record today.
5:12
SPEAKER_01: I mean, I'm opening up to you.
5:15
SPEAKER_01: You know, I don't normally do that, but I'm doing that today, sharing valuable information and news with you.
5:24
SPEAKER_01: So this is off the record, and I'm opening my heart up to you.
5:27
SPEAKER_01: So please take a moment to listen, if you would.
5:32
SPEAKER_01: Um, you know, I am not looking for applause.
5:38
SPEAKER_01: I'm not looking for validation.
5:41
SPEAKER_01: I'm not looking for social media applause or people to like things that I do or say.
5:49
SPEAKER_01: I don't worry about that.
5:51
SPEAKER_01: I used to.
5:52
SPEAKER_01: I used to.
5:53
SPEAKER_01: I used to want people to like everything I do and love everything I do.
5:59
SPEAKER_01: I don't anymore, guys.
6:01
SPEAKER_01: I really don't.
6:03
SPEAKER_01: My whole focus going forward and starting over is to please the Lord and to make sure that the Lord is pleased with things that I'm doing, things that I say and do.
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SPEAKER_01: That is what is most important to me going forward, moving forward, starting over in my life.
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SPEAKER_01: To please the Lord and not to please people.
6:28
SPEAKER_01: So, no, I am not looking for validation.
6:32
SPEAKER_01: I'm not, like I'm not looking for an applause.
6:35
SPEAKER_01: You may not even like my podcast, you might not like it.
6:40
SPEAKER_01: So, I'm gonna tell you right now, for the ones that do not follow my podcast, who do not listen to my podcast, I will not have a person on as a guest that do not follow this podcast, or that has not even listened to one of them.
7:00
SPEAKER_01: You know, there's a lot of people want to be on a guest on my podcast.
7:06
SPEAKER_01: You know, you'd be surprised of how many people write to me and they want to be a guest, and then I receive so many letters of people wanting to be a guest, and they're writing, oh please, please, please, I got a story, and they they they lay their story out.
7:23
SPEAKER_01: And I asked them the magical question.
7:29
SPEAKER_01: Have you ever listened to my podcast?
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SPEAKER_01: Do you know what it's all about?
7:35
SPEAKER_01: Do you?
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SPEAKER_01: Have you ever listened?
7:39
SPEAKER_01: Have you listened to one of them?
7:43
SPEAKER_01: And I ask a guy that who I was about to interview.
7:50
SPEAKER_01: I say have have you ever listened?
7:52
SPEAKER_01: Do you follow?
7:54
SPEAKER_01: I mean, do you even if you listen to it occasionally, I'm not saying that you're a diehard fan, because I got a diehard fans out there.
8:01
SPEAKER_01: I got cult followings out there who actually listens to every single thing I do, every podcast.
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SPEAKER_01: I mean, I do, I really do.
8:13
SPEAKER_01: And then I got those who listen, who has listened to them.
8:16
SPEAKER_01: If someone is on there that they uh know, or family member, or a friend is uh a guest on my podcast, uh then a person to listen, that's fine as well.
8:30
SPEAKER_01: Or if you're a guest and you you know you have followed it and you listen to it a couple of times, that's fine.
8:37
SPEAKER_01: But if you never listen, guys, if you're never listened and then you write to me and you want to be on the a guest, I I'm I'm not gonna have you as a guest if you don't know what you're listening to, number one, because I do my podcast differently than most people.
8:56
SPEAKER_01: I let you tell your story, and this is to family inference because I got family who want so badly to be on my podcast.
9:07
SPEAKER_01: They want to be a guest.
9:08
SPEAKER_01: I I want to be there, I want to be on your podcast, I would like to be on your podcast, but they don't even know where to find it at.
9:17
SPEAKER_01: Isn't that sad?
9:19
SPEAKER_01: They don't know where to find it at, um, but they want to be a guest.
9:24
SPEAKER_01: So going forward, moving forward, starting all over, I would not have people as guests on this podcast if you don't know what it's all about.
9:38
SPEAKER_01: If you don't follow it, if you don't know how to find it, my god, then you're just not gonna be invited to be a guest.
9:49
SPEAKER_01: I'm laying this down as plainly as I can.
9:54
SPEAKER_01: Moving forward, starting over.
10:51
SPEAKER_01: If you don't listen, if you haven't listened, even if you haven't listened when one of your friends or family members were on there, then you're not gonna be invited.
11:02
SPEAKER_01: And this is to family and friends and co-workers, because I do have co-workers as well that wanna be on the podcast, oh yeah, I can do it.
11:12
SPEAKER_01: Bing bing bang.
11:14
SPEAKER_01: No, no, no, no, it's not like that.
11:16
SPEAKER_01: I don't operate that way.
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SPEAKER_01: So, if you don't know what you're listening to, if you don't know what it's all about, you're not gonna be invited.
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SPEAKER_00: Point blank and center.
11:30
SPEAKER_00: Now that I've talked about that deal flaws part, let's move forward.
11:39
SPEAKER_00: I want to come from the heart right now, guys.
11:44
SPEAKER_01: There's a quote out there that says, You would never truly know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.
11:55
SPEAKER_01: I wanna say that again.
11:57
SPEAKER_01: You would never truly know the value of a moment until it becomes a memory.
12:09
SPEAKER_01: The times that we're living in right now, some of you got it good, some of you got it really, really good.
12:19
SPEAKER_01: Some of you don't have it so good.
12:24
SPEAKER_01: But I'm gonna tell all of you, if you are in your right mind, if you got food on your table, if you got a place to live, because a lot of people are homeless, a lot of people don't have that right now.
12:47
SPEAKER_01: But if you got a place to live and food to eat, and you got health and you got strength, give the Lord thanks and praise for that.
13:03
SPEAKER_01: Because a lot of people don't have that.
13:07
SPEAKER_01: A lot of people don't.
13:09
SPEAKER_01: A lot of people right now are fighting for their lives.
13:13
SPEAKER_01: My heart goes out to them.
13:15
SPEAKER_01: A lot of people are fighting right this second for life, fighting to survive, fighting to live.
13:25
SPEAKER_01: A lot of people are, and those of you out there who got your health and you got your strength, try thanking the Lord for that.
13:40
SPEAKER_01: Try giving the Lord a moment in your day where you thank him for that life, health, and strength.
13:49
SPEAKER_01: A lot of people say, Well, uh, I'm not a religious person, I don't believe in all that.
13:53
SPEAKER_01: Well, whoever a home ever you believe in, or whatever you believe in, get up and think, be thankful for your life, for your health, for your strength.
14:10
SPEAKER_01: Because there are so many people right now, right this second, who are sick.
14:18
SPEAKER_01: Again, I say my heart goes out, but who are sick, who cannot do anything for themselves, who are have to depend on other people to bathe them, wash them, feed them.
14:37
SPEAKER_01: They would love to trade places with you, and you're up and you're doing well, and you're walking, you're talking, and yet being ungrateful every single day, complaining every moment about things that just don't make sense to me sometimes.
15:02
SPEAKER_01: Some of the things that people complain about to me, they make no sense whatsoever.
15:09
SPEAKER_01: So if you got the wife helped and it's strength, God has worked you up this morning.
15:17
SPEAKER_01: Please be thankful.
15:20
SPEAKER_01: Because I want to tell you guys again, you will never value a moment until it becomes a memory.
15:29
SPEAKER_01: I want to tell you guys something.
15:31
SPEAKER_01: Things are not going to get any better.
15:36
SPEAKER_01: It's things that's coming up on this world, and I'm not preaching to you by any means, but there are things that's coming up on this world where you are going to have to have togetherness, whether that be with uh a friend, family?
16:04
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, families are going to have to come together.
16:08
SPEAKER_01: I know that's not easy for a lot of families, but for the ones that you can get with, come together, be together, do things together, love one another.
16:26
SPEAKER_01: Stop being partial to one another and talking to each other and not talking to one guy.
16:37
SPEAKER_01: I'm not gonna call her, she called me, I'm not going to visit her, I'm not going to stop waiting to funerals before you come together.
16:48
SPEAKER_01: And a lot of families, they when someone die, oh everybody call you then.
16:54
SPEAKER_01: Everybody.
16:55
SPEAKER_01: Oh god, your phone ring off the hook when a person died.
17:00
SPEAKER_01: Have you guys ever noticed that?
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SPEAKER_01: Families who are not closed, your phone ring off the hook when someone passed away or when someone's sick.
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SPEAKER_01: Everybody call you then.
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SPEAKER_01: Uh such and such is sick.
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SPEAKER_01: This one is sick.
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SPEAKER_01: Uh uh, this one died.
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SPEAKER_01: Did you hear?
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SPEAKER_01: Blank blank blank died.
17:22
SPEAKER_01: You know, and it's so sad.
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SPEAKER_01: It breaks my heart.
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SPEAKER_01: It really breaks my heart.
17:27
SPEAKER_01: Um but we're got we got times that's coming upon us that if you are not together, you're not gonna survive.
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SPEAKER_01: Get together with good friends.
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SPEAKER_01: If you got friends who are considered family, guys bund together, work together, and you will survive if you do that.
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SPEAKER_01: Pray together, but come together as in group and love each other.
18:03
SPEAKER_01: And like I said, if it's just friends, because sometimes friends is family.
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SPEAKER_01: I I got friends who are actually family, they're they're close to me, I'm close to them.
18:14
SPEAKER_01: But get together and bond together because things that is coming on this world and it's rapidly happening happening, you had better have a system of support together, guys.
18:32
SPEAKER_01: You better.
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SPEAKER_00: You really better.
18:36
SPEAKER_00: And if you are not in debt, don't get in debt.
18:43
SPEAKER_01: If you don't need that new car, don't get that new car.
18:47
SPEAKER_01: If you don't need that new house, you know you can't afford it, don't get it.
18:56
SPEAKER_00: If you are in debt, get out of debt.
19:01
SPEAKER_00: Do everything you can do to get out of debt.
19:05
SPEAKER_01: A lot of times people want to keep up with they used to call it keeping up with the challenges.
19:14
SPEAKER_01: People want to impress other people sometimes, you know.
19:18
SPEAKER_01: You want to get a new car, a new shiny car, or a new trucker, and then impress their friends while they are drowning in debt.
19:29
SPEAKER_01: Literally drowning.
19:32
SPEAKER_01: Guys, listen to me.
19:33
SPEAKER_01: This is not a time to go out and purchase new things, new cars, new houses, that mortgage can you imagine?
19:43
SPEAKER_01: Because right now people are are are dying.
19:50
SPEAKER_01: And I I literally say that there is there is so much trouble trying to pay a mortgage right now.
19:58
SPEAKER_01: People who got houses, they're struggling to pay that mortgage.
20:03
SPEAKER_01: Struggling.
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SPEAKER_01: One paycheck, two paychecks away from not having that house.
20:12
SPEAKER_01: That's why I say be together, come together as a family, come together as friends, even.
20:21
SPEAKER_01: In my case, my friends or my family, but bond together.
20:28
SPEAKER_01: This is so important.
20:30
SPEAKER_01: The things I'm sharing with you are so important.
20:33
SPEAKER_01: This is not a time to get in debt.
20:37
SPEAKER_01: It's a time that if you are in debt to get out of debt, do everything you can to get out of debt, out of it.
20:47
SPEAKER_01: Things are not getting any better, guys.
20:49
SPEAKER_01: There are things that's coming on this world at a rapid speed that you hardly have any time to prepare.
21:00
SPEAKER_01: But for the time that you do have, and if you're in your health and you should right mind, yeah.
21:06
SPEAKER_01: Take that time to use that time wisely to get yourself out of debt.
21:18
SPEAKER_01: Do that, please.
21:19
SPEAKER_01: That is so important.
21:22
SPEAKER_01: Take that time to know your friends, to know your family, the ones who are close to you in your family bind together, work together, do things together, grow together.
21:42
SPEAKER_01: For God's sake, pray together.
21:47
SPEAKER_01: But if you're not in debt, again, don't get in debt.
21:51
SPEAKER_01: If you don't need it, people they'll look at me and they say, You're still driving that same old car around.
21:59
SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's a 2006 Nissan Altima that my dad purchased for me or helped purchase for me before he died.
22:10
SPEAKER_01: We got it in the summer of 2006.
22:14
SPEAKER_01: My mother was still alive, my father was still alive, Prophet's mother A.B.
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SPEAKER_01: Jackson was still alive, my sister Laura was still alive, everyone was still alive, and I still got that car.
22:27
SPEAKER_01: I got a little bit over a hundred thousand miles on it, and many, many times I have wanted to get rid of it.
22:35
SPEAKER_01: Because it's an old car, you know.
22:38
SPEAKER_01: While everybody's driving around in their new cars, and a lot of them are struggling to pay that car note.
22:43
SPEAKER_01: Struggling, killing them to pay that note.
22:48
SPEAKER_01: And I see the car, other people's cars, and I'm like, hmm, I like that.
22:52
SPEAKER_01: And people write me all the time, you trade your car in and get you a new car, and I can do it if I want to, trust me.
22:59
SPEAKER_01: And I'm thinking to myself, no, you better not.
23:03
SPEAKER_01: If you don't have a car note or a truck note, I mean, yeah, you got insurance, you gotta do that.
23:08
SPEAKER_01: But if you don't have that, don't get it.
23:14
SPEAKER_01: Even if you can afford it.
23:17
SPEAKER_01: If you got something that is good, then thank God Lord for that.
23:22
SPEAKER_01: No, yeah, if you want to get it, you want to just go out and get a brand new car, and you can do that, then do that.
23:27
SPEAKER_01: Some people got it that way.
23:29
SPEAKER_01: They can just go get it.
23:31
SPEAKER_01: I can go get one if I want it.
23:33
SPEAKER_01: I can.
23:35
SPEAKER_01: But there's nothing wrong with the 2006 Nissan Ultima Sun.
23:39
SPEAKER_01: That car is gonna be with me.
23:41
SPEAKER_01: And a lot of people, family, had said, you need to get rid of that car and get you another one, Gina.
23:48
SPEAKER_01: I'm not gonna do it.
23:50
SPEAKER_01: That car gives a lot of value to me, you know.
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SPEAKER_01: My pastor, Prophet Mother AB Jackson, prayed around that car.
23:58
SPEAKER_01: My sister Laura have driven that car in her lifetime.
24:02
SPEAKER_01: My mom and dad has ridden in that car before in their lifetime.
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SPEAKER_01: So it means a lot to me and there's nothing wrong with that car.
24:11
SPEAKER_01: So why would I go out and buy a new car or truck?
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SPEAKER_01: Just because I can.
24:19
SPEAKER_01: Don't need it.
24:20
SPEAKER_01: If you need something, get it.
24:22
SPEAKER_01: If you don't, don't.
24:25
SPEAKER_01: Again, if you're not in debt, don't get in debt.
24:29
SPEAKER_01: You'd be surprised at the people who are struggling just to keep up with someone else.
24:36
SPEAKER_01: That's the problem a lot of times.
24:38
SPEAKER_01: People want to keep up with other people.
24:41
SPEAKER_01: This is not the time to try to keep up with anyone.
24:46
SPEAKER_01: This is the time to get your priorities in order.
24:51
SPEAKER_01: Get your life in order and move forward.
24:58
SPEAKER_01: Live a life that is not fleshy.
25:11
SPEAKER_01: Because I'm a private person.
25:13
SPEAKER_01: So a lot of people have to actually listen to my podcast to actually know what's going on in my life.
25:19
SPEAKER_01: Because I don't post my life all over social media.
25:23
SPEAKER_01: I don't, and I won't.
25:26
SPEAKER_01: If I have something to say, yeah, I'll do it.
25:31
SPEAKER_01: But still, I'm very careful to not post my business, my personal business, all online.
25:39
SPEAKER_01: I don't do that.
25:41
SPEAKER_01: If it's something that would be value or of value to other people, I will do that.
25:47
SPEAKER_01: I would give you tips or things like that.
25:50
SPEAKER_01: Totally different.
25:51
SPEAKER_01: If you got a testimony, or sometimes people got things that they need to uh tell other people, like this podcast, for instance.
26:00
SPEAKER_01: I want people to hear this because the things that God is giving me to talk about in it today is to help people who would listen.
26:13
SPEAKER_01: Again, I'm gonna say this, and I say it all the time.
26:17
SPEAKER_01: My podcast is not for everyone, it's not.
26:21
SPEAKER_01: Even as being a guest on my podcast, it's different than other people.
26:27
SPEAKER_01: You get on and you tell your story, and I I feed off of you, I bounce off of you what you're telling me.
26:37
SPEAKER_01: So I had to throw that in there.
26:39
SPEAKER_01: But again, if you got good friends and good family, um guys, try to bind together, try to get together, try to come together as a group and do things together because things are about to come upon this world that you're not going to make it out here by yourself.
27:02
SPEAKER_01: Don't be caught in a bunch of debt.
27:05
SPEAKER_01: Don't be caught with that brand new car that you know that you can't afford, but you want it because you can show it off to your friends.
27:15
SPEAKER_01: Don't be caught, don't be caught in all this debt.
27:18
SPEAKER_01: Get out of that.
27:20
SPEAKER_01: Get out of debt.
27:22
SPEAKER_01: Don't add more debt, but get out of debt.
27:25
SPEAKER_01: Get out.
27:27
SPEAKER_01: It's very important.
27:30
SPEAKER_01: We all know that we got to live, you know, you gotta survive, you gotta have somewhere to live.
27:36
SPEAKER_01: So all those things that you don't need, moving forward, starting over, things I don't need, I'm going to downsize a lot of things that I don't need.
27:46
SPEAKER_01: If I don't need something, I'm I made a list of things that I just don't need.
27:52
SPEAKER_01: Things that I I pay money out for that I don't need.
27:55
SPEAKER_01: There are things that you can actually do for yourself, that you can do yourself.
28:01
SPEAKER_01: I am one who don't I don't go out a lot to eat.
28:06
SPEAKER_01: You know, I fix my food at home.
28:09
SPEAKER_01: That's me.
28:10
SPEAKER_01: Now I'm different than most people.
28:13
SPEAKER_01: These are the things that I do.
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SPEAKER_01: I I fix my food at home.
28:19
SPEAKER_01: I um I do things for myself.
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SPEAKER_01: I really do.
28:24
SPEAKER_01: And a lot of people say, oh, we're gonna go out to eat, we're gonna do this, we're gonna do that.
28:30
SPEAKER_01: And there are times that I do have to go out with people, and um I have to go out, I really do with some people and business.
28:40
SPEAKER_01: But it's not something that I do every single day of my life.
28:44
SPEAKER_01: And you're not gonna catch me at a restaurant every day.
28:48
SPEAKER_01: Not even every week.
28:51
SPEAKER_01: If it's a business thing, yes, I go out.
28:53
SPEAKER_01: If it's a an event that the family is doing and they want me to be a part of, I would go out and eat with them if that be the case.
29:03
SPEAKER_01: But I don't just be out every time every week, every night, sitting up at a restaurant.
29:11
SPEAKER_01: I don't.
29:12
SPEAKER_01: That is me.
29:13
SPEAKER_01: Again, that is me.
29:16
SPEAKER_01: I prefer to do things for myself.
29:20
SPEAKER_01: And moving forward, starting over, I've made a list of things I don't need.
29:27
SPEAKER_01: If I can do it for myself, then I'm going to do it for myself.
29:32
SPEAKER_01: Sure, you need some help to do this or that.
29:35
SPEAKER_01: That's different.
29:37
SPEAKER_01: But things that you can do yourself, uh start doing them.
29:42
SPEAKER_01: You'd be surprised of the things that you can do if you just do them yourself.
29:47
SPEAKER_01: You'd be surprised not.
29:49
SPEAKER_01: You'd be surprised.
29:51
SPEAKER_01: Don't down yourself, don't put yourself down.
29:55
SPEAKER_01: I don't like being in the company of people who are always complaining, who are always putting themselves down, who are always I can't stand that kind of spirits.
30:09
SPEAKER_01: It's a spirit, it's a very negative one, and I cannot stand being around that type of person.
30:19
SPEAKER_01: That's why when people call me, the moment they get on the phone, if they are complaining, if they start talking down and dragging down and I can't do this, and I I get off the phone with them.
30:32
SPEAKER_01: I I find a way to get off.
30:34
SPEAKER_01: I have to get off there.
30:35
SPEAKER_01: And I don't call them back because I do not like a person that is down on themselves who's always talking about what they can't do.
30:45
SPEAKER_01: Do not call me with that mess.
30:48
SPEAKER_01: Do not think you're going to be around me with that kind of attitude or spirit.
30:55
SPEAKER_01: You're not going to be around me with that because I am, and everybody can tell you this, a positive person.
31:03
SPEAKER_01: On the job, I am a loner.
31:06
SPEAKER_01: I do not let everybody in my company, even online, even even at work, I'm sorry.
31:13
SPEAKER_01: I don't.
31:15
SPEAKER_01: One lady asked of uh a co-worker of mine, she said, uh, is Regina okay?
31:21
SPEAKER_01: She's kind of standoffish.
31:24
SPEAKER_01: And the lady told her said, look, she don't she don't be around people at all.
31:29
SPEAKER_01: She's the lady told her, she said, she she she's not maybe one person around here that she's around.
31:36
SPEAKER_01: She said, she don't hang in groups.
31:37
SPEAKER_01: She's not like that.
31:38
SPEAKER_01: And I'm not, guys.
31:40
SPEAKER_01: I'm not.
31:42
SPEAKER_01: I used to be.
31:44
SPEAKER_01: Back in 2023, 24, when I was at another place, another uh hospital, I hung in with one or two people.
31:53
SPEAKER_01: But the people were so loud, curse some of them, curse like sailors.
31:59
SPEAKER_01: I'm like, God, I gotta get away from this.
32:03
SPEAKER_01: But I didn't get away from it.
32:04
SPEAKER_01: So God moved me away from that.
32:07
SPEAKER_01: I don't like to be in the company of people who are loud, obnoxious, that's I don't like that.
32:15
SPEAKER_01: And I know people are listening to this thinking, oh my god, who does she think she she is?
32:20
SPEAKER_01: Guys, listen.
32:23
SPEAKER_01: You're going to either your your your um way of life, your attitude, your spirit is going to either rub off on other people and be an encouragement to other people, or their lifestyle is gonna rub off on you.
32:40
SPEAKER_01: So that's why I am very careful and moving forward, even starting over and moving forward, I am very careful about the company that I keep.
32:50
SPEAKER_01: I started it on my birthday, which was my new year, March 7th.
32:55
SPEAKER_01: But even moving forward, I like I said, made a list of things and of people that they can't go with me.
33:05
SPEAKER_01: Where God is taking me, they can't go.
33:10
SPEAKER_01: And um they can understand it or they don't have to understand it.
33:15
SPEAKER_01: But you can be in the wrong company, you can be around the wrong people.
33:19
SPEAKER_01: If you're around people that complain 24-7, they wake up complaining, they go to bed complaining.
33:26
SPEAKER_01: If you're around that kind of person, that's gonna rub around but rub off on you.
33:30
SPEAKER_01: You next thing you know, you're gonna be complaining.
33:34
SPEAKER_01: You know, you are.
33:36
SPEAKER_01: So I try my best to be very careful of the company that I keep and moving forward, starting over, I am just not gonna have that type of person around me.
33:51
SPEAKER_01: I thought I had cleared them all out.
33:55
SPEAKER_01: But obviously I did not do that, so there's still things and people that I still got to kind of you know get away from.
34:07
SPEAKER_00: And I'm going to.
34:09
SPEAKER_00: I got to.
34:10
SPEAKER_00: It's very important that I do for my own mental health, as they call it.
34:17
SPEAKER_00: I gotta do that.
34:22
SPEAKER_01: If you got something that you want to do, I don't care what it is, a business of some sort or whatever, go.
34:30
SPEAKER_01: Go.
34:31
SPEAKER_01: Even if you feel like you're alone and doing something, go do it.
34:36
SPEAKER_01: Go do it, go do it right now.
34:38
SPEAKER_01: Like I say, even if you feel like that you are out here and you're trying to do something and you're doing it by yourself, and you don't have a friend or a partner that can help you, pray about it, meditate on it, and go do it.
34:58
SPEAKER_01: If it's something that's gonna benefit you, if it's a business, if it's a podcast you want to start, um, if you got an idea, start on that idea.
35:08
SPEAKER_01: I I know people that's been going, they're gonna do something years and years and years.
35:12
SPEAKER_01: Those are the type of people that's gonna never do anything because they've been talking about it for the longest.
35:19
SPEAKER_01: I know people personally that has been talking about doing things years ago, and they're still talking about it in 2026.
35:32
SPEAKER_01: They've been talking about it since 2012, 13.
35:35
SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do that, and haven't even gotten started.
35:41
SPEAKER_01: You gotta start doing stuff.
35:43
SPEAKER_01: People like that are uh chronic procrastinators, so those are the type people that you want to get away from.
35:53
SPEAKER_01: People who complain all the time, those are the type people you want to get away from and stay away from, and I don't care that people call me a loner.
36:02
SPEAKER_01: I don't I don't care about that.
36:04
SPEAKER_01: I don't even care about it because it's true.
36:08
SPEAKER_01: I'm a loner, but I'm never alone.
36:13
SPEAKER_01: This is that's a little part of one of Foreigners' songs.
36:17
SPEAKER_01: Uh I'm a loner, but I'm never alone.
36:21
SPEAKER_01: I'm not gonna say the song, but um I love that little part in that song.
36:26
SPEAKER_01: I'm a loner, but I'm never alone.
36:28
SPEAKER_01: I'm not.
36:31
SPEAKER_01: I choose the companies that I like being around, the people that I like to be around, who are likewise like me, you know, of a like mind.
36:46
SPEAKER_01: Because you can be in an unequally yoked situation, even in relationships, you can be unequally yoked to the wrong people, the wrong person.
36:56
SPEAKER_01: You know, a lot of people run out and they do things and next thing you know, you're in a world of trouble.
37:03
SPEAKER_01: Lose your life sometimes, a lot of people, because they rushed out just to say, I got a partner, yay, I got somebody, yay.
37:14
SPEAKER_01: It's the wrong person for you.
37:18
SPEAKER_01: You have to take your time, whatever you do, and and in choosing people in your life, you have to pray about that.
37:27
SPEAKER_01: You know, a lot of people go online, and I don't personally promote that going online, finding a mate, finding a person of love.
37:38
SPEAKER_01: I don't promote that because I know a lot of people, it's been successful for a lot of people, but I I am against it.
37:49
SPEAKER_01: People know how I feel about that.
37:51
SPEAKER_01: That online dating stuff.
37:55
SPEAKER_01: That's a trap for a lot of people.
37:57
SPEAKER_01: And a lot of people do it, but I I know of one or two people in the past that has got on these lines and ended up beat and bruised and battered, and it's just not the way to go, people to to looking for a a husband and wife, girlfriend, boyfriend, whatever.
38:26
SPEAKER_01: But that's just me, because a lot of people are not me, and a lot of people aren't are not like me, so I I try not to make people do anything that I do.
38:36
SPEAKER_01: Because everybody is different.
38:37
SPEAKER_01: You want to do that, then you do that.
38:41
SPEAKER_01: I can't stop you.
38:43
SPEAKER_01: Don't but I don't expect for me to promote that.
38:46
SPEAKER_01: Don't expect for me to agree with that because I I don't agree with that.
38:56
SPEAKER_01: Again, moving forward, starting over.
39:02
SPEAKER_01: You're not gonna see me online a lot.
39:05
SPEAKER_01: Um, I'm just trying to get away from that, and a lot of people say, well, you're not online anyway, and that's true, I'm not on there anyway, so but moving forward, I'm just not going to spend a lot of time even online.
39:23
SPEAKER_01: Instagram is the place I am mostly because I hang with my friends there, but um I do my business there.
39:32
SPEAKER_01: I keep I get all my um messages there on Instagram from um different organizations.
39:39
SPEAKER_01: Now I still will do that because that's business, but I'm gonna scale back on just a lot of the online stuff that I do.
39:49
SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna scale back on that moving forward.
39:53
SPEAKER_01: I'm going to starting over in my life, I'm gonna scale back on a lot of things.
40:01
SPEAKER_01: Lots.
40:03
SPEAKER_01: You know, I've talked to you this morning about so many wonderful things.
40:08
SPEAKER_01: I do hope you all listen.
40:10
SPEAKER_01: I r I really do.
40:11
SPEAKER_01: I hope you listen.
40:14
SPEAKER_01: Even if something in this podcast touched your heart, just something, maybe not everything, but even if something touched your heart, even if something you heard something this morning that make you say, oh yeah, I think I'm gonna I'm gonna go and do da da da.
40:33
SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna try da da da.
40:36
SPEAKER_01: Then I I thank God for that.
40:39
SPEAKER_01: I want to make mention of my memorial service back in July.
40:46
SPEAKER_01: Good lord.
40:49
SPEAKER_01: It was heard by two point eight million people.
40:56
SPEAKER_01: Did you hear me?
40:57
SPEAKER_01: My memorial service back in July was heard by two point eight million, not thousand million people.
41:10
SPEAKER_01: Where do I get my data from?
41:11
SPEAKER_01: How do you know?
41:13
SPEAKER_01: Well, different radio stations are heard around, some of them are heard around the world, and they rebroadcast my podcast.
41:22
SPEAKER_01: Some are still playing those memorial services on their different shows.
41:28
SPEAKER_01: And then online, I got friends online who was rebroadcasting it on their different podcasts.
41:36
SPEAKER_01: Uh, some YouTubers who was talking about it, who are still talking about it.
41:41
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god.
41:43
SPEAKER_01: This is amazing.
41:45
SPEAKER_01: 2.8 million people, 2.8 million souls or more.
41:53
SPEAKER_01: One one guy from the radio station said, he said, I think it's more than that, Miss Swaren.
41:58
SPEAKER_01: I do.
41:59
SPEAKER_01: And yeah, it's unbelievable, right?
42:03
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, it's totally unbelievable.
42:05
SPEAKER_01: I'm totally off my feet about this.
42:08
SPEAKER_01: This is so amazing.
42:09
SPEAKER_01: I'm so thankful to the Lord.
42:11
SPEAKER_01: He's so good to me.
42:13
SPEAKER_01: He is so good to me.
42:15
SPEAKER_01: The Lord is so good to me, and I'm so thankful.
42:21
SPEAKER_01: So truly, I thank y'all today for for joining me for this podcast, you know.
42:28
SPEAKER_01: I thank God for my podcast because thousands of people listen to this podcast.
42:37
SPEAKER_01: I used to push it, push my family, please give me a listen.
42:41
SPEAKER_01: I want you to be on my podcast, please, please, please.
42:44
SPEAKER_01: Can you do this?
42:44
SPEAKER_01: Can you please please please?
42:46
SPEAKER_01: I mean, I used to do that.
42:47
SPEAKER_01: I really did.
42:48
SPEAKER_01: I wanted my family to be a part of it.
42:51
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, please, come on! Telling friends and co-workers, please, please, please.
42:56
SPEAKER_01: I stopped that.
42:57
SPEAKER_01: Moving forward, guys, listen, moving forward, starting over.
43:04
SPEAKER_00: I would not be asking people to be on this podcast.
43:18
SPEAKER_00: It's gotten so popular now that people are contacting me.
43:24
SPEAKER_01: I would not be doing that, guys.
43:26
SPEAKER_01: Moving forward.
43:27
SPEAKER_01: I'm not gonna do that.
43:29
SPEAKER_01: Listen, good.
43:30
SPEAKER_01: I am not going to be quote unquote begging you to come tell your story.
43:38
SPEAKER_01: Why should I do that?
43:40
SPEAKER_01: Why?
43:40
SPEAKER_01: I don't have to do that.
43:42
SPEAKER_01: I used to.
43:43
SPEAKER_01: I used to have to do it in the early days before when it was just uh 10, 15 downloads, and I was telling people, uh, please come come and be on my podcast.
43:54
SPEAKER_01: No, that's that's that's over, guys.
43:57
SPEAKER_01: Starting over, moving forward.
44:00
SPEAKER_01: I am not because I receive emails of people that want to tell their story, and I get with my people who work with me, and we look and go over the story and say, hmm, that'll work right there.
44:17
SPEAKER_01: Moving forward, starting over, this podcast is about people that got a story that that want to tell that story.
44:28
SPEAKER_01: I'm not gonna run you down for your story.
44:31
SPEAKER_01: I'm not moving forward, I'm not gonna do that.
44:34
SPEAKER_01: Now I I don't know if you want to call that mean or arrogant, you can call it whatever you want to.
44:40
SPEAKER_01: I don't really care.
44:41
SPEAKER_01: But moving forward, I am not going to be inviting people to be a part of something that they don't even know about.
44:54
SPEAKER_01: I think I spoke about that in the beginning.
44:56
SPEAKER_01: If you don't know about it, I'm not gonna invite you.
45:01
SPEAKER_01: Moving forward, I'm not.
45:04
SPEAKER_01: Now, if you got a friend that know about it, the podcast, and they've been on the podcast and they have told you about it, that's kind of different.
45:12
SPEAKER_01: But moving forward, if you haven't even listened to one of my podcasts, I'm listening, I'm not inviting you to be a part of it.
45:22
SPEAKER_01: I'm not.
45:24
SPEAKER_01: I know this podcast has gotten so popular, it's reached thousands.
45:31
SPEAKER_01: Of people, and as you heard, my memorial service reached 2.8 million people.
45:36
SPEAKER_01: This podcast has gotten God has elevated it.
45:40
SPEAKER_01: It was the Lord that did this.
45:42
SPEAKER_01: God elevated this podcast.
45:44
SPEAKER_01: For it to be practically new.
45:45
SPEAKER_01: Yes, I've been doing it since 2020.
45:48
SPEAKER_01: It didn't start out that way, but God has elevated it.
45:52
SPEAKER_01: Why?
45:52
SPEAKER_01: Because I put God first and moving forward, I am putting God in the beginning of it, front and center.
46:00
SPEAKER_01: God is the head of it.
46:03
SPEAKER_01: Moving forward.
46:04
SPEAKER_01: The Lord is my shepherd.
46:08
SPEAKER_01: And what is the rest of that?
46:10
SPEAKER_01: I shall not want.
46:12
SPEAKER_00: Moving forward, God is the head of my podcast.
46:21
SPEAKER_00: And I'm gonna honor the Lord in every possible way.
46:25
SPEAKER_01: So, yes, I will have guests on telling their story, but I want to make this podcast and give the Lord his due, his credit.
46:38
SPEAKER_01: Glory be to God who is the head of my life.
46:45
SPEAKER_01: God is the head of my life.
46:48
SPEAKER_01: And moving forward, God is the head of Regina Swaren audio series presents.
46:57
SPEAKER_01: I thank the Lord for what he has done with my podcast.
47:00
SPEAKER_01: I thank the Lord for that.
47:03
SPEAKER_01: The Lord has it's because of the Lord, this podcast is one of the fastest moving podcasts.
47:13
SPEAKER_01: Yeah, people I thank God for people who have helped me.
47:16
SPEAKER_01: I do.
47:17
SPEAKER_01: But it's God because I put the Lord first, because the Lord is my shepherd, because God is the head of everything that I do.
47:27
SPEAKER_01: That's why this podcast is popular.
47:30
SPEAKER_01: Not because of any man or any woman, any boy or girl, it's because of God.
47:37
SPEAKER_01: And because I pray and I put the Lord first, and moving forward, again, I'm gonna be doing more podcasts with ministers, with even with myself, just speaking about God, doing scriptures and and reading things from the Bible, moving forward.
48:00
SPEAKER_01: I'm still gonna be in late if you want to come and tell your story, you can still come and tell your story.
48:08
SPEAKER_01: That's still open to people that got a story to tell and want to tell their story.
48:14
SPEAKER_01: But moving forward, I'm not gonna be out here.
48:16
SPEAKER_01: Uh, why don't you come come be on my podcast?
48:19
SPEAKER_01: Hey, come on over here.
48:21
SPEAKER_01: Oh no, I'm not gonna be doing that.
48:23
SPEAKER_01: You're gonna ask me, moving forward, you're gonna ask me to be on it.
48:29
SPEAKER_01: And if you don't and then I gotta know what you what you got.
48:33
SPEAKER_01: What you're talking about, you know?
48:36
SPEAKER_00: I'm not moving forward, I'm not inviting people who are complaining, who are not living the life that you're talking about who are not self-assured in themselves that you're not invited.
48:56
SPEAKER_00: And I am not gonna invite you.
48:59
SPEAKER_00: Not because again, I cannot tolerate negative people.
49:05
SPEAKER_00: I don't care who it is.
49:09
SPEAKER_00: I don't I can't tolerate that.
49:12
SPEAKER_01: And I can't tolerate a person that want to tell the story but is not living what they're talking about.
49:21
SPEAKER_01: And I know a few people like that.
49:22
SPEAKER_01: They wanna they wanna be on this podcast and they wanna tell their story, you know?
49:29
SPEAKER_01: But you're telling lies because I know the life that you live.
49:33
SPEAKER_01: I know that you're things that you're saying you're doing and going to do that you're not doing.
49:38
SPEAKER_01: That's why a lot of people yet has not been invited.
49:43
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
49:44
SPEAKER_01: So moving forward, if you want to be on this podcast, then of course you contact my people or contact me, swarenrechina at gmail.com.
49:56
SPEAKER_01: If you got a if if people have do have who has been on this podcast, uh they know of someone that got a story and they've talked to them, and uh have them talk to me.
50:06
SPEAKER_01: Let's talk.
50:07
SPEAKER_01: I'll talk with you.
50:08
SPEAKER_01: Don't be afraid.
50:09
SPEAKER_01: Sometimes people are afraid to talk to me.
50:12
SPEAKER_01: Um, don't be afraid.
50:13
SPEAKER_01: I'll talk to you.
50:15
SPEAKER_01: I'll I'll see what you're working with.
50:17
SPEAKER_01: You know, I got people that want to be on it.
50:19
SPEAKER_01: Um, yeah, moving forward.
50:22
SPEAKER_01: Starting season 10.
50:23
SPEAKER_01: You know, if you got something, I'll listen to you.
50:27
SPEAKER_01: I'll see what you got.
50:29
SPEAKER_01: But don't be afraid, because like I say, some people are afraid to talk to me.
50:33
SPEAKER_01: I don't know why they are.
50:36
SPEAKER_01: They're intimidated.
50:39
SPEAKER_01: What?
50:40
SPEAKER_01: By me.
50:41
SPEAKER_01: I'm probably the the easiest person in the world to talk to.
50:46
SPEAKER_01: But I I don't tolerate negativity, I don't tolerate foolishness, and I want when you tell your story, if it's about music, if it's about your life, is it about a situation you've been in, if you tell your story, I want it to be a true story, and not one fabricated, you know?
51:08
SPEAKER_01: So I do thank all of you for being a part of my podcast today.
51:13
SPEAKER_01: Um, I know you guys saw the poster out there, and again, I thank Royal Digitally because the beautiful posters that they create.
51:24
SPEAKER_01: Um, they do it really quickly too.
51:26
SPEAKER_01: I I write to them and I say, you know what, I need a poster for this.
51:30
SPEAKER_01: And they get it, I say I need it, I need it like fast, you know, and they have it within a couple of hours, you know.
51:39
SPEAKER_01: And uh go check them out.
51:41
SPEAKER_01: Their prices are very reasonable, guys.
51:44
SPEAKER_01: Go check them out.
51:45
SPEAKER_01: Those beautiful posters that you see online, uh Royal Digitally, fifty-five dollars.
51:56
SPEAKER_01: Fifty-five dollars and some are are less than that, and they give me, and it's up to you if you want to give a tip, and I always give a tip, but I send them an idea, and they don't just stop with one poster, they do yeah, five, six, seven different posters, and they're all so beautiful, they are so beautiful, and I'm telling you, go check them out.
52:28
SPEAKER_01: They are online.
52:30
SPEAKER_01: Check them out, they're they're good company, and um, and I love their service.
52:36
SPEAKER_01: A quick shout out to my several friends again, I who I appreciate.
52:42
SPEAKER_01: I appreciate my friend Steve and Paul, who's got a birthday coming up, by the way.
52:47
SPEAKER_01: Uh, Steve and Paul's birthday is coming up next month.
52:50
SPEAKER_01: Yay, October.
52:52
SPEAKER_01: Other birthdays are coming up next month, too.
52:54
SPEAKER_01: The the twins, uh Andrea Bridges, Andrea Mohammed.
52:59
SPEAKER_01: She and her sister, uh Andrea got a birthday coming up next month.
53:04
SPEAKER_01: Um, so I want to give them a shout-out real quick at Andrea.
53:09
SPEAKER_01: It's been on my podcast, and so her birthday is coming up with her sister next month.
53:13
SPEAKER_01: I think the birthday is on the same day, my friend Stephen Pa' birthday is.
53:18
SPEAKER_01: How do you like that?
53:21
SPEAKER_01: How is that?
53:23
SPEAKER_01: So that's next month, God's willing.
53:27
SPEAKER_01: Um, what else I want to say?
53:29
SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I want to I want to thank a few other people.
53:31
SPEAKER_01: I want to thank uh my friend from England, uh Stephen Arts Guide, who's been my wonderful partner and helping me with a lot of wonderful things.
53:40
SPEAKER_01: I give a shout out to him.
53:42
SPEAKER_01: Um, he uh has done a lot of wonderful things for me, and he is a wonderful guy.
53:48
SPEAKER_01: So uh check him out.
53:50
SPEAKER_01: I don't think he got any advertisement or anything online, but I just want to give him a shout out.
53:57
SPEAKER_01: So hello Stephen, Steve Erskine from England.
54:01
SPEAKER_01: Um, I want to give a shout out to uh Murphy Elliott.
54:07
SPEAKER_01: Oh god, that art.
54:10
SPEAKER_01: He's awesome.
54:11
SPEAKER_01: Um check him out online, Murphy Elliott.
54:16
SPEAKER_01: Check out Murphy Elliott's son.
54:20
SPEAKER_01: Chris Murphy Elliott.
54:23
SPEAKER_01: You listen to my theme song, guys, and you you know Chris.
54:29
SPEAKER_01: Chris got music, man.
54:31
SPEAKER_01: His music is jazzy, and when you listen to my theme song, which the theme song is the show practically, you know, that theme song has become so popular, people are they listen to that.
54:47
SPEAKER_01: I don't know, I don't know if Chris even know how popular that reaching for the stars has become.
54:54
SPEAKER_01: I hope he put it online um streaming for per for purchase.
54:59
SPEAKER_01: I do.
55:00
SPEAKER_01: He's really good, he's a wonderful musician, you know, he really is.
55:04
SPEAKER_01: And I I I give him a shout out because he's a good good person, you know, he's a good man.
55:10
SPEAKER_01: He he's a family man.
55:12
SPEAKER_01: So check him out.
55:14
SPEAKER_01: Chris Murphy Elliott, the composer of my theme song.
55:19
SPEAKER_01: Please go check him out.
55:21
SPEAKER_01: He is absolutely awesome, and I do meet it with the capital A.
55:27
SPEAKER_01: Awesome! My God.
55:33
SPEAKER_01: So, and I thank all of you.
55:35
SPEAKER_01: I think my dear brother, Elder Leonard Davis, his wife Donna, his sister, uh Dolores, I thank them so much.
55:44
SPEAKER_01: They've been a part of my podcast, they are constant guests on my podcast, and they are a part of that 2.8 million people that heard the memorial service.
55:54
SPEAKER_01: So I give a shout out to them.
55:55
SPEAKER_01: I thank you so much, uh, Elder Davis, my dear brother.
56:00
SPEAKER_01: Known him for years, and we're still friends.
56:04
SPEAKER_01: Still holy friends.
56:06
SPEAKER_01: I thank God for uh Pastor Tammy Watson as well, a wonderful, wonderful young lady who has appeared on my podcast.
56:15
SPEAKER_01: She's an awesome person.
56:17
SPEAKER_01: Go check her out online.
56:19
SPEAKER_01: She's a minister, a singer, or uh she got her own catering service, a mother.
56:24
SPEAKER_01: She's she's an awesome person.
56:26
SPEAKER_01: Go check her out online.
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SPEAKER_01: Pastor Tammy Watson.
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SPEAKER_01: Love that lady.
56:33
SPEAKER_01: I hope I haven't left anybody out.
56:36
SPEAKER_01: I want to thank all of you for being a part of my community.
56:39
SPEAKER_01: I have a great community, thousands of cult following.
56:44
SPEAKER_01: I have a cult following fan.
56:48
SPEAKER_01: I gotta call them something.
56:49
SPEAKER_01: I gotta I gotta get a name for them because I got people who follow my podcast, who listen to everything.
56:56
SPEAKER_01: There are people who uh from India who listen to and gravitate to whatever I do, they are just right there to support it.
57:06
SPEAKER_01: I got so much support around the world.
57:09
SPEAKER_01: I have a cult following, a cult following around the world.
57:14
SPEAKER_01: People who listen to everything I do.
57:17
SPEAKER_01: Now I do have my trolls.
57:19
SPEAKER_01: I gotta thank the trolls too.
57:22
SPEAKER_01: I got people who sit there and they'll listen to everything I do.
57:25
SPEAKER_01: Those are trolls.
57:26
SPEAKER_01: The trolls are the trolls are just like the ones who are faithful.
57:30
SPEAKER_01: They sit there and they'll listen to everything you do, but they would not support it.
57:34
SPEAKER_01: So I do have those as well.
57:36
SPEAKER_01: I do have them as well.
57:38
SPEAKER_01: I gotta thank them as well.
57:39
SPEAKER_01: I really do.
57:40
SPEAKER_01: Because if you sit there and you listen to every single thing they do and say and you're not supporting it, oh my god.
57:48
SPEAKER_01: That makes you in trouble.
57:50
SPEAKER_01: But for the ones who are supporting it, downloading it, and sharing it with your friends, thank you, thank you, thank you.
57:58
SPEAKER_01: I thank my audience, thank you so much.
58:02
SPEAKER_01: Family and friends who support me, and I say who support me because I don't have this all the support from even family and friends, but I do have some family who support me, and I thank them for their support and friends who support me.
58:18
SPEAKER_01: And again, guys, I tell you, I'm not looking for validation, I'm not looking to be validated, I'm not looking for people to like everything I do.
58:28
SPEAKER_01: Moving forward, I was like that already, but moving forward, starting over, I just don't care.
58:34
SPEAKER_01: If you like me, that's fine.
58:36
SPEAKER_01: If you love me, that's fine.
58:38
SPEAKER_01: If you don't, that's fine too.
58:41
SPEAKER_01: I don't care.
58:43
SPEAKER_01: I really don't.
58:44
SPEAKER_01: I don't care for your likes.
58:46
SPEAKER_01: If you don't like me and you don't support me just because you don't like me, because I know I'm a good person, you know, God knows I am, and people that really know me know I am.
58:57
SPEAKER_01: But there are some people who are just jealous of you for no reason.
59:01
SPEAKER_01: There's no reason sometime to be jealous of a person, but people are like that.
59:06
SPEAKER_01: They're jealous for no reason.
59:08
SPEAKER_01: And those types of people, that's not my problem.
59:12
SPEAKER_01: That's your problem.
59:13
SPEAKER_01: Please take it up with the Lord because it's not mine, it's yours.
59:18
SPEAKER_01: Thanks again for listening on Regina Sworn.
59:21
SPEAKER_01: Contact me at Sworn Regina at gmail.com.
59:25
SPEAKER_01: And again, my website is under construction right now, but you can visit it.
59:29
SPEAKER_01: Uh ReginaSworn.com.
59:32
SPEAKER_01: I'm gonna be doing some different things with my website.
59:34
SPEAKER_01: Uh, it's coming to me to do different things.
59:37
SPEAKER_01: I may even just get a whole new website.
59:39
SPEAKER_01: I really might just do that.
59:41
SPEAKER_01: Um, and I will be doing blogs and all that stuff that you guys have been asking me for, you know.
59:46
SPEAKER_01: So I'm gonna do incorporate all of that stuff moving forward.
59:51
SPEAKER_01: But in the meantime, thank you so much.
59:54
SPEAKER_01: Just remember, guys, to be thankful and to be grateful for everything.
59:59
SPEAKER_01: Because someone out there would love to be in your shoes.
1:00:04
SPEAKER_01: They love it.
1:00:06
SPEAKER_00: God bless you.
1:00:07
SPEAKER_00: Take care of yourself, and I'm gonna say, have a great day for now.