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E115 Honi: Honesty Without Giving Problems Power In Moving Thru Relationship Conflict · Ascension Alchemists™ — God Led Sacred Marriage For Purpose & Impact. A Couple's Embodied Walk with Presence of God ALMighty

• 0:02
  SPEAKER_00: Blessings and welcome to the Ascension Alchemist Podcast.
• 0:05
  SPEAKER_00: It's your host, Reverend Honey Borden, and I'm belighted that you're here today on a gorgeous day joining my solo episode where the topic today is about a challenging topic that I'm going to go into.
• 0:22
  SPEAKER_00: It's about navigating, being honest, authentic, truthful while experiencing a challenge in a relationship without giving it power and staying in on God's promise instead of the problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: So that's a mouthful.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I welcome you to this segment because it is something for sure when you are in a sacred partnership, sacred marriage, you're going to run into this.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's inevitable.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not once, not twice, many times.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the art of moving through it is truly an art.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I'm going to speak openly about some of the challenges that I have faced and also how I have been able to navigate with the presence of God Almighty and being very honest with that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I am trusting this raw episode is going to be in support to many of you, as several of you have reached out to me asking me for guidance around this, and just going to be sharing what I actually do, what I go through, so that way you can maybe be inspired and also learn how you can apply it to yourself.
• 1:52
  SPEAKER_00: And if you need further assistance, then you can certainly reach out to me for mentorship that I can actually mentor you to go through it over the eight weeks that I will be working to help you move through.
• 2:09
  SPEAKER_00: So for those of you who are new to my channel, our channel, our podcast, thank you so much for being here.
• 2:15
  SPEAKER_00: We're really, really grateful to have you.
• 2:18
  SPEAKER_00: This podcast is all about aligning with the presence of God Almighty and living from there, embodying that truth in our sacred marriage, in our sacred partnership, and to stretch ourselves to truly walk the walk.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not talk it, but actually walk it, walk that Christ presence.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not easy, but we're given the opportunity to walk through it together as a community.
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  SPEAKER_00: And for those of you who are returning, thank you so much.
• 2:52
  SPEAKER_00: You know, we're always raw and real, nothing is ever edited on these episodes, including, you see, when I speak in this way.
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  SPEAKER_00: So we just want the realness to be uh shared.
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  SPEAKER_00: So we all know that we're being in a human experience.
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  SPEAKER_00: It is it is beautiful, it's amazing, and it comes with the entire package of being in a human.
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  SPEAKER_00: We haven't all figured it out, but the areas that we figured out, we come on platforms like this and share it, and it may possibly create an inspiration if another person is going through it.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's the whole experience.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's why we share it so we can be support and know that we're not alone in this walk of life.
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  SPEAKER_00: So let's get into it.
• 3:45
  SPEAKER_00: Sacred marriage, sacred partnerships, and challenges we face, problems we face, things that come in our way.
• 3:58
  SPEAKER_00: For those of you who have been listening to us for quite a while or been with us on YouTube, you know that our viewpoint is that everything's happening for us, not happening to us.
• 4:11
  SPEAKER_00: Even though we face things that's just, you know, doesn't feel good, we still know it's happening for us because life is for us.
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  SPEAKER_00: Life is life-giving, it is not life-taking.
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  SPEAKER_00: Even though it sometimes that bottleneck feels terrible and it doesn't feel at all anything pleasant, yet, because we can't see what's on the other side of it, yet we've experienced this enough to know the other side of it is amazing.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it's okay that in this state we're going through this and we will pass through it.
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  SPEAKER_00: We just have to be obedient and disciplined in managing our emotions and our thoughts and asking for help when we need to, so we can literally go through that bottle and like re-squeeze and come on the other side of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So let's talk about this, what it translates in a sacred marriage.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is an area with Michael and I have communicated on different episodes as well.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I want to share this part that has to do with me as the spouse in this partnership, one that is very devoted to the presence of God.
• 5:36
  SPEAKER_00: And sometimes what happens is I'm experiencing, I'm experiencing, let's say, a situation that seems seems uh, let's say, challenging from a place that it seems as if my human is being challenged, yet it's a perfect setup.
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  SPEAKER_00: And it's not a setback, it's actually set up yet while it comes to the experience, me as the spouse, when I first meet it, of course, I'm meeting this sort of like a surprise or a little bit of a shock that something's coming and I have to face that first.
• 6:27
  SPEAKER_00: So what I found is when that happens, sometimes if I'm in a really good state, that means my starting of the day has been very strong with the presence of God Almighty and I've declared the day, I've declared the presence of God Almighty in me and I'm standing strong in that.
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  SPEAKER_00: I navigated, I navigated very well.
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  SPEAKER_00: However, if my conviction from starting the day has not been very strong, then I'm finding myself meeting it with this place of kind of like days, as if I don't have a really good control over that.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that that never feels good in any way.
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  SPEAKER_00: So that's always very, very interesting from that from that sense.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, when this experience comes into my experience, what I have found is if I can allow myself to take a breath, just a quick breath, so I can neutralize my thoughts, neutralize my emotions, and I can allow the presence of God Almighty in me to take over the situation, then I'm able to handle it so beautifully because I can tell my the giver of life that provides the gifts, my protector has stepped in and is gonna handle it way better than my human self.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that takes when I take a pause, just a quick pause, and I can just allow that in.
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  SPEAKER_00: So that way my human doesn't take the driver's seat, and then my human's let's say teenager or or little child that is completely not capable isn't coming on to handle an adult situation where, as in the past, because of its childhood experience, it it handled it from a survival mode and it didn't do a really good job.
• 8:47
  SPEAKER_00: So now I want to make sure that part is not kicking in because it's in it's in all of us.
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  SPEAKER_00: We just have to be able to manage it much better.
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  SPEAKER_00: And coming back to this, when I pause this, I'm also able to be very, very careful in how I want to give it attention, what energy I want to give it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Do I want this situation to have more flame?
• 9:22
  SPEAKER_00: And if I want to have more flame, that means I'm gonna have to give it fuel.
• 9:25
  SPEAKER_00: How do I give it fuel if I'm actually talking about it?
• 9:31
  SPEAKER_00: And as I'm talking about it, I'm expressing it with certain level of emotion.
• 9:39
  SPEAKER_00: So I really found this was the thing that that really did it for me.
• 9:43
  SPEAKER_00: I found myself sometimes I would be so upset at something because my interpretation of a situation would be interpreted from the lens of hurt and pain.
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  SPEAKER_00: So from there, then when I would speak of it, I would speak of it not from neutrality, I would speak of it from that charged emotion.
• 10:04
  SPEAKER_00: Then it would rattle my system, it would throw my nervous system off, and it would just like just like as if rug is being pulled under me and it would be relived.
• 10:15
  SPEAKER_00: And I did this over and over this years ago.
• 10:18
  SPEAKER_00: I did this over and over until I was like, I just can't do this to myself.
• 10:23
  SPEAKER_00: It's not about another person, it's not about what has happened, it's about me, my own interpretation.
• 10:30
  SPEAKER_00: I'm sure some of you can relate to this where something has happened, but it's the meaning you give to it that affects how you're actually experiencing that scenario.
• 10:43
  SPEAKER_00: And if you are viewing it from a neutral lens, and if you're renewing from the lens of, okay, here's this experience, but it has no power over me, it can't touch me because I am in the seat of the presence of God Almighty.
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  SPEAKER_00: I'm all good, it has no impact, but if it's something very sensitive that is negatively impacting you, you have a harder time to manage it better.
• 11:18
  SPEAKER_00: So then very easily you can start to talk about it.
• 11:22
  SPEAKER_00: So let me let me just break this down.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I'm sure many of you have done this before.
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  SPEAKER_00: If a situation would happen and I would get like upset over it, I used to pick up the phone, call a few girlfriends that I had and just talk about it.
• 11:37
  SPEAKER_00: And I loved where I had girlfriends that would back me up, stand with me, and we could just talk about these, and then I would have, I would just have support, and that felt really good while I still felt really crappy about the situation.
• 11:52
  SPEAKER_00: And at some point, the presence of God Almighty, when I was praying over it, God Almighty is like, don't do that, don't speak of it.
• 12:01
  SPEAKER_00: So I stopped writing about it, like as a Facebook post, just getting my thoughts and my emotions out.
• 12:09
  SPEAKER_00: I completely stopped that, and I stopped calling girlfriends.
• 12:13
  SPEAKER_00: So during that state, it was it was really difficult because I was like, oh my God, what do I do with all of this?
• 12:19
  SPEAKER_00: It was all inside of me, and I had no way of channeling it.
• 12:23
  SPEAKER_00: And I found that was the way that I used to just channel all of these out.
• 12:28
  SPEAKER_00: But now it's here, what's what's another way?
• 12:31
  SPEAKER_00: So I found I would go for a walk.
• 12:34
  SPEAKER_00: So I discovered going for a long walk and then coming.
• 12:39
  SPEAKER_00: I grabbed the uh notebook and I created this trigger notebook where I would just come write everything out, express it out so that way it was out.
• 12:52
  SPEAKER_00: Then out of that phase, I moved to another phase where I was like, okay, if I'm writing this out, I'm still giving it power.
• 12:59
  SPEAKER_00: I don't want to give it power because I know whenever I'm talking about the problem, giving it power by the emotions I'm feeling, even I'm writing it, making that experience lived as an experience inside of me.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I don't want to do this also.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I went to a next phase of this, and I'm sure some of you have gone through some of these different phases of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: So the next phase became okay, let me sit in the presence of God, let me talk to God.
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  SPEAKER_00: And as I would sit in the presence of God, I would just say, okay, God, here's what happened.
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  SPEAKER_00: You've been a witness to this, you saw this, you know it's unfair, it's unjust, yes, I'm upset, but I'm gonna give these to you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I want to ask for your help to strengthen me so the heaviness of those emotions don't rule me.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, this took a while because the emotions that came with it were heavier, and some of these emotions would then connect to some of my experience in the past, so it was like as if a past was relived, and and I would have a hard time navigating that.
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  SPEAKER_00: So the next phase out of this became is all right, I I got a different notebook, and this one was just letters to God.
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  SPEAKER_00: So I would write praise and thanksgiving to God Almighty, start the day that way.
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  SPEAKER_00: Thank you, God Almighty, thank you for your blessings over me, thank you for watching over me, thank you for your uh renewal of my mind, thank you for helping me see situations.
• 14:49
  SPEAKER_00: You're aware I just faced this.
• 14:51
  SPEAKER_00: So I would just just um be honest with what I'd faced, and then and then I would begin to speak of God's promise over me instead, instead of emphasizing on the emotion.
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  SPEAKER_00: So this is this is something like I would say since April or March of this year that I've been emphasizing and really allowing more of this in me, so that I don't emphasize on the emotions and the heaviness of the emotions, so that I can within myself internally meet this from the mighty presence of God and the promise of God over me.
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  SPEAKER_00: So, promise of God, like for example, God Almighty, you promised you will give me double for all the troubles.
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  SPEAKER_00: You promised that my that I will be, for example, that I am mighty for the good your goodness and mercy follows me.
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  SPEAKER_00: So those are some of those promises that even though I'm going through this, I know you have a greater plan for me.
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  SPEAKER_00: So as I began to really emphasize on this, I found myself being able to handle things so much better.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, when it comes to relationship, for example, with Michael, with some of these, I found how helpful it became because I was able to neutralize it inside of me first, and then be able to meet Michael from this this the state of greater peace.
• 16:43
  SPEAKER_00: Now there have also been times where I would, for example, let's say, due to this is more recently, let's say, back spasm, but I already it's been very challenging to sleep and not getting enough sleep and interrupted sleep.
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  SPEAKER_00: So getting up very groggy and burning eyes, just not feeling the best, even sitting in prayer, having God Almighty come into the body and take over the body, still meeting all of this kind of like irritation, frustration on the inside, and still not speaking of it, being very responsible with my mouth.
• 17:30
  SPEAKER_00: I'm very responsible with my attention, still smiling on the inside, still still saying, okay, these have no power over me.
• 17:39
  SPEAKER_00: Finding myself, if a situation comes up that not meeting it in my best, then what would happen is I wouldn't show up in the best.
• 17:53
  SPEAKER_00: So as a result of it, for some reason, then Michael wouldn't show up in his best, and then we would get into this like conflict area that would that would then fuel all those emotions that were there, though they were subdued, and suddenly they would become like flamed, they would surface, and then it was really hard to manage it and move out of it.
• 18:25
  SPEAKER_00: And this is an area that we've been really working to handle better so that way we can either one of us walk away and not engage, and once in a while we fail at it.
• 18:38
  SPEAKER_00: So, not not too long ago, recently, we'd totally fail at it because we got engaged in that and we couldn't catch it, and we're both disappointed that we couldn't catch it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because the thing is there's no art in being able to get up and talk about all of this.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yet when we don't also speak of it, it builds up on the inside and creates resentment.
• 19:08
  SPEAKER_00: Have you ever noticed when something you've been facing, there's a repeated pattern that's happening, and you have this desire for it to be clear because you don't want to be impacted negatively, yet it is not being lifted or elevated or transformed, and it keeps on going, so it keeps creating disruption, then on the on the inside you start this discovering this hidden resentment.
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  SPEAKER_00: Have you ever felt that?
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  SPEAKER_00: And on the inside, you don't want to feel that, but but it's there, so you want a solution around it, and it's in it is in that place.
• 19:50
  SPEAKER_00: If you speak of the problem, and with the energy of the emotion of that problem, that problem becomes sustained in your field, in your thoughts, in your emotions, and then in your body.
• 20:08
  SPEAKER_00: So I found a lot of times when when I'm also suppressing it, it gets embedded in my body, so then my body aches, like spasm takes place, and that's not healthy either.
• 20:24
  SPEAKER_00: So, like, what's the solution to this?
• 20:27
  SPEAKER_00: It's like a double-edged sword, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: Some of you will really relate because you've been disciplined, you've been committed, you've been devoted, you are journaling, you're doing your inner work, and you're like, what like you know, but the flower, like, what am I supposed to do with this?
• 20:44
  SPEAKER_00: It's like, God, where are you?
• 20:46
  SPEAKER_00: Well, God at Almighty is definitely there, and you pray over it, but somehow you're unable to relax in the knowing it will be well because it's backed up by this suppression of your own voice from not just now, from a long time ago as well, and it goes back to chatter, and you just don't want to feel that way, right?
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_00: So, you want to be able to give it voice, but how do you give it a voice?
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_00: So, this is something that I've been navigating, and it's been navigating for several years.
• 21:23
  SPEAKER_00: Do I have a perfect answer for it?
• 21:25
  SPEAKER_00: No, I don't because I really believe each of us are gonna go through our own journey for this.
• 21:33
  SPEAKER_00: Do I do I know of a few things that clearly works?
• 21:41
  SPEAKER_00: Yes, those are the ones that I've been helping with my clients when I'm mentoring them.
• 21:47
  SPEAKER_00: So I'll I'll share from that perspective.
• 21:49
  SPEAKER_00: One of the things I found in this in a sacred marriage, if if a situation takes place, let's say between you and your spouse.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_00: And you know, you know without a shadow of doubt that you were you were in the right, and let's say your spouse acted from a place of not a good place.
• 22:14
  SPEAKER_00: In that moment is not a time to sort of like keep records of that or point that out.
• 22:22
  SPEAKER_00: What's very important is to do your best to come to a place of first neutrality and understanding.
• 22:30
  SPEAKER_00: So in that place, let's say if you're upset, immediately pause, give yourself the break, give yourself the space of compassion and understanding that your human just experience hurt.
• 22:45
  SPEAKER_00: And with that, invite the presence of God Almighty, invite the presence of Christ into you and ask immediately, even your mouth closed.
• 22:56
  SPEAKER_00: If nobody's there with mouth open, God Almighty, come into me, help me, hold me, carry me, protect me, lend your arm to me.
• 23:08
  SPEAKER_00: So ask, you need to ask for help.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is the first most important step.
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  SPEAKER_00: And as you do that, just breathe into it, breathe and relax your body.
• 23:18
  SPEAKER_00: So that way, your thoughts don't start racing.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because if you can stop your thoughts from racing, then you can stop from the emotions firing.
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  SPEAKER_00: This would make a big, big difference.
• 23:33
  SPEAKER_00: And then from here, just as your thoughts are about to race, don't allow it.
• 23:39
  SPEAKER_00: What you can do is say, it's okay.
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_00: Just say the opposite.
• 23:43
  SPEAKER_00: This person didn't mean it.
• 23:45
  SPEAKER_00: This person didn't mean to hurt me.
• 23:50
  SPEAKER_00: This person loves me.
• 23:52
  SPEAKER_00: This person cares for me.
• 23:53
  SPEAKER_00: This person is just not in a good place.
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  SPEAKER_00: So it's not his or her truth behaving this way.
• 24:01
  SPEAKER_00: So this allows your heart not to close, allows your heart to stay open, allows your heart to also still be connected while you're being compassionate-loving, because not for that person.
• 24:17
  SPEAKER_00: When your heart is pure in this place and you're able to take control over that, the presence of God Almighty can work through you much, much faster and easier.
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_00: Because if you don't do this, what happens is right away you're like, oh, I can't believe he or she.
• 24:36
  SPEAKER_00: What's wrong with him?
• 24:37
  SPEAKER_00: That starts closing your heart.
• 24:39
  SPEAKER_00: So it gets much harder for the presence of God Almighty to work through you and carry you, hold you, protect you, because that's when you can feel that separation.
• 24:48
  SPEAKER_00: The third part is be able to say, it's okay, I'm experiencing the emotions.
• 24:56
  SPEAKER_00: It's okay, I'm feeling mad.
• 24:58
  SPEAKER_00: I'm feeling upset.
• 24:59
  SPEAKER_00: I'm feeling it's the feeling, not I am.
• 25:03
  SPEAKER_00: I am feeling, not I'm mad, I'm feeling mad, feeling upset, I'm feeling angered, I'm feeling frustration.
• 25:13
  SPEAKER_00: Don't ever say I am, because that's not who you are.
• 25:16
  SPEAKER_00: You're just experiencing the feeling, the emotion.
• 25:19
  SPEAKER_00: That's okay.
• 25:20
  SPEAKER_00: So if you can identify the emotion, then you can do something with it.
• 25:25
  SPEAKER_00: So it would be something like this: I'm feeling frustrated.
• 25:29
  SPEAKER_00: God Almighty, I'm feeling frustrated, but it's okay.
• 25:32
  SPEAKER_00: You're here, you can you can calm my central nervous system.
• 25:39
  SPEAKER_00: In your holy presence, I'm safe, I'm calm.
• 25:44
  SPEAKER_00: See, then you can neutralize that emotion.
• 25:48
  SPEAKER_00: Or for example, I feel I'm feeling anger, and you can say, God Almighty, my human is feeling anger, but in your truth, there's only peace.
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  SPEAKER_00: My truth is only peace.
• 26:04
  SPEAKER_00: So this way you can neutralize these.
• 26:07
  SPEAKER_00: And what I found with these, these are the things that I've discovered that has actually worked and he has done wonders because then I don't go into conflict within myself, I don't go into battlefield within myself, and then I don't go into battlefield with Michael.
• 26:24
  SPEAKER_00: And this is when I'm in a when I'm in a really good place.
• 26:27
  SPEAKER_00: That means my morning practice has been so good, and I'm able to handle this very well.
• 26:34
  SPEAKER_00: So, what I'm working on right now is on those days where, for example, I've had the back spasm, I have not slept, I'm not, I'm in my weakest, and then something happens.
• 26:49
  SPEAKER_00: Those are the ones that I'm working through because I haven't developed the best skills around those yet.
• 26:56
  SPEAKER_00: That's in the works right now for me.
• 26:59
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm curious to know what has worked for you all.
• 27:03
  SPEAKER_00: Everybody has their own way that has worked.
• 27:06
  SPEAKER_00: I really, really would like to learn from you as well.
• 27:10
  SPEAKER_00: This is with the presence of God Almighty and the Christ.
• 27:13
  SPEAKER_00: When I call that in, when I call the promises over me, it really changes the trajectory of my reality, my thoughts of the situation, and I can handle things with so much ease and grace.
• 27:31
  SPEAKER_00: And also compassion and understanding because I can see, okay, just as I can have a really bad day, tough day, I've learned not to express from there, and I've also been able to, by demonstration, share with Michael, this is possible.
• 27:51
  SPEAKER_00: You're allowed to have a bad day, but you don't need to project your stress.
• 27:56
  SPEAKER_00: You are capable of handling your emotions, being responsible with them, meeting it with God, so you don't bring it into our relationship.
• 28:07
  SPEAKER_00: That's still in the works.
• 28:09
  SPEAKER_00: It's gotten better, but it's still in the works.
• 28:11
  SPEAKER_00: So these are some of the things that I really wanted to share.
• 28:14
  SPEAKER_00: It's not, it's not fun, it's not easy, but we do face them.
• 28:19
  SPEAKER_00: And when we are able to meet them from this place that's much more clean, much more pure, from a place of understanding, from a place of care, from a place of purity, it's so much easier in the body.
• 28:35
  SPEAKER_00: And here's the truth.
• 28:38
  SPEAKER_00: Before, when I would go, when I would write about something, then I would, it would be backed up with those emotions and I would vent it out.
• 28:45
  SPEAKER_00: It was like as if I was releasing poison in my body over and over and over.
• 28:51
  SPEAKER_00: And even I talked about it, I spoke ill, I was the first who was experiencing it.
• 28:57
  SPEAKER_00: So I stopped that completely.
• 28:59
  SPEAKER_00: That's why you never see me speak on that on social media.
• 29:03
  SPEAKER_00: I don't, I don't do that because I learned my lesson.
• 29:09
  SPEAKER_00: And absolutely not.
• 29:11
  SPEAKER_00: It's not for other people.
• 29:12
  SPEAKER_00: It's I don't need to go vent out.
• 29:14
  SPEAKER_00: I'm a grown woman.
• 29:15
  SPEAKER_00: I can handle this and I can handle it with God Almighty much better.
• 29:19
  SPEAKER_00: And most importantly, from place of love, self-care, I don't want those poisons released in my body because then I'm feeding that part of me that truly is not my friend, is not my best friend.
• 29:35
  SPEAKER_00: I'm it's an enemy on the inside that I'm feeding it, and I don't want to feed that.
• 29:40
  SPEAKER_00: I want that to be completely cut off.
• 29:44
  SPEAKER_00: So it has no power, it has no possession, it has no authority, so that I can only give my authority to the presence of God Almighty, being my true governance.
• 29:56
  SPEAKER_00: That's my true govern, governing law.
• 30:00
  SPEAKER_00: That's it, not the man-made law, that's the law.
• 30:03
  SPEAKER_00: That's the government that I want to that I'm living under, the government of God Almighty.
• 30:11
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm under that jurisdiction.
• 30:13
  SPEAKER_00: So from there I can handle better.
• 30:15
  SPEAKER_00: So hopefully this settles with uh with uh some of you, inspire some of you, and it may not resonate with some of you, and you're gonna receive it wherever you are on the journey of your life.
• 30:32
  SPEAKER_00: I am devoted in living from this place where I can have deeper understanding, deeper compassion, so I can share it from there, live it from there as a follower of Christ, not religion, that personal relationship.
• 30:47
  SPEAKER_00: I'm being stretched so that it's a lived experience, living testimony.
• 30:53
  SPEAKER_00: And from here, that's why I share it.
• 30:55
  SPEAKER_00: And I know many of you are also called to that.
• 31:00
  SPEAKER_00: And I'm curious to see how your embodiment is being allowed from that from that beautiful lens of God Almighty, because I want to learn from it.
• 31:10
  SPEAKER_00: So please feel free to share it.
• 31:12
  SPEAKER_00: And if what I shared really touch you today, and you know another couple that is a faith-filled couple that has a connection with the presence of God Almighty, this will help them, please reshare this podcast so it can also help them because this there is a yucky spirit that can come between couples and relationships.
• 31:38
  SPEAKER_00: And if if we don't manage those negative emotions, it can tear up everything.
• 31:44
  SPEAKER_00: And there isn't a need for it.
• 31:46
  SPEAKER_00: There are better ways of managing this, and that's why it's very important to come on publicly and talk about it so that we can give light to it.
• 31:56
  SPEAKER_00: This is also a possibility.
• 31:58
  SPEAKER_00: And for those of you who are having more struggle, my heart goes out.
• 32:03
  SPEAKER_00: Please know Michael and I are here.
• 32:06
  SPEAKER_00: We do mentor other couples.
• 32:08
  SPEAKER_00: This is an area we're very passionate about because we walk it, we know how challenging it is.
• 32:14
  SPEAKER_00: When you are committed, devoted, in a mission-oriented relationship, vision that is to serve God and humanity, you're gonna face so much, and it's not easy.
• 32:28
  SPEAKER_00: So you're gonna have to face not just the outside, but you're gonna have to face all your own issues that you haven't resolved from your childhood that will come up.
• 32:39
  SPEAKER_00: And you're gonna have to find strength to face it with the presence of God and allow those to be transformed in you, renewed.
• 32:50
  SPEAKER_00: Your mind constantly has to be renewed.
• 32:54
  SPEAKER_00: So we know what that is, and we we we're living it ourselves, so we're helping others, and that is always an open invitation to set up a 15-minute call with us and let's see how we can help you in our eight weeks customized, personalized journey where we customize the issues that you're facing and help you walk through it by mentoring you.
• 33:22
  SPEAKER_00: It's so profound and life-changing.
• 33:25
  SPEAKER_00: So feel free to reach out at info at ascensionalchemist.com as we're always there.
• 33:31
  SPEAKER_00: And coming up next week is Michael's sacred masculine conscious evolvement circle.
• 33:41
  SPEAKER_00: There you go, with our dear brother Michael Mattucci.
• 33:44
  SPEAKER_00: So excited at 8 p.m.
• 33:45
  SPEAKER_00: next Thursday, he's gonna be in.
• 33:47
  SPEAKER_00: Michael is one of my dear best friends.
• 33:49
  SPEAKER_00: I met him before my own Michael, and the three of us are very close, and he just published the book, so we're very excited for him to come on.
• 33:58
  SPEAKER_00: And he's a man of God, so it's gonna be a really great gathering.
• 34:02
  SPEAKER_00: And tomorrow we have True Prosperous Living Mentorship.
• 34:05
  SPEAKER_00: It's the 10th module, and we're gonna be talking about agreement.
• 34:08
  SPEAKER_00: So I'm really excited about that.
• 34:10
  SPEAKER_00: That has been a life-changing experience.
• 34:13
  SPEAKER_00: 10 months we're into it, where we're really teaching the true way of living prosperously under God, and all those videos are available, so you can also sign up for all of them, receive them, and go through it.
• 34:27
  SPEAKER_00: Your life will be transformed.
• 34:30
  SPEAKER_00: It is incredible, so rich, so deep.
• 34:34
  SPEAKER_00: It's our deepest teachings.
• 34:37
  SPEAKER_00: So I trust you found value in this, and I look forward to getting your feedback on what resonated, what you walked away with.
• 34:47
  SPEAKER_00: So please reshare this podcast on Instagram and be sure to tag Essential Alchemists on there or on Facebook, as we would love to know who you are that is sharing this.
• 35:01
  SPEAKER_00: So thank you so much.
• 35:02
  SPEAKER_00: Have a beautiful day.
• 35:04
  SPEAKER_00: Remember, nothing is wrong, everything is right.
• 35:08
  SPEAKER_00: We're just given the opportunity to go through these setups so that we can get to our next destination.
• 35:17
  SPEAKER_00: And it is a perfection when we can see it through the lens of God Almighty.
• 35:22
  SPEAKER_00: Love you all.
• 35:22
  SPEAKER_00: Have a beautiful day.
• 35:24
  unknown: Bye bye.