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Clearing Ancestral Trauma to Remember Who You Are with Ruby Sheng Nichols · Reclaiming Consciousness

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SPEAKER_00: And the biggest realization I had was like, oh, I have a choice.
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SPEAKER_00: Like, I don't have to just live this life.
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SPEAKER_00: I realized what was making me miserable was living by the script of what everyone told us of like what motherhood should look like, what womanhood should look like, what being an adult should look like.
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SPEAKER_00: It is real, real alchemy.
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SPEAKER_00: It's not just about getting through something or getting past it.
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SPEAKER_00: It's like harnessing it and like using it as momentum.
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SPEAKER_00: It becomes something really powerful.
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SPEAKER_01: Welcome to Reclaiming Consciousness.
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SPEAKER_01: My name is Elise Bassine, spiritual mentor, breastwork practitioner, and owner and CEO of Elise Breeds.
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SPEAKER_01: For many years, our consciousness has been hijacked by societal and cultural programming, religion, the media, and familial and ancestral trauma.
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SPEAKER_01: Right now, during this epic time in history, people are waking up, realizing who they really are, and reclaiming the pieces of their consciousness that they unknowingly gave away.
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SPEAKER_01: This podcast is an exploration of how so many spectacular humans are leading the way in exiting the matrix and reclaiming who they really are and what they're capable of.
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SPEAKER_01: In this show, you'll meet exceptional people who are paving the way in raising consciousness and creating a new way of living on this earth.
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SPEAKER_01: Get ready to go deep.
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SPEAKER_01: Now let's dive in.
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SPEAKER_01: Hi everyone.
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SPEAKER_01: Welcome back to the show.
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SPEAKER_01: Wow.
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SPEAKER_01: Welcome to Scorpio season.
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SPEAKER_01: Welcome to eclipse season.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm sure you're feeling the intense energies.
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SPEAKER_01: It's um November 1st when I'm recording this, the day after Halloween.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, and yeah, it's just a very interesting time.
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SPEAKER_01: A lot going on.
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SPEAKER_01: The energies are super intense.
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SPEAKER_01: And I know for me, um, moving and releasing a lot.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, and it's coming up on my birthday here soon on Saturday, the 5th.
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SPEAKER_01: So just a lot moving, a lot going on.
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SPEAKER_01: So I'm sending you all lots of love and high vibes right now.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, and I'm really excited for you all to listen to this week's episode where I am chatting with Ruby Shang Nichols, who is one of my clients, um, longtime client.
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SPEAKER_01: She actually found me in the very beginning of my business in 2020, and we've been working together on and off ever since.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, she first started out doing um an Akashic Records reading with me.
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SPEAKER_01: Then we did some private work together.
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SPEAKER_01: Then she was in the Quantum Accelerator for about nine months.
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SPEAKER_01: She stayed in the program.
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SPEAKER_01: So we've worked together very closely.
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SPEAKER_01: We actually got the chance to meet over the summer when I was out in California.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, and she's just such an amazing woman, such a powerful healer.
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SPEAKER_01: She does Akashic Records readings, and she also is an amazing spiritual teacher and healer.
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SPEAKER_01: She has a group program now, which you'll hear her talk about.
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SPEAKER_01: So she really is such an amazing person for you all to meet.
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SPEAKER_01: And she just so vulnerably and wonderfully shares about her experience working with me in all of the different capacities and really healing some deep ancestral wounds in order to fully step into her gifts.
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SPEAKER_01: And this is the thing that I always say the part about healing ancestral trauma to really step into your gifts, this can't be skipped over because what happens is when we want to grow and we want to change and we want to start a business being who we truly are, we come up against these things, these blocks or traumas from the past that are being held in the ancestral line that tell us it's not safe to do this, that tell us we need to stay small in order to survive.
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SPEAKER_01: All of these things come up and they have to be transmuted.
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SPEAKER_01: And this is the work that Ruby and I did during the course of her work with me.
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SPEAKER_01: And now she is thriving in her business and really unapologetically sharing her gifts.
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SPEAKER_01: So I know you guys are all gonna love this.
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SPEAKER_01: Couple announcements.
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SPEAKER_01: So just for Ruby, all of her Akashic Records readings are 20% off until Sunday.
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SPEAKER_01: And I highly recommend doing one with her.
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SPEAKER_01: We actually joke on the episode about how I really want to do one with her, but she doesn't want me to because she's scared.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, but she's such a powerful reader.
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SPEAKER_01: And I don't tell like all of my clients that I want to have readings with them, but she's just so powerful.
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SPEAKER_01: So I definitely recommend doing it.
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SPEAKER_01: So if you go to her website, which we'll link below and put in the code WICHSSIN at checkout, then you can get 20% off any of her readings.
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SPEAKER_01: So I highly recommend doing that.
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SPEAKER_01: And then also definitely recommending you check out my colleague and good friend Robin McKay and do her quiz on her website because she's just someone else who everyone needs to know because her work is so profound.
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SPEAKER_01: She's one of those wizards at marrying the science and the spiritual, which I know is so important right now and something that everybody is kind of looking for.
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SPEAKER_01: So definitely check out Robin as well.
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SPEAKER_01: And then as far as announcements for me, oh my gosh, you guys, so many amazing things going on.
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SPEAKER_01: So right now, until Saturday, my birthday, November 5th, I am running a sale on 25% off all of my programs.
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SPEAKER_01: This includes the quantum accelerator, which you're gonna hear Ruby talk about today.
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SPEAKER_01: And then also the metamorphosis and the metamorphosis method.
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SPEAKER_01: So if you go to my website, you'll be able to see the difference in all these programs.
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SPEAKER_01: But just to give you the quick rundowns, you can kind of see what would be for you.
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SPEAKER_01: The quantum accelerator is very focused on energetics, right?
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SPEAKER_01: So we're doing quantum healing, timeline hopping, collapsing timelines, really easy manifestation, and really just understanding energetics so that you can take your power back and work with your own energy to create.
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SPEAKER_01: That's really the purpose of the program, is to help you attain that energetic mastery.
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SPEAKER_01: Because, like I always say, your energy is your greatest commodity.
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SPEAKER_01: So learning how to work with it is one of the most important things you can do in the process of growth in any way that you want it, right?
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SPEAKER_01: Whatever it is that you desire, working with your own energy is a non-negotiable.
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SPEAKER_01: So that's the quantum accelerator.
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SPEAKER_01: That is a six-month program.
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SPEAKER_01: We meet every other week.
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SPEAKER_01: And you also receive access to a toolkit that's yours for life with all of the powerful tools that I create, which are one of the reasons why my clients get such rapid results, is because of my breath work sessions, my meditations, and my journaling prompts that really cut to the core of what is blocking you and helps you shift it and transmute the energy so you can see real sustainable changes in your life.
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SPEAKER_01: And then for the metamorphosis, as many of you know, this is my groundbreaking program that I've created to transmute familial and ancestral trauma.
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SPEAKER_01: Now, this is another thing that is a non-negotiable if you want to create real change in your life.
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SPEAKER_01: We need to clear familial and ancestral trauma.
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SPEAKER_01: You will hear Ruby and I talk about this on the show, but the metamorphosis is where I give you the full toolkit, is also yours for life, to really dismantle the relationship patterns that you're playing out from childhood and through the ancestral lines so that you can show up in your power and receive abundance like you never have before and live in alignment to your true purpose and understand and activate your gifts in a way that you never would have before.
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SPEAKER_01: So, this program, I truly believe, is a non-negotiable for anyone wanting to step into the 5D timeline.
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SPEAKER_01: And then the metamorphosis method is my certification program where I will train you in these tools so you become certified in my methodology to clear familial and ancestral trauma through breath work, energy work, and my unique and proven trauma framework that I've created to help you understand trauma, pinpoint it, and clear it.
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SPEAKER_01: So if you are a coach or a healer and you know that adding these tools to be able to help people quickly move through trauma would be part of something that you know you're supposed to do with clients, then I highly recommend joining the Metamorphosis method and just reach out to me to talk about whether that's a fit for you.
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SPEAKER_01: And then last but not least, I have my new program, trust, which is starting closer to the end of November.
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SPEAKER_01: And that is where I will activate you into the frequency of full trust in yourself and your intuition so that you create what I call your own energetic trust fund, meaning that you so deeply trust and believe in yourself that you no longer abdicate your power to anything outside of you.
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SPEAKER_01: And that is what creates success and magnetism.
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SPEAKER_01: I know for me, when I learn to fully trust myself and my intuition, that's when things just took off for me.
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SPEAKER_01: And I never really question myself too much.
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SPEAKER_01: I always have a ton of clarity on what my next steps are because I've activated this full frequency of trust.
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SPEAKER_01: So you can expect to gain a huge amount of clarity, confidence, and just this feeling of deep safety within your body, which is some the thing that's holding most people back, by the way, is not feeling safe.
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SPEAKER_01: And that's what we're gonna activate you into into this program.
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SPEAKER_01: It's eight weeks, eight transmissions.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, you'll also receive Voxer and of course breath work and energy work, which are in all of my programs.
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SPEAKER_01: So you can expect to leave this program with a completely different relationship with yourself.
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SPEAKER_01: And that is what is really gonna create the huge changes in your life because you're feeling so like fuck yes about yourself and truly trusting in what you know to be true and being able to access that level of trust at all times.
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SPEAKER_01: So that's what that's all about.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, right now we're in early bird pricing.
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SPEAKER_01: So it's two, four, four, four, pay in full or four payments of$650.
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SPEAKER_01: So you can go to my website and we'll link this below to sign up.
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SPEAKER_01: Please reach out to me with any questions.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm so excited for you all to meet Ruby.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm sending you so much love and enjoy the episode.
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SPEAKER_01: Hi everyone, welcome back to the show.
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SPEAKER_01: So I am super excited for today's guest who has been a client and a friend and just all-around amazing person for everyone to know.
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SPEAKER_01: We have Ruby Shang Nichols with us today, and she is an Akashic Records guide and a healer.
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SPEAKER_01: And I'm gonna let her tell you about herself, but welcome to the show, Ruby.
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SPEAKER_00: Hi, thank you so much.
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SPEAKER_00: I am very excited to be here.
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SPEAKER_00: By the way, everyone, we're we're recording this like on the new moon eclipse.
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SPEAKER_00: New moon and Scorpio, right?
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SPEAKER_00: Yes.
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SPEAKER_00: Um, and yes.
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SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's such a powerful energy.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm like buzzing a little bit, and I couldn't really sleep last night.
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SPEAKER_01: And I had this like download for this new course come through yesterday.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm just like totally like buzzing right now.
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SPEAKER_01: So we'll we're just gonna ride the energy.
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SPEAKER_01: Um, so Ruby, can you just tell us a little bit about yourself, a little bit of your journey and how you got to where you are now?
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SPEAKER_01: Ooh, okay.
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SPEAKER_01: I'm like, where do I start?
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SPEAKER_01: Um I know it's such a hard question.
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SPEAKER_01: Just whatever you want to share, and then we'll kind of go into our work together and stuff.
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SPEAKER_01: But whatever you want to share just about your journey.
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SPEAKER_00: So, right now I am an Akashic Records channel and an intuitive guide.
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SPEAKER_00: So, you know, I offer people Akashic Records readings, and then I also work more closely with people, mostly women so far, in really guiding them back home, I would say, to their truth, their truth, their voice, and like their magic and their power are kind of the main things that we focus on.
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SPEAKER_00: So it's been extremely rewarding.
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SPEAKER_00: I would say, let's see, in a nutshell, my journey kind of began with um motherhood was kind of my dark night of the soul awakening, whatever you want to call it, um, with my first.
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SPEAKER_00: So that was back in like 2016 when he was two.
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SPEAKER_00: The first two years were just like a struggle to say the least.
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SPEAKER_00: It was really, really kind of a dark time.
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SPEAKER_00: I was like depressed and all those things, but you know, I what actually turned everything around was a tarot reading.
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SPEAKER_00: It was kind of life-changing for me on my 35th birthday.
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SPEAKER_00: Like something intuitive like in me was just like, I want to get a reading on my birthday because I was very unhappy.
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SPEAKER_00: And I had this reading, it fit, it was like really positive.
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SPEAKER_00: I started at the same time going to therapy, which is wonderful.
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SPEAKER_00: Everybody should do that at some point.
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SPEAKER_00: And yeah, it just kind of got me reconnected with all of this stuff because I was spiritual since I was little, like obsessively so actually.
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SPEAKER_00: I spent hours and hours in like the barns and like just bookstores with piles of books, and I would read anything, like anything about anything metaphysical, anything paranormal, just any any of that stuff, new age.
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SPEAKER_00: And I kind of forgot about it for like 10 years.
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SPEAKER_00: And then it was that whole period of struggling with motherhood that like made me remember again and just kind of helped me reconnect with it.
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SPEAKER_00: And yeah, I would say it was going back and listening to that tarot reading, I would say, like a few months after I had it, even I was like in the bath.
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SPEAKER_00: I remember re-listening to it.
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SPEAKER_00: Something just told me to listen to it again.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was just like this light switch flipped, or like this light bulb came on.
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SPEAKER_00: And the only way I can describe it was this deep remembering.
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SPEAKER_00: Like it just, I think everything added up and built up to that.
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SPEAKER_00: And I just like had this feeling of like, oh, I get it.
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SPEAKER_00: Like I finally kind of remembered like why I chose this life, why I chose all the challenges that I'm going through.
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SPEAKER_00: It just, it like made sense and I realized there was a purpose.
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SPEAKER_00: And the biggest realization I had was like, oh, I actually have a choice.
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SPEAKER_00: Like, I don't have to just live this life.
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SPEAKER_00: I realized what was making me miserable was living by the script of what everyone told us of like what motherhood should look like, what womanhood should look like, what being an adult should look like, like all of these things.
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SPEAKER_00: And I realized one day I looked around and I was like, none of this, like I don't see myself in any of this.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was that's why I was so miserable.
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SPEAKER_00: I realized.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was this awakening of like, oh yeah, I get to choose.
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SPEAKER_00: Like, I don't, it doesn't have to look like this.
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SPEAKER_00: Um, and it was for both me and my husband because we were both equally depressed.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was for the same reason, you know, it's like he was working a job he hated, all that stuff.
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SPEAKER_00: So I think when I realized I can choose, I had just like this wave of gratitude wash over me for my son.
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SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
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SPEAKER_00: So I had this wave of gratitude, which frankly I couldn't really feel.
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SPEAKER_00: It sounds horrible to say, but the first two years, I just it's like I knew he was amazing.
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SPEAKER_00: I know, I know he was this awesome human being, but I was like, I just can't seem to feel like the joy and like the gratitude in it.
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SPEAKER_00: Like all I feel is the weight of responsibility.
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SPEAKER_00: And like, so I just had this wave of gratitude because I realized like he is the reason that I was having this awakening, you know, and remembering.
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SPEAKER_00: I was like, oh, thank you.
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SPEAKER_00: I was so thankful.
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SPEAKER_00: So I think my energy towards him and just everything just changed drastically almost overnight, I would say, when I had that remembering.
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SPEAKER_00: And it's been transformative, like for our whole family, because he felt it right away.
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SPEAKER_00: Like, all I all I can say is like he was like a different kid overnight because I think he could feel the shift in my energy towards him.
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SPEAKER_00: And he just started thriving after that because he was struggling a lot for a while with like sensory issues and technically was diagnosed as being on the spectrum and all of that around three.
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SPEAKER_00: And then basically, since that all shifted, like he just really started thriving and like our relationship really wow, it really transformed.
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SPEAKER_00: Like we've been so close, and I'd say the whole family really transformed since then.
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SPEAKER_01: So that's an It's so crazy.
16:43
SPEAKER_01: I mean, there's so many things that you brought up that I just want to touch on.
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SPEAKER_01: First of all, and I say this to people all the time like, it's so crazy how when we change, our kids change, and because so many people will say to me, like, Oh my god, I feel like I'm traumatizing my kids, or you know, my kids are taking on my trauma or whatever it is.
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SPEAKER_01: But and it's like, well, what do I do for them?
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SPEAKER_01: And I'm like, you don't have to do anything other than heal and change within yourself, and then your kids really do change because I would see it all the time as a school counselor, like you know, there would be a parent who was on drugs and their kid had all these problems, and then they would get off drugs and they would start to like be with their kid, and their kid would be totally different.
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SPEAKER_01: And it's like, well, no one told the kid to be different, it just happened, and that is exactly what happens when we change, and that's like such a beautiful example of that.
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SPEAKER_01: But also the other thing you brought up that I know we've talked about multiple times, but I just think it's so important to bring up for everybody that's a mom.
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SPEAKER_01: We need to normalize talking about how we don't like being moms, like, and I say that, like you know what I mean?
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SPEAKER_01: Because it's like you're not allowed to say that, and it's not like because I say I don't like being a mom that I don't love my kids or I also don't love being a mom.
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SPEAKER_01: Yes, but I also hate it.
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SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it's like it's the whole like polarity thing, you know, it's not all one-sided, it's not black or white, it can be both, right?
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SPEAKER_00: It's like I can love it and hate it.
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SPEAKER_01: Exactly.
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SPEAKER_01: I always said that like when I first had Levi, or people would be like, what is it like?
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SPEAKER_01: And I'm like, it's everything, it's every, it's the entire spectrum of emotions.
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SPEAKER_01: It's not like amazing, just amazing, and it's not just horrible.
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SPEAKER_01: Yeah, it's all of that, and I think it's so important to be able to talk about and just be okay with talking about the part of you that doesn't like it because it is present and it does exist, and it's something that needs to be okay to talk about because we have this, and then I think this is to the point of what you kind of went through of like, well, I'm supposed to be feeling this way, and I don't, and then it makes people feel bad.
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SPEAKER_01: Why aren't I just on like cloud nine all the time because I just had this baby?
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SPEAKER_01: And like, really, well, my body just went to shit.
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SPEAKER_01: I have all of these hormones running through me, and now I have to like care for this baby.
19:11
SPEAKER_01: Like, what the fuck?
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SPEAKER_00: It's like it's like the biggest what the fuck.
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SPEAKER_01: It really is.
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SPEAKER_01: Like, I just remember like sitting up in bed crying and just being like, what happened to my life?
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SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that that is it because I mean it turns it completely upside down and inside out.
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SPEAKER_00: It's like everything I knew kind of no more.
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SPEAKER_00: Yeah, you know, and there's like a grieving I think that nobody talks about too.
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SPEAKER_00: It's like you're grieving at the same time the life that you had and the you that you were, it's all of it.
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SPEAKER_00: Yes is different, it's gone.
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SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and the other thing that I think happened for me is I think I was in denial of that for a while.
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SPEAKER_01: Like I think that there was a part of me that just thought that I could just, and I think a lot of women do this is they think they can just like have the baby and then like go back to how they were before.
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SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and that doesn't happen either.
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SPEAKER_01: Like you just become a completely different person and you have to kind of accept that.
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SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I actually think that's a harm, pretty harmful thing that like we people expect you to just go back and this.
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SPEAKER_00: I mean, I definitely did to a certain extent too, and that's what causes so much pain and like misery.
20:19
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, because you're not letting yourself let go of that, you know.
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SPEAKER_00: You're trying, I was trying so hard for two years to just be that same person and it was killing me, you know.
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SPEAKER_01: Yeah, and and I think that happened for me too, and I had to like really fully acknowledge, like, okay, I'm never gonna be the same again, and that's okay.
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SPEAKER_01: So, yeah, I just think that's really important to talk about.
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SPEAKER_01: So after the tarot reading, you just kind of started going down the spiritual path, right?
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SPEAKER_01: And then can you talk a little bit a bit about that and then how you found me and like our work together?
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SPEAKER_00: Yes, I know all of that led up to my work with you, which was so like monumental.
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SPEAKER_00: Um, so yeah, that was like 2016 that I kind of had that awakening.
21:02
SPEAKER_00: Since then, I just started diving deep, I would say, into that like self-healing journey.
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SPEAKER_00: It's kind of one of those things where I'm like, I had no idea what I was in for or where I was headed.
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SPEAKER_00: But um, you know, it's like it just keeps going once you open that gate, open the floodgates.
21:18
SPEAKER_00: And I just kind of stumbled into, I feel like the universe really did just continually like support me and just bring the exact right people into my path constantly those years.
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SPEAKER_00: So I kind of got introduced to the Akashic Records during that time.
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SPEAKER_00: I what else happened?
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SPEAKER_00: I think I was intuitively led to do acupuncture, but she was like working with like this witch of a woman who did like Reiki and body work, and she was truly a witch.
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SPEAKER_00: And that was deeply healing.
21:48
SPEAKER_00: And then I think I had to go through all those steps, and it was right around I think 2019, I would say it was my first.
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SPEAKER_00: I didn't have the language for it then, but now looking back, I'm like, oh, that was like an initiation kind of.
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SPEAKER_00: Experienced my first initiation.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was through the acupuncture session and a first breath work session I did where I just like was sobbing uncontrollably.
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SPEAKER_00: My dead grandmother was talking to me the entire time, like giving me messages to give my mom.
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SPEAKER_00: I was like, what is happening?
22:17
SPEAKER_00: I kind of thought maybe everybody had that experience, but I'm like, oh, I guess not.
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SPEAKER_00: So yeah, I think that's when it started.
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SPEAKER_00: And then yeah, that was 2019.
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SPEAKER_00: And then I think it was very soon after that that I stumbled across you.
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SPEAKER_00: It was like in a Facebook group, I think that we were in.
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SPEAKER_00: And it was just, I think you put up a video about a breath work session that you were gonna lead, um, like a group one.
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SPEAKER_00: And I remember it, I instantly cried.
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SPEAKER_00: Like, I don't know, I don't even remember what you said.
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SPEAKER_00: I think it was something about connecting though to like our cosmic families and um or something.
22:51
SPEAKER_00: And I never even thought about that or whatever, but it just instantly brought me to tears and I was like, I have to do it.
22:57
SPEAKER_00: And I signed up with you, and so yeah, I think that may have been then or something, end of 2019, 20, maybe early 2020.
23:04
SPEAKER_00: And then I just never stopped working with you.
23:09
SPEAKER_00: You said something like you did kind of a mini reading at the end, and it was definitely accurate.
23:13
SPEAKER_00: You know, looking back, I was like, oh, you were so accurate.
23:16
SPEAKER_00: And funny enough, the first thing you told me was about my career.
23:20
SPEAKER_00: Like you were asking, and that kept coming up at the time because I was doing other things, like I left advertising.
23:25
SPEAKER_00: I would like was starting to try my hand at my own businesses, and it was more like travel and style-related stuff.
23:33
SPEAKER_00: It just never occurred to me to like that I would actually be working in this field, like as a profession.
23:38
SPEAKER_00: It was like, oh, I'm doing it on the side, you know.
23:41
SPEAKER_00: And that was the first thing you said was like bringing up my career and um how I was being called to like step up to do much more, and it did have to do with like things in this realm.
23:50
SPEAKER_00: And and I think at that time I just was like, I don't know, like I it was hard for me to believe at the time.
23:56
SPEAKER_00: I was like, sure, I don't know.
23:58
SPEAKER_00: Um, but you were right.
24:00
SPEAKER_01: I know it's so funny when we hear people say things and it's not ready to land yet, and you're just like, okay, whatever.
24:10
SPEAKER_01: And then when it happens, you're like, oh, like I see what they were talking about now, you know, because also when it comes to like, you know, just tuning into people's energy and especially like going into people's Akashic Records, like there's no time, right?
24:25
SPEAKER_01: So like I was able to see that you had this huge spiritual gifts and it was so powerful, but it wasn't like I was like, okay, well, that's gonna happen in like one year from now, you know, like you can't see that.
24:37
SPEAKER_01: So it's just funny when people, when those things happen and then you're just like, okay, whatever, and then it happens like a year later.
24:48
SPEAKER_00: I know it's so funny, and then you were a big part of me like coming out.
24:52
SPEAKER_00: So so I would say for me, 2020 to now was has been like the most hugely transformative time.
24:58
SPEAKER_00: Like I thought I went through a big transformation in 2016, but like I didn't really know it was coming.
25:04
SPEAKER_00: And I know one of my big turning points was signing up for a healing the witch wound workshop with you to in the beginning.
25:12
SPEAKER_00: And I think that was the very end of 2020 with Kylie as well.
25:16
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
25:17
SPEAKER_00: Kylie called well.
25:18
SPEAKER_00: And I think that was the beginning of me like really and also me experiencing, I think that was the first time I experienced your energy work more.
25:25
SPEAKER_02: Oh yeah.
25:26
SPEAKER_00: So that clearly did something.
25:28
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I feel like that was my first kind of initiation into just like coming out of the closet a little bit with my spirituality and like stepping into being a witch, which I fully own now.
25:39
SPEAKER_00: I'm trying to remember the next thing I did with you was.
25:42
SPEAKER_01: I think we did some one-on-one when um Andrea and I did the one-on-one together.
25:47
SPEAKER_01: So we did that, and then you did the quantum accelerator.
25:51
SPEAKER_01: So yeah, but we did do some one-on-one together there, which was also incredibly powerful because I remember we did some deep ancestral clearing in that too.
26:03
SPEAKER_00: Oh, yeah, we did a ton of that.
26:05
SPEAKER_00: Um, that was like pivotal, yeah.
26:07
SPEAKER_00: So the one-on-one, that container with you and Andrea was pivotal to me.
26:12
SPEAKER_00: That was literally at the time that I was like really stepping in to these gifts and like really so at that time was when I started um going into the Akashic Records myself, was right after my Heal the Witch Boon workshop with you.
26:25
SPEAKER_00: So it was like early 2021, I started going into my own records.
26:29
SPEAKER_00: Didn't even know I could do that.
26:31
SPEAKER_01: It's so funny, like that happens for people all the time when they start working with me, is they're just like, oh, I just like went into my Akashic Records.
26:39
SPEAKER_01: And I don't like teach people to do that, but it's like that just becomes like activated because you don't really need to.
26:46
SPEAKER_01: I mean, maybe obviously there are things you can be teach about it, but it also is kind of like activation or remembering of something that you could always do.
26:57
SPEAKER_01: And I feel like that's what happened for you.
26:59
SPEAKER_00: Absolutely, yeah.
27:01
SPEAKER_00: That's exactly what happened.
27:02
SPEAKER_00: I just started going to my own and it was, it just became it was so supportive for me.
27:08
SPEAKER_00: I remember the messages I received were like really profound for me.
27:11
SPEAKER_00: It helped shift my perspective all the time on things.
27:13
SPEAKER_00: So I just started sharing all that.
27:16
SPEAKER_00: And then when I was working with you, it just you and Andrea during that time, it's just became more and more clear that like, oh, I could actually, I should be helping other people with this.
27:25
SPEAKER_00: Like, it's it's actually such a gift that I didn't know I had.
27:30
SPEAKER_00: And you helped me step into that big time because I had some massive energetic blocks around it.
27:35
SPEAKER_00: Like I was very resistant to doing this for living to even reading for another person.
27:41
SPEAKER_00: So I remember through that energy work we did, it really I cleared a lot of that.
27:46
SPEAKER_00: We had a pretty wild like past life thing come up.
27:48
SPEAKER_00: I don't know if you remember it, but that was a big part of it.
27:50
SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah.
27:51
SPEAKER_01: Can you talk about that a little bit?
27:52
SPEAKER_01: Do you mind?
27:53
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, no, not at all.
27:54
SPEAKER_00: Um, so I think it was like that I was a part of the Orion wars.
27:58
SPEAKER_01: Oh, right.
27:59
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, this was wild.
28:00
SPEAKER_01: And it's so funny because I just want to say to everyone listening, like, I don't always receive this type of stuff.
28:07
SPEAKER_01: And also, it's not always necessary, right?
28:10
SPEAKER_01: Because I feel like we can do a lot of healing without kind of getting this specific information.
28:16
SPEAKER_01: But with you, it just came through so clearly that and this was such a big trauma that you were holding on to.
28:24
SPEAKER_01: And even I like remember, I was like, all right, this is gonna sound weird.
28:30
SPEAKER_00: And I was totally like, not weird at all.
28:33
SPEAKER_00: Like, I don't know, just when you said it, it's like I obviously felt the emotions around it.
28:38
SPEAKER_00: And like when you feel something, like what other proof do you need that something's real?
28:42
SPEAKER_00: Right.
28:43
SPEAKER_00: If you're just if you feel the emotions, then like clearly something's there.
28:47
SPEAKER_00: And I also think it probably came through for me.
28:49
SPEAKER_00: It depends on the person.
28:50
SPEAKER_00: I think for me, it helps me to like know and like I process things better that way, and that might be why for me, like came through clearly for you to me.
28:58
SPEAKER_00: Um yeah, so it was like I was part of the Orion Wars, I was some kind of like a leader or something, and made some big decisions or big calls, obviously, based on my intuition, which you have to do.
29:12
SPEAKER_00: And I think it like led to some massive consequences where like clearly a lot of lives were lost or something.
29:18
SPEAKER_00: Like it probably just felt very disastrous.
29:20
SPEAKER_01: It's so crazy.
29:21
SPEAKER_01: I'm like getting chills and feeling emotional right now, like as you're talking about it.
29:26
SPEAKER_00: It feels so big.
29:28
SPEAKER_00: Me too.
29:29
unknown: I'm like, oh my gosh.
29:31
SPEAKER_00: I still see how this still comes up.
29:33
SPEAKER_00: Like I cleared it big time, but you know, like always, it's like remnants of it will be there.
29:39
SPEAKER_00: And so it does come up, and I realize it comes up for me constantly around leadership.
29:43
SPEAKER_00: I have a big thing around fully stepping into my leadership in this life, and I kind of always trace it back to that because it's the same feeling of like, I don't want the responsibility because I feel like I fucked up.
29:55
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
29:56
SPEAKER_01: And you're afraid that it's gonna happen again, and you're afraid if you have that responsibility that somebody is gonna get hurt and it's gonna be on you, basically.
30:05
SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
30:05
SPEAKER_00: So even like reading for other people, I was like, oh my God, that feels like a massive responsibility.
30:11
SPEAKER_00: Like, what if I say the wrong thing?
30:12
SPEAKER_00: What if I tell somebody some?
30:14
SPEAKER_00: I don't know, you know, just what are the consequences potentially?
30:17
SPEAKER_00: But you did, you helped me step through that in a really big way to the point where I was actually excited and empowered around it.
30:24
SPEAKER_00: And it's pretty much continued.
30:26
SPEAKER_00: Like for the most part, yeah, I feel very like, you know, joyful and empowered about doing this work.
30:32
SPEAKER_00: So yeah, whatever sorcery you did.
30:37
SPEAKER_01: Well, and and it was so clear to me, it was so clear to me really early on how powerful your gifts were.
30:45
SPEAKER_01: And I know in the beginning when I said that it didn't like land for you as much.
30:49
SPEAKER_01: But then I think as we did a lot of that clearing, it started to really land for you and drop in more where you were like, okay, this is real.
30:58
SPEAKER_01: And then I think you also had some just you kept having experiences where you know you were going into your own records and you were getting all this profound information, and then you were, you know, gradually starting to do readings with other people and seeing how powerful the information was that you got.
31:16
SPEAKER_01: And then eventually I think it was just like, okay, like I can't really deny this anymore, you know.
31:22
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, I know that's exactly it.
31:24
SPEAKER_00: But it's like, you know, stepping through that first door of just like getting yourself to do it the first time is scary, and that's what you really helped me with.
31:32
SPEAKER_00: But you're right, yeah, I just started to finally like sink in and drop in more.
31:37
SPEAKER_00: And yeah, I guess you kind of build evidence as you go, you know.
31:42
SPEAKER_01: It is part of it.
31:43
SPEAKER_01: You have to do that scary stuff.
31:45
SPEAKER_01: Like, I think I remember when you were gonna have your fur or you first put it out there that you were gonna do readings and you were and you and I think like I was like, ooh, I want a reading from you, and you're like, no.
32:01
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it was so scary.
32:03
SPEAKER_00: I still, I still am like, ooh, I don't know, like with my mentors and just I don't know.
32:07
SPEAKER_00: I have a thing.
32:08
SPEAKER_01: So well, and it's funny because I don't always want to get like readings from all of my clients, but you just I know how powerful your gift is.
32:17
SPEAKER_01: So I just was like, oh, I want that.
32:19
SPEAKER_01: And you're you're like, no.
32:20
SPEAKER_01: It was so funny.
32:22
SPEAKER_00: I was like, at least no, I'm not ready.
32:24
SPEAKER_00: Just so you guys know, I'm it's not happening.
32:27
SPEAKER_00: I'll do a note if you want one.
32:29
SPEAKER_00: I I will.
32:30
SPEAKER_01: I'm like still I'm still a little nervous about it, but um, so and then the other piece I just wanted to highlight for that from that too is I know there was a lot of family and ancestral trauma that we cleared, like around your father and all of that.
32:44
SPEAKER_01: Could you talk about that a little bit if you don't mind?
32:46
SPEAKER_01: Because I feel like it's so important for people to understand how when we clear the ancestral trauma, things really do shift and change for you.
32:55
SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
32:56
SPEAKER_00: I'm trying, yeah, I'm trying to remember now.
32:58
SPEAKER_00: I know that I think I was working through first, it was like working through a ton of mom stuff.
33:03
SPEAKER_00: It was definitely my mom wounds that came up first.
33:05
SPEAKER_01: This is a good sign that she doesn't remember everyone because that means that we really cleared it.
33:14
SPEAKER_01: And like things always surface, but um, but no, and I was kind of joking.
33:18
SPEAKER_01: But it is true because sometimes when we when things really shift, it's like hard to even remember where you were at at that time and like what had to change.
33:27
SPEAKER_01: But I know there was just a lot of stuff around like actually being able to step into your gifts as a woman and what that even meant to be a woman, like culturally and in your family and all of that.
33:38
SPEAKER_02: Oh yeah.
33:39
SPEAKER_02: I'm like, oh yeah, that's right.
33:43
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, that's big stuff.
33:44
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
33:45
SPEAKER_00: Like I said, I think first was like the mom stuff, and then right with you last year, I was working through a lot of dad side stuff that that suddenly came up.
33:53
SPEAKER_00: And yeah, it is, it's a lot of like uh again, of course, like culturally speaking, you know, I struggled a lot with just like what it even means to be a woman, how to be a woman, because I was always very naturally ambitious.
34:06
SPEAKER_00: I sort of naturally had a lot of more like quote masculine, you know, qualities.
34:12
SPEAKER_00: Um, so yeah, and then you know, traditionally, of course, I think especially on my dad's side and just like how he was raised and all of that, um, you know, there's a certain idea of like how a woman should be, the roles that she plays.
34:26
SPEAKER_00: And I will say, I don't feel like he technically like enforced those things on me.
34:30
SPEAKER_00: He never he always like supported the things I did, but it felt like it was more of like this deeper, it almost felt just further back than him.
34:37
SPEAKER_00: Like he was actually already pretty good about not being like that, but I was still feeling, I think, and affected by all the like the long lineage before him.
34:48
SPEAKER_00: And I definitely know that his dad, my grandfather, was like, you know, wouldn't allow like his daughters to like get it go to school and get an education or um, so all of those things I think I was feeling.
34:58
SPEAKER_00: And then I remember one big part of it too with my dad was something around like just like my bigness taking up space and being big.
35:07
SPEAKER_00: And it was like my energy was always just like amped up and ready to go.
35:10
SPEAKER_00: It's almost like almost like explosive, wants to be big, needs to be big.
35:15
SPEAKER_00: And there was something about him that was so fearful, I think, from his traumas and all of that.
35:20
SPEAKER_00: It was like this deep fear where he was so like tightly wound and always just like, oh, don't want too much, like, don't try to be too big, blah, blah, blah.
35:29
SPEAKER_00: And I honestly got it from both sides.
35:31
SPEAKER_00: I think my mom's side as well was like that.
35:33
SPEAKER_00: So that was like a constant thing I struggled with, where it was like, I felt like I wanted to be big, but then something always sort of felt like it was holding me back.
35:41
SPEAKER_00: So I remember that was also a big thing we cleared.
35:45
SPEAKER_00: And then after that, it just felt like, oh, I can just like the runways clear.
35:49
SPEAKER_00: You know, I was like, oh, it's finally clear, like I can just take off.
35:52
SPEAKER_00: Finally, yeah.
35:54
SPEAKER_00: Like I've been wanting to for years.
35:56
SPEAKER_00: Totally.
35:57
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
35:57
SPEAKER_01: And those things are so important, and those are things that we come up against.
36:00
SPEAKER_01: Like I remember coming up against, you know, different things around my father, especially with, you know, money.
36:07
SPEAKER_01: I think a lot of times too, with money, our we take on a lot of stuff from our fathers.
36:13
SPEAKER_01: Just it doesn't even have to be the way that they told us about money, but even just the way we watch them relate to it, or even just what they took on and just their kind of energy towards it, we just naturally take on without even realizing it.
36:30
SPEAKER_01: So I think that is another thing that we have to clear when it comes to starting our own businesses, or we will just continue to play that out and keep coming up against it, whether it be like being scared to invest in yourself or being scared to, you know, just grow and actually hold more money because it doesn't feel comfortable.
36:51
SPEAKER_01: So these are like all things that need to be addressed.
36:54
SPEAKER_01: And I know there was money, like that money stuff came up with you too.
36:58
SPEAKER_00: Yes, thank you for mentioning that.
36:59
SPEAKER_00: Cause yeah, that was a big one for sure.
37:01
SPEAKER_00: Around my dad, like, I mean, he's kind of notorious for for like it's like a panic in him, you know.
37:07
SPEAKER_00: Like, I see it.
37:08
SPEAKER_00: It's just which is some deep wounding there or something.
37:11
SPEAKER_00: But yeah, he was always just panicked around money and so like held it so tightly.
37:16
SPEAKER_00: And then let's like you pair that, and then all of the immigrant mentality and all of that too plays into that, you know, and just like deepens it.
37:23
SPEAKER_00: I think so.
37:24
SPEAKER_00: That was, yes, a big thing I worked through too, especially around like money in abundance and my business, which is like a lot of the immigrant mentality that, like, you know, that's totally ancestral and ran so so deep.
37:37
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
37:37
SPEAKER_00: It's been a journey for sure of like transforming that.
37:41
SPEAKER_00: But the money one for me is like one of my deepest, biggest ones.
37:44
SPEAKER_00: I definitely had some money crises and like panic moments come up in our when I worked with you as well.
37:50
SPEAKER_00: I'm sure you remember.
37:52
SPEAKER_01: Oh, yeah, I do.
37:53
SPEAKER_01: And it's so interesting how it'll feel like when we have this stuff come up.
37:59
SPEAKER_01: Like I remember with you when you were going through some of this money stuff, you actually had like real money issues happening in your life.
38:06
SPEAKER_01: And I think that this is something that people, it's important to understand when we're going through the healing journey is that the stuff that you're healing that is coming up for transformation will actually be showing up in your life.
38:21
SPEAKER_01: So, like, for example, if you're healing, you know, this part of you that thinks that they're not good enough or that, you know, nothing ever works out for them, then what you will be experiencing your life is nothing working out for you.
38:35
SPEAKER_01: Everyone's reflecting back to you that you're not good enough, all of that.
38:38
SPEAKER_01: And then for you, you were healing all this deep money ancestral stuff, and you literally were having like a money issue with your family.
38:47
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
38:47
SPEAKER_01: And so that is what makes it even harder because you're like, no, like, yeah, I get that this is ancestral, but like I'm actually having a major issue right now.
38:56
SPEAKER_01: So can you talk a little about how that kind of how you healed that?
39:01
SPEAKER_00: Woo.
39:02
SPEAKER_00: Um, yeah, that was a big one for me.
39:04
SPEAKER_00: And thank God, I will say, thank God, I was supported.
39:08
SPEAKER_00: Like the universe was supporting me because I had the support of you and Andrea at that time, which I desperately needed to like walk me through it.
39:16
SPEAKER_00: But I remember that was a big moment because I actually was able to like, and this is probably a good segue into like QA and why I started that with you.
39:24
SPEAKER_00: But yeah, it was one of the first times I like really experienced and understood like the alchemy that can happen, like energetic alchemy, which is I feel like what you teach, where I let myself, like I always said, I was like hearing you.
39:37
SPEAKER_00: Well, I was actually hearing you because you were there supporting me, but you were telling me to like to like feel into it.
39:43
SPEAKER_00: And like actually, that's a big part of what you teach, right?
39:45
SPEAKER_00: Is like allowing yourself to actually feel the biggest, the biggest, scariest feelings that are always the ones we run from that we never allow ourselves to feel.
39:53
SPEAKER_00: Because I get it, if you let yourself feel it, then it's like it's real.
39:56
SPEAKER_00: You know, it's like, no, if I'm feeling it, then then like it makes it really real.
39:59
SPEAKER_00: But I did, I let myself like, I think I cried it out for like, I feel like it was like a day and a half of just like I mean, I was sobbing.
40:07
SPEAKER_00: All of my deepest fears of like, I'm just gonna end up in a cardboard box on the street.
40:11
SPEAKER_00: I can't support my family, I'm a horrible parent, I'm a horrible doll.
40:16
SPEAKER_00: Like, what am I doing?
40:16
SPEAKER_00: All of that shit was just like coming up, and I just let it out.
40:20
SPEAKER_00: I I cried over it for a long time.
40:22
SPEAKER_00: And then, not really a long time, but then it was alchemy because I feel like because it was such a release.
40:28
SPEAKER_00: I didn't even know how to explain it, but I was like, I feel amazing.
40:33
SPEAKER_00: I remember I was like messaging and nothing had changed.
40:37
SPEAKER_00: Like, nothing had changed.
40:39
SPEAKER_00: We were still in the money crisis, and I didn't give a fuck.
40:42
SPEAKER_00: I remember I was like, I don't know what's happening, but like it just doesn't matter.
40:46
SPEAKER_00: I was like, I just trust.
40:47
SPEAKER_00: I felt this like deep sense of trust, I think came in.
40:50
SPEAKER_00: And I just was like, I know, like I just know I'm supportive.
40:54
SPEAKER_00: It's gonna work out.
40:54
SPEAKER_00: Like if this goes to shit, like something's gonna happen that's gonna like save me, save me.
40:59
SPEAKER_00: Like, we're gonna be okay.
41:00
SPEAKER_00: You know, I was just like, even if this doesn't work out, like something's gonna happen to help to help support us.
41:05
SPEAKER_00: I just didn't care.
41:06
SPEAKER_00: I kind of was at a point where I was like, I don't even care at this point if the money comes through.
41:11
SPEAKER_00: And then literally what happened, like it all came through moments after that.
41:15
SPEAKER_00: And all of this happened within a span of two days.
41:17
SPEAKER_00: So it was like pulling it up.
41:19
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I remember that.
41:20
SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
41:21
SPEAKER_00: And then so that was like such proof to me of all of it.
41:25
SPEAKER_00: You know, I was like, wow, I just shifted my energy around it so much and cleared so much, and then it does also allow that thing to like come up or come in or like resolve itself too, you know?
41:37
SPEAKER_01: A hundred percent.
41:38
SPEAKER_01: Yeah, yeah, that was wild.
41:40
SPEAKER_01: That was really wild.
41:41
SPEAKER_01: So, yeah.
41:42
SPEAKER_01: So then after that happened, I know that's when I really launched the quantum accelerator and you started in that.
41:49
SPEAKER_01: So let's talk about that for a little bit because I feel like it kind of continued in there.
41:53
SPEAKER_01: So, what would you say was just what that what that experience was like?
41:57
SPEAKER_01: Because that was a group program, which was different than what we had done before.
42:02
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
42:02
SPEAKER_00: No, I loved QA.
42:04
SPEAKER_00: I loved it.
42:04
SPEAKER_00: I think I stayed in it for at least, God, what was it?
42:07
SPEAKER_00: I don't know, like eight months or something, a long time.
42:10
SPEAKER_00: I loved it.
42:10
SPEAKER_00: It was a group experience, like definitely the community aspect and like the bond was there, which was so nice too.
42:16
SPEAKER_00: That was one thing I loved about it.
42:18
SPEAKER_00: And you always happened to bring together, I feel like, like amazing women.
42:22
SPEAKER_00: So I think we all felt that chemistry too.
42:25
SPEAKER_00: Like I still am close friends with a lot of them, which is awesome.
42:29
SPEAKER_00: So yeah, and then it was just nice.
42:31
SPEAKER_00: Like, I think you know, when it started, it was maybe weekly or bi-week, maybe it's bi-weekly now, but just having that like ongoing regular support, and it wasn't just support from you, it was like the actual energy work too, you know?
42:44
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I think just helped really keep me at a certain level, but also did like also elevate me.
42:51
SPEAKER_00: Like it kept me there at a certain level, and then also helped me be able to like continue to grow, I think, and evolve because at the time when I started QA was just when I was just gonna step into more of my leadership role in life, like just in life in general, like being able to lead programs and things.
43:08
SPEAKER_00: And as you know, as we talked about, that's a big one for me that I just always feel a little shaky around.
43:13
SPEAKER_00: Like I knew I needed kind of that continuous support.
43:17
SPEAKER_00: So it really deeply supported me during that time.
43:20
SPEAKER_00: And yeah, I remember I went through a couple things then too, that I was finally like, oh, I'm like starting to get the hang of this now.
43:27
SPEAKER_00: Like that's what it was feeling like.
43:28
SPEAKER_00: Where I was like, oh, I'm like, I get it.
43:30
SPEAKER_00: It was sinking in on a deeper level, like all of the things you'd been teaching, to where I do feel like now I am able to like move through things on my own, like really fast and in really powerful ways.
43:43
SPEAKER_00: It is real, real alchemy.
43:45
SPEAKER_00: It's not just about getting through something or getting past it, it's like harnessing it and like using it as like momentum.
43:52
SPEAKER_00: It becomes something really powerful.
43:54
SPEAKER_01: Oh my God.
43:55
SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
43:55
SPEAKER_01: It's so true.
43:57
SPEAKER_01: I love that.
43:57
SPEAKER_01: And I love how you talked about it like that because.
44:00
SPEAKER_01: A lot of what we're doing is really like learning how to navigate, moving through blocks and transmuting and alchemizing that energy so that you shift it and then you just step into the version of you that you are supposed to be, you know, that you're meant to be.
44:20
SPEAKER_01: And as you learn how to navigate that process, it just becomes easier and easier.
44:26
SPEAKER_01: And like, of course, like, you know, we all need support, but once you learn how to move through that, you can move through it on your own.
44:34
SPEAKER_01: Like I move through those things on my own all the time.
44:37
SPEAKER_01: Um and like you're describing too, now you like know how to navigate that versus just getting stuck in it or just feeling like it's just something that you just have to like put your head down and get through.
44:51
SPEAKER_01: But it's not really like that.
44:53
SPEAKER_01: Because if you do it that way, you're not gonna transmute the energy.
44:56
SPEAKER_01: Right.
44:57
SPEAKER_01: But if you use the tools to move through it, then you transmute the energy, and what's on the other side is way better than you really understand until you get there.
45:09
SPEAKER_01: Well, the other thing I wanted to ask you about too is like the energy work, and I know you mentioned that, and that's such a huge part of what I do, and I feel like it's so hard to describe that because even for me, I mean, you've heard me talk about it.
45:20
SPEAKER_01: I'm just like, I don't even know what is even happening right now.
45:26
SPEAKER_01: So, like, what would be your interpretation or description of the energy work?
45:31
SPEAKER_00: It's interesting because sometimes I do definitely feel like the physical sensations, like I've had some wild physical sensations, like as you're doing it.
45:40
SPEAKER_02: Yeah.
45:41
SPEAKER_00: Not always, sometimes it's like I fall asleep, and I'm sure that's what I need too.
45:45
SPEAKER_00: But yeah, how do I describe it?
45:47
SPEAKER_00: It's just you just feel the shift afterwards.
45:50
SPEAKER_00: And sometimes it's not necessarily instant.
45:53
SPEAKER_00: It's not like, oh, you just like get up from the energy work and whatever, but it, you know, sometimes it's like within days, you know, you just notice that like maybe you're not as triggered or as by something or not, like something doesn't have as much charge, emotional charge for you as it did before.
46:09
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, it's just like noticing that I react and respond differently to things, if that makes sense.
46:16
SPEAKER_00: Or like it and it changes like the feeling that I have about something.
46:20
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I don't know if I'm doing a good job of describing it.
46:23
SPEAKER_01: It's so hard to describe because you know, and my guides always show me like it doesn't matter what I really say, it's just kind of the energy that's coming through me.
46:34
SPEAKER_01: But it is really hard to describe, and I know it's about frequency attunement, it's about shifting like the lower frequency energies, but I think the way everyone experiences it is a little different.
46:46
SPEAKER_01: Like I've had so many people tell me that they have these like visceral reactions where they get nauseous or they have like, you know, these more physical symptoms, and then some people will just start crying or have more of like an emotional reaction.
47:01
SPEAKER_01: And then some people don't even really have a reaction, and then you know, they just feel a shift and things just gradually start to shift for them.
47:10
SPEAKER_01: So I think it just it really depends on the person too.
47:13
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and like now that I'm thinking about it, I think because we did such deep, deep energy work when I worked privately, you know, with you and Andrea, and I think I shifted some like really massive things then.
47:23
SPEAKER_00: I do feel like that cleared a lot so that by the time I was in QA, it was more like constant tune-ups, if you will.
47:29
SPEAKER_00: And also it's like it was like regular, so probably not like each time having to move so much.
47:35
SPEAKER_00: Because I will say the the ones we did when we worked privately, like I did have all of those.
47:39
SPEAKER_00: Like I was really, I was definitely crying.
47:42
SPEAKER_00: Like I was having like pretty deep physical and like visceral reactions then.
47:47
SPEAKER_00: And yeah, just feeling like tired afterward, like definitely needing to rest more, be gentle.
47:54
SPEAKER_00: So you do feel like an actual shift.
47:57
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah.
47:58
SPEAKER_00: It's wild.
47:59
SPEAKER_01: And then also I think the more you can shift really, but the less you might feel like those crazy reactions.
48:05
SPEAKER_01: But the more you do it, the more open you are, and the easier it is to shift things really quickly.
48:11
SPEAKER_01: And that's what I love about it.
48:13
SPEAKER_01: So I also just want to talk a little bit about your gifts and how your gifts have really blossomed and how that's affected like the growth of your business and all of that, you know, through QA and all of that.
48:25
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, I think about like early August was like one year in business doing this.
48:30
SPEAKER_00: And yay! I know, yay! I'm super excited.
48:34
SPEAKER_00: I mean, really, it's been, you know, I've been on an entrepreneurial journey for like technically total like 10 years.
48:41
SPEAKER_00: I mean, I started in like 2012, had two kids in there, so you know, it was very like start, start, start, start.
48:47
SPEAKER_00: Like, but this is it.
48:49
SPEAKER_00: Like, this is it's the first time where like I stepped in and I'm like, oh, okay, like everything was like really leading me to this.
48:57
SPEAKER_00: And like, again, who knows if it's like forever, like whatever.
49:00
SPEAKER_00: But I just know this is the biggest feeling I've had where I'm like, oh my God, I'm exactly where I need to be.
49:06
SPEAKER_00: And I haven't really had that feeling before so deeply.
49:10
SPEAKER_00: And it's it's so incredibly fulfilling and rewarding.
49:13
SPEAKER_00: Like, this is by far the most rewarding work that I have done.
49:17
SPEAKER_00: And I think about it, I said it to people all the time.
49:20
SPEAKER_00: It's like, if, for instance, if I just do a reading, you know, for like a 45-minute reading or a 60-minute reading, like I was like, oh my God, the amount that I'm able to like help people because I see it, I've seen the evidence, I've heard, you know, the feedback.
49:33
SPEAKER_00: I'm like the amount that I can like help make a difference in somebody's life or like change something in one hour.
49:40
SPEAKER_00: I was like, I could never do that shit before.
49:42
SPEAKER_00: Like, you know, like with whatever work that I was doing before, like not even close.
49:46
SPEAKER_00: I just didn't, it didn't have like the kind of impact I think that I have now doing this work.
49:52
SPEAKER_00: And so that's what makes it so incredibly rewarding.
49:55
SPEAKER_00: And I started, you know, just doing readings for a while.
50:00
SPEAKER_00: Then I think earlier this year, I started offering, like, you know, I also got certified in a meditation method called HeartRise that I also really like because it talks too about like this emotional alchemy element.
50:12
SPEAKER_00: And it's just like a tangible way to like kind of teach people a little bit about it.
50:17
SPEAKER_00: So I started leading, you know, small group programs around that, like teaching the meditation method.
50:23
SPEAKER_00: Um, and then all of that evolved to me finally launching like my first real group program, which like really just feels like it's all of me and like came through me and from me called Remember Who the Fuck You Are.
50:34
SPEAKER_01: Love it, love that name.
50:37
SPEAKER_00: I mentioned it in QA, I think for the first time.
50:40
SPEAKER_00: You I don't know if you remember it.
50:42
SPEAKER_00: Like dropped it.
50:42
SPEAKER_00: No, I do months before, you know, because I was like, I have no idea what it looks like.
50:47
SPEAKER_00: I don't know anything.
50:48
SPEAKER_00: I just know that that's the energy.
50:50
SPEAKER_00: That's like the gist.
50:51
SPEAKER_00: And I always describe it as like, you know, I feel like everybody brings a little of their own flavor, if you will, to like their craft or whatever.
50:58
SPEAKER_00: And what I learned over this past year of doing readings was like there is something, I guess, activating for lack of a better word, but like I've gotten feedback many times that it just seems to activate a deep remembering for people of who they are at the core, like reconnecting them with their core essence of who they are.
51:17
SPEAKER_00: And also I've had many people open up too to like connecting much more with the spiritual realm and stuff after a reading, you know, whether it was like working with the records themselves or whatever that looks like.
51:28
SPEAKER_00: And I realize that that's also what lights me up the most, too, is like when I see that spark in someone's eye of remembering who they are, remembering their power, because that's really the most powerful thing.
51:39
SPEAKER_00: Like your most powerful self is your realist self, period.
51:42
SPEAKER_00: That's it.
51:43
SPEAKER_00: It's just like your truest version of yourself.
51:45
SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
51:46
SPEAKER_00: Yeah.
51:46
SPEAKER_00: So I get a lot of joy out of that, and that's why like that's the whole gist of this group program.
51:51
SPEAKER_00: Um, it's a 12-week container that I think will be ongoing as far as I know now because I'm enjoying it and it's going well.
51:58
SPEAKER_00: And we sold out the first round.
52:01
SPEAKER_00: So awesome.
52:04
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, and it's just like it's very me in the sense that it's very um, it's like a big variety of things.
52:11
unknown: Like it's like breath.
52:12
SPEAKER_00: There's like breath work and energy work and like meditation and sacred rage circles and dance parties, like joy is a big part of it too.
52:20
SPEAKER_00: And that feels very me.
52:22
SPEAKER_00: Like once I was able to just kind of allow myself to envision it to be whatever it wanted to be, it kind of like all dropped in in like two minutes.
52:31
SPEAKER_01: I think that's so you too.
52:33
SPEAKER_01: Cause it just reminds me of like the other stuff that you've done where you love to incorporate all of these different things, and I remember it's actually reminding me of the first reading I did for you where I actually could see how you were able to do so many different things and do them well.
52:54
SPEAKER_01: And I actually saw you as being up top, and then there's like all these other things that you're doing underneath of you, but you have like people helping you, right?
53:04
SPEAKER_01: And I guess this is eventually down the road, or I don't even know if it was people, but I saw kind of you at the top of the pyramid, and then there's like all these things that you have kind of revolving around you.
53:15
SPEAKER_01: And I think yeah, yeah, yeah.
53:18
SPEAKER_01: Irons in the fire, so to speak.
53:20
SPEAKER_01: So, like, I think that is kind of part of it too, where that's like part of your gift is to kind of incorporate all of these things, all of these elements in a really fun and playful way, but that's also incredibly powerful and transformative.
53:36
SPEAKER_01: And you're just such a clear channel, and like the things that you say are really activating.
53:42
SPEAKER_01: So I'm sure, or like, you know, the the things that you tap into are really activating for people.
53:48
SPEAKER_01: So I'm excited to see what people's results are from this.
53:52
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, yeah, it's been going well.
53:54
SPEAKER_00: We're just like a third of the way through, and we'll wrap in November, but it's already been like feedback has already been amazing.
54:00
SPEAKER_00: What I've seen has already been, yeah, just like really exciting.
54:04
SPEAKER_00: And I love the way you describe that.
54:05
SPEAKER_00: I feel like you described that better than anyone else could in terms of I was like, oh, and just so you know, that is coming true.
54:12
SPEAKER_00: Like that's exactly what's happening is getting, I have like a lot of things cooking in the class.
54:18
SPEAKER_00: And and it even took me a long time to step into that.
54:21
SPEAKER_00: I think that was part of my struggle too was like feeling like I need to choose one thing or feeling like I need to focus and like how am I gonna do a hundred things that I want to do?
54:30
SPEAKER_00: But maybe I'm meant to.
54:31
SPEAKER_01: Are you a manifesting generator?
54:34
SPEAKER_01: I know you would think so.
54:35
SPEAKER_00: I'm a generator.
54:36
SPEAKER_01: Okay.
54:36
SPEAKER_01: I thought you were gonna say you're a generator when I asked you, but I was just curious about your human design.
54:42
SPEAKER_00: If it says anything, I'm like part of me is always like jealous of like man manifesting generators.
54:46
SPEAKER_00: So I'm like, I want to be able to juggle a million things, but then I don't know, maybe I can't.
54:51
SPEAKER_00: But you do.
54:52
SPEAKER_00: I know, and these people was like, well, you do.
54:54
SPEAKER_00: And I was like, oh, maybe okay, maybe I can.
54:56
SPEAKER_01: Yeah, you totally can.
54:58
SPEAKER_01: I love that.
54:59
SPEAKER_01: So thank you for sharing all of that.
55:01
SPEAKER_01: I know that was like a lot of ancestral trauma and all of that.
55:05
SPEAKER_01: So thank you for sharing all of that.
55:07
SPEAKER_01: Can you share with people where they can find you and sign up for a reading and all of that?
55:13
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, so I am just uh on Instagram at theshift.is, so theshift.is, that would be the best place.
55:21
SPEAKER_00: I don't have a website yet, so everything's on there.
55:24
SPEAKER_00: That's my website.
55:25
SPEAKER_00: Um, my booking link and like offerings, everything is on there on IG.
55:30
SPEAKER_00: If you're curious about a couple of the other things I'm doing, my travel and style business or more of my travel business just kind of relaunched.
55:37
SPEAKER_00: And so that's at the almanac, A-L-M-A-N-A-Q.
55:40
SPEAKER_00: So it's the almanac with a Q at the end um on Instagram.
55:44
SPEAKER_00: And then I just wanted to quickly mention that one of the things I do have cooking is my event series, which you've heard me talk about so much.
55:52
SPEAKER_01: Oh yeah.
55:52
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, I'm so excited about this.
55:55
SPEAKER_00: Yeah, part of me is like, ooh, like, can I reveal this yet?
55:59
SPEAKER_00: It's still like in the works, and so there's still parts of it that need to be fully confirmed.
56:03
SPEAKER_00: But basically, we're I'm launching a first three-part movement and dance party series in LA.
56:10
SPEAKER_00: It'll launch late February, is what we're looking at.
56:13
SPEAKER_00: And um, Aluna, who is an amazing British artist in the dance music space, she's gonna be like our headliner basically for all three of our first events.
56:24
SPEAKER_00: So I'm very excited about it.
56:25
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god! I'm so excited about this.
56:29
SPEAKER_01: I feel like this was such a long time coming, and I know this is something that you had tried to launch before the pandemic, and then you know, so I'm so excited for this.
56:39
SPEAKER_01: This is amazing.
56:40
SPEAKER_01: Okay, so for our last question for you, what is a non-negotiable when it comes to fully reclaiming your consciousness?
56:48
SPEAKER_00: You would think I would have prepared this answer because I listened to your podcast.
56:52
SPEAKER_02: Like, I'm like, oh no.
56:54
SPEAKER_00: I mean, for me, because it's a big one that I've been working through, but it really is, it just comes down to trusting, trusting yourself and trust.
57:03
SPEAKER_00: And I think it's um, it's choosing it.
57:05
SPEAKER_00: I think it's realizing that that's a choice.
57:07
SPEAKER_00: You know, I think we always have so many reasons for like, well, I can't trust because of this, and I can't trust myself because of that.
57:13
SPEAKER_00: But at the end of the day, it's like you just decide.
57:16
SPEAKER_01: Oh my God.
57:17
SPEAKER_01: I love that you brought that up because I just had this whole program download about trust because this is oh no, that's yeah, it's crazy because it's just like such it's the core of right now, it's the core of everything, and like I really could feel the energy, and I was like, I'm gonna like activate this energy within people because I feel like it's it's so, so, so important.
57:40
SPEAKER_01: So I love that you said that.
57:42
SPEAKER_01: It was like so timely.
57:43
SPEAKER_01: That's so great.
57:44
SPEAKER_00: I'm like, of course.
57:46
SPEAKER_00: I literally I closed my eyes, and that's just that's like all I could see was like trust, trust, trust.
57:51
SPEAKER_01: Oh my god, I love it.
57:53
SPEAKER_01: Well, we're obviously super connected.
57:55
SPEAKER_01: So thank you so much for being here.
57:57
SPEAKER_01: This was amazing.
57:58
SPEAKER_01: I'm so grateful for you, and I know everyone's gonna love it.
58:02
SPEAKER_00: Thank you so much.
58:03
SPEAKER_00: I'm so grateful for you, and this was so fun.
58:05
SPEAKER_00: Thanks for having me.
58:06
SPEAKER_00: Thank you.
58:08
SPEAKER_01: Thank you so much for being here.
58:10
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58:17
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58:39
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