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- 0:01Have
- 0:01you
- 0:01ever
- 0:01watched
- 0:01something
- 0:02that
- 0:02completely
- 0:03rewired
- 0:03your
- 0:04brain
- 0:04chemistry?
- 0:05A
- 0:06procedural
- 0:06network
- 0:06drama
- 0:07might
- 0:07not
- 0:07be
- 0:07your
- 0:07usual
- 0:08pick,
- 0:08but
- 0:09it's
- 0:09ours.
- 0:10This
- 0:10is
- 0:10the
- 0:11Buddy
- 0:11System,
- 0:12a
- 0:12911
- 0:12deep
- 0:13dive
- 0:13podcast
- 0:14hosted
- 0:14by
- 0:14three
- 0:15friends
- 0:15who
- 0:16have
- 0:16DMed
- 0:16each
- 0:17other
- 0:17enough
- 0:18character
- 0:18dissertations
- 0:19to
- 0:19earn
- 0:19a
- 0:20PhD
- 0:20in
- 0:20media
- 0:21literacy.
- 0:22I'm
- 0:22Han,
- 0:22coming
- 0:23to
- 0:23you
- 0:23straight
- 0:23from
- 0:23the
- 0:24characters
- 0:24heads.
- 0:25I'm
- 0:25Syl,
- 0:26bringing
- 0:26you
- 0:26to
- 0:26the
- 0:26observation
- 0:27deck.
- 0:28And
- 0:28I'm
- 0:28Rachel,
- 0:29connecting
- 0:29the
- 0:29dots
- 0:30with
- 0:30my
- 0:31red
- 0:31string.
- 0:31With
- 0:32our
- 0:32powers
- 0:33combined,
- 0:34no
- 0:34stone
- 0:34is.
- 0:34Left
- 0:35unturned
- 0:35and
- 0:36no
- 0:36buddy
- 0:37is
- 0:38left
- 0:38behind.
- 0:40Hey,
- 0:40Alexa,
- 0:41play
- 0:42Haunted
- 0:42by
- 0:42Taylor
- 0:43Swift.
- 0:44Welcome
- 0:44to
- 0:44Dispatch.
- 0:45What's
- 0:45on
- 0:45call
- 0:45this
- 0:46week?
- 0:46This
- 0:47week
- 0:47we're
- 0:47discussing
- 0:48season
- 0:48two,
- 0:49Episode
- 0:49seven
- 0:49Haunted,
- 0:50written
- 0:51by
- 0:51Erica
- 0:51L.
- 0:51Anderson,
- 0:52directed
- 0:53by
- 0:53Lonnie
- 0:53Perister
- 0:54and
- 0:54originally
- 0:55aired
- 0:55on
- 0:55Monday,
- 0:55October
- 0:5629,
- 0:572018.
- 0:57We
- 0:58have
- 0:58some
- 0:58calls
- 0:59of
- 0:59the
- 0:59week,
- 0:59as
- 1:00per
- 1:00usual.
- 1:01The
- 1:01first
- 1:01one
- 1:02is
- 1:03Dig
- 1:03it
- 1:03on
- 1:04Dig
- 1:05It.
- 1:08I
- 1:08was
- 1:08really
- 1:09confused.
- 1:10Half
- 1:10of
- 1:10the
- 1:11audience
- 1:11is
- 1:11not
- 1:12going
- 1:12to
- 1:12get
- 1:12that.
- 1:14It's
- 1:14a
- 1:14holes.
- 1:14That
- 1:15is
- 1:15like
- 1:15the
- 1:15most
- 1:15millennial
- 1:16reference
- 1:18I
- 1:18could
- 1:19actually
- 1:19think
- 1:19of.
- 1:20If
- 1:20you
- 1:20haven't
- 1:20watched
- 1:21the
- 1:21movie
- 1:21Holes,
- 1:22based
- 1:22on
- 1:22the
- 1:22book
- 1:22Holes,
- 1:23it's
- 1:23very
- 1:24good.
- 1:25If
- 1:25you're
- 1:25Gen
- 1:25Z
- 1:26and
- 1:26you
- 1:27have
- 1:27seen
- 1:27Holes
- 1:28and
- 1:28you
- 1:28got
- 1:28that
- 1:28reference,
- 1:29please
- 1:29let
- 1:30us
- 1:30know.
- 1:31I'm
- 1:31curious
- 1:31to
- 1:32know
- 1:32if
- 1:32you
- 1:32got
- 1:32that
- 1:33reference.
- 1:33If
- 1:33you're
- 1:34cultured
- 1:34and
- 1:34have
- 1:35educated
- 1:35yourself.
- 1:36You
- 1:37know,
- 1:37from
- 1:37a
- 1:37movie
- 1:38that
- 1:38came
- 1:38out
- 1:39in
- 1:392003.
- 1:413.
- 1:42Yeah,
- 1:43I
- 1:43was
- 1:44obsessed
- 1:44with
- 1:44that
- 1:44movie.
- 1:45Oh
- 1:45my
- 1:45God,
- 1:45me
- 1:45too.
- 1:46It's
- 1:46so
- 1:46good.
- 1:47If
- 1:48you
- 1:48did
- 1:48get
- 1:49that
- 1:49reference,
- 1:50you
- 1:50deserve
- 1:51a
- 1:51senior
- 1:51disc.
- 1:57Wow.
- 1:59Are
- 1:59you
- 1:59calling.
- 1:59What
- 2:00we
- 2:00deserve
- 2:00is
- 2:01a
- 2:01spot
- 2:01trip.
- 2:02For
- 2:02calling
- 2:02broken
- 2:02bodies.
- 2:05Oh,
- 2:05oh,
- 2:06okay,
- 2:06I
- 2:07got
- 2:07it,
- 2:07I
- 2:07got
- 2:07it,
- 2:07I
- 2:08got
- 2:08it.
- 2:09An
- 2:09honorary
- 2:10senior
- 2:10discount.
- 2:11Yeah,
- 2:11dust
- 2:12off
- 2:12your
- 2:13senior
- 2:13discount
- 2:14card
- 2:14for
- 2:14the
- 2:14local
- 2:14buffet
- 2:15early
- 2:15bird
- 2:16special.
- 2:17Your
- 2:17AARP
- 2:18card.
- 2:21Okay,
- 2:21let's
- 2:21not
- 2:22insult
- 2:23our
- 2:24friends,
- 2:24okay?
- 2:25Our
- 2:25buddies.
- 2:27Or
- 2:27buddies.
- 2:28It's
- 2:29just
- 2:29a
- 2:29number.
- 2:30Whatever.
- 2:31Anyway,
- 2:31let
- 2:32me
- 2:32stop.
- 2:33But
- 2:33you
- 2:33are
- 2:33in
- 2:33great
- 2:34company
- 2:34because
- 2:36I'm
- 2:37very
- 2:37proud
- 2:37of
- 2:37that
- 2:37reference.
- 2:38Anyways,
- 2:39Diggity.
- 2:39Don't.
- 2:40Oh.
- 2:42Where
- 2:43two
- 2:43graveyard
- 2:44diggers
- 2:44are
- 2:45swallowed
- 2:46when
- 2:46a
- 2:46sinkhole
- 2:47opens
- 2:47up
- 2:47in
- 2:47a
- 2:47cemetery.
- 2:48The
- 2:48next
- 2:48one
- 2:49is
- 2:49when
- 2:50a
- 2:50stranger
- 2:50calls.
- 2:51So
- 2:52a
- 2:52call
- 2:52comes
- 2:52into
- 2:53dispatch
- 2:53from
- 2:53a
- 2:53hiker
- 2:54in
- 2:54distress,
- 2:55but
- 2:55when
- 2:55the
- 2:56118
- 2:56come
- 2:57to
- 2:57the
- 2:57rescue,
- 2:57they
- 2:58come
- 2:58across
- 2:58human
- 2:59remains
- 2:59and
- 3:00a
- 3:00hiker
- 3:00who
- 3:00claims
- 3:01he
- 3:01never
- 3:01called
- 3:02911.
- 3:03The
- 3:03next
- 3:03one
- 3:04is.
- 3:04It's
- 3:05frickin
- 3:05bats.
- 3:06I
- 3:06love
- 3:06Halloween.
- 3:07And
- 3:08in
- 3:08this
- 3:08one,
- 3:09a
- 3:09cauldron,
- 3:10which,
- 3:10yes,
- 3:11that
- 3:11is
- 3:12the
- 3:12collective
- 3:12noun
- 3:13for
- 3:13bats.
- 3:15A
- 3:15cauldron
- 3:16of
- 3:16rabid
- 3:17bats
- 3:17infests,
- 3:18haunted
- 3:19corn
- 3:20maze.
- 3:23Rachel
- 3:24rolling
- 3:24up
- 3:25with
- 3:25Bat
- 3:25Wikipedia
- 3:26effects.
- 3:28You're
- 3:29welcome.
- 3:29Sorry.
- 3:29Continue.
- 3:30Thank
- 3:30you.
- 3:32A
- 3:33cauldron
- 3:34of
- 3:35rabid
- 3:35bats
- 3:36infests,
- 3:37a
- 3:37haunted
- 3:38corn
- 3:38maze.
- 3:39And
- 3:39the
- 3:39last
- 3:39one,
- 3:40Forgive
- 3:40me
- 3:40for
- 3:41this.
- 3:41Also
- 3:42very,
- 3:44very
- 3:44old
- 3:45reference.
- 3:47The
- 3:47last
- 3:47call
- 3:48that
- 3:48we
- 3:48see
- 3:48in
- 3:49this
- 3:49episode
- 3:49is
- 3:50the
- 3:50Atreyu
- 3:50and
- 3:51Artax
- 3:51from
- 3:52the
- 3:52Neverending
- 3:53Story.
- 3:53Real
- 3:54World
- 3:54AU
- 3:55that
- 3:55We
- 3:55Never
- 3:56Wanted,
- 3:58in
- 3:58which
- 3:59a
- 3:59police
- 3:59horse
- 4:00gets
- 4:00spooked
- 4:01at
- 4:01an
- 4:01outdoor
- 4:02Halloween
- 4:02party,
- 4:03and
- 4:03due
- 4:03to
- 4:04the
- 4:04extent
- 4:04of
- 4:04its
- 4:04injuries,
- 4:05it
- 4:05has
- 4:06to
- 4:06be
- 4:06put
- 4:06down.
- 4:06Also,
- 4:07if
- 4:07you
- 4:07get
- 4:07that
- 4:08reference,
- 4:08pull
- 4:09on
- 4:09up
- 4:09next
- 4:09to
- 4:09us
- 4:10at
- 4:10the
- 4:10Early
- 4:11Bird
- 4:11Buffet
- 4:12special.
- 4:15I
- 4:15actually
- 4:15do
- 4:16not
- 4:16get
- 4:16that
- 4:16reference,
- 4:17so
- 4:17I
- 4:17will
- 4:18not
- 4:18be
- 4:18joining
- 4:18you.
- 4:20Wait,
- 4:20you
- 4:20haven't
- 4:21seen
- 4:21the
- 4:21Neverending
- 4:21Story.
- 4:22She
- 4:22hasn't
- 4:22seen
- 4:23a
- 4:23lot
- 4:23of.
- 4:23Put
- 4:23that
- 4:23on
- 4:24the
- 4:24list.
- 4:25Yes,
- 4:26put
- 4:26that
- 4:26on
- 4:26the
- 4:26list
- 4:27because
- 4:27it
- 4:27is
- 4:28so
- 4:29good.
- 4:29This
- 4:30is
- 4:30the
- 4:30vibes
- 4:31we're
- 4:31going
- 4:31with.
- 4:32What
- 4:33did
- 4:33you
- 4:33think
- 4:33of
- 4:33this
- 4:33episode?
- 4:34I
- 4:35find
- 4:35this
- 4:35episode
- 4:36fascinating
- 4:37and
- 4:37also
- 4:37heartbreaking
- 4:39and
- 4:40just
- 4:40so
- 4:40much.
- 4:41Every
- 4:42time
- 4:42I
- 4:42rewatch
- 4:43it,
- 4:43I'm
- 4:43like,
- 4:43oh,
- 4:43my
- 4:43God,
- 4:43a
- 4:44Halloween
- 4:44episode.
- 4:45And
- 4:46then
- 4:46I'm
- 4:46like,
- 4:47why?
- 4:47No.
- 4:47This
- 4:48is
- 4:48so
- 4:48depressing.
- 4:49This
- 4:49is
- 4:49actually
- 4:50one
- 4:50of
- 4:50the
- 4:50most
- 4:51depressing
- 4:51episodes.
- 4:52You're
- 4:52like,
- 4:53oh,
- 4:53a
- 4:53Halloween
- 4:54episode.
- 4:56TJ
- 4:56was
- 4:56watching
- 4:57it
- 4:57with
- 4:57me
- 4:57as
- 4:57I.
- 4:58I'm
- 4:59just,
- 4:59like,
- 4:59by
- 4:59proxy
- 5:00forcing
- 5:01him
- 5:01to
- 5:01watch
- 5:01this
- 5:02show
- 5:02at
- 5:02this
- 5:02point,
- 5:03because
- 5:03I
- 5:04rewatched
- 5:04the
- 5:04episodes,
- 5:05like,
- 5:05at
- 5:05least
- 5:05four
- 5:06times,
- 5:06and
- 5:07one
- 5:07of
- 5:07them
- 5:07is
- 5:07normally
- 5:08while
- 5:08we're
- 5:08eating
- 5:08dinner
- 5:09at
- 5:09night
- 5:09when
- 5:10we
- 5:10record.
- 5:11So
- 5:12he
- 5:13was
- 5:13not
- 5:13like
- 5:13he.
- 5:13Normally.
- 5:14He's
- 5:14making
- 5:14a
- 5:14lot
- 5:14of
- 5:14jokes,
- 5:15and
- 5:15he
- 5:15did
- 5:15not
- 5:15really
- 5:15make
- 5:16a
- 5:16lot
- 5:16during
- 5:16this
- 5:16episode.
- 5:17And
- 5:17then
- 5:17during
- 5:18the
- 5:18horse
- 5:18scene,
- 5:18he
- 5:19was
- 5:19crying.
- 5:21Oh.
- 5:21Which
- 5:22I
- 5:22cry
- 5:22every
- 5:23time.
- 5:23I
- 5:23cry
- 5:24every
- 5:24time
- 5:24I
- 5:24watch
- 5:24the
- 5:25horse
- 5:25scene.
- 5:26Yeah,
- 5:27but
- 5:27he
- 5:27was
- 5:27crying.
- 5:28I
- 5:28remember
- 5:28I
- 5:28cried,
- 5:29too,
- 5:29when
- 5:29I
- 5:29first
- 5:30watched
- 5:30it.
- 5:30That,
- 5:31like,
- 5:31do
- 5:31not
- 5:32put
- 5:32an
- 5:32animal
- 5:33that
- 5:33needs
- 5:33to
- 5:33be
- 5:33put
- 5:34down
- 5:34in
- 5:34front
- 5:34of
- 5:34me.
- 5:34I
- 5:35will.
- 5:35A
- 5:35ball.
- 5:36How.
- 5:37And
- 5:38it's.
- 5:38It's,
- 5:39you
- 5:39know,
- 5:40his.
- 5:40His
- 5:41human
- 5:41friend
- 5:42and
- 5:42how
- 5:42he's
- 5:42talking
- 5:43to
- 5:43him.
- 5:43That
- 5:44is
- 5:44what
- 5:45kills
- 5:45me.
- 5:46And
- 5:47hen.
- 5:48Ugh.
- 5:48We'll
- 5:48get
- 5:48into
- 5:49it.
- 5:49But
- 5:49yeah,
- 5:50it's
- 5:50a.
- 5:50It's
- 5:51a
- 5:51really
- 5:51good
- 5:51episode.
- 5:52There's
- 5:52a
- 5:52lot
- 5:52of.
- 5:53There's
- 5:54a
- 5:54lot
- 5:54of
- 5:54meat.
- 5:55I
- 5:55know
- 5:56you
- 5:56hate
- 5:56when
- 5:56I
- 5:56say
- 5:56that,
- 5:57but
- 5:57there's
- 5:57a
- 5:57lot
- 5:58of
- 5:58meat
- 5:59in
- 5:59the
- 5:59character
- 6:00arcs
- 6:00for
- 6:01fucking
- 6:01Eddie
- 6:02separately
- 6:03in
- 6:03this
- 6:04episode.
- 6:04Oh,
- 6:05yeah.
- 6:05I'm
- 6:06here
- 6:06for
- 6:06better.
- 6:07Kind
- 6:07of
- 6:07like
- 6:08mirroring,
- 6:09paralleling,
- 6:11oppositely.
- 6:12Yes.
- 6:12Like,
- 6:14not
- 6:14exponential,
- 6:15but.
- 6:16What
- 6:16do
- 6:16you
- 6:16call
- 6:16when
- 6:17it's
- 6:17like
- 6:17one
- 6:18goes
- 6:18up,
- 6:18the
- 6:19other
- 6:19goes
- 6:19down
- 6:20perpendicular.
- 6:22No
- 6:23pendulum.
- 6:24No.
- 6:25It's
- 6:25an
- 6:26inverse
- 6:27relationship.
- 6:28Thank
- 6:28you
- 6:28very
- 6:28much.
- 6:37We're
- 6:37gonna
- 6:37need
- 6:37the
- 6:38jaws
- 6:38of
- 6:38life
- 6:38over
- 6:39here.
- 6:39It's
- 6:39time
- 6:40to
- 6:40get
- 6:41deep
- 6:41dive.
- 6:42Deep
- 6:42dive.
- 6:43Six
- 6:43feet
- 6:43under.
- 6:44Dive
- 6:44into
- 6:44the
- 6:45pool.
- 6:45Into
- 6:45the
- 6:46well.
- 6:46Breathe
- 6:47through.
- 6:47Breathe
- 6:48through
- 6:48a
- 6:48garden
- 6:49hose.
- 6:50And
- 6:50spit
- 6:50bees
- 6:51out.
- 6:51Spit
- 6:51bees
- 6:52out.
- 6:53Mouth
- 6:53to
- 6:53mouth
- 6:55theory
- 6:56debunked.
- 6:59Oh,
- 6:59we've
- 6:59lost
- 7:00so
- 7:00many
- 7:00times
- 7:00this
- 7:01week.
- 7:01Oh,
- 7:02but
- 7:02we've
- 7:02won
- 7:03so
- 7:03much.
- 7:03But
- 7:03we've
- 7:04also
- 7:04won
- 7:04so
- 7:04much.
- 7:05Anyway,
- 7:06this
- 7:07isn't.
- 7:07So
- 7:07I
- 7:08don't
- 7:08really
- 7:08know,
- 7:08like,
- 7:09where
- 7:09to
- 7:09talk
- 7:09about
- 7:10the
- 7:10music,
- 7:11right?
- 7:12So
- 7:14Deep
- 7:14dive
- 7:14is
- 7:14where
- 7:15it's
- 7:15going
- 7:16to
- 7:16kind
- 7:16of
- 7:16analyze
- 7:17it
- 7:17a
- 7:17little
- 7:17bit.
- 7:17So
- 7:18I
- 7:18really
- 7:18want
- 7:18to
- 7:18talk
- 7:18about
- 7:19the
- 7:19song
- 7:19that
- 7:20plays
- 7:20at
- 7:20the
- 7:20end
- 7:21called
- 7:22I
- 7:22Found
- 7:22by
- 7:23Amber
- 7:23Run.
- 7:24I
- 7:24didn't
- 7:25get
- 7:25it
- 7:25until
- 7:25tonight.
- 7:26Like,
- 7:26I
- 7:26know
- 7:26that
- 7:26song.
- 7:26I
- 7:27love
- 7:27that
- 7:27song.
- 7:27That's
- 7:27a
- 7:27Destiel
- 7:28song
- 7:28to
- 7:28me.
- 7:31So
- 7:31I
- 7:31was,
- 7:32like,
- 7:32really
- 7:33confused
- 7:34about
- 7:34how
- 7:35it
- 7:35was
- 7:35used
- 7:35because
- 7:36to
- 7:36me,
- 7:36it's
- 7:37like
- 7:37a.
- 7:38Like
- 7:38a
- 7:38soulmates
- 7:39finding
- 7:40each
- 7:40other
- 7:41kind
- 7:41of
- 7:41thing.
- 7:43So,
- 7:44like,
- 7:44in
- 7:44my
- 7:44mind,
- 7:45it's
- 7:45a
- 7:45romantic
- 7:46thing.
- 7:46And
- 7:46so
- 7:46I
- 7:46was
- 7:46like,
- 7:47this
- 7:47doesn't
- 7:47really
- 7:47make
- 7:48sense
- 7:48for,
- 7:48like,
- 7:49how
- 7:49it's
- 7:50being
- 7:50played
- 7:50here.
- 7:51Like,
- 7:51it's
- 7:51like
- 7:51a
- 7:51positive
- 7:52romantic
- 7:52thing.
- 7:53But
- 7:53then
- 7:53I
- 7:54listened
- 7:54to
- 7:54it,
- 7:54like,
- 7:5440
- 7:55times
- 7:55while
- 7:55I
- 7:56was
- 7:56getting
- 7:56ready
- 7:56for
- 7:56tonight,
- 7:57and
- 7:58I
- 7:58was
- 7:58like,
- 7:59oh,
- 7:59this
- 8:00is
- 8:00one
- 8:00of
- 8:00those
- 8:00songs
- 8:00that
- 8:00you
- 8:01really
- 8:01can
- 8:02take
- 8:03either
- 8:03way.
- 8:03Like,
- 8:04two
- 8:04very
- 8:05different
- 8:05ways.
- 8:06So
- 8:07I
- 8:07wanted
- 8:08to
- 8:08talk
- 8:08about
- 8:09a
- 8:09couple
- 8:09of
- 8:09the
- 8:09lyrics.
- 8:10The
- 8:11song
- 8:11starts
- 8:11off
- 8:12saying,
- 8:12I'll
- 8:12use
- 8:12you
- 8:12as
- 8:13a
- 8:13warning
- 8:13sign
- 8:13that
- 8:14if
- 8:14you
- 8:14talk
- 8:14enough
- 8:14sense
- 8:15that
- 8:15you'll
- 8:15lose
- 8:15your
- 8:15mind.
- 8:16And
- 8:16they
- 8:16repeat.
- 8:17If
- 8:17you
- 8:17talk
- 8:17enough
- 8:18sense,
- 8:18then
- 8:18you
- 8:19lose
- 8:19your
- 8:19mind
- 8:20a
- 8:20lot
- 8:20of.
- 8:20A
- 8:20lot
- 8:21of
- 8:21times.
- 8:21And
- 8:22then
- 8:22I,
- 8:22like,
- 8:22looked
- 8:23up.
- 8:23I
- 8:23like
- 8:24to
- 8:24look
- 8:24up
- 8:24things,
- 8:24even
- 8:25if
- 8:25I
- 8:25know
- 8:25what
- 8:25they
- 8:25mean,
- 8:26just
- 8:26to,
- 8:26like,
- 8:27reiterate
- 8:28specifics.
- 8:29So
- 8:30talk
- 8:30some
- 8:30sense
- 8:31into
- 8:31is
- 8:32defined
- 8:32as
- 8:33to
- 8:33cause
- 8:33someone
- 8:34to
- 8:34stop
- 8:34thinking
- 8:35or
- 8:35behaving
- 8:35foolishly.
- 8:36So
- 8:37the
- 8:37way
- 8:37that
- 8:37it's
- 8:38worded
- 8:39is,
- 8:39like,
- 8:40if
- 8:40you
- 8:40do
- 8:41that
- 8:41enough,
- 8:41you
- 8:42go
- 8:42crazy.
- 8:43Like,
- 8:43if
- 8:43you
- 8:43have
- 8:44someone
- 8:44try
- 8:44to
- 8:45talk
- 8:45you
- 8:45out
- 8:45of
- 8:45being
- 8:46foolish
- 8:46enough,
- 8:47like,
- 8:48you'll
- 8:48lose
- 8:49your
- 8:49mind.
- 8:50So
- 8:51the
- 8:52song
- 8:52is
- 8:53the
- 8:54opposite
- 8:54view
- 8:55of
- 8:55how
- 8:55I've
- 8:55always
- 8:56looked
- 8:56at
- 8:56it
- 8:56is
- 8:57kind
- 8:57of
- 8:57saying,
- 8:57like,
- 8:58stop
- 8:58trying
- 8:59to
- 8:59do
- 8:59this
- 9:00thing
- 9:00with
- 9:01different.
- 9:01Like,
- 9:02expecting
- 9:02different
- 9:03results
- 9:04because
- 9:04you'll
- 9:04go
- 9:05crazy.
- 9:06So,
- 9:06like,
- 9:06the
- 9:06I
- 9:06found
- 9:07love
- 9:07where
- 9:07it
- 9:07wasn't
- 9:07supposed
- 9:08to
- 9:08be,
- 9:08which
- 9:08I
- 9:08always
- 9:08thought
- 9:09was
- 9:09super
- 9:09romantic
- 9:11right
- 9:11in
- 9:11front
- 9:11of
- 9:11me.
- 9:12Talk
- 9:12some
- 9:12Sense
- 9:13to
- 9:13me,
- 9:14I
- 9:14always
- 9:14took
- 9:14that
- 9:15to
- 9:15mean
- 9:15the
- 9:15opposite
- 9:16of.
- 9:16What
- 9:17is
- 9:17actually
- 9:17saying.
- 9:18Yeah.
- 9:19What
- 9:19I
- 9:19assume
- 9:20they're
- 9:20trying
- 9:20to,
- 9:20like,
- 9:21portray
- 9:21in
- 9:21the
- 9:21scene.
- 9:22Because
- 9:22they're
- 9:22showing.
- 9:23They
- 9:23definitely
- 9:23show
- 9:24him.
- 9:24And
- 9:24it's
- 9:24definitely
- 9:25a
- 9:25lot
- 9:25of
- 9:26Buck
- 9:26during
- 9:26this
- 9:27because
- 9:27it's
- 9:27playing
- 9:27while
- 9:28he's
- 9:28doing
- 9:28his
- 9:29voiceover
- 9:29at
- 9:29the
- 9:29end,
- 9:30reading
- 9:31his
- 9:31letter.
- 9:32So
- 9:33there's
- 9:33a
- 9:33lot
- 9:33of
- 9:33talking
- 9:33about,
- 9:34like,
- 9:35using
- 9:35a
- 9:36person
- 9:37as,
- 9:37like,
- 9:38they
- 9:38say,
- 9:38a
- 9:39focal
- 9:39point
- 9:40or
- 9:41a
- 9:41gauge.
- 9:41So,
- 9:42like,
- 9:42I'll
- 9:42use
- 9:42you
- 9:42as
- 9:43a
- 9:43focal
- 9:43point
- 9:43so
- 9:43I
- 9:43don't
- 9:44lose
- 9:44sight
- 9:44of
- 9:44what
- 9:44I
- 9:45want.
- 9:45And
- 9:46I
- 9:46always
- 9:46took
- 9:46that
- 9:47to
- 9:47mean
- 9:47I'm
- 9:47gonna
- 9:48use
- 9:48you
- 9:48as
- 9:48the
- 9:49focal
- 9:49point
- 9:49because
- 9:49you're
- 9:50what
- 9:50I
- 9:50want.
- 9:51But
- 9:51in
- 9:52this
- 9:52context,
- 9:52it
- 9:53seems
- 9:53like
- 9:54the
- 9:55opposite.
- 9:55Right.
- 9:56Okay.
- 9:58Buck
- 9:59specifically
- 9:59is
- 10:00like,
- 10:00I'm
- 10:00using
- 10:00Abby
- 10:01as
- 10:01a
- 10:01focal
- 10:01point,
- 10:02reflecting
- 10:03on
- 10:03that
- 10:03so
- 10:04that
- 10:04I
- 10:04know
- 10:04what
- 10:04I
- 10:05don't
- 10:05want.
- 10:05And
- 10:06starting
- 10:06on,
- 10:07you
- 10:07know,
- 10:08this
- 10:08journey
- 10:08to
- 10:08find
- 10:09out
- 10:09who
- 10:09I
- 10:09am
- 10:09without
- 10:10her.
- 10:10I'll
- 10:11use
- 10:11you
- 10:11as
- 10:11a
- 10:11makeshift
- 10:12gauge
- 10:13of
- 10:13how
- 10:13much
- 10:14to
- 10:14give
- 10:14and
- 10:14how
- 10:14much
- 10:14to
- 10:15take.
- 10:16Oh.
- 10:17Oh,
- 10:18wait,
- 10:18that's
- 10:19so
- 10:19good.
- 10:20Yeah.
- 10:21So,
- 10:22like,
- 10:22great
- 10:22job.
- 10:23The
- 10:23song
- 10:23choices
- 10:24are,
- 10:24like,
- 10:25almost
- 10:25always
- 10:26incredibly
- 10:27good.
- 10:27So
- 10:28this
- 10:28one,
- 10:28I
- 10:28was
- 10:28like,
- 10:28this
- 10:29was
- 10:29a
- 10:29weird
- 10:30one
- 10:30that
- 10:30didn't
- 10:30make
- 10:30sense
- 10:31to
- 10:31me
- 10:31for
- 10:31so
- 10:31long.
- 10:31But
- 10:31it
- 10:32finally
- 10:32clicked
- 10:32for
- 10:33me
- 10:33tonight
- 10:33because
- 10:34I
- 10:34just
- 10:34had,
- 10:34like,
- 10:36bias
- 10:37to,
- 10:37like,
- 10:38you
- 10:38know,
- 10:38pre
- 10:38associating
- 10:39it
- 10:39with
- 10:40something.
- 10:40It's
- 10:41one
- 10:41of
- 10:41those
- 10:41things
- 10:41where
- 10:42you
- 10:42could,
- 10:42like,
- 10:42look
- 10:42at
- 10:43it
- 10:43on
- 10:43a
- 10:43more
- 10:44surface
- 10:44level
- 10:44and
- 10:44be
- 10:44like,
- 10:45oh,
- 10:45it's
- 10:45super
- 10:45romantic.
- 10:46But
- 10:46if
- 10:46you
- 10:47dive
- 10:47into
- 10:47it
- 10:47a
- 10:47little
- 10:48deeper,
- 10:48it's
- 10:48like,
- 10:49wait
- 10:49a
- 10:49minute.
- 10:50And
- 10:50the
- 10:50tone
- 10:50of
- 10:50the
- 10:51song
- 10:51is
- 10:51in
- 10:52A
- 10:52minor,
- 10:53I
- 10:53think.
- 10:54Cause
- 10:54it
- 10:55sounds
- 10:55kind
- 10:55of
- 10:55somber.
- 10:56And
- 10:57I
- 10:57always.
- 10:58It
- 10:58just
- 10:58made
- 10:58sense
- 10:59for
- 10:59Destiel
- 10:59because
- 11:00of
- 11:00their
- 11:00love
- 11:01story
- 11:01specifically.
- 11:02Right.
- 11:03It
- 11:04just
- 11:04makes
- 11:04sense
- 11:04in
- 11:05that
- 11:05way
- 11:05where
- 11:05it
- 11:05is
- 11:05romantic,
- 11:07but
- 11:07it's
- 11:07heartbreaking.
- 11:09Like
- 11:09a
- 11:09yearning
- 11:10sort
- 11:10of
- 11:10thing,
- 11:10which
- 11:10isn't
- 11:11right
- 11:12necessarily.
- 11:13Like,
- 11:13where
- 11:13it's
- 11:13like,
- 11:13they
- 11:13found
- 11:14love,
- 11:14it's
- 11:14right
- 11:14in
- 11:14front
- 11:15of
- 11:15them,
- 11:15but
- 11:15they.
- 11:15But
- 11:16it's
- 11:16like,
- 11:16they
- 11:17can't
- 11:17quite,
- 11:18like,
- 11:19make
- 11:19it
- 11:19work.
- 11:22But.
- 11:22Yeah.
- 11:22So
- 11:22this
- 11:23one.
- 11:24This
- 11:24other
- 11:25interpretation
- 11:25that
- 11:25I'm
- 11:26now
- 11:26associating
- 11:27with
- 11:28Buck,
- 11:28I
- 11:29guess,
- 11:29specifically
- 11:30is
- 11:30the
- 11:30opposite
- 11:31of
- 11:31that.
- 11:31And
- 11:31I
- 11:32just
- 11:32thought
- 11:32it
- 11:32was
- 11:33just,
- 11:33like,
- 11:33a
- 11:33really
- 11:34great
- 11:34accent
- 11:34to
- 11:35his
- 11:35voiceover
- 11:36and
- 11:36what's
- 11:36happening
- 11:37at
- 11:37the
- 11:37end
- 11:37there.
- 11:38I
- 11:38love
- 11:39when
- 11:39they
- 11:39do
- 11:39that.
- 11:40And
- 11:40it
- 11:40also
- 11:40kind
- 11:40of
- 11:41works
- 11:41for
- 11:41Hannah
- 11:41as
- 11:41well,
- 11:42because
- 11:42here
- 11:42she
- 11:43has,
- 11:43like,
- 11:43she's
- 11:44saying
- 11:44goodbye
- 11:44to
- 11:45this
- 11:45person
- 11:46who
- 11:46she's
- 11:46never
- 11:47known.
- 11:48And
- 11:49I
- 11:49think
- 11:49so
- 11:49much
- 11:50of
- 11:50what
- 11:51she
- 11:51and
- 11:51Karen
- 11:52do
- 11:53for
- 11:53Denny
- 11:54or.
- 11:55Or
- 11:55their
- 11:56kids
- 11:57to
- 11:58do.
- 11:58Not
- 11:58that.
- 11:59Right.
- 12:00Like.
- 12:01Like,
- 12:01full
- 12:01pendulum.
- 12:02She's
- 12:02using
- 12:03her.
- 12:04Her
- 12:04daddy
- 12:04left
- 12:04her
- 12:04as
- 12:05a
- 12:05makeshift
- 12:05gauge
- 12:06of
- 12:06how
- 12:06much
- 12:06to
- 12:06give,
- 12:06how
- 12:07much
- 12:07to
- 12:07take.
- 12:08Focal
- 12:08point
- 12:09so
- 12:09she
- 12:09doesn't
- 12:09lose
- 12:09sight
- 12:10of
- 12:10what
- 12:10she
- 12:10wants.
- 12:11Yeah.
- 12:12Ooh.
- 12:13And
- 12:13I
- 12:14love
- 12:14when
- 12:14they
- 12:15can
- 12:15choose
- 12:15songs
- 12:16that
- 12:17have
- 12:17the
- 12:18same
- 12:18messaging,
- 12:19but
- 12:19meanwhile,
- 12:20so
- 12:21much
- 12:21to,
- 12:21like,
- 12:21multiple
- 12:22characters.
- 12:22Yeah.
- 12:24Yeah.
- 12:24That's
- 12:24when
- 12:25you
- 12:25know
- 12:25it's
- 12:25a
- 12:25good
- 12:26choice.
- 12:27Even
- 12:27just
- 12:27the
- 12:27chorus
- 12:28where
- 12:28it's
- 12:28like,
- 12:28I
- 12:29found
- 12:29love
- 12:29where
- 12:29it
- 12:29wasn't
- 12:29supposed
- 12:30to
- 12:30be
- 12:30right
- 12:30in
- 12:30front
- 12:30of
- 12:30me.
- 12:30Talks
- 12:31and
- 12:31sense
- 12:31to
- 12:31me.
- 12:32It's
- 12:32like
- 12:33she.
- 12:34She
- 12:35does
- 12:35have
- 12:35love
- 12:35for
- 12:35her
- 12:36dad,
- 12:36even
- 12:36though
- 12:37he
- 12:37left
- 12:38her.
- 12:39And
- 12:39so
- 12:39she
- 12:39has
- 12:39to,
- 12:40you
- 12:40know.
- 12:41Really
- 12:43wrestle
- 12:43with
- 12:43that.
- 12:43What
- 12:44I'm
- 12:44looking
- 12:44for.
- 12:44Yes.
- 12:46Yeah.
- 12:46And
- 12:46then
- 12:46for
- 12:47Buckets,
- 12:47obviously
- 12:48very
- 12:49literal.
- 12:49I
- 12:50found
- 12:50love
- 12:50where
- 12:50it
- 12:50wasn't
- 12:51supposed
- 12:51to
- 12:51be
- 12:51like,
- 12:52they
- 12:52were
- 12:52not
- 12:53right
- 12:53for
- 12:53each
- 12:53other,
- 12:54but
- 12:55they
- 12:55were
- 12:55in
- 12:55front
- 12:55of
- 12:56each
- 12:56other.
- 12:57Convenient.
- 12:58And
- 12:58finally,
- 12:59like,
- 12:59someone
- 12:59has
- 13:00talked
- 13:00sense
- 13:00into
- 13:01him,
- 13:01which,
- 13:01like,
- 13:02he
- 13:02talked
- 13:02sense
- 13:02into
- 13:03himself.
- 13:03But,
- 13:05you
- 13:05know,
- 13:05with.
- 13:06With
- 13:06a
- 13:06little.
- 13:07With
- 13:08a
- 13:08little
- 13:08help.
- 13:08But
- 13:09a
- 13:09little
- 13:09help.
- 13:09I
- 13:10feel
- 13:10like
- 13:10it
- 13:10was
- 13:10just
- 13:10like
- 13:11he
- 13:11was
- 13:11figuring
- 13:11it
- 13:12out.
- 13:12Everyone
- 13:12was
- 13:12letting
- 13:13him
- 13:13figure
- 13:13it
- 13:13out.
- 13:14And
- 13:14then
- 13:14when
- 13:14he
- 13:14went
- 13:15to
- 13:15them,
- 13:15he
- 13:16already,
- 13:16like,
- 13:16knew,
- 13:17but
- 13:17he
- 13:17was
- 13:17getting
- 13:17the,
- 13:18like,
- 13:18confirmation
- 13:19that.
- 13:20Yeah.
- 13:20The
- 13:20validation
- 13:20that
- 13:21he
- 13:21was
- 13:21right.
- 13:22And
- 13:22I
- 13:22think
- 13:23Carla
- 13:24was
- 13:24kind
- 13:24of
- 13:24like
- 13:25the.
- 13:26Like,
- 13:26the
- 13:26tipping
- 13:27point
- 13:27on
- 13:27the
- 13:27head.
- 13:28Yeah.
- 13:28Last
- 13:29nail
- 13:29in
- 13:29the
- 13:29coffin,
- 13:30would
- 13:30you
- 13:30say?
- 13:32Yeah.
- 13:32A
- 13:32Rip.
- 13:34Mm.
- 13:36I
- 13:36think
- 13:36I
- 13:37wrote
- 13:37that
- 13:37down
- 13:38somewhere.
- 13:39I
- 13:39think
- 13:40I
- 13:40wrote
- 13:40that
- 13:40down
- 13:41in
- 13:41my
- 13:41notes
- 13:42somewhere.
- 13:42I
- 13:42was
- 13:42like,
- 13:43the
- 13:43last
- 13:43nail
- 13:44in
- 13:44the
- 13:44coffin.
- 13:45No,
- 13:45I
- 13:46said,
- 13:46oh.
- 13:47Rip
- 13:47Decided
- 13:48to
- 13:48put
- 13:49his
- 13:49relationship
- 13:49with
- 13:50Abby
- 13:50to
- 13:50rest.
- 13:51Rip.
- 13:52I
- 13:52feel
- 13:52like
- 13:52I
- 13:52said
- 13:53something
- 13:53like,
- 13:54oh,
- 13:54I
- 13:54just
- 13:54said
- 13:55deaf
- 13:55of
- 13:55his
- 13:56relationship
- 13:56with
- 13:57her
- 13:57is
- 13:57what
- 13:58I
- 13:58said.
- 14:01What
- 14:02a
- 14:02great
- 14:02Halloween
- 14:03episode.
- 14:05Jesus.
- 14:07Anyways,
- 14:08fantastic
- 14:09music
- 14:10analysis.
- 14:10Thank
- 14:11you.
- 14:11Can
- 14:11always
- 14:11trust
- 14:12you
- 14:12for
- 14:12that.
- 14:13I'm
- 14:13a
- 14:13huge
- 14:13lyric
- 14:14person,
- 14:15so
- 14:15I
- 14:15really
- 14:15appreciate
- 14:16that.
- 14:16They
- 14:17do,
- 14:17like,
- 14:18a
- 14:18lot
- 14:18of
- 14:18shows
- 14:19will
- 14:19just,
- 14:19like,
- 14:20choose
- 14:20vibes
- 14:21and
- 14:22not
- 14:22pay
- 14:23attention
- 14:23to
- 14:23the
- 14:23lyrics.
- 14:24And
- 14:24they
- 14:24do
- 14:24a
- 14:24really
- 14:25good
- 14:25job
- 14:25of.
- 14:26For,
- 14:26like,
- 14:27the
- 14:27key
- 14:28emotional
- 14:29moments,
- 14:29choosing
- 14:30really
- 14:30good
- 14:30songs.
- 14:31So
- 14:31I
- 14:31found
- 14:32an
- 14:32article
- 14:32that
- 14:33came
- 14:33out,
- 14:33I
- 14:33think,
- 14:34the
- 14:34same
- 14:34day
- 14:34as
- 14:35this
- 14:35episode
- 14:35aired,
- 14:36and
- 14:37it's
- 14:38an
- 14:38article
- 14:39with
- 14:39Ryan
- 14:40Guzman.
- 14:41The
- 14:41title,
- 14:42or
- 14:43it's
- 14:43from
- 14:43TV
- 14:43Line.
- 14:44The
- 14:44title
- 14:44is
- 14:44Ryan
- 14:45Guzman
- 14:45previews
- 14:46Eddie's
- 14:47tense
- 14:47relation
- 14:48Reunion
- 14:49with
- 14:49his
- 14:49estranged
- 14:50wife.
- 14:51And
- 14:51I
- 14:51thought
- 14:51there
- 14:51were.
- 14:52There
- 14:52were
- 14:52some
- 14:53interesting
- 14:53quotes
- 14:53in
- 14:53here
- 14:54I'd
- 14:54like
- 14:54to
- 14:54share
- 14:55with
- 14:55you.
- 14:57So
- 14:57at
- 14:57one
- 14:57point,
- 14:58he
- 14:58says
- 14:59in
- 14:59talking
- 15:00about
- 15:00Shannon
- 15:01coming
- 15:01back
- 15:02and
- 15:03you
- 15:03know,
- 15:03their
- 15:04rocky
- 15:05relationship
- 15:05and
- 15:06how
- 15:06we
- 15:06start
- 15:06to
- 15:06see
- 15:07that,
- 15:07he
- 15:07says
- 15:08it
- 15:09seems
- 15:09like
- 15:09she
- 15:09had
- 15:10very
- 15:10good
- 15:10reasons
- 15:11for
- 15:11doing
- 15:11the
- 15:11things
- 15:11she
- 15:12did.
- 15:12Plus,
- 15:13who
- 15:13knows
- 15:13if
- 15:13Eddie
- 15:14went
- 15:14over
- 15:14the
- 15:14line
- 15:14at
- 15:15one
- 15:15point.
- 15:15There
- 15:16are
- 15:16so
- 15:16many
- 15:16things
- 15:16that
- 15:17have
- 15:17yet
- 15:17to
- 15:17be
- 15:17said.
- 15:18And
- 15:18I
- 15:19love
- 15:19this
- 15:19quote
- 15:20because
- 15:20we
- 15:21do
- 15:21get
- 15:21to
- 15:21see
- 15:22in
- 15:24season
- 15:24three
- 15:25with
- 15:25Eddie
- 15:26Begins,
- 15:26which
- 15:27is
- 15:27also
- 15:27just
- 15:27like
- 15:28such
- 15:28a
- 15:28pivotal
- 15:29episode,
- 15:30obviously
- 15:30we
- 15:31refer
- 15:31to
- 15:31it
- 15:31literally
- 15:32every
- 15:32single
- 15:33time.
- 15:35Sorry,
- 15:37not
- 15:38sorry.
- 15:39And
- 15:39so
- 15:40I
- 15:40think
- 15:40that's
- 15:40great
- 15:40because,
- 15:42you
- 15:42know,
- 15:42with
- 15:42this
- 15:43episode,
- 15:43they
- 15:43really
- 15:44are
- 15:44already
- 15:45setting
- 15:45up
- 15:46for
- 15:46that
- 15:46kind
- 15:46of
- 15:46thing
- 15:47because
- 15:47we,
- 15:47we
- 15:47do
- 15:48or
- 15:49when
- 15:49we
- 15:49get
- 15:49to
- 15:49that
- 15:49episode,
- 15:50we'll
- 15:50see
- 15:51the,
- 15:53like
- 15:53this
- 15:53argument
- 15:54that
- 15:54they
- 15:54have
- 15:54kind
- 15:55of
- 15:55fleshed
- 15:55out
- 15:56in
- 15:56the,
- 15:56in
- 15:56the
- 15:56flashbacks
- 15:57and
- 15:58it
- 15:58stays
- 15:58very
- 15:58true
- 15:59to
- 15:59what
- 15:59they
- 15:59say
- 15:59in
- 15:59this
- 16:00episode.
- 16:01There's
- 16:01another
- 16:02quote
- 16:03that
- 16:03I
- 16:03thought
- 16:03was
- 16:03really
- 16:04cute.
- 16:05It
- 16:05was
- 16:05Ryan
- 16:06saying
- 16:06that
- 16:07Gavin
- 16:07McHugh,
- 16:08who
- 16:08plays
- 16:09his
- 16:09son
- 16:09Christopher,
- 16:10had
- 16:10a
- 16:10school
- 16:11project
- 16:11where
- 16:11he
- 16:11had
- 16:11to
- 16:12pick
- 16:12an
- 16:12interesting
- 16:12person
- 16:13that
- 16:13inspires
- 16:13him.
- 16:14And
- 16:14he
- 16:15wrote
- 16:15about
- 16:15Ryan.
- 16:16He
- 16:16said
- 16:16he
- 16:17could
- 16:17have
- 16:17chosen
- 16:17anyone,
- 16:18but
- 16:18he
- 16:18wrote
- 16:18about
- 16:19me.
- 16:19He's
- 16:20made
- 16:20me
- 16:20even
- 16:20more
- 16:20excited
- 16:21as
- 16:21a
- 16:21soon
- 16:21to
- 16:22be
- 16:22father
- 16:22to
- 16:22get
- 16:22to
- 16:23that
- 16:23place
- 16:23with
- 16:23his
- 16:24own
- 16:24child.
- 16:24I
- 16:25feel
- 16:25very
- 16:25privileged
- 16:26that
- 16:26my
- 16:26character
- 16:26gets
- 16:27to
- 16:27spend
- 16:27time
- 16:27with
- 16:27him.
- 16:28And
- 16:28I
- 16:28thought
- 16:28that
- 16:28was
- 16:28because
- 16:28he.
- 16:29Calls
- 16:29Gavin
- 16:29his
- 16:30first
- 16:30kid.
- 16:30Exactly.
- 16:31I
- 16:31thought
- 16:31that
- 16:32was
- 16:32really,
- 16:32really
- 16:32sweet.
- 16:33And
- 16:34just
- 16:34also
- 16:36I
- 16:36don't
- 16:36want
- 16:36to
- 16:36make
- 16:37this
- 16:37like
- 16:38weird
- 16:40or
- 16:40like,
- 16:40or
- 16:41sad,
- 16:42but
- 16:42in,
- 16:43but
- 16:43in
- 16:44dose
- 16:44in
- 16:45the
- 16:45last
- 16:45episode,
- 16:47Bobby
- 16:48talks
- 16:48about
- 16:49how
- 16:50his
- 16:51daughter
- 16:51Brooke
- 16:51was
- 16:52doing
- 16:52a
- 16:52show
- 16:52and
- 16:52tell
- 16:54with
- 16:54her
- 16:55hero
- 16:55who
- 16:55was
- 16:55her
- 16:56dad.
- 16:56And
- 16:56I
- 16:56just
- 16:56thought
- 16:56that
- 16:56was
- 16:57like
- 16:57a
- 16:58kind
- 16:58of
- 16:59a
- 16:59nice
- 16:59connection,
- 17:00like
- 17:00a
- 17:00little
- 17:01art,
- 17:02like
- 17:02life
- 17:02imitating
- 17:03art
- 17:03sort
- 17:03of
- 17:04thing.
- 17:04And
- 17:05just
- 17:05really
- 17:05sweet.
- 17:06I
- 17:06love
- 17:06that
- 17:06they
- 17:06have
- 17:06that
- 17:07bond
- 17:08and
- 17:08chemistry
- 17:10as
- 17:10TV
- 17:10father,
- 17:11son.
- 17:12It's
- 17:12really
- 17:12cute.
- 17:13They
- 17:13work
- 17:14so
- 17:14well
- 17:14together.
- 17:15And
- 17:15then
- 17:15the
- 17:16last
- 17:16thing
- 17:16I
- 17:16want
- 17:16to
- 17:17share
- 17:17from
- 17:18this
- 17:18article
- 17:19is
- 17:21the
- 17:21author
- 17:21of
- 17:21this
- 17:21article
- 17:22said,
- 17:23speaking
- 17:23of
- 17:23Eddie's
- 17:24love
- 17:24life,
- 17:25many
- 17:25viewers
- 17:25assumed
- 17:26that
- 17:26he
- 17:26was
- 17:26going
- 17:26to
- 17:26be
- 17:27paired
- 17:27with
- 17:27Buck's
- 17:28sister
- 17:28Maddie,
- 17:29which
- 17:29I'm
- 17:29very
- 17:29interested
- 17:30to
- 17:30hear
- 17:30for
- 17:31anyone
- 17:31who's
- 17:31been
- 17:31in
- 17:31the
- 17:32fandom
- 17:32longer
- 17:33than,
- 17:34than
- 17:34we
- 17:35have,
- 17:35like
- 17:35since
- 17:35season
- 17:36one
- 17:36and
- 17:36longer
- 17:36than
- 17:37six
- 17:38months.
- 17:38Longer
- 17:38than
- 17:38six
- 17:39months.
- 17:41What,
- 17:42what
- 17:42the
- 17:42vibe
- 17:43was
- 17:43like,
- 17:44like
- 17:44what
- 17:44was
- 17:44the
- 17:44temperature
- 17:45in
- 17:45those
- 17:45first
- 17:46couple
- 17:46episodes
- 17:46of
- 17:47season
- 17:47two,
- 17:48because
- 17:49I
- 17:49haven't
- 17:49really
- 17:49seen
- 17:50too
- 17:50much
- 17:50about
- 17:50it
- 17:50from
- 17:51the
- 17:51fandom
- 17:51side,
- 17:51you
- 17:52know,
- 17:53and
- 17:53I
- 17:53don't
- 17:53know
- 17:53if
- 17:54this
- 17:54is
- 17:55addressing
- 17:56like
- 17:56the
- 17:56fandom
- 17:57sort
- 17:58of
- 17:58beliefs
- 17:58or
- 17:58Just
- 17:59like
- 17:59a
- 17:59general
- 18:00audience
- 18:00sort
- 18:01of
- 18:01thing,
- 18:03but
- 18:04could
- 18:04be
- 18:05general
- 18:05audience.
- 18:06I'll
- 18:07let
- 18:07you
- 18:07finish.
- 18:07I'll
- 18:07let
- 18:08you
- 18:08finish,
- 18:08and
- 18:09I'll
- 18:10give
- 18:10you
- 18:10my
- 18:10opinion.
- 18:10I'm
- 18:11gonna
- 18:11let
- 18:11you
- 18:11finish.
- 18:12I'm
- 18:12gonna
- 18:12let
- 18:12you.
- 18:12Thank
- 18:13you.
- 18:15So
- 18:16Ryan
- 18:17Guzman
- 18:17said,
- 18:18I
- 18:18think
- 18:18everybody
- 18:19was
- 18:19on
- 18:19the
- 18:19same
- 18:19train
- 18:20of
- 18:20thought.
- 18:21Even
- 18:21the
- 18:21writers,
- 18:22when
- 18:22they
- 18:22initially
- 18:23brought
- 18:23me
- 18:23in
- 18:24for
- 18:24the
- 18:24show,
- 18:24were
- 18:24like,
- 18:25we've
- 18:25got
- 18:25this
- 18:26new
- 18:26character
- 18:26played
- 18:27by
- 18:27Jennifer
- 18:27Love
- 18:27Hewitt,
- 18:28who
- 18:28we
- 18:28think
- 18:28might
- 18:29end
- 18:29up.
- 18:29Who
- 18:30we
- 18:30think
- 18:30you
- 18:30might
- 18:30end
- 18:31up
- 18:31with.
- 18:32We
- 18:32had
- 18:32this
- 18:33whole
- 18:33long
- 18:33speech
- 18:34about
- 18:34where
- 18:34the
- 18:34character
- 18:35was
- 18:35headed,
- 18:36and
- 18:36I
- 18:36didn't
- 18:37know
- 18:37that.
- 18:37That
- 18:38it
- 18:38was
- 18:38even
- 18:38brought
- 18:38to
- 18:40Ryan
- 18:41at
- 18:41the
- 18:41table
- 18:42to
- 18:43discuss
- 18:43his
- 18:44character
- 18:44about
- 18:44Eddie.
- 18:45But
- 18:45that
- 18:45also
- 18:46made
- 18:47me.
- 18:48Or
- 18:48I've
- 18:48heard
- 18:49before,
- 18:49and
- 18:49I
- 18:49found
- 18:50an
- 18:51article
- 18:51that
- 18:51states
- 18:51it
- 18:52where
- 18:53Jennifer
- 18:53Love
- 18:53Hewitt
- 18:55had
- 18:55asked
- 18:56for
- 18:56Maddie
- 18:57to
- 18:57be
- 18:58with
- 18:58Chimney
- 18:58from
- 18:58her
- 18:59very
- 18:59first
- 18:59day
- 18:59on
- 18:59set.
- 19:00So
- 19:00I
- 19:00have
- 19:00that
- 19:00linked
- 19:01as
- 19:01well.
- 19:01That's
- 19:02an
- 19:02Entertainment
- 19:03Weekly
- 19:03article
- 19:03from,
- 19:04I
- 19:04think,
- 19:052022.
- 19:06So
- 19:06it's.
- 19:06It's
- 19:06more
- 19:07recent.
- 19:07But
- 19:08Jennifer
- 19:09Love
- 19:09Hewitt
- 19:09said,
- 19:10back
- 19:10on
- 19:10her
- 19:10first
- 19:10day
- 19:10of
- 19:1191
- 19:111,
- 19:11Tim
- 19:12Minier
- 19:12asked
- 19:13what
- 19:13I
- 19:14wanted
- 19:14to
- 19:14have
- 19:14happen
- 19:15for
- 19:15Maddie.
- 19:15And
- 19:16I
- 19:16said
- 19:16that
- 19:16I
- 19:16wanted
- 19:16her
- 19:17to
- 19:17be
- 19:17with
- 19:17Chimney.
- 19:18It
- 19:18was
- 19:18kind
- 19:18of
- 19:18like,
- 19:19wait,
- 19:19what?
- 19:21Which
- 19:21I
- 19:21guess
- 19:22kind
- 19:22of
- 19:22tracks
- 19:22because
- 19:23they
- 19:23had
- 19:23a
- 19:24slightly
- 19:24different
- 19:24plan.
- 19:25And
- 19:26then
- 19:26she
- 19:26goes
- 19:26on
- 19:26to
- 19:26say,
- 19:28I
- 19:28just
- 19:28felt
- 19:29like
- 19:29they're,
- 19:29like
- 19:30they
- 19:30were
- 19:30two
- 19:30people
- 19:31who
- 19:31were
- 19:31sort
- 19:31of
- 19:31meant
- 19:31to
- 19:32be
- 19:32together.
- 19:32I
- 19:33was
- 19:33just
- 19:33sort
- 19:33of
- 19:33thinking
- 19:34about
- 19:34who
- 19:34Maddie
- 19:35was
- 19:35and
- 19:35where
- 19:36I
- 19:36hoped
- 19:36she
- 19:36was
- 19:37going
- 19:37to
- 19:37go.
- 19:37And
- 19:37I
- 19:38think
- 19:38she
- 19:38was
- 19:38deserving
- 19:38of
- 19:39a
- 19:39Chimney
- 19:39in
- 19:39her
- 19:39life.
- 19:40I
- 19:40think
- 19:41anybody
- 19:41who
- 19:41wants
- 19:42to
- 19:42be
- 19:42in
- 19:42love
- 19:43deserves
- 19:43a
- 19:43really
- 19:43good
- 19:44person
- 19:44like
- 19:44him.
- 19:45I
- 19:45don't
- 19:45know.
- 19:46It
- 19:46was
- 19:46just
- 19:46a
- 19:46gut
- 19:46feeling.
- 19:48And
- 19:49putting
- 19:50those
- 19:51two
- 19:51bits
- 19:51of
- 19:52information
- 19:52together
- 19:53is
- 19:56so
- 19:56cool
- 19:57because
- 19:58it
- 19:58shows
- 19:59how
- 20:00collaborative
- 20:01Tim
- 20:01Minor
- 20:02has
- 20:02been
- 20:03where
- 20:03they
- 20:03had
- 20:04an
- 20:04idea
- 20:04for
- 20:05the
- 20:05character,
- 20:05for
- 20:06their
- 20:06characters,
- 20:07and
- 20:08based
- 20:08on
- 20:08the
- 20:09input
- 20:09of
- 20:09the
- 20:09actors
- 20:10who
- 20:11like
- 20:12Jennifer
- 20:12Love
- 20:12Hewitt's
- 20:13gut
- 20:14feeling,
- 20:14which
- 20:15was
- 20:16a
- 20:16fantastic
- 20:17gut
- 20:17feeling.
- 20:17I
- 20:17think
- 20:17we
- 20:18can
- 20:18all
- 20:18agree
- 20:18on
- 20:18that,
- 20:19because
- 20:20Maddie
- 20:20and
- 20:21Chimney
- 20:21are
- 20:21just,
- 20:21like,
- 20:22so
- 20:22wonderful.
- 20:24Separate,
- 20:25but
- 20:25together
- 20:25as
- 20:26well.
- 20:27It
- 20:27shows,
- 20:27like,
- 20:28how
- 20:29the
- 20:30narrative
- 20:30in
- 20:30the
- 20:30story
- 20:31is,
- 20:31like,
- 20:31fluid
- 20:32and
- 20:34can
- 20:34be.
- 20:34It's,
- 20:36like,
- 20:36still
- 20:36unwritten
- 20:37sort
- 20:37of
- 20:37thing
- 20:38and
- 20:38just
- 20:39kind
- 20:39of
- 20:40fantastic
- 20:41that
- 20:42they
- 20:43kind
- 20:43of
- 20:43pivoted
- 20:44a
- 20:44little
- 20:44bit.
- 20:45And
- 20:46possibly
- 20:47with
- 20:47that.
- 20:48Thank
- 20:48you.
- 20:48Jennifer
- 20:48Love
- 20:49Hewitt
- 20:50paved
- 20:51the
- 20:51way
- 20:51for
- 20:52something
- 20:54else.
- 20:57Scylla,
- 20:58what
- 20:58were
- 20:58you
- 20:58going
- 20:58to
- 20:59say?
- 20:59Because
- 21:00I
- 21:00know
- 21:00you
- 21:00had
- 21:00opinions.
- 21:01I.
- 21:02I
- 21:02feel
- 21:03like,
- 21:03okay,
- 21:04like,
- 21:04in
- 21:04the
- 21:04show
- 21:05itself,
- 21:05obviously
- 21:06they've
- 21:06made
- 21:06changes
- 21:08as
- 21:08Far
- 21:08as
- 21:08the
- 21:08final
- 21:09cut
- 21:09goes,
- 21:09but,
- 21:09like,
- 21:10I
- 21:11didn't
- 21:11feel
- 21:11like
- 21:11they
- 21:11were
- 21:11gonna
- 21:12get
- 21:12together,
- 21:12obviously,
- 21:13like,
- 21:13by
- 21:13watching
- 21:14the
- 21:14show,
- 21:14but
- 21:15stereotypically
- 21:17hot
- 21:18girl,
- 21:18hot
- 21:18guy.
- 21:19Like,
- 21:20of
- 21:20course
- 21:20they
- 21:20were.
- 21:21They
- 21:21could
- 21:21have
- 21:21been,
- 21:22should
- 21:22have
- 21:22been.
- 21:22It's
- 21:22like
- 21:23a
- 21:23typical
- 21:24to
- 21:24me.
- 21:24And
- 21:24newcomers.
- 21:26Newcomers.
- 21:26It's.
- 21:27To
- 21:27me,
- 21:27it's
- 21:27typical.
- 21:28I
- 21:28just.
- 21:29And
- 21:29I
- 21:29think
- 21:29I
- 21:29said
- 21:29this
- 21:30in
- 21:30last
- 21:30week's
- 21:31episode.
- 21:31I
- 21:31think
- 21:32I
- 21:32said.
- 21:33I
- 21:33feel
- 21:33like
- 21:34it
- 21:34would
- 21:34have
- 21:34been
- 21:35pretty.
- 21:35I.
- 21:36I
- 21:36feel
- 21:36like
- 21:36it
- 21:36could
- 21:36have
- 21:37been,
- 21:37like,
- 21:38not
- 21:38destructive,
- 21:38just
- 21:39bad,
- 21:40like,
- 21:40if
- 21:40they
- 21:40ended
- 21:40up
- 21:41together.
- 21:42I
- 21:42don't
- 21:42know.
- 21:43They
- 21:43have.
- 21:43So
- 21:44they're
- 21:44so
- 21:45similar.
- 21:45I
- 21:45think
- 21:45they
- 21:45can
- 21:46benefit
- 21:46from,
- 21:47like,
- 21:48each
- 21:48other's
- 21:49baggage,
- 21:50I
- 21:50guess.
- 21:51But
- 21:51I
- 21:51don't
- 21:52think
- 21:53in
- 21:53a
- 21:53relationship.
- 21:54I
- 21:54think
- 21:54more
- 21:54in,
- 21:54like
- 21:55a
- 21:55friendship
- 21:56type
- 21:56of
- 21:56thing.
- 21:57Yeah.
- 21:58Kind
- 21:58of
- 21:58how
- 21:58I
- 21:59feel
- 21:59about
- 21:59Taylor
- 22:00and
- 22:00Buck.
- 22:00Yeah.
- 22:02Like,
- 22:02they're.
- 22:03They're
- 22:04too
- 22:04similar.
- 22:04And
- 22:05with.
- 22:05With
- 22:06Maddie
- 22:06and
- 22:06Eddie,
- 22:06like,
- 22:08there's
- 22:08a
- 22:08lot
- 22:09that
- 22:09they
- 22:09can
- 22:09identify
- 22:10with
- 22:10in
- 22:11each
- 22:11other,
- 22:12but
- 22:12I'm
- 22:12not
- 22:13sure
- 22:13that's
- 22:14what
- 22:15the
- 22:15other
- 22:16one
- 22:16would
- 22:16need
- 22:16in
- 22:17a
- 22:17romantic
- 22:17relationship
- 22:18or
- 22:18a.
- 22:19Or
- 22:19a.
- 22:20Or
- 22:20a
- 22:21partnership,
- 22:22which
- 22:24kind
- 22:25of
- 22:25makes
- 22:25it
- 22:25more
- 22:26perfect
- 22:26that
- 22:26Maddie
- 22:27ends
- 22:27up
- 22:27with
- 22:28Chimney.
- 22:28Because
- 22:29he
- 22:29kind
- 22:30of
- 22:30like
- 22:30brings
- 22:30her.
- 22:31Brings
- 22:31her
- 22:31up
- 22:32a
- 22:32little
- 22:32bit,
- 22:33you
- 22:33know,
- 22:34lightens
- 22:34the.
- 22:35What
- 22:35have
- 22:35we
- 22:35been
- 22:35saying?
- 22:36He
- 22:36helps
- 22:36lighten
- 22:37the
- 22:37load
- 22:39for
- 22:39Maddie
- 22:40and.
- 22:41Load.
- 22:42Exactly.
- 22:44And
- 22:44I
- 22:45think
- 22:45Buck
- 22:46is
- 22:46also
- 22:46there.
- 22:47Buck
- 22:47is
- 22:48also
- 22:48there
- 22:49for
- 22:49Eddie.
- 22:51I'm
- 22:51also
- 22:52here.
- 22:52And.
- 22:53And.
- 22:54And
- 22:54let's
- 22:55just.
- 22:55Let's
- 22:55just
- 22:56say
- 22:57they
- 22:57just.
- 22:58Their
- 22:59initial
- 22:59thought
- 22:59was
- 22:59just
- 23:00the
- 23:00wrong
- 23:00Buckley.
- 23:01That's
- 23:01all.
- 23:02Yeah,
- 23:03that's
- 23:03all.
- 23:06So
- 23:06that
- 23:06was
- 23:06the
- 23:07press
- 23:07for
- 23:08my
- 23:08little
- 23:09red
- 23:09string
- 23:10corner.
- 23:12There
- 23:12were
- 23:12a
- 23:12couple
- 23:13things
- 23:13that
- 23:13I
- 23:13wanted
- 23:13to
- 23:13point
- 23:14out.
- 23:14I
- 23:14didn't
- 23:14really
- 23:15have
- 23:15a
- 23:15good
- 23:15place
- 23:16to
- 23:16point
- 23:16them
- 23:16out
- 23:17otherwise.
- 23:18So
- 23:19some
- 23:19of
- 23:19them
- 23:19are
- 23:19going
- 23:20to
- 23:20be
- 23:20a
- 23:20little,
- 23:20like,
- 23:21parallely,
- 23:21a
- 23:21little
- 23:22foreshadowy.
- 23:25This
- 23:25is
- 23:25the
- 23:25place
- 23:25to
- 23:25do
- 23:26it.
- 23:26So
- 23:27at
- 23:27the
- 23:28corn
- 23:28maze
- 23:29or
- 23:29the
- 23:29haunted
- 23:29house
- 23:29or
- 23:30whatever,
- 23:30call.
- 23:31And
- 23:32there
- 23:32were
- 23:32all
- 23:33the
- 23:33bats
- 23:33and
- 23:34Hen
- 23:34says,
- 23:35you
- 23:36know,
- 23:36rabid
- 23:36bats.
- 23:37During
- 23:37a
- 23:37mosquito
- 23:38epidemic.
- 23:39That
- 23:40is
- 23:40a
- 23:41very
- 23:41subtle
- 23:42or.
- 23:42I
- 23:43think
- 23:43it's
- 23:43subtle
- 23:43call
- 23:43back
- 23:44to
- 23:44the
- 23:45last
- 23:45episode
- 23:45in
- 23:45Dosed,
- 23:46where
- 23:47at
- 23:47the
- 23:47very
- 23:48end,
- 23:49after
- 23:50Taylor
- 23:50Kelly
- 23:51has
- 23:51kind
- 23:51of
- 23:52gotten
- 23:52her
- 23:52big
- 23:52break
- 23:53in
- 23:53front
- 23:53of
- 23:53the
- 23:53camera.
- 23:54She.
- 23:55And
- 23:56I
- 23:56think
- 23:56it's
- 23:56the
- 23:56scene
- 23:57at
- 23:57the
- 23:57end
- 23:57where
- 23:58Maddie
- 23:58is
- 23:59watching
- 23:59laundry.
- 24:00Yeah.
- 24:01And
- 24:01Taylor
- 24:02is
- 24:02doing
- 24:02this
- 24:03story
- 24:03about
- 24:04this
- 24:04mosquito
- 24:05epidemic
- 24:06that's
- 24:06happening.
- 24:07And
- 24:07I
- 24:07just
- 24:07thought
- 24:08that
- 24:08was
- 24:08great
- 24:09because
- 24:09that's
- 24:10what
- 24:10you
- 24:10call
- 24:11continuity.
- 24:14That's
- 24:14what
- 24:14you
- 24:14call
- 24:15continuity.
- 24:15Never
- 24:15met
- 24:16her
- 24:16before.
- 24:16We
- 24:16Started
- 24:17watching
- 24:17the
- 24:17show.
- 24:19But,
- 24:20like,
- 24:20that's
- 24:21such
- 24:21a
- 24:21teeny,
- 24:21tiny
- 24:23element
- 24:23detail.
- 24:24Yeah.
- 24:24And
- 24:24I
- 24:25was
- 24:25just
- 24:25like,
- 24:25wait
- 24:25a
- 24:26second.
- 24:26We
- 24:26know
- 24:26that
- 24:27there's
- 24:27a
- 24:27mosquito
- 24:27epidemic
- 24:28because
- 24:28it
- 24:28was
- 24:29mentioned
- 24:29very,
- 24:30very,
- 24:30you
- 24:31know,
- 24:31offhand.
- 24:32And
- 24:32then,
- 24:33you
- 24:34know,
- 24:34Buck
- 24:34has
- 24:35a.
- 24:35An
- 24:36opening
- 24:36monologue
- 24:37in
- 24:37this
- 24:37episode,
- 24:39and
- 24:40he
- 24:40talks
- 24:40about
- 24:40eventually
- 24:41everything
- 24:42dies.
- 24:43Yes.
- 24:44And
- 24:44I
- 24:44just
- 24:45wanted
- 24:45to
- 24:45point
- 24:45out
- 24:45that
- 24:47eventually
- 24:47everything
- 24:48dies
- 24:49in
- 24:49the
- 24:49episode
- 24:50where
- 24:50we.
- 24:51Where
- 24:51we
- 24:52meet
- 24:52Shannon.
- 24:53I
- 24:53know.
- 24:54Yikes.
- 24:55Insane.
- 24:55Yes.
- 24:56Insane
- 24:57choice.
- 24:59That's
- 24:59big.
- 25:00Yikes.
- 25:01Anyway,
- 25:02and
- 25:03there's.
- 25:04There's
- 25:04some
- 25:04insane
- 25:05things.
- 25:06I'm
- 25:06sure
- 25:06we'll
- 25:06go
- 25:06into
- 25:07that
- 25:07more.
- 25:07That
- 25:07is
- 25:07going
- 25:07on
- 25:08on
- 25:08the
- 25:09sixth.
- 25:09No
- 25:09shit.
- 25:10This
- 25:10is
- 25:10not
- 25:10the
- 25:10sixth.
- 25:11This
- 25:11is
- 25:11the
- 25:12seventh.
- 25:13We're
- 25:13not
- 25:14stone
- 25:14six.
- 25:15Thank
- 25:15God.
- 25:16Oh,
- 25:16my
- 25:16God.
- 25:17That's
- 25:18why
- 25:18we
- 25:18had
- 25:18so
- 25:18much
- 25:18trouble
- 25:19with
- 25:19it.
- 25:21A
- 25:21number
- 25:22six
- 25:22parallel.
- 25:23Anyway,
- 25:23sorry.
- 25:24Derailed.
- 25:25Yes.
- 25:25So
- 25:26Buck
- 25:27doing
- 25:27the.
- 25:28Doing
- 25:28the
- 25:28opening
- 25:29monologue.
- 25:29Everything
- 25:30eventually
- 25:31dies
- 25:31in
- 25:32the
- 25:32episode
- 25:32where
- 25:32Shannon
- 25:33cometh
- 25:33back.
- 25:34That's
- 25:34wolf.
- 25:36That's
- 25:37a
- 25:37big
- 25:37wolf.
- 25:38And
- 25:39that
- 25:39also
- 25:39indicates
- 25:40to
- 25:40me,
- 25:41even
- 25:41from
- 25:43that
- 25:43parallel
- 25:44that
- 25:44I.
- 25:44That
- 25:45I
- 25:45found
- 25:45with
- 25:46the
- 25:46escalator
- 25:47call,
- 25:47they
- 25:48knew.
- 25:48They
- 25:48knew
- 25:49they
- 25:49were
- 25:49going
- 25:49to
- 25:49kill
- 25:49her
- 25:50off
- 25:50early.
- 25:52Sorry.
- 25:53Spoilers.
- 25:54Wait.
- 25:54What?
- 25:55The
- 25:55escalator
- 25:56from
- 25:56episode
- 25:58four.
- 26:00Wow.
- 26:00Yeah.
- 26:00It
- 26:00was
- 26:01stuck.
- 26:01Wow.
- 26:02Okay.
- 26:03Yay.
- 26:04Remember
- 26:04when
- 26:04I
- 26:04was
- 26:04talking
- 26:05about
- 26:05the
- 26:05guy
- 26:05with
- 26:06the
- 26:06engagement
- 26:06ring
- 26:07and
- 26:07then
- 26:07just
- 26:08wanted
- 26:08the
- 26:08box
- 26:08and
- 26:08it
- 26:08was
- 26:09like
- 26:09that
- 26:09kind
- 26:09of
- 26:09like.
- 26:10Yeah.
- 26:10Because
- 26:10it
- 26:10was
- 26:10a
- 26:11similar
- 26:11shot.
- 26:12Yeah.
- 26:12And
- 26:13I.
- 26:13And
- 26:13I
- 26:14paralleled
- 26:14it
- 26:14to
- 26:15Eddie
- 26:16and
- 26:16Shannon.
- 26:17Oh,
- 26:17yeah,
- 26:17yeah,
- 26:18yeah,
- 26:18yeah,
- 26:18yeah.
- 26:18This
- 26:19is.
- 26:19It's
- 26:19now
- 26:19been,
- 26:20like
- 26:20a
- 26:20month
- 26:20since
- 26:21we
- 26:21did
- 26:21that.
- 26:21So
- 26:22I
- 26:22just
- 26:22remember
- 26:22that
- 26:23because
- 26:23I
- 26:23was
- 26:23really
- 26:23proud
- 26:24of
- 26:24it.
- 26:24Okay.
- 26:26And
- 26:26I'm
- 26:26looking.
- 26:27I'm
- 26:27looking
- 26:27for
- 26:27foreshadow.
- 26:28I'm
- 26:28purposeful
- 26:29looking
- 26:30for
- 26:30foreshadowing
- 26:30things.
- 26:31So
- 26:31this
- 26:32is
- 26:32just
- 26:32another
- 26:33tick
- 26:33under
- 26:33the
- 26:33clock.
- 26:34So
- 26:34you
- 26:34think
- 26:34they
- 26:34knew,
- 26:35like,
- 26:35they
- 26:35brought
- 26:35her
- 26:36on
- 26:36and
- 26:36they
- 26:36already
- 26:36had
- 26:37this
- 26:37arc
- 26:37planned
- 26:37for
- 26:37her
- 26:38to,
- 26:38like,
- 26:38bring
- 26:38her
- 26:39back
- 26:39and
- 26:39kill.
- 26:40Wow.
- 26:41I
- 26:41really
- 26:42knew.
- 26:42We're
- 26:42gonna
- 26:43bring
- 26:43on
- 26:43this
- 26:43pretty
- 26:43man
- 26:44and
- 26:44just
- 26:44make
- 26:44him
- 26:44suffer.
- 26:46I
- 26:46really
- 26:47do
- 26:47think
- 26:47they
- 26:47had
- 26:48that
- 26:48in
- 26:48mind,
- 26:50like,
- 26:50from
- 26:52the
- 26:52very
- 26:53beginning
- 26:54the
- 26:55season.
- 26:55Yeah.
- 26:56There
- 26:56was
- 26:56something
- 26:56else
- 26:57that
- 26:57I
- 26:57noticed
- 26:58that
- 26:58I
- 26:58can't
- 26:59remember
- 26:59where
- 26:59it
- 27:00is
- 27:00now.
- 27:01It
- 27:01was
- 27:01probably
- 27:02not
- 27:02for
- 27:02a
- 27:02deep
- 27:02dive.
- 27:03Yeah.
- 27:04And.
- 27:04Oh,
- 27:05it's
- 27:05in
- 27:05themes.
- 27:06We'll
- 27:06get
- 27:06there.
- 27:06Oh,
- 27:07okay.
- 27:08And
- 27:08I
- 27:08think
- 27:09I
- 27:10feel
- 27:10like
- 27:10that
- 27:10is
- 27:11supported
- 27:11as
- 27:12well,
- 27:12because
- 27:12I
- 27:13haven't
- 27:13found.
- 27:13I
- 27:14don't
- 27:14have
- 27:14an
- 27:14article
- 27:14to
- 27:15reference
- 27:15it
- 27:15specifically,
- 27:16but
- 27:16I
- 27:16know
- 27:16Tim
- 27:16Minor
- 27:17has
- 27:18said
- 27:18that
- 27:18he
- 27:18kind
- 27:19of
- 27:19regrets
- 27:21killing
- 27:21Off
- 27:22Shannon
- 27:23and.
- 27:24And
- 27:24Devin
- 27:24Kelly,
- 27:25the
- 27:26actress.
- 27:26Because
- 27:27she's
- 27:27so
- 27:28great.
- 27:28The
- 27:28actress.
- 27:29Yeah.
- 27:29Yeah.
- 27:31So
- 27:31I.
- 27:32I
- 27:32kind
- 27:32of
- 27:32feel
- 27:32like
- 27:33that
- 27:33was
- 27:34in
- 27:34the
- 27:34works
- 27:34kind
- 27:34of
- 27:35from
- 27:35the
- 27:35beginning.
- 27:35Yeah.
- 27:37And
- 27:37just
- 27:38by
- 27:39sheer,
- 27:39like,
- 27:40how
- 27:40great
- 27:41she
- 27:41is.
- 27:41That's
- 27:41why
- 27:42they
- 27:42keep
- 27:42bringing
- 27:43her
- 27:43back
- 27:44in
- 27:45interesting
- 27:45ways.
- 27:47And
- 27:47then,
- 27:48you
- 27:48know,
- 27:48so
- 27:48we
- 27:48have
- 27:48a
- 27:49sinkhole
- 27:50at
- 27:50the.
- 27:50At
- 27:50the
- 27:50cemetery,
- 27:51and.
- 27:51And
- 27:52Buck
- 27:52almost
- 27:53falls
- 27:53in,
- 27:53and
- 27:53Bobby
- 27:54catches
- 27:54him,
- 27:54and
- 27:54he
- 27:55says
- 27:55he
- 27:55doesn't
- 27:55want
- 27:56the
- 27:56crew
- 27:56to
- 27:56fall
- 27:56into
- 27:56a
- 27:56sinkhole
- 27:57and
- 27:57drag
- 27:5710
- 27:57tons
- 27:58of
- 27:58loose
- 27:59soil
- 27:59on
- 27:59top
- 27:59of
- 28:00themselves.
- 28:03And
- 28:04I
- 28:04just
- 28:04wanted
- 28:05to.
- 28:06We're
- 28:07really
- 28:08beating
- 28:09that
- 28:10reference
- 28:11like
- 28:12a
- 28:12dead
- 28:12horse.
- 28:13Dead
- 28:13horses.
- 28:16That's.
- 28:16We're
- 28:16not
- 28:16there
- 28:17yet.
- 28:17Shh.
- 28:19Yes.
- 28:20So
- 28:20I.
- 28:21For
- 28:21this
- 28:22one,
- 28:22I
- 28:22don't
- 28:22know
- 28:23that
- 28:23it
- 28:23was,
- 28:23like,
- 28:23actually
- 28:24intentional,
- 28:25but
- 28:26it
- 28:26is
- 28:26interesting
- 28:27because
- 28:28it
- 28:28is.
- 28:29It's
- 28:29interesting
- 28:30because
- 28:30it
- 28:31is
- 28:31the
- 28:31episode
- 28:31where
- 28:32Shannon
- 28:32comes
- 28:32back,
- 28:32and
- 28:33it
- 28:33is
- 28:33very.
- 28:33Eddie.
- 28:35Heavy
- 28:36with
- 28:36this
- 28:37kind
- 28:37of
- 28:37stuff,
- 28:38so
- 28:39I
- 28:39have
- 28:39to
- 28:39point
- 28:40it
- 28:40out.
- 28:42Okay,
- 28:42so
- 28:43color
- 28:44theory
- 28:44is
- 28:45a
- 28:45thing.
- 28:46We're
- 28:46just
- 28:47going
- 28:47to
- 28:48tldr,
- 28:50introduce
- 28:51the
- 28:51idea
- 28:52that
- 28:52we
- 28:52can,
- 28:53you
- 28:54know,
- 28:54come
- 28:54back
- 28:54to
- 28:55in
- 28:57more
- 28:58depth
- 28:58later.
- 28:59There's
- 29:00an
- 29:01idea
- 29:01that
- 29:01goes
- 29:01around,
- 29:02I
- 29:02think,
- 29:02in.
- 29:02In
- 29:03a
- 29:03lot
- 29:03of
- 29:03shows
- 29:03as
- 29:04well,
- 29:04especially
- 29:04fandom,
- 29:05with
- 29:06color
- 29:06theory
- 29:06and
- 29:07kind
- 29:07of
- 29:08assigning
- 29:09a
- 29:09color
- 29:09to
- 29:09a
- 29:09character
- 29:10sort
- 29:10of
- 29:10thing.
- 29:11If
- 29:11they
- 29:11tend
- 29:11to
- 29:11wear
- 29:12that
- 29:12color
- 29:12a
- 29:12lot,
- 29:13it's
- 29:13indicative
- 29:13of
- 29:14certain
- 29:14things.
- 29:14Or,
- 29:16you
- 29:16know,
- 29:16like,
- 29:17Dean
- 29:18in
- 29:19Supernatural
- 29:20is
- 29:20green,
- 29:21but
- 29:21Castiel
- 29:21is
- 29:21blue.
- 29:22Those
- 29:22are
- 29:22the
- 29:22color
- 29:22of
- 29:23their
- 29:23eyes.
- 29:23So
- 29:24it's
- 29:24this
- 29:24kind
- 29:25of,
- 29:25like,
- 29:26signifier
- 29:27of
- 29:27them.
- 29:27So.
- 29:28And
- 29:29they
- 29:29put
- 29:29them
- 29:30in
- 29:30those
- 29:30colors
- 29:30a
- 29:30lot.
- 29:31Exactly.
- 29:31Well,
- 29:31I
- 29:31mean,
- 29:32Cas
- 29:32tie
- 29:32is
- 29:33blue.
- 29:33It's
- 29:34the
- 29:34one
- 29:34piece
- 29:35of
- 29:35color
- 29:35he
- 29:36has.
- 29:37Beige
- 29:38is
- 29:38a
- 29:38color.
- 29:38And
- 29:38Dean's
- 29:38jackets
- 29:39are
- 29:39normally
- 29:39green.
- 29:40Yeah.
- 29:41So
- 29:42beige
- 29:42is
- 29:42a
- 29:42color.
- 29:44Neutral.
- 29:45It
- 29:46is
- 29:46a
- 29:46neutral,
- 29:46but
- 29:46it's
- 29:47still
- 29:47a
- 29:47color.
- 29:48Anyway.
- 29:49Anyways,
- 29:49I'm
- 29:49trying
- 29:50to
- 29:50do
- 29:50this
- 29:50tldr.
- 29:51So
- 29:52typically,
- 29:53like,
- 29:53wardrobe
- 29:53will
- 29:54end
- 29:54up
- 29:54putting
- 29:54characters
- 29:55in
- 29:55a
- 29:55lot
- 29:55of
- 29:55the
- 29:55same
- 29:56colors.
- 29:56There's
- 29:57a
- 29:57theory
- 29:58that
- 29:59people
- 30:00have
- 30:00developed
- 30:01and
- 30:03that
- 30:03I
- 30:03personally
- 30:05subscribe
- 30:05to,
- 30:06and
- 30:07it's
- 30:08that
- 30:09Buck
- 30:09is
- 30:09red,
- 30:10Eddie
- 30:11is
- 30:12blue.
- 30:13Right.
- 30:14But
- 30:14then
- 30:14you
- 30:14also
- 30:15get
- 30:15into
- 30:16Christopher's
- 30:17yellow,
- 30:18which
- 30:18I
- 30:18think
- 30:19we
- 30:19mentioned
- 30:20a
- 30:20little
- 30:20bit
- 30:20in
- 30:21our
- 30:22204
- 30:22episode
- 30:23stuck,
- 30:24because
- 30:24he
- 30:24had
- 30:24a
- 30:24lot
- 30:24of,
- 30:25like,
- 30:25yellow
- 30:25with
- 30:25that
- 30:25big
- 30:26yellow
- 30:26cabinet.
- 30:26So
- 30:26Christopher
- 30:27is
- 30:28generally
- 30:29thought
- 30:29of
- 30:29as
- 30:29yellow,
- 30:30and
- 30:31Shannon
- 30:32is
- 30:34orangey.
- 30:35Right.
- 30:36So
- 30:38those
- 30:38are
- 30:38the
- 30:39typical
- 30:39colors,
- 30:40and
- 30:40that
- 30:41these
- 30:41characters
- 30:41are
- 30:42represented
- 30:42by.
- 30:43And
- 30:44any.
- 30:45Anytime
- 30:46they're
- 30:46wearing
- 30:46those
- 30:47colors
- 30:47is
- 30:47indicative
- 30:48of
- 30:48them,
- 30:48like,
- 30:49being
- 30:49themselves
- 30:50or
- 30:50if
- 30:51they're
- 30:51wearing
- 30:51a
- 30:51different
- 30:51color.
- 30:52They're
- 30:52like,
- 30:52maybe
- 30:53not
- 30:53feeling
- 30:53exactly
- 30:54themselves.
- 30:55So
- 30:56specifically,
- 30:56at
- 30:56the
- 30:57end,
- 30:57like,
- 30:57in
- 30:57the
- 30:57end
- 30:58monologue
- 30:58with
- 30:59Buck,
- 30:59when
- 30:59he's
- 31:00talking
- 31:00about
- 31:01how
- 31:01he.
- 31:01How
- 31:02he
- 31:02wants
- 31:02to
- 31:02find
- 31:02who
- 31:03he
- 31:03is
- 31:03without
- 31:04Abby,
- 31:04he
- 31:05is
- 31:05in
- 31:05red.
- 31:06So
- 31:06that
- 31:07is
- 31:07very
- 31:07much
- 31:07a.
- 31:08Like,
- 31:09he's
- 31:09trying
- 31:09to
- 31:09find
- 31:10himself.
- 31:10He's
- 31:10trying
- 31:10to
- 31:11be
- 31:11himself
- 31:12without
- 31:12Abby.
- 31:13That's
- 31:14an
- 31:14indicator
- 31:15as
- 31:15well.
- 31:15And
- 31:16then
- 31:17when
- 31:19Eddie.
- 31:19And
- 31:20when
- 31:20Shannon
- 31:20comes
- 31:20over
- 31:21to
- 31:21Eddie's
- 31:22house,
- 31:22Eddie
- 31:22is
- 31:22in
- 31:23all
- 31:23blue.
- 31:24I
- 31:24mean,
- 31:24it's.
- 31:25It's
- 31:25a
- 31:25Canadian
- 31:26tuxedo.
- 31:26It's
- 31:26denim
- 31:26on
- 31:27denim.
- 31:27I
- 31:27don't
- 31:28have
- 31:28a
- 31:28problem.
- 31:28It
- 31:28looks
- 31:28really
- 31:29good.
- 31:30Yeah.
- 31:31But
- 31:31it
- 31:31is
- 31:31head
- 31:31to
- 31:32toe
- 31:32blue,
- 31:32which
- 31:32is
- 31:32also
- 31:33interesting
- 31:34because
- 31:34it's.
- 31:35It's
- 31:35in
- 31:35his
- 31:36space,
- 31:36it's
- 31:36in
- 31:37his
- 31:37house.
- 31:38And
- 31:39Shannon
- 31:39is
- 31:39in
- 31:39this
- 31:40kind
- 31:40of
- 31:40like
- 31:40orangey
- 31:41rust
- 31:42color
- 31:42top.
- 31:43Right.
- 31:44With
- 31:45blue
- 31:45pants.
- 31:45But,
- 31:46you
- 31:46know,
- 31:47but
- 31:48after.
- 31:49After
- 31:50they
- 31:51meet
- 31:51and
- 31:52he
- 31:52goes
- 31:52to
- 31:52meet
- 31:52her
- 31:54after
- 31:54her
- 31:54interview,
- 31:55he's
- 31:56in
- 31:56green,
- 31:57which
- 31:57is
- 31:58a
- 31:58combination
- 31:59of
- 32:00blue
- 32:00and
- 32:01yellow.
- 32:02But
- 32:03she
- 32:03is
- 32:03also
- 32:03wearing
- 32:04a
- 32:04yellow
- 32:04dress
- 32:05in
- 32:05this
- 32:05instance.
- 32:06So
- 32:06that
- 32:06can
- 32:06also
- 32:07kind
- 32:07of
- 32:08be
- 32:08an
- 32:08indicator
- 32:09of
- 32:09Eddie
- 32:10trying.
- 32:10Of
- 32:11Eddie,
- 32:12like,
- 32:13you
- 32:13know,
- 32:13like,
- 32:13kind
- 32:14of
- 32:14extending
- 32:16maybe.
- 32:16Maybe
- 32:17not
- 32:17feeling
- 32:17like,
- 32:18as
- 32:18holy
- 32:18in
- 32:19himself
- 32:19because
- 32:19he's
- 32:20trying
- 32:21to
- 32:21be
- 32:21something
- 32:22for
- 32:24Christopher
- 32:25or
- 32:26Shannon.
- 32:27And
- 32:28that
- 32:28inclusion
- 32:29of
- 32:29yellow
- 32:30into
- 32:30his
- 32:31typical
- 32:31blue
- 32:33is
- 32:34an
- 32:35indicator
- 32:35of
- 32:35that.
- 32:36So
- 32:37that's
- 32:37just
- 32:37like
- 32:37a
- 32:37very,
- 32:38like,
- 32:39tldr
- 32:40as
- 32:40you're
- 32:40watching
- 32:41episodes.
- 32:41Just
- 32:42pay
- 32:42attention
- 32:42to
- 32:42that.
- 32:44There's
- 32:44a
- 32:44great
- 32:45thread
- 32:46or
- 32:46a
- 32:46couple
- 32:46threads
- 32:47on
- 32:47Twitter
- 32:48which
- 32:48will
- 32:48link
- 32:49as
- 32:49well.
- 32:50That
- 32:50explains
- 32:51it
- 32:51pretty
- 32:51well.
- 32:51But
- 32:53it's
- 32:53just
- 32:53something
- 32:54that
- 32:55is
- 32:56cool
- 32:56to
- 32:56look
- 32:57out
- 32:57for
- 32:57and
- 32:58just
- 32:58another
- 32:59facet
- 32:59of,
- 33:00you
- 33:00know,
- 33:01trying
- 33:01to
- 33:01get
- 33:01into
- 33:02the
- 33:02character
- 33:03psyche
- 33:03through
- 33:03a
- 33:04visual
- 33:05medium,
- 33:06being
- 33:06clothing
- 33:07and
- 33:07how
- 33:07they
- 33:08express
- 33:09themselves
- 33:09in
- 33:09their
- 33:10clothes.
- 33:11From
- 33:11the
- 33:11wardrobe
- 33:11department
- 33:12when.
- 33:13When
- 33:13he's
- 33:14touring
- 33:15the
- 33:15school,
- 33:16when
- 33:16Eddie's
- 33:16touring
- 33:16the
- 33:17school
- 33:17and
- 33:17he's
- 33:17wearing
- 33:17an
- 33:17all
- 33:18blue
- 33:18suit
- 33:19and
- 33:19Carla's
- 33:20there,
- 33:20she's
- 33:20wearing
- 33:20an
- 33:20orange
- 33:21shirt.
- 33:23And
- 33:24what
- 33:24is
- 33:24Carla
- 33:25representing
- 33:25so
- 33:26much
- 33:26in
- 33:26this
- 33:26episode?
- 33:27Oh,
- 33:27a
- 33:28motherly
- 33:29presence.
- 33:29A
- 33:29motherly
- 33:30presence
- 33:30or
- 33:30a
- 33:31push
- 33:31to.
- 33:32Push
- 33:33to.
- 33:33For
- 33:33Chris
- 33:34to
- 33:34have
- 33:34his
- 33:34mom.
- 33:35Yeah.
- 33:35Yeah.
- 33:36So
- 33:37see,
- 33:37there's,
- 33:37like,
- 33:38it's
- 33:39definitely
- 33:39stuff
- 33:39that
- 33:40you're.
- 33:41That
- 33:41we
- 33:42can
- 33:42really
- 33:42read
- 33:43into,
- 33:43and
- 33:44it
- 33:44is
- 33:44very
- 33:44subjective
- 33:45on
- 33:45what
- 33:45you
- 33:45think
- 33:46it
- 33:46could
- 33:46mean,
- 33:46but,
- 33:47like,
- 33:47it
- 33:47is.
- 33:48It
- 33:48is
- 33:49there.
- 33:49Yeah.
- 33:49But
- 33:49it
- 33:50is
- 33:50intentional.
- 33:51There's.
- 33:51There's.
- 33:52There's
- 33:52a
- 33:53certain
- 33:53amount
- 33:53of
- 33:53intentionality
- 33:54in,
- 33:55you
- 33:55know,
- 33:56costume
- 33:58design,
- 33:59you
- 33:59know,
- 33:59to.
- 34:00Help
- 34:00portray
- 34:01what
- 34:01the
- 34:01characters
- 34:02are
- 34:02going
- 34:02through
- 34:03on
- 34:03the
- 34:03Inside,
- 34:04on
- 34:05the
- 34:05outside.
- 34:06Yeah,
- 34:07well,
- 34:07there's
- 34:08there.
- 34:09Especially
- 34:09in
- 34:09television,
- 34:10I
- 34:10think
- 34:11everything
- 34:12is
- 34:12so
- 34:13intentional,
- 34:14like
- 34:15from
- 34:16set
- 34:16pieces
- 34:17to
- 34:17costuming,
- 34:19like
- 34:20every.
- 34:20Every
- 34:20part
- 34:21of
- 34:21it
- 34:21is.
- 34:21So
- 34:22whenever
- 34:22I
- 34:22like,
- 34:22feel
- 34:23like
- 34:23we're
- 34:23reading
- 34:24a
- 34:24little
- 34:24bit
- 34:24too
- 34:24much
- 34:24into
- 34:25this,
- 34:25I'm
- 34:25like,
- 34:25are
- 34:25we
- 34:26though?
- 34:26Because
- 34:27so
- 34:27many
- 34:28people
- 34:29had
- 34:29to
- 34:29make
- 34:29a
- 34:29decision.
- 34:30They
- 34:30put
- 34:31a
- 34:31lot
- 34:31of
- 34:31work
- 34:32and
- 34:32a
- 34:32lot
- 34:32of
- 34:33details
- 34:34into.
- 34:34Yeah,
- 34:35exactly.
- 34:35Are
- 34:36we
- 34:36getting
- 34:36the
- 34:36meeting
- 34:36right?
- 34:37Maybe,
- 34:37maybe
- 34:37not.
- 34:38But
- 34:38that's
- 34:39the
- 34:39subjective
- 34:39part.
- 34:40Yeah.
- 34:41The
- 34:42fact
- 34:42still
- 34:42remains
- 34:43that
- 34:44there
- 34:45are
- 34:45so
- 34:45many
- 34:46decisions
- 34:47from,
- 34:49like
- 34:49the
- 34:49collaborative
- 34:50departments
- 34:51that
- 34:51have
- 34:51to
- 34:51okay
- 34:52this
- 34:52and
- 34:52this
- 34:52and
- 34:52this
- 34:53for
- 34:53it
- 34:54to
- 34:54go.
- 34:55So,
- 34:55like,
- 34:55there's
- 34:56intention
- 34:56there
- 34:57from
- 34:58so
- 34:58many
- 34:58different
- 34:59aspects
- 35:00to
- 35:01kind
- 35:02of
- 35:02support
- 35:03this.
- 35:04And
- 35:04I
- 35:04know
- 35:04we're
- 35:04gonna
- 35:04get
- 35:05into
- 35:05this
- 35:05particular
- 35:06scene
- 35:06later,
- 35:08but
- 35:09the
- 35:09conversation
- 35:10that
- 35:10Maddie
- 35:10and
- 35:10Buck
- 35:11are
- 35:11having.
- 35:12Yes.
- 35:13It
- 35:13parallels
- 35:14season
- 35:15seven,
- 35:15episode
- 35:16five,
- 35:16but
- 35:16they're
- 35:17also
- 35:17wearing
- 35:17the
- 35:17same
- 35:17colors,
- 35:19which
- 35:19is
- 35:19like,
- 35:21insane
- 35:22because
- 35:23he.
- 35:23Yeah,
- 35:23because
- 35:23she's
- 35:24wearing
- 35:24that,
- 35:24right?
- 35:25No,
- 35:26no,
- 35:27I'm
- 35:27talking
- 35:27about
- 35:27the
- 35:28comp.
- 35:28So
- 35:28in
- 35:29the.
- 35:29In
- 35:29the
- 35:29kitchen,
- 35:29they're
- 35:29having
- 35:30a
- 35:30conversation
- 35:30over
- 35:30dinner.
- 35:31Buck
- 35:31and
- 35:31Maddie.
- 35:32Uh
- 35:33huh.
- 35:33Oh,
- 35:34yeah.
- 35:34So
- 35:36she's
- 35:36wearing
- 35:36that
- 35:36minty
- 35:37green.
- 35:38And
- 35:39both
- 35:39in
- 35:39season
- 35:39seven
- 35:40and
- 35:40in
- 35:40this
- 35:41season.
- 35:41And
- 35:41then
- 35:41he's
- 35:42wearing.
- 35:42Well,
- 35:43in
- 35:43season
- 35:44seven,
- 35:44he's
- 35:44wearing.
- 35:45He's
- 35:45wearing
- 35:45like
- 35:45a.
- 35:46Is
- 35:46that
- 35:46navy
- 35:47or
- 35:47is
- 35:47that
- 35:47black?
- 35:47Or
- 35:47is
- 35:48my
- 35:48computer
- 35:48screen.
- 35:48It's
- 35:49really
- 35:49dark
- 35:49blue,
- 35:50I
- 35:50think.
- 35:50I.
- 35:50It's
- 35:51really
- 35:51hard
- 35:51to
- 35:51tell
- 35:51because
- 35:51of
- 35:51the
- 35:52lighting.
- 35:53Bluish
- 35:53black.
- 35:53I
- 35:53was
- 35:53gonna.
- 35:54Okay,
- 35:55well,
- 35:55it's
- 35:55a
- 35:55very,
- 35:55very
- 35:56dark
- 35:56color.
- 35:57But
- 35:58I
- 35:58thought
- 35:59it
- 35:59was
- 35:59black
- 36:00because
- 36:00he's
- 36:00also
- 36:00wearing
- 36:00it.
- 36:00I
- 36:01assume
- 36:01it's
- 36:01not
- 36:01black
- 36:02because
- 36:02they
- 36:02like
- 36:03never
- 36:04put
- 36:04him
- 36:04in
- 36:04black.
- 36:05So
- 36:06what
- 36:06is
- 36:06he
- 36:06wearing
- 36:06in
- 36:07this
- 36:07scene?
- 36:08I'd
- 36:08have
- 36:08to
- 36:08go
- 36:08back
- 36:08and
- 36:09see
- 36:09it.
- 36:09But
- 36:10if
- 36:11they
- 36:11put
- 36:11him
- 36:11in
- 36:11something
- 36:12so
- 36:12close
- 36:13to
- 36:13black,
- 36:13whether
- 36:14it's
- 36:14navy
- 36:14or
- 36:14not,
- 36:15it's
- 36:16still.
- 36:18That
- 36:19is
- 36:19also
- 36:20indicative,
- 36:21you
- 36:21know,
- 36:21still
- 36:21talking
- 36:22about
- 36:22color
- 36:22theory.
- 36:23That's
- 36:23indicative
- 36:23of
- 36:24him
- 36:26deciding
- 36:27that
- 36:27his
- 36:28relationship
- 36:28with
- 36:28Abby
- 36:29is
- 36:29no
- 36:30longer.
- 36:30So
- 36:30it's.
- 36:31It's
- 36:31him
- 36:31kind
- 36:32of
- 36:32like
- 36:32in
- 36:34this,
- 36:34like,
- 36:34dress
- 36:35of
- 36:35mourning.
- 36:37So
- 36:38still
- 36:38stands.
- 36:40Thank
- 36:40you,
- 36:40Rachel.
- 36:44Thank
- 36:44you
- 36:44for
- 36:44telling
- 36:45me.
- 36:45It
- 36:45still
- 36:45stands.
- 36:45Because
- 36:45I
- 36:46was
- 36:46like,
- 36:46well,
- 36:46never
- 36:47mind
- 36:47then.
- 36:48No,
- 36:49I
- 36:49mean,
- 36:49it's
- 36:50accurate.
- 36:50I
- 36:50was
- 36:51just
- 36:51trying
- 36:51to
- 36:51get
- 36:52the
- 36:52color
- 36:53right
- 36:53because
- 36:53that's
- 36:53how
- 36:53my
- 36:54brain
- 36:54works.
- 36:55But
- 36:55yeah,
- 36:55you're
- 36:56right.
- 36:56It
- 36:56doesn't
- 36:56matter
- 36:57whether
- 36:57it's
- 36:58black
- 36:58or
- 36:58dark
- 36:58blue.
- 36:59It's
- 37:00the
- 37:00same
- 37:00alleged
- 37:01meaning.
- 37:14So
- 37:16I
- 37:16know
- 37:16this
- 37:16episode
- 37:17is
- 37:17called
- 37:17Haunted,
- 37:18but
- 37:18I
- 37:18feel
- 37:18like
- 37:18they
- 37:19should
- 37:19have
- 37:19called
- 37:19it
- 37:19ghosted
- 37:20because
- 37:20that's
- 37:20kind
- 37:21of
- 37:22actually
- 37:22the
- 37:22theme
- 37:23because
- 37:24everyone
- 37:25has
- 37:25been
- 37:25ghosted
- 37:26and
- 37:27that
- 37:27the
- 37:27ghosting
- 37:28is
- 37:28what's
- 37:28haunting
- 37:29them.
- 37:31They've
- 37:32been
- 37:32ghosted
- 37:32in
- 37:32different
- 37:33ways
- 37:35or
- 37:36I
- 37:36guess
- 37:36in
- 37:36different
- 37:37types
- 37:37of
- 37:37relationships
- 37:39for
- 37:39different
- 37:40reasons.
- 37:40But
- 37:41I
- 37:41mean,
- 37:41when
- 37:41it
- 37:41comes
- 37:42down
- 37:42to
- 37:42it,
- 37:42it's
- 37:43all
- 37:44abandonment.
- 37:45Yeah.
- 37:46Which
- 37:47I
- 37:47think
- 37:47is,
- 37:48you
- 37:49know,
- 37:49ghosting
- 37:49is
- 37:50abandonment,
- 37:50like
- 37:51inherently.
- 37:51But
- 37:52abandonment
- 37:53sounds
- 37:53more
- 37:53serious.
- 37:55Which
- 37:55I
- 37:55feel
- 37:55like
- 37:55all
- 37:56of
- 37:56these
- 37:56situations
- 37:57are
- 37:57pretty
- 37:58serious.
- 37:59It
- 37:59wasn't
- 37:59like,
- 37:59oh,
- 37:59I
- 38:00went
- 38:00on
- 38:00a
- 38:00couple
- 38:00dates
- 38:00and
- 38:01like
- 38:01they
- 38:01ghosted
- 38:02me.
- 38:02You
- 38:02know
- 38:02what
- 38:02I
- 38:03mean?
- 38:03Because
- 38:03I
- 38:03feel
- 38:03like
- 38:04ghosted
- 38:04is
- 38:04normally
- 38:05used
- 38:06in
- 38:07a
- 38:07casual
- 38:07dating
- 38:08sort
- 38:08of.
- 38:09Yeah.
- 38:10Yeah.
- 38:11I
- 38:11think
- 38:12all,
- 38:13pretty
- 38:13much
- 38:13all
- 38:13of
- 38:14the
- 38:14characters
- 38:15here
- 38:15have
- 38:16a.
- 38:17Have
- 38:18an
- 38:18issue
- 38:19with
- 38:20feeling
- 38:21abandoned
- 38:22in
- 38:22some
- 38:22way,
- 38:22shape
- 38:22or
- 38:23form.
- 38:23Or
- 38:24maybe
- 38:24they
- 38:25are
- 38:25the
- 38:25ones
- 38:25who
- 38:26have
- 38:26done
- 38:26the
- 38:26abandoning.
- 38:28I'm
- 38:28gonna
- 38:28go
- 38:28to
- 38:28my
- 38:29favorite
- 38:29one
- 38:30that
- 38:30I,
- 38:30that
- 38:31like,
- 38:31is
- 38:31kind
- 38:32of
- 38:32obvious.
- 38:33But
- 38:33I
- 38:33only
- 38:33realize
- 38:34this
- 38:34always
- 38:35happens
- 38:35to
- 38:35me.
- 38:36I
- 38:36don't
- 38:36know
- 38:36why.
- 38:36Sometimes
- 38:37things
- 38:37are
- 38:37super
- 38:37obvious,
- 38:38obvious,
- 38:38and
- 38:38I
- 38:38don't
- 38:39notice
- 38:39it
- 38:39until
- 38:39like
- 38:40the
- 38:40umpteenth
- 38:42time
- 38:42that
- 38:42I
- 38:43watch
- 38:43it.
- 38:44And
- 38:44I'm
- 38:44so
- 38:44sorry,
- 38:45but
- 38:45beating
- 38:46a
- 38:46dead
- 38:46horse
- 38:50is
- 38:51a
- 38:51big
- 38:51theme.
- 38:52And
- 38:52then
- 38:53once
- 38:53I
- 38:53realized
- 38:53that
- 38:53that
- 38:54was
- 38:54a
- 38:54theme,
- 38:54I
- 38:54was
- 38:54like,
- 38:55oh,
- 38:55they
- 38:55really
- 38:55like
- 38:56did
- 38:56it
- 38:57heavy
- 38:57handed
- 38:58did
- 38:59this.
- 38:59And
- 38:59we're
- 38:59like,
- 39:00we're
- 39:00just
- 39:00going
- 39:00to
- 39:00let
- 39:00you
- 39:01know
- 39:02with
- 39:02our
- 39:02whole
- 39:03chests
- 39:05that
- 39:05all
- 39:06of
- 39:06these
- 39:06situations
- 39:07are
- 39:07beating
- 39:07a
- 39:07dead
- 39:08horse.
- 39:08And
- 39:08the
- 39:08definition
- 39:09of
- 39:09that,
- 39:09because
- 39:09I
- 39:09like
- 39:09to
- 39:10do
- 39:10that,
- 39:10is
- 39:11to
- 39:11waste
- 39:11effort
- 39:12on
- 39:12something
- 39:12when
- 39:12there
- 39:13is
- 39:13no
- 39:13chance
- 39:14of
- 39:15succeeding.
- 39:16Ooh,
- 39:18no
- 39:18win
- 39:18scenario.
- 39:19Right.
- 39:19Because
- 39:19you
- 39:20can't,
- 39:20like
- 39:21the
- 39:21horse
- 39:22is
- 39:22dead.
- 39:22You
- 39:22can't.
- 39:23That's
- 39:24so
- 39:24sad.
- 39:25I'm.
- 39:26I
- 39:26said
- 39:26I
- 39:27was
- 39:27sorry,
- 39:28but
- 39:28it
- 39:28is,
- 39:29but
- 39:29it,
- 39:30it's
- 39:30very
- 39:31true
- 39:31in
- 39:32like
- 39:32all
- 39:32of
- 39:32these
- 39:32situations.
- 39:33Right.
- 39:34Because
- 39:34like,
- 39:35if,
- 39:36if
- 39:36Buck
- 39:37had
- 39:37continued
- 39:38to
- 39:38wait
- 39:38around
- 39:40trying,
- 39:41you
- 39:41know,
- 39:42to
- 39:42do
- 39:42the
- 39:42same
- 39:42thing,
- 39:43expecting
- 39:44something
- 39:44different
- 39:45to
- 39:45happen.
- 39:45Like,
- 39:46there's
- 39:46just
- 39:46no
- 39:47chance.
- 39:47There's
- 39:48no
- 39:48chance
- 39:48of
- 39:48it,
- 39:49you
- 39:49know,
- 39:49ever
- 39:50succeeding.
- 39:52And
- 39:53they're
- 39:54telling
- 39:54us
- 39:56so
- 39:56many
- 39:56ways
- 39:57narratively
- 39:57that
- 39:58this
- 39:58is
- 40:00Eddie
- 40:00and
- 40:00Shannon
- 40:01is
- 40:02just
- 40:02not
- 40:02meant
- 40:02to
- 40:02be.
- 40:04They're
- 40:05telling
- 40:05us
- 40:05that,
- 40:06like,
- 40:06this
- 40:06is
- 40:06a
- 40:07waste
- 40:07of
- 40:07time
- 40:08because
- 40:09it
- 40:09can
- 40:09never
- 40:09succeed.
- 40:10Oof.
- 40:11I
- 40:11actually
- 40:12didn't
- 40:12really
- 40:12pick
- 40:12up
- 40:12on
- 40:13that
- 40:13fully.
- 40:14And
- 40:15Hens
- 40:15is
- 40:16like
- 40:16a
- 40:16past
- 40:17beating
- 40:17a
- 40:17dead
- 40:17horse.
- 40:18Right.
- 40:18Because
- 40:18I
- 40:18feel
- 40:18like.
- 40:20I
- 40:20feel
- 40:20like
- 40:20she
- 40:20kind
- 40:21of
- 40:22got
- 40:23over
- 40:23it
- 40:23as
- 40:23much
- 40:24as
- 40:24she
- 40:24could.
- 40:24Like
- 40:25being
- 40:25abandoned
- 40:25because
- 40:25it
- 40:26happened
- 40:26when
- 40:26she
- 40:26was
- 40:26nine.
- 40:27Yeah.
- 40:28I
- 40:29think
- 40:29she
- 40:29had
- 40:29to.
- 40:30It
- 40:30still
- 40:30brings
- 40:31things
- 40:31up
- 40:32it
- 40:33still
- 40:33brings
- 40:33things
- 40:33up.
- 40:34And
- 40:34I
- 40:34think
- 40:34ultimately
- 40:35she
- 40:35real,
- 40:35like,
- 40:36she
- 40:36realized
- 40:36when
- 40:36she
- 40:36was
- 40:37having
- 40:37that
- 40:37conversation
- 40:37with
- 40:38Athena,
- 40:39Right.
- 40:39That,
- 40:40like,
- 40:40she
- 40:41couldn't
- 40:41just
- 40:41keep
- 40:41being
- 40:42mad
- 40:42at
- 40:42him
- 40:42because
- 40:42she
- 40:43didn't.
- 40:44She
- 40:44didn't
- 40:44hate
- 40:45him.
- 40:45Right.
- 40:46And
- 40:46she,
- 40:47like,
- 40:47there's
- 40:47no
- 40:47way
- 40:47that,
- 40:48like,
- 40:48she
- 40:49has
- 40:49enough
- 40:49negative
- 40:49feelings
- 40:50about
- 40:50him
- 40:50to,
- 40:51like,
- 40:51feel
- 40:52any
- 40:52positive
- 40:52feelings
- 40:53about
- 40:53pulling
- 40:53the
- 40:54plug.
- 40:55So
- 40:56I
- 40:56don't
- 40:56know.
- 40:56I
- 40:56think
- 40:57it
- 40:57fit
- 40:58for
- 40:58everyone.
- 40:59So
- 40:59sorry
- 41:00for
- 41:00the
- 41:00wording,
- 41:00but
- 41:02yes,
- 41:02so
- 41:02that.
- 41:03So
- 41:03that
- 41:03makes
- 41:03sense
- 41:05if
- 41:06a
- 41:08real,
- 41:08real,
- 41:09like
- 41:09Nokia
- 41:09on
- 41:10the
- 41:10head
- 41:10sort
- 41:11of.
- 41:11Sort
- 41:11of
- 41:11way
- 41:12of
- 41:12going
- 41:12about
- 41:13it
- 41:14and
- 41:14then
- 41:15just
- 41:16to
- 41:16get
- 41:16back
- 41:16to
- 41:16being
- 41:17ghosted.
- 41:17But
- 41:17I
- 41:17feel
- 41:18like
- 41:18this
- 41:18is
- 41:18also
- 41:19kind
- 41:19of
- 41:19similar
- 41:20to
- 41:21what
- 41:21Hen
- 41:22is
- 41:22kind
- 41:23of
- 41:23experiencing.
- 41:24There's
- 41:24this
- 41:25element
- 41:25of,
- 41:25like,
- 41:26knowing
- 41:27versus
- 41:27not
- 41:27knowing
- 41:28or
- 41:28being
- 41:28haunted
- 41:29by
- 41:29the
- 41:29what
- 41:29ifs.
- 41:30And
- 41:30I
- 41:31feel
- 41:31like
- 41:31that
- 41:32specifically
- 41:33is
- 41:34affecting
- 41:35Hen
- 41:36and
- 41:37Athena.
- 41:38Well,
- 41:39all
- 41:40of
- 41:40them.
- 41:41Right?
- 41:41Yeah.
- 41:42You
- 41:42know,
- 41:42just
- 41:43kind
- 41:43of
- 41:43like.
- 41:44Or
- 41:44maybe
- 41:45just
- 41:45like
- 41:45the
- 41:45most
- 41:47explicit
- 41:47with
- 41:47Hen
- 41:48because
- 41:49she's.
- 41:49She's
- 41:50looking
- 41:50through
- 41:50all
- 41:50this
- 41:50stuff
- 41:51and
- 41:51she's
- 41:51like,
- 41:52you
- 41:52know,
- 41:53what,
- 41:54what
- 41:54if.
- 41:54I
- 41:54mean,
- 41:55yeah,
- 41:55she's.
- 41:56She
- 41:57has
- 41:57these
- 41:57what
- 41:57ifs
- 41:57of,
- 41:58like,
- 41:58what
- 41:58if,
- 41:59you
- 41:59know,
- 42:00since
- 42:00he,
- 42:01her
- 42:01dad
- 42:01obviously
- 42:02was
- 42:02in
- 42:03LA
- 42:04and
- 42:04was
- 42:04obviously,
- 42:05like,
- 42:06keeping
- 42:06some
- 42:07tabs
- 42:07on
- 42:07her,
- 42:08like,
- 42:08what
- 42:08if,
- 42:09you
- 42:10know,
- 42:10he
- 42:10had
- 42:10reached
- 42:11out
- 42:11and
- 42:11they
- 42:11had
- 42:12formed
- 42:12some
- 42:12kind
- 42:12of
- 42:12relationship
- 42:14and
- 42:14then
- 42:15Buck
- 42:15is
- 42:15struggling
- 42:16because
- 42:18he's
- 42:19like,
- 42:20I
- 42:20feel
- 42:20like
- 42:20I
- 42:20should
- 42:21move
- 42:21on,
- 42:21but
- 42:21what
- 42:21if
- 42:22she
- 42:22comes
- 42:22back?
- 42:23Like,
- 42:23am
- 42:23I
- 42:23giving
- 42:24up
- 42:24too
- 42:24soon?
- 42:25And
- 42:28Eddie
- 42:29is
- 42:29like,
- 42:30you
- 42:30know,
- 42:30what
- 42:31if
- 42:31she
- 42:31had
- 42:31come
- 42:31back?
- 42:32What
- 42:32if
- 42:32Shanahan
- 42:33come
- 42:33back?
- 42:34And
- 42:36I
- 42:36know
- 42:36I'm
- 42:36skipping
- 42:37around
- 42:37a
- 42:37little
- 42:37bit,
- 42:37but
- 42:37that,
- 42:38that
- 42:38really
- 42:39goes
- 42:39into
- 42:41this
- 42:41idea
- 42:42of
- 42:42hope
- 42:43and
- 42:43waiting,
- 42:44but
- 42:45also
- 42:46closure
- 42:47and
- 42:47grieving.
- 42:48Right.
- 42:49Because
- 42:50you.
- 42:50You
- 42:51want
- 42:51to
- 42:52continue
- 42:52to
- 42:53have
- 42:53hope
- 42:54and
- 42:54hope
- 42:55in
- 42:55people
- 42:55and
- 42:55hope
- 42:55that
- 42:56things
- 42:56will
- 42:57turn
- 42:57out
- 42:57for
- 42:58the
- 42:58better.
- 42:59But
- 42:59like
- 43:00Buck
- 43:00says
- 43:00in
- 43:00the
- 43:01episode,
- 43:01how
- 43:01do
- 43:01you
- 43:01know
- 43:02if
- 43:02you're
- 43:02hanging
- 43:02on
- 43:03too
- 43:03long
- 43:04or
- 43:04giving
- 43:04up
- 43:05too
- 43:05soon?
- 43:05So
- 43:06it's
- 43:06that
- 43:07kind
- 43:07of,
- 43:07like,
- 43:07tension
- 43:08of
- 43:09how
- 43:10much
- 43:10time
- 43:10do
- 43:11you
- 43:11let
- 43:11pass
- 43:13before
- 43:13you
- 43:14let
- 43:14go?
- 43:15So
- 43:16either,
- 43:16like,
- 43:16you
- 43:16let
- 43:17go
- 43:17without
- 43:18closure
- 43:19and
- 43:20you're
- 43:21grieving
- 43:21it
- 43:21anyways,
- 43:22or
- 43:22even
- 43:22if
- 43:23you
- 43:23have
- 43:23let
- 43:24go
- 43:24and
- 43:25you
- 43:25finally
- 43:25do
- 43:25get
- 43:26closure
- 43:27back,
- 43:28you
- 43:28then
- 43:29have
- 43:29to
- 43:29go
- 43:29into
- 43:30grieving
- 43:30it
- 43:30again
- 43:32as
- 43:33a
- 43:34second
- 43:34time
- 43:34sort
- 43:34of
- 43:34thing,
- 43:35because
- 43:35now
- 43:35you
- 43:35know
- 43:37what
- 43:37would
- 43:37have
- 43:37happened.
- 43:38And
- 43:38I
- 43:39feel
- 43:39like
- 43:39we'll
- 43:40see
- 43:40that
- 43:40with
- 43:40Buck
- 43:41and
- 43:41Abby
- 43:42as
- 43:42well
- 43:43at
- 43:43the
- 43:43end
- 43:43of
- 43:44season
- 43:44three.
- 43:45Yeah,
- 43:46I
- 43:46put.
- 43:47I
- 43:47had
- 43:47closure,
- 43:48but
- 43:49specifically,
- 43:50there
- 43:50are
- 43:51two
- 43:51ways
- 43:51that
- 43:52people
- 43:52are
- 43:52Having
- 43:52closure
- 43:52here,
- 43:53which
- 43:53is
- 43:53either
- 43:53finding
- 43:54it
- 43:54or
- 43:55just
- 43:55making
- 43:56it.
- 43:57Because
- 43:58if
- 43:58it's
- 43:59not
- 43:59offered
- 43:59to
- 44:00you,
- 44:01in
- 44:01the
- 44:02case
- 44:02of
- 44:03Buck
- 44:03and
- 44:03Hen,
- 44:04you
- 44:05have
- 44:05to
- 44:05make
- 44:05it.
- 44:06And
- 44:07the
- 44:07next
- 44:07episode
- 44:08is
- 44:08find
- 44:09it
- 44:09or
- 44:09you
- 44:10don't
- 44:10find
- 44:10it.
- 44:10You
- 44:10make
- 44:10it
- 44:17so
- 44:17smart.
- 44:19Oh,
- 44:20my
- 44:20gosh.
- 44:21Impeccable.
- 44:22Yeah,
- 44:23that.
- 44:24So
- 44:24that
- 44:24theme
- 44:25of
- 44:27kind
- 44:27of
- 44:27like
- 44:27making
- 44:28your
- 44:28own
- 44:28closures
- 44:29so
- 44:29you
- 44:29can
- 44:29move
- 44:30on
- 44:31finding
- 44:31versus
- 44:32making
- 44:33goes
- 44:34into
- 44:34the
- 44:34next
- 44:34episode,
- 44:35which
- 44:35we're
- 44:35gonna
- 44:36talk
- 44:36about
- 44:37next
- 44:38time
- 44:38as
- 44:38well.
- 44:39And
- 44:40let's
- 44:40see,
- 44:41there's
- 44:41also
- 44:41like
- 44:42this
- 44:42theme
- 44:43of
- 44:44notifying
- 44:44next
- 44:45of
- 44:45kin.
- 44:45Right.
- 44:46So
- 44:46in.
- 44:47In
- 44:47terms
- 44:47of
- 44:48finding
- 44:49closure,
- 44:49I
- 44:50guess,
- 44:51you
- 44:51know,
- 44:51or.
- 44:52Or
- 44:52when
- 44:52closure
- 44:53is
- 44:53thrust
- 44:54upon
- 44:54you,
- 44:55you
- 44:55know,
- 44:56I
- 44:57don't.
- 44:58When.
- 44:59When
- 45:00you
- 45:00are
- 45:01given
- 45:01closure,
- 45:02like.
- 45:03Like
- 45:03when
- 45:03Athena
- 45:04goes
- 45:04to
- 45:05the
- 45:06wife
- 45:06of
- 45:06the
- 45:07deceased
- 45:08hiker
- 45:08or
- 45:10so
- 45:11she
- 45:11notifies
- 45:12his
- 45:12next
- 45:12of
- 45:12kin.
- 45:13Hen's
- 45:14father
- 45:15was.
- 45:16They
- 45:16were
- 45:16trying
- 45:17to
- 45:17find
- 45:18his
- 45:19next
- 45:19of
- 45:19kin
- 45:19so
- 45:20they
- 45:20could
- 45:20decide
- 45:21what
- 45:21to
- 45:21do
- 45:21for
- 45:22him.
- 45:23Notifying
- 45:24next
- 45:24of
- 45:24kin
- 45:25for
- 45:25Eddie,
- 45:26contacting
- 45:26Shannon,
- 45:27which
- 45:27he
- 45:27would
- 45:28not
- 45:28have
- 45:28otherwise
- 45:29if
- 45:29he
- 45:29didn't
- 45:29have
- 45:29to
- 45:30do
- 45:30this
- 45:32interview
- 45:32for
- 45:32the
- 45:33school.
- 45:34So
- 45:35there's
- 45:35like
- 45:35that
- 45:36element
- 45:36as
- 45:37well,
- 45:37I
- 45:37think,
- 45:38which.
- 45:38Which
- 45:38kind
- 45:38of
- 45:39connects
- 45:39to
- 45:40like
- 45:40resurfacing
- 45:42or
- 45:43shall
- 45:43we
- 45:43say
- 45:44unearthing
- 45:46in
- 45:46a
- 45:46very
- 45:47literal
- 45:47sense.
- 45:48I
- 45:48said
- 45:48unearthing
- 45:49because
- 45:49of
- 45:49the
- 45:49graveyard
- 45:50thing,
- 45:50not
- 45:50because
- 45:51of
- 45:51the.
- 45:51Well,
- 45:52sure,
- 45:53but,
- 45:54you
- 45:54know,
- 45:57and
- 45:59so
- 45:59like
- 45:59resurfacing
- 46:00after
- 46:00no
- 46:01contact,
- 46:01and
- 46:01then
- 46:01all
- 46:01of
- 46:01a
- 46:01sudden
- 46:02like,
- 46:02boom,
- 46:03they're
- 46:03there
- 46:03and
- 46:03what
- 46:03do
- 46:03you
- 46:04do
- 46:04in
- 46:05any
- 46:05kind
- 46:06of
- 46:06sense
- 46:06of
- 46:07what
- 46:07there
- 46:08is.
- 46:09So
- 46:10like
- 46:10this
- 46:10unearthing
- 46:11as
- 46:11well
- 46:12also,
- 46:13Chimney
- 46:14mentions
- 46:14it.
- 46:16Just
- 46:16a
- 46:16little
- 46:17tie
- 46:17back
- 46:17to
- 46:17the
- 46:17earthquake,
- 46:19how
- 46:20that
- 46:21shifted
- 46:22things
- 46:23under
- 46:24the
- 46:24surface.
- 46:25So
- 46:26they're
- 46:26walking
- 46:26on
- 46:27eggshells
- 46:28and
- 46:28bubble
- 46:28wrap.
- 46:28He
- 46:28says.
- 46:29So
- 46:29this.
- 46:30This
- 46:30feeling
- 46:31of
- 46:32like
- 46:32shifting
- 46:33sands
- 46:34or
- 46:35wide
- 46:35reaching
- 46:35effects
- 46:36of
- 46:36unstable
- 46:37ground,
- 46:38which
- 46:39also.
- 46:40And
- 46:40also
- 46:40like
- 46:40going
- 46:41back
- 46:41to
- 46:41the
- 46:41earthquake,
- 46:42the
- 46:42release
- 46:43of
- 46:43pressure
- 46:45which
- 46:45causes
- 46:46a
- 46:46collapse.
- 46:46And
- 46:46that's
- 46:47the.
- 46:47That's
- 46:48physically
- 46:48seen
- 46:49in
- 46:49the
- 46:49sinkhole.
- 46:50So
- 46:50we
- 46:51still
- 46:51see
- 46:51this
- 46:51element
- 46:52of
- 46:53pressure
- 46:53and
- 46:54release
- 46:54that
- 46:54we
- 46:55saw
- 46:55in
- 46:55the
- 46:55first
- 46:55episode
- 46:56of
- 46:56the
- 46:56season
- 46:57and
- 46:58how
- 46:59that
- 47:00creates.
- 47:01So
- 47:01we
- 47:02see
- 47:02like
- 47:02more
- 47:02the
- 47:03effect
- 47:03of
- 47:04that
- 47:04and
- 47:04how
- 47:04that
- 47:05creates
- 47:05this
- 47:05like,
- 47:06rocky
- 47:08terrain
- 47:10and
- 47:10that
- 47:11these
- 47:12characters
- 47:13have
- 47:13to
- 47:14traverse
- 47:15in,
- 47:16like,
- 47:16their
- 47:16relationships
- 47:17and
- 47:17stuff.
- 47:17And
- 47:18if
- 47:18that
- 47:18makes
- 47:19sense,
- 47:20I
- 47:21think
- 47:21that
- 47:21covered
- 47:21it.
- 47:26Who's
- 47:27cooking?
- 47:31Oh,
- 47:32speaking
- 47:32of
- 47:33unearthing,
- 47:36so
- 47:36Athena
- 47:37gets
- 47:37a
- 47:38little
- 47:38arc
- 47:39in
- 47:39this
- 47:39episode,
- 47:40but
- 47:40what
- 47:41is
- 47:41really
- 47:41cool
- 47:41is
- 47:42how
- 47:43it's
- 47:43kind
- 47:44of
- 47:44like
- 47:44laying
- 47:44the
- 47:44crumbs
- 47:45for
- 47:46some
- 47:46stuff
- 47:47that
- 47:47happens
- 47:48in
- 47:48the
- 47:48future.
- 47:49And
- 47:49like
- 47:49her
- 47:49Begins
- 47:50episode
- 47:51and
- 47:51then
- 47:52season
- 47:53six.
- 47:54Yeah.
- 47:55Which
- 47:56again,
- 47:57everything
- 47:59is.
- 48:01Everything
- 48:01is
- 48:02connected
- 48:02and
- 48:02not
- 48:02being.
- 48:03Everything
- 48:03is
- 48:03connected.
- 48:04Everything
- 48:05has
- 48:05intention.
- 48:06We
- 48:06have
- 48:06connected.
- 48:07Shit.
- 48:08But
- 48:08yeah.
- 48:08So
- 48:09basically
- 48:09the
- 48:10origin
- 48:10of
- 48:10her
- 48:11wanting
- 48:11to
- 48:13be
- 48:13a
- 48:13cop
- 48:14is
- 48:15because
- 48:15of
- 48:17this
- 48:17tragedy
- 48:18happening
- 48:18to
- 48:20her
- 48:20next
- 48:20door
- 48:20neighbor
- 48:21who
- 48:21was
- 48:22a
- 48:22kid
- 48:22and
- 48:22it
- 48:23was
- 48:23an
- 48:23unsolved
- 48:24case.
- 48:25A
- 48:26cold
- 48:26case.
- 48:26So
- 48:27a
- 48:27cold
- 48:27case.
- 48:28And
- 48:29I
- 48:29think
- 48:29distinctly
- 48:30what
- 48:31pulls
- 48:31her
- 48:32to
- 48:32this
- 48:32specific
- 48:33case,
- 48:33other
- 48:33than
- 48:33the
- 48:34similarities,
- 48:35is
- 48:35that
- 48:36she.
- 48:37Other
- 48:38officers
- 48:39don't
- 48:39want
- 48:39to
- 48:39work
- 48:39on
- 48:39it
- 48:40because
- 48:41they
- 48:41want
- 48:41to
- 48:41work
- 48:41on
- 48:42things
- 48:43that
- 48:43just
- 48:43happened,
- 48:44you
- 48:44know,
- 48:45and
- 48:45finding
- 48:45people
- 48:46to
- 48:46try
- 48:47and
- 48:47help
- 48:48people
- 48:48who
- 48:48are
- 48:49still
- 48:49alive
- 48:49or
- 48:50not.
- 48:50Dead
- 48:51ends
- 48:51that
- 48:51are
- 48:51dead
- 48:51ends.
- 48:52Exactly.
- 48:52Yes.
- 48:53Sorry
- 48:53for
- 48:53the
- 48:53phrasing.
- 48:54Yeah.
- 48:55But
- 48:56so
- 48:57she,
- 48:57she.
- 48:58She,
- 48:58you
- 48:58know,
- 48:59volunteered.
- 49:00She
- 49:00volunteered
- 49:01for
- 49:01this.
- 49:01And
- 49:02like,
- 49:02as
- 49:02Bobby
- 49:02said,
- 49:03she.
- 49:03He
- 49:03was
- 49:03like,
- 49:03this
- 49:04isn't
- 49:04like
- 49:04your
- 49:05thing.
- 49:05And
- 49:05she
- 49:05was
- 49:05like,
- 49:05I
- 49:05can
- 49:06do
- 49:06whatever
- 49:06the
- 49:06fuck
- 49:06I
- 49:06want,
- 49:07basically.
- 49:08So
- 49:09true
- 49:09Queen.
- 49:10Which
- 49:10I
- 49:10don't
- 49:11think
- 49:11is
- 49:11even
- 49:12realistic
- 49:12for
- 49:12her
- 49:12position.
- 49:13But
- 49:13nothing
- 49:13about
- 49:13what
- 49:14Athena
- 49:14does
- 49:14is
- 49:14realistic.
- 49:15I'm
- 49:15fine
- 49:16with
- 49:16that.
- 49:16She
- 49:16can
- 49:16do
- 49:16whatever
- 49:17she
- 49:17wants.
- 49:17She
- 49:17can
- 49:17do
- 49:17what
- 49:17she
- 49:17wants.
- 49:18But
- 49:18I
- 49:18do
- 49:19love
- 49:19that
- 49:19Bobby
- 49:19points
- 49:20out,
- 49:20like,
- 49:20this
- 49:20isn't
- 49:21your
- 49:21usual
- 49:21beat.
- 49:22And
- 49:22she's
- 49:22just
- 49:22like,
- 49:22I'm
- 49:23a
- 49:23field
- 49:23sergeant.
- 49:24Yeah.
- 49:24I
- 49:24go
- 49:25wherever
- 49:25I
- 49:25want.
- 49:26Makes
- 49:26a
- 49:26phone
- 49:26call
- 49:27and
- 49:27then,
- 49:27then
- 49:27he's
- 49:28like,
- 49:28are
- 49:28you
- 49:28gonna
- 49:28help
- 49:28me
- 49:28clean?
- 49:29She's
- 49:29like,
- 49:29bye.
- 49:32Which
- 49:34respect.
- 49:35Because
- 49:35I
- 49:36would
- 49:36not
- 49:36want
- 49:36to.
- 49:37Those
- 49:37were
- 49:38a
- 49:38lot
- 49:38of
- 49:38pumpkins.
- 49:39Yeah,
- 49:39they
- 49:40got
- 49:40so
- 49:40many
- 49:40pumpkins.
- 49:41I
- 49:41love
- 49:41that
- 49:41Bobby
- 49:42was
- 49:42making
- 49:43ghosts
- 49:44for
- 49:44Buck.
- 49:45For
- 49:45Buck.
- 49:46Father
- 49:46behavior.
- 49:48Yes.
- 49:48Talking
- 49:49to
- 49:49other
- 49:49kids
- 49:49about
- 49:50his
- 49:50other
- 49:50kid
- 49:51and
- 49:51was
- 49:51like,
- 49:51we
- 49:52gotta
- 49:52make
- 49:52ghosts
- 49:53for
- 49:53your
- 49:53brother.
- 49:54For
- 49:54your
- 49:54big
- 49:54brother.
- 49:55Because
- 49:55he's
- 49:56convinced
- 49:57that
- 49:57A
- 49:58ghost
- 49:58called
- 49:58911.
- 50:00He's
- 50:01so
- 50:01silly.
- 50:01Goofy.
- 50:02Quick
- 50:02tangent
- 50:03on
- 50:03Bobby
- 50:03really
- 50:04quickly
- 50:04because
- 50:04I
- 50:04just
- 50:04wanted
- 50:05to
- 50:05like
- 50:06mention
- 50:06this.
- 50:07So
- 50:07like,
- 50:08yeah,
- 50:09they're
- 50:09making
- 50:10a
- 50:10bunch
- 50:10of
- 50:10ghosts
- 50:11for
- 50:11Buck
- 50:12because
- 50:12he's
- 50:12doing
- 50:12like
- 50:13this
- 50:13little
- 50:13like
- 50:13ribbing
- 50:14thing.
- 50:15But
- 50:16when
- 50:17Athena
- 50:18asks,
- 50:18you
- 50:18know,
- 50:19like,
- 50:19what
- 50:19do
- 50:20you
- 50:20think
- 50:20about
- 50:21this?
- 50:21And
- 50:22you
- 50:23know,
- 50:23like,
- 50:23do
- 50:23you
- 50:23think
- 50:23it
- 50:23was
- 50:24a
- 50:24ghost?
- 50:24Do
- 50:24you
- 50:24think
- 50:25it
- 50:25wasn't?
- 50:25And
- 50:26Bobby
- 50:26does
- 50:26this
- 50:27like
- 50:27very
- 50:28Bobby
- 50:28thing
- 50:29where
- 50:29he
- 50:30answers
- 50:31without
- 50:31answering,
- 50:32which
- 50:32he
- 50:33does
- 50:33a
- 50:33lot,
- 50:34right?
- 50:35He's
- 50:36like,
- 50:36in,
- 50:37in
- 50:37response,
- 50:38he's
- 50:38like,
- 50:38well,
- 50:39I
- 50:39think
- 50:40that
- 50:40there
- 50:40was
- 50:41someone
- 50:42who
- 50:42called
- 50:43and.
- 50:43And
- 50:44probably
- 50:44saw
- 50:44this
- 50:45hiker,
- 50:45like
- 50:45go
- 50:45off
- 50:45the
- 50:46edge
- 50:46and
- 50:46called
- 50:46911
- 50:47for
- 50:47them
- 50:47and
- 50:47then
- 50:48just
- 50:48like
- 50:48hung
- 50:48up.
- 50:49Like
- 50:49the
- 50:50most
- 50:50kind
- 50:51of
- 50:52boring,
- 50:52logical
- 50:53answer,
- 50:54most
- 50:55likely
- 50:55possibility.
- 50:57But
- 50:57he
- 50:57doesn't
- 50:58answer
- 50:58whether
- 50:59or
- 50:59not
- 50:59he
- 51:00thinks
- 51:00ghosts
- 51:00Are
- 51:01real,
- 51:02which
- 51:02was
- 51:02the
- 51:02question.
- 51:03So
- 51:03he
- 51:04completely
- 51:04like
- 51:04obfuscated
- 51:05it,
- 51:06which
- 51:06he
- 51:06also
- 51:07does
- 51:08looking
- 51:08forward
- 51:10in
- 51:10the
- 51:11Jinx
- 51:11episode.
- 51:12Oh
- 51:13my
- 51:13God.
- 51:13Right
- 51:14in.
- 51:15He's
- 51:15like,
- 51:15I'm
- 51:15Switzerland.
- 51:17Yeah.
- 51:17Because
- 51:18in.
- 51:19In
- 51:19that
- 51:20very
- 51:20same
- 51:20vein,
- 51:21you
- 51:21know
- 51:22when
- 51:22they're
- 51:22saying
- 51:22the
- 51:23like
- 51:23talking
- 51:24about
- 51:24the
- 51:24keyword
- 51:24and
- 51:25everything
- 51:25like
- 51:25that,
- 51:25and
- 51:25he
- 51:26just
- 51:26kind
- 51:26of
- 51:26like,
- 51:27I
- 51:27think
- 51:27everybody
- 51:28can
- 51:28think
- 51:28what
- 51:29they
- 51:29think
- 51:30and
- 51:31that's
- 51:31fine.
- 51:31But
- 51:31he
- 51:32doesn't
- 51:32answer
- 51:33for
- 51:33himself.
- 51:33And
- 51:33I
- 51:34just
- 51:34think
- 51:34that's
- 51:34really
- 51:35funny
- 51:36because
- 51:36it's
- 51:36just
- 51:37another
- 51:37example
- 51:37of
- 51:38him
- 51:38like
- 51:40not
- 51:40disclosing
- 51:41his
- 51:41personal
- 51:42beliefs.
- 51:43Well,
- 51:43I
- 51:43feel
- 51:43like,
- 51:44I
- 51:44feel
- 51:45like
- 51:45that's
- 51:45one
- 51:45thing,
- 51:45but
- 51:45I
- 51:46also
- 51:46feel
- 51:46like
- 51:46he's
- 51:46like
- 51:47trying
- 51:47to
- 51:47make
- 51:47it
- 51:48make
- 51:48sense
- 51:48to
- 51:49himself
- 51:49because
- 51:50if
- 51:50he
- 51:50puts
- 51:50too
- 51:51much
- 51:51into
- 51:51it,
- 51:52he's.
- 51:53He'll
- 51:54also
- 51:54be
- 51:54just
- 51:55like
- 51:55them.
- 51:55He's
- 51:55got
- 51:55to
- 51:56keep
- 51:56it
- 51:56together.
- 51:57Right.
- 51:59I
- 52:00wonder
- 52:00if
- 52:00he
- 52:00feels
- 52:01like
- 52:01he
- 52:01needs
- 52:01to
- 52:02be
- 52:02the
- 52:02voice
- 52:02of
- 52:02reason,
- 52:03you
- 52:04know,
- 52:04when
- 52:06everyone's
- 52:06going
- 52:06on
- 52:07like
- 52:07these
- 52:08kind
- 52:08of
- 52:09spiritual
- 52:10woo
- 52:10woo,
- 52:11like
- 52:12kind
- 52:12of
- 52:12tangents.
- 52:13Well,
- 52:13yeah,
- 52:13because
- 52:13the
- 52:14three
- 52:14of
- 52:14because
- 52:15and
- 52:15chimney
- 52:15and
- 52:16Buck
- 52:17are
- 52:18all
- 52:19varying
- 52:19degrees
- 52:20and
- 52:20flavors
- 52:21of
- 52:21like
- 52:22superstitious
- 52:22and.
- 52:24Yeah.
- 52:24And
- 52:24then
- 52:25there's
- 52:25Eddie
- 52:25who
- 52:25doesn't
- 52:26want
- 52:26to.
- 52:27But
- 52:27like
- 52:27then
- 52:27he
- 52:27was
- 52:27like,
- 52:29oh
- 52:29yeah,
- 52:29what
- 52:30about
- 52:30your
- 52:30necklace?
- 52:31You're
- 52:31believing
- 52:32in
- 52:32that.
- 52:33Exactly.
- 52:35Well,
- 52:36what's
- 52:36it
- 52:37people
- 52:37always
- 52:37say
- 52:38this
- 52:38in
- 52:38fix
- 52:38and
- 52:38I.
- 52:39It's
- 52:39accurate
- 52:40is
- 52:40that
- 52:40he's
- 52:41not,
- 52:41he's
- 52:41not
- 52:42superstitious.
- 52:42He
- 52:42doesn't
- 52:43like
- 52:43believe
- 52:43in
- 52:43ghosts.
- 52:43But
- 52:44he
- 52:44believes
- 52:44in
- 52:44signs.
- 52:46Bobby
- 52:46does.
- 52:48No,
- 52:48Eddie.
- 52:49Oh
- 52:49yeah.
- 52:50He
- 52:50believes
- 52:51in
- 52:51signs
- 52:51and
- 52:51then
- 52:53does
- 52:53stupid
- 52:53things
- 52:54because
- 52:54he
- 52:54thinks
- 52:54things
- 52:55are
- 52:55signs.
- 52:56Well,
- 52:56I
- 52:57think
- 52:57he
- 52:58doesn't
- 52:58put
- 52:59weight
- 52:59into
- 52:59them.
- 52:59But
- 53:00then
- 53:00they
- 53:00keep
- 53:00showing
- 53:01up
- 53:01for
- 53:01him
- 53:01and
- 53:01he
- 53:01doesn't
- 53:02want
- 53:02to
- 53:02like
- 53:03pay
- 53:03attention
- 53:03to
- 53:04them.
- 53:04I
- 53:05don't
- 53:05think
- 53:05Eddie
- 53:05wants
- 53:06to
- 53:06believe
- 53:06that
- 53:07they're
- 53:07signs.
- 53:07But
- 53:07like
- 53:08signs
- 53:09keep
- 53:09showing
- 53:09up
- 53:09for
- 53:10him.
- 53:10But
- 53:11I
- 53:11was
- 53:11also
- 53:11just
- 53:11going
- 53:11to
- 53:12say
- 53:12I
- 53:12wonder
- 53:12too
- 53:13if
- 53:13Bobby
- 53:14finds
- 53:15it
- 53:15kind
- 53:15of
- 53:16difficult
- 53:16to.
- 53:19Look
- 53:19at.
- 53:19The
- 53:19more
- 53:20like
- 53:20spiritual,
- 53:23you
- 53:24know,
- 53:24that
- 53:24kind
- 53:24of
- 53:24aspect
- 53:25of
- 53:25stuff.
- 53:26I
- 53:26wonder
- 53:27if
- 53:27he
- 53:27thinks
- 53:27that
- 53:27it
- 53:28like
- 53:28conflicts
- 53:29with
- 53:29his
- 53:30faith.
- 53:31Could
- 53:31be.
- 53:31So
- 53:31I
- 53:32was
- 53:32gonna
- 53:32say
- 53:33I
- 53:33feel
- 53:33like
- 53:33it's
- 53:34very
- 53:34hard
- 53:35one
- 53:35or
- 53:35other
- 53:36direction.
- 53:36Right.
- 53:37So
- 53:37like
- 53:37my
- 53:38family,
- 53:39very
- 53:39staunchly
- 53:40ghosts
- 53:41are
- 53:41not
- 53:42real.
- 53:42But
- 53:42like
- 53:43they
- 53:44don't
- 53:44believe
- 53:44this
- 53:44anymore.
- 53:46But
- 53:46like
- 53:47definitely
- 53:47we're
- 53:48like,
- 53:48yes,
- 53:48like
- 53:48demons.
- 53:49And
- 53:50I'm
- 53:50like,
- 53:50what's
- 53:50the
- 53:50difference
- 53:51between
- 53:51like
- 53:51demonic
- 53:52spirits
- 53:52and
- 53:52ghosts?
- 53:53Like
- 53:53are
- 53:53we
- 53:53not
- 53:54saying
- 53:54the
- 53:54same
- 53:54thing
- 53:55but
- 53:55different
- 53:55words?
- 53:56Like,
- 53:56I
- 53:56don't.
- 53:57But
- 53:57I,
- 53:57I
- 53:57Definitely
- 53:58feel
- 53:58like
- 53:58you
- 53:59either
- 53:59as
- 53:59a
- 54:00religious
- 54:00person,
- 54:00either
- 54:01like
- 54:01really
- 54:01believe
- 54:02in
- 54:02that
- 54:02stuff
- 54:02because
- 54:02you
- 54:02already
- 54:03believe
- 54:03in
- 54:03the
- 54:03woo
- 54:04woo
- 54:04or
- 54:07and
- 54:07you
- 54:08like
- 54:08work
- 54:08that
- 54:08into
- 54:09like
- 54:09your
- 54:09belief
- 54:10system
- 54:10there,
- 54:11or
- 54:12you're
- 54:12just
- 54:12like,
- 54:13it's
- 54:14not
- 54:14in.
- 54:14It's
- 54:15not
- 54:15in
- 54:15the
- 54:15book
- 54:15that
- 54:16I'm
- 54:16reading.
- 54:16So
- 54:17it
- 54:17doesn't
- 54:18exist.
- 54:19So
- 54:19I
- 54:19just
- 54:19wanted
- 54:19to
- 54:20go
- 54:20on
- 54:20that
- 54:20brief
- 54:21tangent.
- 54:21Yes,
- 54:21back
- 54:22to
- 54:22Athena,
- 54:23but
- 54:24back
- 54:24to
- 54:24Athena.
- 54:25So,
- 54:26yeah,
- 54:26she's
- 54:27really
- 54:27drawn
- 54:27to
- 54:27this
- 54:28case,
- 54:29really
- 54:30focused
- 54:30on
- 54:30solving
- 54:31it
- 54:31because
- 54:31she
- 54:32wants
- 54:32to
- 54:32give
- 54:33any
- 54:34next
- 54:34of
- 54:34kin
- 54:35closure
- 54:36because
- 54:37she
- 54:38watched
- 54:39her
- 54:39neighbors
- 54:42watch
- 54:42that
- 54:42whole
- 54:43family
- 54:43who
- 54:43lost
- 54:44their
- 54:44daughter
- 54:44or
- 54:44sister.
- 54:45And
- 54:46she
- 54:46said
- 54:46something
- 54:47like,
- 54:47like
- 54:48aged
- 54:48them.
- 54:48It
- 54:49changed
- 54:49them
- 54:49very
- 54:49quickly.
- 54:50She
- 54:50was
- 54:50like
- 54:50even
- 54:50a.
- 54:51Even
- 54:51a
- 54:51week
- 54:51later,
- 54:52she.
- 54:53So
- 54:53she
- 54:53says
- 54:55when
- 54:55she's
- 54:56talking
- 54:56with
- 54:56hen,
- 54:57she
- 54:57says
- 54:58she
- 54:59remembers
- 55:00how
- 55:00much
- 55:01the
- 55:01parents
- 55:01changed,
- 55:02like
- 55:03in
- 55:03just
- 55:03a
- 55:03week
- 55:04of
- 55:04not
- 55:04knowing.
- 55:05And
- 55:05there
- 55:05we
- 55:05have
- 55:05the
- 55:06not
- 55:06knowing
- 55:06again.
- 55:08It
- 55:08was
- 55:08enough
- 55:09to
- 55:09age
- 55:09them.
- 55:09And
- 55:09by
- 55:10six
- 55:10months,
- 55:11another
- 55:12six.
- 55:16By
- 55:16six
- 55:17months
- 55:17they
- 55:17were
- 55:17totally
- 55:18broken.
- 55:19So
- 55:20they
- 55:21had
- 55:21lost.
- 55:22It
- 55:22seemed
- 55:22like
- 55:23they
- 55:23had
- 55:23lost
- 55:24hope
- 55:24and
- 55:25they
- 55:25kind
- 55:26of
- 55:26became
- 55:26ghosts
- 55:27themselves
- 55:29a
- 55:29little
- 55:30bit.
- 55:30Right?
- 55:31Yeah.
- 55:33And
- 55:33that
- 55:34seems
- 55:34to
- 55:35really
- 55:35have
- 55:36stuck
- 55:36with
- 55:36her
- 55:37and
- 55:38you
- 55:39know,
- 55:40obviously
- 55:40why
- 55:41she.
- 55:42She
- 55:42kind
- 55:42of
- 55:43became
- 55:44like
- 55:44a
- 55:44little
- 55:45dog
- 55:45with
- 55:45a
- 55:45bone
- 55:46about
- 55:46this
- 55:46case,
- 55:47this
- 55:47cold
- 55:47case.
- 55:47Because
- 55:49if
- 55:49she
- 55:49can
- 55:49help
- 55:50solve
- 55:50this
- 55:50one
- 55:51that's
- 55:52one
- 55:53step
- 55:53closer
- 55:54maybe
- 55:55or
- 55:56something
- 55:56that
- 55:57she
- 55:57can
- 55:57do
- 55:58that
- 55:58she
- 55:59couldn't
- 55:59have
- 56:01done
- 56:01with
- 56:01the
- 56:01other
- 56:01one.
- 56:02So
- 56:03it's
- 56:03not
- 56:03exactly
- 56:04like
- 56:04the,
- 56:04like
- 56:05the
- 56:05148
- 56:06names
- 56:06for
- 56:06Bobby,
- 56:07like
- 56:07making
- 56:07up
- 56:07for
- 56:08it.
- 56:08But
- 56:08like
- 56:09she's
- 56:09still.
- 56:10I
- 56:10feel
- 56:10like
- 56:11she
- 56:11very
- 56:12much
- 56:12like.
- 56:12She
- 56:12has
- 56:13all
- 56:13empathizes
- 56:14with
- 56:14personal
- 56:15empathy
- 56:15for
- 56:16it.
- 56:16Yeah.
- 56:17Empathy
- 56:18is
- 56:18another
- 56:20theme
- 56:20in
- 56:21this
- 56:21episode
- 56:21as
- 56:21well.
- 56:22Like
- 56:23seeing
- 56:23something
- 56:24from
- 56:24another
- 56:24person's
- 56:25perspective.
- 56:25Another
- 56:25person's
- 56:26perspective.
- 56:27Yeah.
- 56:28Once
- 56:28she
- 56:28actually
- 56:29solves
- 56:30this
- 56:30case.
- 56:31Right.
- 56:32Which
- 56:33props
- 56:33to
- 56:33her
- 56:34because
- 56:34it
- 56:34wouldn't
- 56:34have
- 56:34been
- 56:35solved
- 56:35if
- 56:35she
- 56:36didn't
- 56:36take
- 56:36it
- 56:36upon
- 56:37herself,
- 56:38you
- 56:38know,
- 56:38kind
- 56:38of
- 56:39outside
- 56:39of
- 56:39her
- 56:41job
- 56:41jurisdiction
- 56:42a
- 56:42little
- 56:42bit.
- 56:43It
- 56:43would
- 56:43have
- 56:44kept
- 56:44on
- 56:44just
- 56:44like
- 56:45being
- 56:45that.
- 56:47That
- 56:48lack
- 56:49of
- 56:49closure
- 56:49for
- 56:50this
- 56:50family.
- 56:52So
- 56:52like
- 56:53she
- 56:53really
- 56:53is
- 56:54the
- 56:55person
- 56:55that
- 56:56is
- 56:56that
- 56:57solved
- 56:57the
- 56:57case
- 56:58or
- 56:59took
- 57:00care
- 57:00of
- 57:00the
- 57:00importance
- 57:01of
- 57:01that,
- 57:01because
- 57:02she
- 57:02knew
- 57:03that.
- 57:03And
- 57:03I
- 57:04think
- 57:04Maddie
- 57:05touches
- 57:06on
- 57:06this
- 57:06as
- 57:06well
- 57:07when
- 57:07she
- 57:07talks
- 57:07to
- 57:08buck
- 57:08this
- 57:09idea
- 57:09of,
- 57:10you
- 57:10know,
- 57:11thinking
- 57:12or
- 57:12understanding
- 57:13what
- 57:14that
- 57:14person
- 57:15would
- 57:16be
- 57:16going
- 57:16through
- 57:17that,
- 57:17you
- 57:17know,
- 57:18is
- 57:19wrestling
- 57:19with
- 57:20the
- 57:20losing
- 57:21hope
- 57:21or
- 57:21not
- 57:22giving
- 57:22up
- 57:22hope
- 57:22and
- 57:23everything
- 57:23like
- 57:23that.
- 57:24And
- 57:25so
- 57:25Athena
- 57:26delivers
- 57:27the
- 57:27news
- 57:27to
- 57:28the
- 57:28wife
- 57:29of
- 57:29the
- 57:29deceased
- 57:29hiker
- 57:31and
- 57:32the
- 57:32wife
- 57:33says
- 57:33that,
- 57:34you
- 57:35know,
- 57:35he
- 57:35had
- 57:35been
- 57:35missing
- 57:36for
- 57:36seven
- 57:36years.
- 57:36And
- 57:37I
- 57:37think
- 57:37that's
- 57:37important
- 57:38because
- 57:38also
- 57:38in
- 57:38that
- 57:39conversation
- 57:39with
- 57:39Maddie
- 57:40and
- 57:40Buck,
- 57:41they
- 57:41mention
- 57:42that,
- 57:43you
- 57:43know,
- 57:43after
- 57:44six
- 57:44or
- 57:44seven
- 57:44years
- 57:45you
- 57:45can
- 57:45legally
- 57:46declare
- 57:46a
- 57:46person
- 57:47dead.
- 57:48And
- 57:48Maddie
- 57:48goes
- 57:48on
- 57:49to
- 57:49say,
- 57:49you
- 57:49know,
- 57:49like,
- 57:50you
- 57:51know,
- 57:51that
- 57:51must
- 57:51be
- 57:51awful
- 57:52to
- 57:52declare
- 57:52that
- 57:53you've
- 57:53lost
- 57:53hope.
- 57:54The
- 57:54wife
- 57:55never
- 57:55lost
- 57:55hope.
- 57:56She.
- 57:56It
- 57:56was
- 57:56that
- 57:57it
- 57:57was
- 57:58like
- 57:58that
- 57:59time
- 57:59period
- 58:00where
- 58:00she
- 58:00could
- 58:00have
- 58:01petitioned
- 58:01to
- 58:01have
- 58:02him
- 58:02declared
- 58:03dead,
- 58:04but
- 58:04she
- 58:05never
- 58:05lost
- 58:05hope.
- 58:05Athena
- 58:06specifically
- 58:06says
- 58:07she
- 58:07saw
- 58:07the
- 58:07missing
- 58:08persons
- 58:08report
- 58:09and
- 58:09not
- 58:09anything
- 58:10else.
- 58:11So
- 58:11even
- 58:12in
- 58:12that
- 58:12timeframe,
- 58:13like,
- 58:13she
- 58:13never
- 58:13lost
- 58:14hope.
- 58:15But
- 58:16also
- 58:16the
- 58:16wife
- 58:17was
- 58:18so
- 58:18mad.
- 58:19Not
- 58:19that
- 58:19people
- 58:20thought
- 58:20that
- 58:21her
- 58:21husband
- 58:21had
- 58:21left
- 58:22her,
- 58:22but
- 58:23she
- 58:23was
- 58:23so
- 58:23mad
- 58:24that
- 58:24nobody
- 58:25believed
- 58:25in
- 58:25him
- 58:26that
- 58:27he
- 58:27wouldn't
- 58:28up
- 58:28and
- 58:28leave
- 58:28her
- 58:29like
- 58:29that.
- 58:29And
- 58:30I
- 58:30thought
- 58:30that
- 58:30was
- 58:31an
- 58:31interesting
- 58:32maybe
- 58:32parallel
- 58:33to
- 58:33Eddie
- 58:33and
- 58:34Shannon
- 58:35as
- 58:35well,
- 58:36that
- 58:36Eddie
- 58:37hasn't
- 58:38given
- 58:39up
- 58:39the
- 58:40hope
- 58:40that
- 58:41he
- 58:41can
- 58:41do
- 58:41what's
- 58:42best
- 58:42for
- 58:42Chris,
- 58:42which
- 58:43I
- 58:43do
- 58:43want
- 58:43to
- 58:43get
- 58:43in
- 58:44into
- 58:45later.
- 58:47But
- 58:49I
- 58:49thought
- 58:50that
- 58:50was
- 58:50an
- 58:50interesting
- 58:51parallel
- 58:51because
- 58:51we
- 58:52see
- 58:52a
- 58:52lot
- 58:52of
- 58:52that
- 58:53people
- 58:54saying
- 58:54oh
- 58:54or
- 58:55implying
- 58:56Eddie
- 58:57always
- 58:57thinks
- 58:57he
- 58:57knows
- 58:58best
- 58:59is
- 58:59sarcastic.
- 59:00But
- 59:01Eddie
- 59:01hasn't
- 59:01given
- 59:01up
- 59:02hope
- 59:02in
- 59:02himself
- 59:03that
- 59:04he's
- 59:04doing
- 59:04what's
- 59:04best,
- 59:05even
- 59:05though
- 59:05other
- 59:05people
- 59:07maybe
- 59:08have,
- 59:08maybe
- 59:09haven't.
- 59:10So
- 59:10I
- 59:10thought
- 59:11that
- 59:11could
- 59:11be
- 59:11a
- 59:11possible
- 59:11parallel.
- 59:12I
- 59:12don't
- 59:12know
- 59:13if
- 59:13this
- 59:13is
- 59:13even
- 59:13relevant
- 59:14anymore,
- 59:14but
- 59:15I
- 59:15did
- 59:16pick
- 59:16up
- 59:17crumbs
- 59:18because.
- 59:19Crumbs.
- 59:20Crumbs.
- 59:21Because,
- 59:23well,
- 59:23whatever,
- 59:24we'll
- 59:24disregard
- 59:25my
- 59:25thought
- 59:25process
- 59:26for
- 59:26that.
- 59:26But
- 59:27like,
- 59:28but
- 59:29I
- 59:29did
- 59:29pick
- 59:29up
- 59:30crumbs,
- 59:30like
- 59:31in
- 59:31terms
- 59:32of
- 59:32Athena's
- 59:33story
- 59:33and
- 59:33a
- 59:33little
- 59:34bit
- 59:34of
- 59:34that
- 59:34flash
- 59:35forward
- 59:37aspect
- 59:37of
- 59:37it.
- 59:38So
- 59:39I,
- 59:40like,
- 59:40I,
- 59:40I
- 59:41had
- 59:41completely
- 59:42forgotten
- 59:42that
- 59:42she
- 59:42actually
- 59:43did
- 59:43have
- 59:43like
- 59:43the,
- 59:44the
- 59:44whole
- 59:44backstory.
- 59:45So
- 59:45I
- 59:45think
- 59:45I
- 59:45was
- 59:45like
- 59:46reacting
- 59:47as
- 59:47I
- 59:47was
- 59:48watching.
- 59:49So
- 59:49like
- 59:49it
- 59:49just
- 59:50kept.
- 59:51So
- 59:51that's
- 59:51why
- 59:51I
- 59:51was
- 59:51like,
- 59:52I
- 59:53was
- 59:53like
- 59:53disregard
- 59:53my
- 59:53thought
- 59:54process.
- 59:54Now
- 59:54I'm
- 59:54talking
- 59:54about
- 59:54my
- 59:55thought
- 59:55process.
- 59:55But
- 59:55anyway,
- 59:57I
- 59:57had
- 59:57connected
- 59:58this
- 59:58to
- 59:59what
- 59:59we
- 59:59know
- 59:59about
- 1:00:00Athena.
- 1:00:01What
- 1:00:01we
- 1:00:01learn
- 1:00:01in
- 1:00:01Athena
- 1:00:02begins.
- 1:00:03I
- 1:00:03don't
- 1:00:03remember
- 1:00:03what
- 1:00:04that
- 1:00:04is,
- 1:00:06but
- 1:00:07about
- 1:00:08like
- 1:00:08her
- 1:00:08fiance
- 1:00:09and
- 1:00:09like,
- 1:00:10like
- 1:00:11basically
- 1:00:11like
- 1:00:11she
- 1:00:12didn't
- 1:00:12know
- 1:00:14who
- 1:00:14killed
- 1:00:15him,
- 1:00:15right?
- 1:00:16Yeah,
- 1:00:16so
- 1:00:17she
- 1:00:17didn't
- 1:00:17know
- 1:00:17who
- 1:00:17killed
- 1:00:18him.
- 1:00:18And
- 1:00:19like
- 1:00:20I
- 1:00:21thought
- 1:00:21like,
- 1:00:21she
- 1:00:21also
- 1:00:23like
- 1:00:23she
- 1:00:23connect.
- 1:00:24She
- 1:00:24found
- 1:00:25empathy
- 1:00:25through
- 1:00:26that
- 1:00:26because
- 1:00:26like
- 1:00:26for
- 1:00:27so
- 1:00:27long,
- 1:00:27like
- 1:00:27she
- 1:00:28just
- 1:00:28didn't
- 1:00:28know
- 1:00:28who
- 1:00:29it
- 1:00:29was.
- 1:00:29She
- 1:00:29didn't
- 1:00:29get
- 1:00:29that
- 1:00:30kind
- 1:00:30of
- 1:00:30closure.
- 1:00:31So
- 1:00:31that's
- 1:00:31why
- 1:00:31I
- 1:00:31was
- 1:00:32like,
- 1:00:32oh,
- 1:00:33they're
- 1:00:33also
- 1:00:33putting.
- 1:00:34They're
- 1:00:34also
- 1:00:34setting
- 1:00:35this
- 1:00:35up
- 1:00:36for
- 1:00:37another
- 1:00:38backstory
- 1:00:38of
- 1:00:39Athena's.
- 1:00:40No,
- 1:00:41exactly.
- 1:00:41Thank
- 1:00:41you
- 1:00:42for
- 1:00:42bringing
- 1:00:42that
- 1:00:43up
- 1:00:43as
- 1:00:43well.
- 1:00:43I
- 1:00:43forgot
- 1:00:44to.
- 1:00:45I
- 1:00:45forgot
- 1:00:45that
- 1:00:46was
- 1:00:46also
- 1:00:47part
- 1:00:47of
- 1:00:48it
- 1:00:48too.
- 1:00:48So,
- 1:00:48like,
- 1:00:49she
- 1:00:49really
- 1:00:49does
- 1:00:49have
- 1:00:51this
- 1:00:52deep
- 1:00:53well
- 1:00:53of
- 1:00:53empathy
- 1:00:54for
- 1:00:55these
- 1:00:55cold
- 1:00:55cases.
- 1:00:56I'm
- 1:00:56sorry,
- 1:00:57I
- 1:00:57didn't
- 1:00:57mean
- 1:00:57to
- 1:00:58do
- 1:00:58that
- 1:00:58one.
- 1:01:00But
- 1:01:01still,
- 1:01:01you're
- 1:01:02so
- 1:01:02right,
- 1:01:02because
- 1:01:02it.
- 1:01:03It
- 1:01:04does
- 1:01:04set
- 1:01:04up
- 1:01:05both
- 1:01:05of
- 1:01:06her,
- 1:01:06like,
- 1:01:06backstory
- 1:01:08cases
- 1:01:09in.
- 1:01:09In
- 1:01:09this
- 1:01:09manner.
- 1:01:10And
- 1:01:10her.
- 1:01:11Her
- 1:01:12personal
- 1:01:14proximity.
- 1:01:16Or
- 1:01:17it
- 1:01:17sets
- 1:01:18up
- 1:01:18her
- 1:01:18proximity
- 1:01:19in
- 1:01:20different
- 1:01:20ways
- 1:01:21for
- 1:01:21these
- 1:01:21kind
- 1:01:21of
- 1:01:22cold
- 1:01:22cases.
- 1:01:22And
- 1:01:23why
- 1:01:23she
- 1:01:24felt
- 1:01:25such
- 1:01:25a
- 1:01:27pull
- 1:01:28to.
- 1:01:29Yeah,
- 1:01:29why
- 1:01:29she
- 1:01:30felt
- 1:01:30such
- 1:01:30a
- 1:01:30pull
- 1:01:31to
- 1:01:31be
- 1:01:31able
- 1:01:32to
- 1:01:34be
- 1:01:34able
- 1:01:34to
- 1:01:34provide
- 1:01:35the
- 1:01:35closure
- 1:01:35for
- 1:01:36someone,
- 1:01:36even
- 1:01:36if
- 1:01:37she
- 1:01:37can't
- 1:01:37provide
- 1:01:38it
- 1:01:38for
- 1:01:39herself
- 1:01:40or
- 1:01:40the
- 1:01:40parents
- 1:01:41of
- 1:01:42the
- 1:01:42little
- 1:01:42girl
- 1:01:42from.
- 1:01:43From
- 1:01:44her
- 1:01:44childhood.
- 1:01:45That's.
- 1:01:46That's
- 1:01:46a
- 1:01:46great
- 1:01:46point.
- 1:01:47This.
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- 1:01:48I
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- 1:03:51Everyone
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- 1:03:52issues.
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- 1:04:05a
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- 1:04:52this.
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- 1:05:13she
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- 1:05:21the
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- 1:05:23I
- 1:05:23don't
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- 1:05:33look
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- 1:06:40different
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- 1:08:41leaning
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- 1:08:42that
- 1:08:42support
- 1:08:43without
- 1:08:43like,
- 1:08:44having
- 1:08:44to,
- 1:08:45like,
- 1:08:46you
- 1:08:47know
- 1:08:47what
- 1:08:47I
- 1:08:47mean?
- 1:08:48Yeah.
- 1:08:48It's
- 1:08:48kind
- 1:08:48of.
- 1:08:49If
- 1:08:49I
- 1:08:50may,
- 1:08:50it's
- 1:08:50kind
- 1:08:51of
- 1:08:51like
- 1:08:51Buck
- 1:08:51asking,
- 1:08:53you
- 1:08:53know,
- 1:08:54everyone
- 1:08:54else's
- 1:08:54opinions
- 1:08:55as
- 1:08:55well.
- 1:08:56They're.
- 1:08:56They're
- 1:08:57doing
- 1:08:57very
- 1:08:57much
- 1:08:58like
- 1:08:58they're
- 1:08:58going
- 1:08:58through
- 1:08:58these
- 1:08:59kind
- 1:08:59of
- 1:09:00success,
- 1:09:01which,
- 1:09:01I
- 1:09:01mean,
- 1:09:01Buck
- 1:09:02is
- 1:09:02going
- 1:09:02through,
- 1:09:02like,
- 1:09:03the
- 1:09:03grieving
- 1:09:03process
- 1:09:03for
- 1:09:04that
- 1:09:04as
- 1:09:04well.
- 1:09:05Yeah.
- 1:09:06So.
- 1:09:06So
- 1:09:07hen
- 1:09:07is
- 1:09:07all
- 1:09:07like,
- 1:09:08you
- 1:09:08know,
- 1:09:09her.
- 1:09:09Her
- 1:09:09dad
- 1:09:10is.
- 1:09:10Is
- 1:09:10the
- 1:09:10ghost
- 1:09:10that
- 1:09:11haunts
- 1:09:11her
- 1:09:11brain,
- 1:09:12but
- 1:09:12she
- 1:09:12never
- 1:09:13has
- 1:09:13hated
- 1:09:14him
- 1:09:14enough
- 1:09:14to,
- 1:09:15like,
- 1:09:16want
- 1:09:16him
- 1:09:16to
- 1:09:16die
- 1:09:17or
- 1:09:17anything
- 1:09:17like
- 1:09:17that.
- 1:09:18But
- 1:09:18she's
- 1:09:18never
- 1:09:18like,
- 1:09:18really
- 1:09:19felt
- 1:09:20a
- 1:09:20kindred,
- 1:09:21like,
- 1:09:21love
- 1:09:22for
- 1:09:22him.
- 1:09:22And
- 1:09:22I
- 1:09:22thought
- 1:09:23that
- 1:09:23was
- 1:09:23a
- 1:09:25kind
- 1:09:25of
- 1:09:26tie
- 1:09:27to
- 1:09:27what
- 1:09:27she
- 1:09:28said
- 1:09:28with
- 1:09:29Ava.
- 1:09:30I
- 1:09:31just
- 1:09:31had
- 1:09:31the
- 1:09:31same
- 1:09:31thought.
- 1:09:33I
- 1:09:33just
- 1:09:33found
- 1:09:34that
- 1:09:34parallel
- 1:09:34too,
- 1:09:35because
- 1:09:35she
- 1:09:35says
- 1:09:36that
- 1:09:36she
- 1:09:36couldn't
- 1:09:36hate
- 1:09:36him
- 1:09:37enough
- 1:09:38to,
- 1:09:38you
- 1:09:39know,
- 1:09:39basically
- 1:09:39pull
- 1:09:39the
- 1:09:40plug
- 1:09:40on
- 1:09:40him.
- 1:09:40It's
- 1:09:40kind
- 1:09:41of
- 1:09:41like
- 1:09:41how
- 1:09:42she
- 1:09:43was
- 1:09:43so
- 1:09:44angry
- 1:09:44at
- 1:09:45Ava.
- 1:09:46Like,
- 1:09:47but
- 1:09:47she.
- 1:09:47But
- 1:09:47when
- 1:09:48Ava
- 1:09:48overdosed
- 1:09:49or.
- 1:09:49And
- 1:09:49was,
- 1:09:49I
- 1:09:50think,
- 1:09:50unconscious
- 1:09:51at
- 1:09:51the
- 1:09:51time,
- 1:09:52she.
- 1:09:53She
- 1:09:53had
- 1:09:53the
- 1:09:53choice
- 1:09:54of
- 1:09:54whether
- 1:09:55letting
- 1:09:55her
- 1:09:55live
- 1:09:56or
- 1:09:56die.
- 1:09:56Like,
- 1:09:57she
- 1:09:57could
- 1:09:57have
- 1:09:57walked
- 1:09:57away
- 1:09:58from
- 1:09:58that.
- 1:09:58But
- 1:09:58even
- 1:09:58though.
- 1:09:59Even
- 1:09:59though
- 1:10:01basically
- 1:10:01she
- 1:10:01just.
- 1:10:02She
- 1:10:03still
- 1:10:03saved
- 1:10:03her,
- 1:10:03even
- 1:10:03though
- 1:10:04Eva
- 1:10:05was
- 1:10:05this
- 1:10:05awful
- 1:10:06person
- 1:10:06that
- 1:10:07has
- 1:10:07hurt
- 1:10:07her
- 1:10:09numerous
- 1:10:09of
- 1:10:10times.
- 1:10:11So.
- 1:10:11So
- 1:10:11this
- 1:10:12is.
- 1:10:12This
- 1:10:13is
- 1:10:13like
- 1:10:13the
- 1:10:13second
- 1:10:13time
- 1:10:14that
- 1:10:14she's
- 1:10:14had
- 1:10:14to
- 1:10:14deal
- 1:10:15with,
- 1:10:15like,
- 1:10:16you
- 1:10:16know,
- 1:10:16the
- 1:10:17life
- 1:10:17or
- 1:10:17death
- 1:10:17situation
- 1:10:18of
- 1:10:18someone
- 1:10:19who
- 1:10:20was
- 1:10:21supposed
- 1:10:21to
- 1:10:21love
- 1:10:22her.
- 1:10:24Oof,
- 1:10:24that's
- 1:10:25rough,
- 1:10:25buddy.
- 1:10:31And
- 1:10:32also,
- 1:10:32like.
- 1:10:37I
- 1:10:37can
- 1:10:37hear
- 1:10:38it
- 1:10:38in
- 1:10:38his
- 1:10:38voice.
- 1:10:38It's
- 1:10:39so
- 1:10:39bad.
- 1:10:43Oh,
- 1:10:43Dante
- 1:10:44Bosco,
- 1:10:44you
- 1:10:45have
- 1:10:45like,
- 1:10:45the
- 1:10:45most
- 1:10:46unique
- 1:10:46voice
- 1:10:47acting
- 1:10:47voice
- 1:10:48I've
- 1:10:48ever.
- 1:10:50Oh,
- 1:10:51what
- 1:10:51a
- 1:10:51gift.
- 1:10:51Pinpoint
- 1:10:52that
- 1:10:52a
- 1:10:52mile
- 1:10:53away.
- 1:10:54Yeah.
- 1:10:54Wow.
- 1:10:55Oh,
- 1:10:56my
- 1:10:56gosh.
- 1:10:57Honor.
- 1:10:58But
- 1:10:58also,
- 1:11:04oh,
- 1:11:04my
- 1:11:04God.
- 1:11:07But
- 1:11:07also
- 1:11:07when
- 1:11:08or
- 1:11:08when
- 1:11:09hen
- 1:11:09has
- 1:11:09her
- 1:11:10big
- 1:11:10confrontation
- 1:11:11with
- 1:11:11Eva
- 1:11:12and
- 1:11:13she's
- 1:11:13all
- 1:11:13like,
- 1:11:14I
- 1:11:14feel
- 1:11:14nothing
- 1:11:15for
- 1:11:15you.
- 1:11:15It's
- 1:11:15like
- 1:11:16that
- 1:11:16apathy.
- 1:11:17So
- 1:11:19it's
- 1:11:19kind
- 1:11:20of
- 1:11:20similar.
- 1:11:21I
- 1:11:21think
- 1:11:22Hen's
- 1:11:22apathy
- 1:11:23for
- 1:11:23Ava
- 1:11:23is
- 1:11:24more.
- 1:11:25Well,
- 1:11:26yeah,
- 1:11:26it's
- 1:11:27similar
- 1:11:28because
- 1:11:28she
- 1:11:28doesn't.
- 1:11:29She
- 1:11:30didn't
- 1:11:30get
- 1:11:30what
- 1:11:30she
- 1:11:31needed
- 1:11:31to
- 1:11:31out
- 1:11:32of
- 1:11:32either
- 1:11:33of
- 1:11:33Them.
- 1:11:33Because
- 1:11:33they
- 1:11:33were
- 1:11:34supposed
- 1:11:34to
- 1:11:34be
- 1:11:34people
- 1:11:34who
- 1:11:35loved
- 1:11:35her
- 1:11:35and
- 1:11:36they
- 1:11:37did
- 1:11:37not
- 1:11:37fulfill
- 1:11:38on
- 1:11:38that.
- 1:11:38Yeah,
- 1:11:39I
- 1:11:40think
- 1:11:40it's
- 1:11:40worse
- 1:11:40with
- 1:11:40Ava,
- 1:11:41though,
- 1:11:41because,
- 1:11:41like.
- 1:11:42Yes.
- 1:11:42Yeah,
- 1:11:43because
- 1:11:43she
- 1:11:43was
- 1:11:44there.
- 1:11:45Well,
- 1:11:45yes.
- 1:11:46An
- 1:11:46adult.
- 1:11:47And,
- 1:11:48you
- 1:11:49know,
- 1:11:49Ava
- 1:11:49was
- 1:11:49like.
- 1:11:51Why
- 1:11:51do
- 1:11:51I
- 1:11:51want
- 1:11:51to
- 1:11:52say?
- 1:11:52Nefarious?
- 1:11:53Like,
- 1:11:53she,
- 1:11:54like,
- 1:11:56she
- 1:11:56was
- 1:11:56literally
- 1:11:57like,
- 1:11:57essentially
- 1:11:57a
- 1:11:57villain.
- 1:11:59You
- 1:11:59know
- 1:11:59what
- 1:11:59I
- 1:11:59mean?
- 1:11:59Like,
- 1:11:59she
- 1:12:00was
- 1:12:00doing
- 1:12:00shit
- 1:12:01to
- 1:12:01hurt
- 1:12:01her
- 1:12:01and
- 1:12:02fuck
- 1:12:02with
- 1:12:02her
- 1:12:02on
- 1:12:02purpose.
- 1:12:03And,
- 1:12:04like,
- 1:12:04her
- 1:12:04dad
- 1:12:04isn't.
- 1:12:05Ness
- 1:12:05isn't
- 1:12:05really
- 1:12:06a
- 1:12:06villain.
- 1:12:07He's
- 1:12:07just
- 1:12:07kind
- 1:12:07of
- 1:12:09not
- 1:12:09there.
- 1:12:10He
- 1:12:10doesn't
- 1:12:10exist
- 1:12:10to
- 1:12:11her.
- 1:12:11It
- 1:12:12Like
- 1:12:12a
- 1:12:12void,
- 1:12:14like
- 1:12:14a
- 1:12:14sinkhole.
- 1:12:16Oh,
- 1:12:17how
- 1:12:17many?
- 1:12:18How
- 1:12:18many?
- 1:12:20How
- 1:12:21many?
- 1:12:25That
- 1:12:25was
- 1:12:26good.
- 1:12:27Thank
- 1:12:27you.
- 1:12:28Wow.
- 1:12:29I
- 1:12:29didn't
- 1:12:29even.
- 1:12:31So
- 1:12:32a
- 1:12:32little
- 1:12:32bit
- 1:12:32at
- 1:12:32the.
- 1:12:33At
- 1:12:33the
- 1:12:33end
- 1:12:34where
- 1:12:34she
- 1:12:35has
- 1:12:35made
- 1:12:35her
- 1:12:36decision.
- 1:12:37She
- 1:12:38kind
- 1:12:38of,
- 1:12:38like,
- 1:12:40there's
- 1:12:40an
- 1:12:40element
- 1:12:41of
- 1:12:41confession
- 1:12:42again
- 1:12:42from
- 1:12:42the
- 1:12:43last
- 1:12:44episode
- 1:12:44from
- 1:12:44dost,
- 1:12:45where
- 1:12:45she.
- 1:12:46Where
- 1:12:46she
- 1:12:47is
- 1:12:48kind
- 1:12:48of
- 1:12:49in
- 1:12:50his
- 1:12:50comatose
- 1:12:51state.
- 1:12:51She's
- 1:12:51kind
- 1:12:51of
- 1:12:52giving
- 1:12:52him
- 1:12:53an
- 1:12:53update
- 1:12:53on
- 1:12:53her
- 1:12:53life
- 1:12:55and
- 1:12:55all
- 1:12:55of
- 1:12:55the
- 1:12:56things
- 1:12:56that
- 1:12:56he's
- 1:12:57missed.
- 1:12:59And
- 1:13:00she
- 1:13:01says
- 1:13:01that,
- 1:13:02you
- 1:13:03know,
- 1:13:03as
- 1:13:03she
- 1:13:03was
- 1:13:03growing
- 1:13:04up,
- 1:13:04he
- 1:13:05became
- 1:13:05like
- 1:13:05her
- 1:13:05diary,
- 1:13:06like
- 1:13:06confessions
- 1:13:07to
- 1:13:07imagine
- 1:13:08to
- 1:13:08an
- 1:13:08imaginary
- 1:13:09father.
- 1:13:11And
- 1:13:12she.
- 1:13:12She
- 1:13:13doesn't
- 1:13:13know
- 1:13:13him,
- 1:13:14so
- 1:13:14she.
- 1:13:15She's
- 1:13:15mourning
- 1:13:16the
- 1:13:16loss
- 1:13:16of
- 1:13:16that
- 1:13:17relationship
- 1:13:17as
- 1:13:17well.
- 1:13:18And
- 1:13:18she
- 1:13:18never
- 1:13:19gets
- 1:13:19to
- 1:13:19fully
- 1:13:20know
- 1:13:20why
- 1:13:21he
- 1:13:22was
- 1:13:22like
- 1:13:22that
- 1:13:23or.
- 1:13:23Or
- 1:13:23what
- 1:13:23he
- 1:13:24was
- 1:13:24like
- 1:13:25or
- 1:13:25why
- 1:13:25he
- 1:13:26left
- 1:13:26her.
- 1:13:26And
- 1:13:27she
- 1:13:27can
- 1:13:27only
- 1:13:27go
- 1:13:27off
- 1:13:28of
- 1:13:28what
- 1:13:28she
- 1:13:29would
- 1:13:29want.
- 1:13:30And
- 1:13:30there
- 1:13:30we
- 1:13:30have,
- 1:13:31like,
- 1:13:31that
- 1:13:31empathy
- 1:13:31again.
- 1:13:32So
- 1:13:33she's
- 1:13:33extending,
- 1:13:35you
- 1:13:35know,
- 1:13:36her
- 1:13:37empathy
- 1:13:37of,
- 1:13:37like,
- 1:13:38what
- 1:13:38she
- 1:13:38would
- 1:13:38want
- 1:13:39for
- 1:13:39someone
- 1:13:40to
- 1:13:40do
- 1:13:40for
- 1:13:41her
- 1:13:41to
- 1:13:42him
- 1:13:42who.
- 1:13:42Who
- 1:13:42doesn't.
- 1:13:44Hasn't
- 1:13:44really
- 1:13:45earned
- 1:13:45it
- 1:13:46at
- 1:13:46all.
- 1:13:49And
- 1:13:50she
- 1:13:50said
- 1:13:51she.
- 1:13:51She
- 1:13:51wouldn't
- 1:13:52want
- 1:13:52to
- 1:13:52live
- 1:13:52like
- 1:13:52this,
- 1:13:53like
- 1:13:53a
- 1:13:53ghost
- 1:13:53in
- 1:13:53a
- 1:13:54hospital,
- 1:13:54which
- 1:13:54is
- 1:13:54obviously
- 1:13:55very
- 1:13:55kind
- 1:13:55of
- 1:13:56nail
- 1:13:57on
- 1:13:57the
- 1:13:57head
- 1:13:57there,
- 1:13:58right?
- 1:13:59And
- 1:13:59it
- 1:14:00really
- 1:14:00connects
- 1:14:01to
- 1:14:01the
- 1:14:01call
- 1:14:02with
- 1:14:03the
- 1:14:03horse
- 1:14:04because
- 1:14:04of
- 1:14:05how.
- 1:14:07God,
- 1:14:07what
- 1:14:08do
- 1:14:08we
- 1:14:08call
- 1:14:08him?
- 1:14:09The
- 1:14:09horse
- 1:14:09handler.
- 1:14:11I
- 1:14:11don't
- 1:14:12know
- 1:14:12his
- 1:14:12name.
- 1:14:13Police
- 1:14:13Horse
- 1:14:14Guy.
- 1:14:15Horse
- 1:14:15Friend.
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- 1:14:18I
- 1:14:18wish
- 1:14:18I
- 1:14:18had
- 1:14:18a
- 1:14:18name
- 1:14:19for
- 1:14:19him.
- 1:14:20Police
- 1:14:21Officer
- 1:14:21Horse
- 1:14:22Friend.
- 1:14:22Police
- 1:14:23Officer
- 1:14:23Horse
- 1:14:24Friend.
- 1:14:24God,
- 1:14:25that
- 1:14:25is
- 1:14:25so
- 1:14:25long.
- 1:14:26But
- 1:14:27anyway,
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- 1:14:27Officer
- 1:14:28Horse
- 1:14:28Friend.
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- 1:14:30Horse
- 1:14:31Friend.
- 1:14:34Officer
- 1:14:35Horse
- 1:14:35Friend
- 1:14:35already
- 1:14:36knows,
- 1:14:36like,
- 1:14:36the
- 1:14:36horse
- 1:14:37was
- 1:14:38suffering,
- 1:14:39and
- 1:14:39he
- 1:14:39just.
- 1:14:40He
- 1:14:40was
- 1:14:41like,
- 1:14:41please,
- 1:14:41just.
- 1:14:42Just,
- 1:14:42you
- 1:14:43know,
- 1:14:43put
- 1:14:43him
- 1:14:43down.
- 1:14:43And.
- 1:14:44And
- 1:14:44Han
- 1:14:44is
- 1:14:45like,
- 1:14:45can't.
- 1:14:46She's
- 1:14:46not.
- 1:14:47She
- 1:14:47couldn't
- 1:14:48grapple
- 1:14:48with
- 1:14:48that
- 1:14:48fact
- 1:14:49that
- 1:14:49she
- 1:14:49has.
- 1:14:50She's
- 1:14:51basically
- 1:14:51like,
- 1:14:52maybe
- 1:14:52we
- 1:14:52could
- 1:14:52try
- 1:14:53other
- 1:14:53things
- 1:14:53and
- 1:14:54not
- 1:14:55like,
- 1:14:55end
- 1:14:55this
- 1:14:56life.
- 1:14:56So
- 1:14:56it's
- 1:14:56like,
- 1:14:56kind
- 1:14:56of.
- 1:14:58It
- 1:14:58mirrors
- 1:14:59that.
- 1:15:00That
- 1:15:00situation
- 1:15:01mirrors
- 1:15:01the
- 1:15:01situation
- 1:15:02where
- 1:15:02she's
- 1:15:02like,
- 1:15:02I
- 1:15:03don't
- 1:15:03know
- 1:15:03if
- 1:15:04I
- 1:15:04have
- 1:15:04the
- 1:15:05choice
- 1:15:05of
- 1:15:05doing
- 1:15:05this
- 1:15:07or
- 1:15:07in
- 1:15:07pulling
- 1:15:08that
- 1:15:08plug.
- 1:15:08So,
- 1:15:09like,
- 1:15:09that's
- 1:15:09what
- 1:15:09I
- 1:15:10found
- 1:15:11interesting.
- 1:15:12Yeah,
- 1:15:13absolutely.
- 1:15:13I
- 1:15:14think
- 1:15:14she
- 1:15:14is
- 1:15:14also
- 1:15:15very,
- 1:15:16like,
- 1:15:17kind
- 1:15:17of
- 1:15:17realistic
- 1:15:18about
- 1:15:18things
- 1:15:19as
- 1:15:19well.
- 1:15:19She's.
- 1:15:19Because
- 1:15:20she
- 1:15:20says,
- 1:15:20like,
- 1:15:21you
- 1:15:21know,
- 1:15:21we
- 1:15:21don't
- 1:15:21have
- 1:15:22enough
- 1:15:22of
- 1:15:22this
- 1:15:23to,
- 1:15:23like.
- 1:15:24Or
- 1:15:25animal
- 1:15:25control
- 1:15:25wouldn't
- 1:15:26come
- 1:15:26in
- 1:15:26time,
- 1:15:26and
- 1:15:27we
- 1:15:27don't
- 1:15:27have
- 1:15:27enough
- 1:15:27this.
- 1:15:27Da,
- 1:15:28da,
- 1:15:28da,
- 1:15:28da.
- 1:15:29So
- 1:15:29she
- 1:15:30is
- 1:15:30kind
- 1:15:30of
- 1:15:30like,
- 1:15:31she.
- 1:15:31She
- 1:15:32is
- 1:15:32in
- 1:15:32paramedic
- 1:15:33mode,
- 1:15:33which
- 1:15:34we've
- 1:15:34discussed.
- 1:15:35She
- 1:15:35is
- 1:15:35very,
- 1:15:35like,
- 1:15:36logical
- 1:15:37in
- 1:15:37that
- 1:15:37mode.
- 1:15:38But
- 1:15:38we
- 1:15:38see
- 1:15:39that
- 1:15:39start
- 1:15:40to
- 1:15:40break
- 1:15:40down
- 1:15:41a
- 1:15:41little
- 1:15:42when
- 1:15:43she's
- 1:15:43about
- 1:15:43to
- 1:15:46inject
- 1:15:46the
- 1:15:47horse
- 1:15:47with
- 1:15:48I
- 1:15:49don't
- 1:15:49know
- 1:15:49what
- 1:15:49it
- 1:15:49was
- 1:15:49to
- 1:15:50put
- 1:15:50him
- 1:15:50to
- 1:15:50sleep.
- 1:15:51And
- 1:15:52morphine.
- 1:15:54Yeah.
- 1:15:54Maybe
- 1:15:55they
- 1:15:55overdosed
- 1:15:56him
- 1:15:56with
- 1:15:56morphine.
- 1:15:58Yeah.
- 1:16:00So
- 1:16:01we
- 1:16:02do
- 1:16:02see
- 1:16:03that
- 1:16:04kind
- 1:16:04of
- 1:16:05wall,
- 1:16:06that
- 1:16:06compartmentalization
- 1:16:08of
- 1:16:08professionalism
- 1:16:10to
- 1:16:10bring
- 1:16:10that
- 1:16:11back
- 1:16:11into
- 1:16:11the
- 1:16:12conversation
- 1:16:12again.
- 1:16:14We
- 1:16:14see
- 1:16:14that
- 1:16:15break
- 1:16:15down
- 1:16:16and
- 1:16:18she.
- 1:16:19So
- 1:16:19much
- 1:16:19so,
- 1:16:20because
- 1:16:20she's
- 1:16:20obviously
- 1:16:21thinking
- 1:16:21about
- 1:16:21her
- 1:16:21dad
- 1:16:22in
- 1:16:22this
- 1:16:22kind
- 1:16:22of
- 1:16:22same
- 1:16:23situation,
- 1:16:23which,
- 1:16:24again,
- 1:16:24I
- 1:16:25don't
- 1:16:25know
- 1:16:25how
- 1:16:25I
- 1:16:25feel
- 1:16:26about,
- 1:16:26like,
- 1:16:26equating
- 1:16:28a
- 1:16:28person
- 1:16:28to
- 1:16:29an
- 1:16:29animal
- 1:16:29sort
- 1:16:29of
- 1:16:30thing,
- 1:16:30because
- 1:16:30I
- 1:16:30know
- 1:16:31that
- 1:16:31happens
- 1:16:31again.
- 1:16:32Yeah,
- 1:16:33a
- 1:16:33couple
- 1:16:33times.
- 1:16:33But,
- 1:16:34like,
- 1:16:36for
- 1:16:36the
- 1:16:36metaphor,
- 1:16:37will
- 1:16:37allow
- 1:16:38it,
- 1:16:39but
- 1:16:39she
- 1:16:40does.
- 1:16:41Or.
- 1:16:41Or
- 1:16:42she
- 1:16:42can't
- 1:16:42bring
- 1:16:42herself
- 1:16:43to
- 1:16:43do
- 1:16:43it
- 1:16:43in
- 1:16:43this
- 1:16:44case,
- 1:16:44which
- 1:16:44is
- 1:16:45maybe
- 1:16:46kind
- 1:16:46of
- 1:16:46unusual
- 1:16:47for
- 1:16:47her.
- 1:16:47And
- 1:16:49so
- 1:16:49she
- 1:16:49can't
- 1:16:49bring
- 1:16:50herself
- 1:16:50to
- 1:16:50pull
- 1:16:50the
- 1:16:50plug,
- 1:16:51as
- 1:16:51it
- 1:16:51were,
- 1:16:52for
- 1:16:52the
- 1:16:53horse.
- 1:16:53But
- 1:16:54Bobby
- 1:16:54is
- 1:16:55able
- 1:16:55to
- 1:16:56as
- 1:16:56part
- 1:16:56of
- 1:16:57her
- 1:16:57support
- 1:16:57system
- 1:16:58in
- 1:16:58a
- 1:16:59professional
- 1:16:59and
- 1:16:59personal
- 1:17:00setting
- 1:17:00as
- 1:17:00well.
- 1:17:02He
- 1:17:03takes
- 1:17:03the
- 1:17:03weight
- 1:17:04off
- 1:17:04her
- 1:17:04shoulders.
- 1:17:05So
- 1:17:05he.
- 1:17:05There
- 1:17:05he
- 1:17:06is
- 1:17:06being
- 1:17:06Atlas
- 1:17:07again,
- 1:17:08and
- 1:17:08he's
- 1:17:09the
- 1:17:09one
- 1:17:09that.
- 1:17:10That
- 1:17:10does
- 1:17:11it.
- 1:17:11So
- 1:17:12it.
- 1:17:13I
- 1:17:13think
- 1:17:13that
- 1:17:13that
- 1:17:14gave
- 1:17:14her,
- 1:17:14like,
- 1:17:14that
- 1:17:15whole
- 1:17:15experience
- 1:17:16with
- 1:17:16the
- 1:17:16horse
- 1:17:17kind
- 1:17:17of
- 1:17:17gave
- 1:17:17her
- 1:17:18that
- 1:17:18answer
- 1:17:20that
- 1:17:20she
- 1:17:20was
- 1:17:21looking
- 1:17:21for,
- 1:17:23that
- 1:17:24even
- 1:17:24though
- 1:17:24she
- 1:17:24wasn't
- 1:17:25able
- 1:17:25to
- 1:17:26bring
- 1:17:26herself
- 1:17:27to
- 1:17:27put
- 1:17:27the
- 1:17:28horse
- 1:17:28down
- 1:17:28herself.
- 1:17:29It
- 1:17:30kind
- 1:17:30of
- 1:17:30gave
- 1:17:31her
- 1:17:31the,
- 1:17:33like,
- 1:17:33the
- 1:17:33push
- 1:17:34to
- 1:17:34be
- 1:17:34able
- 1:17:34to
- 1:17:34do
- 1:17:35it
- 1:17:35for
- 1:17:36her
- 1:17:36dad
- 1:17:37because
- 1:17:38she.
- 1:17:38She
- 1:17:38wouldn't
- 1:17:38want
- 1:17:39to
- 1:17:39live
- 1:17:40as
- 1:17:40a
- 1:17:40ghost
- 1:17:40in
- 1:17:40a
- 1:17:41hospital.
- 1:17:42And
- 1:17:43she.
- 1:17:44She
- 1:17:44gives
- 1:17:44him
- 1:17:44forgiveness,
- 1:17:45which,
- 1:17:46again,
- 1:17:47is
- 1:17:47not
- 1:17:47earned
- 1:17:48or
- 1:17:48asked
- 1:17:49for,
- 1:17:49but
- 1:17:49she
- 1:17:50does
- 1:17:50that
- 1:17:50for
- 1:17:50herself
- 1:17:51and
- 1:17:51with
- 1:17:51empathy
- 1:17:53in
- 1:17:53order
- 1:17:53to
- 1:17:54let
- 1:17:54him
- 1:17:54go.
- 1:17:55And
- 1:17:55there
- 1:17:55we
- 1:17:56have
- 1:17:56letting
- 1:17:57go
- 1:17:57again.
- 1:17:58This
- 1:17:58whole
- 1:17:59episode
- 1:17:59is
- 1:17:59a.
- 1:18:00Is
- 1:18:00a
- 1:18:00lot
- 1:18:01about
- 1:18:01letting
- 1:18:01go,
- 1:18:01too,
- 1:18:02in.
- 1:18:02In
- 1:18:03very,
- 1:18:03like,
- 1:18:04very
- 1:18:04close
- 1:18:05personal
- 1:18:06aspects
- 1:18:07as
- 1:18:07opposed
- 1:18:07to
- 1:18:08letting
- 1:18:09go
- 1:18:09of
- 1:18:09things
- 1:18:10on
- 1:18:10the
- 1:18:10job,
- 1:18:11which
- 1:18:11we've
- 1:18:11been
- 1:18:11seeing
- 1:18:12a
- 1:18:12lot
- 1:18:12lately.
- 1:18:13And
- 1:18:13speaking
- 1:18:13of
- 1:18:13letting
- 1:18:14go,
- 1:18:15I
- 1:18:15just.
- 1:18:16Wanted
- 1:18:16to
- 1:18:16say
- 1:18:16one
- 1:18:17quick
- 1:18:17other
- 1:18:18thing
- 1:18:18about
- 1:18:19the
- 1:18:19horse.
- 1:18:20Okay.
- 1:18:22You're
- 1:18:23really
- 1:18:23beating.
- 1:18:28I'm
- 1:18:29trying
- 1:18:29to
- 1:18:29be
- 1:18:30nice.
- 1:18:31Wow.
- 1:18:32I
- 1:18:32just
- 1:18:32wanted
- 1:18:32to.
- 1:18:33Very,
- 1:18:34very
- 1:18:34sorry
- 1:18:34that
- 1:18:35I
- 1:18:35thought
- 1:18:35of
- 1:18:35that.
- 1:18:37Yeah,
- 1:18:38that
- 1:18:38one's
- 1:18:38on
- 1:18:38you.
- 1:18:39That
- 1:18:39one's
- 1:18:39on
- 1:18:40you.
- 1:18:41I
- 1:18:41went,
- 1:18:41oh,
- 1:18:42no.
- 1:18:43Immediately
- 1:18:43wrote
- 1:18:43it
- 1:18:44down.
- 1:18:46Oh,
- 1:18:47no.
- 1:18:47This
- 1:18:47will
- 1:18:48be
- 1:18:48great.
- 1:18:48But
- 1:18:49it's
- 1:18:49not
- 1:18:49my
- 1:18:49d.
- 1:18:50I
- 1:18:50didn't
- 1:18:50do
- 1:18:50it.
- 1:18:50I
- 1:18:51just
- 1:18:51noticed
- 1:18:51it.
- 1:18:53No,
- 1:18:53it's
- 1:18:53fine.
- 1:18:54Just
- 1:18:55very,
- 1:18:55very
- 1:18:55quickly,
- 1:18:56I
- 1:18:57wanted
- 1:18:57to
- 1:18:58mention
- 1:18:59how
- 1:19:00the
- 1:19:01police
- 1:19:01department
- 1:19:01and
- 1:19:02the
- 1:19:02firefighters
- 1:19:03kind
- 1:19:03of
- 1:19:03like
- 1:19:04locked
- 1:19:04arms
- 1:19:05in
- 1:19:05a
- 1:19:05show
- 1:19:06of
- 1:19:06respect
- 1:19:06and
- 1:19:06privacy
- 1:19:07for
- 1:19:08again,
- 1:19:09essentially
- 1:19:09a
- 1:19:09fallen
- 1:19:10comrade.
- 1:19:10Right.
- 1:19:11Because
- 1:19:11it
- 1:19:11was
- 1:19:11a
- 1:19:11police.
- 1:19:12A
- 1:19:12police
- 1:19:13horse.
- 1:19:13Police
- 1:19:13horse.
- 1:19:14And
- 1:19:15so
- 1:19:15that's
- 1:19:15another
- 1:19:16example
- 1:19:16that
- 1:19:16will.
- 1:19:17That
- 1:19:17we
- 1:19:17see
- 1:19:18in
- 1:19:19season
- 1:19:19two
- 1:19:20of
- 1:19:21one.
- 1:19:22The,
- 1:19:23like
- 1:19:23the
- 1:19:23police
- 1:19:24and
- 1:19:24the
- 1:19:24firefighters
- 1:19:25and
- 1:19:25that
- 1:19:26kind
- 1:19:26of
- 1:19:26brotherhood
- 1:19:27supporting
- 1:19:27each
- 1:19:27other.
- 1:19:29But
- 1:19:29also
- 1:19:29with
- 1:19:30the
- 1:19:31little
- 1:19:31girl
- 1:19:32in
- 1:19:32the
- 1:19:32Dorothy
- 1:19:32costume
- 1:19:33that
- 1:19:34has
- 1:19:34no
- 1:19:34parents.
- 1:19:35Has
- 1:19:35no
- 1:19:35parents
- 1:19:36apparently,
- 1:19:37and
- 1:19:38made
- 1:19:38friends.
- 1:19:39Made
- 1:19:40friends
- 1:19:40with
- 1:19:40the
- 1:19:40horse.
- 1:19:40Serious
- 1:19:41moment.
- 1:19:41This
- 1:19:41is
- 1:19:42a
- 1:19:42serious
- 1:19:42show.
- 1:19:44So
- 1:19:45serious.
- 1:19:46It's
- 1:19:47a
- 1:19:47very
- 1:19:47serious,
- 1:19:47realistic
- 1:19:48show.
- 1:19:48Okay.
- 1:19:50Yeah.
- 1:19:50What
- 1:19:50was
- 1:19:50she
- 1:19:51doing
- 1:19:51all
- 1:19:51by
- 1:19:51herself?
- 1:19:51Jesus.
- 1:19:52Following
- 1:19:53the
- 1:19:53yellow
- 1:19:53brick
- 1:19:54road,
- 1:19:54probably.
- 1:19:59Rachel,
- 1:20:00please
- 1:20:00finish
- 1:20:01your
- 1:20:01thought.
- 1:20:01I'm
- 1:20:01trying.
- 1:20:02I'm
- 1:20:02going
- 1:20:02to
- 1:20:02shut
- 1:20:03up.
- 1:20:03I'm
- 1:20:03trying.
- 1:20:03Done.
- 1:20:04Anyways,
- 1:20:04anyways,
- 1:20:05so
- 1:20:05the
- 1:20:06fact
- 1:20:06that
- 1:20:06like
- 1:20:06she
- 1:20:07kind
- 1:20:07of
- 1:20:07came
- 1:20:07in
- 1:20:08and
- 1:20:08was
- 1:20:08also
- 1:20:09there
- 1:20:09to
- 1:20:09help
- 1:20:09support
- 1:20:10the
- 1:20:11officer
- 1:20:12horse
- 1:20:12friend.
- 1:20:14So
- 1:20:15that
- 1:20:15is,
- 1:20:16she's
- 1:20:16kind
- 1:20:17of
- 1:20:17the
- 1:20:17stand
- 1:20:17in
- 1:20:17for
- 1:20:17like
- 1:20:18the
- 1:20:18community
- 1:20:18and
- 1:20:18the
- 1:20:19public
- 1:20:19being
- 1:20:20affected
- 1:20:21and
- 1:20:21offering
- 1:20:22a
- 1:20:22shoulder
- 1:20:23to
- 1:20:23lean
- 1:20:23on
- 1:20:24for
- 1:20:25the
- 1:20:25police
- 1:20:26and
- 1:20:26for
- 1:20:26the
- 1:20:26firefighters
- 1:20:27as
- 1:20:27well.
- 1:20:27So
- 1:20:27that's
- 1:20:28another
- 1:20:29foreshadowing
- 1:20:30to
- 1:20:30the
- 1:20:30very
- 1:20:30end
- 1:20:31of
- 1:20:31season
- 1:20:31two.
- 1:20:32And
- 1:20:32I
- 1:20:32just
- 1:20:32wanted
- 1:20:33to
- 1:20:33make
- 1:20:34note
- 1:20:34of
- 1:20:34that.
- 1:20:35Well,
- 1:20:35it's
- 1:20:35time
- 1:20:36to
- 1:20:36get
- 1:20:36booked.
- 1:20:37Yes,
- 1:20:37let's
- 1:20:37get
- 1:20:38booked,
- 1:20:39please.
- 1:20:42I'm
- 1:20:43have
- 1:20:43that.
- 1:20:43I
- 1:20:43have
- 1:20:43that
- 1:20:44stuck
- 1:20:44in
- 1:20:44my
- 1:20:44head.
- 1:20:44It's
- 1:20:45so
- 1:20:45good.
- 1:20:46So.
- 1:20:46So
- 1:20:46book
- 1:20:46is
- 1:20:47basically,
- 1:20:48he
- 1:20:48already
- 1:20:48came
- 1:20:49to
- 1:20:49the
- 1:20:49conclusion
- 1:20:52that
- 1:20:53he
- 1:20:53needs
- 1:20:53to
- 1:20:53move
- 1:20:54on,
- 1:20:54but
- 1:20:55he's
- 1:20:56also
- 1:20:56uncertain
- 1:20:57because,
- 1:20:58like,
- 1:20:59he's
- 1:21:00still
- 1:21:00kind
- 1:21:01of
- 1:21:01glomming
- 1:21:02onto
- 1:21:02this
- 1:21:02thing
- 1:21:03where
- 1:21:04he
- 1:21:04thought
- 1:21:04he
- 1:21:04found
- 1:21:05that
- 1:21:05connection
- 1:21:06that
- 1:21:06he
- 1:21:06was
- 1:21:06looking
- 1:21:06for.
- 1:21:07So
- 1:21:07he's
- 1:21:07like
- 1:21:09looking
- 1:21:09at
- 1:21:09it
- 1:21:09logically.
- 1:21:10He's
- 1:21:10like,
- 1:21:10I
- 1:21:11should
- 1:21:11move
- 1:21:11on.
- 1:21:11But
- 1:21:12emotionally
- 1:21:12he's
- 1:21:13like,
- 1:21:13what
- 1:21:14if
- 1:21:14he's
- 1:21:15still
- 1:21:15stuck?
- 1:21:16Yeah,
- 1:21:17he's
- 1:21:17still
- 1:21:17stuck.
- 1:21:18And
- 1:21:18he's
- 1:21:18thinking
- 1:21:19about,
- 1:21:19but
- 1:21:19what
- 1:21:19if
- 1:21:19I
- 1:21:19let
- 1:21:20go
- 1:21:20and
- 1:21:21she
- 1:21:21comes
- 1:21:21back?
- 1:21:22He's
- 1:21:22trying.
- 1:21:23He's
- 1:21:23thinking
- 1:21:23about,
- 1:21:23like,
- 1:21:24what
- 1:21:24could
- 1:21:25could
- 1:21:25happen
- 1:21:25if
- 1:21:26like
- 1:21:26their
- 1:21:26relationship
- 1:21:27could
- 1:21:27continue.
- 1:21:28But
- 1:21:29he
- 1:21:29knows
- 1:21:30and
- 1:21:30logically
- 1:21:31and
- 1:21:31also
- 1:21:32like
- 1:21:32deep
- 1:21:32down
- 1:21:33you
- 1:21:34know
- 1:21:34that
- 1:21:34he
- 1:21:34needs
- 1:21:35to
- 1:21:35move
- 1:21:35on.
- 1:21:36He
- 1:21:36does
- 1:21:37this
- 1:21:37by
- 1:21:38making
- 1:21:38the
- 1:21:38rounds
- 1:21:42of
- 1:21:43people
- 1:21:43he
- 1:21:43knows
- 1:21:44to
- 1:21:44get
- 1:21:44validation
- 1:21:45in
- 1:21:46that
- 1:21:46fact
- 1:21:47because,
- 1:21:48you
- 1:21:49know,
- 1:21:49asking.
- 1:21:50He
- 1:21:50has
- 1:21:50an
- 1:21:50aversion
- 1:21:51to
- 1:21:51therapy
- 1:21:53for
- 1:21:54good
- 1:21:54reason.
- 1:21:55Oh,
- 1:21:56I
- 1:21:56saw
- 1:21:56a
- 1:21:56tweet
- 1:21:57earlier,
- 1:21:57and
- 1:21:58someone
- 1:21:59said
- 1:22:00the
- 1:22:00reason
- 1:22:00he
- 1:22:01does
- 1:22:01online
- 1:22:02therapy
- 1:22:02is
- 1:22:03because
- 1:22:03he
- 1:22:03can't
- 1:22:04do
- 1:22:04in
- 1:22:04person
- 1:22:04therapy
- 1:22:05anymore.
- 1:22:08And.
- 1:22:10Oh,
- 1:22:10wow,
- 1:22:10I've
- 1:22:11never
- 1:22:11thought
- 1:22:11about
- 1:22:11that.
- 1:22:12And
- 1:22:12now
- 1:22:12I
- 1:22:13am
- 1:22:13sad.
- 1:22:14I
- 1:22:14mean,
- 1:22:14it
- 1:22:15was
- 1:22:15also.
- 1:22:15Because
- 1:22:15it
- 1:22:15was
- 1:22:16like,
- 1:22:16wasn't
- 1:22:16it?
- 1:22:18But,
- 1:22:19yeah,
- 1:22:20I
- 1:22:20was
- 1:22:20gonna
- 1:22:20say
- 1:22:20it
- 1:22:20wasn't
- 1:22:20a
- 1:22:21Covid.
- 1:22:22Yeah.
- 1:22:23But
- 1:22:23I
- 1:22:23think,
- 1:22:24like,
- 1:22:25if
- 1:22:25he
- 1:22:25were
- 1:22:25to
- 1:22:27continue
- 1:22:28doing
- 1:22:28it,
- 1:22:28I
- 1:22:28think.
- 1:22:30Anyways,
- 1:22:31that's
- 1:22:31neither
- 1:22:31here
- 1:22:32nor
- 1:22:32there
- 1:22:32at
- 1:22:32the
- 1:22:32moment.
- 1:22:34So,
- 1:22:34yeah,
- 1:22:35he.
- 1:22:35He
- 1:22:36has
- 1:22:36a
- 1:22:36conversation
- 1:22:39with
- 1:22:39Maddie
- 1:22:41where
- 1:22:42he
- 1:22:42basically
- 1:22:43says
- 1:22:43all
- 1:22:44things
- 1:22:44that
- 1:22:44I
- 1:22:44opened
- 1:22:45this
- 1:22:45segment
- 1:22:46up
- 1:22:46with,
- 1:22:47which
- 1:22:47is.
- 1:22:48Like,
- 1:22:49well,
- 1:22:49I
- 1:22:50thought
- 1:22:51the
- 1:22:51conversation
- 1:22:52was
- 1:22:52so
- 1:22:52great
- 1:22:53because
- 1:22:53they
- 1:22:53started
- 1:22:54talking
- 1:22:55about
- 1:22:55this.
- 1:22:57The
- 1:22:57hiker
- 1:22:58ghost
- 1:22:58call.
- 1:22:59Right.
- 1:23:00And
- 1:23:00then
- 1:23:00it
- 1:23:01so
- 1:23:01seamlessly
- 1:23:02transitioned
- 1:23:03to
- 1:23:03like,
- 1:23:04wait,
- 1:23:05we're
- 1:23:05not
- 1:23:05talking
- 1:23:06about
- 1:23:06that
- 1:23:06anymore,
- 1:23:07are
- 1:23:07we?
- 1:23:08And
- 1:23:08you
- 1:23:08can
- 1:23:08really
- 1:23:09see
- 1:23:09it,
- 1:23:09I
- 1:23:10think,
- 1:23:10especially
- 1:23:10on
- 1:23:11Maddie's
- 1:23:12face
- 1:23:13kind
- 1:23:13of
- 1:23:13first.
- 1:23:14I
- 1:23:15think
- 1:23:15Buck
- 1:23:15realizes
- 1:23:16it
- 1:23:16a
- 1:23:16little
- 1:23:17afterwards,
- 1:23:19but
- 1:23:19Maddie
- 1:23:20is
- 1:23:20like,
- 1:23:21oh,
- 1:23:22this
- 1:23:23is.
- 1:23:23You're
- 1:23:23projecting.
- 1:23:26We're
- 1:23:26not
- 1:23:27talking
- 1:23:27about
- 1:23:27the
- 1:23:27high
- 1:23:27grounds
- 1:23:27anymore.
- 1:23:28Projecting.
- 1:23:29We're
- 1:23:30talking
- 1:23:30about
- 1:23:30you
- 1:23:31now.
- 1:23:32And
- 1:23:32you
- 1:23:32can
- 1:23:32kind
- 1:23:32of
- 1:23:33see
- 1:23:33that
- 1:23:33in
- 1:23:33her
- 1:23:34expression
- 1:23:35as
- 1:23:36she
- 1:23:37realizes
- 1:23:37that
- 1:23:38because
- 1:23:39she
- 1:23:39starts.
- 1:23:41You
- 1:23:41can
- 1:23:41really
- 1:23:41see
- 1:23:42her
- 1:23:42empathy
- 1:23:42coming
- 1:23:42through
- 1:23:43because
- 1:23:43she
- 1:23:44already
- 1:23:44says,
- 1:23:44oh,
- 1:23:45it
- 1:23:45must
- 1:23:45be
- 1:23:45awful
- 1:23:46to
- 1:23:46have
- 1:23:46to
- 1:23:47declare
- 1:23:47someone
- 1:23:48dead
- 1:23:49after
- 1:23:49seven
- 1:23:50years
- 1:23:50and
- 1:23:50admit
- 1:23:50that
- 1:23:51you
- 1:23:51lost
- 1:23:51hope.
- 1:23:52And
- 1:23:53Buck,
- 1:23:54who
- 1:23:55is
- 1:23:56usually.
- 1:23:57And
- 1:23:57we've
- 1:23:57said
- 1:23:57this
- 1:23:58from
- 1:23:58the
- 1:23:58beginning
- 1:23:59with
- 1:23:59the
- 1:24:00earthquake
- 1:24:00scene
- 1:24:01or
- 1:24:02call,
- 1:24:02he's
- 1:24:03been
- 1:24:04so
- 1:24:04optimistic,
- 1:24:05and
- 1:24:06he's
- 1:24:06always
- 1:24:06just
- 1:24:07like,
- 1:24:08we
- 1:24:09can
- 1:24:09do
- 1:24:09it.
- 1:24:09We
- 1:24:09can
- 1:24:09make
- 1:24:10it
- 1:24:10out
- 1:24:10of
- 1:24:10here.
- 1:24:10I
- 1:24:10like
- 1:24:11our
- 1:24:11chances
- 1:24:11sort
- 1:24:12of
- 1:24:12stuff.
- 1:24:12And
- 1:24:13he's
- 1:24:13just
- 1:24:13kind
- 1:24:14of
- 1:24:14like,
- 1:24:15no
- 1:24:15one
- 1:24:15can
- 1:24:16wait
- 1:24:16forever.
- 1:24:17And
- 1:24:18Maddie's
- 1:24:18just
- 1:24:18kind
- 1:24:18of
- 1:24:19like,
- 1:24:19oh,
- 1:24:19Evan,
- 1:24:23you
- 1:24:23know,
- 1:24:23in
- 1:24:23the.
- 1:24:24I
- 1:24:24didn't
- 1:24:24do
- 1:24:24it
- 1:24:24right.
- 1:24:25But
- 1:24:25in
- 1:24:25the
- 1:24:25way
- 1:24:26that
- 1:24:26she
- 1:24:26says,
- 1:24:27yeah,
- 1:24:28his
- 1:24:28name.
- 1:24:28It's
- 1:24:29that
- 1:24:29transition
- 1:24:30there
- 1:24:30that
- 1:24:30it's
- 1:24:30like,
- 1:24:31oh,
- 1:24:32we're
- 1:24:32not.
- 1:24:33We're
- 1:24:33talking
- 1:24:33about
- 1:24:34you
- 1:24:34now.
- 1:24:34And
- 1:24:35how
- 1:24:36he
- 1:24:36is
- 1:24:36losing
- 1:24:37hope
- 1:24:37in,
- 1:24:38you
- 1:24:38know,
- 1:24:39trying
- 1:24:39to
- 1:24:39wait
- 1:24:39out
- 1:24:40this
- 1:24:40relationship
- 1:24:40that
- 1:24:40he's
- 1:24:41been
- 1:24:41so
- 1:24:42adamant
- 1:24:43and
- 1:24:43proud
- 1:24:44to,
- 1:24:45you
- 1:24:46know,
- 1:24:47prove
- 1:24:47to
- 1:24:47himself
- 1:24:48and
- 1:24:48everyone
- 1:24:49else,
- 1:24:49like
- 1:24:49we've
- 1:24:50spoken
- 1:24:50about,
- 1:24:51that
- 1:24:51he
- 1:24:51can
- 1:24:52make
- 1:24:52it
- 1:24:52work.
- 1:24:53And
- 1:24:53he's.
- 1:24:54And
- 1:24:54that
- 1:24:54hope
- 1:24:55is
- 1:24:55fading
- 1:24:56fast
- 1:24:56or
- 1:24:56is
- 1:24:57kind
- 1:24:57of
- 1:24:57already
- 1:24:58gone,
- 1:24:58but
- 1:24:59he.
- 1:25:00He's
- 1:25:00looking
- 1:25:00for
- 1:25:00a
- 1:25:00Hail
- 1:25:01Mary,
- 1:25:02I
- 1:25:02guess.
- 1:25:02Well,
- 1:25:03so
- 1:25:03like
- 1:25:03we
- 1:25:04talked
- 1:25:04about
- 1:25:04with
- 1:25:04hen,
- 1:25:05he's
- 1:25:06also
- 1:25:06going
- 1:25:06through
- 1:25:07the
- 1:25:07stages
- 1:25:07of
- 1:25:07grief
- 1:25:08right
- 1:25:08now.
- 1:25:08It's
- 1:25:09the
- 1:25:09death
- 1:25:10of
- 1:25:10a
- 1:25:10relationship.
- 1:25:11So,
- 1:25:11like,
- 1:25:12the
- 1:25:12beginning
- 1:25:13monologue
- 1:25:14might
- 1:25:14sound
- 1:25:15like
- 1:25:15it's
- 1:25:15not
- 1:25:15about
- 1:25:15him,
- 1:25:16but
- 1:25:16it
- 1:25:16is,
- 1:25:18because
- 1:25:18it's
- 1:25:18Always
- 1:25:18about
- 1:25:19him.
- 1:25:20They
- 1:25:20say
- 1:25:20that.
- 1:25:20Not
- 1:25:21everything.
- 1:25:21Especially
- 1:25:21if
- 1:25:21he's
- 1:25:22talking
- 1:25:22about
- 1:25:22me.
- 1:25:23But
- 1:25:23what
- 1:25:23if
- 1:25:23it
- 1:25:24is?
- 1:25:25It's
- 1:25:25always
- 1:25:26about
- 1:25:26him.
- 1:25:27One
- 1:25:27day
- 1:25:27I'll
- 1:25:27have
- 1:25:28time
- 1:25:28to
- 1:25:28finish
- 1:25:28making
- 1:25:28that
- 1:25:29edit.
- 1:25:30It's
- 1:25:31his
- 1:25:31song.
- 1:25:31Yeah.
- 1:25:32Like,
- 1:25:33it
- 1:25:33really
- 1:25:33is.
- 1:25:34It's.
- 1:25:34It's.
- 1:25:36It's
- 1:25:37losing.
- 1:25:39I
- 1:25:39was
- 1:25:39going
- 1:25:39to
- 1:25:39read
- 1:25:39it.
- 1:25:40He
- 1:25:41talks
- 1:25:41about,
- 1:25:41like,
- 1:25:41there's
- 1:25:42one
- 1:25:42hard
- 1:25:42thing
- 1:25:42in
- 1:25:42this
- 1:25:43job.
- 1:25:43It's
- 1:25:44one
- 1:25:44way.
- 1:25:44It's
- 1:25:45one
- 1:25:45way
- 1:25:45or
- 1:25:45another,
- 1:25:46this
- 1:25:46day
- 1:25:46or
- 1:25:46the
- 1:25:46next,
- 1:25:47eventually
- 1:25:48everything
- 1:25:48dies.
- 1:25:49His
- 1:25:50death
- 1:25:51of
- 1:25:51a
- 1:25:51relationship.
- 1:25:52Right.
- 1:25:52That's
- 1:25:52not
- 1:25:52optimistic
- 1:25:53at
- 1:25:53all.
- 1:25:54No.
- 1:25:54And
- 1:25:54for
- 1:25:55most
- 1:25:55people,
- 1:25:55the
- 1:25:55only
- 1:25:56thing
- 1:25:56worse
- 1:25:56than
- 1:25:56losing
- 1:25:57someone
- 1:25:57you
- 1:25:57love
- 1:25:57is
- 1:25:58knowing
- 1:25:58that
- 1:25:58one
- 1:25:59day
- 1:25:59you
- 1:25:59will.
- 1:25:59So
- 1:26:00he
- 1:26:00has
- 1:26:00been
- 1:26:01living,
- 1:26:01like,
- 1:26:02in
- 1:26:02this
- 1:26:03fear
- 1:26:03of
- 1:26:03knowing
- 1:26:03that
- 1:26:04she's,
- 1:26:04like,
- 1:26:05alive,
- 1:26:06but
- 1:26:06knowing
- 1:26:06that
- 1:26:06he
- 1:26:07was
- 1:26:07gonna
- 1:26:07lose
- 1:26:08her.
- 1:26:08As
- 1:26:08in
- 1:26:09lose
- 1:26:09the
- 1:26:10relationship.
- 1:26:12I
- 1:26:12think
- 1:26:13this
- 1:26:14quote.
- 1:26:15Is
- 1:26:15this
- 1:26:15the
- 1:26:16first.
- 1:26:17It's
- 1:26:17the
- 1:26:17beginning
- 1:26:18voiceover.
- 1:26:20Yeah,
- 1:26:20I
- 1:26:20know.
- 1:26:21Is
- 1:26:21this
- 1:26:21the
- 1:26:22first
- 1:26:22opening
- 1:26:23voiceover
- 1:26:24with
- 1:26:24Buck?
- 1:26:25Yeah.
- 1:26:26Or
- 1:26:26did
- 1:26:26we
- 1:26:27get.
- 1:26:27Did
- 1:26:27we
- 1:26:28get
- 1:26:28something
- 1:26:29in
- 1:26:29season
- 1:26:30one?
- 1:26:30I
- 1:26:31always
- 1:26:31want
- 1:26:31to
- 1:26:31say
- 1:26:31the
- 1:26:32full
- 1:26:32moon,
- 1:26:32but
- 1:26:33that's
- 1:26:3310.
- 1:26:34I
- 1:26:34don't
- 1:26:34think
- 1:26:34so.
- 1:26:35Okay.
- 1:26:35Because
- 1:26:36the
- 1:26:36only
- 1:26:36voiceovers
- 1:26:37that
- 1:26:37I
- 1:26:37really
- 1:26:38actually
- 1:26:38like
- 1:26:38are
- 1:26:38bugs.
- 1:26:41I
- 1:26:41understand
- 1:26:42that.
- 1:26:42I'm
- 1:26:42like,
- 1:26:43I'm.
- 1:26:43I'm
- 1:26:43seated
- 1:26:45here
- 1:26:45for
- 1:26:45this,
- 1:26:46but.
- 1:26:47Yeah.
- 1:26:48So
- 1:26:49I.
- 1:26:50I
- 1:26:50really
- 1:26:50like
- 1:26:51this
- 1:26:51opening
- 1:26:51monologue
- 1:26:52because
- 1:26:52it
- 1:26:53is
- 1:26:53very
- 1:26:53layered
- 1:26:55because
- 1:26:56it's
- 1:26:56obviously
- 1:26:57like,
- 1:26:57you
- 1:26:57know,
- 1:26:58losing
- 1:26:58someone,
- 1:26:59like.
- 1:26:59Like
- 1:27:00death
- 1:27:00and
- 1:27:00dying.
- 1:27:01But
- 1:27:02I
- 1:27:02think
- 1:27:02this
- 1:27:02brings
- 1:27:03up
- 1:27:03a
- 1:27:03lot
- 1:27:04of,
- 1:27:04like,
- 1:27:05the
- 1:27:05main
- 1:27:06lessons
- 1:27:06that
- 1:27:07he
- 1:27:07learned
- 1:27:07in
- 1:27:08season
- 1:27:08one,
- 1:27:09especially,
- 1:27:09like,
- 1:27:10from
- 1:27:10episode
- 1:27:11two
- 1:27:11on,
- 1:27:12where
- 1:27:12he
- 1:27:13lost
- 1:27:14the
- 1:27:17person
- 1:27:17from
- 1:27:18the
- 1:27:18roller
- 1:27:18coaster.
- 1:27:20He
- 1:27:21was
- 1:27:21there.
- 1:27:22And
- 1:27:22witnessing
- 1:27:23Abby's.
- 1:27:24When
- 1:27:24Abby
- 1:27:25lost
- 1:27:25her
- 1:27:25mom
- 1:27:26physically,
- 1:27:28when
- 1:27:28she
- 1:27:28was
- 1:27:29all
- 1:27:30over,
- 1:27:31when
- 1:27:31they
- 1:27:31were
- 1:27:32trying
- 1:27:32to
- 1:27:32find
- 1:27:32her,
- 1:27:33but
- 1:27:33then
- 1:27:34also
- 1:27:34losing
- 1:27:34her
- 1:27:35in,
- 1:27:37like,
- 1:27:37a
- 1:27:37mortality
- 1:27:38sense,
- 1:27:39and
- 1:27:39him
- 1:27:40being
- 1:27:40there
- 1:27:40for
- 1:27:40that
- 1:27:40and
- 1:27:41him
- 1:27:41being
- 1:27:41there
- 1:27:41for
- 1:27:41Abby.
- 1:27:42And
- 1:27:43so,
- 1:27:44like,
- 1:27:44this.
- 1:27:44This
- 1:27:45loss
- 1:27:45in
- 1:27:45more
- 1:27:46ways
- 1:27:46than
- 1:27:46just
- 1:27:47death,
- 1:27:47because
- 1:27:48he's.
- 1:27:48He's
- 1:27:49losing.
- 1:27:49He's
- 1:27:50lost
- 1:27:50contact
- 1:27:51with
- 1:27:51her
- 1:27:51as
- 1:27:52well.
- 1:27:52So
- 1:27:54I
- 1:27:55think
- 1:27:55it.
- 1:27:55I
- 1:27:55think
- 1:27:55it
- 1:27:56is,
- 1:27:56like,
- 1:27:56very,
- 1:27:57very
- 1:27:57layered
- 1:27:58in
- 1:27:58that
- 1:27:58way,
- 1:27:59too,
- 1:27:59which
- 1:28:01it.
- 1:28:03It
- 1:28:03hurts.
- 1:28:03The
- 1:28:03analogy
- 1:28:04is
- 1:28:04like
- 1:28:04watching
- 1:28:05someone
- 1:28:05slowly
- 1:28:06die.
- 1:28:07Right.
- 1:28:08Like
- 1:28:09that.
- 1:28:09It's
- 1:28:09like
- 1:28:09watching
- 1:28:10someone.
- 1:28:10Yeah.
- 1:28:11Like
- 1:28:11knowing
- 1:28:11that
- 1:28:12they're.
- 1:28:12They're
- 1:28:13going
- 1:28:13to
- 1:28:13die,
- 1:28:13but
- 1:28:13not
- 1:28:13knowing
- 1:28:14how
- 1:28:14long
- 1:28:14it's
- 1:28:14going
- 1:28:14to
- 1:28:14take
- 1:28:15and
- 1:28:15watching
- 1:28:16it
- 1:28:17get
- 1:28:18deteriorate
- 1:28:19worse
- 1:28:19and
- 1:28:19worse.
- 1:28:20So
- 1:28:21that's
- 1:28:21what.
- 1:28:21What's
- 1:28:22happening.
- 1:28:22They
- 1:28:22were
- 1:28:22talking
- 1:28:23less
- 1:28:23and
- 1:28:24less
- 1:28:24frequently,
- 1:28:25and
- 1:28:25the
- 1:28:25conversations
- 1:28:25are
- 1:28:26shorter
- 1:28:26and
- 1:28:26shorter.
- 1:28:27The
- 1:28:28relationship
- 1:28:28was
- 1:28:28on
- 1:28:28life
- 1:28:29support,
- 1:28:30just
- 1:28:30like
- 1:28:30hen's
- 1:28:31dad.
- 1:28:34No,
- 1:28:34no.
- 1:28:35Like,
- 1:28:35honestly,
- 1:28:36because
- 1:28:36here
- 1:28:36you
- 1:28:36are.
- 1:28:37You're
- 1:28:37like
- 1:28:38Watching
- 1:28:38this
- 1:28:38thing
- 1:28:39in
- 1:28:39front
- 1:28:39of
- 1:28:39you
- 1:28:39just
- 1:28:39kind
- 1:28:40of,
- 1:28:40like,
- 1:28:40waste
- 1:28:41away.
- 1:28:42Exactly.
- 1:28:45So
- 1:28:45you
- 1:28:45have
- 1:28:46to
- 1:28:46decide
- 1:28:46whether
- 1:28:46or
- 1:28:47not
- 1:28:47to
- 1:28:47pull
- 1:28:47the
- 1:28:47plug.
- 1:28:48Yeah.
- 1:28:49I
- 1:28:49mean,
- 1:28:49his
- 1:28:49hope
- 1:28:49was
- 1:28:50also
- 1:28:50dying,
- 1:28:50too.
- 1:28:52So
- 1:28:52many
- 1:28:52deaths.
- 1:28:53Well,
- 1:28:54he's
- 1:28:54realizing
- 1:28:55that
- 1:28:56trying
- 1:28:56to
- 1:28:57wait
- 1:28:57for
- 1:28:58her
- 1:28:58to
- 1:28:58come
- 1:28:58back
- 1:28:59is
- 1:28:59beating
- 1:29:00a
- 1:29:00dead
- 1:29:00horse,
- 1:29:01so.
- 1:29:02And
- 1:29:02it's
- 1:29:02also,
- 1:29:03like,
- 1:29:03keeping
- 1:29:03him
- 1:29:04away
- 1:29:04from,
- 1:29:04like,
- 1:29:05well,
- 1:29:06figuring
- 1:29:07out
- 1:29:07who
- 1:29:07he
- 1:29:08is
- 1:29:08without
- 1:29:08her.
- 1:29:09Yeah.
- 1:29:10So.
- 1:29:10Because,
- 1:29:11like,
- 1:29:12at
- 1:29:12the
- 1:29:12end,
- 1:29:12he
- 1:29:12does
- 1:29:13mention
- 1:29:14that.
- 1:29:14That
- 1:29:14he
- 1:29:15will
- 1:29:15always
- 1:29:15love
- 1:29:15her
- 1:29:17for
- 1:29:18making
- 1:29:19him
- 1:29:19a
- 1:29:19better
- 1:29:19man.
- 1:29:21But.
- 1:29:22Yeah.
- 1:29:22That
- 1:29:22he
- 1:29:23needs
- 1:29:23to,
- 1:29:23like,
- 1:29:23figure
- 1:29:23out
- 1:29:24who
- 1:29:24he
- 1:29:24is
- 1:29:25and,
- 1:29:25like,
- 1:29:25she.
- 1:29:26Like,
- 1:29:27keeping
- 1:29:27that
- 1:29:28hope
- 1:29:28alive
- 1:29:28that
- 1:29:29she
- 1:29:29would
- 1:29:29come
- 1:29:29back
- 1:29:29or
- 1:29:31whatever.
- 1:29:31Like,
- 1:29:32that's
- 1:29:32just
- 1:29:32going.
- 1:29:32That
- 1:29:33he.
- 1:29:33He's
- 1:29:33just
- 1:29:34gonna.
- 1:29:34It's.
- 1:29:35It's
- 1:29:35just
- 1:29:35there's.
- 1:29:36There's
- 1:29:36no
- 1:29:36purpose.
- 1:29:37There's
- 1:29:37no.
- 1:29:37I
- 1:29:37mean,
- 1:29:37there's
- 1:29:37no
- 1:29:38point
- 1:29:38anymore.
- 1:29:39And
- 1:29:39I
- 1:29:40think
- 1:29:40even
- 1:29:40Maddie
- 1:29:40says
- 1:29:41that
- 1:29:41to
- 1:29:41him.
- 1:29:41That.
- 1:29:42Yeah,
- 1:29:43I
- 1:29:43have
- 1:29:43the
- 1:29:43quote.
- 1:29:44Okay,
- 1:29:44go
- 1:29:45ahead.
- 1:29:46So
- 1:29:46Maddie
- 1:29:47says
- 1:29:47losing
- 1:29:48hope
- 1:29:48is
- 1:29:48a
- 1:29:48tricky
- 1:29:49thing.
- 1:29:49It
- 1:29:50keeps
- 1:29:50you
- 1:29:50going
- 1:29:50for
- 1:29:50a
- 1:29:51while,
- 1:29:51but
- 1:29:51at
- 1:29:51some
- 1:29:51point,
- 1:29:52if
- 1:29:52what
- 1:29:52you're
- 1:29:52hoping
- 1:29:53for
- 1:29:53is
- 1:29:53never
- 1:29:53going
- 1:29:53to
- 1:29:54happen,
- 1:29:54then
- 1:29:55it's
- 1:29:55just
- 1:29:55holding
- 1:29:55you
- 1:29:56back
- 1:29:56from
- 1:29:56your
- 1:29:56life,
- 1:29:58like,
- 1:29:58being
- 1:29:58stuck.
- 1:29:59Can
- 1:30:00I
- 1:30:00read
- 1:30:00the
- 1:30:00ending
- 1:30:00Voiceover
- 1:30:02with
- 1:30:02commentary
- 1:30:04since
- 1:30:04so
- 1:30:05brought
- 1:30:05it
- 1:30:05up.
- 1:30:06So
- 1:30:06he
- 1:30:06says
- 1:30:06we
- 1:30:06are
- 1:30:07all
- 1:30:07haunted
- 1:30:07by
- 1:30:08the
- 1:30:08ones
- 1:30:08we've
- 1:30:08loved
- 1:30:08and
- 1:30:08the
- 1:30:09ones
- 1:30:09we've
- 1:30:09lost,
- 1:30:09by
- 1:30:10the
- 1:30:10choices
- 1:30:10we've
- 1:30:10made
- 1:30:11and
- 1:30:11the
- 1:30:11ones
- 1:30:11we
- 1:30:11will
- 1:30:11struggle
- 1:30:12with.
- 1:30:12Our
- 1:30:13lives
- 1:30:13are
- 1:30:13like
- 1:30:13a
- 1:30:13series
- 1:30:14of
- 1:30:14ghost
- 1:30:14stories.
- 1:30:15Sometimes
- 1:30:15all
- 1:30:15we
- 1:30:15can
- 1:30:15do
- 1:30:16is
- 1:30:16turn
- 1:30:16the
- 1:30:16page,
- 1:30:17let
- 1:30:17go.
- 1:30:18And
- 1:30:19then
- 1:30:19when
- 1:30:20he
- 1:30:20says
- 1:30:20that,
- 1:30:21it's
- 1:30:21literal
- 1:30:21flat
- 1:30:22line
- 1:30:22noises
- 1:30:24from.
- 1:30:25Oh,
- 1:30:26from
- 1:30:26Ben's
- 1:30:26father.
- 1:30:27Wait,
- 1:30:28I
- 1:30:28didn't
- 1:30:28catch
- 1:30:28that.
- 1:30:29And
- 1:30:30so,
- 1:30:30like,
- 1:30:30literally,
- 1:30:31she's
- 1:30:31letting
- 1:30:31go.
- 1:30:32And
- 1:30:32it's,
- 1:30:32like,
- 1:30:33also
- 1:30:33symbolic
- 1:30:34of
- 1:30:34the
- 1:30:35death.
- 1:30:35Flat
- 1:30:35lining
- 1:30:36of
- 1:30:36their
- 1:30:37relationship.
- 1:30:38Of
- 1:30:38the
- 1:30:38Buck
- 1:30:39Abby
- 1:30:39relationship.
- 1:30:40Yeah.
- 1:30:41So.
- 1:30:42And
- 1:30:42this
- 1:30:42is
- 1:30:42his
- 1:30:42letter.
- 1:30:43The
- 1:30:44ending
- 1:30:44voiceover
- 1:30:45is
- 1:30:45his
- 1:30:45letter
- 1:30:46to
- 1:30:46Abby.
- 1:30:47I
- 1:30:47also
- 1:30:48love
- 1:30:48how
- 1:30:48it
- 1:30:48transitions
- 1:30:49to
- 1:30:49that
- 1:30:49as
- 1:30:50well.
- 1:30:50Yes.
- 1:30:51So
- 1:30:52then
- 1:30:52he
- 1:30:52continues.
- 1:30:53That's
- 1:30:54what
- 1:30:54I
- 1:30:54need
- 1:30:54to
- 1:30:54do
- 1:30:54now.
- 1:30:55Let
- 1:30:55go.
- 1:30:56I'm
- 1:30:56not
- 1:30:56sure
- 1:30:56if
- 1:30:56you'll
- 1:30:57ever
- 1:30:57come
- 1:30:57back
- 1:30:57or
- 1:30:57how
- 1:30:58I'll
- 1:30:58feel
- 1:30:58if
- 1:30:58you
- 1:30:59do.
- 1:31:01We'll
- 1:31:01find
- 1:31:01out
- 1:31:01next
- 1:31:02season.
- 1:31:02But
- 1:31:02I
- 1:31:02am
- 1:31:03sure
- 1:31:03that
- 1:31:03I
- 1:31:03cannot
- 1:31:04wait
- 1:31:04anymore.
- 1:31:05You
- 1:31:05are
- 1:31:05my
- 1:31:06ghost
- 1:31:06story,
- 1:31:06Abby.
- 1:31:07You
- 1:31:07are
- 1:31:07the
- 1:31:07amazing
- 1:31:07spirit
- 1:31:08that
- 1:31:08blew
- 1:31:08into
- 1:31:08my
- 1:31:08life,
- 1:31:09turns
- 1:31:09it
- 1:31:09upside
- 1:31:09down,
- 1:31:10and
- 1:31:10then
- 1:31:10vanished
- 1:31:10into
- 1:31:11the
- 1:31:11night.
- 1:31:11Being
- 1:31:12with
- 1:31:12you
- 1:31:12made
- 1:31:12me
- 1:31:12a
- 1:31:12better
- 1:31:13man.
- 1:31:13And
- 1:31:13for
- 1:31:13that,
- 1:31:13I
- 1:31:14will
- 1:31:14always
- 1:31:14love
- 1:31:14you.
- 1:31:15I
- 1:31:15don't
- 1:31:15like
- 1:31:16the
- 1:31:16wording.
- 1:31:16And
- 1:31:17I
- 1:31:17know
- 1:31:18that
- 1:31:18we've
- 1:31:18already
- 1:31:18discussed
- 1:31:21him
- 1:31:22attributing,
- 1:31:23like,
- 1:31:23all
- 1:31:23of
- 1:31:23his
- 1:31:23growth
- 1:31:24to
- 1:31:24her,
- 1:31:25and
- 1:31:25I
- 1:31:26get
- 1:31:26that.
- 1:31:27You
- 1:31:28learn
- 1:31:28and
- 1:31:28grow
- 1:31:28and
- 1:31:29change
- 1:31:30from
- 1:31:30the
- 1:31:30people
- 1:31:31in
- 1:31:31your
- 1:31:31life.
- 1:31:33But
- 1:31:33I
- 1:31:34just
- 1:31:34hate
- 1:31:34that.
- 1:31:34Like,
- 1:31:35he's
- 1:31:35like,
- 1:31:36you
- 1:31:36made
- 1:31:36me
- 1:31:37a
- 1:31:37better
- 1:31:37man.
- 1:31:38Not
- 1:31:38like,
- 1:31:39getting
- 1:31:39to
- 1:31:40knowing
- 1:31:41you.
- 1:31:41Being
- 1:31:41with
- 1:31:42you
- 1:31:42made
- 1:31:42me
- 1:31:43a
- 1:31:43better.
- 1:31:43You
- 1:31:43know
- 1:31:43what
- 1:31:43I
- 1:31:43mean?
- 1:31:43Like,
- 1:31:44just
- 1:31:44the
- 1:31:44wording
- 1:31:44of
- 1:31:44it
- 1:31:44feels
- 1:31:45like
- 1:31:45he's
- 1:31:45not
- 1:31:45attributing
- 1:31:46any
- 1:31:46of
- 1:31:46his
- 1:31:47growth
- 1:31:48to
- 1:31:48himself.
- 1:31:49It
- 1:31:50downplays
- 1:31:50his
- 1:31:52like.
- 1:31:52Like
- 1:31:53personality.
- 1:31:54It.
- 1:31:54It
- 1:31:55downplays
- 1:31:55his
- 1:31:55like,
- 1:31:56agency.
- 1:31:57Yeah.
- 1:31:58Like.
- 1:31:59I
- 1:32:00don't
- 1:32:00know.
- 1:32:00The
- 1:32:00way
- 1:32:00it's
- 1:32:00worded
- 1:32:01is
- 1:32:01very
- 1:32:01much
- 1:32:01like
- 1:32:02you
- 1:32:02molded
- 1:32:02me
- 1:32:02into
- 1:32:03this.
- 1:32:03And
- 1:32:03like,
- 1:32:03she
- 1:32:04didn't.
- 1:32:04She
- 1:32:04didn't
- 1:32:04do
- 1:32:04shit.
- 1:32:06He
- 1:32:06was.
- 1:32:06He
- 1:32:07like.
- 1:32:07Okay.
- 1:32:08It
- 1:32:09downplays
- 1:32:09the
- 1:32:09potential
- 1:32:10that
- 1:32:10he
- 1:32:10always
- 1:32:11had
- 1:32:12inside
- 1:32:12him.
- 1:32:13Yes,
- 1:32:13she
- 1:32:14may
- 1:32:14have
- 1:32:14helped
- 1:32:14unlock
- 1:32:15it,
- 1:32:15but
- 1:32:15he
- 1:32:17always
- 1:32:18had
- 1:32:18the
- 1:32:18potential
- 1:32:19to
- 1:32:19be
- 1:32:19this
- 1:32:19person.
- 1:32:20And
- 1:32:20if
- 1:32:20it
- 1:32:20wasn't
- 1:32:21Abby,
- 1:32:21it
- 1:32:21might
- 1:32:22have
- 1:32:22been
- 1:32:22someone
- 1:32:22else
- 1:32:22to.
- 1:32:23Or
- 1:32:23himself
- 1:32:23to
- 1:32:24help
- 1:32:24unlock
- 1:32:24it.
- 1:32:24But
- 1:32:24like,
- 1:32:25he.
- 1:32:26He
- 1:32:26had
- 1:32:26it
- 1:32:27in
- 1:32:27him
- 1:32:27all
- 1:32:27along.
- 1:32:31It
- 1:32:31was
- 1:32:32him
- 1:32:32all
- 1:32:32along.
- 1:32:32It
- 1:32:33was
- 1:32:33Buck
- 1:32:33all
- 1:32:33along.
- 1:32:37But
- 1:32:37yeah,
- 1:32:37the
- 1:32:38way
- 1:32:38he.
- 1:32:38He
- 1:32:38words
- 1:32:38it,
- 1:32:39he's
- 1:32:39like,
- 1:32:39you're
- 1:32:39my
- 1:32:39ghost
- 1:32:39story.
- 1:32:40Which
- 1:32:40is,
- 1:32:41you
- 1:32:41know,
- 1:32:42everyone's.
- 1:32:43Everyone's
- 1:32:44haunting.
- 1:32:44And
- 1:32:45all
- 1:32:45of
- 1:32:45these
- 1:32:45are
- 1:32:45ghost
- 1:32:46stories,
- 1:32:46right?
- 1:32:46For
- 1:32:47everyone
- 1:32:47here.
- 1:32:48But
- 1:32:48his
- 1:32:48is.
- 1:32:49His
- 1:32:49is
- 1:32:50spec.
- 1:32:50Well,
- 1:32:51these
- 1:32:51are
- 1:32:51all
- 1:32:51kind
- 1:32:52of
- 1:32:52different
- 1:32:52versions,
- 1:32:53right?
- 1:32:53Yeah.
- 1:32:54So
- 1:32:54hises
- 1:32:56had
- 1:32:56someone.
- 1:32:56They
- 1:32:57just
- 1:32:57disappeared.
- 1:32:59Like
- 1:32:59the
- 1:32:59most
- 1:32:59classic
- 1:33:00kind
- 1:33:00of
- 1:33:00ghost.
- 1:33:00The
- 1:33:01most
- 1:33:01classic.
- 1:33:03And
- 1:33:03then
- 1:33:03Henzes
- 1:33:05never
- 1:33:05really
- 1:33:05knew
- 1:33:05them
- 1:33:06because
- 1:33:06they
- 1:33:06left
- 1:33:06when
- 1:33:06she
- 1:33:07was
- 1:33:07a
- 1:33:07child,
- 1:33:07came
- 1:33:08back,
- 1:33:09but
- 1:33:09too
- 1:33:10little,
- 1:33:10too
- 1:33:10late.
- 1:33:11Too
- 1:33:11little,
- 1:33:12too
- 1:33:12late.
- 1:33:12And
- 1:33:12then
- 1:33:13Eddie
- 1:33:14has
- 1:33:15someone
- 1:33:15who
- 1:33:16ghosted
- 1:33:17him
- 1:33:18and
- 1:33:18is
- 1:33:18coming
- 1:33:18back.
- 1:33:19But
- 1:33:19the
- 1:33:19coming
- 1:33:19back
- 1:33:20is
- 1:33:20the
- 1:33:20haunting.
- 1:33:20We'll
- 1:33:20get
- 1:33:20into
- 1:33:21that
- 1:33:21when
- 1:33:21we
- 1:33:21talk
- 1:33:21about
- 1:33:22Eddie.
- 1:33:22Eddie
- 1:33:22is
- 1:33:23the
- 1:33:23only
- 1:33:23one
- 1:33:23that
- 1:33:24gets
- 1:33:24to
- 1:33:24kind
- 1:33:24of
- 1:33:25have
- 1:33:25this
- 1:33:25second
- 1:33:25chance.
- 1:33:26Well,
- 1:33:26Athena
- 1:33:27kind
- 1:33:27of
- 1:33:27has
- 1:33:28a
- 1:33:28second.
- 1:33:30Oh,
- 1:33:30I
- 1:33:30thought
- 1:33:31you
- 1:33:31were
- 1:33:31gonna
- 1:33:31say
- 1:33:31ghosts
- 1:33:31have
- 1:33:31a
- 1:33:32second
- 1:33:32chance.
- 1:33:32And
- 1:33:32I
- 1:33:32was
- 1:33:32like,
- 1:33:33oh,
- 1:33:33no,
- 1:33:33not
- 1:33:34again.
- 1:33:35Kind
- 1:33:35of.
- 1:33:36I
- 1:33:36was
- 1:33:36gonna
- 1:33:36word
- 1:33:37it
- 1:33:37differently,
- 1:33:38like,
- 1:33:39because
- 1:33:40none
- 1:33:41of
- 1:33:41these
- 1:33:41other.
- 1:33:43I
- 1:33:43mean,
- 1:33:43except
- 1:33:43I
- 1:33:43guess
- 1:33:44you
- 1:33:44could
- 1:33:44say,
- 1:33:44like,
- 1:33:45Athena
- 1:33:46had
- 1:33:46this
- 1:33:47chance
- 1:33:47to
- 1:33:47give
- 1:33:48someone
- 1:33:48else,
- 1:33:49and
- 1:33:49eventually
- 1:33:50she
- 1:33:50will
- 1:33:50get
- 1:33:50a
- 1:33:50second
- 1:33:51chance
- 1:33:51at
- 1:33:51solving
- 1:33:52both
- 1:33:52of
- 1:33:52these.
- 1:33:54Both
- 1:33:55of
- 1:33:55her
- 1:33:55ghosts.
- 1:33:56Right,
- 1:33:56but
- 1:33:57not
- 1:33:57right
- 1:33:57now.
- 1:33:57So
- 1:33:59technically,
- 1:33:59at
- 1:34:00the
- 1:34:00moment,
- 1:34:00Eddie
- 1:34:01is
- 1:34:01the
- 1:34:01only
- 1:34:01one
- 1:34:02that
- 1:34:02gets
- 1:34:02the
- 1:34:03opportunity
- 1:34:05to
- 1:34:05try
- 1:34:06again.
- 1:34:09I
- 1:34:09think
- 1:34:09the
- 1:34:09rest
- 1:34:09of
- 1:34:10that
- 1:34:10line
- 1:34:10was
- 1:34:10self
- 1:34:11explanatory.
- 1:34:11The
- 1:34:12blowing
- 1:34:12into
- 1:34:12my
- 1:34:12life,
- 1:34:13turn
- 1:34:13it
- 1:34:13upside
- 1:34:13down,
- 1:34:13vanish
- 1:34:14into
- 1:34:14the
- 1:34:14night.
- 1:34:14That's.
- 1:34:14That's
- 1:34:15what
- 1:34:16she
- 1:34:16did.
- 1:34:17Yeah.
- 1:34:18She
- 1:34:18showed
- 1:34:18up
- 1:34:18and
- 1:34:18was
- 1:34:19like,
- 1:34:19I'm
- 1:34:19interested
- 1:34:19in
- 1:34:20you.
- 1:34:20And
- 1:34:20then
- 1:34:21bye.
- 1:34:22Was
- 1:34:22not.
- 1:34:23But
- 1:34:23just
- 1:34:23didn't
- 1:34:24communicate
- 1:34:24that
- 1:34:24to
- 1:34:24him.
- 1:34:26I.
- 1:34:26I
- 1:34:27think.
- 1:34:27Yeah.
- 1:34:28What
- 1:34:28did
- 1:34:28I
- 1:34:28say?
- 1:34:28Like,
- 1:34:29because
- 1:34:30when
- 1:34:30he's
- 1:34:30talking
- 1:34:30to
- 1:34:31Carla.
- 1:34:32He
- 1:34:32says.
- 1:34:33He's
- 1:34:33like.
- 1:34:34The
- 1:34:34voice
- 1:34:35in
- 1:34:35my
- 1:34:35head
- 1:34:35says,
- 1:34:36like,
- 1:34:36move.
- 1:34:36Like,
- 1:34:37move
- 1:34:37on.
- 1:34:37She's
- 1:34:38never
- 1:34:38going
- 1:34:38to
- 1:34:38come
- 1:34:38back.
- 1:34:39And
- 1:34:39Carla
- 1:34:39says
- 1:34:39she
- 1:34:40still
- 1:34:40cares
- 1:34:40about
- 1:34:40you.
- 1:34:41She.
- 1:34:42She
- 1:34:43does
- 1:34:43not
- 1:34:43reassure
- 1:34:43him
- 1:34:44in
- 1:34:44any
- 1:34:44way
- 1:34:45that,
- 1:34:46like,
- 1:34:47she
- 1:34:47wants
- 1:34:47to
- 1:34:47be
- 1:34:47with
- 1:34:48him,
- 1:34:48that
- 1:34:48she's
- 1:34:48ever
- 1:34:48going
- 1:34:49to
- 1:34:49come
- 1:34:49back.
- 1:34:50Goes
- 1:34:50on
- 1:34:50to
- 1:34:50say,
- 1:34:51you
- 1:34:51know,
- 1:34:52she
- 1:34:52needs
- 1:34:52to
- 1:34:52come
- 1:34:52home,
- 1:34:52but
- 1:34:53not
- 1:34:53to
- 1:34:53this
- 1:34:53one.
- 1:34:55And
- 1:34:55then
- 1:34:55he
- 1:34:56finds
- 1:34:56out
- 1:34:56that
- 1:34:56she
- 1:34:57is
- 1:34:57coming
- 1:34:57back
- 1:34:57to
- 1:34:58the
- 1:34:58States
- 1:34:58but
- 1:34:58is
- 1:34:58going
- 1:35:00to
- 1:35:00stay
- 1:35:00with
- 1:35:00her
- 1:35:01brother.
- 1:35:01Right.
- 1:35:01And
- 1:35:01he
- 1:35:02didn't
- 1:35:02know
- 1:35:02any
- 1:35:02of
- 1:35:02this
- 1:35:02because
- 1:35:03she
- 1:35:04cut
- 1:35:04off
- 1:35:04contact.
- 1:35:05Just
- 1:35:06a
- 1:35:06note.
- 1:35:06Once
- 1:35:07we
- 1:35:07get
- 1:35:07into
- 1:35:07Eddie,
- 1:35:08can
- 1:35:08we
- 1:35:08talk
- 1:35:09about.
- 1:35:09And
- 1:35:09we
- 1:35:09get
- 1:35:10to
- 1:35:10talk
- 1:35:10about
- 1:35:10Carla,
- 1:35:11can
- 1:35:12we.
- 1:35:12Can
- 1:35:12we
- 1:35:13touch
- 1:35:13on
- 1:35:14the
- 1:35:14role
- 1:35:15that
- 1:35:15she
- 1:35:15plays
- 1:35:16for
- 1:35:17both
- 1:35:17of
- 1:35:17them
- 1:35:17in
- 1:35:18this
- 1:35:18episode?
- 1:35:18About,
- 1:35:19like.
- 1:35:19Or
- 1:35:19maybe
- 1:35:20I'll
- 1:35:20just
- 1:35:20say
- 1:35:21it
- 1:35:21now,
- 1:35:21but
- 1:35:22the
- 1:35:22role
- 1:35:22that
- 1:35:22she.
- 1:35:23That
- 1:35:23she
- 1:35:23plays
- 1:35:24in
- 1:35:24being
- 1:35:24the.
- 1:35:27Different
- 1:35:27voice.
- 1:35:29Like,
- 1:35:30not
- 1:35:30necessarily
- 1:35:30a
- 1:35:30voice
- 1:35:31of
- 1:35:31reason,
- 1:35:31but
- 1:35:31it's
- 1:35:32like
- 1:35:32someone
- 1:35:32who
- 1:35:33kind
- 1:35:33of
- 1:35:33gives.
- 1:35:34Is
- 1:35:35supposed
- 1:35:35to
- 1:35:35be
- 1:35:35giving
- 1:35:36the
- 1:35:36reality
- 1:35:36dose
- 1:35:38but
- 1:35:38is
- 1:35:38not
- 1:35:39very
- 1:35:39helpful
- 1:35:40or
- 1:35:42what.
- 1:35:43Like,
- 1:35:43what
- 1:35:44they
- 1:35:44truly
- 1:35:45need
- 1:35:45to
- 1:35:46hear.
- 1:35:46It's.
- 1:35:46It's
- 1:35:46the
- 1:35:47same
- 1:35:47thing
- 1:35:47we
- 1:35:47kind
- 1:35:47of
- 1:35:47see
- 1:35:48with
- 1:35:48Bobby
- 1:35:48a
- 1:35:48little
- 1:35:48bit
- 1:35:49where.
- 1:35:49Where
- 1:35:50he's
- 1:35:50giving
- 1:35:50good
- 1:35:51advice,
- 1:35:51but
- 1:35:51it's
- 1:35:51just,
- 1:35:52like,
- 1:35:52slightly
- 1:35:52off
- 1:35:52the
- 1:35:53mark.
- 1:35:54This
- 1:35:54kind
- 1:35:55of.
- 1:35:55Same
- 1:35:55with
- 1:35:55Carla,
- 1:35:55except
- 1:35:56I
- 1:35:56think
- 1:35:56it's
- 1:35:56even
- 1:35:56further
- 1:35:57off
- 1:35:57the
- 1:35:57mark.
- 1:35:58I
- 1:35:58think
- 1:35:58she.
- 1:35:58I
- 1:35:58think
- 1:35:59she's
- 1:35:59giving
- 1:35:59advice
- 1:36:00based
- 1:36:00on,
- 1:36:01you
- 1:36:01know,
- 1:36:01a
- 1:36:01quarter
- 1:36:02of
- 1:36:02the
- 1:36:02picture
- 1:36:03is
- 1:36:03part
- 1:36:03of
- 1:36:04the
- 1:36:04problem,
- 1:36:05but
- 1:36:06I
- 1:36:06think
- 1:36:07the
- 1:36:07way
- 1:36:07that
- 1:36:07she
- 1:36:08gives
- 1:36:09them
- 1:36:09advice
- 1:36:09is
- 1:36:10very
- 1:36:10different.
- 1:36:11Yes.
- 1:36:11Because
- 1:36:13for
- 1:36:13Buck,
- 1:36:14she's
- 1:36:14just
- 1:36:14saying,
- 1:36:15like.
- 1:36:15I
- 1:36:16mean,
- 1:36:16she
- 1:36:16said
- 1:36:16the
- 1:36:16whole
- 1:36:16I
- 1:36:16don't
- 1:36:17take
- 1:36:17sides
- 1:36:17thing,
- 1:36:18but
- 1:36:18the
- 1:36:18whole.
- 1:36:19The
- 1:36:20way
- 1:36:20she
- 1:36:20talks
- 1:36:20to
- 1:36:20both
- 1:36:21of
- 1:36:21them
- 1:36:21is
- 1:36:21very
- 1:36:22much
- 1:36:22taking
- 1:36:22aside.
- 1:36:23And
- 1:36:23we'll
- 1:36:23get
- 1:36:23into
- 1:36:24the
- 1:36:24version
- 1:36:24of
- 1:36:24Eddie
- 1:36:25is,
- 1:36:25you
- 1:36:25know,
- 1:36:26when
- 1:36:27we're
- 1:36:27done
- 1:36:27with
- 1:36:27Buck
- 1:36:27here
- 1:36:27in
- 1:36:28a
- 1:36:28little
- 1:36:28bit.
- 1:36:28But
- 1:36:29with
- 1:36:29Buck,
- 1:36:30it's
- 1:36:30like,
- 1:36:31she
- 1:36:32does
- 1:36:32have
- 1:36:32a
- 1:36:32side,
- 1:36:33though,
- 1:36:33because
- 1:36:33she's
- 1:36:33kind
- 1:36:34of
- 1:36:34on
- 1:36:34Abby's
- 1:36:34side
- 1:36:35because
- 1:36:35she's
- 1:36:35not
- 1:36:36giving
- 1:36:36an
- 1:36:37alternate
- 1:36:37perspective.
- 1:36:38She's
- 1:36:38not,
- 1:36:38like,
- 1:36:39acknowledging
- 1:36:40his
- 1:36:40pain.
- 1:36:41And,
- 1:36:43like,
- 1:36:44he's
- 1:36:44talking
- 1:36:44like,
- 1:36:45he's
- 1:36:45not
- 1:36:45giving
- 1:36:45her,
- 1:36:45like,
- 1:36:46deep
- 1:36:46details,
- 1:36:46but
- 1:36:47she's
- 1:36:47not
- 1:36:47really,
- 1:36:47like,
- 1:36:48yeah,
- 1:36:48you're
- 1:36:49right.
- 1:36:49Like,
- 1:36:49you
- 1:36:49should
- 1:36:50do
- 1:36:50what's
- 1:36:50best
- 1:36:50for
- 1:36:50you.
- 1:36:51She
- 1:36:51just
- 1:36:51kind
- 1:36:51of,
- 1:36:51like,
- 1:36:52listens
- 1:36:52to
- 1:36:52him
- 1:36:53talk,
- 1:36:54and
- 1:36:54the
- 1:36:54only
- 1:36:55thing
- 1:36:55she
- 1:36:55really
- 1:36:55offers
- 1:36:56is,
- 1:36:56like,
- 1:36:56she
- 1:36:57still
- 1:36:57cares
- 1:36:57about
- 1:36:58you,
- 1:36:58and
- 1:36:59then
- 1:36:59is
- 1:36:59talking
- 1:36:59about,
- 1:37:00you
- 1:37:00know,
- 1:37:01like,
- 1:37:02what
- 1:37:02Abby
- 1:37:03needs
- 1:37:03to
- 1:37:03do
- 1:37:03for
- 1:37:03Abby
- 1:37:05and
- 1:37:05doesn't
- 1:37:08do
- 1:37:08it.
- 1:37:08Is
- 1:37:09this
- 1:37:09making
- 1:37:09sense?
- 1:37:10No,
- 1:37:10it
- 1:37:11makes
- 1:37:11sense.
- 1:37:11I'm
- 1:37:11just
- 1:37:12trying
- 1:37:12to,
- 1:37:12like,
- 1:37:12figure
- 1:37:12out,
- 1:37:13like,
- 1:37:14how
- 1:37:14to
- 1:37:15piece
- 1:37:15this.
- 1:37:16I
- 1:37:17have,
- 1:37:17like,
- 1:37:17a
- 1:37:17couple
- 1:37:17different,
- 1:37:18like,
- 1:37:19piecemeals
- 1:37:19of
- 1:37:20thoughts
- 1:37:20in.
- 1:37:20In
- 1:37:21my
- 1:37:21head,
- 1:37:21and
- 1:37:21I'm
- 1:37:21trying
- 1:37:21to
- 1:37:22figure
- 1:37:22out,
- 1:37:22like,
- 1:37:23how
- 1:37:23to
- 1:37:23stitch
- 1:37:23them
- 1:37:23together,
- 1:37:24because
- 1:37:24it's
- 1:37:25like,
- 1:37:25I
- 1:37:26kind
- 1:37:26of
- 1:37:26wonder
- 1:37:27if
- 1:37:27she.
- 1:37:28If
- 1:37:29she
- 1:37:29does
- 1:37:29that
- 1:37:30a
- 1:37:30little
- 1:37:30bit,
- 1:37:31because
- 1:37:32either
- 1:37:32a.
- 1:37:33Like,
- 1:37:33she
- 1:37:35already
- 1:37:36has
- 1:37:36an
- 1:37:36inkling
- 1:37:36or
- 1:37:37already
- 1:37:37knows
- 1:37:37that
- 1:37:37Buck
- 1:37:38is.
- 1:37:38Is,
- 1:37:39like,
- 1:37:40ready
- 1:37:40to
- 1:37:40move
- 1:37:40on.
- 1:37:42So
- 1:37:42she's
- 1:37:43saying
- 1:37:43this
- 1:37:44to
- 1:37:44help
- 1:37:46put
- 1:37:46that
- 1:37:46final
- 1:37:47nail
- 1:37:47in
- 1:37:47the
- 1:37:47coffin
- 1:37:48so
- 1:37:48he
- 1:37:48will,
- 1:37:49essentially.
- 1:37:51So
- 1:37:51she
- 1:37:51does
- 1:37:52so
- 1:37:52in
- 1:37:53this
- 1:37:53scenario,
- 1:37:54right?
- 1:37:54In
- 1:37:55this
- 1:37:55perspective,
- 1:37:56maybe
- 1:37:57she's
- 1:37:57saying
- 1:37:58all
- 1:37:58of
- 1:37:58these
- 1:37:58things
- 1:38:00because
- 1:38:00she
- 1:38:01knows
- 1:38:01it's
- 1:38:02going
- 1:38:02to
- 1:38:03give
- 1:38:03him
- 1:38:04enough
- 1:38:04closure,
- 1:38:05like,
- 1:38:06the
- 1:38:06closure
- 1:38:06that
- 1:38:07he
- 1:38:08has
- 1:38:08access
- 1:38:08to
- 1:38:09at
- 1:38:10the
- 1:38:10moment,
- 1:38:10which
- 1:38:11isn't
- 1:38:12enough,
- 1:38:13or
- 1:38:13it's.
- 1:38:13Or
- 1:38:13it's
- 1:38:13not
- 1:38:14everything,
- 1:38:14but
- 1:38:14it
- 1:38:14may
- 1:38:15be
- 1:38:15just
- 1:38:15enough
- 1:38:15to
- 1:38:15kind
- 1:38:16of,
- 1:38:16like,
- 1:38:16help
- 1:38:16him
- 1:38:16close
- 1:38:17that
- 1:38:17chapter
- 1:38:18sort
- 1:38:18of
- 1:38:18thing.
- 1:38:19So
- 1:38:19I
- 1:38:19wonder
- 1:38:19if
- 1:38:19it's
- 1:38:20a
- 1:38:21little
- 1:38:21bit
- 1:38:22like
- 1:38:23her
- 1:38:23having
- 1:38:23that
- 1:38:24kind
- 1:38:24of
- 1:38:24empathy.
- 1:38:25Like,
- 1:38:25I
- 1:38:25need.
- 1:38:25Like,
- 1:38:26he's.
- 1:38:26He's
- 1:38:27stuck.
- 1:38:28I
- 1:38:28need
- 1:38:28to
- 1:38:28help,
- 1:38:29you
- 1:38:30know,
- 1:38:30enlighten.
- 1:38:31Let
- 1:38:32him
- 1:38:32see
- 1:38:33the
- 1:38:33light
- 1:38:33or
- 1:38:34help
- 1:38:34enlighten
- 1:38:34him
- 1:38:34or
- 1:38:34something
- 1:38:35like
- 1:38:35that.
- 1:38:35So
- 1:38:36she's
- 1:38:36going
- 1:38:36to
- 1:38:36kind
- 1:38:36of
- 1:38:36give
- 1:38:37him
- 1:38:37the
- 1:38:38tough
- 1:38:38truths
- 1:38:40to
- 1:38:40kind
- 1:38:40of
- 1:38:40push
- 1:38:41him
- 1:38:41out
- 1:38:41that
- 1:38:41door,
- 1:38:42or
- 1:38:42if
- 1:38:43it.
- 1:38:43If
- 1:38:44it
- 1:38:44is
- 1:38:45her
- 1:38:46kind
- 1:38:47of
- 1:38:47taking
- 1:38:47sides,
- 1:38:48but
- 1:38:48not,
- 1:38:48like,
- 1:38:48super
- 1:38:49intentionally,
- 1:38:50you
- 1:38:50know,
- 1:38:50but.
- 1:38:51But
- 1:38:51it
- 1:38:51seems
- 1:38:51like
- 1:38:52it's.
- 1:38:52It's
- 1:38:53so.
- 1:38:54I
- 1:38:54don't
- 1:38:54know,
- 1:38:54complex
- 1:38:55and
- 1:38:55complicated
- 1:38:56because,
- 1:38:56like,
- 1:38:56she
- 1:38:58is,
- 1:38:58like,
- 1:38:58a
- 1:38:58very
- 1:38:59intuitive
- 1:39:00person,
- 1:39:00and
- 1:39:01this
- 1:39:01whole
- 1:39:01episode
- 1:39:02is
- 1:39:02a
- 1:39:02lot
- 1:39:02about
- 1:39:02empathy
- 1:39:03and
- 1:39:03stuff
- 1:39:03like
- 1:39:03that,
- 1:39:03but
- 1:39:04we
- 1:39:04don't
- 1:39:04see
- 1:39:04her
- 1:39:05really
- 1:39:05empathize
- 1:39:06with
- 1:39:06Buck
- 1:39:07or
- 1:39:07with
- 1:39:07Buck
- 1:39:07or
- 1:39:08Eddie
- 1:39:08with
- 1:39:09their
- 1:39:09side.
- 1:39:10So
- 1:39:10it
- 1:39:10makes
- 1:39:10me
- 1:39:11kind
- 1:39:11of
- 1:39:11wonder
- 1:39:11if,
- 1:39:12in
- 1:39:12this
- 1:39:12instance,
- 1:39:13she's
- 1:39:13doing
- 1:39:13it
- 1:39:14on
- 1:39:14purpose
- 1:39:15to
- 1:39:15help
- 1:39:16get
- 1:39:16him
- 1:39:17unstuck.
- 1:39:17Well,
- 1:39:18this
- 1:39:18is
- 1:39:18kind
- 1:39:18of
- 1:39:18like
- 1:39:19the.
- 1:39:19The
- 1:39:20biggest
- 1:39:20update
- 1:39:20he's
- 1:39:20ever
- 1:39:21had
- 1:39:21about
- 1:39:21Abby.
- 1:39:22Right?
- 1:39:23So,
- 1:39:24yeah,
- 1:39:24in
- 1:39:24a
- 1:39:24while.
- 1:39:25And
- 1:39:25just
- 1:39:25the
- 1:39:26fact
- 1:39:26that,
- 1:39:26like,
- 1:39:26he
- 1:39:27said
- 1:39:27that
- 1:39:27to
- 1:39:27her,
- 1:39:28and
- 1:39:29he's
- 1:39:29like,
- 1:39:29I
- 1:39:29want
- 1:39:30an
- 1:39:30opinion
- 1:39:31from
- 1:39:31that.
- 1:39:31And
- 1:39:31she's
- 1:39:31like,
- 1:39:31I'm
- 1:39:32neutral.
- 1:39:32But
- 1:39:32then
- 1:39:32opens
- 1:39:33it
- 1:39:33up
- 1:39:33with,
- 1:39:33like,
- 1:39:33she
- 1:39:34knows
- 1:39:34exactly
- 1:39:34what's
- 1:39:35going
- 1:39:35on
- 1:39:35with
- 1:39:35Abby
- 1:39:37because
- 1:39:37Abby
- 1:39:38talks
- 1:39:38to
- 1:39:38her.
- 1:39:39But
- 1:39:39that's
- 1:39:39like,
- 1:39:39after.
- 1:39:40But
- 1:39:41that's,
- 1:39:41like,
- 1:39:41after
- 1:39:42he
- 1:39:42says
- 1:39:42his,
- 1:39:43you
- 1:39:43know,
- 1:39:43first
- 1:39:44piece.
- 1:39:44So,
- 1:39:44like,
- 1:39:44that's
- 1:39:45when
- 1:39:45I
- 1:39:45feel
- 1:39:46like,
- 1:39:47no.
- 1:39:47Okay,
- 1:39:48full
- 1:39:48disclosure,
- 1:39:49disclaimer.
- 1:39:50I
- 1:39:51don't
- 1:39:51like
- 1:39:51anything
- 1:39:52that
- 1:39:52Carla
- 1:39:52does
- 1:39:53here.
- 1:39:54Oh,
- 1:39:54I
- 1:39:54hate
- 1:39:55everything
- 1:39:55she
- 1:39:55does
- 1:39:55in
- 1:39:55this
- 1:39:56episode.
- 1:39:56I
- 1:39:56don't
- 1:39:56like
- 1:39:56it.
- 1:39:57I
- 1:39:57normally.
- 1:39:57I
- 1:39:57don't
- 1:39:57like
- 1:39:57it.
- 1:39:58Love
- 1:39:58Carla.
- 1:39:58I'm
- 1:39:59a
- 1:39:59Carla
- 1:39:59Stan.
- 1:40:00But,
- 1:40:00like,
- 1:40:00not
- 1:40:01a
- 1:40:01fan
- 1:40:01in
- 1:40:01this
- 1:40:01episode.
- 1:40:02I
- 1:40:02don't
- 1:40:02like
- 1:40:02it
- 1:40:02for
- 1:40:03Buck
- 1:40:03or
- 1:40:03Eddie,
- 1:40:04but
- 1:40:05I
- 1:40:06feel
- 1:40:06like
- 1:40:06after
- 1:40:06he
- 1:40:06said
- 1:40:07his
- 1:40:07piece,
- 1:40:07she
- 1:40:07was
- 1:40:07like,
- 1:40:08okay,
- 1:40:08so
- 1:40:08here,
- 1:40:08let
- 1:40:08me
- 1:40:09give
- 1:40:09you
- 1:40:09your
- 1:40:10breadcrumbs
- 1:40:11so
- 1:40:11you
- 1:40:11can
- 1:40:12make
- 1:40:12that
- 1:40:13decision.
- 1:40:13I
- 1:40:13think
- 1:40:14that's
- 1:40:14what
- 1:40:14you
- 1:40:14are
- 1:40:14going.
- 1:40:15Yeah,
- 1:40:16that's
- 1:40:16right,
- 1:40:17Rachel.
- 1:40:17Yeah.
- 1:40:19That
- 1:40:19is
- 1:40:20kind
- 1:40:20of
- 1:40:20what
- 1:40:20I
- 1:40:20was
- 1:40:20thinking.
- 1:40:21I
- 1:40:21know.
- 1:40:22And
- 1:40:22that's
- 1:40:22what
- 1:40:22makes
- 1:40:23Carla
- 1:40:23in
- 1:40:23this
- 1:40:24episode
- 1:40:24so
- 1:40:26weird
- 1:40:27to
- 1:40:28me
- 1:40:28because
- 1:40:29she,
- 1:40:30she
- 1:40:30doesn't
- 1:40:30have
- 1:40:31very
- 1:40:31clear
- 1:40:32motives.
- 1:40:33Like.
- 1:40:33Like
- 1:40:34everything
- 1:40:34that
- 1:40:34she.
- 1:40:35That
- 1:40:35she
- 1:40:35says
- 1:40:35is
- 1:40:36kind
- 1:40:36of
- 1:40:36muddled.
- 1:40:37I
- 1:40:38like,
- 1:40:38I
- 1:40:38don't
- 1:40:38know
- 1:40:38if
- 1:40:39she's.
- 1:40:40I
- 1:40:40wonder
- 1:40:40if
- 1:40:40it's
- 1:40:41just
- 1:40:41like
- 1:40:41a.
- 1:40:41Her
- 1:40:42being
- 1:40:42a
- 1:40:42girls
- 1:40:42girl
- 1:40:43thing.
- 1:40:43It
- 1:40:44might
- 1:40:44be.
- 1:40:44And
- 1:40:45empathizing
- 1:40:45more
- 1:40:45with
- 1:40:46the
- 1:40:46women
- 1:40:46in
- 1:40:46the
- 1:40:47situations.
- 1:40:48I
- 1:40:48know
- 1:40:48that
- 1:40:48she
- 1:40:48really
- 1:40:49empathizes
- 1:40:49with
- 1:40:50with
- 1:40:51Abby
- 1:40:51because
- 1:40:52she
- 1:40:52was
- 1:40:52there
- 1:40:53for,
- 1:40:54you
- 1:40:54know,
- 1:40:55everything
- 1:40:55she
- 1:40:55went
- 1:40:55through
- 1:40:56with
- 1:40:56her
- 1:40:56mother
- 1:40:56at
- 1:40:56the
- 1:40:57end.
- 1:40:57But.
- 1:40:58Yeah,
- 1:40:59I
- 1:40:59don't
- 1:40:59know.
- 1:40:59It
- 1:40:59was
- 1:40:59just.
- 1:41:01It
- 1:41:01was
- 1:41:01just
- 1:41:01really
- 1:41:02weird
- 1:41:02the
- 1:41:02way
- 1:41:03that
- 1:41:03this.
- 1:41:04There
- 1:41:04was
- 1:41:04like,
- 1:41:05no,
- 1:41:05he
- 1:41:05was
- 1:41:06like,
- 1:41:06I
- 1:41:06want
- 1:41:06opinions,
- 1:41:07like,
- 1:41:07I
- 1:41:07want
- 1:41:07advice.
- 1:41:08And
- 1:41:08she
- 1:41:08was
- 1:41:08just
- 1:41:09like,
- 1:41:09here's
- 1:41:10a
- 1:41:10couple
- 1:41:10facts.
- 1:41:11And
- 1:41:12then
- 1:41:12when
- 1:41:12he.
- 1:41:12Her
- 1:41:12face,
- 1:41:13when
- 1:41:13he
- 1:41:14says
- 1:41:14at
- 1:41:15the
- 1:41:15end
- 1:41:15of
- 1:41:15their
- 1:41:15conversation
- 1:41:16before
- 1:41:16that
- 1:41:16scene
- 1:41:17ends,
- 1:41:17he
- 1:41:17says,
- 1:41:18I
- 1:41:18felt
- 1:41:19like
- 1:41:19I
- 1:41:19was
- 1:41:19being
- 1:41:19haunted
- 1:41:20by
- 1:41:20this
- 1:41:20memory
- 1:41:20of
- 1:41:20her,
- 1:41:21but
- 1:41:21maybe
- 1:41:21I'm
- 1:41:21the
- 1:41:22ghost
- 1:41:22lingering
- 1:41:23here
- 1:41:23when
- 1:41:23I
- 1:41:23should
- 1:41:23have
- 1:41:23moved
- 1:41:23on
- 1:41:24a
- 1:41:24long
- 1:41:24time
- 1:41:24ago.
- 1:41:25And
- 1:41:25it
- 1:41:25pants
- 1:41:25to
- 1:41:26her
- 1:41:26and
- 1:41:26she's
- 1:41:26like,
- 1:41:29like
- 1:41:29floored,
- 1:41:30taken
- 1:41:30aback,
- 1:41:31like,
- 1:41:31so
- 1:41:32I
- 1:41:32don't
- 1:41:32know
- 1:41:32if
- 1:41:32she
- 1:41:33knew
- 1:41:33that.
- 1:41:34He
- 1:41:34had
- 1:41:34this
- 1:41:34much
- 1:41:34depth,
- 1:41:35thought
- 1:41:35that.
- 1:41:35He
- 1:41:35was
- 1:41:36gonna
- 1:41:36keep
- 1:41:36waiting
- 1:41:37or
- 1:41:38like
- 1:41:38try
- 1:41:38to
- 1:41:38keep
- 1:41:39going
- 1:41:39after
- 1:41:39her
- 1:41:40now
- 1:41:40that
- 1:41:40she
- 1:41:41told
- 1:41:42him
- 1:41:42where
- 1:41:42she
- 1:41:43was.
- 1:41:44Yeah,
- 1:41:44I.
- 1:41:46I
- 1:41:47kind
- 1:41:47of
- 1:41:47wonder
- 1:41:48now
- 1:41:48talking,
- 1:41:49talking
- 1:41:49about
- 1:41:49this
- 1:41:50if
- 1:41:51Carla
- 1:41:52is
- 1:41:52just
- 1:41:53a
- 1:41:53stand
- 1:41:54in
- 1:41:54to
- 1:41:55be
- 1:41:55a.
- 1:41:57Like
- 1:41:58a
- 1:41:58Buck
- 1:41:58and
- 1:41:58Eddie
- 1:41:59talking
- 1:41:59to
- 1:42:01themselves
- 1:42:01like
- 1:42:02she
- 1:42:03is
- 1:42:04a
- 1:42:05reflection
- 1:42:05of
- 1:42:06what
- 1:42:07they
- 1:42:08want
- 1:42:09or
- 1:42:10what
- 1:42:10they
- 1:42:10think
- 1:42:10they
- 1:42:11need
- 1:42:11to
- 1:42:11hear.
- 1:42:13I
- 1:42:14think
- 1:42:14that's
- 1:42:14it.
- 1:42:14I
- 1:42:15think
- 1:42:15she's
- 1:42:15a
- 1:42:15reflection
- 1:42:16of
- 1:42:16what
- 1:42:17they
- 1:42:17think
- 1:42:17they
- 1:42:17need
- 1:42:17to
- 1:42:18hear,
- 1:42:18not
- 1:42:18necessarily
- 1:42:19what
- 1:42:19will
- 1:42:20be
- 1:42:20the
- 1:42:20most
- 1:42:20helpful
- 1:42:21for
- 1:42:21them.
- 1:42:21Yeah.
- 1:42:22Because
- 1:42:23Buck
- 1:42:23had
- 1:42:24like
- 1:42:24we
- 1:42:24said,
- 1:42:24Buck
- 1:42:24has
- 1:42:25kind
- 1:42:25of
- 1:42:25already
- 1:42:26made
- 1:42:26his
- 1:42:26decision.
- 1:42:27Yeah.
- 1:42:28But
- 1:42:28he
- 1:42:28needed
- 1:42:29that
- 1:42:29final
- 1:42:29push.
- 1:42:30And
- 1:42:30not
- 1:42:30only
- 1:42:31is
- 1:42:31Carla
- 1:42:31like
- 1:42:32the
- 1:42:32only
- 1:42:32other
- 1:42:33person
- 1:42:33in
- 1:42:33his
- 1:42:33life
- 1:42:34who
- 1:42:36know
- 1:42:37who
- 1:42:37has
- 1:42:37like
- 1:42:38seen
- 1:42:39Abby.
- 1:42:40Well,
- 1:42:41I
- 1:42:41guess
- 1:42:41Bobby,
- 1:42:42but.
- 1:42:43And
- 1:42:44some
- 1:42:44of
- 1:42:44the
- 1:42:44118
- 1:42:44but
- 1:42:45like
- 1:42:45have
- 1:42:46a
- 1:42:47better
- 1:42:47understanding
- 1:42:48of
- 1:42:49Abby
- 1:42:50and
- 1:42:50therefore
- 1:42:50can
- 1:42:51like
- 1:42:51offer
- 1:42:53more
- 1:42:53of
- 1:42:54like
- 1:42:54his,
- 1:42:56like,
- 1:42:56like
- 1:42:57the
- 1:42:57knowledge
- 1:42:57that
- 1:42:57he
- 1:42:57has
- 1:42:57in
- 1:42:58his
- 1:42:58psyche
- 1:42:58sort
- 1:42:58of
- 1:42:58thing
- 1:42:59to
- 1:42:59kind
- 1:42:59of
- 1:42:59like
- 1:43:00have
- 1:43:00her
- 1:43:01be
- 1:43:02the.
- 1:43:03His
- 1:43:04thoughts
- 1:43:04personified.
- 1:43:06So
- 1:43:06he's
- 1:43:07kind
- 1:43:07of
- 1:43:07already
- 1:43:08decided,
- 1:43:08I
- 1:43:09think
- 1:43:09I
- 1:43:09need
- 1:43:09to
- 1:43:10end
- 1:43:10it
- 1:43:10I
- 1:43:11think
- 1:43:11I
- 1:43:11need
- 1:43:11to
- 1:43:11move
- 1:43:12on.
- 1:43:13So
- 1:43:13here's
- 1:43:14Carla
- 1:43:14being
- 1:43:15like,
- 1:43:15yep,
- 1:43:16she's
- 1:43:16moved
- 1:43:16on.
- 1:43:17She's
- 1:43:17not
- 1:43:18even
- 1:43:18coming
- 1:43:18home.
- 1:43:19She's
- 1:43:19going
- 1:43:20to
- 1:43:20her
- 1:43:20brother's
- 1:43:20house,
- 1:43:21and
- 1:43:21she's
- 1:43:21gonna
- 1:43:22come
- 1:43:22home,
- 1:43:22but
- 1:43:22not
- 1:43:23to
- 1:43:23this
- 1:43:23home.
- 1:43:24And
- 1:43:25that's
- 1:43:25what,
- 1:43:25like,
- 1:43:26gives
- 1:43:26Buck,
- 1:43:27like,
- 1:43:28what
- 1:43:28he
- 1:43:29thinks
- 1:43:29he
- 1:43:29needs
- 1:43:29to
- 1:43:30hear.
- 1:43:30And
- 1:43:31it's.
- 1:43:31It's
- 1:43:31a
- 1:43:31little
- 1:43:31bit
- 1:43:32of
- 1:43:32a
- 1:43:32harsher
- 1:43:32reality,
- 1:43:34because
- 1:43:34that's
- 1:43:35what
- 1:43:35he
- 1:43:35thinks
- 1:43:36he
- 1:43:36needs
- 1:43:36to.
- 1:43:37That's
- 1:43:37what
- 1:43:37he
- 1:43:38believes
- 1:43:38he
- 1:43:38needs
- 1:43:39to
- 1:43:39hear
- 1:43:40in
- 1:43:40order
- 1:43:40to,
- 1:43:40like,
- 1:43:41actually
- 1:43:42get
- 1:43:42out.
- 1:43:43I
- 1:43:44think
- 1:43:44that's
- 1:43:44it.
- 1:43:44So,
- 1:43:45like,
- 1:43:45we'll
- 1:43:45talk
- 1:43:45about
- 1:43:46that
- 1:43:46with
- 1:43:46Eddie,
- 1:43:47because
- 1:43:47I
- 1:43:47think
- 1:43:48that
- 1:43:48makes
- 1:43:48the
- 1:43:49most
- 1:43:49sense
- 1:43:49to
- 1:43:50me
- 1:43:50in,
- 1:43:51like,
- 1:43:51why
- 1:43:51Carla's
- 1:43:52so,
- 1:43:52like.
- 1:43:53I
- 1:43:53think
- 1:43:53that's
- 1:43:54un.
- 1:43:54Carla.
- 1:43:54Y.
- 1:43:55The
- 1:43:55only
- 1:43:56thing
- 1:43:56that
- 1:43:58I
- 1:43:58can
- 1:43:58make
- 1:43:58sense
- 1:43:58of
- 1:43:59it
- 1:43:59now
- 1:43:59that
- 1:43:59you
- 1:43:59brought
- 1:43:59it
- 1:44:00up.
- 1:44:00Like,
- 1:44:01otherwise,
- 1:44:01I
- 1:44:01just
- 1:44:02don't
- 1:44:02know.
- 1:44:03Okay,
- 1:44:04cool.
- 1:44:04I'm
- 1:44:05glad
- 1:44:05that
- 1:44:05makes
- 1:44:05a
- 1:44:05little
- 1:44:06sense
- 1:44:06because,
- 1:44:07like,
- 1:44:07it's
- 1:44:07so
- 1:44:07much
- 1:44:07easier
- 1:44:08to,
- 1:44:08like,
- 1:44:08talk
- 1:44:08these
- 1:44:08things
- 1:44:09out
- 1:44:09sometimes.
- 1:44:10Yeah.
- 1:44:11So.
- 1:44:13So,
- 1:44:13like,
- 1:44:13in
- 1:44:14conclusion
- 1:44:14of
- 1:44:14the
- 1:44:14thing
- 1:44:15that
- 1:44:15I've
- 1:44:15been
- 1:44:15reading
- 1:44:15for
- 1:44:1520
- 1:44:16minutes.
- 1:44:16Sorry.
- 1:44:18It's
- 1:44:18okay.
- 1:44:19So
- 1:44:20it
- 1:44:20ends
- 1:44:20with
- 1:44:20him.
- 1:44:21I
- 1:44:21mean,
- 1:44:21you
- 1:44:21see
- 1:44:21him
- 1:44:21when
- 1:44:21he's
- 1:44:22writing
- 1:44:22the
- 1:44:22letter.
- 1:44:22Like,
- 1:44:22it
- 1:44:23zooms
- 1:44:23in
- 1:44:23on
- 1:44:23the
- 1:44:23letter
- 1:44:24to
- 1:44:25her
- 1:44:25care
- 1:44:25of
- 1:44:26her
- 1:44:26brother.
- 1:44:27Scottsdale,
- 1:44:28Arizona.
- 1:44:28No
- 1:44:29return
- 1:44:29address.
- 1:44:30Because,
- 1:44:31twofold,
- 1:44:32I
- 1:44:33don't
- 1:44:33think
- 1:44:33he
- 1:44:33really
- 1:44:33wants
- 1:44:33to
- 1:44:34hear
- 1:44:34from
- 1:44:34her.
- 1:44:34And
- 1:44:35second
- 1:44:35of
- 1:44:35all,
- 1:44:36he
- 1:44:36doesn't
- 1:44:36know
- 1:44:37where
- 1:44:37he's
- 1:44:37going
- 1:44:37to
- 1:44:37be
- 1:44:37living,
- 1:44:39just
- 1:44:39that
- 1:44:39he
- 1:44:40can't
- 1:44:40stay
- 1:44:40there
- 1:44:41anymore
- 1:44:41and
- 1:44:44says,
- 1:44:44now
- 1:44:44it's
- 1:44:44time
- 1:44:45for
- 1:44:45me
- 1:44:45to
- 1:44:45figure
- 1:44:45out
- 1:44:45who
- 1:44:45I
- 1:44:46am
- 1:44:46without
- 1:44:46you.
- 1:44:47And
- 1:44:47he
- 1:44:47does
- 1:44:48all
- 1:44:48of
- 1:44:48that
- 1:44:48while
- 1:44:48we're
- 1:44:49listening
- 1:44:50to
- 1:44:50the
- 1:44:50Amber
- 1:44:51Run
- 1:44:51song.
- 1:44:52And,
- 1:44:53oh,
- 1:44:53it's
- 1:44:53just
- 1:44:54so
- 1:44:54good.
- 1:44:54I
- 1:44:55love
- 1:44:55when
- 1:44:55Buck.
- 1:44:56I
- 1:44:56love
- 1:44:57when
- 1:44:57Buck
- 1:44:57actually
- 1:44:58chooses
- 1:44:59himself.
- 1:45:00Well,
- 1:45:00I
- 1:45:00love
- 1:45:00Buck
- 1:45:01always.
- 1:45:01But
- 1:45:02I
- 1:45:02love
- 1:45:02when
- 1:45:02I
- 1:45:02see
- 1:45:03him
- 1:45:03make
- 1:45:03actions
- 1:45:03for
- 1:45:04himself,
- 1:45:04because
- 1:45:05you
- 1:45:05tend
- 1:45:05to
- 1:45:05see
- 1:45:06him
- 1:45:06just
- 1:45:06doing
- 1:45:08things
- 1:45:08for
- 1:45:09other
- 1:45:09people.
- 1:45:10So
- 1:45:10when
- 1:45:11he
- 1:45:11prioritizes
- 1:45:12himself,
- 1:45:12I'm
- 1:45:12like,
- 1:45:14s.
- 1:45:15They
- 1:45:15grow
- 1:45:15up
- 1:45:16so
- 1:45:16fast.
- 1:45:17And
- 1:45:17that's
- 1:45:18why
- 1:45:18he's
- 1:45:18wearing
- 1:45:18red,
- 1:45:19because
- 1:45:19he
- 1:45:19is
- 1:45:20prioritizing
- 1:45:21himself
- 1:45:26kind
- 1:45:27of
- 1:45:27to
- 1:45:27that
- 1:45:28extent.
- 1:45:28The
- 1:45:29whole,
- 1:45:29like,
- 1:45:29him
- 1:45:30not
- 1:45:31knowing
- 1:45:31where
- 1:45:31he's
- 1:45:32gonna
- 1:45:32live.
- 1:45:33Like,
- 1:45:33that
- 1:45:33whole.
- 1:45:34Both
- 1:45:34Abby
- 1:45:35and
- 1:45:35Buck
- 1:45:36are
- 1:45:36the
- 1:45:36ghosts
- 1:45:36that
- 1:45:36haunt
- 1:45:37this
- 1:45:38apartment.
- 1:45:39He.
- 1:45:39He
- 1:45:39also
- 1:45:40says,
- 1:45:40like,
- 1:45:40you
- 1:45:40know,
- 1:45:41the
- 1:45:41apartment
- 1:45:41is
- 1:45:41hers,
- 1:45:42but
- 1:45:42she
- 1:45:42feels
- 1:45:43less
- 1:45:43and
- 1:45:43less
- 1:45:43a
- 1:45:43part
- 1:45:43of
- 1:45:43it
- 1:45:44every
- 1:45:44day.
- 1:45:44And
- 1:45:45we
- 1:45:45have
- 1:45:45talked
- 1:45:45about
- 1:45:45how,
- 1:45:46like,
- 1:45:46he
- 1:45:47doesn't
- 1:45:48have,
- 1:45:48like,
- 1:45:49a
- 1:45:49stake
- 1:45:49in
- 1:45:50that
- 1:45:51environment
- 1:45:51as
- 1:45:51well.
- 1:45:52Like,
- 1:45:52none
- 1:45:52of
- 1:45:52that
- 1:45:52environment
- 1:45:53is
- 1:45:53his.
- 1:45:55So
- 1:45:55he
- 1:45:56needs
- 1:45:56to
- 1:45:56find.
- 1:45:57He
- 1:45:57literally
- 1:45:57needs
- 1:45:58to
- 1:45:58find
- 1:45:58a
- 1:45:58place
- 1:45:59of
- 1:46:00his
- 1:46:00own.
- 1:46:01Both
- 1:46:02literally
- 1:46:04as
- 1:46:04an.
- 1:46:04As
- 1:46:04in
- 1:46:05a
- 1:46:05dwelling
- 1:46:05to
- 1:46:06live
- 1:46:06and
- 1:46:06metaphorically,
- 1:46:08you
- 1:46:08know,
- 1:46:08when.
- 1:46:09When
- 1:46:09he
- 1:46:10doesn't
- 1:46:10feel
- 1:46:10like
- 1:46:10he's
- 1:46:11getting
- 1:46:11pulled
- 1:46:12under
- 1:46:13or
- 1:46:14drowning
- 1:46:16in
- 1:46:18the
- 1:46:18haunted
- 1:46:18memories.
- 1:46:19I
- 1:46:19guess
- 1:46:20we
- 1:46:20could
- 1:46:20say
- 1:46:20that's
- 1:46:21a
- 1:46:21tsunami
- 1:46:21reference,
- 1:46:22not
- 1:46:22a
- 1:46:22well
- 1:46:23reference.
- 1:46:23Yeah,
- 1:46:24no,
- 1:46:24I
- 1:46:24got
- 1:46:24that.
- 1:46:27Also,
- 1:46:28but.
- 1:46:29Our
- 1:46:29boy
- 1:46:30trained
- 1:46:30for
- 1:46:31the
- 1:46:31seals,
- 1:46:31so
- 1:46:32he
- 1:46:32can
- 1:46:32hold
- 1:46:32his
- 1:46:32breath
- 1:46:33for
- 1:46:33a
- 1:46:33long
- 1:46:33time.
- 1:46:34True.
- 1:46:34And
- 1:46:35that's
- 1:46:35something
- 1:46:35that
- 1:46:35I
- 1:46:35need
- 1:46:36the
- 1:46:36show
- 1:46:36and
- 1:46:36fic
- 1:46:36writers
- 1:46:37to
- 1:46:37talk
- 1:46:37about
- 1:46:37more.
- 1:46:37Thank
- 1:46:38you
- 1:46:38so
- 1:46:38much.
- 1:46:40Thank
- 1:46:40you
- 1:46:40in
- 1:46:40advance.
- 1:46:41I
- 1:46:42also
- 1:46:43wanted
- 1:46:43to
- 1:46:43brief,
- 1:46:44like,
- 1:46:44I
- 1:46:44know
- 1:46:44we've
- 1:46:44gotten
- 1:46:45into,
- 1:46:45like,
- 1:46:45the.
- 1:46:47She
- 1:46:47doesn't
- 1:46:48want
- 1:46:48to
- 1:46:48say
- 1:46:48the
- 1:46:49meat
- 1:46:49of
- 1:46:49it.
- 1:46:49I
- 1:46:50know.
- 1:46:50I
- 1:46:51don't
- 1:46:51want
- 1:46:51to
- 1:46:51say.
- 1:46:51Why
- 1:46:51do
- 1:46:51you
- 1:46:51have
- 1:46:52a
- 1:46:52problem
- 1:46:52with
- 1:46:53that?
- 1:46:53I
- 1:46:53don't
- 1:46:54know.
- 1:46:54And
- 1:46:54I
- 1:46:54said
- 1:46:54it.
- 1:46:55I've
- 1:46:55said
- 1:46:55it
- 1:46:55since
- 1:46:55the
- 1:46:56beginning.
- 1:46:56It
- 1:46:56was,
- 1:46:56like,
- 1:46:57randomly,
- 1:46:58a
- 1:46:58one
- 1:46:58random
- 1:46:58episode.
- 1:46:59You
- 1:46:59were
- 1:46:59like,
- 1:46:59ew.
- 1:47:00It's
- 1:47:00really
- 1:47:00funny
- 1:47:01because,
- 1:47:01like,
- 1:47:01I've
- 1:47:02heard
- 1:47:02that
- 1:47:03phrase
- 1:47:04in
- 1:47:04corporate
- 1:47:05spaces.
- 1:47:06It
- 1:47:06was
- 1:47:06the
- 1:47:07way
- 1:47:07you
- 1:47:07said
- 1:47:08meaty
- 1:47:08slow
- 1:47:09burn.
- 1:47:11And
- 1:47:11I
- 1:47:11don't
- 1:47:12know,
- 1:47:12it
- 1:47:12just.
- 1:47:13It
- 1:47:13just
- 1:47:13made
- 1:47:14me,
- 1:47:14like.
- 1:47:15Sounds
- 1:47:15like
- 1:47:15a
- 1:47:15you
- 1:47:15problem.
- 1:47:16It
- 1:47:16is
- 1:47:16a
- 1:47:16me
- 1:47:17problem.
- 1:47:17I
- 1:47:17don't.
- 1:47:17I
- 1:47:18don't
- 1:47:18generally
- 1:47:18have
- 1:47:18a
- 1:47:19problem
- 1:47:19with
- 1:47:19it.
- 1:47:20It
- 1:47:20was
- 1:47:20just
- 1:47:20like,
- 1:47:20that
- 1:47:21one
- 1:47:21instance,
- 1:47:21and
- 1:47:22I
- 1:47:22was
- 1:47:22like,
- 1:47:23I
- 1:47:23think
- 1:47:24it
- 1:47:24was
- 1:47:24spongebob.
- 1:47:25Like,
- 1:47:25big,
- 1:47:25meaty
- 1:47:26claws.
- 1:47:27That's
- 1:47:28probably
- 1:47:28where
- 1:47:28I
- 1:47:28went
- 1:47:28with
- 1:47:29that.
- 1:47:29Anyway,
- 1:47:31so
- 1:47:31now
- 1:47:32I
- 1:47:32know
- 1:47:32that
- 1:47:32we've
- 1:47:33gotten
- 1:47:33to,
- 1:47:34like,
- 1:47:34the
- 1:47:34crux
- 1:47:35of
- 1:47:35Buck's
- 1:47:36storyline
- 1:47:37in
- 1:47:37this
- 1:47:37episode,
- 1:47:38but
- 1:47:38I
- 1:47:38did
- 1:47:39kind
- 1:47:39of
- 1:47:39want
- 1:47:39to
- 1:47:40bring
- 1:47:40up
- 1:47:40a
- 1:47:41couple
- 1:47:41things
- 1:47:41about
- 1:47:42him
- 1:47:43when.
- 1:47:44When
- 1:47:44the
- 1:47:44horse.
- 1:47:45When
- 1:47:45the
- 1:47:46horse
- 1:47:46was
- 1:47:47dying.
- 1:47:49I
- 1:47:49can't
- 1:47:49believe
- 1:47:50you
- 1:47:50were
- 1:47:50able
- 1:47:50to
- 1:47:50watch
- 1:47:50it.
- 1:47:51I
- 1:47:51only
- 1:47:51watched
- 1:47:51it
- 1:47:51once,
- 1:47:51and
- 1:47:52I
- 1:47:52said,
- 1:47:52ah,
- 1:47:52this
- 1:47:53is
- 1:47:53the
- 1:47:53last
- 1:47:53time
- 1:47:53I'm
- 1:47:53watching
- 1:47:54this
- 1:47:54scene.
- 1:47:55Oh,
- 1:47:56it's.
- 1:47:57It's
- 1:47:57a
- 1:47:57really
- 1:47:57tough
- 1:47:58watch.
- 1:47:58But
- 1:47:59the.
- 1:48:00The
- 1:48:00way,
- 1:48:01like,
- 1:48:01you
- 1:48:01can
- 1:48:01see
- 1:48:02Buck's
- 1:48:02optimism
- 1:48:03come
- 1:48:03through
- 1:48:03in
- 1:48:04that.
- 1:48:04When
- 1:48:05he
- 1:48:05was
- 1:48:05like,
- 1:48:05no,
- 1:48:06we
- 1:48:06can.
- 1:48:06I
- 1:48:07don't
- 1:48:07think
- 1:48:07the
- 1:48:07splint
- 1:48:07is
- 1:48:08gonna
- 1:48:08fit,
- 1:48:08but
- 1:48:08we
- 1:48:08can
- 1:48:09find
- 1:48:09a
- 1:48:09way
- 1:48:09to,
- 1:48:09like,
- 1:48:10you
- 1:48:10know,
- 1:48:11Jerry
- 1:48:11rig
- 1:48:11it.
- 1:48:12And.
- 1:48:12And
- 1:48:13you,
- 1:48:14like,
- 1:48:14you
- 1:48:14see
- 1:48:14his
- 1:48:14optimism.
- 1:48:15His
- 1:48:15first
- 1:48:15instinct
- 1:48:16is
- 1:48:16to
- 1:48:16try
- 1:48:16to
- 1:48:17save
- 1:48:17the
- 1:48:17horse,
- 1:48:17even
- 1:48:18though
- 1:48:18everyone
- 1:48:19else
- 1:48:19is
- 1:48:19kind
- 1:48:19of
- 1:48:19like,
- 1:48:21it's
- 1:48:21probably
- 1:48:22not
- 1:48:22gonna.
- 1:48:23Gonna
- 1:48:24happen
- 1:48:24this
- 1:48:24time.
- 1:48:26And
- 1:48:27all
- 1:48:27of.
- 1:48:27All
- 1:48:27of
- 1:48:28the
- 1:48:28things
- 1:48:28that
- 1:48:29Officer
- 1:48:29Horse
- 1:48:30Friend
- 1:48:31was
- 1:48:31saying
- 1:48:32where
- 1:48:32it's
- 1:48:33like,
- 1:48:33I.
- 1:48:34I
- 1:48:34felt
- 1:48:34like,
- 1:48:36okay,
- 1:48:36this
- 1:48:37is
- 1:48:37kind
- 1:48:37of
- 1:48:37weird,
- 1:48:37but
- 1:48:37I
- 1:48:38feel
- 1:48:38like
- 1:48:38everything
- 1:48:38he
- 1:48:38was
- 1:48:39saying
- 1:48:39to
- 1:48:39the
- 1:48:40horse
- 1:48:40kind
- 1:48:40of
- 1:48:41can
- 1:48:41apply
- 1:48:41to
- 1:48:41Buck
- 1:48:42as
- 1:48:42well,
- 1:48:42because
- 1:48:42he
- 1:48:42was
- 1:48:43saying,
- 1:48:43like,
- 1:48:43he's
- 1:48:44a
- 1:48:44good
- 1:48:44boy.
- 1:48:44I
- 1:48:44just
- 1:48:45don't
- 1:48:45want
- 1:48:45him
- 1:48:45to
- 1:48:45suffer
- 1:48:46anymore.
- 1:48:46And
- 1:48:47you
- 1:48:47don't
- 1:48:47have
- 1:48:47to
- 1:48:47be
- 1:48:48calm
- 1:48:48or
- 1:48:48strong
- 1:48:49or
- 1:48:49brave.
- 1:48:49You
- 1:48:49can
- 1:48:50just
- 1:48:50be
- 1:48:50free.
- 1:48:51And
- 1:48:51I
- 1:48:51feel
- 1:48:51like
- 1:48:52that
- 1:48:53could
- 1:48:53have
- 1:48:54applied
- 1:48:54to
- 1:48:54Buck
- 1:48:55as
- 1:48:55well.
- 1:48:56Yeah,
- 1:48:56they're
- 1:48:56putting
- 1:48:56the.
- 1:48:57He's
- 1:48:57putting
- 1:48:57the
- 1:48:57relationship
- 1:48:58down
- 1:48:58because
- 1:48:58he
- 1:48:59doesn't
- 1:48:59want
- 1:48:59to
- 1:48:59beat
- 1:48:59a
- 1:48:59dead
- 1:49:00horse.
- 1:49:00Yeah,
- 1:49:01he
- 1:49:01doesn't.
- 1:49:01He.
- 1:49:03He's
- 1:49:03letting.
- 1:49:04It
- 1:49:04was
- 1:49:04the
- 1:49:04most
- 1:49:04heavy
- 1:49:05handed
- 1:49:05fucking
- 1:49:05thing
- 1:49:05I've
- 1:49:06probably
- 1:49:06ever
- 1:49:07seen
- 1:49:07them
- 1:49:07do
- 1:49:07to
- 1:49:07this
- 1:49:08point.
- 1:49:09Yeah,
- 1:49:10I
- 1:49:10mean
- 1:49:10he,
- 1:49:11he
- 1:49:11doesn't
- 1:49:11want
- 1:49:12himself
- 1:49:12to
- 1:49:12suffer
- 1:49:13anymore
- 1:49:13through
- 1:49:13that.
- 1:49:14So
- 1:49:14that's
- 1:49:14why
- 1:49:14he's
- 1:49:15allowing
- 1:49:16himself
- 1:49:16to
- 1:49:16let
- 1:49:16go.
- 1:49:17But
- 1:49:17also
- 1:49:19the
- 1:49:20when.
- 1:49:20When
- 1:49:20they're
- 1:49:20at
- 1:49:21the
- 1:49:21cemetery
- 1:49:22at
- 1:49:22the
- 1:49:22end
- 1:49:23of
- 1:49:23the
- 1:49:23call
- 1:49:23and
- 1:49:24how
- 1:49:24he's
- 1:49:25kind
- 1:49:25of
- 1:49:26spooked
- 1:49:26like
- 1:49:27a
- 1:49:27horse
- 1:49:28when
- 1:49:28Hen
- 1:49:28brings
- 1:49:28up
- 1:49:29like
- 1:49:29disturbing
- 1:49:30the
- 1:49:30spirits.
- 1:49:32But
- 1:49:33also
- 1:49:33he's
- 1:49:33the
- 1:49:34only
- 1:49:34one
- 1:49:35there
- 1:49:36that
- 1:49:37we
- 1:49:37see
- 1:49:37look
- 1:49:37back
- 1:49:37at
- 1:49:38that
- 1:49:38bulldozer
- 1:49:39and
- 1:49:39see
- 1:49:39it
- 1:49:40collapse
- 1:49:40into
- 1:49:40the
- 1:49:40sinkhole.
- 1:49:42And
- 1:49:42that's
- 1:49:43kind
- 1:49:43of
- 1:49:43like
- 1:49:43a
- 1:49:43metaphor
- 1:49:45about
- 1:49:45how
- 1:49:45he
- 1:49:46has
- 1:49:46been
- 1:49:46walking
- 1:49:46on
- 1:49:47eggshells
- 1:49:47and
- 1:49:47bubble
- 1:49:47wrap,
- 1:49:48as
- 1:49:48they
- 1:49:48say,
- 1:49:49around
- 1:49:49his
- 1:49:50relationship
- 1:49:50with
- 1:49:51Abby,
- 1:49:51and
- 1:49:51it's
- 1:49:51finally
- 1:49:51about
- 1:49:52to
- 1:49:52give
- 1:49:52way.
- 1:49:52So
- 1:49:53I
- 1:49:53felt
- 1:49:53like
- 1:49:53that
- 1:49:53was
- 1:49:53like
- 1:49:54metaphor
- 1:49:55foreshadowing
- 1:49:56for
- 1:49:56like
- 1:49:58the
- 1:49:58release,
- 1:50:00the
- 1:50:00collapse.
- 1:50:02I
- 1:50:03just
- 1:50:03had
- 1:50:03a
- 1:50:03brain
- 1:50:03blast
- 1:50:03really
- 1:50:04quick.
- 1:50:06So
- 1:50:07the
- 1:50:07whole
- 1:50:08lesson
- 1:50:08about
- 1:50:08not
- 1:50:08beating
- 1:50:09a
- 1:50:09dead
- 1:50:09horse.
- 1:50:09Right.
- 1:50:10The
- 1:50:10people
- 1:50:11who
- 1:50:11learned
- 1:50:11the
- 1:50:11lesson,
- 1:50:12who's
- 1:50:13missing.
- 1:50:18I
- 1:50:18knew
- 1:50:19there
- 1:50:19was
- 1:50:19something
- 1:50:19to
- 1:50:20that.
- 1:50:21Oh,
- 1:50:22wait,
- 1:50:22that's
- 1:50:22so
- 1:50:23true.
- 1:50:24That's
- 1:50:24so
- 1:50:24true.
- 1:50:25Because
- 1:50:26both
- 1:50:26Hen
- 1:50:27and
- 1:50:28Buck
- 1:50:28are
- 1:50:28there
- 1:50:29and
- 1:50:29they
- 1:50:29learn
- 1:50:30from
- 1:50:30that
- 1:50:31instance
- 1:50:32and
- 1:50:32are
- 1:50:32able
- 1:50:33to
- 1:50:33take
- 1:50:33that
- 1:50:34lesson
- 1:50:34and
- 1:50:34carry
- 1:50:34it
- 1:50:35out
- 1:50:35for
- 1:50:36their
- 1:50:36own
- 1:50:37needs.
- 1:50:37But
- 1:50:38who's
- 1:50:38not
- 1:50:39there?
- 1:50:40Eddie
- 1:50:40never
- 1:50:41learned
- 1:50:41that
- 1:50:41lesson.
- 1:50:42Hasn't
- 1:50:43yet.
- 1:50:44He
- 1:50:44still
- 1:50:44hasn't.
- 1:50:46Oh,
- 1:50:46that's
- 1:50:46exactly
- 1:50:47what
- 1:50:47I
- 1:50:47was
- 1:50:47going
- 1:50:47to
- 1:50:47say.
- 1:50:47Like
- 1:50:47maybe
- 1:50:48if
- 1:50:48he
- 1:50:48was
- 1:50:48actually
- 1:50:48there,
- 1:50:48maybe
- 1:50:49all
- 1:50:49of
- 1:50:49the
- 1:50:49shit
- 1:50:49that
- 1:50:50has
- 1:50:50happened
- 1:50:50to
- 1:50:50him,
- 1:50:51the
- 1:50:51far
- 1:50:52would
- 1:50:52not
- 1:50:52have
- 1:50:52happened
- 1:50:53to
- 1:50:53him.
- 1:50:54Blowing
- 1:50:55up
- 1:50:55his
- 1:50:55life
- 1:50:55by
- 1:50:56dating
- 1:50:56or
- 1:50:57seeing
- 1:50:57the
- 1:50:58ghost
- 1:50:58of
- 1:50:58his
- 1:50:59ex
- 1:50:59wife
- 1:51:00dead.
- 1:51:00Ex
- 1:51:00wife.
- 1:51:02Could,
- 1:51:02could
- 1:51:02you,
- 1:51:03could
- 1:51:03you
- 1:51:04think
- 1:51:04of
- 1:51:04like
- 1:51:05the
- 1:51:05butterfly
- 1:51:06effect
- 1:51:06of
- 1:51:07the
- 1:51:07things
- 1:51:07that
- 1:51:08would
- 1:51:08not
- 1:51:08have
- 1:51:08come
- 1:51:09to
- 1:51:09pass
- 1:51:09if
- 1:51:10he
- 1:51:10was
- 1:51:10at.
- 1:51:11If
- 1:51:11he
- 1:51:11had
- 1:51:11learned
- 1:51:12that
- 1:51:12lesson.
- 1:51:12If
- 1:51:12he.
- 1:51:13Yeah.
- 1:51:13Was
- 1:51:14at
- 1:51:14that
- 1:51:14call
- 1:51:14and
- 1:51:15seeing
- 1:51:15the
- 1:51:15horse
- 1:51:16being
- 1:51:17put
- 1:51:17to
- 1:51:17sleep.
- 1:51:18Wow.
- 1:51:19That's
- 1:51:19going
- 1:51:20in
- 1:51:20our
- 1:51:20what
- 1:51:21ifs
- 1:51:21for
- 1:51:22season
- 1:51:22two.
- 1:51:23Oh,
- 1:51:23yeah.
- 1:51:25Excellent
- 1:51:26brain
- 1:51:26blast.
- 1:51:27Whoa.
- 1:51:28Whoa.
- 1:51:30Yeah.
- 1:51:30What
- 1:51:30if
- 1:51:30he
- 1:51:30didn't
- 1:51:31try
- 1:51:31to
- 1:51:31beat
- 1:51:31a
- 1:51:31dead
- 1:51:32horse?
- 1:51:33Oh,
- 1:51:34how
- 1:51:34would
- 1:51:34the
- 1:51:34rest
- 1:51:35of
- 1:51:35the
- 1:51:35season
- 1:51:35have
- 1:51:35gone?
- 1:51:35Because
- 1:51:36that's
- 1:51:36literally
- 1:51:36all
- 1:51:36he
- 1:51:37does
- 1:51:37for
- 1:51:37the
- 1:51:37rest
- 1:51:37of
- 1:51:37the
- 1:51:38season.
- 1:51:41Let
- 1:51:42flying
- 1:51:43dogs
- 1:51:43lie
- 1:51:44or
- 1:51:44something.
- 1:51:44I
- 1:51:44don't
- 1:51:44know.
- 1:51:47Oh.
- 1:51:48Oh,
- 1:51:48I
- 1:51:49love
- 1:51:49him
- 1:51:49so
- 1:51:49much.
- 1:51:50So
- 1:51:50anyways,
- 1:51:51the
- 1:51:52one
- 1:51:52person
- 1:51:52who
- 1:51:53wasn't
- 1:51:53there
- 1:51:54and
- 1:51:55didn't
- 1:51:55learn
- 1:51:55this
- 1:51:55lesson.
- 1:51:56I
- 1:51:57don't
- 1:51:57even
- 1:51:57know.
- 1:51:58I
- 1:51:58don't
- 1:51:58know
- 1:51:58where
- 1:51:58to
- 1:51:58begin
- 1:51:58with
- 1:51:59this
- 1:51:59man.
- 1:51:59Right?
- 1:52:01This
- 1:52:02man.
- 1:52:04You
- 1:52:04guys
- 1:52:04know
- 1:52:05him,
- 1:52:05Eddie
- 1:52:05Diaz,
- 1:52:05He's.
- 1:52:09I
- 1:52:09don't
- 1:52:09know
- 1:52:10if
- 1:52:10I
- 1:52:10could,
- 1:52:10like,
- 1:52:11throw
- 1:52:11away
- 1:52:11the.
- 1:52:11Like,
- 1:52:12if
- 1:52:12I
- 1:52:12could
- 1:52:12just
- 1:52:13throw
- 1:52:13everything
- 1:52:14and
- 1:52:14like.
- 1:52:15Like,
- 1:52:15you
- 1:52:15know,
- 1:52:16throw
- 1:52:16the
- 1:52:16desk
- 1:52:17away
- 1:52:17and
- 1:52:18everything.
- 1:52:18Just.
- 1:52:19Just
- 1:52:19to
- 1:52:19give
- 1:52:20you
- 1:52:20guys
- 1:52:20a
- 1:52:20mental
- 1:52:20picture
- 1:52:21of
- 1:52:21how
- 1:52:21sometimes
- 1:52:22I
- 1:52:22feel
- 1:52:22about
- 1:52:23him.
- 1:52:26Let's
- 1:52:27tell
- 1:52:27us
- 1:52:27how
- 1:52:27you
- 1:52:28feel.
- 1:52:28So
- 1:52:32listen,
- 1:52:32okay,
- 1:52:33we
- 1:52:33get.
- 1:52:33We
- 1:52:33get.
- 1:52:33We.
- 1:52:35We
- 1:52:35get
- 1:52:35to
- 1:52:35meet
- 1:52:36fucking
- 1:52:36Shannon.
- 1:52:37Okay.
- 1:52:38Sorry.
- 1:52:39That
- 1:52:39was
- 1:52:39so
- 1:52:39mean.
- 1:52:42Okay,
- 1:52:43Oliver.
- 1:52:45Sorry,
- 1:52:45I
- 1:52:45forgot
- 1:52:45I
- 1:52:46was
- 1:52:46supposed
- 1:52:46to
- 1:52:46be
- 1:52:46nice.
- 1:52:49This
- 1:52:49is
- 1:52:50a
- 1:52:50very
- 1:52:50terrible
- 1:52:50transition.
- 1:52:51Please
- 1:52:51bear
- 1:52:51with
- 1:52:52me.
- 1:52:52So
- 1:52:52anyway,
- 1:52:53yeah,
- 1:52:53we
- 1:52:53get
- 1:52:53to
- 1:52:53meet
- 1:52:53Shannon
- 1:52:54finally.
- 1:52:55I
- 1:52:55really
- 1:52:56would
- 1:52:56love
- 1:52:56to
- 1:52:56throw
- 1:52:57everything
- 1:52:57off
- 1:52:58of
- 1:52:58my
- 1:52:58desk,
- 1:52:58actually.
- 1:52:59Flip
- 1:52:59the
- 1:52:59desk,
- 1:52:59flip
- 1:52:59the
- 1:53:00table
- 1:53:00and
- 1:53:00do
- 1:53:00all
- 1:53:01the
- 1:53:01things.
- 1:53:01Because
- 1:53:02what
- 1:53:03Eddie
- 1:53:03does
- 1:53:03by
- 1:53:03the
- 1:53:04end
- 1:53:04of
- 1:53:04this
- 1:53:05makes
- 1:53:05me
- 1:53:05want
- 1:53:05to.
- 1:53:06Anyway,
- 1:53:09so
- 1:53:10we
- 1:53:10finally
- 1:53:10get
- 1:53:11to
- 1:53:11meet
- 1:53:11the
- 1:53:11mysterious.
- 1:53:13Well,
- 1:53:14she's
- 1:53:14just
- 1:53:14shrouded
- 1:53:14in
- 1:53:15a
- 1:53:15little
- 1:53:15bit
- 1:53:15of
- 1:53:15mystery.
- 1:53:16We
- 1:53:16get
- 1:53:16to
- 1:53:16meet
- 1:53:16Shannon.
- 1:53:18We
- 1:53:18get
- 1:53:19the
- 1:53:19immense
- 1:53:20lore
- 1:53:21drop
- 1:53:21of,
- 1:53:21like,
- 1:53:22Shannon,
- 1:53:22where
- 1:53:23she's
- 1:53:23been,
- 1:53:23what
- 1:53:23she's
- 1:53:23been
- 1:53:24doing,
- 1:53:24why
- 1:53:24she
- 1:53:24left.
- 1:53:25Why
- 1:53:26she
- 1:53:26left
- 1:53:27Eddie
- 1:53:28and
- 1:53:28Christopher,
- 1:53:29how
- 1:53:29long
- 1:53:30it's
- 1:53:30been.
- 1:53:31And
- 1:53:32then.
- 1:53:33And
- 1:53:33then,
- 1:53:33actually.
- 1:53:34And
- 1:53:34part
- 1:53:34of
- 1:53:35what
- 1:53:35made
- 1:53:35Eddie
- 1:53:36come
- 1:53:36to
- 1:53:36la,
- 1:53:37which
- 1:53:37is
- 1:53:37also
- 1:53:38just.
- 1:53:40They're
- 1:53:40not
- 1:53:40breadcrumbs,
- 1:53:42but
- 1:53:43this
- 1:53:43is
- 1:53:43just
- 1:53:43that
- 1:53:44line
- 1:53:44of
- 1:53:44destiny
- 1:53:45that
- 1:53:45he
- 1:53:45keeps
- 1:53:45walking
- 1:53:46throughout
- 1:53:46all
- 1:53:46his
- 1:53:46fucking.
- 1:53:47All
- 1:53:47the
- 1:53:47freaking
- 1:53:47seasons
- 1:53:48up
- 1:53:48until
- 1:53:49present
- 1:53:50day.
- 1:53:53All
- 1:53:53has
- 1:53:53to
- 1:53:53do
- 1:53:54with
- 1:53:54her.
- 1:53:55So
- 1:53:56my
- 1:53:56first
- 1:53:57note
- 1:53:57is
- 1:53:58everyone
- 1:53:59else
- 1:53:59is
- 1:54:00dealing
- 1:54:00with
- 1:54:00being
- 1:54:00haunted
- 1:54:01by
- 1:54:01someone
- 1:54:01leaving
- 1:54:01them,
- 1:54:02but
- 1:54:02Eddie
- 1:54:02is
- 1:54:02being
- 1:54:03haunted
- 1:54:03by
- 1:54:03the
- 1:54:03return
- 1:54:04of
- 1:54:04his
- 1:54:04estranged
- 1:54:05wife.
- 1:54:06Yep,
- 1:54:08she's
- 1:54:08come
- 1:54:09back.
- 1:54:09Well,
- 1:54:10she's
- 1:54:10also
- 1:54:10been.
- 1:54:12But
- 1:54:12yeah,
- 1:54:13like,
- 1:54:13her
- 1:54:13being,
- 1:54:13like,
- 1:54:14such
- 1:54:14a
- 1:54:14mystery
- 1:54:15since,
- 1:54:15like,
- 1:54:15episode.
- 1:54:16Since,
- 1:54:16like,
- 1:54:17the
- 1:54:17beginning
- 1:54:17of,
- 1:54:18you
- 1:54:18know,
- 1:54:18the
- 1:54:18season.
- 1:54:19There's
- 1:54:20like
- 1:54:20a
- 1:54:20present.
- 1:54:20It's
- 1:54:21like
- 1:54:21episode
- 1:54:21two.
- 1:54:21It's
- 1:54:22like,
- 1:54:22okay,
- 1:54:23episode
- 1:54:24two.
- 1:54:24So
- 1:54:25it's
- 1:54:25like
- 1:54:26there's
- 1:54:27like
- 1:54:27a
- 1:54:27presence
- 1:54:28there
- 1:54:28that
- 1:54:29we
- 1:54:29know
- 1:54:30is
- 1:54:30like.
- 1:54:31I
- 1:54:31guess
- 1:54:31what
- 1:54:31I'm
- 1:54:31trying
- 1:54:31to
- 1:54:31say
- 1:54:32is,
- 1:54:32like,
- 1:54:32her
- 1:54:32presence,
- 1:54:33even
- 1:54:33though
- 1:54:33she's
- 1:54:33not
- 1:54:33there,
- 1:54:34like,
- 1:54:34her
- 1:54:34presence
- 1:54:35can
- 1:54:35be
- 1:54:35felt
- 1:54:36because
- 1:54:36she's
- 1:54:37not.
- 1:54:38You
- 1:54:38know,
- 1:54:39it's
- 1:54:39like,
- 1:54:39what
- 1:54:39happened
- 1:54:40to
- 1:54:40this,
- 1:54:40like,
- 1:54:40to
- 1:54:41Christopher's
- 1:54:41mom?
- 1:54:41Like,
- 1:54:42where
- 1:54:42is
- 1:54:42she?
- 1:54:43Yeah,
- 1:54:43she's
- 1:54:44not
- 1:54:44in
- 1:54:44the
- 1:54:44picture,
- 1:54:44but
- 1:54:45you
- 1:54:45don't
- 1:54:45know
- 1:54:45what
- 1:54:46the
- 1:54:46fuck
- 1:54:46that
- 1:54:46means.
- 1:54:48It's
- 1:54:48kind
- 1:54:49of
- 1:54:49like
- 1:54:49the
- 1:54:51absence
- 1:54:53of
- 1:54:53Shannon
- 1:54:54is
- 1:54:54so
- 1:54:55felt.
- 1:54:55Just
- 1:54:55like
- 1:54:56the
- 1:54:56absence
- 1:54:57of
- 1:54:57Abby.
- 1:55:00Yeah,
- 1:55:00it's
- 1:55:01very
- 1:55:01parallel.
- 1:55:02They
- 1:55:02were
- 1:55:02both
- 1:55:03abandoned.
- 1:55:04Well,
- 1:55:05I
- 1:55:05think
- 1:55:05the
- 1:55:06crux
- 1:55:06of
- 1:55:06this
- 1:55:06is
- 1:55:07that
- 1:55:08he
- 1:55:08is
- 1:55:08conflicted
- 1:55:09about
- 1:55:09letting
- 1:55:09Shannon
- 1:55:10Back
- 1:55:11into
- 1:55:12Chris's
- 1:55:13life.
- 1:55:14He's
- 1:55:14also
- 1:55:15conflicted
- 1:55:16about
- 1:55:16letting
- 1:55:16her
- 1:55:16back
- 1:55:16into
- 1:55:17his
- 1:55:17life.
- 1:55:18Yes.
- 1:55:18I
- 1:55:18was
- 1:55:19just
- 1:55:19about
- 1:55:19to
- 1:55:19say
- 1:55:19that.
- 1:55:20Because
- 1:55:20all
- 1:55:21he
- 1:55:21wants
- 1:55:21to
- 1:55:21do,
- 1:55:21like,
- 1:55:22literally
- 1:55:22everything
- 1:55:22he
- 1:55:23does
- 1:55:23is
- 1:55:23for
- 1:55:23Christopher.
- 1:55:24He
- 1:55:24wants
- 1:55:24to
- 1:55:24do
- 1:55:24what's
- 1:55:24best
- 1:55:24for
- 1:55:25Christopher.
- 1:55:25So
- 1:55:25he
- 1:55:26is,
- 1:55:27you
- 1:55:27know,
- 1:55:27trying
- 1:55:28to
- 1:55:28get
- 1:55:28him
- 1:55:28into
- 1:55:29a
- 1:55:29better
- 1:55:30school.
- 1:55:31Yep.
- 1:55:32And
- 1:55:32that's
- 1:55:33how
- 1:55:33we
- 1:55:33even
- 1:55:33get
- 1:55:34how
- 1:55:35this
- 1:55:35all
- 1:55:35happens.
- 1:55:36Shannon
- 1:55:36in
- 1:55:37general.
- 1:55:39But
- 1:55:39he's
- 1:55:39not
- 1:55:40really
- 1:55:40leaving
- 1:55:41consideration
- 1:55:42for
- 1:55:43himself.
- 1:55:45Just.
- 1:55:46Just
- 1:55:46like
- 1:55:46what
- 1:55:47we
- 1:55:47said
- 1:55:47with
- 1:55:48Buck,
- 1:55:49how
- 1:55:50we
- 1:55:50love
- 1:55:50when
- 1:55:50Buck
- 1:55:51prioritizes
- 1:55:52himself.
- 1:55:53Eddie
- 1:55:54has
- 1:55:54the
- 1:55:54same
- 1:55:55problem
- 1:55:55a
- 1:55:55lot
- 1:55:55of
- 1:55:56times.
- 1:55:57Yeah.
- 1:55:57Where
- 1:55:58he
- 1:55:59doesn't
- 1:56:00consider
- 1:56:00himself,
- 1:56:01because
- 1:56:02his
- 1:56:03entire
- 1:56:04mo.
- 1:56:06Modus
- 1:56:07operandi,
- 1:56:09motivation,
- 1:56:10everything.
- 1:56:11Everything
- 1:56:12he
- 1:56:12does
- 1:56:14is
- 1:56:14for
- 1:56:15Christopher
- 1:56:15and
- 1:56:16Christopher's
- 1:56:16happiness.
- 1:56:17He
- 1:56:17says
- 1:56:18that's
- 1:56:18what's
- 1:56:18most
- 1:56:19important
- 1:56:19for
- 1:56:19me.
- 1:56:20I
- 1:56:20want
- 1:56:20him
- 1:56:21to
- 1:56:21feel
- 1:56:21normal.
- 1:56:22And
- 1:56:22he
- 1:56:23devotes
- 1:56:24his
- 1:56:25entire
- 1:56:25life,
- 1:56:26his
- 1:56:26entire
- 1:56:26being
- 1:56:27to
- 1:56:28making
- 1:56:28that
- 1:56:29happen
- 1:56:29for
- 1:56:30Christopher
- 1:56:31and
- 1:56:31to
- 1:56:32allow
- 1:56:32Christopher
- 1:56:33to
- 1:56:33feel
- 1:56:33that
- 1:56:34freedom.
- 1:56:36That's
- 1:56:37what
- 1:56:37makes
- 1:56:37him
- 1:56:37such
- 1:56:38a
- 1:56:38good
- 1:56:38dad.
- 1:56:38But
- 1:56:39he
- 1:56:40does
- 1:56:40often
- 1:56:41just
- 1:56:41put
- 1:56:41himself
- 1:56:42to
- 1:56:43the
- 1:56:43wayside,
- 1:56:44and
- 1:56:44that's.
- 1:56:44Or
- 1:56:45he
- 1:56:45doesn't
- 1:56:45even
- 1:56:45consider
- 1:56:46himself,
- 1:56:47like.
- 1:56:47Exactly.
- 1:56:48I
- 1:56:48think
- 1:56:49the
- 1:56:49most
- 1:56:49we
- 1:56:49see
- 1:56:49him
- 1:56:49consider
- 1:56:50himself
- 1:56:50is
- 1:56:51when
- 1:56:51he
- 1:56:53confronts
- 1:56:54her.
- 1:56:55I
- 1:56:55mean,
- 1:56:55I
- 1:56:55don't
- 1:56:56know
- 1:56:56how
- 1:56:56else
- 1:56:56to
- 1:56:56describe
- 1:56:57that
- 1:56:57other
- 1:56:57than
- 1:56:57a
- 1:56:57confrontation,
- 1:56:58because
- 1:56:58he
- 1:56:58just,
- 1:56:59like,
- 1:56:59ambushed
- 1:56:59her.
- 1:57:00That
- 1:57:00is
- 1:57:00a
- 1:57:00classic
- 1:57:01confrontation.
- 1:57:02But,
- 1:57:02yeah,
- 1:57:02when
- 1:57:02he
- 1:57:02confronts
- 1:57:03her
- 1:57:03in
- 1:57:03the
- 1:57:03parking
- 1:57:03lot
- 1:57:04and
- 1:57:04he's
- 1:57:04just
- 1:57:04like,
- 1:57:05you
- 1:57:05know,
- 1:57:07his
- 1:57:07demeanor
- 1:57:08with
- 1:57:08her
- 1:57:08this
- 1:57:08whole
- 1:57:08episode,
- 1:57:09I
- 1:57:09just
- 1:57:09have
- 1:57:09to
- 1:57:09say,
- 1:57:09this
- 1:57:10is
- 1:57:11so
- 1:57:11patient
- 1:57:12and,
- 1:57:12like,
- 1:57:12understanding.
- 1:57:13And
- 1:57:16anyway,
- 1:57:16so
- 1:57:17he's
- 1:57:17like,
- 1:57:18you
- 1:57:18know,
- 1:57:19you
- 1:57:19left,
- 1:57:19and
- 1:57:20I
- 1:57:20understood
- 1:57:21or
- 1:57:21I
- 1:57:21tried
- 1:57:21to
- 1:57:22understand.
- 1:57:22And,
- 1:57:22like,
- 1:57:23he's
- 1:57:23seeing
- 1:57:24things
- 1:57:24from
- 1:57:24her
- 1:57:24perspective,
- 1:57:25and
- 1:57:26that
- 1:57:26empathy
- 1:57:27is
- 1:57:28the
- 1:57:28empathy.
- 1:57:28But
- 1:57:29he's
- 1:57:29like,
- 1:57:30but
- 1:57:30I
- 1:57:30understand
- 1:57:31that
- 1:57:31you
- 1:57:31had
- 1:57:31to
- 1:57:31go
- 1:57:32take
- 1:57:32care
- 1:57:32of
- 1:57:32your
- 1:57:32mother,
- 1:57:32but,
- 1:57:33like,
- 1:57:33I
- 1:57:33thought
- 1:57:33you
- 1:57:34would
- 1:57:34come
- 1:57:34back,
- 1:57:34and
- 1:57:34you
- 1:57:35didn't,
- 1:57:35and
- 1:57:35I
- 1:57:35needed
- 1:57:36to
- 1:57:36know
- 1:57:36why.
- 1:57:37And
- 1:57:37that's,
- 1:57:37like,
- 1:57:38the
- 1:57:38only
- 1:57:38bit
- 1:57:39we
- 1:57:39kind
- 1:57:39of
- 1:57:40see
- 1:57:40him,
- 1:57:40like,
- 1:57:40really
- 1:57:41consider
- 1:57:42for
- 1:57:42himself.
- 1:57:43For
- 1:57:43himself.
- 1:57:44Because
- 1:57:44he
- 1:57:44really
- 1:57:44needed
- 1:57:45to
- 1:57:45know
- 1:57:45why.
- 1:57:46And
- 1:57:46I
- 1:57:46really
- 1:57:46think
- 1:57:46he
- 1:57:47needed
- 1:57:47to
- 1:57:47know
- 1:57:47why
- 1:57:48to
- 1:57:48understand
- 1:57:50if
- 1:57:50he
- 1:57:50could
- 1:57:50trust
- 1:57:51her
- 1:57:52to
- 1:57:54be
- 1:57:54around
- 1:57:54Christopher
- 1:57:55again.
- 1:57:56Because,
- 1:57:57again,
- 1:57:57he's
- 1:57:57not
- 1:57:57regarding
- 1:57:58himself
- 1:57:59or
- 1:57:59his
- 1:58:00feelings
- 1:58:00about
- 1:58:01if
- 1:58:01he
- 1:58:01let
- 1:58:02her
- 1:58:02back
- 1:58:02into
- 1:58:02his
- 1:58:02life,
- 1:58:03if
- 1:58:03she
- 1:58:03left
- 1:58:03again.
- 1:58:04It's
- 1:58:04all
- 1:58:04about
- 1:58:04Christopher.
- 1:58:05It's
- 1:58:05all
- 1:58:06about
- 1:58:06if
- 1:58:07he
- 1:58:07can
- 1:58:07trust.
- 1:58:08Letting
- 1:58:08her
- 1:58:09back
- 1:58:09into
- 1:58:09his
- 1:58:09life
- 1:58:10for
- 1:58:11her
- 1:58:11to
- 1:58:11just
- 1:58:11leave
- 1:58:11again.
- 1:58:12Like,
- 1:58:13vetting
- 1:58:13her.
- 1:58:14Yeah.
- 1:58:14And
- 1:58:15we
- 1:58:15talked
- 1:58:15about
- 1:58:17back
- 1:58:17in,
- 1:58:17I
- 1:58:17think,
- 1:58:17the
- 1:58:17take
- 1:58:18your
- 1:58:18kid
- 1:58:18to
- 1:58:18work
- 1:58:18day.
- 1:58:19Stuck.
- 1:58:20Yeah.
- 1:58:21And
- 1:58:21stuck.
- 1:58:22And
- 1:58:22we
- 1:58:22were
- 1:58:22talking
- 1:58:22about
- 1:58:23how.
- 1:58:24How
- 1:58:24he
- 1:58:24just
- 1:58:25lets
- 1:58:25Buck
- 1:58:26be
- 1:58:26around
- 1:58:27his
- 1:58:27kid.
- 1:58:28So
- 1:58:29easily
- 1:58:29and
- 1:58:30how
- 1:58:30huge
- 1:58:30that
- 1:58:31is
- 1:58:31because,
- 1:58:31like.
- 1:58:32Like
- 1:58:32most
- 1:58:32parents,
- 1:58:33like,
- 1:58:33you
- 1:58:33don't
- 1:58:33want
- 1:58:34to
- 1:58:34introduce
- 1:58:34your
- 1:58:34kid
- 1:58:35to
- 1:58:35someone
- 1:58:35they're
- 1:58:36going
- 1:58:36to
- 1:58:36get
- 1:58:36attached
- 1:58:36to
- 1:58:37if
- 1:58:37you
- 1:58:38aren't
- 1:58:38sure
- 1:58:38they're
- 1:58:38going
- 1:58:38to
- 1:58:39stick
- 1:58:40around,
- 1:58:40stick
- 1:58:40around,
- 1:58:42get
- 1:58:43stuck
- 1:58:43together.
- 1:58:46Oh,
- 1:58:46my
- 1:58:46God.
- 1:58:48So,
- 1:58:48yeah,
- 1:58:48you
- 1:58:49know,
- 1:58:49like,
- 1:58:49she
- 1:58:50explains
- 1:58:50her
- 1:58:50reasons.
- 1:58:51We're
- 1:58:51gonna
- 1:58:51get
- 1:58:51into
- 1:58:52that
- 1:58:52in
- 1:58:52the
- 1:58:52scene
- 1:58:52dissection.
- 1:58:53But
- 1:58:54I
- 1:58:54just
- 1:58:55don't
- 1:58:55think
- 1:58:56that
- 1:58:56he
- 1:58:56really
- 1:58:57gets
- 1:58:57an
- 1:58:57answer
- 1:58:57that
- 1:58:58is
- 1:58:58satisfying
- 1:58:59or
- 1:58:59makes
- 1:59:00sense
- 1:59:00to
- 1:59:01him.
- 1:59:02But
- 1:59:03he.
- 1:59:05He
- 1:59:06keeps
- 1:59:06looking
- 1:59:07for
- 1:59:07that
- 1:59:07closure.
- 1:59:09Yeah,
- 1:59:09but
- 1:59:09I
- 1:59:10don't
- 1:59:10think
- 1:59:10he
- 1:59:10wants
- 1:59:11closure.
- 1:59:11That's
- 1:59:11the
- 1:59:12thing.
- 1:59:12No,
- 1:59:13because
- 1:59:13he
- 1:59:14thinks
- 1:59:15that
- 1:59:15he
- 1:59:15needs
- 1:59:15to
- 1:59:16put
- 1:59:16his
- 1:59:16family
- 1:59:16back
- 1:59:17together,
- 1:59:17but
- 1:59:17he
- 1:59:18also
- 1:59:18doesn't
- 1:59:18know
- 1:59:19if
- 1:59:20he
- 1:59:20can
- 1:59:21because
- 1:59:21he
- 1:59:22can't
- 1:59:22trust
- 1:59:23her.
- 1:59:26I
- 1:59:26don't
- 1:59:27even
- 1:59:27know
- 1:59:27what
- 1:59:27to
- 1:59:27say
- 1:59:27because
- 1:59:28there's
- 1:59:28so
- 1:59:28much
- 1:59:28I
- 1:59:29want
- 1:59:29to
- 1:59:29say
- 1:59:30about
- 1:59:32the
- 1:59:33two
- 1:59:33scenes
- 1:59:33with
- 1:59:33Shannon.
- 1:59:34But
- 1:59:35there's
- 1:59:35also
- 1:59:37the
- 1:59:37conversation
- 1:59:37that
- 1:59:38Eddie
- 1:59:38has
- 1:59:38with
- 1:59:39Carla,
- 1:59:39which
- 1:59:39we
- 1:59:40can.
- 1:59:40Maybe
- 1:59:40we
- 1:59:41can
- 1:59:41get
- 1:59:41into
- 1:59:41that
- 1:59:41before
- 1:59:42we
- 1:59:42do
- 1:59:43that.
- 1:59:43Okay,
- 1:59:43so,
- 1:59:44like,
- 1:59:44going
- 1:59:44back
- 1:59:45to
- 1:59:45that
- 1:59:46idea
- 1:59:46of
- 1:59:47Carla
- 1:59:48being
- 1:59:49this
- 1:59:50reflection
- 1:59:51of
- 1:59:51what
- 1:59:52Buck
- 1:59:53or
- 1:59:53Eddie
- 1:59:53think
- 1:59:54they
- 1:59:55need
- 1:59:55to
- 1:59:55hear.
- 1:59:56And
- 1:59:57because
- 1:59:58Carla.
- 2:00:00And
- 2:00:00this
- 2:00:00is
- 2:00:01after
- 2:00:01the
- 2:00:01first
- 2:00:01time
- 2:00:02that
- 2:00:03Eddie
- 2:00:03and
- 2:00:03Shannon
- 2:00:05meet.
- 2:00:05So,
- 2:00:05like,
- 2:00:06that
- 2:00:06first
- 2:00:07kind
- 2:00:07of.
- 2:00:07I
- 2:00:08wouldn't
- 2:00:08say
- 2:00:08that
- 2:00:08one
- 2:00:09was
- 2:00:09a
- 2:00:09conference.
- 2:00:09Well,
- 2:00:10it
- 2:00:10turned
- 2:00:10into
- 2:00:10a
- 2:00:10confrontation.
- 2:00:11It
- 2:00:12turned
- 2:00:12into
- 2:00:12an
- 2:00:12argument.
- 2:00:15And
- 2:00:15so,
- 2:00:15like,
- 2:00:16it's
- 2:00:16a
- 2:00:16really
- 2:00:17interesting
- 2:00:17conversation.
- 2:00:19And
- 2:00:19I
- 2:00:19think
- 2:00:19it
- 2:00:19does
- 2:00:20make
- 2:00:20more
- 2:00:20sense
- 2:00:21if
- 2:00:21we
- 2:00:21think
- 2:00:22about
- 2:00:22it.
- 2:00:22Like,
- 2:00:23Carla
- 2:00:23is
- 2:00:24a
- 2:00:24reflection
- 2:00:24of
- 2:00:25Eddie's
- 2:00:25kind
- 2:00:25of
- 2:00:26psyche,
- 2:00:26what
- 2:00:26he
- 2:00:26thinks
- 2:00:27he
- 2:00:27wants
- 2:00:27to
- 2:00:27hear.
- 2:00:27Because
- 2:00:28Carla
- 2:00:29assumes.
- 2:00:29Well,
- 2:00:30hold
- 2:00:31on.
- 2:00:31First
- 2:00:31of
- 2:00:31all,
- 2:00:32he's
- 2:00:32in
- 2:00:33a
- 2:00:33Halloween
- 2:00:34costume.
- 2:00:34Right.
- 2:00:35Which
- 2:00:35is
- 2:00:35a
- 2:00:36form
- 2:00:36of,
- 2:00:37like,
- 2:00:37mask.
- 2:00:39Right.
- 2:00:39Of
- 2:00:40putting
- 2:00:40on,
- 2:00:41you
- 2:00:41know,
- 2:00:42this.
- 2:00:42This
- 2:00:42Persona.
- 2:00:43Someone
- 2:00:43you're
- 2:00:44sending.
- 2:00:44Exactly.
- 2:00:45Putting
- 2:00:45on
- 2:00:46a
- 2:00:46different
- 2:00:46Persona,
- 2:00:47trying
- 2:00:48something
- 2:00:48on
- 2:00:50for
- 2:00:51a
- 2:00:51limited
- 2:00:52time,
- 2:00:52because
- 2:00:53it
- 2:00:53only
- 2:00:53lasts
- 2:00:54a
- 2:00:54night,
- 2:00:54like
- 2:00:55Cinderella
- 2:00:56or
- 2:00:56whatever.
- 2:00:58And
- 2:01:00I'm
- 2:01:00sure
- 2:01:00there's
- 2:01:00something,
- 2:01:01like,
- 2:01:01a
- 2:01:01little
- 2:01:01more
- 2:01:01significant
- 2:01:02about
- 2:01:03the
- 2:01:03movie,
- 2:01:04like,
- 2:01:04Escape
- 2:01:04from
- 2:01:04New
- 2:01:04York
- 2:01:05and
- 2:01:05all
- 2:01:05that
- 2:01:06stuff.
- 2:01:07I
- 2:01:08have
- 2:01:08a
- 2:01:08Tango
- 2:01:09and
- 2:01:09Cash
- 2:01:09thing,
- 2:01:09but
- 2:01:10it's
- 2:01:10in
- 2:01:10Slow
- 2:01:10Burn.
- 2:01:11Okay.
- 2:01:11Escape
- 2:01:12from
- 2:01:12New
- 2:01:12York,
- 2:01:13there
- 2:01:13was
- 2:01:13nothing
- 2:01:14except
- 2:01:14that
- 2:01:14it
- 2:01:15was
- 2:01:15about
- 2:01:15a
- 2:01:15guy
- 2:01:15who
- 2:01:15was
- 2:01:16in
- 2:01:16the
- 2:01:16military.
- 2:01:16Yeah.
- 2:01:18That's
- 2:01:19the
- 2:01:19thing.
- 2:01:21So
- 2:01:22Carla
- 2:01:23assumes,
- 2:01:25and
- 2:01:25not
- 2:01:25necessarily
- 2:01:26without
- 2:01:26reason,
- 2:01:27but
- 2:01:27she
- 2:01:27says
- 2:01:28straight
- 2:01:28up
- 2:01:28to
- 2:01:28Eddie,
- 2:01:29like,
- 2:01:29if
- 2:01:30you
- 2:01:30want
- 2:01:30her
- 2:01:30back
- 2:01:31in
- 2:01:31your
- 2:01:31life
- 2:01:33and
- 2:01:33you
- 2:01:34moved
- 2:01:35and
- 2:01:35picked
- 2:01:35up,
- 2:01:36like,
- 2:01:36your.
- 2:01:37Your
- 2:01:37son
- 2:01:38and
- 2:01:38you.
- 2:01:38And
- 2:01:38moved
- 2:01:3930
- 2:01:39minutes
- 2:01:40away
- 2:01:40from
- 2:01:40where
- 2:01:40your
- 2:01:40ex
- 2:01:41lives,
- 2:01:41you
- 2:01:42better,
- 2:01:42like,
- 2:01:43clean
- 2:01:43up
- 2:01:43your
- 2:01:43act.
- 2:01:44Essentially,
- 2:01:44like
- 2:01:45that.
- 2:01:45And
- 2:01:46his
- 2:01:46reaction
- 2:01:47to
- 2:01:47when
- 2:01:47she
- 2:01:48says,
- 2:01:48like,
- 2:01:49if.
- 2:01:49If
- 2:01:49you
- 2:01:50want
- 2:01:50her
- 2:01:50back
- 2:01:50in
- 2:01:50your
- 2:01:51life
- 2:01:51and
- 2:01:51he's
- 2:01:51Just
- 2:01:52kind
- 2:01:52of
- 2:01:52like
- 2:01:53this.
- 2:01:54A
- 2:01:55little,
- 2:01:55like,
- 2:01:55affronted.
- 2:01:56A
- 2:01:56little,
- 2:01:57like
- 2:01:57part
- 2:01:58disgusted,
- 2:01:59in
- 2:01:59a
- 2:01:59way.
- 2:02:01Incredulous,
- 2:02:01I
- 2:02:02think
- 2:02:02is
- 2:02:02a
- 2:02:02good.
- 2:02:02Just
- 2:02:03kind
- 2:02:03of
- 2:02:03like,
- 2:02:03who
- 2:02:04said,
- 2:02:04I
- 2:02:04want
- 2:02:04her
- 2:02:05back
- 2:02:05in
- 2:02:05my
- 2:02:06life?
- 2:02:07Because
- 2:02:07he
- 2:02:08never
- 2:02:08has
- 2:02:08said
- 2:02:08that.
- 2:02:09Well,
- 2:02:09no,
- 2:02:10and
- 2:02:10that's
- 2:02:10the
- 2:02:10thing,
- 2:02:10is
- 2:02:10that.
- 2:02:12How
- 2:02:12long
- 2:02:12has
- 2:02:13he
- 2:02:13been.
- 2:02:13What's
- 2:02:14the
- 2:02:14timeline?
- 2:02:14How
- 2:02:14long
- 2:02:14has
- 2:02:14he
- 2:02:15been
- 2:02:15in
- 2:02:15la?
- 2:02:16Well,
- 2:02:16he's
- 2:02:16been
- 2:02:16a.
- 2:02:17He's
- 2:02:17a
- 2:02:18probationary
- 2:02:19firefighter
- 2:02:21and
- 2:02:21it's
- 2:02:21been
- 2:02:21a
- 2:02:22little
- 2:02:22bit.
- 2:02:22So
- 2:02:22I
- 2:02:23think
- 2:02:23it's
- 2:02:23been
- 2:02:23from,
- 2:02:23like,
- 2:02:23summer
- 2:02:24to
- 2:02:24obviously,
- 2:02:25Halloween.
- 2:02:26Well,
- 2:02:26because
- 2:02:26he
- 2:02:26had
- 2:02:26to
- 2:02:27do
- 2:02:27his
- 2:02:27training,
- 2:02:28right?
- 2:02:28Isn't
- 2:02:28that
- 2:02:29like
- 2:02:29eight
- 2:02:29months
- 2:02:30or
- 2:02:30did
- 2:02:31I
- 2:02:31just
- 2:02:31come
- 2:02:31up
- 2:02:31with
- 2:02:32that
- 2:02:32out
- 2:02:33of
- 2:02:33Daniel?
- 2:02:33So
- 2:02:33maybe
- 2:02:33he's
- 2:02:34been
- 2:02:34there
- 2:02:34for
- 2:02:34like
- 2:02:35a
- 2:02:35year.
- 2:02:37Oh,
- 2:02:37yeah,
- 2:02:38give
- 2:02:38or
- 2:02:38take
- 2:02:39a
- 2:02:39year.
- 2:02:39Maybe
- 2:02:40just
- 2:02:40under
- 2:02:40a
- 2:02:40year
- 2:02:41to
- 2:02:41include
- 2:02:41the
- 2:02:42training.
- 2:02:42And.
- 2:02:43And
- 2:02:43has.
- 2:02:44Has
- 2:02:44had
- 2:02:45no
- 2:02:45contact,
- 2:02:46but
- 2:02:46lives
- 2:02:4630
- 2:02:46minutes
- 2:02:47away.
- 2:02:48Yeah,
- 2:02:48that's
- 2:02:48the
- 2:02:48thing
- 2:02:49is,
- 2:02:49I'm
- 2:02:49like,
- 2:02:50the
- 2:02:50fact
- 2:02:50that
- 2:02:51he
- 2:02:51didn't
- 2:02:51call
- 2:02:52her
- 2:02:52until
- 2:02:53he
- 2:02:53needed.
- 2:02:54He
- 2:02:54had
- 2:02:54to.
- 2:02:55He
- 2:02:55literally
- 2:02:55had
- 2:02:56to.
- 2:02:56Speaks
- 2:02:57volumes
- 2:02:57because,
- 2:02:58like,
- 2:02:58sure,
- 2:02:59yeah,
- 2:02:59he
- 2:02:59moved
- 2:03:0030
- 2:03:00minutes
- 2:03:00away
- 2:03:01from
- 2:03:01her.
- 2:03:01And
- 2:03:01I'm
- 2:03:01sure
- 2:03:02that
- 2:03:03was
- 2:03:03subconscious.
- 2:03:04Yeah,
- 2:03:05to
- 2:03:06some
- 2:03:06point.
- 2:03:06But,
- 2:03:07like,
- 2:03:07he
- 2:03:07obviously
- 2:03:08didn't
- 2:03:09want
- 2:03:09to
- 2:03:09reach
- 2:03:09out
- 2:03:09to
- 2:03:10her.
- 2:03:10Also
- 2:03:10in
- 2:03:10Eddie
- 2:03:11Begins
- 2:03:11again,
- 2:03:11didn't.
- 2:03:12Didn't
- 2:03:13he
- 2:03:14apply
- 2:03:14to
- 2:03:14two
- 2:03:15different.
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- 2:03:16he
- 2:03:16applied
- 2:03:16to
- 2:03:17LA
- 2:03:17and
- 2:03:17I
- 2:03:17think
- 2:03:18Chicago,
- 2:03:19like,
- 2:03:19Chicago.
- 2:03:19Chicago
- 2:03:20was
- 2:03:20the
- 2:03:20other
- 2:03:20option.
- 2:03:21Yeah.
- 2:03:22So
- 2:03:22it
- 2:03:22would
- 2:03:22have
- 2:03:22been
- 2:03:23one
- 2:03:23or
- 2:03:23another.
- 2:03:23And
- 2:03:23it
- 2:03:24just.
- 2:03:24He
- 2:03:24just
- 2:03:24wanted
- 2:03:24to
- 2:03:25get
- 2:03:25the.
- 2:03:25Out
- 2:03:25of
- 2:03:26Texas
- 2:03:26and
- 2:03:26he
- 2:03:27wanted
- 2:03:27to
- 2:03:27go
- 2:03:27to
- 2:03:28one
- 2:03:28of
- 2:03:28the
- 2:03:29best.
- 2:03:29I
- 2:03:30think
- 2:03:30those
- 2:03:30are
- 2:03:30the
- 2:03:30two
- 2:03:30best.
- 2:03:31But
- 2:03:31also,
- 2:03:31like,
- 2:03:32maybe
- 2:03:32subconsciously
- 2:03:33he
- 2:03:33still.
- 2:03:33He
- 2:03:34could.
- 2:03:34This
- 2:03:34is
- 2:03:35just
- 2:03:35me,
- 2:03:36you
- 2:03:36know,
- 2:03:37trying
- 2:03:37to.
- 2:03:38I'm
- 2:03:38just
- 2:03:39assuming.
- 2:03:39I'm
- 2:03:40just.
- 2:03:40No,
- 2:03:40no,
- 2:03:40no.
- 2:03:40It's
- 2:03:40not
- 2:03:41really
- 2:03:41cooking.
- 2:03:41It's
- 2:03:41just,
- 2:03:41like,
- 2:03:42assuming
- 2:03:42because,
- 2:03:42like,
- 2:03:43I'm
- 2:03:43thinking,
- 2:03:43like,
- 2:03:43he's
- 2:03:44planning,
- 2:03:44right?
- 2:03:45So,
- 2:03:45like,
- 2:03:45maybe,
- 2:03:46like,
- 2:03:46obviously
- 2:03:47he
- 2:03:47doesn't
- 2:03:47want
- 2:03:47his
- 2:03:47parents
- 2:03:48to
- 2:03:48take
- 2:03:48care
- 2:03:48of
- 2:03:48Christopher.
- 2:03:49So,
- 2:03:49like,
- 2:03:49I
- 2:03:49feel
- 2:03:49like
- 2:03:50if
- 2:03:51Shannon
- 2:03:51were
- 2:03:51still
- 2:03:52alive
- 2:03:52and
- 2:03:52something
- 2:03:52were
- 2:03:53to
- 2:03:53happen
- 2:03:53to
- 2:03:53Eddie,
- 2:03:54going
- 2:03:54to
- 2:03:54LA
- 2:03:55would
- 2:03:55have
- 2:03:55been
- 2:03:55the
- 2:03:55more
- 2:03:56logical
- 2:03:56choice
- 2:03:57because
- 2:03:57then
- 2:03:58Christopher
- 2:03:59would
- 2:03:59go
- 2:04:00to
- 2:04:00Shannon
- 2:04:01if
- 2:04:02she
- 2:04:02were
- 2:04:02still
- 2:04:02alive.
- 2:04:03And
- 2:04:04that.
- 2:04:04I
- 2:04:04think
- 2:04:05we
- 2:04:05also
- 2:04:05do
- 2:04:05have
- 2:04:06to
- 2:04:06keep
- 2:04:06in
- 2:04:06mind
- 2:04:06that
- 2:04:07that
- 2:04:07is
- 2:04:07where
- 2:04:07his
- 2:04:07Abuela
- 2:04:08and
- 2:04:08his
- 2:04:08Tia
- 2:04:09Pep
- 2:04:09are.
- 2:04:09Oh,
- 2:04:09yeah,
- 2:04:09that
- 2:04:10too.
- 2:04:10So.
- 2:04:11So
- 2:04:12he
- 2:04:12had
- 2:04:12a
- 2:04:12support
- 2:04:12system
- 2:04:13still,
- 2:04:13but
- 2:04:13a
- 2:04:13support
- 2:04:14system
- 2:04:14that
- 2:04:14actually,
- 2:04:15like,
- 2:04:16supports
- 2:04:17him.
- 2:04:17Yeah,
- 2:04:18So
- 2:04:18I
- 2:04:18think.
- 2:04:20I
- 2:04:21think
- 2:04:21that
- 2:04:21was.
- 2:04:22The
- 2:04:22Shannon
- 2:04:23being
- 2:04:23like
- 2:04:2330
- 2:04:24minutes
- 2:04:24away
- 2:04:24was
- 2:04:24probably
- 2:04:25more
- 2:04:26subconscious
- 2:04:26than
- 2:04:27anything
- 2:04:27else.
- 2:04:27And
- 2:04:27it
- 2:04:27was
- 2:04:28probably
- 2:04:28the
- 2:04:28draw
- 2:04:28from
- 2:04:29Abuela
- 2:04:29and
- 2:04:30Tia
- 2:04:30Pepa
- 2:04:31that
- 2:04:32that
- 2:04:32helped,
- 2:04:33you
- 2:04:33know,
- 2:04:33sway
- 2:04:33one
- 2:04:34way
- 2:04:34or
- 2:04:34the
- 2:04:34other.
- 2:04:35But,
- 2:04:35like,
- 2:04:36the.
- 2:04:36The
- 2:04:37look
- 2:04:37that
- 2:04:37he
- 2:04:38has
- 2:04:38when
- 2:04:39Carla
- 2:04:39says,
- 2:04:40if
- 2:04:40you
- 2:04:41want
- 2:04:41Shannon
- 2:04:41back
- 2:04:41in
- 2:04:41your
- 2:04:42life,
- 2:04:43he
- 2:04:43just,
- 2:04:44like,
- 2:04:45he
- 2:04:45doesn't.
- 2:04:46Look
- 2:04:46like
- 2:04:46someone
- 2:04:47who
- 2:04:47wants
- 2:04:47her
- 2:04:47back
- 2:04:48in
- 2:04:48my
- 2:04:48life.
- 2:04:49He
- 2:04:49doesn't
- 2:04:50know
- 2:04:50what
- 2:04:50he
- 2:04:51wants.
- 2:04:52But
- 2:04:52I
- 2:04:52think
- 2:04:53on
- 2:04:53some
- 2:04:54level,
- 2:04:55he
- 2:04:55subconsciously
- 2:04:56knows
- 2:04:57that
- 2:04:57he
- 2:04:58doesn't
- 2:04:58want
- 2:04:58that,
- 2:04:59which
- 2:04:59is
- 2:04:59why
- 2:05:00he
- 2:05:00hasn't
- 2:05:00made
- 2:05:01any
- 2:05:01effort
- 2:05:02to
- 2:05:02reach
- 2:05:03out
- 2:05:03or
- 2:05:03anything
- 2:05:03like
- 2:05:04that.
- 2:05:04But
- 2:05:04it's.
- 2:05:05It's
- 2:05:06hard
- 2:05:06to.
- 2:05:07To
- 2:05:07face
- 2:05:07that,
- 2:05:08especially
- 2:05:08when
- 2:05:08Carla
- 2:05:09says.
- 2:05:09And
- 2:05:09again,
- 2:05:09if
- 2:05:10this
- 2:05:10is,
- 2:05:10like,
- 2:05:10a
- 2:05:10reflection
- 2:05:11of
- 2:05:11Eddie's
- 2:05:12psyche
- 2:05:12or
- 2:05:12whatever,
- 2:05:13that
- 2:05:14Carla
- 2:05:14says
- 2:05:15that
- 2:05:15Eddie
- 2:05:16knows
- 2:05:16what's
- 2:05:16best
- 2:05:16for
- 2:05:17his
- 2:05:17son
- 2:05:18and
- 2:05:19that's
- 2:05:19for
- 2:05:19his
- 2:05:19mother
- 2:05:20to
- 2:05:20be
- 2:05:20back
- 2:05:20in
- 2:05:20his
- 2:05:21life
- 2:05:21sooner
- 2:05:22or
- 2:05:22later.
- 2:05:23And
- 2:05:23that
- 2:05:24I
- 2:05:24have.
- 2:05:25So
- 2:05:25I
- 2:05:25think
- 2:05:25we
- 2:05:25all
- 2:05:26have
- 2:05:26a
- 2:05:26lot
- 2:05:26of
- 2:05:26problems
- 2:05:27with.
- 2:05:27And
- 2:05:28this
- 2:05:28is
- 2:05:28the
- 2:05:28only
- 2:05:29way
- 2:05:29that
- 2:05:29it
- 2:05:29makes
- 2:05:29sense
- 2:05:30in
- 2:05:30my
- 2:05:30head
- 2:05:30for
- 2:05:31Carla
- 2:05:32to
- 2:05:32give
- 2:05:32that
- 2:05:32kind
- 2:05:33of
- 2:05:33advice.
- 2:05:34Well,
- 2:05:34yeah,
- 2:05:34because
- 2:05:35that's
- 2:05:35Eddie's
- 2:05:35whole
- 2:05:36thing.
- 2:05:36That's
- 2:05:36Eddie's
- 2:05:37whole
- 2:05:37thing
- 2:05:37is
- 2:05:39finding
- 2:05:40a
- 2:05:40mother
- 2:05:40for
- 2:05:40Christopher
- 2:05:41Rae,
- 2:05:41like,
- 2:05:41after
- 2:05:41Shannon's
- 2:05:42gone.
- 2:05:42Exactly.
- 2:05:43Like,
- 2:05:44it's
- 2:05:44so
- 2:05:44ingrained
- 2:05:45in
- 2:05:45him.
- 2:05:46And,
- 2:05:46like,
- 2:05:47for
- 2:05:47Carla
- 2:05:48to
- 2:05:48say
- 2:05:48that
- 2:05:48that
- 2:05:48does
- 2:05:49not
- 2:05:49give
- 2:05:49Eddie
- 2:05:50any
- 2:05:51autonomy,
- 2:05:52but
- 2:05:52it
- 2:05:52rather,
- 2:05:53like,
- 2:05:53it
- 2:05:53plays
- 2:05:53directly.
- 2:05:54Or
- 2:05:54the
- 2:05:54kind
- 2:05:54of
- 2:05:54support
- 2:05:54he
- 2:05:55needs.
- 2:05:56It
- 2:05:56plays
- 2:05:56directly
- 2:05:57to
- 2:05:57his
- 2:05:58insecurities.
- 2:05:59And
- 2:06:00I
- 2:06:00think
- 2:06:01he
- 2:06:01listens
- 2:06:01to
- 2:06:02her.
- 2:06:03Yeah.
- 2:06:03Where,
- 2:06:04again,
- 2:06:04I
- 2:06:04think
- 2:06:04it's
- 2:06:05more
- 2:06:05him
- 2:06:06kind
- 2:06:06of,
- 2:06:06like,
- 2:06:07hearing
- 2:06:08what
- 2:06:08he.
- 2:06:09What
- 2:06:09he
- 2:06:09thinks
- 2:06:09he
- 2:06:10needs
- 2:06:10to
- 2:06:10hear
- 2:06:11because
- 2:06:11she's
- 2:06:11also,
- 2:06:12like,
- 2:06:12the
- 2:06:12expert
- 2:06:13or
- 2:06:13something
- 2:06:13like
- 2:06:13that.
- 2:06:13So,
- 2:06:14like,
- 2:06:14with
- 2:06:14both
- 2:06:15Buck
- 2:06:15and
- 2:06:15Eddie
- 2:06:17looking
- 2:06:17to
- 2:06:17Carla
- 2:06:18because
- 2:06:18she
- 2:06:18is
- 2:06:18the
- 2:06:19expert,
- 2:06:20and
- 2:06:21her
- 2:06:21telling
- 2:06:21them
- 2:06:22exactly
- 2:06:22what
- 2:06:23they
- 2:06:23think
- 2:06:23they
- 2:06:24need
- 2:06:24to
- 2:06:24hear,
- 2:06:25that's
- 2:06:25what
- 2:06:26they
- 2:06:26listen
- 2:06:26to.
- 2:06:27Because
- 2:06:27it's
- 2:06:28not
- 2:06:28good
- 2:06:28advice.
- 2:06:29And,
- 2:06:29like,
- 2:06:29it's
- 2:06:30really
- 2:06:30bad
- 2:06:31advice.
- 2:06:32No,
- 2:06:32it's
- 2:06:33especially
- 2:06:33terrible
- 2:06:34advice
- 2:06:34if
- 2:06:35you
- 2:06:35don't
- 2:06:35even
- 2:06:36know
- 2:06:36anything
- 2:06:36about.
- 2:06:37Like,
- 2:06:37you
- 2:06:37just
- 2:06:37found
- 2:06:38out
- 2:06:38that,
- 2:06:39like,
- 2:06:39they
- 2:06:39aren't
- 2:06:39divorced
- 2:06:40and,
- 2:06:41like,
- 2:06:42you
- 2:06:42don't
- 2:06:42know
- 2:06:42the
- 2:06:42story
- 2:06:43of,
- 2:06:43like,
- 2:06:43you
- 2:06:43don't
- 2:06:44know
- 2:06:44the
- 2:06:44history
- 2:06:44of
- 2:06:44what
- 2:06:45happened.
- 2:06:45Like,
- 2:06:45so
- 2:06:46I
- 2:06:46just
- 2:06:46think
- 2:06:46that's,
- 2:06:46like,
- 2:06:46really
- 2:06:47terrible
- 2:06:47advice.
- 2:06:47It,
- 2:06:48like,
- 2:06:48kind
- 2:06:49of
- 2:06:49reminded
- 2:06:49me
- 2:06:49of
- 2:06:49Bobby's
- 2:06:50advice.
- 2:06:50Yeah.
- 2:06:51Like,
- 2:06:51I
- 2:06:51said
- 2:06:51that
- 2:06:52we
- 2:06:52hated.
- 2:06:53Like,
- 2:06:53it's.
- 2:06:54It's
- 2:06:56coming
- 2:06:56from
- 2:06:56a
- 2:06:56good
- 2:06:56place,
- 2:06:58but
- 2:06:58it's
- 2:06:58so
- 2:06:59off
- 2:06:59the
- 2:06:59mark
- 2:06:59that
- 2:07:00it's
- 2:07:00just
- 2:07:00like,
- 2:07:01ooh.
- 2:07:02Well,
- 2:07:02it.
- 2:07:03The
- 2:07:03second
- 2:07:03time
- 2:07:04she
- 2:07:04gave
- 2:07:04advice
- 2:07:05really
- 2:07:05pissed
- 2:07:06me
- 2:07:06off
- 2:07:06when
- 2:07:06she
- 2:07:06was
- 2:07:07like,
- 2:07:07a
- 2:07:07boy
- 2:07:07needs
- 2:07:08his
- 2:07:08mama.
- 2:07:08And
- 2:07:09I'm
- 2:07:09like,
- 2:07:11no,
- 2:07:11that's
- 2:07:12not
- 2:07:12necessarily
- 2:07:12true.
- 2:07:13She's.
- 2:07:14She's
- 2:07:15assuming
- 2:07:15a
- 2:07:16lot
- 2:07:16about
- 2:07:17this
- 2:07:18person
- 2:07:18that
- 2:07:18she
- 2:07:18does
- 2:07:18not
- 2:07:19even
- 2:07:19know.
- 2:07:20And
- 2:07:20I
- 2:07:20understand
- 2:07:21there's
- 2:07:21Like,
- 2:07:21Benefit
- 2:07:22of
- 2:07:22the
- 2:07:22Doubt.
- 2:07:22Of
- 2:07:22course
- 2:07:23I'm
- 2:07:23a.
- 2:07:23I'm
- 2:07:23a
- 2:07:23huge
- 2:07:24proponent
- 2:07:24for
- 2:07:24Benefit
- 2:07:24of
- 2:07:25the
- 2:07:25Doubt.
- 2:07:25But,
- 2:07:26like,
- 2:07:26you've.
- 2:07:27I
- 2:07:28know,
- 2:07:29I
- 2:07:29know.
- 2:07:30Like,
- 2:07:30she's
- 2:07:31seen
- 2:07:32how
- 2:07:32hard
- 2:07:33Eddie
- 2:07:33has
- 2:07:34worked
- 2:07:35to
- 2:07:35do
- 2:07:35the
- 2:07:36things
- 2:07:37that
- 2:07:37are
- 2:07:38best
- 2:07:38for
- 2:07:38Christopher
- 2:07:40firsthand.
- 2:07:41And,
- 2:07:41like,
- 2:07:42if
- 2:07:42you're
- 2:07:42gonna
- 2:07:42take
- 2:07:42anybody's
- 2:07:43sides,
- 2:07:44even
- 2:07:44if
- 2:07:44you
- 2:07:44say
- 2:07:45you're
- 2:07:45like,
- 2:07:46Switzerland
- 2:07:46or
- 2:07:46whatever,
- 2:07:47how
- 2:07:47do
- 2:07:47you
- 2:07:48not
- 2:07:49side
- 2:07:49with
- 2:07:50the
- 2:07:50person
- 2:07:50who's
- 2:07:51been
- 2:07:51there
- 2:07:52for
- 2:07:53their
- 2:07:54kid?
- 2:07:55Yeah.
- 2:07:57I
- 2:07:58don't
- 2:07:58know.
- 2:07:58It's
- 2:07:58just
- 2:07:58weird.
- 2:07:59I
- 2:07:59feel
- 2:07:59like
- 2:07:59Carla
- 2:08:00also
- 2:08:00can
- 2:08:01be
- 2:08:01viewed
- 2:08:01as,
- 2:08:03like,
- 2:08:03very,
- 2:08:04like,
- 2:08:04a
- 2:08:04traditionalist
- 2:08:05at
- 2:08:05this
- 2:08:05point
- 2:08:06because.
- 2:08:07Because
- 2:08:08that
- 2:08:08whole
- 2:08:08very
- 2:08:09heteronormative.
- 2:08:10That's
- 2:08:11what
- 2:08:11it's
- 2:08:11giving.
- 2:08:13Yeah.
- 2:08:13Heteronormative
- 2:08:14gender
- 2:08:14roles.
- 2:08:16Yeah,
- 2:08:16definitely.
- 2:08:17So,
- 2:08:17like,
- 2:08:19compulsive
- 2:08:19heterose
- 2:08:21heterosexuality.
- 2:08:22I
- 2:08:23feel
- 2:08:23like
- 2:08:23someone
- 2:08:23in
- 2:08:23the
- 2:08:24fandom
- 2:08:24had.
- 2:08:24Had
- 2:08:24called
- 2:08:25her
- 2:08:25advice,
- 2:08:25like,
- 2:08:27something
- 2:08:27like
- 2:08:27that.
- 2:08:28Like,
- 2:08:29she
- 2:08:29just
- 2:08:29pushed
- 2:08:30him
- 2:08:31towards
- 2:08:31Shannon
- 2:08:32at
- 2:08:32some
- 2:08:32point.
- 2:08:33But,
- 2:08:34yeah,
- 2:08:34no,
- 2:08:34I
- 2:08:35just.
- 2:08:35I
- 2:08:35just
- 2:08:36feel
- 2:08:36like
- 2:08:37she
- 2:08:37was
- 2:08:37really
- 2:08:38looking
- 2:08:38for,
- 2:08:38like.
- 2:08:39For,
- 2:08:39like,
- 2:08:39that
- 2:08:40traditional,
- 2:08:40like,
- 2:08:41family
- 2:08:42type
- 2:08:42of
- 2:08:42dynamic,
- 2:08:43you
- 2:08:44know,
- 2:08:44trying
- 2:08:44to
- 2:08:44gear
- 2:08:44him
- 2:08:45towards
- 2:08:45that.
- 2:08:45And
- 2:08:45then,
- 2:08:46like.
- 2:08:46And
- 2:08:46I
- 2:08:47think
- 2:08:47that's
- 2:08:47presented
- 2:08:48because
- 2:08:49I'm
- 2:08:50like.
- 2:08:50Like,
- 2:08:50when
- 2:08:51I
- 2:08:51was
- 2:08:51watching
- 2:08:51the
- 2:08:51episode,
- 2:08:51I
- 2:08:51was
- 2:08:52like,
- 2:08:52why
- 2:08:53does
- 2:08:53the
- 2:08:53school
- 2:08:53need
- 2:08:54to
- 2:08:54talk
- 2:08:54to
- 2:08:54the
- 2:08:54mom?
- 2:08:54Like,
- 2:08:55for
- 2:08:55what?
- 2:08:56For
- 2:08:56what
- 2:08:56reason?
- 2:08:57Is
- 2:08:57it
- 2:08:57that.
- 2:08:58Like,
- 2:08:58is
- 2:08:58it
- 2:08:58that
- 2:08:58prestigious?
- 2:08:59Is
- 2:08:59it.
- 2:08:59Is
- 2:09:00it?
- 2:09:00Well,
- 2:09:00I
- 2:09:00guess
- 2:09:00it
- 2:09:00was.
- 2:09:01It
- 2:09:01is
- 2:09:01fancy.
- 2:09:03That's
- 2:09:04what
- 2:09:04Shannon
- 2:09:04said.
- 2:09:05So,
- 2:09:05like.
- 2:09:06But,
- 2:09:06like,
- 2:09:06why.
- 2:09:07Why
- 2:09:07do
- 2:09:07both
- 2:09:08parents
- 2:09:08need
- 2:09:08to
- 2:09:08be
- 2:09:08there?
- 2:09:08It
- 2:09:08doesn't
- 2:09:09matter
- 2:09:09if
- 2:09:09they're
- 2:09:09separated
- 2:09:10or
- 2:09:10not.
- 2:09:10I
- 2:09:10just
- 2:09:10didn't
- 2:09:10think,
- 2:09:11like,
- 2:09:11there
- 2:09:11was
- 2:09:11any
- 2:09:12reason.
- 2:09:12And.
- 2:09:12And
- 2:09:13Eddie
- 2:09:13could
- 2:09:13have
- 2:09:13just
- 2:09:13said,
- 2:09:14she's
- 2:09:14not
- 2:09:15really
- 2:09:15in
- 2:09:15the
- 2:09:15picture.
- 2:09:15It
- 2:09:15doesn't
- 2:09:16matter
- 2:09:16if
- 2:09:16he.
- 2:09:16If.
- 2:09:16If
- 2:09:17he
- 2:09:17was
- 2:09:17divorced
- 2:09:18or
- 2:09:18not.
- 2:09:18Like,
- 2:09:19she.
- 2:09:19It
- 2:09:20shouldn't
- 2:09:20matter.
- 2:09:20It
- 2:09:21shouldn't
- 2:09:21matter.
- 2:09:21I
- 2:09:21feel
- 2:09:22like
- 2:09:22that
- 2:09:22was
- 2:09:22just
- 2:09:22weird.
- 2:09:24I.
- 2:09:24I
- 2:09:25thought
- 2:09:25it
- 2:09:25was
- 2:09:25weird
- 2:09:25too.
- 2:09:26Well,
- 2:09:27I
- 2:09:27feel
- 2:09:27like
- 2:09:27he
- 2:09:28didn't
- 2:09:28want
- 2:09:28to
- 2:09:29say
- 2:09:29anything
- 2:09:30about
- 2:09:30it
- 2:09:30because
- 2:09:31he's
- 2:09:31embarrassed.
- 2:09:32Yes.
- 2:09:33Ashamed.
- 2:09:34And
- 2:09:35that's
- 2:09:35where
- 2:09:35I'm
- 2:09:35like,
- 2:09:36again,
- 2:09:37it
- 2:09:37had
- 2:09:37to
- 2:09:37deal
- 2:09:37with
- 2:09:38tradition
- 2:09:39or
- 2:09:39traditional
- 2:09:40values.
- 2:09:41So,
- 2:09:41yeah,
- 2:09:41like,
- 2:09:41I
- 2:09:41thought
- 2:09:42it
- 2:09:42was
- 2:09:42weird.
- 2:09:42And
- 2:09:42then
- 2:09:44I
- 2:09:44guess
- 2:09:44it
- 2:09:45seems
- 2:09:45like.
- 2:09:45An
- 2:09:45overstep
- 2:09:46of
- 2:09:47the
- 2:09:47school
- 2:09:48to,
- 2:09:48like,
- 2:09:48really
- 2:09:49butt
- 2:09:49themselves
- 2:09:50into
- 2:09:51these
- 2:09:52familial
- 2:09:53situations
- 2:09:54because,
- 2:09:54like,
- 2:09:55there
- 2:09:55could
- 2:09:56not
- 2:09:57be
- 2:09:57parents
- 2:09:58in
- 2:09:58the
- 2:09:58picture.
- 2:09:59And,
- 2:09:59like.
- 2:09:59Oh,
- 2:10:01sorry.
- 2:10:02You
- 2:10:02can
- 2:10:02finish
- 2:10:03yourself,
- 2:10:03please.
- 2:10:03No,
- 2:10:04no,
- 2:10:04no.
- 2:10:04That
- 2:10:04I
- 2:10:04was
- 2:10:05wasting
- 2:10:06time
- 2:10:06for
- 2:10:06you.
- 2:10:08Well,
- 2:10:08yeah,
- 2:10:08because
- 2:10:09I
- 2:10:09think.
- 2:10:09I
- 2:10:09feel
- 2:10:10like
- 2:10:10I
- 2:10:10said
- 2:10:10this
- 2:10:11in
- 2:10:11another
- 2:10:11episode
- 2:10:12that
- 2:10:12we
- 2:10:12talked
- 2:10:12about
- 2:10:12where
- 2:10:13I
- 2:10:13was
- 2:10:13like,
- 2:10:13well,
- 2:10:14maybe
- 2:10:15it
- 2:10:15could
- 2:10:15be
- 2:10:15embarrassment
- 2:10:16for
- 2:10:16Eddie.
- 2:10:17It
- 2:10:17could
- 2:10:17also
- 2:10:18be
- 2:10:18like,
- 2:10:20what
- 2:10:20does
- 2:10:20it
- 2:10:20say
- 2:10:21about
- 2:10:21him?
- 2:10:21Like,
- 2:10:21maybe,
- 2:10:22like,
- 2:10:23I
- 2:10:23mean,
- 2:10:23again,
- 2:10:24his
- 2:10:24job
- 2:10:24is.
- 2:10:25It
- 2:10:25has
- 2:10:25crazy
- 2:10:26shifts
- 2:10:26or
- 2:10:27hours
- 2:10:27and
- 2:10:27things
- 2:10:27like
- 2:10:28that.
- 2:10:28So,
- 2:10:28like,
- 2:10:29not
- 2:10:30having
- 2:10:31Shannon
- 2:10:32to,
- 2:10:32you
- 2:10:32know,
- 2:10:32be
- 2:10:33there
- 2:10:33could
- 2:10:33be
- 2:10:33just
- 2:10:34like.
- 2:10:34Like
- 2:10:34a
- 2:10:35red
- 2:10:35flag.
- 2:10:35Like.
- 2:10:36Yeah,
- 2:10:36like
- 2:10:36a
- 2:10:36red
- 2:10:37flag,
- 2:10:37I
- 2:10:37guess,
- 2:10:38because
- 2:10:38that
- 2:10:39could,
- 2:10:39like,
- 2:10:39turn.
- 2:10:40That
- 2:10:40could
- 2:10:40turn.
- 2:10:40They
- 2:10:41could
- 2:10:41turn
- 2:10:41Christopher
- 2:10:42away
- 2:10:42from
- 2:10:42that
- 2:10:42school
- 2:10:43or
- 2:10:44not
- 2:10:44accept
- 2:10:44them
- 2:10:45and
- 2:10:46whatnot.
- 2:10:47So
- 2:10:48I
- 2:10:49definitely
- 2:10:49think
- 2:10:49that
- 2:10:50he
- 2:10:51feels
- 2:10:52shame
- 2:10:53or,
- 2:10:54like,
- 2:10:55feel
- 2:10:55shame
- 2:10:56as
- 2:10:57for
- 2:10:57being
- 2:10:57a
- 2:10:57failure
- 2:10:58as
- 2:10:58both
- 2:10:59a
- 2:10:59father.
- 2:11:00Yeah.
- 2:11:01And
- 2:11:01a
- 2:11:01husband.
- 2:11:02It's
- 2:11:03the
- 2:11:03failure
- 2:11:03thing.
- 2:11:04Yeah.
- 2:11:04And
- 2:11:05it's.
- 2:11:05It's
- 2:11:06layered
- 2:11:06because
- 2:11:07he
- 2:11:07feels
- 2:11:07like
- 2:11:07he's
- 2:11:08failed
- 2:11:08even
- 2:11:08more
- 2:11:09by
- 2:11:10having
- 2:11:10to
- 2:11:10admit
- 2:11:11that
- 2:11:11there
- 2:11:11was
- 2:11:11no
- 2:11:12custody
- 2:11:12agreement
- 2:11:13or
- 2:11:13anything
- 2:11:14like
- 2:11:14that.
- 2:11:15And
- 2:11:15also
- 2:11:16more
- 2:11:17layered
- 2:11:17because
- 2:11:18he
- 2:11:18knows
- 2:11:18he's
- 2:11:19being
- 2:11:19cowardly
- 2:11:20about
- 2:11:20it
- 2:11:21by
- 2:11:22not
- 2:11:23getting
- 2:11:23that
- 2:11:24hashed
- 2:11:24out
- 2:11:24in
- 2:11:25general
- 2:11:25as
- 2:11:25well.
- 2:11:26Because
- 2:11:26then
- 2:11:26he
- 2:11:26would
- 2:11:27have
- 2:11:27to
- 2:11:27reach
- 2:11:27out
- 2:11:27to
- 2:11:28her,
- 2:11:28which
- 2:11:28is
- 2:11:29the
- 2:11:29last
- 2:11:29thing
- 2:11:29that
- 2:11:30he
- 2:11:30wants
- 2:11:30to
- 2:11:30do
- 2:11:31because
- 2:11:32he
- 2:11:32feels
- 2:11:32all
- 2:11:32of
- 2:11:32these
- 2:11:33shame.
- 2:11:35He
- 2:11:35feels
- 2:11:36shame
- 2:11:36for
- 2:11:36himself,
- 2:11:37but
- 2:11:37he's
- 2:11:37also
- 2:11:38just,
- 2:11:38like,
- 2:11:38outwardly
- 2:11:39still
- 2:11:39so
- 2:11:40angry
- 2:11:40at
- 2:11:40her.
- 2:11:41And
- 2:11:42this
- 2:11:42is
- 2:11:42kind
- 2:11:42of.
- 2:11:43And
- 2:11:44him
- 2:11:45feeling
- 2:11:46like
- 2:11:46a
- 2:11:47failure
- 2:11:48as
- 2:11:48a
- 2:11:48father
- 2:11:48and
- 2:11:48a
- 2:11:49husband,
- 2:11:49which
- 2:11:50come
- 2:11:50up
- 2:11:50a
- 2:11:50lot
- 2:11:51for
- 2:11:51him,
- 2:11:51is,
- 2:11:52like,
- 2:11:52really
- 2:11:52the
- 2:11:53only
- 2:11:53thing
- 2:11:53that
- 2:11:53we
- 2:11:54see
- 2:11:54Eddie
- 2:11:55not
- 2:11:55being
- 2:11:56confident
- 2:11:57and
- 2:11:57competent
- 2:11:58in.
- 2:11:59Like,
- 2:11:59he
- 2:12:00completely
- 2:12:01disregards,
- 2:12:02like,
- 2:12:02his.
- 2:12:03How
- 2:12:04good.
- 2:12:04How
- 2:12:04good
- 2:12:04he
- 2:12:05is
- 2:12:05at
- 2:12:05stuff.
- 2:12:06Like,
- 2:12:06he
- 2:12:06just.
- 2:12:07He
- 2:12:07just
- 2:12:08keeps
- 2:12:08piling
- 2:12:09on.
- 2:12:09Like,
- 2:12:10he
- 2:12:10sees
- 2:12:12that
- 2:12:12aspect
- 2:12:12of
- 2:12:13him
- 2:12:13as,
- 2:12:13like,
- 2:12:13the
- 2:12:13worst
- 2:12:14of
- 2:12:14himself.
- 2:12:14Like,
- 2:12:15yeah,
- 2:12:15he's
- 2:12:15a
- 2:12:15good
- 2:12:16firefighter.
- 2:12:16Yeah,
- 2:12:16he
- 2:12:16was
- 2:12:17a
- 2:12:17good
- 2:12:17soldier
- 2:12:18and
- 2:12:18everything
- 2:12:18like
- 2:12:18that.
- 2:12:18But,
- 2:12:19like,
- 2:12:19he
- 2:12:19thinks
- 2:12:20of
- 2:12:20himself
- 2:12:20as
- 2:12:21a
- 2:12:21bad
- 2:12:21dad
- 2:12:22and
- 2:12:22a
- 2:12:22bad
- 2:12:22husband.
- 2:12:23He's
- 2:12:23not.
- 2:12:24Right.
- 2:12:25But
- 2:12:25I
- 2:12:25think,
- 2:12:25like,
- 2:12:25it's
- 2:12:26even
- 2:12:26like
- 2:12:27it
- 2:12:27comes
- 2:12:27to
- 2:12:27a
- 2:12:27head
- 2:12:28when
- 2:12:28they
- 2:12:28have
- 2:12:28that
- 2:12:28confrontation.
- 2:12:29Yeah.
- 2:12:30So
- 2:12:30I
- 2:12:30think.
- 2:12:31I
- 2:12:31think
- 2:12:31we'll
- 2:12:31talk
- 2:12:31about
- 2:12:32both
- 2:12:32of
- 2:12:33the
- 2:12:33scenes
- 2:12:34with
- 2:12:34Eddie
- 2:12:34and
- 2:12:34Shannon
- 2:12:35as
- 2:12:35our
- 2:12:35scene
- 2:12:36dissection.
- 2:12:37So
- 2:12:37I
- 2:12:37think
- 2:12:37we've
- 2:12:38kind
- 2:12:38of
- 2:12:39talked
- 2:12:39about
- 2:12:39as
- 2:12:39much
- 2:12:40as
- 2:12:40we
- 2:12:40could
- 2:12:40leading
- 2:12:40up
- 2:12:41to
- 2:12:41that,
- 2:12:41and
- 2:12:41we
- 2:12:41can
- 2:12:42just
- 2:12:42go
- 2:12:43into
- 2:12:43this.
- 2:12:47Hey.
- 2:12:50Where'S
- 2:12:50the
- 2:12:51fire?
- 2:12:56So.
- 2:12:57So
- 2:12:57what
- 2:12:57were
- 2:12:57you
- 2:12:58saying?
- 2:12:58So,
- 2:12:59like,
- 2:12:59I
- 2:12:59was.
- 2:12:59I
- 2:12:59was
- 2:12:59just
- 2:12:59going
- 2:13:00to
- 2:13:00say,
- 2:13:00like,
- 2:13:00some
- 2:13:00of
- 2:13:00the
- 2:13:00stuff
- 2:13:01that
- 2:13:01we
- 2:13:01were
- 2:13:01just
- 2:13:01talking
- 2:13:02about.
- 2:13:03Like,
- 2:13:03I
- 2:13:03really
- 2:13:03think
- 2:13:03it
- 2:13:04comes
- 2:13:04up.
- 2:13:04Comes
- 2:13:05to
- 2:13:05a
- 2:13:05head.
- 2:13:07It
- 2:13:07really
- 2:13:07comes
- 2:13:07to
- 2:13:07a
- 2:13:08head
- 2:13:08when
- 2:13:08they're
- 2:13:08having
- 2:13:09that
- 2:13:09confrontation,
- 2:13:10that.
- 2:13:10Or
- 2:13:10conversation,
- 2:13:11discussion,
- 2:13:11whatever.
- 2:13:12And
- 2:13:13he
- 2:13:13asks
- 2:13:13her,
- 2:13:15what
- 2:13:15did
- 2:13:16you
- 2:13:16need
- 2:13:16that
- 2:13:16I
- 2:13:16didn't
- 2:13:17give
- 2:13:17you?
- 2:13:17So,
- 2:13:17like.
- 2:13:18And,
- 2:13:18you
- 2:13:18know,
- 2:13:19she
- 2:13:19says,
- 2:13:20I
- 2:13:20need
- 2:13:21a
- 2:13:21husband
- 2:13:21and
- 2:13:21a
- 2:13:21co
- 2:13:22parent.
- 2:13:22But,
- 2:13:23like,
- 2:13:23for
- 2:13:23the
- 2:13:23longest
- 2:13:24time,
- 2:13:24he
- 2:13:24just
- 2:13:24didn't.
- 2:13:25I
- 2:13:25guess
- 2:13:25he
- 2:13:25just
- 2:13:25didn't
- 2:13:26Understand
- 2:13:27what?
- 2:13:28It
- 2:13:28was
- 2:13:29her
- 2:13:29side
- 2:13:29of
- 2:13:29it.
- 2:13:30Well,
- 2:13:31not
- 2:13:31really
- 2:13:32her
- 2:13:32side
- 2:13:32of
- 2:13:32it.
- 2:13:32It's
- 2:13:32more
- 2:13:33just
- 2:13:33like,
- 2:13:34where
- 2:13:35did
- 2:13:35he
- 2:13:35fail?
- 2:13:36I
- 2:13:36guess
- 2:13:37in
- 2:13:37her
- 2:13:37eyes.
- 2:13:39So
- 2:13:39he
- 2:13:39didn't
- 2:13:39know
- 2:13:40that,
- 2:13:40so.
- 2:13:40Or
- 2:13:41didn't
- 2:13:41understand
- 2:13:41that.
- 2:13:42I
- 2:13:42guess
- 2:13:42I
- 2:13:43under.
- 2:13:43Okay,
- 2:13:44that
- 2:13:44makes
- 2:13:44sense.
- 2:13:45So,
- 2:13:45like
- 2:13:45I
- 2:13:45mentioned
- 2:13:46earlier,
- 2:13:46like,
- 2:13:46Eddie's
- 2:13:47demeanor
- 2:13:47with
- 2:13:48Shannon
- 2:13:48is,
- 2:13:48like,
- 2:13:49really
- 2:13:49gentle
- 2:13:49and
- 2:13:50understanding,
- 2:13:51which
- 2:13:51I
- 2:13:51don't
- 2:13:52feel
- 2:13:52is
- 2:13:52completely
- 2:13:53warranted.
- 2:13:54And
- 2:13:54she
- 2:13:55shows
- 2:13:55up
- 2:13:55and,
- 2:13:56like,
- 2:13:56two
- 2:13:57minutes
- 2:13:57later
- 2:13:58is
- 2:13:58being
- 2:13:59biting
- 2:14:00and
- 2:14:00sarcastic
- 2:14:01and
- 2:14:02throwing
- 2:14:03barbs
- 2:14:03at
- 2:14:03him.
- 2:14:04Yeah.
- 2:14:04The
- 2:14:04only
- 2:14:04thing
- 2:14:04I
- 2:14:05have
- 2:14:05to
- 2:14:05say
- 2:14:05about
- 2:14:05that
- 2:14:06is
- 2:14:06that.
- 2:14:07Well,
- 2:14:07what
- 2:14:07else
- 2:14:08was
- 2:14:08he
- 2:14:08gonna
- 2:14:08do?
- 2:14:09He
- 2:14:09needed
- 2:14:09her
- 2:14:10to
- 2:14:11help
- 2:14:11with,
- 2:14:12you
- 2:14:12know,
- 2:14:12get
- 2:14:12Christopher.
- 2:14:13Like,
- 2:14:13so,
- 2:14:13yeah,
- 2:14:13it's
- 2:14:14not
- 2:14:14in.
- 2:14:15He's
- 2:14:15not
- 2:14:15considering
- 2:14:16himself
- 2:14:16and
- 2:14:16how
- 2:14:16he
- 2:14:16feels
- 2:14:17and
- 2:14:17blah,
- 2:14:17blah,
- 2:14:17blah.
- 2:14:18But,
- 2:14:18like,
- 2:14:19at
- 2:14:19this
- 2:14:19point,
- 2:14:19he's
- 2:14:19trying
- 2:14:20to
- 2:14:20get
- 2:14:20something
- 2:14:21for
- 2:14:21his
- 2:14:22son.
- 2:14:22So
- 2:14:22it's
- 2:14:22kind
- 2:14:22of
- 2:14:23like,
- 2:14:23what
- 2:14:23else
- 2:14:23was
- 2:14:24he
- 2:14:24supposed
- 2:14:24to
- 2:14:24do?
- 2:14:25Like,
- 2:14:25he
- 2:14:25can't
- 2:14:25exactly,
- 2:14:26like,
- 2:14:26really
- 2:14:27express.
- 2:14:27His
- 2:14:28back
- 2:14:28was
- 2:14:28up
- 2:14:28against
- 2:14:29the
- 2:14:29wall.
- 2:14:29Yeah.
- 2:14:30It's
- 2:14:30not
- 2:14:30like
- 2:14:30he
- 2:14:30could
- 2:14:30really
- 2:14:31express
- 2:14:31how
- 2:14:31he
- 2:14:31really
- 2:14:32feels
- 2:14:33towards
- 2:14:33her
- 2:14:34until
- 2:14:35probably
- 2:14:35after
- 2:14:35the
- 2:14:36fact,
- 2:14:36which
- 2:14:36he
- 2:14:36doesn't
- 2:14:37do,
- 2:14:37unfortunately.
- 2:14:38But,
- 2:14:38like,
- 2:14:39you
- 2:14:39can't.
- 2:14:40If
- 2:14:41you're.
- 2:14:41If
- 2:14:42you're
- 2:14:42trying
- 2:14:42to
- 2:14:42get
- 2:14:42something,
- 2:14:43you
- 2:14:43have
- 2:14:44to
- 2:14:44kind
- 2:14:44of,
- 2:14:45I
- 2:14:45guess,
- 2:14:45like,
- 2:14:45lay
- 2:14:45with
- 2:14:46the.
- 2:14:46What's
- 2:14:46the
- 2:14:47phrase?
- 2:14:48Lay
- 2:14:48with
- 2:14:48the
- 2:14:48lines.
- 2:14:49Lay
- 2:14:49with
- 2:14:49the.
- 2:14:50But
- 2:14:50you
- 2:14:50get
- 2:14:50what
- 2:14:51I'm
- 2:14:51saying.
- 2:14:51I
- 2:14:52think
- 2:14:52you
- 2:14:52get.
- 2:14:52You
- 2:14:52guys
- 2:14:53get
- 2:14:53what
- 2:14:53I'm
- 2:14:53saying.
- 2:14:54Yeah.
- 2:14:54Yeah.
- 2:14:55Oh,
- 2:14:55that's.
- 2:14:55That's
- 2:14:55a
- 2:14:56really
- 2:14:56interesting
- 2:14:56point.
- 2:14:57Like,
- 2:14:57he.
- 2:14:58Like,
- 2:14:58she's
- 2:14:59able
- 2:14:59to
- 2:14:59kind
- 2:15:00of,
- 2:15:00like,
- 2:15:00pull
- 2:15:01out
- 2:15:01some
- 2:15:01of.
- 2:15:03Like
- 2:15:03I
- 2:15:03wrote
- 2:15:03down,
- 2:15:03she's
- 2:15:04the
- 2:15:04first
- 2:15:04to
- 2:15:04wade
- 2:15:04into
- 2:15:05the
- 2:15:05chilly
- 2:15:05waters.
- 2:15:06Right.
- 2:15:08But,
- 2:15:08like,
- 2:15:08Eddie
- 2:15:09doesn't
- 2:15:09really
- 2:15:09have
- 2:15:10that
- 2:15:11option
- 2:15:12to
- 2:15:12do
- 2:15:12so
- 2:15:13because
- 2:15:14he
- 2:15:15needs
- 2:15:15to
- 2:15:16get
- 2:15:16something
- 2:15:17from
- 2:15:17her.
- 2:15:17So
- 2:15:17he
- 2:15:17has
- 2:15:18to.
- 2:15:19He
- 2:15:19has
- 2:15:19to
- 2:15:19be
- 2:15:20a
- 2:15:20little
- 2:15:20bit
- 2:15:21more
- 2:15:21diplomatic
- 2:15:22in
- 2:15:22this
- 2:15:23situation.
- 2:15:25Otherwise
- 2:15:26he's
- 2:15:26putting
- 2:15:28Christopher's
- 2:15:30potential
- 2:15:31at
- 2:15:31that
- 2:15:31school
- 2:15:31at
- 2:15:32risk,
- 2:15:32which
- 2:15:32is,
- 2:15:33again,
- 2:15:33the
- 2:15:33last
- 2:15:33thing
- 2:15:34that
- 2:15:34he
- 2:15:34wants.
- 2:15:34Wants
- 2:15:34to
- 2:15:35do.
- 2:15:36So
- 2:15:36he
- 2:15:36just
- 2:15:36has
- 2:15:37to
- 2:15:37kind
- 2:15:37of,
- 2:15:37like,
- 2:15:37take
- 2:15:37it
- 2:15:38on
- 2:15:38the
- 2:15:38chin,
- 2:15:39right?
- 2:15:39Because
- 2:15:39she.
- 2:15:40She
- 2:15:41talks
- 2:15:41about,
- 2:15:41like,
- 2:15:42the
- 2:15:42first
- 2:15:42thing
- 2:15:43or
- 2:15:43one
- 2:15:43of
- 2:15:43the
- 2:15:43first
- 2:15:44things
- 2:15:44she
- 2:15:44says
- 2:15:45is
- 2:15:45like,
- 2:15:45you
- 2:15:45know,
- 2:15:46I
- 2:15:47was
- 2:15:47also
- 2:15:47shocked
- 2:15:48that,
- 2:15:49you
- 2:15:49know,
- 2:15:49you
- 2:15:50moved
- 2:15:50from
- 2:15:50LA
- 2:15:51when
- 2:15:51I
- 2:15:51found
- 2:15:51out
- 2:15:52yesterday,
- 2:15:54and
- 2:15:54then
- 2:15:54just,
- 2:15:54like,
- 2:15:55drops
- 2:15:56it.
- 2:15:56She's
- 2:15:56like,
- 2:15:56so
- 2:15:57tell
- 2:15:57me
- 2:15:57about
- 2:15:57that
- 2:15:57school.
- 2:15:57And
- 2:15:57it's
- 2:15:58just
- 2:15:58like,
- 2:15:58it
- 2:15:59doesn't
- 2:15:59give
- 2:15:59him
- 2:15:59any
- 2:16:01opportunity
- 2:16:02or
- 2:16:02option
- 2:16:03to,
- 2:16:04like,
- 2:16:04rebut
- 2:16:05that,
- 2:16:07to
- 2:16:07give
- 2:16:07a
- 2:16:07rebuttal.
- 2:16:09And
- 2:16:11just
- 2:16:11also,
- 2:16:12like,
- 2:16:12the
- 2:16:12way
- 2:16:13that,
- 2:16:14like,
- 2:16:14when
- 2:16:14Shannon
- 2:16:15comes
- 2:16:15in
- 2:16:16and
- 2:16:16is
- 2:16:17in
- 2:16:17Christopher's
- 2:16:18room,
- 2:16:19it's
- 2:16:19like,
- 2:16:20you
- 2:16:21know,
- 2:16:21we.
- 2:16:22We
- 2:16:22talked
- 2:16:22about
- 2:16:22how
- 2:16:23Buck
- 2:16:23and
- 2:16:23Abby
- 2:16:24were
- 2:16:24the
- 2:16:24ghosts
- 2:16:24that
- 2:16:24were
- 2:16:25haunting
- 2:16:25the
- 2:16:25apartment,
- 2:16:26but,
- 2:16:27like,
- 2:16:27so
- 2:16:28Shannon
- 2:16:28is
- 2:16:28kind
- 2:16:29of
- 2:16:29the
- 2:16:29ghost
- 2:16:29that's
- 2:16:30haunting
- 2:16:30the
- 2:16:31Diaz
- 2:16:31house,
- 2:16:32but
- 2:16:32who's
- 2:16:33being
- 2:16:33more
- 2:16:33haunted?
- 2:16:34Right.
- 2:16:34Because
- 2:16:35Shannon
- 2:16:36is,
- 2:16:36like,
- 2:16:37you
- 2:16:37know,
- 2:16:37going
- 2:16:38from
- 2:16:38one
- 2:16:38place
- 2:16:39to
- 2:16:39another,
- 2:16:39just
- 2:16:39kind
- 2:16:39of,
- 2:16:40like,
- 2:16:40floating
- 2:16:40around,
- 2:16:41taking
- 2:16:42things
- 2:16:42in.
- 2:16:43And,
- 2:16:44like,
- 2:16:45so
- 2:16:45Shannon
- 2:16:45is
- 2:16:46the
- 2:16:46ghost
- 2:16:47in
- 2:16:48their
- 2:16:48lives,
- 2:16:48but
- 2:16:49Chris
- 2:16:49is
- 2:16:49the
- 2:16:49ghost
- 2:16:50in
- 2:16:50her
- 2:16:50life.
- 2:16:50And
- 2:16:51Eddie
- 2:16:51is
- 2:16:51also
- 2:16:51just
- 2:16:52kind
- 2:16:52of
- 2:16:52like.
- 2:16:54Like,
- 2:16:55seeing
- 2:16:55this
- 2:16:56ghost
- 2:16:56to
- 2:16:56this
- 2:16:57apparition
- 2:16:58because
- 2:16:59she's
- 2:16:59haunting
- 2:16:59him,
- 2:17:00too,
- 2:17:01and
- 2:17:01he's
- 2:17:02being
- 2:17:02haunted
- 2:17:02by
- 2:17:03what
- 2:17:03could
- 2:17:03have
- 2:17:03been
- 2:17:03as
- 2:17:03much
- 2:17:04as,
- 2:17:04like,
- 2:17:04what
- 2:17:04happened.
- 2:17:05But.
- 2:17:06But.
- 2:17:06Yeah,
- 2:17:06so.
- 2:17:07So
- 2:17:07they
- 2:17:08talk
- 2:17:08about
- 2:17:08this
- 2:17:08school,
- 2:17:09and
- 2:17:10she
- 2:17:11makes
- 2:17:11another
- 2:17:11barb
- 2:17:12about
- 2:17:12how,
- 2:17:13like,
- 2:17:14this
- 2:17:14looks
- 2:17:14like
- 2:17:14a
- 2:17:14fancy
- 2:17:15school.
- 2:17:15I
- 2:17:15didn't
- 2:17:15think
- 2:17:16you'd
- 2:17:16be
- 2:17:16into
- 2:17:16that.
- 2:17:18But
- 2:17:18Eddie
- 2:17:18gives,
- 2:17:19like,
- 2:17:19you
- 2:17:19know,
- 2:17:20these.
- 2:17:20These
- 2:17:21reasons.
- 2:17:21Like,
- 2:17:21it's
- 2:17:21a
- 2:17:22really
- 2:17:22good
- 2:17:22school.
- 2:17:22It
- 2:17:22has
- 2:17:23smaller
- 2:17:23class
- 2:17:23sizes.
- 2:17:24He'll
- 2:17:24be,
- 2:17:24like,
- 2:17:25you
- 2:17:25know,
- 2:17:27better
- 2:17:27cared
- 2:17:27for
- 2:17:28there.
- 2:17:29And
- 2:17:30he's
- 2:17:30giving
- 2:17:30these,
- 2:17:31like,
- 2:17:31genuine
- 2:17:32reasons
- 2:17:34because
- 2:17:34that's
- 2:17:34what's.
- 2:17:35What.
- 2:17:35What
- 2:17:36he
- 2:17:36believes
- 2:17:36is
- 2:17:36right
- 2:17:36for
- 2:17:37Christopher.
- 2:17:38The
- 2:17:38only
- 2:17:38thing
- 2:17:38that
- 2:17:38I
- 2:17:39have
- 2:17:39left
- 2:17:39for
- 2:17:39the
- 2:17:39house
- 2:17:40is
- 2:17:40the
- 2:17:41you
- 2:17:41left
- 2:17:42me
- 2:17:42versus
- 2:17:43you
- 2:17:43could
- 2:17:43have
- 2:17:43come
- 2:17:43with
- 2:17:43me.
- 2:17:44Yeah.
- 2:17:45When.
- 2:17:45When
- 2:17:45she,
- 2:17:46like,
- 2:17:46really.
- 2:17:47When
- 2:17:47they
- 2:17:47really
- 2:17:47kind
- 2:17:48of
- 2:17:48blow
- 2:17:48up
- 2:17:48at
- 2:17:48each
- 2:17:48other.
- 2:17:50I
- 2:17:50think
- 2:17:50that's
- 2:17:50the
- 2:17:51crux
- 2:17:51of
- 2:17:51it,
- 2:17:51is
- 2:17:51that
- 2:17:52he
- 2:17:52views
- 2:17:53it
- 2:17:53as
- 2:17:54her
- 2:17:55leaving
- 2:17:55and
- 2:17:56never
- 2:17:56coming
- 2:17:56back
- 2:17:56and
- 2:17:57her
- 2:17:57going,
- 2:17:57well,
- 2:17:58you
- 2:17:58could
- 2:17:58have
- 2:17:58come
- 2:17:59with
- 2:17:59me.
- 2:18:00And
- 2:18:00then
- 2:18:01I'm
- 2:18:01just
- 2:18:01assuming
- 2:18:02neither
- 2:18:02of
- 2:18:02them
- 2:18:02communicated,
- 2:18:04like,
- 2:18:04at
- 2:18:04all.
- 2:18:05Yeah.
- 2:18:05And
- 2:18:06now
- 2:18:06they're
- 2:18:06here,
- 2:18:06and
- 2:18:07it's,
- 2:18:07like.
- 2:18:07Also
- 2:18:08too
- 2:18:08little,
- 2:18:08too
- 2:18:08late.
- 2:18:09And
- 2:18:09it's
- 2:18:10like,
- 2:18:10you
- 2:18:10know,
- 2:18:10Eddie
- 2:18:11did
- 2:18:11leave,
- 2:18:12too,
- 2:18:12because
- 2:18:13he
- 2:18:13joined
- 2:18:13the
- 2:18:13military.
- 2:18:14And,
- 2:18:14like,
- 2:18:14yes,
- 2:18:14he
- 2:18:15didn't
- 2:18:15talk
- 2:18:15to
- 2:18:15her
- 2:18:15about
- 2:18:16it
- 2:18:16beforehand,
- 2:18:17but,
- 2:18:17like,
- 2:18:17he
- 2:18:18was
- 2:18:18still
- 2:18:18in
- 2:18:19contact
- 2:18:19with
- 2:18:19them,
- 2:18:20and
- 2:18:20he
- 2:18:20was
- 2:18:20still,
- 2:18:21you
- 2:18:21know
- 2:18:21what
- 2:18:21I
- 2:18:21mean,
- 2:18:21somewhat
- 2:18:22appraised
- 2:18:23of
- 2:18:23what
- 2:18:24was
- 2:18:24going
- 2:18:24on
- 2:18:24with
- 2:18:24his
- 2:18:25child,
- 2:18:25and
- 2:18:25he
- 2:18:26was
- 2:18:27talking
- 2:18:27to
- 2:18:27his
- 2:18:28child.
- 2:18:28So
- 2:18:29while
- 2:18:30he's
- 2:18:31not
- 2:18:31a
- 2:18:31blameless
- 2:18:32angel
- 2:18:32in
- 2:18:33this
- 2:18:33situation,
- 2:18:34it
- 2:18:35very
- 2:18:35much
- 2:18:35feels
- 2:18:36unfair
- 2:18:36for
- 2:18:36her
- 2:18:38to
- 2:18:38not
- 2:18:39take
- 2:18:39any
- 2:18:40accountability
- 2:18:41for
- 2:18:42her
- 2:18:42actions
- 2:18:43and
- 2:18:43just
- 2:18:43make
- 2:18:43excuses
- 2:18:44and
- 2:18:44then
- 2:18:44throw
- 2:18:44the
- 2:18:45blame
- 2:18:45back
- 2:18:45on
- 2:18:45him
- 2:18:46for
- 2:18:47leaving,
- 2:18:47for
- 2:18:48being
- 2:18:48in
- 2:18:48Afghanistan,
- 2:18:49and
- 2:18:49for
- 2:18:49not
- 2:18:49having
- 2:18:49her
- 2:18:50back.
- 2:18:50You
- 2:18:51could
- 2:18:51have
- 2:18:51come
- 2:18:51with
- 2:18:51me,
- 2:18:52and,
- 2:18:53you
- 2:18:53know,
- 2:18:54we'll
- 2:18:54get
- 2:18:54into
- 2:18:54this
- 2:18:54more.
- 2:18:55Like,
- 2:18:55when
- 2:18:55we
- 2:18:55do.
- 2:18:56Eddie
- 2:18:56begins.
- 2:18:57I
- 2:18:57think,
- 2:18:58definitely.
- 2:19:00I
- 2:19:00think
- 2:19:00the
- 2:19:00other
- 2:19:01thing
- 2:19:01that
- 2:19:01she
- 2:19:01says
- 2:19:01in.
- 2:19:02In
- 2:19:02the
- 2:19:02house,
- 2:19:03in
- 2:19:03this
- 2:19:03scene
- 2:19:03that's
- 2:19:04really
- 2:19:06important
- 2:19:06is
- 2:19:08when
- 2:19:08she
- 2:19:09wants
- 2:19:09to
- 2:19:09make
- 2:19:10sure.
- 2:19:10Make
- 2:19:10talk
- 2:19:11to
- 2:19:11Christopher
- 2:19:11to
- 2:19:11make
- 2:19:12sure
- 2:19:12that's
- 2:19:12what
- 2:19:12he
- 2:19:13wants.
- 2:19:14Oh,
- 2:19:14yeah,
- 2:19:15that
- 2:19:15was
- 2:19:15out
- 2:19:16of
- 2:19:16pocket.
- 2:19:16Yeah.
- 2:19:17This
- 2:19:17is
- 2:19:17what
- 2:19:17I
- 2:19:17was
- 2:19:17trying
- 2:19:18to
- 2:19:18get
- 2:19:18to.
- 2:19:18And
- 2:19:18I
- 2:19:18totally
- 2:19:19lost
- 2:19:19my
- 2:19:19train
- 2:19:19of
- 2:19:19thought.
- 2:19:20That
- 2:19:21was
- 2:19:21so
- 2:19:21fucking
- 2:19:21out
- 2:19:21of
- 2:19:21pocket.
- 2:19:22It.
- 2:19:22It
- 2:19:22really
- 2:19:22was.
- 2:19:23Because
- 2:19:23it's
- 2:19:23like
- 2:19:24she
- 2:19:24doesn't
- 2:19:24trust
- 2:19:25Eddie
- 2:19:25to
- 2:19:25provide
- 2:19:26for
- 2:19:27Christopher
- 2:19:27or
- 2:19:27put
- 2:19:28his
- 2:19:28interest
- 2:19:28first,
- 2:19:28but
- 2:19:29that's
- 2:19:29all
- 2:19:29that
- 2:19:29he
- 2:19:30does.
- 2:19:30He's
- 2:19:30been
- 2:19:30doing
- 2:19:30it
- 2:19:31by
- 2:19:31himself.
- 2:19:31Literally
- 2:19:32by
- 2:19:32himself.
- 2:19:32He's
- 2:19:32been
- 2:19:32doing
- 2:19:32it
- 2:19:33by
- 2:19:33himself.
- 2:19:34And,
- 2:19:35like,
- 2:19:35we
- 2:19:36don't
- 2:19:36really
- 2:19:36know
- 2:19:36the
- 2:19:37full
- 2:19:38extent
- 2:19:38to
- 2:19:38why
- 2:19:39Eddie
- 2:19:39isn't
- 2:19:39given
- 2:19:39the
- 2:19:40trust
- 2:19:40or
- 2:19:40the
- 2:19:41hope
- 2:19:42that
- 2:19:42he
- 2:19:43is,
- 2:19:44like,
- 2:19:44the
- 2:19:44best
- 2:19:45father
- 2:19:45that
- 2:19:45he
- 2:19:45can
- 2:19:45be.
- 2:19:46But
- 2:19:47like
- 2:19:48she.
- 2:19:48She
- 2:19:48says,
- 2:19:49right.
- 2:19:50Because
- 2:19:50Eddie
- 2:19:51knows
- 2:19:51what's
- 2:19:51best
- 2:19:51for
- 2:19:52everyone.
- 2:19:52God,
- 2:19:53if
- 2:19:53you
- 2:19:53stop
- 2:19:53for
- 2:19:53a
- 2:19:53second
- 2:19:54and
- 2:19:54ask
- 2:19:54and
- 2:19:55actually
- 2:19:55ask
- 2:19:55what
- 2:19:56they
- 2:19:56need,
- 2:19:56it's
- 2:19:56like
- 2:19:57he
- 2:19:58does
- 2:19:58know
- 2:19:59what's
- 2:19:59best
- 2:19:59for
- 2:19:59Christopher,
- 2:20:00but
- 2:20:00he
- 2:20:00is
- 2:20:01not
- 2:20:01given
- 2:20:01the
- 2:20:02benefit
- 2:20:02of
- 2:20:02the
- 2:20:02doubt.
- 2:20:03Like,
- 2:20:05also,
- 2:20:05is
- 2:20:05he
- 2:20:05supposed
- 2:20:06to
- 2:20:06go
- 2:20:06to
- 2:20:06his
- 2:20:07six
- 2:20:07year
- 2:20:07old
- 2:20:08and
- 2:20:08be
- 2:20:08like,
- 2:20:08hey,
- 2:20:09you
- 2:20:09get
- 2:20:09free
- 2:20:09reign
- 2:20:10of
- 2:20:10choosing
- 2:20:10where
- 2:20:10you'd
- 2:20:10like
- 2:20:10to
- 2:20:11go
- 2:20:11to
- 2:20:11school.
- 2:20:12Yeah.
- 2:20:13Like,
- 2:20:14that
- 2:20:14is
- 2:20:14a
- 2:20:14parent's
- 2:20:15decision.
- 2:20:15But
- 2:20:16it's
- 2:20:16like,
- 2:20:17Shannon
- 2:20:17has
- 2:20:18lost
- 2:20:18hope.
- 2:20:19And
- 2:20:19we'll
- 2:20:19see.
- 2:20:20Also,
- 2:20:20that
- 2:20:20kind
- 2:20:20of
- 2:20:20his
- 2:20:21parents
- 2:20:21as
- 2:20:21well.
- 2:20:22They
- 2:20:23have
- 2:20:23lost
- 2:20:24hope.
- 2:20:25I
- 2:20:25don't
- 2:20:25think
- 2:20:25they
- 2:20:25really
- 2:20:26had
- 2:20:26any
- 2:20:27to
- 2:20:27begin
- 2:20:27with
- 2:20:27in
- 2:20:28his
- 2:20:29ability
- 2:20:29to
- 2:20:29be
- 2:20:30a
- 2:20:30father,
- 2:20:30a
- 2:20:30good
- 2:20:31father.
- 2:20:31Well,
- 2:20:32in
- 2:20:32that
- 2:20:32case,
- 2:20:32it
- 2:20:33makes
- 2:20:33it
- 2:20:33way
- 2:20:33worse
- 2:20:33that
- 2:20:34she
- 2:20:34left
- 2:20:35and
- 2:20:35left
- 2:20:36Christopher
- 2:20:36with
- 2:20:36him.
- 2:20:37Yeah.
- 2:20:38Cause
- 2:20:38it's
- 2:20:38like,
- 2:20:39that's
- 2:20:39like,
- 2:20:40negligence
- 2:20:41squared.
- 2:20:42Yeah.
- 2:20:44Also,
- 2:20:45like,
- 2:20:45I
- 2:20:45was
- 2:20:46trying
- 2:20:46to
- 2:20:46Google
- 2:20:46it
- 2:20:46and
- 2:20:46I
- 2:20:47can't
- 2:20:47find
- 2:20:47it
- 2:20:48fast
- 2:20:48enough.
- 2:20:49But
- 2:20:49I'm
- 2:20:49sure
- 2:20:50that
- 2:20:50if,
- 2:20:50like,
- 2:20:51he,
- 2:20:51like,
- 2:20:52she
- 2:20:52tried
- 2:20:52to
- 2:20:52get
- 2:20:53partial
- 2:20:53custody
- 2:20:54or
- 2:20:54something,
- 2:20:54like,
- 2:20:54and
- 2:20:54they
- 2:20:55went
- 2:20:55to
- 2:20:55court,
- 2:20:56that
- 2:20:57it
- 2:20:57would
- 2:20:57be
- 2:20:57really
- 2:20:57hard
- 2:20:58for
- 2:20:58her.
- 2:20:58Mm.
- 2:20:59To
- 2:21:00get
- 2:21:00it
- 2:21:00without,
- 2:21:00like,
- 2:21:02first
- 2:21:02going
- 2:21:02through,
- 2:21:03like,
- 2:21:03supervised
- 2:21:04visitations.
- 2:21:05And,
- 2:21:05like,
- 2:21:05it
- 2:21:05would
- 2:21:05be
- 2:21:06like
- 2:21:06a
- 2:21:06whole
- 2:21:06process
- 2:21:06because,
- 2:21:07like,
- 2:21:07if
- 2:21:07you.
- 2:21:08If
- 2:21:08there's
- 2:21:08negligence
- 2:21:10or,
- 2:21:10you
- 2:21:11know,
- 2:21:12anything
- 2:21:12like
- 2:21:12that,
- 2:21:13you
- 2:21:13normally
- 2:21:13have
- 2:21:13to,
- 2:21:13like,
- 2:21:14show
- 2:21:16that
- 2:21:16you
- 2:21:16won't
- 2:21:17repeat
- 2:21:17that
- 2:21:18behavior
- 2:21:18before
- 2:21:18they
- 2:21:19let
- 2:21:19you
- 2:21:19have
- 2:21:20any
- 2:21:20sort
- 2:21:20of
- 2:21:21custody
- 2:21:22of
- 2:21:22your
- 2:21:22kid
- 2:21:22again.
- 2:21:23Oof.
- 2:21:24Yeah.
- 2:21:24It's
- 2:21:25like,
- 2:21:25honestly,
- 2:21:26for
- 2:21:27Eddie
- 2:21:27to
- 2:21:27not
- 2:21:28have
- 2:21:28gotten
- 2:21:28a
- 2:21:29custody
- 2:21:29agreement
- 2:21:30where
- 2:21:30it
- 2:21:30would
- 2:21:30have
- 2:21:30been,
- 2:21:30like,
- 2:21:31pretty.
- 2:21:33Pretty
- 2:21:33solidly
- 2:21:34in
- 2:21:34his.
- 2:21:35I
- 2:21:36don't
- 2:21:36think.
- 2:21:36I
- 2:21:36think
- 2:21:36he
- 2:21:36was
- 2:21:37just
- 2:21:37trying
- 2:21:37to,
- 2:21:37like,
- 2:21:38ignore
- 2:21:39it,
- 2:21:39pretend
- 2:21:39it
- 2:21:39wasn't
- 2:21:40happening,
- 2:21:40repress
- 2:21:41it.
- 2:21:41It's
- 2:21:41his
- 2:21:41favorite
- 2:21:41thing.
- 2:21:41He
- 2:21:42puts
- 2:21:42things
- 2:21:42in
- 2:21:42little
- 2:21:42boxes
- 2:21:43and
- 2:21:43buries
- 2:21:43them
- 2:21:44deep
- 2:21:45inside
- 2:21:45his
- 2:21:45ribcage,
- 2:21:46you
- 2:21:46know?
- 2:21:47But
- 2:21:48I
- 2:21:48think
- 2:21:48my
- 2:21:48point
- 2:21:48is
- 2:21:48that
- 2:21:49she's
- 2:21:50walking
- 2:21:50in
- 2:21:50so,
- 2:21:50like,
- 2:21:51entitled
- 2:21:51to
- 2:21:51this
- 2:21:52child
- 2:21:52that
- 2:21:52she
- 2:21:53literally
- 2:21:53abandoned.
- 2:21:54Like,
- 2:21:54if
- 2:21:55she
- 2:21:55tried
- 2:21:55to
- 2:21:55go
- 2:21:55to
- 2:21:56court
- 2:21:56and
- 2:21:57argue
- 2:21:57that
- 2:21:57he
- 2:21:57also
- 2:21:58abandoned
- 2:21:58their
- 2:21:58kid,
- 2:21:59they'd
- 2:21:59be
- 2:21:59like,
- 2:21:59well,
- 2:22:00he
- 2:22:00was
- 2:22:00in
- 2:22:00the
- 2:22:00army
- 2:22:03and
- 2:22:04was
- 2:22:04in
- 2:22:05contact.
- 2:22:05Like,
- 2:22:07it's
- 2:22:07not
- 2:22:07that
- 2:22:07she
- 2:22:08kept
- 2:22:08him
- 2:22:08away.
- 2:22:09She
- 2:22:09would
- 2:22:09have
- 2:22:09no
- 2:22:09case.
- 2:22:10Yeah,
- 2:22:10it's
- 2:22:10not
- 2:22:11necessarily
- 2:22:11kind
- 2:22:12of
- 2:22:12how.
- 2:22:12I
- 2:22:12was
- 2:22:12trying
- 2:22:12to.
- 2:22:12Like,
- 2:22:13when
- 2:22:14I
- 2:22:14watched
- 2:22:14this
- 2:22:14a
- 2:22:15couple
- 2:22:15of
- 2:22:15times,
- 2:22:15I
- 2:22:15was
- 2:22:15trying
- 2:22:15to
- 2:22:15be
- 2:22:16objective
- 2:22:17because,
- 2:22:17like,
- 2:22:18I
- 2:22:18have
- 2:22:18a
- 2:22:18lot
- 2:22:18of.
- 2:22:18I
- 2:22:19have
- 2:22:19a
- 2:22:19lot
- 2:22:19of
- 2:22:19hatred
- 2:22:19for
- 2:22:20this
- 2:22:20woman.
- 2:22:20And
- 2:22:20yes,
- 2:22:20it
- 2:22:21is
- 2:22:21biased
- 2:22:21because
- 2:22:22I
- 2:22:22love
- 2:22:22Eddie
- 2:22:22and
- 2:22:22I
- 2:22:23hate
- 2:22:24anything
- 2:22:24that
- 2:22:24makes
- 2:22:25him
- 2:22:25sad.
- 2:22:27But,
- 2:22:28you
- 2:22:28know,
- 2:22:29I
- 2:22:29think
- 2:22:30in
- 2:22:30this
- 2:22:30scene
- 2:22:31particularly,
- 2:22:32it's
- 2:22:33just
- 2:22:33like,
- 2:22:34she's
- 2:22:34rolling
- 2:22:34up
- 2:22:35with
- 2:22:35this
- 2:22:36entitlement
- 2:22:36that
- 2:22:36is
- 2:22:37so
- 2:22:37undeserved
- 2:22:38and
- 2:22:38not
- 2:22:38taking
- 2:22:39any
- 2:22:39responsibility
- 2:22:41for
- 2:22:42the
- 2:22:42fact
- 2:22:42that
- 2:22:42she
- 2:22:43left
- 2:22:44and
- 2:22:45that
- 2:22:45he
- 2:22:46has
- 2:22:46to
- 2:22:46consider
- 2:22:47what's
- 2:22:47best
- 2:22:47for
- 2:22:47Christopher
- 2:22:48and
- 2:22:49if
- 2:22:49letting
- 2:22:49her
- 2:22:49back
- 2:22:50into
- 2:22:50his
- 2:22:50life
- 2:22:52right
- 2:22:52away
- 2:22:53without
- 2:22:54learning
- 2:22:55anything
- 2:22:55about
- 2:22:55this
- 2:22:56new
- 2:22:56version
- 2:22:56of
- 2:22:56her,
- 2:22:56because
- 2:22:56he
- 2:22:57also
- 2:22:57doesn't
- 2:22:57really
- 2:22:57know
- 2:22:58her
- 2:22:58anymore.
- 2:22:58It's
- 2:22:58been
- 2:22:58two
- 2:22:59years.
- 2:22:59Yeah.
- 2:23:00Like,
- 2:23:00she
- 2:23:01left
- 2:23:02Eddie
- 2:23:03as
- 2:23:03much
- 2:23:03as
- 2:23:03she
- 2:23:03left
- 2:23:04Christopher,
- 2:23:05which
- 2:23:06he
- 2:23:06doesn't
- 2:23:06like
- 2:23:07to
- 2:23:07acknowledge.
- 2:23:08No,
- 2:23:09but
- 2:23:09he
- 2:23:10feels
- 2:23:11the
- 2:23:11pain
- 2:23:12twofold.
- 2:23:13Right.
- 2:23:13Because
- 2:23:14he
- 2:23:14feels
- 2:23:15it
- 2:23:15for
- 2:23:15Christopher,
- 2:23:16but
- 2:23:16he
- 2:23:16also
- 2:23:16feels
- 2:23:17it
- 2:23:17for
- 2:23:17himself.
- 2:23:18And
- 2:23:18like
- 2:23:19you
- 2:23:19said,
- 2:23:19he
- 2:23:19tries
- 2:23:19to,
- 2:23:19like,
- 2:23:20tamp
- 2:23:20it
- 2:23:20down,
- 2:23:21but
- 2:23:22that's
- 2:23:22where,
- 2:23:23like,
- 2:23:23a
- 2:23:23lot
- 2:23:23of
- 2:23:23the
- 2:23:24hurt
- 2:23:24is
- 2:23:24coming
- 2:23:24from,
- 2:23:25because
- 2:23:25it's
- 2:23:25like,
- 2:23:25she.
- 2:23:26She
- 2:23:26wasn't.
- 2:23:27I
- 2:23:28mean,
- 2:23:28she
- 2:23:28wasn't
- 2:23:28just
- 2:23:28leaving
- 2:23:29him,
- 2:23:29but
- 2:23:29she
- 2:23:29was
- 2:23:30leaving
- 2:23:30Chris
- 2:23:30or
- 2:23:30vice
- 2:23:31versa
- 2:23:31or
- 2:23:31whatever
- 2:23:32like
- 2:23:32that.
- 2:23:32And
- 2:23:33I
- 2:23:33mean,
- 2:23:33he.
- 2:23:33He
- 2:23:34does
- 2:23:34then
- 2:23:34use
- 2:23:35that,
- 2:23:35like,
- 2:23:35opportunity
- 2:23:36to.
- 2:23:37When
- 2:23:37she
- 2:23:38says
- 2:23:38that,
- 2:23:38like,
- 2:23:38you
- 2:23:39don't
- 2:23:39actually
- 2:23:39ask
- 2:23:39people
- 2:23:40what
- 2:23:40they
- 2:23:40need.
- 2:23:40He.
- 2:23:41To
- 2:23:42his.
- 2:23:45What
- 2:23:45is
- 2:23:45it?
- 2:23:46To
- 2:23:46his
- 2:23:48credit.
- 2:23:49Credit.
- 2:23:49Thank
- 2:23:49you.
- 2:23:50To
- 2:23:50his
- 2:23:50credit,
- 2:23:51he
- 2:23:51does
- 2:23:52ask,
- 2:23:52in
- 2:23:52that
- 2:23:52moment,
- 2:23:54what
- 2:23:54did
- 2:23:55you
- 2:23:55need
- 2:23:56that
- 2:23:56I
- 2:23:56didn't
- 2:23:56give
- 2:23:57you?
- 2:23:58And,
- 2:23:59you
- 2:23:59know,
- 2:23:59she's
- 2:24:00like,
- 2:24:00she
- 2:24:00needed
- 2:24:00a
- 2:24:00husband,
- 2:24:01she
- 2:24:01needed
- 2:24:01a
- 2:24:01co
- 2:24:01parent,
- 2:24:02but
- 2:24:02she
- 2:24:03got
- 2:24:03a
- 2:24:03life
- 2:24:03alone
- 2:24:03with
- 2:24:03a
- 2:24:04baby,
- 2:24:04and
- 2:24:04she
- 2:24:04needed
- 2:24:05someone
- 2:24:06to
- 2:24:06have
- 2:24:06her
- 2:24:07back,
- 2:24:07which
- 2:24:07I'm
- 2:24:07sure
- 2:24:08we'll
- 2:24:08get
- 2:24:08into
- 2:24:08in
- 2:24:08Slow
- 2:24:09Burn.
- 2:24:09And
- 2:24:10Eddie's
- 2:24:11like,
- 2:24:11I
- 2:24:11always
- 2:24:12had
- 2:24:12your
- 2:24:12back
- 2:24:13in
- 2:24:13his
- 2:24:14way
- 2:24:14of
- 2:24:14having
- 2:24:15her
- 2:24:15back.
- 2:24:15And
- 2:24:16she
- 2:24:16was
- 2:24:16like,
- 2:24:16no,
- 2:24:16you're.
- 2:24:17You
- 2:24:17were
- 2:24:17in
- 2:24:17Afghanistan.
- 2:24:19And
- 2:24:20that
- 2:24:20was.
- 2:24:20And
- 2:24:21in
- 2:24:21his
- 2:24:22mind,
- 2:24:22I
- 2:24:22think
- 2:24:22it
- 2:24:22was
- 2:24:23having
- 2:24:23her
- 2:24:23back
- 2:24:24in
- 2:24:24providing
- 2:24:25for
- 2:24:25their
- 2:24:26family
- 2:24:26in
- 2:24:26the
- 2:24:27only
- 2:24:27way
- 2:24:27that
- 2:24:27he
- 2:24:28knew
- 2:24:28how.
- 2:24:29Which,
- 2:24:29like,
- 2:24:29we'll
- 2:24:30find
- 2:24:30out,
- 2:24:30like,
- 2:24:31because
- 2:24:31of
- 2:24:31how.
- 2:24:32Because
- 2:24:32of,
- 2:24:32like,
- 2:24:33what
- 2:24:33his
- 2:24:33dad
- 2:24:33did
- 2:24:34was
- 2:24:35essential,
- 2:24:35was
- 2:24:36basically
- 2:24:36like,
- 2:24:37leaving
- 2:24:38to
- 2:24:39provide
- 2:24:39for
- 2:24:39his
- 2:24:40family.
- 2:24:41But
- 2:24:41that's
- 2:24:41not
- 2:24:42the
- 2:24:42kind
- 2:24:43of
- 2:24:44having
- 2:24:45her
- 2:24:45back
- 2:24:46that
- 2:24:46Shannon
- 2:24:47needed.
- 2:24:48But.
- 2:24:49But
- 2:24:49again,
- 2:24:49they
- 2:24:50did
- 2:24:50not
- 2:24:50really
- 2:24:50have
- 2:24:51any
- 2:24:51communication
- 2:24:51about
- 2:24:52that.
- 2:24:52So,
- 2:24:52like,
- 2:24:52he
- 2:24:53just
- 2:24:53thought
- 2:24:53that
- 2:24:53was
- 2:24:53gonna
- 2:24:54work,
- 2:24:55and
- 2:24:55it
- 2:24:56didn't.
- 2:24:56So,
- 2:24:57like,
- 2:24:57that's
- 2:24:57how
- 2:24:57they
- 2:24:58Leave
- 2:24:58it.
- 2:24:58And
- 2:24:58then
- 2:24:59after
- 2:24:59the.
- 2:25:01After
- 2:25:01she
- 2:25:01has
- 2:25:02her
- 2:25:02school
- 2:25:02interview,
- 2:25:03which,
- 2:25:03like,
- 2:25:04you
- 2:25:04know,
- 2:25:04for
- 2:25:05someone
- 2:25:05who
- 2:25:05was
- 2:25:05avoiding
- 2:25:06her
- 2:25:06for
- 2:25:06so
- 2:25:06much,
- 2:25:08he.
- 2:25:09It
- 2:25:09really
- 2:25:09is
- 2:25:09a
- 2:25:10confrontation.
- 2:25:10Like,
- 2:25:11the.
- 2:25:13He
- 2:25:13says,
- 2:25:13like,
- 2:25:14you
- 2:25:14know,
- 2:25:14the
- 2:25:14school
- 2:25:14called
- 2:25:14and
- 2:25:15told.
- 2:25:15Told
- 2:25:15me
- 2:25:16it
- 2:25:16was
- 2:25:16your
- 2:25:16interview,
- 2:25:17so
- 2:25:17I'm
- 2:25:17going
- 2:25:17to,
- 2:25:18like,
- 2:25:18kind
- 2:25:18of
- 2:25:18ambush
- 2:25:19you
- 2:25:19right
- 2:25:19now.
- 2:25:20I
- 2:25:20think.
- 2:25:21I
- 2:25:21think
- 2:25:21he
- 2:25:21reiterates,
- 2:25:22like,
- 2:25:22he
- 2:25:22always
- 2:25:22hoped
- 2:25:23that
- 2:25:24she
- 2:25:24would
- 2:25:24come
- 2:25:24home
- 2:25:24and
- 2:25:25they
- 2:25:25would
- 2:25:25have
- 2:25:25a
- 2:25:25chance
- 2:25:25to
- 2:25:25make
- 2:25:26things
- 2:25:26right,
- 2:25:26but
- 2:25:26he
- 2:25:26needs
- 2:25:27to
- 2:25:27know
- 2:25:27why.
- 2:25:28And
- 2:25:28she
- 2:25:29says,
- 2:25:30you
- 2:25:31know,
- 2:25:31the
- 2:25:31longer
- 2:25:31she
- 2:25:32was
- 2:25:32gone,
- 2:25:32the
- 2:25:32harder
- 2:25:32it
- 2:25:33was
- 2:25:33it
- 2:25:33was
- 2:25:34to
- 2:25:34come
- 2:25:35back
- 2:25:35and
- 2:25:35face
- 2:25:36both
- 2:25:36Eddie
- 2:25:36and
- 2:25:36Chris.
- 2:25:37And
- 2:25:37I
- 2:25:37think
- 2:25:37that
- 2:25:37is
- 2:25:38that
- 2:25:38same
- 2:25:38kind
- 2:25:38of,
- 2:25:38like,
- 2:25:39cowardice
- 2:25:40that
- 2:25:40kept
- 2:25:40Eddie
- 2:25:41from
- 2:25:41confronting
- 2:25:42her
- 2:25:43as
- 2:25:43well,
- 2:25:44to
- 2:25:45even,
- 2:25:45like,
- 2:25:46let
- 2:25:46her
- 2:25:47know
- 2:25:47that
- 2:25:47they
- 2:25:47were
- 2:25:4830
- 2:25:49minutes
- 2:25:49away
- 2:25:49from
- 2:25:49her
- 2:25:50for
- 2:25:50maybe
- 2:25:50a
- 2:25:50year.
- 2:25:51And
- 2:25:52we
- 2:25:53get
- 2:25:53into
- 2:25:53a
- 2:25:54little
- 2:25:54bit
- 2:25:54more
- 2:25:54of
- 2:25:55what
- 2:25:56Shannon,
- 2:25:56like,
- 2:25:57some
- 2:25:58of
- 2:25:58the
- 2:25:58reason
- 2:25:58why
- 2:25:58Shannon
- 2:26:00also
- 2:26:00thinks
- 2:26:01that
- 2:26:01she's
- 2:26:01a
- 2:26:01bad
- 2:26:02mom.
- 2:26:02So
- 2:26:02you
- 2:26:03have
- 2:26:03two
- 2:26:03people
- 2:26:03who
- 2:26:03just
- 2:26:04think
- 2:26:04that
- 2:26:04they're
- 2:26:04terrible
- 2:26:05parents.
- 2:26:06So
- 2:26:06Eddie,
- 2:26:07like,
- 2:26:08he
- 2:26:08asks
- 2:26:08the
- 2:26:08why.
- 2:26:09Because
- 2:26:09he
- 2:26:10doesn't
- 2:26:11ask
- 2:26:11the
- 2:26:11why
- 2:26:12didn't
- 2:26:12she
- 2:26:12come
- 2:26:13back?
- 2:26:13Because,
- 2:26:13like,
- 2:26:14he
- 2:26:14has
- 2:26:15justified
- 2:26:15the
- 2:26:16leaving.
- 2:26:16Right.
- 2:26:16Because
- 2:26:17she
- 2:26:17had
- 2:26:17to
- 2:26:17go
- 2:26:17take
- 2:26:17care
- 2:26:18of
- 2:26:18her
- 2:26:19mother.
- 2:26:19Yeah.
- 2:26:20But
- 2:26:20then
- 2:26:20it
- 2:26:20was
- 2:26:21like,
- 2:26:21when
- 2:26:21you
- 2:26:22were
- 2:26:22done
- 2:26:22with
- 2:26:22that,
- 2:26:23why
- 2:26:23did
- 2:26:24you
- 2:26:24come
- 2:26:24back?
- 2:26:24Did
- 2:26:24you
- 2:26:24not
- 2:26:24come
- 2:26:25back?
- 2:26:25And
- 2:26:25her
- 2:26:26reasoning
- 2:26:26is
- 2:26:26just
- 2:26:27like.
- 2:26:27Like
- 2:26:27you
- 2:26:27said,
- 2:26:28it
- 2:26:28was
- 2:26:28harder
- 2:26:29the
- 2:26:29longer
- 2:26:29away
- 2:26:29I
- 2:26:30was.
- 2:26:30And
- 2:26:30then
- 2:26:31just
- 2:26:31like,
- 2:26:32a
- 2:26:32bunch
- 2:26:32of
- 2:26:32depressive
- 2:26:33stuff
- 2:26:33about,
- 2:26:34like,
- 2:26:35being
- 2:26:35in
- 2:26:35her
- 2:26:36own
- 2:26:36head
- 2:26:36about,
- 2:26:36like,
- 2:26:39I
- 2:26:39did
- 2:26:39this
- 2:26:40to
- 2:26:40him
- 2:26:40and
- 2:26:40then
- 2:26:40I
- 2:26:40left
- 2:26:41him
- 2:26:41and
- 2:26:42he
- 2:26:43must
- 2:26:43hate
- 2:26:43me
- 2:26:43because
- 2:26:44I
- 2:26:44did
- 2:26:44this
- 2:26:44to
- 2:26:44him.
- 2:26:44And
- 2:26:44then
- 2:26:45she
- 2:26:45goes
- 2:26:45on
- 2:26:45this
- 2:26:45whole
- 2:26:46rant
- 2:26:48that
- 2:26:48pisses
- 2:26:49me
- 2:26:49the
- 2:26:49fuck
- 2:26:49off
- 2:26:50because
- 2:26:50it's
- 2:26:50so
- 2:26:50ableist.
- 2:26:51Yeah.
- 2:26:52And
- 2:26:52I
- 2:26:53get.
- 2:26:53I
- 2:26:53get
- 2:26:54it
- 2:26:54a
- 2:26:54little
- 2:26:54bit
- 2:26:54because
- 2:26:55I'm
- 2:26:55trying
- 2:26:55to
- 2:26:55look
- 2:26:55at
- 2:26:55it
- 2:26:56from
- 2:26:56her
- 2:26:56point
- 2:26:56of
- 2:26:56view
- 2:26:58is
- 2:26:58that
- 2:26:58she
- 2:26:58was
- 2:26:59fucking
- 2:26:59depressed.
- 2:27:00Right.
- 2:27:01Majorly.
- 2:27:02Like,
- 2:27:03I
- 2:27:03can't
- 2:27:03tell
- 2:27:04if
- 2:27:04she,
- 2:27:04like,
- 2:27:04had
- 2:27:04postpartum
- 2:27:05or
- 2:27:05whatever,
- 2:27:06but
- 2:27:06she
- 2:27:06definitely
- 2:27:07has,
- 2:27:08like,
- 2:27:08current
- 2:27:09depression.
- 2:27:10Yeah.
- 2:27:10And
- 2:27:10she
- 2:27:11didn't
- 2:27:11have
- 2:27:11enough
- 2:27:12of
- 2:27:12a
- 2:27:12support
- 2:27:13system
- 2:27:14in
- 2:27:14place
- 2:27:14for
- 2:27:14her
- 2:27:15either.
- 2:27:15And.
- 2:27:16No,
- 2:27:17it
- 2:27:17was
- 2:27:17his
- 2:27:17family.
- 2:27:17And
- 2:27:18then.
- 2:27:19Well,
- 2:27:19we
- 2:27:19know
- 2:27:20how
- 2:27:20his
- 2:27:20family
- 2:27:20is
- 2:27:22the
- 2:27:22worst.
- 2:27:23They're
- 2:27:23not
- 2:27:24supportive.
- 2:27:24No.
- 2:27:25They'll
- 2:27:26do
- 2:27:26things
- 2:27:26to,
- 2:27:27like,
- 2:27:27help
- 2:27:27care
- 2:27:27for
- 2:27:27Christopher,
- 2:27:28but
- 2:27:28they
- 2:27:28are
- 2:27:28not
- 2:27:29supportive
- 2:27:29of
- 2:27:30Eddie
- 2:27:31or
- 2:27:31of
- 2:27:31Shannon.
- 2:27:31And
- 2:27:32we
- 2:27:32also
- 2:27:32know
- 2:27:33from
- 2:27:33what
- 2:27:33Peppa
- 2:27:34said
- 2:27:34that,
- 2:27:34like,
- 2:27:35his
- 2:27:36family
- 2:27:36doesn't
- 2:27:36think
- 2:27:36very
- 2:27:37highly
- 2:27:37of
- 2:27:37her
- 2:27:38to
- 2:27:38begin
- 2:27:38with.
- 2:27:39But
- 2:27:40she.
- 2:27:40I
- 2:27:40don't
- 2:27:40know,
- 2:27:40she
- 2:27:40ends
- 2:27:41that
- 2:27:41whole
- 2:27:42little
- 2:27:43story
- 2:27:43about,
- 2:27:43like,
- 2:27:44why
- 2:27:45it
- 2:27:45was
- 2:27:45hard
- 2:27:45for
- 2:27:45her
- 2:27:45to
- 2:27:45come
- 2:27:45back,
- 2:27:46which
- 2:27:46is,
- 2:27:46like,
- 2:27:47again,
- 2:27:48maybe
- 2:27:48it's
- 2:27:49just
- 2:27:49me
- 2:27:49projecting,
- 2:27:50I
- 2:27:50don't
- 2:27:50think,
- 2:27:51a
- 2:27:51good
- 2:27:51answer
- 2:27:51for
- 2:27:51Eddie.
- 2:27:52Like,
- 2:27:52he.
- 2:27:53No,
- 2:27:54like,
- 2:27:54he's
- 2:27:55trying
- 2:27:55to
- 2:27:55be
- 2:27:55understanding
- 2:27:56and
- 2:27:56supportive
- 2:27:56of
- 2:27:56her,
- 2:27:57but,
- 2:27:57like,
- 2:27:57I
- 2:27:57think
- 2:27:58he
- 2:27:58just
- 2:27:58still
- 2:27:59doesn't
- 2:27:59get
- 2:27:59it.
- 2:28:00Well,
- 2:28:00I
- 2:28:00think.
- 2:28:01But
- 2:28:01she
- 2:28:01ends
- 2:28:01it
- 2:28:01in
- 2:28:02saying,
- 2:28:02like,
- 2:28:02I
- 2:28:02just
- 2:28:03needed
- 2:28:03a
- 2:28:03break.
- 2:28:04And
- 2:28:04it's
- 2:28:04like,
- 2:28:06you
- 2:28:06don't
- 2:28:06get
- 2:28:06a
- 2:28:07break.
- 2:28:07Huh?
- 2:28:08You.
- 2:28:09You
- 2:28:09don't
- 2:28:09take
- 2:28:09breaks
- 2:28:09from
- 2:28:10parenting.
- 2:28:11You
- 2:28:12are
- 2:28:12that
- 2:28:12forever.
- 2:28:13You
- 2:28:14don't
- 2:28:14get
- 2:28:14to
- 2:28:14just
- 2:28:14take
- 2:28:14that
- 2:28:15your
- 2:28:15parent
- 2:28:15hat
- 2:28:15off
- 2:28:16and
- 2:28:16come
- 2:28:16back
- 2:28:17and
- 2:28:17put
- 2:28:18it
- 2:28:18back
- 2:28:18on
- 2:28:18whenever
- 2:28:18you
- 2:28:19want.
- 2:28:19Yeah,
- 2:28:20I,
- 2:28:21I.
- 2:28:21So
- 2:28:22I
- 2:28:22think
- 2:28:22Eddie
- 2:28:24does
- 2:28:24on
- 2:28:24some
- 2:28:25level
- 2:28:26understand
- 2:28:28how.
- 2:28:29How
- 2:28:29Shannon
- 2:28:30feels
- 2:28:30like
- 2:28:31she's
- 2:28:31an
- 2:28:32absolute
- 2:28:32failure
- 2:28:33because
- 2:28:34he
- 2:28:34continues
- 2:28:35to
- 2:28:35feel
- 2:28:35like
- 2:28:35a
- 2:28:36failure.
- 2:28:36So
- 2:28:37I
- 2:28:37think
- 2:28:38on
- 2:28:40some
- 2:28:40subconscious,
- 2:28:41like,
- 2:28:42twist
- 2:28:43of
- 2:28:43his
- 2:28:44thoughts
- 2:28:45or
- 2:28:45whatever,
- 2:28:47he
- 2:28:47thinks
- 2:28:47that
- 2:28:47puts
- 2:28:48them
- 2:28:48on
- 2:28:49kind
- 2:28:49of,
- 2:28:49like,
- 2:28:50slightly
- 2:28:50equal
- 2:28:51footing
- 2:28:51because
- 2:28:51he's
- 2:28:52like,
- 2:28:52well,
- 2:28:53I
- 2:28:53think
- 2:28:53I'm
- 2:28:54a
- 2:28:54bad
- 2:28:54parent,
- 2:28:54and
- 2:28:55you
- 2:28:55think
- 2:28:55you're
- 2:28:55a
- 2:28:55bad
- 2:28:56parent,
- 2:28:56so
- 2:28:56maybe
- 2:28:57the
- 2:28:57two
- 2:28:57of
- 2:28:57us
- 2:28:58can
- 2:28:58be
- 2:28:58good
- 2:28:58parents
- 2:28:59together
- 2:29:01instead
- 2:29:01of
- 2:29:01bad
- 2:29:02parents
- 2:29:02by
- 2:29:02ourselves,
- 2:29:04which
- 2:29:05is
- 2:29:05such
- 2:29:06flawed
- 2:29:06logic.
- 2:29:07But,
- 2:29:08like,
- 2:29:08I
- 2:29:09feel
- 2:29:09like
- 2:29:09to
- 2:29:10that
- 2:29:10extent,
- 2:29:10he.
- 2:29:11He
- 2:29:12does
- 2:29:12kind
- 2:29:12of
- 2:29:13understand
- 2:29:14the
- 2:29:14feeling
- 2:29:15of
- 2:29:15failure
- 2:29:16and
- 2:29:17that
- 2:29:17empathy
- 2:29:17that
- 2:29:18he
- 2:29:18has
- 2:29:18because
- 2:29:18he
- 2:29:18feels
- 2:29:19it
- 2:29:19himself.
- 2:29:19So
- 2:29:20he
- 2:29:21tells
- 2:29:21her,
- 2:29:21like,
- 2:29:22what
- 2:29:22happened
- 2:29:23wasn't
- 2:29:23your
- 2:29:23fault
- 2:29:25with
- 2:29:25the
- 2:29:26whole,
- 2:29:26like,
- 2:29:26stuff
- 2:29:26with
- 2:29:26the
- 2:29:27pregnancy
- 2:29:27and
- 2:29:27Christopher
- 2:29:28and.
- 2:29:29And
- 2:29:29everything
- 2:29:30like
- 2:29:30that.
- 2:29:30And
- 2:29:31it
- 2:29:31just
- 2:29:31kind
- 2:29:31of
- 2:29:32seemed
- 2:29:32like
- 2:29:33he
- 2:29:33was
- 2:29:33also
- 2:29:34blame.
- 2:29:35He
- 2:29:35was
- 2:29:35trying
- 2:29:36to
- 2:29:37take
- 2:29:37some
- 2:29:37of
- 2:29:37that
- 2:29:38blame
- 2:29:38himself
- 2:29:39or,
- 2:29:40or
- 2:29:40like,
- 2:29:40share.
- 2:29:41Share
- 2:29:42that
- 2:29:42burden.
- 2:29:42Share
- 2:29:43that
- 2:29:43blame
- 2:29:43a
- 2:29:43little
- 2:29:44bit,
- 2:29:44but
- 2:29:44in
- 2:29:45not
- 2:29:45so
- 2:29:45many
- 2:29:46words,
- 2:29:48if
- 2:29:48that.
- 2:29:49I
- 2:29:49don't
- 2:29:50know
- 2:29:50how
- 2:29:50it
- 2:29:51exactly
- 2:29:51makes
- 2:29:52sense
- 2:29:52in
- 2:29:52his
- 2:29:52head,
- 2:29:53but
- 2:29:53it's
- 2:29:54like,
- 2:29:54I.
- 2:29:55Yeah,
- 2:29:55I
- 2:29:55think.
- 2:29:56I
- 2:29:56think
- 2:29:56he
- 2:29:56was
- 2:29:56just
- 2:29:56like,
- 2:29:57oh,
- 2:29:57you
- 2:29:57feel
- 2:29:58like
- 2:29:58a
- 2:29:58failure.
- 2:29:58I
- 2:29:59feel
- 2:29:59like
- 2:29:59a
- 2:29:59failure.
- 2:30:00Let's
- 2:30:00be
- 2:30:00failures
- 2:30:01in
- 2:30:02succeeding
- 2:30:03together.
- 2:30:04I
- 2:30:04think
- 2:30:04that
- 2:30:05she
- 2:30:05was
- 2:30:05crying
- 2:30:07and
- 2:30:07he
- 2:30:07felt
- 2:30:07bad,
- 2:30:08and
- 2:30:08he
- 2:30:08was
- 2:30:08just.
- 2:30:08He
- 2:30:09just
- 2:30:09went
- 2:30:09into
- 2:30:09triage
- 2:30:10mode.
- 2:30:10Like.
- 2:30:11Yeah,
- 2:30:12like,
- 2:30:12when
- 2:30:12he.
- 2:30:13When
- 2:30:13he
- 2:30:14hugs
- 2:30:14her,
- 2:30:14like,
- 2:30:15that's.
- 2:30:16That
- 2:30:16is
- 2:30:16a
- 2:30:17comfort
- 2:30:17hug.
- 2:30:18That.
- 2:30:18That
- 2:30:19doesn't
- 2:30:19have
- 2:30:19anything
- 2:30:20else
- 2:30:21to
- 2:30:21go
- 2:30:21with
- 2:30:22it.
- 2:30:22But.
- 2:30:22But
- 2:30:22then,
- 2:30:23like,
- 2:30:24so
- 2:30:24her
- 2:30:24response
- 2:30:25to
- 2:30:25him
- 2:30:25saying,
- 2:30:26like,
- 2:30:26it
- 2:30:26wasn't
- 2:30:27your
- 2:30:27fault,
- 2:30:28I
- 2:30:28think
- 2:30:28is,
- 2:30:29Is
- 2:30:30she
- 2:30:30said
- 2:30:30it.
- 2:30:31I
- 2:30:31know,
- 2:30:31but
- 2:30:32it
- 2:30:32doesn't
- 2:30:32feel
- 2:30:32like
- 2:30:33it.
- 2:30:33Yeah,
- 2:30:34I
- 2:30:34know
- 2:30:34that.
- 2:30:35I
- 2:30:35just
- 2:30:35don't
- 2:30:36feel
- 2:30:37it.
- 2:30:37Feel
- 2:30:37it.
- 2:30:37And
- 2:30:37I
- 2:30:38think
- 2:30:38that
- 2:30:39can
- 2:30:39be
- 2:30:40part
- 2:30:41of
- 2:30:41the
- 2:30:41thesis.
- 2:30:43Just
- 2:30:43like,
- 2:30:44Just
- 2:30:45quickly,
- 2:30:45like,
- 2:30:45take
- 2:30:45it,
- 2:30:46maybe.
- 2:30:46Okay,
- 2:30:47I'll
- 2:30:47save
- 2:30:47that
- 2:30:47for
- 2:30:47slow
- 2:30:48burn.
- 2:30:48So
- 2:30:48she
- 2:30:49says
- 2:30:49that,
- 2:30:49and
- 2:30:49then
- 2:30:50they're,
- 2:30:50like,
- 2:30:51touching,
- 2:30:53and
- 2:30:53he.
- 2:30:53It's.
- 2:30:54It
- 2:30:54like,
- 2:30:54he
- 2:30:55takes
- 2:30:55her
- 2:30:55hands,
- 2:30:55but
- 2:30:56it's,
- 2:30:56like,
- 2:30:57more
- 2:30:57comforting.
- 2:30:58But
- 2:30:58it's
- 2:30:59slightly
- 2:30:59less
- 2:30:59platonic.
- 2:31:00And
- 2:31:00then,
- 2:31:00like,
- 2:31:01he
- 2:31:01knows
- 2:31:02what
- 2:31:02he
- 2:31:02thinks
- 2:31:02that
- 2:31:03he
- 2:31:03should
- 2:31:03do,
- 2:31:04but
- 2:31:04this
- 2:31:04is
- 2:31:04all
- 2:31:04for
- 2:31:04Christopher's
- 2:31:05sake.
- 2:31:06But
- 2:31:06he
- 2:31:07doesn't
- 2:31:07feel
- 2:31:08it.
- 2:31:08Okay,
- 2:31:08so
- 2:31:08I'm
- 2:31:09going
- 2:31:09to
- 2:31:09say
- 2:31:09that
- 2:31:10the
- 2:31:10whole.
- 2:31:10I
- 2:31:11know
- 2:31:11that
- 2:31:11I
- 2:31:11just
- 2:31:12don't
- 2:31:12feel
- 2:31:12it.
- 2:31:12I
- 2:31:12feel
- 2:31:13like
- 2:31:13can
- 2:31:13be
- 2:31:14extrapolated
- 2:31:15to
- 2:31:15be
- 2:31:16the
- 2:31:16thesis
- 2:31:17for
- 2:31:17Eddie's
- 2:31:18romantic
- 2:31:19exploits.
- 2:31:22I
- 2:31:22think
- 2:31:23it,
- 2:31:23but
- 2:31:24I
- 2:31:24don't
- 2:31:24feel
- 2:31:25it
- 2:31:25because
- 2:31:26he
- 2:31:26thinks
- 2:31:26he
- 2:31:27should
- 2:31:27be
- 2:31:27doing
- 2:31:27everything
- 2:31:28this
- 2:31:29way,
- 2:31:29but
- 2:31:29he
- 2:31:29just
- 2:31:30doesn't
- 2:31:30feel
- 2:31:30it.
- 2:31:31And
- 2:31:31I
- 2:31:31think
- 2:31:31we
- 2:31:31see
- 2:31:32the
- 2:31:32first
- 2:31:32inklings
- 2:31:33of
- 2:31:33that
- 2:31:33with
- 2:31:34this.
- 2:31:34Like,
- 2:31:34he,
- 2:31:35like,
- 2:31:37he
- 2:31:37talks
- 2:31:37about
- 2:31:38how
- 2:31:38Christopher
- 2:31:38loves
- 2:31:39her
- 2:31:39and
- 2:31:40Christopher
- 2:31:40misses
- 2:31:41you.
- 2:31:42I
- 2:31:42miss
- 2:31:42you.
- 2:31:43What's
- 2:31:43missing
- 2:31:44there?
- 2:31:45He
- 2:31:45doesn't
- 2:31:46say
- 2:31:46that
- 2:31:46he
- 2:31:46loves
- 2:31:46her.
- 2:31:47I.
- 2:31:48On.
- 2:31:48On
- 2:31:49one
- 2:31:49hand,
- 2:31:49I
- 2:31:49don't
- 2:31:49think
- 2:31:50that
- 2:31:50he
- 2:31:50could
- 2:31:51say
- 2:31:51that
- 2:31:51or
- 2:31:52could
- 2:31:52admit
- 2:31:52to
- 2:31:52it
- 2:31:53because
- 2:31:54there's
- 2:31:54still
- 2:31:54a
- 2:31:54lot
- 2:31:54of.
- 2:31:55I
- 2:31:55don't
- 2:31:55even
- 2:31:55think
- 2:31:55that
- 2:31:55was
- 2:31:55the
- 2:31:56place
- 2:31:57to
- 2:31:57say
- 2:31:57that.
- 2:31:58I.
- 2:31:58I
- 2:31:58said.
- 2:31:59I
- 2:31:59mean,
- 2:32:00I
- 2:32:00just
- 2:32:00didn't
- 2:32:00think
- 2:32:00it
- 2:32:01would
- 2:32:01with.
- 2:32:01What
- 2:32:01is
- 2:32:02the
- 2:32:02right
- 2:32:02time
- 2:32:03or
- 2:32:03place
- 2:32:03to
- 2:32:03even
- 2:32:04say
- 2:32:04that,
- 2:32:04considering
- 2:32:05they
- 2:32:05haven't
- 2:32:05seen
- 2:32:05each
- 2:32:06other
- 2:32:06for
- 2:32:06so
- 2:32:07long
- 2:32:07or
- 2:32:07we
- 2:32:08don't
- 2:32:08even
- 2:32:08know
- 2:32:08where
- 2:32:08they
- 2:32:09are.
- 2:32:09They
- 2:32:09are
- 2:32:10at,
- 2:32:10like,
- 2:32:11you
- 2:32:11know.
- 2:32:12Yeah.
- 2:32:13Like,
- 2:32:13where
- 2:32:14they
- 2:32:14think
- 2:32:14they
- 2:32:14are
- 2:32:14at
- 2:32:15in
- 2:32:15their
- 2:32:16relationship.
- 2:32:16And
- 2:32:17actually,
- 2:32:17just
- 2:32:17like
- 2:32:18I
- 2:32:19thought
- 2:32:19was
- 2:32:19interesting,
- 2:32:20since
- 2:32:20we're
- 2:32:21talking
- 2:32:21about
- 2:32:21that
- 2:32:21last
- 2:32:21bit
- 2:32:22of
- 2:32:22dialogue,
- 2:32:22the
- 2:32:23I
- 2:32:23miss
- 2:32:23you
- 2:32:24versus
- 2:32:24the
- 2:32:25I
- 2:32:25missed
- 2:32:25you.
- 2:32:26Because
- 2:32:26she
- 2:32:27uses
- 2:32:27past
- 2:32:27tense,
- 2:32:28right?
- 2:32:28Yeah,
- 2:32:28He.
- 2:32:29He's
- 2:32:29saying
- 2:32:29it's.
- 2:32:30So
- 2:32:30he's
- 2:32:31saying
- 2:32:31I
- 2:32:31miss
- 2:32:31you
- 2:32:31present
- 2:32:32tense.
- 2:32:32Or
- 2:32:33in
- 2:32:33an
- 2:32:33actively.
- 2:32:34I
- 2:32:34miss
- 2:32:34you
- 2:32:35or.
- 2:32:36Yeah,
- 2:32:37active
- 2:32:37present.
- 2:32:38And
- 2:32:39then
- 2:32:39she's
- 2:32:39saying
- 2:32:39I
- 2:32:39missed
- 2:32:40you,
- 2:32:40which
- 2:32:41is
- 2:32:41not
- 2:32:42active.
- 2:32:42It's.
- 2:32:42It's
- 2:32:43past,
- 2:32:44which
- 2:32:44is
- 2:32:44kind
- 2:32:45of
- 2:32:45like,
- 2:32:45for
- 2:32:45me,
- 2:32:46kind
- 2:32:46of
- 2:32:46like
- 2:32:47a
- 2:32:47foreshadow
- 2:32:48or
- 2:32:48a
- 2:32:48red
- 2:32:48flag
- 2:32:49to
- 2:32:51later
- 2:32:51in
- 2:32:52the
- 2:32:52season
- 2:32:52where
- 2:32:52he
- 2:32:52does
- 2:32:53propose
- 2:32:53to
- 2:32:53her.
- 2:32:54And
- 2:32:55like,
- 2:32:57them
- 2:32:57starting
- 2:32:57their
- 2:32:58whole
- 2:32:58relationship
- 2:32:58again
- 2:32:59was,
- 2:32:59like,
- 2:32:59really
- 2:32:59contingent
- 2:33:00on
- 2:33:00whether
- 2:33:00she
- 2:33:00was
- 2:33:01pregnant
- 2:33:01or
- 2:33:01not.
- 2:33:02And
- 2:33:02when
- 2:33:03suddenly
- 2:33:03she
- 2:33:03finds
- 2:33:04out
- 2:33:04she's
- 2:33:04not,
- 2:33:05she's
- 2:33:05like,
- 2:33:05I
- 2:33:05don't
- 2:33:06want
- 2:33:06to
- 2:33:06be
- 2:33:07in
- 2:33:07a
- 2:33:07relationship
- 2:33:07with
- 2:33:07you.
- 2:33:08So
- 2:33:08it's.
- 2:33:09Or
- 2:33:10get,
- 2:33:11you
- 2:33:11know,
- 2:33:11get
- 2:33:12together,
- 2:33:12proposal,
- 2:33:13whatever.
- 2:33:14Do
- 2:33:14you
- 2:33:14think
- 2:33:15that
- 2:33:15Eddie
- 2:33:16jumps
- 2:33:16headfirst
- 2:33:17into,
- 2:33:17like,
- 2:33:18physical.
- 2:33:19Yes.
- 2:33:20Affection
- 2:33:21because
- 2:33:21he
- 2:33:22can't
- 2:33:22properly
- 2:33:23verbalize
- 2:33:25or
- 2:33:25he
- 2:33:26doesn't
- 2:33:26feel
- 2:33:26the
- 2:33:27emotional
- 2:33:28affection.
- 2:33:29I
- 2:33:29feel
- 2:33:29like
- 2:33:30there
- 2:33:30was
- 2:33:30some
- 2:33:30kind
- 2:33:31of
- 2:33:31thread
- 2:33:31where
- 2:33:33he's
- 2:33:34confusing
- 2:33:36the
- 2:33:36two.
- 2:33:38Or
- 2:33:38like,
- 2:33:38he
- 2:33:38associates
- 2:33:40the
- 2:33:40physical
- 2:33:41as.
- 2:33:42Yeah,
- 2:33:43like
- 2:33:43conflating
- 2:33:44the
- 2:33:44two.
- 2:33:45Like
- 2:33:45conflating
- 2:33:46emotional
- 2:33:47intimacy
- 2:33:48with
- 2:33:48physical
- 2:33:49intimacy.
- 2:33:50Like
- 2:33:51someone
- 2:33:51else
- 2:33:51we
- 2:33:52know,
- 2:33:54but
- 2:33:54he's
- 2:33:54doing
- 2:33:54it
- 2:33:55opposite.
- 2:33:57Opposite.
- 2:33:59But,
- 2:33:59like,
- 2:33:59because
- 2:34:00he
- 2:34:00jumps
- 2:34:01headfirst
- 2:34:02back
- 2:34:02into,
- 2:34:03you
- 2:34:03know,
- 2:34:04a
- 2:34:04physical
- 2:34:05relationship
- 2:34:06with
- 2:34:06her.
- 2:34:06Even
- 2:34:06though
- 2:34:06he
- 2:34:06doesn't
- 2:34:07trust
- 2:34:07her.
- 2:34:08Yeah.
- 2:34:10Even
- 2:34:10though
- 2:34:11there
- 2:34:11were
- 2:34:11all
- 2:34:11these
- 2:34:11red
- 2:34:12flags
- 2:34:12about
- 2:34:12him.
- 2:34:12Not
- 2:34:13really.
- 2:34:13There
- 2:34:13was
- 2:34:14no
- 2:34:14I
- 2:34:14love
- 2:34:14you.
- 2:34:15There
- 2:34:15is
- 2:34:15no.
- 2:34:16You
- 2:34:16know
- 2:34:16what
- 2:34:16I
- 2:34:16mean?
- 2:34:17Like,
- 2:34:17it
- 2:34:17just.
- 2:34:18Whatever
- 2:34:19feelings
- 2:34:19he
- 2:34:21may
- 2:34:21have
- 2:34:21had
- 2:34:21for
- 2:34:22her
- 2:34:22in
- 2:34:22the
- 2:34:22past
- 2:34:22don't
- 2:34:23seem
- 2:34:23to
- 2:34:23be
- 2:34:24present.
- 2:34:24Like,
- 2:34:24he
- 2:34:25cares
- 2:34:25about
- 2:34:26her
- 2:34:26as,
- 2:34:27like,
- 2:34:27a
- 2:34:27friend
- 2:34:27and
- 2:34:28the
- 2:34:28mother
- 2:34:28of
- 2:34:28his
- 2:34:29child.
- 2:34:31But,
- 2:34:33yeah,
- 2:34:34I
- 2:34:34think.
- 2:34:35I
- 2:34:35think
- 2:34:35a
- 2:34:35lot
- 2:34:36of
- 2:34:36it
- 2:34:36is
- 2:34:36really
- 2:34:37shrouded
- 2:34:37in
- 2:34:37the
- 2:34:38fact
- 2:34:38that,
- 2:34:38like,
- 2:34:39this
- 2:34:39is
- 2:34:40what
- 2:34:40he
- 2:34:40thinks
- 2:34:40he
- 2:34:41should
- 2:34:41be
- 2:34:41doing.
- 2:34:42Yeah.
- 2:34:42So
- 2:34:42he
- 2:34:43thinks
- 2:34:43he
- 2:34:43should
- 2:34:44be,
- 2:34:45you
- 2:34:45know,
- 2:34:46engaging
- 2:34:47with
- 2:34:47her
- 2:34:47in
- 2:34:47a
- 2:34:49romantic
- 2:34:50and
- 2:34:51sexual
- 2:34:51way.
- 2:34:52Right.
- 2:34:53Because
- 2:34:53that
- 2:34:53is
- 2:34:54his
- 2:34:54wife.
- 2:34:55That
- 2:34:55is
- 2:34:55the
- 2:34:55mother
- 2:34:55of
- 2:34:56his
- 2:34:56child.
- 2:34:56That
- 2:34:56is
- 2:34:56what
- 2:34:57you're
- 2:34:57supposed
- 2:34:57to
- 2:34:57be
- 2:34:58doing.
- 2:34:59And
- 2:34:59I
- 2:34:59think
- 2:35:00there
- 2:35:00is
- 2:35:00emotional
- 2:35:02connection
- 2:35:02there.
- 2:35:04But
- 2:35:04he.
- 2:35:05He
- 2:35:05does.
- 2:35:06He
- 2:35:06does
- 2:35:06kind
- 2:35:06of
- 2:35:07jump
- 2:35:07into
- 2:35:07the
- 2:35:08physical
- 2:35:09intimacy
- 2:35:09because,
- 2:35:10like,
- 2:35:11you
- 2:35:11know,
- 2:35:11and
- 2:35:12he
- 2:35:12doesn't
- 2:35:12really
- 2:35:13think
- 2:35:13about
- 2:35:13it
- 2:35:13because
- 2:35:14he's
- 2:35:14just
- 2:35:14like,
- 2:35:15yes,
- 2:35:15this
- 2:35:15is
- 2:35:15what
- 2:35:16I
- 2:35:16should
- 2:35:16be
- 2:35:16doing.
- 2:35:16This
- 2:35:17is
- 2:35:17what
- 2:35:17is
- 2:35:17done
- 2:35:18kind
- 2:35:19of
- 2:35:19thing,
- 2:35:19what
- 2:35:19is
- 2:35:19expected.
- 2:35:21Because
- 2:35:22they
- 2:35:22go
- 2:35:23from,
- 2:35:23like,
- 2:35:23the
- 2:35:23hug
- 2:35:23to,
- 2:35:24like,
- 2:35:24holding
- 2:35:24the
- 2:35:25hands
- 2:35:25to,
- 2:35:25like,
- 2:35:26the
- 2:35:26forehead
- 2:35:26touch,
- 2:35:27which
- 2:35:27I
- 2:35:27think
- 2:35:27is
- 2:35:28really,
- 2:35:28like,
- 2:35:28the
- 2:35:28most
- 2:35:29intimate
- 2:35:29thing
- 2:35:31of
- 2:35:31the
- 2:35:31scene,
- 2:35:32which
- 2:35:32is
- 2:35:33not,
- 2:35:34like,
- 2:35:35super
- 2:35:35sexual.
- 2:35:35It's
- 2:35:36just
- 2:35:36like
- 2:35:36the
- 2:35:36forehead
- 2:35:36touch,
- 2:35:37like
- 2:35:38this.
- 2:35:38This
- 2:35:39connection.
- 2:35:40But
- 2:35:41then
- 2:35:41he
- 2:35:42takes
- 2:35:42it
- 2:35:43where
- 2:35:43it's
- 2:35:43supposed
- 2:35:44to
- 2:35:44be
- 2:35:45by
- 2:35:46engaging
- 2:35:46in
- 2:35:46a
- 2:35:46kiss.
- 2:35:47And
- 2:35:47then
- 2:35:48it
- 2:35:48just
- 2:35:48complicates
- 2:35:49everything
- 2:35:51because.
- 2:35:51He
- 2:35:51ignores
- 2:35:52all
- 2:35:52the
- 2:35:52signs,
- 2:35:52and
- 2:35:53he
- 2:35:53is
- 2:35:53like,
- 2:35:53well,
- 2:35:55yeah,
- 2:35:55I
- 2:35:55don't
- 2:35:55know.
- 2:35:56Maybe
- 2:35:56it'll
- 2:35:56work
- 2:35:56this
- 2:35:57time.
- 2:35:57Even
- 2:35:57though
- 2:35:57all
- 2:35:57the
- 2:35:58signs
- 2:35:58point
- 2:35:58to
- 2:35:58it
- 2:35:59not
- 2:35:59working.
- 2:35:59So.
- 2:36:00And
- 2:36:00he
- 2:36:00was
- 2:36:00not
- 2:36:00there
- 2:36:01for
- 2:36:01the
- 2:36:01don't
- 2:36:01beat
- 2:36:02a
- 2:36:02dead
- 2:36:02horse
- 2:36:03lesson.
- 2:36:03So.
- 2:36:04Yeah,
- 2:36:06I
- 2:36:07don't
- 2:36:07hate
- 2:36:08Shannon
- 2:36:09as,
- 2:36:09like,
- 2:36:09a
- 2:36:09character.
- 2:36:10I
- 2:36:10just
- 2:36:10hate.
- 2:36:11It's
- 2:36:11the
- 2:36:11same
- 2:36:11thing
- 2:36:11with
- 2:36:11Abby.
- 2:36:12Right.
- 2:36:13I
- 2:36:13just
- 2:36:13hate
- 2:36:14her
- 2:36:15for
- 2:36:15Eddie.
- 2:36:16Interesting
- 2:36:16characters,
- 2:36:17terrible
- 2:36:18people.
- 2:36:18Yeah.
- 2:36:19Interesting,
- 2:36:19complex
- 2:36:20character,
- 2:36:20Good
- 2:36:21person.
- 2:36:21Just
- 2:36:22like
- 2:36:22bad
- 2:36:22mother,
- 2:36:25bad
- 2:36:25partner.
- 2:36:28I
- 2:36:28think
- 2:36:29this
- 2:36:29is
- 2:36:29a
- 2:36:29great
- 2:36:29time
- 2:36:30to
- 2:36:30transition
- 2:36:30into
- 2:36:30slow
- 2:36:31burn.
- 2:36:31Right?
- 2:36:32Yes.
- 2:36:42So,
- 2:36:43first
- 2:36:43of
- 2:36:43all,
- 2:36:44when
- 2:36:44he's
- 2:36:45in
- 2:36:45his
- 2:36:45little.
- 2:36:45Eddie's
- 2:36:45in
- 2:36:46his
- 2:36:46little
- 2:36:46costume
- 2:36:49and
- 2:36:49he
- 2:36:49makes
- 2:36:50the
- 2:36:50reference
- 2:36:51to.
- 2:36:53I
- 2:36:53don't
- 2:36:53remember
- 2:36:53what
- 2:36:54it
- 2:36:54is,
- 2:36:54because
- 2:36:54that
- 2:36:54one
- 2:36:54doesn't
- 2:36:55matter.
- 2:36:56But
- 2:36:56Carla
- 2:36:56says,
- 2:36:57oh,
- 2:36:58yeah,
- 2:36:58I
- 2:36:59prefer
- 2:36:59Tango
- 2:36:59and
- 2:37:00Cash.
- 2:37:01This
- 2:37:01is
- 2:37:02like
- 2:37:02a
- 2:37:02buddy
- 2:37:02cop
- 2:37:03movie
- 2:37:03that
- 2:37:03is,
- 2:37:03like,
- 2:37:05highly
- 2:37:06homoerotic.
- 2:37:09I
- 2:37:09didn't,
- 2:37:09like,
- 2:37:10super
- 2:37:11delve
- 2:37:11into
- 2:37:11it,
- 2:37:11but
- 2:37:12if
- 2:37:12you
- 2:37:13just
- 2:37:13Google
- 2:37:14that
- 2:37:14and
- 2:37:15gay
- 2:37:15or
- 2:37:15queer,
- 2:37:18so
- 2:37:18much
- 2:37:18shit
- 2:37:19pops
- 2:37:19up.
- 2:37:19So
- 2:37:21I
- 2:37:21was
- 2:37:21like.
- 2:37:21I
- 2:37:21don't
- 2:37:21know
- 2:37:22if
- 2:37:22that's
- 2:37:22intentional.
- 2:37:23Incredible.
- 2:37:25I
- 2:37:25probably
- 2:37:26me.
- 2:37:27That
- 2:37:27was
- 2:37:28also
- 2:37:28John
- 2:37:28Carpenter.
- 2:37:29Was
- 2:37:29that
- 2:37:29right?
- 2:37:30Yeah,
- 2:37:31it's
- 2:37:31the
- 2:37:31same
- 2:37:31person.
- 2:37:32So
- 2:37:33there's
- 2:37:33a
- 2:37:33couple
- 2:37:33insane
- 2:37:34things
- 2:37:34that
- 2:37:34they
- 2:37:34do
- 2:37:34here.
- 2:37:36Yes.
- 2:37:37Cutting
- 2:37:37directly
- 2:37:37from
- 2:37:38the
- 2:37:38Eddie
- 2:37:38Shannon
- 2:37:39kiss,
- 2:37:39which
- 2:37:40is
- 2:37:41Eddie
- 2:37:41trying
- 2:37:42to
- 2:37:42defibrillate
- 2:37:43a
- 2:37:43relationship.
- 2:37:46Cutting
- 2:37:47to
- 2:37:47Buck
- 2:37:47on
- 2:37:47the
- 2:37:48brink
- 2:37:48of
- 2:37:48calling
- 2:37:48time
- 2:37:48of
- 2:37:49death
- 2:37:49on
- 2:37:49his
- 2:37:49and
- 2:37:49Abby's.
- 2:37:50Ooh,
- 2:37:52yeah.
- 2:37:53Just
- 2:37:54let
- 2:37:54me
- 2:37:55delve
- 2:37:55into
- 2:37:55that
- 2:37:56real
- 2:37:56quick.
- 2:37:56Yeah.
- 2:37:58So,
- 2:37:58yeah,
- 2:37:58no,
- 2:37:59I
- 2:37:59thought
- 2:37:59it
- 2:37:59was
- 2:37:59interesting
- 2:38:00that
- 2:38:00they.
- 2:38:01That
- 2:38:01this
- 2:38:01is
- 2:38:01the
- 2:38:01episode
- 2:38:02where
- 2:38:02they
- 2:38:02decide
- 2:38:02to
- 2:38:03kind
- 2:38:03of,
- 2:38:03like,
- 2:38:03mirror
- 2:38:03the
- 2:38:04two
- 2:38:04relationships
- 2:38:05that
- 2:38:05they
- 2:38:05have.
- 2:38:06Not
- 2:38:06necessarily,
- 2:38:07like,
- 2:38:07direct
- 2:38:07mirrors,
- 2:38:08but
- 2:38:08I
- 2:38:08guess
- 2:38:08they're
- 2:38:08reverse
- 2:38:09mirrors.
- 2:38:09Right.
- 2:38:10So,
- 2:38:11yeah,
- 2:38:12kind
- 2:38:12of
- 2:38:12like.
- 2:38:13Like
- 2:38:13what.
- 2:38:13What
- 2:38:14Hand
- 2:38:14said.
- 2:38:15Buck's
- 2:38:16relationship
- 2:38:17is
- 2:38:17dead.
- 2:38:19Dying.
- 2:38:21Dying
- 2:38:21to
- 2:38:21death.
- 2:38:22Door,
- 2:38:23Death
- 2:38:24Star.
- 2:38:26Meanwhile,
- 2:38:27Eddie's
- 2:38:28is,
- 2:38:28I
- 2:38:29guess,
- 2:38:30reviving.
- 2:38:31Resurfacing,
- 2:38:33maybe.
- 2:38:33Resurfacing.
- 2:38:34So
- 2:38:35while
- 2:38:35Eddie's
- 2:38:36is
- 2:38:36resurfacing
- 2:38:38with
- 2:38:39Shannon.
- 2:38:40And
- 2:38:40I
- 2:38:40think,
- 2:38:41like,
- 2:38:41there
- 2:38:41were
- 2:38:41some
- 2:38:42parallels
- 2:38:43that
- 2:38:43I
- 2:38:44kind
- 2:38:44of
- 2:38:44tried
- 2:38:45to
- 2:38:47make
- 2:38:48between
- 2:38:48Abby
- 2:38:49and
- 2:38:49Shannon,
- 2:38:51considering.
- 2:38:52But
- 2:38:52I
- 2:38:52guess.
- 2:38:53But
- 2:38:53again,
- 2:38:53they're
- 2:38:54kind
- 2:38:54of
- 2:38:54like
- 2:38:54reverse.
- 2:38:57So,
- 2:38:58like,
- 2:38:58like,
- 2:38:59the
- 2:38:59reasoning
- 2:38:59why.
- 2:39:00As
- 2:39:00to
- 2:39:00why
- 2:39:01they,
- 2:39:01like,
- 2:39:02left
- 2:39:02their.
- 2:39:02You
- 2:39:03know,
- 2:39:03like,
- 2:39:03why
- 2:39:03they
- 2:39:03left
- 2:39:04Bug
- 2:39:04or
- 2:39:04Eddie,
- 2:39:06it
- 2:39:07really
- 2:39:07is
- 2:39:07more
- 2:39:07reverse.
- 2:39:08It's
- 2:39:08not
- 2:39:08really
- 2:39:08a
- 2:39:08direct
- 2:39:08mirror,
- 2:39:09but
- 2:39:09so,
- 2:39:10like,
- 2:39:11on
- 2:39:11the
- 2:39:11one
- 2:39:11hand,
- 2:39:12still
- 2:39:12makes
- 2:39:13sense.
- 2:39:15On
- 2:39:15the
- 2:39:15one
- 2:39:15hand,
- 2:39:16like,
- 2:39:16Abby.
- 2:39:16Abby
- 2:39:17left
- 2:39:17to
- 2:39:17go
- 2:39:17basically
- 2:39:18find
- 2:39:18herself,
- 2:39:18travel.
- 2:39:19Meanwhile,
- 2:39:20Shannon
- 2:39:20left
- 2:39:21to
- 2:39:21take
- 2:39:21care
- 2:39:21of
- 2:39:21a
- 2:39:22dying
- 2:39:22mom.
- 2:39:22Because,
- 2:39:22like,
- 2:39:23I
- 2:39:23think
- 2:39:23that's
- 2:39:23one
- 2:39:23of
- 2:39:23the
- 2:39:23threads
- 2:39:24that
- 2:39:24they
- 2:39:24have
- 2:39:24in
- 2:39:24common,
- 2:39:25that
- 2:39:25their
- 2:39:25mom
- 2:39:27was
- 2:39:29brink
- 2:39:29of
- 2:39:29death,
- 2:39:30basically.
- 2:39:32Or
- 2:39:32just.
- 2:39:32Or
- 2:39:33because
- 2:39:33they
- 2:39:33both
- 2:39:34went.
- 2:39:34They
- 2:39:34both
- 2:39:35left
- 2:39:36to
- 2:39:36take
- 2:39:36care
- 2:39:37of
- 2:39:37a
- 2:39:38parent.
- 2:39:39Ooh.
- 2:39:40Ooh,
- 2:39:41that's
- 2:39:42so
- 2:39:43interesting.
- 2:39:44And
- 2:39:44then
- 2:39:44I
- 2:39:44think
- 2:39:45this
- 2:39:45kind
- 2:39:45of.
- 2:39:45This
- 2:39:45is
- 2:39:46where
- 2:39:46this
- 2:39:46whole
- 2:39:46thing
- 2:39:47starts,
- 2:39:48where.
- 2:39:48Oh,
- 2:39:48sorry,
- 2:39:49go
- 2:39:49ahead.
- 2:39:49I
- 2:39:50was
- 2:39:50just
- 2:39:50gonna
- 2:39:50say.
- 2:39:50Well,
- 2:39:50that's
- 2:39:51interesting,
- 2:39:51because
- 2:39:52it
- 2:39:52is
- 2:39:52very
- 2:39:52reverse
- 2:39:52mirror.
- 2:39:53Because
- 2:39:53Buck
- 2:39:54helped
- 2:39:55Abby
- 2:39:55take
- 2:39:55care
- 2:39:55of
- 2:39:56her
- 2:39:56mother,
- 2:39:57while
- 2:39:57Eddie
- 2:39:58didn't
- 2:39:59refuse
- 2:40:00to
- 2:40:00go.
- 2:40:00Yeah.
- 2:40:01Ooh,
- 2:40:02yeah.
- 2:40:04And
- 2:40:05then
- 2:40:05Buck
- 2:40:05got
- 2:40:05left,
- 2:40:07even
- 2:40:07though
- 2:40:07he
- 2:40:07did
- 2:40:07that.
- 2:40:08Yeah.
- 2:40:09Like,
- 2:40:09the
- 2:40:09result
- 2:40:09was
- 2:40:10the
- 2:40:10same.
- 2:40:11Yeah.
- 2:40:13And
- 2:40:13then
- 2:40:13there's,
- 2:40:13like,
- 2:40:14this
- 2:40:14whole
- 2:40:14thing.
- 2:40:14This
- 2:40:14other
- 2:40:15thing.
- 2:40:15I
- 2:40:15guess
- 2:40:15this
- 2:40:15is
- 2:40:15where
- 2:40:15they
- 2:40:16do
- 2:40:16mirror.
- 2:40:17Even
- 2:40:18though
- 2:40:18they.
- 2:40:18Abby
- 2:40:19and
- 2:40:19Shannon
- 2:40:20both
- 2:40:20left,
- 2:40:20Buck
- 2:40:21and
- 2:40:21Eddie,
- 2:40:22they
- 2:40:23never.
- 2:40:24They
- 2:40:25never
- 2:40:25came
- 2:40:25back.
- 2:40:26They
- 2:40:26both
- 2:40:26had
- 2:40:26hope
- 2:40:27that
- 2:40:27they
- 2:40:27were
- 2:40:27going
- 2:40:27to
- 2:40:28come
- 2:40:28back.
- 2:40:29Yeah.
- 2:40:29But
- 2:40:30that
- 2:40:31clearly
- 2:40:33didn't
- 2:40:33happen.
- 2:40:34Although
- 2:40:34Shannon
- 2:40:34is
- 2:40:35back
- 2:40:35because
- 2:40:35of
- 2:40:35a
- 2:40:35reason.
- 2:40:36Because
- 2:40:37Eddie
- 2:40:37needed
- 2:40:37her
- 2:40:38to,
- 2:40:39like,
- 2:40:40board
- 2:40:40the
- 2:40:40school.
- 2:40:40Like,
- 2:40:41Eddie
- 2:40:41needed
- 2:40:41her
- 2:40:42to
- 2:40:42come
- 2:40:42back.
- 2:40:43It
- 2:40:43wasn't
- 2:40:43his
- 2:40:44choice.
- 2:40:45Mm.
- 2:40:46Oh,
- 2:40:46right.
- 2:40:47And
- 2:40:47then
- 2:40:47I
- 2:40:47was
- 2:40:47gonna
- 2:40:47say,
- 2:40:48like,
- 2:40:48even
- 2:40:48though
- 2:40:48this
- 2:40:48probably
- 2:40:48doesn't.
- 2:40:49This.
- 2:40:49This
- 2:40:49is
- 2:40:49probably
- 2:40:50gonna
- 2:40:50happen
- 2:40:50in
- 2:40:50the
- 2:40:50next
- 2:40:50episode.
- 2:40:51I
- 2:40:51feel
- 2:40:51like
- 2:40:51this
- 2:40:51is
- 2:40:52where
- 2:40:52that
- 2:40:52whole
- 2:40:53thing
- 2:40:53that
- 2:40:54Buck
- 2:40:54and
- 2:40:54Eddie
- 2:40:54do
- 2:40:55when
- 2:40:55they
- 2:40:55get
- 2:40:55into
- 2:40:55relationships.
- 2:40:56Like,
- 2:40:57one
- 2:40:57gets
- 2:40:58in
- 2:40:58a
- 2:40:58relationship,
- 2:40:58then
- 2:40:58the
- 2:40:59other
- 2:40:59needs
- 2:41:00to
- 2:41:00get
- 2:41:00into
- 2:41:00a
- 2:41:00relationship.
- 2:41:01I
- 2:41:01think
- 2:41:01this
- 2:41:01is
- 2:41:01where
- 2:41:02it's
- 2:41:02starting
- 2:41:03to
- 2:41:03start,
- 2:41:05because
- 2:41:05I
- 2:41:05think
- 2:41:05the
- 2:41:06next
- 2:41:06episode,
- 2:41:06that's
- 2:41:06where
- 2:41:07he
- 2:41:07gets.
- 2:41:07Well,
- 2:41:08he
- 2:41:08starts
- 2:41:09seeing
- 2:41:09Taylor,
- 2:41:09and
- 2:41:10I
- 2:41:10think
- 2:41:10at
- 2:41:10the
- 2:41:10end,
- 2:41:10he
- 2:41:11sees
- 2:41:11Ali.
- 2:41:12Sorry,
- 2:41:13Abby.
- 2:41:13Ali.
- 2:41:16I
- 2:41:17know.
- 2:41:17I
- 2:41:17think,
- 2:41:18like.
- 2:41:18I
- 2:41:18think
- 2:41:19you're
- 2:41:19right.
- 2:41:19Like,
- 2:41:19that
- 2:41:19is
- 2:41:20kind
- 2:41:20of
- 2:41:20where
- 2:41:21it's.
- 2:41:21It's
- 2:41:22this
- 2:41:22inverse
- 2:41:23relationship,
- 2:41:24right,
- 2:41:24where
- 2:41:24they're
- 2:41:25on,
- 2:41:25like,
- 2:41:25opposite
- 2:41:25arcs.
- 2:41:26They
- 2:41:27do
- 2:41:27this
- 2:41:27thing
- 2:41:27where
- 2:41:28it's
- 2:41:28like.
- 2:41:29And
- 2:41:29then
- 2:41:30they
- 2:41:30break
- 2:41:30up,
- 2:41:30and
- 2:41:31then
- 2:41:31they,
- 2:41:31like,
- 2:41:31it's
- 2:41:32like
- 2:41:32a.
- 2:41:32And
- 2:41:32then
- 2:41:33they
- 2:41:33do
- 2:41:33it
- 2:41:33again
- 2:41:33and
- 2:41:34it's.
- 2:41:35Yeah,
- 2:41:36that
- 2:41:37probably
- 2:41:38no
- 2:41:38one
- 2:41:38can
- 2:41:38see
- 2:41:38that
- 2:41:38if
- 2:41:39you're
- 2:41:39listening
- 2:41:39to
- 2:41:39this.
- 2:41:43I
- 2:41:43don't
- 2:41:43know
- 2:41:43what
- 2:41:43to
- 2:41:44call
- 2:41:44that.
- 2:41:45Something
- 2:41:45about
- 2:41:45trains.
- 2:41:46Anyway.
- 2:41:52I'm
- 2:41:53dead.
- 2:41:54I
- 2:41:54feel
- 2:41:54like
- 2:41:54there
- 2:41:54was
- 2:41:55another
- 2:41:55parallel
- 2:41:55that
- 2:41:55I
- 2:41:56just
- 2:41:56thought
- 2:41:56of,
- 2:41:56but
- 2:41:56it's
- 2:41:56gone
- 2:41:57now.
- 2:41:57But
- 2:41:58anyway,
- 2:41:58I
- 2:41:59figured
- 2:41:59I
- 2:42:00have
- 2:42:00some
- 2:42:00parallels,
- 2:42:02Shannon
- 2:42:02and
- 2:42:02Buck.
- 2:42:04I
- 2:42:04think
- 2:42:04you
- 2:42:04have
- 2:42:05one
- 2:42:05of
- 2:42:05mine.
- 2:42:06Oh,
- 2:42:06yes.
- 2:42:06I
- 2:42:06want
- 2:42:06to
- 2:42:07hear.
- 2:42:07So
- 2:42:08I
- 2:42:09don't
- 2:42:09know
- 2:42:09the
- 2:42:09obvious
- 2:42:10ones.
- 2:42:11So
- 2:42:11when
- 2:42:12he
- 2:42:12asks,
- 2:42:13what
- 2:42:13did
- 2:42:13you
- 2:42:13need
- 2:42:13that
- 2:42:14I
- 2:42:14didn't
- 2:42:14give
- 2:42:14you?
- 2:42:14And
- 2:42:15she
- 2:42:15says,
- 2:42:15you
- 2:42:16a
- 2:42:17partner,
- 2:42:17A
- 2:42:17co
- 2:42:18parent.
- 2:42:19Hmm.
- 2:42:20Who
- 2:42:20does
- 2:42:20that
- 2:42:21sound
- 2:42:21like?
- 2:42:23Does
- 2:42:23that
- 2:42:24sound
- 2:42:24like
- 2:42:24he
- 2:42:24does
- 2:42:25that
- 2:42:25for
- 2:42:26Buck
- 2:42:26and
- 2:42:26Buck,
- 2:42:27Is
- 2:42:27that
- 2:42:27for
- 2:42:27him?
- 2:42:28Interesting.
- 2:42:30I
- 2:42:30don't
- 2:42:30know.
- 2:42:31And
- 2:42:31then
- 2:42:31a
- 2:42:32very
- 2:42:32specific
- 2:42:33wording
- 2:42:33choice.
- 2:42:34She
- 2:42:35says,
- 2:42:35I
- 2:42:35needed
- 2:42:35someone
- 2:42:36to
- 2:42:36have
- 2:42:36my
- 2:42:36back.
- 2:42:38And
- 2:42:38he
- 2:42:38said,
- 2:42:38I
- 2:42:38always
- 2:42:39did.
- 2:42:39And
- 2:42:39she
- 2:42:39said,
- 2:42:40no,
- 2:42:40because
- 2:42:41you
- 2:42:41were,
- 2:42:41you
- 2:42:41know,
- 2:42:41in
- 2:42:41a
- 2:42:42different
- 2:42:42country,
- 2:42:43and
- 2:42:43we
- 2:42:44have
- 2:42:44the.
- 2:42:45Your
- 2:42:45badass
- 2:42:45under
- 2:42:46pressure.
- 2:42:46You
- 2:42:46can
- 2:42:46have
- 2:42:46my
- 2:42:47back
- 2:42:47any
- 2:42:47day.
- 2:42:47Or
- 2:42:49you
- 2:42:49could
- 2:42:49have
- 2:42:49mine.
- 2:42:50Like,
- 2:42:51these
- 2:42:51are
- 2:42:52so
- 2:42:53intentional,
- 2:42:54if
- 2:42:54not.
- 2:42:54Intentional,
- 2:42:56how,
- 2:42:56if
- 2:42:57not
- 2:42:57gay,
- 2:42:57why
- 2:42:58so.
- 2:42:58Gay,
- 2:43:00if
- 2:43:00not
- 2:43:01intentional,
- 2:43:01why?
- 2:43:02Direct
- 2:43:02parallel.
- 2:43:03Yeah,
- 2:43:04that's
- 2:43:05so
- 2:43:05direct,
- 2:43:06like,
- 2:43:06word
- 2:43:06for
- 2:43:07word.
- 2:43:08Because
- 2:43:09that
- 2:43:09was,
- 2:43:09like,
- 2:43:10the
- 2:43:10climax
- 2:43:10of
- 2:43:11that
- 2:43:11argument,
- 2:43:11right?
- 2:43:12Yeah.
- 2:43:13So
- 2:43:13that
- 2:43:14is.
- 2:43:14Those
- 2:43:15are
- 2:43:15the
- 2:43:15words
- 2:43:15that
- 2:43:15you've
- 2:43:16got
- 2:43:16to
- 2:43:16pay
- 2:43:16the
- 2:43:16most
- 2:43:17attention
- 2:43:17to.
- 2:43:18And
- 2:43:18it's
- 2:43:19just
- 2:43:19so
- 2:43:20wild
- 2:43:21that,
- 2:43:21like,
- 2:43:21from
- 2:43:22the
- 2:43:22beginning,
- 2:43:23like,
- 2:43:24you
- 2:43:24know,
- 2:43:25Buck
- 2:43:25and
- 2:43:26Eddie
- 2:43:27have
- 2:43:28been
- 2:43:28having
- 2:43:28each
- 2:43:28other's
- 2:43:29backs,
- 2:43:29you
- 2:43:29know,
- 2:43:30once
- 2:43:30they
- 2:43:30got
- 2:43:30over,
- 2:43:32you
- 2:43:32know,
- 2:43:32Buck's
- 2:43:32little,
- 2:43:33like,
- 2:43:33hump
- 2:43:33of
- 2:43:35all
- 2:43:35of
- 2:43:35that.
- 2:43:36And,
- 2:43:36like,
- 2:43:37you
- 2:43:37also.
- 2:43:38You
- 2:43:39also
- 2:43:39see
- 2:43:39it
- 2:43:40in
- 2:43:40this
- 2:43:40episode,
- 2:43:41too.
- 2:43:41Like
- 2:43:41on
- 2:43:41the.
- 2:43:42When
- 2:43:43they're
- 2:43:43rappelling
- 2:43:44down
- 2:43:44the
- 2:43:44cliff.
- 2:43:46Eddie
- 2:43:47watches
- 2:43:47Buck,
- 2:43:47Buck
- 2:43:48goes
- 2:43:48first
- 2:43:49to
- 2:43:49go
- 2:43:50down
- 2:43:50and
- 2:43:50kind
- 2:43:50of,
- 2:43:50like,
- 2:43:50figure
- 2:43:51out
- 2:43:51the
- 2:43:51trail.
- 2:43:52So
- 2:43:53not
- 2:43:54only
- 2:43:54is.
- 2:43:56Does
- 2:43:56Eddie,
- 2:43:56like,
- 2:43:57have
- 2:43:57his
- 2:43:57back
- 2:43:57to
- 2:43:58Buck,
- 2:43:59Buck
- 2:43:59is
- 2:44:00literally
- 2:44:00watching
- 2:44:01his
- 2:44:01back
- 2:44:02and
- 2:44:03guiding
- 2:44:03him,
- 2:44:04and
- 2:44:04he
- 2:44:04even,
- 2:44:05like.
- 2:44:05Coaches
- 2:44:05him
- 2:44:06through
- 2:44:06it.
- 2:44:06Yeah,
- 2:44:06yeah.
- 2:44:07He's
- 2:44:07guiding
- 2:44:07him
- 2:44:08to,
- 2:44:08like,
- 2:44:08where
- 2:44:08they
- 2:44:09need
- 2:44:09to
- 2:44:09Go.
- 2:44:10Yeah.
- 2:44:10So
- 2:44:11it's.
- 2:44:11It's
- 2:44:12the
- 2:44:13I'll
- 2:44:13have
- 2:44:14your
- 2:44:14back
- 2:44:15from
- 2:44:15the
- 2:44:15first
- 2:44:16episode
- 2:44:16of
- 2:44:16the
- 2:44:16season
- 2:44:17coming
- 2:44:17to
- 2:44:18fruition
- 2:44:18in
- 2:44:18a
- 2:44:18way
- 2:44:18that
- 2:44:19you
- 2:44:19can
- 2:44:19see
- 2:44:19it
- 2:44:21to
- 2:44:22Shannon
- 2:44:22being
- 2:44:22like,
- 2:44:23you
- 2:44:23never
- 2:44:23had
- 2:44:24my
- 2:44:24back.
- 2:44:24Well,
- 2:44:26whose
- 2:44:27back
- 2:44:27does
- 2:44:27he
- 2:44:27have?
- 2:44:28Who
- 2:44:28has
- 2:44:29his
- 2:44:29back
- 2:44:29in
- 2:44:29return?
- 2:44:31And
- 2:44:31it's
- 2:44:31so,
- 2:44:32like,
- 2:44:32interesting
- 2:44:33that
- 2:44:33in
- 2:44:33an
- 2:44:34episode
- 2:44:34where
- 2:44:34they
- 2:44:34don't
- 2:44:35have
- 2:44:35a
- 2:44:35lot
- 2:44:36of
- 2:44:36scenes
- 2:44:36together
- 2:44:37or
- 2:44:37dialogue
- 2:44:38at.
- 2:44:38All,
- 2:44:39they're
- 2:44:39paired
- 2:44:39off
- 2:44:40the
- 2:44:40entire
- 2:44:40time.
- 2:44:41Mm.
- 2:44:42Cause
- 2:44:42Bobby's
- 2:44:43like,
- 2:44:43buck
- 2:44:43and
- 2:44:43Eddie
- 2:44:44go
- 2:44:44and
- 2:44:44do
- 2:44:44this.
- 2:44:44Buck
- 2:44:45and
- 2:44:45Eddie
- 2:44:45go
- 2:44:45and
- 2:44:46do
- 2:44:46that.
- 2:44:46That
- 2:44:47Cause
- 2:44:47work.
- 2:44:48But
- 2:44:48also
- 2:44:48the
- 2:44:49parallels
- 2:44:49that
- 2:44:49are
- 2:44:49paralleling
- 2:44:51already
- 2:44:51in
- 2:44:51the
- 2:44:52personal
- 2:44:52lives.
- 2:44:52Coming
- 2:44:53up
- 2:44:53in
- 2:44:53an
- 2:44:54argument
- 2:44:54with
- 2:44:54his
- 2:44:54wife,
- 2:44:55like,
- 2:44:56unreal.
- 2:44:57Like,
- 2:44:58from.
- 2:44:58From
- 2:44:59the
- 2:44:59get
- 2:44:59go.
- 2:45:00He's
- 2:45:00already
- 2:45:01solving.
- 2:45:02Or
- 2:45:03he
- 2:45:03already
- 2:45:04has,
- 2:45:04like,
- 2:45:05alternatives
- 2:45:06that
- 2:45:07have
- 2:45:07solved
- 2:45:08his
- 2:45:08relationship
- 2:45:09issues
- 2:45:10with
- 2:45:11Shannon.
- 2:45:11And
- 2:45:12he.
- 2:45:12And
- 2:45:12he
- 2:45:13has
- 2:45:14that
- 2:45:14with
- 2:45:15Buck,
- 2:45:16like,
- 2:45:16from
- 2:45:17the
- 2:45:17get
- 2:45:17go.
- 2:45:18Like,
- 2:45:18it's
- 2:45:19so.
- 2:45:20It
- 2:45:20feels
- 2:45:20deliberate.
- 2:45:22It
- 2:45:22feels
- 2:45:23deliberate,
- 2:45:24right?
- 2:45:24Not
- 2:45:25deliberate.
- 2:45:25Why
- 2:45:27so
- 2:45:27deliberate?
- 2:45:29I
- 2:45:29don't
- 2:45:29know
- 2:45:29what
- 2:45:30else
- 2:45:30to
- 2:45:30say,
- 2:45:30man.
- 2:45:31I
- 2:45:31mean,
- 2:45:31it
- 2:45:32just,
- 2:45:32like,
- 2:45:33this
- 2:45:33is
- 2:45:33one
- 2:45:33of
- 2:45:34those
- 2:45:34kind
- 2:45:34of
- 2:45:35pieces
- 2:45:35of,
- 2:45:36like,
- 2:45:37parallels
- 2:45:37or
- 2:45:37pieces
- 2:45:38of
- 2:45:38evidence
- 2:45:38or
- 2:45:39whatever
- 2:45:39that
- 2:45:39is
- 2:45:40that
- 2:45:40is
- 2:45:40so,
- 2:45:42like,
- 2:45:42textually
- 2:45:44damning,
- 2:45:45damning,
- 2:45:45and
- 2:45:46like,
- 2:45:46in
- 2:45:46the
- 2:45:47forefront
- 2:45:48that
- 2:45:48it's
- 2:45:49so
- 2:45:49hard
- 2:45:49to
- 2:45:50just
- 2:45:50kind
- 2:45:50of,
- 2:45:50like,
- 2:45:51dismiss
- 2:45:52it.
- 2:45:52How
- 2:45:53do
- 2:45:53you
- 2:45:53write
- 2:45:53that
- 2:45:53off?
- 2:45:54Exactly?
- 2:45:55You
- 2:45:55can't.
- 2:45:56How
- 2:45:56do
- 2:45:56you
- 2:45:56write
- 2:45:56that
- 2:45:56off
- 2:45:56when
- 2:45:57his
- 2:45:57part.
- 2:45:58His
- 2:45:58wife
- 2:45:59is
- 2:46:00saying
- 2:46:00that's
- 2:46:00what
- 2:46:00she
- 2:46:01needed
- 2:46:01and
- 2:46:01that's
- 2:46:01exactly
- 2:46:02what
- 2:46:02he's
- 2:46:02doing
- 2:46:03for
- 2:46:04his
- 2:46:04new
- 2:46:04friend
- 2:46:04Buck.
- 2:46:05Like,
- 2:46:05yeah,
- 2:46:06like,
- 2:46:07it's
- 2:46:07so.
- 2:46:08And.
- 2:46:09And
- 2:46:09also,
- 2:46:09just
- 2:46:10like,
- 2:46:11we.
- 2:46:11I
- 2:46:12don't
- 2:46:12think
- 2:46:12we
- 2:46:12even
- 2:46:13knew
- 2:46:13that,
- 2:46:13like,
- 2:46:15Eddie
- 2:46:16had
- 2:46:16a.
- 2:46:17Like
- 2:46:17was
- 2:46:18married
- 2:46:19until
- 2:46:20he
- 2:46:20drops
- 2:46:21this
- 2:46:21news
- 2:46:21on
- 2:46:21Carla.
- 2:46:22Like,
- 2:46:22we
- 2:46:22knew
- 2:46:23that
- 2:46:23he
- 2:46:23had
- 2:46:23an
- 2:46:23ex,
- 2:46:24but
- 2:46:24not.
- 2:46:25Not
- 2:46:25that
- 2:46:25he
- 2:46:25had
- 2:46:26a
- 2:46:26wife.
- 2:46:26And
- 2:46:27not
- 2:46:27even
- 2:46:27the
- 2:46:27fact
- 2:46:27that
- 2:46:28he
- 2:46:28was
- 2:46:28still
- 2:46:29married.
- 2:46:29Like,
- 2:46:29that
- 2:46:30is
- 2:46:30a
- 2:46:30big
- 2:46:30bomb
- 2:46:31to
- 2:46:31drop
- 2:46:32or
- 2:46:32grenade,
- 2:46:32rather.
- 2:46:34No,
- 2:46:34because
- 2:46:35all
- 2:46:35he
- 2:46:35ever
- 2:46:35said
- 2:46:35was,
- 2:46:36she's
- 2:46:36not
- 2:46:36in
- 2:46:36the
- 2:46:37picture.
- 2:46:37Which
- 2:46:37is.
- 2:46:38Yeah.
- 2:46:39The
- 2:46:39vaguest
- 2:46:40non.
- 2:46:40Answer.
- 2:46:42And
- 2:46:42it's
- 2:46:42because.
- 2:46:43It's
- 2:46:43because
- 2:46:44a
- 2:46:44lot
- 2:46:44of
- 2:46:44that
- 2:46:45those
- 2:46:45feelings
- 2:46:46of
- 2:46:46shame
- 2:46:47are
- 2:46:47up.
- 2:46:47But
- 2:46:47it's
- 2:46:47just
- 2:46:48like
- 2:46:48the.
- 2:46:50Just
- 2:46:50one
- 2:46:50of
- 2:46:50the
- 2:46:50biggest
- 2:46:51pieces
- 2:46:51of,
- 2:46:53like,
- 2:46:55you
- 2:46:55didn't
- 2:46:55have
- 2:46:55my
- 2:46:56back.
- 2:46:57You
- 2:46:58can
- 2:46:58have
- 2:46:58my
- 2:46:58back
- 2:46:58any
- 2:46:59day.
- 2:46:59What
- 2:47:00do
- 2:47:00you
- 2:47:00make
- 2:47:00of
- 2:47:00that?
- 2:47:01If
- 2:47:01not
- 2:47:02endgame
- 2:47:03and
- 2:47:03we're
- 2:47:04not
- 2:47:04there
- 2:47:04yet.
- 2:47:04But,
- 2:47:05like,
- 2:47:05the.
- 2:47:05What
- 2:47:06is
- 2:47:06a
- 2:47:06partner
- 2:47:07for.
- 2:47:07I
- 2:47:07know
- 2:47:07we're
- 2:47:07gonna
- 2:47:07fuck,
- 2:47:08actually,
- 2:47:08but
- 2:47:08I'm
- 2:47:08talking
- 2:47:09about
- 2:47:09the.
- 2:47:09Yeah.
- 2:47:10Oh,
- 2:47:11yeah.
- 2:47:11Is
- 2:47:11that
- 2:47:11a
- 2:47:11Ravi.
- 2:47:12Yeah,
- 2:47:13it's
- 2:47:13the
- 2:47:13Ravi
- 2:47:14quote
- 2:47:14about,
- 2:47:15like,
- 2:47:15you
- 2:47:15know
- 2:47:16what.
- 2:47:16What
- 2:47:16is
- 2:47:16a
- 2:47:17partner
- 2:47:17supposed
- 2:47:17to
- 2:47:17be
- 2:47:17for?
- 2:47:18They're
- 2:47:18supposed
- 2:47:18to,
- 2:47:18like,
- 2:47:19be
- 2:47:19there
- 2:47:19and
- 2:47:20see
- 2:47:20you
- 2:47:21on
- 2:47:21your
- 2:47:21worst
- 2:47:21days
- 2:47:22and
- 2:47:22still
- 2:47:22choose
- 2:47:22to
- 2:47:23be
- 2:47:23there.
- 2:47:23Mm.
- 2:47:24That
- 2:47:25is
- 2:47:25absolutely
- 2:47:26not
- 2:47:26what
- 2:47:26Eddie
- 2:47:27or
- 2:47:27Shannon
- 2:47:28were
- 2:47:28for
- 2:47:28each
- 2:47:28other.
- 2:47:29Like,
- 2:47:30just
- 2:47:30putting.
- 2:47:31Neither
- 2:47:31of
- 2:47:31them
- 2:47:32chose
- 2:47:32each
- 2:47:32other.
- 2:47:33Exactly.
- 2:47:34But
- 2:47:34who
- 2:47:34chooses
- 2:47:35each
- 2:47:35other
- 2:47:35every
- 2:47:36time?
- 2:47:37Fucking
- 2:47:37Eddie.
- 2:47:39Fucking
- 2:47:39Eddie.
- 2:47:40B,
- 2:47:41A,
- 2:47:41E.
- 2:47:44Hold
- 2:47:44on,
- 2:47:44I
- 2:47:44need
- 2:47:44to.
- 2:47:45I
- 2:47:45need
- 2:47:45to
- 2:47:45say
- 2:47:45this
- 2:47:45correctly.
- 2:47:46B,
- 2:47:47F,
- 2:47:47F,
- 2:47:47F,
- 2:47:48F,
- 2:47:49A,
- 2:47:49E,
- 2:47:50N,
- 2:47:51T,
- 2:47:51B,
- 2:47:52N,
- 2:47:53M,
- 2:47:53W.
- 2:47:55I
- 2:47:55did
- 2:47:55it
- 2:47:57read
- 2:47:58ice
- 2:47:58cream
- 2:47:58before
- 2:47:58dinner.
- 2:47:59It's
- 2:48:00so
- 2:48:00good.
- 2:48:01And
- 2:48:01then.
- 2:48:01Thank
- 2:48:01us.
- 2:48:02I
- 2:48:02did
- 2:48:03have
- 2:48:04one
- 2:48:05more
- 2:48:05parallel.
- 2:48:06And
- 2:48:06then
- 2:48:06I'm
- 2:48:07done
- 2:48:07with
- 2:48:07my
- 2:48:07stuff.
- 2:48:08When
- 2:48:09Shannon
- 2:48:10is
- 2:48:10talking
- 2:48:11to
- 2:48:11Eddie
- 2:48:11and
- 2:48:11she's.
- 2:48:12She
- 2:48:13was
- 2:48:14lamenting
- 2:48:15over,
- 2:48:16you
- 2:48:16know,
- 2:48:17being
- 2:48:17alone
- 2:48:17and
- 2:48:17being
- 2:48:18pregnant
- 2:48:18and.
- 2:48:19Or
- 2:48:19having
- 2:48:20a
- 2:48:20baby
- 2:48:21and
- 2:48:22Chris's
- 2:48:22CP
- 2:48:23and
- 2:48:23not
- 2:48:23knowing
- 2:48:23how
- 2:48:23to.
- 2:48:24How
- 2:48:24to
- 2:48:24deal
- 2:48:24with
- 2:48:24it,
- 2:48:25and
- 2:48:25she
- 2:48:25was
- 2:48:26saying
- 2:48:26that
- 2:48:26she,
- 2:48:27you
- 2:48:27know,
- 2:48:28essentially,
- 2:48:28like,
- 2:48:28overcompensated
- 2:48:30by
- 2:48:30diving
- 2:48:30into
- 2:48:31finding
- 2:48:31treatments
- 2:48:32and
- 2:48:32therapies,
- 2:48:33and
- 2:48:33it
- 2:48:33was
- 2:48:33so,
- 2:48:33like,
- 2:48:34overwhelming.
- 2:48:37Who
- 2:48:37else
- 2:48:37also
- 2:48:38does,
- 2:48:39like,
- 2:48:40dives
- 2:48:40headfirst
- 2:48:41into
- 2:48:42research
- 2:48:43a
- 2:48:44lot?
- 2:48:44When.
- 2:48:46When
- 2:48:47was
- 2:48:47deep
- 2:48:47diving
- 2:48:48into
- 2:48:48all
- 2:48:48of
- 2:48:48that
- 2:48:49bureaucratic
- 2:48:49red
- 2:48:49tape
- 2:48:50to
- 2:48:50try
- 2:48:50to
- 2:48:50help
- 2:48:51Eddie
- 2:48:52find,
- 2:48:52like,
- 2:48:53solutions
- 2:48:53for
- 2:48:54Christopher
- 2:48:54before
- 2:48:55he
- 2:48:55got
- 2:48:55in
- 2:48:55touch
- 2:48:55with
- 2:48:55Carla.
- 2:48:56I'm
- 2:48:56just
- 2:48:57saying
- 2:48:57Eddie
- 2:48:58has
- 2:48:58a
- 2:48:58type.
- 2:49:01Like,
- 2:49:01like
- 2:49:01the.
- 2:49:02The
- 2:49:02way
- 2:49:02that
- 2:49:03they
- 2:49:03both
- 2:49:03kind
- 2:49:03of,
- 2:49:03like,
- 2:49:04tried
- 2:49:04to
- 2:49:05solve
- 2:49:06their
- 2:49:07problems
- 2:49:07by
- 2:49:08info
- 2:49:09dumping
- 2:49:10or,
- 2:49:10like,
- 2:49:10infogr,
- 2:49:11like,
- 2:49:11gathering
- 2:49:12and
- 2:49:12stuff
- 2:49:12like
- 2:49:12that.
- 2:49:13Yeah.
- 2:49:13We
- 2:49:13know
- 2:49:13he's
- 2:49:14a
- 2:49:14yapper.
- 2:49:14Sexual.
- 2:49:15Yeah.
- 2:49:18I
- 2:49:18just
- 2:49:18thought
- 2:49:18that
- 2:49:18was
- 2:49:19an
- 2:49:19interesting
- 2:49:19parallel
- 2:49:19as
- 2:49:20well,
- 2:49:20because
- 2:49:20we
- 2:49:20also,
- 2:49:21like,
- 2:49:21we
- 2:49:22see
- 2:49:23where.
- 2:49:23Whereas
- 2:49:24Shannon
- 2:49:24said
- 2:49:25that
- 2:49:25she
- 2:49:25just
- 2:49:25got
- 2:49:26so
- 2:49:26overwhelmed
- 2:49:27and
- 2:49:27she
- 2:49:27needed
- 2:49:27a
- 2:49:27break,
- 2:49:29Buck
- 2:49:30kind
- 2:49:30of
- 2:49:31followed
- 2:49:32through
- 2:49:32with
- 2:49:32that.
- 2:49:33Right.
- 2:49:33Because
- 2:49:34he.
- 2:49:34That's
- 2:49:34how
- 2:49:34he
- 2:49:35got
- 2:49:35Eddie
- 2:49:36in
- 2:49:36touch
- 2:49:36with
- 2:49:37Carla.
- 2:49:38So
- 2:49:38there's
- 2:49:38also
- 2:49:39a
- 2:49:39little,
- 2:49:40you
- 2:49:40know,
- 2:49:41where
- 2:49:42Shannon
- 2:49:43and
- 2:49:43Eddie
- 2:49:43didn't
- 2:49:44have
- 2:49:44each
- 2:49:44other's
- 2:49:44back.
- 2:49:45Another
- 2:49:46reason
- 2:49:47how
- 2:49:48fucking
- 2:49:49he
- 2:49:49did.
- 2:49:50Well,
- 2:49:50not
- 2:49:51to
- 2:49:51jump
- 2:49:51ahead,
- 2:49:51but
- 2:49:51then
- 2:49:52there's
- 2:49:52like,
- 2:49:53the
- 2:49:53time
- 2:49:53that
- 2:49:54Eddie
- 2:49:54is
- 2:49:55really
- 2:49:55depressed
- 2:49:55because
- 2:49:56he
- 2:49:56told
- 2:49:56his
- 2:49:56son
- 2:49:57that
- 2:49:57he
- 2:49:57could
- 2:49:58do
- 2:49:58anything
- 2:49:58and
- 2:49:58then
- 2:49:58realized
- 2:49:59that
- 2:49:59he
- 2:49:59can't
- 2:49:59do
- 2:49:59anything
- 2:50:00because
- 2:50:00he
- 2:50:01hurt
- 2:50:01himself
- 2:50:01on
- 2:50:01a
- 2:50:01skateboard.
- 2:50:02And
- 2:50:02Buck
- 2:50:03just
- 2:50:03goes,
- 2:50:05I
- 2:50:05can
- 2:50:06fix
- 2:50:06that,
- 2:50:06and
- 2:50:06does
- 2:50:07it
- 2:50:07without
- 2:50:07being
- 2:50:07asked.
- 2:50:08Yep.
- 2:50:09He
- 2:50:09is
- 2:50:09the
- 2:50:09dad
- 2:50:10that
- 2:50:10stepped
- 2:50:10up.
- 2:50:13Yeah.
- 2:50:13So
- 2:50:13instead
- 2:50:14of,
- 2:50:14like,
- 2:50:14looking
- 2:50:15and
- 2:50:15I'm
- 2:50:15not
- 2:50:15trying
- 2:50:15to,
- 2:50:16like,
- 2:50:16vilify
- 2:50:16Shannon.
- 2:50:17No,
- 2:50:17I
- 2:50:17really
- 2:50:18am
- 2:50:18not.
- 2:50:18I'm
- 2:50:18trying
- 2:50:18to
- 2:50:19be.
- 2:50:20You
- 2:50:20know,
- 2:50:20there's
- 2:50:21a
- 2:50:21lot
- 2:50:21of
- 2:50:21empathy
- 2:50:22that
- 2:50:22can
- 2:50:22be
- 2:50:22had
- 2:50:22there,
- 2:50:22of
- 2:50:23course,
- 2:50:23but.
- 2:50:24But
- 2:50:24it's
- 2:50:24just
- 2:50:24the
- 2:50:24way
- 2:50:24that
- 2:50:25she
- 2:50:25talks
- 2:50:26about
- 2:50:26his
- 2:50:27CP
- 2:50:28is.
- 2:50:29It
- 2:50:29makes
- 2:50:29me
- 2:50:30really
- 2:50:30angry.
- 2:50:31And
- 2:50:31I
- 2:50:31don't
- 2:50:31think
- 2:50:31that
- 2:50:31she
- 2:50:31doesn't
- 2:50:32love
- 2:50:32her
- 2:50:32kid,
- 2:50:32but
- 2:50:33it's
- 2:50:33like
- 2:50:34it's
- 2:50:34like,
- 2:50:35oh,
- 2:50:35yeah,
- 2:50:35it's
- 2:50:36like
- 2:50:36when
- 2:50:36Eddie
- 2:50:36went,
- 2:50:37like,
- 2:50:37I
- 2:50:38don't
- 2:50:38want
- 2:50:38him
- 2:50:38to
- 2:50:38be
- 2:50:39treated
- 2:50:39differently.
- 2:50:40Like,
- 2:50:40I
- 2:50:40don't
- 2:50:40want
- 2:50:40him
- 2:50:40to
- 2:50:40be
- 2:50:40treated
- 2:50:41like
- 2:50:41he's
- 2:50:41some
- 2:50:42special
- 2:50:43case,
- 2:50:44just
- 2:50:44a
- 2:50:45special
- 2:50:45case
- 2:50:46of
- 2:50:47special
- 2:50:47needs.
- 2:50:48And
- 2:50:48that's
- 2:50:49how
- 2:50:49Shannon
- 2:50:50treats
- 2:50:50him
- 2:50:51a
- 2:50:51little
- 2:50:52bit.
- 2:50:52And
- 2:50:53Eddie's
- 2:50:54parents.
- 2:50:55Well,
- 2:50:55yeah,
- 2:50:56well,
- 2:50:56yeah,
- 2:50:57I,
- 2:50:58I
- 2:50:58think,
- 2:50:58I
- 2:50:58think
- 2:50:58there's
- 2:50:59also
- 2:50:59something
- 2:50:59to
- 2:51:00be
- 2:51:00said
- 2:51:00of
- 2:51:00like
- 2:51:01how
- 2:51:01Eddie,
- 2:51:02like
- 2:51:03never
- 2:51:04prioritizes
- 2:51:04himself.
- 2:51:06It's
- 2:51:06not
- 2:51:06that,
- 2:51:07not
- 2:51:07that
- 2:51:07Shannon,
- 2:51:07like,
- 2:51:08wasn't
- 2:51:08prioritizing
- 2:51:09Chris,
- 2:51:09but
- 2:51:09she,
- 2:51:10like,
- 2:51:11I
- 2:51:11don't
- 2:51:11want
- 2:51:11to
- 2:51:11be
- 2:51:12mean
- 2:51:12and
- 2:51:12say,
- 2:51:12like,
- 2:51:13was
- 2:51:13more
- 2:51:13selfish
- 2:51:14than
- 2:51:14Eddie,
- 2:51:14but.
- 2:51:15No,
- 2:51:15it's
- 2:51:15more
- 2:51:15selfish.
- 2:51:16I'm
- 2:51:16sorry.
- 2:51:16Okay,
- 2:51:16listen.
- 2:51:18And
- 2:51:18the
- 2:51:18hierarchy
- 2:51:19of
- 2:51:20who
- 2:51:20you
- 2:51:20need
- 2:51:20to
- 2:51:20take
- 2:51:21care
- 2:51:21of.
- 2:51:21If
- 2:51:22you're
- 2:51:22a
- 2:51:22parent,
- 2:51:22it's
- 2:51:22your
- 2:51:23kid
- 2:51:23number
- 2:51:24one
- 2:51:24all
- 2:51:25the
- 2:51:25time.
- 2:51:26Really
- 2:51:26sorry
- 2:51:26that
- 2:51:27your
- 2:51:27parent
- 2:51:27is
- 2:51:27sick,
- 2:51:29but
- 2:51:30like,
- 2:51:31you
- 2:51:31have
- 2:51:31to
- 2:51:31take
- 2:51:32care
- 2:51:32of
- 2:51:32your
- 2:51:32kid
- 2:51:32first.
- 2:51:33And
- 2:51:34if
- 2:51:34she
- 2:51:34didn't
- 2:51:34want
- 2:51:34to
- 2:51:35stay
- 2:51:35there,
- 2:51:35then
- 2:51:36she
- 2:51:36could
- 2:51:37have
- 2:51:37tried
- 2:51:37to
- 2:51:37take
- 2:51:38Christopher.
- 2:51:38Like,
- 2:51:38she
- 2:51:38could
- 2:51:39have
- 2:51:39done
- 2:51:40more
- 2:51:40than
- 2:51:40just
- 2:51:40saying,
- 2:51:41I
- 2:51:41would
- 2:51:41like
- 2:51:41to
- 2:51:41go
- 2:51:41to
- 2:51:42California.
- 2:51:42And
- 2:51:42Eddie
- 2:51:43being
- 2:51:43like,
- 2:51:43I
- 2:51:43need
- 2:51:43a
- 2:51:43minute,
- 2:51:44I
- 2:51:44just
- 2:51:44got
- 2:51:44back
- 2:51:44here.
- 2:51:45And
- 2:51:46her
- 2:51:46being
- 2:51:46like,
- 2:51:46I
- 2:51:46need
- 2:51:47a
- 2:51:47minute
- 2:51:47too
- 2:51:47passive
- 2:51:48aggressive.
- 2:51:48And
- 2:51:49then
- 2:51:49just
- 2:51:49leaving
- 2:51:50like,
- 2:51:50I'm
- 2:51:51sorry,
- 2:51:51that's
- 2:51:51really
- 2:51:52bad
- 2:51:52behavior.
- 2:51:54That's
- 2:51:54not.
- 2:51:54It
- 2:51:55shows,
- 2:51:56it
- 2:51:56shows
- 2:51:57how
- 2:51:57much.
- 2:51:58I
- 2:51:58mean,
- 2:51:58at
- 2:51:58this
- 2:51:59point,
- 2:51:59like,
- 2:51:59we
- 2:51:59know
- 2:52:00Eddie
- 2:52:00has
- 2:52:00a
- 2:52:00lot
- 2:52:00of
- 2:52:01empath.
- 2:52:01He's
- 2:52:02trying
- 2:52:02to
- 2:52:02have
- 2:52:02a
- 2:52:02lot
- 2:52:02of
- 2:52:03empathy
- 2:52:03and
- 2:52:04see
- 2:52:04things
- 2:52:04from
- 2:52:04her
- 2:52:05perspective.
- 2:52:05But
- 2:52:06it
- 2:52:06kind
- 2:52:06of
- 2:52:06shows
- 2:52:07that
- 2:52:07Shannon
- 2:52:07doesn't
- 2:52:08really
- 2:52:08have
- 2:52:08a
- 2:52:09lot
- 2:52:09for
- 2:52:09Eddie
- 2:52:10as
- 2:52:10well.
- 2:52:11And
- 2:52:11I
- 2:52:11think
- 2:52:12a
- 2:52:12lot
- 2:52:12of
- 2:52:12that
- 2:52:13is
- 2:52:13like
- 2:52:13shrouded
- 2:52:13in
- 2:52:13the
- 2:52:14hurt,
- 2:52:14which
- 2:52:14is
- 2:52:14understandable,
- 2:52:15but
- 2:52:15like,
- 2:52:16you
- 2:52:16still
- 2:52:17have
- 2:52:17to
- 2:52:17kind
- 2:52:17of
- 2:52:18like
- 2:52:18understand
- 2:52:19what
- 2:52:19he's
- 2:52:19going
- 2:52:20through
- 2:52:20to
- 2:52:20an
- 2:52:21extent
- 2:52:21also.
- 2:52:21Why
- 2:52:22wasn't
- 2:52:22it
- 2:52:22an
- 2:52:22option
- 2:52:23for
- 2:52:24them
- 2:52:24to
- 2:52:24move
- 2:52:24her
- 2:52:24mom
- 2:52:25in
- 2:52:25with
- 2:52:25them?
- 2:52:26Maybe
- 2:52:26they
- 2:52:27were
- 2:52:27living
- 2:52:27at
- 2:52:28the,
- 2:52:29at
- 2:52:29his
- 2:52:30parents
- 2:52:30house.
- 2:52:30I'm
- 2:52:30just
- 2:52:30saying,
- 2:52:31like,
- 2:52:31there
- 2:52:31was
- 2:52:31no.
- 2:52:32She
- 2:52:32said,
- 2:52:33can
- 2:52:33you
- 2:52:33think
- 2:52:34about
- 2:52:34doing
- 2:52:34this?
- 2:52:34And
- 2:52:34he
- 2:52:35was
- 2:52:35like
- 2:52:35overwhelmed,
- 2:52:36had
- 2:52:36just
- 2:52:36got
- 2:52:37back
- 2:52:37from
- 2:52:38being
- 2:52:38shot
- 2:52:38and
- 2:52:39like
- 2:52:39traumatized.
- 2:52:40And
- 2:52:41she
- 2:52:41was
- 2:52:41like,
- 2:52:41can
- 2:52:41we
- 2:52:42move?
- 2:52:42And
- 2:52:42he
- 2:52:42was
- 2:52:42like,
- 2:52:43can
- 2:52:43I
- 2:52:43just
- 2:52:44get
- 2:52:44a
- 2:52:44minute?
- 2:52:45Yeah.
- 2:52:46With.
- 2:52:47Instead
- 2:52:47of
- 2:52:47communicating
- 2:52:48further,
- 2:52:49she
- 2:52:49just
- 2:52:49went,
- 2:52:50okay,
- 2:52:51bye.
- 2:52:51I
- 2:52:52mean,
- 2:52:53with
- 2:52:53Eddie,
- 2:52:54he
- 2:52:54said
- 2:52:55he,
- 2:52:55he
- 2:52:56was
- 2:52:56like
- 2:52:56being
- 2:52:56overwhelmed.
- 2:52:58He
- 2:52:59said
- 2:52:59he
- 2:52:59just
- 2:53:00needed
- 2:53:00to
- 2:53:00take
- 2:53:00some
- 2:53:01time.
- 2:53:02But
- 2:53:03when
- 2:53:03Shannon
- 2:53:03got
- 2:53:03overwhelmed,
- 2:53:04she
- 2:53:05took
- 2:53:06a
- 2:53:06break.
- 2:53:06And
- 2:53:06I
- 2:53:07think
- 2:53:07there's
- 2:53:07a
- 2:53:08difference
- 2:53:09there,
- 2:53:10which
- 2:53:10we'll
- 2:53:10probably
- 2:53:10get
- 2:53:11to
- 2:53:11more
- 2:53:11with
- 2:53:11like,
- 2:53:12with
- 2:53:12Eddie
- 2:53:12Biggins
- 2:53:12when
- 2:53:13we
- 2:53:13find
- 2:53:13out.
- 2:53:13But.
- 2:53:14Well,
- 2:53:14and
- 2:53:14like
- 2:53:14we
- 2:53:14said
- 2:53:15earlier,
- 2:53:15you
- 2:53:15don't
- 2:53:16Take
- 2:53:16breaks
- 2:53:16from
- 2:53:17parenting.
- 2:53:17Yeah,
- 2:53:18it's
- 2:53:19not
- 2:53:19a
- 2:53:19thing,
- 2:53:20but
- 2:53:20yeah.
- 2:53:21Anyway,
- 2:53:22Buck
- 2:53:22has
- 2:53:22Eddie's
- 2:53:23back.
- 2:53:23Eddie
- 2:53:24has
- 2:53:24Buck's
- 2:53:24back.
- 2:53:25It's
- 2:53:25gay.
- 2:53:25The
- 2:53:25end.
- 2:53:26And
- 2:53:26then
- 2:53:27you
- 2:53:27have
- 2:53:27parallel
- 2:53:27to
- 2:53:28705.
- 2:53:28Yeah.
- 2:53:29Oh,
- 2:53:30yeah.
- 2:53:31That's
- 2:53:31probably
- 2:53:31the
- 2:53:31last
- 2:53:32thing.
- 2:53:32So
- 2:53:32we
- 2:53:32have
- 2:53:32a
- 2:53:32little
- 2:53:33foreshadowing
- 2:53:34and
- 2:53:34paralleling.
- 2:53:35I
- 2:53:36forgot
- 2:53:36that.
- 2:53:37Yeah.
- 2:53:37Or
- 2:53:37callback
- 2:53:38from,
- 2:53:38depending
- 2:53:39which
- 2:53:39direction
- 2:53:39you're
- 2:53:39looking
- 2:53:40from.
- 2:53:40But.
- 2:53:41So
- 2:53:41in
- 2:53:41this
- 2:53:41episode,
- 2:53:43Maddie
- 2:53:44says,
- 2:53:44I
- 2:53:44love
- 2:53:44Maddie.
- 2:53:45Oh,
- 2:53:46Maddie
- 2:53:46says,
- 2:53:47I
- 2:53:47think
- 2:53:47you
- 2:53:48do
- 2:53:48know,
- 2:53:49like,
- 2:53:49what
- 2:53:50to
- 2:53:50do
- 2:53:50about
- 2:53:50Abby.
- 2:53:51It
- 2:53:51just
- 2:53:51may
- 2:53:51take
- 2:53:51you
- 2:53:52some
- 2:53:52time
- 2:53:52to
- 2:53:52admit
- 2:53:52it
- 2:53:52to
- 2:53:52yourself.
- 2:53:55And
- 2:53:55in
- 2:53:55705.
- 2:53:59She.
- 2:54:00He's
- 2:54:00talking
- 2:54:00to
- 2:54:00her
- 2:54:01about,
- 2:54:01like,
- 2:54:02lying
- 2:54:02to
- 2:54:02Eddie
- 2:54:02and
- 2:54:02how
- 2:54:03he
- 2:54:03feels
- 2:54:03really
- 2:54:03guilty
- 2:54:03about
- 2:54:04it
- 2:54:04after
- 2:54:04having
- 2:54:05just,
- 2:54:05like,
- 2:54:06injured
- 2:54:06him
- 2:54:06playing
- 2:54:07basketball
- 2:54:07because
- 2:54:08he
- 2:54:08was
- 2:54:08jealous
- 2:54:08that
- 2:54:08he
- 2:54:08made
- 2:54:09a
- 2:54:09new
- 2:54:09friend.
- 2:54:09Anyway,
- 2:54:13she
- 2:54:13had
- 2:54:13to
- 2:54:13listen
- 2:54:13to
- 2:54:14all
- 2:54:14that
- 2:54:14shit.
- 2:54:15She's
- 2:54:16a
- 2:54:16saint.
- 2:54:17And
- 2:54:18she
- 2:54:18says,
- 2:54:18I
- 2:54:19just
- 2:54:19think
- 2:54:19you're
- 2:54:19not
- 2:54:20sure
- 2:54:20of
- 2:54:20your
- 2:54:20own
- 2:54:21feelings
- 2:54:21yet.
- 2:54:22And
- 2:54:22if
- 2:54:22there's
- 2:54:22something
- 2:54:23that
- 2:54:23you
- 2:54:23need
- 2:54:23to
- 2:54:23tell
- 2:54:23Eddie,
- 2:54:24you
- 2:54:24will
- 2:54:25just
- 2:54:26in
- 2:54:26your
- 2:54:26own
- 2:54:26time.
- 2:54:27And
- 2:54:28he
- 2:54:28went,
- 2:54:29yeah,
- 2:54:30I'll
- 2:54:30tell
- 2:54:30him
- 2:54:30I'm
- 2:54:31bisexual.
- 2:54:31Like,
- 2:54:32that's
- 2:54:32what
- 2:54:32he
- 2:54:32got
- 2:54:32from
- 2:54:33me.
- 2:54:37Big
- 2:54:37dumb
- 2:54:38bisexual.
- 2:54:38Like,
- 2:54:38you're
- 2:54:39so
- 2:54:39smart,
- 2:54:39but
- 2:54:39you're
- 2:54:39so
- 2:54:40dumb.
- 2:54:40Affectionate.
- 2:54:41So
- 2:54:42dumb.
- 2:54:42Is
- 2:54:43that
- 2:54:43not,
- 2:54:43like,
- 2:54:44verbatim
- 2:54:46what
- 2:54:46she
- 2:54:47says
- 2:54:47both
- 2:54:48times?
- 2:54:49Maddie
- 2:54:49Buckley,
- 2:54:50the
- 2:54:50woman
- 2:54:50that
- 2:54:51you
- 2:54:51are.
- 2:54:52I
- 2:54:53feel
- 2:54:53like
- 2:54:53Maddie's
- 2:54:54just.
- 2:54:55She.
- 2:54:57I
- 2:54:57don't.
- 2:54:57I
- 2:54:58don't
- 2:54:58even
- 2:54:58know
- 2:54:58what.
- 2:54:58Look,
- 2:54:59I'm,
- 2:54:59like,
- 2:54:59thinking
- 2:54:59about
- 2:54:59the
- 2:54:59Buddy
- 2:55:00wedding
- 2:55:00when,
- 2:55:00you
- 2:55:01know,
- 2:55:01when
- 2:55:01it
- 2:55:01finally
- 2:55:01happens.
- 2:55:03Season
- 2:55:04nine,
- 2:55:04season
- 2:55:04ten.
- 2:55:04I
- 2:55:05don't
- 2:55:05know.
- 2:55:05But,
- 2:55:05like,
- 2:55:07she
- 2:55:07could
- 2:55:07walk
- 2:55:08him
- 2:55:08down
- 2:55:08the
- 2:55:08aisle
- 2:55:09or
- 2:55:09she
- 2:55:09can
- 2:55:09just
- 2:55:09officiate
- 2:55:10and
- 2:55:10be
- 2:55:10like,
- 2:55:10well,
- 2:55:11I.
- 2:55:11I
- 2:55:11moved
- 2:55:11these
- 2:55:12pieces
- 2:55:12together.
- 2:55:13Well,
- 2:55:13I
- 2:55:13guess
- 2:55:13she
- 2:55:13and
- 2:55:14Bobby
- 2:55:14could
- 2:55:14do
- 2:55:15that
- 2:55:15because
- 2:55:15he
- 2:55:16was
- 2:55:16also
- 2:55:16there.
- 2:55:17Mastermind
- 2:55:18Maddie
- 2:55:18walks
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- 2:55:19the
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- 2:55:20with
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- 2:55:21and
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- 2:55:22officiates.
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- 2:55:25in.
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- 2:55:26wants
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- 2:55:27to
- 2:55:27give
- 2:55:27him
- 2:55:27away
- 2:55:27because
- 2:55:28Bobby's
- 2:55:28his
- 2:55:28dad.
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- 2:55:36saw
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- 2:55:38away
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- 2:55:39fanon
- 2:55:39land.
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- 2:55:47Season
- 2:55:4710.
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- 2:55:51what
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- 2:56:15dialogue.
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- 2:56:28for
- 2:56:29six
- 2:56:30years.
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- 2:56:32my
- 2:56:33God,
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- 2:56:37sounds
- 2:56:38like
- 2:56:38a
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- 2:56:43didn't
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- 2:56:46his
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- 2:56:46Wolverine
- 2:56:47costume.
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- 2:57:14things.
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- 2:57:18and.
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- 2:57:46time,
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- 2:57:47filming
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- 2:57:50them
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- 2:57:51Halloween
- 2:57:51episode.
- 2:57:52And
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- 2:57:53I.
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- 2:57:55interviews,
- 2:57:55they
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- 2:57:56Buck
- 2:57:57is
- 2:57:57going
- 2:57:57to
- 2:57:57have
- 2:57:57a
- 2:57:57conversation
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- 2:57:58Maddie
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- 2:58:11know
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- 2:58:13own
- 2:58:13time,
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- 2:58:14like.
- 2:58:14So
- 2:58:15that
- 2:58:15could
- 2:58:15be
- 2:58:15about
- 2:58:15Buck,
- 2:58:16Tommy,
- 2:58:16Bones,
- 2:58:16that
- 2:58:16could
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- 2:58:17about
- 2:58:17Eddie.
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- 2:58:18know
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- 2:58:18going
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- 2:58:21Buck's
- 2:58:21relationship
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- 2:58:34this,
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- 2:58:35episode.
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- 2:58:36conversation
- 2:58:36with
- 2:58:36Maddie
- 2:58:37and
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- 2:58:40let's
- 2:58:41just
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- 2:58:42Halloween
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- 2:58:47Halloween.
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- 2:58:48Halloween.
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