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DA CREW PODCASTSEASON 1_ EPISODE #50 HOST AUTHOR HEZZEY (SHOW #2)) · DA CREW Podcast

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  M hm, No one can be trained for my brain and thick in my
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  brain and tensons deliver coal then and they cat my back against the wall and
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  my dick and the ducks. My sixty five is so flush that ain't nobody
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  to get trust so imself between the rock in the hard place, ain't ain't
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  no room for no falky. Yeah, and smile on, my friends,
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  I might first with every breath of Jake, I'm gold frist with every step
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  up, Grab a glass, pour yourself your favorite thirst quenching liquid color up
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  with your soul. Relax your inner being as you sit amongst some greatness inside
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  the Author's lound with your host, your one and only through my key East
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  and welcome everyone to the Crew Podcast for the fifties episode. This is the
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  Author's Lounge, and I am your author, Heasy, and we're about to
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  get this show started with my first guest. Man, this this guy right
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  here here is just you know, incredible. And you know, when I
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  started to show again, I wanted to hi people man, that inspire others
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  and just you know, when you see them, you see them mature over
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  time and you see them grow over time. Man, Just to being able
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  to watch this person, man and everything that he's doing. Man, and
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  just man, he's just killing the game, right Man, I'm want to
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  walk him to the mic. Beward, what's that Brown? What's up?
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  What's up? Cooling? Man? Cooler? And as honored Man, I'm
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  I'm I'm man. I'm so honored, broud to to be in this author's
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  lounge. Man. It's um, this is amazing. It's amazing for me.
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  So, Man, Man, I see you be doing a lot of
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  work. Man, I also want to give you a shout out to doing
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  an intro to my show. Man. You know, I was gonna ask
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  you who was that smooth sounding dude? Right? You know, you know
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  we gotta nothing world? Who the force is? You know what I'm saying.
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  I was like, Man, I was like, man, I want
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  to do something different. You know I don't. I don't always like to
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  be in the dude dude like everybody else does. So I was like,
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  man, I'm like a pollness solved, right, Hey, you did it,
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  man, you you you did it. Bro. Like I said,
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  I was not only just honored to be on this on the show, but
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  honor when you even hit me up because I know you you you know a
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  plethora of people. You could have asked anybody to do that, right,
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  But you told a little country dude man from that was born to Ray was
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  in the spot called Indian Screens, Georgia. Man, Like, the country
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  is of the country, right, and you asked me to do it.
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  But I was so honored. I'm like, wait, I had to read
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  it again, like, wait, didn't you really hold on? Wait a
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  minute, is this yeah? Man? Like you send that to the right
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  person. But yeah, man, yes, I'm Honor Broum. I've been
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  noticing you doing a whole lot of stuff with your books, man, so
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  with your poetry and stuff, and then you got to a single of coming
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  out go here and let the world know a little bit about yourself and what
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  you do. Man. I am a little country boy one raided in the
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  spot called Indian Springs, Georgia. Man. I live now in Fayville,
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  which is like ten minutes fifteen minutes from downtown Atlanta, so I'm really in
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  the Mentroal area, manum. But that's about That's about it with me,
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  you know what I'm saying. I don't like to really talk about the books
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  and all that, because the books is a part of me. But the
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  books are not me, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, Like Indian
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  Springs is me. Bro I'm I'm as country as it gets. Like right
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  here in the interview, you may hear some old country stuff. Man,
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  you'd be like, wait, what did he just say? And then I
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  have to explain it if you If you don't know what I'm saying, just
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  say boat, what did you say? Just then then I'll go back and
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  break it down to you, tell you what it means. Yeah, yeah,
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  definitely. Well I was going and raised in the country too, so
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  you know, us boys getting climated with the city. In finement, you
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  know, we don't know how to act when me hit this city, right,
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  But what it inspired you to start doing poetry and to do all that
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  you do? Um Man. I started out younger, I wanted to be
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  a rapper, and then I stopped. I stopped for a long time.
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  I met my wife, and I guess life itself inspired me to write.
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  A lot of people say, well, oh, I was inspired by my
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  wife, But I think life itself and just waking up every morning inspired me
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  to write because when I wake up every morning, my wife is a part
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  of my life. Yes, people like yourself are a part of my life.
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  You understand you and I we we we we communicate through Facebook heavy.
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  If I post something, you sharing it. If you post something, I'm
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  sharing it. So you're a part of my life. So life in general,
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  other poets, my sisters, my brother, my children, friends,
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  that that's life. Life inspires me to write this like not one person.
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  I said, Oh man, my inspires me to write like the piece I
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  got out, and then I'll call she. Yeah. Every every day I
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  did attribute to somebody, to a woman in my life. I started off
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  Mother's Day with my mom. I dropped it on Mother's Day. So every
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  day I did a different tribute to somebody. My sisters, um um,
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  my daughters, my grandmother, and greater on them all its past. Um
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  excuse me, cousins. I did attribute to everybody every single day because all
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  these people, whether they were in my life every day or every other year,
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  they're still she to me. They helped me understand what a woman is,
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  what a woman should be, how I'm supposed to love a woman,
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  how I'm supposed to respect a woman. But in order to respect y'all,
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  I gotta respect me first. Then it goes into that and see I understand
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  that, and you know, and now today it's it's changed. It's like
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  nobody even has respect for nobody nowadays. And for you to express to use
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  your masculinity at the same time to express that love too the females. Man
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  that that that inspires people like me because at the same time I see this
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  generation and for me, I'm just masculine guy that's out for male and it's
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  like I don't want to be all you, you know what I'm saying,
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  sister, But at the same time I am because I really care, you
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  know what I'm saying. We was born up. We was like, no,
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  you're a man. You ain't supposed to have no for you. He
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  supposed to show your emotional side. You know. Right as I grew older,
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  we can't be sensitive and still be that out for mail and our woman's
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  like, it's not no, we don't have to be no pump, but
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  we can show that side and with your portray what made you just let's be
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  like, man, I don't want to rap, but I'm gonna spit out
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  some of this poetry. And then you're in Georgia. You know, I've
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  lived in Atlanta, Georgia for a while. So okay, you know you
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  got all this going on. What kept you pushing and kept going even when
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  the times that you felt like you wasn't you wasn't there? Oh man,
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  and that down that's crazy. Um, but I still feel like I'm not
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  there. Just being honest with you, I'm just kind of really understanding what
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  other people would say about yo, bro, you dope. I'm just kind
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  of coming into that, like not saying that I'm dope, but knowing that
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  I belong. Um. Yeah, And I think me being a competitor right
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  me like you were saying earlier, not being a us growing up and saying
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  you don't punk out to anything. Everything you face you conquer. You face
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  it to conquer. You don't face it just to be a part of it.
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  You're facing the conquer. You face it to win. So me,
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  me and an athlete all my life and being a competitor when I started getting
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  those times when it was rough on me, and I just wanted to kind
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  of like, you know what, I don't think this is for me.
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  Um. I have a conversation man with the most high and a lot of
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  people say, man, God talk to me. When I was younger,
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  hasty I used to think God used to have to talk to you like you
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  and I used to have to hear his voice like I'm still think that sometimes.
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  So right, So this this inner voice. And when I started to
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  learn more about spirituality instead of religion, I understood that God speaks to you
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  from within you. So when he spoke to me bro, I wrote this
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  piece called the Art, and that piece kind of gives people this conversation that
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  I have with God and he kind of let me know at the end of
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  it. It ends with you would never to be a poetry artist because I
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  meant you to be the art. When I started the first time, I
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  kind of spit that people were like WHOA. And I started to understand and
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  believe that I'm more than just a a poetry artist. I am the art
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  of poetry. You know what I'm saying, and and and and just me
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  being a competitive broad is just and not wanting to let my my family down,
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  Like just quit, You're just quit on poet. You just quit for
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  something simple. It's getting up in front of people speaking, that's it.
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  So yeah, that's why it keeps me going. Man. And see,
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  I've relate, I relate so well of that because it's just like sometimes live
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  like, man, I don't even no more. I want to like books,
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  you know, I'm done with it, all this grinding early in the
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  morning, late nights. I ain't got no personal life, no nothing.
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  And but then it's like God gave me this talent. Man, maybe I
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  don't have to write. I can write doing something else. Right, And
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  I watched and I see you going to these different places. I'm like,
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  yeah, that's that's that's what we wanted at to begin it. So can
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  I still have that fire to keep going? And see, that's that's that's
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  what makes it so amazing. Like you're saying about people supporting each other,
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  like I watch you, that'll make me want to keep going when we feel
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  like giving up, Right you You, if you don't know, you are
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  inspiration to others, man, when you post how you at your shows or
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  you're showing up for these groups. Man, you inspire others like me and
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  whoever's watching you. Because sometimes we feel like this game ain't worth it,
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  but it is because we got something that everybody don't have, right right,
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  that that means a lot to me. Bro, For you to say that
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  to me, that means a lot to me and and you are in this
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  vice versa because when I see you posting, it's like, man, my
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  bro got my back, I can't. I gotta keep pushing, you know
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  what I'm saying. So like like like when you be like if I post
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  something, you share it, I'm like, man, why he had to
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  share that? Now I got to really go. You know what I'm saying,
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  like, oh man, this man, oh god, because I see
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  it. Wan't nobody share if you if no nobody else share a boy,
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  I don't see flue legit. I'm like, god, you know, you
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  know what it is now, you know what it is. It's that it's
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  that share. See you might only get one ship and you'd be like,
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  man, don't nobody to be looking at my post? Man, ain't nobody
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  paying no attention? But if one person might be paying attention, and that's
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  all you need, like like I don't cant I get one light? I'm
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  gonna keep post because that's that that's that ground that we do. They don't
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  understand that grind. This is that grind and it's not that we braging.
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  This is an everything thing that we do. Right, this is my lacklihood,
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  you know, So why are you on here. You know you gotta
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  walk Mike. You know you gotta give us something man. Yeah, I
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  know you gotta know you got something for us. Uh, let's see.
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  Um. Yeah, I got you, I got you, I got you,
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  I got you. Um. I'll do this piece. I hain't done
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  this piece in a minute. I'll do this piece right here. Um.
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  And I'm not a singer now, I'm a poet, so my voice is
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  horrible. I do this little bit to kind of break them a knotting of
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  how it goes down. So can they tell me why every time I stepped
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  outside, I see my people thought, I'm letting you know that there ain't
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  no one out there that can kill my soul. She driving while it's black
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  seems to be a death trap. And that's why I pray for my life
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  in these times while they prey on mind. Now, if I find myself
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  in this awkward bond, should I rather be judged by twelve and reach from
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  a nine or hold my hands up high and comply? But even that's still
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  guaranteed. A black boy won't die because their whole court in the streets to
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  me, like me, being black is committing the crime. See mister officer.
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  I know that I'm inclined to be the victim of your very next mistake.
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  One false move is all it takes for me to make the timeline on
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  Facebook. But a closed casket at my wake? Or do I take the
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  chance and they'll understand that every black man is not a criminal. Yet they
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  see me as a threat. That's why the stops become physical, because there's
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  no theme or threatening than a black man with purpose. See this makes you
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  nervous, so your service and protect your racist mindset. Although I do as
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  you ask, put my hands up, lay down, face down, But
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  for you that's not enough. You'd rather be asked to ashes and dust to
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  dust. And when you kneeled on my neck, I guess you were just
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  paying your respects to your red, white and blue lights, right, or
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  maybe like Colin Kaepernick to your star strangel banner. I know all life suppressive
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  of black lives seem to be the only ones that don't matter. As Afro
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  aims are constantly being shot to death and I can't Breathe simply means amade running
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  out of breath. Wait, let me guess even when you fired those shots,
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  they really weren't intended, meaning that was just your rendition of a twenty
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  one gun saloot with no taps. See you tilt fitted caps with no snap
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  back, while back at the precinct you're greeded with standing ovations and handclaps.
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  And perhaps you receiveing awards or award for your actions. But this ain't no
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  movie and this ain't act because unlike Ice he we ain't surviving the game.
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  And we've been waiting for this change, waiting for Sam cook saying, and
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  doctor King stood on that mountain said he heard freedom rain. Now I find
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  this oddly stranger of the goddamn shame. The even kings dreams now seemed to
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  be nightmares, riddled with tear drops and rolls, panels spread like buckshots on
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  black pots, with headstones on tunes reading Gone to Soon, with too much
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  slow singing, black suits filling the room. Even if I assume the position,
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  because you take the fact that I'm black, it's giving you permission to
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  kill it will or maybe you feel if you did it, you be acquitted.
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  See, they know we march a little bit, but we soon forget
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  it. Then we say that cop of those cops, so that means we
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  won't even remember who did it. Now, I get it. This doesn't
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  apply to every single cop, so I'm not condoning that they be beaten,
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  killed, or shot. But see, this is where the thickening comes into
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  my plot, being that I always seem to somehow fit their descriptions and whatnot.
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  So one must understand how this places me between a rock and a hard
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  spot as to what should I do when driving while it's black and I get
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  stopped. That's that piece, Heavy, I think your mic is off.
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  What do you see yourself two to three years from now? Two to three
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  years from now, Um, I look to be traveling even before that.
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  Man, I'm I'm, I'm, I'm. I'm believing in the most high,
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  believing in this pro vision, and I know his pro vision gives me
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  this vision. And I think even in less than a year, less than
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  two years, Heavy, I see myself traveling from state to state, taking
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  my open mic from state to state and actually speaking to people and doing like
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  what they consider motivational speaking. Bro, that's what I see. You're the
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  man for it. You know, I thought about that man's you know,
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  it's just I think, like you said, you gotta have faith in that
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  that's to step out on faith to do right right and I see you doing
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  that, man, I see you doing big things and everything. And UM,
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  let everybody know where they can follow you, where they can get your
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  your books, your poetry, whatever you got out right now got you?
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  Um, you can follow me on on Facebook actually bow Ward that's b E
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  A U W A r D on Instagram at bow Belve zero seven. B
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  E A U b E l l v I E zero seven. And my
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  new single, my my only, my first single, uh poetic single that
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  I just released last Sunday. It's called She. So you can go on
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  any place where music is heard, uh YouTube. I don't get what platform,
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  bro, They got it on every platform right now. I'm trying to
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  reach a thousand, at least a thous now. This is just at least
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  a thousand viewers by the end of the money, well at least by the
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  end of junees I know. I just put it out and anybody that sees
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  this right here, if you go, especially black women, listen to She
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  passing on to every sheet you know, get them to go on whatever platform
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  and listen to that thing, man, And let's make this a movement.
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  Bro. Have you got to check out the post I'm gonna make tomorrow about
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  she Bro. You got to read that thing, Bro that you got to
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  read it. Definitely, Man, I want to thank you so much.
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  It was surely than honor to have you on here as my guest. Man.
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  And keep doing big things, keep pushing, keep striving, man,
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  and just enjoy your evening. Man, Thank you so much for coming.
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  Thank you Bro for the invite. Yes sir, Yes sir. You all
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  Welcome back to the authors, Lamb. I'm your host author Heasy. You
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  are tuned into the Crew Podcast. Our next guest, well, I don't
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  know if she's here yet. We're gonna wait a few minutes. We're gonna
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  go back to commercial break and if she's not here. I want to talk
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  to you you all for a little bit. Hey, this is the author,
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  Camera and Jada Obg and THEYDT. You are listening to the war Nagadine
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  podcast on the Crew Podcast, so stay tuned. This is our show.
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  Enjoy. Oh yeah, yeah, Hello, Hello, Hello. My name
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  is Latania Little John and I am leaving a message for whomever it may concern
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  to put in my vote for Angela Thomas Smith, the Queen of Collaborations for
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  Class of twenty twenty three Hall of Fame. I would leave you are tuned
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  into the Crew Podcast and I'm your host author has it. I want to
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  thank y'all for tuning into the show tonight. Man, it was awesome interview
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  on b Ward. Man. You know, I've watched this guy since I
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  first got in the game, and just seeing him grow and just expand on
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  his poetrys it's meant a lot and an inspiration to all of us that watch
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  him. And I also want to give a shout out to the Crew Podcast.
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  We have a love of ladies. We have a lot of ladies.
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  I'm the only guy, but we're trying to make waves in this podcast industry
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  and it's not easy. You know, you have your ups and downs and
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  you go through growing pains, but we're coming together as a group and as
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  a unit man to try to just us bring change into the world. You
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  know, God put us here for a reason, for us to strive to
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  be better than what we was before we got to this point in our life.
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  And like every day that we wake up, we tell each other that
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  we're somebody. We pray for each other, and just over here on this
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  podcast network, man, it's no big eyes, no big us. Everybody
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  is supporting everybody, whether it's they're doing their own thing or whatever they're going
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  through. So if y'all tune into the Crew podcast, make sure y'all check
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  out our shows, not just my show, check out everybody's show, because
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  everybody's show has something different and it's it's just amazing. And working with Angela,
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  Thomas Smith and Tamla Lucas, when we first came up with the idea,
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  I was like, man, I was I was ready to just get
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  out the game myself and they don't litterify into me too now. So it's
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  like sky that's the limit and we own all the streaming platforms. We just
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  we're everywhere. I already on Spotify, you forty two and Facebook Live YouTube
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  and let's tuned into the Crew podcast. We owned almost every day of the
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  week. We still got floor four slots open if anybody want to come in
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  and join this group of ladies and Guy and just Man explore. But you
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  never know what your horizon has for you or what your destiny is unless you
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  try so step out on faith. And I want to thank you all for
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  having me on the show tonight. Thank you. Good back. He leads
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  me beside still waters. He restoreth my soul. When you become a believer,
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  the spirit has made right. Sometimes the soul doesn't get the notice it
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  has a hole in it.