Latest / Creepy Stories to Fall Asleep To / I Work at a Self Storage Building. Don't Open Unit 214.
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- 0:00I've worked the overnight shift at Store Quest for 11 months.
- 0:04The job is the same every night. That's not a complaint.
- 0:10The facility sits on E Bell Rd. squat 2 stories.
- 0:15The kind of building that looks like it was designed to be
- 0:17ignored. 340 units behind orange roll up doors, climate
- 0:24controlled corridors that hum and tick through the dark.
- 0:28Keypad entry at the main door, 18 cameras at the corridor
- 0:32intersections, and a paper binder on the desk in the front
- 0:35booth where I log anything worth logging.
- 0:39My shift runs nine in the evening to 9:00 in the morning.
- 0:4212 hours. I do 2 perimeter walks every
- 0:46hour. I watch the monitor array and I
- 0:49write things down when there's something to write.
- 0:53Most nights there isn't. I eat my sandwich around
- 0:57midnight, Turkey on wheat, the same thing I've been making
- 1:01since I moved to Phoenix. Because when you're alone at a
- 1:04desk at midnight, you don't need variety.
- 1:08You need something that works. I walk the corridors until my
- 1:12feet ache and my shadow moves ahead of me.
- 1:14Under the fluorescent lights. I watch the clock.
- 1:19I do this 12 hours. And then I drive home.
- 1:23The building has sounds that took me maybe 3 weeks to learn
- 1:27and I've known them ever since. The climate control units on the
- 1:31ceilings tick in a slow, irregular rhythm.
- 1:35Not a malfunction, just the metal contracting and releasing.
- 1:40There's a roof drain on the east side that drips for about 20
- 1:44minutes after any rainfall and sounds like someone tapping a
- 1:48fingernail on a countertop. The freight elevator at the end
- 1:52of B Corridor settle, sometimes with a low groan that travels
- 1:57through the floor. I know which ticks are normal.
- 2:01I know which drip is the drain. The building at night is a
- 2:05sealed, silent system, and I know all of its sounds and the
- 2:10way you learn the sounds of a place you've lived in alone long
- 2:13enough. It suits me.
- 2:17That's the honest version. On this particular Tuesday mid
- 2:21November, the Knights still warm the way Phoenix Knights stay
- 2:25warm even when they shouldn't. I'm on my second walk of the
- 2:29shift, moving down C corridor on the 2nd floor.
- 2:33It's around 11. The fluorescent lights run the
- 2:37length of the ceiling in a straight line, and the orange
- 2:39doors on either side catch the light evenly.
- 2:42All of them closed, all of them locked.
- 2:46My footsteps are the only sound. The climate control unit above
- 2:50me ticks once, then goes quiet. That's when the smell reaches
- 2:54me. I stop walking.
- 2:57It's warm and faintly sweet. Cedar.
- 3:01Not a sharp cedar. Not a cleaning product.
- 3:03The real thing, The dry wood smell of a cedar lined closet.
- 3:08And it's specific enough that for a moment, I'm not in a
- 3:11corridor in Phoenix at all. I'm in the hallway of the house
- 3:15outside Flagstaff, where I grew up, standing in front of the
- 3:19closet off the main hall, the one with the cedar planking my
- 3:22father had put in himself. The smell of that closet in
- 3:26summer, the particular quality of the air inside it, cool and
- 3:30enclosed and somehow older than the rest of the house.
- 3:35I stand there in the corridor. The orange doors don't tell me
- 3:39anything. They're all closed.
- 3:42They're all the same. I know what cedar smells like.
- 3:47I know it's not a reasonable thing to smell in a climate
- 3:50controlled storage corridor at 11 at night.
- 3:53And I also know that people store furniture, that people
- 3:57pack cedar blocks in with winter clothes, that there are 340
- 4:01units in this building and I have no idea what's in most of
- 4:05them. It's a reasonable explanation.
- 4:10It's the only explanation that fits the available information.
- 4:14I stand there for another few seconds and the smell is still
- 4:17there, faint and warm. And then I keep walking.
- 4:24Back at the booth, I sit down and pull the binder toward me.
- 4:28It's a 3 ring binder with a black cover.
- 4:31The page is divided by month, each page a printed form with
- 4:35fields for time, location, and notes.
- 4:39November is running thin. A few entries about the east
- 4:43loading base seal, one about a unit whose lock I'd had to log
- 4:47is needing replacement. I uncap my pen and write the
- 4:50time in the left column. Then I write C Corridor, unusual
- 4:55odor, no source identified. I look at it for a moment.
- 5:01Then I cap the pen and close the binder and push it to the corner
- 5:04of the desk. The monitor array is 8 screens
- 5:08arranged in two rows, each one split to show multiple feeds. 18
- 5:13cameras total. I've watched these feeds for 11
- 5:16months and I know what they look like when everything is fine,
- 5:19which is what they always look like.
- 5:22Empty corridors, the orange doors, the fluorescent lights
- 5:26running straight and even down each one, the time stamp ticking
- 5:31over in the corner of each frame.
- 5:33I watch them the way you watch something you've already decided
- 5:36isn't going to change. It doesn't change. 18 empty
- 5:41corridors. Nothing worth writing down.
- 5:45Glenn's office smelled like old coffee and paper.
- 5:49He was behind his desk when I knocked on the open door, not
- 5:53looking up right away, just finishing something on the
- 5:56clipboard in front of him, the way a man does when he wants you
- 5:59to know he's busy. Got a minute?
- 6:03I said he set the clipboard down, what do you need?
- 6:08Not a question. He said it like a question, but
- 6:11the inflection wasn't there. I told him about the smell.
- 6:16See corridor, second floor, same spot both times.
- 6:20Warm cedar ish, distinctive enough that I'd noted it in the
- 6:23binder. I said I wanted to pull the
- 6:26rental records for that row, just to see what was being
- 6:29stored in the units near where I've been picking it up.
- 6:32Flammables, chemicals, something improperly sealed.
- 6:37It seemed like the right thing to check.
- 6:40Glenn nodded slowly, the kind of nod that means nothing.
- 6:45Systems being migrated right now, he said.
- 6:48New platform. Some of those older files just
- 6:52aren't pulling up the way they should.
- 6:55I don't need historical records, I said.
- 6:58Just current occupancy for that row.
- 7:01Yeah, that's part of what's not accessible during the migration
- 7:04window. He picked up his coffee mug,
- 7:08looked at it, set it back down. You check that E loading base
- 7:13seal. Lately that thing's been soft.
- 7:16I've been meaning to flag it. I looked at him for a second.
- 7:21I'll check it, I said. I walked out of his office.
- 7:26The clipboard on his desk had been blank.
- 7:29I didn't think about it too hard.
- 7:32The migration thing was plausible.
- 7:34Systems go down. Glenn was Glenn.
- 7:39He'd been managing this facility since before I'd started, and he
- 7:42ran it the way a man runs, something he stopped caring
- 7:44about, which meant cutting corners and pivoting away from
- 7:48anything that required extra work.
- 7:51The loading base seal was probably actually soft.
- 7:55I'd check it. That was the job Sea Corridor
- 7:59was on my second walk that night.
- 8:02I came up the stairwell at the East End and turned left, moving
- 8:06past the orange doors in the usual order.
- 8:09The fluorescent strips overhead gave everything that flat, even
- 8:12light that makes 2:00 AM look identical to 4:00 AM.
- 8:17My footsteps were the only sound.
- 8:19I was about 2/3 down the corridor when I saw the smudge.
- 8:23It was on the handle of Unit 214, the roll up doors, center
- 8:27grip, right where a hand would close around it.
- 8:31Dark, greasy, roughly thumb shaped.
- 8:35I stopped and looked at it for a moment, then crouched down to
- 8:38get a better angle. The mark sat on the metal, like
- 8:42something left in a hurry. Not paint, not rust.
- 8:47Something transferred. I wiped it off with a hem of my
- 8:51sleeve. I don't know why I didn't think
- 8:54more about it right then. It was late, I was tired, the
- 8:58handle was dirty. That happens.
- 9:02I straightened up and kept walking.
- 9:04The east loading Bay seal was soft as advertised.
- 9:09I made a note the following night.
- 9:12I came up the same stairwell at roughly the same time, turned
- 9:16left, move down C corridor in the same order.
- 9:20The smudge was back. Same door, same handle, same
- 9:24position, roughly centered on the grip.
- 9:28Dark, slightly greasy, the shape of a thumb, pressed and dragged
- 9:32maybe an inch downward. I stood in front of it.
- 9:36I didn't Crouch this time, I just stood there and looked at
- 9:39it. Unit 214.
- 9:43I passed this door 4 * a shift. The door was orange, like every
- 9:48other door. The lock was a standard padlock
- 9:51through the hasp. Nothing unusual, nothing I had a
- 9:54key for. I had no reason to open it.
- 9:57I had no reason to be standing in front of it at 2:30 in the
- 10:01morning, staring at a mark on the handle.
- 10:04I thought about the smell. Cedar, warm, specific.
- 10:10I'd written it down twice. I thought about Glenn in the
- 10:15migration window. I stood there long enough that
- 10:18the climate control unit above me clicked through a cycle.
- 10:22Then I wiped the smudge again. Same sleeve, same motion, and
- 10:27kept walking. I wrote it in the binder when I
- 10:30got back to the booth. C corridor, Unit 214, recurring
- 10:36mark on door handle wiped clean. 2 consecutive nights.
- 10:40That was all I wrote. I looked at the sentence for a
- 10:43moment and then closed the binder.
- 10:46The rest of the shift was quiet. I ate my sandwich at midnight.
- 10:52I walked the corridors until my feet ached.
- 10:55I watched the clock. I got home just after 9.
- 11:00The drive was 4 minutes on empty streets, the sky already going
- 11:03pale at the edges. I unlocked my front door and
- 11:08went inside. I don't know exactly when I
- 11:11noticed the hook was empty. I was in the kitchen making
- 11:15coffee, and I looked over at the window of the way you look at
- 11:18something you've looked at every morning for three years, not
- 11:22really seeing it. The hook was there, the key
- 11:26wasn't. I stood there with the coffee
- 11:29still running and looked at the empty hook.
- 11:32My spare apartment key. I'd had it on that hook since I
- 11:37moved in. I kept it there specifically so
- 11:40I wouldn't lose it. Same hook every day.
- 11:44Three years of the same hook. I checked my jacket pockets,
- 11:49both of them. I checked the counter, ran my
- 11:52hand along the back edge where things sometimes slid.
- 11:56I opened the kitchen drawer and move things around.
- 12:00I got down and looked under the counter, which is the kind of
- 12:03thing you do when you've run out of logical places to look.
- 12:07Nothing. 20 minutes, maybe. I'm not a careless person.
- 12:14I know where I keep things. I keep things in the same places
- 12:18so I don't have to think about them, so I can spend my
- 12:20attention on things that actually require it.
- 12:24I stood at the kitchen window and looked at the hook.
- 12:28I must have moved it. That was the explanation.
- 12:31I must have moved it for some reason I couldn't currently
- 12:34remember. Put it in a coat pocket, set it
- 12:38down somewhere else, done something with it that it made
- 12:42sense at the time. Everyone misplaces things.
- 12:46That was true. That was a true and reasonable
- 12:49thing. The hook was small and plain,
- 12:53and it was right there by the window where I'd always put it.
- 12:57I told myself I must have moved it.
- 12:59I stood there and told myself that until the coffee finished,
- 13:03and then I poured a cup and drank it, standing up, looking
- 13:06at the empty hook, not writing anything down.
- 13:10The next shift I came in early, 20 minutes early, which I never
- 13:14did. I told myself it was the traffic
- 13:17on Bell Road. I knew it wasn't.
- 13:21I sat at the desk in the booth and looked at the monitor array
- 13:23for a while. 18 feets, empty corridors, orange doors, the
- 13:29loading Bay with its soft seal, everything still.
- 13:34I ate my sandwich earlier than usual and didn't taste it.
- 13:38Around 1:00 in the morning I pulled up the public facing
- 13:40terminal. Not the management system.
- 13:44Glenn had made clear enough that was off limits while the
- 13:47migration was running. Just the basic occupancy look up
- 13:52the kind of thing anyone at the front counter could access.
- 13:56I typed in 214 the terminal thought for a second, then it
- 14:02returned a record. Allen Cross, N 32nd St.
- 14:07Phoenix, AZ. I read it twice, slowly.
- 14:12The way you read something when you already know you read it
- 14:15right the first time and you're reading it again.
- 14:17Anyway. I typed 214 a second time,
- 14:21cleared the field first, typed it fresh.
- 14:24Same result, same name, same address.
- 14:28I sat back. The thing I told myself first
- 14:32was clerical error. Someone in the office had typed
- 14:36the wrong name on an account, pulled mine from somewhere in
- 14:39the system, a staff record an employee file and attached it to
- 14:45this unit by mistake. That was plausible.
- 14:49Systems had errors. Glenn had been talking about the
- 14:53migration for weeks and migrations broke things.
- 14:57Except the address. My home address wasn't in the
- 15:01employee file. I'd filled out the onboarding
- 15:05paperwork 11 months ago, and I'd use my post office box for that,
- 15:10the way I always did. The address on the terminal was
- 15:13my actual street address, the one on my lease, the one I'd
- 15:18given to no one here. I tried the prank angle.
- 15:22Someone had gone into the back system and manually entered my
- 15:25information as a joke. I sat with that for a moment.
- 15:31It didn't hold. The people with access to the
- 15:34back system were Glenn and the two day shift staff, a woman
- 15:38named Carla, and a college kid named Derek who I'd met maybe 4
- 15:43times total. None of them knew where I lived.
- 15:47I was certain of that in the way you're certain of things you've
- 15:50never had caused a question. I stared at the terminal.
- 15:55The screen had timed out and gone dark.
- 15:58I woke it back up and looked at the record one more time.
- 16:01Prepaid status active. I knew what a system glitch
- 16:06looked like. Dropped fields, garbled text, a
- 16:10name that was clearly a database artifact, a string of numbers,
- 16:13or a test entry from the developer side.
- 16:17This wasn't that. This was clean, properly
- 16:21formatted, a real entry. I couldn't make it work.
- 16:25Every explanation I built required the same thing at the
- 16:28foundation, the system generating my correct home
- 16:31address on its own, and there was no version of that which
- 16:34made sense. I opened the drawer under the
- 16:37monitor array and took out the master key.
- 16:41The nitrile gloves were in my shirt pocket.
- 16:44I'd carried them since my second week here.
- 16:47The facility had a policy about handling equipment with bare
- 16:50hands after an incident involving A corroded door latch
- 16:54and a prior guards cut palm. I put them on now, working each
- 16:59finger down to the webbing the way I always did.
- 17:02I didn't think about why I was putting them on before opening a
- 17:05unit registered in my own name. I just did it.
- 17:09I walked out of the booth. The main corridor was quiet.
- 17:14The fluorescent lights ran the length of it without flickering.
- 17:18They almost never flickered, which I'd noticed early on and
- 17:21found either reassuring or strange, depending on the night.
- 17:25My footsteps were the only sound.
- 17:28I passed the stairwell, passed the row of A units turned into
- 17:32the C wing. The smell hit me about 15 feet
- 17:36before I reached 214. Cedar.
- 17:40Warm and specific, the way cedar gets in a closed space and
- 17:44underneath it, something else. Drier, Older, new Sprint, maybe
- 17:49old cardboard, the kind of smell a box gets after years in a dark
- 17:54room. I stopped walking.
- 17:57It was stronger than the last two times, or I was more aware
- 18:01of it now. I wasn't sure which.
- 18:04I kept moving. The door to 214 was the same as
- 18:09every other door in the corridor.
- 18:11Orange roll up, standard padlock Hasp.
- 18:15I crouched and looked at the handle.
- 18:18The smudge was there, dark, roughly thumb shaped, slightly
- 18:22greasy. I'd wiped it away twice and it
- 18:25had come back both times, always in the same position, always the
- 18:28same shape. I looked at it for a moment
- 18:32without touching it. Then I stood up, fit the master
- 18:36key into the padlock and turned it.
- 18:39The lock opened. I unhooked it and set it on the
- 18:42floor beside me. I gripped the handle, gloved,
- 18:46careful, and lifted the roll up door.
- 18:50The smell came out around me in a slow wave.
- 18:54Cedar and old paper and something else beneath both of
- 18:57them, something I couldn't name yet.
- 19:00Something that had been sealed in that room long enough to
- 19:02become its own thing entirely. The flashlight caught the bins
- 19:07first. They ran floor to ceiling along
- 19:10the left wall, a column of identical clear plastic, each
- 19:15one sealed with a snap lid and labeled in handwriting I didn't
- 19:18recognize. Neat, even letters, the kind of
- 19:23handwriting you'd see on a sympathy card.
- 19:26The bottom bin said 1996. I stood there and did the math
- 19:30without wanting to. I was born in 1995.
- 19:34The most recent bin near the top said 2019.
- 19:38I moved the flashlight slowly. The corridor light reached maybe
- 19:424 feet into the unit and then gave up.
- 19:46In the center of the floor, a wooden folding table held a row
- 19:49of Manila envelopes lined up with about an inch between each
- 19:52one. I counted 8.
- 19:56Along the right wall, a metal garment rack.
- 19:59Clothing on hangers. I went to the rack first.
- 20:03I don't know why. There were maybe a dozen items.
- 20:07I moved the flashlight across them, one at a time.
- 20:11A child's jacket, bright red, with a broken zipper pull
- 20:14hanging loose at the bottom of the zip.
- 20:18I stopped moving the light. I knew that jacket.
- 20:22I'd had it in second or third grade, wore it until the zipper
- 20:26broke, and then kept wearing it because I like the color and at
- 20:29some point it was just gone. I'd assumed my mom had donated
- 20:34it. I hadn't thought about it in
- 20:36more than 20 years. Next to it, a Gray hoodie,
- 20:42heavier fabric. The drawstring on the left side
- 20:45was shorter than the right because I'd pulled it through
- 20:47the hood once and couldn't get it back.
- 20:51I'd lost that one at a show in Tempe in 2018.
- 20:55Left it on a chair and walked out without it, and spent about
- 20:58two days mildly annoyed before I moved on.
- 21:03I stood there for a while. Then I went to the bins.
- 21:07I pulled the nearest one off the stack.
- 21:11It wasn't labeled with a year, just a plain lid, plain sides.
- 21:16Inside, wrapped in tissue paper, were drawings, the kind kids
- 21:22make crayon and marker on standard white paper, the shapes
- 21:26slightly too big for their outlines, the colors slightly
- 21:29off from what they were trying to be.
- 21:31I lifted one out. A tree.
- 21:35A yard I recognized the tree before I'd consciously decided
- 21:40to. The oak in the backyard of the
- 21:43house and Flagstaff, the one with the branch low enough to
- 21:46sit on. The one I'd climbed about 1000
- 21:49times before we moved. I turned the paper over.
- 21:54My name in my own handwriting. Not my handwriting.
- 21:59Now my hand handwriting from when I was 8 or 9.
- 22:03The letter's a little too big, a little unsteady, and the R in
- 22:07cross slightly backward, the way I always made it until I was old
- 22:12enough to notice and fix it. I know what my handwriting looks
- 22:16like. I've seen it in old school
- 22:18papers my mother kept. This was mine.
- 22:23I set it down carefully. I opened another bin.
- 22:27Report cards. A library card from the
- 22:30Flagstaff City Library. My name printed on the front.
- 22:34A birthday card. I opened it and read the inside
- 22:37without meaning to, and the signature was my grandmother's,
- 22:42her name in the same loopy cursive she used on every card
- 22:45she ever sent me until she died in 2009.
- 22:49And at the bottom of the bin, wrapped in a paper towel, a
- 22:53small plastic dinosaur, green, missing its tail.
- 22:59I hadn't thought about that dinosaur in probably 15 years.
- 23:03I didn't remember losing it. I didn't remember it being gone.
- 23:08It had just stopped existing at some point, the way childhood
- 23:11objects do. And now it was here, in a
- 23:14plastic bin, in a storage unit on E Bell Road, and someone had
- 23:19wrapped it in a paper towel. I put the lid back on the bin.
- 23:24I went to the table. The first envelope was thicker
- 23:28than the rest. I unsealed the flap and pulled
- 23:31out a single document, a rental agreement for Unit 214, Store
- 23:36Quest Self Storage, E Bell Rd. Phoenix.
- 23:41I found the signature line at the bottom.
- 23:44The signature was mine, not close to mine.
- 23:47Not a careful copy. Mine the specific way I looped
- 23:51the J in my first name, the way I abbreviate cross so the last
- 23:56two letters run together. I developed that signature in my
- 23:59early 20s. I've used it on every check in
- 24:03lease and form since then. The date at the top of the
- 24:06agreement read March 4th, 2002. I read it again March 4th, 2002.
- 24:15I was seven years old. In March of 2002, I was in
- 24:19second grade. I was living in Flagstaff and I
- 24:22was seven years old, and according to this document, I
- 24:26had signed a rental agreement in Phoenix for a storage unit I
- 24:29would not discover for another 22 years.
- 24:33I set it down. I didn't put it back in the
- 24:36envelope. I just set it on the table and
- 24:39stepped back and looked at the column of bins for a moment.
- 24:44Then I pulled the one labeled 2019 off the stack.
- 24:48A print out of a lease agreement.
- 24:50My apartment on 32nd St. My landlord's name at the top,
- 24:55My name on the tenant line. A grocery receipt, the kind that
- 24:59prints long with coupons at the bottom.
- 25:02A photograph, 8 by 10, printed on plain paper, slightly soft at
- 25:07the edges. The way home printers go.
- 25:10The exterior of my building, shot from across the street.
- 25:15The angle was from the sidewalk, maybe 30 feet South of the
- 25:19entrance, looking slightly up. I'd never taken that photograph.
- 25:25I didn't own a print of it. I'd never stood at that angle
- 25:28and pointed a camera at the place I lived.
- 25:31I put the lid back on. I moved to the back of the unit.
- 25:36The cardboard box was on the floor behind the table, flaps
- 25:40open. No tape.
- 25:43I crouched and put the flashlight on it.
- 25:45Inside a key chain. My key chain, the small black
- 25:51rectangle with the corner cracked from when I dropped it
- 25:54on the parking garage concrete outside my old job, the
- 25:58apartment key, the car key, the small brass mailbox key, all on
- 26:02the same ring. I put my hand in my jacket
- 26:05pocket. My keys were there.
- 26:08I pulled them out. Same ring, same cracked corner,
- 26:12same 3 keys. I looked at them, and then I
- 26:16looked at the ones in the box and I kept looking for the
- 26:19difference that wasn't there. Next to the keys in the box, a
- 26:23receipt. Fry's Food Store, Thomas Road, 3
- 26:27days ago. I'd stopped in after my shift on
- 26:30a Thursday morning. Orange juice, bread and a bag of
- 26:34pretzels. The receipt had the time printed
- 26:38at the top 947 in the morning, I remembered because I'd almost
- 26:43gone straight home and then decided I needed the orange
- 26:46juice. Next to the receipt, a
- 26:49photograph, standard paper printed at home, the colors
- 26:54slightly washed. A man walking through a parking
- 26:57lot, shot from behind and above like from a phone, held its
- 27:02shoulder height some distance away.
- 27:05He was wearing a dark jacket, the kind with a simple collar
- 27:08and four buttons on the left cuff.
- 27:11I looked down at my jacket, 4 buttons, left cuff.
- 27:17I stood up straight. I looked at the garment rack,
- 27:20the red jacket, the Gray hoodie. I looked at the bins running
- 27:25floor to ceiling, 1996 at the bottom, 23 years stacked above
- 27:31it each year, sealed and labeled and wrapped in tissue paper
- 27:34where something needed wrapping. I looked at the table and the
- 27:38envelopes and the agreement with my signature from the year I was
- 27:427. I looked at the box on the floor
- 27:45with my keys in it and the photograph of the back of my
- 27:47head. I didn't touch anything else.
- 27:52I walked to the roll up door and crouched and got my fingers
- 27:55under the handle. The cedar smell moved around me
- 27:59as the door came down. 1 long slow exhale of Sealed Air and
- 28:04then the latch caught and the smell was gone.
- 28:08Back inside and there was just the corridor.
- 28:12Fluorescent light, the low hum of the climate control, orange
- 28:17doors in a row. I walked the length of sea
- 28:20corridor to the booth and I didn't look back.
- 28:23The booth smelled like burnt coffee and the same recycled air
- 28:27it always smelled like. I sat in the chair and looked at
- 28:32the monitor array and did not pick up the phone.
- 28:36I thought about it. I thought about it for the 1st
- 28:3940 minutes after I walked back from sea corridor, running
- 28:43through how the conversation would go.
- 28:47Officer, I found a storage unit rented in my name, containing
- 28:50items from my childhood. The rental agreement is dated
- 28:54March 4th, 2002. I was seven years old.
- 29:00The signature at the bottom is mine, my current signature.
- 29:06I'd gotten as far as that sentence in my head, and then
- 29:08I'd stopped, because I could hear exactly how it would land,
- 29:13and I didn't have anything to add to it that would make it
- 29:15land any better. So I sat.
- 29:19I watched the monitors. At 3:14, I got up and walked to
- 29:24sea corridor. The fluorescent lights ran the
- 29:27full length of the hall. Orange doors on both sides,
- 29:31every one of them closed, every one of them locked.
- 29:35I walked to Unit 214 and stood in front of it.
- 29:38The smudge was on the handle, same position, same dark
- 29:42thumbprint shape, like someone had pressed A greasy hand to it
- 29:46and then thought better of pulling.
- 29:48I looked at it for a moment. I didn't touch it.
- 29:52I turned around and walked back to the booth.
- 29:55The following night I came in with the nitrile gloves already
- 29:59in my shirt pocket and went straight to the hard drive under
- 30:02the monitor array before I'd even taken off my jacket.
- 30:07The archive held 30 days of rolling footage.
- 30:11I found the C corridor feed, set playback to four times speed,
- 30:16and started scrolling backward from the current date.
- 30:19The first night of archived footage, I let it run at 314.
- 30:26A figure appeared at the far end of the corridor.
- 30:30I leaned forward without deciding to the figure, walked
- 30:34the length of the hall at an unhurried pace.
- 30:37Not slow, not fast, just steady. The kind of pace that belonged
- 30:42to someone who'd made the same walk many times.
- 30:44And it stopped thinking about it.
- 30:47It stopped in front of Unit 214. It used a key.
- 30:52The roll up door went up. The figure stepped inside.
- 30:57The door came down. I watched the empty corridor for
- 31:0011 minutes at four times speed, which meant I watched it for
- 31:05about 2 1/2 minutes. At 3:25, the door went up, the
- 31:11figure stepped out, it turned and walked back the way it came,
- 31:14Same pace, same unhurried rhythm, and disappeared around
- 31:19the bend at the far end of the hall.
- 31:21I went to the next night, 314. Same figure, same 11 minutes.
- 31:28Door up, figure in, door down, wait, door up, figure out.
- 31:34Gone. I went to the next night, 3/14.
- 31:39I checked all 30 nights. I didn't rush through them, I
- 31:43watched each one at 4 times speed, and I kept a running
- 31:46count on the notepad I used for binder entries. 30 nights, 30
- 31:52visits. Every single one at 3:14.
- 31:56Every single one lasting 11 minutes exactly, door to door.
- 32:01The figure was always the same height, always the same dark
- 32:05jacket, always that same pace, like it had somewhere to be and
- 32:10wasn't in any hurry to get there.
- 32:13I set the notepad down and pulled the patrol binder from
- 32:16beside the monitor array. I've been logging my walking
- 32:19routes for 11 months. Every entry had a timestamp, A
- 32:23corridor designation, and a note if anything was irregular.
- 32:28I flipped back through November. I flipped back.
- 32:31Through October, my route put me at the east loading Bay at 3:14
- 32:36every single night. I'd never noticed it as a
- 32:40pattern because I'd never had a reason to look for one.
- 32:44The route had been given to me by Glenn when I started.
- 32:47He'd handed me a printed sheet with the corridor sequence and
- 32:50the approximate times and told me to keep to it for
- 32:54consistency. I'd kept to it.
- 32:57I was consistent. I was reliably somewhere else
- 33:00every night at 3:14, and I had been for 11 months, and whoever
- 33:06had set up that route had known that a man who followed
- 33:08instructions would follow them without variation, and had
- 33:12planned accordingly. I sat with that for a moment.
- 33:17The ceiling climate control unit ticked.
- 33:20The monitors hummed their low electrical hum.
- 33:24I looked at the notepad. 30 visits, 11 minutes, 314 every
- 33:30night for 30 nights, and probably longer than that.
- 33:34Probably back as far as the archive went.
- 33:36Probably back further than the archive.
- 33:40I looked at the timestamp in the corner of the monitor. 313.
- 33:45I looked up from the screen through the booth window.
- 33:49The main corridor ran straight and empty under the fluorescent
- 33:53lights about 40 feet out. It bent left towards C Wing.
- 33:59I could see the bend from where I sat.
- 34:02I could see the clean white corner of the wall where the
- 34:04corridor turned. The lights hummed.
- 34:07The climate control ticked. The corridor was empty, 313.
- 34:13I didn't move. The time stamp clicked over 314.
- 34:18The figure came around the bend. Same dark jacket, same height,
- 34:22same unhurried pace. Not slow, not fast, just steady.
- 34:27The same walk I'd watched 30 times on the screen at four
- 34:31times speed. And now I was watching it happen
- 34:3312 feet away through a pane of booth glass in real time.
- 34:38It didn't look around. It didn't check the booth.
- 34:41It walked the corridor the way you walk a hallway in your own
- 34:44house in the dark, knowing exactly where everything is.
- 34:47And it stopped in front of Unit 214.
- 34:51It used a key. The roll up door went up.
- 34:55The figure stepped inside. The door came down.
- 34:59I had my hand on the edge of the desk.
- 35:02I didn't remember putting it there.
- 35:05The booth was very quiet. The corridor was empty again.
- 35:10The fluorescent lights ran the full length of the hall and lit
- 35:13up. Nothing.
- 35:14Just orange doors. Just the clean floor, just the
- 35:18corner of the wall where the bend was.
- 35:21I didn't call out. I didn't stand up.
- 35:25I sat in the chair with my hand on the edge of the desk and I
- 35:29watched the corridor and I tried to build a sentence in my head
- 35:33that described what I was going to do, and I couldn't finish it.
- 35:38The climate control unit ticked at 325.
- 35:43The roll up door went up. The figure stepped out.
- 35:47It turned and walked back in the direction it had come from.
- 35:50Same pace, same dark jacket, same steady, unhurried movement.
- 35:55It reached the bend in the corridor, and then it slowed,
- 35:59just for a moment, just one beat, not stopping, not turning,
- 36:03not looking back toward the booth.
- 36:06And then it moved again and went around the corner and out of
- 36:09frame. I was still sitting in the
- 36:12booth. My hand was still on the edge of
- 36:16the desk. The corridor was empty.
- 36:20The fluorescent lights hummed. The climate control unit on the
- 36:24ceiling ticked steadily, the same sound it had been making
- 36:27all night, the same sound it would keep making.
- 36:33I watched the empty corridor. The 911 dispatcher had a flat,
- 36:38even voice that made everything sound provisional.
- 36:42What's the address? I gave it to her store, Quest
- 36:46Self Storage E Bell Rd. I told her there had been an
- 36:51intruder in the building, that I'd watch them enter and exit a
- 36:54storage unit on the 2nd floor, that they'd left the unit and
- 36:58walked back down the corridor. Is the intruder still on site?
- 37:04I don't know. I watched them leave the
- 37:07corridor on camera. I don't know their exit route
- 37:10from the building. Are you in a safe location?
- 37:15I'm in the front booth. There's a lock on the door.
- 37:19She told me to stay on the line. I did.
- 37:23I sat with the phone against my ear and watch the corridor
- 37:26through the booth window. The bend that led to C Wing was
- 37:31empty. The fluorescent lights ran their
- 37:34hum. I kept the line open and watch
- 37:37the timestamp in the corner of the monitor array.
- 37:41It read 326, then 327. Nothing moved in the corridor.
- 37:48The officers arrived at 3:38. I heard the cruiser before I saw
- 37:53it. Tires on the parking lot,
- 37:55asphalt. Then the white sweep of
- 37:58headlights across the booth window.
- 38:01Two of them, one taller than the other.
- 38:04Both in the particular flat effect mode that cops use when
- 38:07they've been dispatched to a call.
- 38:08That might be nothing. I met them at the front door and
- 38:12let them in with my keypad code. The taller one did most of the
- 38:16talking early on. He asked me to walk them through
- 38:20what I'd seen. I did it standing in the
- 38:23corridor outside the booth, keeping it factual, keeping it
- 38:26in sequence. Figure enters C corridor at
- 38:3031411 minutes. Figure exits 30 nights in a row,
- 38:36same time, same duration. I watched it on the archive
- 38:41footage, and then I watched it live.
- 38:44He wrote things in his notebook while I talked.
- 38:48The other officer stood 1/2 step back and looked at the corridor
- 38:51like he was trying to find something wrong with it.
- 38:55They searched the building first, standard sweep, both of
- 38:59them moving through the corridors while I waited in the
- 39:01booth. It took about 20 minutes.
- 39:05They came back and the taller one said the building was clear.
- 39:09No one inside except me. Show us the unit, he said.
- 39:15I LED them up the stairwell to see corridor.
- 39:18The fluorescent lights ticked on in sequence as we moved, the
- 39:21motion sensors catching US one by one.
- 39:25I stopped in front of unit 214. The smudge on the handle was
- 39:30gone. I noticed that in the second
- 39:32before I handed over the master key, the handle was clean.
- 39:37I looked at it for a moment without saying anything, then
- 39:40gave the key to the taller officer.
- 39:44He crouched and fitted it to the lock, then straightened and
- 39:47pulled the roll up door up in one motion.
- 39:50The unit was empty, not just cleared clean.
- 39:55The floor had no dust lines where the bins had set, no scuff
- 39:59marks from the garment rack, no impression in the concrete where
- 40:02the folding tables legs had been.
- 40:04The smell was gone. The air inside was the same
- 40:08recycled, climate controlled nothing as every other unit in
- 40:11the building. I stood in the doorway with both
- 40:15officers, flashlights moving across the bare walls, and I
- 40:19understood that I was looking at a room that had been made to
- 40:21look like it had never held anything.
- 40:25The shorter officer turned and looked at me.
- 40:28Not hostile. Something more careful than
- 40:30that. How long have you been working
- 40:33nights here? 11 months.
- 40:36You sleeping OK during the shift?
- 40:38I mean, you take breaks. I knew what the question was.
- 40:43I kept my voice level. I don't sleep during my shift.
- 40:49He nodded slowly. The way people nod when they're
- 40:52deciding not to push something yet.
- 40:55I told them everything. I stood in the doorway of the
- 40:59empty unit and I laid it out. The rental agreement with my
- 41:02name on it and a date from 2002. The bins labeled by year going
- 41:07back to 1996. The garment rack with the red
- 41:11jacket I'd owned in elementary school.
- 41:14The box on the floor with the duplicate keys.
- 41:17The photograph of me in the parking lot taken 3 days ago.
- 41:21The taller officer kept writing. The shorter one listened with
- 41:25his flashlight pointed at the floor.
- 41:28When I finished, neither of them said anything for a moment.
- 41:33Then the taller one said you mentioned footage.
- 41:37You said you pulled the archive? Yes.
- 41:41Can you show us that? We went back to the booth.
- 41:46I sat down at the monitor array and pulled up the C corridor
- 41:49feed. I navigated to the archive.
- 41:53The taller officer leaned over my shoulder.
- 41:56The shorter 1 stood in the doorway.
- 41:59The archive began at 326. AMI sat there and looked at it.
- 42:06The timestamp was exact 326 the minute I'd picked up the phone
- 42:12and dialed. Everything before that was gone.
- 42:1630 nights of footage. The figures visit at 314.
- 42:21All of it. The hard drive was showing me a
- 42:24clean record that started the moment I decided to stop.
- 42:27Being the only one who knew, I went back through the interface
- 42:31twice. I checked the other corridor
- 42:34feeds to make sure I hadn't pulled the wrong one.
- 42:37I hadn't. The taller officer straightened
- 42:40up. He didn't say anything
- 42:42immediately. He looked at the screen for
- 42:45another few seconds, then looked at me.
- 42:48The archive just starts there. Yes.
- 42:53The shorter officer wrote something in his notebook.
- 42:57I didn't ask what. I told them about the public
- 43:00facing terminal, how I typed in the unit number and got my own
- 43:03name back. The taller one checked it
- 43:06himself, right there in the booth.
- 43:09The terminal returned to unit #214 listed as vacant.
- 43:13No current tenant. He typed it twice.
- 43:17They stayed until 4:40. They walked the building again.
- 43:21They checked the loading Bay doors, the exterior gates, the
- 43:25stairwell cameras. The stairwell footage was
- 43:28intact. No figure leaving, no figure
- 43:31entering. Whoever had cleared the unit had
- 43:35either used an exit the cameras didn't cover or had dealt with
- 43:38those feeds too. At 439, the taller officer
- 43:42filled out a card and set it on the desk in front of me.
- 43:46A case number, A non-emergency line number, the precinct
- 43:50address printed small along the bottom.
- 43:54If anything else comes up, give us a call.
- 43:58He paused. You should probably get some
- 44:00sleep. The shorter officer didn't add
- 44:04anything. He looked at the booth, at the
- 44:07monitor array, at the empty corridor visible through the
- 44:10window, and then he walked out. I heard them in the parking lot
- 44:16doors. Closing the engine.
- 44:19I sat in the booth with a card in my hand and watch through the
- 44:22window as the cruiser backed out of its spot, swung toward the
- 44:26exit, and rolled out of the store Quest lot.
- 44:29Its tail lights moved. E on Bell Road 2 red points
- 44:33getting smaller, and then the road was empty and they were
- 44:36gone. The clock on the monitor array
- 44:39read 441. I looked at it.
- 44:44Then I looked at the C corridor feed.
- 44:48The corridor was empty. Unit 21 Fourn's door was closed.
- 44:52The camera angle caught the handle just barely, and there
- 44:55was nothing on it, no smudge. I kept watching anyway.
- 45:00I didn't walk the corridors again.
- 45:02I told myself it was because there was no point, and that was
- 45:05true, and it wasn't the whole truth.
- 45:09I sat in the booth with my hands flat on the desk and watched the
- 45:12screens. The C corridor feed showed the
- 45:16same empty hallway for four hours and 14 minutes.
- 45:20The fluorescent lights hummed on the monitor the same way they
- 45:24hummed in the actual corridor 12 feet away.
- 45:27I didn't write anything in the binder.
- 45:30At 9:00, I got up, I put on my jacket, I turned off the monitor
- 45:36array the way I did every morning, and I walked out.
- 45:40The drive was less than two miles.
- 45:42I don't remember most of it. I parked in my usual spot in the
- 45:46lot behind the building. I remember the cold drive.
- 45:50Phoenix, November Cold. The kind that comes from the sky
- 45:54being completely clear and the sun not being up long enough yet
- 45:58to do anything about it. I walked around to the front
- 46:01entrance, put my key in the lock, went inside.
- 46:05The apartment was quiet. My jacket went on the back of
- 46:09the chair. I set my keys on the counter.
- 46:13I was thinking about nothing in particular, which is a specific
- 46:16kind of thinking, the kind where your brain is too tired to form
- 46:20a complete thought and just moves you through the motions of
- 46:23being home. I was going to sit down.
- 46:27I was going to take off my boots.
- 46:30I looked at the hook by the kitchen window.
- 46:33There was a key on it. I stood there.
- 46:37The hook had been empty for days.
- 46:40I had looked at that hook every morning when I came home, and
- 46:44every evening before I left, and it had been empty and I had told
- 46:48myself I'd move the spare and forgotten where.
- 46:53I had almost believed that this wasn't my spare.
- 46:57I walked over to it slowly. The key was small, old
- 47:02fashioned, a simple bow, a short flat blade.
- 47:05The kind of key that opens a padlock or a storage unit, not
- 47:09an apartment door. My spare was a standard house
- 47:13key, brass with a blue rubber cap I'd put on it years ago so I
- 47:17could find it fast. This was nothing like that.
- 47:22I lifted it off the hook. It was cold.
- 47:25Not room temperature, not the mild cool of metal sitting
- 47:29still, cold, the way something gets when it's been outside.
- 47:34I turned it over in my fingers. The bow was stamped 214.
- 47:40I read it twice. The numerals were small and
- 47:43clean, pressed into the metal. The way unit numbers get pressed
- 47:46into facility keys. I knew what that stamp meant.
- 47:51I had held master keys with that same kind of stamp.
- 47:55I had opened that door with a key that looked almost exactly
- 47:58like this one. I stood in my kitchen.
- 48:02I know what my front door sounds like when it's locked.
- 48:05I had locked it behind me. I looked at it now.
- 48:09The deadbolt was thrown, the handle lock set the same as
- 48:12always. I looked at the windows.
- 48:16Both of them closed. The one over the sink closed.
- 48:19The one in the living room, visible from where I stood,
- 48:22closed. I had not left a window open.
- 48:26I did not leave windows open. I turn the key over again, the
- 48:31bow pressed into my thumb. Cold metal, real weight 214
- 48:36stamped into it in numerals I could feel with my fingertip.
- 48:41I set it back down on the counter.
- 48:44Then I picked it up again. I don't know why.
- 48:48Maybe I thought it would be gone if I put it down.
- 48:52Maybe I needed to keep confirming it was there.
- 48:56My spare key had been missing for days.
- 48:59The hook had been empty. Now it held this.
- 49:03I thought about the rental agreement, the date on it, March
- 49:074th, 2002. The signature that was mine, the
- 49:12bins labeled by year, the drawings with my backward R, the
- 49:16jacket with a broken zipper pull that I had owned and then not
- 49:20owned and then not thought about for 20 years.
- 49:23I thought about the photograph of the man in the parking lot,
- 49:26shot from behind, wearing the jacket I've been wearing at that
- 49:29exact moment. I thought about the box on the
- 49:32floor of the unit and the keys in it, My keys, my key chain, my
- 49:38car key and mailbox key and apartment key, while the same
- 49:42set sat in my pocket. The unit was empty now.
- 49:47The officers had seen that. I had seen it too, through the
- 49:50booth window on the monitor, the C corridor feed showing nothing,
- 49:55showing a closed door in a clean handle.
- 49:58Whatever had been in that unit was gone, but someone had been
- 50:02in my apartment. Someone had unlocked my front
- 50:05door or opened a window. I had no evidence.
- 50:08Was opened and come inside and left this on the hook, on the
- 50:12specific hook where my missing spare key used to hang and then
- 50:15left again and lock the door or close the window.
- 50:20And now there was no evidence of that either.
- 50:23I stood alone in my kitchen with the key in my hand.
- 50:27It was still cold, 214 stamped clean and small and certain into
- 50:32the bow. I looked at my locked door.
- 50:37I looked at my closed windows. I looked at the hook on the wall
- 50:40by the window, empty now because the key was in my hand.
- 50:44I had no explanation for how it got there, for the key was
- 50:49small, lighter than it should have been.
- 50:53I stood at the counter and looked at it in my palm.
- 50:56Old fashioned bow at the top, a short barrel, teeth cut.
- 51:00Simple. The number 214 was stamped into
- 51:04the bow in shallow digits. I knew what kind of lock it fit.
- 51:09I knew exactly what kind of lock it fit.
- 51:13I didn't put it down. I went through what I knew.
- 51:16The same way I would have written it in the binder 1 fact
- 51:20at a time, in order a unit registered in my name since
- 51:24March 4th, 2002. I was seven years old in March
- 51:30of 2002. The signature on the rental
- 51:33agreement was mine. Not a copy, not a trace.
- 51:38The specific looping Ji developed sometime around 2122.
- 51:43The abbreviated last name on a document dated when I was in
- 51:47second grade. 30 nights of visits, each one at 3:14 in the
- 51:52morning, each 111 minutes, each one timed to the window when my
- 51:57logged route put me at the east loading Bay.
- 52:01An archive of my entire life, assembled and maintained by
- 52:04someone else, cleared in under 12 minutes when I called 911.
- 52:11And now a key left on a hook in my locked apartment, Not thrown
- 52:16through a window, not slid under the door, on the hook where my
- 52:21spare key had been. I thought about calling again.
- 52:26The case number card was on the counter where I'd set it when I
- 52:29emptied my pockets. I looked at it.
- 52:33A white card, small, the officer's name printed at the
- 52:37top and a handwritten number below.
- 52:40I picked it up. I thought about what I'd say.
- 52:45I found a key in my locked apartment.
- 52:48I thought about what the officer would hear.
- 52:51I thought about the way he looked at the empty unit, that
- 52:54particular look, the one where someone is deciding how to write
- 52:58something down without saying what they're actually thinking.
- 53:02I set the card back on the counter.
- 53:05Glenn. I thought about driving back out
- 53:08to E Bell Road and walking into his office and putting the key
- 53:11on his desk. I thought about how that
- 53:14conversation would go. He'd start a different sentence.
- 53:19He'd say the system was still in migration, or the new platform
- 53:22was almost running, or had I checked the East Bay Seal lately
- 53:26because it had been soft? He'd hand me something to do and
- 53:30wait for me to leave. I'd leave.
- 53:35That was how it went with Glenn. That was how it had always gone
- 53:38with Glenn. I didn't reach for my car keys.
- 53:42I walked the apartment instead. I went slow.
- 53:46Bedroom first. I opened the closet, looked at
- 53:49the shelf above the hanging bar, looked at the floor.
- 53:53Nothing moved, nothing out of place.
- 53:57The bathroom, Same. The small living room with the
- 54:00couch I'd had since Flagstaff and the TVI bought second hand.
- 54:04The first month I moved in, everything was where I'd left
- 54:08it. Whatever had been done here had
- 54:10been done carefully. That was the thing that kept
- 54:14landing. Not careless, not frantic.
- 54:18Careful. The kind of careful that meant
- 54:21they'd been here more than once. I went back to the kitchen.
- 54:25I set the key on the counter next to the case number card. 2
- 54:29objects. Late morning light was coming in
- 54:32through the window above the sink, The thin, pale light of a
- 54:37November morning in Phoenix. Not warm, just present.
- 54:43I looked at both of them. I know what someone does when
- 54:46they want to threaten you. They break something.
- 54:49They leave a mess. They make sure you feel it.
- 54:53This wasn't that. Whoever had been maintaining
- 54:56that unit, filling those bins, hanging that red jacket on a
- 55:00garment rack, keeping a copy of my apartment lease in a labeled
- 55:04box, had been doing it for my entire conscious life.
- 55:09They'd had access to my home. They'd known my schedule down to
- 55:13the minute, and now, after 30 nights of visits I was never
- 55:18supposed to see, after clearing an entire archive in the time it
- 55:23took two officers to drive across Phoenix, they'd left me a
- 55:27key. Not a warning.
- 55:30A key to the unit that held everything they'd kept of me.
- 55:35I picked it up again. I didn't know what the right
- 55:38move was. I knew the unit was empty.
- 55:41The police had confirmed that. The bare floor, the clean smell.
- 55:46I knew the key was real. I knew it fit a lock I'd stood
- 55:49in front of dozens of times without knowing what was behind
- 55:52it. And I knew that somewhere,
- 55:55whoever had left this was waiting.
- 55:58They'd been patient for a very long time.
- 56:00They'd see what I did next. The case number card sat on the
- 56:05counter. I looked at it once more than I
- 56:09left it there. I put the key in my jacket
- 56:12pocket. I didn't hang it back on the
- 56:15hook. I didn't drop it in the trash
- 56:17under the sink. I didn't lock it in my glove box
- 56:20or mail it to the Police Department or throw it into the
- 56:23alley behind the building. I put it in my pocket.
- 56:28That was the decision. I didn't have a name for what I
- 56:32was deciding, but I felt the weight of it settle, the small,
- 56:36specific weight of a key that was not mine and was also
- 56:41entirely mine. The kitchen was quiet.
- 56:45The climate control clicked on and pushed a soft breath of air
- 56:48through the vent above the doorway.
- 56:50Outside, a car moved down N 32nd St. and faded.
- 56:55I stood in the late morning light and didn't move.