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Some narcissists are worse than others · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful people.
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  Today we're going to be talking about how some narcissists are
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  worse than others. And this is not me trying to
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  invalidate anybody, y'all. At the end of the day, abuse is
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  abuse. But there's a there's a sliding,
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  there's a scale. There's a scale out there,
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  y'all. If you're new here, my name is
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  Lee Hammock. I'm a clinically diagnosed
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  narcissist. And welcome to another episode
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  of The Narcissist Code. Boom.
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  Welcome back, welcome back, welcome back folks.
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  Yes, again. Let me start by saying this
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  again, y'all. This is not me trying to
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  minimize anything that anyone has been through.
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  Like I said in the beginning, abuse is abuse.
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  If you are a survivor, you are a survivor.
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  This is not me trying to say that there's different levels of
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  survivors. I know some people might
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  categorize it and things like that.
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  Survivors survive, Thrivers thrive.
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  This is again, I'm not trying to minimize anything you've been
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  through, anything you survived, anything you fought through.
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  We don't, we don't, we don't do that here.
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  Y'all seen that the old T'challa meme from Black Panther?
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  We don't do that here. No, we don't do that over here.
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  We don't victim, we don't minimize, we don't victim blame.
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  We just have people thrive and survive.
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  But yeah, there yeah, at the end of the day, and I think most of
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  y'all agree with me that there are there are different levels
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  of narcissists, No2 narcissists all the same, Like some are
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  absolutely worse than others. And I just this is me speaking
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  from personal experience as well, because I do my one-on-one
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  coaching over zoom and I have a support group called the mental
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  healers mental illness.net to find out more info.
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  And the stories that I hear are wild.
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  The stories that I hear are wild.
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  And I'm just like, damn, I'm nowhere near as bad as that
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  person. I've been emotionally abusive
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  and it sucks, but this person being emotionally abusive tried
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  to take your life, stole all your money, absconded with your
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  kids, left the country, They've done yo there's levels to it.
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  And no two narcissists are the same.
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  Just like fingerprints. These are both fingerprints,
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  right? These are both fingerprints.
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  All of these are my fingerprints.
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  Everybody has fingerprints, but everybody's fingerprints are
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  going to be different. They're still categorized as
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  fingerprints, but they're different.
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  Just like narcissist. They're still categorized as
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  narcissist, narcissistic, but everybody's going to be
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  different. There's a sliding scale at your
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  at the bottom of the scale. You have your regular run.
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  You have your regular run-of-the-mill narcissist and
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  toxic people, right? You, you have that, you, you,
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  you have your regular run-of-the-mill narcissist or
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  like, toxic person. They just have narcissistic
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  traits. They are narcissistic as hell,
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  but they don't, you know, they don't just like, they're
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  narcissistic as hell, but they might be, yeah, open to change.
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  They might hear you out. They might have some childhood
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  trauma that they might be willing to work through.
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  Those are your bottom level baseline narcissistic abusers,
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  right? But then as you slide up the
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  scale, it gets pathological, right?
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  It gets, it gets really pathological.
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  Like it really, it really, really does, you know, and it,
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  it gets pathological with a narcissistic person, they're,
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  they're, they're not really ever going to try to go get help.
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  Very rarely do you have somebody that is a pathological
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  narcissist like me that goes into therapy.
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  It actually works on their behavior there.
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  There's like this literally I can count on one hand the amount
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  of self aware narcissist that I really would trust to recommend
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  anybody to heal from. One is Ben Taylor and the other
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  one is one is Ben Taylor overall motivations and the other is
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  Leon Walker. And they haven't get like I've
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  been mounted in workshops and everything with being me and
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  being and friends in real life. Leon, I've talked to Leon a
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  couple times. Everybody else I haven't really
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  interacted with like that. I haven't gotten to a deep level
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  with them. So you know, if I, if I get into
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  a deep level, I have more to recommend.
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  But right now those are the two that I can think of.
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  I might have forgot some other people.
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  No disrespect. If we, if we, if we, if we ride
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  together, no disrespect to you, right, but your regular
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  run-of-the-mill narcissist, typically you're not regular
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  run-of-the-mill. Your pathological narcissist
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  isn't only going to change. They had the lack of empathy.
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  They're going to try to be emotionally abusive, right?
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  And some of them cross the line to physical abuse when they when
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  like when the emotional abuse doesn't work, right?
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  Yeah. When the emotional abuse doesn't
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  work, they tend to just elevate to physical abuse.
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  Like my words and my words are not affecting you anymore.
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  Here comes the hands, Here comes the feet.
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  Here comes the objects that I'm going to throw at you.
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  I'm going to launch something at you because you're not, oh,
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  you're not listening. The emotional stuff doesn't work
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  anymore. Here's a here's a, a jar of
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  glutamine for you. And they launch it at you,
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  right? They toss it at you.
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  They try to hurt your feelings. They try to hurt your body.
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  And they do that type of stuff. And they think you deserve it.
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  Yes, not every narcissist is physically, physically abusive.
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  But you do have the narcissistic people that are, you know,
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  emotionally and physically abusive.
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  Some of them will just think. And they all think you deserve
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  it. Whether it's emotional or
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  physical abuse, they all think that you deserve it.
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  I don't get this way this way with anybody else.
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  You're the only person who I do this to, who I treat like this.
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  You made me ACT this way. I can't believe I did this.
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  You bring out the worst in me. They'll blame you for stuff that
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  they've done to everybody else. They've done this to everybody
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  else. You know, they've done this
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  stuff to a lot of different people.
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  And like I said, not every narcissist is going to be
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  physically abusive. A lot of them are just going to
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  be emotionally abusive and covert and not put their hands
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  on you. They just use their words and
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  their actions here to manipulate you with to just devalue you
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  with to help help ruin your life.
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  You know, they might not be physically abusive, but they try
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  to abscond with your kids. Like I said, they run off with
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  your kids. They just keep your kids alone
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  with the words that they're supposed to keep.
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  They won't let you talk to the kids.
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  They don't follow the court order.
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  They steal your car, they drain your bank account.
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  They do everything on a single thing.
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  They turn your friends and family against you.
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  There's levels to it. It's still abusive.
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  Again, you're still a victim of abuse.
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  It's not me trying to minimize you, but there's levels to it.
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  You're still a victim of abuse. But some people, you know, you
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  get the emotional side, but then you get beat up too.
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  Imagine getting physically, imagine getting mostly gas lit.
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  And then they feel like they haven't gas lit, you know, so
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  they put their hands around your throat and take your life.
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  They strengthen you to you blackout.
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  And then they say, look, they strengthen you to the blackout.
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  And then they then they try to wake you up and just say, Oh, I
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  love you so much. I, I, I do this because I love
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  you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't
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  do this to you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't
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  treat you this way. What the hell, huh?
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  If they didn't love you, they wouldn't treat you this way.
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  What the hell kind of dumbass? I just want everybody to thrive
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  and survive y'all. I really really do.
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  They're just saying like you might actually not have your
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  regular Then when you get to the narcissist like escalate the
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  like I said, you get the pathological narcissist, but
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  that's not even the top of the rung.
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  You get the pathological narcissist.
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  Then you get the narcissistic sociopaths, the narcissistic
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  psych psychopaths. You get the people that are
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  worse. They have no empathy.
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  They don't care about you that pretend to exist with you.
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  They try to ruin your life on purpose and do not care what
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  happens to them. You get the pathological
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  sociopathic or psychopathic narcissist.
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  They don't care about trying to ruin your life at the cost of
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  their own. They don't care they will try to
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  seek their revenge on you and not care about the outcome that
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  happens to them. As long as I get this revenge by
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  hurting you or ruining your life or taking your life, I don't
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  care. If I go to jail, I might take
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  myself out of here. If I take you out here, I might
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  take myself out of here. Some of y'all have.
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  Some of y'all have survived your house being burnt down.
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  Some of y'all have survived the person stabbing you or putting
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  the putting the gun to you and shooting.
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  Shooting at you trying to drive in a car at high speeds to try
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  to scare you and manipulate you into giving them, giving them or
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  forgiving them or giving up giving like giving into
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  something to avoid accountability.
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  Some of them have put you through the worst times and
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  manage imaginable and they still think you deserve it.
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  Imagine somebody trying to stab you or take your life and
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  thinking you deserved it and guess what happens?
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  I've seen this happen before. You go back and they absolutely,
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  if you go back to it, they absolutely believe you deserved
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  it because why would you come back to me if you didn't think
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  that? You didn't, If you didn't think
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  you deserved this, why are you coming back to me?
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  That's how they think. If you didn't think you deserved
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  this, why are you coming back to me?
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  They'll smile, they'll cry, they'll fake emotions.
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  You get the fake emotion narcissist.
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  Some narcissist people can't express genuine emotion.
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  They'll cry because they're hurt, right?
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  But the psychopath, sociopath, they'll fake cry to manipulate
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  you. They'll turn it on.
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  And then when you give in, they'll smile.
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  They'll be, oh, I can't believe I hurt you so much.
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  And you'll be like, it's OK, it's OK.
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  They'll be like, is it like a little devil smile?
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  And then if they have any tears coming down, they'll have a tear
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  right here. It'll suck back into the eye.
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  Like it'll go back into the reserve.
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  They can, they can save their tears for later.
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  Like I can't get this. These tears run out.
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  These tears are not replenishable.
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  I need them for later. So suck up.
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  They'll suck the tears back. They'll suck the tears back in
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  for later. There is levels to this y'all.
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  Some of y'all have just dealt with more dangerous people.
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  And that's why I tell people like when you get out of a touch
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  relationship, take time to heal. Take your time to heal because
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  you can find a worse person. If you have friends and family
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  members out there telling you just oh you, you broke up with
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  them, go go get somebody else really quick.
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  No slow your ass down because you might have just had your
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  regular run-of-the-mill toxic narcissistic person.
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  That's maybe not. That might not be pathological
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  right? They just might be a line
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  cheating asshole, right? You leave a line cheating
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  asshole and your friends peer pressed you into rushing to a
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  new relationship. Guess what happens?
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  You leave just a line cheating asshole and you end up with a
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  psychopath. Slow your ass down, you can find
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  a worse partner. They are out there.
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  They're waiting for you to come out there and just be rushing
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  into something. They're ready.
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  They're out there waiting with their arms open with their they
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  they they, they will, they will retract their fangs so you don't
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  see it that they're vampires. You know they'll they'll see you
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  coming. Like let me sit my fangs back
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  in. Y'all didn't know narcissist
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  like the psychopaths and sociopaths.
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  They have retractable tear ducts and fangs.
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  You know, the fangs and tear ducts go back in.
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  Yeah, if you made it this far, you got to drop a vampire emoji
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  in the chat. Yeah, you got to drop a vampire
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  emoji in the chat, 'cause I appreciate you.
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  But yeah, that's what happens. There's levels to it.
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  And again, I'm not trying to minimize, Miss the Man, minimize
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  what you went through or invalidate anybody's
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  experiences. It's all abuse.
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  It's abusive. Yelling and screaming is abuse.
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  Constant yelling and screaming is absolutely abuse.
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  It's emotional abuse. They they might not yell and
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  scream at you. Oh, they never yelled and
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  screamed at me, but they back smacked me all they they would
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  just, they they're covert, but they always backhand me every
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  once in a while. So some people don't even yell
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  and scream. They just hit you and think you
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  deserve it and tell you, dude, you deserve it.
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  I can't believe you. Maybe do that to you.
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