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- 0:01The mother draws a clear distinction between the
- 0:04individual who is in contact with his own deepest inner truth
- 0:07of being, his swadharma, and the individual who does not pay
- 0:12attention to this deepest truth but lives what may be called a
- 0:17transactional existence focused on the aggrandizement and
- 0:21enjoyment of his outer being and personality.
- 0:26In the Mahabharata we can identify two major people who
- 0:30embody these two opposite tendencies.
- 0:33There is King Yudhishtira, later emperor, who is the embodiment
- 0:38of Dharma, who works not for his own self aggrandizement but to
- 0:43provide benefit to everyone under his umbrella.
- 0:47Then there is Duryodhana, his cousin, who while a king in his
- 0:52own right, with power and wealth at his disposal, is so jealous
- 0:57of his cousin that he is willing to lie, cheat and steal to win
- 1:02the wealth and Kingdom of Yudhishtira and eventually
- 1:06becomes the proximate cause of the great battle that led to the
- 1:10destruction of vast numbers of Chatrias.
- 1:14In the battle of Kurukshetra, one can see the peace and
- 1:19harmony at work in the person of Yudhishtira and can observe the
- 1:23selfishness, bitterness and jealousy eating away at
- 1:28Duryodhana and clouding his wisdom.
- 1:32The mother notes quote the inner law.
- 1:36The truth of the being is the divine presence in every human
- 1:40being, which should be the master and guide of our life.
- 1:46When you acquire the habit of listening to this inner law,
- 1:49when you obey it, follow it, try more and more to let it guide
- 1:54your life, you create around you an atmosphere of truth and peace
- 2:00and harmony, which naturally reacts upon circumstances and
- 2:04forms, so to say, the atmosphere in which you live.
- 2:09When you are a being of justice, truth, harmony, compassion,
- 2:15understanding of perfect goodwill.
- 2:18This inner attitude, the more sincere and total it is, the
- 2:23more it reacts upon the external circumstances.
- 2:27Not that it necessarily diminishes the difficulties of
- 2:30life, but it gives these difficulties a new meaning, and
- 2:35that allows you to face them with a new strength and a new
- 2:38wisdom. Whereas the man, the human being
- 2:42who follows his impulses, who obeys his desires, who has not
- 2:47time for scruples, who comes to live in complete cynicism, not
- 2:52caring for the effect that his life has upon others, or for the
- 2:57more or less harmful consequences of his acts,
- 3:00creates for himself an atmosphere of ugliness,
- 3:04selfishness, conflict, and bad will, which necessarily acts
- 3:10more and more upon his consciousness and gives a
- 3:12bitterness to his life that in the end becomes a perpetual
- 3:18torment. Of course, this does not mean
- 3:22that such a man will not succeed in what he undertakes, that he
- 3:25will not be able to possess what he desires.
- 3:29These external advantages disappear only when there is
- 3:32within the inmost being a spark of sincerity which persists and
- 3:39makes him worthy of this misfortune.
- 3:42If you see a bad man become unlucky and miserable, you must
- 3:46immediately respect him. It means that the flame of inner
- 3:51sincerity is not altogether extinguished and something still
- 3:55reacts to his bad actions. End Quote.
- 4:00Reference Srioro Bindu and the Mother Powers within, Chapter 7
- 4:06Attitude, pages 78 to 79.