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- 0:15Speaker 1: Pushkin.
- 0:23Speaker 2: In the middle of our preparations for season seven of
- 0:27Speaker 2: This Your Favorite podcast, the Revisionist History team got on
- 0:32Speaker 2: a train to Philadelphia, four of us carrying props, recording equipment,
- 0:38Speaker 2: and extra microphones. Our destination the Gothic, ivy covered Cathedral
- 0:44Speaker 2: of Higher Learning that is the University of Pennsylvania. And
- 0:48Speaker 2: why did we go Because we had cooked up a
- 0:51Speaker 2: little experiment and we were curious to see how it
- 0:55Speaker 2: would fly.
- 1:03Speaker 3: Thank you welcome.
- 1:05Speaker 2: We commandeered one of the main lecture halls at the
- 1:07Speaker 2: Wharton School. I did seventy five or so students, all seniors, smart,
- 1:12Speaker 2: focused discipline, future masters of the universe, and asked them
- 1:17Speaker 2: to answer ten simple questions, such as, how many years
- 1:22Speaker 2: of your K twelve education were a public school and
- 1:25Speaker 2: how many were a private school at the time of
- 1:28Speaker 2: your graduation from high school? How many continents had you
- 1:32Speaker 2: visited at any point during your middle school and high
- 1:35Speaker 2: school years? Did your parents provide you with a private tutor?
- 1:39Speaker 4: Are you doing that?
- 1:40Speaker 2: Mister pretty good? Joined myself. I looked out at Rose
- 1:46Speaker 2: and rose at eager students hunched over their deaths in anticipation,
- 1:50Speaker 2: took a deep breath and began So my name is
- 1:56Speaker 2: Malcolm Gladwell. I am the host of the podcast Revision's History.
- 2:00Speaker 2: The theme of this season of Revision's History is experiments,
- 2:04Speaker 2: and one of the experiments of this season involves all
- 2:08Speaker 2: of you. So, you guys are guinea pigs. Yes, guinea pigs,
- 2:16Speaker 2: because in the manner of all guinea pigs, they were
- 2:19Speaker 2: entirely in the dark about what we had in store
- 2:22Speaker 2: for them. And as you probably guessed from some of
- 2:30Speaker 2: the questions that you were given, what I'm trying to
- 2:33Speaker 2: do is I'm conducting an experimental investigation into the nature
- 2:38Speaker 2: of the privilege of the people in this room. The
- 2:41Speaker 2: students quickly finished the questionnaires and put their names and
- 2:45Speaker 2: birth dates at the top. My producers, Elowise and Harrison
- 2:48Speaker 2: are sitting at a big table at the front of
- 2:50Speaker 2: the room, in full view of all the guinea pigs.
- 2:53Speaker 2: They go through the completed questionnaires one by one and
- 2:57Speaker 2: use the answers to generate a number, a score, which
- 3:01Speaker 2: they write on a giant white sticker with a big
- 3:03Speaker 2: fat sharpie. And now the real experiment begins. I'm going
- 3:08Speaker 2: to sign every one of you a number. If they
- 3:11Speaker 2: can figure out what their number means. They will understand
- 3:14Speaker 2: something essential about how broken the system was that propelled
- 3:18Speaker 2: them to the IVY League and how to fix it.
- 3:22Speaker 2: Just peel off the back and I'd like you to
- 3:24Speaker 2: fix the sticker to your chest so we can all
- 3:28Speaker 2: see each other's numbers. You're going to look around the room,
- 3:30Speaker 2: see everyone else's numbers, see your number, and hopefully that
- 3:34Speaker 2: will aid you in your investigation of what exactly the
- 3:39Speaker 2: nature of this experiment is. I'll just read the students
- 3:42Speaker 2: sat there with their numbers stuck to their chests, looking
- 3:46Speaker 2: around in befuddlement, trying to make sense of everyone's score.
- 3:50Speaker 2: I tried to help them figure it out, gave them
- 3:52Speaker 2: hints nudges. First, think about this. I gave you a
- 3:59Speaker 2: series of questions. Some of those questions involved a yes
- 4:02Speaker 2: or no answer. So you saw two people, Hellowy's and Harrison,
- 4:06Speaker 2: who quite quickly, in the space of about five minutes
- 4:10Speaker 2: ten minutes, went through seventy five or so responses and
- 4:14Speaker 2: were able to very quickly and easily assign you a number.
- 4:17Speaker 2: So think about this. Logically, it wasn't a complex algorithm, right,
- 4:22Speaker 2: there was no computer used Alowys, How long would you
- 4:25Speaker 2: say you were spending in, Harrison, how long would you
- 4:27Speaker 2: spending on each questionnaire? Six seconds?
- 4:32Speaker 4: Five?
- 4:33Speaker 2: Six seconds? Okay, that's a clue, guys, let's go come on. Hi.
- 4:39Speaker 2: My name is Abe.
- 4:40Speaker 4: They might have just looked at the zip code, because
- 4:42Speaker 4: that's a pretty good predictor of privilege just in and
- 4:45Speaker 4: of itself.
- 4:46Speaker 2: Abe has derived his hypothesis from question six, what is
- 4:50Speaker 2: the zip code your family lived in during your high
- 4:53Speaker 2: school years? Perhaps he speculates the number on his chest
- 4:57Speaker 2: with some kind of complex, mysterious derivative of his zip code.
- 5:02Speaker 5: I didn't see if you had a computer, but if
- 5:03Speaker 5: you did.
- 5:04Speaker 2: There was no El's Was there a computer?
- 5:06Speaker 6: Now?
- 5:07Speaker 7: I did have to use a calculator.
- 5:09Speaker 2: Gota Abraham, with all due respect, are you suggesting that
- 5:12Speaker 2: Eloise and Harrison had memorized every zip code? It's plausible
- 5:19Speaker 2: they're very smart. Not that smart, I'm Zach. I think
- 5:25Speaker 2: it really has to do strictly with the private versus
- 5:28Speaker 2: public education system in the US. Nope, that's not what
- 5:32Speaker 2: we were looking for. Hi, my name is Joseph.
- 5:35Speaker 8: A question that I thought was very interesting on there
- 5:37Speaker 8: was about if you have any siblings and if so,
- 5:39Speaker 8: how many.
- 5:41Speaker 2: Nope, not that either.
- 5:43Speaker 6: Hi, I'm Kaylee.
- 5:44Speaker 9: One that I don't think I've ever been asked in
- 5:47Speaker 9: relation to this was if I drank when I was
- 5:49Speaker 9: in high school?
- 5:50Speaker 1: What age did I get drunk at?
- 5:55Speaker 2: Kayley's referring to question number nine in high school, did
- 5:58Speaker 2: you drink alcohol? And if yes, when did you first
- 6:01Speaker 2: get drunk? Could you come up with any reason why
- 6:05Speaker 2: I would have asked that question? Or do you think
- 6:06Speaker 2: that's just one of the ones that I'm blowing smoke on?
- 6:11Speaker 9: I have my own hypothesis, but I can't.
- 6:13Speaker 2: Oh, come on, what if I'm wrong? This is all
- 6:17Speaker 2: about being wrong? Oh, this is all about being wrong.
- 6:30Speaker 2: Once upon a time, in two thousand and eight, I
- 6:32Speaker 2: wrote a book called Outliers, the first chapter of which
- 6:36Speaker 2: was devoted to a phenomenon discovered in the nineteen eighties
- 6:39Speaker 2: by the Canadian psychologist Roger Barnsley. Here's some of what
- 6:44Speaker 2: I wrote. The explanation for who gets to the top
- 6:47Speaker 2: of the hockey world is a lot more interesting and
- 6:50Speaker 2: complicated than it looks. Good, Lord, I do not sound
- 6:55Speaker 2: like I'm enjoying reading my own book listening to this
- 6:58Speaker 2: part of the Outliers audiobook. Now, I'll admit I have
- 7:02Speaker 2: some regrets about that chapter. We'll get to that, I promise. Anyway,
- 7:08Speaker 2: it occurred to me as I planned our trip to
- 7:10Speaker 2: Philly that I should talk to Barnsley again and go
- 7:13Speaker 2: over his discovery one more time, make sure I understood everything.
- 7:18Speaker 2: So I called him up and asked him to retell
- 7:20Speaker 2: the story of how in the early nineteen eighties he
- 7:23Speaker 2: and his wife Paula stumbled upon what has come to
- 7:26Speaker 2: be known as their relative age effect.
- 7:29Speaker 7: We were living in Lethbvirge, Alberta, and we went to
- 7:34Speaker 7: a Junior A hockey team. It was the Lethbridge Broncos.
- 7:37Speaker 7: At that time.
- 7:39Speaker 2: Barnsley's wife Paula started reading the game program, which had
- 7:43Speaker 2: the rosters of both teams listed in it.
- 7:46Speaker 7: Paula said over to me, Roger, when do you think
- 7:49Speaker 7: all of these hockey players were born? And I remember
- 7:54Speaker 7: thinking to myself, well, you know, that's kind of a
- 7:56Speaker 7: silly question. So I did a quick calculation. I said,
- 8:00Speaker 7: you know, Paula, they're average age eighteen. It's about nineteen
- 8:04Speaker 7: eighty two, so they're probably all born in around nineteen
- 8:07Speaker 7: sixty four. And she said, no, no, no, I'm not
- 8:10Speaker 7: talking about the year. I'm talking about the month, and
- 8:14Speaker 7: I said, what are you talking about? And she opened
- 8:17Speaker 7: up the page of the program where they had listed
- 8:20Speaker 7: the roster of the team, and it just jumped out
- 8:24Speaker 7: at us, just jumped out that the majority of these
- 8:27Speaker 7: players were January, February, March, and then you seem to
- 8:31Speaker 7: get the aud April in May, and very few in
- 8:33Speaker 7: the fall. And I said, my goodness, that's just remarkable.
- 8:39Speaker 2: He went home and expanded his search further. Everywhere he
- 8:43Speaker 2: looked in competitive hockey, same thing. For some reason, most
- 8:47Speaker 2: players were born in the first part of the year.
- 8:50Speaker 7: And that's when that famous forty thirty twenty ten by
- 8:53Speaker 7: the Courters of the Year showed up.
- 8:59Speaker 2: The famous forty thirty twenty ten phenomenon that he's talking
- 9:02Speaker 2: about is what in Outliers I referred to as the
- 9:05Speaker 2: iron law of Canadian hockey. Quote. In any elite group
- 9:10Speaker 2: of hockey players, the very best of the best, forty
- 9:13Speaker 2: percent of the players will have been born between January
- 9:16Speaker 2: and March, thirty percent between April and June, twenty percent
- 9:20Speaker 2: between July and September, and ten percent between October and
- 9:25Speaker 2: December end.
- 9:27Speaker 8: Quote.
- 9:30Speaker 2: Now why is this. It's because Canada is obsessed with hockey,
- 9:35Speaker 2: and coaches start picking players for all star traveling squads
- 9:39Speaker 2: at the age of nine or ten. Since the eligibility
- 9:43Speaker 2: cut off for Canadian hockey is January first, that means
- 9:47Speaker 2: the coaches are choosing among nine year olds who are
- 9:49Speaker 2: as much as twelve months apart, and twelve months age
- 9:53Speaker 2: difference at the age of nine is a lot. The
- 9:56Speaker 2: January kids are bigger and stronger and more coordinated than
- 9:59Speaker 2: the December kids, which means that the January kid is
- 10:03Speaker 2: more likely to be chosen by the coaches for the
- 10:05Speaker 2: traveling squad, which means in turn that they will practic
- 10:09Speaker 2: two or three times as often, play more games, have
- 10:12Speaker 2: better coaches, better competition than the kids left behind, and
- 10:16Speaker 2: what began as a completely arbitrary advantage based on a
- 10:20Speaker 2: quirk of birthdays turns over time into a real advantage.
- 10:29Speaker 2: The same phenomenon holds to in other sports, soccer, swimming,
- 10:33Speaker 2: you name it. You can find the relative age effect everywhere,
- 10:36Speaker 2: and of course it also applies to the classroom. Teachers
- 10:40Speaker 2: aren't any better than coaches at disentangling ability from maturity,
- 10:45Speaker 2: so relatively older kids in elementary and middle school end
- 10:48Speaker 2: up getting more encouragement they tend to get better grades,
- 10:52Speaker 2: and they are more likely to be chosen for things
- 10:54Speaker 2: like gifted and Talented programs. Meanwhile, relatively younger kids are
- 10:59Speaker 2: more likely to be diagnosed with learning disorders or flagged
- 11:03Speaker 2: for problem behavior. I cannot tell you how many parents
- 11:07Speaker 2: have come up to me over the years and said,
- 11:09Speaker 2: because I read your book Outliers, I held my kid
- 11:11Speaker 2: back from starting school, and it was the best decision
- 11:14Speaker 2: I ever made.
- 11:16Speaker 9: Of course it was.
- 11:17Speaker 2: But parents holding their kids back doesn't solve the problem.
- 11:22Speaker 2: It just creates a relative age effect arms race. There's
- 11:25Speaker 2: a fancy private school near me where so many parents
- 11:28Speaker 2: of younger children have held their kids back that now
- 11:31Speaker 2: the parents of the formerly eldest children have responded by
- 11:35Speaker 2: holding their kids back, whereupon the first out of parents
- 11:39Speaker 2: are increasingly holding their kids back a second time, meaning
- 11:43Speaker 2: that there is at least a theoretical possibility that in
- 11:46Speaker 2: the most competitive corners of American private education, some kids
- 11:50Speaker 2: may never graduate from high school. Maybe I should have
- 11:57Speaker 2: seen on that coming when I wrote Outliers. I should
- 12:00Speaker 2: have made it clear that I was not trying to
- 12:02Speaker 2: teach neurotic, upper middle class helicopter parents how to gain
- 12:05Speaker 2: the system. I just wanted schools and sports leagues to
- 12:08Speaker 2: stop behaving like idiots. So Barnsley's paper on relative age
- 12:15Speaker 2: effect came out in nineteen eighty five Outliers, which was
- 12:19Speaker 2: I think the first time Barnsley's work got wide publicity,
- 12:23Speaker 2: was published in two thousand and eight. The world has
- 12:27Speaker 2: been alerted for decades to the fact that all kinds
- 12:30Speaker 2: of supposedly meritocratic systems have been hijacked. Has anything changed?
- 12:39Speaker 2: You're in front of your computer. Oh, I put the
- 12:42Speaker 2: question to Roger Barnsley, the og of relative age effect research.
- 12:46Speaker 2: What have we learned? Can you google the roster of
- 12:51Speaker 2: the Canadian junior hockey team national hockey team for twenty
- 12:56Speaker 2: twenty one twenty two, the current roster.
- 12:59Speaker 7: I'll do it right now, and.
- 13:01Speaker 2: I want you to go down the list of the forwards.
- 13:05Speaker 2: Just use the forwards for the sake of simplicity, And
- 13:08Speaker 2: I want you to to just read the twenty one
- 13:14Speaker 2: months of birth of the forwards on the current Canadian
- 13:17Speaker 2: junior national hockey team.
- 13:19Speaker 7: Their birthdates are just their names.
- 13:21Speaker 2: I just want their birth months, okay, to see And
- 13:25Speaker 2: then Barnsley repeated what his wife Paula did decades ago
- 13:29Speaker 2: at the Lethbridge Broncos hockey game. He listed the birth
- 13:33Speaker 2: months by number of the members of the national junior
- 13:36Speaker 2: hockey team. Listen for birth months of seven or higher.
- 13:41Speaker 7: Two ten, one, one, one, two eleven, eight, four two ten, five, four, five,
- 13:49Speaker 7: two six one three one one five three two four
- 13:54Speaker 7: seven to one.
- 13:55Speaker 2: It's the same thing, the same thing. They've learned nothing.
- 13:58Speaker 2: It's the same phenomenon. You saw, you saw it this
- 14:02Speaker 2: forty years ago. The iron law of Canadian hockey is
- 14:10Speaker 2: still an iron law.
- 14:12Speaker 7: Isn't that funny? Funny at all? It's depressing, very depressing,
- 14:17Speaker 7: very depressing.
- 14:18Speaker 2: Here we are both Canadians, we are we are citizens
- 14:22Speaker 2: of a country that cares more about hockey excellence than
- 14:26Speaker 2: anything else, must be clear, anything else. And we are
- 14:30Speaker 2: leaving an astonishing amount of talent on the table, exactly
- 14:35Speaker 2: and refusing to learn. What of Canada's own prominent academics
- 14:40Speaker 2: forty years ago said to the hockey establishment, what are
- 14:42Speaker 2: you doing? Yeah, that's right, and they didn't. They haven't
- 14:45Speaker 2: done anything. Canadian hockey hasn't done anything. But maybe revisionist
- 14:51Speaker 2: history can the inspiration for the revisionist history Warton School
- 15:06Speaker 2: relative age effect experiment came to me when I was
- 15:09Speaker 2: talking to Adam Kelly, former footballer turned university professor. Kelly
- 15:15Speaker 2: is a disciple of Roger Barnsley. He works with sports
- 15:18Speaker 2: leagues to help them solve their age related problems, like
- 15:22Speaker 2: England's basketball Federation, which spent a small fortune setting up
- 15:26Speaker 2: regional centers to identify promising players.
- 15:30Speaker 3: We looked at the proportion of players who were selected
- 15:32Speaker 3: into those talent centers across at the nation, and that.
- 15:36Speaker 7: Was at age.
- 15:36Speaker 3: Groups selected from thirteen to fifteen, both at male and female,
- 15:43Speaker 3: and those who were born in birth quarter one were
- 15:46Speaker 3: ten times more likely to be selected ten times.
- 15:50Speaker 2: Birth quarter one is the three months closest to the
- 15:53Speaker 2: English basketball eligibility cutoff date.
- 15:57Speaker 3: Which is absolutely crazy, isn't it?
- 15:59Speaker 2: Same old story. The talent spotters thought they were picking
- 16:02Speaker 2: the most promising players, but in fact they were just
- 16:05Speaker 2: picking the oldest kids because the oldest kids were, of
- 16:09Speaker 2: course the tallest and most coordinated. Anyway, Kelly's also thought
- 16:14Speaker 2: a lot about education.
- 16:16Speaker 3: Why is everyone taking their exam at exactly the same time.
- 16:20Speaker 3: Surely we should all be taking it at that same
- 16:23Speaker 3: time within our lifespan. So if you're born in August,
- 16:28Speaker 3: you're taking your exam almost twelve months earlier than someone
- 16:32Speaker 3: who's born in September. So that person's had twelve months
- 16:35Speaker 3: more learning.
- 16:36Speaker 2: Than you, which is super obvious when you think about it.
- 16:40Speaker 2: In New York State, all the big elementary school math
- 16:43Speaker 2: and English standardized tests are in late March early April.
- 16:47Speaker 2: We're talking third graders, eight and nine year olds. At
- 16:50Speaker 2: that age, kids get smarter every week. Yet we're trying
- 16:54Speaker 2: to assess kids by their test scores, and some of
- 16:56Speaker 2: the kids were judging have been around as much as
- 16:59Speaker 2: a year longer than other kids. Why don't we have
- 17:03Speaker 2: the January kids all take the test in January, and
- 17:06Speaker 2: the February kids in February, and on and on down
- 17:10Speaker 2: the line. I have no idea, honestly no idea. So
- 17:16Speaker 2: I gathered the research arm of Revisionist History with our props,
- 17:19Speaker 2: recording equipment, and extra microphones and headed for the Gothic,
- 17:24Speaker 2: ivy covered Cathedral of Higher Learning that is the University
- 17:28Speaker 2: of Pennsylvania to see if a group of really, really
- 17:31Speaker 2: smart young people can figure out the importance of the
- 17:34Speaker 2: month when they happen to be born turn all your
- 17:40Speaker 2: pieces of favor. That's what your name of the toms,
- 17:43Speaker 2: and once you're finished, we will collect them and then
- 17:49Speaker 2: we will commence the exercise. So we give out our
- 17:53Speaker 2: elaborate questionnaire, but secretly, all we're interested in is people's birthdays,
- 17:58Speaker 2: and then Elouise and Harrison go through each questionnaire and
- 18:02Speaker 2: use the birthdays to do a simple calculation. Technically, the
- 18:06Speaker 2: youngest you could be as a college senior at the
- 18:08Speaker 2: time of our EXPERIMID was to be born in September
- 18:11Speaker 2: two thousand and one.
- 18:13Speaker 1: So if you were.
- 18:14Speaker 2: Born then you got a zero zero birth privilege. If
- 18:18Speaker 2: you were one month older, born in August two thousand
- 18:22Speaker 2: and one, you got a one. July two thousand and
- 18:25Speaker 2: one you got a two, and so on. The higher
- 18:28Speaker 2: the number on the sticker, the older the student wearing it.
- 18:33Speaker 2: We even had a contingency for students who might have
- 18:35Speaker 2: skipped a grade somewhere along the way. You get a
- 18:38Speaker 2: negative number if you were younger than the expected age
- 18:41Speaker 2: of a college senior. First thing we found out there
- 18:45Speaker 2: were no negative numbers in the room. Back when I
- 18:48Speaker 2: was in college, I knew dozens of people who had
- 18:50Speaker 2: skipped grades. Apparently that doesn't happen much anymore. But it
- 18:55Speaker 2: was worse than that. There's no zero. They were a one, two, twos, threes, fours, fives,
- 19:08Speaker 2: anyone less than ten stand up. One student finally stood
- 19:13Speaker 2: up in a back row, a college senior who was
- 19:16Speaker 2: a few months shy of her twenty second birthday. Or
- 19:20Speaker 2: you're ten, Oh, a ten in a back row. Oh,
- 19:22Speaker 2: another ten emerges. We've got the twelve, We've got these twelves,
- 19:26Speaker 2: We've got some tens. Take a look. This is bananas.
- 19:29Speaker 2: This is as bad as the Canadian national junior hockey team.
- 19:32Speaker 2: In our sample of students from one of the world's
- 19:35Speaker 2: most selective universities, there were no young seniors, none, not
- 19:40Speaker 2: even close. There was no one at all who had
- 19:43Speaker 2: been born in two thousand and one, which is the
- 19:46Speaker 2: year you would expect most seniors to be born in.
- 19:49Speaker 2: At one point, a student started talking about her experience
- 19:52Speaker 2: in a Gifted and talented program. So I asked for
- 19:55Speaker 2: a show of hands. Do you mind me asking how
- 19:57Speaker 2: many of you guys were were in gifted in town
- 20:00Speaker 2: to programs? Wow? Basically all of you, which makes sense right.
- 20:05Speaker 2: These were a group of relatively old students and being
- 20:08Speaker 2: real to the older makes it more likely to get
- 20:11Speaker 2: into a gifted and talented program, and getting into a
- 20:14Speaker 2: gifted and talented program makes it more likely to get
- 20:17Speaker 2: into a school like Penn, which is why a group
- 20:19Speaker 2: of seniors that day at Wharton were all really old.
- 20:24Speaker 2: What begins as arbitrary advantage hardens into privilege, a simple
- 20:30Speaker 2: fact about their own success that our students still hadn't
- 20:34Speaker 2: figured out. I'm going to hear another clue, guys, the
- 20:43Speaker 2: particular dimension of privilege we're interested in measuring, I'm going
- 20:48Speaker 2: to say, with a great deal of certainty, is in
- 20:51Speaker 2: this room the most significant form of privilege or lack
- 20:57Speaker 2: of it, that you would have experienced as students. At
- 21:02Speaker 2: this point, I've pulled out all the stops trying to
- 21:05Speaker 2: help them. I've had people with the highest numbers stand up.
- 21:09Speaker 2: At one point, I made everyone with the number over
- 21:11Speaker 2: twenty get up from their seats and line up against
- 21:14Speaker 2: the wall. They were still guessing, but it was like
- 21:17Speaker 2: they were throwing darts with a blindfold on.
- 21:20Speaker 6: There were pretty clear demographic similarity at the top end
- 21:25Speaker 6: of the spectrum. Racially was the most obvious in my eyes. Yeah,
- 21:32Speaker 6: but also just in general that there were very few
- 21:34Speaker 6: at the low end of the spectrum was also noteworthy.
- 21:37Speaker 2: How do you feel about being in the higher number
- 21:41Speaker 2: group as opposed to the lower number group.
- 21:46Speaker 6: I mean, it's just a fact, like it is.
- 21:48Speaker 1: It's an I.
- 21:50Speaker 6: Would say, I'm coming into it. I I'm aware of
- 21:53Speaker 6: my privilege as a white woman, but I think it's
- 21:58Speaker 6: about what you do with that privilege that's important.
- 22:01Speaker 2: And then, after forty minutes of floundering in the shallow
- 22:05Speaker 2: end of the revisionist history research pool, a group of
- 22:08Speaker 2: students in the front row put their heads together and
- 22:12Speaker 2: then raise their hands.
- 22:16Speaker 3: We have a hypothesis.
- 22:18Speaker 2: That's Adam. Everyone in this front row group had the
- 22:22Speaker 2: highest privileged score. We handed out twenty four plus. Of
- 22:26Speaker 2: course they figured it out first. They were the oldest
- 22:29Speaker 2: students in the class. Next to Adam was Joseph. He
- 22:32Speaker 2: was wearing a suit and a tie.
- 22:35Speaker 6: Yeah.
- 22:35Speaker 4: Yeah, we have a hypothesis.
- 22:36Speaker 2: So the twenty four.
- 22:37Speaker 8: Plus is that a significant factor?
- 22:40Speaker 2: Here?
- 22:41Speaker 3: Is age?
- 22:41Speaker 2: Our absolute age?
- 22:43Speaker 3: Like how old are you those?
- 22:45Speaker 1: We're all a bunch of old seniors over here, older
- 22:48Speaker 1: than usual.
- 22:50Speaker 2: Eureka. Phase one of the experiment was over now phase
- 22:57Speaker 2: two because I intended to ask them if they wanted
- 23:00Speaker 2: to do something about their arbitrary privilege. In Australia, they've
- 23:15Speaker 2: invented something called maturity based Corrective Adjustment Procedures MACCAPS, as
- 23:22Speaker 2: it's known for provisional use in the sport of swimming.
- 23:27Speaker 2: I will confess that I am madly in love with
- 23:31Speaker 2: this idea. It turns out that if you take a
- 23:34Speaker 2: bunch of measurements of kids and plug them into an equation,
- 23:38Speaker 2: you can estimate their physical maturity quite accurately. So you
- 23:42Speaker 2: don't have to rely on chronological age to assess someone's
- 23:46Speaker 2: level of development. You can do one better and measure
- 23:49Speaker 2: maturity directly.
- 23:52Speaker 5: So what these equations do is they fight are in
- 23:55Speaker 5: indices like height, weight, chronological age and sitting height, and
- 24:00Speaker 5: they use those fighters to then estimate how far away
- 24:04Speaker 5: a particular individual is from that point of peak growth.
- 24:09Speaker 2: That's Stephen Cobley, a professor at the University of Sydney
- 24:13Speaker 2: who created matcaps along with his colleague Minkel Roman. Here's
- 24:17Speaker 2: how it works. Imagine we have two fourteen year old
- 24:19Speaker 2: swimmers competing in a hundred meter freestyle, both with the
- 24:23Speaker 2: exact same birthday, Joey and Tim. So these academics would
- 24:28Speaker 2: first calculate the biological maturity status of each swimmer, that is,
- 24:33Speaker 2: how far each one is from their estimated point of
- 24:36Speaker 2: peak performance. So let's say, for example, Joey is actually
- 24:40Speaker 2: twelve months less biologically mature than Tim at this exact moment.
- 24:46Speaker 2: Then comes the cool part. Cobbley then looks at thousands
- 24:50Speaker 2: of data points for fourteen year old swimming in a
- 24:52Speaker 2: hundred meter freestyle and calculates what is twelve months of
- 24:56Speaker 2: maturity worth on average in terms of swimming time for
- 24:59Speaker 2: kids competing in that age group. He enters the data
- 25:03Speaker 2: into the maturation based corrective adjustment procedures algorithm and prestow
- 25:09Speaker 2: adjusts Joey's time to account for the fact that at
- 25:12Speaker 2: the moment he raised Tim, he was twelve months behind developmentally.
- 25:17Speaker 2: An adolescent swim meet in Cobley's ideal universe has two
- 25:21Speaker 2: sets of results, the raw results and then the maturity
- 25:25Speaker 2: adjusted results.
- 25:27Speaker 5: What you're doing is you're effectively lowering the time of
- 25:31Speaker 5: the folks who are slightly behind in terms of their
- 25:34Speaker 5: maturity status.
- 25:36Speaker 2: Cobbley did a test run of the maccap's algorithm on
- 25:39Speaker 2: a sample of seven hundred Australian swimmers, all boys competing
- 25:44Speaker 2: in one hundred meter freestyle. The first thing he discovers
- 25:47Speaker 2: is similar to what we found a pen. Among the
- 25:50Speaker 2: top twenty five percent of all adolescent swimmers, there were
- 25:54Speaker 2: no late maturing boys, none, zero, which is an astonishing fact.
- 26:00Speaker 2: Australia is a country that takes swimming as seriously as
- 26:03Speaker 2: Canada takes hockey, and they have basically decided to banish
- 26:08Speaker 2: a big group of young swimmers from consideration just because
- 26:12Speaker 2: their talent happens not to appear soon enough. When you
- 26:16Speaker 2: looked at these seven hundred swimmers, in some sense, the
- 26:20Speaker 2: damage has already been done. We've already chased away the
- 26:23Speaker 2: slow developers. They've quit, they've got discouraged. They they thought
- 26:29Speaker 2: they were bad swimmers. They didn't realize they were simply behind. Yeah,
- 26:35Speaker 2: so what happens when you run everyone's race times through
- 26:38Speaker 2: the Mattcaps algorithm, adjusting for maturity, the order of finish
- 26:43Speaker 2: in every race changes. They're really talented swimmers who just
- 26:46Speaker 2: happen to be slower to mature now have a chance.
- 26:50Speaker 2: They used to be lost to the system. Now you
- 26:52Speaker 2: can tell who they are. Now you can go up
- 26:54Speaker 2: to young Joey and say, I know you didn't make
- 26:57Speaker 2: the final, but take a look at your matt CAP's time.
- 27:00Speaker 2: You might be the best swimmer out there. What's the
- 27:02Speaker 2: most somebody moved up?
- 27:05Speaker 5: But we've seen large percentages, We've certainly seen big changes
- 27:08Speaker 5: in ranks. So if we've got cases for events where
- 27:14Speaker 5: someone who was outside let's say the top twenty, suddenly
- 27:17Speaker 5: was in the top three.
- 27:19Speaker 2: I read your paper and the first that I had was,
- 27:23Speaker 2: oh wow, this belongs in the classroom. Right when you
- 27:28Speaker 2: identify who gets into special gifted and talented programs, or
- 27:31Speaker 2: when you decide who just isn't smart enough for when
- 27:34Speaker 2: you look at who you discourage and who you encourage,
- 27:38Speaker 2: you've got to be making the same mistake.
- 27:40Speaker 5: Right, Yeah, I think so. I think the cautionary bit
- 27:45Speaker 5: that we have to remember is it's that old question
- 27:47Speaker 5: of yeah, but how far do we go? So if
- 27:50Speaker 5: we're going to factor, if we are going to factor
- 27:52Speaker 5: relative agent in education or biological development in education adjustments,
- 27:57Speaker 5: shouldn't we be factoring in other things that we know
- 28:00Speaker 5: are influential?
- 28:01Speaker 2: Absolutely? Why wouldn't we, Well, exactly why wouldn't we If
- 28:08Speaker 2: we've developed a better way of identifying talent. Why wouldn't
- 28:11Speaker 2: we want to use it everywhere? Back at Wharton, I
- 28:18Speaker 2: climbed up on my soapbox. I talked about how maccaps
- 28:22Speaker 2: had freed swimmers from the tyranny of birthdays, communicated my
- 28:26Speaker 2: enthusiasm for bringing the Australian Revolution to the shores of
- 28:30Speaker 2: the United States. So in Australia they started to do this.
- 28:33Speaker 2: Eleven year olds are all swimming the one hundred meter freestyle.
- 28:37Speaker 2: We've got twelve kids. We have, you know, an order
- 28:40Speaker 2: of finish. Then they run the times through an algorithm
- 28:43Speaker 2: and have a new Now, would you feel comfortable with
- 28:48Speaker 2: all of your if you go back to your k
- 28:51Speaker 2: through twelve experiences? Would you feel comfortable if they ran
- 28:54Speaker 2: all of your test scores through an age correction algorithm?
- 28:58Speaker 2: Around the room I saw young people of promise, focused,
- 29:02Speaker 2: eager they would be my disciples. I was so full
- 29:06Speaker 2: of excitement. I put the question to a vote, yes
- 29:11Speaker 2: or no, I say to a shorthands who likes the idea.
- 29:16Speaker 2: There was a great stirring and wrestling. My heart leapt
- 29:19Speaker 2: into my throat. I thought I had brought the birthday
- 29:21Speaker 2: rights revolution into the heart of the lion's den. I
- 29:25Speaker 2: looked up, looked around, and nothing, no roar of support,
- 29:33Speaker 2: only a long, cold silence. I've never seen less enthusiasm
- 29:40Speaker 2: for a great idea in my life. Wait, what is
- 29:42Speaker 2: the matter with you guys? A young man spoke up first.
- 29:47Speaker 10: Well, it's like, be completely honest. It's to be selfish
- 29:51Speaker 10: about it. It would probably have heard our chances of
- 29:53Speaker 10: being right here in this room because I'm old. For
- 29:57Speaker 10: my grade, I did well my standardized test scores. Maybe
- 29:59Speaker 10: if they readjusted it, I would be more in the mediate.
- 30:02Speaker 2: He was a twenty two year old senior in college.
- 30:05Speaker 10: So selfishly I would say, no, it's not a good
- 30:08Speaker 10: idea from a societal standpoint.
- 30:10Speaker 2: Perhaps, so you're being honest.
- 30:12Speaker 10: I'm being honest. Yeah, it's like saying, uh, you know,
- 30:15Speaker 10: legacy admissions or something like that. My father went to
- 30:17Speaker 10: PEN and my mother went to pen.
- 30:18Speaker 2: Oh you're drowning. I'm drowning.
- 30:21Speaker 10: Yes, if we get rid of this, you know, But
- 30:23Speaker 10: I'm just going to be honest.
- 30:27Speaker 2: It's fantastic. Who else wants to Then Mateo raises his hand.
- 30:32Speaker 2: He is an eighteen on his sticker, an age privilege
- 30:35Speaker 2: advantage of a year and a half.
- 30:38Speaker 4: And I think that's a poor idea because it assumes
- 30:41Speaker 4: that everyone who is older is like always going to
- 30:43Speaker 4: be smarter, and I want whose owner is always going
- 30:45Speaker 4: to be less smart. I've seen some pretty old people
- 30:47Speaker 4: do some terrible things.
- 30:49Speaker 2: No, no, no, BUTTAO does not what it does well, it's neutral.
- 30:53Speaker 2: It just adjusts for the age, Grady.
- 30:55Speaker 4: I want my score to be my score.
- 30:57Speaker 2: But wait, wait, I want to I want to. Can
- 30:59Speaker 2: I just harp? You said you want your score to
- 31:01Speaker 2: be your score?
- 31:02Speaker 6: Yeah?
- 31:02Speaker 2: But why is? Why is an adjusted score a score
- 31:05Speaker 2: that accounts for your degree of maturity somehow less characteristic
- 31:09Speaker 2: of who you are than an unadjusted score. I would
- 31:12Speaker 2: have thought the opposite. A score that doesn't include information
- 31:16Speaker 2: on your level of maturity would seem to be more
- 31:18Speaker 2: artificial than one that does.
- 31:20Speaker 4: I don't know, I guess i'd have I would want
- 31:21Speaker 4: to look at the algorithm before I made an actual judgment,
- 31:24Speaker 4: because I'd be surprised if I was okay with everything theoretically,
- 31:28Speaker 4: that everything that the algorithm would say.
- 31:31Speaker 2: The students stood up, one by one, using their prodigious
- 31:34Speaker 2: powers of analysis and imagination to come up with one
- 31:38Speaker 2: objection after another. Why do you think you guys are
- 31:42Speaker 2: so hostile to it. Two attempts to remedy the situation.
- 31:47Speaker 8: My fear with the algorithm is that it could be gamed.
- 31:49Speaker 8: So if this were implemented where we know that if
- 31:52Speaker 8: you're younger, you get say one hundred point bump in
- 31:54Speaker 8: the SAT or are viewed more favorably throughout your educational career,
- 31:58Speaker 8: then we're probably sending our kids off to kindergarten at four,
- 32:01Speaker 8: or we're planning whenever we have our kids, looking at
- 32:03Speaker 8: whever the cutoff date is for kindergarten, you know, in
- 32:05Speaker 8: September maybe, and saying all right, we're going to reproduce
- 32:08Speaker 8: nine months before that in December or January.
- 32:14Speaker 2: And the current system that's being gamed. We're responding to
- 32:18Speaker 2: the gaming, are we not?
- 32:20Speaker 8: Yeah, so I guess I'm the fears that the algrum regained.
- 32:26Speaker 8: And yes, exactly.
- 32:32Speaker 2: I put my hand on the table to steady myself.
- 32:35Speaker 2: My head was spinning. These were the children of outliers,
- 32:38Speaker 2: children raised according to the rules of a game I
- 32:41Speaker 2: kind of helped set in motion. And now the consensus
- 32:45Speaker 2: among seventy five elderly ivy leaguers was that the system
- 32:49Speaker 2: should remain rigged in favor of the elderly. The apple
- 32:53Speaker 2: cart must remain upright with the shiniest and oldest apples
- 32:58Speaker 2: on the top. Now do I blame them, No, I don't.
- 33:05Speaker 2: This is what happens when we give up on fairness
- 33:07Speaker 2: as an essential principle. All that remains is cynicism. The
- 33:12Speaker 2: students a PEN do not see the point of changing
- 33:15Speaker 2: the system because their parents did not see the point
- 33:18Speaker 2: of changing the system, and their parents didn't see the
- 33:21Speaker 2: point because the schools didn't see the point. And the schools,
- 33:25Speaker 2: for goodness sake, can't even rise from the slumber of
- 33:28Speaker 2: their indifference to see that it makes no sense to
- 33:31Speaker 2: give everyone an assessment test on the same day we
- 33:35Speaker 2: gain the things that we've given up on. I try
- 33:40Speaker 2: my best in Outliers, but I subtitled the book the
- 33:44Speaker 2: Story of Success, And if I learned anything from that
- 33:47Speaker 2: afternoon at PEN, it's that we want to think about
- 33:49Speaker 2: success as a word to describe ourselves, our own progress.
- 33:55Speaker 2: But it's not really people who are successful. It's the
- 33:58Speaker 2: systems around us. Great students and great hockey players come
- 34:03Speaker 2: from great teams and great classrooms. And if you want
- 34:07Speaker 2: to judge the success of those teams in classrooms start
- 34:10Speaker 2: by looking at their composition, like when was everyone born?
- 34:17Speaker 2: And if we can't get that one right, God help
- 34:21Speaker 2: us with everything else. All right, Thank you guys. I
- 34:29Speaker 2: hope this has all been fun. I hope this makes
- 34:32Speaker 2: you feel free to wear your numbers for the balance
- 34:35Speaker 2: of the school year. Revisionist History is produced by Eloise Linton,
- 34:43Speaker 2: Leeman Gestu, and Jacob Smith, with Tolly Emlin and Harrison VJ. Choi.
- 34:48Speaker 2: Our editor is Julia Barton. Our executive producer is Mia Label.
- 34:53Speaker 2: Original scoring by Luis Kara, mastering by Flon Williams, and
- 34:57Speaker 2: engineering by Nina Lawrence. Fact checking by Keishaw Williams. Special
- 35:02Speaker 2: thanks to somon ohod Kahn for production help on this episode.
- 35:07Speaker 2: I'm Malcolm glava Hey Revision's History listeners. I'm capping off
- 35:17Speaker 2: this episode with a preview of a new Pushkin show
- 35:21Speaker 2: that really has me hooked. It's called Death of an Artist.
- 35:24Speaker 2: Death of an Artist has all the elements of a
- 35:26Speaker 2: gripping story, a suspicious death, tumultuous relationship, a murder trial,
- 35:31Speaker 2: questions of morality, feminism, power and balance, and a divided
- 35:35Speaker 2: art world. On September eighth, nineteen eighty five, up and
- 35:38Speaker 2: coming artist Anna Mendietta fell from the thirty fourth floor
- 35:42Speaker 2: window of her husband and famous sculptor Karl Andre's apartment.
- 35:47Speaker 2: Host Helen Molesworth asks was Karl Andre involved? You'll revisit
- 35:52Speaker 2: on his untimely death, the trial that followed, and both
- 35:55Speaker 2: the protests and silence that have followed this story ever since. Okay,
- 36:00Speaker 2: here comes a sneak peek. You can follow the story
- 36:03Speaker 2: by searching for death of an Artist wherever you get
- 36:06Speaker 2: your podcasts.
- 36:08Speaker 1: It's in a nineteen seventy three Iowa city. There's a
- 36:13Speaker 1: damp chill in the air. We are on a sort
- 36:16Speaker 1: of shabby block in front of a brick apartment building
- 36:20Speaker 1: with a white door in need of a paint job
- 36:22Speaker 1: and a storefront window with its blind strawn shut. The
- 36:28Speaker 1: sidewalk just in front of the door is covered in blood,
- 36:33Speaker 1: and it looks like the blood might be seeping out
- 36:35Speaker 1: from under the door jam. It's a busy weekday and
- 36:40Speaker 1: as pedestrians pass the puddle of blood, they notice it
- 36:43Speaker 1: and casually step around it. Eventually, a man in a
- 36:47Speaker 1: green and black plaid jacket pauses and looks around as
- 36:52Speaker 1: if looking for an explanation. When none comes, he walks away.
- 36:57Speaker 1: Then a well dressed white woman uses her umbrella to
- 37:00Speaker 1: poke at the bloody puddle, but after a moment or
- 37:03Speaker 1: two of inspection, she also walks away. Finally, an old,
- 37:09Speaker 1: older gentleman emerges from a nearby storefront and silently cleans
- 37:13Speaker 1: up the mess, and the evidence of whatever happened is
- 37:16Speaker 1: suddenly gone, and with it disappears any account of whose
- 37:21Speaker 1: blood was spilled and how. The whole scene is being
- 37:29Speaker 1: captured by two young women in their twenties, sisters who
- 37:33Speaker 1: sit in an old car park nearby. One of them
- 37:36Speaker 1: holds a super eight camera, the kind you'd make home
- 37:39Speaker 1: movies with back then the other snaps photos with a
- 37:43Speaker 1: thirty five millimeter camera. They are Anna and Raklein Mendietta,
- 37:49Speaker 1: Cuban refugees who landed in this unlikely place as children
- 37:58Speaker 1: in nineteen seventy three. Anna was a first year MFA
- 38:01Speaker 1: student at the University of Iowa. She was funny, loud, outrageous,
- 38:06Speaker 1: and had to take no prisoner's vibe and in the
- 38:10Speaker 1: way of sisters, she had roped directlyan into helping her
- 38:13Speaker 1: make a new piece, and like many works on a maid.
- 38:17Speaker 1: It would come to seem tragically prophetic in the wake
- 38:20Speaker 1: of her death.
- 38:22Speaker 9: She basically staged what looked like the remnants of, you know,
- 38:29Speaker 9: physical violence with what looked like blood in the doorway
- 38:32Speaker 9: of a building, and I thought it was extremely powerful
- 38:36Speaker 9: for a very young artist to be doing that, and
- 38:39Speaker 9: to be doing it in this small, largely white town
- 38:42Speaker 9: of Iowa City was fascinating to me.
- 38:46Speaker 1: That's Connie Butler, one of the many curators who would
- 38:49Speaker 1: come to admire and study on a Mendietta's work in
- 38:51Speaker 1: the decades that followed. The photos in film the Mendieta
- 38:55Speaker 1: sisters took that day would ultimately become a work of
- 38:59Speaker 1: art called Moffat Building Piece.
- 39:02Speaker 9: The fact that it still exists only in these little
- 39:04Speaker 9: thirty five millimeters slides, which you know you have to
- 39:07Speaker 9: get very close to with a loop, and it's a
- 39:11Speaker 9: very intimate way of viewing these things. You know, that
- 39:15Speaker 9: implicates you as a viewer too, almost as if you
- 39:17Speaker 9: are yourself looking at a crime scene.
- 39:20Speaker 1: Anna's interest in blood wasn't only meant to shock. She
- 39:23Speaker 1: was keenly aware of violence and injustice. When she made
- 39:27Speaker 1: them off At Building Piece. She was investigating her own
- 39:30Speaker 1: community's reaction to a brutal crime, a rape and murder
- 39:35Speaker 1: that had happened on campus a few months before. Here's
- 39:38Speaker 1: how she explained her inspiration.
- 39:41Speaker 11: A young woman was killed, raped and killed at Iowa
- 39:45Speaker 11: in one of the dorms, and it just really freaked
- 39:47Speaker 11: me out. So I did several rape performances type things
- 39:51Speaker 11: at that time, using my own body. I did something
- 39:55Speaker 11: I believe in and that I felt I had to do.
- 39:59Speaker 1: That's not actually Anna Mendieta's voice you're hearing. That was
- 40:03Speaker 1: Tanya Burghera, another artist from Cuba who you'll hear from
- 40:07Speaker 1: more later. Anna Mendieta's question was could you make art
- 40:16Speaker 1: about something so awful? And she used blood, not paint.
- 40:21Speaker 1: Blood is the most essential substance of life. Could it
- 40:24Speaker 1: jolt people out of their daily routines? Could blood make
- 40:28Speaker 1: people pay attention? She didn't know it yet, but the
- 40:32Speaker 1: Moffat Building piece was about to be her first major artwork,
- 40:36Speaker 1: and in a circular way, that's kind of terrifying. The
- 40:40Speaker 1: question she asked about how we react when we encounter
- 40:44Speaker 1: the residue of violence. This question would haunt all of
- 40:48Speaker 1: us after she died. I'm your host Helen Moulesworth and
- 40:56Speaker 1: from Pushkin Industries, Something Else and Sony Music Entertainment. This
- 41:01Speaker 1: is Death of an Artist, Episode one. The haunting for
- 41:18Speaker 1: my entire professional life. I've been a member of something
- 41:21Speaker 1: called the art world, an exclusive network of artists, gallery dealers, curators, collectors,
- 41:28Speaker 1: and philanthropists for two decades. I was lucky enough to
- 41:32Speaker 1: be a museum curator, making me one of a small
- 41:35Speaker 1: group of cultural insiders who determine what art we see
- 41:39Speaker 1: and how we talk about it. In the museum world
- 41:42Speaker 1: and in art history, there are a lot of unspoken
- 41:45Speaker 1: rules about what you can say publicly and what is
- 41:48Speaker 1: supposed to stay private. It turns out I wasn't that
- 41:52Speaker 1: good at sticking to the script, and I guess I'm
- 41:56Speaker 1: still not good at it, because I'm going to tell
- 41:58Speaker 1: you Anna Mendietta's whole story, all the way to its
- 42:02Speaker 1: shocking and troubling end, and much to my surprise, I
- 42:09Speaker 1: discovered it's a story many of my colleagues in the
- 42:12Speaker 1: art world would prefer I didn't tell at first, blush.
- 42:20Speaker 1: It seemed like people didn't want me to talk about
- 42:23Speaker 1: it because of who else is part of that story.
- 42:26Speaker 1: Anna's husband, the famous sculptor Carl Andre. He is one
- 42:30Speaker 1: of the so called fathers of minimalism, a cultural hero
- 42:34Speaker 1: to many are revered artists with lots of connections, and
- 42:39Speaker 1: he was a suspect in Anna's death. Even though Carl
- 42:46Speaker 1: Andrea and Anna Mendieta were a highly visible art world couple,
- 42:50Speaker 1: even though something terrible happened between them the night she died,
- 42:54Speaker 1: you will not read about it on a museum wall
- 42:56Speaker 1: label or in most art history textbooks reviews of their
- 43:00Speaker 1: exhibitions tend to take care of it in a sentence
- 43:03Speaker 1: or two. You would not know that Mendieta's death divided
- 43:07Speaker 1: the art world in nineteen eight, and in many ways
- 43:11Speaker 1: still does. I'm not the first person to try and
- 43:19Speaker 1: tell this story. In fact, many of the voices you'll
- 43:23Speaker 1: hear in this show are from interviews conducted by investigative
- 43:27Speaker 1: journalist Robert Katz. He published a book in nineteen ninety
- 43:31Speaker 1: that remains the most comprehensive look into this art world tragedy.
- 43:36Speaker 1: He spoke with dozens of Anna and Carl's friends in
- 43:39Speaker 1: noisy restaurants, in parks, in busy offices, and you'll hear
- 43:43Speaker 1: the voices of some art world insiders on these tapes
- 43:46Speaker 1: who have since decided not to talk. Most folks don't
- 43:51Speaker 1: want to discuss what happened that night. They don't want
- 43:53Speaker 1: to talk about what the ramifications of that night were
- 43:56Speaker 1: on the art world. They don't want to contemplate what
- 43:59Speaker 1: it means when a community is torn apart by violence,
- 44:03Speaker 1: and they don't want to discuss whether or not justice
- 44:06Speaker 1: has been served. These different folks not talking for all
- 44:11Speaker 1: of their different reasons means that a veil of silence
- 44:15Speaker 1: started to fall over this project, and I can't lie.
- 44:20Speaker 1: The more silence we encountered, the more sad and frustrated
- 44:24Speaker 1: I became. And the more silence we encountered, the more
- 44:28Speaker 1: I wanted to talk,