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9. "Yes, AND..." is the secret to life with Lindsay Dorio · Besties In Your Back Pocket

• 0:02
  SPEAKER_01: Welcome to Besties in Your Back Pocket.
• 0:05
  SPEAKER_01: This is Angela.
• 0:07
  SPEAKER_01: I am a trauma-informed comedian, and Amy's about it.
• 0:10
  SPEAKER_00: Take it away.
• 0:11
  SPEAKER_00: If you ever felt like you were playing small, shrinking yourself, or just going through the motions, waiting for your real life to begin, you just have to welcome to the show.
• 0:21
  SPEAKER_00: Where we don't go surface level, we go deep.
• 0:23
  SPEAKER_00: Conversations that make you laugh, cry, think a little, and maybe make one tiny brave decision that changes everything.
• 0:31
  SPEAKER_00: I'm Amy.
• 0:32
  SPEAKER_00: I'm Angela.
• 0:35
  SPEAKER_00: Always honest, always in your corner, and always ready to help you unlock that version of you that creates more.
• 0:41
  SPEAKER_00: Because here's what we know when you learn to express yourself authentically, fully, joyfully, confidently, everything else starts to shift.
• 0:48
  SPEAKER_00: We're really glad you're freaking here.
• 0:51
  SPEAKER_00: You ready, baby?
• 0:52
  SPEAKER_00: Lego.
• 0:55
  SPEAKER_01: Alright! So, welcome to another episode of Besties in Your Backfucking! We had the best time doing this shit, so thank you guys so much for tuning in.
• 1:08
  SPEAKER_01: Over here, we got Amy in her well-deserved outfit.
• 1:13
  SPEAKER_01: Sergeant.
• 1:13
  SPEAKER_03: Yes, if you can see the thing.
• 1:15
  SPEAKER_03: Sergeant Magic.
• 1:16
  SPEAKER_03: Yeah, she has a glitter.
• 1:18
  SPEAKER_01: Um, it looks like a it was from the sea, like collected pearls and gems.
• 1:27
  SPEAKER_03: And she has a leopard jacket on, a black collar choker.
• 1:34
  SPEAKER_03: It's cheetah, it's cheetah, cheetah, nice cheetah scarf collar.
• 1:38
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah, I'm so excited to tune in with Amy and get to hear what's going on in her world as a bunch of big life shifts are happening.
• 1:47
  SPEAKER_01: And we have Lindsay joining us today, such a sister over in St.
• 1:53
  SPEAKER_05: Petersburg and such an inspiration for all things comedic and whimsy.
• 1:58
  SPEAKER_05: So this should be an awesome time hanging out.
• 2:01
  SPEAKER_05: It's a girls' day.
• 2:02
  SPEAKER_00: Girls' day!
• 2:04
  SPEAKER_05: We're abundant.
• 2:05
  SPEAKER_04: Yes, day.
• 2:07
  SPEAKER_04: This is what we do.
• 2:09
  SPEAKER_01: Well, what would you say has been the most um magnetizing part about your guys' week?
• 2:17
  SPEAKER_03: That's such a good fucking question, dude.
• 2:20
  SPEAKER_05: But it's been the most magnetizing.
• 2:23
  SPEAKER_05: I don't have an answer yet.
• 2:24
  SPEAKER_05: If someone else has an answer, go.
• 2:26
  SPEAKER_07: I feel like what I just experienced with Venus going into Scorpio and she's allegedly gonna like retrograde or some cheese, is that it was a crazy deep, like energetic pool to really find this like desire, this these underlying desires that we have and experiences that we want to have that we maybe like forgot that are there in our field.
• 2:48
  SPEAKER_07: It's like, ooh, I actually like really want that.
• 2:51
  SPEAKER_07: That would be very nourishing for me.
• 2:52
  SPEAKER_07: And for me, it's like being around and being sensual with women and like feeling the camaraderie of like woman touch and play and intimacy, like physically.
• 3:02
  SPEAKER_07: So I finally created a sacred woman's circle that I've been talking about for months and months and months, and people are stoked about it.
• 3:08
  SPEAKER_07: And it's like, oh yeah, I forget that like I can do this for my health literally whenever I want, and like realizing that that desire for like deep uh sensuality is like do not forget about it.
• 3:21
  SPEAKER_07: That is how you are literally nourished from the inside out.
• 3:24
  SPEAKER_07: So it was a big it was a big last astrology for me.
• 3:28
  SPEAKER_07: It was like, whoa, Venus going to Scorpio is really revving up a lot in my biology right now.
• 3:34
  SPEAKER_05: Your biology, I love it.
• 3:35
  SPEAKER_05: The cells, the mitochondria of your cells, like, yeah, Venus and Scorpio.
• 3:43
  SPEAKER_07: She's going in somewhere, she's she's doing something to me.
• 3:48
  SPEAKER_02: Doing something, she's stirring something in there.
• 3:53
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, that's such a big deal.
• 3:55
  SPEAKER_05: Uh, for I feel like a lot of people nowadays in society where thing there's almost like a black and white.
• 4:02
  SPEAKER_05: It's like if we're sensual, then we're very sexual.
• 4:05
  SPEAKER_05: There must be a lot of like sexual uh potential and wonderings, or we don't touch and there's nothing.
• 4:13
  SPEAKER_05: We are platonic.
• 4:15
  SPEAKER_05: So it sounds like you're making that middle point.
• 4:17
  SPEAKER_07: Yeah, and it's like we know I can you can logically know being a creative person, we have an insatiable, I feel like an unbound, like bottomless pit of needing and wanting to share that type of beautiful exchange, like with people in general.
• 4:34
  SPEAKER_07: I've always been the touchy, you know, like and that goes into love languages.
• 4:38
  SPEAKER_07: It can literally go into rabbit holes of how we relate to one another.
• 4:41
  SPEAKER_07: But like, yeah, it's a really big for me, it's like a big um deal to always say, I am like this because I'm a creative, I'm creative as hell.
• 4:51
  SPEAKER_07: And it's like constantly ripping through my body this creative energy, and sometimes it wants to be expressed in all these separate ways.
• 4:57
  SPEAKER_07: But like, I need that.
• 4:59
  SPEAKER_04: That that satiates and calms my body down when I get that.
• 5:05
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, some snaps of the house.
• 5:07
  SPEAKER_05: I'm getting better at snapping, guys.
• 5:09
  SPEAKER_05: I was gonna say, you don't look like you're a good snapper.
• 5:11
  SPEAKER_05: I'm not that good of a snapper, but I'm getting better.
• 5:14
  SPEAKER_05: I asked me.
• 5:16
  SPEAKER_05: I know my hand, I don't know, this finger always goes straight up.
• 5:20
  SPEAKER_05: Like I'm pointing at something.
• 5:21
  SPEAKER_05: I don't know how to, I don't know where else to put, I don't know how to put it anywhere else.
• 5:25
  SPEAKER_03: It's okay, Amy.
• 5:26
  SPEAKER_03: That's that's me with bachata.
• 5:28
  SPEAKER_03: I'm like what is this?
• 5:31
  SPEAKER_07: Like my hips are doing one thing and my legs are doing all the other things.
• 5:35
  SPEAKER_07: Is this your body during bachata?
• 5:39
  SPEAKER_05: Or are these your hands?
• 5:41
  SPEAKER_05: Because like your hands aren't really supposed to be doing that much.
• 5:44
  SPEAKER_05: You're trying too hard.
• 5:45
  SPEAKER_05: This is what your hands are doing while you're doing bachata.
• 5:48
  SPEAKER_05: My body's doing this, and I'm trying to and Amy.
• 5:51
  SPEAKER_05: Yes, it does quite literally.
• 5:55
  SPEAKER_05: Okay, well, Lindy, thank you for such a vulnerable share.
• 5:59
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, Jesus Christ, you wants to call it Jesus Christ.
• 6:06
  SPEAKER_07: I thought we were open and honest on this podcast.
• 6:08
  SPEAKER_07: No, we are you have soul shick because I felt safe, and now you just make me fucking question.
• 6:15
  SPEAKER_01: Like, well, thinking we're gonna be so honest.
• 6:20
  SPEAKER_05: Wow, we've never gone that deep before.
• 6:24
  SPEAKER_05: I didn't know we were ready for that.
• 6:26
  SPEAKER_05: I don't know if our listeners are ready.
• 6:29
  SPEAKER_05: They won the last podcast with Ace.
• 6:31
  SPEAKER_05: I was like, Well, I was a prostitute.
• 6:33
  SPEAKER_05: I was a fucking prostitute.
• 6:35
  SPEAKER_05: Well, you see, Ace, this is why that is.
• 6:38
  SPEAKER_05: And after that episode, I was like, so like what stood out to you from the show?
• 6:42
  SPEAKER_05: And he was like, um, that you were a prostitute.
• 6:45
  SPEAKER_05: I didn't realize until the show.
• 6:47
  SPEAKER_05: I was like, oh, see his reaction, like, oh, he's finding out why.
• 6:53
  SPEAKER_06: No way.
• 6:55
  SPEAKER_06: Yeah, I said it.
• 6:55
  SPEAKER_06: Yeah, if you want back on, I think.
• 6:57
  SPEAKER_06: Yeah, I'm like, and he goes, whoa!
• 7:03
  SPEAKER_03: Yay.
• 7:05
  SPEAKER_07: Telling your fucking boyfriend live on the podcast that you literally all the way for Angela Hutchinson.
• 7:14
  SPEAKER_07: It literally is like, wow, the universe, you're so consistent.
• 7:18
  SPEAKER_07: She's so consistent.
• 7:20
  SPEAKER_07: You are so you know, we can really know what's gonna happen.
• 7:30
  SPEAKER_07: So reliable.
• 7:32
  SPEAKER_05: Also, like telling like people that you're a prostitute is totally on your bingo card.
• 7:36
  SPEAKER_05: I have like mental bingo cards for all my people in my life of like the things they say and do, and one of Angela's things that she says and does all the time is tell lots of people she's a like in a crop setting.
• 7:47
  SPEAKER_05: I used to be a prostitute.
• 7:50
  SPEAKER_05: Shame slaying over here, dude.
• 7:54
  SPEAKER_07: Shame slaying for me, yeah.
• 7:57
  SPEAKER_07: Angela's Angela's background of being a prostitute.
• 8:01
  SPEAKER_07: I'm like, damn, what a cheat.
• 8:03
  SPEAKER_07: God, she's just such a fing bonus baby.
• 8:06
  SPEAKER_07: Like, who else's entrepreneur journey starting when they were 14, bro?
• 8:11
  SPEAKER_07: My fucking later.
• 8:13
  SPEAKER_07: That's why she's ingenious.
• 8:14
  SPEAKER_07: I'm like, damn, how you get into that?
• 8:17
  SPEAKER_03: And as you can see, Lindsay is a shadow slut because when I'm laying in therapy is that was my shadow acting.
• 8:24
  SPEAKER_03: And Lindsay's like, I'm gonna get the taste of that lifestyle.
• 8:28
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I got I had like a real normal life.
• 8:31
  SPEAKER_05: I'm not fucking bored, bitch.
• 8:33
  SPEAKER_05: I need some flavor.
• 8:35
  SPEAKER_05: Stir up the pa! He's getting lit.
• 8:38
  SPEAKER_02: We need to go look at this shit.
• 8:43
  SPEAKER_02: Child prostitution, baby.
• 8:53
  SPEAKER_05: I actually feel like that's like what Angela's soul was doing like up in the stars before she was born, which is like, hmm, let's try doing this lifetime.
• 9:01
  SPEAKER_02: Let's mix it up a little bit.
• 9:05
  SPEAKER_02: Let's try it out.
• 9:07
  SPEAKER_02: Let's try it out! How bad could it be?
• 9:12
  SPEAKER_06: That's so much.
• 9:18
  SPEAKER_07: I will not be able to get it.
• 9:20
  SPEAKER_07: Oh, breath, thing.
• 9:22
  SPEAKER_07: That's good.
• 9:22
  SPEAKER_07: You need to ease on the breath.
• 9:23
  SPEAKER_07: You're too, you're too uh, can't you open it?
• 9:28
  SPEAKER_03: I love guys so much.
• 9:31
  SPEAKER_03: We're so goofy.
• 9:34
  SPEAKER_05: Um I've gotta ask, what the fuck is hanging up on the thing behind you?
• 9:38
  SPEAKER_05: I can't stop looking at it, and I'm not gonna be able to- I thought it was, honestly.
• 9:44
  SPEAKER_05: I was like, is that a shirt?
• 9:46
  SPEAKER_05: Or is it like a uh um not a banner?
• 9:50
  SPEAKER_05: What do you call that?
• 9:51
  SPEAKER_05: A garland.
• 9:54
  SPEAKER_07: Decor.
• 9:54
  SPEAKER_07: Is it a shirt or a garland?
• 9:56
  SPEAKER_07: Yeah, she's using mistletoe for her nipples.
• 9:59
  SPEAKER_07: That's it.
• 10:00
  SPEAKER_01: We're already at Christmas, maybe.
• 10:02
  SPEAKER_01: Maybe.
• 10:03
  SPEAKER_01: I've been nothing but sexy and funny to you all.
• 10:05
  SPEAKER_03: And I'm confused.
• 10:09
  SPEAKER_04: Why did they throw not at me?
• 10:10
  SPEAKER_04: I've been nothing but sexy and funny to all of you, and I pissed.
• 10:15
  SPEAKER_04: I'm pissed, and I am not acceptable.
• 10:24
  SPEAKER_01: How have you experienced your magnetism this week?
• 10:34
  SPEAKER_05: That's so funny.
• 10:35
  SPEAKER_05: Wait, was that the original question?
• 10:38
  SPEAKER_05: How have I experienced it?
• 10:39
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, I think I thought it was a different question.
• 10:41
  SPEAKER_05: Okay, how have I experienced my magnetism this week?
• 10:45
  SPEAKER_05: Shit, man.
• 10:47
  SPEAKER_05: I think um there's a level internally of raising standards that is um, you know, I think it percolates of like, oh god, in my mind, I'm raising my standards.
• 11:00
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I raised them.
• 11:02
  SPEAKER_05: But it takes some time sometimes, sort of the embodiment of like, oh fuck.
• 11:07
  SPEAKER_05: I raised my standards on a nervous system level now.
• 11:12
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
• 11:13
  SPEAKER_05: So much so that everything around me is re-architecting itself around in my life.
• 11:19
  SPEAKER_05: And that's when you really know that you raised your standards.
• 11:21
  SPEAKER_05: Not like looking at my vision board.
• 11:25
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, I raised my standards because I said I'd am.
• 11:28
  SPEAKER_05: Like that's like step one is like know your GPS coordinates.
• 11:31
  SPEAKER_05: Um, but step two is get the freaking old package ready for where this ship's going, baby.
• 11:37
  SPEAKER_05: Um and it's a lot less glamorous, I think, that we like are like it's just like kind of subtly happens sometimes.
• 11:44
  SPEAKER_05: I'm like, oh shit, I'm not so fucking triggered by this thing that used to.
• 11:49
  SPEAKER_05: This is an old pattern of mine.
• 11:51
  SPEAKER_05: And I'm not like, oh god, the walls are falling down.
• 11:56
  SPEAKER_05: Huh.
• 11:56
  SPEAKER_05: This is like not the biggest deal anymore.
• 12:00
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, I'm not available for this anymore.
• 12:03
  SPEAKER_05: I am not available for that anymore, and I would go on my merry way and make new choices.
• 12:09
  SPEAKER_05: Um, so that's been feeling pretty gosh darn magnetic so much so, dare I say it, that Amy is making a whole new plan for her life now.
• 12:20
  SPEAKER_06: Not the thing I'm calling in since I met you.
• 12:25
  SPEAKER_06: It's happening.
• 12:27
  SPEAKER_06: What are we doing still?
• 12:28
  SPEAKER_06: Oh dear.
• 12:29
  SPEAKER_06: Oh dear, we have tea.
• 12:30
  SPEAKER_06: Let's have tea first.
• 12:31
  SPEAKER_06: We need tea.
• 12:32
  SPEAKER_06: I have tea right here.
• 12:33
  SPEAKER_03: Amy, Amy, thy queen you are.
• 12:36
  SPEAKER_03: We are grateful to be ever in your presence.
• 12:40
  SPEAKER_03: As you raise your standards, and we somehow still see you at least weekly.
• 12:45
  SPEAKER_02: I love seeing you weekly.
• 12:46
  SPEAKER_02: It's really great.
• 12:47
  SPEAKER_02: I really love when people come along for the ride.
• 12:49
  SPEAKER_05: It's always it's always fascinating to see who stays along for the ride.
• 12:54
  SPEAKER_05: You know, you're always like, oh, here we go.
• 12:57
  SPEAKER_05: Some people are gonna get thrown the fuck out, and I don't know why.
• 13:01
  SPEAKER_05: And other people are like, I'm a doctor on with you, bitch.
• 13:05
  SPEAKER_01: Really, that was the best description.
• 13:08
  SPEAKER_01: It's like when they fly off, it wasn't personal.
• 13:10
  SPEAKER_05: The wing just pushed them off.
• 13:13
  SPEAKER_05: It's so sudden and clean.
• 13:15
  SPEAKER_05: And others, you'll see them start inventing a seatbelt, being like, oh, I know who had a say on and I feel why I want to.
• 13:24
  SPEAKER_05: Inventing the seatbelting this ride.
• 13:27
  SPEAKER_05: You know, and I don't know why this may be thinking, but you know who I was talking about this last weekend?
• 13:31
  SPEAKER_05: I was in Charleston at the beach, and we were driving past a bunch of cotton fields.
• 13:37
  SPEAKER_05: Do you guys remember Eli Whitney and the cotton tin?
• 13:42
  SPEAKER_05: No, but the way you're asking it, I'm I can feel like a sub thing.
• 13:46
  SPEAKER_05: I feel suspicious right now, like where he what about that, Amy?
• 13:50
  SPEAKER_05: This is like I was just in the car with my friend, and we were like good students, and like, you know, we're like, oh, we learned all the things.
• 13:57
  SPEAKER_05: I'm like, wow, remember we had to learn about Eli Whitney and the cotton gin?
• 14:00
  SPEAKER_05: It was like some thing he invented and it, I don't know, transformed cotton industry like in the 1800s or something like that.
• 14:07
  SPEAKER_05: The bullshit I had to learn.
• 14:09
  SPEAKER_05: Why did I need to know that?
• 14:11
  SPEAKER_05: Is that useful to me now?
• 14:13
  SPEAKER_05: I don't know.
• 14:13
  SPEAKER_05: Somebody was probably like calling me on canceling me now.
• 14:16
  SPEAKER_05: They're like, oh fucking Amy asshole, you don't know the importance of that thing, right?
• 14:21
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
• 14:22
  SPEAKER_05: Just because you're white.
• 14:23
  SPEAKER_05: It's because I'm white.
• 14:24
  SPEAKER_05: I can't say anything right because I'm white.
• 14:26
  SPEAKER_05: That's the real phrase.
• 14:29
  SPEAKER_05: If you're white, you're never right.
• 14:32
  SPEAKER_05: Just because you were born.
• 14:34
  SPEAKER_07: Just having the trauma.
• 14:36
  SPEAKER_07: Just remember that.
• 14:37
  unknown: Okay.
• 14:38
  SPEAKER_05: I'm coming from um, I got a liberal arts degree.
• 14:43
  SPEAKER_05: I learned that if you're white, you're never right.
• 14:46
  SPEAKER_05: Oh my god, you're boys.
• 14:49
  SPEAKER_05: Yes.
• 14:50
  SPEAKER_05: I got canceled.
• 14:51
  SPEAKER_05: We'll slightly I miss I miss uh pronoun someone, it got cancelled, so it's all good.
• 14:58
  SPEAKER_03: Love your punchlines.
• 15:00
  SPEAKER_03: I feel right in the gut.
• 15:02
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, did you say he?
• 15:04
  SPEAKER_05: Don't you mean they?
• 15:06
  SPEAKER_05: How dare you exist on this planet?
• 15:08
  SPEAKER_01: Okay, A, we get it.
• 15:10
  SPEAKER_01: You're done with Asheville.
• 15:12
  SPEAKER_03: This is Chicago shit.
• 15:13
  SPEAKER_03: This wasn't good asheville.
• 15:16
  SPEAKER_04: Oh no, we ain't got time for that bull.
• 15:20
  SPEAKER_04: We ain't nobody got time with it.
• 15:23
  SPEAKER_05: Um, also, what felt magnetic was uh, you know, they say you gotta show up like uh before you know the whole people are there and ready.
• 15:34
  SPEAKER_05: And um, meat friends put on this little boss up showcase, what we called it, where each other's accountability group, each other's bosses is what we call it.
• 15:42
  SPEAKER_05: And we shared, we made a whole show.
• 15:44
  SPEAKER_05: We were like, we could just share about what we've been doing the last three months in our creative projects, or if you're Amy, you say, I'm gonna make it a whole show, I'm gonna get the fog machine, I'm gonna get the red curtains up in the living room for us to bust out of.
• 15:57
  SPEAKER_05: I'm gonna have the big ass speaker with a microphone uh for an audience of like six people.
• 16:06
  SPEAKER_05: That's amazing.
• 16:07
  SPEAKER_05: Um, I was I didn't think twice about it until somebody after was like, Wow, you want all the fuck out for like six fucking people in your living room?
• 16:16
  SPEAKER_05: And I said, I did, and I just enjoy that.
• 16:20
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and then I'm like, wow, how funny of a story this will be one day when there's like hundreds of people and not just six people in my living room.
• 16:27
  SPEAKER_06: Well, but it's not magnetic.
• 16:30
  SPEAKER_05: What do you want more?
• 16:31
  SPEAKER_05: I want more of like, so what does it mean that you guys agree to be an accountability group?
• 16:37
  SPEAKER_05: And how did that get taken into like it's a show?
• 16:40
  SPEAKER_05: And what's that experience?
• 16:42
  SPEAKER_05: Okay, so it started with my friend called my other friend and said, Would you like to be my boss?
• 16:47
  SPEAKER_05: I'm trying to do a lot of creative stuff.
• 16:50
  SPEAKER_05: You seem like you're pretty like on top of it, uh, and I'd like for you to be my boss.
• 16:54
  SPEAKER_05: And then I heard about this and said, Hey, I want a boss too.
• 16:59
  SPEAKER_05: Can I have a boss?
• 17:00
  SPEAKER_05: I want to be included.
• 17:02
  SPEAKER_05: I'm pretty good with my shit, but like I wasn't friends with it.
• 17:05
  SPEAKER_05: Um, so we spent, we set goals for a three-month container, and we would just show up and co-work once a week and then have like a one-hour meeting um in which we would make it like fun and connective and share like, hey, who was the last when was the last time you made out?
• 17:22
  SPEAKER_05: Uh is always our first opening question.
• 17:24
  SPEAKER_05: And then we share like our check-in.
• 17:27
  SPEAKER_05: The look at each other that's over here.
• 17:31
  SPEAKER_07: I need more of that.
• 17:32
  SPEAKER_05: Why was our rule is if one of us is making out, all of us are making out.
• 17:38
  SPEAKER_05: Like we all win.
• 17:41
  SPEAKER_05: We all carry the choice together.
• 17:43
  SPEAKER_05: It's been a while for me, but you know, it's also not been long because my bosses are carrying it.
• 17:48
  SPEAKER_05: Um and the whole thing of because I've done lots of accountability groups, but I think what's different of what we've created is it's very fun and connective, and like let's follow through and like, hey, did you do this thing that you said you were gonna do?
• 18:06
  SPEAKER_05: Or like, why didn't that happen?
• 18:07
  SPEAKER_05: Like, what could we do differently?
• 18:09
  SPEAKER_05: Like, why didn't like you follow through on this thing?
• 18:11
  SPEAKER_05: Um, or how can we help you?
• 18:14
  SPEAKER_05: Like, you know, like how can we help regulate you and have little co-working breaks to like have a good little silly fun time if that's what you need a girl, like me and Amy.
• 18:22
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and it's been freaking great.
• 18:26
  SPEAKER_05: It's been the epitome of get shit done and have fun, which is like my little motto, and also do it together and have it connected, so just that emblem of fitting all the things.
• 18:36
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and it's pretty simple.
• 18:38
  SPEAKER_05: It's like a freaking text thread, and then like, you know, finding people that are willing to meet on a weekly basis, you know, because we have to say no to some people.
• 18:46
  SPEAKER_05: So I'm like, hey, historically, you don't show up for things, so I can't have you be my boss, and I won't be your boss either.
• 18:54
  SPEAKER_05: Um that kind of vibe.
• 18:57
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and then my friend wanted us to have a showcase where we shared, like, you know, all of our creative projects.
• 19:02
  SPEAKER_05: Like one of them made a whole album, like she made her first, like, wrote all of her songs kind of thing.
• 19:06
  SPEAKER_05: Um, another one, he like wrote a bunch, like a whole like part first part of his book and like started doing a bunch of workshops.
• 19:13
  SPEAKER_05: Wow.
• 19:13
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and so we just were like, hey, let's invite people and let's share it.
• 19:17
  SPEAKER_05: And I said, Well, I wanna make it a show if we're doing it.
• 19:20
  SPEAKER_05: I'm bringing out the fog machine, I'm bringing out the curtains, we're having it be interactive, we're gonna have like a Tony Robin style moment at the end where there's the epic music and people stand in the center of the circle and declare what their gift is to share with the earth with the world and how you know they're gonna do it.
• 19:37
  SPEAKER_05: Um, because you know, I'm like, I don't share this shit, just be like, look at me.
• 19:42
  SPEAKER_05: I'm so much better than all yeah, I fucking do my shit.
• 19:44
  SPEAKER_05: It's like, oh, I didn't do this for the first 30 years of my life, and now I'm finally doing the things that I really feel excited to create.
• 19:53
  SPEAKER_05: And I the more I see other people doing that in like an imperfect, shitty way that's like I'm still showing the fuck up, the more I'm like, oh, I can do that too.
• 20:03
  SPEAKER_05: And I also have these dreams because we all fucking dreams that we want to make um and don't necessarily follow through on.
• 20:11
  SPEAKER_07: Yeah, showcased.
• 20:14
  SPEAKER_07: That was incredible.
• 20:16
  SPEAKER_07: Yeah, it's like corporate America.
• 20:17
  SPEAKER_07: I wonder they got stuck.
• 20:18
  SPEAKER_07: That's no wonder people feel like they get sucked into like those structures because like they had stuff like that.
• 20:24
  SPEAKER_07: It's like you're on a team and you have this and you have that, and you have a learning development team that's helping you do this and help it's like they really, you know, when you go off and do your entrepreneur stuff, we still need to implement these like beautiful ways in our own ways on how to like make shit happen and really just like give the dream an actual chance, dude.
• 20:41
  SPEAKER_05: Right?
• 20:42
  SPEAKER_05: Because all of us be doing these, like, oh, I'm making my dreams happen.
• 20:45
  SPEAKER_05: But what it actually looks like is like a lot of us alone in a room by ourselves.
• 20:51
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I'm following my dreams.
• 20:53
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and I'm all alone behind a computer screen or phone screen most of the day.
• 21:00
  SPEAKER_05: So we gotta rebuild the community into it, you know?
• 21:04
  SPEAKER_07: Collaboration.
• 21:07
  SPEAKER_07: She's on luck so much with the collaborations.
• 21:10
  SPEAKER_07: Like literally, we need each other.
• 21:12
  SPEAKER_07: I mean, duh.
• 21:13
  SPEAKER_07: It's like with so true, it's like duh.
• 21:15
  SPEAKER_07: Like, what does that actually mean?
• 21:16
  SPEAKER_07: Like on a daily, weekly basis of like, dude, we gotta hang out.
• 21:20
  SPEAKER_07: It has nothing to do with being friends, like this is business.
• 21:23
  SPEAKER_05: Yes, business.
• 21:24
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, because any outcome like comes from safety, and safety comes from like um there's like a defined thing that you can count on, whether that's like quantity or like how we show up and the depth that we can expect.
• 21:39
  SPEAKER_05: But I appreciate you saying that.
• 21:41
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
• 21:42
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
• 21:42
  SPEAKER_05: I one of my mentors last year, he just changed my life with this simple quote He because I was like, Oh, like I don't test people, like I can do things alone, you know, it's what it's just it's not worth like wandering all the time.
• 21:55
  SPEAKER_05: And he was like, Well, what if I put it in um like a competitive way?
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_01: For you.
• 22:00
  SPEAKER_01: And so I was curious.
• 22:01
  SPEAKER_01: And he was like, Well, let's just say if you want to be a solopreneur, um, you will always lose against all the companies all around you that have 10 teammates.
• 22:13
  SPEAKER_01: So have fun.
• 22:15
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, Drop.
• 22:17
  SPEAKER_08: Oh yeah.
• 22:20
  SPEAKER_05: Dude, also low-key, I had this wild deja vu moment while you were saying back to you said something about business, and then in my mind I went, back to business.
• 22:29
  SPEAKER_05: And then I was like, wait a second.
• 22:30
  SPEAKER_05: I feel like I've written the words back to business as a podcast like episode, but I don't feel like it happened yet.
• 22:37
  SPEAKER_05: I feel like it happened in the future, and I'm like tuning into a premonition.
• 22:40
  SPEAKER_05: I don't know, but I was like, whoa.
• 22:42
  SPEAKER_05: Dude, I'm gonna flip shit if that's if you win the raffle that you got text in.
• 22:49
  SPEAKER_05: That would lose my mind.
• 22:51
  SPEAKER_05: Thanks for sharing that.
• 22:52
  SPEAKER_05: We'll just bookmark that moment.
• 22:54
  SPEAKER_05: It means something for some reason.
• 22:56
  SPEAKER_05: And then constantly I'm like, oh, I'm having like uh gobble hallway moment.
• 23:01
  SPEAKER_05: So we gotta share.
• 23:04
  SPEAKER_05: Okay, Angela.
• 23:06
  SPEAKER_05: Spill.
• 23:07
  SPEAKER_05: Spill the tea.
• 23:09
  SPEAKER_03: The tea.
• 23:10
  SPEAKER_03: How have I been magnetizing?
• 23:12
  SPEAKER_03: So I'll tell you how.
• 23:14
  SPEAKER_03: Okay.
• 23:15
  SPEAKER_01: I have to constantly recheck what alignment means to me.
• 23:21
  SPEAKER_01: Because last month it meant one thing, and this month that is so not the case.
• 23:25
  SPEAKER_05: And I just have to keep in clear and honest and aware of what it feels like to stay in alignment because the more I stay in alignment, the more like a guitar is tuned.
• 23:36
  SPEAKER_05: Like we're gonna be strumming and playing regardless.
• 23:38
  SPEAKER_05: Might as well like be on key.
• 23:42
  SPEAKER_05: So last month alignment meant like sporty clothes and like being sweaty most of the day and just like really detoxing and being like exercisy and then whatever.
• 23:54
  SPEAKER_05: And this month it means the opposite, like it constantly being like primmed up and like ready for presentation for some reason.
• 24:02
  SPEAKER_05: And it's such a recalibration from last month.
• 24:05
  SPEAKER_05: So um a lot of like this week while I've been back before I fly out to Maine for this a big career opportunity, is like I I've just had to like shower more than usual, like clip my nails and just like lather up lotion and do not much for as much of the days as I could.
• 24:28
  SPEAKER_05: And I knew I went out of alignment because I got all sweaty and I like tried to fit like five things into two hours because I was I hadn't done that in a while.
• 24:37
  SPEAKER_05: I'm like, this is so weird.
• 24:39
  SPEAKER_05: And then I went to my go-to grocery store to ask them about donations for an event, and that like my hair wasn't washed, and I like felt a little bit rushed, but I was like, whatever, I'll pull it off.
• 24:52
  SPEAKER_05: I know how to be social.
• 24:53
  SPEAKER_05: And every time I usually go in there, they're like, Angela's here.
• 24:58
  SPEAKER_05: They give me free shit.
• 25:00
  SPEAKER_05: All I'm not kidding.
• 25:01
  SPEAKER_05: I brought friends to witness, and they're like, Do you fucking like run this place?
• 25:06
  SPEAKER_01: And when I went in out of alignment, they were disgusted.
• 25:11
  SPEAKER_05: What do you mean they were disgusted?
• 25:14
  SPEAKER_05: What did that mean?
• 25:15
  SPEAKER_05: What does that look like?
• 25:16
  SPEAKER_05: Can you reenact it for us?
• 25:18
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, okay.
• 25:19
  SPEAKER_05: Start saying, Hey, I was wondering if you guys um do like donations for events.
• 25:24
  SPEAKER_05: Ready?
• 25:24
  SPEAKER_05: I'll all respond like hey, I was wondering if you do like donations for events.
• 25:28
  SPEAKER_05: No, no, I'm like, oh my gosh, like, okay.
• 25:35
  SPEAKER_05: You're like, I'm it's Angela.
• 25:38
  SPEAKER_05: It's me, Angela.
• 25:39
  SPEAKER_05: I've be boxed on your announcement microphone for the whole store.
• 25:44
  SPEAKER_05: Did you really you remember me, right?
• 25:47
  SPEAKER_01: Yes, dude.
• 25:48
  SPEAKER_01: And they've that yeah, they have just treated me like a queen, but that one day, and they were just like, no, and I was like, Well, can I take it any further?
• 25:57
  SPEAKER_01: Like, is there anyone else I could even just learn about this with?
• 26:01
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I'm not trying to make anyone say yes, and like they someone was like, just talk to Sean, they're like, Stop.
• 26:08
  SPEAKER_05: Sean might be busy.
• 26:10
  SPEAKER_01: And I was like, I'll check if Sean's busy, but I could just tell they they just wanted me out and far away.
• 26:19
  SPEAKER_05: Interesting.
• 26:20
  SPEAKER_05: Uh wow.
• 26:22
  SPEAKER_05: Are you gonna try again when you're all dolled up?
• 26:26
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, oh, no, no, the reason what a great question, but no, today I'm back in alignment and I fucking got a call.
• 26:34
  SPEAKER_03: And they're like, I want a cater for since you asked that.
• 26:39
  SPEAKER_03: I I like just that's why I went, oh, I was like, holy fuck, I'm totally that's like proof of what I'm saying right now.
• 26:46
  SPEAKER_03: Let's go, dude.
• 26:50
  SPEAKER_07: And I love that alignment.
• 26:51
  SPEAKER_07: I think like you you said this to me yesterday, or just like in general, you know, all these like phrases that we can say that have a million different meanings over the course of like wherever season we're in, the same sentence can be like a million things.
• 27:02
  SPEAKER_05: But it's like it's okay that the truth changes, that your truth changes.
• 27:06
  SPEAKER_07: It's like literally the truth, you are following truth, and truth can shift and fucking go every hour.
• 27:12
  SPEAKER_07: Yes, and that is about staying in alignment.
• 27:15
  SPEAKER_07: It's like last month I wanted, I was this version of myself, and this month I have to be aligned to like what this feels like right now, knowing what good and well this is not who I am completely.
• 27:24
  SPEAKER_07: But it's like I have to just honor that I want my damn nails done right now.
• 27:28
  SPEAKER_07: Next month I'm gonna be a dirty ass identity.
• 27:30
  SPEAKER_07: It's just like if you're in it, you just have to follow.
• 27:33
  SPEAKER_07: And well, I have a question for you.
• 27:35
  SPEAKER_07: What how do you gauge what alignment feels like in your body?
• 27:40
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, yeah.
• 27:40
  SPEAKER_05: I'll oh, I love when Amy's gremlin noises start coming out because I'm like, she got something to say.
• 27:47
  SPEAKER_03: Her book is kicking you back.
• 27:49
  SPEAKER_03: She's out.
• 27:51
  SPEAKER_03: I really want to hear what what Amy is starting to put together, okay?
• 27:55
  SPEAKER_05: But um, I gauge what alignment feels like um by what energizes me.
• 28:01
  SPEAKER_05: So like you know how as a kid we're like, if we run in the hallway for some reason, we'll get even more energized, and then we'll make this talk to our crush, and then we'll let it go.
• 28:10
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I now as an adult, I'm like, when I'm about you selling, am I about to get like literally zapped of energy or am I about to be like, whoa, that like totally woke me up to the next, next over and over again for the rest of the day.
• 28:24
  SPEAKER_05: Nice.
• 28:25
  SPEAKER_05: Wow.
• 28:27
  SPEAKER_05: What about um what about times like I'm thinking Memorial Day?
• 28:35
  SPEAKER_01: That's like a cursed word.
• 28:41
  SPEAKER_05: Um yeah, a lot of it, a lot of how I was building out the event for Memorial Day was out of alignment, but I kept thinking about how much the the event itself was in alignment.
• 28:53
  SPEAKER_05: So I was like ignoring.
• 28:55
  SPEAKER_05: I that was my first time, so I was like, it's supposed to feel like this, and now for Tromday, I'm like, oh my fucking go.
• 29:02
  SPEAKER_05: I I was running in circles for the mummore, like, oh no, the supper.
• 29:06
  SPEAKER_05: I really know what it felt like the supper here.
• 29:09
  SPEAKER_05: Well yeah, I mean, because well, we me and Angela were talking about this on the phone earlier.
• 29:15
  SPEAKER_05: About the first time you do something, it initiates the heck out of you.
• 29:20
  SPEAKER_05: It's like you ain't done this rodeo yet.
• 29:23
  SPEAKER_05: You get to look at all these shadows, it shines a light on all these little sticky places.
• 29:28
  SPEAKER_05: Um like, you know, running your own business and following your dreams is some of the most spiritual ass freaking work that you can go on of sheet mode that one was still there.
• 29:41
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, now we get to swim in the the sea of the ecstasy of my inner child suffering.
• 29:47
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and get to the other side, hopefully.
• 29:50
  SPEAKER_01: Um the way you just go back to normal to fin too bad.
• 29:54
  SPEAKER_01: And so that's what it means.
• 29:55
  SPEAKER_01: We're like, you just took us to Africa and then to a Disney movie, and then all the way back down, and you're just cool with it.
• 30:04
  SPEAKER_07: And that is what you call the professional thesbian, ladies and gentlemen.
• 30:08
  SPEAKER_07: What that theater?
• 30:09
  SPEAKER_07: Yes, a thesbian is a person who does theater, right?
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_07: I'm by the way.
• 30:14
  SPEAKER_05: I don't really know.
• 30:16
  SPEAKER_05: I mean, really?
• 30:17
  SPEAKER_05: In my adulthood, I'm just owning the fact as something I used to have so much shame about.
• 30:21
  SPEAKER_05: I don't know what a lot of words mean.
• 30:23
  SPEAKER_05: Um, and I used to.
• 30:29
  SPEAKER_07: We always it's so funny that we felt like maybe dumb because of this.
• 30:32
  SPEAKER_07: Like we don't know, like even though we're those genius people.
• 30:37
  SPEAKER_07: A fesbian is an actor, actress, or any person involved in theatrical arts.
• 30:43
  SPEAKER_07: We are lesbian.
• 30:44
  SPEAKER_07: We are lesbian is a group fucking name if I've ever heard one.
• 30:49
  SPEAKER_07: The thesbian lesbians?
• 30:51
  SPEAKER_07: Are you fitting?
• 30:52
  SPEAKER_01: The what was it?
• 30:53
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, oh, the way that Amy was like, you know, I just don't know that many words or whatever.
• 31:00
  SPEAKER_05: My ext was like a a big debate we have.
• 31:05
  SPEAKER_05: Okay, now we suck the word lesbian.
• 31:07
  SPEAKER_05: What's the deal?
• 31:08
  SPEAKER_05: What's the debate?
• 31:09
  SPEAKER_05: Okay, so the debate.
• 31:11
  SPEAKER_05: Sometimes when I talk, and like, you know how like Amy's like example of thesbian or flow is that she suddenly starts to talk like these, and then she goes like that, and then she finishes her sentence.
• 31:22
  SPEAKER_01: Well, for me, sometimes I freaking frack and make up the wordedy word.
• 31:28
  SPEAKER_01: I just make it up, and it like just means whatever it means, and it's part of my spiel.
• 31:33
  SPEAKER_01: And my ex was like, what the heck is that?
• 31:36
  SPEAKER_05: And I'm like, I don't know, I don't know what that means, but it's like a feeling, and he was like, That's that's not the point of speakers.
• 31:42
  SPEAKER_05: Like, speakers articulate they're clear for everyone, and I was like, uh no, yeah, I know.
• 31:49
  SPEAKER_07: I don't a speaker and I don't.
• 31:52
  SPEAKER_08: Exactly.
• 31:53
  SPEAKER_07: I don't I'm sure all of our lights have been dimmed, and like we've been told, yeah, like you're not making sense, or like you're you're you're using that word incorrectly.
• 32:03
  SPEAKER_07: I'm like, it makes so much sense to me.
• 32:05
  SPEAKER_05: Because I'm like, come on, I get to not funny shying to you peasants.
• 32:11
  SPEAKER_05: But but I used to believe, oh nay, yeah, I'm the peasant.
• 32:14
  SPEAKER_05: I'm for sure the peasant.
• 32:15
  SPEAKER_07: Like, I understand that I go, um, I'm not smart enough, I'm not this, this, this.
• 32:20
  SPEAKER_05: It's like, dude, now we're about to, it's like the rules are switching of like, yeah, I'm pretty sure you guys just desire deep creativity in the moment.
• 32:30
  SPEAKER_05: Oh my god, right?
• 32:32
  SPEAKER_05: And like also, I'm like, no, I used to always be like, uh-huh.
• 32:35
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, I totally know what that means.
• 32:36
  SPEAKER_05: To things like all the fucking time.
• 32:37
  SPEAKER_05: I'm like, I don't know what the fuck those cars are talking about.
• 32:40
  SPEAKER_05: What the fuck is that word?
• 32:41
  SPEAKER_05: Now I'm like, I don't know what that means.
• 32:43
  SPEAKER_05: What the fuck does that mean?
• 32:45
  SPEAKER_01: Now I used owning it.
• 32:47
  SPEAKER_01: Yeah.
• 32:48
  SPEAKER_01: What and what was revving you so much about like our talks about alignment and how Lindsay was saying that it ships even hourly, weekly, monthly.
• 32:57
  SPEAKER_05: I'm trying to think.
• 32:58
  SPEAKER_05: I don't remember.
• 32:59
  SPEAKER_05: You know, I think it was the it's okay that the truth changes thing that hit me.
• 33:03
  SPEAKER_05: I was like, yeah.
• 33:07
  SPEAKER_05: See, doesn't that feel really good, but it feels hard to implement?
• 33:10
  SPEAKER_05: Yes.
• 33:11
  SPEAKER_05: And it feels like, um, I don't know, maybe there's like points of contention in relationships sometimes, of like, oh, that you said this thing, or like this used to be and like is this out of integrity?
• 33:21
  SPEAKER_05: Like, no, like the truth fucking changes.
• 33:24
  SPEAKER_05: I fucking change.
• 33:25
  SPEAKER_05: I change every hour, every week.
• 33:26
  SPEAKER_05: I'm literally a different fucking person beyond what I ever could have fathomed five years ago.
• 33:32
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I was like crying in the back of a fucking van because I couldn't talk to anybody, and now I speak on stages with a microphone.
• 33:38
  SPEAKER_05: Like, do you think that that part those two people have the same fucking truth?
• 33:42
  SPEAKER_05: No, absolutely not.
• 33:45
  SPEAKER_05: Um and it's really refreshing, I think, to be in a room.
• 33:51
  SPEAKER_05: A ver a visual room, a virtual room with two people that get that.
• 33:56
  SPEAKER_05: Because I think part of the reason why I've had to move so fucking much is because my truth changes and then it's not resonant with the people around me.
• 34:04
  SPEAKER_05: I'm like, I'm not gonna stay the same to be in resonance with y'all.
• 34:09
  SPEAKER_05: I gotta go because my truth be calling me onward.
• 34:13
  SPEAKER_05: This is feels like a sea captain hat now.
• 34:15
  SPEAKER_02: Onward.
• 34:15
  SPEAKER_07: Yes, did I not say like a hat of the ocean?
• 34:19
  SPEAKER_07: Dude, I'm gonna send you guys a song that I made that with like the the lyrics of in the beginning is like that.
• 34:24
  SPEAKER_07: It's like it's people saying it was it was like Robot My X was like, I love you, and it's like I love you too, darling, but I must go.
• 34:30
  SPEAKER_07: Like the things are calling me.
• 34:32
  SPEAKER_07: It's like we cannot literally be held down.
• 34:35
  SPEAKER_07: Like, so it's like whoever is going to like you were you saying this on this podcast with the seatbelt?
• 34:40
  SPEAKER_07: Yes, you had to invent the seatbelt.
• 34:43
  SPEAKER_07: Yes, if the people around you aren't inventing seat belts, then it's like I don't think the wing, yeah, the wind flies them off.
• 34:50
  SPEAKER_05: We didn't do anything, like we're just going our roller coaster speed, then it changes.
• 34:55
  SPEAKER_03: And I something I like that because you pointed out the contention in relationships.
• 35:00
  SPEAKER_03: Um, shadow Asa's mom, but she mentioned this, and I like to I liked what it was about.
• 35:06
  SPEAKER_05: Essentially, um she was like, you don't need to like the person all the time because the person hopefully is changing like almost every hour, like their their perspectives and their new beliefs and everything just keep evolving over and over again.
• 35:21
  SPEAKER_05: And the point of relationships are um are your basic morals in alignment?
• 35:27
  SPEAKER_05: And like if they are, then you guys can always like build together, respect each other, and you know, uh get benefit from one another.
• 35:36
  SPEAKER_07: Yeah, it feels like yes and is literally the recipe for literally everything.
• 35:41
  SPEAKER_07: It's like, no, literally.
• 35:43
  SPEAKER_05: Is this episode called Lesbian Secrets?
• 35:47
  SPEAKER_07: Yes, and it is quite literally Vicky keep yes anding your moment-to-moment life, like what people say to you, what happens to you, ah, ah, and like read yes, and shift, like yes, and it's like this complete and total approval of like what is happening in the moment and then shifting accordingly.
• 36:07
  SPEAKER_07: It's like there's no resistance, there's no like buts, there's just yes, mold, yes, mold, yes, mold.
• 36:16
  SPEAKER_07: Well, it's like improv is life.
• 36:19
  SPEAKER_05: Improv is life.
• 36:20
  SPEAKER_05: This is where our comedy funny girl just embodiment is really doing the work for us because it definitely seeps into all the different little realms we do.
• 36:30
  SPEAKER_05: Because you know, you throw off a funny bit, we're all gonna yes and it.
• 36:34
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I can't not yes and the bit unless I just, you know, there's certain bits maybe that I wouldn't.
• 36:39
  SPEAKER_05: I don't know.
• 36:40
  SPEAKER_05: I I won't say our yes and everything.
• 36:42
  SPEAKER_05: You yes and it by being like, oh my god, like I see your truth so hard, and like, did you know we're different?
• 36:49
  SPEAKER_05: Like she's like, yes, and I'ma go.
• 36:52
  SPEAKER_08: Yeah, exactly.
• 36:54
  SPEAKER_08: That's all cutie.
• 37:05
  SPEAKER_01: Well, uh, just as a time check, I know that you have um a commitment coming up, so I wanted to give you the floor and just see where you wanted to take.
• 37:16
  SPEAKER_05: Maybe the floor?
• 37:18
  SPEAKER_05: I want to give you the floor.
• 37:20
  SPEAKER_05: I am like a a sucker sometimes for like prop comedy, and I wish we had like a tiny baby floor that you could like hand me, like a Barbie floor, maybe.
• 37:28
  SPEAKER_05: Like, I want to give you the floor, and then I could like hold the floor, and like okay, now that I have the floor.
• 37:34
  SPEAKER_05: That's funny.
• 37:36
  SPEAKER_02: What are you writing it on?
• 37:41
  SPEAKER_05: It looks like you were gonna write it like on the screen here.
• 37:44
  SPEAKER_07: No, this is a glass.
• 37:45
  SPEAKER_07: We have glasses in the glass.
• 37:47
  SPEAKER_07: That would be sick.
• 37:49
  SPEAKER_07: So that'd be really a piece of glass so you could just write stuff on.
• 37:52
  SPEAKER_05: But do you have to write backwards so that we can read it, or do you write regularly?
• 37:56
  SPEAKER_06: Only pictures.
• 37:58
  SPEAKER_06: No words.
• 37:58
  SPEAKER_06: Only pictures, no words.
• 38:00
  SPEAKER_06: Only pictures.
• 38:00
  SPEAKER_06: You cannot write words.
• 38:02
  SPEAKER_06: Roll me a floor.
• 38:06
  SPEAKER_03: Then it says floor on it.
• 38:08
  SPEAKER_03: This is the floor.
• 38:09
  SPEAKER_03: Okay, I have the floor right now.
• 38:12
  SPEAKER_05: We need that.
• 38:14
  SPEAKER_06: Instead of a talking stick, you do the floor.
• 38:18
  SPEAKER_06: Oh, I like that.
• 38:20
  SPEAKER_07: What if we just get a piece of old, like a wood, like a piece of floor that's like a little piece of wood?
• 38:26
  SPEAKER_07: Like an old floorboard.
• 38:29
  SPEAKER_07: Like a giant ass.
• 38:31
  SPEAKER_01: We make an Instagram called Giving You the Floor.
• 38:36
  SPEAKER_03: Like the floor.
• 38:38
  SPEAKER_03: That's good.
• 38:44
  SPEAKER_03: I'm very tickled by this.
• 38:46
  SPEAKER_05: I love this.
• 38:47
  SPEAKER_05: Um, okay.
• 38:49
  SPEAKER_05: With the floor, what should I do?
• 38:51
  SPEAKER_04: Um this calls for bedazzles, but this calls for more glitter.
• 38:58
  SPEAKER_02: There's not enough glitter in this game.
• 39:01
  SPEAKER_02: Oh don't don't hold on, I'm not ready.
• 39:03
  SPEAKER_04: Don't give me the floor yet, darling.
• 39:05
  SPEAKER_04: Yeah, darling.
• 39:06
  SPEAKER_04: I'm not I'm I'm not dressed.
• 39:10
  SPEAKER_05: I'm so indecent.
• 39:12
  SPEAKER_05: So I'm indecent.
• 39:14
  SPEAKER_05: Do I look like an alien?
• 39:16
  SPEAKER_05: Okay, someone came up to me.
• 39:18
  SPEAKER_05: No, you don't look like one.
• 39:18
  SPEAKER_05: You are one.
• 39:19
  SPEAKER_05: I am one.
• 39:20
  SPEAKER_05: Someone came up to me after my joy parade in Denver and said, Are you from the future?
• 39:25
  SPEAKER_05: And I just keep noticing that and everything I do all the time, and I'm like, Am I?
• 39:32
  SPEAKER_05: Is that why I'm so strange?
• 39:34
  SPEAKER_05: As I wasn't born in these times.
• 39:38
  SPEAKER_05: Literally.
• 39:39
  SPEAKER_04: I think that's it.
• 39:40
  SPEAKER_05: You're bringing the future here, mate.
• 39:42
  SPEAKER_05: I'm being in the future here.
• 39:44
  SPEAKER_05: Um, do you feel like you're from the future?
• 39:46
  SPEAKER_05: Where do you think you're from?
• 39:48
  SPEAKER_02: Because none of us are from this planet, that's for certain.
• 39:51
  SPEAKER_04: That's short term.
• 39:54
  SPEAKER_04: I haven't done much research on where I'm from.
• 39:58
  SPEAKER_04: For ladies or whatever they deemed as other places and planets.
• 40:04
  SPEAKER_04: But I don't know.
• 40:06
  SPEAKER_04: All I know is I'm not from a genuine answer.
• 40:10
  SPEAKER_06: That's a genuine answer.
• 40:12
  SPEAKER_06: I wasn't ready for it.
• 40:20
  SPEAKER_07: Some sort of future world that we want to live in.
• 40:22
  SPEAKER_07: That's where we're from.
• 40:24
  unknown: Yeah.
• 40:28
  SPEAKER_06: Give her the floor now.
• 40:29
  unknown: Give her the floor now.
• 40:30
  SPEAKER_06: Give me the floor, damn it.
• 40:32
  SPEAKER_07: Give me the floor.
• 40:34
  SPEAKER_02: Give me the floor.
• 40:36
  SPEAKER_07: If we have the same glasses and you go like this, and I and I just brat it from here and then I put them on.
• 40:42
  SPEAKER_01: Alright, ladies, ladies, I'm taking the floor for you guys.
• 40:45
  SPEAKER_01: Taking that's this floor.
• 40:46
  SPEAKER_05: Yes, ma'am.
• 40:47
  SPEAKER_05: We, all three of us, will meet in person and do another podcast.
• 40:54
  SPEAKER_01: So if there is a specific question or topic, um, all of it is so welcomed that we can bring intentionally into this next time live in person.
• 41:07
  SPEAKER_05: They ain't ready for us to be all in one place at the same time.
• 41:10
  SPEAKER_05: There's someone like on the other side of the world is gonna go.
• 41:16
  SPEAKER_05: Did you hear that?
• 41:17
  SPEAKER_05: Did you feel the world shake?
• 41:22
  SPEAKER_01: Well, my prayer to all that tuned in to this point is that you also feel this lifted up around fellow girls, females, sisters, that that bonds, that platonic womanhood thing that, like, yeah, you can't get from others.
• 41:41
  SPEAKER_01: Like, this is a woman-to-woman biological bond.
• 41:44
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah.
• 41:45
  SPEAKER_05: For the people listening, it says you are loved.
• 41:47
  SPEAKER_05: You're not just the video people get that, the listeners get it too.
• 41:52
  SPEAKER_06: Yeah.
• 41:53
  SPEAKER_03: Don't leave them out.
• 41:54
  SPEAKER_03: Don't leave them out.
• 41:55
  SPEAKER_05: I got eos to you.
• 41:57
  SPEAKER_05: They're doing their dishes, they're being, you know, good humans, probably, and they're working.
• 42:02
  SPEAKER_05: They're also loved.
• 42:04
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, look at you guys.
• 42:07
  SPEAKER_05: It's funny because I it is a I am taking a photo, actually.
• 42:14
  SPEAKER_01: Yay, I'm so glad.
• 42:16
  SPEAKER_01: I'm so glad that you're in our lives and that you always prioritize like your health and making sure you're living a life that you can you can feel okay with.
• 42:28
  SPEAKER_05: Not only feel okay with, but be like, wow, this is my one dream, like oh my god.
• 42:34
  SPEAKER_05: Wow, thanks for inspiring me all the time to I don't know, be around other people that make me feel like fuck yeah, I'm not alone in this.
• 42:43
  SPEAKER_01: There's other people that are like, yes, and or I'm saying you you deserve so much of what you're just always giving out to everyone else.
• 42:54
  SPEAKER_04: Come let us pour into you, darling.
• 42:56
  SPEAKER_04: Darling, it's only a two-hour flight.
• 42:58
  SPEAKER_04: You know it's my flight show, and we will overflow it.
• 43:02
  SPEAKER_05: Be then a mere few weeks, you won't even know I'm been gone.
• 43:06
  SPEAKER_05: And then you better take my guest bed immediately.
• 43:10
  SPEAKER_06: So I gladly will.
• 43:12
  SPEAKER_06: Ah, my goodness.
• 43:14
  SPEAKER_06: Well, who knows?
• 43:15
  SPEAKER_06: Mega Florida will be waiting right there.
• 43:19
  SPEAKER_06: And the bed.
• 43:20
  SPEAKER_06: And the bed.
• 43:21
  SPEAKER_06: And the bed.
• 43:23
  SPEAKER_06: A floor on a bed.
• 43:25
  SPEAKER_05: Uh, anything else we want to say to our beautiful listeners before we hitchhike out of here?
• 43:30
  SPEAKER_05: Hitchhike?
• 43:30
  SPEAKER_06: I don't know.
• 43:35
  SPEAKER_03: Well, yeah, I know, just open to the questions that come through from the listeners.
• 43:43
  SPEAKER_05: I want to tell the listeners that it's okay if your truth changes.
• 43:48
  SPEAKER_05: Man, that one really hit me today.
• 43:49
  SPEAKER_05: Maybe that's the title.
• 43:50
  SPEAKER_05: I don't fucking know, but it's sticking with me.
• 43:53
  SPEAKER_05: And um, you know, maybe be open because I think sometimes we get stuck in the oh, this has been my truth, and then if it's Your truth for so long, you though.
• 44:01
  SPEAKER_05: This is my identity, and that's where you get in trouble, ladies and gentlemen.
• 44:05
  SPEAKER_05: When it becomes an identity, shit gets sticky.
• 44:08
  SPEAKER_05: Let that shit go if it doesn't serve you anymore.
• 44:11
  SPEAKER_05: Let yourself unbecome uh and become a whole new version of yourself.
• 44:14
  SPEAKER_05: Beyond your wildest fucking dreams.
• 44:16
  SPEAKER_05: Um demon.
• 44:18
  SPEAKER_05: And I'm ma.
• 44:21
  SPEAKER_07: Yeah, thank you.
• 44:22
  SPEAKER_07: Like you having me on to have a little chat.
• 44:24
  SPEAKER_07: It was so fun.
• 44:25
  SPEAKER_07: I love talking about and you guys are changing people's lives just by having conversations.
• 44:29
  SPEAKER_07: So thank you so much for inviting me on.
• 44:32
  SPEAKER_02: Thank you for being here.
• 44:36
  SPEAKER_05: What is that?
• 44:37
  SPEAKER_05: He said thank you.
• 44:37
  SPEAKER_05: It's being Angela Bulls.
• 44:40
  SPEAKER_05: Didn't you change your Instagram name?
• 44:42
  SPEAKER_05: Did you?
• 44:44
  SPEAKER_05: Who are you?
• 44:45
  SPEAKER_05: I had an intervention with my friends.
• 44:47
  SPEAKER_05: Yeah, they were like, just add megat.
• 44:50
  SPEAKER_05: Angela changes lives.
• 44:53
  SPEAKER_05: Cut to the chase.
• 44:54
  SPEAKER_05: Let it be known.
• 44:55
  SPEAKER_05: I'm like, well, that what about you guys?
• 44:58
  SPEAKER_05: And they're like, you've changed all of our lives.
• 45:01
  SPEAKER_06: Which way, which one did you change?
• 45:05
  SPEAKER_06: What'd you say?
• 45:13
  SPEAKER_01: Smarting the radio.
• 45:15
  SPEAKER_01: How to be spiritual.
• 45:17
  SPEAKER_07: That forget what this meant.
• 45:20
  SPEAKER_07: That blew up the the the how to be spiritual.
• 45:23
  SPEAKER_07: I know this is listen, listeners, this was also hard for me to swallow because like I was attached and sticky to the how to be spiritual account.
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_07: Okay.
• 45:32
  SPEAKER_07: I just it it held a space.
• 45:35
  SPEAKER_07: But I promise Angela Changes Limes will also translate the same vibe.
• 45:41
  SPEAKER_07: I have chills, I have chills.
• 45:46
  SPEAKER_05: You got truth bombs.
• 45:48
  SPEAKER_04: Well, yeah, and and that's how you can find Angela now.
• 45:52
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, thanks for saying that.
• 45:53
  SPEAKER_01: Dude, y'all listening.
• 45:56
  SPEAKER_01: If you don't have friends, I get this excited that you told them you updated your at handle.
• 46:03
  SPEAKER_01: Please like new friends.
• 46:07
  SPEAKER_01: It's your resume.
• 46:08
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, and you can of course find Amy Dickens on obviously the Amy Dickens the Where the Heck Else when you go.
• 46:16
  SPEAKER_05: Who else?
• 46:18
  SPEAKER_05: If not the one, the only the Amy Dickens.
• 46:25
  SPEAKER_01: Oh, I love what you bring out of us.
• 46:27
  SPEAKER_01: Thank you so much for hopping on today.
• 46:29
  SPEAKER_01: Wait, where can we find another bitch on the call here?
• 46:32
  SPEAKER_01: Lindsay, where you at?
• 46:34
  SPEAKER_04: Oh, I'm I'm a spiritual jester, and if you guys are looking for fun and sensuality mixed into one pot, you can follow me at Lindsay Dorio.
• 46:43
  SPEAKER_04: That's it.
• 46:44
  SPEAKER_04: She's my name.
• 46:46
  SPEAKER_04: I don't do anything.
• 46:47
  SPEAKER_04: I don't change lives.
• 46:48
  SPEAKER_04: I just am.
• 46:51
  SPEAKER_06: There seems to be 16,000 people that want to see who she just is.
• 46:56
  SPEAKER_06: Well, so join that big number.
• 46:58
  SPEAKER_06: I do like to be witness.
• 47:00
  SPEAKER_05: It's almost as if who you are, darling, is your purpose.
• 47:04
  SPEAKER_06: Is the point of it all?
• 47:06
  SPEAKER_06: Too risky.
• 47:07
  SPEAKER_06: It's much to admit.
• 47:08
  SPEAKER_06: Too easy enough.
• 47:10
  SPEAKER_06: No, that is going to really ruin the entire plot.
• 47:13
  SPEAKER_06: They're back in the fire.
• 47:14
  SPEAKER_06: It should ruin the float.
• 47:17
  SPEAKER_04: It's gonna get boring and easy and fun.
• 47:21
  SPEAKER_05: Oh my god.
• 47:23
  SPEAKER_05: So me, Amy, and Lindsay are getting together October 17th in St.
• 47:27
  SPEAKER_05: Pete, Florida.
• 47:28
  SPEAKER_01: I'll put the info below, but we are doing what's called Tromedy.
• 47:32
  SPEAKER_01: It's mental health comedy.
• 47:33
  SPEAKER_01: Um, proceeds are going to a donation center that helps people in need.
• 47:40
  SPEAKER_01: And it's a tender topic, but because it's tender, we are going to be audacious and power about it.
• 47:47
  SPEAKER_04: You do not want to miss it.
• 47:48
  SPEAKER_04: It'll be a once in a lifetime epic experience.
• 47:50
  SPEAKER_05: Oh, you said about I can't wait.
• 47:53
  SPEAKER_04: I'm slamming.
• 47:54
  SPEAKER_02: I don't know why I'm clapping.
• 47:56
  SPEAKER_02: I mean, because it's gonna be great.
• 47:57
  SPEAKER_02: It just seems weird to clap on a podcast, but here we are.
• 48:02
  SPEAKER_02: What are you doing there?
• 48:03
  SPEAKER_02: Go down.
• 48:06
  SPEAKER_06: Oh, love you, girl.
• 48:10
  SPEAKER_06: Hi.