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Inspiring Human Potential Inner Growth 5D SEE Channeled Guidance Relationships · Inspiring Human Potential

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Guess how the amazing Universe always works.
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We are going to change up our intro and at first, I wasn't
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sure. And then I was like, you know
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what, wait a minute, let me go revisit that.
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I am expanding Consciousness intro and just hearing the first
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couple minutes of a. Okay, yes, it is time for an
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update especially with all the new episodes that you'll be
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hearing. And the integration of
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trauma-informed and somatic informed, as well as the somatic
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experiencing informed upcoming mine site.
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So, all of the lovely addition to our human elements, the
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intro, this one's going to be kind of short, and I'll revisit
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them. Probably, according to when time
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will ask me for a new one again, in the meantime, anybody who's
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new welcome, you can find in really the description of all of
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the podcasts since their standard.
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The nation of what we're all about.
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And so, I'm just going to break it down, where enlightened Soul
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age group. And so people who are in their
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5D self empowered and letting State of Consciousness, and what
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this means and human terms is people who are functional
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adults. They are differentiated selves
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differentiate itself. You can find that in family of
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origin, therapy stuff, and we also Have mindfulness brain and
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mind frame. So we are able to use our lovely
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brain and the neuroplastic way and just using words to describe
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Concepts that my regular listeners know about, but that
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anybody who wants it's in, you know, you would want to know
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about, otherwise you can't follow the conversations also
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and like mental age, when people are in their ventral vagal
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system. So we are always safe and social
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with Humanity. In fact, we love humanity and
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Life to death, the death of us. In fact, we're all still
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breathing for now, right? And I wake up tomorrow.
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I'm still breathing and we don't suffer.
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We actually experience emotional pain in its natural form,
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allowing it to flow and do its thing and we don't sit and
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create stories. There's a way that I can explain
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this. By the way, it's always
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Neuroscience, psychology education and we only have love
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Cycles, but I do look at those who might have shame Cycles
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because I know that everyone is always going to be looking to
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expand. So there are people who will
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choose move out a 3D 4D and or other Soul age groups and so
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they will begin to be able and see wait a minute, my body heart
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and mind. They speak something.
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And I actually want to listen to it, I want to be the grown-up
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version of myself. So taking those emotions and
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sting, you know, I'm going to pay attention to what I think
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and feel and I will be able to move forward with respecting
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others by being able to be Economist because see, when you
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are a functional do. That means you're forgiving and
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nuanced because you're Using again, your mindfulness brain
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and I forgot you're in a state of physiological compassion.
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You're actually able to sit in your psychological floor.
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It's called a neocortex. It has six neurons to for the
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hearing now, to for the implicit memory stuff that every human
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being body holes, and it goes all the way back to fishies.
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Thank you Dan Siegel, for that explanation.
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They meet in the middle where there's other two neurons, which
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creates our subjective reality. So everybody's emotions or based
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for our own self survive, Evil, but it comes in begin since we
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were little. So again, when you are in the
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enlightenment still age group, you're actually aware when the
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implicit memory stuff is coming off and you're able to sit in
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this zero place. And understand, I'll wait, these
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are my motions in to talk about them and in every one of our
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episodes, we look at different things to inflame.
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So mates, over Soul because I have a person who's also in that
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community of the mystics. Mystical is a terrorism
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metaphysics. So besides the human elements
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and oh spirituality. Sadhguru lovely, yogic Sciences.
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He's the one who I learned from. They took his inner engineering
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course and I also did some Bobby Korean.
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I'm doing another thing with him.
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So I listened to him when it comes to spirituality.
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He's my room of choice and the other subject matter experts,
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I'd aim as I as it goes, but long story short, we're in a
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physiological state of compassion.
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So we know how to be able and sit with a orange and apple.
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And actually, Enjoy our conversation.
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You get to learn about this and more from both the perspective
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of again, Mystic as well as a person.
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It's the infinite higher human consciousness expression.
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Potential etc, etc. That's why in our growth is All
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Me, What comes forth and we don't have regret.
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We don't have any of that, we don't suffer again, we don't sit
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in our Temple Junction. So explain all these things and
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more through our topics. There's also subscription-based
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practice because there are some episodes that are for practice
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and then there's also the light workers life that's where I
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from an indictment. So age group perspective we do
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be but meantime, thank you for tuning in to the intro and I
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hope you stay for the episode and if not thank you for
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stopping by and I share with you, my unconditional love and
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guidance for the day and episode that Mop in a little bit of a
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minute and here and there of contemplation that also
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acquiring of information, the feminine of the Enlightenment
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still age group will always know how to grow their relationships.
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The masculine of the Enlightenment.
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So a troop will learn once they've basically destroyed
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everything that could have been possible.
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I don't even know how to explain this one.
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But let's just put it this way. Their ego and their teenage self
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is, what is in the way once, their teenage is calmed and off,
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in some way, shape, or form, to realize that life isn't unfair
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that we live on a planet with 8 billion people and that they
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have trauma and attachment moons like any other person, then
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maybe they'll get to start making friends with their
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younger charge States. And then from that bill realize
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that their one-year-old attached panicky was really, really, you
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know. And a very, very fragile state
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as a one-year-old and that their environment, which would be the
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mother and then mother and father potentially, and then
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siblings. Okay.
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So they will realize with compassion, the masculine that
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they did not have a household that enabled their body to feel
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safe. It will also not hold it against
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her family because they are Enlightenment.
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So age group, masculine side not the other way around, every
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other social age group, will be a masculine way.
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With their feminine outside of them.
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And this is how anybody who's new.
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Welcome! My name is Maria and I am a
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feminine, who is also my own masculine in the enlightenment
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Soldier? For lightworkers life, you can
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subscribe. It's where I share more in-depth
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information on how the Ascension 5D and all these Claire's.
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They're all related to very beautiful Journey that most
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people don't know anything about at least, from not from what I
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hear out there whether they're only in holistic or only in the
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human stuff are all need. Reality.
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I don't hear people actually bringing all the things together
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and grounding them in reality in a way of where people.
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So that's what I get to try and do an The light workers life is
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for Olney. Really the people who are
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interested in becoming unconditionally loving anyways
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because that's what 5D self-empowered and lightened in
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the enlightenment. So age group is all about and no
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we don't actually try to be nice to people who are ego sensitive.
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So I had recorded an episode, I got a little bit to Kali and I
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said, okay, let me redo this because the message is more
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important than me getting all into Kali without Shiva there
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and my regular listeners know. So we're Kali Shiva and Krishna
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Leela. So here's what was coming
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through and really important for me to share anyone who's a
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feminine who's in the enlightenment.
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So, a Drupal already know what I'm about to share those who are
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masculine and in the enlightenment so age.
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Age group, they will be able to understand because they actually
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again know about trauma and attachment wounds.
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And that shame is not something that a person can hold as their
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problem because the masculine will have basically denied.
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Everything that I don't even know how to put this anymore,
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but they will have built enough Karma and enough of their ego
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stuff. And so many different ways that
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you know the tower is going to come crumbling down at some
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point or another. But once they're realizing all
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of these things from a human perspective is they are not
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going to be able to be like oh you know I'm a problem.
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I'm broken know. It's I have trauma of attachment
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wounds so masculine but enters the enlightenment.
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So age group. They have compassion and they're
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not going to sit in this rigid space of telling people how to
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live their life or not live their life.
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With that being said, both, Both individuals are whole.
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We all actually have masculine feminine, but when you're in
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other Soul age groups, you'll find that there are those who
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become solely complementary to each other, because they enter
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specific Soul age group. They settle in and then, you
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know, they're always depending on each other.
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If you will, or what we can look at, is just all those we groups,
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they have their feminine outside themselves.
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So, long story short, when it Stu relationships indictments of
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a Drew. People only have unconditional
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love for each other. And we understand that shame is
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not a choice and that the psychological floor is not
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something you actually establish as a grownup.
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You establish that as an infant. Here's where my lovely somatic
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experiencing and just somatic, and Trauma, educational,
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certificates and hours, that I'm putting in are supporting me to
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Jammed on our inner growth topics but also on humanly
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speaking. When you are dealing with your
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protector lenses, it's all from your unfinished business, from
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your family of origin, people who are in the indictments
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allege. We don't have unfinished
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business, that's why we're loving.
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And when we have our panic attacks, anxiety, and things
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like that for the feminine, it's because we're actually embody
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more and more light. We're connected to the
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collective. We pick up on different things
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and here's where in time, If I connect to certain people, maybe
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I'll be able to have more tangible ways to express it, but
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intuitively speaking. And from a place of pure
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Consciousness, we're all, you know, Global Network.
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So it's straightforward that if certain people aren't moving in
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their ventral vagal system and they continue to experience
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lower vibration and those lower vibrations are in shame blame
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for revenge and they're still in that those of us who can hold
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the light, the space are the ones who get to processes.
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Because we get to handle that and you know, that's the whole
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thing about why created the light workers life in the
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subscription-based model content.
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So we don't actually assume that we will know anything or any
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everyone. And in fact, even when we do
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readings, we don't say, oh I know everything that's going
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down. That's the one thing that a
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person who's in 5 DC and Enlightenment does not.
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We don't know. Everything will read the energy
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will tell you in a way of supporting you and will share
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with you the variables. And then Wait for feedback and
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we'll go from there, move into more specifics because you'll
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help us to understand more of what we're already picking up on
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for the consultation. It's a co-creative space for
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reason and really the part about the enlightenment.
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So the age group is that we support others to become their
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own leaders. So we're transformational
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leaders because we are leading others to their own source to
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their own Itself without imposing but by presenting who
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we are as we are authentically transparently.
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So the relationships that the feminine builds when we meet our
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twin flame flame so mates over. So we don't treat them
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differently than any other person.
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I'm actually they are very important to our expansion and
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we know this and we will treat them like we treat all of our
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loved ones which is with our heart, on our sleeve and on our
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face and whatever comes from it. We will know how to act Up that
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the feminine. As I said, the masculine will
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not be in this space. They will be in their protector
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lenses until they will not. And once they're not, then they
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will become their own feminine. But they really will note that
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they are that thanks to the situation and or person that
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allowed them to feel the feeling of home the first move around
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from their body. So here's the thing, the
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masculine has shame blame. For Revenge.
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Because again, there's attachment wounds and Trauma
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feminine. We don't have anything hidden
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from our own selves. When it comes to our emotional
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mental and physical Spectrum. That's why we are very empathic
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and intuitive and the enlightenment.
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So age of feminine will not be using their Intuition or their
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Claire's or any of that for that matter, to go around and tell
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anyone of their oversoul. What to do with their lives in
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order to create Cults or groups. Create a home.
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A safe space. We create a community.
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We create. And it doesn't mean actually
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nice and not now we're grown-ups.
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Okay, let me mit. Put that one straight out.
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There is like yeah we we don't have a oh my God.
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You said this. Now you're not part of our
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group. The point is all walks of life
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are part of the group, every single person and that's
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exactly. Again, we don't go around
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thinking that we can tell people how to live their life.
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It's why we're don't do ego sensitive people.
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Also, we don't have walking on eggshells.
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Got pretty much everyone from all walks and those who are not
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here, they're not here because they got their little, we group
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leaders. Okay.
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So we are quite enamored with the variety of people that are
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out there on these Journeys and we look forward always to
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expanding with them. So like I was saying one twin
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flame soulmates are over, so get in there.
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Quote, unquote, nasty, which is their protector lenses.
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We will try and say, hey, What's going on?
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Okay, we won't say what we know and here's where those who are
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ill thinking, the ones who have the worst level of trauma and
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attachments of the masculine 's. They will think that they know
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everything with Claire's or without clears.
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Because see when your body's been used to scanning the room
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so that you may stay safe that an authoritarian family, that
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will be one of the angles because you're not trying,
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Buying a please, appease me. You're scanning the room for the
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nervous system that you need to please a piece.
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So whatever modality, those people will have learned to do
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people when they were infant, they will do with you.
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Here's the thing feminine is scanning, but in a very,
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different way, we are in, he's, we're in the dealings with
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another human being who's a, friend, a loved one person.
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We're gonna scan it and, uh, I'm picking up something.
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Things wrong, what's wrong? Are you okay?
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When there is manipulation lying, we will not say anything.
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We will have learned from our younger years, how people when
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they want to buy, and when they do stuff like that, they're
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going to point a finger at us and they're going to say no no
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they're going to gas like it's not evil.
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It's actually something we see right through and because we see
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right through it, the minute we learn about it and the minute we
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see that they deny is, I mean we're like well why would I
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waste my energy on that? Let me allow you to keep on.
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On manipulating lying, doing whatever it is you're doing
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because it's one going to be in the light of the day sooner or
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later to once I've noticed a vibration, I'm going to trust my
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gut, not yours and your words don't matter shit because at a
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certain point you're going to be inconsistent if you're lying, if
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you're not then it's going to come through that you're not.
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So we don't actually invest any of our energy, our brains
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energy, the feminine, none of that, but the masculine.
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Oh, you better bet. They're you goes all over this
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shit. So when they Start scouting the
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room. They think they're badass is why
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the 4D really is. I'm getting into Kali mode
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again. Okay.
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So let me move away from that. But the thing is, they really
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really think whether men or women doesn't matter with
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Claire's, no clears, every one of these people that I've ever
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met, then they get into these spaces.
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I might have had a little bit of this.
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When I was a teenager and the minute, I had that look Maria.
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That wasn't. What are you doing?
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This is unnecessary. Also, it's against what you
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stand for, which is love and And kindness and you're actually
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feeling in a way that doesn't feel expansive not to mention.
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No harm has been done there. This idea of respect, only a
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person who loves you will actually be in respect, right?
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So we begin to have ways and this is where love is about
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being able to be safe and social.
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So if somebody is manipulating somebody's lying there, not safe
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in Social with me, they don't feel safe in Social.
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Now, the people who like to talk a little about human, Vanity
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will keep on going with the whole devil and evil and all
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this other stuff. Feminine knows that this is not
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the case. We intuitively speaking,
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understand that if a human being has the ability to lie, there is
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a reason that they're lying and thank you.
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Attachment wounds and Trauma history for letting me be able
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to spell it out. To any people who might be new
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again. Shame is not a choice.
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So in the psychological floor, doesn't choose at 10 months old
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anything. Cept for am I going to be able
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to be okay in this house or not and we all have fight flight,
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freeze van freeze, pause attached, cried collapse, Emmett
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please appease, nobody chooses which ever one and however, they
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calibrate. So back to twin flames, soul
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mates over. So we will look to talk and if
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talking doesn't happen, we will learn to accept and one
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manipulation happens, it ain't evil, it's a person who doesn't
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feel safe. So we're not going to grow those
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relationships because obviously, there's a layer of deception
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that the Sin is not equal to evil to us.
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It is equal to a person who has made their choice, whether
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conscious or unconscious to keep distance because they do not
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feel safe within the relationship.
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We learn again. Thanks to our lovely oversoul.
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Even before any of these lovely twin flames or soul mates come
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about. And I'm talking about our family
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of origin. So yes, mother and or mothers
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fathers and our father siblings sisters, brothers, you can name
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it but the enlightenment sole Drew Fenn.
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Owen and we'll have learned from their very own household.
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How to be a differentiated cell? And those are the first people
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that were always thankful for their.
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Also, the last people that we get to become functional adults
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with my mother still gets its own my twin sister my baby
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sister. She's my baby sister.
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So she gets spoiled because that's what I decided when I was
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11, that I would spoil her to death and she knows it fact, I
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laugh all the time when she's quote on quote bullying me.
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But I allow it because it's okay, she's not Really bullying
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me and I love that she can just be herself with me and anything
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she wants. She can get.
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So again we consciously choose and while other people who would
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be in their own, shame blame fault, Revenge Cycles want to go
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around telling people what rudeness or not rudeness and how
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to behave or not. We didn't like mentally Drew
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feminine, will smile and Nod and not really hear anything of what
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they're saying because if they want to live a rigid life and
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they want to have these conditions, And they can let
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their body, you know, do that. Everybody doesn't want to do
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their body. So long story short for the
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masculine. Once they are able to see that
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rigidity is unnecessary, they will be able to be in.
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What is true healing for person has trauma and attachment.
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And so they will be able to see their protector lenses and where
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that ego actually created unnecessary suffering.
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Dated lies, they are own lies. They will understand that their
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deception is there's not of another person on the best way I
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can share this story or this example.
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So from the angle of masculine 's, which are all the other
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social age groups no matter what Claire's they got.
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Okay. So any person who to this day
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does not love Humanity as a whole is not yet in and I'm not
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talking about it in a belief way.
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I'm saying that from your heart of hearts You understand that
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people are people, we're all flawed and imperfect, very
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bright, very easy, straightforward breakdown, is
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not about politics, go and vote for the whole politics stuff.
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I'm talking humanly. Speaking, you, if you want to
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claim 5D seen us, if you want to claim anything along those lines
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and at the very least, you must have heard of the word
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uncontrolled of Christ. Consciousness is not about a
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belief. System is about actually
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understanding your human. I'm human, everyone's a human,
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so we can all know what heartbreak means.
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Not all of us suffer. Luckily, the enlightenment still
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a jerk doesn't of the feminine masculine.
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Do they suffer their ego? Debts are real, a real deal, but
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they go through again. Shame blame for Revenge, so they
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go through things that they put themselves in without realizing
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it because when you are young your immature and you don't make
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sensible choices when you create a pattern that you don't really
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understand. And so here's where the
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importance and why this episode came up in the first place, is
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that people don't actually know about the body from the somatic
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experiencing or the somatic approach.
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They don't know it from trauma. Sure.
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You hear people talking about mental health.
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How many people do here? Talking about stop labeling, the
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narcissist an asshole for real stop labeling, the sociopath as
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an asshole for real and stop labeling, the psychopath an
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asshole for real. Have compassion because you
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don't know anything about their psychological floor or their
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body or do you because if you did, then you do not need to
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hear these words. For me.
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One just averaged a human being, but who's learning about all and
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everything from these amazing experts, Peter Levine is the one
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that I'm thinking about right now.
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And he's the one that I just got out of the class with.
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So we're talking about attachment wounds and Trauma.
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And learning about how patterns take place, is something that
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goes deeper than what people actually understand.
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Because when people don't know what patterns are, they are
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thinking of behavior. Okay, so I'm going to use
24:04
example, when people are meet a narcissistic person, the whole
24:09
inflated ego. Okay?
24:11
That inflated ego is there because a person doesn't have an
24:14
actual sense of self. From their psychological for
24:17
their body. They don't feel that they are
24:19
worthy. This heartbreaking
24:22
gut-wrenching, doesn't begin when you're older.
24:25
It's when you're an infant and when the enlightenment feminist
24:30
makes me tear up because as I was in this class, I'm hearing
24:34
about this sound that Peter Levine talks about.
24:38
I'm not going to use it here if you want any exercises, that's
24:41
going to be in the subscription-based model
24:43
content, but also because there's a whole other bunch of
24:45
shit that I I need to spell out before I even say, okay, let's
24:49
try to exercise because of what could arise with anyone who
24:54
thinks they don't have any shit going down.
24:57
You don't know. This is so you don't know until
24:59
you do know obviously so it's very important.
25:02
The body has stored information that we won't necessarily
25:05
remember in our brains because it's implicit is what it is.
25:08
So when our and he was saying how Darwin Darwin, and this
25:15
other person, From psychology are the ones who actually broke
25:21
this down about the way that we start to feel and how the gut,
25:28
the gut of ours will learn what's unsafe.
25:33
So we don't choose what our brain stem.
25:35
The brain is made of three parts.
25:36
The cortex, the limbic system and the brain stem.
25:39
The cortex is the later part in stinking, which comes after the
25:44
emotion. The Olympic is, where the Lazar
25:46
the amygdala and I forget which other part.
25:49
And then, the brain stem is where our nervous system will
25:52
say we're safe or not. And that's where our implicit
25:56
memory is. And, and that's not conscious.
25:59
It's all organized before you so the tenth month, first year old
26:04
of you, so it's a feedback loop when our got, it's called the
26:11
Neo, the new mag. Gastric, Thing about Neil
26:17
gastric, I wrote sloppy, no Skies, but it's the Neo, Neo
26:21
grass strict nerve and that it creates the gut wrench and the
26:27
Heartbreak. And this is because it takes
26:31
information in. And at the level of the gut, it
26:36
feels like it's a okay. This was the sound he was
26:41
making, which is when our gut feels uncomfortable, it's not
26:46
Safe and our brain. Stem will automatically stored
26:48
that as something. Okay?
26:50
Scary or anyways, not safe. And there's this feeling that
26:55
can be stored and it's just for so many different reasons and he
26:59
was mentioning the whole IDs. So I suffer you guys know Vibe.
27:02
Yes, I suffer panic attacks, my regular listeners.
27:05
Do even though my IBS is way better.
27:08
But here's where as they were also talking, they said how I'm
27:13
fast super sensitive empathetic That's, which is what any person
27:17
with Claire's is going to be that we, when we do certain
27:22
exercises, or mean I tried it out, it's fine.
27:25
So, I mean, I was already kind of under the awareness that my
27:29
stuff is related to being an open Channel.
27:32
I'm not afraid of it. And so, I pick up on more things
27:35
than I have to the collective. And all that which is something
27:39
that I'm more than honored to be able in support.
27:41
And now that I even understand it, fully it makes a whole
27:45
buttload of sense because all All I hear from all the people
27:47
who are not in the indictment still age of is just how much
27:50
they hate humanity and life. So you know until you're going
27:52
to be in that space. Well, your body going to learn
27:55
anything different so it's more like uh well it is what it is.
27:58
People and their belief systems but my point here is that when I
28:03
heard the sound of what the gastro, our stomach does and
28:08
kind of create like, okay shit, because I've been noticing how I
28:13
noticed certain types of patterns Because I'm learning
28:17
about trauma and the somatic experiencing because I'm a
28:20
mentor and we talked about it. And so here's where I will and
28:26
have in the past year noticed. So I don't even know how many
28:29
people and their patterns of trauma that are not in their
28:34
actual active awareness is behavior that they have.
28:38
And they look very silly, like, there's not anything that those
28:43
people will be aware of as something.
28:46
Thing, they should pay attention to.
28:49
And that just makes me very sad and very much, like, okay, how
28:54
am I going to handle these? Loved ones.
28:58
That I know have deeper aspects of trauma that they're not aware
29:03
of repeat Loops that they have, which is a way that their
29:06
nervous system has learned to keep them soothing themselves.
29:10
But these soothing mechanisms are not actual inventor of
29:14
ecosystem, their unhealthy soothing mechanism Some is with
29:18
addictions actually excuse me, most of them.
29:21
It's not drugs necessarily but it's alcohol and then there's
29:25
self-loathing and there's talk. So the same cycle is inner
29:30
critic, outer critic denying through dictions, drugs, sex,
29:34
shoot, alcohol or doing things that don't make you happy.
29:36
So here, getting busy busy with a job that is unfulfilled
29:40
longing. Staying in relationships, that
29:42
are unfulfilled longing and withdrawing isolating.
29:47
So here's where I'm trying to maintain a sense of Love and
29:51
Hope but right now I have a sense of sadness for Humanity as
29:55
a whole because what I always think of more is how many people
30:00
they want to talk about love and then their own family of origin
30:03
and their own friends. They turned their back to
30:05
because oh, you behaved narcissistically.
30:07
Oh you lied to me. Oh, you did this.
30:09
Oh you did that. And I'm all I'm thinking of how
30:12
when I was a teenager. Really, just thought this was
30:14
Teenage behavior and then now I'm an adult.
30:17
Often. It's like okay, no, these are
30:18
actual people who have issues that they don't even know about
30:21
because they're not issues. They just go watch some movie
30:24
and it keeps perpetuating this lifestyle and these choices.
30:27
And they're ignoring something even more important that.
30:29
Now, I have complete awareness of from a psychological
30:32
perspective, meaning my mind cognitively speaking.
30:35
So here's where when you can notice people's nervous system
30:42
which we all can but you don't have a filter because you don't
30:46
judge people. People because they need to
30:48
behave how you're telling them to behave.
30:50
Because again this is where all the other masculine Czar at and
30:53
so a troops the enlightenment. So they drew person does not
30:57
have their own nervous system engaged with Humanity in a way
31:04
of. I must be in danger because
31:05
you're looking at me weird. We learned as teenagers while
31:09
you're looking at us weird. And basically we don't even care
31:12
why you're looking at us weird because we don't you don't have
31:15
any shame. Don't have this little shame
31:19
button because I don't look pretty, I don't look tall,
31:21
whatever it is, it doesn't actually mean anything.
31:24
But, you know, here's the thing, it doesn't mean anything because
31:27
we do have our loved ones, who do tell us with our quirks with
31:32
our flaws and Imperfections that it's okay to be imperfect.
31:38
And so, this is the luck on the side of the feminine, one way
31:42
shape or form. They will have someone or
31:44
something that will allow them. Um, to stay on this course.
31:49
And of course, I don't know. Any of the Enlightenment still
31:52
age roof, Eminence besides said, Guru and I don't know if said gu
31:56
belongs for himself, which charged states, he actually
31:59
feels. He is up.
32:01
So I can't speak for him obviously, but I can tell you
32:04
about me is yes, I definitely know I'm a feminine because I
32:08
know of my masculine is one and because of being always
32:13
connected to this, I am presence and non-duality.
32:17
Because I don't have an inner critic or outer critic and I
32:20
don't deny my emotions and I don't withdraw from anything
32:23
either. I will always face a
32:26
conversation to the best of my ability, but I'm also not
32:31
stupid. So this means that I'm going to
32:33
be able to figure out what's going on before I start to
32:37
engage and even if I don't figure it out beforehand, I'll
32:41
figure it out as people speak to me where they're at and then
32:45
I'll be able to recalibrate because that's what A ventral
32:48
vagal system with a brain that's in compassion.
32:50
So my neocortex is always working.
32:53
I'm not ever in a place that I don't have Clarity.
32:57
The last time I ever felt lack of clarity, was one time only.
33:00
I was a teenager and I was getting all passionate about
33:02
some political topping as like, you know, what, if I'm going to
33:05
do politics, I need to calm the fuck down because otherwise I
33:08
can't speak for my mouth and my brain is not functioning the
33:11
way. I know normally does because I
33:13
can feel it in my head, I still remember that feeling.
33:15
It was foggy and when you learn how to, The brain works.
33:18
So here's the deal. When we get angry the stress
33:21
hormones, begin to saturate our hippocampus with cortisol.
33:25
So the brain that was feeling what I felt in fact is something
33:30
that begins to happen. To anyone, who starts to get
33:32
angry, I perceived it, I knew it was dumping me down.
33:36
I knew that I didn't want to be dumbed down and I also knew
33:40
exactly how my words are coming out and how many things I was
33:42
forgetting about all these things that I knew and I have a
33:44
horrible memory. People who are actual feminine
33:48
in the indictments of a jury will have a relationship with
33:50
their body. Which is why we don't doubt why,
33:53
or how, or what starts to take place when we're on our sentient
33:56
journey and we don't get lost in la-la land either.
33:59
So, the relationships that we have our beautiful, they help us
34:04
to become who we are, but it's because we don't really care if
34:08
they are different from us. And when people become quote
34:14
unquote mean with us, you just try and say what are you doing?
34:18
And if they don't want to say, or they get started, whatever, I
34:21
mean, it's not whatever, cuz we don't care, we don't fight for
34:26
relationships, relationships, are built based on love, not
34:30
fighting. And so, the minute somebody is
34:33
manipulating is the minute. We are already aware of it and
34:38
when you're an adult, so I'm an adult.
34:40
And luckily, for me I didn't need to again, be taught about
34:45
the somatic stuff too. Of compassion I already did.
34:48
So when meeting for example, the whole twin flames things with
34:52
Claire's, it's this is why I know who they are, and what they
34:56
mean, and what lives, and what not?
34:58
And it's not because they gave me my purpose.
35:00
I knew my purpose, I still have my purpose, my name's Maria,
35:02
that's my purpose, that's about it.
35:05
Other than that, everything else is up for games.
35:07
I mean, I will make money so I can live with Society.
35:11
My mental age who folk don't care about a lot of things,
35:14
especially everything. Up for air water and food, like
35:18
really? We just want that and then of
35:20
course we make commitments. Oh, like I made a commitment to
35:22
pay off my loans because I chose to go to college and I'm an
35:25
American. So that kind of, you know, gave
35:29
me a bazillion years of pay us back for Education that I love
35:35
every single bit of it, by the way.
35:37
And what I'm trying to get at here is that any person who is
35:43
aware of their over, so, From a feminine with Enlightenment will
35:48
not Harbor any upset. When your loved ones, get into
35:53
their little attachment moons and protector lenses and will
35:57
only be heartbreaking but it will be understandable.
36:00
Because again if you're not safe with me then we can't build
36:02
anything together can be. So we are okay.
36:05
With whatever comes because we don't actually build our
36:10
relationships based on belief systems or ideologies and also
36:15
the And knows exactly how much they're going to be expanding in
36:20
their lifetime. And really what it is, is we
36:22
choose how much we want can because love is in that picture
36:27
because see Ascension to those who are feminine in the
36:31
enlightenment still age group is not about becoming the Law of
36:34
Attraction Master. We don't care about material.
36:39
We actually want to help people not because they have to be the
36:44
replica of our parents. Whatever it is, we thought the
36:47
world should look like. We actually figure out as adults
36:50
because we get to become adults quite quickly that the world is
36:54
not going to look in one way or another.
36:56
And we also know that evil doesn't exist.
36:59
I didn't need sadguru for that. I all on my own, I told God,
37:03
hey, I'm out. Peace, I'll go to hell, I don't
37:06
believe in it anyways. There's no picture what I'm
37:09
learning from science is a lot more believable than this
37:12
concept. That seems to me to be keeping
37:14
people enslaved, and really again, Against each other
37:16
because I don't see peace happening.
37:19
What I see is a lot of unnecessary suffering and more.
37:23
And so here's where those lovely relationships when I hear the
37:26
Twin Flame people with their little 7ne stages.
37:29
It's like, okay, how many more times do people need to figure
37:32
out the the whole you? No, shame blame for Revenge.
37:36
How many different ways can people learn about themselves?
37:39
But that's for them to do not for us.
37:41
So for our group of people masculine or feminine, Like
37:46
compassion is the common denominator we don't grow
37:50
hatred, we grow unconditional love.
37:52
In fact, the masculine is automatically compassionate,
37:55
this is why they when they wake up to the truth they just
37:59
realize humanly speaking. That they did not choose this
38:03
feedback loop of trauma that they were blinded by, and they
38:10
really realize what shame does that's also why they won't be a
38:15
proponent. Of the shame button, they will
38:18
be like the feminine. And, like I said, Guru the
38:22
person who will say being in this space called Enlightenment
38:28
and anything that you want to talk about when it comes to
38:31
spiritual, it is not based on good behavior that Society
38:35
stuff. It's based on, we will care to
38:39
DARE that which is unpopular. It's based on friends can say
38:44
fuck you, fuck you for You mean it and still be loving a nice to
38:49
each other because that's what apples and oranges can do.
38:51
And that's what true love is, that's what friendship is.
38:55
That's what relationships are and humanly speaking.
38:59
Nobody chooses to have a psychological for that is so
39:02
shaky attachment again, ambivalent disorganized those
39:07
two and I got an ambivalent attachment and I understand what
39:10
disorganized this. So the ones who want to talk
39:14
about mental health, but they're not.
39:16
Actually compassionate towards everyone.
39:18
You know the sociopath lady she has her identity and I'm happy.
39:21
She's helping to destigmatize and just make, you know, the
39:23
average day person everyday average already have that.
39:26
But what I look forward to is the day where compassion comes
39:29
into the mix and it's like, you know, how about we talk about
39:32
manipulation Revenge Vengeance and spite for what they really
39:37
are because they're not evil, do you know that your teenage self
39:40
and most likely? Your one-year-old are in cahoots
39:43
inside of you and a charge state with You have no idea about do,
39:48
you know that there's, I can still to this day.
39:51
Remember specific feeling is not mine, and then once I got the
39:56
download on all these charge states that don't have time
39:59
stamps and that I realized that in certain attachment Styles,
40:04
particularly the disorganized or just anyone who has a level of
40:07
trauma where there's inner conflict.
40:09
So they're not supporter of any of their parts because the
40:12
teenager is pissed with the adults that they don't trust in
40:15
life. Then they're pissed with their
40:17
11, 12 year old for having sucked up and been there.
40:20
And just, you know, Slade down there, nothing, whatever it is,
40:23
they judge their own 11 12 year old.
40:24
They will be pissed that their fries response will be pissed at
40:27
their three-year-old seven-year-old because again,
40:31
the teenagers and asshole thinking, they know everything
40:34
because they're all hormonal, right?
40:36
They're all grown up now and their one-year-old attached.
40:39
Panicky will die. That is not even going to
40:41
receive a little bit of know you know.
40:43
This is the part the teenager won't even.
40:46
Have the decency to give themselves compassion, but this
40:49
is where because they're so angry that adults that they're
40:54
ready to spite that adult. And so, without even awareness
40:57
of these emotions which are in Conflict, by the way, they're
41:01
going to twist so many different things and so many different
41:05
ways. I'll use my attachment stuff
41:07
friend as the example, and they actually have stated to me more
41:11
than once that they will when they see people happy at times,
41:15
go in. Create situations because they
41:18
out of spite want to make them suffer because they don't know
41:22
how it is to not be suffering. You know how much my heart
41:24
breaks that they chose to distance me, that they chose to
41:27
not take up what I told them. Please look for a sensory motor
41:31
somatic. Therapist, that could really
41:33
help you. Please understand that.
41:36
I don't have time for you and that you need to learn to
41:38
self-regulate while co-regulation, but I can't do
41:41
this for you, you need a meat, you know, like in different ways
41:44
with the most, Attentiveness to not offending them.
41:48
Since there's all this shame that comes about when somebody
41:51
is trying to support a person to say, look, and you are not
41:54
abnormal your normal human being.
41:56
But your psychological floor is in a space where rumination
42:01
regret these, these these moments are very real and so
42:06
this is where the feminine I have learned.
42:10
Thanks to my trauma. Educational certificate and all
42:13
my courses. When I communicate, Tunicate
42:16
with this friend, I had already known that.
42:18
I was picking up some stuff. I didn't realize it's the actual
42:21
nervous system and the safety Behavior.
42:24
Once I did, this is what in 2022 gave me the ability and even in
42:28
another sort of situation to be able in recognize.
42:32
Okay. These were mined, these were not
42:34
mine, but it's not about Minor. There's because we are a nervous
42:38
system nervous system communicating, and I don't
42:40
remember if I share this to you guys, but in one of the
42:43
episodes, I think it's upcoming Their aspect that is very
42:47
important in any type of somatic experiencing approach.
42:51
And so at the end of the day, we all naturally look to heal each
42:55
other. Those of us who are in
42:57
compassion, do it the best. Those who are not, they don't
43:01
they pass on judgment. But that's why people find we
43:04
groups, because that's how they belong.
43:06
The touch is, what is most important for mind body, and
43:13
communication between each other.
43:14
But when you touch another person, Person, if you're
43:17
judging them, they will feel that.
43:20
And so here's why. When you're in this
43:23
Enlightenment? So age group, you are the person
43:28
who can put the ego to the side. It's not because we don't have
43:31
an ego, it's because our body is in a ventral vagal system, and
43:35
our brain is not judging another human being for being with their
43:38
character traits their personality.
43:41
It's Equanimity because we don't have anything to say about what
43:45
they're doing. Because it's not affecting how
43:48
we feel about them or that we were in that relationship.
43:51
We were there because we want to be there, 5D relationships are
43:55
all about and we will be talking about these things more and more
43:58
in detail and that these are conversations.
44:01
I come here to support you on your journey but I come here to
44:04
inspire human potential. It's a podcast, it's educational
44:08
because they're psycho, education in it and because it
44:10
ain't entertainment and I don't want to necessarily for now
44:14
Define it as No, because it's not something that exists
44:20
already. It's something that requires a
44:23
person's awareness one and then there's contemplating it to not.
44:28
Everyone wants to be in the enlightenment.
44:29
So a true plenty of people will only learn to co regulate and
44:36
self-regulate with their partners.
44:38
And here's where those Divine masculine divine feminine.
44:42
And other Soul age groups will be, they'll be doing that with
44:45
each other. Our mission, the enlightenment
44:49
still age groups, mission of the higher human consciousness
44:54
experience. People is to actually walk the
44:57
walk and talk the talk with our loved ones.
45:01
So you know again without knowing anything, there's always
45:06
the awareness that if a loved one is getting Snappy with me.
45:12
It's not because they're an energy vampire And we don't need
45:15
to In Flames to notice FYI. We also don't need any of our
45:20
belief systems to be there because they don't matter.
45:23
They're not going to affect shit when things go down between you
45:26
and another person because it ain't about who you're praying
45:29
to or not. And so we are already going to
45:32
know that as well because love doesn't obstruct Free Will.
45:36
And love also doesn't judge. And love also is in all things,
45:40
which means the people and I that are interacting their Loop.
45:44
Their feedback loop is not something that is a evil thing.
45:49
The body protecting an infant and their brain organizing to
45:53
protect them is not an evil thing.
45:54
It's because 4D has created the story because, you know, stories
45:58
are a great way to pass down things not because we didn't
46:01
have technology that could read the brain.
46:03
And, you know, really if we want to think about how Evolution
46:05
happens, it's you any of you watch the Netflix documentary on
46:10
the second gut, which really is the first, the second brain,
46:13
which is the gut, which is really are.
46:14
A first brain. And if you had watched it, you
46:16
would know about how our ancestors when they created
46:19
fired freed up some energy, and we started to develop our second
46:23
brain but we're talking about our gut as our second brain for
46:27
now eventually they'll I'm sure they'll organize everything but
46:31
you know empirical data and all needs to be accumulated so When
46:37
you are feminine with your own masculine it's because you got
46:42
to keep moving forward. And this love it's not about
46:46
devotion. We love with Kali Shiva and
46:49
Krishna Leela without even knowing it.
46:52
In fact it's a beautiful thing to have these words.
46:54
Thank you said groom because they are perfect representation
46:57
of what a human being who was in their ventral vagal system and
47:01
in a physiological state of compassion.
47:03
Hold. So one Once we are our younger
47:07
adult version, we keep moving towards this compassion, we're
47:11
not looking for anyone or anything in life.
47:14
In fact, we're not in this whole twin flame thing because we're
47:18
looking it happens. My first twin flame where I had
47:23
the word but really the person I already knew them.
47:25
Since I was a teenager and actually the other two twins,
47:29
lamed experiences are also from my entire life.
47:32
So it was like, it wasn't the only one that was a shocker.
47:35
I even Why it was a shocker, if you will.
47:37
And so it makes a lot of sense. When you look at yourself, I
47:42
know who I am not the other way around, so it's not about it
47:46
being hidden in a way of not awareness.
47:51
And, and when we're surprised by life, we're always very much
47:56
enamored. But you know, life surprises
47:59
every day. We're not an armored with the
48:01
fact that there's unnecessary suffering, but we understand
48:06
again, what protector lenses are.
48:09
And so when manipulation gaslighting lying cheating using
48:14
certain mannerisms, come about like my attachment stuff friend.
48:19
We will address them to the best of our ability.
48:21
We will not hide our feelings and we will not hide our
48:23
thoughts. And we will not assume to know
48:26
why people are doing what they're doing.
48:28
What are hunches? Give us.
48:32
Match the nervous system that is in front of us.
48:36
And in fact, we will be destabilize diff.
48:38
We have a nervous system that is the stabilized.
48:42
We will be further destabilized when we believe that there can
48:46
be vulnerable and in-depth conversations and not
48:51
destabilized because we lose our spot but more like, what?
48:55
And so again the aggressiveness and or however things play out
49:00
is not That we are contemplating when the misalignment takes
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place, we are trying to recalibrate so that we may
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achieve alignment with our loved ones.
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When that doesn't happen, we are not like, oh, it's good or bad.
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Isn't an either/or. It is a fact that people can
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agree to disagree, and it is a fact that people will agree to
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disagree without staying in alignment.
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So, this is where it's subjective.
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So, some people they can live without Apples and oranges, the
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adults, and be fine with exchanging complete opposing
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views saying the whole fuck you, fuck, you others know others.
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They will not be okay with being friends.
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With a person who is, for example, polyamorous or who is
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absent of wanting to judge in a certain way, they will not want
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to, because they will have their own strong opinions, and they
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will be an Adaptive child, they will be in another Soul age
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with. They will be a person who thinks
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that buddy should do what they do.
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Because that's the only reason why another person would cancel
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any other individuals because you didn't do what I wanted you
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to do. And so now I'm going to say
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you're an asshole or I'm the asshole.
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Either way, it doesn't matter whether it's pity party because
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they're criticizing and shaming themselves or they're blaming
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somebody else or doing spite here or there.
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It's still the same teenager who has no compassion for their
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one-year-old. Attachment wounds and Trauma,
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history, are not something that will be dealt with by a person.
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If they're not mindfully aware of their own self, which is what
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most people are not 4D. When they go around thinking
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that they can hide or see them, they don't see shit.
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But then again there with their we group.
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So they're going to get to go through whatever experiences
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that their storylines are telling them.
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So for purposes, though of, you know, again and light mint, when
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we are picking up on things, the feminine isn't going to spell
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out stuff. There's a way that we know that
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it's not to be spelled out and really we are just wanting to
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have a communication today. With all these psycho education
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here as Y in our subscription-based model
51:14
content, I'll look to organize content for those of you who
51:19
have Claire's and specifically share examples that I can have.
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Have because it's very clear like for me when I connect with
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my attachment style friend throughout the years where I was
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at with my journey, obviously and then where they were at, but
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there's and where they are at continues to be in an attached
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cry, they continue to have a suffering modality.
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They continue to use Spite and Vengeance and mechanisms that
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are part of their pattern. But they are in a shame, blame
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fault Revenge pattern, they're not in a healing pattern and
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they have yet to Achieve their own self compassion so they
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can't move into more mindfulness of themselves and their
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reactive. And so again, if you're in the
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Divine maturation of you as a feminine or masculine, you will
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know. Equanimity at the very least if
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you are inclined to be your whole masculine and feminine.
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And so to move into Enlightenment, you will have
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compassion. In the lead and you will
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understand that structure comes from timing and the external.
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And it's not because it's perfect timing, it's actually
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something very different, okay? Because we're talking about
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supporting each other to move into an area of growth.
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So, no matter what we can pick up, we will always have to test
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out if people want to talk about certain things or not.
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And that's why sometimes the misalignment It stays where
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people don't and they choose to distance themselves sometimes.
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Instead there will be alignment and they're continuing to
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expand. So, in those situations that's
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where we have a little bit more room to share and even there,
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it's a sensitive territory because most people are not
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aware that they have feedback loops.
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That are involving mechanisms that can be transformed and that
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would serve them and even if you present it to them because they
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think it's no big deal, okay? That's the part.
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They're not going to put into place, they're wanting to
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rewire. And so if you notice a loop like
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I've noticed, one of my friends back home, they have a specific
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type of loop when They're in their pattern.
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So their, their cycle in a year experiences, they go through, I
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got to be a part of it, for about six, seven months, if not
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eight. So I got to see how their ups
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and downs. Then I got to see what they do
54:04
to keep their nervous system online.
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For example, like everything. And so now that I'm very clear
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on this is, this is their self soothing mechanism.
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They don't effectively Co regulate.
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I, They can regulate, but the reality is, is they're in a
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cycle there in a limited behavior that they could be way
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better from where they're at for themselves on all scales
54:32
health-wise. Everything, long story short,
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though. These are sensitive topics that
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people don't take seriously, because there's not enough of
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the psychotherapist that talk about the somatic and even if
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they do, they're not the ones who are traditional.
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They're only the ones who are in.
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Certain types of somatic. But then you got those people,
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they're all in, you know, a little bit of woo.
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So you got you got you, we need it to come all together, which
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is where we come in Enlightenment.
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So, Adrian of the higher Consciousness, humanly speaking,
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you know, it's not because you got Claire's that you no more,
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no, you don't know more your nervous system communicating
55:10
with the nervous system. Now, we do know more when it
55:13
comes to channels guidance for themes but that's because we're
55:15
focusing on that or the really a lot going on.
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On right. Essentially, within your
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relationships, for those of you who are intuitive, when you're
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picking up on something, you can only do the best you can to
55:29
present in a language and to understand what you want,
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understand is 1, if they're mindfully aware to how to speak
55:38
in a way that allows the person to be open and receptive three
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if they react with their protector lens, this is very
55:45
natural. Like my friend distancing
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themselves or any other person who has done the same.
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And usually it doesn't happen often, okay because most of the
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time the people that are good with who they are and with who
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you are, you're not going to create any type of, you know our
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tradition. There's no need because
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typically people have their own life.
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So you're just somebody that's part of it but it's not
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important thing is so it's the people who need or don't want to
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hear. Is where the Twin Flame thing
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for the feminine because we are enlightened and independent.
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We don't need our twin flames. We are happy who they are, what
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they are. So we set boundaries if you will
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when they get in their adoptive child places because will speak
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up and be like what the fuck are you doing?
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And we will not engage in any type of middle ground because
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that's the point of our experience.
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We know that they are part of us and in an in-depth way.
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Part of our journey for very important reasons.
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We're not going to lie, we don't lie in general, let alone.
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Are we going to hold back, our emotions, or our thoughts from
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the individuals that have this level of in-depth connection?
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So, this is because though, we are actually involved in an
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in-depth way with each other, meaning the connection because
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the feminine will know of it connectively speaking.
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Energetically does it mean? We're a couple none of that shit
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matters. It means we have a connection
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with You the others is a different connection because
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they go on with their day-to-day lives, they have families, all
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these people, they have shit to do.
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They only come to you? So here's where the only one
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individual outside of my entire over so that I have ever besides
57:36
the one but the other one was a different story and they're
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connected to the Twin Flame the second one.
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So that's why it makes whole buttload of sent their entire
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Clan is connected in a specific way to Seoul age group.
57:46
So this is where when I look at the past I know exactly.
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See what's what and why. And so this attachment style
57:53
friend, the only reason we are still friends, one were
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connected and part of my over sopa to they have a hard time
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building connections with people.
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That's why I'm the only one who's always open to hearing to
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sharing to being in spaces and really we had rekindled.
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If you all recall because I had a hunch that they needed Me or
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that something was going on, really is what it is, and it was
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the case. But at the end of the day after
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year, they're in their same, and they're same pattern because
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they're not aware that they can help themselves to move out of
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this story. I'm broken their broken.
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It's my fault, their fault. The shame cycle is very
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straightforward, inner critic, outer critic denying through
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addictions drugs, sex food patterns of Destruction patterns
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of Different types of patterns, and then, withdrawing isolating
58:54
and doing it all over. So, none of our relationships
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for the indictments allege were feminine change because we don't
59:02
lock people out of our life. We allow people to be
59:05
themselves. The ones who are happy with.
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It are the majority the few that are not.
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There are minority. And really, when that happens
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again, unforgiving harsh, it's called adoptive children
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behavior, which means there's trauma and attachment styles.
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In wounds that go very deep that are not going to be in the
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awareness of the individual, because if they had been, then
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they would be able to talk about it.
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Instead, they can't and they don't, my attachment sell
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friend, they didn't say. We are not friends because, no,
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you didn't fulfill my need, I need people the way that I tell
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them to be and they, in fact, have a whole way that they went
59:41
about this, which is very much more mature than they used to
59:45
be, but the same imprint III and you didn't satisfy me.
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And so, Didn't satisfy what I wanted.
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Period. We got it, but we're not here to
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create co-dependent relationships.
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And we're not here to apologize for something that we actually
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know, we didn't do either. And so when we get blamed for
1:00:04
something, we didn't do, we didn't create the suffering in
1:00:07
the body, nor the person. We're not your parents, you're
1:00:10
not our parent, we're not here to manage you.
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You're not here to manage us. We're not here to take care of.
1:00:14
You're not here to take care of us and we're not here to tell
1:00:16
you, you're worthy or unworthy because for us, you're always
1:00:19
worthy. Hello.
1:00:20
And really this word should be thrown in the shit hole because
1:00:23
it's not about worth. You are loved one.
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We're not going to tell you you're worthy because we don't
1:00:28
need to, we shouldn't have to. But if we really, we have two
1:00:31
are going to say. I love you for who you are as
1:00:33
you are with all of our your own flaws and Imperfections as I do.
1:00:37
So the real deal of compassion and unconditional love is that
1:00:40
it triggers? Shame and it's why the people
1:00:43
who need it. The most are the ones who move
1:00:45
away from it because they actually don't have a self love.
1:00:49
They have some Love deficit. And that is this, this nerve
1:00:54
with this gut wrench and heartbreak that begins when
1:00:56
they're an infant and a child and not in an environment where
1:01:00
there are nervous systems that are at ease and then more.
1:01:04
And so, it's not very beautiful in any way shape, or form to
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talk about our loved ones for the enlightenment, still age,
1:01:12
group of any other word except for real of we have
1:01:15
understanding and compassion sometimes we'll get pissy about
1:01:18
it. Yeah, Kali comes out.
1:01:20
Definitely she comes up but she comes up for a lot of different
1:01:22
reasons. You better bet though.
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It's not because we don't love our loved ones.
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Now we love all of humanity, relationships moving forward,
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the 5D and what we want to try and create us conversations for
1:01:34
the community. In general, is involving to
1:01:39
understand shame, blame fault revenge or not Cycles.
1:01:41
People choose to inflame so mates, oversoul doesn't matter
1:01:44
who it is. They don't choose to be in their
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biological rudeness, the depth of trauma goes beneath the
1:01:50
Surface and when you recognize patterns so for the feminine who
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are in the enlightenment so the age group, start subscribing to
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the content or reach out to me, I get a list, we'll see what we
1:02:01
can do. But this is a very unique sphere
1:02:04
that I know. I will be organizing material
1:02:08
for because of being able to note things that I know whoever
1:02:15
it is that tunes and who's a feminine, has this intuitiveness
1:02:18
and the way that we can navigate these Basis is very important in
1:02:23
our day-to-day. Not not in every day, every 24
1:02:26
hours of your day and every interaction, we have reach out
1:02:37
again or just stay tuned. I'll keep you guys posted in the
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meantime. Have a wonderful day.