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CROSSDRESSING WITH A SLAVE BOY · CALL ME MISTRESS

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Hi, welcome to the latest episode of Mr. Smea's Dungeon.
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I'm your Hostess, Mr. Smea, and today it's just me all alone
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with a special guest. Charles.
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Slave boy, bitch. Yeah.
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All right, so I know we're going to have to do a shout out for
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Steve because Steve so wants to be with me here.
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You know, like rubbing my feet, doing all sorts of things for
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me. He does.
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There's some jealousy going on. No, I think admiration.
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Yeah, that's a lot to admire. He's got a good point.
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You have awesome feet and it's a pleasure to rub him.
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Oh, OK. All right.
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Well, I thought today you told me it's the total package though
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it's not just the the feet. It's the total package, all
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right. Defeat or a lovely bonus.
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OK, good to know. So I'm just going to read a
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little e-mail that I had gotten and I thought it was really
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flattering. It was sweet, he said.
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Hi Mr. Smea, just a quick note to tell you how much I love the
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podcast. As someone new to listening to
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podcasts, I'm glad I found yours.
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Now all I need to do is figure out how to work it.
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I somehow got all of yours to come in all in a row and I binge
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listen to all of them so it sounds like it's not a bad
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thing. Honestly if you can tolerate us
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that long, or tolerate me I should say.
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Need to figure out how to be able to watch the videos.
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Your insights are right on. You have this early 60s
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submissive figured out without even meeting me.
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Almost eerie. Guess we're all similar.
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It is awesome to listen to someone that is so free with
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their kinks. The Griswolds were awesome too.
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If I lived in the area I would definitely be at those parties.
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The public beatings are awesome. The parties sound awesome.
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Thanks for taking the time to do the podcast.
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So the. Public meetings.
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Yeah, I think I talked about some public beatings on a couple
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of episodes. OK.
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Yeah, we got to talk about that, you know.
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The Fucked Up Fridays are the ones that come to mind from me.
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Yeah, yeah. And you've been there, done
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that. I have I have been beaten quite
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a few times. Unless you're cuted hair removed
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forcefully. Forcefully, yeah.
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I don't think Steve would be jealous about that.
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He got to give it a shot, though.
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It's yeah, I'm I'm going to fuck Steve up.
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If he doesn't shave, I'm sure he.
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Will be fucking Oh Steve, you got to shave everything.
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I will find a hair. She means fucking everything.
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Everything. She will find it.
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What is that? Eyebrows and down.
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Leave his eyebrows. Yeah, eyebrows and some facial
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hair. As long as the facial hair looks
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good though. But if?
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You have hair on your taint, you're going to pay.
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Yeah. So you better get be getting
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down on your hands and knees spreading it.
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You know, Charles actually sent me a funny little picture
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because before he came over to see me, he got on all fours.
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He's in the shower. He's craving his craving.
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Yeah, craving too. But he's shaving his his bits
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and pieces there. And he looks at the shower head
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faucet handle. Right, the faucet, the faucet.
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And it said P Fister. And I thought of Maine in center
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of pictures. Yes, I haven't fished your pee
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pee, but you never know it's. Probably on the list.
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It's probably on the list, Yeah. Abby was putting away some tools
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for me tonight in the big cabinet that we have a lot of
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stuff. And she says, Mia, why do you
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have knitting needles? And I said because I like to
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take knitting needles and shove them down guys penises.
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Jesus, I didn't see that part. No, you were.
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You stepped out. I'm glad I missed that part.
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Yeah, you missed that. But it's for men who want it.
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OK, Yeah. You guys are like sounding.
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Oh, yeah, yeah. All right.
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So a lot of people really don't know too much about you.
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I mean, they they hear you on the podcast at different times.
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We've talked about the parties, we've talked about different
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things, but a lot of people don't really know the you, the
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Charles, the Intrepid 1. So you cross dress and you used
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to do that quite a bit before we met.
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Oh yeah. So tell us about your cross
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dressing journey because it's really important because of so
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many listeners, they want to cross dress and they can't.
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OK, well I can relate to that. I guess I started when I was a
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kid around like 14, and I'm not really sure where it started,
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but, you know, I always like the look of pantyhose.
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And you like seeing stuff like Wonder Woman was a big influence
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on me, especially for bondage. But I always loved that outfit
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and I like seeing a woman in that outfit, but I was kind of
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curious what it would be like to wear those clothes.
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So when you're young, you don't have a lot of options.
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So yeah, I'm ashamed to admit this, but I stole my mother's
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pantyhose and tried them on and that felt fucking awesome.
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And then, you know, later on I stole another family members
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bikini and tried that and I just thought it was great.
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And I really didn't do anything else for quite a long time
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because I repressed it because I grew up in the Deep South,
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hardcore Bible belt, conservatives.
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So I just buried it for a long time, even through college,
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joined the military, went out to California and everything
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started firing up out there because they had sex shops,
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BDSM, you name it. Nothing was weird.
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So you leaped. Really.
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You went, leaped from left, left.
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He went from there to there. But the question is, why would
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you be compelled to get on stockings in the first place?
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They well, it was just a look. I remember when I was young
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walking to like the grocery stores.
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You remember the the eggs with the pantyhose in?
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It Oh yeah, those are legs. That was the brand.
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And they had these commercials that always come on.
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And so these women walking around with these long,
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beautiful legs and smooth and sheer.
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And I would see women walking around with them and they just
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look one that looks sexy but they look comfortable as hell.
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Now, do you remember 3's company?
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I do see you remember that. Do you remember how they took
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Suzanne Somers and she was, like, bent over and like a pair
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of yellow shorts? And she had.
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Yeah, those long, beautiful. Legs.
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Yeah. And that's why I immediately
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thought because they did a leg commercial like that.
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Oh well, they had a lot of that. Yeah, and.
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Then there was Barbara Palmer's song.
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She's got legs and she knows how to use them.
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Oh, yeah. But there's a lot of that shit.
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Just. I guess it was just imagery.
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You know, women have fantastic legs, OK.
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And this pantyhose just set them off.
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And I was just what it felt like.
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And it was kind of innocent in the beginning, but it was, you
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know, getting where I grew up. It was kind of I, I, I pushed
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it. I repressed it severely.
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And that's why I jumped ahead to the military because I repressed
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it for that long. I was curious when I was young.
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And I'm like, OK, people can't know.
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I have to hide this. And when I got to California?
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Hold on, did you masturbate in them?
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Not at first. Wait a minute.
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No, not at first. You.
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Have to. Think about that.
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It was curious. OK, I cannot rule that out.
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OK. All right.
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So you might have. I might have you had repressed
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to a lot of. Shit, I was gonna say you might
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have repressed that memory. I masturbated a lot in high and
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in high school. OK, so once I discovered that,
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you know, 12 years old, am I? Oh my God this thing does so
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much more than P. Oh my God, yeah.
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Can't tell you what all I was, you know, enticed by.
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It was pretty much everything. It was just you just have a hard
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day. I got to make just go away to go
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to school. I mean, just then a whole lot of
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reason to put thought into why a teenage boy masturbates.
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Yeah. Why the ducks quack.
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It's just you're going to do it. Yeah.
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So you go to the military and then you decide to do what?
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Well, I went to a went to a sex store because we never had one
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in Mississippi and a bunch of us southern boys were out there.
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I know a guy from Oklahoma and we went to this sex store and it
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was like, holy shit, there were stuff everywhere.
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And I remember the first thing we saw was this giant fist on
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the wall and we stood there for like 10 minutes going what in
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the fuck are we looking at? We went to the back where the
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magazine section were and that's where all these BDSM magazines
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and they had one called Shaved Oriental.
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That was my particular favorite, but.
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You like some hot Asian girls? I do have.
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Oh God I was stationed in Asia for years.
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Fuck yes I love Asian women. I love Asian women, actually,
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ever since high school when I would see him on TV because we
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didn't have any Asian women in my town.
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And I'm like, oh, they're beautiful.
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It's just the eyes and the hair. But once I got stationed over
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there, yes, I was in fucking heaven.
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I believe it, but. It's what the crossdressing it
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all kind of reawoken all at one time.
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Everything. Like when I was younger, I was
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also curious about BDSM from watching Wonder Woman.
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She would get tied up or she would tie other people up and I
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was interested on both ends of those.
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And when I was real young, I would tie myself up in a closet
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with jump rope to see what it felt like.
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But again, this was young. And then I repressed it all
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through my high school and college years.
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And then for whatever reason, I got out there in California and
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it's just, everything came back, started reading BDSM magazines
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and just got curious about all of it all over again.
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All at one time. It all came flooding in.
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And maybe it's because I was away from the South.
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And, you know, we still had to be careful with it because it
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was the service. So, you know, we could do some
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stuff, you know, me showing up to work wearing a pair of
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panties. Was it going to fucking happen?
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But it just, it just all sparked at one time in my early 20s.
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So what you want to talk about more cross dressing?
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At that point when I started kicking, yeah.
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Yeah, that's what I'm I'm. You're more curious about when
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did you really start it again as your adult?
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What I started doing, since we would have, we had roommates, I
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had to be careful. So every once in a while I were
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to go to Victoria's Secret and I would look at something that
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looked kind of nice and I would go get an apartment, a hotel
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room for a night and I would wear like stockings or a teddy
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or something. I would always buy something a
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little bit different and weren't not often at all.
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I mean like every several months.
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And it wasn't, it wasn't even completely sexual at first.
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It was trying it on to see how it felt and how it looked and I
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didn't really, I can't, I like the feel of it, but I didn't
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like the look because I had real hairy legs, hairy chest and I'm
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like, OK, this feels all right. But you know, it's just just
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just doesn't look very cool. It didn't really turn sexual
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until I get out of the service because I, I started thinking I
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might have been bisexual in the military and it, it really
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started in my early 20s where I just kind of had some thoughts,
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but I was really good at, you know, repressing shit.
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So I kept everything down and said I left active duty.
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And then again, it was another eye opening experience because I
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allowed myself to have a first bisexual experience.
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And how old were you then? I was probably about 26 for the
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first one. So.
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So what would actually lead to that if you'd never even thought
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about it, right? I'd well, I was thinking about
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it in the military, but I repressed it because I couldn't
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go out and do it because it was court martial able at the time.
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OK. Did you think about?
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Yeah, I was gonna say, did you think about it as a kid, though?
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No I didn't. OK, I knew I like girls but they
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didn't really like me in high school until I got like around
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16 and 17. Gotcha.
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But I never ever thought about guys in that way and honestly I
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still don't. I'm not attracted to guys, I'm
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attracted to Dick. Oh yeah, it's all about the
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cock. But it's only like, sometimes
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I've said women 90% and 10% male.
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And even then it kind of comes and goes in cycles, you know, I
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male it. I don't know what you want to
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call it. It's definitely bisexual, but
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it's heterosexual with a touch of flexibility.
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Yeah. But at this point, it's only
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like when I cross dress because the idea of doing something just
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as a naked male but another male is just, it doesn't do anything
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for me. But I'm just saying why with
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women though, it has. It's not just any woman.
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It's got to be a specific woman and we have to do something
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interesting because I told you before, regular mom and
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Pennsylvania fucking just doesn't do it for me.
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That's why I'm in a dungeon tonight.
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Right. The cross dressing.
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It was a fun time in the dungeon tonight, but that's for a
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different story. It was a great.
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Different episode. They usually are, yeah, but the
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cross dressing didn't really get heavy until after I left active
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duty. And I did have a lot of
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thoughts, a lot of thoughts, but I was held it down and I had to
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be careful because I don't know what it's like now.
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They're a lot more tolerant now. They were not tolerant then.
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They had just started the don't ask, don't tell shit.
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So I notice you've always analyzed everything, you know,
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and you have a tendency to like, overanalyze, overthink things
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and, and that's cool, you know, but did you ever find yourself
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like, you're around all these guys in the military and, you
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know, you're in the locker room? No, it's not that way, OK.
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So how is that way? Because women are different.
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Well, it's it's, it's like this. You.
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You. What's up with basic training?
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OK, You're taking a shower over 50 other guys.
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You're not. It's nothing sexual about it.
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You. Nobody's everybody's away from
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home. You're up all fucking day.
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You're exhausted. You.
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It's business. You get in, you get out.
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You know, it, it just wasn't anything sexual about it.
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It's, they call it boot camp. I mean, it's it's not pleasant.
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No, they call it Boot camp for a.
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Reason, I mean, you're exercising all the time, you're
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working out constantly. Drill starters are always up
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your ass. You have to study for tests.
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It is not vacation. And so when I'm going to shower,
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I really the last thing I'm thinking about is, you know,
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even looking under the guy's Wang, but I'm lucky because I'm
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blind as a bat without glasses. It's all I had to do is we just
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walk around the shower and get the hell out.
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But it it wasn't anything sexual to it and I'm sure maybe there's
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some guys that wear it is, but to me it was.
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It's just business is something we had to do.
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OK, So what is it? You know when you're laying in
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bed at night and you're thinking, Huh?
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Not during basics. But at some point, when did you
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start thinking about being bisexual?
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With couples that I heard were actually swinging and they
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weren't supposed to be. And then somebody mentioned a
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girl was talking about pegging this guy with a strap on and
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that's when it started with strap ONS.
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And I'm like, OK, because I was always curious about that.
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And then I did try it with a dominatrix once out there and
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it's pretty fucking awesome. I'm like, but you know, in the
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South, we just I'm sure people try it went back in those days,
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but they're always, you know, so taboo.
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But it feels really good if you do it right.
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And then later on I'm like, shit, no guy might not be that
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bad. And it was like a curiosity.
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Anything but the strap bump. Anal felt good when done right.
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And anal feels terrible when done wrong.
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And I think that's why so many women don't do anal because they
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get a guy who doesn't know what he's doing and then Ouch.
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And then she tells her friends and they don't like anal if you
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do it right. Oh shit.
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But that ties in partially with a cross dressing.
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I think it started with the dressing and then expanded
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outward, you know, But after that I started dressing more.
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It wasn't just about, you know, lingerie and stockings.
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I would try to go for the, the full look, but never to be
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completely passable. I've never done that.
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But I would meet up with a dominatrix since they would, you
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know, put on makeup and put on a wig.
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I met a woman in in Thailand that did that one night.
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They dressed me for, you know, head to toe.
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Felt awesome, you know, and then they, I mean, that was great.
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I think that was the first time I was fully dressed.
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And then when I got back to the South, I met a few people on
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alt.com and Collar Space, and it was still intermittent.
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I mean, like every couple of years I would meet up with a
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couple and they would dress me up or I would start dressing up.
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And then I want to have usually a sexual experience with a male
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dressed as a woman. And I really enjoyed that.
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But I still would dress up on my own once in a while.
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But it's never really been where I'm sitting around an apartment
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dressed up because I'm always been or I've had some kind of a
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job that was related to defense. And later on, I was in the South
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where I'm surrounded by family and they show up at all hours,
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you know, so I can't exactly be around and, you know, wearing a
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French maids outfit. So I've always had to travel to,
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you know, go dress up and, you know, just just have a good
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time. But I guess it's like an
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intermittent thing that I like maybe if I grew up in California
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as a kid, maybe I'd be like one of these, you know, trans
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ladies, whether they wanted to transition or whatever.
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But for me, it's always been like a segment of my
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personality. And I just let it out once in a
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while. Like even here, I've only
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dressed up here like one time. And that's what we've done each
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other a year now. But for I'd say two or three
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years after the pandemic, yeah, I did it fairly often.
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I would go meet people on different in Georgia and
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Louisiana and in Alabama. And I had a pretty good time
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with it. So why do you think it's
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intermittent? Most things with me are I'm not
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into one thing or the other. You know, I've done just like
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the parties. I've actually switched.
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I'm very sub to you, but that's because our dynamic, I'm very
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submissive towards you. But with some of the other
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couples I've switched with, it depends on my mood at the time
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and things constantly shift. It's like I'm not always into
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pain and I've taken a lot of pain for you guys, but it's not
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like I want it constantly. But sometimes when the mood is
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right, yeah, Ruby would be out there beating the shit out of me
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and I can take it. And sometimes somebody will flip
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me on the ball and it's over with, you know?
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It's just, you know, it's just intermittent.
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So they talk about the whole binge and purge with cross
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dressing. I've done that a few times.
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OK, One was from necessity because I was in New Zealand and
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I had a a kit with me. I went to meet a couple there
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and we had a good time. But something happened in the
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suitcase, got completely wet and I had to dry it out and
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everything was just ruined. So I tossed that.
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That was a purge by necessity. Another time, there was several
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years where I didn't have time. I was working on my own.
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I was running my family's farm when my father had his stroke.
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So I had it was working seven days a week, like 12 hours a day
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constantly. And that was my life for this
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foreseeable future. So one day I was like, fuck it.
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And I threw everything away because there was no way I could
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drive, you know, a couple of hours to go do this, you know,
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where I could be free to do this.
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So I quit for a while. It's, I purged then.
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And I think there was one of the time, but I can't recall right
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now. That's when I would save up
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clothes. I would buy an Amazon or, you
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know, something like that. I, I only went into the store a
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few times and bought clothes because I was always kind of
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embarrassed about it. I did go to Atlanta and go to a
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store there and bought a lot of things.
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And that was, that didn't bother me because I knew I wasn't going
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to run into anybody I knew. And that was kind of fun.
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But most of the time I would go on like Amazon or something like
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that and just, you know, order a cute dress or lingerie or
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whatever and you just try it on when I had time.
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But I haven't purged in quite some time.
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I keep everything now when I it's done a purge, I get rid of
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stuff that doesn't fit me anymore.
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I think somebody else might like, like, I've given you quite
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a few things for your dungeon. Yeah.
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That pink Sissy dress which is just too big for me, and that
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leopard skin thing which just just didn't work.
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But I'm keeping my cheerleader outfit.
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It actually fits. So you know, whenever I have
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crossdressers come to the dungeon, I always ask them, do
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you want to feel like a slutty woman or do you want to feel
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like a slutty girl? You know?
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So what are your thoughts? Slutty young woman I My
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preference is definitely for dressing as cheerleader or
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Catholic schoolgirl, but I also have other outfits.
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What's the end of the black dresses?
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A little more elegant look, but slutty is better for me.
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That's kind. I kind of prefer that it's.
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Like bubbly? Yeah.
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Elegant once in a while. But like, a lot of my wigs have
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pigtails just because, yeah, it feels fucking nasty to wear it.
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And I like that. And some are like, you know, a
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little Bob wig and that goes with like, a black dress, but
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nothing too serious. And I really don't have any
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casual wear. You like, we know some trans
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women that, you know, that they dress like a woman, They're
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comfortable. I don't have anything like that,
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really. I have to go through and look.
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So what do you think? Shopping spree would be fun.
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Not at this point. I've got what I've got and it's
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enough because it's really, it's a partial interest.
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I still want to try it a little bit.
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I want to try it here with you some more, but I'm pushing 50
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and it's just the urge just isn't as strong as it used to
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be, you know, once in a while it's the same as everything else
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that I do. You know, we've done things with
21:56
pain and sometimes I'm into it, sometimes I'm not.
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I just don't see the need to go out and make a huge investment.
22:02
You know, I've got a a good size collection now and I'm really,
22:05
I'd probably be thinning out instead of adding to it at this
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point, but I still have several outfits that I do like.
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You know, I'll wear them again. I'm part of.
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I know I'll be wearing a few of them very shortly.
22:15
You know, like the e-mail I just read at the beginning of the
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episode now, I don't know if he's cross dressing or not, but
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he said, you know, you've got this 60 year old pegged, you
22:25
know, and he's like, we all must be pretty similar.
22:28
And you know, the thing of it is I think everyone's similar.
22:31
I think we all have our kinks. But I think that, you know, all
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cross dressers, they reached that point where it's like,
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that's why I want to keep doing this.
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Yeah. You know.
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I'm kind of there it because it's part of it is the age
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thing. It still feels good to wear
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certain things. I'm still going to like
22:51
pantyhose and stockings because sometimes it's just comfortable.
22:56
It feels nice. But the full dressing up it, it
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can be kind of a hassle honestly.
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And just the the older you get, the harder it is like right now.
23:06
So I've gained weight in my shoulders, so a lot of my
23:09
dresses aren't fitting right and it's it really pissing me off.
23:13
But I guess a lot of women get through that too though.
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Oh God, yeah, 100%. And it's just one of those
23:18
things, it's like, I get rid of this.
23:20
There's two cute dresses I had because they just won't fit over
23:22
my arms anymore, you know? You know, imagine, you know,
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every month, you know, for one hazard period, you know, nothing
23:30
fits, right? It's all uncomfortable.
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I could see how it would piss you off.
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Yeah, it is you. Had this nice dress that fit
23:37
last month and like, God damn it.
23:39
But the same point. I used to love corsets, but now
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I'm like, God damn it, this thing used to fit.
23:45
God, yes, it whatever. You know, it's just one of those
23:48
things I have to shop for, one that fits better now.
23:50
Yeah. And, you know, bodies change.
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You know, I'm not in my 20s. It was a lot easier to do shit,
23:56
you know, get stuff to fit. Now it's like, and I know we're
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worn here last week at your house and man, that thing got
24:05
snug. I mean, it happens, you know?
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Yeah, You know, we have this one guy at the party.
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He comes to me. He's like, you know, I got
24:12
married and he's like, I just, I just don't want to get dressed
24:16
up anymore. I've, I've put the cross
24:18
dressing to the side. I'm like, why you enjoy it?
24:21
You know, she'll like it. She's cool with it.
24:24
And so many wives, so many women would not be cool with her
24:27
husband's dressing. No.
24:28
No, the women I dated would have been into this at all.
24:32
I had to keep it from him and I tried to introduce some of them
24:35
to just the smallest little aspects of BDSM.
24:38
I don't even get to the cross dressing and they were just put
24:41
off immediately. It's so sad.
24:44
And so I was never afraid I I was never going to be OK in a
24:47
vanilla relationship because they just were not into it.
24:50
And I have this client and I haven't seen him in probably a
24:54
year and a half and I don't know if he's still with us or not,
24:58
but he was older, he was pushing early 70s.
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And he told me that he was married to his wife for almost
25:07
50 years and that he's always been a cross dresser, but he's
25:13
been extremely limited, you know, and when he can dress and
25:17
so. He had to hide it.
25:19
Yeah, so about seven or eight years ago he had, he'd started
25:23
getting stuff from online and he'd have it sent here and then
25:28
he would come here and he would make a day out of it.
25:31
Yeah, a lot of guys do do that. Yeah, and he had to wait until
25:34
his wife left town. And the saddest thing of it was
25:38
all he wanted to do was dress up in a prom dress with his opera
25:42
gloves. And, you know, he wanted to play
25:44
and have fun and, you know, put on makeup and we just had the
25:48
best time. But yeah.
25:51
But he told me, he says, you know, I'd watch my daughters go
25:54
off to prom and I would be so jealous.
25:57
I don't know, in Vegas, in New Orleans, they have these places
26:00
where they have a makeover where you can go on there and they'll
26:02
give you an outfit and a wig, you know, and the makeup, and
26:06
they can take you out for the day and charge good money for
26:09
this. Because a lot of guys are in the
26:10
same damn boat. Because you can't be yourself.
26:13
A woman can go out. Well, I think it's getting
26:16
better now, OK, At the next generation, I don't think
26:20
they're going to have to put up with this shit.
26:22
People in their 50s and 60s, they've been dealing with this
26:24
crap, especially if you live in the Deep South or, you know,
26:28
even in California. So if you're in Bakersfield,
26:30
somebody would give you shit or they would have.
26:32
I don't know about now, but but the older generation, yeah, they
26:34
had to hide this stuff because back in the day that would have
26:37
gotten you in real trouble in some places.
26:39
It's, it's getting better, but it's not, you know, it's not
26:42
there yet. It's not there yet, huh?
26:44
But you can come to places like here and you can do what you
26:47
want. And but the guys that are
26:48
married, yeah, they've got to watch your butt sometimes, you
26:50
know? And I get that because they're
26:51
wide. I just don't understand.
26:53
And I had girlfriends that I couldn't even introduce the
26:55
idea. Like one of them, God money for
26:58
her missionary was kinky. She wouldn't do anything other
27:01
than missionary. So that was a good thing we
27:02
didn't stay together based on the shit that I've gotten into.
27:07
Wow, you would have had a boring, miserable life.
27:10
Oh God, the last one was 2017 and she was the one where I
27:13
tried to push a little bit more and I finally mentioned strap
27:17
ONS and she's like, well that sounds kind of gay.
27:19
And she did not say it in a good fucking way.
27:22
And I introduced, you know, a few things too.
27:25
But see, I introduced her to anal sex because she never had
27:27
it before. And the first time I fucked her
27:29
in the ass, she came hard. So yes, she was hooked.
27:32
And then I showed her what analingus was.
27:34
She loved that for a girl who had only done missionary before
27:37
I got got a hold of her. She came a long way.
27:39
But when I mentioned the strap ONS, Rut Row headed for the
27:42
hills. Wow.
27:43
God damn it, you liked anal, you came from it.
27:46
So what the fuck can I like it? But it's that Deep South.
27:51
Mentality. God damn it, I know.
27:53
It's crazy, people. Don't realize.
27:55
She took it in the ass and I licked her butt and she came her
27:58
brains out and I also use that little magic strap on with her.
28:01
She had no objections whatsoever and she did learn to give great
28:04
head, I'll give her that. Well, good, but when it came to
28:07
kink shit, no, I tried and I just, I didn't get to the good
28:12
shit. I just started with the basics.
28:14
With the second I mentioned Peggy, that was ball game.
28:17
Wow, good God. Anyway, yeah, fuck vanilla.
28:21
Fuck vanilla. I'm not doing it teach his own.
28:24
It's not for me. Just not my cup of tea.
28:27
Yeah, it's sad. It's really sad that people have
28:30
to be like that, you know? It is what it is.
28:35
It is, and that's why I don't have any more vanilla friends,
28:37
because they just don't get it. I've got a few, I just leave
28:41
them out of it. I can't problematize everything
28:43
though. You know it.
28:45
To me it's just not any fun, you know, If I can't be myself, you
28:48
know? Well, I'm probably telling a few
28:50
family members some of the things I'm into.
28:52
And that's good that they're still supportive.
28:54
You know, brother and sister are the older ones.
28:57
I'm not telling them they can go to their graves and not know.
29:00
And I haven't told these two everything.
29:03
I've told them some of the shenanigans we get up to at the
29:05
parties. Not every single.
29:06
They don't know I'm going to be at the next one dressed as a
29:08
cheerleader. Oh, that's going to be fabulous,
29:10
right? And hot though, so I might not
29:13
be in that damn thing along. We'll see.
29:14
It's supposed. To be cooler that evening so you
29:16
never know. But you have a pool and those
29:18
fake titties of mine are flotation devices, so oh, we're
29:22
going to find out anyway. Fuck yeah.
29:24
Look at you then we'll see OK floating titties we're going to
29:27
leave it on that. That's been, that's been pretty
29:29
interesting. Yeah.
29:30
We're going to have to talk more about different things because
29:32
you've floored so much. You really have.
29:35
I have dipped my two and many ponds.
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And many ponds. I like it all right.
29:41
All right. Until then, thank you for
29:43
listening. May all your fantasies become
29:46
realities.