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Brett Keane | Dear @KentHovindOFFICIAL Supporters and Critics · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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Hello ladies and gentlemen, my name is Brett Keen from God TV
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radio. I hope you're all having a
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wonderful day out there looks like everything's working
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wonderful. Or is it?
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Yeah, it's working. So I felt like we should have a
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conversation folks. I've been getting emails as well
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as comments from people. who are wondering if I'm going to do, be
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the next Mark Stoney, or if I'm going to be like an atheist,
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junior, or a Sunday Lincoln because I feel disappointed with
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the results and the conclusion Of the event that happened
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between myself and Ken told them that will I become a hater?
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Will I become someone who relentlessly goes after Kent
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hovind and take all the positive things I've ever learned from
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him or absorbed from him, and put it into my own, some of my
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own apologetics and arguments, my simply going to throw them
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out the window. Am I going to make videos where
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I tried to destroy Ken Tobin's character or the man himself?
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Am I going to spend hours on top of hours editing videos and
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trying to grab anything that he might say.
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That sounds like a discrepancy, your account or addiction, and
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try to humiliate him all throughout his life.
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No no I'm not going to be another hater or another critic
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of Ken told them but I will tell you this I identify and relate
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with your problems. I understand now fully after two
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years of doing shows with Kent hovind and interacting with him
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and having conversations with them, I think I understand what
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the Problem is that everybody? It cries about and gets upset
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about it, took me. I just kind of sat back for a
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few days thinking to myself and also, reflecting on some of the
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conversations that I've had with Christians, as well as
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non-believers since my video where I Allowed my anger to show
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through and my disappointment about what happened for those
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who may not have seen the video. I felt as though in Tobin, was
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something else than what I expected, like Cindy Lincoln who
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went down there to have a relationship with him and a
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marriage and wanted a family where she wanted to be involved,
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and she felt like she was doing something cool for God, and And
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and that Kent was like a god unto himself.
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She was duly disappointed by her relationship, her friendships.
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And I guess after it was all said and done some people turn
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their back on her and some people remained her friend.
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She managed to successfully get people to agree with her and
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then they helped her out. And some of those people are
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still helping her out and People have what is referred to as
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flip-flopped right back to control them.
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And I understand why they flip-flopped.
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I understand why people are for Cindy and why people are for
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Kent and why people are four marks Tony and why some people
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even listen to some of the atheist out there, even from the
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Christian Camp where you're saying to yourself?
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Yeah I get it, I get it. And some of you, you don't
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absolutely understand what so ever.
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And some of you just don't downright care whatsoever, which
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I can clearly Early. See that marks, Tony notices
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these things, and the Lincoln notices, I however, doubt that
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can told them is actually really noticing.
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But I'm not going to be one of those people.
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I'm not going to. I've been disappointed all my
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life. I've had a lot of things that
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just didn't go my way. I've been involved in
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friendships and relationships where you have these
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expectations for people where you expect them to be a certain
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way? Or you get this, like surface
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idea of who they are. There's like a honeymoon period
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where everything seems awesome and cool.
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We even get to the point in your life, where you feel like you
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just can't live without that person.
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You can't function and less there with you.
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It's almost like a codependency where you feel like that person
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has become a part of your soul, and when they disappoint you, or
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they do something out of character, or they go from being
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a hero to all mammals, like, sitting on the line of villain
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to you. It's a, it's a shocker, it's
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stunning. that can cause a mild trauma to a person.
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Whenever someone that you think that you knew or that you
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understood is not what you expected them to be.
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So I completely relate, I completely identify but I'm just
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not going to handle. I'm not going to dedicate my
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life to go on after someone like that.
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Like the way you guys do. You see long ago, I made a
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decision in my life that this world fails.
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I made a decision that people are not going to live up to my
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expectations. I have come to the realization.
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That things are not. Always going to go my way.
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But I've also learned a valuable thing that a lot of people out
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there including atheist and religious, people have never
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learned how to do. I've learned how to Not get the
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results, are the conclusion or the thing that I fought for.
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I have learned how to lose. I have learned how to fail.
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I have learned how to make mistakes and learn from them and
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do something different. When something that I've
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repeatedly tried to do doesn't work.
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There's always going to be that anger, obviously, I'm a human
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being. There's always going to be that
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annoyance. When something doesn't go your
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way are when you come to the realization that you worked
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very, very hard and you still ain't going to get what you want
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out of it. I have learned how to deal with
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that. And I've learned that the only
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way to be able to live my life is just a move forward and be
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able to accept things based upon what the world has given me.
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I've also come to the realization that there's no
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reason to be entitled. Or have obligations at all with
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people. And that's really, really helped
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me out as a person. To realize that what I expect
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may not be the same desires and Ambitions of other people.
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Hmm, I am thirsty. I had a vision that and when I
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say Vision I'm not talking about like some kind of burning bush,
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man at the station where God speaks to me telling me what I
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ought to do kind of thing, but a vision like that of an idea of
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what I wanted to do with my channel and what I want to do
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with what some would call a Ministry.
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I'm not a preacher I'm not a priest.
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I'm not ever going to run some kind of mega church or anything
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like that but what I will do is I will make my videos and I will
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express myself. I've also learned something
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really valuable about Christianity and Atheism and I
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do not want to fall into the hole that many of you out there
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have fallen into. I am not going to attempt to
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live according to someone else's image or what their idea of me
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is to be as well. I'm going to Continue to be
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myself and I'm going to continue, to be honest.
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Whenever I feel like I'm not getting through to somebody.
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I'm going to be honest with you and tell you look, I failed at
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the so I made a mistake at this or I made a mistake with
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someone. I'm going to tell you, whenever
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I'm angry, I'm going to tell you whenever I'm happy.
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I'm not going to try to hide behind an image and smile at
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you. Whenever I'm feeling absolutely
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miserable. I'm not going to tell you that
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everything's going to be okay or everything's fair in this world
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because I'd be lying to you and I don't want to bear false
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witness. It's pretty clear at this point
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in my Junction in life that I was never meant to be the guy
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who wear suits and ties. It's obvious that I am not the
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guy that's ever going to create or construct a compound where
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tons of people are going to live.
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I've always had this dream that, I'd like to live, learn
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something like a ranch, I'd like to have animals.
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I would like to be able to have people around me where I help
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them and I'm help better their life and all that I was tempted
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for Quite some time to go down to Dinosaur Adventure Land and
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become a part of that whole deal.
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I actually thought, man, if I moved up my entire family and
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lived down there, I could have a place to stay my own little
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space. I might get treated like royalty
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sander and Kent told me. They would love to treat me like
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royalty if I was down there, but I wasn't looking to be treated
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like a king or treated like loyalty or royalty, I was
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wanting simply to have a Christian Community.
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I wanted to be a part of something.
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That could change the world and make an impact in a positive
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way. I wanted to actually Selfishly
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because of my lack of family and loyal friendships that I have, I
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have a lot of friends that are loyal, but you can never have
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too many. You know what I mean?
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You can always use a good friend that you can count on that is
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Dependable that loves you, and, and honors, you and respect you.
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And we'll also disagree with you whenever you're wrong.
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So you won't continue to go into a bad Direction.
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You could always use someone like that, who has the courage
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to tell you, but Wrong about something.
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Brett. This is not the route that you
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want to go people like that. They truly love you and care
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about you, they're telling you something's wrong.
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Some people can't handle that, though.
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Some people cannot handle criticism and they will
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immediately go into slit throat mode where, oh, you don't like
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what I'm doing. You don't agree with me.
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So that's the end of you type of attitude.
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And I've actually had to have that attitude towards some
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people to there's some people were, I felt like what they did
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to me was so ignorant and so nasty that I just said to
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myself, I would be better off in life if this person simply did
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not exist that, I never look at them and I never talk to them
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again, and that's a problem. I struggled with in
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Christianity, for a long time. I don't do the whole love your
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enemy do unto others, very good at all, I Appreciate that.
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A lot of you out there. Think that you're doing exactly
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what Jesus told you to do. I appreciate the fact that you
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think that not doing the things that you used to do, and that
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you're not cussing and that you're all clean-cut looking
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all, beautiful. That you somehow are impressing
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God in some, kind of way, by the way you're doing, but I have
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this weird idea. The God loves me for just who I
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am. I don't believe that God makes
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junk. I think that once God creates
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people, he creates people beautiful.
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And then for whatever reason, they decide they want to cut all
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their hair off and dye it pink and purple and green and and put
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metal in their face. So they look like Shredder off.
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Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Some people that can't stop
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eating too many cookies like myself.
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And you end up, you know, blowing up like a damn balloon
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and then you're asking no, jeez boy.
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It's so hard getting around now. I think that God originally
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created everything. Perfect, everything, beautiful.
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Every little baby that comes into the world, looks beautiful
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and perfect. And my eyes.
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I've been, I spent years at Children's Hospital.
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I seen a lot of babies, even the ones that were sick, even the
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ones that were dying. They were beautiful.
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They were beautiful. And unfortunately, some of them
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had the blessing of being able to go home with their moms and
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dads. Others did not Not some of them
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didn't even have parents to go home to even if they did heal up
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from their sicknesses. I've come to the realization
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that Brett Gene is going to be who bright Quinones and Brett
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Keynes, not going to let anybody be an obstacle to him.
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If you wondering why I decided to make this video, it's not
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because I'm apologizing to Kent. It's not because I'm apologizing
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to Mark or Cindy. I'm telling you all that.
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I understand why you do the things you do now I didn't
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understand a few days ago with Kent.
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It took a lot of lot of real thought and thinking aren't it,
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but I think I got you all figured out now.
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I think Cindy wanted something beautiful.
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She wanted to live in a castle. She wanted to be treated like a
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princess. He wanted to be a part of
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something that she thought was changing the world or doing
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something great. And instead, she didn't get what
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she wanted in any of that, the man that she married to turn out
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to be the man that she expected him to be the place, did not
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turn out to be what she expected it to be.
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The people around her, did not turn out to be what was expected
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and she gave her whole identity in life to it.
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And now, she doesn't even know who she is.
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She doesn't know who she is as a person, and she is literally
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traumatized by that. Mark Stone.
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He was raising his daughter up in an environment like this
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where he had the same admiration probably even more than I did
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for a guy. Like Kent Mark told me one time
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when we were having a conversation that he didn't just
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see Kent as a preacher or the guy who runs Dinosaur Island,
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who does our Adventure Land as just a preacher or a man of God.
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Mark seen him as a father figure.
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He seen a man who had been in prison, who had a lot of things
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go wrong in his life, a guy who's failed.
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But looked good on camera said, everything that Christians would
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ever want to hear Kent Holden was the perfect image of what a
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man of God should be. So whenever Mark went down
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there, that's exactly what he expected to run into.
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He didn't want to run into a person that had chinks in their
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armor. A person that was all screwed
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up. Mark was looking for a He was
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looking for our father that he never had.
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He was looking to get away from the world and he wanted to be,
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he wanted his reality, the change.
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This was a man who served in the military and he had seen a lot
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of bad things and he wanted to escape, but he thought that this
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was going to be his medication. His psychological break away
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from all the evil and corruption in the world and be a part of
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something that was actually good.
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That only pushed Positive Vibes, his disappointment was severe He
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came to the realization that the man that he loved and cared
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about and looked up to his father.
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Would not be anything near what he expected or wanted.
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To him. It was like, finding out that
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the devil was good at wearing a mask.
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That's what he found out. I found out that my expectations
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where I wanted to be a friend I wanted to also have some form of
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family as well. I was never never served in the
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military. I never I don't know what it's
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like to point a gun at someone with the intention or awaiting
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an order or command and someone else's life.
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I don't have an idea what that feels like are what that is
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about. But I do know what it's like
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trying to. Look at someone and say I'd
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really really like to have a close friendship with this
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person. I would really like to share in
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what it is at this person's talking about an involved in And
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when you have those type of feelings, what follows after as
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you want them to notice you too, you want them to reward you with
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kind words or support. You want them to realize that
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you're important, too. That you mean something that you
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have value. you feel inside your head that if you say all these
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great things about them and you're constantly lifting them
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up and treating their Ministry, like it's the greatest thing in
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the planet to sometimes, every once in a while, you want to
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hear I love you. I care about you, I respect what
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you're doing and what you have to say, means something that you
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could be great. There's so much that you could
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do Sometimes you would just want to hear.
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I think you're onto something. I think that you you have
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potential and I want to support you.
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I want to help you. And sometimes our family doesn't
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do that, do they? Sometimes our friends do not say
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the right things and sometimes we tell them, we literally give
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them. We, we explain an articulate and
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communicate to these people that we love and care about.
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We say I have needs. I have things that I that I'm
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trying to do to that, I want to do.
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And unfortunately sometimes it just falls on deaf ears.
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People don't hear it, they don't care.
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And that just breaks your damn heart.
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That's rough. But my heart's been broken into
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a billion pieces. My faith has been challenged
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every single day of my life. I have more questions about
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anything and everything than any of you could possibly even be
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able to fathom. Had some of you taken the time
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to actually get to know me and see me as a person that I am.
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You would have discovered that. I'm not just this thing that you
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see on video had. You looked beyond the image.
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Beyond the idol or whatever. It is word, you want to throw in
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there and fill in the blank with you would have realized that.
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Hey, when this guy is not talking about God and when this
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guy is not having these philosophical arguments, when
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this guy's not running the show, this is a man who's just trying
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to survive in a really fucking ignorant.
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Terrible evil world. This is a guy who has suffered,
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this is a guy that knows. What it's like to have.
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People beat the ever-loving shit out of him emotionally and Scar
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him in every way possible. And he's not going to ever be a
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perfect man. at the best, you're going to get a person who was
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good at duct taping, all the breaks and the cracks and all
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the Braille vulnerable areas that have been attacked at the
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best. You're going to get someone.
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Who understands what it means to be broken.
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What it means to suffer, what it means to walk through hell.
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Back and forth, back and forth and know what that damn heat
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feels like. That's what you'll get out of
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Brett Keane. Some of you out there, you
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announced to me through emails, as well as comments.
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You said, Brad, I only subscribe to you because you were
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associated with Kent old. And for the time, being I only
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came to your channel because I wanted to see Kent on the show.
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I didn't give a rat's ass about what you had to say or what you
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had to think. Some of you.
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You you claim to be crushed and then you told me, basically that
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you don't care about me that you don't care about what I have to.
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Say that you're only there because your favorite preacher
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is going to be on TV soon. God TV radio.
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But believe it or not. Even though a lot of people
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would have felt like absolutely miserable Mike shit for people
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saying, things like that to them woman are ma'am.
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I've been through that before, I've been through that 100 times
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where all's I have to do is simply disagree with a big-time
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popular person on YouTube disagree with somebody's views,
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and the community that happens have more subscribers than I do.
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And I've learned that no matter if I'm right about what I'm
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saying, that, no matter how much evidence, I demonstrate no
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matter what I say, but some people get to a point where
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they're so popular on YouTube. Some preachers are so popular
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that they can literally eat a baby on a TV screen and you
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would somehow still justify it and defend it in every single
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way. I get that.
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I understand that. You know.
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I watched for over a year and a half where there was this
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Christian who was absolutely abusive, it would speak violence
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against as audience if anybody disagreed with him.
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He would say that he would hurt them.
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He would say that they were pieces of shit.
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He would call them cockroaches and every name in the book and
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they still followed him, like, little ants being led to a
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volcano. And I couldn't understand For
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Life me. Why are people doing that?
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Why are they going to the volcano for and just diving into
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this fire? Why are they allowing themselves
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to be gaslighted by this Christian guy?
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And I told, you know, I tried warning people, but somehow I
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ended up the bad guy for being the person who pointed this out.
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And like I said, it wasn't the first time I've exposed
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countless non-believers as well as religious people who were
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extremely popular. And I ended up basically at the
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end of it, all being the asshole.
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But eventually, what happens with people like this?
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Those poor sad. Little Christians.
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Who followed that guy? They ended up finding out that
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he was a rapist. Yeah. they found out that that
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guy was a rapist and not just a rapist of some woman, which is
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terrible enough, but a rapist of children and they followed that
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fucking guy and some of them still do The guy went to jail,
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the guy got himself in serious trouble and then he came to
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YouTube and started to pretend the Zoe was some great ministry,
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Christian who was smarter than all the other Christians who
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thought he was bright and intelligent and no matter what I
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said, the people, no matter what I told them, nobody listened.
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And I got to tell you that was a scruciating.
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I can't tell you how many times I prayed to God and said, God,
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why are these people fooled? Why are they so deceived?
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How is this possible, why would they just sit there and allow
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someone to crush them everyday and abuse them and treat them
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like, dog? Shut And then I realize that a
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lot of these people, the reason why they follow a predator or a
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bad person, or a shitty person on the internet is because a lot
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of these people are lonely. They don't have family, they
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don't have very many friends and for them it feels like they're
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part of a community I suppose. To them.
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It's like, yeah, it's a broken Community.
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It's not ever going to be perfect but at least, I'm
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acknowledged as a person at least, you know, even if I'm
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being called a cockroach or a piece of shed at least
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somebody's noticing me and I'm Not Invisible.
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I guess that's what it is. Dealt with another guy.
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The same way another guy about 5 years ago.
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Who would get up on these live rooms and he was considered the
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most respected and appreciated Christian of all times.
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And this fucking guy turned out to be a pretty bad one as well.
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And I warn people about that. I told people about this, I
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didn't make like video after video after video, like, some
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people do on the internet, but I found out that the guy had child
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porn all over his computer. Router along with all of his
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Bible tracks and Bible Software where you can find verses and
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passages to defend and justify all of this sentence.
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But according to him, and his followers.
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He had been saved and he was always saved.
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He would always be saved, no matter what he did because he's
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in the hands of God. So, for the last six years of
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me, being a theist, being a new Christian, there's a lot of
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things I've learned. I remember whenever I was an
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atheist, I used to ask, how is it possible that whenever you
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find out that a Catholic priest is right the child or done some,
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sick shit are manipulated some kid into doing shit like that.
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How is it possible that the church instead of turning them
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in and following the law and having that person put away in a
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cage, somewhere where they belong, our bury their ass,
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under the present? How is it that they still?
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They just simply get moved around.
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Like nothing ever happened and those kids end up either growing
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up and becoming fully broken or they killed themselves because
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they don't feel value in their lives anymore.
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How is that possible? That a bunch of people of God,
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would do such a thing. After seeing all the shit that I
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have seen in this existence in life, from The Atheist community
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in the religious community. I had to, I had a few choices
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that I could choose to do with myself.
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There's a person I could choose to go into the coat closet,
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fucking hang myself, but that would have sucked because I've
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already had family members that did that, and that was horrible,
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that made everybody feel like shit, and that's caused a lot of
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trauma in my own family. I got kids, I got a wife, I got
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responsibilities and I can't just fucking break under
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pressure. Or the other option is to be
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like one of you out there where I just simply keep getting
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called a cockroach and used as a doormat and abused, that's
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definitely not something I want to do.
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Or there's the other option. I completely throw the baby out
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with the bathwater where I say fine.
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There's no God, there's no nothing.
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This is all there is you better get used to it?
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But that doesn't work either because I can't stop holding to
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the idea that there's a higher power.
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I can't stop believing that there's more to the universe and
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what there is. What is this far as it comes to
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God though? Excuse me.
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I've accepted that God is not going to do everything that I
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expect. Sometimes God is going to let
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some really really fucked up shit happen in this world and a
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finger will not be lifted to stop it.
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It has come to my attention that God is most likely going to
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continue to let bullshit happen for a long long period of time.
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Probably long after I'm dead and you my friends are going to
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watch the news and you are going to see what's going on social
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media, and you were going to see Wars.
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You are going to see death. You're going to see misery, you
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are going to see innocent children, suffer and hurt.
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And there's not a damn thing. You're going to do about it.
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Either because you're a coward or because you don't have the
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money or the wealth are the care Charisma to do anything about it
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or you don't have the political pull.
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Or you're going to be one of those people who profit off of
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other people's suffering, and you have absolutely no
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motivation whatsoever to help out the poor.
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Little cockroaches on the ground because you are getting Bank,
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you are making money and you're doing great for yourself.
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So there ain't no fucking reason whatsoever that you ought to
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make a move even though you could at any time You guys want
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to know a mistake? I'm a long time ago with
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religion. One of the mistakes I made.
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And my perception of Christianity, as well as.
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Whenever I was an atheist and as he crushed in, I always had this
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weird idea that people had a good side to them.
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That there was a that everyone had some kind of good in them
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even atheist. I always believed that everybody
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out there because they've been designed by God that God
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designed morals and everyone including the skeptic, even the
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most skeptical atheist out there.
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Even the most hardcore atheist, I'd always believed, especially
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looking at myself and reflecting that, if I can change and other
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people can change but I realized over long periods of time and
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experiencing the human race, That I'm unique.
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I'm a special case and not because God said, so it's just
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simply because I sat back one day and said this is not the way
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I want to be. I didn't need God to tell me
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that I wanted to be a better person.
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I just said to myself, I need to be the best father, I can, I
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don't want to be like my parents.
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I don't want to be one of these fake-ass people who wear an
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image in front of you. And then once they have you and
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your, their clutches and they think they've earned your trust
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that they're just going to crush you.
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I decided long ago that although I'm going to make mistakes and
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I'm going to have problems. I'd rather people.
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This is going to come off weird but I'd rather people hate me
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for who I am. Then love me for something.
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I'm not