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Querian LLevarme Con Ellos - No Podrás Dormir Despúes De Oír Esto - Voces De La Noche · Niebla en el bosque con Evelith von

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  Since I remember, my grandmother was always complaining about a perpetual back pain,
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  so I knew it was something I had had since I was very young and
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  no matter what I took or how many doctors I had, none seemed to
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  be able to help her with her problem. I remember especially how she always
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  had to sleep on her side, because she said that if she slept face
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  up, she felt like she was lying on stones and the next day her
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  back would hurt twice as much as she normally did. I remember when I
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  was about five or maybe six years old, he asked me to walk on
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  his back in hopes of calming his discomfort a little. However, as soon
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  as I got in, I don' t know how to explain it.
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  It was as if in one part of his back he had a lump of
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  invisible flesh or something like that. I remember from the impression I fell and
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  hit my head with the corner of the kitchen table and opened my forehead.
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  They had to take me to the hospital and put two stitches. This continued
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  until I turned eight. That' s when my brother was born. At
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  first he behaved like any of the other babies. It seemed adorable to me
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  and I really wanted to be able to carry it, although everyone in the
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  house was forbidden to me, because they said it was very small and I
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  could release it. I was hoping to be big enough soon enough to be
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  able to do it, but the best I could do was to push him
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  in the carriola when we went out for a walk in the park another person
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  who had not been able to carry him was my grandmother, not because of
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  lack of desire or because of my parents' prohibition. As was my case,
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  she tried to carry him the first day my brother left the hospital.
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  However, from what my parents told me, his back hurt so much for
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  doing that he was about to let go. Luckily, my dad managed to
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  grab him before this happened. That was really weird for everyone. We knew
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  that my grandmother couldn' t carry heavy things, but a newborn baby couldn
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  ' t weigh that much. As the years passed, we all noticed what
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  at the time we thought was a clear preference for my grandmother on behalf of
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  my brother, for although I could not say words at all, I always
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  pointed it out and seemed to want to say something, because I was babbling
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  like every baby trying to imitate the language around him. Dad used to say
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  he wanted to be loaded by my grandmother, but, as I mentioned earlier,
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  he just couldn' t without feeling immense pains for as much as she
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  wanted. Still, he always caressed his face and hugged him to let him
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  know that he loved him. That was the kind of woman that was my
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  grandmother. He had an instinct to take care of others and make them feel
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  loved. The first word my brother said was grandmother. I remember when she
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  started trying to make full prayers one afternoon while playing with my brother on the
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  living room floor and my grandmother went through something bent over by her severe back
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  pain. He said something I couldn' t quite understand, although my brother
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  repeated it as five times bad monkey grandmother, although at first I tried to
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  understand it. A few minutes later I gave up and kept playing with the
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  blocks to put together. When my brother turned five, I was already in
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  high school by then, so I was no longer interested in playing with him
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  or spending time. In general, I just wanted to be on my phone
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  and listen to music with hearing aids. However, he was still very small
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  and constantly glued to me to play or do something, even though it was
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  very evident that what I wanted was to get rid of him. On one
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  occasion, when we were at my grandmother' s, I saw my brother
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  talking to my grandmother. Well to tell you the truth, I wasn'
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  t talking to her directly. Rather, my grandmother was doing her things and
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  my brother was talking to her with his back. It wasn' t weird
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  when I heard my grandmother complaining about her back pain and saying she needed to
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  lie down for a moment to the part that told my brother I' d
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  talk to her friend later. That got a little strange to me, but
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  in my role as a teenager, it gave me the same thing. My
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  grandmother got into her room and my brother and I were left alone in the
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  living room. I figured he' d go straight to watch TV, but
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  instead he sat next to me and told me if I wanted to play a
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  media game with him. I said no and stop messing around on it.
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  He was quiet for a while and asked me what is of us, Grandma
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  ' s brother. Without looking up on the phone, I replied that my
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  grandmother' s brothers were our great- uncle uncles. My brother kept thinking
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  for a few seconds and asked me again why my grandmother carried Uncle Grandpa Octavio
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  all day. You don' t think that' s why his back hurts.
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  I always didn' t look too confused. I thought he was playing
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  with me, so I went back to my phone, but he asked me
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  the same thing again, so, following the game, I told him I
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  didn' t know I probably didn' t have legs to walk, but
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  right away, my brother told me if I had them I just didn'
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  t want to walk. I began to think about it a little more seriously
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  when I realized that we didn' t have a child a great- uncle
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  named Octavio. It was true that my family was very large, but also
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  very close, so they had introduced us all and often had parties where everyone
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  was present. My grandmother' s parents had eleven children and by that time
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  no more than eight were alive and none of them were called Octavio. I
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  told him he was probably getting confused who told him he was probably trying to
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  trick him or something. But my brother replied that no one had told him,
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  that he had seen Grandpa Octavius on our grandmother' s back I tried
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  to remember something that might seem to him, but it was just crazy.
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  My grandmother couldn' t carry more than six kilos and that for a few
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  minutes less. He was gonna carry an adult on his back just because he
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  didn' t want to walk. But my brother told me that he was
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  not an adult, but a child, a little cute bigger than him,
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  but younger than me. I told him to stop making things up and leave
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  me alone. After that I went back to my phone ignoring again what my
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  brother was trying to tell me. I think it was about two or maybe
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  three hours before my grandmother could get up again and as soon as she left
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  her room, my brother started pulling my sweater sleeve and telling me that there
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  it was on my grandmother' s back. I turned a little surprised,
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  but there was no one there. I told him to leave me alone and
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  stop making things up. Or I' d tell my parents that I was
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  bothering Grandma, my brother had his eyes watered, he was frustrated, he
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  stood on the couch and told me that he wasn' t inventing anything,
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  that he was there. I didn' t pull my arm so he wouldn
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  ' t keep dirtying the couch and I told him to shut up at once.
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  That' s when my grandmother noticed that we were arguing and went to
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  try and stop the fight. He asked us why we were fighting and my
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  brother, almost on the verge of tears from frustration, said that I didn
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  ' t want him to believe that the child was on his back I immediately
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  told him that he was, because that was so silly. My grandmother told
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  me that small children have imaginary friends and like the older one, I should
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  play with my brother. My brother, far from being happy, was more
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  offended and shouted again that he was not imaginary, that he was hanging on
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  his back and that his name was Octavio. At that moment, my grandmother
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  changed her face completely. She became pale as if she had been told that
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  someone had died. Then he stared at my brother and asked him where he
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  had gotten that name. My brother told him that the child had told him
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  and that he had also told him that it was my grandmother' s duty
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  to carry him and that he would never get off. From there I told
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  her again to shut her mouth, because that sounded not only crazy, but
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  it looked like it was really affecting my grandmother. But instead, my grandmother
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  went back to her room. I followed her to see if she needed anything,
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  but as I walked in I saw that she was trying to see her
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  back in the huge mirror of her room. I was about to tell him
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  that my brother had a great imagination and that we should not give him more
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  importance. When he suddenly took an old key from above his closet and opened
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  an old little trunk that had always been on the drawer where he kept his
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  clothes, he began to look through a lot of papers and photos. She
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  looked very desperate to find a specific one. When he finally found her,
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  he looked at my brother and with tears in his eyes, asked him without
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  and was the child on his back. My brother only had to look at
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  the photo for a few seconds to say that, indeed, that was the
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  child. My grandmother didn' t resist him anymore and started crying sitting on
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  her bed. I looked at my annoying brother and told him that, because
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  of him and his lies, Grandma was crying because she didn' t know
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  what else to do. I left the room with my brother so my grandmother
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  wouldn' t feel uncomfortable. However, after half an hour I decided that
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  it was best to come in and ask her if she was okay or if
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  she needed anything. Without realizing it, my brother was after me, I
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  didn' t know how to start the conversation, so I only asked him
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  who the kid in the photo was. My grandmother was a little calmer already.
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  He still held the picture in his hands and his nose rang before he
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  began to tell me the following. That child was his brother Octavio and,
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  according to my grandmother' s own words, he was a total ill-
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  bred. He enjoyed hurting other children and even killing two family dogs. My
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  grandmother says she' s never met anyone who' s so evil at this
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  young age. He says if you kept seeing him for a long time,
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  you felt uncomfortable and couldn' t hold his eyes for long. And as
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  the older sister, it was her responsibility to take care of the little ones.
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  At that time, the parents went out to work all day and didn
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  ’ t care what their children ate or if they were okay. Then my
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  grandmother had to take care of everyone by the time of the event. My
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  grandmother was about twelve years old and there were only five brothers, including Octavius,
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  who followed my grandmother at eight years of age. My grandmother doesn'
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  t say that one thing she hated was that Octavio constantly asked her to carry
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  it on her back. My grandmother didn' t like this for several reasons.
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  Among them he seemed to enjoy hurting her. When I was upstairs.
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  He surrounded her neck with his arms and fell back for the sole purpose of
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  strangling her. The second reason was because Octavio was already too big and heavy
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  to carry. My grandmother isn' t very tall, so she had a
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  hard time doing it, and she was afraid Octavio might hurt her much more.
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  However, my grandmother says that when she refused, Octavio was doing some
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  terrible tantrums that woke the baby from the house. Later, my grandmother took
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  a long time to get her to sleep again, so most of the time
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  she ended up agreeing to carry Octavio, even with the fear that he caused
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  o o Octavio first seemed to be behaving well, but halfway he said he
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  was already very tired and wanted my grandmother to carry him. My grandmother was
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  already very tired because of all the clothes she was carrying, so she said
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  no, but as Octavio' s custom was, she threw herself on the
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  ground and started crying. So much so that my grandmother’ s two other
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  brothers told her that they would carry the clothes so that she could carry Octavio
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  and so they did. Upon arriving at the river, my grandmother began to
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  hurry to wash, as she did not want to be caught overnight. In
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  that place, his brothers went swimming in the river. While they were waiting
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  for her. My grandmother kept an eye on them from time to time and
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  warned them that she was not trying to swim deep into the river, as
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  the branches of some trees could cause them to get stuck in them and they
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  could drown from time to time. He had to raise his voice to listen
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  to him. But other than that, there was no major problem. My
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  grandmother says that when she was already wearing a little more than half of the
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  laundry, Octavio came in completely covered in mud and soiled almost all her clothes.
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  Again, my grandmother wasn' t the kind of big sister to beat
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  up her brothers. Usually, if they were behaving very badly, one scream
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  was more than enough. However, at that time he felt so much fury,
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  so Octavio had done that he dropped a strong slap that left Octavio in
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  shock, because never before had someone hit him and never imagined that his sister
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  was the first. My grandmother says she started crying, but she was so
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  upset that she didn' t care. I just wanted to hurry up so
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  I wouldn' t come back. So late octavius stood on the shore weeping
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  all the time, while his brothers kept swimming and my grandmother was hurrying with
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  her clothes, but no matter how fast she rushed. The night caught up
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  with them. He could still see well, so he wanted to keep going
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  until he couldn' t see anymore. But he still ordered his brothers out
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  of the river so they wouldn' t get sick. They obeyed her and
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  went out. However, when everyone was out trying to recover the heat in
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  their bodies, my grandmother heard someone jump into the river. He says that
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  among the darkness he came to see that he was Octavius as disobedient as ever.
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  My grandmother told him she couldn' t swim anymore or she' d
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  get sick. But Octavio told him he didn' t care, and my
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  grandmother, already quite sick of her brother' s behavior, got up and
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  went in her direction to get him out of it. However, Octavio,
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  seeing that my grandmother entered the river, began to swim in the river in
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  the hope of not being caught, as she laughed saying that she could never
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  catch him. My grandmother was about to give up and let him do what
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  he wanted until it was time to leave. However, from one moment to
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  the next, his brother was no longer there. For a moment he thought
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  he was playing another joke on him, or maybe he couldn' t see
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  it because of the darkness that was getting more and more in that place,
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  but seeing he didn' t go out, he started calling him by his
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  name and telling him to stop playing, but he didn' t answer him.
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  So my grandmother started looking for him, believing he could have stuck himself
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  with the branches and couldn' t get out of the water, but no
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  matter how long he searched, he couldn' t find him. My grandmother
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  ran home with her brothers to tell her parents what had happened. And even
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  though they both tried to look for it, it was too late to see
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  anything in the river, so they had to wait until the next day,
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  where even some neighbors joined the search. To his misfortune. Indeed, Octavio
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  ' s body was trapped between the branches of the trees. My grandmother told
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  us that when they pulled him out of there, she passed out and had
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  had that back pain ever since. She always attributed it to him that when
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  he fell it was on several rocks of the river. After telling us that
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  story, my grandmother told her brother Octavio that she was very sorry that she
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  could not help him, but that she had to leave her alone. He
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  had to rest. However, the pain in my grandmother' s back only
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  got worse, so after a few days she decided to go with a sorcerer
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  to see if he could help her. Without me telling him anything. The
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  sorcerer read that he had a soul attached to her and that soul wanted to
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  see her suffer. It took a long time, it was several sessions with
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  the sorcerer. My grandmother told us that while the sorcerer was doing his job,
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  she could hear her brother' s voice. He was very angry and
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  told him it was his fault that he had died, that it was his
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  duty to take care of him and that because of my grandmother he had died
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  and that is why he would never turn away from his side. But with
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  a lot of work they got it and even though my grandmother' s back
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  never looked good at all, I said that I didn' t feel so
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  heavy anymore and that pain pills now if they were doing their effect. Before
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  he believed that no one was born bad, he only became bad because of
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  various factors in his environment. But after hearing my grandfather' s uncle Octavio
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  ' s story, I' m honestly not sure what to think or believe
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  anymore, but I' m glad my grandmother could spend the last years of
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  her life in peace anonymous account