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Do narcissists ever forget you? · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on, beautiful people.
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  Today we're going to be answering the age-old question,
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  do narcissist ever forget you? If you're new here, my name is
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  Lee Hammock. I'm a self aware narcissist and
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  welcome to another episode of the Narcissist Code.
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  Boom. Welcome back, folks, welcome
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  back, welcome back. That's the question of the hour,
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  isn't it? Do they ever forget you do
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  these? Do some do any of these toxic
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  narcissistic bastards ever forget you do?
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  Do like do when the relationship ends?
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  Is that the is that it when it ends?
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  Does it end for them as well? Emotionally, mentally,
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  physically, whatever it is? The quick answer to their
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  question could be Yeah, yeah, yes.
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  No, no, they don't forget you. No, no, they don't forget you.
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  I was going to say yes, they think about you.
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  Yeah, but they OK, before I go into this deep into this video,
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  this is not a if you were praying for a sign from God to
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  ask you whether or not to reach out to your toxic ex, this ain't
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  it. This ain't that sign.
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  This is not from God right here. I'm I'm God didn't see me to
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  help you, but not to help you go back into toxicity.
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  Let's say that right there. God did not just say Lee make
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  this video about narcissist forgetting people so so and so
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  can go back to their toxic ex. Make this just let them know
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  make this video so they know their toxic ex is thinking about
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  them so they can go back. No, that is not what's going on
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  here. Don't read the tea leaves.
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  Don't do none of that. This is not what's going on here
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  right now. This is not me giving you a sign
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  to go back into toxicity. If you don't, If you're out of
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  toxicity, I want you to stay out of it.
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  Don't do that to yourself. Well, Lee, what?
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  What's the point? People ask this question.
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  I'm just answering the question. I'm not answering the question
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  from a place of you going back and trying to figure it out on
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  your own. I'm asking you this from a place
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  of you healing and growing and understanding that just because
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  they might be thinking about you does not mean that you need to
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  take your happy ass back into their toxicity.
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  Praying and hoping and praying that they will change.
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  No, that's absolutely not what you need to be doing.
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  Hell no. Hell no to the no no no.
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  Y'all heard that song before? No.
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  Do narcissists ever forget you? No.
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  Yeah, they can't forget you. Like so many people I've talked
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  to are in these long, super long term relationships, right?
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  With narcissistic people, like super long marriages,
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  relationships, whatever, whatever the dynamic is.
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  They're in these super long relationships with narcissists,
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  right? And they like, we were together
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  for 20 years and they moved on so quickly.
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  Do they never like, is that they never think about me?
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  Do they forget me? You were in it for 20 years.
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  So were they, They were in it for 20 years too.
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  This is not just a just over. It's over and done with.
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  I'll never think about this person again.
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  No, they are trying to move. A lot of times narcissists try
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  to move on quickly to try to expedite the process of
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  forgetting you, but it doesn't. It doesn't work because you know
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  to. In order to try to forget about
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  something, you have to think about it.
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  You see what I'm saying? That's the essence, that if I'm
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  trying to forget you, then I'm actively thinking about you,
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  either consciously or subconsciously thinking about
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  thinking about that right there. I'm trying to forget Lee
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  Hammock. OK, who?
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  How do I forget Lee Hammock? So you're thinking about me when
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  you were trying to forget me. So how's it?
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  Yeah, that doesn't make any sense.
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  You see what I'm saying? That's what I'm trying to help
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  people wake up to right there. That just because, but like,
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  just because they might think about you, that's because they
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  don't forget you does not mean you need to allow their toxic
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  acids back into your space. Does not mean that you need to
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  allow their toxic acids back into your life.
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  That is absolutely not what this means.
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  If this means that I want you to win.
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  Lee Hammock, the diagnosed self award Narcissist, better known
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  as mental illness, wants you to win.
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  They think about you. They don't forget about you.
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  Because, like, yeah, I had 20 years into this.
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  I had seven years into this. I also had 16.
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  You know, let's say if you had a short term relationship with
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  them for like, a couple of months, they might forget about
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  you. Yeah.
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  If it was one or two months, y'all just slept together a
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  couple times and went on a couple of days, They might think
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  about you every once in a while. Years down the road, they might
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  pass by an Applebee's. And what?
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  Damn, I'm an old girl from Applebee's.
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  Damn. Don't know what she's doing.
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  They might think about you here and there, but the longer you're
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  with them, the more impact that they had on you or impact that
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  you had on them. Yeah, they can't.
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  Damn. They can't forget you.
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  Like my toxic narcissistic ex, that damn near thing about her
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  all the damn time, because her name was, she had a super common
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  name. So it pops up all the time.
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  So I can't, it's like damn near. I can't forget her.
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  So if I can't forget her, I had to replace that memory, the bad
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  memories, with something good. You see what I'm saying?
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  I have to replace the I had to reframe my experience with her
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  to just say, oh, you didn't waste time.
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  You spent time learning how to not be treated.
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  You spent time learning how to balance your life.
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  You spent time learning this, learning that.
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  That's how things go right there in my mind.
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  That's how I worked through it. You know, on the other side of
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  the dynamic. But narcissist, y'all, they
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  like, they don't forget you, especially if they love bombs.
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  You spent time with you spent money, effort, energy, whatever.
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  Money. Not maybe not maybe not money,
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  but they spent time with you as well, so they're not going to
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  just forget you like that again. If y'all, especially if y'all
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  have kids together, like what the hell y'all?
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  What the hell? If y'all have kids here, how
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  they going to forget they have kids together with you?
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  Even if they abandoning their kids, abandoning their kids,
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  they think about them kids they think about they try to forget
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  about them, but they they bugs them that that plagues them for
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  the rest of their life. Abandoning their kids.
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  They gotta make it seem like it don't matter, but that plagues
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  them. I'm a deadbeat daddy.
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  You see what I'm saying? They might try to or Daddy,
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  Mama, they might try to blame you or put it or put the blame
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  on you. My baby mom won't let me see my
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  kids. That is crazy.
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  Like, have you even tried to call or go to court?
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  No, I don't already know what they're going to say.
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  They're going to say this and they're there.
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  All right. I ain't waste my time.
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  I just wish, you know, things were better.
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  They can't they go. You're not.
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  You're not forgettable. Again, if this is just a couple
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  of week relationship, I mean a couple of weeks, a couple
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  months, of course, they could very well forget you over time.
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  Yeah, like I said, over time they very well could forget
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  about you because the time has went by, a lot of time has
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  passed by in these scenarios, in these situations.
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  So they very well could forget about you in this mindset, but
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  they were just not thinking about you ever again.
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  I don't see that. That's not that.
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  That doesn't happen 20 years ago.
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  Yeah, I've talked to people that have been spent twenty, 30-40
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  years of narcissists. You think the narcissist is
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  going to forget 4040 years? No, this is 40 years.
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  They're not just going to forget that y'all.
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  And the crazy mother is the they the I did the video the other
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  day about guilt. If they treated you badly, those
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  starts of treating you badly are going to hit them like waves
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  every once in a while. Like painful waves full of glass
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  shards and seashells. You see what I'm saying?
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  A wave full of seashells is going to crash down on a toxic
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  acid later on in life. It's going to hit them over and
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  over again the bad things that they've done.
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  If they left you for somebody else.
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  Yeah, they might seem happy in the moment.
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  Yeah, they might seem super happy in the moment, but are
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  they truly happy? It's going to pop up in their
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  head how the relationship start every time somebody asks them
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  how they got together. So how did you guys meet?
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  I have a friend in real life. The situation, same kind of
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  situation. I had a friend in real life met
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  met her partner. He met his partner through some
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  toxicity, through some some lies and deception, right.
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  And every time somebody asks them how they met, they have to
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  tell this crazy ass weird love story to everybody.
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  Like you see what I'm saying? That's the type of stuff they
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  even if they left you with somebody else and people ask the
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  question, how did you guys meet? They got the of course they
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  could lie. Oh, we met on Facebook.
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  They're going to leave stuff out.
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  We met on Facebook. They might just say this.
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  They internally, we met on Facebook.
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  Both of us, both of us were married.
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  Both of us don't have an affair. Both of us live our live our
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  families. You see what I'm saying?
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  They're going to think about stuff like that.
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  It's going to pop up. They chaos sometimes you, they
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  can't. It follows them.
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  You, you what? It's a movie back in the day,
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  y'all. It's called, I think it's called
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  it follows or something like that.
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  With this old Japanese spirit. I think it was a Japanese
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  spirit. It's sometimes spirit that
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  followed this person around all for the whole entirety of their
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  life. If it catches you, you die.
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  So you just have to keep moving, you know what I'm saying?
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  You can catch a flight. You can do whatever I think you
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  can. I haven't seen the movie in
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  years. I think you can walk on water or
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  whatever. It could, but it would find you
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  sooner or later. And when it found you, it would
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  catch up with your ass and you, once it got hold to you, you
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  would die. Once it caught up with you, you
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  would die. You see what I'm saying?
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  It's just how this stuff follows behind them.
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  That's how this stuff travels with them.
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  Like I said, the bad memories travel, the pain travels.
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  All this type of stuff. Sorry, travels.
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  That's why this works. They're going to tell y'all in
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  these spaces. You're dealing with toxic,
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  narcissistic people. If you ask yourself the
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  question, do they forget they forgot me?
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  Do they remember? Yeah, they remember they were
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  horrible to you. They remember the horrible stuff
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  it comes up. Of course they're going to try
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  to blame you. Of course, when he's like, say
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  they have these conference imagine so this is what happens
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  to this is not funny, but it kind of is.
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  They leave you. They had an affair on you and
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  they left you for their affair partner.
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  Right when people ask them how they met and that that
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  narcissist remembers, remembers how they met.
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  And if they tell the story like it's a love story but it's not
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  and people just kind of call them out on it, that narcissist
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  is going to take the anger on their fire partner that they are
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  with. They are with right now.
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  You ain't lose my family. You made me do that.
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  So they'll be angry in the future, y'all.
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  They will not forget you again. This is not your siren call.
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  They just reach out to that toxic abuser.
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  You know what I mean? This is not that.
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  This ain't the sign that you're looking for.
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  Obviously. These are not the droids you're
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  looking for, Obi Wan. These ain't it.
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  Don't look for signs. This is not, I'm not, I'm not
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  trying to send you a sign. This is not me trying to.
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  I'm not going to wink off camera towards you.
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  No, just because they can't forget you, because you had an
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  impact on them, doesn't mean that you should reach out to
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  them. It just means that you are
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  happy. Just look at it this way, you
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  are impactful. You are an impactful person.
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  You are worthy of love. Maybe not from that toxic
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  narcissistic bastard, but you are worthy of it.
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  You can't get it from them, but you are worthy of it, right,
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  Right. Am I right?
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  Am I right? That's the space that like so
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  many people fall into within these categories.
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  So you have to want to win, you have to want to escape, you have
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  to want to get free. Get ready to remember.
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  Do they ever think about you have do do they ever forget you?
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  They can escape it sometime, especially if their new
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  relationship started under some toxicity, especially if they
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  have y'all have kids together and the kids are, you know, the
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  kids are cutting them off in adults because they as adults
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  because they found out what happened.
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  You mean the kids cut like mom, dad cheated on mom and left mom
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  for somebody else. Mom cheated on dad and left dad
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  for somebody else and the kids are cutting them off and no
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  longer have a relationship with them.
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  You know what they're going to think about you.
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  You think they're going to forget you in that situation?
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  You see what I'm saying there's a lot of space going on here,
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