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- 0:16[Jen Blackmer] This week on Pop of Culture,
- 0:18we take a dive into the archive.
- 0:21[Kara DuQuette] We'll hear from Indiana's Poet Laureate.
- 0:23[JEN] We'll enjoy some music from a local band,
- 0:25and an artist who makes up a band all by themselves.
- 0:29[KARA] And have a meditation on teaching, a beautiful thing.
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- 1:14[KARA] From IPR, this is Pop of Culture.
- 1:16I'm Kara DuQuette.
- 1:17[JEN] And I'm Jen Blackmer.
- 1:19Our team is off this week, so we'll be listening back
- 1:21to some relevant interviews from the archives.
- 1:25[KARA] Curtis Crisler is Indiana's Poet Laureate.
- 1:28He was on Ball State's campus this week
- 1:30talking about new forms of poetry.
- 1:32But first, we heard him in Season 1.
- 1:35[ELLA ABBOTT] Well, Curtis, welcome.
- 1:36[CURTIS CRISLER] It's nice to be here.
- 1:38[ELLA] I wanna start by congratulating you
- 1:40on being selected as Indiana's Poet Laureate.
- 1:42How are you feeling about that?
- 1:44[CURTIS] It's been a whirlwind.
- 1:46My life has changed so much
- 1:48in the sense that I'm kind of low key person, not anymore.
- 1:54So I've been on TV,
- 1:56and just to get through emails and texts and phone calls
- 2:00has been crazy.
- 2:01And I'm still teaching,
- 2:02so it's kind of like I have to teach too.
- 2:05I'm not a morning person,
- 2:07and everything has to be in the morning.
- 2:10So then they're taking pictures,
- 2:12and I have bags under my eyes,
- 2:14and I don't feel like,
- 2:16I just got three hours of sleep,
- 2:17and it's like, okay, we'll do this.
- 2:20Yeah, it's kind of cool, you know,
- 2:22to represent poetry for the state.
- 2:24[ELLA] And what was the selection process like for you?
- 2:27[CURTIS] This is my second time going through it.
- 2:30The first time I went through in 2020,
- 2:32they got the questions to you,
- 2:35and then if they liked the questions,
- 2:38you went on to another round.
- 2:40It was still that, but this time they had a Zoom,
- 2:44and I'm looking at like 15, 20 people,
- 2:48and it's like, wow, okay.
- 2:51And everybody gets to, you know, ask questions and stuff.
- 2:55It was cool.
- 2:56I thought I flubbed the last question,
- 2:59so I was trying to get it out of my head.
- 3:01So it was like, oh, I flubbed the last question,
- 3:03so it's over.
- 3:04And I talked to a friend of mine who was on a panel,
- 3:07and she's, ah, you'll be okay, whatever.
- 3:11And then I started detecting, what does she mean by that?
- 3:14And then the director had said,
- 3:16"Well, I wanna have a call with you,
- 3:18"I wanna do a Zoom call with you.
- 3:20And I was like, okay.
- 3:21So then the internal stuff started coming,
- 3:23so I just wanted it out of my head.
- 3:26And then we had the meeting and she said,
- 3:28"Well, you're going to be the next Indiana Poet Laureate
- 3:31"if you so please."
- 3:32And I was like, yeah!
- 3:34And the 10 year period where my friend,
- 3:38my colleague, my mentor, George Kalamaras,
- 3:42was that I don't know of any school
- 3:44that had two Poet Laureates in it.
- 3:46So that's really, I think,
- 3:48unique and hopefully says something about our program.
- 3:52[ELLA] On your poetry,
- 3:53I had a chance to read "Tough Boy Sonatas",
- 3:55which paints this really interesting picture
- 3:57of young boys growing up in Gary.
- 3:59Can you tell me about the inspiration for that book
- 4:01and how growing up in Indiana has affected your writing?
- 4:05[CURTIS] Well, that was my thesis for grad school.
- 4:08It was the first time I had,
- 4:11I was in a place where I could just write and focus on that.
- 4:16Although, you had to teach two and take two classes.
- 4:20My writing process is chaos in a sense,
- 4:24and when I get down to addressing stuff,
- 4:29I just get so focused that I drown out all the white noise
- 4:33because I'm focused on what I'm writing.
- 4:35In that place, I was able to do that for a long stint.
- 4:40So it was really a powerful time.
- 4:43I don't know how I got to the first image,
- 4:46but I just started thinking about where I came from,
- 4:50and coming up with images
- 4:52of my mother getting us out of the projects.
- 4:57And I think with Laroi, that poem addresses that,
- 5:02where she saw me spick and span or something like that.
- 5:06She saw me clean,
- 5:08and she didn't get us out just because of me.
- 5:11But in the poem, it goes that way.
- 5:15And she got us out because she saw something in us,
- 5:18you know?
- 5:19But it's showing that trajectory
- 5:23of going from the Delaney projects to the suburbs.
- 5:28[ELLA] Related to that,
- 5:29is that a theme that I've noticed in your poetry
- 5:31is sort of like odes to mothers.
- 5:34Can you tell me about like,
- 5:36what makes you write so passionately about moms?
- 5:41[CURTIS] Well, it's always about my mother.
- 5:44I think it's, I'm trying to think.
- 5:48One of the books George gave us
- 5:51and the author says,
- 5:53the voice that he hears in his head
- 5:55is the voice of his mother.
- 5:57And that's the voice that's in my head all the time,
- 5:59because I remember a time with my mom
- 6:03before my sisters came.
- 6:07My mom is just there, her voice is in my head.
- 6:12I'm saying stuff that she says sometimes
- 6:15to my class or classes.
- 6:18And oh my goodness, I'm sorry,
- 6:20I sound like my mom right now, you know?
- 6:22And I don't think I can get away from it.
- 6:27It's so weird,
- 6:28so many people know my mother 'cause I talk about it,
- 6:30'cause she's such a fabulous person
- 6:33and a character so to speak,
- 6:36that they know my mother before they even meet her.
- 6:39And so when they meet her, they're like,
- 6:40"Oh, so you are the one Curtis is always talking about."
- 6:43So she's just this shining star in my life,
- 6:49good, bad or indifferent.
- 6:50She's always been there.
- 6:51And so yeah, that's just a voice
- 6:54that's in one of those rooms in my head.
- 6:58(Curtis laughing)
- 6:59[ELLA] In "Dreamist", a recurring theme
- 7:01throughout the main character's story is death.
- 7:04His grandparents die early in the book.
- 7:06He contemplates the loss of friends from home.
- 7:08And at one point he does consider like his own death.
- 7:11Yeah.
- 7:12What made you wanna ruminate on that in that story?
- 7:16It was weird because they're so,
- 7:19all the poems are so disparate
- 7:23in the way that they are in and of themselves.
- 7:27But I brought 'em together for Malik,
- 7:29and I wrote this story around Malik.
- 7:33So when he gets to Southern California,
- 7:38and he opens up his,
- 7:40he's unpacking, and he finds the portrait book.
- 7:46He just starts, all the images start running back to him.
- 7:49And through those images, that's how he's writing the poems.
- 7:52So that book has the, you know, the prose and the poetry.
- 7:57And so I'm trying to fit, I tried to fit that together,
- 8:00as well as tell the narrative of his story.
- 8:03And I think what, just, what happens is,
- 8:05I never thought about death a lot,
- 8:08but death is always around me.
- 8:10The new book has a lot of life and death in it.
- 8:14So I think I am trying to answer questions for myself,
- 8:19or trying to get to questions.
- 8:22We always address life, life, life.
- 8:24We never think of death as, when we think of death,
- 8:28we shroud it in this shadowy darkness.
- 8:32[ELLA] In both "Dreamist", and obviously more specifically,
- 8:34"Don't Moan So Much (Stevie)",
- 8:36there's call outs to some great musicians.
- 8:39What's been the impact of music on your life,
- 8:42and then ultimately your writing?
- 8:44[Curtis] The reason that "Don't Moan So Much" came about
- 8:48was Michael Jackson died.
- 8:52And I was like, wow, Michael has been,
- 8:57Michael and the Jackson Five have been, or J5,
- 9:01have been a soundtrack to my life.
- 9:03Then I thought about Stevie, then I thought about Motown,
- 9:06because I tell people when, you know,
- 9:08what kind of music you like, I never say Motown.
- 9:11'cause Motown is a default.
- 9:12It's always been there.
- 9:14So I was mentioned everything else,
- 9:16and just like, what about Motown?
- 9:18It's a given.
- 9:19Motown was there.
- 9:20So I didn't think anyone had written anything about Stevie.
- 9:25And I wanted to write something about him before he passed.
- 9:28And then it was another aspect of writing about,
- 9:32what I call urban Midwestern sensibility in Detroit.
- 9:36How Detroit had this from the late '50s, to the early '70s,
- 9:41basically you're making cars.
- 9:45And when the cars come off the line,
- 9:47and people turn on the radio, they're turning on Motown.
- 9:51So the aspect of what Detroit was,
- 9:55is still to a certain extent,
- 9:58but it was a conglomerate to the African American experience
- 10:04in that sense.
- 10:05And I thought that was really powerful.
- 10:07So I have like the poem where Berry Gordy is talking to,
- 10:12you need to be Stevie,
- 10:13you need to do your Stevie stuff.
- 10:15And you know, and I just took out all my Stevie CDs,
- 10:19and read everything in the liner notes and stuff like that,
- 10:24and looked up certain things
- 10:26and found out these certain things about 'em.
- 10:28And then I just start thinking about practical things.
- 10:30What would it be for someone who's blind
- 10:34to visit their cousins or something like that?
- 10:38And how would that be?
- 10:39When you're in the house, you would hear sounds
- 10:42that you're not used to,
- 10:43the house settling or whatever it is,
- 10:45the commode or whatever it is.
- 10:47And trying to get in his head and address that.
- 10:52So Stevie's in his house for the first time,
- 10:56staying with his cousins, and they just go to sleep,
- 10:59but he's listening and he's picking up these sounds,
- 11:02and they say, Stevie has anesthesia.
- 11:05And so I say, Stevie sees the notes,
- 11:09and the notes are his friends.
- 11:11And to the extent where
- 11:14he's actually like just playing with them, you know?
- 11:16And then he say, "Hey fellas, why don't we do this?
- 11:19"And you get over there, you get over there,
- 11:22"you get over there."
- 11:23And it becomes, "Isn't She Lovely"
- 11:25And you know, it's that kind of thing, how he sees music,
- 11:28how he hears music, how he plays music.
- 11:31And so, yeah,
- 11:32so the whole thing came about after Michael passed.
- 11:36And then, yeah, it was just kind of wanting to do something
- 11:42to honor that aspect of that soundtrack to my life.
- 11:46[KARA] In your work, you discuss race,
- 11:48and specifically being Black in America
- 11:50in a way that is not shy at all.
- 11:53What do you hope people who read your work
- 11:55get to take away from those observations?
- 11:59[CURTIS] Well, this is my life.
- 12:02It's not something I'm making up.
- 12:06It's a different, now for me, when I get pulled over
- 12:12to be aware of what I do, how I do it,
- 12:17when I do it, how I talk, how I say things.
- 12:22It's a conversation that has been had for many generations.
- 12:29So when you look at "Tough Boy Sonatas",
- 12:32it's said to be a lot of boys, but it's actually just me.
- 12:36So this is what I found out.
- 12:38With Laroi in "Tough Boy Sonatas"
- 12:42and Malik in "Dreamist",
- 12:45I had to give myself to those personas.
- 12:49So my name is Curtis Leroy Crisler,
- 12:54but my mother used to call me Laroi,
- 12:55and I said, so one day I did ask her, I said,
- 12:59"Is my name Leroy or Laroi?"
- 13:01She said, "It's Leroy, but it's Laroi when you piss me off."
- 13:06And I was like, "Oh, okay."
- 13:08So Laroi became the catalyst and persona for the book.
- 13:13Once I gave everything to Laroi,
- 13:15it kind of veiled me, and Laroi took on everything,
- 13:20then I can move, you know,
- 13:22move around and and play around with that.
- 13:24And the same thing with Malik.
- 13:26The problem I had with Malik at first was,
- 13:29I was still holding onto the poems.
- 13:31These are Curtis Crisler poems,
- 13:33and it's like, you have to give the poems to Malik.
- 13:36And once I gave them to Malik,
- 13:37again, Malik just ran with 'em.
- 13:40What he did with the pictures, how he saw the pictures.
- 13:42And he just, I even changed,
- 13:45there's a poem in there that I say is my,
- 13:48would be my eulogy.
- 13:50So most of, like I say,
- 13:5190% of "Tough Boy Sonatas" is creative nonfiction,
- 13:56and the other 10% is just word magic,
- 14:01because it's just my life.
- 14:02And if you can't see my life,
- 14:05or if you don't wanna see my life, then you have a problem.
- 14:08There are Black people all around us, you know?
- 14:11There are white, Latino, Asian, everything.
- 14:16And if we're not paying attention to that,
- 14:18then that's on us.
- 14:19Yes, we can move to suburbs,
- 14:22and different places and all that.
- 14:24You're gonna come into connection
- 14:26with someone at some point.
- 14:28So why can't I tell my life like Samuel Clemens,
- 14:32or whoever it may be.
- 14:36I have a life too, and I just want you to see it.
- 14:39[ELLA] Well, Curtis, thank you so much for joining me today.
- 14:41[CURTIS] Oh, I'm so glad to be here.
- 14:43Thank you for having me.
- 14:44[JEN] That interview came to us in 2024
- 14:47from Indiana Public Broadcasting.
- 14:50(upbeat music)
- 15:00[KARA] You are listening to Pop of Culture.
- 15:02Meanwhile, the NPR Tiny Desk team
- 15:05is listening to thousands of 2026 contest entries.
- 15:09[JEN] That's right.
- 15:10The window to enter this year's contest
- 15:12closed earlier this week.
- 15:14So we thought we'd rewind one of the Hoosier entries
- 15:18to last year's contest.
- 15:19Let's listen.
- 15:20[KARA] We are speaking with IPR's local favorite,
- 15:23from NPR's 2025 Tiny Desk Contest, SUN.DYLE.
- 15:29And we're happy to have you with us.
- 15:31[EMMA TORES] Woo-hoo, we're happy to be here.
- 15:32Yeah, happy to be here. [KARA] Excellent.
- 15:34Can you all please start by introducing yourselves for us
- 15:38and what you do in the band?
- 15:41[EMMA] Hi, I'm Emma Torres, I'm the vocalist.
- 15:44[BEN] And I'm Ben Beutel, I'm the bass player.
- 15:46[EMMA] And Carlos Rosa, our drummer, is also here.
- 15:49[KARA] Excellent.
- 15:51I wanna know, how did your band form,
- 15:55how'd you get together?
- 15:57[EMMA] We got together almost two years ago, July of 2023.
- 16:02It kind of started out as a mutual jam session
- 16:06that was happening between our sax player, Ashton Morris,
- 16:11and our drummer, Carlos Rosa.
- 16:15And kind of from then on,
- 16:17they met with our original guitarist, Luke Delgado,
- 16:20and he introduced them to me.
- 16:23Ben Beutel and Ben Francis, our bass and keys player,
- 16:27we got them in October of that year.
- 16:30And, yeah, it's kind of been history since then.
- 16:33[KARA] Excellent, so the jamming brought you together.
- 16:38(jazz fusion music)
- 16:58♪ Woke up the sun ♪
- 17:00♪ Sunshine ♪
- 17:03♪ Fills my mind in bright colors they shine ♪
- 17:08♪ Through you any time ♪
- 17:10♪ Stars and trees align ♪
- 17:13♪ Come on be entwined ♪
- 17:14♪ Yeah, I'm alive ♪
- 17:17[KARA]I wanna know what, so of listening to some of your
- 17:22music, which is fabulous,
- 17:23and what genre do you feel like your music fits into?
- 17:29What's your vibe?
- 17:31[BEN] It's tough. Oh, that is--
- 17:32[KARA] Sorry.
- 17:33[EMMA] Thank you for saying that too.
- 17:34No, no, it's just, it's hard to pinpoint.
- 17:35I think, you know?
- 17:36It's so cool that people are loving the music
- 17:38the way that we do.
- 17:40So thank you for saying that.
- 17:41I'd say we originally started,
- 17:44we wanted to form kind of a jazz fusion, R&B,
- 17:48neo soul type of vibe.
- 17:51But right now, it's kind of forming into, you know,
- 17:53we play a lot of funk,
- 17:55we play a lot of mainstream more pop music.
- 17:59And I guess you could say it's got a couple twangs,
- 18:01Indian in it sometimes too.
- 18:02So it's really hard to put a label on it.
- 18:06But I think right now we're kind of still sticking with
- 18:09that jazz fusion and R&B feel.
- 18:13[KARA] Oh, I think it was so hard for me to form that
- 18:15question because I was hard pressed to come up with labels.
- 18:21And I think you did a really good job
- 18:23in giving us a feeling.
- 18:26♪ Always another place ♪
- 18:29♪ Always another space ♪
- 18:32(jazz fusion music)
- 18:36♪ Always another place ♪
- 18:38♪ Always another space ♪
- 18:45(jazz fusion music)
- 18:55[KARA] I wanted to delve a little deeper into your process
- 18:59for creating songs.
- 19:01If you could talk about it a little bit.
- 19:03[EMMA] It's kind of funny.
- 19:04We don't have a blueprint, I would say, at all.
- 19:08I mean, we each on our own, like me personally,
- 19:12I'm not good at sitting in a group
- 19:14and thinking of lyrics on the spot or melodies on the spot.
- 19:18But it's this suit of every single one of us.
- 19:23We write our own parts,
- 19:25but everybody has a say in everything.
- 19:28So if somebody, you know,
- 19:30brings to the table a fully formed song,
- 19:32it's gonna sound completely different
- 19:33than the way that it started.
- 19:36[BEN] Yeah, and a lot of times what we'll do,
- 19:39we'll have maybe like two or three of us
- 19:40get together sometimes to write
- 19:42if we're looking to write something,
- 19:44or just kind of hanging out to play.
- 19:47But we'll record it and we'll put it up for everybody.
- 19:49And then, like, Emma can take it
- 19:51and try and come up with a melody, or lyrics,
- 19:53or, you know, whoever's not there can kind of like
- 19:56listen to it and maybe think of a part,
- 19:58or even we've had times where they'll be like,
- 20:01I really like this, but what if the feel was this way?
- 20:04Or what if we slowed it down?
- 20:06Or, you know, like those kind of things.
- 20:09Because we come from different places,
- 20:10we all have these different kind of tools in our arsenals.
- 20:14So like our keyboard player, Ben Francis,
- 20:16that couldn't be here today 'cause he's not feeling well.
- 20:20He does a lot with, he likes to build his own synth sounds,
- 20:24and he loves to run synthesizers and those kind of things.
- 20:28And so every song that we bring to him,
- 20:30he'll try and come up with a new sound for it,
- 20:32which really kind of changes the feel.
- 20:35Me, coming from the jazz background,
- 20:37you know, I am big on kind of playing the bass
- 20:41all over the place.
- 20:43So it's still a really nice collaborative process
- 20:46most of the time.
- 20:47[KARA] Oh, you can hear the collaborative flow, I will say
- 20:50[BEN] Well, that's good.
- 20:51[EMMA] Good, good.
- 20:52[BEN] I'm glad but you know, it still takes work.
- 20:57♪ Who's gone is always blue ♪
- 21:04♪ And I trusted you ♪
- 21:11♪ I may not be the same ♪
- 21:18♪ God, I miss how you said my name ♪
- 21:24[KARA] So my next question is,
- 21:26as we were talking about who's doing the lyrics,
- 21:29and like how you freeform,
- 21:31like so if I went and listened to your concert,
- 21:35it would be very different than some of the recordings
- 21:37I've heard possibly.
- 21:40[EMMA] Yeah, yeah.
- 21:41I'd say like,
- 21:42'cause, so we released our debut album, "Mirror",
- 21:47well, almost, yeah, almost a year ago.
- 21:50So we've been playing these songs,
- 21:51and we went on a tour last summer, which was awesome.
- 21:54But we've been playing these songs for quite some time,
- 21:57even before the album was released.
- 22:00And yeah, we're all a little crazy.
- 22:03We like to change it up.
- 22:05[CARLOS ROSA] Dude, yeah.
- 22:06I mean, I think modulating is like one of my favorite things
- 22:11to experiment with.
- 22:12It's like super difficult to do,
- 22:15but like, when you can put a completely different rhythm
- 22:18over what you got, like what we're already playing,
- 22:20and like, it's like not the same anymore,
- 22:23but then we can switch right back to it
- 22:25and go back to what we were doing before.
- 22:26Like, that's like one of the coolest things in music,
- 22:29in my opinion.
- 22:30So, I mean, anytime I get to do that,
- 22:32that's like a huge treat.
- 22:33[EMMA] Heck yeah.
- 22:35[KARA] Well, I see you're booked up through the summer,
- 22:37so there's gonna be a lot of opportunities to listen to you.
- 22:45♪ The trees are free ♪
- 22:53♪ Soft, golden glint too ♪
- 23:05♪ And melody ♪
- 23:13(calming music)
- 23:18[KARA] Well, I must know, why Tiny Desk?
- 23:21Why did you all want to be a part of NPR Tiny Desk?
- 23:27[CARLOS] Hi, this is Carlos.
- 23:29[KARA] Hey, Carlos.
- 23:30[CARLOS] I don't know if you, I mean, are familiar with the
- 23:33Like they, I mean, of course, you are obviously, but.
- 23:38[KARA] I've heard of it.
- 23:39[Carlos] Like, obviously, that YouTube series is just like,
- 23:43it's massive.
- 23:44Like it's a place where I feel like everybody goes to
- 23:48for like comfort in some way, shape or another.
- 23:50Like we've all had it in an artist that we are like
- 23:53feel so personal with, like be on that like series.
- 23:57And we're just like, dude, a chance to be on that,
- 23:59like that's awesome.
- 24:00Plus, I mean, the quality always sounds super cool,
- 24:03and it's like, I want my playing
- 24:05to come through that clean, you know?
- 24:08[EMMA] Well, not only that too,
- 24:09you see like artists that you're familiar with,
- 24:11and then you see artists that you've never heard of before,
- 24:13and it's just a great place
- 24:16to find new music and to connect.
- 24:19[KARA] I completely agree with that.
- 24:21Well, I just wanted to really thank you all
- 24:24for talking to us,
- 24:26and it's been a quite a pleasure
- 24:28to get to know you all a little bit.
- 24:30[CARLOS] Yeah, no, this has been great.
- 24:32Thank you so much you for taking the time to have us on.
- 24:34[EMMA] Agreed, thank you so much for having us.
- 24:36(calming music)
- 24:39[KARA] We spoke with the bad, SUN.DYLE, in Season 2, Ep 14.
- 24:44(calming music)
- 24:52[JEN] The Pop team has taken a break this week.
- 24:55And speaking of breaks,
- 24:56schools across the country have experienced some disruptions
- 24:59over the past month for a variety of reasons.
- 25:02That got us thinking about this beautiful thing.
- 25:06We are featuring a micro essay today
- 25:08by the author, Robert Erle Barham.
- 25:12And "Beautiful Things" is a weekly online magazine
- 25:15filled with nonfiction micro essays.
- 25:18Today's essay is a meditation on teaching,
- 25:23and the relationship between teachers and students.
- 25:28Welcome to our show, Robert.
- 25:31[ROBERT] Thank you so much, Jen.
- 25:32Thank you for having me.
- 25:33[JEN] Well, we're so happy you could take some time
- 25:35and share your piece with us.
- 25:39And the piece is entitled "For My Students".
- 25:44[ROBERT] From Alabama, Tennessee, and Michigan,
- 25:47China, Austria, and Indonesia,
- 25:49they see the world's grandeur and glory, menace and ruin.
- 25:53They're Nabokov's, Morrison's, O'Connor's, Didion's.
- 25:58They want answers, want to know what matters,
- 26:00would rather be somewhere else.
- 26:02They wear masks, stare at me in silence,
- 26:05say everything tastes different after COVID,
- 26:07especially oranges.
- 26:09They lose friends, grandparents, parents.
- 26:13They break down, break open.
- 26:15They come to class, say they didn't wanna fall behind,
- 26:18didn't know what else to do.
- 26:20They say Juliette was maligned.
- 26:22"The Iliad" feels real, feels like Afghanistan.
- 26:26The writer took tragedy and made it beautiful.
- 26:29This is what grief is like.
- 26:31They ask me how I met my wife, what it's like to have kids.
- 26:34They stay after class and ask, is this true?
- 26:37Is this how the world is?
- 26:39They ask, can I talk to you?
- 26:41How am I doing?
- 26:42What's the point?
- 26:43Why am I here?
- 26:45They say they wanna belong somewhere,
- 26:47don't know who they're supposed to be.
- 26:49Feel like two opposing magnets,
- 26:52like their blood and brains are at odds.
- 26:55When class ends, they say, I wish I had talked more,
- 26:57wish you had talked more.
- 26:59This stuff is the bee's knees, ants pants, cat pajamas.
- 27:03Would rather have watched paint dry.
- 27:06Didn't like it but know you tried.
- 27:08Appreciate that you listened.
- 27:10They say thanks.
- 27:13[JEN] Thank you so much for sharing that piece with us,
- 27:17And anyone who has spent any time in a classroom,
- 27:22either as a teacher or a student,
- 27:24I think understands this moment.
- 27:26And I in particular understand it profoundly and viscerally.
- 27:32And just the specifics with which you set up
- 27:36the contradictions of what it means
- 27:41to be both a teacher and a learner in this space
- 27:43is so powerful.
- 27:46[ROBERT] Thanks.
- 27:46That's a great encouragement.
- 27:48Yeah, it's humbling and mysterious, I think,
- 27:51to try to teach and stand in front of these kids,
- 27:53and we're all looking at you earnestly, and they're candid.
- 27:57Yeah, it's pretty magical and terrifying.
- 28:00[JEN] Magical and terrifying, and I love that.
- 28:02And again, the thing I seek in my own work
- 28:05are those contradictions that we embody all the time, right?
- 28:10And this idea of, they want to know,
- 28:15yes, what you have to teach,
- 28:17but they also wanna know you, right?
- 28:19And there's a such a strange,
- 28:22I think, tension in that, right?
- 28:24Because our subject is supposed to be isolated from us.
- 28:27Yeah, it's supposed to be isolated from the person
- 28:29who shares the knowledge, but it never really is.
- 28:34[ROBERT] Yeah, that's right.
- 28:36Yeah.
- 28:37Yeah, I think I often want to deflect toward the material,
- 28:40but they'll say, you know, they'll ask questions,
- 28:42and I'm like, wow, I guess I should answer.
- 28:46So it's, yeah, it's way more,
- 28:48I guess, the teacher is as legible
- 28:51as the material is sometimes.
- 28:53And they're looking for answers, they really are.
- 28:55It's something else.
- 28:56[JEN] Right and the times I I remember in the classroom,
- 29:02which your piece made me reflect upon,
- 29:05are those moments where your passion for the material
- 29:09is really what kind of drives the interaction, right?
- 29:13And I love that.
- 29:15So obviously, I mean,
- 29:20the world that you've created here in this piece
- 29:23that is a reflection of your classroom
- 29:25is certainly clear, and lovely, and specific.
- 29:28So what inspired you to write this?
- 29:31[ROBERT] Oh, sure.
- 29:32I think, so the piece began
- 29:36with a conversation with a student.
- 29:39Yeah, so a student from Tupelo, Mississippi.
- 29:42We walked to the Great Hall where we have the dining hall,
- 29:46and we were just standing in line.
- 29:47And yeah, he was just musing, talking about graduation,
- 29:51and he made the remark, you know,
- 29:54I think we were talking about the strange consequences
- 29:57of COVID.
- 29:59And he said like,
- 30:00"Everything tastes different after COVID,
- 30:02"especially oranges."
- 30:03And I was like, that is an amazing line.
- 30:06[JEN] Yeah, absolutely.
- 30:07[ROBERT] You know, that's such an exquisite expression.
- 30:08Yeah, and so he said it,
- 30:09and I was like, "Oh my gosh, Nathan, can I write that down?"
- 30:14And then I think with that line, I thought,
- 30:17that's like shorthand for all the interesting things
- 30:22that students say, and often they don't have a filter.
- 30:25They're so candid.
- 30:27In a way that I feel like, you know, in middle age,
- 30:29like tired and grumpy,
- 30:31you know, with, you know, taking care of three kids.
- 30:34But like these are fresh-faced kids,
- 30:36like earnest and honest, and like reckoning with things.
- 30:40And so you have a ringside seat to their lives,
- 30:43and they're struggling with hard things,
- 30:44and engaging with ideas for the first time.
- 30:47So it's really animating.
- 30:48But he said that,
- 30:50and it was like retroactive, igniting all the memories
- 30:54that I had about students who say
- 30:56the things that they've said.
- 30:58[JEN] Right, yeah.
- 30:59And I think they're just so profound
- 31:01not even realizing that they're being profound,
- 31:03which are, you know, those moments kind of stand out,
- 31:06and you're like, wow.
- 31:08And within that, sometimes I just have to remind them
- 31:13that their voice matters, right?
- 31:15So you can trust these observations
- 31:17that you have about the world.
- 31:20And I also love the line,
- 31:22"They break down, they break open".
- 31:25Right, because that's both
- 31:27difficult and hopeful at the same time, right?
- 31:31- Yeah, yeah.
- 31:32Yeah, that's right.
- 31:34Yeah, they're living away from home for the first time.
- 31:38They're losing, a lot of 'em are losing loved ones
- 31:40for the first time.
- 31:41So there's a kind of vulnerability coupled with articulacy
- 31:46because they're diving into ideas,
- 31:48and they're given like language to things
- 31:51that they're experiencing.
- 31:52So, it's just right for their,
- 31:56like so I teach a number of classes,
- 31:58including writing classes.
- 31:59And their open-heartedness that shows up on the page
- 32:03is really just exquisite, and moving,
- 32:05and, yeah, humbling to have a ring side seat to these kids
- 32:10and their making sense of the world.
- 32:12[JEN] It really is.
- 32:13And I'm assuming in your writing classes,
- 32:17you have them share work with each other.
- 32:20Is that, yeah.
- 32:21[ROBERT] Yeah, that's right.
- 32:22Yeah, exactly, yeah.
- 32:23[JEN] And I do that as well in my playwriting classes.
- 32:27And they're so surprised when, I, as an instructor,
- 32:33am moved by what they have done,
- 32:36because there's this sense of,
- 32:37well, wait, you're the teacher, right?
- 32:39You've got all this figured out.
- 32:40And I'm just somebody who's kind of, you know,
- 32:42stabbing in the dark with this.
- 32:45And the fact that they can write something,
- 32:47much like what you were talking about with your students,
- 32:49and the line about COVID.
- 32:52The fact that they can write something that moves you,
- 32:55you know, the experienced older voice in the room
- 32:58is so surprising to them.
- 33:00[ROBERT] Yeah, yeah.
- 33:01That's it, yeah.
- 33:03Yeah, and giving them permission, authorization
- 33:07to explore these ideas and to affirm and say like,
- 33:11yeah, nobody has seen the things that you have seen
- 33:14in the way that you have seen them.
- 33:15And I think you need to testify
- 33:20all that's kind of fallen in your direction.
- 33:23And so I think they take that and run with it.
- 33:26[JEN] Hopefully, yeah.
- 33:27And my guess is based on the observations
- 33:30in this piece that we just heard,
- 33:34that your students are incredibly lucky
- 33:37to have you.
- 33:38[ROBERT] That's encouraging, that's kind of you to say.
- 33:42Yeah, it's aspirational.
- 33:43I mean, I want to be as attentive
- 33:45and as open-hearted as they often are, so.
- 33:48[JEN] Yeah.
- 33:50Oh, Robert, thank you so much for joining us here
- 33:52on Pop of Culture
- 33:53and sharing your piece called "For My Students".
- 33:57This story comes from IPR's collaboration
- 34:00with River Teeth's "Beautiful Things",
- 34:02a weekly magazine of micro essays.
- 34:05More at riverteethjournal.com.
- 34:08(calming music)
- 34:12We spoke to Robert Erle Barham in Season 2, Episode 32.
- 34:17[KARA] We also spoke to 142 other guests last season.
- 34:21That's dozens of artists, curators, and community members
- 34:25crafting the culture in East Central Indiana.
- 34:28You can catch up on every episode of Pop of Culture
- 34:31with our podcast.
- 34:32Find us on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcast,
- 34:35and indianapublicradio.org.
- 34:39(calming music)
- 34:43[JEN] We're doing a themed month for WAYWO?
- 34:46[KARA] What are you working on?
- 34:47[JEN] So we reached back to Season 1
- 34:49for one of our favorite painters.
- 34:51[KARA] We are here today with Anne Maddox.
- 34:54She's an artist, educator, writer, and wildlife advocate.
- 34:58British born, and currently resides in Marion.
- 35:02Welcome, Anne.
- 35:03It's nice to have you here with us today.
- 35:05[ANNE MADDOX] Thank you.
- 35:06Glad to be here.
- 35:07[KARA] Excellent.
- 35:08We would like to ask you, what are you working on?
- 35:14[ANNE] Well, I am finishing up
- 35:16the last of a series of six ecosystem paintings.
- 35:21I've been working on them for over 15 years now,
- 35:25and this will be my last.
- 35:26They're very time consuming.
- 35:27[KARA] Can you explain to us what an ecosystem painting is?
- 35:33[ANNE] Okay, it's like a little slice of time and space
- 35:38that shows the interconnectedness
- 35:42of both nature, and the animals or critters,
- 35:49insects that inhabit them, that space.
- 35:54And I restrict it to a time period,
- 35:56so not going from month to month.
- 35:59[KARA] Okay, so you say it's a slice of time and space,
- 36:05so during a certain season or?
- 36:09[ANNE] Well, in summertime is when you get
- 36:11all of the flowers that grow on the roadsides.
- 36:17The woodland is more of the spring flowers
- 36:19before the trees foliate, and so they get maximum sunshine.
- 36:24But in the summer,
- 36:26you'll get all the roadside and meadow flowers
- 36:30with all the accompanying critters
- 36:31that inhabit that little space and time.
- 36:36[KARA] Wonderful.
- 36:37I read that a few years ago,
- 36:40you received the Robert Cooper Audubon Society Award
- 36:44for Education Through Art,
- 36:47and their chapter of East Central Indiana.
- 36:50And this year, you were the recipient
- 36:52of the Hoosier Women Artists Award.
- 36:55And I wanted to talk to you about the award you got
- 37:00for "Ecosystem 1".
- 37:03And actually, you brought "Ecosystem 1"
- 37:06into the studio today.
- 37:07And myself and Luke are amazed.
- 37:10Your work is just so intricate.
- 37:14How would you term your work, your style?
- 37:18[ANNE] Well, it's realism, obviously.
- 37:21I want people to be able to recognize
- 37:23what they're looking at.
- 37:24And then I have a guide that goes with each painting
- 37:27that gives you the names of all of the plants, and insects,
- 37:34and birds in the picture.
- 37:36[KARA] Yeah, it looks like a map
- 37:38that you could put up next to the work.
- 37:41And without it, you might miss some things
- 37:45because it's so packed with beautiful things.
- 37:49Can you talk a little bit about the colors you utilize?
- 37:53[ANNE] Well, it's the colors I find in nature.
- 37:55Some of them are very hard to duplicate
- 37:58because the pigments don't always line up
- 38:02with the actual flower.
- 38:05So some things are easier to paint than others.
- 38:09But I try to be as true as I can
- 38:11so that people can recognize it
- 38:14and be able to see it in the wild and know what it is.
- 38:18But I started, I was painting flowers initially.
- 38:24I was teaching in The Bahamas,
- 38:25and discovered that there was no local book
- 38:29for other than experts that could identify the flowers.
- 38:33So I figured it couldn't be too hard to just go ahead,
- 38:38and I started painting the flowers that I found,
- 38:41and then got help identifying them.
- 38:44[KARA] What medium do you use typically to create them?
- 38:47[ANNE] These are all done in watercolors.
- 38:49- The whole series is watercolors.
- 38:51- And I work from the actual plant.
- 38:53I don't use photographs.
- 38:55And there's nowhere you can go
- 38:57and just take a snapshot of what I've got
- 39:01and say that this is the ecosystem,
- 39:03because I go back constantly to the area or similar areas,
- 39:09and then add the birds or other critters that I have seen,
- 39:16but not necessarily all at the same time at the same place.
- 39:20So I work piecemeal and build it up like a jigsaw puzzle.
- 39:26- Well, you said that you're working towards
- 39:27the end of this series after 15 years on it,
- 39:32which is amazing.
- 39:34- They take the minimum of two years a piece.
- 39:36- Wow, that's an incredible commitment.
- 39:42I wanted to know what's next for you
- 39:44in your artistic journey?
- 39:47- Well, what I'm doing is moving out of having to do
- 39:52sort of shows, and festivals, and things.
- 39:58I want to just concentrate on going out as a speaker.
- 40:01So I'm taking, using my art to illustrate my message.
- 40:08So it's education through art.
- 40:10So I'm finally, since I also trained as a teacher,
- 40:14I'm bringing all my skills and loves together,
- 40:18art, nature and teaching.
- 40:21- Oh, that's beautiful, right?
- 40:23When everything you love can coalesce.
- 40:27How do you utilize your art in teaching?
- 40:32- Well, what I'm trying to tell people
- 40:37is I'm trying to open their eyes
- 40:40to understand what is happening in nature.
- 40:43And that is that nature is interconnected
- 40:47in so many ways that we are still learning about.
- 40:53That we are talking about relationships,
- 40:55and we can't pick and choose what we want to save,
- 41:01or nurture, whatever.
- 41:02We have to have the whole picture,
- 41:04because when you start missing out certain building blocks,
- 41:09the whole thing collapses
- 41:12because everything in nature eats and is eaten
- 41:18by something else.
- 41:20So it's, the birds rely on the caterpillars.
- 41:26If there aren't enough caterpillars
- 41:27to satisfy the needs of the birds, then we can,
- 41:31the caterpillars won't be around to turn into butterflies.
- 41:35So it's that balance in nature that needs to be maintained.
- 41:42And we are very uneducated, generally speaking,
- 41:47about how all this works together.
- 41:49- Well, that's a wonderful endeavor.
- 41:51I do think that a lot of people are unaware of the synergy
- 41:54that nature has.
- 41:56- Oh, absolutely.
- 41:57So what I'm trying to do is get,
- 42:01encourage people to create habitats
- 42:03in their gardens or yards,
- 42:05because they have control over that area,
- 42:08whereas out in nature,
- 42:10what the farmers don't get real estate does,
- 42:16or all the roadsides mode on a regular basis.
- 42:19[KARA] Is that what your Wild About Marion Facebook page is?
- 42:24[ANNE] Yes, it is.
- 42:25And what I'm finding is that there are other communities
- 42:28that have started something similar,
- 42:30but they've given it a different name.
- 42:32So it's becoming quite a sort of movement
- 42:36to encourage city dwellers to take care of nature
- 42:42by offering them a space that they can control.
- 42:46[KARA] Well, can you tell us where we can find your art?
- 42:53[ANNE] Well, I have a Facebook art page,
- 42:58so that's Anne Maddox's Fine Artist.
- 43:01And then I have a Flickr page.
- 43:07I've tried for a website a couple of times,
- 43:10but you have to, you are gonna outlay quite a lot of money
- 43:16just trying to get something that's functional.
- 43:19It doesn't always translate
- 43:20into getting sales online, unfortunately.
- 43:23[KARA] Thank you so much for joining us today, Anne.
- 43:26[ANNE] Thank you.
- 43:27[KARA] And it was a pleasure talking with you.
- 43:30[ANNE] Well, I appreciate that.
- 43:31Thank you.
- 43:32(calming music)
- 43:35[KARA] We spoke with Anne Maddox in Season 1, Episode 32.
- 43:39[JEN] Kara, this is the part of the show
- 43:41where we usually do an arts calendar.
- 43:43We'll be back with a full list next week,
- 43:45but this week, we thought we'd enjoy some music.
- 43:49[KARA] We recently introduced you to our segment,
- 43:52Story Behind the Song,
- 43:53with our first artist, Katie Jo Robinson.
- 43:56You're going to hear their song, "Weekend Religion".
- 44:00[JEN] Now it sounds like they're joined by a full band,
- 44:03but it's just Katie Jo.
- 44:04(upbeat music)
- 44:06♪ It's just for weekend religion ♪
- 44:11(Katie Jo Robinson singing)
- 44:16(calming music)
- 44:45(calming music continues)
- 45:15(calming music continues)
- 45:31♪ Make these feelings for the last time ♪
- 45:37(calming music continues)
- 46:04(calming guitar music)
- 46:34(calming guitar music continues)
- 46:55(audience applauding)
- 46:57(upbeat music)
- 46:58♪ It's just for weekend religion ♪
- 47:02♪ Say got friends in other states I still believe in ♪
- 47:07♪ Say got friends in other states I still believe in ♪
- 47:12♪ Say got friends in other states I still believe in ♪
- 47:19(upbeat music)
- 47:49(upbeat music continues)
- 48:18(upbeat music continues)
- 48:28[JEN] That's Katie Jo Robinson with "Weekend Religion"
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- 49:02[KARA] This week was produced by Luke Jones,
- 49:05who would like to ask who's ever in charge
- 49:07of the thermostat outside to turn it to at least 60.
- 49:11[JEN] 65, maybe?
- 49:12[KARA] No snow.
- 49:14[JEN] We had production assistance from Andrew Montavon.
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- 49:28on the campus of Ball State University.
- 49:33Did you not get a full night's sleep last night?
- 49:34[LUKE] God, no.
- 49:35[JEN] You did the night before tho or no two nights before
- 49:37when I saw you before on Wednesday.
- 49:39[KARA] You can't store it up though.
- 49:42[JEN] Don't you wish?
- 49:43[LUKE] God, if I could.
- 49:44[KARA] You'd be golden.
- 49:46Wouldn't we all?
- 49:48(Jen sighing)