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- 0:00Speaker 1: Let the Ants Try by James mc cray. This is
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- 0:15Speaker 1: Recording by Yvette Di Let the Ants Try by James
- 0:21Speaker 1: mc cray, Doctor Silva. Gordy looked at the radioactive sneer
- 0:26Speaker 1: that had been Detroit. Then he looked down at the
- 0:30Speaker 1: boiling ant hill. Why not, he thought, excitedly. Why not?
- 0:37Speaker 1: Gordy survived the three hour wall even though Detroit didn't.
- 0:42Speaker 1: He was on his way to Washington with his blueprints
- 0:45Speaker 1: and models in his bag when the bombs struck. He
- 0:50Speaker 1: had left his wife behind in the city, and not
- 0:53Speaker 1: even a trace of her body was ever found. The children,
- 0:56Speaker 1: of course, weren't as lucky as that there a summer
- 1:00Speaker 1: camp was less than twenty miles away and unfortunately in
- 1:04Speaker 1: the direction of the prevailing wind, but they were not
- 1:07Speaker 1: in any pain. Until the last few days of the
- 1:10Speaker 1: month they had left to live, Gordy managed to fight
- 1:14Speaker 1: his way back through the snarled frantic airline controls to them,
- 1:19Speaker 1: even though he knew they would certainly die of radiation
- 1:22Speaker 1: sickness and they suspected it. There was still a whole
- 1:26Speaker 1: blessed week of companionship before the pain got too bad.
- 1:31Speaker 1: That was about all the companionship Gordy had for the
- 1:34Speaker 1: whole year of nineteen sixty. He came back to Detroit
- 1:38Speaker 1: as soon as the radioactivity had died down. He had
- 1:42Speaker 1: nowhere else to go. He found a house on the
- 1:45Speaker 1: outskirts of the city and tried to locate someone to
- 1:48Speaker 1: buy it from, but the emergency administration laughed at him.
- 1:53Speaker 1: Move in, if you're crazy enough to stay. When Gordy
- 1:57Speaker 1: thought about it, it occurred to him that he was
- 2:01Speaker 1: in a sort of state of shock. His fine trained
- 2:05Speaker 1: mind almost stopped functioning. He ate and slept, and when
- 2:12Speaker 1: it grew cold, he shivered and built fires. And that
- 2:15Speaker 1: was all. The War Department wrote him two or three times,
- 2:20Speaker 1: And finally a government man came around to ask what
- 2:22Speaker 1: had happened to the things that Gordy had promised to
- 2:25Speaker 1: bring to Washington. But he looked queerly at the pink,
- 2:29Speaker 1: hairless mice that fed unmolested in the filthy kitchen, and
- 2:34Speaker 1: he stood a careful distance away from Gordy's hairy face
- 2:38Speaker 1: and torn clothes. He said the Secretary sent me here,
- 2:43Speaker 1: mister Gordy. He takes a personal interest in your discovery.
- 2:48Speaker 1: Gordy shook his head. The secretary is dead, he said.
- 2:53Speaker 1: They were all killed when Washington went there's a new secretary,
- 2:57Speaker 1: the man explained. He puffed on his cigarette and tossed
- 3:01Speaker 1: it into the patch. Gordy was scrabbling into a truck.
- 3:04Speaker 1: Garden Arnold Cavanar, he knows a great deal about you,
- 3:08Speaker 1: and he told me if Silver Gordy has a weapon,
- 3:12Speaker 1: we must have it. Our strength has been shattered. Tell
- 3:16Speaker 1: Gordy we need his help. Gordy crossed his hands like
- 3:21Speaker 1: a lean Buddha. I haven't got a weapon, He said,
- 3:26Speaker 1: you have something that can be used as a weapon.
- 3:29Speaker 1: You wrote to Washington before the war came and said
- 3:33Speaker 1: the war is over, said Silver Gordy. The government man
- 3:38Speaker 1: sighed and tried again, but in the end he went away.
- 3:42Speaker 1: He never came back. The thing Gordy thought was undoubtedly
- 3:47Speaker 1: written off as a crackpot idea after the man made
- 3:50Speaker 1: his report. It was exactly that kind of discovery. Anyhow.
- 3:56Speaker 1: It was May when John de Terry appeared. Gordy was
- 4:01Speaker 1: bathing his garden. Give me something to eat, said the
- 4:06Speaker 1: voice behind Gordy's back. Silver. Gordy turned round and saw
- 4:11Speaker 1: the small, dirty man who spoke. He rubbed his mouth
- 4:15Speaker 1: with the back of his hand. You'll have to work
- 4:18Speaker 1: for it, he said, all right. The newcomers set down
- 4:23Speaker 1: his pack. My name is John de Terry. I used
- 4:27Speaker 1: to live here in Detroit Salver. Gordy said, so did I.
- 4:33Speaker 1: Gordy fed the man and accepted a cigarette from him
- 4:36Speaker 1: after they had eaten. The first puffs made him light headed.
- 4:40Speaker 1: It had been that long since it smoked, and through
- 4:44Speaker 1: the smoke he looked at John de Terry amiably enough
- 4:48Speaker 1: company would be all right. He thought the pink mice
- 4:52Speaker 1: had been company of a sort, but it turned out
- 4:56Speaker 1: that the mutation that made them hairless had also given
- 4:59Speaker 1: them an appetite for meat. And after the morning, when
- 5:02Speaker 1: he had awakened to find tiny tooth marks in his leg,
- 5:06Speaker 1: he'd had to destroy them. And there had been no
- 5:09Speaker 1: other animal sense, nothing but the ants. Are you going
- 5:15Speaker 1: to stay, Gordy asked? Terry said, if I can, what's
- 5:23Speaker 1: your name? When Gordy told him, some of the animal
- 5:26Speaker 1: look went out of his eyes, and the wonder took
- 5:30Speaker 1: its place. Doctor Silver Gordy, he asked, mathematics and physics
- 5:37Speaker 1: in Pasadena. Yes, I used to teach at Pasadena and
- 5:42Speaker 1: I studied there. John to Terry rubbed absently at his
- 5:45Speaker 1: ruined clothes. That was a long time ago. You didn't
- 5:50Speaker 1: know me. I majored in biology, but I knew you.
- 5:55Speaker 1: Gordy stood up and carefully put out the stub of
- 5:57Speaker 1: his cigarette. Was too long ago, he said, I hardly remember.
- 6:03Speaker 1: Shall we work in the garden now? Together? They sweated
- 6:07Speaker 1: in the spring sunlight that afternoon, and Gordy discovered that
- 6:12Speaker 1: what had been hard work for one man went quickly
- 6:14Speaker 1: enough for two. They worked clear to the edge of
- 6:18Speaker 1: the plot before the sun reached the horizon. John to
- 6:22Speaker 1: Terry stopped and leaned on his spade, panting. He gestured
- 6:27Speaker 1: to the rank growth beyond Gordy's patch. We can make
- 6:31Speaker 1: a bigger garden, he said, Clear out that truck and
- 6:35Speaker 1: plant more food. We might even he stopped. Gordy was
- 6:39Speaker 1: shaking his head. You can't clear it out, said Gordy.
- 6:44Speaker 1: It's rank stuff, a sort of crabgrass with a particularly
- 6:47Speaker 1: tough route. I can't even cut us. It's all around here,
- 6:51Speaker 1: and it's spreading de Terry grimaced. Mutation, I think so,
- 6:57Speaker 1: and look. Gordy beckon to the other man and led
- 7:01Speaker 1: him to the very edge of the cleared area. He
- 7:04Speaker 1: bent down, picked up something red and wriggling between his
- 7:08Speaker 1: thumb and forefinger. De Terry took it from his hand,
- 7:14Speaker 1: another mutation. He brought the thing close to his eyes.
- 7:19Speaker 1: It's almost like an ant, he said, except well, the
- 7:24Speaker 1: thoraxe is all wrong, and its soft bodied. He fell
- 7:29Speaker 1: silent examining the thing. He said something under his breath,
- 7:34Speaker 1: and threw the insect from him. You wouldn't have a microscope,
- 7:38Speaker 1: I suppose no, And yet that thing is hard to believe.
- 7:45Speaker 1: It's an ant, but it doesn't seem to have a
- 7:48Speaker 1: tracheal breathing system at all. It's something different. Everything's different,
- 7:55Speaker 1: Gordy said. He pointed to a couple of abandoned rows.
- 8:00Speaker 1: I had carrots there, at least I thought there were carrots.
- 8:04Speaker 1: When I tried to eat them, they made me sick,
- 8:07Speaker 1: he sighed heavily. Humanity has had its chance, John, he said.
- 8:14Speaker 1: The atomic bomb wasn't enough. We had to turn everything
- 8:17Speaker 1: into a weapon. Even I I made a weapon out
- 8:21Speaker 1: of something that had nothing to do with war. And
- 8:24Speaker 1: our weapons have blown up in our faces. De Terry grinned.
- 8:30Speaker 1: Maybe the ants will do better. It's their turn now,
- 8:34Speaker 1: I wish it were. Gaudy stirred earth over the boiling
- 8:39Speaker 1: entrance to an ant hole and watched the insects in
- 8:42Speaker 1: their consternation. They're too small. I'm afraid why No, these
- 8:48Speaker 1: ants are different, doctor Gordy. Insects have always been small
- 8:53Speaker 1: because their breathing system is so poor. But these are mutated.
- 8:58Speaker 1: I think I think they actually have lungs. They could grow,
- 9:02Speaker 1: doctor Gordy, And if ants were the size of men,
- 9:05Speaker 1: they had ruled the world lunged ants. Gordy's eyes gleamed.
- 9:12Speaker 1: Perhaps they will rule the world, John, perhaps when the
- 9:15Speaker 1: human race finally blows itself up once and for all.
- 9:19Speaker 1: Did Terry shook his head and looked down again at
- 9:22Speaker 1: his tattered, filthy clothes. The next blow up is the
- 9:26Speaker 1: last blow up, he said. The ants came too late,
- 9:30Speaker 1: by millions and millions of years. He picked up his spade.
- 9:35Speaker 1: I'm hungry again, doc to Gordy, he said. They went
- 9:40Speaker 1: back to the house, and without conversation, they ate. Gordy
- 9:44Speaker 1: was preoccupied and to Terry was too new in the
- 9:47Speaker 1: household to force him to talk. It was sundown when
- 9:51Speaker 1: they had finished, and Gordy moved slowly to light a lamp.
- 9:55Speaker 1: Then he stopped. It's your first night, John, he said.
- 9:59Speaker 1: Come down to the cellar. We'll start the generator and
- 10:03Speaker 1: have real electric lights in your honor. The Terry followed
- 10:07Speaker 1: the older man down a flight of steps, groping in
- 10:10Speaker 1: the dark by candlelight, they worked over a gasoline generator.
- 10:15Speaker 1: It was stiff from disuse, but once it started it
- 10:19Speaker 1: ran cleanly. I salvaged it from my own, Gordy explained
- 10:24Speaker 1: the generator, and that he swept an arm toward a
- 10:29Speaker 1: corner of the basement. I told you I invented a weapon,
- 10:33Speaker 1: he added, that's it. The Terry looked. It was as
- 10:40Speaker 1: much like a cage as anything, he thought, the height
- 10:44Speaker 1: of a man, and almost cubicle. What does it do?
- 10:49Speaker 1: He asked, for the first time in months. Silver Gaudy smiled.
- 10:55Speaker 1: I can't tell you in English, he said, and I
- 10:58Speaker 1: doubt that you speak mathematics. The closest I can come
- 11:02Speaker 1: is to say that it displaces temporal coordinates. Is that gibberish?
- 11:09Speaker 1: It is said to Terry? What does it do? Well.
- 11:14Speaker 1: The War Department had a name for it, a name
- 11:16Speaker 1: they borrowed from H. G. Wells. They called it a
- 11:20Speaker 1: time machine, he met to Terry's shocked, bewildered stare, calmly,
- 11:27Speaker 1: A time machine, he repeated. You see, John, we can
- 11:32Speaker 1: give the answer chance after all of you. Like fourteen
- 11:37Speaker 1: hours later, they stepped into the cage. Its batteries charged again,
- 11:41Speaker 1: and its strange motor whining, And forty million years earlier,
- 11:48Speaker 1: they stepped out on to quaking, humored soil. Gaudy felt
- 11:53Speaker 1: himself trembling, and with an effort managed to stop. No
- 11:58Speaker 1: dinosaurs or saber toothed tigers in sight, he reported, not
- 12:04Speaker 1: for a long time yet to Terry agreed, then, my lord.
- 12:09Speaker 1: He looked around him with his mouth open wide. There
- 12:13Speaker 1: was no wind, and the air was warm and wet.
- 12:18Speaker 1: Large trees were clustered quite thickly around them, or what
- 12:22Speaker 1: looked like trees to Terry decided they were rather some
- 12:27Speaker 1: sort of soft stemmed ferns or fungi. Overhead was deep cloud.
- 12:34Speaker 1: Gaudy shivered, Give me the ants, he ordered silently to Terry.
- 12:41Speaker 1: Handed them over. Gordy poked a hole in the soft
- 12:45Speaker 1: earth with his finger and carefully tilted the flask, dropping
- 12:50Speaker 1: one of the ant queens he had unearthed in the backyard.
- 12:54Speaker 1: From her belly hung a slimy mass of eggs a
- 12:58Speaker 1: few yards away. Should have been father, he thought, but
- 13:02Speaker 1: he was afraid to get too far from de Terry
- 13:04Speaker 1: in the machine. He made another hole and repeated the process.
- 13:09Speaker 1: There were eight queens. When the eighth was buried, he
- 13:13Speaker 1: flung the bottle away and came back to de Terry.
- 13:16Speaker 1: That's it, he said. The Terry exhaled, his solemn face
- 13:21Speaker 1: cracked in a sudden, embarrassed smile. I I guess I
- 13:27Speaker 1: feel like God, he said. Good Lord, doctor Gordy, talk
- 13:32Speaker 1: about your great moments in history. This is all of them.
- 13:36Speaker 1: I've been thinking about it, and the only event I
- 13:40Speaker 1: can remember that measures up is the flood, not even
- 13:45Speaker 1: that we've created a race. If they survive, we have.
- 13:51Speaker 1: Gordy wiped a drop of condensed moisture off the side
- 13:54Speaker 1: of his time machine and puffed. I wonder how they'll
- 13:58Speaker 1: get along with mankind, he said. They were silent for
- 14:02Speaker 1: a moment, considering. From somewhere in the fern jungle came
- 14:07Speaker 1: a raucous animal cry. Both men looked up in quick apprehension,
- 14:12Speaker 1: but moments passed and the animal did not appear. Finally,
- 14:18Speaker 1: De Terry said, maybe we'd better go back, all right. Stiffly,
- 14:25Speaker 1: they climbed into the closet sized interior of the time machine.
- 14:30Speaker 1: Gordy stood with his hand on the control wheel, thinking
- 14:33Speaker 1: about the ants, assuming that they survived, assuming that in
- 14:39Speaker 1: forty million years they grew larger and developed brains. What
- 14:45Speaker 1: would happen? Would men be able to live in peace
- 14:48Speaker 1: with them? Would it? Might it not make men brothers
- 14:53Speaker 1: joined against an alien race? Might this thing prevent human war?
- 15:00Speaker 1: And his thoughts took an insane leap. Could it have
- 15:05Speaker 1: prevented the war that destroyed Gordy's family? Beside him, De
- 15:10Speaker 1: Terry stirred restlessly. Gaudy jumped and turned the wheel and
- 15:16Speaker 1: was in the dark mathematical vortex, which might have been
- 15:20Speaker 1: a fourth dimension. They stopped the machine in the middle
- 15:25Speaker 1: of a city, but the city was not Detroit. It
- 15:29Speaker 1: was not a human city at all. The machine was
- 15:33Speaker 1: at rest in a narrow street, half blocking it. Around
- 15:37Speaker 1: them towered conical metal structures, some of them a hundred
- 15:41Speaker 1: feet high. There were vehicles moving in the street. One
- 15:46Speaker 1: coming toward them and stopping doctor Gordy. De Terry whispered,
- 15:53Speaker 1: do you see them? Silver? Gordy swallowed, I see them,
- 15:58Speaker 1: he said. He stepped out of the time machine and
- 16:02Speaker 1: stood waiting to greet the race to which he had
- 16:04Speaker 1: given life. For these were the children of ants. In
- 16:09Speaker 1: the three wheeled vehicle. Behind a transparent windshield, he could
- 16:13Speaker 1: see them clearly. The Terry was standing close behind them now,
- 16:18Speaker 1: and Gaudy could feel the younger man's body shaking. They're
- 16:23Speaker 1: ugly things, Gordy said, mildly. Ugly, they're filthy. The untlike
- 16:30Speaker 1: creatures were as big as a man, but hard looking
- 16:34Speaker 1: and as obnoxious as black beetles. Their eyes, Gordy saw
- 16:39Speaker 1: with surprise, had mutated more than their bodies, for instead
- 16:44Speaker 1: of faceted insect eyes, they possessed iris, cornea, and pupil,
- 16:51Speaker 1: not round or vertical like a cat's eyes, or horizontal
- 16:55Speaker 1: like a horse's eyes, but irregular and blotchy. But they
- 17:00Speaker 1: seemed like vertebrate's eyes, and they were strange and unnatural
- 17:05Speaker 1: in the parchment blackness of an ant's bulged head. Gordy
- 17:11Speaker 1: stepped forward, and simultaneously the ants came out of their vehicle.
- 17:17Speaker 1: For a moment they faced each other, the humans and
- 17:20Speaker 1: the ants silently. What do I do now, Gordy asked
- 17:26Speaker 1: to Terry over his shoulder. To Terry laughed or gasped.
- 17:30Speaker 1: Gordy wasn't sure talk to them, he said, what else
- 17:36Speaker 1: is there to do? Gordy swallowed. He resolutely did not
- 17:41Speaker 1: attempt to speak in English to these creatures, knowing as
- 17:44Speaker 1: surely as he knew his name, that English and probably
- 17:48Speaker 1: any other language involving sound, would be incomprehensible to them.
- 17:53Speaker 1: But he found himself smiling pacifically to them, and that was,
- 17:57Speaker 1: of course as bad. The things had no expressions of
- 18:00Speaker 1: their own that he could see, and certainly they would
- 18:03Speaker 1: have no precedent to help interpret a human smile. Gordy
- 18:09Speaker 1: raised his hands in the semantically sound gesture of peace
- 18:15Speaker 1: and waited to see what the insects would do. They
- 18:19Speaker 1: did nothing. Gordy bit his lip, and, feeling idiotic, bowed
- 18:25Speaker 1: stiffly to the ants. The ants did nothing. De Terry
- 18:30Speaker 1: said from behind, try talking to them, doctor Gordy, that's silly,
- 18:36Speaker 1: Gordy said, they can't hear, but it was no sillier
- 18:39Speaker 1: than anything else irritably, but making the words very clear,
- 18:43Speaker 1: he said, we are friends. The ants did nothing. They
- 18:51Speaker 1: just stood there with the unwinking, pupiled eyes fixed on Gordy.
- 18:57Speaker 1: They didn't shift from foot to foot as a human might,
- 19:00Speaker 1: or scratch themselves, or even show the small movement of
- 19:03Speaker 1: human breathing. They just stood there. Oh, for Heaven's sake,
- 19:08Speaker 1: said to Terry, here, let me try. He stepped in
- 19:12Speaker 1: front of Gordy and faced the ant things. He pointed
- 19:15Speaker 1: to himself. I am human, he said, Mammalian. He pointed
- 19:22Speaker 1: to the ants. You are insects that He pointed to
- 19:28Speaker 1: the time machine took us to the past, where we
- 19:32Speaker 1: made it possible for you to exist. He waited for reaction,
- 19:37Speaker 1: but there wasn't any. But Terry clicked his tongue and
- 19:41Speaker 1: began again. He pointed to the tapering metal structures. This
- 19:47Speaker 1: is your city, he said. Gordy, listening to him, felt
- 19:52Speaker 1: the hopelessness of the efforts. Something disturbed the thin hairs
- 19:58Speaker 1: at the back of his skull, and he reached absently
- 20:01Speaker 1: to smooth them down. His hand encountered something hard and inanimate,
- 20:09Speaker 1: not cold, but like spongy wood, without temperature at all.
- 20:16Speaker 1: He turned round Behind them were half a dozen larger ants. Drones,
- 20:23Speaker 1: he thought, or did ants have drones? John, he said softly,
- 20:30Speaker 1: and the inefficient, fragile looking pincer that had touched him
- 20:34Speaker 1: clamped his shoulder. There was no strength to it, he
- 20:38Speaker 1: thought at once, until he moved instinctively to get away,
- 20:44Speaker 1: and then a thousand sharp serrations slipped through the cloth
- 20:48Speaker 1: of his coat and into the skin. It was like
- 20:52Speaker 1: catching oneself on a cluster of tiny fishocks. He shouted, John,
- 20:58Speaker 1: watch out, de Terry, bending low for the purpose of
- 21:02Speaker 1: pointing at the caterpillar treads of the ant vehicle straightened up, startled.
- 21:08Speaker 1: He turned to run and was caught in a step.
- 21:11Speaker 1: Gordy heard him yell, but Gordy had troubles of his
- 21:15Speaker 1: own and could spare no further attention for to Terry.
- 21:19Speaker 1: When two of the ants had him, Gordy stopped struggling.
- 21:23Speaker 1: He felt warm blood roll down his arm, and the
- 21:26Speaker 1: pain was like being flayed. From where he hung between
- 21:30Speaker 1: the ants, he could see the first two still standing
- 21:34Speaker 1: before their vehicle, still motionless. There was a sour reek
- 21:39Speaker 1: in his nostrils, and he traced it to the ants
- 21:42Speaker 1: that held him and wondered if he smelled as bad
- 21:45Speaker 1: to them. The two smaller ants abruptly stirred and moved
- 21:51Speaker 1: forward rapidly on eight thin legs to the time machine.
- 21:56Speaker 1: Gordy's captors turned and followed them, and for the first
- 22:00Speaker 1: time since the scuffle, he saw to Terry. The young
- 22:04Speaker 1: man was hanging limp from the lifted fore legs of
- 22:07Speaker 1: a single ant, with two more standing guard beside. There
- 22:12Speaker 1: was pulsing blood from a wound on to Terry's neck. Unconscious,
- 22:18Speaker 1: Gordy thought mechanically and turned his head to watch the
- 22:21Speaker 1: ants at the machine. It was a disappointing sight. They
- 22:25Speaker 1: merely stood there and no one moved. Then Gordy heard
- 22:30Speaker 1: De Terry grunt and swear weakly. How are you, John,
- 22:35Speaker 1: he called? The Terry grimaced, Not very good? What happened?
- 22:44Speaker 1: Gordy shook his head and sought for words to answer,
- 22:48Speaker 1: But the two ants turned in unison from the time
- 22:51Speaker 1: machine and glided toward De Terry, and Gordy's words died
- 22:56Speaker 1: in his throat. Delicately, one of them extended a foreleg
- 23:01Speaker 1: to touch De Terry's chest. Gordy saw it coming, John.
- 23:07Speaker 1: He shrieked, and then it was all over, and De
- 23:11Speaker 1: Terry's scream was harsh in his ear, and he turned
- 23:14Speaker 1: his head away. Dimly, from the corner of his eye
- 23:18Speaker 1: he could see the saw like claws moving up and down,
- 23:22Speaker 1: but there was no life left in De Terry to protest.
- 23:28Speaker 1: Salva Gordy sat against a wall and looked at the
- 23:31Speaker 1: ants who were looking at him. If it hadn't been
- 23:34Speaker 1: for that which was done to De Terry, he thought,
- 23:38Speaker 1: there would really be nothing to complain about. It was
- 23:42Speaker 1: true that the ants had given him none of the
- 23:45Speaker 1: comforts that humanity lavishes on even its criminals. But they
- 23:49Speaker 1: had fed him and allowed him to sleep when it
- 23:53Speaker 1: suited their convenience, of course, and there were small signs
- 23:57Speaker 1: that they were interested in his comfort in their fashion,
- 24:01Speaker 1: when the pulpy mush they first offered him came up
- 24:05Speaker 1: thirty minutes later, his multi legged hosts brought him a
- 24:10Speaker 1: variety of foods, of which he was able to swallow
- 24:14Speaker 1: some fairly palatable fruits. He was housed in a warm room,
- 24:20Speaker 1: and if it had neither chairs or windows, Gordy thought
- 24:25Speaker 1: that was only because ants had no use for these themselves,
- 24:30Speaker 1: and he couldn't ask for them. That was the big drawback,
- 24:34Speaker 1: He thought that, and the memory of John de Terry.
- 24:40Speaker 1: He squirmed on the hard floor until his shoulder blades
- 24:44Speaker 1: found a new spot to prop themselves against, and stared
- 24:48Speaker 1: again at the committee of ants who had come to
- 24:51Speaker 1: see him. They were working an angular thing that looked
- 24:55Speaker 1: like a camera. At least it had a glittering something
- 24:59Speaker 1: that might a lens. Gordy stared into it sullenly. The
- 25:05Speaker 1: sour reek was in his nostrils again. Gordy admitted to
- 25:10Speaker 1: himself that things hadn't worked out, just as he had planned,
- 25:14Speaker 1: deep under the surface of his mind, just now beginning
- 25:18Speaker 1: to come out where he could see it. There had
- 25:21Speaker 1: been a furtive hope. He had hoped that the rise
- 25:25Speaker 1: of the ants, with the help he had given them,
- 25:28Speaker 1: would aid and speed the rise of mankind. For hatred,
- 25:33Speaker 1: Gordy knew, started in the recoil from things that were different.
- 25:39Speaker 1: A man's first enemy is his family, for he sees
- 25:43Speaker 1: them first, but he sides with them against the families
- 25:47Speaker 1: across the way. And still his neighbors are allies against
- 25:51Speaker 1: the ghettos and Harlems of his town. And his town
- 25:55Speaker 1: to him is the heart of the nation, and his
- 25:58Speaker 1: nation commands life, life and death in war. For Goudy,
- 26:03Speaker 1: there had been a buried hope that a separate race
- 26:07Speaker 1: would make a whipping boy for the passions of humanity,
- 26:11Speaker 1: and that if there were a struggle, it would not
- 26:14Speaker 1: be between man and man, but between the humans and
- 26:19Speaker 1: the ants. There had been this buried hope. But the
- 26:24Speaker 1: hope was denied, for the ants simply had not allowed
- 26:29Speaker 1: man to rise. The ants put up their camera like machine,
- 26:34Speaker 1: and Gordy looked up in expectation. Half a dozen of
- 26:38Speaker 1: them left, and two stayed on. One was the smalllish
- 26:43Speaker 1: creature with a bangle on the foreleg, which seemed to
- 26:46Speaker 1: be his personal jailer, the other a stranger to Gordy
- 26:51Speaker 1: as far as he could tell. The two ants stood
- 26:55Speaker 1: motionless for a period of time that Gordy found tedious.
- 27:01Speaker 1: He changed his position and lay on the floor and
- 27:04Speaker 1: thought of sleeping. But sleep would not come. There was
- 27:09Speaker 1: no evading the knowledge that he had wiped out his
- 27:12Speaker 1: own race, annihilated them by preventing them from birth fourteen
- 27:17Speaker 1: million years before his own time. He was like no
- 27:21Speaker 1: other murderers since Cane. Gaudy thought and wondered that he
- 27:26Speaker 1: felt no blood on his hands. There was a signal
- 27:31Speaker 1: that he could not perceive, and his guardian aunt came
- 27:34Speaker 1: forward to him nudged him outward from the wall. He
- 27:39Speaker 1: moved as he was directed out the low exit hole.
- 27:43Speaker 1: He had to navigate it on hands and knees and
- 27:46Speaker 1: down a corridor to the bright day outside the light
- 27:50Speaker 1: set Gaudy blinking, half blind, he followed the bangled ant
- 27:55Speaker 1: across a square to a conical shed. More ants were
- 27:58Speaker 1: waiting there, circled around a litter of metal parts. Gawdy
- 28:04Speaker 1: recognized them at once. It was his time machine, stripped
- 28:09Speaker 1: piece by piece. After a moment, the ant nudged him
- 28:14Speaker 1: again impatiently, and Gordy understood what they wanted. They had
- 28:19Speaker 1: taken the machine apart for study, and they onted it
- 28:23Speaker 1: put together again. Pleased with the prospect of something to
- 28:26Speaker 1: do with his fingers and his brain, Gaudy grinned and
- 28:30Speaker 1: reached for the curious ant made tools. He ate four
- 28:36Speaker 1: times and slept once, never moving from the neighborhood of
- 28:40Speaker 1: the cone shaped shed, and then he was finished. Gordy
- 28:46Speaker 1: stepped back. It's all yours, he said, proudly. It'll take
- 28:51Speaker 1: you anywhere. A present from humanity to you. The ants
- 28:57Speaker 1: were very silent. Gordy looked to them and saw that
- 29:01Speaker 1: there were drone ants in the group, all still as statues. Hey,
- 29:06Speaker 1: he said, in startlement, unthinking, and then the needle jawed
- 29:11Speaker 1: ant claw took him from behind. Gordy had a moment
- 29:16Speaker 1: of nausea, and then terror and hatred swept it away.
- 29:21Speaker 1: Heedless of the needles that laced his skin, he struggled
- 29:25Speaker 1: and ticked against the creatures that held him. One arm
- 29:29Speaker 1: came free, leaving gobbets of flesh behind, and his heavy
- 29:33Speaker 1: shod foot plunged into a pulpy eye. The ant made
- 29:37Speaker 1: a whistling, gasping sound and stood erect on four hairy legs.
- 29:42Speaker 1: Gordy felt himself jerked a dozen feet into the air,
- 29:46Speaker 1: then flung free in the wild, silent agony of the ant.
- 29:50Speaker 1: He crashed into the ground, cowering away from the staggering monster. Sobbing,
- 29:56Speaker 1: he pushed himself to his feet. The machine was behind him.
- 30:00Speaker 1: He turned and blundered into it, a step ahead of
- 30:03Speaker 1: the other ants, and spun the wheel. A hollow insect
- 30:08Speaker 1: leg detached from the ant that had been closest to him,
- 30:13Speaker 1: was flopping about on the floor of the machine. It
- 30:16Speaker 1: had been that close. Gordy stopped the machine where it
- 30:19Speaker 1: had started on the same quivering primordial bog, and lay
- 30:24Speaker 1: crouched over the controls for a long time before he moved.
- 30:29Speaker 1: He'd made a mistake, he and Terry. There weren't any
- 30:33Speaker 1: doubts left at all, and there was there might be
- 30:38Speaker 1: a way to write it. He looked out at the
- 30:41Speaker 1: coal measure forest. The fern trees were not the fern
- 30:45Speaker 1: trees he had seen before. The machine had been moved
- 30:48Speaker 1: in space, but the time he knew was identically the same.
- 30:53Speaker 1: Trust the machine. For that, he thought, I gave the
- 30:59Speaker 1: world to the ants right here, I can take it back.
- 31:03Speaker 1: I can find the ants I buried and crush them
- 31:05Speaker 1: under foot, or intercept myself before I bury them. He
- 31:11Speaker 1: got out of the machine suddenly panicky. Urgency squinted his
- 31:16Speaker 1: eyes as he peered around him. Death had been very
- 31:20Speaker 1: close in the ant city. The reaction still left Gaudy
- 31:24Speaker 1: limp and was he safe here? He remembered the violent
- 31:28Speaker 1: animal scream he had heard before, and shuddered at the
- 31:32Speaker 1: thought of furnishing a casual meal to some dinosaur. While
- 31:36Speaker 1: the ant queens lived safely to produce their horrid young
- 31:41Speaker 1: A gleam of metal through the fern trees made his
- 31:44Speaker 1: heart leap. Burnished metal here could mean but one thing,
- 31:49Speaker 1: the machine around a clump of fern trees, their bases
- 31:54Speaker 1: covered with thick club mosses. He ran and saw the
- 31:58Speaker 1: machine ahead. He raced toward it, then came to a
- 32:01Speaker 1: sudden stop, slipping on the damp ground. For there were
- 32:06Speaker 1: two machines in sight. The father machine was his own,
- 32:11Speaker 1: and through the screening masses he could see two figures
- 32:14Speaker 1: standing in it, his own and the Terry's. But the
- 32:19Speaker 1: nearer was a larger machine and a strange design, and
- 32:23Speaker 1: from it came a hastening mob, not a mob of men,
- 32:27Speaker 1: but of black insect shapes, racing toward him. Of course,
- 32:32Speaker 1: thought Gordy as he turned hopelessly to run. Of course,
- 32:37Speaker 1: the ants had infinite time to work, in, time enough
- 32:41Speaker 1: to build a machine after the pattern of his own,
- 32:44Speaker 1: and time to realize what they had to do to
- 32:47Speaker 1: him to insure their own race safety. Gordy stumbled, and
- 32:53Speaker 1: the first of the black things was upon him. As
- 32:57Speaker 1: his panicky lungs filled with air for the last time,
- 33:02Speaker 1: Gaudy knew what animal had screamed in the depths of
- 33:08Speaker 1: the Coal Measure Forest. End of Let. The Ants Try
- 33:16Speaker 1: by James McCrae. Recording by Yvette di