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READY FOR 2025 · Blind But Now I See

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Speaker 1: Back at it for another episode of The Blomber and
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Speaker 1: Our Sea Show. I am your host, Fob Seen up
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Speaker 1: the Hood, Ray Charles Block Poppy if you nasty, the
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Speaker 1: official block stuff of the Voice of the Disables. But
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Speaker 1: I just wanted to say Happy Mother, New Year's Mary Christmas.
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Speaker 1: It's been a minute. I've been on vacation, but I'm
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Speaker 1: back back better than of It's a new year. This
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Speaker 1: is our year. This is the Blomber Our See year.
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Speaker 1: This is the halfway up. Yeah, and I'm in here
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Speaker 1: with my dog Wolf, the producer, the engineer that make
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Speaker 1: magic happen. Oh see y'all hear that corn. A couple
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Speaker 1: of weeks, but we're back in full effect. Up y'all.
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Speaker 2: Happy New Year's Man, It's good to see you, bro
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Speaker 2: that it's been a minute.
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Speaker 1: I said there. I'm like, nah, I gotta get back
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Speaker 1: in there with my boy Wolf. We got to create magic.
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Speaker 1: The break is necessary and even the magic the vibes
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Speaker 1: having in the studio. For sure, people don't understand, like
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Speaker 1: I really learned, family is not what you're born into,
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Speaker 1: no facts, It's what you bring around you, oh facts.
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Speaker 1: And it's like, I mean, we're not even a year
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Speaker 1: in next month, make a full year. We've been working
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Speaker 1: with the y'all. Yeah, let me say what is my
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Speaker 1: family all my dog? I appreciate that Christmas, New Year,
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Speaker 1: Thanksgiving and whatever we could pull up. Yeah, I appreciate
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Speaker 1: and I don't let people know. Why live it. That's
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Speaker 1: the crazy thing about it with my brother. But yeah,
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Speaker 1: be going up www dot FOBC, no dot com or
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Speaker 1: content up there shopifile be going crazy merch about to
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Speaker 1: be released. I'm just tweaking a little website before I
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Speaker 1: release it, and I'm gonna do something special. Every shirt
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Speaker 1: I said, I'm taking five dollars and I'm donating to
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Speaker 1: feeding the homeless. That's nice, So let's run these shirts up.
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Speaker 1: Matter of fact, better yet, I'm donating the fight out
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Speaker 1: that you spending. I'm gonna match my file. I'm gonna
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Speaker 1: match your five with my file. We're gonna feed the homeless.
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Speaker 1: I'm trying to do this once a month. I'm not
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Speaker 1: trying to wait to Thanksgiving. People are hungry every day,
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Speaker 1: not just on Thanksgiving. So we're gonna make magic happen.
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Speaker 1: Blind Poppy, I'm running for me. I'm the governor, I'm
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Speaker 1: the president. I'm taking over my city. You feel me,
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Speaker 1: give me the key to the city because I'm taking
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Speaker 1: it over. You feel me. It's time to do the
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Speaker 1: work because the people not doing it. And it's a
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Speaker 1: new year. So it's like, if I want to change,
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Speaker 1: if I want change, I got to be the change.
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Speaker 1: And I'm pushing for that. But let's get into this episode.
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Speaker 1: Wait before we even do that Happy Birthday till my
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Speaker 1: son's out. Man, man fourteen years old for sure. Oh
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Speaker 1: he killed my pockets, he killed his mother pockets and
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Speaker 1: he's still bagging. And it's like, oh my god, fourteen.
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Speaker 1: Thank god I'm here that I'm in head to see
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Speaker 1: him turn fourteen. Like I'm winness this. You know. I
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Speaker 1: have my days when I'm like, damn, I want to
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Speaker 1: see my boy. But I'm a head of witness my
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Speaker 1: boy walk out and it's like he walking out, He's like, yo, yo, father, Yeah, yeah,
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Speaker 1: I got that shit on. I'm looking at him like
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Speaker 1: wait what they hate to say, but here say shit.
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Speaker 1: You know he's I got that on. I'm like, oh,
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Speaker 1: I get it, but that mad Happy birthday. I love you. Man.
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Speaker 1: Another year, we're gonna run it out. We're gonna go crazy.
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Speaker 1: But let's get into this episode. Well, what's the word. Man,
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Speaker 1: I'm just happy to be here. Bro.
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Speaker 2: It's twenty twenty five. Man, it's a blessing. I'm honored
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Speaker 2: to be alive. Goals, aspirations, accomplishments.
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Speaker 1: So what it's about? Goals?
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Speaker 2: Twenty twenty five, it's all about goals. It's all about goals, man,
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Speaker 2: I got it. What are you trying to do out there?
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Speaker 2: If you're listening, what you're trying to do? Man, go
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Speaker 2: do that shit. Get you some paper, Write that shit down, man,
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Speaker 2: get it, get a step forward to it.
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Speaker 1: Every day, every day, write down your goals down. We
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Speaker 1: write it down every day. You start to believe like
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Speaker 1: you be going to accomplish this. Goals boundaries. You gotta
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Speaker 1: set boundaries. Sometimes you come out of your comfort zone
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Speaker 1: with a lot of things that we are doing. Even me,
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Speaker 1: every time you come in here. I was big on
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Speaker 1: Don Julio, Don Julio, Don Julio, Oh this, I could
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Speaker 1: have got a sponsor for Don Julio. Right, and my
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Speaker 1: body's starting to reject Don Julio. It's like, all right,
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Speaker 1: maybe my body is our temple. Let me do something
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Speaker 1: different with my temple. Now, let me eat healthy let
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Speaker 1: me work out, let me live life right for change.
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Speaker 1: You feel me like I have my fun when I
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Speaker 1: was a teenager up until now. Let me live life right.
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Speaker 1: And I'm going in that direction now. So even like
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Speaker 1: goals goal for this year live podcast show, we're doing that, daddy,
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Speaker 1: can you see me now? That book is coming out
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Speaker 1: this year, We're doing that me And we've been talking
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Speaker 1: about an audio series. Yeah, that shit gonna be.
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Speaker 2: Mean audio series for the lover Blonde pot for the
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Speaker 2: Lover of Blonde Poppy.
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Speaker 1: It's gonna be mean merch.
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Speaker 2: Merch like, come on, book coming out? So yo, what
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Speaker 2: the blama? I see the then line between fobc No
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Speaker 2: and Chris. Come on, people don't understand that.
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Speaker 1: I'll just be in the house, is working and just
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Speaker 1: putting to stuff together. New Year, I feel like we
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Speaker 1: all need to take an hour out of our day
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Speaker 1: and read something positive. Read a book that's going to
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Speaker 1: help us and motivate us to do better in life,
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Speaker 1: a business book, a self help book, something just an
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Speaker 1: hour of your day. We spent hours on TikTok, you
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Speaker 1: spend hours on Instagram being nosy. One hour out of
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Speaker 1: our day to put knowledge in us. It will not
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Speaker 1: hurt us. No, we need to do We need to
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Speaker 1: do more than that.
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Speaker 2: I mean, if you ain't growing, you slowing, you know
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Speaker 2: what I mean. If you're not if you're not doing
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Speaker 2: something anything, whether us listen to a podcast, whether it's
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Speaker 2: listening to like yeah, goddamn seminar, if you're not, if
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Speaker 2: you know, you know what I'm saying, you're not taking
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Speaker 2: courses like Bro, you gotta grow, gotta take get more, Bro.
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Speaker 1: Got to take in twenty twenty five, we taking chances.
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Speaker 1: Don't be scared to jump off that stoop for me
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Speaker 1: to be blind. I jumped off this stoop a lie
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Speaker 1: and it didn't I didn't fall yet, and I don't
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Speaker 1: plan onto sign up to things to see Like it's
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Speaker 1: like money comes in. You can't take this money with you, abe.
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Speaker 1: So sometimes when you see something online that you feel
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Speaker 1: canting benefit, you sometimes jump out the window to see
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Speaker 1: where it could go from. Like I'm part of this
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Speaker 1: community called the Master Connectus, and I got it from
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Speaker 1: you know. Angel listen to Angela Yee. I'm on TikTok
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Speaker 1: scroll and I'm listened to Angela Yee. I'm like, okay.
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Speaker 1: She worked with Shorty worked on Wall Street and she's like,
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Speaker 1: I mean, she just trying to build a community of
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Speaker 1: different people that can come together and use their resources.
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Speaker 1: I said, you know, ninety nine dollars a month. I said,
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Speaker 1: let me see what this is about. I signed up
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Speaker 1: just to see what it is about. The first day
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Speaker 1: we did a seminar like it was an introduction, So
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Speaker 1: we introducing ourselves and this, that and the third we're talking.
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Speaker 1: Let me tell you how powerful it is just off
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Speaker 1: the one day though, well because they we do it
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Speaker 1: once a month, but it's a group chat that we
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Speaker 1: people talk communicate. Boom, I'm talking telling them no, my story,
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Speaker 1: motivation on my podcast, stuff, this, that, and the third.
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Speaker 1: I took everybody's breath away. Then somebody hit me up.
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Speaker 1: Oh yo, tell them hit me up. I want to
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Speaker 1: work with them. I'm a booking agent from motivational to speakers,
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Speaker 1: I said, damn. Then a lady she got a podcast
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Speaker 1: studio in Georgia. She sent me a follow whenever you
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Speaker 1: in Georgia, you can always use my studio. Wow. I'm like,
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Speaker 1: look at these connections the community. Bro. She said, Yo,
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Speaker 1: what you what's your goals? I want? I'm trying to
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Speaker 1: get sponsors for the podcast. I wanted. I want sponsors,
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Speaker 1: I want like big guests. She said, You're in the
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Speaker 1: right place. She said, you want motivated, you want motivation
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Speaker 1: to speaker. She said, you know, I got Eric Thomas
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Speaker 1: coming down the here in March. That's your man's bro.
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Speaker 1: That's your man's bro. And I'm looking at it. And
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Speaker 1: then like other people were talking about events that they had,
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Speaker 1: they were like, Yandy invest into one of they products. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: she from Cali shed Yandy invested in her skincare product.
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Speaker 1: I'm like, all this came from the Master Connected. They're
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Speaker 1: like yeah, And I'm like, all right, cool, Like I
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Speaker 1: can I could get with it, cause it's like it
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Speaker 1: ain't one of those you just put your money into
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Speaker 1: it and they just like take it. I hit up.
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Speaker 1: She responded back. I'm like, yo, I'm having difficult with this. Yo.
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Speaker 1: She She'll do a video and send it to me.
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Speaker 1: He'll just walk through the steps if you've got if
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Speaker 1: you need help, I'll try to do it even basic
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Speaker 1: for you. Like they were all holding each other's hands
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Speaker 1: in his journey in his group.
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Speaker 2: Chat, and I like about it. Yeah, So I might
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Speaker 2: be going to Atlanta, hey man, go to Commune get
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Speaker 2: me go to community.
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Speaker 1: Might be going to Atlanta. Well Atlanta, bro Eric Thomas
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Speaker 1: out there and all that. It's like tickets is four
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Speaker 1: hundred dollars for VIP right, she said, if you really
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Speaker 1: want to do it, I'll give it to you for
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Speaker 1: fifty percent off. Wow, that's a love. She's saying, I
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Speaker 1: will take you to every time. It's myself, that's talk
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Speaker 1: time that this is the top motivational black speaking absolutely
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Speaker 1: what absolutely and is about being homeless. He a real deal.
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Speaker 1: I'm reading it. I'm even reading his book and it's like,
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Speaker 1: you didn't have to be homeless. You choose to be
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Speaker 1: homeless because you left your mother house when he could
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Speaker 1: have stayed. Yeah, it could have stayed. I got shot.
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Speaker 1: It was no changing that. Yeah. And you getting a
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Speaker 1: hundred K to talk? Oh? Absolutely, man, I need a
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Speaker 1: hundred in file. I need a hunding in file. Throw
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Speaker 1: a file at the top of it. And that's goals
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Speaker 1: right there. It's like, absolutely, I don't hate on the
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Speaker 1: next person. Like if I take what a person doing,
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Speaker 1: I see what I can improve and add my own
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Speaker 1: ways into it to become who I am.
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Speaker 2: Absolutely, And it's like your your story in your life
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Speaker 2: even beyond your story and what happened to you is
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Speaker 2: credible enough. Nobody's story is more credible than yours, you know.
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Speaker 2: So it's like if they can do it with the
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Speaker 2: hard work, the right discipline and the information, it's like,
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Speaker 2: you can absolutely do it too well if.
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Speaker 1: I feel like it's not in this where I can
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Speaker 1: do yeah, oh twenty twenty five. Yeah, going to see
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Speaker 1: blind pie people to stick not all the time, all
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Speaker 1: the time. It's a working private it's working and what
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Speaker 1: maybe do that is like I'm in Disney World and
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Speaker 1: thirteen years well, I never got on the roller coaster ship.
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Speaker 1: I lift it. I jumped on the roller coaster, he said.
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Speaker 1: I was screaming and all that. It's like and it's
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Speaker 1: different now. Before it was like I love roller coasters.
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Speaker 1: Being blind, Oh you get dizzy? Oh my. I was
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Speaker 1: gonna say, like, how does that feel?
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Speaker 2: Oh, it's not all the vibrations and does it feel
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Speaker 2: like chaos?
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Speaker 1: Like because you don't know expecting and my cousin shout out,
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Speaker 1: my favorite cousin, the whole wild worldly. Oh, Chris is
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Speaker 1: about to be about to drop about.
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Speaker 2: To drive because I was about to ask you can
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Speaker 2: you can you feel in your body, like when you
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Speaker 2: was getting ready to drop or your cousin was giving
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Speaker 2: it away.
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Speaker 1: Nah. Yo, she's like about to come, about to come.
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Speaker 1: But like as much as she said, I still couldn't
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Speaker 1: prepare myself for the drop.
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Speaker 2: Because so not seeing it a big part of it's
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Speaker 2: a big oh my god dropped though.
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Speaker 1: Yo. I can make a roller coaster and blindfold to everybody.
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Speaker 1: They would be different, Bro, it'd be different, would be different. Yo.
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Speaker 1: I want to be on it. And we took off
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Speaker 1: to the point I got so. I just laid on
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Speaker 1: the machine and just wanted to be over, I said, Yo.
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Speaker 1: The last ride, that ship shut up. She was looking
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Speaker 1: at everybody looking like I just laid down. I just
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Speaker 1: wanted to ride to be over. It was just two fast.
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Speaker 1: I'm getting dizzy. I'm like, nah, I got to lay
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Speaker 1: down on the It's like for me king yo, oh
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Speaker 1: my god. But I have fun. It's good. But walking
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Speaker 1: through the park, she said, Chris, look that said what happened?
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Speaker 1: She said, the little boy here with his stick with yours.
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Speaker 1: I said, damn, it's like it's a whole community out
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Speaker 1: there just looking for somebody to leave. Yeah, I'm bringing
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Speaker 1: a stick out yeah, I'm gonna leave this community. And
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Speaker 1: he the little boy, he just walking with his stick
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Speaker 1: and he's smiling, and it's like, I'm in here holding
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Speaker 1: on to y'all. Let me, let me get this stick on,
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Speaker 1: let me get this stick. Motion got the little stick,
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Speaker 1: and he just walking and no, hey, mickey, and this
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Speaker 1: that it's like, you can't you can't tell him that
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Speaker 1: he can see light through his eyes. That's why I
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Speaker 1: said this. I gotta change the narrative of what I said.
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Speaker 1: I know, I said, yo, with your stake. It don't
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Speaker 1: match my clothes or whatever. Maybe I just gotta get
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Speaker 1: some tape to tape around them bitches. I gotta be
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Speaker 1: the voice of what I'm speaking to the people. So
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Speaker 1: that's a goal for me to use my stick more,
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Speaker 1: gain my independent like be more independent, yeah, like educate
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Speaker 1: self help myself. Like I'm even considering going to therapy.
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Speaker 2: Oh really, yeah, I feel like because you have you
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Speaker 2: have you been back since the last time you walked out.
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Speaker 1: I've never been back. And the day I walked out
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Speaker 1: on therapy with the day I try to commit suicide.
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Speaker 1: So and really it's still a part of my life
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Speaker 1: that's still an adult that I never faced. Sometimes I
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Speaker 1: say it and say like I say, I'm here, but
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Speaker 1: and I'm really held and it's like I gotta do
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Speaker 1: the work and me go, let me put everything on
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Speaker 1: the table. Things that like every time you come into
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Speaker 1: this podcast studio, I speak something different that people never knew.
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Speaker 1: That last episode people called me like, I never knew, bro,
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Speaker 1: it was like that the suicide think it was like that. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: it was the hot line. Somebody told me like it
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Speaker 1: was so real. When I said, like the suicide hotl shit,
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Speaker 1: I was on the hole for five minutes, don't you know,
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Speaker 1: somebody hit me up and say it happened to them too. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: And I'm like, damn. They like, but you had a platform,
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Speaker 1: use it to bring more awareness. Yeah, I'm like, Yo.
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Speaker 2: This shit is different, and it means a lot for
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Speaker 2: you to say something like that because you know I
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Speaker 2: and I saw it in the I saw in the
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Speaker 2: comments that some people disagree with you. But the real
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Speaker 2: truth is like when you when you're making that call,
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Speaker 2: you really do need them to pick up.
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Speaker 1: Yeah.
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Speaker 2: So it's like, whatever y'all got going on in the budget,
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Speaker 2: because I know y'all got the bread, y'all need to
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Speaker 2: get more callers, more data service, whatever you gotta do,
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Speaker 2: you need to make it in a way where when
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Speaker 2: I call, somebody picking up might give it out the
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Speaker 2: help that I need.
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Speaker 1: So and it's like, you know, it's like having nine
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Speaker 1: one one and calling you to hold on this emergency. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: I can't do it. It's the same thing. Can't do that.
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Speaker 1: I might I might not even have. I might not have.
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Speaker 1: It might be life and death. Yeah, it's the same thing.
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Speaker 1: So I read in the comments people talking I said that,
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Speaker 1: I'm like, these are people talking from a place where
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Speaker 1: they never been where I was at. Yeah, there's people
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Speaker 1: talking from a place that they probably never had no
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Speaker 1: trauma in their life or felt like they was at
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Speaker 1: the age and was ready to give up. Those people,
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Speaker 1: it's like, those are the people that I really said
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Speaker 1: and say they they're not human. Yeah, they're not human.
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Speaker 1: Some people, I feel like you're hiring behind the phone
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Speaker 1: to put the comments knowing that you're going to do
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Speaker 1: the same ship. I'm just the one that's open to
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Speaker 1: talk about it. Yeah, that's that's how I feel about it.
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Speaker 1: So it's like everybody have their own opinions. You got
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Speaker 1: to feel how they feel, and you gotta have somebody
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Speaker 1: to talk about it, like you.
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Speaker 2: You know, obviously, the more you build your brand, the
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Speaker 2: more power for your voice is gonna become. And one
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Speaker 2: day when you when you say some shit like that,
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Speaker 2: it's gonna have the wrong people, nothing wrong with the
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Speaker 2: right people, they're gonna be like, oh, hold on, we
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Speaker 2: gotta we got we gotta get him on the phone.
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Speaker 2: We gotta fix something because now he gonna hear he
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Speaker 2: gonna fuck oup business because he shouldn't he bringing light
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Speaker 2: and awareness to something that's a problem in our in
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Speaker 2: our you know, our situation, no one.
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Speaker 1: And that's why I when I look at the comments
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Speaker 1: and people said that they went through that, it's like,
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Speaker 1: how we got a service if he's really not servicing? Yeah?
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Speaker 1: Like she, I feel like I could even pick up
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Speaker 1: the phone and talk to somebody off that age. Until
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Speaker 1: I told my mother I want to do that, She said,
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Speaker 1: you do shit? How you know what if somebody dying
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Speaker 1: on you, Yeah, you can't save them more. But if
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Speaker 1: I can save one, to talk him off the edge,
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Speaker 1: to really show them that their life is more precious
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Speaker 1: than what they really feel like it is, yeah, then
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Speaker 1: I did my job. Can't save everybody in this world.
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Speaker 1: I can't say everybody, And I had to learn that,
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Speaker 1: Like I can't say everybody can't go. Anybody can't go
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Speaker 1: in the journey. So on twenty twenty five, I'm not
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Speaker 1: making my twenty four hours everybody else twenty four hours. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: I clip that shit. I cut it off. It's like, oh,
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Speaker 1: se you no, can you help? I can't. I can't
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Speaker 1: help no more. I use my all year, all my
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Speaker 1: helps in twenty four In the past years, I'm making
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Speaker 1: everybody else happy. This year, I'm making myself happy. Yeah,
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Speaker 1: this is my stingy year. This is my year that
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Speaker 1: I'm gonna go up. This is my year I'm gonna
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Speaker 1: educate myself, like instead of educating others. Like sometimes you
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Speaker 1: got to do the work on yourself before you try to
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Speaker 1: go out there and help somebody else.
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Speaker 2: Oh, every time, if you're not right, hey, you're gonna
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Speaker 2: be right for somebody else.
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Speaker 1: And I didn't notice that.
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Speaker 2: Even if you want to help them, you might help them,
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Speaker 2: but it's not even gonna be the full help they
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Speaker 2: could have really got if you was right.
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Speaker 1: Just like when people called me and told me about
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Speaker 1: the problem all this that, but you make it look good.
16:51
Speaker 1: I'm like, yo, bro, you got the same twenty four
16:53
Speaker 1: hours I do. Me sleep, You sleep for hey, I
16:56
Speaker 1: don't sleep for hours. I literally slee for five or
16:59
Speaker 1: six hours. I'm up and I'm getting to it. I'm
17:02
Speaker 1: on audible, I'm on podcast. I listened to Social Proof
17:09
Speaker 1: podcasts meloing their money show halfway up Motivation. They speak
17:15
Speaker 1: shit like don't allowed with your voice is powerful because
17:18
Speaker 1: a lot of ship like I'll be scrolling on TikTok
17:20
Speaker 1: and your clip will pop up, but I'll be like, damn,
17:23
Speaker 1: I got I gotta exercise this hit. I'm saying myself,
17:28
Speaker 1: I gotta exercise this ship. You know what I mean?
17:32
Speaker 1: You're should you say sometimes you like, all right, that
17:35
Speaker 1: ship motivated. Let me get the fuck off this COUCHI
17:38
Speaker 1: let me get off this couch and let me really
17:39
Speaker 1: get the work done, because it's like some days I
17:42
Speaker 1: lose track. Of course, I'll just be sitting laying on
17:44
Speaker 1: the couch and it's like, of course, a lot of
17:46
Speaker 1: time ago about I'm missing so much right now by
17:49
Speaker 1: just laying here out doing nothing, I'm staying stuck. Now,
17:52
Speaker 1: let me get the fuck up. Let me take the
17:55
Speaker 1: strength and put it in like my hands and my
17:58
Speaker 1: feet that really get the what I gotta do now. Yeah, man,
18:02
Speaker 1: twenty gonna be a different year for us, with us
18:05
Speaker 1: not only for just the blind, but I set just
18:07
Speaker 1: for the and a halfway up. It's gonna be a difference. Yeah,
18:10
Speaker 1: And people that talk about it, I'm like, yeah, I'll
18:12
Speaker 1: say yo, but yo, check out halfway up to man.
18:15
Speaker 1: Even when people like yo, we've had this person on it, this,
18:18
Speaker 1: we've had that person, I'm like, shit, I ain't even
18:20
Speaker 1: checked that episode out yet, but for y'all to see it, like,
18:24
Speaker 1: I'm glad I could bring away in. It's just like
18:25
Speaker 1: you bringing awayness, like you helping me out, were helping
18:28
Speaker 1: each other, Like it's some real teamwork shit. And we're
18:31
Speaker 1: gonna have big guests twenty twenty five. Absolutely, I'm working
18:35
Speaker 1: on some ship right now. I'm working on the podcast,
18:37
Speaker 1: like this episode right here, just to thro the happy
18:40
Speaker 1: New Year's see you. No, man, I'm happy. I'm May
18:44
Speaker 1: another year. Yeah, just make thirteen years. I've been blind
18:48
Speaker 1: thirteen thirteen years. It's be going crazy with yeah, my thirteen.
18:55
Speaker 1: I don't know I'm putting it. I might even put
18:56
Speaker 1: it together a festival when I got bouncy houses and
19:00
Speaker 1: free food and face painting and for the community just
19:02
Speaker 1: to show like, man, let's put the guns down. Be
19:05
Speaker 1: bigger than the guns. Oh yeah, for sure, Like yeah,
19:09
Speaker 1: a lot a lot of people is dying for nothing
19:12
Speaker 1: more and more. In my in my community, candles young
19:17
Speaker 1: and they getting younger by the day. Man, you gotta stop,
19:20
Speaker 1: you gotta stop. So what goes for twenty twenty five.
19:26
Speaker 2: Before before I even get into that out because you
19:28
Speaker 2: just brought up the candles. You know, when I first
19:29
Speaker 2: got to New York City, I didn't know what the
19:32
Speaker 2: candles were. Bro I didn't know what they were. So
19:35
Speaker 2: I would see the candles like just in random parts
19:39
Speaker 2: of you know, the neighborhoods and shit like that, and
19:41
Speaker 2: I would just see them all lit and they would
19:43
Speaker 2: be burning all night, you know what I mean. They'd
19:44
Speaker 2: be liquor out there and it be. I just didn't
19:47
Speaker 2: know what it was. And then nobody ever told me.
19:49
Speaker 2: But I kind of just put two and two together eventually,
19:52
Speaker 2: you know. I think one time I seen it was
19:54
Speaker 2: like a picture of like an old lady or something
19:57
Speaker 2: like that, you know what I mean.
19:58
Speaker 1: And then and then I was like, oh, this is.
20:00
Speaker 2: Like almost like almost like a like a like a
20:02
Speaker 2: like a neighborhood funeral.
20:04
Speaker 1: Almost Yeah, candle lightning, candle lightning. God, there you share
20:08
Speaker 1: your memories and all that.
20:10
Speaker 2: When I lived in the Bronx, I would see him
20:11
Speaker 2: all the time, bro, And it made me think to
20:13
Speaker 2: myself like, damn, like this is like the third one
20:16
Speaker 2: out oft seen and then it made me it made
20:18
Speaker 2: me like reassessed because you know, I'm not from here.
20:20
Speaker 2: So it's like that made me think like it's the
20:23
Speaker 2: neighborhood I live in dangerous, bro, Like I don't know.
20:25
Speaker 2: It's like I don't seen three of them.
20:27
Speaker 1: Shit like the normal to me now, I let so
20:29
Speaker 1: many candles and even funny damn. And it's like I
20:34
Speaker 1: looked back. I'm thirty four years old. I got it.
20:39
Speaker 1: Only that never is seen twenty that's that say I'm
20:43
Speaker 1: the lucky one. Yeah, I gotta keep moving, I gotta
20:45
Speaker 1: keep pushing. It's like, yeah, absolutely, sometimes you it ain't
20:49
Speaker 1: about what you've been through in your past is what
20:51
Speaker 1: you're gonna make your future. Absolutely, and my future is
20:54
Speaker 1: brave as hell. Absolutely. I look at stuff, I'm like,
20:57
Speaker 1: I gotta change the world, Like you got CEOs just
21:00
Speaker 1: killing inmates and it just hat out here, and it's like,
21:05
Speaker 1: I gotta I gotta make my path, my way good
21:08
Speaker 1: for my child. Absolutely, like that's what I'm doing the
21:10
Speaker 1: work for. Absolutely make it better. But absolutely be gold
21:15
Speaker 1: up for twenty twenty phone.
21:16
Speaker 2: Oh absolutely, bro, twenty twenty five is the year for everybody. Man,
21:22
Speaker 2: if you gotta go, if you got some shit that
21:24
Speaker 2: you're trying to get done, I'm telling you five is
21:26
Speaker 2: a special number.
21:27
Speaker 1: Don't wait for it, jump out there and go get it. Man. Listen.
21:30
Speaker 2: Every single day, this is my advice to the people.
21:33
Speaker 2: Every single day, before you go to sleep, write in
21:36
Speaker 2: a piece of paper or writing the notes on your
21:39
Speaker 2: phone what you're gonna do the next day. Every night,
21:42
Speaker 2: so it's Tuesday, I'm getting ready to go to sleep.
21:44
Speaker 2: Boomo boom. What do I want to get done before
21:46
Speaker 2: Tuesday is over? I want to do this. I want
21:49
Speaker 2: to send a message to that person. I want to
21:51
Speaker 2: send an email to that person. I want to YouTube
21:53
Speaker 2: this one thing. I need to go pay for that,
21:56
Speaker 2: just three four things. Put that in your notes. Next day,
21:59
Speaker 2: you are already know what you need to do. Check
22:01
Speaker 2: them holes off, check everybody, checked everyone off. And then
22:04
Speaker 2: and then that night do it again. And then you
22:06
Speaker 2: don't got to have like this crazy overwhelming list of
22:08
Speaker 2: ten things. Get some ship that you know you can
22:10
Speaker 2: get done. And I promise you, when you get that
22:12
Speaker 2: ship done, you're gonna feel different. You're gonna feel way better.
22:15
Speaker 2: It's not gonna stop.
22:16
Speaker 1: Like me, I said that said, I gotta start back
22:20
Speaker 1: my motivational videos. People been looking for that, like, Yo,
22:23
Speaker 1: you ain't doing video on so long? Bro, yo no longer?
22:27
Speaker 1: With what makes me keep going? Because sometimes I go lie,
22:31
Speaker 1: I sit and say, damn this this ship I'm doing
22:34
Speaker 1: in the studio, is it really worth it? Of course? Man,
22:36
Speaker 1: everybody sit there and every I'm like, is this shit
22:38
Speaker 1: really worth it? This? That? And the third like all right, cool,
22:40
Speaker 1: I see the likes, I see the comments I see.
22:42
Speaker 1: I'm like, all this shit really worth it? What makes
22:45
Speaker 1: me feel like it's worth it? When I go outside,
22:47
Speaker 1: somebody say, yo, yo, you real motivational. Yeah, I'm like, yo,
22:52
Speaker 1: good looking, give them a pound and all that. But
22:54
Speaker 1: when I'm walking away, I'm like, yo, who is that? Yeah?
22:57
Speaker 1: I don't know. Yeah, I'm like damn. So it's like
22:59
Speaker 1: people really in this uh huh. Me and my son
23:02
Speaker 1: walk and I seen them on TikTok. My sense she
23:05
Speaker 1: talking about you, and I'm just like, Damn, that's hard, bro.
23:08
Speaker 1: I'm the neighborhood hero, the neighborhood celebrity. Is like, now
23:12
Speaker 1: I'm creaking the ads up even more. You wanna see
23:14
Speaker 1: more and more of me?
23:16
Speaker 2: Oh for sure, more and more of me. And I
23:17
Speaker 2: ain't gonna start like you said, bigger guess. Yeah, it's
23:21
Speaker 2: gonna be bigger guests. We're gonna get these topics. The
23:23
Speaker 2: topics is gonna be on point. We're gonna motivate people.
23:25
Speaker 2: We're gonna show people I was done and just beyond
23:28
Speaker 2: the inspiration, like twenty twenty five, were really gonna dominate
23:31
Speaker 2: from a content perspective, like We're really gonna the brand
23:34
Speaker 2: is gonna like elevate and upgrade completely, like the complete
23:37
Speaker 2: the photos, the logos, everything, the thing, everything, the type
23:41
Speaker 2: of conversations you know what I mean.
23:42
Speaker 1: We're gonna resonate with the people.
23:44
Speaker 2: You know, it's like too many people out here back
23:45
Speaker 2: in content that don't mean nothing, but we see nothing.
23:48
Speaker 1: Yeah, we on it. And that's when I gotta I
23:50
Speaker 1: gotta thank you, because like when I first started out,
23:53
Speaker 1: this podcast, it was strictly like trauma. Yeah, I went
23:57
Speaker 1: through the trauma stage telling my life, if my story,
24:00
Speaker 1: that was well needed. But then I'm looking for guests
24:02
Speaker 1: that been through trauma. Oh like he's sexual assault, this,
24:07
Speaker 1: that and the third. I'm like, wait, hold up, I
24:10
Speaker 1: don't want a sad podcast. Yeah. Cool, it's a journey podcast.
24:16
Speaker 1: But then when I think about blambing s blamb Sea,
24:18
Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, blab I see. I was looking at
24:21
Speaker 1: it from a disabled point of view, where I'm looking
24:23
Speaker 1: for at a trauma point of view. When I sat
24:26
Speaker 1: there to say, let me change it, because blamb See
24:32
Speaker 1: is really people's stories that was in adult that's in
24:36
Speaker 1: the light. Now that's moving and grooving Like I mean, Billy,
24:41
Speaker 1: I mean how he felt with his father, felt how
24:45
Speaker 1: he felt when he I fact that he was gay
24:47
Speaker 1: and everything. But look what he's doing now, he's moving,
24:49
Speaker 1: he's positive, he's standing on that ship. You know drill
24:52
Speaker 1: Faery from when she came and look how she is now,
24:55
Speaker 1: like even smart to a certain you feel me like
25:00
Speaker 1: all showed me lave. Yeah, And I said this depending
25:03
Speaker 1: on what type of smart you get, man, because it
25:06
Speaker 1: show up in different work forms yeah, different phones and
25:09
Speaker 1: all that, but just off that episode alone not knowing
25:12
Speaker 1: me and how just like yo, you powerful, you this,
25:15
Speaker 1: you that, you this, you this, and I'm just sitting
25:17
Speaker 1: there like yeah, like damn you feel me. So people
25:20
Speaker 1: are like yo, I'll be looking at the comments on
25:22
Speaker 1: people oh this man crazy this then and the third.
25:24
Speaker 1: But it's like I guess what type of mood and
25:27
Speaker 1: vibes he in and all that because they told me
25:30
Speaker 1: I was I was one of the lucky ones. I
25:32
Speaker 1: got a good episode of him.
25:33
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean I listen, everyone ain't the same. I'll
25:37
Speaker 2: tell you that.
25:38
Speaker 1: So I look at it. Man, more guests, podcast live shows,
25:42
Speaker 1: be touching the community more. I'm my activist. I want
25:46
Speaker 1: to be an activist. I want to just do there's
25:49
Speaker 1: more different things like people see blind Poppy and all
25:53
Speaker 1: different shapes of form. Yeah, like that's what I want.
25:55
Speaker 1: Like you see me in the streets doing community work,
25:57
Speaker 1: I'm the blind stuffer. Yeah, absolutely, see me with the
26:00
Speaker 1: ladies on. Absolutely, It's like it's different shapes forms and
26:06
Speaker 1: that's I feel like that's the best thing that you
26:09
Speaker 1: brought it out of me, that my podcast can be fun. Yeah. Absolutely, man,
26:13
Speaker 1: I mean at the end of the day.
26:14
Speaker 2: Like, you know, you definitely want to inspire people and
26:19
Speaker 2: you want to motivate people because that's what that's where,
26:21
Speaker 2: that's where your heart really lies. But at the same time, bro,
26:25
Speaker 2: this is your brand about your life, and you know
26:28
Speaker 2: when you're not out here trying to motivate people because
26:30
Speaker 2: you know what it's like to be lost and without
26:32
Speaker 2: a direction. You also having fun too, you know, you
26:35
Speaker 2: also like music too, Like you also have a perspective
26:39
Speaker 2: on women, you know what I mean. You also you
26:41
Speaker 2: know it's like you you got to you got a
26:43
Speaker 2: whole fucking life.
26:44
Speaker 1: Bro. That's like saying people want to see all of me.
26:47
Speaker 1: They just don't want to see the sad side. They
26:48
Speaker 1: want to see the happy side, see it all we
26:51
Speaker 1: can get. Like I in hell. Music different than others. Yeah,
26:57
Speaker 1: like I listen to to be, listen to the pain
26:59
Speaker 1: and of I listen to certain things like my my
27:02
Speaker 1: way of listening to music might be different from yours. Absolutely,
27:06
Speaker 1: people want to hear that my way of dating might
27:08
Speaker 1: be different from yours. People want to hear that my
27:11
Speaker 1: love language might be different from yours. People want to
27:13
Speaker 1: hear that, so I understudy it, like from a point,
27:16
Speaker 1: like some of the topics you said, I'm like, damn,
27:20
Speaker 1: But then I really I'm like, it's ship that people
27:23
Speaker 1: want to know because it's like some people see a
27:27
Speaker 1: blond person they don't want to ask them. But here
27:29
Speaker 1: it is, I'm this blind person that's on this couch
27:31
Speaker 1: and I'm talking about it openly. It gives people a
27:34
Speaker 1: different insight on it to a point. Okay, cool, let
27:37
Speaker 1: me tune in. I can learn a lot from him
27:39
Speaker 1: of certain questions that I did want to ask him.
27:42
Speaker 1: And we go and we're gonna go from there. So
27:45
Speaker 1: I love all my blind stuffers out there. You know,
27:48
Speaker 1: Nikki got the balls, Beyonce got to be House, I
27:54
Speaker 1: got the blond stupper. We say I got the whole Yeah,
27:58
Speaker 1: the blond stuff. But you feel come on, man, you
28:01
Speaker 1: know the blind stuff is that ain't a lot of
28:03
Speaker 1: block stuff. Y'all being really supportive, y'all really been holding
28:07
Speaker 1: me down. Ship well. Shirts didn't drop yea, and I
28:11
Speaker 1: got sixteen, no eighteen shirts to ship out. Crazy, they't
28:15
Speaker 1: even drop your website not even up yet. Crazy people
28:18
Speaker 1: ordering shirts for their kids. Crazy.
28:21
Speaker 2: I said, Damn, it's a great shirt, man, yo, just
28:24
Speaker 2: a great shirt. For real and then crazy thing about it.
28:28
Speaker 2: Somebody like you know, y'all, I like this shirt. I
28:31
Speaker 2: need this shirt, but I need that the voice disableds
28:33
Speaker 2: have a Rais shirt.
28:34
Speaker 1: The kid has autism, okay, and they want they used
28:39
Speaker 1: to Ki shirt because that one, that one is like
28:42
Speaker 1: for the whole community. I set there, I set back.
28:44
Speaker 1: I'm about to do content with this. Disablers have a voice. Shit, yeah,
28:50
Speaker 1: because it's like Sarah palsy, it's down.
28:54
Speaker 2: It's a whole spectrum. Bro, It's a whole spectrum. It
28:57
Speaker 2: goes so deep.
28:58
Speaker 1: Come on, and now what if I over that? Yeah,
29:01
Speaker 1: it could be the voice of that. Yeah you will,
29:03
Speaker 1: because like, man, I'm thinking on the different scale this year.
29:09
Speaker 1: I'm not drinking. I'm not smoke. I don't smoke none
29:12
Speaker 1: of that. My mind is cleared, it ain't cloudy. I
29:15
Speaker 1: think better. Every day I come up with a different
29:17
Speaker 1: idea and I text wealf yo, I want to do this.
29:21
Speaker 1: I don't want to do that blindning, but now I
29:22
Speaker 1: see experience when people is blonde and that this this
29:28
Speaker 1: is the kitchen. Let me see how you're gonna cook
29:29
Speaker 1: being blind you blindfolded. Let's see if you can make
29:32
Speaker 1: it through all stations before you feel like you got
29:35
Speaker 1: to take this ship off. I really thought about that ship. Yeah. Absolutely,
29:40
Speaker 1: bring them to this area. This is a shower. Now
29:42
Speaker 1: you got the sound effects of the shower. There's your rag.
29:45
Speaker 1: How would you wash yourself in the dark? Absolutely, and
29:48
Speaker 1: people will be looking like then you come over it.
29:50
Speaker 1: This is the kitchen, the sound effects of grease popping
29:53
Speaker 1: and water bowling. How would you handle the stove? How
29:57
Speaker 1: would you handle the dishes? Pus some dove knives in
30:01
Speaker 1: the saint like washing for real? Let me see you
30:03
Speaker 1: wash the How you're going to wash it? The cautious
30:06
Speaker 1: because the littlest thing you could cut yourself. I really
30:08
Speaker 1: want to set some shit up like that. I'm like, yo,
30:12
Speaker 1: I think I'm big. I'm bigger than myself right now.
30:15
Speaker 1: I'm really living the test of time. I'm really living
30:18
Speaker 1: God's truth. I'm really speaking God's words. I feel like
30:22
Speaker 1: I'm really doing God's work, like something like I'm talking
30:26
Speaker 1: to somebody and they set this up. I believe you're
30:28
Speaker 1: gonna see it again. And I sat there and said
30:31
Speaker 1: I don't think so, and they're like, wow, I said,
30:34
Speaker 1: it's been thirteen years. I don't think I'm gonna see
30:35
Speaker 1: it again. They said, but don't you You shouldn't think like that.
30:38
Speaker 1: I think so, I said, I don't think I want
30:41
Speaker 1: to see though, really I don't. I don't. Don't get
30:47
Speaker 1: me wrong. Give me twenty four hours. I want to
30:49
Speaker 1: see my child. I want to see my son face again.
30:52
Speaker 1: It's me and my nieces and my nephews I haven't
30:54
Speaker 1: seen I want to see. Just just go through my
30:57
Speaker 1: episodes of really seeing my work. I really don't. Yeah,
31:01
Speaker 1: and then take the take the vision back again. Yeah,
31:05
Speaker 1: I feel like me with vision, I'm not blind popping
31:09
Speaker 1: no more. Yeah, So, which means I'm taking away from
31:12
Speaker 1: the community that really needs me. Yeah, I get what
31:14
Speaker 1: you're saying. You feel me.
31:15
Speaker 2: It's like, do you feel like do you feel like
31:18
Speaker 2: you wouldn't be eligible to speak to the disabled community
31:20
Speaker 2: anymore if you got your vision back.
31:24
Speaker 1: I can speak to them because for this, I feel
31:26
Speaker 1: like I still can speak to them because I've been there.
31:27
Speaker 1: I've been in that dog for thirteen years. Yeah, but
31:30
Speaker 1: when I speak to them, I want to feel what
31:32
Speaker 1: they feel. I might feel like me seeing I might
31:35
Speaker 1: lose sight of that, and I feel like me singing,
31:39
Speaker 1: I might lose my vision because I got my sight. Yeah,
31:42
Speaker 1: when I'm in a dark, no sight, my vision is,
31:45
Speaker 1: my vision is clear, my vision go long. Like it's
31:50
Speaker 1: funny because and she asks like, why do I not
31:52
Speaker 1: want to see? I feel like and I told her,
31:54
Speaker 1: I feel like God took my vision to do God's work.
31:58
Speaker 1: And it's like, if I never got shot, I would
32:01
Speaker 1: have never been in no podcast studio. Yeah, I never
32:04
Speaker 1: got shot. I've never been a party promoter. If I
32:06
Speaker 1: never got shot, I've never been speaking positivity to the people.
32:10
Speaker 1: Like when the New Year came in, I said that said,
32:13
Speaker 1: I don't want to be remember as a gang person
32:18
Speaker 1: a game member. Ship is in my past, and when
32:20
Speaker 1: you come to me, don't come to me with that ship. Yeah,
32:23
Speaker 1: I'm I'm a regular Sicilian civilian civilian, I mean Italian
32:30
Speaker 1: real quick. Yeah, yokay. I was just talking about that
32:34
Speaker 1: the piece of shot, That's what it was. But it's
32:36
Speaker 1: like I want to be different to a point. I
32:39
Speaker 1: got into a little altercation with somebody I worked with,
32:42
Speaker 1: and for a moment I felt myself slipping back to
32:45
Speaker 1: the old Cino. Mm hmm, what you mean, like he
32:50
Speaker 1: did bad? I dressed him on it. And his responses.
32:55
Speaker 1: I wasn't feeling this ship, so I felt the rage came.
33:00
Speaker 1: I'm getting loud to a point I'm like I was
33:04
Speaker 1: slapped this shit out of you, bro, like it got
33:07
Speaker 1: got it got me out of mold for a moment,
33:09
Speaker 1: and I'm like, there you talking. I'm like, your brother,
33:12
Speaker 1: will come outside, let me show you how I really
33:14
Speaker 1: do nigga walk. But as I'm walking outside, I'm like,
33:20
Speaker 1: this ain't me no more. I said, I can't say
33:24
Speaker 1: the only thing that came in my head is you
33:26
Speaker 1: had a clip that said it don't make you pussy
33:28
Speaker 1: if you walk away. I said, you got a clip
33:33
Speaker 1: that say that. I said, let me calm down. Yeah.
33:36
Speaker 1: He came outside. I said, no, bro, it ain't worth it.
33:40
Speaker 1: He said, nah, Bro, I get what you're saying. You right,
33:43
Speaker 1: I did, But it's like, for a moment, you almost
33:46
Speaker 1: took me there to a point I said big way
33:49
Speaker 1: like yo, see you know, and I grabbed that and
33:51
Speaker 1: I moved. He like, yo, you a strong nigga bro fact.
33:55
Speaker 1: I said, Bro, I just hate the fact when somebody
33:58
Speaker 1: trying to play me. Bro. Yeah, they always go back
34:01
Speaker 1: to if I could see what you're doing. No, So
34:05
Speaker 1: don't try to do it now, bro, So they came outside,
34:08
Speaker 1: we talked about it, game a pound and all that,
34:10
Speaker 1: and when our ways and all like hit me up
34:13
Speaker 1: the next day, you'll apologize again, brom not it's cool, Bro.
34:16
Speaker 1: It's just I stand on loyalty, I stand on love,
34:18
Speaker 1: I stand on respect. Bro. I never I never asked
34:23
Speaker 1: out any of them when I deal with you, So
34:26
Speaker 1: don't do it to me, bro, Yeah, absolutely yeah. If
34:28
Speaker 1: I got you in my circle getting money, bro cherchish
34:31
Speaker 1: that because everybody can't do that. You're like, no, I
34:34
Speaker 1: understand that. Oh yeah, we moved on. You never got
34:37
Speaker 1: to worry about me crushing crossing nobody that I consider
34:41
Speaker 1: my brother, my man, is my nigga? Like, I don't
34:44
Speaker 1: got to cross you for what? What? What purpose? I
34:46
Speaker 1: got loving loyalty? Tatted on me. This is for life.
34:49
Speaker 1: I said, I felt like you you wasn't loyal to me,
34:51
Speaker 1: BRO when you did what you did. You had no
34:53
Speaker 1: respect for me. When you did what you did, Bro,
34:55
Speaker 1: you're not honor You didn't honor me. Bro. When you're like, no,
34:58
Speaker 1: I understand what you're saying. Bro. That and it's not
35:01
Speaker 1: even about being like looking like looking down on nobody.
35:06
Speaker 1: It's about it, bro, doing the right thing. Bro, that's all. Yeah,
35:09
Speaker 1: Like I'm a man of my word, just staying on yours.
35:11
Speaker 1: I can't take my butt off and beat you. I'm
35:13
Speaker 1: not your kid. Yeah, just give me some respect. I
35:16
Speaker 1: give you, bro, And we're gonna go far with this ship.
35:19
Speaker 1: And were moving and regrouping and be back in motion,
35:22
Speaker 1: everything back together and all that. But for that moment,
35:25
Speaker 1: I sat there and saying, God really doing the work
35:27
Speaker 1: on me, because see me in a couple of years ago,
35:30
Speaker 1: a couple of years ago, Yah, I would try to
35:35
Speaker 1: bash his head into the fucking wall and all that. Yeah,
35:37
Speaker 1: it's not me no more. Now I try to talk
35:39
Speaker 1: it all like that rage. I could control it when
35:43
Speaker 1: I couldn't control it before. So sitting on this couch
35:47
Speaker 1: is therapy. I'm practicing what I preach.
35:49
Speaker 2: Yeah, broth something about like sometimes just saying things one time,
35:55
Speaker 2: once you put it out there, it's like you said,
35:58
Speaker 2: the blueprint in your mind and it shows up when
36:01
Speaker 2: the time is appropriate. Like you said, you get into
36:03
Speaker 2: the situation with this dude, and then you just remember,
36:06
Speaker 2: like you know what I remember I was sharing with
36:08
Speaker 2: people that it's okay to turn around, because sometimes if
36:11
Speaker 2: you keep walking like you don't got the option to
36:13
Speaker 2: turn around, you might end up in a situation where
36:15
Speaker 2: you can't you can lose it all, you know what
36:17
Speaker 2: I mean. And so it's like the fact that you
36:18
Speaker 2: had just finished saying that and sharing that with your community,
36:21
Speaker 2: it was on top of mind, it was in your
36:23
Speaker 2: orbit still because now.
36:24
Speaker 1: I could I could have deal what I did. Somebody
36:26
Speaker 1: could have recorded me and tagged me and like this
36:28
Speaker 1: is the same person that said this, right, Yeah, And
36:31
Speaker 1: it's like my brand is not incredible, My brand is
36:34
Speaker 1: weak because I'm talking it on the podcast. But I'm
36:37
Speaker 1: in the streets really living different. Yeah, really living different.
36:40
Speaker 1: And it's not easy, man, because we're still human too. Yeah,
36:44
Speaker 1: it's not easy.
36:45
Speaker 2: It's not you know, you're still coming through you still
36:48
Speaker 2: coming through some old ways. You know, you're still unlearning
36:51
Speaker 2: old things that don't serve you no more.
36:53
Speaker 1: Yeah. But you know, for a moment, I thought I
36:54
Speaker 1: had to take the dustof knock the dust off. Yeah,
36:57
Speaker 1: and then shout out to like you feel me, my
37:00
Speaker 1: guys that was around me, that didn't let me crash out,
37:04
Speaker 1: see yo, bro chill yo over here grabbing me yo, bro,
37:09
Speaker 1: I'm like, I respect it because they could have set
37:13
Speaker 1: there and let me crash out. Yeah for sure. So
37:15
Speaker 1: for the simple fact that it's not worth it.
37:17
Speaker 2: Because a lot of niggas love a good crash out.
37:20
Speaker 2: Niggas love a crash They talk about it the next Yeah,
37:23
Speaker 2: they love to see somebody fight. They love to see that,
37:25
Speaker 2: just that they get excitement from it.
37:27
Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, another thing that we got to take into consideration.
37:33
Speaker 1: You got to separate ourselves from these broke people. Like
37:37
Speaker 1: it's one thing a person broke and trying to get it,
37:40
Speaker 1: but it's another thing of a person broke and trying
37:43
Speaker 1: to leech. Oh for sure, remove these leeches out of
37:46
Speaker 1: our lives. DJ Chris, you know what I'm talking about
37:50
Speaker 1: because you're my brother. But I tell them, I'm like, yo, bro,
37:54
Speaker 1: gotta move different, bro, because if you keep carrying on
37:58
Speaker 1: carrying the people that you have on you, you're gonna
38:01
Speaker 1: end up fucked up too, because you're trying to help
38:03
Speaker 1: everybody else. And I see that. It's like I stood
38:07
Speaker 1: on my feet for two hours in our DJ for
38:09
Speaker 1: this money. Why do I gotta break this ship down
38:12
Speaker 1: with you? And people don't understand that. Then when you
38:15
Speaker 1: say no, they got attitudes. Yeah, Yo, that's the I
38:20
Speaker 1: hate that ship. Yeah we all yo, we all hear
38:23
Speaker 1: grinding and this thing. And it's like, nigga, what are
38:26
Speaker 1: you doing if you see everybody? I ain't seen all
38:30
Speaker 1: the promoter Old Christ the DJ yo, Yo, bro, can
38:33
Speaker 1: I take some tables out? Yo? Bro? What you need
38:36
Speaker 1: me to do? You need me to pick up these
38:37
Speaker 1: bottles and clean up the area for a couple of dollars.
38:40
Speaker 1: I respect that the stead of you just sitting there. Yeah,
38:42
Speaker 1: and you just feel like I'm entitled to give you
38:44
Speaker 1: because you're earning your keep. At that point, you're giving value,
38:47
Speaker 1: Like what can I do to help to get make
38:49
Speaker 1: the push the mission forward?
38:51
Speaker 2: People don't think like that nowadays. They wanted to be
38:53
Speaker 2: handed to you got to bro, don't nothing. It's like,
38:56
Speaker 2: you know what's so interesting? Like we always looking at
38:58
Speaker 2: people to have success and then you know they're somewhere
39:02
Speaker 2: that we would like to be. But then it's like, bro,
39:04
Speaker 2: do you not understand that to get to that place
39:06
Speaker 2: it takes that an insurmountable amount of assistance, you know
39:12
Speaker 2: what I mean? Assistance, money, sacrifice, investments. People don't understand that.
39:18
Speaker 1: Like you think you're just gonna get it.
39:19
Speaker 2: You think you're gonna just put you in your family,
39:21
Speaker 2: in that nice house, in that safe neighborhood.
39:23
Speaker 1: You got to do the work. You gotta do the work, bro,
39:25
Speaker 1: Ain't no other way. Got to do the work and
39:27
Speaker 1: this and trust me, it ain't easy. It ain't easy.
39:31
Speaker 1: It's time using this studio and it takes me hard
39:36
Speaker 1: ship to get through an episode. Yeah, be like that, bro,
39:39
Speaker 1: And you could tell those the episode that you see
39:41
Speaker 1: twelve minutes.
39:43
Speaker 2: Twelve minutes is crazy. Twelve minutes for a whole album,
39:48
Speaker 2: got twelve minutes minutes a product. Oh my god, that's
39:51
Speaker 2: what y'all got. Shit, And guess what, y'all eating it up.
39:55
Speaker 2: Y'all love it.
39:56
Speaker 1: But you know how hard it was to get through
39:58
Speaker 1: a lot of episodes, how hard it was just to
40:01
Speaker 1: get off the couch to come to the studio. And
40:03
Speaker 1: we did episodes that hit sick because we didn't want
40:06
Speaker 1: to miss a week. We here having a coughing contest
40:10
Speaker 1: here and all that fact, episodes where the microphones weren't
40:14
Speaker 1: plug dun I was just about to say that, and
40:15
Speaker 1: we came back and we ran that bitch back. Still coughing,
40:18
Speaker 1: like still coughing with it. Yeah, still call this is
40:22
Speaker 1: the work that we put in This the work that
40:24
Speaker 1: we put into it.
40:24
Speaker 2: And that episode was fired. Bro, I'll sleep on that one, yo,
40:28
Speaker 2: did they? Yeah, y'all was sleep on that one that
40:29
Speaker 2: that shit was.
40:30
Speaker 1: I look the episode we talked about that they slept
40:33
Speaker 1: on a couple of weeks ago. Somebody died and in
40:36
Speaker 1: the hands of correction officers and it was it was
40:41
Speaker 1: video fourteen CEOs beat the hell out of the man
40:45
Speaker 1: until he died. Wow, And we just had this whole conversation. Wow.
40:51
Speaker 1: But these are the episodes that y'all sleep on. Yeah.
40:54
Speaker 1: I feel like people was numb to it to this
40:57
Speaker 1: is another black nigga that died. Move on, you're gonna
41:00
Speaker 1: see it next night when it shouldn't be like that.
41:02
Speaker 2: No, listen, it's gonna it's gonna. It's gonna hit when
41:04
Speaker 2: it's when it when it relates. Yeah, definitely, when it
41:07
Speaker 2: related is gonna hit.
41:08
Speaker 1: Definitely. Definitely. Twenty twenty five is definitely my year. It's
41:13
Speaker 1: wolf year. If you're on the other side of that
41:16
Speaker 1: TV and you feel like it's your year, claim it,
41:20
Speaker 1: say it, write it down, put the work in blood, sweating, tears,
41:26
Speaker 1: the energy, the money, don't like the sacrifice. Don't sell
41:30
Speaker 1: yourself short. Just believe in yourself. Like, don't say and
41:35
Speaker 1: say nah one day I'm a door. Not just jump
41:37
Speaker 1: up and fucking do it.
41:38
Speaker 2: Just do it, bro, execution, Just do it, execution, bro
41:41
Speaker 2: speed you know what I mean.
41:43
Speaker 1: And and people don't understand that. So I jumped off
41:47
Speaker 1: the porch and look where were at today? Yeah, Wolf
41:50
Speaker 1: took a risk with me, and look what we at today? Bro.
41:53
Speaker 2: And one year, Bro, I'm proud of us man. And
41:55
Speaker 2: one year yeah, come, it was a good year, bro,
41:57
Speaker 2: a great year.
41:59
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. We laughed in the studio.
42:02
Speaker 1: We had fun in the studio, but we got the
42:04
Speaker 1: work done. And this work got done, Yo, we got done.
42:08
Speaker 2: Good guest, good time, very good topics, you know what
42:12
Speaker 2: I mean, the guys, good topic.
42:14
Speaker 1: Not only that, we built a great friendship even being
42:19
Speaker 1: out of this studio. Absolutely, Oh, we could talk. What
42:23
Speaker 1: is like? Straight love is for real? It's like now
42:28
Speaker 1: we're not watching face, We're not watching nothing like what
42:31
Speaker 1: is bond? For real? That's real. Choose good people around you,
42:34
Speaker 1: Choose good energy around you. Choose people that want more
42:38
Speaker 1: for theirself around you, because now I could be that
42:42
Speaker 1: friendly competition. Yeah. I went to the live shot. I said, oh,
42:46
Speaker 1: ship walked on stage. They going crazy. I'm like that
42:50
Speaker 1: was going crazy? I said, they going crazy on going
42:54
Speaker 1: fuck that. I gotta do a live show. We're not
42:56
Speaker 1: walking on stay going crazy? See Billy come out? Want
43:00
Speaker 1: to Beyonce? Shit right for sure? Fuck that. I gotta
43:03
Speaker 1: come on stay do my meek mail ship like your
43:07
Speaker 1: dreams of nightmare? Man? What you know? And it's so real?
43:10
Speaker 1: Like that's like my signature song. Cause that shit come on.
43:13
Speaker 1: You know where you at. I'm like, damn off for
43:16
Speaker 1: one podcast, Like people associate this song with me, Like, yo, man,
43:22
Speaker 1: I'm living my best year. I'm living my best years
43:26
Speaker 1: at thirty four. That's beautiful, bro Yo, I feel good.
43:31
Speaker 2: That's beautiful. What would you say? What do you know it?
43:36
Speaker 2: Why is your best years at thirty four?
43:39
Speaker 1: Because I said, this is my best year at thirty four.
43:41
Speaker 1: I'm not worrying about the person that's next to me,
43:44
Speaker 1: what they're going through, because before I felt like I
43:47
Speaker 1: stopped a lot of my life worrying about trying to
43:51
Speaker 1: make another person happy. I'm not doing that shit no more.
43:55
Speaker 1: This is my selfish ever, I'm just living life more.
44:00
Speaker 1: I appreciate what I have. I cried about a lot
44:04
Speaker 1: that I didn't have. Now I appreciate what I do
44:06
Speaker 1: have Before, like I mentioned on numerous episodes, when I
44:11
Speaker 1: wake up, I'm like, damn, back in the dark and
44:15
Speaker 1: just start my day. Now I wake up, I said,
44:17
Speaker 1: another life, I'm breathing air and life into my body.
44:22
Speaker 1: Let's get it going. Like it's people thirty four that's
44:26
Speaker 1: having strokes, that's having heart attacks, that's going through a lot,
44:32
Speaker 1: and I'm fully my health is good. I got the
44:37
Speaker 1: strength to get up every day to wake my child up.
44:40
Speaker 1: It's people that don't see their kids. People that So
44:43
Speaker 1: it's like what I'm really complaining about, Na, let me
44:47
Speaker 1: live my life. Because I'm not living my life. It's
44:50
Speaker 1: setting me back ten more years. Yeah, No, let me
44:54
Speaker 1: get up, let me do what I gotta do. It's
44:56
Speaker 1: to the point where people who don't do shit for me.
44:58
Speaker 1: No more. I don't get mad, no more. Bro, I
45:01
Speaker 1: don't before I be pissed off. Yo, I don't get
45:05
Speaker 1: mad no more. I say it, and I just like
45:08
Speaker 1: life just take its toll, take itself. I feel like, God,
45:11
Speaker 1: you ain't bring me this far to let me fall
45:15
Speaker 1: to not getting that the help I need. Yea, God,
45:19
Speaker 1: I signed that contract when I was on the floor.
45:21
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be your voice. I'm gonna be your hands,
45:24
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be your feet, I'm gonna be I'm gonna
45:26
Speaker 1: get the message out that you want me to get out.
45:29
Speaker 1: So I know you ain't gonna let me stop and
45:30
Speaker 1: for a victim to a person out that want to
45:33
Speaker 1: do this or take me all right, cool, alright, God,
45:36
Speaker 1: let me up it up, Let me let me take
45:38
Speaker 1: my stick out, let me let me use the stick well,
45:41
Speaker 1: let me be the voice like and when you see,
45:43
Speaker 1: you gonna see the brand like, I'm not just doing
45:46
Speaker 1: this just for me. I'm doing it for I'm living
45:49
Speaker 1: for the visually a pair of person. I'm living for
45:52
Speaker 1: that person in the wheelchair. I'm living for that person
45:56
Speaker 1: I need that guy that special needs of training, like,
46:00
Speaker 1: I'm living for them. I'm living for the disabled. So
46:03
Speaker 1: it's like what I'm complaining for. I'm in my own lane.
46:06
Speaker 1: I'm not rubbing shoulders with nobody, absolutely, and I'm bumping
46:10
Speaker 1: elbows with nobody, not.
46:11
Speaker 2: Literally nobody, And bro I just think like you being
46:14
Speaker 2: a black man, you being disabled, you having the work
46:17
Speaker 2: ethic that you got, you know, it's I think you
46:20
Speaker 2: would be very hard pressed to find anybody out here that's,
46:26
Speaker 2: you know, that's that's doing what you're doing, that's in
46:28
Speaker 2: the lane that you're in. Just from a marketing perspective,
46:31
Speaker 2: it's like, this is.
46:31
Speaker 1: This is all you, bro. Just just walking the streets
46:36
Speaker 1: and people know who I am and I don't know
46:38
Speaker 1: makes me feel I'm like, damn, I'm really doing the work.
46:42
Speaker 1: I'm like, you understanding. It's like what makes me appreciate
46:47
Speaker 1: it all? When I when I when I talk to
46:49
Speaker 1: my niggas in jail, and they like, bro, I'm proud
46:52
Speaker 1: of you. And I'm like, when you talk to them,
46:56
Speaker 1: they always in good spirits, And I'm like, damn, how
46:58
Speaker 1: you are you in good spirits? You got ten more
47:00
Speaker 1: years on your sentence. You're in there, six got ten
47:03
Speaker 1: more years, he said, Bro, if you you treat your
47:06
Speaker 1: mom like it's in jail, you in jail, he said.
47:09
Speaker 1: But to me, I feel like I'm back on the
47:11
Speaker 1: block on the corner with yall niggas. That helps my
47:14
Speaker 1: time go by. And I looked at it like and
47:17
Speaker 1: I'm still crying about being blind. Yeah, nah, let me
47:20
Speaker 1: let me live life. Talk to know what I mean.
47:25
Speaker 1: Another little homie, like just like my little brother, like
47:27
Speaker 1: his grandmother, you know, shout out to him as ded
47:29
Speaker 1: to God and to learn, and she gave me my
47:30
Speaker 1: first job in a daycare. Yeah. And I'm on the
47:33
Speaker 1: phone talking to him today and it's just like he's
47:36
Speaker 1: in good spirrist and he laughing and he's joking and
47:39
Speaker 1: it's like his spirits is high. And then he's like, yo,
47:43
Speaker 1: I'm gonna put this a peal, like in three or four
47:45
Speaker 1: years ill be home. But just the highest confidence level
47:49
Speaker 1: was high. It's like, damn, maybe I need to lock
47:53
Speaker 1: myself in a room and like I'm in jail for
47:57
Speaker 1: me to boost my confidence level. Like the way they is,
48:01
Speaker 1: you can't tell him they're not in jail. It's like
48:05
Speaker 1: he be talking. I'll be saying the way he talking,
48:08
Speaker 1: he got so much energy. I just want to say, damn, bro,
48:10
Speaker 1: you know you got ten more years. That's not that's
48:14
Speaker 1: not ten days, that's not ten months and ten years.
48:17
Speaker 1: But he's full of joy, full of happy. And then
48:22
Speaker 1: when you're talking to a jail nigga and you see
48:24
Speaker 1: they working. They they're using what they got to work.
48:28
Speaker 1: He like, I'm about to fry some chicken. What yo,
48:33
Speaker 1: I'm about to go get attacked too, what yo, nah
48:36
Speaker 1: sony Yo? This this Mexican nigga is waky with that ship. Bro.
48:41
Speaker 1: I want to send you a picture, yeah, Yo, send
48:46
Speaker 1: me a video this that, and you be like, Yo,
48:48
Speaker 1: They in jail they making getting They taking the resource
48:52
Speaker 1: that they got and they're making the best out of it.
48:54
Speaker 1: So why am I not doing the same thing? Bro?
48:57
Speaker 2: That's such a crazy analogy, first of all, but like that,
49:00
Speaker 2: but it's true as ship though.
49:02
Speaker 1: It's really true. They they're making wine. Bro, Yo getting yo.
49:06
Speaker 1: He like, yo, Yo, you send me I'm trying to
49:09
Speaker 1: get drunk for my birthday. Yeah, I'm like you trying
49:13
Speaker 1: to get drunk. Nigga in jail, you're trying to get yo. Bro.
49:17
Speaker 1: That shit be hitting, bro boy, I was smack laying
49:20
Speaker 1: in the cell. I'm like, nigga, what like when you
49:24
Speaker 1: really think about it, it's like the niggas in jail,
49:29
Speaker 1: it's so talented it's not even funny. Yeah, of course
49:33
Speaker 1: some of the best talent in the world. Bro. It's
49:34
Speaker 1: in jail. So it's like, gotta live your best years.
49:40
Speaker 1: Why you can't because you can wake you could not
49:43
Speaker 1: wake up tomorrow. You can do make the wrong move,
49:46
Speaker 1: end up in jail. You can you can catch your
49:49
Speaker 1: stroke off of bed, a heart attack, anything. So it's
49:51
Speaker 1: like while you living, gotta live. While you living, you
49:55
Speaker 1: can't complain over time is now that you can't change
50:00
Speaker 1: whatever you did in twenty twenty four, even twenty twenty four,
50:03
Speaker 1: twenty twenty five is now. Let's put the work in.
50:07
Speaker 1: No more excuses. Excuses is our biggest downfall. Two, No
50:12
Speaker 1: more excuses, be putting the metal to the pedal and
50:15
Speaker 1: be gonna be great. And when you accomplish them goals,
50:19
Speaker 1: look at yourself in the mirrorand and say you're a
50:21
Speaker 1: motherfucking blond stupper. Like you don't got to be blind
50:24
Speaker 1: to be a blonde stuff either. And if you just
50:26
Speaker 1: believe in, we'll be pushing. If you pushing what it is,
50:32
Speaker 1: the cause, the words, the the accomplishments. You're a blond stuffer. Yeah,
50:41
Speaker 1: Like you know you got you gotta come up with
50:43
Speaker 1: a community too.
50:44
Speaker 2: Well, man, y'all gotta come up with a little community,
50:47
Speaker 2: man for real, this, this, this podcast, and shit is hard. Bro,
50:50
Speaker 2: It's hard, And that's that's why I respect you so much,
50:54
Speaker 2: because you know, it's difficult for people that got their vision,
50:57
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. It's like niggas can see
50:59
Speaker 2: everything and then yet it's hard for them to find
51:01
Speaker 2: the motivation and the inspiration to keep it going. And
51:05
Speaker 2: you know, that's that's the only reason why I decided
51:07
Speaker 2: to collaborate with you, bro, because I just saw that
51:11
Speaker 2: you were serious about it. And it's a bunch of
51:13
Speaker 2: motherfuckers that can see that think they serious, but they
51:16
Speaker 2: not really serious.
51:17
Speaker 1: Bro. Mean you know, and it's hard, bro.
51:19
Speaker 2: Like literally, like the last couple of weeks, I've been
51:23
Speaker 2: trying to think about this topic, this topic that like
51:27
Speaker 2: would be great for us to talk about it will
51:29
Speaker 2: be like fun, exciting, while with the raw rod shit,
51:32
Speaker 2: it's like I know where I want to take it,
51:33
Speaker 2: but it just ain't it ain't like it ain't just materialized,
51:37
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. And it's so frustrating. But
51:40
Speaker 2: I say that to say, like people don't understand how
51:42
Speaker 2: hard this is, bro, you know what I mean, Like
51:44
Speaker 2: I understand for my for my podcast, Bro, I waited
51:46
Speaker 2: a whole month for something.
51:47
Speaker 1: To hit me. Bro. People don't understand.
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Speaker 2: I waited a whole month because I was just like
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Speaker 2: I could just go in there. I could, but especially
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Speaker 2: because it's just me, I was like, damn, but I
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Speaker 2: just I don't know, bro, like I got to talk
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Speaker 2: about and then it hit me. I think the last
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Speaker 2: episode I did was why am I unhappy even though
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Speaker 2: nothing is actually wrong? And it I've seen that, Yeah,
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Speaker 2: And it wasn't necessarily a hundred percent for me because
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Speaker 2: I wouldn't say I'm unhappy, but like I could relate
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Speaker 2: to the feeling of like, damn, ain't nothing really wrong,
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Speaker 2: like Nigga's hot water in this bitch, I can wash
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Speaker 2: my ass, So.
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Speaker 1: We gotta we gotta appreciate it. You gotta appreciate it.
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Speaker 1: But then when you walk you see somebody laying on
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Speaker 1: the floor like dag, yeah, it's cold is hell outside
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Speaker 1: and he holding onto their life. Yeah, for sure. You
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Speaker 1: walk in and you just see somebody looking through golf
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Speaker 1: with the funds on the eve, You're like, damn, yeah,
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Speaker 1: I'm complaining about my life. You walk in there and
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Speaker 1: they got they on beadfoot feet swollen, and it's like,
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Speaker 1: how can I complain about my life. Yeah, I'm living good,
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Speaker 1: even though I feel like I'm not where I need
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Speaker 1: to be at in life. I'm living good though, So
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Speaker 1: we gotta take that in. We gotta be appreciative another
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Speaker 1: thing in twenty twenty five. We gotta start doing. We
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Speaker 1: gotta start picking up the phone and colding each other.
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Speaker 2: Your head absolutely big on that one, bro, Like, we
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Speaker 2: got to start picking up the phones and calling each other.
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Speaker 2: It's like, I feel like we losing we losing each
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Speaker 2: other by not checking up on each other.
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Speaker 1: It's just a simple high Hey, how you doing? You
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Speaker 1: never know me calling you? You never know. You might
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Speaker 1: throw me a topic that I could come and talk about.
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Speaker 1: Let's use each other. I'll be can't like somebody like yo,
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Speaker 1: if you can't use a person, you shouldn't be next
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Speaker 1: to that person. And I look like I'm not laying
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Speaker 1: no nigga use me, bro? What's he said? No? Bro?
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Speaker 1: You you put us. You put yourself in a room
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Speaker 1: with people that you can use and they could use
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Speaker 1: you too. That's how the great, the best, great connections
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Speaker 1: come across. Yeah, And I said there, I said, damn,
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Speaker 1: that's what it's like me And what's doing right now.
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Speaker 1: He brought Billy into my word. He bought drill Fery,
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Speaker 1: smart miss Small, misters mall. I'm like, damn. So it's
53:58
Speaker 1: like I'm using his connections with using each other. So
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Speaker 1: it's like I like it. I see what you say.
54:04
Speaker 1: I see what you're saying. Now maybe gonna go forward.
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Speaker 1: So yeah, definitely twenty twenty four. Pick up the phone,
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Speaker 1: let's talk to let's communicate, Like when it wasn't no
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Speaker 1: Instagram to see how a person feeling. Like, that's what
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Speaker 1: it is. People look on Instagram like, oh they they
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Speaker 1: out they I guess they got nah, pick up the
54:23
Speaker 1: phone they called, like what something? Man? I know, you know,
54:27
Speaker 1: being talking a minute, this, that and the third, but
54:29
Speaker 1: just checking to see how you're doing, bro, Just sue
54:31
Speaker 1: simple hows pick up the phone, jumping out the window,
54:37
Speaker 1: just trying something like see if it's stick, Like noodles
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Speaker 1: on the wall. You know you cook noodles. You want
54:43
Speaker 1: to see if it's cooked. You throw it against the
54:45
Speaker 1: wall to see if it's stick. Absolutely, try it, see
54:48
Speaker 1: if it's stick. You never know you might be passing
54:51
Speaker 1: up on something that can really take you to a
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Speaker 1: whole other level in life. Oh what else, and just
54:59
Speaker 1: work on yourself. Self help motivation is you'll definitely work
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Speaker 1: on yourself. And you know it's crazy because now I'm
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Speaker 1: sitting here really thinking about this shit though with next
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Speaker 1: month makes I've been coming to the studio since twenty
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Speaker 1: and twenty one. That's crazy. I did my first episod
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Speaker 1: Ain't no way, bro next month. Yeah, ain't no way.
55:23
Speaker 1: And it's the longest I've been consistent, dude. It's twenty
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Speaker 1: twenty five, and it's the longest I've been consistent. I
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Speaker 1: can honestly say, honestly long as I've been consistent, and
55:35
Speaker 1: and I know I want to think Wheezy Alex for
55:38
Speaker 1: giving this platform for us to come in and put
55:41
Speaker 1: positivity magic into this world. I want to think Wolf,
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Speaker 1: the longest producer, engineer that had a nigga rocking to
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Speaker 1: get this far, Jordan. I want to think Alex. I
55:58
Speaker 1: want I said Alex already Dave. Dave was my producer,
56:02
Speaker 1: adding like the whole staff up here, I just want
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Speaker 1: to thank y'all. Want to thank the blond stuff is
56:07
Speaker 1: out there forgive me the voice, you know a lot.
56:10
Speaker 1: And I want to thank me myself just being consistent
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Speaker 1: and being dedicated to come in here every week and
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Speaker 1: making magic, and twenty twenty five is out. Yeah, claim it.
56:22
Speaker 1: Keep saying that until you feel but who said this?
56:28
Speaker 1: It's gonna come to who said it? But I said,
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Speaker 1: sometimes you keep saying shit till you feel delusion though,
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Speaker 1: oh for sure. And I said there said they like
56:37
Speaker 1: you got to say say I am a millionaire, I
56:39
Speaker 1: am a millionaire to you going around to a nigga,
56:42
Speaker 1: I'm a millionaire. Niggas looking like nigga, you broke, but
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Speaker 1: and you saying so much that you believe it. It's
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Speaker 1: gonna come one day. And that's that's why I am
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Speaker 1: right now. I'm in that and I'm in that state
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Speaker 1: of stage in my life. I said that sat Damn
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Speaker 1: I killed that Loud show. I fucked that Loud show.
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Speaker 1: Now is manifesting, Yo, I see it. I say, yo,
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Speaker 1: I go to sleep and I dream this ship wolf.
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Speaker 1: I said, oh, it's gonna happen. But everything is just
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Speaker 1: time patience, because my day gonna come. Absolutely. So if
57:15
Speaker 1: you ain't learned nearing from this episode, then I don't know.
57:19
Speaker 1: I mean, you ten years behind you, you stuck, you lost.
57:24
Speaker 1: You need to read more books listen to more podcasts.
57:28
Speaker 1: Ship turn on the half way your podcast. You get
57:32
Speaker 1: on the motivation right there. You feel me? Man, I hope.
57:35
Speaker 2: So sometimes I be thinking, Man, it's just not boring,
57:38
Speaker 2: not yo. Bro ilet's see a podcast and I get motivated.
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Speaker 1: I see it. Sometimes I see a podcast like shit,
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Speaker 1: I wish I could just jump in the motherfucking podcasts
57:46
Speaker 1: and start talking my ship with it like that ship
57:49
Speaker 1: that should be it. It's like the topics, the conversation
57:54
Speaker 1: be well engaging. It's like, now you're doing your thing, bro,
57:58
Speaker 1: thank you doing your thing. Doctor. I ain't got sh
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Speaker 1: on you know they I know we said you the doctor.
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Speaker 1: My motherfucker w t Yeah doctor, got ship on you,
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Speaker 1: bro Man shout out to doctor doctor. He definitely the
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Speaker 1: goat man. No, he definitely is man. Shout out to
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Speaker 1: all him. And another episode of Blinding Podcasts for the
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Speaker 1: me all that we were dropping this. Yeah, twenty five,
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Speaker 1: you're gonna touch our first million if I promise you
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