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- ToShae Germaine: Be back in a second. hopefully the mic is better on that side of the street channel. I don't know if it's not just y'all gonna have to figure some out. Welcome to the message, y'all. The change that's what we're talking about, baby. The change is real, so I don't know if that's what it is. And I don't have a clue. Okay, I don't know, but I thank God that he woke me up this morning because baby, I was finna get all the sleep that he was finna give. I was finna get I was finna get all of it. I was and I was ready. Anyway, we in numbers eleven on today, y'all. drop I just let me see. Let me see if I can get some people over here on this side of the street, child. I don't even know if they over there. Hopefully it show up okay. Let me just tell y'all, if you on the YouTube or the Facebook side of the street, then y'all just make sure y'all come over here to TikTok because baby, I'm not, I'm not finna that's I saw the energy I got to give it on today. Okay. Hopefully, Amanda, let me know. Give me a mic check on the YouTube side of the street. Let me know if you can hear me over there and how the how the sound sounds. it was acting like my mic was hot this morning, but my mic is hot. My mic is hot anyway. I'm back. okay, I'm back. So look, we're in numbers 11 on this morning. man, y'all, I really feel discombobulated because I really have not worked on a Tuesday in forever. Okay, but Here we go. Drop this in the chat. I won't complain. Okay. I won't complain. Numbers 11, of course, starts off, and the people that the child just started moving. I'm talking about just started moving. Okay. They just started moving towards the promised man. Promised land. Okay. Thank you, baby. they done just started moving towards the promised land, and baby, they are already complaining. That be just like a saying it. Soon as the Lord give us something, then we be complaining. Be mindful of your grumbling. Okay. Be mindful of your grumbling. Be mindful of your grumbling. Remember that remember this. And this is something that I try to maintain to make me remember and have gratitude for what the Lord has done, right? Because remember that what you have right now is what you prayed for. where your art where you are and even and it's not and first thing is somebody be like, I'm going through such and such and such. I didn't pray for this. I saw something on hold on y'all. Let me fix hold on. I gotta get some Child, look. When I tell y'all, I was like, let me just go ahead and get everything, get it, get in alignment. I saw something on yesterday. shout out Emmanuel Hudson. I'm not terribly familiar with him, but I saw something on yesterday where he was talking about when he got serious about his walk with the Lord, that the Lord started clipping things out of his life. And sometimes that's what it looks like. But we think that. That it's like, how could that be the prayer? But sometimes the Lord will remove stuff out of your life to give you what what it is that you're actually you actually want, but it doesn't often look the way you expect it to look. So then it looks like, well, wait a minute, Lord, that ain't what I asked for. I didn't ask for you to cut this, that, and the third out of my life, but that is actually a process to get you where where you're praying to go. And so a lot of times. We we when I say you're walking out of prayer, maybe you're on the way, maybe you haven't received it yet, maybe you're in the process of obtaining it, or the Lord is in the process of giving it to you. So it doesn't look the way you want it to look, but that doesn't mean that God is not going to do it. And oftentimes, most of the time, the way God does it is not the way that you would do it. And so there's some disagreement, there's some mumbling, there's complaining. because sometimes The prayer looks like pressure. You ask the Lord to give you increase. So what he what does he do? He prepares you. We talked about that yesterday. He prepares you for increase. He gives you capacity. He increases your capacity. He tests your integrity, your morals. he does he makes you get your finances together. So just because you prayed for something and it doesn't look the way that you want it to look or you thought it would look, that doesn't mean that God is not doing what God said he's going to do. It just oftentimes doesn't look that way. So you may it is so much better on the on the other, so much better over on the on YouTube. It usually is better on YouTube because I'm on my mic. So thank you for checking. so much better on this side. I don't know what's going on with it today, y'all. I don't know what's going on with my microphone today. I'm I don't know. I have no clue. but it is what it is. I'm gonna keep, I don't know, child. I don't know. I don't know what's going on on that side of the street. But anyway, the other part of that is be mindful of, like I said, complaining, right? be mindful of complaining with what it is that you have now because that may be what you were praying for. And you're just, you've just, you're still in the and look, I got distracted. You're still in route to getting where you're trying to go. Okay. It probably is. It's probably you too, but I'm I'm gonna leave it alone and then just keep going. so here we go, y'all. So they had just started moving, they started complaining. the theme for numbers 11 is like from moving under guy's direction to almost immediately seeing what happens when complaining, craving, lead, craving leadership pressure, and misplaced desire enter the camp. when what God gives you stops feeling like enough, and that's something else we have to be mindful of, y'all. Sometimes the Lord will give us something we're talking, and this is speaking to the manna, because the people are complaining because remember, they have been sustained by manna, which is supernatural provision, right? And so they've been suspended sustained by manna, but now the manna ain't what they want. Now what the the the supernatural gift that they've been that they've been living on mind you it don't taste bad remember the way they described it back in exodus it it tastes like honey and wafers and it's magically delicious okay but now that ain't that ain't enough so be mindful of your grumbling because remember that this was once one of the things that you were begging God Lord would you please give me this Lord please do it you know what I'm saying But then you get it, and then now all of a sudden it's just like, well, that ain't good enough for me. Be mindful, right? Of complaining because you prayed for that manna, the Lord gave it and it sustained you. But then all of a sudden, we can start feeling like, no, this ain't enough. Okay. Israel finally left Mount Sinai, organized and instructed. and the Lord was leading them. Then the people complained about their hardships in the hearing of the Lord. So God be listening to us, okay. When we be complaining, he heard you, he heard you grumbling, he heard you having an attitude. I'd be having to ask the Lord to forgive me. Cause remember, again, imagine you get a job and you was you, Lord, please give me this job. I I need some income. And then all of a sudden you're complaining about the job that the Lord blessed you with. So it helps you to change your perspective and start looking at things a different way. Because remember, a lot of stuff that we have right now. Maybe not everything because like we just talked about, it didn't show up in the way you expected it to. But some of the things you have right now, you prayed for that. But then now you now you feel like you want more. So now that's a complaint, right? they had just started moving, and almost immediately the movement produced discomfort. That's kingdom movement. That's kingdom, right? Because movement with God does not mean movement without difficulty. Let me tell somebody. Honey one knee. The Lord never said that when you start moving and stink things start going, that it was just gonna be smooth sailing. What? He never said that. He ain't never said that it was gonna always be easy. Baby, listen at me. It's you know, oftentimes it's like as soon as you start moving down the path, like here comes something. Something is gonna happen. There's something, and you'd be like, man, I I just got started, and then here's an obstacle, here's a difficulty. here's something that you're encountering. good morning, Sandy. Good morning. Here's something that you're encountering that is just like, man, you know, I didn't, I thought it was good. No, ain't no, ain't nobody never said that it was always gonna be easy. Okay. Sometimes we interpret difficulty as evidence that we miss God. But we have it. Drop this in the chat. I didn't miss. Okay. I didn't miss. God's presence doesn't always eliminate eliminate the difficulty of transition. And for many of us, we are in a point of transition in a multitude of ways. It's not just one. Some of us have multiple things that you're doing, and multiple things that you're transitioning in. The people complain. God Sandy, let me say this. Sandy, if I they said the volume is messed up over on YouTube. I'm not finna keep going back and forth with it. So you can go on the TikTok side of the street. They said it sounds better over there. the people complain. so then God's anger is aroused and fire burns the outside of the camp. They but then they go cry to Moses, Moses prays, and then the fire stops. Okay. and there's a pattern developing. There's a problem, there's complaining, there's consequence, and then Moses intercedes and then God responds. So sometimes he be listening, right? Sometimes when or all the time he be listening, and sometimes he's gonna do something about your complaining. And again, it may not come in the way that you expect it to. You may be like it's like I Lord, I want such and such and such, and he'd be like, that's I to I that's what you want. okay. And then he give it to you, right? Moses is functioning as an intercessory leader, but something bigger is coming as well. They begin craving other food. They were slaves in Egypt and the fish, the fish they ate wasn't free. Bondage can look better in hindsight when the wilderness becomes uncomfortable. Cause baby, let me tell you what. The wilderness be uncomfortable. And I don't know why people think that, I don't know what that is, y'all. I don't know what's going on with it. And I definitely ain't gonna be able to, Hold on a go. I don't know. Let me see. I don't know. Anyway, I'm moving forward. Okay. So where did I stop? Where'd I stop? Sometimes looking back, you'll think that things were better in hindsight, and it's really not, y'all. man, there have been so many times when I have when I have said, not so much now, but in the past when it's just like, man, it sure would have been nice, or if I could only go back. You ever heard somebody say like the good old days, baby. I'm I done with the looking back on life now, and I'm like, uh-uh, please don't take me back, Lord. I don't want to go back. But sometimes you have we have to be mindful because looking back on things, it's almost like romanticizing something, right? that's the word, thank y'all. That's romanticizing something, baby. It ain't nothing in my past that I want. What? It ain't nothing in my past that I want to go back to, especially. Let me let me clarify it. especially if it was detrimental to me, if it was if it had me oppressed in some way. I don't I ain't going back. Drop that in the chat. I ain't going back. Okay. they remembered the fish, cucumbers, melons. They remember the foods that they had in Egypt, but somehow they forgot that it was they were under forced labor, they were being oppressed, they were being beat. Pharaoh was Pharaoh had murdered the little children. Okay, they were in slavery. So what how on earth is that better than where the you where them freedom? Just make it make sense. Their memory had become selective, and we have to be mindful of that because it's dangerous. Sometimes when the new season is difficult, the old season starts looking better than it actually was. Why? Because most of us are navigating territory and things that we've never encountered before. You doing something brand new. See, I am doing a new thing. And so you don't have any idea how it's gonna work out. So you wanna, that's where we have to be. Careful about always wanting what's familiar because familiar can keep you stuck sometimes, y'all. Familiar can keep you in a place. Familiar could keep you seated in a place where the Lord bend and told you to get up and go sit at another table. You this it's like it's why you start the Lord will start to make you feel uncomfortable, right? He'll start to make you feel uncomfortable and is and it's a comfort zone. Familiar is a comfort zone because you already know what it is. You know what's up. It's like being in a job for 50-11 years. You know the job, you know what it takes, you know what to do. You're not, you're not necessarily, and it's not that maybe you are learning, but you're not so focused in on trying to because you know what it is. You know just what you're required to do. Maybe you know just enough to get by. you're not maybe you're not trying to grow, advance, excel in any way because you're comfortable, right? So we have to be mindful of that of settling in familiarity. Don't let the discomfort of transition rewrite the history of what God delivers you from. and then me, I stopped in the middle. Hey, y'all. I stopped in the middle of this and said, Lord, please don't stop my manna. Huh, Lord. Don't please don't stop my manna. Drop that in the chat. Why? Because you realize when the manna stop, you got to get to work, right? It's coming. Don't worry. We we finna get to it. We got a few chapters to go. You realize that when the manna stop, that means that's where you start, right? You realize when you stop res when you stop. Getting that supernatural provision and let me just peep keep it a buck with somebody, baby. It's gonna stop. You the Lord is yes, the Lord provides, but there are seasons when you barely have to do anything. And this is a true story.com. You barely have to do anything, and the Lord do everything, manna. And then the Lord will send you out, and you have to work the land. You have to, he's gonna put you your your hands got to get to work. There are seasons where you truly receive, and y'all know this when I was in the car for them two and a half years, supernatural provision. Now, mind you, I was still trying to find things to do. There was a few days I was doing Uber Eats or I door dashed a couple days. Then, of course, that's where I gave the that we gave bath birth to Touche Cosmetics and the message decks, all of the things. There were things that I did while I was in the in homelessness, right? That allowed me to create income. But it wasn't manual physical labor. It wasn't really work in the land. It wasn't none of that. There was a lot of supernatural provision. But that don't the Lord gonna stop that. Because once the Lord gives you revelation and he shows you the path that he wants you to walk, then you're gonna have to get to work. Okay. You got to do the work. But me, when you start when you know the Lord finna put you to work, you be like, Lord, you I missed the manna. I ain't lied. Because you got to do a little bit more than you was doing before. A lot more. Okay. they complained about only seeing manna, this supernatural bread God sends from heaven every morning. Yesterday it was provisioned. Today is boring. Yesterday it was thank God for this manna, and today it's just like mm-mm. I want something else. Nuh-uh, this ain't boring, man. Look, that's the danger of becoming familiar with God's provision. They weren't starving, they weren't, they were dissatisfied, and the problem was God wasn't providing what they wanted, and that be the problem, y'all. It's not that God ain't providing, it's that He's not giving you what you want. Okay. there's a difference between provision and preference. sometimes God has supplied what we need while we're frustrated because he hasn't supplied what we prefer. So the Lord will, it's like a testing of patience because sometimes the Lord hasn't given you just what you want yet. Doesn't mean that it's not coming. It simply means maybe you have to wait on it a little longer because if you want what you prefer. And it's not that you can't have that because the Lord will bless you with that as well. But it's just like, don't forget when you was praying, like Lord just helped. I can't so now then the then the chapter shifts, of course, and now we're talking about Moses. Cause remember the people are complaining to Moses because Moses is the go-between. Now Moses reaches his limit, right? and he speaks his truth. I cannot carry all these people by myself. The burden is too heavy for me. This is leadership. And I have heard this, this, I've heard people talk about this particular passage in different ways. And some people tend to highlight the fact that Moses is complaining about what he's having to do. And it's almost like they highlight, I've heard different people highlight the fact that Moses was complaining. But if you but the way in the Lord and I discussed this, if you think about it, y'all, Moses, that was actually Moses saying, you realize we do realize that Moses was responsible for over two million people. By himself. Moses had up until this point had not said anything to the Lord. He just tried to carry the weight on his shoulders. You ever did that? You ever just you know that you need help, but you want to be super but superman or superwoman and show people your back strong. So you just carrying everything and you but but then you but on the inside you dying because you're just like, man, this is so heavy, this is too much. I need some help, I need some assistance. Man, Moses has been stewarding, carrying this. He's been doing all the things he can do up until this point. And he's responsible for over two million people. So this is actually a positive leadership trait that Moses displayed. He was just like, this doesn't make him weak, right? his assignment had become so large that he needed the help. So for many of you, that's why the Lord will start sending in people that can help you. maybe support you in some way. If there were to remember when they were they had the fight and Joshua and the other can't think of the other person's name, they had to hold his arms up. Like sometimes you need somebody to help to to help you, right? And people don't, I don't you know, it's almost like people think it's a sign of weakness to need help or to say that I need help. And it's really not, y'all, because many of us most a lot of the times The Lord will give us something to carry that we are carrying by ourselves for a spell or for a season. And so it's okay to ask for help. This is where Moses understands, like, yeah, this task has really gotten too big for me. So God responds by restructuring the leadership system. Okay. He builds a leadership structure. He tells Moses to gather the 70 elders. And then he puts some of the power of the spirit that is on Moses on them. Okay. share the wealth. This is and the next part of this, some kind of what we're going to be talking about, other than delegation. It's just like, man, y'all, we all have our own gifts. we all have like the Lord has blessed each each one of us with our own talent. This is why there's no competition. Okay. He puts some of the power of the Spirit on them so that they can share the burden of the people. And Moses doesn't have to carry it alone. Imagine us, imagine somebody being like, And I'm using this as just a broad example, like a very general example, right? Good morning, Mary Ann. Good morning. Good morning, Mindy. Good morning, y'all. imagine someone being like, I'm the only one who can talk about the kingdom of God. Huh? You can't reach everybody. You know what I'm saying? It's like something, and that's a that's a a vague like a general example, but it's just like, baby, it's enough to other it's enough of the kingdom to share. It's enough. I don't care if somebody doing the same thing, honey. It's enough to share. Okay. Kingdom leadership, because this is a sign of kingdom leadership. Delegation is an evidence that the leader failed. sometimes it's God's solution to leadership overload because you realize that when you become overloaded with something, when you've been doing too much, which part boundaries. Let me just insert something. We got to talk about boundaries, y'all. Y'all don't let me forget. Don't talk about it. Let me tell somebody this right now. Is going to be important. And I think we did we have the boundaries card yesterday. Let me look. it's going to be important, did it's going to be important for you to have some boundaries in this season. Okay. The Lord and I were talking about this this morning. some of you it's some folks is gonna know you you standing on what you standing on, okay. You tend toes down because why you've had to learn to put up boundaries. And part of the reason the Lord is interjecting this right now is because some of you are in the process of leadership development, right? There's something that the Lord is going to give you, he's going to have you lead in some way. So a big part of what you're going to have to know is just because you can do everything doesn't mean that you should. Doesn't mean that you have to. You have to be able to say, because I told the Lord this, and this is this is me knowing me, right? But when the Lord was explaining this to me this morning, I was like, one thing about it, I'ma show up and I'm gonna give the best that I have to give. But what I also know is that when I'm constantly given a thousand percent, and there are other people who only giving 10, baby, that's unequally yoked. The yoke ain't yoking. Okay. And what ends up happening is you get burnt out. Okay, you get burnt out, and now you don't even want to do what you know God has sent you to do. I'm telling you right now, be mindful. That doesn't mean show up and not do your job. Okay, or not be responsible for what you're responsible for. What it does mean is other people, this isn't a bit a lot of times there's an accountability issue because here's here's me. Don't think I'm finna come in and be superwoman all the damn time. I've done that and I I'm the truth is the truth.com. Y'all know I don't sugarcoat nothing. You keep showing up being superwoman or superman, and there becomes an expectation for you to keep doing that. But there's not also not necessarily an incentive other than what you you it's like you're gonna get a well done from God, but I'm I hope that makes sense to somebody. You if you keep doing it, there becomes an expectation and then people expect it all the time. But what happens is you end up getting pissed off because why am I not being why am I being held to this standard of excellence, but no one else is being able being made to meet that standard, right? And it can be so simple. And that's an accountability issue on a leadership level. Don't expect me coming in because listen, man, you want me to be excellent every day. And the way for me to contend, because you you're gonna wear me out. You're gonna wear out your good folks, right? You're gonna wear your good people out, but then you these folks that you know ain't doing nothing, you just let them contend. That's how, and this is this is employee issues, right? How you keep letting them not do nothing, but then you expect me to come in and I'm not getting nothing additional for that. I'm not what? So Then what happens? Now you're disgruntled. Good morning, Jared. Good morning. Jared, they say the sound messed up on that side. You can go to the two to TikTok. now you're disgruntled. Now you got an attitude. Now they don't know why your energy didn't change. Now they don't know why you ain't got nothing to say. Sh, I'm tired. Because you're not making other people step up. And again, this the crazy thing, man. I don't even know how we got to this. But this the crazy thing. You really ain't even doing nothing but your job, huh? You really ain't even doing nothing but your job. Maybe it's just me. I have encountered this, honey. You ain't even going above and beyond. You you have just literally come to work and do what they pay you for, and that's it. That's all. You ain't even going above, you simply. I mean, let me use patient care as an example because that's my jam, right? All you're doing is coming in and taking care of your patients. That's it. Helping them, showering them, giving them what they need. That's all you're doing. It's folks that come in don't even want to do that. And so they look at you as doing too much. Anybody ever told you like you're doing too much? I hear that a lot, y'all. And I'm like, No, I'm just doing what I get paid for. Anyway, this is where boundaries are in pla have to be in place, y'all. Because I kid you not, you're gonna get worn out. And then you're gonna be disgruntled. And then it's almost going to it's going to start affecting the way that you show up. Because there's two options here. You either put up some boundaries, because then Not not only does your your leadership expect that from you, now the people that you work with expect it from you as well. You ever been that employee that people know that you're gonna do the work, so then they wanna leave you all the work to do? And so you looking like, so then now not only does your leadership expect it, but the emplo the other employees know, don't worry about it. Such and such gonna do it. Mm-mm. You can lead that, she'll do it. Uh-uh, she and then now you even more mad. So then what ends up happening, you stop giving your best because you start seeing that they're not making other people do it. And that's what the Lord was speaking to on this morning. It's an accountability issue. So what the Lord is also showing many of us as He prepares you for leadership is that delegation is necessary, okay? But it's also And it's an accountability issue on leadership, right? But be mindful because it will also compromise you because then you will start to feel like you're gonna start to feel underappreciated, like people don't appreciate what you're doing. And I'm I'ma say this and people may not I'ma say what I'ma say. Okay. If if you know, you know. People don't you you it in cause let cause can I just say it love you may love your job, but remember you're still replaceable. They'll replace you. And oftentimes and no, they're not, they may not get another you, and maybe there's a few you's right, another some people that are just like you. but in a lot of systems, you're replaceable, right? so just we it's like remembering that. But remembering that God may have you there for a purpose, okay? but you also you can put up boundaries. You can still show up, be productive, be do the thing that you are meant to do, but you're replaceable. And that's many systems, many the and a lot of systems operate that way, y'all, where it's just like, well, if they don't want to do it, we'll put somebody in, we'll put somebody in the slot. So just remember that. Be, do your best. Know that God is watching you and move if God says move. Okay, it's like understanding all of these things, but still remember ultimately we're answering to God. God changes the system. So this is what the Lord changes the leadership system. the mission didn't change, the calling didn't change, but the structure supporting the calling had to change. Then the Lord goes back to you so you won't meet I'ma give you a whole month of it. Moses does the math and then the math ain't mathing. This where the Lord had put a little check me in Moses spirituals. So the Lord had put a little base. Him a given he put a little base in his spirituals because Moses went to doing the math and saying, you know, it's such and such and such such. How are we possibly gonna have enough meat for all of these people? And so the Lord based the more the Lord say, Moses, when did my ability become limited by your calculations? This where you go back to that Egypt thinking. And you got to be mindful. It's very easy to to forget. H has anybody, maybe it's just me, has anybody been delivered from anything? Thank you, God, for deliverance, right? How quickly we forget some of the things the Lord has brought us through. Because all of a sudden, it's like we be needing these reminders from the Lord of His arm, of his greatness, of what he's capable of. And sometimes we forget and we start now, mind you, they had the Red Sea, they had manna, they had all of these things that the Lord had already done in their life, and then so the Lord say. Since when did I not I who's cow who you who calculated you using, right? so Moses knew God had done all of these immaculate things, and this is Moses, y'all. This is not just the people, this is Moses. So, even as a leader, sometimes we forget, right? so Moses had they had the cloud, they had the fire, and he still reached a situation where he couldn't figure out how God was gonna do. What God does. Man, this one of them. So some of us we have a a mode. This is this is one of them times where you have to say, you know what, Lord, you right. Let me give it back to you. Let me stop trying to figure out how you're gonna do it. Again, y'all, this is it's it's almost like the Lord is inserting these little checkpoints, right? For many of us, where He has to remind us. That he is in control. Can we just drop that in the chat? True story. Give God the glory. God is in control. And he doesn't need our help. He will show us what to do. But here we go thinking this is again, y'all, this is where we have to be mindful. It's easier to get us out of Egypt than it is to get Egypt out of us. He'll give us these reminders that he's in control. And he didn't deliver us before he'll deliver us again. Faith doesn't mean we will always understand God's logistics because his ways are higher than our ways and his thoughts are higher than our thoughts. This is one of those moments. God's promise does not require you to understand his supply chain. You ain't got to worry about where God's gonna get it from. If he said he's gonna do it, he's gonna do it. as an example, so then fast forward to the next part. L Dad and me dad, of course, they were in the camp. Yet the spirit rested on them too. And that's speaking to when the Lord began, he put this his spirit upon. They weren't they weren't with the 70 elders, but yet they were in the case. They were filled with the spirit as well. Joshua says, Pause. I gotta say this. I think I said this in on the other day. notice Joshua starting to come in. This is not our first time seeing Joshua, but Joshua is starting to. Come into the story a little more. He's mentioned here. He's getting ready to be mentioned in another place. And so the other day, and I have this in my journal somewhere, the Lord told me that many of you are moving into your Joshua season. Are we in the we ain't at the book of Joshua yet? But you're transitioning from a Moses season to a Joshua season. And we'll continue to as we'll continue to talk about that as that develops. So for some of you, this may be in the form of mentorship, right? Where maybe the Lord may be positioning you to learn under someone or but he's also again developing you for leadership. And this is we talked about, I think briefly talked about yesterday, you have to remain teachable that he may be giving you someone an Apprentice, or you may be coming an apprentice, something like that. It doesn't mean that you're not going into the promise. That's not what he said. Okay. But what it does mean is that he may like imagine you're stepping into something new, and we know that Joshua is the leadership in the promised land. And so we know that the Lord is moving us into our promise. And so for many of you, he's transitioning you. so you may be under someone, or there may be like a new teacher. Maybe this is skill development. Maybe you're actually in school. So you're learning from someone that way. Whatever the Lord has been positioning you for, him bringing in new instructors, new guides, right? This could be this is spirit guides as well, your spirit team, spirit nim, right? So the Lord has been talking to me about we're moving into a Joshua season for many of us. And so that will continue to develop. So Joshua says, Moses stopped them. And Moses says, I wish that all the Lord's people were prophets and that the Lord should put his spirit on them. But true leadership is what Moses is displaying because he wasn't threatened by God using someone else. Ola talk about it. Here we go. Let him use you. Listen at me. The goal is to get the kingdom to the people and the people into the kingdom, right? Baby, I have heard over the past week or so. Spirituality is not a competition. Your anointing, your gifting is not a competition. That don't mean people are not going to be envious of the relationship. And we talked about this on yesterday. Remember, this started then when we talked about Miriam. Have we talked about Miriam and Aaron yet? No, that's coming up in 12. Listen, we come in. It's like Moses gonna start. Moses like, no, I want the people them. To have that, let them give it to give them give them some. Lord, show, but understand it's levels to this. There are things that are required of me. Good morning, Zen, that are not required of Zen. There are things required of Pam that are not required of me. The let the access is different based upon the way that God is going to use you. So Moses ain't on that trying to know. This is my Moses said, no, let everybody have it. Message. Let let everybody thank you, Lord, for the blessing. let everybody have some. Because this let me just tell somebody this. Because you're right. Maybe some folks don't know. Listen, I people want to be. I told the Lord this when I was doing this Bible study. People love to holler about I'm chosen. I'm chosen. Can I tell you something? The stuff you got to go through as a chosen nym, maybe it's just me. Cause I look at I look back on life and I look at where I'm at now and I look at the journey, the fire we talked about yesterday. I look at some of the trials and the tribulations and the refining that the Lord has had to do. And I say, that's what you want. I get let me shout out to anybody who's ever been homeless. I bet you didn't choose it. You Some people, maybe some people do, but for the majority of us, you ain't gonna choose homelessness over having a roof over your head. So people be people be wanting your all till they understand what that all what it took, the pressing. Come on, pressing that it takes you won't the responsibility until you understand that you got real accountability when you up here on this level with God. When not that we shouldn't all be accountable to the Lord. We should. But the more you want, the more God is going to require you to walk in integrity, morals, ethics. I'm talking about the conviction comes so quick, you don't even want to think about doing nothing wrong. You don't you know what, Lord, you right? Because it's levels to this. So people be it's it's a beautiful thing to be chosen, but different this comes, it comes with it comes with something. It it comes with something. So God, so Moses was not trying to monopolize God's power. He said he wished that everybody has this. Kingdom leaders don't need to be the only person God uses. Let the Lord use who God's going to use the way He's gonna use them. Lord, use them too. Share the wealth, okay? Share the wealth. Because if you're insecure, and most of us, I mean, hopefully you're not, right? You know that God is using you for purpose. Maybe, and I'm just broadly. There are people who read tarot. I I 50 Lamb Hunted, thank God for them. If that they're giving accurate messages that are empowering, inspiring, and helping people to become great. That's who I'm talking about. I'm not talking about these people who are trying to make you focus on your ex and the toxic parts of your life. We're not talking about that. Okay. I'm talking about people who are actually trying to uplift you and help you get to your next level, right? Ain't nobody got time to be insecure because our giftings are if we the gifting can be the same and yet it is completely different. Okay. we don't be looking why is God using them? Why them? Child, I don't sometimes I don't know why me. I I don't know. Because but this is our path, right? So we don't have to be jealous, envious, none of that. Spiritual gifts are not a competition. Okay. next, this is us saying, let him use you. Okay, let them use you. Me, let him you, you yeah, yeah, Lord, you could use them because that's the goal, right? So now the quail arrived on a win and it's everywhere. But the people gather enormous amounts of meat, and while they're still eating, judgment comes. They wanted something so badly that their craving became destructive. Just because you desperately want something doesn't mean possessing it will be good for you. So God is trying to teach us that. some of your satisfaction cannot come from that. Okay. Good morning, Kay. Good morning. this chapter shows us kingdom struggling with appetite, leadership, provision, and trust. the people, the people crisis, the people's crisis was that they didn't trust God's provision. Moses' crisis was that he didn't believe he had the capacity to carry the assignment. child, he was tied. It was a big assignment. So God's response response is different for each one. for Moses, he gave him help, he gave him assistance. So some of you, you're going to be receiving assistance in some way. He's going to send you help. the people that he sends in to help support you in some way. And for others of you, your problem isn't lack, your appetite is out of order. Okay. Y'all, when I was reading this, this is a true story. I went and got some groceries the other day, made groceries, like we say in the South. Went and made groceries the other day. And so I laughed because I really have been eating mostly fish for the last few for the last week is week or so. And then all of a sudden I bought some meat on yesterday. I was like I mean the other day I was like, my bad lord, like appetizer just like, no, I'm you know, I want these ribs because I love a rib. Don't judge me. I love a rib. And so I end up buying some ribs. And so I was reading this. I was like, Dada, I've been buying ribs. Now I didn't anyway. Go do like jokes with God, right? Israel receives manna. Of course, this is Christ in the old in the old testament, and that's part of what the Lord shows me. He showed where where God, where Christ actually showed up in the Old Testament, and this is one of those moments. They received manna. Of course, we receive the bread from heaven. And then, of course, later Jesus says, I am the bread of life. The Israelites eating manna and still craving something else. Jesus reveals that humanity's deepest hunger cannot be satisfied by material or through material provision. Moses wishes everyone receive the spirit. It's later, of course, we have the the Holy Spirit. We have Pentecost, okay, where we all receive the spirit and God pours his spirit upon his people. So Numbers 11. Ended up asking some uncomfortable questions for me, y'all. are you remembering an old season accurately or are you making it better than it was? Are you actually lacking something? or are you just craving something? Are you carrying something God never intended for you to carry alone? And can you celebrate when God empowers somebody else besides you? Can you celebrate somebody else's win accomplishments? Y'all know my stance on things. I want everybody to be great because if I'm surrounded by greatness, then that means what? I'm great too. Drop that in the chat. I'm great too. So I am not afraid to lift somebody up, baby. Be great. Because I want the people around me to elevate because you're not leaving me. I say that all the time. I'm not, it ain't a competition. But honey, if my if my if my tribe going up, baby, I'm going up. I'm not gonna stay. No, because that just lets you further know. Like, huh? No, I got the Okay, so because I'm surrounded by greatness and great people do great things, so we're gonna keep moving up. are you trusting God's provision or demanding that God satisfy your preferences? Okay, what focus on what God is providing and not exclusively on what you don't have yet. what's in your hands, okay? Listen for whether God is correcting your appetite or your structure. Sometimes He's saying be content. Other times He's saying get help. This is again where you have to sit with the Lord and know what He's telling you in this season. your obey is don't return mentally to Egypt simply because the journey forward is getting uncomfortable. keep moving with God. And winning isn't always getting everything you crave. Sometimes it's developing an appetite. That agrees with God's provision. But for many of us, yes, the Lord is changing our appetite. and so you'll want new things. But again, just remember about overdoing it. Okay. the cloud moved, but movement wasn't always easy. The kingdom is the message, okay? The kingdom. Let's get into the clarity for today, the kingdom clarity for this morning. Y'all like the live share, live share the love. new recording track created. I don't even know what that means. I don't know, honey. The child look this streaming app over here doing stuff. I don't know what it's doing. Y'all, I'm sorry if my volume ain't what it's supposed to be doing on the other side of the street, honey. I don't know. I don't even know why it's doing what it's doing. I ain't finna stop and look at it. Let's get the clarity out here for today. Let me let me show y'all what the cars were that came out this morning. before we get into the rest of the kingdom clarity on this morning. So I did get this my uncle John and the spirituals and then the ace of wands. So this could definitely be an inspired idea that's coming in. This of course energy because energy came through heavy on this. This may also be some sort of communication that is going to make your heart happy, that is going to motivate you or inspire you in some way. that's going to it's almost it's almost like it's going to light you up or I don't know. It's it's crazy, y'all. hold on. Wait a minute, TikTok people nam. I know y'all, I don't know, y'all. Tell me what does it sound like now? I disconnected my mic. So can y'all hear? Let me know if y'all can hear me on that side of the street. My bad, y'all. I guess I could put y'all like that for a second. I don't even know. I don't know, but you I don't know why it's it's static y'all. I don't even know now if y'all can hear me or not. Because I ended up switching my mic to my what's it called. So let me know if y'all can hear my mic on today. I don't know, child, and look. And it's one minute, y'all. And I don't think it'll let me switch like mid mid show. I have no idea. What about now? Let's see what wait a minute. I don't think I did that right. Hold on, y'all. Look, that I don't know what I don't know. I didn't do anything different to it today. I don't know, y'all let me know if y'all can hear me. It it is probably too because it sounds the same. Yeah, I'm not sure y'all. I don't know what's going on with it. I didn't change any settings today. So I am of I apologize. Y'all go to the TikTok side of the street, ca baby. We got to move on and get the clarity on today. that ain't even what I'm trying to do. And it's not gonna let me change it. Yeah, I don't know. We we got to keep moving forward and hopefully if it might not, it's probably gonna be messed up. thank you. I know it's good on this side. but on this other side of the screen, baby, I done moved on. Here we go. So there may be something and y'all There may be something that's coming in that's going to re-inspire you or that's going to it's gonna be a little staticky. I'm sorry, y'all just work with it. Go to YouTube side of the street. I'm not gonna be able to re-download it today because I got to go to work. Okay. there's maybe a message or something that comes in that just motivates you, inspires you in some way. When my unc comes in like this, then the saying came back like you were further away. Okay. It's like when my uncle comes in, y'all. This is me knowing something is manifesting, right? this is me knowing something is manifesting. Why? Because you when you when you call then my mama showed back up again today. Let me just show y'all. And then my uncle showed up again in his younger phase. Okay, this is not this is actually the same uncle. This is just when he was a baby versus later on in his life. This is him with with his sister Carol. And so anyway, it's almost like certain ancestors help you with certain things, it feels like something is over, like there's finally some culmination of something that you've been waiting for, some answer, something that you have been trying to obtain. And I know at certain times, There when my with y'all, when ancestors come in, I'll be like, help me. Drop that in the chat. Just over maybe you just need to speak it out loud if you don't want to type it. Help, Lord. Sometimes that's the only prayer that you have, and sometimes that's all I'll be. That's all I have. Sometimes I don't even have no words. I just have to let the spirit pray for me. Love help me. So there have been times when I have said, Y'all, I need y'all to y'all need to make some shake. Okay. So for some of y'all, there may be something significant like that that's happening where you know there are certain ancestors that will help you with certain. Things don't come over here with no religiosity in your spirituals. We not on that, okay. If you know, you know, all the dudes let's get to it. Here we go. Man, this card was on my phone yesterday. Purpose and impact is the next card that's coming out. This is generational wealth, millionaire status, financial freedom. We talked about that. I told y'all. Something coming to an end. I saw this card the other day as well. An end of the end of a cycle. I don't even which where was it? I think it was on what? No, what y'all mean? They just okay. So on this particular card, there's there's games on here, babe. Ain't no play play in this season. Ain't no play play. We talked about this in the form. It's like many of you, you're not playing about your motivation, your inspiration, and where you're trying to go. We got things to do. And so we not we're not even and again we to thank y'all distractions. Remember, we talked about on yesterday how there may be something that's trying to distract you and you just like cutting that off like no, not today. The get thee behind me, Satan. It's like you're not allowing anything to deter you and because we it's it's being focused. Thank y'all. It's being Focused, it's being so locked in with God that you just like I don't have time for that. And so many of us are cutting things out. It's almost like you're cutting something off at the neck. It's up, it's like you're not letting people thank y'all. It's like you're not letting you're not even letting people play with you in this season. You're not playing about your gifts, talents, skills, abilities, baby. You're not gonna play with my time, you're not gonna play with my energy. Gone on now. I got work to do. Okay. So for so for some of you, it's something like that where you literally just like, no, ain't no play play. I got I got real work. I got things that I have to accomplish. we've been releasing and receiving to make room or receiving to we've been releasing to receive and we've been making room for new. And so for many of you, games that people used to play, you need that time. And so you cutting that off before it even gets started, just like, don't don't even come with the foolishness because we We not on that. Okay. What else, Lord? Because baby, I'm talking about ain't moving, ain't ain't got time. We have the earth element that's coming in, material resources. And you definitely ain't nobody let nobody play with you about your money. Okay. I'm talking about what they just said. The the cutoff season is real. This is patience, hard work, resourceful. This is fertility as well. we love earth energy. This is giving real King of Pentacles energy. So we're gonna clarity and see what's happening. For some of you, this is of course, we just talked about generational wealth as well. Look at my mama, the moon showing up again. the mother told y'all here going, hey girl, girl, what you're doing. Child look, yeah. Thank y'all because I appreciate y'all making some shape. this is intuition as well. So moon energy may be a big thing for you. The sun and the moon. This is balance, yin and yang, all the things. Okay. Intuition secrets. This is emotions, prosperity. This is receptivity. Some of you, I said this, I think on yesterday. There's something that you're it's like your energy being very attractive, so be very mindful because you you just be on pay attention. I heard and think y'all negotiation. Some of y'all might have to do some negotiating, okay? where It's almost like and this ain't everybody's message. This feels very direct. This feels like someone who's getting ready to be in a position where you may have to negotiate something. It's like I know my worth. What? I know my worth. Okay. It's like somebody don't let nobody it's like which I mean, like a they just said a low ball offer. So don't let anybody don't be afraid to stand up for what you know you deserve. Because it feels like you may have an opportunity to, you know what I'm saying? Just like negotiate something for yourself or some it may it What y'all mean like opportunities? it's like you're not going to you're not being materialistic, but you also there are times when the Lord will how do I explain that? Because first thing somebody's gonna say is why would I take a position that pays less? There are times, and this is why you have to sit with the Lord. There are times when the Lord will have you to take a position that is less than what you desire. But that's more so in a when you're in a a stage of humbling, right? Where And I because people I don't want people to misconstrue what I'm about to say. There are times when the Lord will send you into a job or send you into a position, and it's not paying what you know that you would like to make, but there's but it's also a job that may be a step before the job that you want. Does that make sense? But then let's say that you go and there are two offers, and both of them are good. and it's like you have the choice to choose which one and it's not just don't don't just take okay thank y'all don't just take the one that pays the most if it doesn't if the one that pays less gives you more benefits does that make sense because that is actually going to outweigh making more money Okay, I hope I said that right. I might have got that twisted, but anyway, it's like you may have an opportunity to choose between two options, and one option may pay more but has less benefits, and so it's like understanding that. So that's the first part of that. The other part of it is yes, sometimes you take a job that's less than what you ought what you ultimately want, but it actually is positioning you for something greater, and so there's a difference between that, and so the Lord is He's being very direct because He wants Wants it to be clear that yes, there are times when the Lord will say it's not about the money. take a job because He needs you to be put in position because it's going to be leveling you up in some way, and then there are jobs where you're going to take the job that's paying less, but the benefits actually make it worth make it more valuable. Okay, I hope that makes sense. Here we go. We have the waning gibbus moon, gradual decrease, releasing bad habits, stop negative thinking, revelation, and completion. This is coming up back here. with this game over card moon energy. When is the full moon, y'all? Is there a full it feels like I don't know if there's a full moon coming up. There may be some significant release that's happening for someone at this next full moon that's coming up for somebody. But so moon, it may be like where the Lord is it the 26th? Okay, come on, 26th. So within this next week, the Lord may be highlighting. There may be a shift. That may be a very, like, very direct timing. So some of you, it's like maybe you're waiting on something and the full moon is when it's going to culminate, when it's going to be like, okay, that's when something is officially. Thank y'all. 926. What's that number mean? Hold on. Because I just heard the number 926. So let's just look it up and see. I'm looking now lock now. Look, y'all. This was crazy. Just because I'm pulling up my phone. Look what's on my phone right now. Now I know my phone be listening. You know your phone be listening. This card is literally on my phone right now, y'all. With what else is up here? The pot of gold, Matthew 7 and 21. And what else? The Queen of Swords in the Bible Clarity deck, which is Deborah. wisdom and strength. Deborah, so and look, we have a where's the king? Some listen, the queen of swords, king of swords, the moon, the moon, and then somebody needs to write that down. Matthew 7 and 21 might be important for you as well. That ain't where I was going. I had got distracted. Let me go look this number up real quick. Strong's Concordance is where I'm looking this up. That's where I get all of my numbers information at. The number 926 means anxiously, alarmed, agitated. it means haste, amazed as well. And let's see what else. It means heavy, weighty, weightier. Okay. so for some of you, you may be releasing something so that you can actually carry something that is going to be more beneficial, or that just may be an important day where there's a transition that's happening. So just write it down, pay attention and see what's happening for you on that day. Okay. where do you look up the numbers in Strong's Concordance? That's where I look up most of my numbers, y'all. I don't really Google them very much. I look them up in strong's concordance. And then depending on how far the Lord takes me, there may be certain verses that refer certain places in the Bible that I have to go after that, after I look them up. So go look it up, okay. If you feel called to do that in strong concordance. Okay, here we go. What else, Lord? It's a beautiful life. time freedom, two cards. about financial freedom. Now y'all know I don't do timing unless the Lord gives it to me. But two cards about free f about financial freedom back to back. Being your own boss. So for some of you there may be like a change that's going to happen for you where the Lord And I receive it, Lord. He may be September 26th may be an important day. Just know, like the Lord will, there are times when maybe you're anxious. Thank y'all. It's like imagine expecting something, waiting on something. When is the 26th? What's today? Tuesday, 23, 24, 25, 26, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday. Okay, so it's almost like the Lord is trying to alleviate tension or anxiety in some way. Something that you may be waiting on. there may be some type of resolution that's going. to happen and this could happen in the next four days or so. So the Lord is just saying kind of be prepared. He's like, don't be anxious about it anyway, okay? Pray about it. It's already something, it feels like something is already done, but this is just a going to be like a confirmation that things will start maybe moving forward in some way for you. But this is also an indicator for somebody. The Lord is setting you up and moving you towards financial freedom. And sometimes when you're in the process of obtaining that, it doesn't look like it, right? Because the things that the Lord is doing, it almost feels like it feels like it's very heavy as the Lord is pruning, but He's carry, thank y'all, He's setting you up to be able to carry more responsibility, more weight, okay, especially financially. So if the Lord has been heavy on you getting your finances in order, is very necessary because you're going to need it. You're going to need that structure for what's coming next. Don't be afraid to get help if you need help with your resources as well. the Bible, man, I'll tell you what, the Bible, the the word baby it'll it will give you some financial management it i i don't know how else to explain that to y'all we do we of course use the faith and flow for finances deck that for the for the challenge but for some of you it's like the lord is setting you up to carry wealth okay you're a gener thank god a generational wealth carrier that's what they said generational wealth carrier but you have to be structured and you have to be disciplined with your finances before you can actually carry this weight Okay. Now look. I feel like the cards are duplicating. I'm gonna show y'all why we have another pentacle. Let me show y'all what we got on yesterday. And it's literally coming up in the same place, right? told y'all we went from here. This is yesterday. We went from here to here on yesterday. Now we have another ace of pentacles in one of my decks y'all we actually have i actually have this coin on the ace of pentacles so again this is where the lord and i don't know once again this feels very resource heavy okay this feels money oriented and i don't do these unless the lord i mean i'll give you what i'll tell you what the spirit love but it feels like for some some of you the lord is confirming and i don't know maybe you've been decided to invest in something or maybe you have decided to sow a seed The Lord is and it's it it almost feels like him just giving yet another confirmation. And sometimes I guess we need that from the Lord because we be doubting. We start doubting, like Lord, I need to know that I did the right thing. So they just said in passing. So it's almost like somebody who maybe is not even here all the time, or maybe you're new to the message. you're gonna come through. It's like you're gonna be passing through and it's you're going to stop because there may be something that you just gonna be like, wait a minute, I just it's It's like the Lord needs a that seat needs you to see something. In that moment that's going to confirm something that you just did. That ain't for everybody. For those of you who've already been here, there may be an idea that the Lord has told you there's something He's told you to do, and He's saying, Like, I need you to move forward with this. I need you to go. It's something very direct for you. This is not something you're even telling anyone about because the moon is back here. So there may be something that the Lord has told you to take a leap of faith on, some way that He's told you to allocate. Thank all your resources. Something that he's told you to put some money into or just some time into. There's some seed that he has instructed you to sow, and he's saying, Do it now. I don't know what that is for you. It's like this says invest. Maybe he's told you to go to school, so he needs you to start getting your stuff together so you can go to school. Maybe you ain't going till the spring, maybe you ain't going to the fall, maybe you ain't did your FAFSA, honey. I don't know. Okay, but if the Lord has told you to do something, again, He's setting the foundation. It feels like a financial foundation where he's trying to get is like he needs, but he needs you to put this seed in the ground, he needs you to start taking action to make something happen. I don't know what this is, but it's dealing with your resources. so if the Lord is giving you that instruction, please do what the Lord has said. Okay, here we go. We have a son. Assignment that's coming in next. there's something in the world that only I can do. That is why I'm here. So again, there may be something. This could come in a dream, there may be revelation, or the Lord may be giving you the next step right around the full moon. So just pay attention to what you're receiving. Make sure that you're writing those things down. This is like a stamp of approval in some way as well. It's like the Lord saying, Okay, like some of you may be getting a yes and something specific that's coming right around the full moon because this is coming up with the moon. card. There may be like rebel, there's that there may be something that the Lord is revealing. It's like the the Lord, I don't know how to explain this. He doesn't often give me timing so direct like this. But some of you, there may be certain instances where you've been getting very direct timing. Like, and it's almost trusting that. And if they're speaking to gifts, but it's like trusting that if the Lord is giving you timing, it's like you need to trust that timing, right? Even though we he doesn't often do it. But he's trying to it just feels like he's trying to calm some sort of anxiety like Nervousness. I don't know how else to explain that. This may be like let's say you apply for a promotion or something like that, and you know that you're in alignment, right? You know that you're supposed to be doing what you're doing. He's letting he's kind of giving you man, like develop skill development. This is gift development where. there's an expansion of gifts in your in a an expansion of your awareness. Maybe before you felt like your gifts were very not vague, but Thank y'all. They said accurate. Something is becoming more accurate. Maybe your gift is becoming more accurate. I don't know. Some like I don't know. It feels like maybe before you would get like a general understanding, but now you're starting to pinpoint things very specifically. I don't know. And that may it may be even stronger at the full moon energy. What else, Lord? I think we're gonna be done for today. The ace of pentacles. Just saying the accuracy of the thing, okay? These were the Ace of Pentacles. This is actually the Ace of Pentacles and the Bible Clarity Day. And that's just a confirmation for somebody. It's like you're becoming more accurate. And it's not that you were inaccurate before. I don't even know how to. I hope, Lord, give me the words. It's not that you were inaccurate before, but again, it's almost like the Lord is trying to get you to trust what you're saying. Like, trust that. You ain't crazy. Does that make sense? Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. This is the ace of pentacles, ace of pentacles, ace of pentacles. Trust yourself, okay. Now, this particular ace of pentacles, let me just talk about it. Speaks of manna from heaven. What we just got done. Can we drop it in the chat again? Lord, don't stop my manna. One one time. I hope y'all could see that this says manna from heaven. Provision and trust. Mana from heaven refers to a miraculous food provided by God to the Israelites during their 40 years of wandering in the desert after leaving Egypt. It's described as a small white sweet substance resembling coriander seeds. It appeared each morning and was considered bread from heaven, signifying God's constant provision and the need for complete dependence on Him as they We were instructed to gather only enough for each day. The Hebrew word manna, meaning what is it, reflects their initial confusion about this mysterious food source. Okay, so again, so many things in this. We just talked about the seed, okay. We just talked about that. So if the Lord had told you to do something, go ahead and do it now. Go ahead, whatever He had told you to do, go ahead and do it, especially if it's something dealing with your resources. Next, the whole thing that we've been talking about. About in Numbers 10 was how the folks had got tired of the manna, right? That was the whole Bible clarity on this morning. The folk the folks said the Israelites had got tired of the manna. Lord, don't stop. This like the Lord confirming, like, no, the manna's not getting ready to stop, but you're gonna have to do some work because the manna eventually stops, right? So for many of you, this is the Lord saying, Yes, I'm giving you a seed. I'm giving you something to do. Good morning, Melvina. Good morning. I'm giving you, I'm giving you something, but it's like you have to you have to start preparing. It's almost like cultivating a field, right? Cold because they're showing me like a field. So it's like you have to like cultivating your field, getting your field ready to plant. Some of you, this is this is getting ready for your next assignment. So the Lord may at this full moon be getting ready to reveal for you the next field that you're going to be operating or taking care of, sewing in, what you're going to be doing. So pay attention to what depot what the Lord deposits to you, the ideas, whatever He gives you just. Pay attention because it's like he's going to start showing you, it's like he's in a revealing season, and again, it may feel a little heavy when he first starts showing you because you're gonna be like, Lord, that's a lot. Like, maybe it's gonna require a lot of time. it's gonna require a level of you that maybe you haven't had to access before. It's something like that, where first glance you're gonna be like, Wait a minute, Lord. Like that's a lot, right? But he's preparing you for this. So be ready for it, okay? Because that's what's coming. we've been a clarity. I don't know. We back to the sun card. This is revelation, illumination, happiness, joy, all the things. This is clarity as well. There may be something very specific that the Lord is shining the light on. what seed man? This is let me just tell somebody. The the the way these pinnacles are set up right now, man somebody You may have multiple things that are getting ready to produce fruit at one time. Okay. It's almost like maybe you've been sowing, right? You've been sowing, sewing, sewing. And now all of a sudden, it's like you're going to start to see this growth. You're going to start to see the look at all the trees that are on here. It's like you're going to start to see resources come in, opportunities come in. You're gonna start, you've been patient, you've been putting in the work, you've just been doing what God has instructed you. You to do, and maybe it's one of those moments where you felt like it was never going to happen, but you're getting ready to start seeing the fruit. Man, listen, that's a blessing. It is because it ain't nothing like sowing but knowing that your reaping season is here. Okay. We have the page of cups is coming in. This is intuition, chasing your dreams, invitations, new love. This is and so for some of you, the Lord again, he's going to be pointing you in the direction in which you are he's wanting you to go. Good morning, dearest one. Good morning, y'all. this is also you not being afraid to go after what it is that make that lights you up man that it's like not being afraid to go after your dreams side note i heard tyler perry shout out tyler perry i heard tyler perry once again as always but this this one showed up the other day. There was something very specific that he was he was talking about. And he was just like, you know, sometimes you just got to you got to go for it. And you got to do the thing that thank y'all keep find one thing. And keep doing it until you create your success. And I was like, you know what, Tyler? You was right. You was right. Because for some of you, it almost feels like you wanting to give up on something because you're not seeing the fruit. But man, there's that, there's all there's that one thing. For me, it's this. Okay. For me, it's doing this. I'm gonna find a way. I might be tired sometimes, but it's like you find that one thing and you become a master at that one thing. And this is not in comparison to anybody else. It's like for some of you, it's that that is just that one thing that you're gonna do and you're going to excel at it, and it's almost like what you're going to be known for. And I'm and they're showing me that. And y'all know I use examples because it's easy to use. It's easier to understand it in examples. This is thank you, Lord, for the return of my nursing license. I am so grateful to be a registered nurse again. Thank you, Lord. But that ain't and I don't want anybody to think that I'm ungrateful. I'm not. That was a nine-year battle. Thank you, Lord. We won. Okay. Thank you, Lord, for returning the credentials. I'm grateful. But this trumps that. And I can't make some people to be like, what? This work for God that I do right here. This right here, this is it for me. I I told, listen, talk in Bible study. I told the Lord, I was like, man. I was like, my I was living my best life, y'all. Over the summer when I was not working, you know, my son was here before he went into the Air Force, but I was waking up five days a week doing this show, going live, doing Bible study, going to school. I was like, Yeah, Lord, that's the life. That's it for me. I had to have a moment and say, Lord, I'm not ungrateful. And remember this, and but it was in Bible study that I told the Lord this in in this chapter where I was just like, Yeah. But it wouldn't it wasn't great, you know what I'm saying? Because there were a lot of limitations. But at the same time, I was like, man, I was living my best life. And so the Lord, that's why he was like, you know, don't run don't romanticize it. But it's like finding some of you are getting ready to find. Maybe you already know you're gonna find that thing that sets your heart on fire. Man, look, and I can't and I cause again, first people, what you mean? Yeah, listen, I I done did this nursing thing, y'all. I was a nurse for twenty years before This is a return to something that I'm familiar with, right? But this man, look, every day, yeah, every day. Every day. It so you're it's almost like you're going to start to understand, man, that's that identity, that identity shift, right? Where before you may have been one thing, but that's no longer your identity. Some people ain't gonna understand that because maybe they haven't found their work. Huh? Maybe they hadn't found their work. So I didn't find my work. This that work. Show that work. Anyway. Come back. you feel it's you finna find your work. There are things. come. Okay, look, I because I gotta get ready to go. There are things that are assignments. There are things that are assignments. Right now, for me, y'all, nursing is an assignment. Do you understand? This is the work. this is this is the thing that it's like yeah yeah lord okay i'll i'll go i'm a nurse again okay cool i'll do that but this right here my my life may have okay thank y'all you get some of you are getting to a point where you're you're understanding the difference between your work and your assignment The Lord may be giving you an assignment, which means He's gonna put you in a place maybe for a designated amount of time, but your life is going to revolve around your work. Because me, even going into this assignment, thank y'all. I heard I did, I remember that lady said that the other day. Even going into this assignment, my assignment works around my work. Whereas before you may have been the person that made it's like you fit God into your assignment instead of fitting your assignment around God. Man, that's it. I hope I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's like that's the shift that you're making. Is you you gonna you make that transition and you just be like, now this comes first. Right, drop this in the chat, God first. This comes first. This is the work that I have to do. Okay, like I can't get away from it. It's a c it's there's a it's like a calling. But an assignment, you know it's temporary. Okay. Proverbs 19:8, clarity in the Sun card. to acquire wisdom is to love yourself. People who cherish understanding will prosper. Okay. so for many of you, this is fulfillment. This is understanding. Again, that's clarity in the sun card. We got one more and then we're gonna go. cause we got to get to what the assignment. Okay. Just because you have to do it alone doesn't mean you can't accomplish it. some of you, it's like understanding that, like you may depend it, depends on what the Lord, man. That's it, okay? Do you trust me? Thus says the Lord, okay? divine guidance, intuitive feelings, trust your inner compass. This is the Lord leading you in the right direction. First word on here is what? God. Because he said what you said. He admitted it. So some of you are going to it's like you're gaining that understanding that you're you're you're you're understanding what's an assignment and what's your work and then you're allowing and it's like you're you you're gonna do your assignment because the Lord is putting you there, but you're it's like you're learning how to differentiate, you're you're learning how to separate the two, you're learning how and some people aren't that's part of your boundaries, thank y'all. Some people ain't gonna understand it because they kind of just like how how could that be more important because ain't nothing more important than God. Okay, and you when you come to that understanding, it's just like no, everything works around God. not you, not God working around you. That's it. That's all that's the message, Lord. I hope this helps somebody. y'all, I'm sorry for the volume. I don't know what's going on on this streaming app, but anyway, hopefully it'll be fixed. I'm not live tomorrow. Tomorrow I get to sleep, not in because I still be up, but I'm not live tomorrow. I will be back on Thursday and Friday because I'm working four days this week. Y'all pray for me because I don't know what I was thinking. I don't know. But I got the I signed up, so I have to I gotta go to work. I got to do it. I know I should I don't know what I was thinking because I don't know when I'm gonna do my schoolwork. It's gonna be a push for me this week. But anyway, I will be back on Thursday. thank y'all much so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so true, true grateful. may the Lord bless you and keep you. May He bless the work of your hands and may you prosper in everything that you do on this day. Y'all go hydrate your soul, drink your water, say your gratitude. Have a fantastic and an amazing day in purpose, on purpose. I will see y'all on Thursday. we will be in numbers twelve. Yeah, we'll be in numbers 12. Are we already at twelve? Man, we're already in numbers 12. We'll be in numbers 12 on Thursday. So y'all make sure y'all go and get some revelation. Okay. Make sure you go read the word for yourself. Read the word, discuss the word, and build your relationship with the Lord. child, I got to figure out. I don't know when I'm gonna do this economics. Shout out to the economics people, Nim. Thank you, Lord. Let me just say it. I'm gonna go. Thank you, Lord, for what's not my assignment. Cause let me tell you what she ain't got to worry about touche doing. being an economics teacher, you know you got to have some stuff to have enough understanding to understand. Yeah, that's how I'm feeling about a lot of these classes. A whole lot of them. You know the crazy thing is the class that I say I have the them the like 'cause in the economics, we're gonna pass it. We're gonna pass. I got a think I got a strong A, my A, I got an A in there. Well I got the highest grade in accounting. And the math don't be mapping. Y'all meant just anyway. Y'all pray for me. I'ma figure it out. I don't know what I'm gonna do it. I'ma figure it out. I love y'all in real life. I will see y'all on Thursday. Man, just think about economics. Y'all see my shoulders start swamping. Okay, I'm back. Y'all gonna be great, amazing. I'll see y'all on the next one. Cause I'll be wanting to do it. I got to do it. That's what the Lord said. Is them assignments. Okay. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye y'all. Shall I see y'all on? Lord. Look, I'm finna hit that Dixon hanger right now. Shall I admit? I didn't do it before we got started. I love y'all. I see y'all on the next one. Bye y'all. Y'all look, I'm talking about right now today. I admit this.