Latest / Broken Record with Rick Rubin, Malcolm Gladwell, Bruce Headlam and Justin Richmond / Nilüfer Yanya
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- 0:15Speaker 1: Pushkin. Hey, y'all's justin Richmond. Today on the show, we
- 0:23Speaker 1: have twenty seven year old British singer songwriter Nilafer Yanja.
- 0:27Speaker 1: Nilafer Yanja is a West London native who comes from
- 0:30Speaker 1: a background as diverse as her city. All of that
- 0:33Speaker 1: finds its way into her music, overlaid with her rich voice.
- 0:38Speaker 1: After several years of hitting London small stages and open
- 0:41Speaker 1: mics with her guitar, Nillifer broke through in twenty sixteen
- 0:45Speaker 1: with a series of soulful indie poppy pas and singles
- 0:48Speaker 1: that started leading to some critical acclaim. I spoke with
- 0:52Speaker 1: Nilapher in April, just after her performance at the first
- 0:54Speaker 1: weekend of Coachella about the release of her second album, Painless.
- 0:59Speaker 1: The album's tracks, laden with electronic drums and rockets guitar,
- 1:03Speaker 1: play like a diary entry wrenched with heartbreak, loss and hope.
- 1:08Speaker 1: Painless follow Nilla Fer's debut album, Miss Universe, which also
- 1:11Speaker 1: hinted at her fascination with nineties alt rock melodies. On
- 1:15Speaker 1: today's episode, Nilafer shares the collaborative songwriting process she has
- 1:19Speaker 1: that created her new album with her producer Will Archer
- 1:22Speaker 1: and friend saxophonist and multi instrumentalist Jazzy Bobby. She also
- 1:28Speaker 1: talks about writing her first songs at ten years old
- 1:31Speaker 1: and about how she always dreamed of being a guitarist
- 1:33Speaker 1: in a band, not a solo act. This is broken
- 1:39Speaker 1: record liner notes for the digital age. I'm justin Richard.
- 1:44Speaker 1: Before we get to my conversation with Nila Freyanya, here's
- 1:47Speaker 1: a live performance of her song The Dealer with frequent
- 1:50Speaker 1: collaborator Jazzy Bobby. It's been baking on my mind. Oh
- 2:26Speaker 1: seems to lose me for the time, for count the
- 2:31Speaker 1: decision you are for You are someone to life and
- 2:35Speaker 1: smell like you to say, said speaking to the bone.
- 2:41Speaker 1: Can somebody see? Somebody says I might ends up be
- 2:46Speaker 1: all alone this smart bush, I need some time to
- 2:50Speaker 1: I can't, They says, I need to know that wh
- 2:54Speaker 1: umty the was the kind of pace she spakes your part, Baby,
- 3:00Speaker 1: it's me that stake that set apart. I should start.
- 3:07Speaker 1: Sh Goes can eat our set and stop, Patien star
- 3:14Speaker 1: shot Goes can eat our sight and stop. It's been
- 3:21Speaker 1: hing on my mind since I live all the time.
- 3:28Speaker 1: I gonna tell a decision who I phone. You are
- 3:31Speaker 1: someone to life? No nothing lost beving that do the
- 3:37Speaker 1: times come back soon? Somebody asks, I hope it's just
- 3:44Speaker 1: the summer time to call touch two. I need some
- 3:47Speaker 1: time to work out this sit I need to Nona
- 3:52Speaker 1: who Undy. What is the kind of patience takes your part? Baby?
- 3:58Speaker 1: It's need a stake. I sat part m patien sta.
- 4:19Speaker 1: She goes, can't eat on satin and stop patient STA.
- 4:27Speaker 1: She goes, can't eat on satin, stop patient stats. She goes,
- 4:36Speaker 1: can't eat on satin, stop patient stats. She goes. I
- 5:00Speaker 1: listened to say, known, got of so, baby, but sometime
- 5:15Speaker 1: to this is I need to know now what kind
- 5:23Speaker 1: of patience. I haven't had the chance to see you
- 5:35Speaker 1: live yet, Unfortunately, I want to correct that soon. So
- 5:38Speaker 1: that was my first time sort of seeing you, you know,
- 5:41Speaker 1: do something live. And the incredible thing I was realizing
- 5:44Speaker 1: as I was listening is as great as the songs are,
- 5:48Speaker 1: you know, in the way that they uniquely produced like
- 5:50Speaker 1: on the records, Like even these you know kind of
- 5:53Speaker 1: bare versions are just as good, like just in a
- 5:56Speaker 1: different way. I would miss the recorded version, but those
- 5:59Speaker 1: are so good. Thank you. I'm glad you think so.
- 6:02Speaker 1: You never know if you've gone like too far away
- 6:05Speaker 1: from the original version. Yeah, it's always fun to like, yeah,
- 6:09Speaker 1: things out and maybe wonder how you like write the
- 6:12Speaker 1: songs because they stand alone so well away from the production.
- 6:15Speaker 1: But then like on the recordings, there's so much production
- 6:18Speaker 1: going on, Like are you writing them with all of
- 6:20Speaker 1: that stuff in mind, all the stuff that ends up
- 6:21Speaker 1: on the record or did they sort of evolve into
- 6:23Speaker 1: what people here on the releases? I mean it depends,
- 6:27Speaker 1: Like broadly speaking, when I'm writing, there's not much production
- 6:31Speaker 1: involved at the early stages, like I'll just be playing
- 6:34Speaker 1: something on guitar or working something out and then taking
- 6:39Speaker 1: it to the studio and then working on it from there.
- 6:41Speaker 1: Once I kind of have the song. But for this record,
- 6:44Speaker 1: a lot of it was made like in the studio.
- 6:47Speaker 1: So I was working with my friend Will Archer, and
- 6:52Speaker 1: he had a lot of not like all the produced
- 6:56Speaker 1: kind of effects in there, but a lot of it
- 6:58Speaker 1: was kind of feeding the process as we went along.
- 7:00Speaker 1: Did you write a lot of it in studio? Yeah,
- 7:02Speaker 1: So he had a lot of the guitar parts this
- 7:05Speaker 1: record with like drums already in there or like effects
- 7:08Speaker 1: already in then I'd write over it, I guess. Was
- 7:12Speaker 1: that pretty different from Miss Universe, which was your first record,
- 7:16Speaker 1: the Miss Universe was it was another kind of experiment,
- 7:19Speaker 1: I guess because a lot of the songs were like
- 7:21Speaker 1: old songs I've been working on for a while, and
- 7:24Speaker 1: then some of them I was like writing in the studio.
- 7:28Speaker 1: At what point do you bring in like say Jazzy,
- 7:30Speaker 1: like you've written a song, yeah, you figure you wanted
- 7:33Speaker 1: on a record. At what point do you bring someone
- 7:35Speaker 1: like her into like work out parts, And you mean
- 7:38Speaker 1: like for like live shows or for I guess for
- 7:41Speaker 1: the records. For the songs, well, I mean Jazz wrote
- 7:44Speaker 1: a couple of songs together on this record, on the
- 7:47Speaker 1: new record, Like one of them was totally from scratch
- 7:49Speaker 1: and one of them was more like help me, I
- 7:51Speaker 1: need help. Yeah, I guess it depends. But when it
- 7:55Speaker 1: comes to like doing stuff live, like I'll take it
- 7:57Speaker 1: to my band, Jazzy's my band and kind of rearrange
- 8:02Speaker 1: the songs or like arrange the parts for like the
- 8:04Speaker 1: live shows. On the newest record, you're saying a lot
- 8:07Speaker 1: of it was written in studio, So how did that
- 8:09Speaker 1: work with Jazz your band? When I was working with
- 8:12Speaker 1: Jazz on our song together, we just lard from the
- 8:15Speaker 1: beginning together and we were writing it together and then
- 8:18Speaker 1: she recorded it and produced it as Belong with You.
- 8:24Speaker 1: Otherwise Jazz's not playing on the rest of the record,
- 8:26Speaker 1: so mean will on most of the songs we wrote
- 8:30Speaker 1: those together, recorded those I had. Ellis plays drums in
- 8:34Speaker 1: my bands, come in and we do some of the
- 8:36Speaker 1: drum parts, like we've already had the demo drums. Some
- 8:41Speaker 1: of them are good enough to like keep, and some
- 8:43Speaker 1: of them we were like, let's do live. Let's do
- 8:45Speaker 1: live versions of these, and some of them is like
- 8:46Speaker 1: a blend. Which ones did you end up keeping the
- 8:48Speaker 1: demo drums, like, Chase me, maybe demo drubs is the
- 8:52Speaker 1: right word, but like produced the first version of it. Yea, yeah,
- 8:57Speaker 1: Chase Me trying to think now stabilize as a blend
- 9:01Speaker 1: has like the drum machine and live drums. It's a
- 9:04Speaker 1: really cool drum party. Yeah, he's kind of He's always like,
- 9:07Speaker 1: why did I make this so hard when we're doing
- 9:11Speaker 1: it live? Maybe the rest of them of like blends
- 9:13Speaker 1: or we have live drums on that, and said, yeah,
- 9:16Speaker 1: speaking of like the kind of production on this record,
- 9:18Speaker 1: there's a part in the song Shameless, like maybe three
- 9:20Speaker 1: quarters the way through it sounds like maybe it was
- 9:24Speaker 1: a demo version of the song, which it's like you guy,
- 9:26Speaker 1: it goes into like another world. Yeah, it's like piano
- 9:29Speaker 1: and oboe, Yeah, some sort of ye clarinet. There we
- 9:35Speaker 1: go exactly. That was Will, Like I can't only speak
- 9:37Speaker 1: for him, so it felt like a very Will section
- 9:40Speaker 1: as well and Will part um and that song. I
- 9:42Speaker 1: was actually on the fence for a while, like, yeah,
- 9:47Speaker 1: kind of what's just how I felt about it, Like
- 9:50Speaker 1: something about it was almost too honest and like too
- 9:52Speaker 1: up front, and it's like I felt okay writing it,
- 9:54Speaker 1: but then when I was listening, like singing it, I
- 9:57Speaker 1: was like, I just don't know, but I love it now.
- 10:01Speaker 1: What was it about it that didn't feel right when
- 10:03Speaker 1: you're singing it? I think, um, the lyrics for me,
- 10:07Speaker 1: and like the melody and everything kind of felt on
- 10:09Speaker 1: the place two or Guy Got You Too Simple? It
- 10:13Speaker 1: just fit too well. Yeah. I feel like most people
- 10:16Speaker 1: would say, like if the lyrics and the vocal melody
- 10:18Speaker 1: like fit really well into the song, like that's that's
- 10:21Speaker 1: like a good match. I guess. So yeah, I guess
- 10:23Speaker 1: maybe it was like you know, when something falls into
- 10:25Speaker 1: place and then you kind of doubt yourself. You're like, well,
- 10:28Speaker 1: should it that have been so like easy got you?
- 10:31Speaker 1: Maybe not easier about have been a bit more of
- 10:33Speaker 1: a struggle. Yeah, well, I guess it was meant to be,
- 10:37Speaker 1: you know, yeah, not only like is the rhythm in
- 10:40Speaker 1: your music, but also there's like a dynamic, so many
- 10:43Speaker 1: of the songs sound equally kind of loud and raucous
- 10:46Speaker 1: and like quiet and beautiful at the same time, like
- 10:49Speaker 1: you're looking to fit opposites together. I guess, you know. Yeah, always,
- 10:53Speaker 1: I think, and it kind of takes me back to
- 10:55Speaker 1: how I used to write, when I was just like
- 10:57Speaker 1: always working by myself. A lot of times it kind
- 11:01Speaker 1: of be a challenge because you come up with one
- 11:02Speaker 1: part for a song and then I'm like, for the coolest,
- 11:04Speaker 1: I don't want to do the same, so I need
- 11:06Speaker 1: to come off other parts. You can't need to take
- 11:08Speaker 1: yourself into another like headspace, and I come up a
- 11:10Speaker 1: whole of a section and then go back to the
- 11:12Speaker 1: original things and just see if they fit and see
- 11:15Speaker 1: if it works together. But for me, that's how I
- 11:17Speaker 1: kept things interesting for myself. So I think maybe finding
- 11:23Speaker 1: ways to like keep that I don't know, I guess
- 11:25Speaker 1: that's always stayed with me, trying not to do something
- 11:28Speaker 1: that feels too obvious. But I think I'm learning that's
- 11:33Speaker 1: totally like what's obvious to me is different to you
- 11:36Speaker 1: kind of thing. So sometimes I felt like there's too
- 11:39Speaker 1: many different things going on in one song, so it's
- 11:41Speaker 1: like how to pull it back and how to simplify it. Yeah,
- 11:43Speaker 1: because even on I guess like Midnight Sun, you know,
- 11:46Speaker 1: like the ending you have like this, you know, crazy
- 11:49Speaker 1: distortion going. It's amazing Sacks, beautiful sweet sound in Sacks.
- 11:53Speaker 1: It makes me smile every time I hear it from
- 11:54Speaker 1: Jazzy and such a cool, interesting contract. It makes the
- 11:57Speaker 1: music such an interesting listen and just never know what's
- 11:59Speaker 1: happening next, keep you on your toes. It definitely keeps
- 12:02Speaker 1: me on myself. Yeah, I don't know. For me, that's
- 12:05Speaker 1: the point of kind of writing a song. It's like
- 12:09Speaker 1: just get bored up always, like if it always stays
- 12:11Speaker 1: the same, or just go well, it has to be
- 12:13Speaker 1: a really good reason why it's going to stay like that,
- 12:16Speaker 1: or just not trip you up, or I'll surprise you.
- 12:18Speaker 1: Maybe I'll get into that phase a got later. It
- 12:21Speaker 1: sounds like you you've kind of had that inclination from
- 12:23Speaker 1: the beginning. Even listening to like the EPs and stuff,
- 12:26Speaker 1: it sounds like that's kind of there. I feel like
- 12:28Speaker 1: the static maybe has changed a little bit, but it
- 12:30Speaker 1: sounds like that basic element of your music, the element
- 12:34Speaker 1: of surprise, has sort of always been there. Yeah. It
- 12:36Speaker 1: kind of creates like for me, like attention and like
- 12:38Speaker 1: a place to go to like a direction. Are there
- 12:41Speaker 1: other artists that you can think of that do that
- 12:44Speaker 1: in a way that's interesting to you? I mean I
- 12:46Speaker 1: say this one a lot, but like PJ. Harvey A
- 12:48Speaker 1: should do a cover of rid of Me at the
- 12:50Speaker 1: moment with jazz Um. It sounds really good. I think
- 12:54Speaker 1: that's a beautiful song. Thanks. I mean I didn't write it,
- 12:57Speaker 1: so I can't say thanks. Yeah, yeah, no, it's just
- 13:05Speaker 1: I find the way Harvey writes it's like kind of
- 13:10Speaker 1: does a lot of that, like tension pulling release and
- 13:13Speaker 1: like stripping things back and then kind of letting things go.
- 13:16Speaker 1: And like for that with that song as well, it's
- 13:18Speaker 1: like the guitar kind of has this really strong rhythm
- 13:21Speaker 1: and then the voice just does this like kind of
- 13:23Speaker 1: crazy thing. I was surprised that, you know, like a
- 13:26Speaker 1: while back. I found your cover of the Pixies song
- 13:29Speaker 1: Hey Yes. I was gonna say Pixies another band as
- 13:31Speaker 1: you were explaining the way PJ Harvey does. You know
- 13:34Speaker 1: her songs are sort of constructed, and I was like, wow,
- 13:35Speaker 1: it's kind of similar with even that song, like I didn't.
- 13:37Speaker 1: I was surprised you covered it. As you're explaining it,
- 13:40Speaker 1: it makes a lot of sense, like there's a super
- 13:41Speaker 1: strong melody, it's always going different places. That song, you know,
- 13:45Speaker 1: that was one of the first songs I heard and
- 13:47Speaker 1: I was like sixteen, and I was like, wow, like
- 13:49Speaker 1: this makes sense, Like it makes sense. I kind of
- 13:51Speaker 1: see what they're doing and I want to do the
- 13:54Speaker 1: same thing. Do you remember where you heard it first?
- 13:56Speaker 1: On YouTube? Just just I was like hor I was
- 13:59Speaker 1: on YouTube and I was like, actually, a guitar teacher
- 14:02Speaker 1: told me to listen to it. He was like, I
- 14:04Speaker 1: think you're kind of like this band. I was like, okay, cool,
- 14:08Speaker 1: so good. I remember I saw them you just got
- 14:11Speaker 1: downe playing Coachella. I remember the first time I went
- 14:13Speaker 1: to Coachella was like two thousand and four, fourteen. I
- 14:18Speaker 1: built it out telling my mom and I went out
- 14:21Speaker 1: through some friends and yeah, that was like their reunion show,
- 14:23Speaker 1: and I remember that. I just like fucking was the craziest,
- 14:27Speaker 1: Like just they're they're insane, They're amazing. Yeah, you know
- 14:30Speaker 1: that's all like as well, and the lyrics as well
- 14:31Speaker 1: as totally insane Blair, I have no idea to this
- 14:34Speaker 1: day with I almost and I don't want to. I don't.
- 14:36Speaker 1: I don't want to focus too much on what they are.
- 14:39Speaker 1: Some of the lyrics are scary and like, but some
- 14:42Speaker 1: of them makes sense, like, they makes sense some weird
- 14:44Speaker 1: abstract ways. It's a devil between us and hears in
- 14:48Speaker 1: the door. That makes a lot of sense. Yeah, I'm
- 14:50Speaker 1: glad to make sense. It doesn't make any sense, it doesn't.
- 14:53Speaker 1: It doesn't make immediate sense because each each line kind
- 14:56Speaker 1: of means its own thing. Yeah, and the feeling like
- 15:00Speaker 1: they wanted to vokes like them. It makes emotional sense
- 15:03Speaker 1: to me at least, Yeah, emotional sense. Logical sense, it
- 15:05Speaker 1: makes like and it might it might it might be
- 15:08Speaker 1: like a really great meaning but makes like logically I
- 15:10Speaker 1: don't know, but yeah, emotionally I'm like, yeah, it's a great,
- 15:12Speaker 1: such a good band. Did you find a lot of
- 15:14Speaker 1: bands through like YouTube and stuff? I think so yeah,
- 15:17Speaker 1: definitely it was a very good. It worked very well
- 15:19Speaker 1: for me. I still spend too much time on They're
- 15:21Speaker 1: going on YouTube bowls and like old old music that
- 15:24Speaker 1: is on there, and you're just like, what is this?
- 15:26Speaker 1: You know, it's really interesting visually as well. It's like
- 15:29Speaker 1: you all this different kind of information of like and
- 15:31Speaker 1: then you get the comment. It's just like wholes like
- 15:33Speaker 1: whole world. The comments are though, the comments make me,
- 15:36Speaker 1: you know, not really believe in humanity too much. Though, Yeah,
- 15:40Speaker 1: I mean I learned the hard way not to look
- 15:41Speaker 1: at video comments. Before we pause for a quick break,
- 15:46Speaker 1: let's hear Nilafer play her song Midnight Sun from her
- 15:49Speaker 1: new album Painless comment book The Things a sob man
- 16:12Speaker 1: to feel. Found myself a better do, so maybe be
- 16:21Speaker 1: better time this chouse you still like to say say,
- 16:30Speaker 1: say do this a job of riding and none snug talk,
- 16:37Speaker 1: can't keep my head, don't don't blood not tell me
- 16:45Speaker 1: pete and better I noticing blood and mos w left
- 16:50Speaker 1: my skin. The feelings of your conking God they can
- 16:56Speaker 1: justice anyway, So maybe be better. Don't chouse you still
- 17:10Speaker 1: like to say say sorry, I can do it a
- 17:13Speaker 1: job and now I SnO okay, can keep my head,
- 17:21Speaker 1: don't don't like and for no time, pardon I never
- 17:27Speaker 1: try explaining? Do you all? I say, con keep my
- 17:34Speaker 1: mouth shot this time still let to say say say
- 17:44Speaker 1: this raise by com face. Didn't I lose the sleeves?
- 17:50Speaker 1: Always I did it for you. I felt so short.
- 17:57Speaker 1: You're my best, my ship, you, my man. I so
- 18:03Speaker 1: always I did it for you. Remember every life, go
- 18:25Speaker 1: through it one more time, so showing me how to
- 18:29Speaker 1: speak through him, think me the spinning, do so but
- 18:38Speaker 1: to this joys you stop that so so sad? Do
- 18:49Speaker 1: it the job of a value, and no man slung? Okay,
- 18:54Speaker 1: can keep my eye supposed to low and they have
- 18:59Speaker 1: not to en and never try expanding. Do you hold
- 19:07Speaker 1: on sight? Can my hands up from it's still like
- 19:13Speaker 1: to say so sad? This rays bout figures I dins
- 19:24Speaker 1: best means always I did it for you. I felt
- 19:30Speaker 1: so short You're my best, my sheet, you, my men,
- 19:37Speaker 1: my son. Always I did it for you. I didn't
- 19:57Speaker 1: so short you might my sheet, my son. M We're
- 20:47Speaker 1: back with my conversation with Nila for Janya. When did
- 20:51Speaker 1: you first start writing songs? Probably I was quite young.
- 20:54Speaker 1: I had a like lots of notebooks. I was just
- 20:57Speaker 1: like write lyrics in like as poetry or as no
- 21:00Speaker 1: like as a song. But I didn't have like I
- 21:03Speaker 1: was just I either hadn't started learning guitar yet or
- 21:05Speaker 1: I didn't. I just imagined the parts and just heard
- 21:08Speaker 1: them in my head kind of thing. How old would
- 21:11Speaker 1: you ben ten? Like before I went to high school? Yeah,
- 21:14Speaker 1: I wasn't playing guitar then, so I was just kind
- 21:16Speaker 1: of writing songs where they weren't real songs. What inspired
- 21:20Speaker 1: you at tend to be writing songs? That's ambitious? I
- 21:22Speaker 1: just thought like bands were really cool. The idea of
- 21:24Speaker 1: a rock band was really cool, and I really wanted
- 21:26Speaker 1: to play guitar and being a band, I didn't want
- 21:30Speaker 1: to sing them. I just wanted to be a guitar player. Yeah,
- 21:33Speaker 1: playing guitar in the band. And then I thought, you know,
- 21:35Speaker 1: if you have a band, you have to write the songs.
- 21:37Speaker 1: So yeah, I was always interested in the songwriting. Is
- 21:41Speaker 1: there a band or a group of bands early on
- 21:43Speaker 1: that would have yeah, like Blink one A two, Yeah,
- 21:47Speaker 1: when I was younger, like, yeah, they're one of my favorites.
- 21:50Speaker 1: What you do is so far away from Yeah, I
- 21:53Speaker 1: came I think I've you know, changed since then, which
- 21:56Speaker 1: is good. Yeah, absolutely, But this is when I was like,
- 21:59Speaker 1: you know, nine, yeah, yeah, that's a good age to
- 22:02Speaker 1: be in the blink, that's that's the appropriate age. You know,
- 22:06Speaker 1: very catchy songs, you know. Yeah, and they He had
- 22:09Speaker 1: loads of good guitar parts and melodies. Just loved to
- 22:12Speaker 1: sound as a guitar. That's funny because I feel like
- 22:15Speaker 1: pop punk's an adjective that comes up when I'm reading
- 22:19Speaker 1: stuff about you. It's never occurred to me like when
- 22:21Speaker 1: I listened. I mean I was very young, so yeah, yeah, yeah,
- 22:24Speaker 1: and I understood. So if you start writing songs at ten,
- 22:27Speaker 1: but really with that like a melody, just sort of
- 22:29Speaker 1: writing words but imagining their songs, when do you get
- 22:31Speaker 1: a guitar? I started playing guitar maybe like eleven twelve,
- 22:36Speaker 1: just kind of like a messing around on it. First
- 22:39Speaker 1: at home. It was like some random guitar my granddad
- 22:42Speaker 1: had given my sister. I don't think he had all
- 22:44Speaker 1: the strings, and it was not very good, but it worked.
- 22:48Speaker 1: It worked, and I thought it sounded really good. And
- 22:50Speaker 1: then I started having some lessons. That's cool. Took her
- 22:53Speaker 1: from there. It was any of your family musically inclined. Yeah,
- 22:56Speaker 1: I would say everyone was kind of musically inclined. My uncle,
- 22:59Speaker 1: he's a producer and like musician writer, so he was
- 23:03Speaker 1: another guy who played guitar, played bass, made lots of music,
- 23:07Speaker 1: had a studio where at was the studio. He was
- 23:10Speaker 1: working in London for a while in like acting, and
- 23:13Speaker 1: then they moved like out to the countryside build his
- 23:17Speaker 1: own studio. Cool, did he anything? We would now? He
- 23:20Speaker 1: did a lot of like Spanish acts, Spanish pope or
- 23:25Speaker 1: Spanish pop rock, I guess. And then he was like
- 23:28Speaker 1: in some like britt funk bands when he was younger.
- 23:31Speaker 1: I don't know if there's anyone you would know, but
- 23:33Speaker 1: his name's Joe Stiff Dvornik. He who showed myself on guitar.
- 23:37Speaker 1: He would encourage me as well. And then my parents
- 23:40Speaker 1: are like visual assists. So my mum got me to
- 23:44Speaker 1: piano when I was younger because she loved piano. Started
- 23:47Speaker 1: doing that from like seven years old. Cool. My dad,
- 23:50Speaker 1: he's Turkish, so he loves taxis music. He was like
- 23:54Speaker 1: musically inclined because he'd always be playing the saz what's
- 23:57Speaker 1: the sas kind of a folk instrument like an ood
- 24:01Speaker 1: or something not too far away. Six strings, five groups
- 24:05Speaker 1: of strings, but they come in groups of like three,
- 24:06Speaker 1: so they're all tuned to like the same peg, so
- 24:09Speaker 1: it sounds like a double string guitar kind of. Yeah,
- 24:13Speaker 1: it's a lot like has a lot of richer sound,
- 24:15Speaker 1: like thinner sound as well. Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's right.
- 24:19Speaker 1: Had did you appreciate the Turkish music you were hearing
- 24:23Speaker 1: grown up? I don't think I did when I was younger, Yeah,
- 24:25Speaker 1: because I didn't really get it because he played a
- 24:27Speaker 1: lot of like kind of classical traditional stuff and it
- 24:30Speaker 1: was a bit like my mom was really into like
- 24:33Speaker 1: getting into like Mozart, and I was like, you can
- 24:36Speaker 1: hear the melodies and you can understand that, but like
- 24:39Speaker 1: I didn't really like appreciate it. Very grateful to have headaches, fosed,
- 24:44Speaker 1: very cool. When did you start performing I started doing
- 24:47Speaker 1: like open mics just by myself. I just left school,
- 24:51Speaker 1: so maybe eighteen around that time, so within the last
- 24:54Speaker 1: ten years. Yeah, okay, what was it coming from like
- 24:58Speaker 1: just writing songs, you know, by yourself to performing them?
- 25:02Speaker 1: It was abstract, like it was totally weird. Like I
- 25:05Speaker 1: knew if I wanted to do music, I perhaps to
- 25:08Speaker 1: kind of get used to the idea of performing. So
- 25:10Speaker 1: I was really pushing myself to just get good at it,
- 25:13Speaker 1: I guess, and feel comfortable with it. But it was
- 25:16Speaker 1: really strange because like you write something you're playing at home,
- 25:19Speaker 1: you're singing at home, or like even like recording like demos. Yeah,
- 25:23Speaker 1: oh it sounds so different to how I imagine it?
- 25:26Speaker 1: Why is that? And then you play it on stage
- 25:28Speaker 1: and like it sounds so different power imagine it? Had
- 25:31Speaker 1: you been recording demos at that point, Yeah, I've done
- 25:34Speaker 1: a few demos at school with my friends for music class,
- 25:39Speaker 1: I guess as well. And then I did record a
- 25:43Speaker 1: song on my uncle studio as well. Yeah that was cool.
- 25:45Speaker 1: Did it ever come out or now it was on
- 25:47Speaker 1: YouTube for a long time a video as well. Yeah, yeah,
- 25:53Speaker 1: I'd love to hear that. Oh my god. No, did
- 25:56Speaker 1: performing then? Did it change the way you wrote after that?
- 25:59Speaker 1: I think so a little bit. Yeah, because in my head,
- 26:02Speaker 1: I guess I was always writing for like an imaginary band,
- 26:06Speaker 1: so like the guitar parts I wrote were like more
- 26:08Speaker 1: like little riff, and then when I was on stage,
- 26:11Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, like how is this?
- 26:13Speaker 1: It's kind of hard to sometimes it doesn't have all
- 26:15Speaker 1: the components of like rhythm like too strongly in there.
- 26:19Speaker 1: So kind of building an accompaniment for the voice is
- 26:22Speaker 1: different for like building parts of the guitar. Yeah, so
- 26:25Speaker 1: I don't know if it changed it too much. I
- 26:27Speaker 1: was kind of aware of it. Probably definitely allf we
- 26:30Speaker 1: did this is the process you countar playing super rhythmic.
- 26:33Speaker 1: Thank you. I feel like I can hear the drum
- 26:35Speaker 1: parts even if there's no drums. You know, when did
- 26:38Speaker 1: you give up on the band dream, like just being
- 26:40Speaker 1: a guitarist. No, I did have some bonds at school. Yeah.
- 26:43Speaker 1: At the beginning, I was like, no, I'm not saying
- 26:45Speaker 1: not singing, And then when I got a bit older,
- 26:47Speaker 1: I was like, that my song, so I have to
- 26:50Speaker 1: sing that. And you met Jazzy who played sax for
- 26:55Speaker 1: us here at school? Right? Yeah? We met on music tour?
- 26:59Speaker 1: What is that? What's on? What's music tour? Our school
- 27:02Speaker 1: had a really cool music department, And I think it
- 27:05Speaker 1: was when I was thirteen, Me and Jazz became friends
- 27:07Speaker 1: because we were sharing her toe over What did you
- 27:10Speaker 1: guys bond over? I think just the experience, I guess,
- 27:14Speaker 1: I like, yeah, we were in Prague, so you're performing
- 27:18Speaker 1: these songs and you're writing songs. Not all that long ago,
- 27:20Speaker 1: eight nine years ago? When did it happen that you
- 27:24Speaker 1: got signed and were able to record your first record?
- 27:28Speaker 1: So I got signed to my label. I want to say,
- 27:33Speaker 1: like twenty seventeen eighteen, How did that come about? I
- 27:39Speaker 1: was releasing EPs up until that point with another label,
- 27:42Speaker 1: but it wasn't like like a steal. You were just
- 27:45Speaker 1: part of like more of a collective. Yeah, it was
- 27:47Speaker 1: more a bit more relaxed, but we were releasing EPs
- 27:50Speaker 1: and that was really fun. I was like things start
- 27:53Speaker 1: to think about, like okay, album next, like how do
- 27:55Speaker 1: how do I want to do this? Because should I
- 27:57Speaker 1: work with? I was trying to find new labels or
- 28:00Speaker 1: find different labels for me. The EP part was like
- 28:02Speaker 1: really exciting because it's like to get from like having
- 28:07Speaker 1: no kind of connections to releasing music physically like vinyls
- 28:10Speaker 1: as well. That felt like a big jump. But I
- 28:13Speaker 1: go from the EPC the album kind of made more
- 28:15Speaker 1: sense because it's like I kind of already had a
- 28:17Speaker 1: manager in place, already had kind of connections and people
- 28:19Speaker 1: helping me. Yeah, but I think before that, getting to
- 28:22Speaker 1: the EP stage, it was like, how am I going
- 28:24Speaker 1: to do this? Yeah? Right, this is really hard? Interesting?
- 28:27Speaker 1: Yeah where did you record those EPs? In London? Yeah? Against,
- 28:32Speaker 1: but like at home or in a studio with different
- 28:35Speaker 1: producers that I was working with at the time. I
- 28:37Speaker 1: hadn't like found like one person. I was like, this
- 28:40Speaker 1: is person, Like we're going to make all the music together.
- 28:43Speaker 1: It was I was kind of like China, different engineers,
- 28:46Speaker 1: different producers, making a lot of demos. We'll be right
- 28:49Speaker 1: back with more from Nilla for Yanja after a quick break.
- 28:57Speaker 1: Before we get back to the rest of my conversation
- 28:59Speaker 1: with Nilla for Yanya, let's hear a live performance of
- 29:02Speaker 1: one of her newest songs, Chase men feel that need
- 29:23Speaker 1: no more chases. Let me make hathway to Hugh Babies,
- 29:29Speaker 1: no fan Amon anymore spaces are gonna make haathway to you,
- 29:36Speaker 1: baby slump my stock goados head a room, chase me
- 29:43Speaker 1: you who babies, Peanut wid you baby all go sazy
- 29:50Speaker 1: crazy hazy. And I can make no friends because I
- 29:55Speaker 1: can make no sence because I can't. Baby ten feels
- 29:59Speaker 1: like so bad calming and feels like soul that scarring.
- 30:06Speaker 1: It feels like sol and gol and he's like con
- 30:12Speaker 1: said son as Bison's bad drug, and he's like the
- 30:19Speaker 1: concert song, it's not flooding chases name you make hath
- 30:29Speaker 1: flay to you, who baby is not fan anymore? Spaces
- 30:35Speaker 1: aver make hath fay to you baby snow my stock
- 30:41Speaker 1: goados he over chase me you babies mean, ain't why
- 30:49Speaker 1: you baby all go sazing hazy hazy, SnO the way
- 30:56Speaker 1: you ain't in snow the way you said it's snow
- 30:59Speaker 1: the way we man feels like so bad calling and
- 31:05Speaker 1: feels like so that starving. It's like solid girl, and
- 31:12Speaker 1: it was like Co sad song as this stands hard
- 31:18Speaker 1: a job and it was like Co sad song, It's
- 31:25Speaker 1: nothing that need no more chases lending make half way
- 31:32Speaker 1: to you, who babies fan on on anymore? Spaces of
- 31:38Speaker 1: the me half way to you babies not my song
- 31:43Speaker 1: to go ridos in a will chase me to you?
- 31:48Speaker 1: Who babies mean? Ain't white to you baby? Oh go
- 31:53Speaker 1: sazy hazy hazy Ti too long time, too love Time
- 32:01Speaker 1: Too long, sister of T too Love TI Too love Long,
- 32:32Speaker 1: tell me at a little bit about how could ravel went.
- 32:34Speaker 1: That's kind of a pretty big gig, right, it was interesting,
- 32:37Speaker 1: a lot of traveling, and then the changeover is like
- 32:40Speaker 1: really quick, so lots of things went wrong in that changeover,
- 32:43Speaker 1: had to cut a song, like just things aren't working
- 32:47Speaker 1: because it was like first gig the tour, so those
- 32:50Speaker 1: things are going to go wrong, but we pulled off,
- 32:52Speaker 1: I think yeah, and I had fun and like the
- 32:54Speaker 1: crowd was nice. It was just like it was a
- 32:57Speaker 1: quite overwhelming experience. You mean you've done other festival dates. Ye,
- 33:00Speaker 1: did it feel different? The last thing we did was
- 33:02Speaker 1: like a EU and UK tour. To change from that
- 33:06Speaker 1: to like just straight at festival, everything's a mess. Yeah,
- 33:09Speaker 1: it's totally kind of different. I was like, oh, I
- 33:12Speaker 1: can't hear anything. It's kind of what festivals are like
- 33:15Speaker 1: generally kind of chaotic mess, very chaotic, And yeah, the
- 33:19Speaker 1: Cloud seems to enjoy it, so I can't really complain.
- 33:22Speaker 1: I guess following you on Instagram and search, seems like
- 33:26Speaker 1: you travel quite a bit, and I'm curious, like what,
- 33:29Speaker 1: like how travel either just informs you as a person
- 33:32Speaker 1: and maybe also informs your music if it are like
- 33:36Speaker 1: it seems like it's an important part of your life, right, yeah,
- 33:38Speaker 1: I would say, I mean definitely with music, like being
- 33:43Speaker 1: able to travel and play shows in different places, especially
- 33:46Speaker 1: like during the pandemic, Like I kind of realized how
- 33:48Speaker 1: massive that is of a privilege to be able to
- 33:50Speaker 1: do that. Not everyone gets to travel, and not everyone
- 33:53Speaker 1: gets to travel because of the job or the music,
- 33:55Speaker 1: So it feels it's really amazing when those two things
- 33:58Speaker 1: come together. I just never want to take that for granted,
- 34:01Speaker 1: I guess, and then it's just a I just think
- 34:03Speaker 1: it's a great thing to be able to do, like
- 34:05Speaker 1: when you can have family in different places. So also
- 34:09Speaker 1: feels a bit like necessity. I guess that that old
- 34:12Speaker 1: saying that people say about boiling your mind, it really does,
- 34:15Speaker 1: because it physically you take yourself out of your everyday environment.
- 34:19Speaker 1: And then when your song totally different, you can't think
- 34:22Speaker 1: about normal things because you're just so like caught up
- 34:25Speaker 1: in the moment of oh, how do I do this?
- 34:27Speaker 1: Or where do I go? Or like how does this work?
- 34:29Speaker 1: You're always having to improvise. Where's your family at. I
- 34:32Speaker 1: have some family in Turkey. I haven't seen them in
- 34:35Speaker 1: a while, so I'd like to do that next. My
- 34:37Speaker 1: mom's from Barbados and Island, so I have plans to
- 34:42Speaker 1: go talk the Caribbean soon. Yeah. We still go to
- 34:46Speaker 1: Island quite a bit when I was younger. I think, yeah,
- 34:49Speaker 1: everyone in my family kind of likes moving as well,
- 34:51Speaker 1: so really yeah, kind of not moving like physical like
- 34:54Speaker 1: moving house, but just movement, being on the move. Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
- 34:58Speaker 1: Most of my immediate family, they all live in London.
- 35:00Speaker 1: Did you feel like steeped in all the various cultures
- 35:03Speaker 1: growing up? But did you just feel did you just
- 35:05Speaker 1: feel English? It's interesting, Yeah, I don't really, It's kind
- 35:10Speaker 1: of hard to remember. I guess exactly what you feel like.
- 35:12Speaker 1: But I was aware of like these two very different
- 35:16Speaker 1: things happening in my family, and like two different kind
- 35:20Speaker 1: of sides. I guess to it because like my mum's side,
- 35:23Speaker 1: she grew up in London, so I think she very
- 35:25Speaker 1: much has that identity. And my dad came from Estanbul
- 35:28Speaker 1: and like very much carries that identity with him. So
- 35:31Speaker 1: on one side, my mom family was Catholic and my
- 35:34Speaker 1: dad's Muslim. Those two things alone are like this is
- 35:36Speaker 1: very different, and you kind of sense that growing up.
- 35:38Speaker 1: But I think the beauty of like growing up in
- 35:40Speaker 1: London is that everyone comes from different places, so you
- 35:44Speaker 1: don't feel like you have to be you have to
- 35:47Speaker 1: kind of be one thing, right, Yeah, I'm very grateful
- 35:50Speaker 1: for that. You can embrace the Yeah, you can embrace
- 35:54Speaker 1: the class definitely have to try to anyway. So that's
- 35:57Speaker 1: fascinating me. That's really that's wildly different. It's like wildly
- 36:00Speaker 1: different just day to day, like the way as a
- 36:03Speaker 1: Muslim and as a just like things like Christmas. I
- 36:06Speaker 1: was always like, oh, um, like does that work? Well?
- 36:10Speaker 1: My dad would always go to Turkey to see his
- 36:12Speaker 1: family then because he was teaching as well, so he
- 36:15Speaker 1: had like time off when they were holidays in the UK,
- 36:19Speaker 1: so he's always goes to his family and then yeah,
- 36:23Speaker 1: it's beaut with my mum's family. But Christmas and that, No,
- 36:26Speaker 1: I still love Christmas, but it's like that you get
- 36:28Speaker 1: that sense like oh, I'm not meant to, I'm not
- 36:30Speaker 1: supposed to or this isn't really my culture, but it
- 36:34Speaker 1: is at the same time. So as you do get all,
- 36:36Speaker 1: do you realize like there is an individual self? Yeah,
- 36:39Speaker 1: that exists alongside those things. I'm next to it, but
- 36:42Speaker 1: I'm not necessarily you know, it doesn't dictate everything in
- 36:45Speaker 1: my life. Yeah, And I think that's where music that
- 36:46Speaker 1: always helped me stay kind of saying because it's like
- 36:48Speaker 1: that's my own thing kind of just for me in
- 36:50Speaker 1: a way, and it's always helped me understand or even
- 36:53Speaker 1: like pushed me to do things I wouldn't do or
- 36:55Speaker 1: like kind of just grow. But it doesn't have to
- 36:57Speaker 1: connect with your like where you come from, like your culture,
- 37:00Speaker 1: identities or religion. Like it doesn't have to do it.
- 37:03Speaker 1: It doesn't have to connect those things unless you want
- 37:05Speaker 1: it to. Writing music always felt like I didn't have
- 37:08Speaker 1: to do that. I mean, like no one asked me
- 37:10Speaker 1: to do, you know what I mean. It's like I
- 37:11Speaker 1: just I just enjoyed it and I thought it was
- 37:14Speaker 1: fun and like I knew it's what I wanted to do.
- 37:17Speaker 1: It didn't really make sense to like anyone else. I
- 37:19Speaker 1: think it was kind of like just not my own thing. Yeah,
- 37:23Speaker 1: Like for a while, I was like stuck between like,
- 37:25Speaker 1: oh music a lot, like what should I do like UNI,
- 37:27Speaker 1: or like what should I study? It's really ambitious to
- 37:31Speaker 1: be like ten, and like I loved music when I
- 37:34Speaker 1: was ten, but I was not writing you know songs,
- 37:37Speaker 1: are attempting to write songs when I was ten and
- 37:39Speaker 1: then like to like you know, by the time you're
- 37:41Speaker 1: sixteen seventeen, you're out performing and like you're like, this
- 37:43Speaker 1: is what I want to do and this is my thing.
- 37:45Speaker 1: Like that's a really I don't know, evolved like way
- 37:50Speaker 1: to approach something that you enjoy. You know, most people
- 37:53Speaker 1: enjoy things like they just participate at the fan level
- 37:55Speaker 1: and you're like, you know, I don't know necessarily how
- 37:57Speaker 1: or but I'm gonna make this. I'm gonna do it.
- 37:59Speaker 1: That's what's interesting about kids. I guess it's like how
- 38:01Speaker 1: did they come up with these ideas? Like it's still
- 38:04Speaker 1: perplexed by Yeah, I guess I just felt like I
- 38:07Speaker 1: had to do it. I think. Also, and like Nope,
- 38:09Speaker 1: when I kind of was getting like growing up, I
- 38:11Speaker 1: was quite like shying resolved. So it's like I still
- 38:14Speaker 1: am like that I knew like if I didn't do it,
- 38:16Speaker 1: I was never going to do it, kind of thing
- 38:18Speaker 1: like if you if you just didn't jump. Yeah, if
- 38:20Speaker 1: I didn't make myself do it, then I might not
- 38:22Speaker 1: ever do it. I was quite like catalo of that
- 38:24Speaker 1: kind of natural like desire to like want to please people,
- 38:28Speaker 1: I think, But I was also kind of aware of
- 38:29Speaker 1: like maybe like what I actually wanted to do for myself.
- 38:34Speaker 1: So it's like I could always do things that people
- 38:37Speaker 1: tell you to do, but then you can also just
- 38:39Speaker 1: also do your own saying. So music was like subtle
- 38:42Speaker 1: way of rebellion A yea yeah, people pleasing tendency, and
- 38:46Speaker 1: then you felt like if you didn't jump right in
- 38:49Speaker 1: and like put yourself to do shows, which you might
- 38:51Speaker 1: feel like you're otherwise too shy to do, like you
- 38:53Speaker 1: maybe would lose all of it. Like maybe you wouldn't
- 38:55Speaker 1: just write songs by yourself. Who knows what you would
- 38:58Speaker 1: miss out on? Right? Yeah? Do you think you would
- 39:01Speaker 1: have kept writing just kind of personally, like as a
- 39:04Speaker 1: hobby or just for a personal fulfillment if you hadn't
- 39:07Speaker 1: pursued it a professional Yeah, And I kind of wonder
- 39:10Speaker 1: like that would kind of also be interesting because maybe
- 39:12Speaker 1: I'd be better something else. Maybe I'd be good at
- 39:15Speaker 1: doing two things. What do you think it would be?
- 39:17Speaker 1: I don't know, like what if I was like writing
- 39:20Speaker 1: books or maybe my songwriting would have evolved just differently,
- 39:24Speaker 1: Like I don't know why I felt the rush in
- 39:25Speaker 1: the panic. Yeah, yeah, to do it, Like I could
- 39:27Speaker 1: have just taken my time. It's impressive though, it's really impressive. Okay,
- 39:31Speaker 1: So do you still feel a certain amount of innate
- 39:35Speaker 1: pressure on yourself or like like you're in a bit
- 39:37Speaker 1: of a hurry to do things, like you feel like
- 39:40Speaker 1: you got to keep moving or else or are you
- 39:41Speaker 1: going to stall? Yes? Yeah, And I'm trying to like
- 39:44Speaker 1: tell myself like it doesn't it's not real. That's just
- 39:46Speaker 1: what's in my head. Like you can stall or you
- 39:49Speaker 1: can't stop, you can break relax, yeah, just relaxing. Yeah,
- 39:57Speaker 1: And like, um, I always aim to like work more slowly.
- 40:01Speaker 1: That's like my current aim, like all the time, take
- 40:03Speaker 1: more time, make it slow, like don't rush it. Yeah,
- 40:07Speaker 1: are you making stuff now? His writing? I'm not really
- 40:10Speaker 1: writing at the moment. I keep having like weird dreams
- 40:14Speaker 1: where I'm like buying songs Like I'm like like I've
- 40:17Speaker 1: never really done that before, like written something that I've
- 40:19Speaker 1: heard in a dream. But like I've been trying to
- 40:22Speaker 1: because I keep hearing stuff. Oh you gotta you gotta
- 40:24Speaker 1: take it down. Yeah. But it's like you know when
- 40:26Speaker 1: you work up your voices, like yeah, you're like recording
- 40:29Speaker 1: to your fine like it's always sounded this morning. I
- 40:35Speaker 1: always I always think of um like Satisfaction was written
- 40:38Speaker 1: that way. I read in the bo Keith Richards was
- 40:40Speaker 1: like asleep, like dead asleep and like dreamt like of
- 40:45Speaker 1: the song and then like woke up and was like,
- 40:47Speaker 1: oh fucking like grab your recorder and like just like
- 40:50Speaker 1: bump bump blah blah bamah. I was like, fuck. I
- 40:55Speaker 1: imagine if Keith Richards didn't stumble out of bed from
- 40:58Speaker 1: some in some hotel room, you know, probably you know,
- 41:02Speaker 1: fucked up and record that, Like god damn, we wouldn't
- 41:05Speaker 1: have that song. It kind of comes from the same
- 41:08Speaker 1: kind of place. It's like distinctive kind of melody and
- 41:10Speaker 1: just idea. So it's like when you're a sleeper week
- 41:13Speaker 1: it doesn't even make a difference. Yeah, I mean it's
- 41:15Speaker 1: all I'm sure equally good and equally bad ideas. Yeah, yeah, exactly, Yeah,
- 41:20Speaker 1: coming you're sleep, you know, and out of sleep. Yeah,
- 41:23Speaker 1: it's definitely that place where you're you're you're turned off
- 41:25Speaker 1: to the conscious mind. Yeah, it kind of makes more
- 41:27Speaker 1: sense of your dreaming. Yeah, when people are like it
- 41:29Speaker 1: just appeared, it's just from the star, it's like, how
- 41:33Speaker 1: I feel like, maybe you got to sleep with the recorder.
- 41:34Speaker 1: I mean you have your phone. Yeah, you got to
- 41:36Speaker 1: just do it. Yes, true? Cool. Well, thank you for
- 41:40Speaker 1: taking the time to play some stuff. Thank you, there's
- 41:43Speaker 1: a real pleasure. Yeah, catch you next time. Thanks to
- 41:48Speaker 1: Nila for Yanya for coming on Broken Record to talk
- 41:50Speaker 1: about her life, career and her latest album. You can
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