Latest / PNW Haunts & Homicides / The Normandale Park Shooting: Pt. 1
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- 0:00[MUSIC]
- 0:02>> Dacia reflected that it seemed like he was trying to manufacture a
- 0:07standard ground type scenario.
- 0:10>> I was gonna say I've been thinking it just seems like he just wants,
- 0:13he just wants something bad to happen.
- 0:15>> Mm-hm.
- 0:16>> With statements like, make me and let's do this.
- 0:20>> They're saying no, let's not do this.
- 0:22>> Yeah, literally.
- 0:24>> She said, it really, it just felt to me like he was a bomb.
- 0:29[MUSIC]
- 0:39>> Hi Cassie.
- 0:40>> Hi Caitlyn.
- 0:41>> Hi Creepy people.
- 0:43>> Hello.
- 0:44>> Hello.
- 0:45>> This is PNW Haunts and Homcides,
- 0:48where we chat about true crime,
- 0:50the paranormal and all things,
- 0:53spooky in the Pacific Northwest or the PNW.
- 0:57>> It's the nasty.
- 1:00>> And we do terror reading at the end of every episode for
- 1:03a little deeper insight into our topic.
- 1:06>> That's a thing.
- 1:07>> I said that really fast.
- 1:08It kind of sounded like it's a tarot reading for a terror reading.
- 1:11>> We do tarot cards.
- 1:13We do witchcraft here.
- 1:15If you don't like it, it's cadetto.
- 1:17>> Boy.
- 1:19>> We also slip into English accents that are probably terrible,
- 1:22but we can't help it.
- 1:23>> Sometimes I think that we get a little bit confused because
- 1:27there are so many parts of the world that
- 1:31speak with some iteration of a British accent.
- 1:34>> Yes.
- 1:35>> You know, and we're not making fun.
- 1:37We're appreciating.
- 1:38>> No, we love it.
- 1:40>> So anyway.
- 1:41>> Any who's all.
- 1:43Benjamin Jeffrey Smith was born on November 28th, 1978,
- 1:48in Concord, Massachusetts,
- 1:51and grew up in Indiana before relocating to Portland, Oregon as an adult.
- 1:56>> Ah, the PNW.
- 1:57>> Was he nasty?
- 1:59>> He was, yeah.
- 2:00>> Mm-hmm.
- 2:00>> Yeah.
- 2:02He's pretty nasty.
- 2:03>> Oh.
- 2:04>> Around that same time is when he began getting involved in the furry community.
- 2:11>> Hold up.
- 2:12>> What?
- 2:13>> Yeah, I wouldn't get excited about it.
- 2:15>> I want a furry episode.
- 2:18>> Eat, I mean.
- 2:19>> This is so interesting.
- 2:21>> Yeah.
- 2:22>> I mean, we're only going to talk about it for like five seconds.
- 2:25>> Man, I got so invested.
- 2:27>> I know.
- 2:29>> Adopting the persona of a small male bunny and the nickname PolyBun or Polyhead,
- 2:36according to a tweet posted by Drake Dushype by The Alias.
- 2:41>> Okay.
- 2:42>> PolyBun was one of the original founders of the #BabyFurIRC channel
- 2:49on Furnet.
- 2:50>> Oh, I don't know if I like that.
- 2:52>> It's a whole string of words that didn't mean a lot to me at the start of this.
- 2:59Had to do a little bit of digging.
- 3:02>> I would imagine so.
- 3:03>> Yeah.
- 3:04>> Yeah, I don't know what any of that means.
- 3:05>> Yeah.
- 3:06>> Mm-hmm.
- 3:07>> Yeah.
- 3:08>> As a gay man and practicing furry, he's probably one of the last guys you'd expect
- 3:14to get red-pilled.
- 3:16But from there, it's a pretty predictable tale of misogyny and hate in the most heinous
- 3:22forms.
- 3:24He also felt down the rabbit hole of COVID conspiracy theories and became staunchly anti-mask.
- 3:32>> Wait, did you do that on purpose?
- 3:34>> Why?
- 3:35>> We felt on the rabbit hole because he dressed like a bunny.
- 3:37>> Oh, I didn't.
- 3:40I think rabbit hole is just plain.
- 3:42>> So, it did just mean?
- 3:43>> Yes.
- 3:44>> It's so extremely associated with this case.
- 3:49I feel like in ways that aren't going to be clear at this point other than the obvious.
- 3:56>> That's pretty funny, though.
- 3:58>> Okay.
- 3:59>> Throughout lockdown, he was chronically online complaining about the Black Lives Matter
- 4:04movement and Antifa and spewing anti-Semitic rants.
- 4:09>> My favorite.
- 4:13>> He was enraged by protests in the city of Portland.
- 4:17According to a former roommate, he believed that extreme violence rather than peaceful protest
- 4:22was the only way of making one self-heard.
- 4:25He hated protests about racial violence and injustice in particular.
- 4:30>> Why?
- 4:32>> Remember how we talked about the red pill?
- 4:35The city of Portland made headlines all over the country for a number of them that took
- 4:40place during the pandemic.
- 4:43And you may have heard the city being mentioned again recently by the Cheeto and Chief.
- 4:49>> Oh, I hadn't heard.
- 4:51>> It's a lawless place.
- 4:53>> Yes.
- 4:54>> So, let's talk about public demonstrations, dissent, particularly those aimed at peaceful
- 5:03community action.
- 5:05Corking is the practice of protecting marchers from traffic by placing one's car, bike, or
- 5:10body to create a physical barrier near intersections and cross streets.
- 5:16>> Okay.
- 5:17>> I was able to observe several minutes of footage with detailed explanations of how
- 5:23the practice is designed to keep the community moving safely.
- 5:28Corking, it's important to note, is a volunteer action for protecting those participating
- 5:33in peaceful protests or demonstrations.
- 5:37Both words are used interchangeably.
- 5:41In some contexts, I feel like it can be helpful to say demonstration as opposed to protest
- 5:47because the connotation just can be very different.
- 5:51>> Right.
- 5:52>> But I digress.
- 5:53The term should not be confused with cuddling, a police crowd control tactic where officers
- 5:59surround and contain a group of demonstrators.
- 6:04That brings us to my new hyper focus and obsession, forensic architecture.
- 6:10And I promise there's a good reason I'm talking about it because I'm going to talk about it
- 6:14for a minute and you might think that I've gone insane.
- 6:17And you're not entirely wrong.
- 6:19But I do have a good reason.
- 6:22>> Just, you just felt on a rabbit hole.
- 6:24It helped me out.
- 6:25>> It's a rabbit hole thing.
- 6:27>> The forensic architecture is a research agency based at Goldsmiths University of London
- 6:33that investigates human rights violations using architectural and media analysis.
- 6:40The organization has received awards like the right lifelihood award, otherwise known
- 6:46as the alternative Nobel Prize and a Peabody Award for co-creating an entire new academic
- 6:54field and emergent media practice.
- 6:58>> That sounds super impressive.
- 7:01>> Pretty much is, their apartment smells of rich mahogany and many leather bound books.
- 7:10>> I like the alternative Nobel Peace Prize.
- 7:16>> Their work has even been admitted as evidence in legal processes in various jurisdictions,
- 7:22including the US, UK and other parts of Europe as well as Israel and South America.
- 7:29>> Wow.
- 7:30>> Yeah.
- 7:31>> They've got a lot of really interesting stuff coming out of Israel and Ukraine right now.
- 7:38>> Oh.
- 7:39>> So I bet.
- 7:40>> Yeah.
- 7:41>> Wow.
- 7:42>> Really, really highly suggest.
- 7:44Obviously, for the purposes of time management and adulting, I've only been able to dive
- 7:50into so many of their different resources and but really, really highly recommend if you're
- 7:58interested in checking it out that you do.
- 8:02They're basically a badass, lobe trotting organization that uses digital 3D modeling for
- 8:09human rights, investigation and documentary purposes.
- 8:12>> Ooh.
- 8:13>> That's cool.
- 8:15>> Yeah, so you know when you see those shitty 3D model reenactments in, I mean, all kinds
- 8:22of documentaries and these are not that.
- 8:28They are impressive and I was pretty fucking excited.
- 8:35As an organization operating in a highly sensitive area, they have faced criticisms regarding
- 8:42their methodologies and potential bias, particularly in context of political conflicts.
- 8:51And I think that's fair.
- 8:53We should examine organizations in these types of spaces critically.
- 8:58>> Yeah.
- 8:59>> Yeah.
- 9:00>> Though in this case, such criticism has largely come from NGO Monitor, which has itself
- 9:08been criticized by academic figures, diplomats and journalists for allowing its research and
- 9:14conclusions, speech driven by politics, for not examining far-right NGOs, which is
- 9:21a string of words that you shouldn't, they don't, I didn't like it.
- 9:26>> Nope.
- 9:27>> And for spreading misinformation.
- 9:29>> NGO Monitor is a Jerusalem-based organization that promotes largely pro-Israel viewpoints.
- 9:38The leader of the organization has ties to the Israeli government, having served as a consultant.
- 9:45Curiously this and other similar information has been omitted from his official profiles
- 9:51that are published in English.
- 9:53>> Of course.
- 9:54>> And I'm done obsessing over.
- 9:57I had to really look into this because I was like forensic architecture is so cool.
- 10:02>> That is really cool.
- 10:04I need to know what is the legitimacy of this.
- 10:08Because the last thing that I want to do is think that I've come across something that
- 10:13is shining a light and it's really just like, you know, shitting into a, I don't know.
- 10:21>> I don't know.
- 10:22>> I don't even know.
- 10:23>> Shitting into a 3D model?
- 10:25>> Yeah, shitting into a 3D model.
- 10:27>> Yeah.
- 10:28>> Yeah.
- 10:29Exactly.
- 10:30But I'm providing so much context on the background of the organization and maybe it's overkill,
- 10:37but it's because I think not only is what forensic architecture doing really remarkable,
- 10:44but their resources were so helpful.
- 10:49It was invaluable to me.
- 10:50>> Oh, nice.
- 10:51>> In the research for this case.
- 10:54>> I'm trying to talk about the 3D rendering of and/or they have actual footage.
- 11:05And that's a lot of what that documentary piece is based on.
- 11:11They have actual, you can describe it like body cam footage.
- 11:17>> Oh, okay.
- 11:18>> Yeah, I'm interested to see what is this because I don't exactly know what this is yet.
- 11:26I want to see how is it used?
- 11:30>> I really think I would really like actually for the two of us to watch a portion of it.
- 11:37>> Okay.
- 11:38>> And you're going to already know the case.
- 11:41So we don't even have to watch the whole thing.
- 11:43Although it's only like, I think, 36 minutes.
- 11:47I only say watch part of it because it's not an easy watch because of the body cam footage.
- 11:54And they've done really well to kind of clip in places where it's based on what's occurring.
- 12:03It's graphic and it's violent, but it's not gratuitous.
- 12:07It's all done very clearly to make the details clear and to drive home certain points,
- 12:13but it's all done in a way that it's not like a secretuitous.
- 12:18But yeah, the further you get into it, the harder it gets to watch.
- 12:21>> Yeah, I can imagine.
- 12:23>> Yeah.
- 12:24On the evening of February 19th, 2022, there was a demonstration scheduled to take place
- 12:30starting off at Norman Dale Park in Portland.
- 12:34That evening, a group of support workers were gathered on the west side of the park in
- 12:38preparation for a Black Lives Matter March.
- 12:41They were helping to coordinate.
- 12:43The demonstrators were marching in recognition of the deaths of a mere lock of Minnesota and
- 12:50Patrick Kimmins from Portland, Oregon.
- 12:53A mere lock was a 22 year old black man who was shot and killed by a Minneapolis police
- 12:58officer executing a no-knock warrant, though a mere was not the subject of or named in the
- 13:06warrant.
- 13:07>> Okay.
- 13:09>> They no longer do that type of warrant in Minnesota anymore.
- 13:14>> I can't imagine why.
- 13:16>> Yeah.
- 13:17>> On face value, you can understand the benefit of executing a warrant and not letting
- 13:25that person.
- 13:27It's like when police show up at a scene without sirens.
- 13:32>> Okay.
- 13:33>> You have a tactical advantage there, but once you breach dwelling or other bills,
- 13:39you're not holding that person.
- 13:42For all they know, they are literally having to take their own life, their own self-defense
- 13:48into their hands.
- 13:49>> Yeah, I was going to say that just seems like a good way to get shot.
- 13:52>> Yeah.
- 13:53>> Yeah.
- 13:54>> And unfortunately, that is proven to be the case over and over and over and over again,
- 14:00actually.
- 14:01Patrick Kimmins was a 27 year old black man killed by Portland police during a 2018 altercation.
- 14:08The circumstances of that shooting have at times been hotly debated as part of an intense
- 14:13discourse about policing and racial injustice.
- 14:18Forensic architecture used a 3D model of the Normandale Park and surrounding neighborhood
- 14:23to illustrate the events of that day.
- 14:26Their models are intended to be measurable by the millimeter.
- 14:31>> Whoa.
- 14:32>> So, I'm just going to jump into a series of events and introduce the people involved
- 14:38based on the timeline of the night.
- 14:40>> Okay, I'm going to get cozy here.
- 14:43Get cozy.
- 14:44>> Not because I'm comfortable with what's happening, but because I need to be comforted.
- 14:52I need to be comforted.
- 14:53>> Yes.
- 14:54>> I'm not comfortable.
- 14:55I need comforted.
- 14:57I need comforting.
- 14:58>> Yes.
- 14:59>> Yeah, no, that's fair.
- 15:03Pilton arrived at 7 p.m. at Normandale Park, followed by Deja, who got there at approximately
- 15:11715, and the crowd really hadn't begun to gather yet.
- 15:16By 724, another corker named Dague arrived and parked next to June's car.
- 15:22>> The protective people.
- 15:24>> Mm-hm.
- 15:25>> Yes.
- 15:26So, for ConTech.
- 15:27>> For ConTech.
- 15:28>> Kettling Pat.
- 15:29>> Yeah.
- 15:30I mean, I'm sure in some context that Kettling can serve a purpose, but I just felt like
- 15:39in the context of this case, it's important that we create distinctions between certain groups.
- 15:46>> Okay.
- 15:47>> So, for ConTech, all of these kind of support workers related to the demonstration, they were
- 15:53on the opposite end of the park from where all of the marchers were going to be.
- 15:58>> Okay.
- 15:59Because typically, you have your corkers, they're kind of a big part of the support team.
- 16:07They're kind of on the back end.
- 16:09>> Okay.
- 16:10That makes sense.
- 16:11>> Yeah.
- 16:12Because what they're trying to avoid is what has happened in some of the worst viral videos
- 16:17about protests where people just come up behind a group that's marching and just plow
- 16:23through them, that type of thing.
- 16:25>> Yeah.
- 16:26I hate that.
- 16:28>> It makes a rival was shortly followed by another fellow corker, Hank, at 728, who was
- 16:33among the last of the group to arrive, and Parknext to June's vehicle on the opposite side.
- 16:39I just thought it was really funny, Hank was like, now I was like one of the last show up,
- 16:44because I'm always late.
- 16:45>> No.
- 16:46>> It sounds like us.
- 16:48>> Yeah.
- 16:49>> By 731 PM, a crowd was gathered on the opposite side of the park for the march scheduled
- 16:55to begin at 8 PM.
- 16:57Smith, who we introduced at the very top, first approached the group of corkers at around
- 17:05731 PM.
- 17:07He asked a strange question.
- 17:09How long are you going to be here?
- 17:12He wanted to confirm the itinerary presumably, which when he was informed that the march was
- 17:19scheduled to begin at 8, he checked the time and walked away from the group.
- 17:24Cass, a street medic amongst the group, said their pre-meat for the march was at around
- 17:29740 PM.
- 17:31Hope a volunteer armed guard said he wasn't aware of anyone else on the organizer team that
- 17:37was openly carrying that night.
- 17:40Hope said they were specifically wearing a badge indicating their role as another street
- 17:45medic.
- 17:47So openly carrying in the sense that they were in no way openly carrying and their duties
- 17:55were clearly designated as a medic.
- 18:01At the pre-meat, Deja informed the group of a change in their route, taking them past
- 18:08unhoused neighbors.
- 18:10And I love this nomenclature because why can't we use language to lead with love?
- 18:26Their intention was to keep things relatively quiet in the neighborhood.
- 18:31Right as the group was embarking on the march, Deja and Pilton shared a heartfelt moment.
- 18:37This was just such a close community of people.
- 18:41Todd and Hank were talking as they were preparing to leave and that's when they saw someone standing
- 18:47by a street light that was out.
- 18:50Just creepy, like super ominous.
- 18:53The single, creepy as visual that I can summon at the moment.
- 18:59The man appeared unhappy about their presence.
- 19:02The group on the opposite end of the park was alerted by organizers that the march was
- 19:07beginning.
- 19:08Hope stowed their weapon in the trunk of their vehicle as they began hearing raised voices.
- 19:18Enter an angry, swearing, caveman who was informed that the group was leaving.
- 19:23The organizers leading with attempts to de-escalate any brewing situation.
- 19:28So they're like, "We're dead.
- 19:29We're leaving.
- 19:30We're out of here.
- 19:31It's all good."
- 19:34He responded, "If I ever see you again, I'm going to shoot you in the head."
- 19:40Jesus.
- 19:43Deja reflected with the forensic architecture team that she shared with June's wife.
- 19:50She knew basically immediately this was not an individual that could be de-escalated.
- 19:58That individual was Benjamin Jeffriesmith.
- 20:02She began recording after about 20 to 30 seconds of the situation, seemingly beginning to
- 20:09quickly escalate.
- 20:11Okay.
- 20:12That's a good idea, right?
- 20:14Like, get that shit recorded?
- 20:16Absolutely.
- 20:17Absolutely.
- 20:18And I think normally once they actually take off on the march, she typically did just run
- 20:23her camera.
- 20:24Oh, okay.
- 20:25Yeah.
- 20:26A lot of stuff.
- 20:27She was prepared.
- 20:29The forensic architecture piece then shows some of the footage she captured that evening
- 20:34beginning at 7.57 pm.
- 20:39Smith then begins to exhibit more physical force in the conflict, beginning by aggressively
- 20:46approaching one of the organizers and then fully charging at them.
- 20:51Geez.
- 20:52He has worn off.
- 20:55He has a salt and I don't want to fight with you.
- 20:58Just go home.
- 21:00Remember that he's already been informed that they are leaving and the organizers already
- 21:05beginning to posture to file out as they were literally scheduled to do.
- 21:11Deja reflected that it seemed like he was trying to manufacture a standard ground type scenario.
- 21:18I was going to say I've been thinking it just seems like he just wants something bad
- 21:23to happen.
- 21:24With statements like "make me" and "let's do this."
- 21:29They're saying "no, let's not do this."
- 21:32Yeah, literally.
- 21:33She said, "it really, it just felt to me like he was a bomb."
- 21:40She called, say, "Wakitakis."
- 21:43She called, "we need de-escalation on the corner of the park, immediately where the cars
- 21:49are parked, immediately."
- 21:51Other organizers were approaching from the opposite side of the park in response.
- 21:56It was almost immediately after that that he brandished the weapon, quickly firing multiple
- 22:02shots on the group at close range.
- 22:05Calls went out to others in the group.
- 22:07Gunshots, gunshots, gunshots.
- 22:11It was at 758 that Deja called for de-escalation then within a matter of seconds he fired several
- 22:21shots.
- 22:25And in the interim, June had stepped up to him.
- 22:30She was probably one of the oldest in the group and she had physically put herself between
- 22:38him and several others and just was like, "this is done.
- 22:47We need to just go home."
- 22:50The guard within the organizers was able to return fire within seven seconds of the gunman's
- 22:55initial shot.
- 22:56So remember, this is, he's literally put his weapon in the trunk of his vehicle.
- 23:04At this point, I'm through 23 minutes of just under 37 minutes in total that have been
- 23:12a very difficult watch.
- 23:15The guard hope fires twice in response.
- 23:19The shots of the two weapons were indistinguishable to those present at Northeast 55th and Haselow Street
- 23:27at the southwest corner of Normandale Park that night.
- 23:31Smith responded to the armed guard hope when questioned about the whereabouts of his gun
- 23:36in the aftermath, pointing toward his left ankle as he lay on the ground and stated,
- 23:41"It's right there, but I wish I still had it so that I could put it in my mouth."
- 23:46You should have done that first.
- 23:47That would have been super a lot better for a lot of people, hoping sure that the weapon
- 23:54was removed from his immediate access, cast quickly began rendering aid to Deg and Pike,
- 24:01another medic who stated he'd been shot in the head.
- 24:08She was shocked to realize when she looked up that there was a hole in his beanie and she
- 24:12thought to herself, "So you have."
- 24:16And obviously that poor medic was bleeding pretty profusely.
- 24:21When police arrived at the scene, the mood was very tense.
- 24:26Understandably, I think it was a Black Lives Matter protest.
- 24:33The street medic cast spoke with officers stating, "I'm an EMT.
- 24:37Six people have been shot.
- 24:38Can I go back to treating my patients?"
- 24:42Video footage of deja screaming at the officers that they needed help.
- 24:47This is the part that I started really ugly crying.
- 24:53It's pretty heart-wrenching.
- 24:55That was at about 8.10 pm.
- 24:58Police was given the go-ahead to continue trying to administer aid to the injured.
- 25:03Officers approached Ali who had been shot multiple times, asking questions as she sat
- 25:08likely in shock in every sense of the word, still seated in her vehicle.
- 25:16Cast told officers, "She's been shot four times.
- 25:20You don't need to interview her right now.
- 25:22She needs medical attention."
- 25:24It's not uncommon for them to try to interview up until the point that EMS arrives and they're
- 25:31just trying to get as much information as they can.
- 25:34That's understandable to a point, but when you see it from the other side, of course, it feels
- 25:40very dispassionate.
- 25:42Especially when someone's been shot that many times.
- 25:44They're hurting.
- 25:47My mind doesn't even work.
- 25:51I'm just frustrated right now.
- 25:53Just the idea of the situation is enough to make you just go nonverbal and just like,
- 26:00"Ugh."
- 26:01You just need to comfort somebody in that state.
- 26:05Maybe sit there and talk to them.
- 26:07Maybe not just bombard them with questions.
- 26:09I don't know.
- 26:10Yeah.
- 26:11It's tough because you got to thread the needle.
- 26:16Especially someone that's been shot multiple times.
- 26:18You're like, "Well, we want to get the information so that we can find the person that did
- 26:22this."
- 26:23Yeah.
- 26:24I mean, and that's an awful thought in that moment.
- 26:29Well, I just feel like there's some way for training to happen to where these things can
- 26:34be possible for like sensitivity and getting information.
- 26:38Like, you don't think there's some sort of way?
- 26:43Maybe.
- 26:44Maybe.
- 26:45I don't know.
- 26:46I'm not a professional.
- 26:47Yeah.
- 26:48Whatever.
- 26:49Yeah.
- 26:50There's a lot of whatever.
- 26:52The first ambulance arrived at 8.14 p.m. and Cass attempted to share what she had observed
- 26:58so far in terms of those that were injured.
- 27:01At that point, she was grabbed by an officer who responded, "I don't care," when she said
- 27:06she was an EMT.
- 27:09This is a homicide investigation.
- 27:11If you don't get off the scene, you're going to be arrested.
- 27:14Only people actively treating, actively engaged in medical treatment can be on here.
- 27:20And she was escorted away.
- 27:22It wasn't that what she was doing or no.
- 27:24I mean, it was.
- 27:25Okay.
- 27:26It was to that point.
- 27:29So yeah, it's hard to say.
- 27:32June T. Rex Knightley.
- 27:34T. Rex.
- 27:37Who was shot in the head at close range died on the scene that night as a result of her injuries.
- 27:44Others that were wounded received medical attention in the wake of the emergency response
- 27:49to the horrific shooting, including none other than Smith himself who had been shot in both
- 27:56the lower abdomen and bowel.
- 27:58He's the shooter, right?
- 28:00He sure is.
- 28:01And I got to say, for my money, hopes a good shot.
- 28:07Yeah.
- 28:08He fired two shots and they both landed.
- 28:12Oh, yeah.
- 28:14I really hate that this is where part one ends.
- 28:18Oh, I told you it was going to get a lot worse.
- 28:23It's hard to say that because nothing about this is good and I hate to even try to like
- 28:30categorize, but I want to know what happens to everybody else.
- 28:37Yeah.
- 28:38So June passed.
- 28:40June passed away at the scene.
- 28:42And she was the elderly woman.
- 28:44Yes.
- 28:45Yeah.
- 28:46She actually became involved with the group and started quaking after she saw a BLM march
- 28:59coming through her neighborhood.
- 29:02And she decided to get involved.
- 29:03Gosh, she took her job so seriously that she did.
- 29:07She stepped in front of a gun for people.
- 29:10Yeah.
- 29:11At that point, she was not aware that this man was armed, but I mean, somebody behaving
- 29:17erratic and violent.
- 29:18There's always a chance.
- 29:20There's always that possibility.
- 29:21And if it's not a gun, it could be a knife or she was quaking, protecting.
- 29:27Yeah.
- 29:28And I have a feeling that she's maybe not the only person.
- 29:33Yeah.
- 29:34Well, join us next week for more devastating fucking news for Caitlin.
- 29:38That's so sorry.
- 29:40I know.
- 29:41We always say it though, it's really important to talk about these things.
- 29:43So that's why we research it and present it to you in a form that maybe hopefully you
- 29:48like to listen to.
- 29:50Yeah.
- 29:51So you get the info.
- 29:53Yeah.
- 29:54And hey, I did lead with the, you know, the stuff about the bunny or whatever that's
- 30:02worth.
- 30:03I was really excited when you started talking about Furious.
- 30:06I was like, Furious crimes.
- 30:07Here we go.
- 30:08Let's go.
- 30:09Yeah.
- 30:10I can take a run at finding something maybe a little bit more lighthearted.
- 30:16I want some furry.
- 30:17I want some furry shenanigans, okay?
- 30:20I'll see what I can do.
- 30:22Covered lubu furies.
- 30:24That's got to be a thing.
- 30:25There already is a little bit of furry.
- 30:27I was like, that's got to be a thing.
- 30:30I mean, there already is puddles already.
- 30:32Don't.
- 30:33Come on, man.
- 30:34Give us the times.
- 30:36Puddles are feathery and a furry.
- 30:39Yeah.
- 30:40Well, should we do our tarot?
- 30:44Yeah.
- 30:45For Pup.
- 30:46All right.
- 30:47We've got kind of an autonomy pumpkin evil for the alter.
- 30:57And this is for part one.
- 30:59And we've already shuffled the deck and put our powers that be into it.
- 31:05And I'm going to guide cute ones little thingies with my mind here.
- 31:08She's going to pick the perfect card.
- 31:11Feel my mind in your mind right now.
- 31:13You know, the cards feel like a different temperature vibrate.
- 31:17Yeah.
- 31:18That's what I thought too.
- 31:20Oh, really?
- 31:21Yeah.
- 31:22Oil.
- 31:23I mean, who would know if I was full of shit?
- 31:28King of cards.
- 31:29Okay.
- 31:30That's not when we get all the time, but a freak won't hear.
- 31:32Do you want me to set it out on the alter?
- 31:34Oh, yes.
- 31:35Sorry.
- 31:36I'm a tight-to-tool.
- 31:37You look at it real quick.
- 31:38It's a sea turtle.
- 31:40Europe.
- 31:41I love that it's got like purpley, purpley vibes.
- 31:44It matches kind of like our coloring.
- 31:46You've got like blue and green and I've got purple and green.
- 31:50Oh, yeah.
- 31:51You pulled it in the upright.
- 31:52It looks like to me.
- 31:54Yeah.
- 31:55Okay.
- 31:56So, King of Cups, keywords are benevolence, culture, creativity, emotional warmth and protection.
- 32:05Oh, protection.
- 32:08And all I can think is what you said about, "I'm going to be thinking about June for part
- 32:15one."
- 32:16100%.
- 32:17What was thinking about June?
- 32:18In many decks, this King sits on a throne and wears rich garments and a crown.
- 32:24He usually appears as a benevolent authority, a father figure, who rules kindly and fairly.
- 32:32And in reading, the King of Cups may signify an actual person when he does it's generally
- 32:38a mature man who's cultured and knowledgeable in the arts.
- 32:42And we've talked about this before in tarot.
- 32:45They say like man and woman, they really kind of mean like a male energy or a female energy.
- 32:51Yeah.
- 32:52And I don't.
- 32:53I was June a female.
- 32:54I don't really know if you speak technically.
- 32:56Maybe who knows what they would buy it really in their heart.
- 32:59Yeah.
- 33:00You don't really know.
- 33:01So, but I kind of was getting like a more of a male vibe from June, like a protector sort
- 33:07of vibe, not to say like, I don't know.
- 33:10Yeah.
- 33:11You guys get what I'm trying to say, like a masculine.
- 33:14This is so interesting.
- 33:16When the King of Cups appears upright, he represents strong emotions and creative talent.
- 33:23If he represents a real person, it's someone who wants to be loved and admired.
- 33:29He may go to great lengths to gain your attention and affection.
- 33:36Although he's easily hurt, he may not show it and can hold a grudge.
- 33:41He can be rather indulgent and controlling, but his friends can count on his support and
- 33:47protection.
- 33:48Who part of that though kind of reminds me of like the bad side of that?
- 33:53Yeah.
- 33:54It's kind of almost like the flip side.
- 33:55Although I could see someone who's like kind of the oldest person in the group kind of
- 34:02being like, we're going to do it this way.
- 34:03Yeah.
- 34:04A little bit.
- 34:05And like controlling doesn't necessarily have to be like abusive.
- 34:08No.
- 34:09For a planner.
- 34:10Yeah.
- 34:11But I'm also thinking about it as it like in terms of the, it can be representing energy for
- 34:16more than one person.
- 34:17Yeah.
- 34:18Like the man who was being aggressive and things like feelings easily hurt, could hold a grudge.
- 34:24If you're not like a good positive person, like maybe June was, you could have these similar
- 34:29vibes, but like you could be totally different people.
- 34:32Yeah.
- 34:33Like the outcomes are totally different.
- 34:35One's a protector and one is a murderer.
- 34:38Right.
- 34:39One of you is June and one of you is BJ's.
- 34:41One of you is a piece of shit.
- 34:43BJ's.
- 34:44Literally BJ's.
- 34:45Blowdrops.
- 34:46Benjamin Jeffrey Smith.
- 34:48Oh.
- 34:49That's too nice of a thing for him to be named after.
- 34:52I think it good vibes when I hear BJ.
- 34:55I don't want to think about this guy.
- 34:57And I have to be graphic or cruel.
- 35:00But he, that, that may have, it could be that his current role in life has a lot to do with
- 35:10that.
- 35:11Oh, okay.
- 35:12Enough said.
- 35:13Interreading about money, the king can mean receiving money through a creative venture.
- 35:20Or it may suggest your emotions are influencing a financial matter.
- 35:26Sometimes it represents a financial backer.
- 35:29If the rating is about your job, the king can describe a creative occupation.
- 35:34However, he may indicate you're longing for something better.
- 35:39Perhaps you've grown complacent.
- 35:42In a question about love, this card represents a deeply emotional, committed, and romantic
- 35:48relationship.
- 35:49It can suggest jealousy and possessiveness.
- 35:53However, or a need for more trust and openness.
- 35:57I feel like there needs to be more trust and openness with the police and the protesters
- 36:04and things like that.
- 36:06You know, it's funny though, because like the first part of that actually makes me think
- 36:11of June and her partner, just in terms of the deeply emotional, committed, and romantic
- 36:18relationship.
- 36:19Listen, people are complicated mammals and some of them are good and some of them are less
- 36:31so.
- 36:32I think it makes sense.
- 36:36Yeah.
- 36:37I think that was good card.
- 36:40Yeah.
- 36:41I think what you said to about like being complacent, like maybe just, you know, kind of what
- 36:47we were talking about, like it doesn't affect you.
- 36:50So, you know, right.
- 36:51First they came for.
- 36:52Completely.
- 36:53Yeah, exactly.
- 36:54You knew what I was talking about.
- 36:56Mm-hmm.
- 36:57Yeah, we had a little bit of an off mic conversation about.
- 37:00Oh, I thought that was on mic.
- 37:02It wasn't.
- 37:03Oh, I'm getting on.
- 37:04I'm getting my life mixed up.
- 37:07That was that was during their snack break.
- 37:09Oh, well, we were talking about complacency.
- 37:11Yeah.
- 37:12A little bit.
- 37:13And fascism and Nazi Germany.
- 37:15A little light snacking conversation.
- 37:18Just like a super light combat.
- 37:20That's funny that I like didn't even realize.
- 37:23Oh, wait.
- 37:24Those were two server conversations.
- 37:26It's ties in.
- 37:27Yeah, it does.
- 37:28Afereless.
- 37:29It's so seamless that, yeah.
- 37:31I mean, like these people who are organizing protest and demonstrations, like they're not
- 37:37being complacent, right?
- 37:39And they're a lot of the like creativity.
- 37:42We still need like a lot of creativity to organize those things.
- 37:45Yeah.
- 37:46Absolutely.
- 37:47Yeah.
- 37:48Just tying more shit into the card.
- 37:50Yeah.
- 37:51I don't know.
- 37:52Part of me was nervous about this case a little bit because certainly it centered around
- 37:57more than one politically charged topic, but I feel like, I don't know, hot take here.
- 38:05Maybe don't kill people on the street for no reason.
- 38:10On either side.
- 38:11Yeah, just just probably don't do that.
- 38:14Can we not shoot people anymore?
- 38:17Can you not?
- 38:18Go away.
- 38:19Goons are bad.
- 38:20I'm okay.
- 38:21Oh, come on.
- 38:22Yeah.
- 38:23Wait, we need to do the outro.
- 38:28We don't have an outro.
- 38:29Oh, it's kidding.
- 38:31I forgot.
- 38:32Okay.
- 38:33I'm a human being.
- 38:34Go.
- 38:35Have a creepy ass day.
- 38:36We'll see you next Tuesday.
- 38:37We'll see you next Tuesday unless you're fucking murder.
- 38:42Yeah.
- 38:43And then we'll see you never loser.
- 38:45Get the fuck out of here.
- 38:47You're not going shopping with us.
- 38:50On Tuesdays, you were orange because you're in prison.
- 38:55Jump suit.
- 38:56Get it?
- 38:57I thought that was pretty clever.
- 38:59Whatever.
- 39:00What does Red Pill mean?
- 39:06Red Pill is like when people go all right, psycho misogynist.
- 39:10Okay.
- 39:11I just want to double check.
- 39:12You said it to me earlier and I assumed that's what I meant.
- 39:14Yeah.
- 39:15And then like now you're saying it and I'm being recorded.
- 39:16So I just want to say it.
- 39:17Yeah.
- 39:18No, that's fair.
- 39:19You cut that out, they let you go.
- 39:20You did.
- 39:21You did.
- 39:22Sometimes I think about that though.
- 39:24I'm like, oh, like I wonder if, but I'm like, if I stop to explain every, I'm like,
- 39:31I feel like it's like in the zeitgeist.
- 39:33Yeah.
- 39:34When you're the person that's like, where the one's talking about it, it's like we
- 39:38should be on the same page.
- 39:40Like if they don't get it, they can Google it.
- 39:42Yeah, you don't know.
- 39:43Yeah.
- 39:44All right.
- 39:45[laughs]